1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,320 Speaker 1: Welcome to Can'tfley Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio and 2 00:00:03,360 --> 00:00:15,720 Speaker 1: the Black Effects, And just. 3 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:17,560 Speaker 2: Like that, we're back on the air. Welcome back to you. 4 00:00:17,640 --> 00:00:20,599 Speaker 2: Had another carefully reckless episode with your girl, just hilarious. 5 00:00:20,640 --> 00:00:22,520 Speaker 1: What I'll be doing, I'll be fixing mess and we 6 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:25,000 Speaker 1: got my girl Taylor in here today. Say hey to Taylor, 7 00:00:25,079 --> 00:00:28,240 Speaker 1: y'are say, let's say hey to the babyols. All right, 8 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:31,680 Speaker 1: so listen, I'm gonna just jump right in and read 9 00:00:31,680 --> 00:00:32,040 Speaker 1: the story. 10 00:00:32,080 --> 00:00:33,320 Speaker 2: This one is really really good. 11 00:00:34,080 --> 00:00:35,879 Speaker 1: Obviously it's not a voice note, and she did say 12 00:00:35,880 --> 00:00:37,599 Speaker 1: something about it not being a voice not too She 13 00:00:37,680 --> 00:00:42,440 Speaker 1: was like, my man listens to carefully Reckless on iHeart 14 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:45,040 Speaker 1: Andie listens to you fix people mess on Breakfast Club. 15 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:47,760 Speaker 1: So she didn't want to leave me a voice note. 16 00:00:48,000 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 1: So here it goes, Hey, Jass, I need you bad child. 17 00:00:51,720 --> 00:00:54,040 Speaker 1: So one of my children, one of my childhood friends, 18 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:56,320 Speaker 1: was my very first boyfriend in life. 19 00:00:57,000 --> 00:00:57,680 Speaker 2: That's cute. 20 00:00:57,880 --> 00:00:59,880 Speaker 1: He was the big time drug dealer in our city. 21 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:03,680 Speaker 1: We're from Saint Louis. Oh lord, I've loved him from 22 00:01:03,720 --> 00:01:06,320 Speaker 1: a child to an adult. We've been together on and 23 00:01:06,360 --> 00:01:09,120 Speaker 1: off for about fifteen years. By the grace of God. 24 00:01:09,160 --> 00:01:11,760 Speaker 1: I never got pregnant by him, but we always talked 25 00:01:11,800 --> 00:01:14,360 Speaker 1: about having kids together and him making me a wife, 26 00:01:14,640 --> 00:01:15,160 Speaker 1: not about a. 27 00:01:15,120 --> 00:01:16,680 Speaker 2: Grace of God. He yo. 28 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:21,240 Speaker 1: During the time of our relationship, he was back and 29 00:01:21,319 --> 00:01:24,480 Speaker 1: forth to prison, involved in shootouts, all the things that 30 00:01:24,520 --> 00:01:27,880 Speaker 1: would make a girl want out, And all the years 31 00:01:27,959 --> 00:01:29,960 Speaker 1: we were together, I had to deal with that and 32 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:33,080 Speaker 1: more house raised and long sleepless nights. 33 00:01:33,800 --> 00:01:34,399 Speaker 2: House raised. 34 00:01:34,440 --> 00:01:38,199 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, fuck all less when somebody raised. Okay, so Taylor, 35 00:01:38,600 --> 00:01:41,039 Speaker 1: when somebody raised your house, they're looking for a. 36 00:01:41,040 --> 00:01:45,200 Speaker 2: Fucking drug dealer. House raise. Oh no, no, no, no, 37 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:47,960 Speaker 2: no house raise, no, no, no no. 38 00:01:49,320 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 1: He never cheated as far as I know, but being 39 00:01:52,840 --> 00:01:55,360 Speaker 1: the girlfriend of a drug dealer became very old and 40 00:01:55,520 --> 00:01:58,560 Speaker 1: tired for me as I got older. He never cheated 41 00:01:58,640 --> 00:02:00,920 Speaker 1: as far as I know, but being the girlfriend of 42 00:02:00,960 --> 00:02:03,800 Speaker 1: a drug dealer became very old and tired for me 43 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:04,800 Speaker 1: as I got older. 44 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:09,440 Speaker 2: So I gave him an ultimatum, me or that life. 45 00:02:09,840 --> 00:02:10,799 Speaker 2: He just couldn't let it go. 46 00:02:10,919 --> 00:02:13,480 Speaker 1: Right then, he said he had a goal and as 47 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:15,560 Speaker 1: soon as he hits it, he's gonna come marry me 48 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:17,959 Speaker 1: and we can start building our life together. Now this 49 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:21,200 Speaker 1: was about three years ago. The last time we spoke 50 00:02:21,240 --> 00:02:23,640 Speaker 1: on this. He went to jail for a year after 51 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:25,519 Speaker 1: that and been home for about two years. 52 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:25,720 Speaker 2: Now. 53 00:02:26,520 --> 00:02:28,919 Speaker 1: During that year, I met a gentleman and he was 54 00:02:29,040 --> 00:02:32,760 Speaker 1: literally everything I was missing. He was everything I wanted 55 00:02:32,880 --> 00:02:35,959 Speaker 1: in my on again off again x We were so 56 00:02:36,080 --> 00:02:38,679 Speaker 1: compatible in the early months of us dating Jess. This 57 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:41,679 Speaker 1: man showed me real love and a passionate way. I 58 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:45,000 Speaker 1: swear he is my person. A few months ago, my 59 00:02:45,080 --> 00:02:47,920 Speaker 1: ex pops up out of nowhere at my job now 60 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:48,920 Speaker 1: I work at the bank. 61 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:51,239 Speaker 2: I thought he was coming to rob it. What the 62 00:02:51,360 --> 00:02:56,760 Speaker 2: fuck the fuck? Hello, Well, just kidding, bitch, caty fucking. 63 00:02:56,639 --> 00:02:59,799 Speaker 1: Just kidding like this the fuck He was telling me 64 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:01,480 Speaker 1: he needed to take me out and that he needed 65 00:03:01,520 --> 00:03:04,880 Speaker 1: to talk and update me on his life. Job came 66 00:03:05,040 --> 00:03:10,839 Speaker 1: to her job because yeah job. Maybe she didn't say that, yes, 67 00:03:11,240 --> 00:03:12,880 Speaker 1: she said. I did get to meet with him, and 68 00:03:12,960 --> 00:03:16,919 Speaker 1: he briefly ran down all of his life changes to me. 69 00:03:17,480 --> 00:03:20,399 Speaker 1: He joined the church, he is actually Oh my good, 70 00:03:20,919 --> 00:03:23,560 Speaker 1: he's actually owner of a business. He started his own 71 00:03:23,639 --> 00:03:25,840 Speaker 1: tech company and he has a trucking company. 72 00:03:26,960 --> 00:03:29,280 Speaker 2: Okay goes. He turned legit. This was the one that 73 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:31,160 Speaker 2: was in jail. We came out but so was she 74 00:03:31,320 --> 00:03:33,880 Speaker 2: just not in contact with him? Probably not because she 75 00:03:34,000 --> 00:03:36,160 Speaker 2: had already met another dude. This is the crazy thing. 76 00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:39,440 Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, so he had told her about you know 77 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:41,760 Speaker 1: updated let me say, didn't. 78 00:03:41,440 --> 00:03:43,440 Speaker 2: Say how long she was in contact with him though, 79 00:03:43,920 --> 00:03:46,000 Speaker 2: because he did a lot. He did a lot and 80 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 2: that look. Yeah, well he was on for two years 81 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:50,040 Speaker 2: and this was a few months ago he came. 82 00:03:50,200 --> 00:03:52,400 Speaker 1: He probably was trying to get a ship together before 83 00:03:52,440 --> 00:03:53,920 Speaker 1: he came back, because she had gave him that last 84 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:57,600 Speaker 1: ultimatum like look me or this, and he was like, yo, 85 00:03:57,680 --> 00:03:58,600 Speaker 1: I can't lead a game yet. 86 00:03:58,640 --> 00:04:00,880 Speaker 2: I got a goal. I'm trying to earn a certain amount. 87 00:04:00,920 --> 00:04:01,920 Speaker 2: You know how drug Deale's talk. 88 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:03,400 Speaker 1: I know it so well because I was dealing with 89 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:05,000 Speaker 1: a lot of them back in my day, you know, 90 00:04:05,200 --> 00:04:08,680 Speaker 1: so period he came home. Now he's reformed and shit 91 00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 1: and he's basically like ghosts James Patrick. He was trying 92 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,600 Speaker 1: to be legit, trying to be legit and everything. And 93 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:19,160 Speaker 1: she said, wow, crazy thing is I felt so good 94 00:04:19,240 --> 00:04:21,280 Speaker 1: talking to him. All the memories flushed. 95 00:04:21,400 --> 00:04:25,800 Speaker 2: I was back in love. Only thing is my current 96 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:28,720 Speaker 2: guy proposed to me. 97 00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:35,840 Speaker 1: No, proposed to me weeks weeks before that girl, and 98 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:39,800 Speaker 1: I said, yes, crazy, I. 99 00:04:39,839 --> 00:04:42,840 Speaker 2: Mean break it all. They didn't get married yet, and 100 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:45,760 Speaker 2: so she basically asking what should I do? 101 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:49,920 Speaker 1: Jess, I find myself in bed laying next to my 102 00:04:50,080 --> 00:04:53,600 Speaker 1: fiance thinking about my ex because he is everything I 103 00:04:53,680 --> 00:04:58,400 Speaker 1: wanted this life with. However, I went on ahead and 104 00:04:58,480 --> 00:05:01,800 Speaker 1: got engaged, not expect acting him to ever change or 105 00:05:01,839 --> 00:05:04,880 Speaker 1: grow up, and he did well. 106 00:05:05,279 --> 00:05:08,200 Speaker 3: First hurting her to see the receipts. Yeah, what the 107 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 3: drug dealers talking about? Just what he said, what he's saying. 108 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:16,880 Speaker 2: And then I just don't jump out there and just 109 00:05:17,000 --> 00:05:19,360 Speaker 2: like go, you know, just because he came to you. 110 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:23,720 Speaker 2: And although he been out for two years, so he 111 00:05:23,880 --> 00:05:25,200 Speaker 2: probably did take. 112 00:05:25,040 --> 00:05:29,240 Speaker 1: All this time to get like, you know, but he's 113 00:05:29,279 --> 00:05:31,800 Speaker 1: not doing the things he used to do, got businesses 114 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:33,960 Speaker 1: that company. 115 00:05:34,880 --> 00:05:36,839 Speaker 2: I mean, take time is good. But I'm saying like. 116 00:05:40,600 --> 00:05:42,960 Speaker 3: The only reason why I'm like hesitating with that is 117 00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:47,120 Speaker 3: just because sometimes I feel like things will happen how it's. 118 00:05:46,960 --> 00:05:50,960 Speaker 2: Supposed to happen, yeah, and and everything that glitters is 119 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:51,520 Speaker 2: not gold. 120 00:05:51,720 --> 00:05:51,920 Speaker 1: Yeah. 121 00:05:52,000 --> 00:05:54,200 Speaker 2: But also just like if you're supposed to be together, y'all, 122 00:05:54,320 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 2: y'all would have been. 123 00:05:55,120 --> 00:05:57,800 Speaker 3: Y'all would have been together, right, Yeah, like, and I 124 00:05:57,880 --> 00:05:59,240 Speaker 3: guess you tried to wait and all. 125 00:05:59,200 --> 00:06:01,680 Speaker 2: That, but to go back and then on and off 126 00:06:01,880 --> 00:06:05,480 Speaker 2: for fifteen years. Yeah, because Jesus you let him. You 127 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:06,040 Speaker 2: gave him. 128 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:08,320 Speaker 1: Fifteen years of your life and he gave fifteen years 129 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,760 Speaker 1: of his life to the streets. That's a long time 130 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:13,520 Speaker 1: before you grow up. And shit, now, other guys take 131 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:16,360 Speaker 1: longer to grow up. But damn, nigga, now supposed to 132 00:06:16,440 --> 00:06:19,120 Speaker 1: drop everything I'm doing because you are home now and 133 00:06:19,279 --> 00:06:21,160 Speaker 1: you decided to get it right in your life. But 134 00:06:21,400 --> 00:06:24,760 Speaker 1: that's what tells me when he told her that when 135 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:26,440 Speaker 1: she gave him the ultimatum the first time, and she 136 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:28,960 Speaker 1: was like, yo, me or this, and he was like, no, 137 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:31,600 Speaker 1: not right now. I can't choose you right now because 138 00:06:31,960 --> 00:06:33,479 Speaker 1: I have a goal to get to. I'm not gonna 139 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:37,960 Speaker 1: be in this shit forever. But I am like, I'm good, 140 00:06:38,160 --> 00:06:40,920 Speaker 1: Like I got a goal and I'm gonna be out 141 00:06:40,960 --> 00:06:42,920 Speaker 1: of this shit. I just got to do some things 142 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:48,720 Speaker 1: right now. When I wonder if she agreed then, like 143 00:06:48,839 --> 00:06:50,800 Speaker 1: did she say did she just leave and say all right, 144 00:06:50,920 --> 00:06:54,400 Speaker 1: since you're not choosing me whatever, have a nice life whatever, 145 00:06:55,360 --> 00:06:58,600 Speaker 1: or did she agree in that moment all right, I'll 146 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:03,159 Speaker 1: wait for you, because if so, that's why. 147 00:07:03,040 --> 00:07:04,880 Speaker 2: The fuck he came back and just expected for her 148 00:07:04,960 --> 00:07:06,280 Speaker 2: to be right there, you know what I mean? 149 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:08,480 Speaker 1: Hold up, Hold up, I know this shit getting good, 150 00:07:08,520 --> 00:07:10,800 Speaker 1: but listen to just a couple seconds of a commercial. 151 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:13,720 Speaker 1: If you love me, you'll listen now. Like you said, 152 00:07:13,760 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 1: I wonder if she was keeping in touch with him 153 00:07:15,600 --> 00:07:17,760 Speaker 1: that whole year he was in jail, or how long 154 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 1: was he out before you knew he was out? And 155 00:07:19,880 --> 00:07:22,680 Speaker 1: how did y'all have a conversation? How long before the 156 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:25,400 Speaker 1: bank when he shopped, when he popped up at your job? 157 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:28,680 Speaker 1: Did you see him it was the last time you've 158 00:07:28,680 --> 00:07:30,320 Speaker 1: seen him before you saw him in the bank. Was 159 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:33,360 Speaker 1: the time you know you gave him that ultimatum? Was 160 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:35,120 Speaker 1: that three years prior? Or like? 161 00:07:35,240 --> 00:07:37,680 Speaker 2: What the fuck was that? I don't know. 162 00:07:38,440 --> 00:07:40,640 Speaker 1: I think, honestly, because she didn't give us that part 163 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:43,680 Speaker 1: of it. I think she honestly didn't talk to him 164 00:07:43,720 --> 00:07:45,920 Speaker 1: purposely because she was trying to get past them, and. 165 00:07:45,920 --> 00:07:48,080 Speaker 2: That's how she ended up meeting her person. Yeah, I 166 00:07:48,280 --> 00:07:53,440 Speaker 2: know that's the thing, and that motherfucker probably looked good too, But. 167 00:07:54,400 --> 00:07:57,240 Speaker 3: I guess it's one of those things too, like takeaway, 168 00:07:57,560 --> 00:07:58,800 Speaker 3: like all y'all got butterflies. 169 00:07:58,840 --> 00:08:03,880 Speaker 2: Now, yeah you real? I don't know. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, 170 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:08,040 Speaker 2: I don't know. And then what's with this new fiancee? 171 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:11,920 Speaker 2: Is he everything that you wanted? Yes? She did listening 172 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:15,440 Speaker 2: for him. Listen, I'm I'm gonna reread it. She said. 173 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:17,840 Speaker 1: During that year that he was in jail, I met 174 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:20,840 Speaker 1: a gentleman and he was literally everything I was missing. 175 00:08:21,280 --> 00:08:24,040 Speaker 1: He was everything I wanted and my on again off 176 00:08:24,120 --> 00:08:26,880 Speaker 1: again x We were so compatible in the early months 177 00:08:26,920 --> 00:08:29,680 Speaker 1: of us dating. Just this man showed me real love. 178 00:08:30,280 --> 00:08:33,520 Speaker 1: So then I swear he is my person. So then 179 00:08:34,040 --> 00:08:36,959 Speaker 1: I don't think and that nigga proposed he knew what 180 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:37,400 Speaker 1: he had. 181 00:08:37,320 --> 00:08:40,959 Speaker 2: Exactly, so I don't think like you're about to give 182 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:44,880 Speaker 2: your whole thing to do that, all this moving on 183 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:46,600 Speaker 2: that you did, like all this healing. 184 00:08:47,640 --> 00:08:49,439 Speaker 1: But when she ever healed, if she sat down with 185 00:08:49,640 --> 00:08:54,440 Speaker 1: with ex convict one time and then all came back 186 00:08:54,520 --> 00:08:56,600 Speaker 1: and lay laying in bed next to your. 187 00:08:56,480 --> 00:08:59,959 Speaker 2: Fiance, that was her person. The X kind was ever her. 188 00:09:01,559 --> 00:09:02,760 Speaker 1: Well. In the beginning, she says, to one of my 189 00:09:02,840 --> 00:09:05,880 Speaker 1: childhood friends was my very first boyfriend in life. It 190 00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:08,160 Speaker 1: was a big He was a big time drug dealer 191 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:10,199 Speaker 1: in our city. So yeah, I've loved him from a 192 00:09:10,280 --> 00:09:12,600 Speaker 1: child to an adult. We've been together on and off 193 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:15,000 Speaker 1: for fifteen years. No, and then that, by the grace 194 00:09:15,040 --> 00:09:16,960 Speaker 1: of God, I never got pregnant by him. That tells 195 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:20,199 Speaker 1: you something that's screaming, like, I've always had one leg 196 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:20,880 Speaker 1: and one leg out. 197 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:22,599 Speaker 3: I don't think she should do it, Yeah, because she 198 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:25,360 Speaker 3: don't want to follow her. I think you're still holding 199 00:09:25,360 --> 00:09:27,440 Speaker 3: on to maybe a cute little fantasy, but. 200 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:31,640 Speaker 1: You know, and then you feel a bit of like 201 00:09:31,760 --> 00:09:37,400 Speaker 1: obligation because your childhood friends, you know, Yeah, you've known 202 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:38,520 Speaker 1: him since he was younger. 203 00:09:38,640 --> 00:09:40,400 Speaker 2: Y'all kind of grew up together. He's known you. 204 00:09:40,559 --> 00:09:42,040 Speaker 1: He knows what to say to get back in your 205 00:09:42,120 --> 00:09:45,200 Speaker 1: good graces. That about you probably didn't change. That's how 206 00:09:45,240 --> 00:09:47,720 Speaker 1: all the butterflies started rushing back, and all the feelings 207 00:09:47,760 --> 00:09:50,400 Speaker 1: started swaying in, you know, coming in and colliding on 208 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:52,360 Speaker 1: you and shit, and now you feel like you're in 209 00:09:52,480 --> 00:09:55,040 Speaker 1: love with your ex all over again. Laying next to 210 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:58,000 Speaker 1: your person that night, thinking about this nigga. I don't 211 00:09:58,000 --> 00:09:59,760 Speaker 1: even think it's so much she thinking about this nigga. 212 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:01,199 Speaker 1: I think she's thinking about what she's going to do, 213 00:10:01,320 --> 00:10:03,160 Speaker 1: and it's stressing her to funk out what she wants 214 00:10:03,200 --> 00:10:03,360 Speaker 1: to do. 215 00:10:03,600 --> 00:10:07,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, and then yeah, so that's a hard decision. I 216 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:10,480 Speaker 2: don't think she should drop everything and then what about 217 00:10:10,520 --> 00:10:11,280 Speaker 2: this scenario? Right? 218 00:10:11,400 --> 00:10:13,840 Speaker 1: So look, this is also a thing as well, right, 219 00:10:13,840 --> 00:10:15,680 Speaker 1: because I've seen it time and time again growing up 220 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:18,439 Speaker 1: in Baltimore City, being good friends with drug dealers, not 221 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:20,640 Speaker 1: even drug dealers that I used to deal with, but 222 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:26,080 Speaker 1: being good friends with drug dealers. My nigga, they'll get 223 00:10:26,120 --> 00:10:28,439 Speaker 1: into beefs and shit. She said, shootouts and all that 224 00:10:28,559 --> 00:10:29,040 Speaker 1: type of shit. 225 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:29,600 Speaker 2: It's the thing. 226 00:10:29,679 --> 00:10:32,640 Speaker 1: They'll get into beefs and ship will I was. I 227 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:34,480 Speaker 1: was building up to that tailor. 228 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:43,480 Speaker 2: Damn shit, bitch. I was ready to set it up perfectly. 229 00:10:44,559 --> 00:10:45,520 Speaker 2: I was taking too long. 230 00:10:46,320 --> 00:10:48,320 Speaker 1: He said, Yeah, what if the pants come back down? 231 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:53,680 Speaker 1: Shit and the listeners knew where I was going? 232 00:10:54,640 --> 00:10:58,040 Speaker 2: Oh anyway, so yea, I must still want to say. 233 00:10:58,040 --> 00:11:00,959 Speaker 2: I'm gonna still just say it. So, girl, I've seen 234 00:11:01,160 --> 00:11:04,439 Speaker 2: in my life where the past comes back to watch 235 00:11:07,840 --> 00:11:08,360 Speaker 2: and done. 236 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:13,760 Speaker 1: If he's gotten the shootouts, obviously he's doing that's been 237 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:16,440 Speaker 1: doing the shooting and ship because he ain't get killed 238 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:16,840 Speaker 1: or shot. 239 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:18,880 Speaker 2: She didn't say he got shot, you know, maybe got 240 00:11:18,960 --> 00:11:19,840 Speaker 2: he's been shot at. 241 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:23,280 Speaker 1: What if somebody waited until later and then it's y'all 242 00:11:23,320 --> 00:11:25,400 Speaker 1: out together and this nigga get shot up and killed 243 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:28,160 Speaker 1: or what if you get killed being with him? You 244 00:11:28,240 --> 00:11:29,840 Speaker 1: know you said he was a big time drug dealer 245 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:32,280 Speaker 1: in Saint Louis. I mean, I'm sorry, Missouri, but goddamn, 246 00:11:32,800 --> 00:11:36,120 Speaker 1: we know certain cities and drugs. 247 00:11:36,400 --> 00:11:39,000 Speaker 2: That ship is different. It gets deep. And then just 248 00:11:39,120 --> 00:11:44,760 Speaker 2: watched the show Power, I'm sorry for I mean for 249 00:11:44,840 --> 00:11:49,480 Speaker 2: what like what for reference? Like absolutely or watch the 250 00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:56,680 Speaker 2: wire fuck Power? Watch the Yeah what mm hmm? Even 251 00:11:56,760 --> 00:12:00,400 Speaker 2: snow Fall, Yeah, like I mean, I'm. 252 00:12:00,240 --> 00:12:05,120 Speaker 1: Not I'm just saying, no, that's more realistic. Snowfall is 253 00:12:05,200 --> 00:12:06,760 Speaker 1: way more realistic than Power. 254 00:12:06,840 --> 00:12:09,440 Speaker 2: I ain't girl. The ghosts and Tommy should have been 255 00:12:09,480 --> 00:12:10,960 Speaker 2: died the first episode. 256 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:13,959 Speaker 3: The way, but even think about like he's saying he 257 00:12:14,080 --> 00:12:17,600 Speaker 3: got inn tech company and not to like say yeah, 258 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:19,120 Speaker 3: but I just like his. 259 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:22,080 Speaker 2: He could his roots is in the streets. He could 260 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:23,320 Speaker 2: still be in the street. 261 00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:26,520 Speaker 1: That it could be unto wash his money, like he's 262 00:12:26,559 --> 00:12:28,880 Speaker 1: just trying to wash his money with legit businesses and shade. 263 00:12:29,000 --> 00:12:31,280 Speaker 1: You know, he could still have now he may not 264 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:33,640 Speaker 1: be the one that's on the streets in the streets 265 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:36,560 Speaker 1: distributing anymore, but he could be the plug. He could 266 00:12:36,600 --> 00:12:38,360 Speaker 1: be he still got his hands in it some type 267 00:12:38,360 --> 00:12:40,400 Speaker 1: of way. And I'm not saying, we're not saying he does, 268 00:12:40,520 --> 00:12:42,360 Speaker 1: but that could still be the case. Like you said, 269 00:12:42,440 --> 00:12:45,280 Speaker 1: so like say, let's say it. So see your receipts. 270 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:46,400 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 271 00:12:46,559 --> 00:12:49,480 Speaker 1: Don't just jump out the fucking window or not not 272 00:12:49,720 --> 00:12:53,400 Speaker 1: even delve. Don't even dive into that, you know, like 273 00:12:53,520 --> 00:12:56,800 Speaker 1: you said, just just know, just steer clear of that life. 274 00:12:56,920 --> 00:12:59,800 Speaker 1: That's that's what you you saying. You made a very 275 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:03,080 Speaker 1: and your passes that you read to me, like during 276 00:13:03,120 --> 00:13:04,959 Speaker 1: the time of our relationship, he was back and forth 277 00:13:05,000 --> 00:13:07,000 Speaker 1: to prison, involved in shootouts, all the things that would 278 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 1: make a girl want out. 279 00:13:08,040 --> 00:13:08,880 Speaker 2: You've been wanted out. 280 00:13:08,960 --> 00:13:11,360 Speaker 1: You just felt some type of devotion to him because 281 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:15,280 Speaker 1: he's also your childhood friend. You said, in all the 282 00:13:15,360 --> 00:13:16,959 Speaker 1: years we were together, I had to deal with that 283 00:13:17,200 --> 00:13:19,719 Speaker 1: and more house raised, long sleepless nights. And you said 284 00:13:19,760 --> 00:13:21,840 Speaker 1: he never cheated as far as you know, which is fine, 285 00:13:21,880 --> 00:13:23,520 Speaker 1: But that's not even the tip of that shit. 286 00:13:23,679 --> 00:13:25,720 Speaker 2: That that's everything that's watching your back. 287 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: That's you being even affiliated with a nigga who got 288 00:13:28,200 --> 00:13:30,800 Speaker 1: a target on him every day. You know what I'm saying, 289 00:13:31,400 --> 00:13:33,439 Speaker 1: You don't want to marry nobody, go throw your life 290 00:13:33,440 --> 00:13:35,600 Speaker 1: away for somebody that gotta still watch his back because 291 00:13:35,600 --> 00:13:39,040 Speaker 1: he's done so much dirt and his in his earlier life. 292 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:42,920 Speaker 1: You know, I mean earlier in his life. You know, 293 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:45,560 Speaker 1: you just that shit is dangerous. You know, you don't 294 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:47,880 Speaker 1: want to be one of those girls. You really really don't, 295 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:49,600 Speaker 1: you know, And you seem like you got a really 296 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:52,320 Speaker 1: really good thing going and I would I would honestly 297 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:56,600 Speaker 1: hate what if yeah to the what if yeah from 298 00:13:56,880 --> 00:13:58,880 Speaker 1: a long time ago. Yo. The way you speak about 299 00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:03,960 Speaker 1: your fiance is amazing. It's like immagular, Like you can't 300 00:14:03,960 --> 00:14:06,240 Speaker 1: even see yourself without this man, you know, And you 301 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:09,480 Speaker 1: met him at a perfect time, right after you get 302 00:14:09,520 --> 00:14:11,400 Speaker 1: a guy ultimatum and you kind of cut it off 303 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:12,960 Speaker 1: with him. He went to jail, so he couldn't even 304 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:16,000 Speaker 1: he wasn't even out to disrupt your relationship or whatever. 305 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:17,959 Speaker 2: You met him at a great time. You leave that 306 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:19,400 Speaker 2: chapter where the fuck it was at. 307 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:21,560 Speaker 1: Now we got a commercial and if you click off 308 00:14:21,640 --> 00:14:24,200 Speaker 1: this podcast, I swear I'm gonna beat your ass. Listen, 309 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:27,840 Speaker 1: you have to meet up with this nigga again, and 310 00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:30,000 Speaker 1: you got to tell him because one thing about drug 311 00:14:30,080 --> 00:14:32,400 Speaker 1: dealers or ex drug dealers or whatever they used to 312 00:14:32,400 --> 00:14:34,760 Speaker 1: getting what they want, and he gonna start that hagging out. 313 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:37,200 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Like he's not going to 314 00:14:37,240 --> 00:14:39,720 Speaker 2: stop trying to prove to you that he is ready 315 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:41,840 Speaker 2: to be with you now, you know what I'm saying. 316 00:14:43,280 --> 00:14:48,000 Speaker 1: Even if he did turn you know, turn great or 317 00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:50,880 Speaker 1: do a whole three sixty with his life, you feel me, 318 00:14:51,760 --> 00:14:55,000 Speaker 1: it's still just I think things happened, like Taylor was saying, 319 00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:56,120 Speaker 1: things happened for a reason. 320 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:58,200 Speaker 2: You know, it was a reason why you were supposed 321 00:14:58,200 --> 00:14:59,520 Speaker 2: to meet your new guy. 322 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:01,480 Speaker 1: You know what I mean. I'm gonna just call you 323 00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:04,640 Speaker 1: you guy Melika, and I'm gonna call you ex Kanaan. 324 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,400 Speaker 1: It was the reason why you met Malika and you 325 00:15:07,560 --> 00:15:09,560 Speaker 1: let Caanan slide up in the bank. You said you 326 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:11,600 Speaker 1: thought he was about th robbing Man and you're talking 327 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:13,120 Speaker 1: about loll No, but you was dead, sir. 328 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:14,080 Speaker 2: You got scared of shit. 329 00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:16,760 Speaker 1: You probably felt like Frankie and set it off. The 330 00:15:16,920 --> 00:15:19,680 Speaker 1: fuck because what's the procedure when the gun is to 331 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:23,080 Speaker 1: your head exactly. Your ass got scared of shit talking 332 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:25,880 Speaker 1: about butterflies. Yeah right, you were scared at first, and 333 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:26,560 Speaker 1: then when. 334 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:30,480 Speaker 3: Even with that though, yeah, you're coming to my like 335 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:36,160 Speaker 3: like workplace, just like I don't like that. That seems 336 00:15:36,320 --> 00:15:37,720 Speaker 3: very aggressive. 337 00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:41,040 Speaker 1: It is. It's very possessive too, like she always minds, 338 00:15:41,040 --> 00:15:44,200 Speaker 1: she gonna be mind type shit. And most of the 339 00:15:44,280 --> 00:15:48,560 Speaker 1: time those mindsets don't don't get very far either. It 340 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:50,880 Speaker 1: results in something bad because if I can't have you, 341 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:54,280 Speaker 1: nobody will them. It's guys that really really lived by 342 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:56,120 Speaker 1: that ship for sure, you know what I'm saying, And 343 00:15:56,200 --> 00:15:59,520 Speaker 1: that ship I'll be watching snapped and I d TV 344 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:02,000 Speaker 1: and all of that ship, that ship be going down, man, 345 00:16:02,040 --> 00:16:04,440 Speaker 1: and women be scared for their fucking lives. These men 346 00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:09,880 Speaker 1: are these these men, especially these obsessive and possessive. 347 00:16:09,520 --> 00:16:11,920 Speaker 2: Men, you know. So's almost like that. 348 00:16:12,160 --> 00:16:14,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, so you dealt with somebody like that almost the 349 00:16:14,480 --> 00:16:18,280 Speaker 1: only almost because he was saying, like, just like, I 350 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:21,520 Speaker 1: don't care if you're he thought I was like married 351 00:16:21,600 --> 00:16:24,080 Speaker 1: or something like that, and he said he didn't care. 352 00:16:24,240 --> 00:16:27,360 Speaker 2: I don't give you're married like me, and you like 353 00:16:27,640 --> 00:16:28,640 Speaker 2: over over. 354 00:16:28,600 --> 00:16:31,600 Speaker 1: The dog possessive Oh my god, y'all had a fucking dog. 355 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:35,000 Speaker 1: So I had a child, Yeah, it. 356 00:16:35,080 --> 00:16:37,560 Speaker 2: Was my child, so or he's my child? So okay, 357 00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:40,320 Speaker 2: So who bought the child? I don't know how he 358 00:16:40,440 --> 00:16:42,960 Speaker 2: got the dog, but I'm sorry he gave it to 359 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:45,800 Speaker 2: me though. Oh okay, So it sounds like a father. 360 00:16:46,400 --> 00:16:48,360 Speaker 2: He sounds like the father. I don't know where he 361 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:50,040 Speaker 2: got the dog from. So he got the dog for 362 00:16:50,200 --> 00:16:53,920 Speaker 2: you mom out here? Oh okay. So when he got 363 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:57,280 Speaker 2: the dog, it was like when he dropped you off 364 00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:01,240 Speaker 2: and he was a deadbeat. We weren't even together. Oh okay, 365 00:17:01,720 --> 00:17:04,080 Speaker 2: and so he but were you single around the time? 366 00:17:04,119 --> 00:17:06,240 Speaker 2: Did he know you were single? All right? So that's 367 00:17:06,240 --> 00:17:07,520 Speaker 2: what it was. He just didn't want you to be 368 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:11,720 Speaker 2: with somebody else. He wanted to sing, but he just 369 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:15,439 Speaker 2: felt I guess it's always an attachment. Yes, that's how 370 00:17:15,520 --> 00:17:19,920 Speaker 2: it is. It's done because it was nothing. I didn't 371 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:23,800 Speaker 2: leading him to me. The only type of leader was 372 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:26,840 Speaker 2: when I went away, you could wash the dog. That's it, 373 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:28,000 Speaker 2: does it? 374 00:17:28,160 --> 00:17:28,200 Speaker 1: Know? 375 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 2: Like Roman? 376 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:30,680 Speaker 1: Yo? 377 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:32,560 Speaker 2: It was weird, damn. 378 00:17:32,680 --> 00:17:35,680 Speaker 1: But I know when people do get passed together, that 379 00:17:35,840 --> 00:17:39,400 Speaker 1: does put a different expectation on the relationship because people 380 00:17:39,400 --> 00:17:42,320 Speaker 1: will be like, no, this is like our practice child 381 00:17:43,119 --> 00:17:43,680 Speaker 1: kind of sort of. 382 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 2: I remember I had a goldfish with a nigga who 383 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:49,359 Speaker 2: thought I was I was like, first of all girl guys. 384 00:17:50,119 --> 00:17:53,320 Speaker 1: The fish was called Samson, Like uh uh, why the fuck? 385 00:17:53,680 --> 00:17:55,800 Speaker 1: And then why would you name my fish deck? So 386 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,800 Speaker 1: I already was turned off anybody. I'm not ever gonnass you. 387 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:01,840 Speaker 1: Sam thing was the name of the dog anyway. 388 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:05,720 Speaker 2: So it was named something else. Yes, yeah, I really 389 00:18:05,720 --> 00:18:09,240 Speaker 2: didn't want nothing to do him, like we were broken up. 390 00:18:09,680 --> 00:18:12,199 Speaker 3: Tell why we say friends because him because hedn't really 391 00:18:12,200 --> 00:18:13,720 Speaker 3: didn't do nothing wrong. 392 00:18:13,840 --> 00:18:17,119 Speaker 2: I just he just grew blind what it is, but 393 00:18:17,520 --> 00:18:21,760 Speaker 2: like he was, but so look it was the breakup bad. No, 394 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:23,760 Speaker 2: it wasn't breakup. 395 00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:26,840 Speaker 3: It was still I just remember him. When I did 396 00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:30,000 Speaker 3: break up with him and I told him on the phone. 397 00:18:30,359 --> 00:18:32,159 Speaker 3: Him called me back and was like, I know you 398 00:18:32,200 --> 00:18:34,879 Speaker 3: don't think that I'm about to let you go this easily. 399 00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:37,440 Speaker 2: And I was like, yeah, sir, you will. 400 00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:42,960 Speaker 1: You will have to because this is done. But damn, now, 401 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,600 Speaker 1: let me ask you. Because he probably thought it was 402 00:18:45,600 --> 00:18:48,840 Speaker 1: still like some reconcile like they. He probably thought it 403 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:50,960 Speaker 1: was still able to be reconciled and. 404 00:18:51,040 --> 00:18:54,720 Speaker 2: I told him off because it was a breakup because. 405 00:18:54,440 --> 00:18:56,920 Speaker 3: What happened was, if to be honest, I feel like 406 00:18:57,320 --> 00:19:00,760 Speaker 3: in a sense, he loved by me, and yeah, so 407 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:03,960 Speaker 3: and it was just nice. 408 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:07,680 Speaker 1: See I let somebody do that to me too, and 409 00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:10,080 Speaker 1: I knew I really didn't want to take it that far. 410 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:13,359 Speaker 1: It was just like a rebound situation. I was like, 411 00:19:14,359 --> 00:19:17,040 Speaker 1: I'll be honest, I was loved bomb by my ex 412 00:19:17,119 --> 00:19:20,760 Speaker 1: by Wayne. I got loved bomb by Wayne, you know 413 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:23,359 Speaker 1: what I mean. And it was what I needed at 414 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:26,360 Speaker 1: the time because I had never been shown that before. 415 00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:28,480 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like, oh this, Oh it 416 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:31,040 Speaker 1: is possible for somebody to spoil you. It is possible 417 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:34,240 Speaker 1: for this type of love. And he's emotionally intelligent and 418 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:36,720 Speaker 1: he you know. So what Wayne did was just show 419 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:38,200 Speaker 1: me that there is love. 420 00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,000 Speaker 2: Out there like that. 421 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:41,680 Speaker 1: You know. I was just so used to toxicity, drug 422 00:19:41,760 --> 00:19:44,119 Speaker 1: dealers and niggas who using me and shit like that, 423 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:46,200 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And then he came along 424 00:19:46,280 --> 00:19:48,240 Speaker 1: showed me that that was different. And then I think 425 00:19:48,280 --> 00:19:50,880 Speaker 1: what me and Wayne didn't do was become friends first, 426 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:53,440 Speaker 1: because if I would have just became his friends, we 427 00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:55,159 Speaker 1: would have never been together. We would have just been 428 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:57,399 Speaker 1: friends because Wayne is a really good person. 429 00:19:57,680 --> 00:20:01,439 Speaker 2: You know, I feel too. Yeah, he just loved bomb me. 430 00:20:01,440 --> 00:20:04,000 Speaker 1: And I was like I felt obligated to just oh ship, 431 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:06,200 Speaker 1: Well I'm gonna just Behamdan you know. But it's like no, 432 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:10,320 Speaker 1: And then that was you know what, six fucking years 433 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:12,440 Speaker 1: ago or whatever, you know, So I don't know. I 434 00:20:12,560 --> 00:20:14,320 Speaker 1: didn't know now then. 435 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:17,200 Speaker 2: What I know now, you know. So yeah, but I 436 00:20:17,280 --> 00:20:20,200 Speaker 2: am grief. I don't regret it though for like four years, 437 00:20:20,520 --> 00:20:23,320 Speaker 2: like yeah, still, what are you going to sir? 438 00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:29,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's crazy and c and some trash like New 439 00:20:29,680 --> 00:20:33,719 Speaker 1: York and from New York the office. Let me ask 440 00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:35,000 Speaker 1: you this real quick before we get out of here, 441 00:20:35,040 --> 00:20:38,600 Speaker 1: because we passed. Yes they are the New York Yes, 442 00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:42,680 Speaker 1: But is he like Caribbean, Jamaican or something like that, 443 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:47,040 Speaker 1: because all of that he gives like Haitian. Uh. 444 00:20:47,680 --> 00:20:52,960 Speaker 2: I think he had roots in some island. But it's 445 00:20:53,000 --> 00:20:57,280 Speaker 2: not like he like okay, okay, I got you. But 446 00:20:57,680 --> 00:21:00,400 Speaker 2: he had a lot of he's a good guy, yeah, 447 00:21:00,440 --> 00:21:03,919 Speaker 2: but he just yeah, yeah, issues, it was a lot 448 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:04,399 Speaker 2: of issues. 449 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:08,119 Speaker 1: No, I feel yeah, well, I think we gave this 450 00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:12,160 Speaker 1: this woman a great sense of direction as it pertains 451 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:12,719 Speaker 1: to advice. 452 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:16,399 Speaker 2: I think she should. She also was gonna do what 453 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:16,879 Speaker 2: she want to do. 454 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,040 Speaker 1: Obviously, she's still in love with her ex, or she 455 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:21,920 Speaker 1: thinks she is. I think her feelings are mixed. I 456 00:21:22,040 --> 00:21:25,720 Speaker 1: think what she's feeling is not an obligation to the guy. 457 00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:27,560 Speaker 1: I think like she don't. I mean, I don't think 458 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,840 Speaker 1: what she's feeling is love all over again. I think 459 00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:33,240 Speaker 1: she's just probably scared and she's frantic. 460 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,240 Speaker 2: She don't know what to do. She's stressed out. She's like, 461 00:21:36,119 --> 00:21:38,760 Speaker 2: should I go back or And I think that's because. 462 00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:43,680 Speaker 1: Like if you wasn't thinking about him, because because she 463 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,719 Speaker 1: wasn't think about him, because she wasn't in contact with him. 464 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:50,800 Speaker 1: I think she do need to move on though, stayble. Then, 465 00:21:50,840 --> 00:21:53,560 Speaker 1: you don't know what the fuck your fiance done went through, Neva. 466 00:21:54,160 --> 00:21:55,359 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You don't know what he 467 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:57,760 Speaker 1: went through and how he ended up with you. He 468 00:21:57,760 --> 00:21:59,159 Speaker 1: probably felt like you would have one, just like you 469 00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:00,960 Speaker 1: felt like he was the one. You know, he probably 470 00:22:01,040 --> 00:22:03,280 Speaker 1: had somebody do the ship to him before, and here 471 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:04,280 Speaker 1: you go about to do it again. 472 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,480 Speaker 2: Jesus girl, So. 473 00:22:09,680 --> 00:22:11,720 Speaker 1: So keep me updated and write me back, baby girl. 474 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:14,679 Speaker 1: All Right, all right, and just like that, we come 475 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:17,840 Speaker 1: to the end of yet another Carefully Reckless podcast episode 476 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:19,879 Speaker 1: with your Girl just hilarious. 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