WEBVTT - Outing Drew

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome back to Eppen too of emergency Intercom. Yes, sir, please,

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<v Speaker 1>yes it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that looks nice. It's eighty degrees inside. We're really

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<v Speaker 2>sweaty today.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, we've realized.

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<v Speaker 2>The hell we trapped ourselves in.

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<v Speaker 1>By starting this in the summer in our fucking.

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<v Speaker 2>Dungeon, in our kitchen dungeon. The hottest room in the house, absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>Literally the hottest rooms in the house in the summer

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<v Speaker 1>are you and Josh.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's terrible because I have all those windows. It's

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<v Speaker 2>so bad, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

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<v Speaker 2>And I actually like living in heat. I am like

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<v Speaker 2>a warm body person by nature. I would rather be

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<v Speaker 2>hot than cold.

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<v Speaker 1>I agree with that because when I was at the

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<v Speaker 1>beach yesterday, I went to the beach alone for the

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<v Speaker 1>first time yesterday because I decided I would like to

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<v Speaker 1>start doing things alone because I'm very dependent in being

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<v Speaker 1>around others because I get a lot, like really scared

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<v Speaker 1>of being alone. Anyways, when I was at the beach,

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<v Speaker 1>I was cold, and I was like, dude, Miami, I

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<v Speaker 1>like cannot wait to be back in Miami heat on

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<v Speaker 1>the beach because like the point of being at the

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<v Speaker 1>beach is to be literally drowning in heat.

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<v Speaker 2>You want to be like sweating.

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<v Speaker 1>You want to be sweating so you can get in

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<v Speaker 1>the water and cool down and then do that a

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<v Speaker 1>million times.

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<v Speaker 2>Does anybody else think that just like Miami Heat hits different.

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<v Speaker 1>I hate you so far.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it just hits it different.

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<v Speaker 1>The basketball team literally me in middle school acting like

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<v Speaker 1>I give a fuck about basketball because the boy I

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<v Speaker 1>liked was really into basketball and the Miami Heat was

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<v Speaker 1>in the finals, and I was like, oh my.

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<v Speaker 2>God, yes, name five players on Miami Heat the starting class.

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<v Speaker 1>I can name five players that used to be on there.

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<v Speaker 1>I could name the three lebron Chris Bosh, and Dwayne Wade.

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<v Speaker 1>That was like the they were like the.

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<v Speaker 2>Superpower Yeah, yeah, they were. Literally the NBA has superpower teams.

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<v Speaker 2>We don't have to talk about it because I will

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<v Speaker 2>go in it's especially those sports. No sports.

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<v Speaker 1>But what we should talk about is my fucked up

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<v Speaker 1>sleeping schedule. Yes, and we kind of lightly touched on

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<v Speaker 1>this in the last episode about how like me and

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<v Speaker 1>Drew switch off with our mental health. So this past

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<v Speaker 1>week I've been spiraling.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally spiraling. It's like it's traumatizing to twenty eighteen almost

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<v Speaker 2>where I'm like, this bitch is teetering on like a

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<v Speaker 2>full blown depressive episode and we need to save her.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, Summer, dude, that is the scariest Oh, Gona,

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<v Speaker 1>we really.

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<v Speaker 2>Need to save somewhere. We need to get you help.

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<v Speaker 1>So for context to that, in twenty eighteen, I was

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<v Speaker 1>in genuine one of the worst depressive episode of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>It dragged on it twenty nineteen. It was terrifying to

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<v Speaker 1>be around. It was terrifying to witness. It hurt all

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<v Speaker 1>of my friendships and relationships. It literally was destroying me

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<v Speaker 1>and everything around me. But yeah, one of the key

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<v Speaker 1>signs of it starting was like my sleeping schedule just

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<v Speaker 1>got obliterated because I had no motivation to like get

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<v Speaker 1>up and get out of bed or do anything. And

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<v Speaker 1>then like I was too sad to like eat, So

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<v Speaker 1>then like basically what happens to me is I'll stay

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<v Speaker 1>up till like the fucking ass crack.

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<v Speaker 2>Of dawn literally seven am. Yeah, like, no, you were

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<v Speaker 2>going to sleep at like three am, but sleeping until

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<v Speaker 2>six pm. You were just sleeping, I know.

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<v Speaker 1>But in twenty eighteen, it got to the point that

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<v Speaker 1>I would stay up till like six and then I

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<v Speaker 1>would sleep all day. But it's slowly been getting there

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<v Speaker 1>because like I slept at three am and then woke

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<v Speaker 1>up at three pm. That's twelve hours of sleep.

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<v Speaker 2>And I and I'm like in the background doing my

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<v Speaker 2>little task, like just trying to wake up in the

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<v Speaker 2>in the morning, and she like she just doesn't And

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<v Speaker 2>I tried to like give her my advice. What I

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<v Speaker 2>did to get my sleeping schedule back on check was

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<v Speaker 2>putting my phone on the other side of the room

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<v Speaker 2>with an alarm set and it just forces you out

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<v Speaker 2>of bed, Like.

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<v Speaker 1>It did do that today. It just forces you to

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<v Speaker 1>get twenty extra minutes. But it did help me get up. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, my sleeping schedule just goes to shit. And

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<v Speaker 1>then like because I wake up so late, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what to have for breakfast. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even want a coffee. It's so late in the day.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want a coffee. And then like I even

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<v Speaker 1>lose my appetite for coffee, and that is a key

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<v Speaker 1>sign that something is scary. I don't want a coffee.

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<v Speaker 2>That's scary, like and is literally the girl like, don't

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<v Speaker 2>talk to me before my cafe literally if she doesn't

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<v Speaker 2>have her coffee, like don't talk to me.

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<v Speaker 1>At all all day. So yeah, so we've just been

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<v Speaker 1>like talking about that recently and literally how your sleep

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<v Speaker 1>schedule fully does coincide with your mental health.

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<v Speaker 2>As as well as like I hate to say it,

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<v Speaker 2>but like fitness, yeah, and gut health like that shit,

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<v Speaker 2>Like it.

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<v Speaker 1>Sounds so annoying, but I genuinely this is like.

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<v Speaker 2>The propaganda of fitness and gut health.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the propaganda is kind of true.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a propaganda.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really because like I was saying, like I kept

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<v Speaker 1>I keep thinking about last year. I'm like, dude, I

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<v Speaker 1>was in such a good spot mentally, but like my

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<v Speaker 1>sleeping schedule was awesome. I was sleeping at latest like

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<v Speaker 1>two am, but then waking up at like nine thirty

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<v Speaker 1>ten am every day, which I know some people are

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<v Speaker 1>like that's late, but nine ten thirty am is my

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<v Speaker 1>favorite waking up time because.

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<v Speaker 2>If I have too much time, I was about to say.

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<v Speaker 1>It will treat me the opposite, and I will also.

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<v Speaker 2>See yeah, like waking us waking up at like nine

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<v Speaker 2>ten is like the six am seven am for the

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<v Speaker 2>regular girlies, because like when you have nothing to do,

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<v Speaker 2>all day, especially in a pandemic like filling the time,

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<v Speaker 2>it's impossible. Literally you just go insane. And that's why

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<v Speaker 2>screen time back to that is so high because there's

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<v Speaker 2>just nothing to do.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, and like I want to like start riding

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<v Speaker 1>my bike again because it felt so free. I just

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<v Speaker 1>felt like a free girl listening to cop By Florence

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<v Speaker 1>in the machine riding my bike, just like living my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I want to start working out. I want to

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<v Speaker 2>get get active again. I want to do hot pilates again,

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<v Speaker 2>because that ship was on that so udimately life changing.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I know it sounds crazy, but like that is

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<v Speaker 2>the hardest I've ever worked out in my entire life.

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<v Speaker 2>Like that is that is so crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>It literally is insane. People like even me, when I

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<v Speaker 1>used to think of pilates and yoga, I was like, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>that shits such like w that's shit is so whack,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's but then when you're in that class, especially

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<v Speaker 1>in a hot class, it is insane how intense those workouts. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>lotis is like a very intense form of workout. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>And then also on top of that, the humidity in

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<v Speaker 2>those rooms is like fucking seventy percent and then you're

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<v Speaker 2>also breathing in everybody else's sweat humidity, which is disgusting. Like,

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<v Speaker 2>it's absolutely discussed, that's the.

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<v Speaker 1>First thing to go for COVID.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they're like, fuck that hot. Yeah, literally, but I

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<v Speaker 2>was just thinking we should just do hot plates in

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<v Speaker 2>our kitchen in the daytime because it's literal eighty three

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<v Speaker 2>degrees in a year.

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<v Speaker 1>That was one of the best parts about working out

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<v Speaker 1>last year is like the house would be so fucking

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<v Speaker 1>hot and I would literally just come in and like

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<v Speaker 1>from the ad general adrenaline of riding my bike, I

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<v Speaker 1>would come inside and like work out and then I

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<v Speaker 1>would feel fucking awesome and take like a cool shower

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<v Speaker 1>and it was like, which also, like this is probably

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<v Speaker 1>a hot take, but it's just my personal experience with

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<v Speaker 1>my like body dysmorphia. It doesn't like I do not

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<v Speaker 1>work out with the intent of looking good or like

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<v Speaker 1>anything like that, because yeah, I don't. I don't ever

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<v Speaker 1>have that intent for me. Like working out is literally

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<v Speaker 1>as someone who also struggles with like aggress Now I

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<v Speaker 1>don't I don't have aggression issues. I don't want to aggressive,

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<v Speaker 1>but I can get very like heated up and upset

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<v Speaker 1>and like that physical like release is very good for

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<v Speaker 1>my brain chemistry.

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<v Speaker 2>I was about to say, for me, it's like it's

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<v Speaker 2>not about looking a certain way because I like the

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<v Speaker 2>way I look. It's purely about like releasing those feel

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<v Speaker 2>good chemicals in my brain and making me feel good.

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<v Speaker 2>And also like the neurotic part of me is like

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<v Speaker 2>if I miss a day, it'll fuck me up, and

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<v Speaker 2>then it just keeps me on schedule and then I'm

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<v Speaker 2>just like slowly getting home. That's right.

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<v Speaker 1>So hard to get back into it because like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>once you do, it's like a commitment you have to like.

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<v Speaker 2>Stay predictive personality, I know, fully diving.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh but what I was saying is it helps my

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<v Speaker 1>body dysmorphia. Like when we did those hot pilates classes,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like in a very bad state with my

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<v Speaker 1>like body image in like late twenty nineteen, and we

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<v Speaker 1>just did one class and I felt so good about

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<v Speaker 1>myself because it just felt good to like use my

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<v Speaker 1>body for like kind of what it's made for, to

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<v Speaker 1>like move, and just that alone, I felt like very

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<v Speaker 1>secure because I was like, dude, I could go and

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<v Speaker 1>like work out if I wanted, and like that alone

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<v Speaker 1>made me feel like hot as fuck.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, girl strung, I'm working out.

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<v Speaker 1>I could carry it a five pound weig.

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<v Speaker 2>Girl, she can lift up a one gallon jug of

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<v Speaker 2>milk on her own. Like with one arm, you can

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<v Speaker 2>carry a gallon of boke up the stairs. That is

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<v Speaker 2>one of the most embarrassing things to me is like actually,

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<v Speaker 2>like if you set a milk jug in front of

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<v Speaker 2>me and was like, take your left arm and lift

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<v Speaker 2>it up, It's actually a struggle for me. That's how

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<v Speaker 2>we got Like it's literally like I can't do it.

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<v Speaker 1>That is not something you tell the public.

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<v Speaker 2>But also that just colignes like I need. I also

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<v Speaker 2>do partly like want to get like super fucking ripped,

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<v Speaker 2>because like how funny would that be is if one

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<v Speaker 2>day I just like take off my shirt on Instagram

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<v Speaker 2>and I am literally like built like a goss. I

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<v Speaker 2>have like the perfect genetics for it, like I have,

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<v Speaker 2>I have the broad show.

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<v Speaker 1>I know what you're talking about, because I also, like

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<v Speaker 1>I will say again, I don't. I just want to

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<v Speaker 1>like clarify me and Dre are not like workout junkies

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<v Speaker 1>because we're like we want to be sexy. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>give a fuck. I feel sexy in the most odd moments,

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't give a fuck, like working out will

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<v Speaker 1>make me feel good. I don't think anyone needs to

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<v Speaker 1>work out to be sexy, but I will say what

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<v Speaker 1>I was working out. I am one of those dumb

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<v Speaker 1>bitches that if I worked out for two weeks, I

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<v Speaker 1>would like. You saw it when I was working out

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<v Speaker 1>last summer and I randomly like started to.

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<v Speaker 2>Have Yeah, you would like kind of show them off

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit sometimes.

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<v Speaker 1>But like because I was because I was so old,

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<v Speaker 1>because you were in Texas and Josh was in OC

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<v Speaker 1>so I was just so alone and I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>literally no one seeing me get ripped this shit like, which,

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<v Speaker 1>again I don't care, but it was just such a

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<v Speaker 1>funny point in my life because I've never worked out before. Then. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but also, what you eat does affect you, and I

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<v Speaker 1>fully believe that.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally, I like people told me that my entire life.

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<v Speaker 2>They were always like, what you put in your body

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<v Speaker 2>really does matter, like it matters, And I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't fucking care, Like I'm gonna eat this chicken nugget,

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<v Speaker 2>like I don't give a shit. But now that I'm

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<v Speaker 2>like older, I'm like and I've I've given it a

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<v Speaker 2>second thought, I'm like, wait, like that's what our body

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<v Speaker 2>runs on. Like what we put into it is what

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<v Speaker 2>our body runs on. I mean it hasn't changed. Shit,

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<v Speaker 2>I still eat a bag of fucking talkies a day

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<v Speaker 2>and dream three flat sodas. But like it doesn't so gross.

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<v Speaker 1>I call them a garbage just folls it the other day.

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<v Speaker 2>It's the really shit suck it is. So it's the

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<v Speaker 2>really shit Like if people leave their leftovers around me

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<v Speaker 2>or like whatever it is, I'll just pick it up

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<v Speaker 2>and eat it. I don't give a shit. But it

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<v Speaker 2>is kind of good for me because if I didn't

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<v Speaker 2>do that, I would literally only eat once a day. Like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what it is about me, No.

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<v Speaker 1>It's literally me and Drew have the worst habit where

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<v Speaker 1>like we rarely have something we want to eat. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not somebody who like.

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<v Speaker 2>So hard to decide.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, dude, I get such decision anxiety about food. If

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like ordering off an app or something, then I

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<v Speaker 1>will literally stare at my options like for an hour,

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<v Speaker 1>and then the hour.

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<v Speaker 2>Goes by and then it's too late.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and now it's nine o'clock and all, like the

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<v Speaker 1>better options for food or clothes. And then I'm like, fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>do I have to eat taco bell at like ten

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<v Speaker 1>pm right now?

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<v Speaker 2>And we do, and we I.

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<v Speaker 1>Fucking feel like shit. Sometimes taco bet as good as fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>But I thrive off of groceries. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I was about to say, like, you're You've been really

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<v Speaker 2>good this past like year two years of just like cooking,

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<v Speaker 2>like you cook all the time and.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't make it. I don't be on my like bone

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<v Speaker 1>app of Tita shit where I'm cooking a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>different shit, Like I.

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<v Speaker 2>Guess soup and eggs.

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<v Speaker 1>I eat bean soup or like vegan tortilla soup without

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<v Speaker 1>the tortilla.

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<v Speaker 2>It's good as fuck, don't get me wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>Or I eat salmon and a sturfry or eggs and

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<v Speaker 1>granola like those are like the things or tuna sandwich.

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<v Speaker 1>Those are like the six things I put in rotation

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<v Speaker 1>and like are super easy to make for me, and

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<v Speaker 1>I know how to make them down to the tea

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<v Speaker 1>and it's like clockwork, and I can eat the same

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<v Speaker 1>thing every single day. But I do have to be

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<v Speaker 1>careful because I am this close to mercury.

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<v Speaker 2>I was about to say, I was literally That's why

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<v Speaker 2>I was laughing because I was like, this bitch literally

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<v Speaker 2>only eats fish and it's like actually concerning. But who

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<v Speaker 2>was that actor? I don't remember who it was, but

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<v Speaker 2>literally like died of mercury poisoning from eating too much fish. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>and literally so fucking embarrassing about that, And it wouldn't

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<v Speaker 2>even be funny. It would just be like it just

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<v Speaker 2>be like like damnn, like it's like for real, like

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<v Speaker 2>that that's how you're gonna die.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I like, if I am not eating in, I

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<v Speaker 1>will eat sushi, and if I'm eating in, I will

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<v Speaker 1>have fish, and that is like really bad, and I

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<v Speaker 1>know I shouldn't do it. I did get stuff to

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<v Speaker 1>make other things, like again, last summer, I was making

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<v Speaker 1>these really weird like tofu tacos and like, don't get

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<v Speaker 1>it twisted. They were not fucking juicy and delicious. It was.

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<v Speaker 1>They are delicious to me, but it's like bico de

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<v Speaker 1>gayo like roasted or like grilled corn beans and tofu

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<v Speaker 1>like that's what I was eating and like it doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>sound that good, but like you and in salad, in anything,

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<v Speaker 1>it's good, so like it's good.

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<v Speaker 2>And you would also add your yeast seasoning.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm literally a nutritional yeast to every.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate that, like it just looks and sounds discussing.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's really good for you, and it actually

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<v Speaker 2>tastes really fucking good, but like, don't call it that,

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<v Speaker 2>like call it literally anything else. Like I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to eat yeast infection. I mean sometimes sometimes you have

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<v Speaker 2>to eat east infection.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Oh I can't even say the name. But I

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<v Speaker 1>know someone who said that one time they ingested.

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<v Speaker 2>No, that literally actually made me nauseous. And I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>no one talks.

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<v Speaker 1>About imaginal health enough publicly, like no one.

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<v Speaker 2>Talks about We did have that conversation recently, like yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Where there was a TikTok where someone like was showing

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<v Speaker 1>the difference between normal discharge and then like, uh, a

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<v Speaker 1>yeast infection. But I also do think, like where did.

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<v Speaker 2>She get the yeast from? That's what I want to know.

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<v Speaker 2>Where did she get that infection from? It looked too real.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh though the discharge looked.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, the yeast infection discharge. Same thing to me.

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<v Speaker 1>To me, the thing, it's like no one talks about it.

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<v Speaker 1>But also I do think like vaginal health is so

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<v Speaker 1>intuitive because like you see them underwear every single day.

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<v Speaker 2>So you know, damn well, if like, what's that skin mark.

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<v Speaker 1>Tuppy Custard is looking a little.

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<v Speaker 2>Not call it that ever, ever, ever, again, the thought,

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<v Speaker 2>oh that's what Tubby Custard is. It's this shirt.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, if that Tubby Custer comes out looking a

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<v Speaker 1>little more opique than usual, oh it's stinky, like you

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<v Speaker 1>just have no smell and that's what makes them like

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<v Speaker 1>kind of scary. Is like the Tubby Custard looks a

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<v Speaker 1>little different, but it's not smelling quite.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm literally I'm literally like, I mean peanis men

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<v Speaker 2>don't talk about penis health.

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<v Speaker 1>Enough, so gross going back.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally like there's no he's just wash it, just just

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<v Speaker 2>clean it with your take.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw a TikTok that it was like it was

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<v Speaker 1>like you know the audio that it's like fuck, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like what song is it? It's like I remember

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<v Speaker 1>when I lost my mind? I remember when or no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not that much. There's a song that it's like

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<v Speaker 1>there was a song that's going viral TikTok about it

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<v Speaker 1>was like I've become a fool or something. But it

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<v Speaker 1>was like when I when I caught myself for like

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<v Speaker 1>the seventh time arguing with him to take a shower.

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<v Speaker 2>For like that to get the first time was a

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<v Speaker 2>red flag?

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<v Speaker 1>Did men's health is awesome? Black?

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<v Speaker 2>Their up? Black thereup? Yeah, I mean there was this.

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<v Speaker 2>There's discourse online recently. I mean it's always been online

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<v Speaker 2>about like washing your legs, like in the shower, do

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<v Speaker 2>you like like go down and watch your legs.

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<v Speaker 1>Not every single time I shower, but like three times

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<v Speaker 1>a week, I'll give like my legs a really good

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<v Speaker 1>scrub and my toes a little Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Ever since, like literally ever since, like Twitter like made

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<v Speaker 2>fun of men for not washing their ass and just

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<v Speaker 2>washing their body in general, Like every time I shower.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like trauma for me. Every time I shower, I

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<v Speaker 2>get every inch of my body like really really gnarly

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<v Speaker 2>because I'm like I don't want to stink, Like I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to be one of those dudes that just

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<v Speaker 2>like have a smell.

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<v Speaker 1>In my head. Like Okay, And this is gonna be

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<v Speaker 1>a hot take because the Internet cannot understand anyone's hygiene preferences,

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<v Speaker 1>or it's not even hygiene preferences, Like there are studies

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<v Speaker 1>about like, yeah, you shouldn't wash your body every single day,

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<v Speaker 1>and also overexfoliating is bad for you, and washing your

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<v Speaker 1>body is a form of exfoliating, especially if your ass

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<v Speaker 1>is using a loofa because sometimes, especially if I'm like

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<v Speaker 1>home all day, I'll be like, bitch, I'm not showering

0:17:48.520 --> 0:17:51.360
<v Speaker 1>like it feels themals my body is making feels good.

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<v Speaker 2>Remember when like you used to be really crazy about

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<v Speaker 2>showering and you would literally shower like three times a day.

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<v Speaker 2>And when I told you that, I was like, cool down,

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<v Speaker 2>maybe like the maybe that's what's like causing you to

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<v Speaker 2>break out, like just like relax a little, like maybe

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<v Speaker 2>go a day or two without showering.

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<v Speaker 1>Yee. But like that's also that stems from my minor

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<v Speaker 1>like germophobia of like, okay, after I used about their

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<v Speaker 1>math to wash my hand like three times because I

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<v Speaker 1>wash it, and then I went to go touch the

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<v Speaker 1>door handle, But the door handle is probably dirty because

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<v Speaker 1>someone who's touched that, so then I have to go

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<v Speaker 1>wash my hands again.

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<v Speaker 2>I do wipe my ass on the toilet, I mean

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<v Speaker 2>on the door handle. I do. I do, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not joking, but.

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<v Speaker 1>I used to also not let anyone sit on my sheets,

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<v Speaker 1>like I used to not let anyone sit on my bed,

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<v Speaker 1>not even myself, especially in high school. Was such a

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<v Speaker 1>big issue. In high school, I would like shower in

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<v Speaker 1>the morning, shower at night. I wouldn't let anyone sit

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<v Speaker 1>on my bed because I didn't want the outside stinky

0:18:42.200 --> 0:18:45.040
<v Speaker 1>world to touch my sheets. I would come home from

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<v Speaker 1>school exhausted as fuck. And every single teenager gets home

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<v Speaker 1>from school and like lounges in their bed, and I

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<v Speaker 1>would sit on the floor next to my life.

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<v Speaker 2>I was about to say, I sit on my floor,

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<v Speaker 2>but not because I'm scared of getting outside clothes on it.

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<v Speaker 1>No, I did it because I was so terrified of

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<v Speaker 1>my bed getting dirty.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally, like coming home after a long day out or

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<v Speaker 2>at school or whatever and just laying down on your floor,

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<v Speaker 2>like on the carpet, just sprawled out, is like one

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<v Speaker 2>of the most magical moments you can have in your life,

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<v Speaker 2>point blank period.

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<v Speaker 1>I did like laying on the floor. Like we were

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<v Speaker 1>talking about the other day, I liked laying under my bed.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, literally, I liked getting under it and being like

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<v Speaker 2>compressed and just like literally I told you yesterday, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I need someone likedlictonically, non sexually just to

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<v Speaker 2>lay on top of me. I want to feel as

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<v Speaker 2>a kid, were.

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<v Speaker 1>You that kind of kid who like would have your

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<v Speaker 1>siblings like sit on your own.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I was always being walked on or I would

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<v Speaker 2>literally like put my legs under my sister like on purpose,

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<v Speaker 2>or like under my parents just so I could feel that. Like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>the way impression.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like it sounds like we need a fucking anxiety

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<v Speaker 1>weighted blanket I have on me.

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<v Speaker 2>Literally, I had the craziest like week of my life

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<v Speaker 2>because I literally I haven't told anyone this because it's

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<v Speaker 2>kind of embarrassing, but like I strictly sleep with my

0:19:58.720 --> 0:20:01.080
<v Speaker 2>weighted blanket on top of my comforter. I don't get

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<v Speaker 2>under my comforter. I have my weight to blanket on

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<v Speaker 2>top of me, and legitimately, I like had to withdraw

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<v Speaker 2>from my way to blanket. Like it was crazy, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't able to sleep without it because.

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<v Speaker 1>I you need to start because this is about to

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<v Speaker 1>get hot.

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<v Speaker 2>I know that's what I'm doing. Like that's when I'm

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<v Speaker 2>trying to get rid of it, because like the hot

0:20:18.920 --> 0:20:21.760
<v Speaker 2>as fuck under there, but also I like being hot

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<v Speaker 2>and sweating.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, dude, that's that's the good thing about summer is

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<v Speaker 1>like I can't stay in my bed all day, Like

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<v Speaker 1>it like hurts my brain to be in my bed

0:20:30.080 --> 0:20:32.359
<v Speaker 1>because I get so hot because the sun beaming in

0:20:32.400 --> 0:20:35.199
<v Speaker 1>my windows. So I'm just like, ew, I am the

0:20:35.280 --> 0:20:38.080
<v Speaker 1>kind of person I can't lounge in bed like all day.

0:20:38.119 --> 0:20:41.040
<v Speaker 1>Like I've tried it, but it feels too gross to me.

0:20:41.200 --> 0:20:43.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, just like sitting there and like and.

0:20:43.400 --> 0:20:45.679
<v Speaker 1>Like getting clammy and like sweaty, like you know, I

0:20:45.680 --> 0:20:50.760
<v Speaker 1>don't want to fucking do that. But that's our take

0:20:50.800 --> 0:20:53.080
<v Speaker 1>on health. We're not doctors, though, so don't listen to

0:20:53.160 --> 0:20:56.760
<v Speaker 1>absolutely anything. It's all from personal experiences too idiots.

0:20:56.840 --> 0:20:59.440
<v Speaker 2>But we can say get the vaccine. Go ahead and

0:20:59.440 --> 0:21:02.040
<v Speaker 2>get the vaccine, us.

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<v Speaker 1>Being like hopefully when by the time this episode comes out,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll have our vaccine. I know, every influencer in the

0:21:07.359 --> 0:21:11.600
<v Speaker 1>world is like, yeah, I got my vaccine again. Not

0:21:11.720 --> 0:21:14.359
<v Speaker 1>that me and Drew are anti vaxers. We're just lazy.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't go anywhere.

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<v Speaker 2>The amount of times we've said that on the night,

0:21:17.359 --> 0:21:20.879
<v Speaker 2>people are probably like, wait, are they anti vaxers?

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<v Speaker 1>I am an anti vaxer.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I'm not an anti vaxer. I just think everyone

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<v Speaker 2>who needs the vaccine should get it before me. And

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<v Speaker 2>that's it. Like, I don't want to take up vaccine space.

0:21:31.760 --> 0:21:33.919
<v Speaker 2>I know that's like a stupid take and I'll probably

0:21:33.960 --> 0:21:36.040
<v Speaker 2>get in trouble for saying that, but like, literally, just

0:21:36.040 --> 0:21:38.200
<v Speaker 2>go and get it. I'll get mine. We stay inside

0:21:38.200 --> 0:21:40.879
<v Speaker 2>all day anyways. But when I do have the chance

0:21:40.960 --> 0:21:43.720
<v Speaker 2>to get the Johnson and Johnson blood clotter up, that's

0:21:43.760 --> 0:21:46.400
<v Speaker 2>what we fucking that's I want that shit. I want

0:21:46.400 --> 0:21:46.920
<v Speaker 2>the Johnson.

0:21:47.200 --> 0:21:49.080
<v Speaker 1>We did talk about this in the last episode because

0:21:49.080 --> 0:21:51.280
<v Speaker 1>we were talking about how someone we knew and we

0:21:51.320 --> 0:21:53.120
<v Speaker 1>gave them a really good reaction, and I was.

0:21:53.080 --> 0:21:54.960
<v Speaker 2>Like, oh see, I knew it. I knew we talked

0:21:54.960 --> 0:21:56.320
<v Speaker 2>about it because I was like, I had it in

0:21:56.320 --> 0:21:59.240
<v Speaker 2>my notes. But I'm getting the Johnson and Johnson vaccines.

0:21:59.359 --> 0:21:59.920
<v Speaker 2>So now it's been.

0:22:00.040 --> 0:22:02.160
<v Speaker 1>Two episodes that we still don't have the vaccine.

0:22:02.200 --> 0:22:04.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm giving them a story, giving them and I.

0:22:04.280 --> 0:22:06.200
<v Speaker 1>Still I still do want to get it. But I

0:22:06.240 --> 0:22:08.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know. I'm just like, again, not that I'm.

0:22:08.320 --> 0:22:13.240
<v Speaker 2>Like, not that you're wet, not that I'm.

0:22:13.119 --> 0:22:16.840
<v Speaker 1>Anti vaxer, I'm just scared, Like scared, Can you girl

0:22:16.920 --> 0:22:19.719
<v Speaker 1>be scared? Why not a single influence, you know how,

0:22:19.720 --> 0:22:23.760
<v Speaker 1>They're like, we need a pothead princess. We need an

0:22:23.760 --> 0:22:30.600
<v Speaker 1>anti vaxer affluencer, literally so many anti vaxer We need

0:22:31.000 --> 0:22:35.760
<v Speaker 1>a paranoid about dying from the vaccination influencer, an influencer

0:22:35.760 --> 0:22:37.760
<v Speaker 1>who's gonna get the vaccine. Like I'm gonna get it

0:22:37.960 --> 0:22:40.160
<v Speaker 1>by the time this episode comes out, I will have it.

0:22:40.600 --> 0:22:47.119
<v Speaker 1>But can't we all just admit we're a little scared. No,

0:22:48.400 --> 0:22:49.640
<v Speaker 1>I can't. No one admit that.

0:22:49.760 --> 0:22:53.000
<v Speaker 2>I think you're scared because you literally, like are actually

0:22:53.080 --> 0:22:55.840
<v Speaker 2>terrified of getting sick. I think it stems from like

0:22:56.000 --> 0:22:58.360
<v Speaker 2>being afraid of throwing up at the end of the day. No, yeah,

0:22:58.359 --> 0:22:59.040
<v Speaker 2>I don't believe.

0:22:59.119 --> 0:23:01.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to get sick. I also like, if

0:23:01.040 --> 0:23:05.040
<v Speaker 1>anybody is with me on this, I don't have health insurance.

0:23:05.040 --> 0:23:07.320
<v Speaker 1>I've never had health insurance. I didn't come from a

0:23:07.359 --> 0:23:10.159
<v Speaker 1>family who had the financial stability to be going to

0:23:10.200 --> 0:23:12.680
<v Speaker 1>the doctor. Like even when we were sick, it was like, bitch,

0:23:12.760 --> 0:23:14.640
<v Speaker 1>we're going to Walgreens. We're not going to the.

0:23:14.600 --> 0:23:16.400
<v Speaker 2>Doctor, Like we're going to eat dirt.

0:23:16.600 --> 0:23:18.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, We're gonna go eat dirt and build your immune

0:23:18.800 --> 0:23:21.320
<v Speaker 1>system like that, Like we're not doing all that. So

0:23:21.480 --> 0:23:25.800
<v Speaker 1>like I and I am not someone who like got

0:23:26.320 --> 0:23:28.639
<v Speaker 1>I got the vaccines I needed because like obviously to

0:23:28.640 --> 0:23:30.640
<v Speaker 1>be in school you needed to get like certain vaccines.

0:23:30.840 --> 0:23:32.520
<v Speaker 1>But like I can't remember the last time I got

0:23:32.520 --> 0:23:36.240
<v Speaker 1>like a shot of any kind, and I do in general,

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I just have like a weird fear of doctors and stuff,

0:23:39.720 --> 0:23:42.159
<v Speaker 1>Like I talked about this in a video recently and

0:23:42.200 --> 0:23:46.159
<v Speaker 1>like on live where I just have a fear. I

0:23:46.200 --> 0:23:48.800
<v Speaker 1>think I just have bad luck and I'm like prone

0:23:48.840 --> 0:23:53.520
<v Speaker 1>to getting like infection, sickness and everything, like I swear

0:23:53.600 --> 0:23:55.719
<v Speaker 1>in my mind, like I want so much.

0:23:55.800 --> 0:23:59.479
<v Speaker 2>No, we are fully, we are fully. What's what I'm

0:23:59.520 --> 0:23:59.879
<v Speaker 2>looking for?

0:24:00.040 --> 0:24:00.560
<v Speaker 1>Hypochondriac?

0:24:00.640 --> 0:24:02.880
<v Speaker 2>Hypochondriac? Hello, what's up, y'all?

0:24:02.960 --> 0:24:05.840
<v Speaker 1>It is Henyan Drew from the future, and we're just

0:24:05.920 --> 0:24:12.560
<v Speaker 1>here to say we're vaccinated. Please do not take what

0:24:12.600 --> 0:24:16.600
<v Speaker 1>we said as anti vaccine propaganda. We were just scared.

0:24:16.640 --> 0:24:17.720
<v Speaker 1>We were scared little girls.

0:24:17.880 --> 0:24:20.560
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but we're vaccinated. Now go get your vaccines. This

0:24:20.600 --> 0:24:25.119
<v Speaker 2>is vaccine propaganda. This is pro vaccine propaganda, exactly. Go

0:24:25.240 --> 0:24:25.840
<v Speaker 2>get them.

0:24:26.160 --> 0:24:27.160
<v Speaker 1>Go get that needle, girl.

0:24:27.240 --> 0:24:29.040
<v Speaker 2>I did get Johnson and Johnson I know.

0:24:29.320 --> 0:24:31.639
<v Speaker 1>We'll talk about that in the next yeah, or in

0:24:31.680 --> 0:24:37.639
<v Speaker 1>the episode after the next episode, yeah bye, enjoy.

0:24:38.200 --> 0:24:42.320
<v Speaker 2>We are fully hypochondriacs. I think I am literally always

0:24:42.440 --> 0:24:45.600
<v Speaker 2>dying of something like I just like I wish we

0:24:45.600 --> 0:24:47.760
<v Speaker 2>were twenty years into the future where you could just

0:24:47.840 --> 0:24:50.400
<v Speaker 2>lay under a machine once a year and it will

0:24:50.400 --> 0:24:51.959
<v Speaker 2>just scan your body and tell you if you have

0:24:52.000 --> 0:24:54.760
<v Speaker 2>cancer or not. And that's all I want. Like there

0:24:54.840 --> 0:24:57.520
<v Speaker 2>is literally at your blood drawn and see if your

0:24:57.840 --> 0:25:00.040
<v Speaker 2>fucking white sail count is high, but I don't. I

0:25:00.080 --> 0:25:01.600
<v Speaker 2>want to get my blood drawn. Yeah.

0:25:01.640 --> 0:25:03.600
<v Speaker 1>Also, the last time I went to a hospital and

0:25:03.640 --> 0:25:08.000
<v Speaker 1>got a needle put in me, it was winter like

0:25:08.119 --> 0:25:11.680
<v Speaker 1>twenty nineteen. I went to Miami, and I get really

0:25:11.720 --> 0:25:15.840
<v Speaker 1>bad like heart palpitations and like chess problems. I was

0:25:15.920 --> 0:25:17.679
<v Speaker 1>told that I just have like the muscles in my

0:25:17.760 --> 0:25:22.320
<v Speaker 1>chest are easily inflames. So then it literally feels like

0:25:22.359 --> 0:25:24.640
<v Speaker 1>I'm having a heart attack sometimes and I actually need

0:25:24.680 --> 0:25:26.879
<v Speaker 1>to get more medicine for it because it's coming backs.

0:25:29.359 --> 0:25:31.639
<v Speaker 1>When I went to the hospital, they put the lady

0:25:31.680 --> 0:25:33.080
<v Speaker 1>went to go put in an iv She was being

0:25:33.119 --> 0:25:35.080
<v Speaker 1>a fucking cunt to me for no reason, but she

0:25:35.119 --> 0:25:37.760
<v Speaker 1>went to go put in my ivy and she accidentally

0:25:37.800 --> 0:25:40.399
<v Speaker 1>just stabbed me and the ivy didn't go in, and

0:25:40.480 --> 0:25:43.840
<v Speaker 1>I just watched my vein squirt blood all over the

0:25:43.880 --> 0:25:47.399
<v Speaker 1>table in the floor, and I was just like, I

0:25:47.520 --> 0:25:51.160
<v Speaker 1>was like crying, I'm gonna played out like I'm gonna die.

0:25:52.040 --> 0:25:54.600
<v Speaker 1>I deserve it, and that would happen to me when

0:25:54.600 --> 0:25:56.480
<v Speaker 1>I go get the vaccine. That literally won't happen.

0:25:56.560 --> 0:25:58.840
<v Speaker 2>It'll be like two seconds. Zamar was saying. It was

0:25:58.960 --> 0:26:01.199
<v Speaker 2>literally the least pain Fullshotmar is.

0:26:01.200 --> 0:26:03.600
<v Speaker 1>Like such a man man though, like does that make sense?

0:26:03.680 --> 0:26:05.920
<v Speaker 2>Samar is like he probably has a very he gives.

0:26:06.520 --> 0:26:10.240
<v Speaker 1>Samar and Christian are the same kind of like boy man,

0:26:10.480 --> 0:26:13.320
<v Speaker 1>does that make sense? Like they're not super masculine or anything,

0:26:13.960 --> 0:26:16.920
<v Speaker 1>but there's like just like I'm just a man.

0:26:17.160 --> 0:26:17.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm just a dude.

0:26:18.000 --> 0:26:19.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm just a guy. Do you need help with that?

0:26:20.320 --> 0:26:21.320
<v Speaker 1>That's that's what they are.

0:26:22.000 --> 0:26:23.840
<v Speaker 2>I could pick that up, dude, I can climb that

0:26:23.960 --> 0:26:25.200
<v Speaker 2>wall and unlock that door.

0:26:25.520 --> 0:26:27.280
<v Speaker 1>Do you need me to pick that up or carry that?

0:26:28.160 --> 0:26:28.399
<v Speaker 2>Are you?

0:26:28.560 --> 0:26:30.280
<v Speaker 1>Are you all sure? Sure you don't need help? And

0:26:30.320 --> 0:26:32.480
<v Speaker 1>then they make everyone leave and they do it themselves

0:26:32.480 --> 0:26:33.000
<v Speaker 1>and they're.

0:26:32.840 --> 0:26:38.200
<v Speaker 2>Like it's okay, that's not me. I am like, figure

0:26:38.280 --> 0:26:42.359
<v Speaker 2>it out, Like I mean, I'm pretty good about taking

0:26:42.400 --> 0:26:45.080
<v Speaker 2>groceries up the stairs, though, like I go hard on groceries.

0:26:45.359 --> 0:26:47.800
<v Speaker 2>It's like a little their mother goes hard. You do

0:26:47.920 --> 0:26:49.760
<v Speaker 2>not go hard like me, Oh bitch.

0:26:49.880 --> 0:26:51.200
<v Speaker 1>Do you know how many times I brought up my

0:26:51.240 --> 0:26:53.960
<v Speaker 1>groceries alone, like three bags each hand.

0:26:54.280 --> 0:26:57.800
<v Speaker 2>But I'm saying, I'm saying, when we go grocery shopping together, oh.

0:26:57.720 --> 0:26:59.239
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, because if I have someone else who's gonna pick

0:26:59.280 --> 0:27:01.480
<v Speaker 1>up labor, I'm like, I'm not yes, but I.

0:27:01.520 --> 0:27:05.440
<v Speaker 2>Go hardest fuck on taking the groceries upstairs. But once

0:27:05.480 --> 0:27:07.280
<v Speaker 2>a year, I was about to say once every three

0:27:07.359 --> 0:27:08.760
<v Speaker 2>movens once every four month.

0:27:08.800 --> 0:27:11.000
<v Speaker 1>And it's not your groceries. It's because we were out

0:27:11.040 --> 0:27:12.520
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, I'm stopping at the grocery store

0:27:12.520 --> 0:27:14.000
<v Speaker 1>and You're like, MoMA.

0:27:13.800 --> 0:27:17.680
<v Speaker 2>No, Andya's literally that girl to me, Andy's literally your

0:27:17.720 --> 0:27:19.120
<v Speaker 2>mom when she's like do you want to come?

0:27:19.359 --> 0:27:19.479
<v Speaker 1>Uh?

0:27:19.680 --> 0:27:20.720
<v Speaker 2>Do you want to go to the store with me?

0:27:20.800 --> 0:27:22.399
<v Speaker 2>And then you're like, yeah, sure I'll go, but like

0:27:22.520 --> 0:27:25.560
<v Speaker 2>please don't stop anywhere, and and you'll just like do

0:27:25.680 --> 0:27:27.360
<v Speaker 2>you care if I stop at like Starbucks? And I'm

0:27:27.400 --> 0:27:29.720
<v Speaker 2>like no, and then she's like wait, but I need

0:27:29.760 --> 0:27:31.320
<v Speaker 2>to go get hair extensions, Like can I go get

0:27:31.359 --> 0:27:31.960
<v Speaker 2>hair extensions?

0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:34.959
<v Speaker 1>And she's like, I'm like, I'm a hustle and bustle

0:27:35.080 --> 0:27:36.680
<v Speaker 1>kind of bitch. I'm like, I'm out of the house.

0:27:36.760 --> 0:27:38.399
<v Speaker 1>I can't go back home because if I go back home,

0:27:38.480 --> 0:27:40.640
<v Speaker 1>that's the end of my day. Like, yeah, you don't

0:27:40.680 --> 0:27:44.040
<v Speaker 1>start your car twice at your house. You start it

0:27:44.440 --> 0:27:48.160
<v Speaker 1>once at your house a day. Interesting, And that's that's

0:27:48.240 --> 0:27:48.720
<v Speaker 1>my motto.

0:27:49.080 --> 0:27:52.280
<v Speaker 2>My mama, please take me home, please car like a

0:27:52.280 --> 0:27:55.000
<v Speaker 2>little dog. I know, I'm like on my fucking phone pouting.

0:27:56.200 --> 0:27:59.240
<v Speaker 1>And I'm vibing inside. I want hair extensions against so bad.

0:28:00.320 --> 0:28:02.080
<v Speaker 1>I should do that. Actually, I'm gonna do that today

0:28:02.080 --> 0:28:04.640
<v Speaker 1>before we go. I'm gonna break this on your fucking head. Why,

0:28:04.840 --> 0:28:06.720
<v Speaker 1>oh my god, people, it's so funny that people with

0:28:06.800 --> 0:28:08.639
<v Speaker 1>audio can't see us for things like that.

0:28:08.760 --> 0:28:12.160
<v Speaker 2>So the dude, people with only audio are like hit

0:28:12.200 --> 0:28:15.240
<v Speaker 2>the lottery, like people having to watch this is the.

0:28:15.320 --> 0:28:17.960
<v Speaker 1>Thing is, I don't think people actually watch like visual

0:28:18.080 --> 0:28:19.800
<v Speaker 1>Like it's not like we're putting things on screen and

0:28:19.880 --> 0:28:22.200
<v Speaker 1>doing little fun things. It's literally us sitting in a

0:28:22.280 --> 0:28:25.399
<v Speaker 1>fucking dingy corner, Like why are you watching this?

0:28:26.480 --> 0:28:32.280
<v Speaker 2>Whoa, I just did coke on camera, dude, I the

0:28:32.359 --> 0:28:33.720
<v Speaker 2>audio listeners.

0:28:33.600 --> 0:28:36.720
<v Speaker 1>People are like, I knew it. I knew these fucking druggies.

0:28:36.880 --> 0:28:40.520
<v Speaker 1>We we're not like substance abusers that We've said this

0:28:40.680 --> 0:28:41.640
<v Speaker 1>so many times, but.

0:28:41.680 --> 0:28:43.320
<v Speaker 2>People literally have to clarify.

0:28:43.440 --> 0:28:45.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I know, because people think because of the way

0:28:45.040 --> 0:28:47.360
<v Speaker 1>we act, like, No, bitch, I don't act like this

0:28:47.720 --> 0:28:49.920
<v Speaker 1>for any other reason other than the fact that I

0:28:50.040 --> 0:28:53.240
<v Speaker 1>have a lots of internalized trauma and I need attention,

0:28:53.520 --> 0:28:56.480
<v Speaker 1>Like that is why I act the way I act. Yep, yeah,

0:28:56.600 --> 0:28:58.480
<v Speaker 1>like that is why we act this way. It's because

0:28:58.760 --> 0:29:00.760
<v Speaker 1>we are the kids who were like we had to

0:29:00.840 --> 0:29:03.560
<v Speaker 1>be funny for attention for survival. Our parents thought it

0:29:03.680 --> 0:29:05.640
<v Speaker 1>was rude, so they weren't giving us the attention.

0:29:05.960 --> 0:29:08.840
<v Speaker 2>And also I was the last baby. I was the boy.

0:29:08.920 --> 0:29:12.480
<v Speaker 2>Matten was the pampered little girl. I was twin I

0:29:12.640 --> 0:29:17.840
<v Speaker 2>had to raise myself and that was my form of

0:29:18.160 --> 0:29:21.760
<v Speaker 2>communication with my parents was being a fucking clown.

0:29:22.520 --> 0:29:25.200
<v Speaker 1>Literally saying except my dad was just always working. So

0:29:25.320 --> 0:29:28.160
<v Speaker 1>I was like, cool, what fucking adult do I get

0:29:28.160 --> 0:29:30.360
<v Speaker 1>attention from? Now, bitch, who the fuck is going to

0:29:30.400 --> 0:29:31.880
<v Speaker 1>pay attention to me? And then me and my siblings

0:29:31.920 --> 0:29:35.320
<v Speaker 1>would literally just fight each other to death. We were insane.

0:29:35.520 --> 0:29:36.680
<v Speaker 1>Kid's our fucking end.

0:29:37.040 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know how we survive.

0:29:38.800 --> 0:29:40.920
<v Speaker 1>Nobody talks about when you grow up with a bunch

0:29:41.000 --> 0:29:45.560
<v Speaker 1>of siblings with no parent supervision. Bitch on, fist fight

0:29:45.640 --> 0:29:46.400
<v Speaker 1>on physically.

0:29:46.080 --> 0:29:47.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you beat the shit out of each other. Like

0:29:48.320 --> 0:29:48.760
<v Speaker 2>I feel like.

0:29:48.920 --> 0:29:50.880
<v Speaker 1>Kids growing up now they have TikTok and they like

0:29:51.040 --> 0:29:53.040
<v Speaker 1>understand that, like violence is not the key and that

0:29:53.080 --> 0:29:55.400
<v Speaker 1>they're like unlocking the third eye like this, No.

0:29:55.480 --> 0:29:57.840
<v Speaker 2>Violence is the key, and I think we need to

0:29:57.920 --> 0:29:59.600
<v Speaker 2>bring back violence, and.

0:30:00.600 --> 0:30:03.160
<v Speaker 1>We need to bring back I am tired of people

0:30:03.280 --> 0:30:06.400
<v Speaker 1>calling me annoying and talking shit about me on the internet.

0:30:07.080 --> 0:30:09.320
<v Speaker 1>I am going to hit you, like I am done.

0:30:09.680 --> 0:30:11.440
<v Speaker 1>The way I was raised is if you would like

0:30:11.520 --> 0:30:13.960
<v Speaker 1>to talk shit, you do not talk shit unless you

0:30:14.040 --> 0:30:17.240
<v Speaker 1>were going to back it up with getting hitting hit

0:30:17.320 --> 0:30:19.520
<v Speaker 1>in the face, Yeah, getting puck in the mouth and

0:30:19.640 --> 0:30:22.600
<v Speaker 1>if And I want so badly, like this has been

0:30:22.680 --> 0:30:25.640
<v Speaker 1>my worst although the past year I've had so much

0:30:25.760 --> 0:30:30.760
<v Speaker 1>growth and like clarity in myself. The weirdness, like backfire

0:30:30.920 --> 0:30:33.840
<v Speaker 1>of it, all of it is like I've also contained

0:30:33.880 --> 0:30:39.240
<v Speaker 1>this extreme rage where I can't stand people my age

0:30:39.400 --> 0:30:41.640
<v Speaker 1>talking shit about me online because I'm like, listen, we're

0:30:41.680 --> 0:30:47.840
<v Speaker 1>too adults. We're gonna fight. Like I don't know, it's

0:30:48.000 --> 0:30:50.240
<v Speaker 1>we're too adult. We can talk about this. I'm like, no, bitch,

0:30:50.280 --> 0:30:51.960
<v Speaker 1>we're too adult, and I can hit you in the

0:30:52.040 --> 0:30:54.600
<v Speaker 1>fucking face. You can go post about it and be

0:30:54.720 --> 0:30:56.160
<v Speaker 1>like and you just hit me. And I'm gonna post

0:30:56.200 --> 0:30:58.000
<v Speaker 1>on on my store and be like I fucking did

0:30:58.160 --> 0:31:00.120
<v Speaker 1>bit And if anybody else wants to get hit it,

0:31:00.560 --> 0:31:00.920
<v Speaker 1>let me know.

0:31:01.280 --> 0:31:03.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I think we what we could do to

0:31:03.400 --> 0:31:05.160
<v Speaker 2>get that rage out because I feel like you just

0:31:05.360 --> 0:31:08.720
<v Speaker 2>need like one like physical alteration with someone. I think

0:31:08.840 --> 0:31:10.960
<v Speaker 2>like you need to get hit, you need to hit someone.

0:31:11.880 --> 0:31:16.080
<v Speaker 2>We should box. You would beat the ship out of me,

0:31:16.240 --> 0:31:18.200
<v Speaker 2>like period. But I think like I could get a

0:31:18.240 --> 0:31:20.520
<v Speaker 2>couple of swings in I have like long arms, like

0:31:20.680 --> 0:31:21.320
<v Speaker 2>I could get.

0:31:21.320 --> 0:31:24.720
<v Speaker 1>You Like, did you say I could get a couple

0:31:24.720 --> 0:31:25.120
<v Speaker 1>of swings?

0:31:26.640 --> 0:31:28.840
<v Speaker 2>No, we should box. If y'all want to see his box, like,

0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 2>let us know, we'll do some pay per viewed John

0:31:32.360 --> 0:31:40.560
<v Speaker 2>Paul or whatever, Jake Tawl, Jake Paul, Bryce Hall, Little Action,

0:31:41.720 --> 0:31:43.880
<v Speaker 2>Bryce Hall. This is a call out post. I'm gonna

0:31:43.920 --> 0:31:45.920
<v Speaker 2>beat your ass I'm gonna beat.

0:31:45.800 --> 0:31:47.520
<v Speaker 1>Your want to get in the ring with Brice Hall,

0:31:48.040 --> 0:31:49.040
<v Speaker 1>that would be fun.

0:31:49.160 --> 0:31:51.440
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, all the Bryce Hall stories we should tell

0:31:51.520 --> 0:31:51.880
<v Speaker 2>one day.

0:31:52.080 --> 0:31:54.160
<v Speaker 1>I know we'll give them, dude. We just have such

0:31:54.200 --> 0:31:57.480
<v Speaker 1>an insane amount of stories and like I would I

0:31:57.600 --> 0:31:58.280
<v Speaker 1>want to get.

0:31:58.200 --> 0:31:59.920
<v Speaker 2>Into all of them that so we just have to

0:32:00.080 --> 0:32:00.640
<v Speaker 2>remember them.

0:32:00.760 --> 0:32:02.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and we can also just start off a little soft,

0:32:02.920 --> 0:32:04.280
<v Speaker 1>and then we could get into like the.

0:32:04.760 --> 0:32:06.000
<v Speaker 2>The juews.

0:32:07.920 --> 0:32:11.160
<v Speaker 1>It all. Like. Also, the stories we have are just

0:32:11.280 --> 0:32:15.440
<v Speaker 1>fucking funny, because like we're just trolls by nature, and.

0:32:16.080 --> 0:32:19.720
<v Speaker 2>We just we go to these parties where everyone's like

0:32:20.000 --> 0:32:22.600
<v Speaker 2>networking and trying to be cool and just look cool,

0:32:22.760 --> 0:32:25.560
<v Speaker 2>and we make fun of everybody doing that, like why

0:32:25.600 --> 0:32:28.440
<v Speaker 2>are you at a party and not being fucking fun?

0:32:28.560 --> 0:32:30.240
<v Speaker 1>Like, people are so fucking funny.

0:32:30.360 --> 0:32:34.120
<v Speaker 2>It literally it actually drives me fucking insane. I'm like,

0:32:36.000 --> 0:32:36.640
<v Speaker 2>why are you here?

0:32:36.760 --> 0:32:39.400
<v Speaker 1>Why don't you stay home? Like if you're gonna stand

0:32:39.480 --> 0:32:42.760
<v Speaker 1>around it is so bewildering to me. And then I

0:32:42.840 --> 0:32:44.840
<v Speaker 1>think the other thing though, that we have to take

0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:47.480
<v Speaker 1>into account is like, again, we are not people who

0:32:47.640 --> 0:32:50.200
<v Speaker 1>drink a lot or like, yeah, we're not people who

0:32:50.320 --> 0:32:53.600
<v Speaker 1>like are drinking casually, like the average twenty two twenty

0:32:53.640 --> 0:32:56.600
<v Speaker 1>three year old. Yeah, so all these people drink all

0:32:56.640 --> 0:32:58.760
<v Speaker 1>the time, so they're standing and they're just like lightly

0:32:58.880 --> 0:33:01.239
<v Speaker 1>buzz and they're being nor But me and Drew when

0:33:01.280 --> 0:33:02.800
<v Speaker 1>we go to a party, we do not go to

0:33:02.920 --> 0:33:04.800
<v Speaker 1>a party because we're like, that'll be fun to go

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:08.080
<v Speaker 1>talk to people. No, we get drunk ast shit.

0:33:07.920 --> 0:33:10.360
<v Speaker 2>Because we're it's the purge. It's the purge. It's like

0:33:10.480 --> 0:33:13.120
<v Speaker 2>the four month five month purge. We just every four

0:33:13.200 --> 0:33:15.960
<v Speaker 2>months we like blackout, like that's it.

0:33:16.120 --> 0:33:17.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you just get as drunk as you can, and

0:33:17.960 --> 0:33:20.200
<v Speaker 1>then you go to parties and you take flash pictures

0:33:20.240 --> 0:33:21.920
<v Speaker 1>of people you don't know who you make fun of

0:33:21.960 --> 0:33:25.000
<v Speaker 1>behind doors, and then the next morning you wake up

0:33:25.040 --> 0:33:27.760
<v Speaker 1>and you find a two minute long video of y'all

0:33:27.800 --> 0:33:31.160
<v Speaker 1>walking up to that person and flashing them. Yeah, we're

0:33:31.200 --> 0:33:33.240
<v Speaker 1>the flashers. We'd be flashed banging people.

0:33:33.320 --> 0:33:35.440
<v Speaker 2>Wait, we're not. Let's get it straight. We're not showing

0:33:35.480 --> 0:33:38.960
<v Speaker 2>our tits and ass. I'm showing a win.

0:33:39.120 --> 0:33:43.040
<v Speaker 1>Also, I thought when at a party we had gone to,

0:33:43.720 --> 0:33:48.200
<v Speaker 1>I wore a button up shirt that like notoriously unbuttoned.

0:33:48.200 --> 0:33:50.160
<v Speaker 1>But I didn't think about that before going to a party.

0:33:50.240 --> 0:33:53.680
<v Speaker 1>In that shirt one time and I was like looking

0:33:53.760 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 1>through my camera roll and I my tits were just out, like,

0:33:57.040 --> 0:34:00.680
<v Speaker 1>but that's okay because I like girl them. As of

0:34:00.760 --> 0:34:03.360
<v Speaker 1>this summer, I've decided that it's tits out summer. I'm

0:34:03.440 --> 0:34:06.880
<v Speaker 1>tired of girls with d cups not being able to

0:34:06.960 --> 0:34:09.840
<v Speaker 1>be sexy with their boobs out, but then like smaller

0:34:09.920 --> 0:34:12.719
<v Speaker 1>cups getting to show their fucking nipples and it being chic.

0:34:12.880 --> 0:34:15.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, big tits are che take your nipples

0:34:16.080 --> 0:34:20.880
<v Speaker 1>ground see your nipples. I would like to see the

0:34:20.920 --> 0:34:27.320
<v Speaker 1>shade of them so I know your origin. Like no

0:34:27.400 --> 0:34:29.600
<v Speaker 1>one talks about that. The shade of your nipples says

0:34:29.680 --> 0:34:33.120
<v Speaker 1>a lot. You do not need an ancestry dot com text.

0:34:36.600 --> 0:34:37.960
<v Speaker 2>Let me see the nipples real quick.

0:34:39.040 --> 0:34:42.319
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, also not anything against like smaller boobs. God,

0:34:42.440 --> 0:34:45.640
<v Speaker 1>I want nothing more than to have small for like.

0:34:46.239 --> 0:34:50.800
<v Speaker 2>The past like five years, all Inya has talked about

0:34:50.960 --> 0:34:53.960
<v Speaker 2>it's like a three month obsession once a year, and

0:34:54.080 --> 0:34:56.920
<v Speaker 2>it's like I want a breast reduction so bad, so.

0:34:57.680 --> 0:35:00.080
<v Speaker 1>All the clothes I like, everything I love, Like I

0:35:00.239 --> 0:35:02.320
<v Speaker 1>just was not meant to have boobs, Like it just

0:35:02.440 --> 0:35:04.880
<v Speaker 1>makes absolutely no sense with who I am. For me

0:35:05.000 --> 0:35:08.120
<v Speaker 1>to just like under all this silliness have fucking huge tits.

0:35:08.239 --> 0:35:09.600
<v Speaker 1>Like that makes no sense.

0:35:09.800 --> 0:35:11.400
<v Speaker 2>I think it does make a lot of sense.

0:35:11.960 --> 0:35:13.600
<v Speaker 1>It's like the thing that was like why the weird

0:35:13.640 --> 0:35:15.680
<v Speaker 1>girls in school always had big ass tis.

0:35:16.960 --> 0:35:18.680
<v Speaker 2>I saw a person it was like, we need to

0:35:18.680 --> 0:35:20.759
<v Speaker 2>stop telling the sexy people they're sexy, start telling the

0:35:20.840 --> 0:35:24.759
<v Speaker 2>ugly people they're ugly. Sorry that was random, But was

0:35:24.800 --> 0:35:28.040
<v Speaker 2>that all pot Yeah? I think so did so funny.

0:35:28.239 --> 0:35:30.759
<v Speaker 1>But you know what really fucked my brain up is

0:35:30.840 --> 0:35:33.600
<v Speaker 1>like growing up in Miami, all I wanted was to

0:35:33.680 --> 0:35:35.960
<v Speaker 1>be thick and have huge tits and a huge ass,

0:35:36.040 --> 0:35:38.160
<v Speaker 1>Like that's all I fucking wanted growing up. And then

0:35:38.200 --> 0:35:40.200
<v Speaker 1>as I got older, I was like introduced to like

0:35:40.360 --> 0:35:41.920
<v Speaker 1>different body types and I was like, oh my god,

0:35:41.960 --> 0:35:46.360
<v Speaker 1>actually I enjoyed my body type. But then my boobs

0:35:46.560 --> 0:35:49.200
<v Speaker 1>grew way later in my life, Like when I was

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:50.719
<v Speaker 1>like a senior in high school, I was like a

0:35:50.880 --> 0:35:53.680
<v Speaker 1>be like almost C cup and it wasn't that big

0:35:53.719 --> 0:35:54.120
<v Speaker 1>of a deal.

0:35:54.280 --> 0:35:56.719
<v Speaker 2>Like so like I know what I mean. I was like,

0:35:57.440 --> 0:36:02.319
<v Speaker 2>I was like virgin alert, but I have a lot

0:36:02.400 --> 0:36:03.959
<v Speaker 2>of sex. I need to make that clear.

0:36:04.040 --> 0:36:04.680
<v Speaker 1>I don't think you do.

0:36:05.040 --> 0:36:07.680
<v Speaker 2>I bone I literally do.

0:36:09.280 --> 0:36:12.360
<v Speaker 1>But anyways, I like didn't have I didn't start growing

0:36:12.440 --> 0:36:15.360
<v Speaker 1>boobs until like late junior year, and then I graduated

0:36:16.120 --> 0:36:18.440
<v Speaker 1>and I could freely wear like shirts with no bra

0:36:19.040 --> 0:36:22.000
<v Speaker 1>except if you grew up in a Hispanic household. I'm

0:36:22.040 --> 0:36:25.879
<v Speaker 1>sure you've met this or just any like culturally.

0:36:25.960 --> 0:36:30.360
<v Speaker 2>Cultured household, not white house it is I think even in.

0:36:30.360 --> 0:36:33.120
<v Speaker 1>White households, like parents telling like girls to wear bras

0:36:33.160 --> 0:36:33.680
<v Speaker 1>is such.

0:36:33.520 --> 0:36:36.600
<v Speaker 2>A thing, but like, yeah, no, that is because dads

0:36:36.640 --> 0:36:38.440
<v Speaker 2>are fucking creepy and sexualized.

0:36:39.239 --> 0:36:41.600
<v Speaker 1>Yeah literally, because like parents are like I know what

0:36:41.680 --> 0:36:44.200
<v Speaker 1>it's like to be sexualized or it's like ie sexualized,

0:36:44.360 --> 0:36:46.000
<v Speaker 1>and I don't like, I don't like this.

0:36:46.400 --> 0:36:49.240
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I don't like what I'm feeling.

0:36:49.080 --> 0:36:51.799
<v Speaker 1>Right now, So you get duld to put a bra.

0:36:52.320 --> 0:36:54.719
<v Speaker 1>And then also, like I was just telling ju this,

0:36:54.920 --> 0:36:57.000
<v Speaker 1>Like one time when I was walking down Melrose, a

0:36:57.040 --> 0:36:59.279
<v Speaker 1>homeless man looked straight at my boobs and I was

0:36:59.320 --> 0:37:01.239
<v Speaker 1>wearing a white t share it with no bron and

0:37:01.360 --> 0:37:04.160
<v Speaker 1>he just says, nice nipples. And then from that moment on,

0:37:04.239 --> 0:37:06.120
<v Speaker 1>I swear all my life I wore brawls because I

0:37:06.239 --> 0:37:09.799
<v Speaker 1>was like that was the final straw But anyways, once

0:37:09.880 --> 0:37:11.920
<v Speaker 1>I turned like twenty, all of a sudden, my boobs

0:37:11.920 --> 0:37:14.439
<v Speaker 1>started like inflating to see. And then recently I found

0:37:14.480 --> 0:37:15.839
<v Speaker 1>out I was a D. But I do think part

0:37:15.880 --> 0:37:18.080
<v Speaker 1>of my body dysmorphia was convincing me I was a C.

0:37:18.239 --> 0:37:20.200
<v Speaker 1>For the past year, I knew you and I've been

0:37:20.239 --> 0:37:20.400
<v Speaker 1>a D.

0:37:20.640 --> 0:37:22.560
<v Speaker 2>I always knew you're a D, just like the way

0:37:22.680 --> 0:37:23.279
<v Speaker 2>like they felt.

0:37:23.360 --> 0:37:26.239
<v Speaker 1>And so you have not felt my boobs in your life.

0:37:26.360 --> 0:37:30.200
<v Speaker 2>Let me touch your boobs. I've like played with Orion's

0:37:30.200 --> 0:37:31.480
<v Speaker 2>boobs before, but you haven't let me.

0:37:31.640 --> 0:37:33.239
<v Speaker 1>You don't get to touch because I have these like

0:37:33.440 --> 0:37:37.960
<v Speaker 1>huge fucking mommy moves. You just broke that fucking bracelets,

0:37:37.960 --> 0:37:41.239
<v Speaker 1>would you get, bitch? I love this bracelet I have

0:37:41.440 --> 0:37:43.360
<v Speaker 1>vine still I didn't break mine. Oh is that the

0:37:43.560 --> 0:37:45.799
<v Speaker 1>bracelet a follower gave us and you just literally broke

0:37:45.840 --> 0:37:47.360
<v Speaker 1>it while we were filming. I love it.

0:37:47.440 --> 0:37:49.439
<v Speaker 2>I've worn it every day since. It's so fucking curee.

0:37:49.480 --> 0:37:51.279
<v Speaker 1>I know, but that's the reason I don't wear like

0:37:51.560 --> 0:37:53.040
<v Speaker 1>handmade stuff like that. And I just keep it in

0:37:53.080 --> 0:37:55.839
<v Speaker 1>my jewelry boxes because it will fucking break, especially your ass.

0:37:55.880 --> 0:37:56.800
<v Speaker 1>You'd be touching it. I know.

0:37:56.880 --> 0:37:59.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm like fiddling constantly get a fidget.

0:38:00.080 --> 0:38:03.160
<v Speaker 1>Don't do that to the mic bitch my check check.

0:38:04.080 --> 0:38:06.319
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, what was I saying? Basically, I don't want

0:38:06.360 --> 0:38:08.879
<v Speaker 1>fucking tits. I'm over it, but I will say here

0:38:09.120 --> 0:38:15.359
<v Speaker 1>is my my resolution is is this summer I will

0:38:15.440 --> 0:38:17.440
<v Speaker 1>have my tits out and see how I feel about

0:38:17.480 --> 0:38:20.839
<v Speaker 1>them and if I love them, and then if I don't,

0:38:21.160 --> 0:38:24.359
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna start heavily considering your rest reduction. But again,

0:38:24.520 --> 0:38:27.240
<v Speaker 1>like the vaccine, I'm just too lazy. Like imagine actually

0:38:27.280 --> 0:38:30.120
<v Speaker 1>having to do that, and with my luck, they would

0:38:30.120 --> 0:38:31.640
<v Speaker 1>like puncture my fucking heart and I die.

0:38:31.719 --> 0:38:33.799
<v Speaker 2>With your luck, they'd like make them different sizes, they

0:38:33.880 --> 0:38:36.800
<v Speaker 2>make them bigger. Oh, we thought you wanted like to

0:38:36.880 --> 0:38:37.160
<v Speaker 2>make them.

0:38:37.480 --> 0:38:38.799
<v Speaker 1>We thought you wanted an f cup.

0:38:39.040 --> 0:38:43.000
<v Speaker 2>We thought he went in basketballs there volleyballs. Do imagine

0:38:43.000 --> 0:38:45.160
<v Speaker 2>you woke up from a breast production with volleyball tits

0:38:45.200 --> 0:38:45.719
<v Speaker 2>on your chest.

0:38:45.960 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 1>That would be the last to me, And then y'all

0:38:47.680 --> 0:38:50.279
<v Speaker 1>would have to publicly be like she she did it,

0:38:50.600 --> 0:38:54.319
<v Speaker 1>She ended it all because she woke up with huge tits. Again. Also,

0:38:54.440 --> 0:38:56.359
<v Speaker 1>like when I talk about this uff publicly, I feel

0:38:56.360 --> 0:38:59.360
<v Speaker 1>bad because like, for instance, my sister is a situation

0:38:59.440 --> 0:39:02.359
<v Speaker 1>where like she needs a breast reduction and wants one

0:39:02.400 --> 0:39:04.680
<v Speaker 1>for like health reasons because literally her back is about

0:39:04.719 --> 0:39:07.600
<v Speaker 1>to break. Her boobs are way way bigger than mine.

0:39:07.760 --> 0:39:12.759
<v Speaker 1>And when I complain to her, she's always like shut up,

0:39:13.000 --> 0:39:15.319
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, can you fuck off? So I always feel

0:39:15.320 --> 0:39:17.120
<v Speaker 1>bad complaining about it. But this is just my life.

0:39:17.200 --> 0:39:19.360
<v Speaker 2>This is my life I live. Listen to me complain.

0:39:20.239 --> 0:39:22.080
<v Speaker 1>That's why we have this. That's what this is.

0:39:22.719 --> 0:39:24.480
<v Speaker 2>This is the complaining podcast.

0:39:24.640 --> 0:39:26.440
<v Speaker 1>This is just the hour of us complaining.

0:39:26.600 --> 0:39:30.080
<v Speaker 2>And y'all have literally y'all listening to our untreated ADHD

0:39:30.280 --> 0:39:31.319
<v Speaker 2>for an hour every day.

0:39:31.480 --> 0:39:33.960
<v Speaker 1>You are really going in on touching. Huh, you can't

0:39:34.000 --> 0:39:34.560
<v Speaker 1>stop moving.

0:39:34.680 --> 0:39:35.920
<v Speaker 2>I know I can't. I know what it is. I

0:39:35.960 --> 0:39:37.279
<v Speaker 2>think it's because I didn't have a red Bully.

0:39:37.360 --> 0:39:38.960
<v Speaker 1>I did order fidgets.

0:39:39.400 --> 0:39:40.520
<v Speaker 2>I need a fidget really bad.

0:39:40.680 --> 0:39:42.200
<v Speaker 1>I got to do that. Fidget was the best thing

0:39:42.200 --> 0:39:44.200
<v Speaker 1>I've ever gone. And it kind of makes me insecure

0:39:44.239 --> 0:39:46.239
<v Speaker 1>because then I see how much I actually move around.

0:39:46.239 --> 0:39:50.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, when I've been public around other people, like

0:39:50.560 --> 0:39:52.360
<v Speaker 1>the thirty year olds, They're like, what is that?

0:39:52.480 --> 0:39:57.920
<v Speaker 2>And I'm like, it's my child toy, my attention toy. No, literally,

0:39:57.960 --> 0:40:00.719
<v Speaker 2>this entire podcast, I've just been sitting here like in

0:40:00.840 --> 0:40:03.239
<v Speaker 2>my head, like I'm moving so much, and I don't

0:40:03.320 --> 0:40:06.600
<v Speaker 2>know why. It's not I'm not even uncomfortable or like anxious.

0:40:06.640 --> 0:40:08.160
<v Speaker 2>I literally am just moving and touching.

0:40:08.280 --> 0:40:10.719
<v Speaker 1>I've been scratching my nose a lot this episode, Like

0:40:10.800 --> 0:40:13.640
<v Speaker 1>I keep reaching to touch my nose and like my face. Yeah,

0:40:13.800 --> 0:40:15.680
<v Speaker 1>that's also because with my nails, I can like get

0:40:16.080 --> 0:40:19.160
<v Speaker 1>scratched sensations that I usually can't, so I'm just enjoying them.

0:40:19.320 --> 0:40:21.799
<v Speaker 1>M hmm. Maybe it's because you need to hit your

0:40:21.840 --> 0:40:25.839
<v Speaker 1>fucking puff bar, you freak. You're itching for your puff bar.

0:40:26.000 --> 0:40:31.080
<v Speaker 1>That's what's happening. Drew had an addiction the puff bar.

0:40:32.440 --> 0:40:35.120
<v Speaker 1>That's the end of this episode outing Drew Phillips. Drew

0:40:35.160 --> 0:40:37.759
<v Speaker 1>Phillips bapes. The thing is, like, what's so fucked up

0:40:37.840 --> 0:40:40.120
<v Speaker 1>is like other influencers get to be like so and

0:40:40.280 --> 0:40:43.399
<v Speaker 1>so drinks, but no, we already do everything. We don't

0:40:43.400 --> 0:40:45.440
<v Speaker 1>get the fun attention of being like so and so

0:40:45.640 --> 0:40:48.800
<v Speaker 1>does this yep, Like when we smoke those cigarettes in

0:40:48.800 --> 0:40:52.280
<v Speaker 1>that video. What should have happened was news outlets reporting

0:40:52.360 --> 0:40:55.360
<v Speaker 1>that Enya and Drew Phillips are smoking cigarettes. And that

0:40:55.440 --> 0:40:57.320
<v Speaker 1>they're they're nicotine addicts.

0:40:57.640 --> 0:40:59.960
<v Speaker 2>But no, not a single no one even gets no care,

0:41:00.520 --> 0:41:02.719
<v Speaker 2>No one cared, No one cares about us. No one

0:41:02.800 --> 0:41:05.080
<v Speaker 2>cares about us the way they should. And it hurts

0:41:05.239 --> 0:41:05.680
<v Speaker 2>a lot.

0:41:06.160 --> 0:41:06.200
<v Speaker 1>No.

0:41:07.719 --> 0:41:20.080
<v Speaker 2>I literally my lungs are like filled with like just jizz. Yes, No,

0:41:20.280 --> 0:41:22.480
<v Speaker 2>my lungs are just filled with like popcorn. I'm at

0:41:22.520 --> 0:41:24.560
<v Speaker 2>this point, I'm pretty sure, like from the vape. Like

0:41:24.719 --> 0:41:30.440
<v Speaker 2>literally this is like like since I was seventeen eight.

0:41:30.480 --> 0:41:33.040
<v Speaker 1>Dude, the way like not this is not something to

0:41:33.080 --> 0:41:35.600
<v Speaker 1>brag about, but the way we were on jewels when

0:41:35.600 --> 0:41:37.200
<v Speaker 1>you had to order them online.

0:41:37.239 --> 0:41:38.520
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we had to order jewel pods.

0:41:38.600 --> 0:41:40.320
<v Speaker 1>They did not sell them in stores.

0:41:40.520 --> 0:41:45.640
<v Speaker 2>The feeling a Mango jewelpod, Like when I hit Wes's

0:41:45.719 --> 0:41:47.520
<v Speaker 2>jewel for the first time and it was like that

0:41:47.640 --> 0:41:53.080
<v Speaker 2>Mango jewelpod. It legitimately changed. No, we we were smoking

0:41:53.280 --> 0:41:56.320
<v Speaker 2>mint before Mega. Yeah it was mango. Mango was dropped

0:41:56.520 --> 0:41:58.520
<v Speaker 2>and then that changed my life. Like because I was

0:41:58.600 --> 0:42:00.960
<v Speaker 2>like dabbling, I was like what, No, actually, I was

0:42:01.000 --> 0:42:02.359
<v Speaker 2>in full blown what I was gonna say?

0:42:02.440 --> 0:42:04.520
<v Speaker 1>You were like you were the reason I got a jewel.

0:42:04.680 --> 0:42:06.320
<v Speaker 1>I was like, these things look fun, except.

0:42:06.120 --> 0:42:08.759
<v Speaker 2>Nicotine doesn't work. To do it for it doesn't work.

0:42:09.320 --> 0:42:13.480
<v Speaker 2>And I've tried, yeah, literally, you have literally tried to

0:42:13.680 --> 0:42:18.400
<v Speaker 2>actually like become a jewel fiend. But let me go

0:42:18.480 --> 0:42:19.920
<v Speaker 2>back to the like the first time I hit a

0:42:20.000 --> 0:42:23.160
<v Speaker 2>Mango jewel pod, like it was like a sexual awakening almost,

0:42:23.239 --> 0:42:25.680
<v Speaker 2>it was like a coming to God moment. It was

0:42:26.640 --> 0:42:29.560
<v Speaker 2>like the way that shit made me feel like is

0:42:29.640 --> 0:42:31.640
<v Speaker 2>not normal? Like what are they fucking putting in those?

0:42:31.760 --> 0:42:34.320
<v Speaker 1>Like that's not fair. I never got there literally just

0:42:34.400 --> 0:42:35.160
<v Speaker 1>like got flavor.

0:42:35.560 --> 0:42:36.879
<v Speaker 2>Oh so bugging good.

0:42:37.280 --> 0:42:40.239
<v Speaker 1>I like remember when we all used to be so

0:42:40.600 --> 0:42:42.359
<v Speaker 1>onto jewels in high school.

0:42:42.560 --> 0:42:45.520
<v Speaker 2>Like going on eBay and looking up rare jewel pods.

0:42:45.239 --> 0:42:48.520
<v Speaker 1>Like dude, even before that, even before like things were rare,

0:42:48.640 --> 0:42:50.920
<v Speaker 1>when it was literally like we just had to get

0:42:50.920 --> 0:42:53.200
<v Speaker 1>someone who was twenty one to order them offline for us,

0:42:53.239 --> 0:42:55.719
<v Speaker 1>and we would just like order them online and just

0:42:55.880 --> 0:42:59.880
<v Speaker 1>have jewel pods like this is like like tenth eleventh.

0:43:00.200 --> 0:43:03.600
<v Speaker 2>You know the displays that you see in the cabinet

0:43:04.440 --> 0:43:07.360
<v Speaker 2>at like smoke shops of the jewel pods, like you

0:43:07.440 --> 0:43:10.000
<v Speaker 2>would we would order like a box of those at

0:43:10.040 --> 0:43:10.279
<v Speaker 2>a time.

0:43:10.400 --> 0:43:11.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you would order a box of them, and they

0:43:11.880 --> 0:43:15.239
<v Speaker 1>were like relatively cheap and like you could get dude.

0:43:15.320 --> 0:43:17.839
<v Speaker 2>Actually, no jewel in the beginning was expensive as fuck,

0:43:17.920 --> 0:43:18.839
<v Speaker 2>like a jewel.

0:43:18.680 --> 0:43:20.720
<v Speaker 1>Like starting cartridge was like forty bucks.

0:43:20.920 --> 0:43:22.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they were like forty and then they went down

0:43:22.520 --> 0:43:24.120
<v Speaker 2>to twenty, and then they went back up to thirty

0:43:24.160 --> 0:43:26.400
<v Speaker 2>and then now they're literally like two dollars a cartridge.

0:43:26.440 --> 0:43:28.279
<v Speaker 2>Like bitch, I was buying Mango jewel pods for like

0:43:28.480 --> 0:43:29.600
<v Speaker 2>sixty getting.

0:43:29.320 --> 0:43:31.680
<v Speaker 1>Them in fucking bulk, like we were going to Costco. Yeah,

0:43:31.880 --> 0:43:33.480
<v Speaker 1>like you know how families go to Costco and get

0:43:33.520 --> 0:43:36.480
<v Speaker 1>things in bulk. We were getting jewel pods and bulk.

0:43:36.760 --> 0:43:39.600
<v Speaker 2>Literally. Wait, something that like is not spoken about enough

0:43:39.719 --> 0:43:44.279
<v Speaker 2>is how like in California you don't need a subscription

0:43:44.520 --> 0:43:45.640
<v Speaker 2>to go to Costco.

0:43:45.480 --> 0:43:47.239
<v Speaker 1>Like you we need to look that up because I

0:43:47.280 --> 0:43:48.920
<v Speaker 1>saw TikTok about it. But I think it might just

0:43:49.000 --> 0:43:53.120
<v Speaker 1>be the the liquor store of Costco U because they

0:43:53.200 --> 0:43:57.040
<v Speaker 1>want everybody to be an alcohol like, so they'll let

0:43:57.080 --> 0:44:00.680
<v Speaker 1>you go do that and buy bulk alcohol. But I

0:44:00.719 --> 0:44:02.640
<v Speaker 1>don't know if it's for the store itself. But yeah,

0:44:02.680 --> 0:44:05.200
<v Speaker 1>I've I've tried to dabble me being like, oh, I've

0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:08.040
<v Speaker 1>tried my best, like but I really did because I

0:44:08.080 --> 0:44:10.960
<v Speaker 1>feel left out of the culture, even though like, thank god,

0:44:11.080 --> 0:44:15.080
<v Speaker 1>I'm not sure just dropped a fucking bead loud as shit,

0:44:15.160 --> 0:44:17.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't even pick up. But even though, like I

0:44:18.000 --> 0:44:20.800
<v Speaker 1>know that's not something I want, like necessarily because of it,

0:44:20.880 --> 0:44:24.439
<v Speaker 1>I was actually addicted to smoking puff bars and shit,

0:44:24.440 --> 0:44:26.360
<v Speaker 1>I would fucking hate my life, as I've seen with

0:44:26.440 --> 0:44:28.600
<v Speaker 1>everybody who's addicted to them. But I just want the

0:44:28.640 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 1>public to know that I have tried. I've even tried cigarettes,

0:44:31.960 --> 0:44:33.959
<v Speaker 1>but nicotine just doesn't hit the part of my brain

0:44:34.400 --> 0:44:37.359
<v Speaker 1>that like I don't know, it just doesn't. I don't

0:44:37.400 --> 0:44:39.200
<v Speaker 1>have that like feeling of like I need to do it.

0:44:39.480 --> 0:44:41.640
<v Speaker 2>I like I have like full attic brain, Like I

0:44:41.719 --> 0:44:44.000
<v Speaker 2>literally am, like I can quit any time I want,

0:44:44.200 --> 0:44:46.760
<v Speaker 2>but like I do, like when I go back to Texas,

0:44:46.920 --> 0:44:48.920
<v Speaker 2>I like quit for like two or three months, Like

0:44:49.080 --> 0:44:51.000
<v Speaker 2>it's just like every once in a while, I just

0:44:51.120 --> 0:44:53.440
<v Speaker 2>need an escape. I need advice. So I like just

0:44:53.640 --> 0:44:56.520
<v Speaker 2>like because other than this puff bar, I have zero vices,

0:44:56.560 --> 0:45:00.359
<v Speaker 2>which like I think vices are sometimes healthy like their

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:06.160
<v Speaker 2>little outlets. Yeah, and this is my vice and I

0:45:06.280 --> 0:45:09.040
<v Speaker 2>just need to be because if I wasn't smoking a

0:45:09.200 --> 0:45:11.120
<v Speaker 2>puff bar. God knows what I'd be doing.

0:45:11.320 --> 0:45:15.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, sometimes you pick and choose your battles, especially if

0:45:15.320 --> 0:45:17.640
<v Speaker 1>you like have addictive genes. That's why part of me

0:45:17.800 --> 0:45:20.320
<v Speaker 1>is like, I know, like there's a lot of discourse

0:45:20.360 --> 0:45:24.200
<v Speaker 1>again not to like condone smoking, but like there's so

0:45:24.400 --> 0:45:26.880
<v Speaker 1>much discourse about like puff bars and shit, And I'm like, bro,

0:45:27.040 --> 0:45:29.560
<v Speaker 1>do you know how like it was so common for

0:45:29.680 --> 0:45:32.160
<v Speaker 1>people to be cigarette smokers. Puff bar is just like

0:45:32.239 --> 0:45:33.680
<v Speaker 1>the new cigarette.

0:45:33.120 --> 0:45:35.359
<v Speaker 2>And it's just the history is repeating itself. Fifteen years

0:45:35.400 --> 0:45:37.480
<v Speaker 2>from now, we'll find out everyone has cancer from them.

0:45:37.640 --> 0:45:40.759
<v Speaker 1>Like I am so interested to see what happens. Yeah,

0:45:40.880 --> 0:45:42.360
<v Speaker 1>from like puff bars and stuff.

0:45:42.440 --> 0:45:45.200
<v Speaker 2>I like the flavors, something big tobacco two point zero.

0:45:45.600 --> 0:45:47.960
<v Speaker 1>The flavors is what's so funny, Like they straight up

0:45:47.960 --> 0:45:49.920
<v Speaker 1>were like fuck it, jolly.

0:45:49.760 --> 0:45:51.640
<v Speaker 2>Rander, something sweet for the kids.

0:45:51.880 --> 0:45:58.240
<v Speaker 1>Oh no, it's just a fuck the kids literally literally

0:45:58.360 --> 0:46:00.040
<v Speaker 1>like banana lappy yeah.

0:46:00.400 --> 0:46:03.319
<v Speaker 2>Ew dude, cream Breulet. Do you remember that that ship

0:46:03.440 --> 0:46:06.440
<v Speaker 2>was Ramcid crim lay jewelpods were fucking.

0:46:06.719 --> 0:46:10.680
<v Speaker 1>Literally get the nastiest flavors like for fun, and they'll

0:46:10.680 --> 0:46:13.480
<v Speaker 1>pull up with like Coca Cola, Crime Breulet, Banana.

0:46:13.719 --> 0:46:15.719
<v Speaker 2>I remember when I was like fourteen years old, like

0:46:16.120 --> 0:46:19.480
<v Speaker 2>vape vapes were like just invented, like the the not

0:46:19.680 --> 0:46:23.800
<v Speaker 2>big fucking the box modular the babe, Yeah, the literal

0:46:23.960 --> 0:46:28.760
<v Speaker 2>box mod synth vaporizers with like cloud atlass in them whatever.

0:46:29.160 --> 0:46:33.160
<v Speaker 2>But I remember when those first drop, I like wanted

0:46:33.200 --> 0:46:35.399
<v Speaker 2>one so bad because I found out you could get

0:46:35.600 --> 0:46:37.600
<v Speaker 2>like juice without nicotine in it, and I was like,

0:46:37.800 --> 0:46:38.760
<v Speaker 2>I don't want nicotine.

0:46:38.840 --> 0:46:40.320
<v Speaker 1>They were just one of those freaks, was like I

0:46:40.480 --> 0:46:41.400
<v Speaker 1>want the big cloud.

0:46:41.520 --> 0:46:43.000
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I want to make big clouds and

0:46:43.040 --> 0:46:44.839
<v Speaker 2>I want to learn tricks. And to this day, it's

0:46:44.840 --> 0:46:46.880
<v Speaker 2>like riding a bike. You will once you learn how

0:46:46.960 --> 0:46:49.600
<v Speaker 2>to blow like smoke tricks and do smoke tricks, you

0:46:49.760 --> 0:46:52.560
<v Speaker 2>never forget. It's like it's something with your tongue, like

0:46:52.719 --> 0:46:57.040
<v Speaker 2>you just do girl. Yeah, learning how to do vape

0:46:57.080 --> 0:46:59.359
<v Speaker 2>tricks was really good for me when I was younger.

0:46:59.600 --> 0:47:01.640
<v Speaker 1>Learning how to make coming figures.

0:47:01.760 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 2>What the fuck? What kind of lingis?

0:47:07.320 --> 0:47:09.319
<v Speaker 1>If you ever had TikTok where there are some people

0:47:09.320 --> 0:47:11.319
<v Speaker 1>who didn't know that word so they were bleeping it out.

0:47:11.400 --> 0:47:14.759
<v Speaker 1>Did you ever see that no TikTok? There is that

0:47:14.880 --> 0:47:18.480
<v Speaker 1>one like what's her name? Ash? Nico or Ashley Nico

0:47:18.719 --> 0:47:23.279
<v Speaker 1>is her name? Me and your girlfriend paying just up

0:47:23.400 --> 0:47:23.799
<v Speaker 1>the chi.

0:47:24.640 --> 0:47:25.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't know this.

0:47:25.560 --> 0:47:27.880
<v Speaker 1>It's like, O gave it your kind of lingis, but

0:47:28.000 --> 0:47:30.279
<v Speaker 1>people like it's some ship like that she says, kind

0:47:30.280 --> 0:47:31.839
<v Speaker 1>of lingus. And people didn't know what that man.

0:47:32.320 --> 0:47:34.640
<v Speaker 2>They were bleeping it was just straight girls like bleeping

0:47:34.680 --> 0:47:36.120
<v Speaker 2>it because they didn't they.

0:47:36.200 --> 0:47:40.120
<v Speaker 1>Never felt love, intimate love.

0:47:41.320 --> 0:47:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Dude.

0:47:41.600 --> 0:47:43.160
<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, again, no, I.

0:47:43.160 --> 0:47:46.279
<v Speaker 2>Don't are we talking about vagina song. I know you're

0:47:46.280 --> 0:47:47.880
<v Speaker 2>about to go off on some vaginas I.

0:47:47.920 --> 0:47:50.560
<v Speaker 1>Am about to go up on some vagina ship. Because again,

0:47:50.600 --> 0:47:51.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't want this to be a place where we

0:47:51.960 --> 0:47:54.200
<v Speaker 1>were like fucking having horny talk. But this isn't even

0:47:54.239 --> 0:47:58.760
<v Speaker 1>horny talk. It's about It's about female rights, woman's rights,

0:47:58.840 --> 0:48:01.319
<v Speaker 1>I am. This is about women's rights and the fact

0:48:01.360 --> 0:48:05.080
<v Speaker 1>that getting head is still for as a woman is

0:48:05.200 --> 0:48:07.239
<v Speaker 1>still such a thing that men don't do.

0:48:07.400 --> 0:48:13.400
<v Speaker 2>They're like, oh, come on, come on, like yah, I

0:48:13.520 --> 0:48:14.319
<v Speaker 2>was joking.

0:48:15.320 --> 0:48:18.320
<v Speaker 1>Because okay, DMI, but like I remember my first like

0:48:18.520 --> 0:48:22.080
<v Speaker 1>intimate partner, like I just never even expected that. And

0:48:22.239 --> 0:48:24.520
<v Speaker 1>I was doing the damn deed and doing my business.

0:48:24.680 --> 0:48:26.640
<v Speaker 1>I was doing my part of the dealer getting absolutely

0:48:26.719 --> 0:48:28.920
<v Speaker 1>nothing in return, and I did not second guess it

0:48:29.080 --> 0:48:32.080
<v Speaker 1>for anything. And then as I got older, I was like,

0:48:32.680 --> 0:48:35.600
<v Speaker 1>wait a damn minute second, that was an improper charity.

0:48:36.080 --> 0:48:38.120
<v Speaker 1>That was an improper trade of labor.

0:48:38.400 --> 0:48:39.799
<v Speaker 2>I do my thing, you get me nothing.

0:48:40.360 --> 0:48:42.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's the trade, and that's like the common thing.

0:48:42.520 --> 0:48:44.600
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, that's that's my only take. I'm not I'm

0:48:44.600 --> 0:48:47.239
<v Speaker 1>not going deep on that. Also, some motherfuckers just can't

0:48:47.280 --> 0:48:48.400
<v Speaker 1>do it, So I guess if you can't do it,

0:48:48.480 --> 0:48:52.279
<v Speaker 1>just don't even fucking try, Like, don't embarrass yourself and

0:48:52.480 --> 0:48:53.279
<v Speaker 1>waste my time.

0:48:53.640 --> 0:48:59.120
<v Speaker 2>Literally, don't waste your time on my lagiint that was

0:48:59.239 --> 0:48:59.920
<v Speaker 2>a bar.

0:49:01.840 --> 0:49:02.680
<v Speaker 1>The fucking face.

0:49:03.840 --> 0:49:07.120
<v Speaker 2>Well is that about?

0:49:07.160 --> 0:49:08.440
<v Speaker 1>It? Is that it?

0:49:08.560 --> 0:49:10.640
<v Speaker 2>I mean, we could talk about how I know for

0:49:10.880 --> 0:49:13.319
<v Speaker 2>one thousand percent fact that I can cross the big

0:49:13.400 --> 0:49:16.640
<v Speaker 2>red balls and wipe out without a doubt if they

0:49:16.719 --> 0:49:18.680
<v Speaker 2>put them in front of me right now, I would

0:49:18.760 --> 0:49:20.719
<v Speaker 2>literally go so besnowed.

0:49:20.760 --> 0:49:23.160
<v Speaker 1>You just say you couldn't carry a gallon of milk

0:49:23.200 --> 0:49:24.839
<v Speaker 1>and you think you're crossing those balls.

0:49:24.880 --> 0:49:28.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm crossing those balls with zero effort, Like I'm just

0:49:28.880 --> 0:49:31.960
<v Speaker 2>running like a robot across like like literally that's all

0:49:32.000 --> 0:49:33.759
<v Speaker 2>you have to do is just run across like these

0:49:33.920 --> 0:49:36.320
<v Speaker 2>bitches have the wrong strategy when they dive onto it,

0:49:36.440 --> 0:49:38.440
<v Speaker 2>Like yeah, of course you're gonna fucking fly off, like

0:49:38.520 --> 0:49:41.680
<v Speaker 2>bounce off your simple physics. It's literally like I have

0:49:41.760 --> 0:49:43.480
<v Speaker 2>it all worked out in my brain, like physics.

0:49:43.200 --> 0:49:44.800
<v Speaker 1>Well, then apply to be on fucking wipe out. I

0:49:44.800 --> 0:49:46.040
<v Speaker 1>don't think it's the hardest thing in the world.

0:49:46.160 --> 0:49:48.520
<v Speaker 2>No, I'm literally gonna rent them for myself just to

0:49:48.600 --> 0:49:49.280
<v Speaker 2>prove it to myself.

0:49:49.360 --> 0:49:51.200
<v Speaker 1>I would love that because I would love to try.

0:49:51.719 --> 0:49:53.640
<v Speaker 2>That's my next video is like, literally, where are you.

0:49:53.640 --> 0:49:55.520
<v Speaker 1>Gonna rent that? You're acting like it's that fucking.

0:49:55.760 --> 0:49:59.359
<v Speaker 2>That sky zone you have to like, I'll figure it out.

0:50:00.000 --> 0:50:02.799
<v Speaker 2>I figured out. I figured everything out there, you know.

0:50:04.600 --> 0:50:06.759
<v Speaker 1>Nothing. Literally yesterday Drew was like, I want to see

0:50:06.800 --> 0:50:09.440
<v Speaker 1>a building get demol having to go do that, And

0:50:09.560 --> 0:50:12.680
<v Speaker 1>I was like, sometimes when Drew's in my passenger seat

0:50:12.719 --> 0:50:15.120
<v Speaker 1>talking in the car, I genuinely feel like there's an

0:50:15.160 --> 0:50:18.800
<v Speaker 1>automated like AI machine trying to make something to relate

0:50:18.880 --> 0:50:21.440
<v Speaker 1>to me that was just missing because I'm like, what

0:50:21.560 --> 0:50:22.399
<v Speaker 1>are you talking about?

0:50:22.760 --> 0:50:26.359
<v Speaker 2>No, okay, I just want to see a building fall.

0:50:26.440 --> 0:50:30.560
<v Speaker 2>It's poetic almost, it's like the destruction of humanity post capitalism,

0:50:30.800 --> 0:50:33.080
<v Speaker 2>like buildings falling, it's beautiful.

0:50:33.400 --> 0:50:38.520
<v Speaker 1>And I have literally every TikTok the post capitalist ramifications

0:50:38.920 --> 0:50:40.200
<v Speaker 1>of the deep popification.

0:50:40.640 --> 0:50:44.799
<v Speaker 2>Yeah literally, but I just think seeing a building fall

0:50:44.920 --> 0:50:48.319
<v Speaker 2>would hit a spot in me that needs to be hit.

0:50:48.560 --> 0:50:49.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I get that because I was.

0:50:49.960 --> 0:50:51.120
<v Speaker 2>It be beautiful like.

0:50:51.640 --> 0:50:54.279
<v Speaker 1>Literally, that was like when we lived in thirteen oh

0:50:54.360 --> 0:50:57.520
<v Speaker 1>four and we like all had leg that weird and healthy.

0:50:57.840 --> 0:51:00.919
<v Speaker 2>So basically, no, don't even talk about it, don't it's bad.

0:51:01.000 --> 0:51:03.239
<v Speaker 2>It's bad, Like that's something that stays.

0:51:03.280 --> 0:51:08.120
<v Speaker 1>We wanted to see buildings get like basically blown up,

0:51:08.160 --> 0:51:11.839
<v Speaker 1>but like again, no one inside We just like it's

0:51:12.280 --> 0:51:13.960
<v Speaker 1>just like wanting to see that kind of thing.

0:51:14.040 --> 0:51:16.760
<v Speaker 2>It's just like I want just destruction and chaos. Like literally,

0:51:17.000 --> 0:51:19.480
<v Speaker 2>for the longest time, I just wanted chaos and then

0:51:19.680 --> 0:51:23.040
<v Speaker 2>I got chaos and I was like take it back, please,

0:51:23.680 --> 0:51:24.480
<v Speaker 2>I can't do that.

0:51:24.600 --> 0:51:27.040
<v Speaker 1>I want it anymore. And you were like, wait, why

0:51:27.040 --> 0:51:27.919
<v Speaker 1>does that sound fun?

0:51:28.120 --> 0:51:29.600
<v Speaker 2>Why does that sound wit?

0:51:30.719 --> 0:51:33.400
<v Speaker 1>That sounds lit? I'm fucking stupid.

0:51:33.560 --> 0:51:37.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, should we just dive into media what we

0:51:38.360 --> 0:51:39.120
<v Speaker 2>love for the week?

0:51:39.239 --> 0:51:41.160
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, yeah, I'm so down. I have to

0:51:41.239 --> 0:51:44.520
<v Speaker 1>grab my phone. That's my biggest habit or my worst habits.

0:51:44.640 --> 0:51:47.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know names and stuff off the top of

0:51:47.080 --> 0:51:49.320
<v Speaker 1>my head. Like people will mention something to me and

0:51:49.400 --> 0:51:50.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I don't know what that is, and then

0:51:50.920 --> 0:51:53.040
<v Speaker 1>they'll show the visual and I'm like, oh, no, I

0:51:53.200 --> 0:51:55.279
<v Speaker 1>love that, and then I sound like a liar.

0:51:55.560 --> 0:52:01.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well I'll go first. Last night I watched Frank

0:52:02.560 --> 0:52:07.680
<v Speaker 2>and that is such a good movie. It's about this

0:52:07.880 --> 0:52:14.160
<v Speaker 2>dude who is a musical genius and their band is

0:52:14.200 --> 0:52:17.080
<v Speaker 2>locked in the cabin for a while and they make

0:52:17.440 --> 0:52:21.239
<v Speaker 2>music together and it's really fucking good and all the

0:52:21.280 --> 0:52:26.240
<v Speaker 2>while someone's documenting it and it's just their journey making music.

0:52:26.440 --> 0:52:30.640
<v Speaker 2>And the climax of the movie is so cringey and

0:52:30.760 --> 0:52:34.239
<v Speaker 2>hard to watch and it fucking sucks, but like in

0:52:34.320 --> 0:52:38.080
<v Speaker 2>a good way. And yeah, and then by the end

0:52:38.239 --> 0:52:40.320
<v Speaker 2>it's a feel good movie again You're like, oh, like

0:52:41.640 --> 0:52:46.160
<v Speaker 2>all they needed was themselves. So watch Frank. It's really really,

0:52:46.520 --> 0:52:53.520
<v Speaker 2>really good. It's just buttercups cemina, butter cup semen, buttercup cinema.

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<v Speaker 2>Damn buttercup cinema. That's what it is. And then but

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<v Speaker 2>cine Burrah And then I've been going really hard on

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<v Speaker 2>like existentialism and optimistic nihalism. I think you should read

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<v Speaker 2>a couple books about that.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you should grow up.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been reading a lot about that. I've been struggling,

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<v Speaker 2>struggling with my identity. So go into that. If you

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<v Speaker 2>want to feel really bad about yourself and literally never recover,

0:53:33.239 --> 0:53:35.960
<v Speaker 2>don't do it. If you yeah, don't do that. And

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<v Speaker 2>a song that I liked is from the movie Frank

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<v Speaker 2>And it's I Love You All by the band in

0:53:42.640 --> 0:53:46.239
<v Speaker 2>the movie, and it's really really good. The all the

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<v Speaker 2>like all the best part about it is all the

0:53:48.719 --> 0:53:51.080
<v Speaker 2>music is actually played in the movie by the people

0:53:51.160 --> 0:53:53.600
<v Speaker 2>playing the music and sang by the people in the movie,

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<v Speaker 2>and the songs are just so weird and genre lists

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<v Speaker 2>and it's just like, why isn't this a real fuck thing,

0:54:00.480 --> 0:54:01.960
<v Speaker 2>Like it's it's just so pretty.

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<v Speaker 1>Streaming services.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's on it's on Amazon for free.

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<v Speaker 1>That's awesome. Yeah a movie, Yeah, oh I guess not free.

0:54:08.360 --> 0:54:09.600
<v Speaker 1>It's it's free if you have Prime.

0:54:09.719 --> 0:54:12.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, free if you have Prime. But the but the

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<v Speaker 2>songs are like five of the songs that they made

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<v Speaker 2>are on Spotify.

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<v Speaker 1>That's awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. And that's my that's my media for the week.

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<v Speaker 1>Drew's media of the week, Now onto mine. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know that I don't have any like visual like actually,

0:54:28.440 --> 0:54:29.839
<v Speaker 1>you know what Dirty.

0:54:29.600 --> 0:54:32.799
<v Speaker 2>Girls that I was gonna say, Dirty Girls and Batmobile

0:54:32.880 --> 0:54:34.800
<v Speaker 2>were like, yeah, really good. I was thinking about that earlier.

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<v Speaker 1>So for like visual media, like a little documentary, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like super short, anyone can take it in. It's Dirty Girls.

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<v Speaker 1>It's really interesting. It's just about like young feminists, like

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<v Speaker 1>feminism in like the nineties, and it's like these girls

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<v Speaker 1>who are really inspired by like Riot Girls, and it's

0:54:55.160 --> 0:54:56.920
<v Speaker 1>just awesome, Like it's it's super interesting.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and it's it's just kind of it's a really

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<v Speaker 2>good lens into like like like nineties grunge almost, and

0:55:05.360 --> 0:55:07.799
<v Speaker 2>it's just like and it's also like crazy to see

0:55:07.880 --> 0:55:11.439
<v Speaker 2>like how polar opposites like the culture was like riot

0:55:11.560 --> 0:55:16.120
<v Speaker 2>girl feminism and then their bullies. Like the craziest part

0:55:16.239 --> 0:55:16.720
<v Speaker 2>was the bullying.

0:55:17.040 --> 0:55:18.840
<v Speaker 1>Was gonna say, Yeah, but what's even crazier is like

0:55:18.920 --> 0:55:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I feel like that's super prevalent in like middle of

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<v Speaker 1>America still, and even in like popular places like I

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<v Speaker 1>bet in those private schools in California, that's still a

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<v Speaker 1>thing for like all the like now, like all girls.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't like that, Yeah, whatever, whatever, that's what you mean,

0:55:33.560 --> 0:55:34.080
<v Speaker 2>but all like.

0:55:34.160 --> 0:55:38.120
<v Speaker 1>The al alternative like girls, and just like people in general,

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm sure they still get bullied like that, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's a really good lens of like just human nature,

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<v Speaker 1>like rejecting what feels foreign and like against.

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<v Speaker 2>What you were taught on and like and all the

0:55:47.600 --> 0:55:50.400
<v Speaker 2>while the girls that were being bullied the whole fucking

0:55:50.440 --> 0:55:53.600
<v Speaker 2>time were right. Yeah. Also it's on YouTube. It's like

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<v Speaker 2>seventeen minutes long.

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<v Speaker 1>It's free.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so that's literally go watch it, Dirty Girls. It's

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<v Speaker 2>really fucking good.

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<v Speaker 1>And then for I have a book recommendation, Alisa, let

0:56:02.880 --> 0:56:05.560
<v Speaker 1>me borrow this book. It's called Kitchen and it's by

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<v Speaker 1>Banana Yoshimoto, and it is so fucking good. I haven't

0:56:09.640 --> 0:56:13.000
<v Speaker 1>finished it yet, I'm like halfway in, and it's just

0:56:13.080 --> 0:56:17.000
<v Speaker 1>really good. It's like a heartwarming story about somebody who's

0:56:17.000 --> 0:56:21.239
<v Speaker 1>struggling with the passing of their grandmother and it's super sweet. Yeah,

0:56:21.280 --> 0:56:23.839
<v Speaker 1>it's just fucking awesome and it feels really good to read.

0:56:24.200 --> 0:56:29.120
<v Speaker 1>And then for music, anything by the Dirty Column like

0:56:29.239 --> 0:56:34.960
<v Speaker 1>that is probably one of my favorite artists. Ever and everything.

0:56:35.239 --> 0:56:37.319
<v Speaker 1>He I don't know if it's actually just him. I'm

0:56:37.320 --> 0:56:39.920
<v Speaker 1>assuming it's just him, but sometimes there's like a female's voice,

0:56:40.200 --> 0:56:41.600
<v Speaker 1>and I know on one of the albums it's like

0:56:41.680 --> 0:56:45.440
<v Speaker 1>him and another woman. But anything by him, but especially

0:56:45.520 --> 0:56:48.480
<v Speaker 1>the album The Return of the Dirty Column like so

0:56:48.680 --> 0:56:50.399
<v Speaker 1>fucking good. One of my favorite songs in the world

0:56:50.520 --> 0:56:54.759
<v Speaker 1>is Sketch for Summer by him, and Requiem again is

0:56:54.840 --> 0:57:00.239
<v Speaker 1>also so good for Summer, Such a good song. Imber

0:57:00.239 --> 0:57:01.880
<v Speaker 1>listening to that in twenty nineteen and like.

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<v Speaker 2>Like traumatizing, almost like how good it is.

0:57:04.080 --> 0:57:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it feels so good. It's just such a good

0:57:05.960 --> 0:57:10.960
<v Speaker 1>feeling song. But yeah, that is my my media recommendations

0:57:11.320 --> 0:57:15.160
<v Speaker 1>of the week. Also still Ariana Grande. I'm still on

0:57:15.239 --> 0:57:20.600
<v Speaker 1>my Ariana Grande Nasty. Listening to Nasty super loud on

0:57:20.960 --> 0:57:24.160
<v Speaker 1>repeat has been my trauma response of almost diving back

0:57:24.160 --> 0:57:27.560
<v Speaker 1>into depression for the past week. Yes, and that's the

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<v Speaker 1>second episode, so.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope I've enjoyed. Fuck you Leave bye.

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<v Speaker 1>Alright man,