1 00:00:16,600 --> 00:00:22,919 Speaker 1: Welcome back to Eppen too of emergency Intercom. Yes, sir, please, 2 00:00:25,520 --> 00:00:25,880 Speaker 1: yes it. 3 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:30,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, that looks nice. It's eighty degrees inside. We're really 4 00:00:30,360 --> 00:00:31,160 Speaker 2: sweaty today. 5 00:00:31,920 --> 00:00:34,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, we've realized. 6 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:36,400 Speaker 2: The hell we trapped ourselves in. 7 00:00:36,360 --> 00:00:40,240 Speaker 1: By starting this in the summer in our fucking. 8 00:00:39,960 --> 00:00:45,560 Speaker 2: Dungeon, in our kitchen dungeon. The hottest room in the house, absolutely. 9 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 1: Literally the hottest rooms in the house in the summer 10 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:47,320 Speaker 1: are you and Josh. 11 00:00:47,479 --> 00:00:50,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's terrible because I have all those windows. It's 12 00:00:50,080 --> 00:00:51,760 Speaker 2: so bad, but I wouldn't trade it for the world. 13 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:53,800 Speaker 2: And I actually like living in heat. I am like 14 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:57,280 Speaker 2: a warm body person by nature. I would rather be 15 00:00:57,360 --> 00:00:58,080 Speaker 2: hot than cold. 16 00:00:58,400 --> 00:01:00,280 Speaker 1: I agree with that because when I was at the 17 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:03,640 Speaker 1: beach yesterday, I went to the beach alone for the 18 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:06,920 Speaker 1: first time yesterday because I decided I would like to 19 00:01:06,959 --> 00:01:09,640 Speaker 1: start doing things alone because I'm very dependent in being 20 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:11,640 Speaker 1: around others because I get a lot, like really scared 21 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:14,480 Speaker 1: of being alone. Anyways, when I was at the beach, 22 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:19,400 Speaker 1: I was cold, and I was like, dude, Miami, I 23 00:01:19,520 --> 00:01:21,679 Speaker 1: like cannot wait to be back in Miami heat on 24 00:01:21,720 --> 00:01:23,560 Speaker 1: the beach because like the point of being at the 25 00:01:23,560 --> 00:01:25,560 Speaker 1: beach is to be literally drowning in heat. 26 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:26,760 Speaker 2: You want to be like sweating. 27 00:01:26,800 --> 00:01:28,959 Speaker 1: You want to be sweating so you can get in 28 00:01:29,000 --> 00:01:31,200 Speaker 1: the water and cool down and then do that a 29 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:31,679 Speaker 1: million times. 30 00:01:31,760 --> 00:01:34,640 Speaker 2: Does anybody else think that just like Miami Heat hits different. 31 00:01:37,720 --> 00:01:39,440 Speaker 1: I hate you so far. 32 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:41,080 Speaker 2: I think it just hits it different. 33 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:44,360 Speaker 1: The basketball team literally me in middle school acting like 34 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:46,280 Speaker 1: I give a fuck about basketball because the boy I 35 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:48,720 Speaker 1: liked was really into basketball and the Miami Heat was 36 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:50,160 Speaker 1: in the finals, and I was like, oh my. 37 00:01:50,040 --> 00:01:53,680 Speaker 2: God, yes, name five players on Miami Heat the starting class. 38 00:01:53,720 --> 00:01:56,040 Speaker 1: I can name five players that used to be on there. 39 00:01:56,120 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 1: I could name the three lebron Chris Bosh, and Dwayne Wade. 40 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,280 Speaker 1: That was like the they were like the. 41 00:02:04,240 --> 00:02:07,520 Speaker 2: Superpower Yeah, yeah, they were. Literally the NBA has superpower teams. 42 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:09,720 Speaker 2: We don't have to talk about it because I will 43 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:12,200 Speaker 2: go in it's especially those sports. No sports. 44 00:02:12,960 --> 00:02:15,720 Speaker 1: But what we should talk about is my fucked up 45 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:18,880 Speaker 1: sleeping schedule. Yes, and we kind of lightly touched on 46 00:02:18,919 --> 00:02:20,600 Speaker 1: this in the last episode about how like me and 47 00:02:20,639 --> 00:02:23,320 Speaker 1: Drew switch off with our mental health. So this past 48 00:02:23,320 --> 00:02:25,720 Speaker 1: week I've been spiraling. 49 00:02:25,600 --> 00:02:29,920 Speaker 2: Literally spiraling. It's like it's traumatizing to twenty eighteen almost 50 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:32,480 Speaker 2: where I'm like, this bitch is teetering on like a 51 00:02:32,480 --> 00:02:34,960 Speaker 2: full blown depressive episode and we need to save her. 52 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,160 Speaker 1: I know, Summer, dude, that is the scariest Oh, Gona, 53 00:02:38,160 --> 00:02:39,000 Speaker 1: we really. 54 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:40,959 Speaker 2: Need to save somewhere. We need to get you help. 55 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 1: So for context to that, in twenty eighteen, I was 56 00:02:44,840 --> 00:02:49,320 Speaker 1: in genuine one of the worst depressive episode of my life. 57 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:52,320 Speaker 1: It dragged on it twenty nineteen. It was terrifying to 58 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:55,440 Speaker 1: be around. It was terrifying to witness. It hurt all 59 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:59,919 Speaker 1: of my friendships and relationships. It literally was destroying me 60 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:03,600 Speaker 1: and everything around me. But yeah, one of the key 61 00:03:03,800 --> 00:03:07,840 Speaker 1: signs of it starting was like my sleeping schedule just 62 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:10,760 Speaker 1: got obliterated because I had no motivation to like get 63 00:03:10,840 --> 00:03:13,200 Speaker 1: up and get out of bed or do anything. And 64 00:03:13,240 --> 00:03:15,720 Speaker 1: then like I was too sad to like eat, So 65 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:19,840 Speaker 1: then like basically what happens to me is I'll stay 66 00:03:19,919 --> 00:03:21,679 Speaker 1: up till like the fucking ass crack. 67 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:24,680 Speaker 2: Of dawn literally seven am. Yeah, like, no, you were 68 00:03:24,680 --> 00:03:27,480 Speaker 2: going to sleep at like three am, but sleeping until 69 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:30,280 Speaker 2: six pm. You were just sleeping, I know. 70 00:03:30,320 --> 00:03:32,440 Speaker 1: But in twenty eighteen, it got to the point that 71 00:03:32,440 --> 00:03:35,000 Speaker 1: I would stay up till like six and then I 72 00:03:35,040 --> 00:03:38,000 Speaker 1: would sleep all day. But it's slowly been getting there 73 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:40,960 Speaker 1: because like I slept at three am and then woke 74 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:43,480 Speaker 1: up at three pm. That's twelve hours of sleep. 75 00:03:43,680 --> 00:03:45,960 Speaker 2: And I and I'm like in the background doing my 76 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:47,880 Speaker 2: little task, like just trying to wake up in the 77 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:50,520 Speaker 2: in the morning, and she like she just doesn't And 78 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:53,640 Speaker 2: I tried to like give her my advice. What I 79 00:03:53,680 --> 00:03:55,800 Speaker 2: did to get my sleeping schedule back on check was 80 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:58,320 Speaker 2: putting my phone on the other side of the room 81 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:02,040 Speaker 2: with an alarm set and it just forces you out 82 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:02,600 Speaker 2: of bed, Like. 83 00:04:02,640 --> 00:04:04,760 Speaker 1: It did do that today. It just forces you to 84 00:04:04,760 --> 00:04:07,760 Speaker 1: get twenty extra minutes. But it did help me get up. Yeah, 85 00:04:07,840 --> 00:04:10,640 Speaker 1: but yeah, my sleeping schedule just goes to shit. And 86 00:04:10,680 --> 00:04:12,760 Speaker 1: then like because I wake up so late, I'm like, 87 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:14,839 Speaker 1: I don't know what to have for breakfast. I don't 88 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:16,680 Speaker 1: even want a coffee. It's so late in the day. 89 00:04:16,720 --> 00:04:19,080 Speaker 1: I don't want a coffee. And then like I even 90 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:21,000 Speaker 1: lose my appetite for coffee, and that is a key 91 00:04:21,040 --> 00:04:23,919 Speaker 1: sign that something is scary. I don't want a coffee. 92 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,400 Speaker 2: That's scary, like and is literally the girl like, don't 93 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:28,479 Speaker 2: talk to me before my cafe literally if she doesn't 94 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:30,760 Speaker 2: have her coffee, like don't talk to me. 95 00:04:30,839 --> 00:04:34,600 Speaker 1: At all all day. So yeah, so we've just been 96 00:04:34,640 --> 00:04:38,719 Speaker 1: like talking about that recently and literally how your sleep 97 00:04:38,760 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 1: schedule fully does coincide with your mental health. 98 00:04:41,920 --> 00:04:45,840 Speaker 2: As as well as like I hate to say it, 99 00:04:45,880 --> 00:04:50,040 Speaker 2: but like fitness, yeah, and gut health like that shit, 100 00:04:51,360 --> 00:04:51,880 Speaker 2: Like it. 101 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,960 Speaker 1: Sounds so annoying, but I genuinely this is like. 102 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:57,680 Speaker 2: The propaganda of fitness and gut health. 103 00:04:57,800 --> 00:04:59,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, the propaganda is kind of true. 104 00:05:00,080 --> 00:05:01,039 Speaker 2: It's a propaganda. 105 00:05:01,120 --> 00:05:03,520 Speaker 1: It's really because like I was saying, like I kept 106 00:05:03,560 --> 00:05:05,359 Speaker 1: I keep thinking about last year. I'm like, dude, I 107 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:07,640 Speaker 1: was in such a good spot mentally, but like my 108 00:05:07,720 --> 00:05:10,279 Speaker 1: sleeping schedule was awesome. I was sleeping at latest like 109 00:05:10,320 --> 00:05:13,080 Speaker 1: two am, but then waking up at like nine thirty 110 00:05:13,160 --> 00:05:15,240 Speaker 1: ten am every day, which I know some people are 111 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:18,479 Speaker 1: like that's late, but nine ten thirty am is my 112 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:20,720 Speaker 1: favorite waking up time because. 113 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:22,600 Speaker 2: If I have too much time, I was about to say. 114 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:25,240 Speaker 1: It will treat me the opposite, and I will also. 115 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:28,240 Speaker 2: See yeah, like waking us waking up at like nine 116 00:05:28,960 --> 00:05:32,320 Speaker 2: ten is like the six am seven am for the 117 00:05:32,360 --> 00:05:35,240 Speaker 2: regular girlies, because like when you have nothing to do, 118 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:38,559 Speaker 2: all day, especially in a pandemic like filling the time, 119 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:42,760 Speaker 2: it's impossible. Literally you just go insane. And that's why 120 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,480 Speaker 2: screen time back to that is so high because there's 121 00:05:45,560 --> 00:05:46,680 Speaker 2: just nothing to do. 122 00:05:47,200 --> 00:05:50,559 Speaker 1: But yeah, and like I want to like start riding 123 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:52,599 Speaker 1: my bike again because it felt so free. I just 124 00:05:52,640 --> 00:05:54,839 Speaker 1: felt like a free girl listening to cop By Florence 125 00:05:54,880 --> 00:05:57,720 Speaker 1: in the machine riding my bike, just like living my life. 126 00:05:57,880 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, I want to start working out. I want to 127 00:05:59,520 --> 00:06:03,440 Speaker 2: get get active again. I want to do hot pilates again, 128 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:06,520 Speaker 2: because that ship was on that so udimately life changing. 129 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:10,960 Speaker 2: Like I know it sounds crazy, but like that is 130 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,360 Speaker 2: the hardest I've ever worked out in my entire life. 131 00:06:13,400 --> 00:06:15,040 Speaker 2: Like that is that is so crazy. 132 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:18,160 Speaker 1: It literally is insane. People like even me, when I 133 00:06:18,240 --> 00:06:20,159 Speaker 1: used to think of pilates and yoga, I was like, dude, 134 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:22,719 Speaker 1: that shits such like w that's shit is so whack, 135 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:26,680 Speaker 1: like it's but then when you're in that class, especially 136 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:33,200 Speaker 1: in a hot class, it is insane how intense those workouts. Yeah, 137 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:35,760 Speaker 1: lotis is like a very intense form of workout. Yeah. 138 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:38,279 Speaker 2: And then also on top of that, the humidity in 139 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:42,720 Speaker 2: those rooms is like fucking seventy percent and then you're 140 00:06:42,760 --> 00:06:46,920 Speaker 2: also breathing in everybody else's sweat humidity, which is disgusting. Like, 141 00:06:47,440 --> 00:06:50,160 Speaker 2: it's absolutely discussed, that's the. 142 00:06:50,120 --> 00:06:51,440 Speaker 1: First thing to go for COVID. 143 00:06:51,560 --> 00:06:55,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, they're like, fuck that hot. Yeah, literally, but I 144 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:58,080 Speaker 2: was just thinking we should just do hot plates in 145 00:06:58,120 --> 00:07:00,920 Speaker 2: our kitchen in the daytime because it's literal eighty three 146 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:01,600 Speaker 2: degrees in a year. 147 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:03,280 Speaker 1: That was one of the best parts about working out 148 00:07:03,320 --> 00:07:05,560 Speaker 1: last year is like the house would be so fucking 149 00:07:05,640 --> 00:07:08,159 Speaker 1: hot and I would literally just come in and like 150 00:07:08,200 --> 00:07:10,360 Speaker 1: from the ad general adrenaline of riding my bike, I 151 00:07:10,360 --> 00:07:12,920 Speaker 1: would come inside and like work out and then I 152 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:15,360 Speaker 1: would feel fucking awesome and take like a cool shower 153 00:07:15,400 --> 00:07:19,440 Speaker 1: and it was like, which also, like this is probably 154 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:22,640 Speaker 1: a hot take, but it's just my personal experience with 155 00:07:22,720 --> 00:07:26,880 Speaker 1: my like body dysmorphia. It doesn't like I do not 156 00:07:27,080 --> 00:07:31,680 Speaker 1: work out with the intent of looking good or like 157 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:35,040 Speaker 1: anything like that, because yeah, I don't. I don't ever 158 00:07:35,120 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: have that intent for me. Like working out is literally 159 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:42,320 Speaker 1: as someone who also struggles with like aggress Now I 160 00:07:42,320 --> 00:07:45,200 Speaker 1: don't I don't have aggression issues. I don't want to aggressive, 161 00:07:45,440 --> 00:07:49,040 Speaker 1: but I can get very like heated up and upset 162 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:53,640 Speaker 1: and like that physical like release is very good for 163 00:07:53,800 --> 00:07:54,960 Speaker 1: my brain chemistry. 164 00:07:55,120 --> 00:07:57,200 Speaker 2: I was about to say, for me, it's like it's 165 00:07:57,240 --> 00:08:00,640 Speaker 2: not about looking a certain way because I like the 166 00:08:00,680 --> 00:08:04,200 Speaker 2: way I look. It's purely about like releasing those feel 167 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:06,240 Speaker 2: good chemicals in my brain and making me feel good. 168 00:08:06,240 --> 00:08:08,880 Speaker 2: And also like the neurotic part of me is like 169 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:12,840 Speaker 2: if I miss a day, it'll fuck me up, and 170 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:14,560 Speaker 2: then it just keeps me on schedule and then I'm 171 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 2: just like slowly getting home. That's right. 172 00:08:16,080 --> 00:08:18,000 Speaker 1: So hard to get back into it because like you know, 173 00:08:18,080 --> 00:08:20,000 Speaker 1: once you do, it's like a commitment you have to like. 174 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:23,760 Speaker 2: Stay predictive personality, I know, fully diving. 175 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:26,200 Speaker 1: Oh but what I was saying is it helps my 176 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,600 Speaker 1: body dysmorphia. Like when we did those hot pilates classes, 177 00:08:29,640 --> 00:08:31,400 Speaker 1: I was like in a very bad state with my 178 00:08:31,520 --> 00:08:35,120 Speaker 1: like body image in like late twenty nineteen, and we 179 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:37,679 Speaker 1: just did one class and I felt so good about 180 00:08:37,679 --> 00:08:40,160 Speaker 1: myself because it just felt good to like use my 181 00:08:40,280 --> 00:08:42,880 Speaker 1: body for like kind of what it's made for, to 182 00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:45,559 Speaker 1: like move, and just that alone, I felt like very 183 00:08:45,559 --> 00:08:47,520 Speaker 1: secure because I was like, dude, I could go and 184 00:08:47,559 --> 00:08:50,160 Speaker 1: like work out if I wanted, and like that alone 185 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:51,360 Speaker 1: made me feel like hot as fuck. 186 00:08:51,440 --> 00:08:54,000 Speaker 2: I was like, girl strung, I'm working out. 187 00:08:54,320 --> 00:08:56,840 Speaker 1: I could carry it a five pound weig. 188 00:08:57,480 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 2: Girl, she can lift up a one gallon jug of 189 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:02,120 Speaker 2: milk on her own. Like with one arm, you can 190 00:09:02,160 --> 00:09:04,040 Speaker 2: carry a gallon of boke up the stairs. That is 191 00:09:04,080 --> 00:09:06,520 Speaker 2: one of the most embarrassing things to me is like actually, 192 00:09:06,600 --> 00:09:08,559 Speaker 2: like if you set a milk jug in front of 193 00:09:08,559 --> 00:09:10,320 Speaker 2: me and was like, take your left arm and lift 194 00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:12,320 Speaker 2: it up, It's actually a struggle for me. That's how 195 00:09:12,360 --> 00:09:15,360 Speaker 2: we got Like it's literally like I can't do it. 196 00:09:15,640 --> 00:09:17,680 Speaker 1: That is not something you tell the public. 197 00:09:17,840 --> 00:09:22,120 Speaker 2: But also that just colignes like I need. I also 198 00:09:22,360 --> 00:09:25,880 Speaker 2: do partly like want to get like super fucking ripped, 199 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:28,120 Speaker 2: because like how funny would that be is if one 200 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:30,320 Speaker 2: day I just like take off my shirt on Instagram 201 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:34,200 Speaker 2: and I am literally like built like a goss. I 202 00:09:34,240 --> 00:09:36,440 Speaker 2: have like the perfect genetics for it, like I have, 203 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:37,720 Speaker 2: I have the broad show. 204 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:39,880 Speaker 1: I know what you're talking about, because I also, like 205 00:09:40,000 --> 00:09:42,320 Speaker 1: I will say again, I don't. I just want to 206 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:45,640 Speaker 1: like clarify me and Dre are not like workout junkies 207 00:09:45,640 --> 00:09:47,319 Speaker 1: because we're like we want to be sexy. I don't 208 00:09:47,360 --> 00:09:51,280 Speaker 1: give a fuck. I feel sexy in the most odd moments, 209 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:53,480 Speaker 1: like I don't give a fuck, like working out will 210 00:09:53,480 --> 00:09:55,160 Speaker 1: make me feel good. I don't think anyone needs to 211 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:58,559 Speaker 1: work out to be sexy, but I will say what 212 00:09:58,760 --> 00:10:01,000 Speaker 1: I was working out. I am one of those dumb 213 00:10:01,080 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 1: bitches that if I worked out for two weeks, I 214 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,800 Speaker 1: would like. You saw it when I was working out 215 00:10:04,840 --> 00:10:06,400 Speaker 1: last summer and I randomly like started to. 216 00:10:06,600 --> 00:10:09,600 Speaker 2: Have Yeah, you would like kind of show them off 217 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:11,520 Speaker 2: a little bit sometimes. 218 00:10:10,880 --> 00:10:13,040 Speaker 1: But like because I was because I was so old, 219 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:15,560 Speaker 1: because you were in Texas and Josh was in OC 220 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:17,200 Speaker 1: so I was just so alone and I was like, 221 00:10:17,240 --> 00:10:20,840 Speaker 1: literally no one seeing me get ripped this shit like, which, 222 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:22,640 Speaker 1: again I don't care, but it was just such a 223 00:10:22,640 --> 00:10:26,319 Speaker 1: funny point in my life because I've never worked out before. Then. Yeah, 224 00:10:27,200 --> 00:10:30,559 Speaker 1: but also, what you eat does affect you, and I 225 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:31,760 Speaker 1: fully believe that. 226 00:10:32,040 --> 00:10:35,960 Speaker 2: Literally, I like people told me that my entire life. 227 00:10:36,040 --> 00:10:38,160 Speaker 2: They were always like, what you put in your body 228 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:40,560 Speaker 2: really does matter, like it matters, And I was like, 229 00:10:41,200 --> 00:10:43,400 Speaker 2: I don't fucking care, Like I'm gonna eat this chicken nugget, 230 00:10:43,440 --> 00:10:46,320 Speaker 2: like I don't give a shit. But now that I'm 231 00:10:46,360 --> 00:10:49,880 Speaker 2: like older, I'm like and I've I've given it a 232 00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:53,320 Speaker 2: second thought, I'm like, wait, like that's what our body 233 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:56,160 Speaker 2: runs on. Like what we put into it is what 234 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:58,160 Speaker 2: our body runs on. I mean it hasn't changed. Shit, 235 00:10:58,200 --> 00:10:59,719 Speaker 2: I still eat a bag of fucking talkies a day 236 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:04,199 Speaker 2: and dream three flat sodas. But like it doesn't so gross. 237 00:11:04,679 --> 00:11:06,960 Speaker 1: I call them a garbage just folls it the other day. 238 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:08,800 Speaker 2: It's the really shit suck it is. So it's the 239 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:12,440 Speaker 2: really shit Like if people leave their leftovers around me 240 00:11:12,600 --> 00:11:14,400 Speaker 2: or like whatever it is, I'll just pick it up 241 00:11:14,400 --> 00:11:16,679 Speaker 2: and eat it. I don't give a shit. But it 242 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:18,760 Speaker 2: is kind of good for me because if I didn't 243 00:11:18,760 --> 00:11:20,959 Speaker 2: do that, I would literally only eat once a day. Like, 244 00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:23,240 Speaker 2: I don't know what it is about me, No. 245 00:11:23,280 --> 00:11:25,680 Speaker 1: It's literally me and Drew have the worst habit where 246 00:11:25,760 --> 00:11:29,240 Speaker 1: like we rarely have something we want to eat. Like 247 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:30,520 Speaker 1: I'm not somebody who like. 248 00:11:30,520 --> 00:11:31,640 Speaker 2: So hard to decide. 249 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:35,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, I get such decision anxiety about food. If 250 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 1: I'm like ordering off an app or something, then I 251 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:41,320 Speaker 1: will literally stare at my options like for an hour, 252 00:11:41,440 --> 00:11:42,320 Speaker 1: and then the hour. 253 00:11:42,160 --> 00:11:43,800 Speaker 2: Goes by and then it's too late. 254 00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:46,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, and now it's nine o'clock and all, like the 255 00:11:46,480 --> 00:11:48,760 Speaker 1: better options for food or clothes. And then I'm like, fuck, 256 00:11:48,800 --> 00:11:50,360 Speaker 1: do I have to eat taco bell at like ten 257 00:11:50,400 --> 00:11:51,240 Speaker 1: pm right now? 258 00:11:51,280 --> 00:11:53,240 Speaker 2: And we do, and we I. 259 00:11:53,160 --> 00:11:57,439 Speaker 1: Fucking feel like shit. Sometimes taco bet as good as fuck, 260 00:11:57,679 --> 00:12:00,920 Speaker 1: But I thrive off of groceries. Yeah. 261 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:03,280 Speaker 2: I was about to say, like, you're You've been really 262 00:12:03,320 --> 00:12:06,160 Speaker 2: good this past like year two years of just like cooking, 263 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,720 Speaker 2: like you cook all the time and. 264 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:12,040 Speaker 1: Don't make it. I don't be on my like bone 265 00:12:12,040 --> 00:12:13,559 Speaker 1: app of Tita shit where I'm cooking a bunch of 266 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:14,920 Speaker 1: different shit, Like I. 267 00:12:14,760 --> 00:12:18,599 Speaker 2: Guess soup and eggs. 268 00:12:18,120 --> 00:12:22,640 Speaker 1: I eat bean soup or like vegan tortilla soup without 269 00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:23,160 Speaker 1: the tortilla. 270 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:24,400 Speaker 2: It's good as fuck, don't get me wrong. 271 00:12:25,160 --> 00:12:29,360 Speaker 1: Or I eat salmon and a sturfry or eggs and 272 00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:32,200 Speaker 1: granola like those are like the things or tuna sandwich. 273 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:34,320 Speaker 1: Those are like the six things I put in rotation 274 00:12:34,800 --> 00:12:38,520 Speaker 1: and like are super easy to make for me, and 275 00:12:38,600 --> 00:12:40,120 Speaker 1: I know how to make them down to the tea 276 00:12:40,200 --> 00:12:42,959 Speaker 1: and it's like clockwork, and I can eat the same 277 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:45,360 Speaker 1: thing every single day. But I do have to be 278 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:47,960 Speaker 1: careful because I am this close to mercury. 279 00:12:48,040 --> 00:12:49,600 Speaker 2: I was about to say, I was literally That's why 280 00:12:49,600 --> 00:12:51,560 Speaker 2: I was laughing because I was like, this bitch literally 281 00:12:51,679 --> 00:12:54,920 Speaker 2: only eats fish and it's like actually concerning. But who 282 00:12:54,960 --> 00:12:56,680 Speaker 2: was that actor? I don't remember who it was, but 283 00:12:56,800 --> 00:13:02,040 Speaker 2: literally like died of mercury poisoning from eating too much fish. Yes, 284 00:13:02,120 --> 00:13:06,560 Speaker 2: and literally so fucking embarrassing about that, And it wouldn't 285 00:13:06,559 --> 00:13:08,280 Speaker 2: even be funny. It would just be like it just 286 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:12,319 Speaker 2: be like like damnn, like it's like for real, like 287 00:13:12,440 --> 00:13:14,200 Speaker 2: that that's how you're gonna die. 288 00:13:14,440 --> 00:13:18,080 Speaker 1: Like I like, if I am not eating in, I 289 00:13:18,120 --> 00:13:21,920 Speaker 1: will eat sushi, and if I'm eating in, I will 290 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:23,960 Speaker 1: have fish, and that is like really bad, and I 291 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:25,800 Speaker 1: know I shouldn't do it. I did get stuff to 292 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:29,320 Speaker 1: make other things, like again, last summer, I was making 293 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:33,920 Speaker 1: these really weird like tofu tacos and like, don't get 294 00:13:33,920 --> 00:13:36,720 Speaker 1: it twisted. They were not fucking juicy and delicious. It was. 295 00:13:36,880 --> 00:13:39,240 Speaker 1: They are delicious to me, but it's like bico de 296 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:45,520 Speaker 1: gayo like roasted or like grilled corn beans and tofu 297 00:13:45,800 --> 00:13:48,040 Speaker 1: like that's what I was eating and like it doesn't 298 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:52,640 Speaker 1: sound that good, but like you and in salad, in anything, 299 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:55,000 Speaker 1: it's good, so like it's good. 300 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:57,439 Speaker 2: And you would also add your yeast seasoning. 301 00:13:57,640 --> 00:14:00,199 Speaker 1: I'm literally a nutritional yeast to every. 302 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:04,520 Speaker 2: I hate that, like it just looks and sounds discussing. 303 00:14:04,520 --> 00:14:06,240 Speaker 2: I know it's really good for you, and it actually 304 00:14:06,280 --> 00:14:09,880 Speaker 2: tastes really fucking good, but like, don't call it that, 305 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:13,000 Speaker 2: like call it literally anything else. Like I don't want 306 00:14:13,040 --> 00:14:16,360 Speaker 2: to eat yeast infection. I mean sometimes sometimes you have 307 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:17,240 Speaker 2: to eat east infection. 308 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:20,040 Speaker 1: Yeah. Oh I can't even say the name. But I 309 00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: know someone who said that one time they ingested. 310 00:14:27,720 --> 00:14:30,080 Speaker 2: No, that literally actually made me nauseous. And I'm like, 311 00:14:30,600 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 2: no one talks. 312 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:34,160 Speaker 1: About imaginal health enough publicly, like no one. 313 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:36,880 Speaker 2: Talks about We did have that conversation recently, like yeah. 314 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:40,880 Speaker 1: Where there was a TikTok where someone like was showing 315 00:14:40,920 --> 00:14:44,800 Speaker 1: the difference between normal discharge and then like, uh, a 316 00:14:44,880 --> 00:14:47,720 Speaker 1: yeast infection. But I also do think, like where did. 317 00:14:47,600 --> 00:14:49,280 Speaker 2: She get the yeast from? That's what I want to know. 318 00:14:49,320 --> 00:14:51,560 Speaker 2: Where did she get that infection from? It looked too real. 319 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:54,200 Speaker 1: Oh though the discharge looked. 320 00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:57,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, the yeast infection discharge. Same thing to me. 321 00:14:57,840 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: To me, the thing, it's like no one talks about it. 322 00:15:01,200 --> 00:15:03,560 Speaker 1: But also I do think like vaginal health is so 323 00:15:03,680 --> 00:15:07,640 Speaker 1: intuitive because like you see them underwear every single day. 324 00:15:07,520 --> 00:15:11,240 Speaker 2: So you know, damn well, if like, what's that skin mark. 325 00:15:14,400 --> 00:15:16,200 Speaker 1: Tuppy Custard is looking a little. 326 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:20,880 Speaker 2: Not call it that ever, ever, ever, again, the thought, 327 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:25,160 Speaker 2: oh that's what Tubby Custard is. It's this shirt. 328 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 1: So yeah, if that Tubby Custer comes out looking a 329 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:35,520 Speaker 1: little more opique than usual, oh it's stinky, like you 330 00:15:36,600 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 1: just have no smell and that's what makes them like 331 00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:41,400 Speaker 1: kind of scary. Is like the Tubby Custard looks a 332 00:15:41,400 --> 00:15:43,800 Speaker 1: little different, but it's not smelling quite. 333 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:48,160 Speaker 2: Like I'm literally I'm literally like, I mean peanis men 334 00:15:48,280 --> 00:15:49,760 Speaker 2: don't talk about penis health. 335 00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:54,000 Speaker 1: Enough, so gross going back. 336 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:58,720 Speaker 2: Literally like there's no he's just wash it, just just 337 00:15:58,760 --> 00:15:59,800 Speaker 2: clean it with your take. 338 00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:03,720 Speaker 1: I saw a TikTok that it was like it was 339 00:16:03,760 --> 00:16:07,080 Speaker 1: like you know the audio that it's like fuck, it 340 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:09,760 Speaker 1: was like what song is it? It's like I remember 341 00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:12,680 Speaker 1: when I lost my mind? I remember when or no, 342 00:16:12,800 --> 00:16:15,560 Speaker 1: it's not that much. There's a song that it's like 343 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,480 Speaker 1: there was a song that's going viral TikTok about it 344 00:16:19,480 --> 00:16:21,640 Speaker 1: was like I've become a fool or something. But it 345 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:24,640 Speaker 1: was like when I when I caught myself for like 346 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:27,680 Speaker 1: the seventh time arguing with him to take a shower. 347 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:32,360 Speaker 2: For like that to get the first time was a 348 00:16:32,400 --> 00:16:33,000 Speaker 2: red flag? 349 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:36,920 Speaker 1: Did men's health is awesome? Black? 350 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:40,720 Speaker 2: Their up? Black thereup? Yeah, I mean there was this. 351 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:44,480 Speaker 2: There's discourse online recently. I mean it's always been online 352 00:16:44,560 --> 00:16:47,960 Speaker 2: about like washing your legs, like in the shower, do 353 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:51,720 Speaker 2: you like like go down and watch your legs. 354 00:16:52,600 --> 00:16:55,880 Speaker 1: Not every single time I shower, but like three times 355 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:57,920 Speaker 1: a week, I'll give like my legs a really good 356 00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,280 Speaker 1: scrub and my toes a little Yeah. 357 00:16:59,320 --> 00:17:02,840 Speaker 2: Ever since, like literally ever since, like Twitter like made 358 00:17:02,840 --> 00:17:04,600 Speaker 2: fun of men for not washing their ass and just 359 00:17:04,720 --> 00:17:07,760 Speaker 2: washing their body in general, Like every time I shower. 360 00:17:07,840 --> 00:17:09,720 Speaker 2: It's like trauma for me. Every time I shower, I 361 00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:12,880 Speaker 2: get every inch of my body like really really gnarly 362 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:14,840 Speaker 2: because I'm like I don't want to stink, Like I 363 00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:16,719 Speaker 2: don't want to be one of those dudes that just 364 00:17:16,760 --> 00:17:18,640 Speaker 2: like have a smell. 365 00:17:18,520 --> 00:17:22,159 Speaker 1: In my head. Like Okay, And this is gonna be 366 00:17:22,200 --> 00:17:27,440 Speaker 1: a hot take because the Internet cannot understand anyone's hygiene preferences, 367 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:31,320 Speaker 1: or it's not even hygiene preferences, Like there are studies 368 00:17:31,359 --> 00:17:36,520 Speaker 1: about like, yeah, you shouldn't wash your body every single day, 369 00:17:36,720 --> 00:17:39,959 Speaker 1: and also overexfoliating is bad for you, and washing your 370 00:17:40,000 --> 00:17:42,680 Speaker 1: body is a form of exfoliating, especially if your ass 371 00:17:42,720 --> 00:17:45,760 Speaker 1: is using a loofa because sometimes, especially if I'm like 372 00:17:45,840 --> 00:17:48,400 Speaker 1: home all day, I'll be like, bitch, I'm not showering 373 00:17:48,520 --> 00:17:51,360 Speaker 1: like it feels themals my body is making feels good. 374 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:54,640 Speaker 2: Remember when like you used to be really crazy about 375 00:17:54,640 --> 00:17:56,800 Speaker 2: showering and you would literally shower like three times a day. 376 00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:59,240 Speaker 2: And when I told you that, I was like, cool down, 377 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:01,280 Speaker 2: maybe like the maybe that's what's like causing you to 378 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:04,160 Speaker 2: break out, like just like relax a little, like maybe 379 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:05,800 Speaker 2: go a day or two without showering. 380 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:09,280 Speaker 1: Yee. But like that's also that stems from my minor 381 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:12,679 Speaker 1: like germophobia of like, okay, after I used about their 382 00:18:12,720 --> 00:18:14,320 Speaker 1: math to wash my hand like three times because I 383 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:15,520 Speaker 1: wash it, and then I went to go touch the 384 00:18:15,520 --> 00:18:17,320 Speaker 1: door handle, But the door handle is probably dirty because 385 00:18:17,320 --> 00:18:18,600 Speaker 1: someone who's touched that, so then I have to go 386 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:19,280 Speaker 1: wash my hands again. 387 00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:21,239 Speaker 2: I do wipe my ass on the toilet, I mean 388 00:18:21,280 --> 00:18:24,400 Speaker 2: on the door handle. I do. I do, Like I'm 389 00:18:24,440 --> 00:18:25,400 Speaker 2: not joking, but. 390 00:18:25,359 --> 00:18:28,400 Speaker 1: I used to also not let anyone sit on my sheets, 391 00:18:28,640 --> 00:18:30,960 Speaker 1: like I used to not let anyone sit on my bed, 392 00:18:31,280 --> 00:18:33,200 Speaker 1: not even myself, especially in high school. Was such a 393 00:18:33,200 --> 00:18:35,359 Speaker 1: big issue. In high school, I would like shower in 394 00:18:35,359 --> 00:18:38,080 Speaker 1: the morning, shower at night. I wouldn't let anyone sit 395 00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:42,080 Speaker 1: on my bed because I didn't want the outside stinky 396 00:18:42,200 --> 00:18:45,040 Speaker 1: world to touch my sheets. I would come home from 397 00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:48,280 Speaker 1: school exhausted as fuck. And every single teenager gets home 398 00:18:48,280 --> 00:18:50,040 Speaker 1: from school and like lounges in their bed, and I 399 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:51,760 Speaker 1: would sit on the floor next to my life. 400 00:18:51,720 --> 00:18:53,320 Speaker 2: I was about to say, I sit on my floor, 401 00:18:53,320 --> 00:18:56,080 Speaker 2: but not because I'm scared of getting outside clothes on it. 402 00:18:56,359 --> 00:18:58,719 Speaker 1: No, I did it because I was so terrified of 403 00:18:58,760 --> 00:18:59,680 Speaker 1: my bed getting dirty. 404 00:18:59,760 --> 00:19:02,879 Speaker 2: Literally, like coming home after a long day out or 405 00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:05,600 Speaker 2: at school or whatever and just laying down on your floor, 406 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 2: like on the carpet, just sprawled out, is like one 407 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:11,679 Speaker 2: of the most magical moments you can have in your life, 408 00:19:12,240 --> 00:19:13,440 Speaker 2: point blank period. 409 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:15,359 Speaker 1: I did like laying on the floor. Like we were 410 00:19:15,359 --> 00:19:17,600 Speaker 1: talking about the other day, I liked laying under my bed. 411 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:20,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, literally, I liked getting under it and being like 412 00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:23,119 Speaker 2: compressed and just like literally I told you yesterday, I 413 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:27,600 Speaker 2: was like, I need someone likedlictonically, non sexually just to 414 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:29,520 Speaker 2: lay on top of me. I want to feel as 415 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:30,240 Speaker 2: a kid, were. 416 00:19:30,119 --> 00:19:31,679 Speaker 1: You that kind of kid who like would have your 417 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:32,840 Speaker 1: siblings like sit on your own. 418 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,000 Speaker 2: Yes, I was always being walked on or I would 419 00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:37,840 Speaker 2: literally like put my legs under my sister like on purpose, 420 00:19:37,920 --> 00:19:40,840 Speaker 2: or like under my parents just so I could feel that. Like, yeah, 421 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:42,479 Speaker 2: the way impression. 422 00:19:41,960 --> 00:19:44,320 Speaker 1: It's like it sounds like we need a fucking anxiety 423 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:48,119 Speaker 1: weighted blanket I have on me. 424 00:19:48,400 --> 00:19:51,920 Speaker 2: Literally, I had the craziest like week of my life 425 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:55,000 Speaker 2: because I literally I haven't told anyone this because it's 426 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:58,520 Speaker 2: kind of embarrassing, but like I strictly sleep with my 427 00:19:58,720 --> 00:20:01,080 Speaker 2: weighted blanket on top of my comforter. I don't get 428 00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:02,920 Speaker 2: under my comforter. I have my weight to blanket on 429 00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 2: top of me, and legitimately, I like had to withdraw 430 00:20:06,840 --> 00:20:09,160 Speaker 2: from my way to blanket. Like it was crazy, Like 431 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:12,320 Speaker 2: I wasn't able to sleep without it because. 432 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:14,040 Speaker 1: I you need to start because this is about to 433 00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:14,400 Speaker 1: get hot. 434 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,440 Speaker 2: I know that's what I'm doing. Like that's when I'm 435 00:20:16,480 --> 00:20:18,920 Speaker 2: trying to get rid of it, because like the hot 436 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:21,760 Speaker 2: as fuck under there, but also I like being hot 437 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:22,400 Speaker 2: and sweating. 438 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:25,159 Speaker 1: Well, dude, that's that's the good thing about summer is 439 00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:27,239 Speaker 1: like I can't stay in my bed all day, Like 440 00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:30,080 Speaker 1: it like hurts my brain to be in my bed 441 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:32,359 Speaker 1: because I get so hot because the sun beaming in 442 00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:35,199 Speaker 1: my windows. So I'm just like, ew, I am the 443 00:20:35,280 --> 00:20:38,080 Speaker 1: kind of person I can't lounge in bed like all day. 444 00:20:38,119 --> 00:20:41,040 Speaker 1: Like I've tried it, but it feels too gross to me. 445 00:20:41,200 --> 00:20:43,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, just like sitting there and like and. 446 00:20:43,400 --> 00:20:45,679 Speaker 1: Like getting clammy and like sweaty, like you know, I 447 00:20:45,680 --> 00:20:50,760 Speaker 1: don't want to fucking do that. But that's our take 448 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:53,080 Speaker 1: on health. We're not doctors, though, so don't listen to 449 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:56,760 Speaker 1: absolutely anything. It's all from personal experiences too idiots. 450 00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:59,440 Speaker 2: But we can say get the vaccine. Go ahead and 451 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:02,040 Speaker 2: get the vaccine, us. 452 00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:04,720 Speaker 1: Being like hopefully when by the time this episode comes out, 453 00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:07,359 Speaker 1: we'll have our vaccine. I know, every influencer in the 454 00:21:07,359 --> 00:21:11,600 Speaker 1: world is like, yeah, I got my vaccine again. Not 455 00:21:11,720 --> 00:21:14,359 Speaker 1: that me and Drew are anti vaxers. We're just lazy. 456 00:21:14,400 --> 00:21:15,400 Speaker 1: We don't go anywhere. 457 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:17,320 Speaker 2: The amount of times we've said that on the night, 458 00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:20,879 Speaker 2: people are probably like, wait, are they anti vaxers? 459 00:21:21,040 --> 00:21:22,440 Speaker 1: I am an anti vaxer. 460 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,600 Speaker 2: No, I'm not an anti vaxer. I just think everyone 461 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:28,800 Speaker 2: who needs the vaccine should get it before me. And 462 00:21:29,560 --> 00:21:31,720 Speaker 2: that's it. Like, I don't want to take up vaccine space. 463 00:21:31,760 --> 00:21:33,919 Speaker 2: I know that's like a stupid take and I'll probably 464 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:36,040 Speaker 2: get in trouble for saying that, but like, literally, just 465 00:21:36,040 --> 00:21:38,200 Speaker 2: go and get it. I'll get mine. We stay inside 466 00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,879 Speaker 2: all day anyways. But when I do have the chance 467 00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:43,720 Speaker 2: to get the Johnson and Johnson blood clotter up, that's 468 00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:46,400 Speaker 2: what we fucking that's I want that shit. I want 469 00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:46,920 Speaker 2: the Johnson. 470 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 1: We did talk about this in the last episode because 471 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:51,280 Speaker 1: we were talking about how someone we knew and we 472 00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:53,120 Speaker 1: gave them a really good reaction, and I was. 473 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:54,960 Speaker 2: Like, oh see, I knew it. I knew we talked 474 00:21:54,960 --> 00:21:56,320 Speaker 2: about it because I was like, I had it in 475 00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:59,240 Speaker 2: my notes. But I'm getting the Johnson and Johnson vaccines. 476 00:21:59,359 --> 00:21:59,920 Speaker 2: So now it's been. 477 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:02,160 Speaker 1: Two episodes that we still don't have the vaccine. 478 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:04,320 Speaker 2: I'm giving them a story, giving them and I. 479 00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:06,200 Speaker 1: Still I still do want to get it. But I 480 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:08,480 Speaker 1: don't know. I'm just like, again, not that I'm. 481 00:22:08,320 --> 00:22:13,240 Speaker 2: Like, not that you're wet, not that I'm. 482 00:22:13,119 --> 00:22:16,840 Speaker 1: Anti vaxer, I'm just scared, Like scared, Can you girl 483 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:19,719 Speaker 1: be scared? Why not a single influence, you know how, 484 00:22:19,720 --> 00:22:23,760 Speaker 1: They're like, we need a pothead princess. We need an 485 00:22:23,760 --> 00:22:30,600 Speaker 1: anti vaxer affluencer, literally so many anti vaxer We need 486 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:35,760 Speaker 1: a paranoid about dying from the vaccination influencer, an influencer 487 00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:37,760 Speaker 1: who's gonna get the vaccine. Like I'm gonna get it 488 00:22:37,960 --> 00:22:40,160 Speaker 1: by the time this episode comes out, I will have it. 489 00:22:40,600 --> 00:22:47,119 Speaker 1: But can't we all just admit we're a little scared. No, 490 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:49,640 Speaker 1: I can't. No one admit that. 491 00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:53,000 Speaker 2: I think you're scared because you literally, like are actually 492 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:55,840 Speaker 2: terrified of getting sick. I think it stems from like 493 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:58,360 Speaker 2: being afraid of throwing up at the end of the day. No, yeah, 494 00:22:58,359 --> 00:22:59,040 Speaker 2: I don't believe. 495 00:22:59,119 --> 00:23:01,000 Speaker 1: I don't want to get sick. I also like, if 496 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:05,040 Speaker 1: anybody is with me on this, I don't have health insurance. 497 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:07,320 Speaker 1: I've never had health insurance. I didn't come from a 498 00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:10,159 Speaker 1: family who had the financial stability to be going to 499 00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:12,680 Speaker 1: the doctor. Like even when we were sick, it was like, bitch, 500 00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:14,640 Speaker 1: we're going to Walgreens. We're not going to the. 501 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,400 Speaker 2: Doctor, Like we're going to eat dirt. 502 00:23:16,600 --> 00:23:18,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, We're gonna go eat dirt and build your immune 503 00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:21,320 Speaker 1: system like that, Like we're not doing all that. So 504 00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:25,800 Speaker 1: like I and I am not someone who like got 505 00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,639 Speaker 1: I got the vaccines I needed because like obviously to 506 00:23:28,640 --> 00:23:30,640 Speaker 1: be in school you needed to get like certain vaccines. 507 00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:32,520 Speaker 1: But like I can't remember the last time I got 508 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:36,240 Speaker 1: like a shot of any kind, and I do in general, 509 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:39,680 Speaker 1: I just have like a weird fear of doctors and stuff, 510 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,159 Speaker 1: Like I talked about this in a video recently and 511 00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:46,159 Speaker 1: like on live where I just have a fear. I 512 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:48,800 Speaker 1: think I just have bad luck and I'm like prone 513 00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:53,520 Speaker 1: to getting like infection, sickness and everything, like I swear 514 00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:55,719 Speaker 1: in my mind, like I want so much. 515 00:23:55,800 --> 00:23:59,479 Speaker 2: No, we are fully, we are fully. What's what I'm 516 00:23:59,520 --> 00:23:59,879 Speaker 2: looking for? 517 00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:00,560 Speaker 1: Hypochondriac? 518 00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:02,880 Speaker 2: Hypochondriac? Hello, what's up, y'all? 519 00:24:02,960 --> 00:24:05,840 Speaker 1: It is Henyan Drew from the future, and we're just 520 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:12,560 Speaker 1: here to say we're vaccinated. Please do not take what 521 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:16,600 Speaker 1: we said as anti vaccine propaganda. We were just scared. 522 00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:17,720 Speaker 1: We were scared little girls. 523 00:24:17,880 --> 00:24:20,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, but we're vaccinated. Now go get your vaccines. This 524 00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:25,119 Speaker 2: is vaccine propaganda. This is pro vaccine propaganda, exactly. Go 525 00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:25,840 Speaker 2: get them. 526 00:24:26,160 --> 00:24:27,160 Speaker 1: Go get that needle, girl. 527 00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:29,040 Speaker 2: I did get Johnson and Johnson I know. 528 00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:31,639 Speaker 1: We'll talk about that in the next yeah, or in 529 00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:37,639 Speaker 1: the episode after the next episode, yeah bye, enjoy. 530 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:42,320 Speaker 2: We are fully hypochondriacs. I think I am literally always 531 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,600 Speaker 2: dying of something like I just like I wish we 532 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,760 Speaker 2: were twenty years into the future where you could just 533 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:50,400 Speaker 2: lay under a machine once a year and it will 534 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:51,959 Speaker 2: just scan your body and tell you if you have 535 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,760 Speaker 2: cancer or not. And that's all I want. Like there 536 00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:57,520 Speaker 2: is literally at your blood drawn and see if your 537 00:24:57,840 --> 00:25:00,040 Speaker 2: fucking white sail count is high, but I don't. I 538 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:01,600 Speaker 2: want to get my blood drawn. Yeah. 539 00:25:01,640 --> 00:25:03,600 Speaker 1: Also, the last time I went to a hospital and 540 00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:08,000 Speaker 1: got a needle put in me, it was winter like 541 00:25:08,119 --> 00:25:11,680 Speaker 1: twenty nineteen. I went to Miami, and I get really 542 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:15,840 Speaker 1: bad like heart palpitations and like chess problems. I was 543 00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:17,679 Speaker 1: told that I just have like the muscles in my 544 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:22,320 Speaker 1: chest are easily inflames. So then it literally feels like 545 00:25:22,359 --> 00:25:24,640 Speaker 1: I'm having a heart attack sometimes and I actually need 546 00:25:24,680 --> 00:25:26,879 Speaker 1: to get more medicine for it because it's coming backs. 547 00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:31,639 Speaker 1: When I went to the hospital, they put the lady 548 00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:33,080 Speaker 1: went to go put in an iv She was being 549 00:25:33,119 --> 00:25:35,080 Speaker 1: a fucking cunt to me for no reason, but she 550 00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:37,760 Speaker 1: went to go put in my ivy and she accidentally 551 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,399 Speaker 1: just stabbed me and the ivy didn't go in, and 552 00:25:40,480 --> 00:25:43,840 Speaker 1: I just watched my vein squirt blood all over the 553 00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:47,399 Speaker 1: table in the floor, and I was just like, I 554 00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:51,160 Speaker 1: was like crying, I'm gonna played out like I'm gonna die. 555 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,600 Speaker 1: I deserve it, and that would happen to me when 556 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,480 Speaker 1: I go get the vaccine. That literally won't happen. 557 00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:58,840 Speaker 2: It'll be like two seconds. Zamar was saying. It was 558 00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:01,199 Speaker 2: literally the least pain Fullshotmar is. 559 00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:03,600 Speaker 1: Like such a man man though, like does that make sense? 560 00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:05,920 Speaker 2: Samar is like he probably has a very he gives. 561 00:26:06,520 --> 00:26:10,240 Speaker 1: Samar and Christian are the same kind of like boy man, 562 00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:13,320 Speaker 1: does that make sense? Like they're not super masculine or anything, 563 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,920 Speaker 1: but there's like just like I'm just a man. 564 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:17,880 Speaker 2: I'm just a dude. 565 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,480 Speaker 1: I'm just a guy. Do you need help with that? 566 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,320 Speaker 1: That's that's what they are. 567 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:23,840 Speaker 2: I could pick that up, dude, I can climb that 568 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,200 Speaker 2: wall and unlock that door. 569 00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:27,280 Speaker 1: Do you need me to pick that up or carry that? 570 00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:28,399 Speaker 2: Are you? 571 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:30,280 Speaker 1: Are you all sure? Sure you don't need help? And 572 00:26:30,320 --> 00:26:32,480 Speaker 1: then they make everyone leave and they do it themselves 573 00:26:32,480 --> 00:26:33,000 Speaker 1: and they're. 574 00:26:32,840 --> 00:26:38,200 Speaker 2: Like it's okay, that's not me. I am like, figure 575 00:26:38,280 --> 00:26:42,359 Speaker 2: it out, Like I mean, I'm pretty good about taking 576 00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:45,080 Speaker 2: groceries up the stairs, though, like I go hard on groceries. 577 00:26:45,359 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 2: It's like a little their mother goes hard. You do 578 00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:49,760 Speaker 2: not go hard like me, Oh bitch. 579 00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:51,200 Speaker 1: Do you know how many times I brought up my 580 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:53,960 Speaker 1: groceries alone, like three bags each hand. 581 00:26:54,280 --> 00:26:57,800 Speaker 2: But I'm saying, I'm saying, when we go grocery shopping together, oh. 582 00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:59,239 Speaker 1: Yeah, because if I have someone else who's gonna pick 583 00:26:59,280 --> 00:27:01,480 Speaker 1: up labor, I'm like, I'm not yes, but I. 584 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:05,440 Speaker 2: Go hardest fuck on taking the groceries upstairs. But once 585 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:07,280 Speaker 2: a year, I was about to say once every three 586 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:08,760 Speaker 2: movens once every four month. 587 00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:11,000 Speaker 1: And it's not your groceries. It's because we were out 588 00:27:11,040 --> 00:27:12,520 Speaker 1: and I was like, I'm stopping at the grocery store 589 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 1: and You're like, MoMA. 590 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:17,680 Speaker 2: No, Andya's literally that girl to me, Andy's literally your 591 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:19,120 Speaker 2: mom when she's like do you want to come? 592 00:27:19,359 --> 00:27:19,479 Speaker 1: Uh? 593 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:20,720 Speaker 2: Do you want to go to the store with me? 594 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,399 Speaker 2: And then you're like, yeah, sure I'll go, but like 595 00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:25,560 Speaker 2: please don't stop anywhere, and and you'll just like do 596 00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:27,360 Speaker 2: you care if I stop at like Starbucks? And I'm 597 00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:29,720 Speaker 2: like no, and then she's like wait, but I need 598 00:27:29,760 --> 00:27:31,320 Speaker 2: to go get hair extensions, Like can I go get 599 00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:31,960 Speaker 2: hair extensions? 600 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:34,959 Speaker 1: And she's like, I'm like, I'm a hustle and bustle 601 00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:36,680 Speaker 1: kind of bitch. I'm like, I'm out of the house. 602 00:27:36,760 --> 00:27:38,399 Speaker 1: I can't go back home because if I go back home, 603 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:40,640 Speaker 1: that's the end of my day. Like, yeah, you don't 604 00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:44,040 Speaker 1: start your car twice at your house. You start it 605 00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:48,160 Speaker 1: once at your house a day. Interesting, And that's that's 606 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:48,720 Speaker 1: my motto. 607 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:52,280 Speaker 2: My mama, please take me home, please car like a 608 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:55,000 Speaker 2: little dog. I know, I'm like on my fucking phone pouting. 609 00:27:56,200 --> 00:27:59,240 Speaker 1: And I'm vibing inside. I want hair extensions against so bad. 610 00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:02,080 Speaker 1: I should do that. Actually, I'm gonna do that today 611 00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:04,640 Speaker 1: before we go. I'm gonna break this on your fucking head. Why, 612 00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:06,720 Speaker 1: oh my god, people, it's so funny that people with 613 00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:08,639 Speaker 1: audio can't see us for things like that. 614 00:28:08,760 --> 00:28:12,160 Speaker 2: So the dude, people with only audio are like hit 615 00:28:12,200 --> 00:28:15,240 Speaker 2: the lottery, like people having to watch this is the. 616 00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:17,960 Speaker 1: Thing is, I don't think people actually watch like visual 617 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:19,800 Speaker 1: Like it's not like we're putting things on screen and 618 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,200 Speaker 1: doing little fun things. It's literally us sitting in a 619 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:25,399 Speaker 1: fucking dingy corner, Like why are you watching this? 620 00:28:26,480 --> 00:28:32,280 Speaker 2: Whoa, I just did coke on camera, dude, I the 621 00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:33,720 Speaker 2: audio listeners. 622 00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,720 Speaker 1: People are like, I knew it. I knew these fucking druggies. 623 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:40,520 Speaker 1: We we're not like substance abusers that We've said this 624 00:28:40,680 --> 00:28:41,640 Speaker 1: so many times, but. 625 00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:43,320 Speaker 2: People literally have to clarify. 626 00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:45,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, because people think because of the way 627 00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:47,360 Speaker 1: we act, like, No, bitch, I don't act like this 628 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:49,920 Speaker 1: for any other reason other than the fact that I 629 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:53,240 Speaker 1: have a lots of internalized trauma and I need attention, 630 00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:56,480 Speaker 1: Like that is why I act the way I act. Yep, yeah, 631 00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:58,480 Speaker 1: like that is why we act this way. It's because 632 00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:00,760 Speaker 1: we are the kids who were like we had to 633 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:03,560 Speaker 1: be funny for attention for survival. Our parents thought it 634 00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:05,640 Speaker 1: was rude, so they weren't giving us the attention. 635 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:08,840 Speaker 2: And also I was the last baby. I was the boy. 636 00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:12,480 Speaker 2: Matten was the pampered little girl. I was twin I 637 00:29:12,640 --> 00:29:17,840 Speaker 2: had to raise myself and that was my form of 638 00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:21,760 Speaker 2: communication with my parents was being a fucking clown. 639 00:29:22,520 --> 00:29:25,200 Speaker 1: Literally saying except my dad was just always working. So 640 00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:28,160 Speaker 1: I was like, cool, what fucking adult do I get 641 00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:30,360 Speaker 1: attention from? Now, bitch, who the fuck is going to 642 00:29:30,400 --> 00:29:31,880 Speaker 1: pay attention to me? And then me and my siblings 643 00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:35,320 Speaker 1: would literally just fight each other to death. We were insane. 644 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:36,680 Speaker 1: Kid's our fucking end. 645 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:38,360 Speaker 2: I don't know how we survive. 646 00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:40,920 Speaker 1: Nobody talks about when you grow up with a bunch 647 00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:45,560 Speaker 1: of siblings with no parent supervision. Bitch on, fist fight 648 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:46,400 Speaker 1: on physically. 649 00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:47,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, you beat the shit out of each other. Like 650 00:29:48,320 --> 00:29:48,760 Speaker 2: I feel like. 651 00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:50,880 Speaker 1: Kids growing up now they have TikTok and they like 652 00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:53,040 Speaker 1: understand that, like violence is not the key and that 653 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:55,400 Speaker 1: they're like unlocking the third eye like this, No. 654 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:57,840 Speaker 2: Violence is the key, and I think we need to 655 00:29:57,920 --> 00:29:59,600 Speaker 2: bring back violence, and. 656 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,160 Speaker 1: We need to bring back I am tired of people 657 00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:06,400 Speaker 1: calling me annoying and talking shit about me on the internet. 658 00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:09,320 Speaker 1: I am going to hit you, like I am done. 659 00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:11,440 Speaker 1: The way I was raised is if you would like 660 00:30:11,520 --> 00:30:13,960 Speaker 1: to talk shit, you do not talk shit unless you 661 00:30:14,040 --> 00:30:17,240 Speaker 1: were going to back it up with getting hitting hit 662 00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:19,520 Speaker 1: in the face, Yeah, getting puck in the mouth and 663 00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:22,600 Speaker 1: if And I want so badly, like this has been 664 00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:25,640 Speaker 1: my worst although the past year I've had so much 665 00:30:25,760 --> 00:30:30,760 Speaker 1: growth and like clarity in myself. The weirdness, like backfire 666 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:33,840 Speaker 1: of it, all of it is like I've also contained 667 00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:39,240 Speaker 1: this extreme rage where I can't stand people my age 668 00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,640 Speaker 1: talking shit about me online because I'm like, listen, we're 669 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:47,840 Speaker 1: too adults. We're gonna fight. Like I don't know, it's 670 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:50,240 Speaker 1: we're too adult. We can talk about this. I'm like, no, bitch, 671 00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:51,960 Speaker 1: we're too adult, and I can hit you in the 672 00:30:52,040 --> 00:30:54,600 Speaker 1: fucking face. You can go post about it and be 673 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,160 Speaker 1: like and you just hit me. And I'm gonna post 674 00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:58,000 Speaker 1: on on my store and be like I fucking did 675 00:30:58,160 --> 00:31:00,120 Speaker 1: bit And if anybody else wants to get hit it, 676 00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:00,920 Speaker 1: let me know. 677 00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, And I think we what we could do to 678 00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,160 Speaker 2: get that rage out because I feel like you just 679 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,720 Speaker 2: need like one like physical alteration with someone. I think 680 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,960 Speaker 2: like you need to get hit, you need to hit someone. 681 00:31:11,880 --> 00:31:16,080 Speaker 2: We should box. You would beat the ship out of me, 682 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:18,200 Speaker 2: like period. But I think like I could get a 683 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:20,520 Speaker 2: couple of swings in I have like long arms, like 684 00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:21,320 Speaker 2: I could get. 685 00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:24,720 Speaker 1: You Like, did you say I could get a couple 686 00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:25,120 Speaker 1: of swings? 687 00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:28,840 Speaker 2: No, we should box. If y'all want to see his box, like, 688 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:32,280 Speaker 2: let us know, we'll do some pay per viewed John 689 00:31:32,360 --> 00:31:40,560 Speaker 2: Paul or whatever, Jake Tawl, Jake Paul, Bryce Hall, Little Action, 690 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:43,880 Speaker 2: Bryce Hall. This is a call out post. I'm gonna 691 00:31:43,920 --> 00:31:45,920 Speaker 2: beat your ass I'm gonna beat. 692 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:47,520 Speaker 1: Your want to get in the ring with Brice Hall, 693 00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 1: that would be fun. 694 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:51,440 Speaker 2: But yeah, all the Bryce Hall stories we should tell 695 00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:51,880 Speaker 2: one day. 696 00:31:52,080 --> 00:31:54,160 Speaker 1: I know we'll give them, dude. We just have such 697 00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:57,480 Speaker 1: an insane amount of stories and like I would I 698 00:31:57,600 --> 00:31:58,280 Speaker 1: want to get. 699 00:31:58,200 --> 00:31:59,920 Speaker 2: Into all of them that so we just have to 700 00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:00,640 Speaker 2: remember them. 701 00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:02,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, and we can also just start off a little soft, 702 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:04,280 Speaker 1: and then we could get into like the. 703 00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:06,000 Speaker 2: The juews. 704 00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:11,160 Speaker 1: It all. Like. Also, the stories we have are just 705 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:15,440 Speaker 1: fucking funny, because like we're just trolls by nature, and. 706 00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:19,720 Speaker 2: We just we go to these parties where everyone's like 707 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,600 Speaker 2: networking and trying to be cool and just look cool, 708 00:32:22,760 --> 00:32:25,560 Speaker 2: and we make fun of everybody doing that, like why 709 00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,440 Speaker 2: are you at a party and not being fucking fun? 710 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:30,240 Speaker 1: Like, people are so fucking funny. 711 00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:34,120 Speaker 2: It literally it actually drives me fucking insane. I'm like, 712 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:36,640 Speaker 2: why are you here? 713 00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,400 Speaker 1: Why don't you stay home? Like if you're gonna stand 714 00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:42,760 Speaker 1: around it is so bewildering to me. And then I 715 00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:44,840 Speaker 1: think the other thing though, that we have to take 716 00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:47,480 Speaker 1: into account is like, again, we are not people who 717 00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,200 Speaker 1: drink a lot or like, yeah, we're not people who 718 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:53,600 Speaker 1: like are drinking casually, like the average twenty two twenty 719 00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:56,600 Speaker 1: three year old. Yeah, so all these people drink all 720 00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:58,760 Speaker 1: the time, so they're standing and they're just like lightly 721 00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,239 Speaker 1: buzz and they're being nor But me and Drew when 722 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:02,800 Speaker 1: we go to a party, we do not go to 723 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:04,800 Speaker 1: a party because we're like, that'll be fun to go 724 00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:08,080 Speaker 1: talk to people. No, we get drunk ast shit. 725 00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:10,360 Speaker 2: Because we're it's the purge. It's the purge. It's like 726 00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:13,120 Speaker 2: the four month five month purge. We just every four 727 00:33:13,200 --> 00:33:15,960 Speaker 2: months we like blackout, like that's it. 728 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:17,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, you just get as drunk as you can, and 729 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,200 Speaker 1: then you go to parties and you take flash pictures 730 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,920 Speaker 1: of people you don't know who you make fun of 731 00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:25,000 Speaker 1: behind doors, and then the next morning you wake up 732 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,760 Speaker 1: and you find a two minute long video of y'all 733 00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:31,160 Speaker 1: walking up to that person and flashing them. Yeah, we're 734 00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:33,240 Speaker 1: the flashers. We'd be flashed banging people. 735 00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:35,440 Speaker 2: Wait, we're not. Let's get it straight. We're not showing 736 00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:38,960 Speaker 2: our tits and ass. I'm showing a win. 737 00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:43,040 Speaker 1: Also, I thought when at a party we had gone to, 738 00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:48,200 Speaker 1: I wore a button up shirt that like notoriously unbuttoned. 739 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:50,160 Speaker 1: But I didn't think about that before going to a party. 740 00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:53,680 Speaker 1: In that shirt one time and I was like looking 741 00:33:53,760 --> 00:33:56,840 Speaker 1: through my camera roll and I my tits were just out, like, 742 00:33:57,040 --> 00:34:00,680 Speaker 1: but that's okay because I like girl them. As of 743 00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:03,360 Speaker 1: this summer, I've decided that it's tits out summer. I'm 744 00:34:03,440 --> 00:34:06,880 Speaker 1: tired of girls with d cups not being able to 745 00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:09,840 Speaker 1: be sexy with their boobs out, but then like smaller 746 00:34:09,920 --> 00:34:12,719 Speaker 1: cups getting to show their fucking nipples and it being chic. 747 00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:15,920 Speaker 1: I'm like, no, big tits are che take your nipples 748 00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:20,880 Speaker 1: ground see your nipples. I would like to see the 749 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:27,320 Speaker 1: shade of them so I know your origin. Like no 750 00:34:27,400 --> 00:34:29,600 Speaker 1: one talks about that. The shade of your nipples says 751 00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:33,120 Speaker 1: a lot. You do not need an ancestry dot com text. 752 00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:37,960 Speaker 2: Let me see the nipples real quick. 753 00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:42,319 Speaker 1: But yeah, also not anything against like smaller boobs. God, 754 00:34:42,440 --> 00:34:45,640 Speaker 1: I want nothing more than to have small for like. 755 00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:50,800 Speaker 2: The past like five years, all Inya has talked about 756 00:34:50,960 --> 00:34:53,960 Speaker 2: it's like a three month obsession once a year, and 757 00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:56,920 Speaker 2: it's like I want a breast reduction so bad, so. 758 00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:00,080 Speaker 1: All the clothes I like, everything I love, Like I 759 00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:02,320 Speaker 1: just was not meant to have boobs, Like it just 760 00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:04,880 Speaker 1: makes absolutely no sense with who I am. For me 761 00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:08,120 Speaker 1: to just like under all this silliness have fucking huge tits. 762 00:35:08,239 --> 00:35:09,600 Speaker 1: Like that makes no sense. 763 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:11,400 Speaker 2: I think it does make a lot of sense. 764 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,600 Speaker 1: It's like the thing that was like why the weird 765 00:35:13,640 --> 00:35:15,680 Speaker 1: girls in school always had big ass tis. 766 00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:18,680 Speaker 2: I saw a person it was like, we need to 767 00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:20,759 Speaker 2: stop telling the sexy people they're sexy, start telling the 768 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:24,759 Speaker 2: ugly people they're ugly. Sorry that was random, But was 769 00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:28,040 Speaker 2: that all pot Yeah? I think so did so funny. 770 00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:30,759 Speaker 1: But you know what really fucked my brain up is 771 00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:33,600 Speaker 1: like growing up in Miami, all I wanted was to 772 00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:35,960 Speaker 1: be thick and have huge tits and a huge ass, 773 00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:38,160 Speaker 1: Like that's all I fucking wanted growing up. And then 774 00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,200 Speaker 1: as I got older, I was like introduced to like 775 00:35:40,360 --> 00:35:41,920 Speaker 1: different body types and I was like, oh my god, 776 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:46,360 Speaker 1: actually I enjoyed my body type. But then my boobs 777 00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:49,200 Speaker 1: grew way later in my life, Like when I was 778 00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:50,719 Speaker 1: like a senior in high school, I was like a 779 00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:53,680 Speaker 1: be like almost C cup and it wasn't that big 780 00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:54,120 Speaker 1: of a deal. 781 00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,719 Speaker 2: Like so like I know what I mean. I was like, 782 00:35:57,440 --> 00:36:02,319 Speaker 2: I was like virgin alert, but I have a lot 783 00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:03,959 Speaker 2: of sex. I need to make that clear. 784 00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:04,680 Speaker 1: I don't think you do. 785 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:07,680 Speaker 2: I bone I literally do. 786 00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:12,360 Speaker 1: But anyways, I like didn't have I didn't start growing 787 00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:15,360 Speaker 1: boobs until like late junior year, and then I graduated 788 00:36:16,120 --> 00:36:18,440 Speaker 1: and I could freely wear like shirts with no bra 789 00:36:19,040 --> 00:36:22,000 Speaker 1: except if you grew up in a Hispanic household. I'm 790 00:36:22,040 --> 00:36:25,879 Speaker 1: sure you've met this or just any like culturally. 791 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:30,360 Speaker 2: Cultured household, not white house it is I think even in. 792 00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:33,120 Speaker 1: White households, like parents telling like girls to wear bras 793 00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:33,680 Speaker 1: is such. 794 00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:36,600 Speaker 2: A thing, but like, yeah, no, that is because dads 795 00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,440 Speaker 2: are fucking creepy and sexualized. 796 00:36:39,239 --> 00:36:41,600 Speaker 1: Yeah literally, because like parents are like I know what 797 00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:44,200 Speaker 1: it's like to be sexualized or it's like ie sexualized, 798 00:36:44,360 --> 00:36:46,000 Speaker 1: and I don't like, I don't like this. 799 00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:49,240 Speaker 2: Yeah, so I don't like what I'm feeling. 800 00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:51,799 Speaker 1: Right now, So you get duld to put a bra. 801 00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:54,719 Speaker 1: And then also, like I was just telling ju this, 802 00:36:54,920 --> 00:36:57,000 Speaker 1: Like one time when I was walking down Melrose, a 803 00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,279 Speaker 1: homeless man looked straight at my boobs and I was 804 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:01,239 Speaker 1: wearing a white t share it with no bron and 805 00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:04,160 Speaker 1: he just says, nice nipples. And then from that moment on, 806 00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,120 Speaker 1: I swear all my life I wore brawls because I 807 00:37:06,239 --> 00:37:09,799 Speaker 1: was like that was the final straw But anyways, once 808 00:37:09,880 --> 00:37:11,920 Speaker 1: I turned like twenty, all of a sudden, my boobs 809 00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,439 Speaker 1: started like inflating to see. And then recently I found 810 00:37:14,480 --> 00:37:15,839 Speaker 1: out I was a D. But I do think part 811 00:37:15,880 --> 00:37:18,080 Speaker 1: of my body dysmorphia was convincing me I was a C. 812 00:37:18,239 --> 00:37:20,200 Speaker 1: For the past year, I knew you and I've been 813 00:37:20,239 --> 00:37:20,400 Speaker 1: a D. 814 00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:22,560 Speaker 2: I always knew you're a D, just like the way 815 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:23,279 Speaker 2: like they felt. 816 00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:26,239 Speaker 1: And so you have not felt my boobs in your life. 817 00:37:26,360 --> 00:37:30,200 Speaker 2: Let me touch your boobs. I've like played with Orion's 818 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:31,480 Speaker 2: boobs before, but you haven't let me. 819 00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:33,239 Speaker 1: You don't get to touch because I have these like 820 00:37:33,440 --> 00:37:37,960 Speaker 1: huge fucking mommy moves. You just broke that fucking bracelets, 821 00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:41,239 Speaker 1: would you get, bitch? I love this bracelet I have 822 00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:43,360 Speaker 1: vine still I didn't break mine. Oh is that the 823 00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:45,799 Speaker 1: bracelet a follower gave us and you just literally broke 824 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:47,360 Speaker 1: it while we were filming. I love it. 825 00:37:47,440 --> 00:37:49,439 Speaker 2: I've worn it every day since. It's so fucking curee. 826 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:51,279 Speaker 1: I know, but that's the reason I don't wear like 827 00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:53,040 Speaker 1: handmade stuff like that. And I just keep it in 828 00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,839 Speaker 1: my jewelry boxes because it will fucking break, especially your ass. 829 00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:56,800 Speaker 1: You'd be touching it. I know. 830 00:37:56,880 --> 00:37:59,800 Speaker 2: I'm like fiddling constantly get a fidget. 831 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:03,160 Speaker 1: Don't do that to the mic bitch my check check. 832 00:38:04,080 --> 00:38:06,319 Speaker 1: But yeah, what was I saying? Basically, I don't want 833 00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:08,879 Speaker 1: fucking tits. I'm over it, but I will say here 834 00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:15,359 Speaker 1: is my my resolution is is this summer I will 835 00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:17,440 Speaker 1: have my tits out and see how I feel about 836 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:20,839 Speaker 1: them and if I love them, and then if I don't, 837 00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:24,359 Speaker 1: I'm gonna start heavily considering your rest reduction. But again, 838 00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:27,240 Speaker 1: like the vaccine, I'm just too lazy. Like imagine actually 839 00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:30,120 Speaker 1: having to do that, and with my luck, they would 840 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:31,640 Speaker 1: like puncture my fucking heart and I die. 841 00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:33,799 Speaker 2: With your luck, they'd like make them different sizes, they 842 00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:36,800 Speaker 2: make them bigger. Oh, we thought you wanted like to 843 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:37,160 Speaker 2: make them. 844 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:38,799 Speaker 1: We thought you wanted an f cup. 845 00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:43,000 Speaker 2: We thought he went in basketballs there volleyballs. Do imagine 846 00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,160 Speaker 2: you woke up from a breast production with volleyball tits 847 00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:45,719 Speaker 2: on your chest. 848 00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:47,640 Speaker 1: That would be the last to me, And then y'all 849 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:50,279 Speaker 1: would have to publicly be like she she did it, 850 00:38:50,600 --> 00:38:54,319 Speaker 1: She ended it all because she woke up with huge tits. Again. Also, 851 00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,359 Speaker 1: like when I talk about this uff publicly, I feel 852 00:38:56,360 --> 00:38:59,360 Speaker 1: bad because like, for instance, my sister is a situation 853 00:38:59,440 --> 00:39:02,359 Speaker 1: where like she needs a breast reduction and wants one 854 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:04,680 Speaker 1: for like health reasons because literally her back is about 855 00:39:04,719 --> 00:39:07,600 Speaker 1: to break. Her boobs are way way bigger than mine. 856 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:12,759 Speaker 1: And when I complain to her, she's always like shut up, 857 00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,319 Speaker 1: like yeah, can you fuck off? So I always feel 858 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:17,120 Speaker 1: bad complaining about it. But this is just my life. 859 00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:19,360 Speaker 2: This is my life I live. Listen to me complain. 860 00:39:20,239 --> 00:39:22,080 Speaker 1: That's why we have this. That's what this is. 861 00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:24,480 Speaker 2: This is the complaining podcast. 862 00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:26,440 Speaker 1: This is just the hour of us complaining. 863 00:39:26,600 --> 00:39:30,080 Speaker 2: And y'all have literally y'all listening to our untreated ADHD 864 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:31,319 Speaker 2: for an hour every day. 865 00:39:31,480 --> 00:39:33,960 Speaker 1: You are really going in on touching. Huh, you can't 866 00:39:34,000 --> 00:39:34,560 Speaker 1: stop moving. 867 00:39:34,680 --> 00:39:35,920 Speaker 2: I know I can't. I know what it is. I 868 00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,279 Speaker 2: think it's because I didn't have a red Bully. 869 00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:38,960 Speaker 1: I did order fidgets. 870 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:40,520 Speaker 2: I need a fidget really bad. 871 00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:42,200 Speaker 1: I got to do that. Fidget was the best thing 872 00:39:42,200 --> 00:39:44,200 Speaker 1: I've ever gone. And it kind of makes me insecure 873 00:39:44,239 --> 00:39:46,239 Speaker 1: because then I see how much I actually move around. 874 00:39:46,239 --> 00:39:50,080 Speaker 1: I'm like, when I've been public around other people, like 875 00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:52,360 Speaker 1: the thirty year olds, They're like, what is that? 876 00:39:52,480 --> 00:39:57,920 Speaker 2: And I'm like, it's my child toy, my attention toy. No, literally, 877 00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:00,719 Speaker 2: this entire podcast, I've just been sitting here like in 878 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:03,239 Speaker 2: my head, like I'm moving so much, and I don't 879 00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:06,600 Speaker 2: know why. It's not I'm not even uncomfortable or like anxious. 880 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:08,160 Speaker 2: I literally am just moving and touching. 881 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:10,719 Speaker 1: I've been scratching my nose a lot this episode, Like 882 00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,640 Speaker 1: I keep reaching to touch my nose and like my face. Yeah, 883 00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:15,680 Speaker 1: that's also because with my nails, I can like get 884 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:19,160 Speaker 1: scratched sensations that I usually can't, so I'm just enjoying them. 885 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:21,799 Speaker 1: M hmm. Maybe it's because you need to hit your 886 00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:25,839 Speaker 1: fucking puff bar, you freak. You're itching for your puff bar. 887 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:31,080 Speaker 1: That's what's happening. Drew had an addiction the puff bar. 888 00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:35,120 Speaker 1: That's the end of this episode outing Drew Phillips. Drew 889 00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:37,759 Speaker 1: Phillips bapes. The thing is, like, what's so fucked up 890 00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:40,120 Speaker 1: is like other influencers get to be like so and 891 00:40:40,280 --> 00:40:43,399 Speaker 1: so drinks, but no, we already do everything. We don't 892 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:45,440 Speaker 1: get the fun attention of being like so and so 893 00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:48,800 Speaker 1: does this yep, Like when we smoke those cigarettes in 894 00:40:48,800 --> 00:40:52,280 Speaker 1: that video. What should have happened was news outlets reporting 895 00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:55,360 Speaker 1: that Enya and Drew Phillips are smoking cigarettes. And that 896 00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:57,320 Speaker 1: they're they're nicotine addicts. 897 00:40:57,640 --> 00:40:59,960 Speaker 2: But no, not a single no one even gets no care, 898 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:02,719 Speaker 2: No one cared, No one cares about us. No one 899 00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:05,080 Speaker 2: cares about us the way they should. And it hurts 900 00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:05,680 Speaker 2: a lot. 901 00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:06,200 Speaker 1: No. 902 00:41:07,719 --> 00:41:20,080 Speaker 2: I literally my lungs are like filled with like just jizz. Yes, No, 903 00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:22,480 Speaker 2: my lungs are just filled with like popcorn. I'm at 904 00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:24,560 Speaker 2: this point, I'm pretty sure, like from the vape. Like 905 00:41:24,719 --> 00:41:30,440 Speaker 2: literally this is like like since I was seventeen eight. 906 00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:33,040 Speaker 1: Dude, the way like not this is not something to 907 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:35,600 Speaker 1: brag about, but the way we were on jewels when 908 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:37,200 Speaker 1: you had to order them online. 909 00:41:37,239 --> 00:41:38,520 Speaker 2: Yeah, we had to order jewel pods. 910 00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,320 Speaker 1: They did not sell them in stores. 911 00:41:40,520 --> 00:41:45,640 Speaker 2: The feeling a Mango jewelpod, Like when I hit Wes's 912 00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:47,520 Speaker 2: jewel for the first time and it was like that 913 00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:53,080 Speaker 2: Mango jewelpod. It legitimately changed. No, we we were smoking 914 00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:56,320 Speaker 2: mint before Mega. Yeah it was mango. Mango was dropped 915 00:41:56,520 --> 00:41:58,520 Speaker 2: and then that changed my life. Like because I was 916 00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:00,960 Speaker 2: like dabbling, I was like what, No, actually, I was 917 00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:02,359 Speaker 2: in full blown what I was gonna say? 918 00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:04,520 Speaker 1: You were like you were the reason I got a jewel. 919 00:42:04,680 --> 00:42:06,320 Speaker 1: I was like, these things look fun, except. 920 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:08,759 Speaker 2: Nicotine doesn't work. To do it for it doesn't work. 921 00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:13,480 Speaker 2: And I've tried, yeah, literally, you have literally tried to 922 00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:18,400 Speaker 2: actually like become a jewel fiend. But let me go 923 00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:19,920 Speaker 2: back to the like the first time I hit a 924 00:42:20,000 --> 00:42:23,160 Speaker 2: Mango jewel pod, like it was like a sexual awakening almost, 925 00:42:23,239 --> 00:42:25,680 Speaker 2: it was like a coming to God moment. It was 926 00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:29,560 Speaker 2: like the way that shit made me feel like is 927 00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:31,640 Speaker 2: not normal? Like what are they fucking putting in those? 928 00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:34,320 Speaker 1: Like that's not fair. I never got there literally just 929 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:35,160 Speaker 1: like got flavor. 930 00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:36,879 Speaker 2: Oh so bugging good. 931 00:42:37,280 --> 00:42:40,239 Speaker 1: I like remember when we all used to be so 932 00:42:40,600 --> 00:42:42,359 Speaker 1: onto jewels in high school. 933 00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:45,520 Speaker 2: Like going on eBay and looking up rare jewel pods. 934 00:42:45,239 --> 00:42:48,520 Speaker 1: Like dude, even before that, even before like things were rare, 935 00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:50,920 Speaker 1: when it was literally like we just had to get 936 00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:53,200 Speaker 1: someone who was twenty one to order them offline for us, 937 00:42:53,239 --> 00:42:55,719 Speaker 1: and we would just like order them online and just 938 00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:59,880 Speaker 1: have jewel pods like this is like like tenth eleventh. 939 00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:03,600 Speaker 2: You know the displays that you see in the cabinet 940 00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:07,360 Speaker 2: at like smoke shops of the jewel pods, like you 941 00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:10,000 Speaker 2: would we would order like a box of those at 942 00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:10,279 Speaker 2: a time. 943 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:11,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, you would order a box of them, and they 944 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,239 Speaker 1: were like relatively cheap and like you could get dude. 945 00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:17,839 Speaker 2: Actually, no jewel in the beginning was expensive as fuck, 946 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:18,839 Speaker 2: like a jewel. 947 00:43:18,680 --> 00:43:20,720 Speaker 1: Like starting cartridge was like forty bucks. 948 00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:22,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, they were like forty and then they went down 949 00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:24,120 Speaker 2: to twenty, and then they went back up to thirty 950 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,400 Speaker 2: and then now they're literally like two dollars a cartridge. 951 00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:28,279 Speaker 2: Like bitch, I was buying Mango jewel pods for like 952 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:29,600 Speaker 2: sixty getting. 953 00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:31,680 Speaker 1: Them in fucking bulk, like we were going to Costco. Yeah, 954 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,480 Speaker 1: like you know how families go to Costco and get 955 00:43:33,520 --> 00:43:36,480 Speaker 1: things in bulk. We were getting jewel pods and bulk. 956 00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:39,600 Speaker 2: Literally. Wait, something that like is not spoken about enough 957 00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:44,279 Speaker 2: is how like in California you don't need a subscription 958 00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:45,640 Speaker 2: to go to Costco. 959 00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:47,239 Speaker 1: Like you we need to look that up because I 960 00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:48,920 Speaker 1: saw TikTok about it. But I think it might just 961 00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:53,120 Speaker 1: be the the liquor store of Costco U because they 962 00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:57,040 Speaker 1: want everybody to be an alcohol like, so they'll let 963 00:43:57,080 --> 00:44:00,680 Speaker 1: you go do that and buy bulk alcohol. But I 964 00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:02,640 Speaker 1: don't know if it's for the store itself. But yeah, 965 00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,200 Speaker 1: I've I've tried to dabble me being like, oh, I've 966 00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:08,040 Speaker 1: tried my best, like but I really did because I 967 00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:10,960 Speaker 1: feel left out of the culture, even though like, thank god, 968 00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:15,080 Speaker 1: I'm not sure just dropped a fucking bead loud as shit, 969 00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:17,920 Speaker 1: I don't even pick up. But even though, like I 970 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:20,800 Speaker 1: know that's not something I want, like necessarily because of it, 971 00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:24,439 Speaker 1: I was actually addicted to smoking puff bars and shit, 972 00:44:24,440 --> 00:44:26,360 Speaker 1: I would fucking hate my life, as I've seen with 973 00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:28,600 Speaker 1: everybody who's addicted to them. But I just want the 974 00:44:28,640 --> 00:44:31,920 Speaker 1: public to know that I have tried. I've even tried cigarettes, 975 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:33,959 Speaker 1: but nicotine just doesn't hit the part of my brain 976 00:44:34,400 --> 00:44:37,359 Speaker 1: that like I don't know, it just doesn't. I don't 977 00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:39,200 Speaker 1: have that like feeling of like I need to do it. 978 00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:41,640 Speaker 2: I like I have like full attic brain, Like I 979 00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:44,000 Speaker 2: literally am, like I can quit any time I want, 980 00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:46,760 Speaker 2: but like I do, like when I go back to Texas, 981 00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:48,920 Speaker 2: I like quit for like two or three months, Like 982 00:44:49,080 --> 00:44:51,000 Speaker 2: it's just like every once in a while, I just 983 00:44:51,120 --> 00:44:53,440 Speaker 2: need an escape. I need advice. So I like just 984 00:44:53,640 --> 00:44:56,520 Speaker 2: like because other than this puff bar, I have zero vices, 985 00:44:56,560 --> 00:45:00,359 Speaker 2: which like I think vices are sometimes healthy like their 986 00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:06,160 Speaker 2: little outlets. Yeah, and this is my vice and I 987 00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,040 Speaker 2: just need to be because if I wasn't smoking a 988 00:45:09,200 --> 00:45:11,120 Speaker 2: puff bar. God knows what I'd be doing. 989 00:45:11,320 --> 00:45:15,319 Speaker 1: Yeah, sometimes you pick and choose your battles, especially if 990 00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:17,640 Speaker 1: you like have addictive genes. That's why part of me 991 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:20,320 Speaker 1: is like, I know, like there's a lot of discourse 992 00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:24,200 Speaker 1: again not to like condone smoking, but like there's so 993 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:26,880 Speaker 1: much discourse about like puff bars and shit, And I'm like, bro, 994 00:45:27,040 --> 00:45:29,560 Speaker 1: do you know how like it was so common for 995 00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,160 Speaker 1: people to be cigarette smokers. Puff bar is just like 996 00:45:32,239 --> 00:45:33,680 Speaker 1: the new cigarette. 997 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,359 Speaker 2: And it's just the history is repeating itself. Fifteen years 998 00:45:35,400 --> 00:45:37,480 Speaker 2: from now, we'll find out everyone has cancer from them. 999 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:40,759 Speaker 1: Like I am so interested to see what happens. Yeah, 1000 00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:42,360 Speaker 1: from like puff bars and stuff. 1001 00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:45,200 Speaker 2: I like the flavors, something big tobacco two point zero. 1002 00:45:45,600 --> 00:45:47,960 Speaker 1: The flavors is what's so funny, Like they straight up 1003 00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,920 Speaker 1: were like fuck it, jolly. 1004 00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,640 Speaker 2: Rander, something sweet for the kids. 1005 00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:58,240 Speaker 1: Oh no, it's just a fuck the kids literally literally 1006 00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:00,040 Speaker 1: like banana lappy yeah. 1007 00:46:00,400 --> 00:46:03,319 Speaker 2: Ew dude, cream Breulet. Do you remember that that ship 1008 00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:06,440 Speaker 2: was Ramcid crim lay jewelpods were fucking. 1009 00:46:06,719 --> 00:46:10,680 Speaker 1: Literally get the nastiest flavors like for fun, and they'll 1010 00:46:10,680 --> 00:46:13,480 Speaker 1: pull up with like Coca Cola, Crime Breulet, Banana. 1011 00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:15,719 Speaker 2: I remember when I was like fourteen years old, like 1012 00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:19,480 Speaker 2: vape vapes were like just invented, like the the not 1013 00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:23,800 Speaker 2: big fucking the box modular the babe, Yeah, the literal 1014 00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:28,760 Speaker 2: box mod synth vaporizers with like cloud atlass in them whatever. 1015 00:46:29,160 --> 00:46:33,160 Speaker 2: But I remember when those first drop, I like wanted 1016 00:46:33,200 --> 00:46:35,399 Speaker 2: one so bad because I found out you could get 1017 00:46:35,600 --> 00:46:37,600 Speaker 2: like juice without nicotine in it, and I was like, 1018 00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:38,760 Speaker 2: I don't want nicotine. 1019 00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:40,320 Speaker 1: They were just one of those freaks, was like I 1020 00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:41,400 Speaker 1: want the big cloud. 1021 00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:43,000 Speaker 2: I was like, I want to make big clouds and 1022 00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:44,839 Speaker 2: I want to learn tricks. And to this day, it's 1023 00:46:44,840 --> 00:46:46,880 Speaker 2: like riding a bike. You will once you learn how 1024 00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 2: to blow like smoke tricks and do smoke tricks, you 1025 00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:52,560 Speaker 2: never forget. It's like it's something with your tongue, like 1026 00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:57,040 Speaker 2: you just do girl. Yeah, learning how to do vape 1027 00:46:57,080 --> 00:46:59,359 Speaker 2: tricks was really good for me when I was younger. 1028 00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:01,640 Speaker 1: Learning how to make coming figures. 1029 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:05,520 Speaker 2: What the fuck? What kind of lingis? 1030 00:47:07,320 --> 00:47:09,319 Speaker 1: If you ever had TikTok where there are some people 1031 00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:11,319 Speaker 1: who didn't know that word so they were bleeping it out. 1032 00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:14,759 Speaker 1: Did you ever see that no TikTok? There is that 1033 00:47:14,880 --> 00:47:18,480 Speaker 1: one like what's her name? Ash? Nico or Ashley Nico 1034 00:47:18,719 --> 00:47:23,279 Speaker 1: is her name? Me and your girlfriend paying just up 1035 00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:23,799 Speaker 1: the chi. 1036 00:47:24,640 --> 00:47:25,200 Speaker 2: I don't know this. 1037 00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,880 Speaker 1: It's like, O gave it your kind of lingis, but 1038 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:30,279 Speaker 1: people like it's some ship like that she says, kind 1039 00:47:30,280 --> 00:47:31,839 Speaker 1: of lingus. And people didn't know what that man. 1040 00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:34,640 Speaker 2: They were bleeping it was just straight girls like bleeping 1041 00:47:34,680 --> 00:47:36,120 Speaker 2: it because they didn't they. 1042 00:47:36,200 --> 00:47:40,120 Speaker 1: Never felt love, intimate love. 1043 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:41,520 Speaker 2: Dude. 1044 00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:43,160 Speaker 1: Okay, okay, again, no, I. 1045 00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:46,279 Speaker 2: Don't are we talking about vagina song. I know you're 1046 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:47,880 Speaker 2: about to go off on some vaginas I. 1047 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:50,560 Speaker 1: Am about to go up on some vagina ship. Because again, 1048 00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:51,880 Speaker 1: I don't want this to be a place where we 1049 00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:54,200 Speaker 1: were like fucking having horny talk. But this isn't even 1050 00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:58,760 Speaker 1: horny talk. It's about It's about female rights, woman's rights, 1051 00:47:58,840 --> 00:48:01,319 Speaker 1: I am. This is about women's rights and the fact 1052 00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:05,080 Speaker 1: that getting head is still for as a woman is 1053 00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:07,239 Speaker 1: still such a thing that men don't do. 1054 00:48:07,400 --> 00:48:13,400 Speaker 2: They're like, oh, come on, come on, like yah, I 1055 00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:14,319 Speaker 2: was joking. 1056 00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:18,320 Speaker 1: Because okay, DMI, but like I remember my first like 1057 00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:22,080 Speaker 1: intimate partner, like I just never even expected that. And 1058 00:48:22,239 --> 00:48:24,520 Speaker 1: I was doing the damn deed and doing my business. 1059 00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:26,640 Speaker 1: I was doing my part of the dealer getting absolutely 1060 00:48:26,719 --> 00:48:28,920 Speaker 1: nothing in return, and I did not second guess it 1061 00:48:29,080 --> 00:48:32,080 Speaker 1: for anything. And then as I got older, I was like, 1062 00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:35,600 Speaker 1: wait a damn minute second, that was an improper charity. 1063 00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:38,120 Speaker 1: That was an improper trade of labor. 1064 00:48:38,400 --> 00:48:39,799 Speaker 2: I do my thing, you get me nothing. 1065 00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:42,400 Speaker 1: Yeah that's the trade, and that's like the common thing. 1066 00:48:42,520 --> 00:48:44,600 Speaker 1: But yeah, that's that's my only take. I'm not I'm 1067 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:47,239 Speaker 1: not going deep on that. Also, some motherfuckers just can't 1068 00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:48,400 Speaker 1: do it, So I guess if you can't do it, 1069 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:52,279 Speaker 1: just don't even fucking try, Like, don't embarrass yourself and 1070 00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:53,279 Speaker 1: waste my time. 1071 00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:59,120 Speaker 2: Literally, don't waste your time on my lagiint that was 1072 00:48:59,239 --> 00:48:59,920 Speaker 2: a bar. 1073 00:49:01,840 --> 00:49:02,680 Speaker 1: The fucking face. 1074 00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:07,120 Speaker 2: Well is that about? 1075 00:49:07,160 --> 00:49:08,440 Speaker 1: It? Is that it? 1076 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:10,640 Speaker 2: I mean, we could talk about how I know for 1077 00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:13,319 Speaker 2: one thousand percent fact that I can cross the big 1078 00:49:13,400 --> 00:49:16,640 Speaker 2: red balls and wipe out without a doubt if they 1079 00:49:16,719 --> 00:49:18,680 Speaker 2: put them in front of me right now, I would 1080 00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:20,719 Speaker 2: literally go so besnowed. 1081 00:49:20,760 --> 00:49:23,160 Speaker 1: You just say you couldn't carry a gallon of milk 1082 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:24,839 Speaker 1: and you think you're crossing those balls. 1083 00:49:24,880 --> 00:49:28,719 Speaker 2: I'm crossing those balls with zero effort, Like I'm just 1084 00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:31,960 Speaker 2: running like a robot across like like literally that's all 1085 00:49:32,000 --> 00:49:33,759 Speaker 2: you have to do is just run across like these 1086 00:49:33,920 --> 00:49:36,320 Speaker 2: bitches have the wrong strategy when they dive onto it, 1087 00:49:36,440 --> 00:49:38,440 Speaker 2: Like yeah, of course you're gonna fucking fly off, like 1088 00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:41,680 Speaker 2: bounce off your simple physics. It's literally like I have 1089 00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:43,480 Speaker 2: it all worked out in my brain, like physics. 1090 00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:44,800 Speaker 1: Well, then apply to be on fucking wipe out. I 1091 00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:46,040 Speaker 1: don't think it's the hardest thing in the world. 1092 00:49:46,160 --> 00:49:48,520 Speaker 2: No, I'm literally gonna rent them for myself just to 1093 00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:49,280 Speaker 2: prove it to myself. 1094 00:49:49,360 --> 00:49:51,200 Speaker 1: I would love that because I would love to try. 1095 00:49:51,719 --> 00:49:53,640 Speaker 2: That's my next video is like, literally, where are you. 1096 00:49:53,640 --> 00:49:55,520 Speaker 1: Gonna rent that? You're acting like it's that fucking. 1097 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:59,359 Speaker 2: That sky zone you have to like, I'll figure it out. 1098 00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,799 Speaker 2: I figured out. I figured everything out there, you know. 1099 00:50:04,600 --> 00:50:06,759 Speaker 1: Nothing. Literally yesterday Drew was like, I want to see 1100 00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:09,440 Speaker 1: a building get demol having to go do that, And 1101 00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:12,680 Speaker 1: I was like, sometimes when Drew's in my passenger seat 1102 00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:15,120 Speaker 1: talking in the car, I genuinely feel like there's an 1103 00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:18,800 Speaker 1: automated like AI machine trying to make something to relate 1104 00:50:18,880 --> 00:50:21,440 Speaker 1: to me that was just missing because I'm like, what 1105 00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:22,399 Speaker 1: are you talking about? 1106 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:26,359 Speaker 2: No, okay, I just want to see a building fall. 1107 00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:30,560 Speaker 2: It's poetic almost, it's like the destruction of humanity post capitalism, 1108 00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:33,080 Speaker 2: like buildings falling, it's beautiful. 1109 00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:38,520 Speaker 1: And I have literally every TikTok the post capitalist ramifications 1110 00:50:38,920 --> 00:50:40,200 Speaker 1: of the deep popification. 1111 00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:44,799 Speaker 2: Yeah literally, but I just think seeing a building fall 1112 00:50:44,920 --> 00:50:48,319 Speaker 2: would hit a spot in me that needs to be hit. 1113 00:50:48,560 --> 00:50:49,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, I get that because I was. 1114 00:50:49,960 --> 00:50:51,120 Speaker 2: It be beautiful like. 1115 00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:54,279 Speaker 1: Literally, that was like when we lived in thirteen oh 1116 00:50:54,360 --> 00:50:57,520 Speaker 1: four and we like all had leg that weird and healthy. 1117 00:50:57,840 --> 00:51:00,919 Speaker 2: So basically, no, don't even talk about it, don't it's bad. 1118 00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:03,239 Speaker 2: It's bad, Like that's something that stays. 1119 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:08,120 Speaker 1: We wanted to see buildings get like basically blown up, 1120 00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:11,839 Speaker 1: but like again, no one inside We just like it's 1121 00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:13,960 Speaker 1: just like wanting to see that kind of thing. 1122 00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:16,760 Speaker 2: It's just like I want just destruction and chaos. Like literally, 1123 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:19,480 Speaker 2: for the longest time, I just wanted chaos and then 1124 00:51:19,680 --> 00:51:23,040 Speaker 2: I got chaos and I was like take it back, please, 1125 00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:24,480 Speaker 2: I can't do that. 1126 00:51:24,600 --> 00:51:27,040 Speaker 1: I want it anymore. And you were like, wait, why 1127 00:51:27,040 --> 00:51:27,919 Speaker 1: does that sound fun? 1128 00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:29,600 Speaker 2: Why does that sound wit? 1129 00:51:30,719 --> 00:51:33,400 Speaker 1: That sounds lit? I'm fucking stupid. 1130 00:51:33,560 --> 00:51:37,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, well, should we just dive into media what we 1131 00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:39,120 Speaker 2: love for the week? 1132 00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:41,160 Speaker 1: Oh my god, yeah, I'm so down. I have to 1133 00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:44,520 Speaker 1: grab my phone. That's my biggest habit or my worst habits. 1134 00:51:44,640 --> 00:51:47,000 Speaker 1: I don't know names and stuff off the top of 1135 00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:49,320 Speaker 1: my head. Like people will mention something to me and 1136 00:51:49,400 --> 00:51:50,920 Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't know what that is, and then 1137 00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:53,040 Speaker 1: they'll show the visual and I'm like, oh, no, I 1138 00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:55,279 Speaker 1: love that, and then I sound like a liar. 1139 00:51:55,560 --> 00:52:01,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, well I'll go first. Last night I watched Frank 1140 00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:07,680 Speaker 2: and that is such a good movie. It's about this 1141 00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:14,160 Speaker 2: dude who is a musical genius and their band is 1142 00:52:14,200 --> 00:52:17,080 Speaker 2: locked in the cabin for a while and they make 1143 00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:21,239 Speaker 2: music together and it's really fucking good and all the 1144 00:52:21,280 --> 00:52:26,240 Speaker 2: while someone's documenting it and it's just their journey making music. 1145 00:52:26,440 --> 00:52:30,640 Speaker 2: And the climax of the movie is so cringey and 1146 00:52:30,760 --> 00:52:34,239 Speaker 2: hard to watch and it fucking sucks, but like in 1147 00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:38,080 Speaker 2: a good way. And yeah, and then by the end 1148 00:52:38,239 --> 00:52:40,320 Speaker 2: it's a feel good movie again You're like, oh, like 1149 00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:46,160 Speaker 2: all they needed was themselves. So watch Frank. It's really really, 1150 00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:53,520 Speaker 2: really good. It's just buttercups cemina, butter cup semen, buttercup cinema. 1151 00:52:54,760 --> 00:52:59,680 Speaker 2: Damn buttercup cinema. That's what it is. And then but 1152 00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:05,279 Speaker 2: cine Burrah And then I've been going really hard on 1153 00:53:05,920 --> 00:53:15,120 Speaker 2: like existentialism and optimistic nihalism. I think you should read 1154 00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:15,960 Speaker 2: a couple books about that. 1155 00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:17,640 Speaker 1: I think you should grow up. 1156 00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:20,960 Speaker 2: I've been reading a lot about that. I've been struggling, 1157 00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:27,560 Speaker 2: struggling with my identity. So go into that. If you 1158 00:53:27,640 --> 00:53:32,760 Speaker 2: want to feel really bad about yourself and literally never recover, 1159 00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:35,960 Speaker 2: don't do it. If you yeah, don't do that. And 1160 00:53:37,160 --> 00:53:39,400 Speaker 2: a song that I liked is from the movie Frank 1161 00:53:39,480 --> 00:53:42,560 Speaker 2: And it's I Love You All by the band in 1162 00:53:42,640 --> 00:53:46,239 Speaker 2: the movie, and it's really really good. The all the 1163 00:53:46,760 --> 00:53:48,640 Speaker 2: like all the best part about it is all the 1164 00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:51,080 Speaker 2: music is actually played in the movie by the people 1165 00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:53,600 Speaker 2: playing the music and sang by the people in the movie, 1166 00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:57,000 Speaker 2: and the songs are just so weird and genre lists 1167 00:53:57,000 --> 00:54:00,239 Speaker 2: and it's just like, why isn't this a real fuck thing, 1168 00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:01,960 Speaker 2: Like it's it's just so pretty. 1169 00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:02,680 Speaker 1: Streaming services. 1170 00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:04,479 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's on it's on Amazon for free. 1171 00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:08,279 Speaker 1: That's awesome. Yeah a movie, Yeah, oh I guess not free. 1172 00:54:08,360 --> 00:54:09,600 Speaker 1: It's it's free if you have Prime. 1173 00:54:09,719 --> 00:54:12,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, free if you have Prime. But the but the 1174 00:54:12,440 --> 00:54:14,839 Speaker 2: songs are like five of the songs that they made 1175 00:54:14,880 --> 00:54:16,280 Speaker 2: are on Spotify. 1176 00:54:16,480 --> 00:54:17,080 Speaker 1: That's awesome. 1177 00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:19,480 Speaker 2: Yeah. And that's my that's my media for the week. 1178 00:54:20,440 --> 00:54:24,000 Speaker 1: Drew's media of the week, Now onto mine. I don't 1179 00:54:24,080 --> 00:54:28,240 Speaker 1: know that I don't have any like visual like actually, 1180 00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:29,839 Speaker 1: you know what Dirty. 1181 00:54:29,600 --> 00:54:32,799 Speaker 2: Girls that I was gonna say, Dirty Girls and Batmobile 1182 00:54:32,880 --> 00:54:34,800 Speaker 2: were like, yeah, really good. I was thinking about that earlier. 1183 00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:38,880 Speaker 1: So for like visual media, like a little documentary, it's 1184 00:54:38,920 --> 00:54:42,360 Speaker 1: like super short, anyone can take it in. It's Dirty Girls. 1185 00:54:43,200 --> 00:54:48,080 Speaker 1: It's really interesting. It's just about like young feminists, like 1186 00:54:48,200 --> 00:54:51,319 Speaker 1: feminism in like the nineties, and it's like these girls 1187 00:54:51,360 --> 00:54:55,120 Speaker 1: who are really inspired by like Riot Girls, and it's 1188 00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:56,920 Speaker 1: just awesome, Like it's it's super interesting. 1189 00:54:57,040 --> 00:54:58,759 Speaker 2: Yeah, and it's it's just kind of it's a really 1190 00:54:58,800 --> 00:55:05,279 Speaker 2: good lens into like like like nineties grunge almost, and 1191 00:55:05,360 --> 00:55:07,799 Speaker 2: it's just like and it's also like crazy to see 1192 00:55:07,880 --> 00:55:11,439 Speaker 2: like how polar opposites like the culture was like riot 1193 00:55:11,560 --> 00:55:16,120 Speaker 2: girl feminism and then their bullies. Like the craziest part 1194 00:55:16,239 --> 00:55:16,720 Speaker 2: was the bullying. 1195 00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:18,840 Speaker 1: Was gonna say, Yeah, but what's even crazier is like 1196 00:55:18,920 --> 00:55:21,200 Speaker 1: I feel like that's super prevalent in like middle of 1197 00:55:21,239 --> 00:55:24,279 Speaker 1: America still, and even in like popular places like I 1198 00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:26,600 Speaker 1: bet in those private schools in California, that's still a 1199 00:55:26,680 --> 00:55:29,640 Speaker 1: thing for like all the like now, like all girls. 1200 00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:33,160 Speaker 2: I don't like that, Yeah, whatever, whatever, that's what you mean, 1201 00:55:33,560 --> 00:55:34,080 Speaker 2: but all like. 1202 00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:38,120 Speaker 1: The al alternative like girls, and just like people in general, 1203 00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:39,960 Speaker 1: Like I'm sure they still get bullied like that, but 1204 00:55:40,040 --> 00:55:42,640 Speaker 1: it's a really good lens of like just human nature, 1205 00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:46,080 Speaker 1: like rejecting what feels foreign and like against. 1206 00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:47,520 Speaker 2: What you were taught on and like and all the 1207 00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:50,400 Speaker 2: while the girls that were being bullied the whole fucking 1208 00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:53,600 Speaker 2: time were right. Yeah. Also it's on YouTube. It's like 1209 00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:54,560 Speaker 2: seventeen minutes long. 1210 00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:55,080 Speaker 1: It's free. 1211 00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:57,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, so that's literally go watch it, Dirty Girls. It's 1212 00:55:57,600 --> 00:55:58,200 Speaker 2: really fucking good. 1213 00:55:58,280 --> 00:56:02,839 Speaker 1: And then for I have a book recommendation, Alisa, let 1214 00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:05,560 Speaker 1: me borrow this book. It's called Kitchen and it's by 1215 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:09,640 Speaker 1: Banana Yoshimoto, and it is so fucking good. I haven't 1216 00:56:09,640 --> 00:56:13,000 Speaker 1: finished it yet, I'm like halfway in, and it's just 1217 00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:17,000 Speaker 1: really good. It's like a heartwarming story about somebody who's 1218 00:56:17,000 --> 00:56:21,239 Speaker 1: struggling with the passing of their grandmother and it's super sweet. Yeah, 1219 00:56:21,280 --> 00:56:23,839 Speaker 1: it's just fucking awesome and it feels really good to read. 1220 00:56:24,200 --> 00:56:29,120 Speaker 1: And then for music, anything by the Dirty Column like 1221 00:56:29,239 --> 00:56:34,960 Speaker 1: that is probably one of my favorite artists. Ever and everything. 1222 00:56:35,239 --> 00:56:37,319 Speaker 1: He I don't know if it's actually just him. I'm 1223 00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:39,920 Speaker 1: assuming it's just him, but sometimes there's like a female's voice, 1224 00:56:40,200 --> 00:56:41,600 Speaker 1: and I know on one of the albums it's like 1225 00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:45,440 Speaker 1: him and another woman. But anything by him, but especially 1226 00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:48,480 Speaker 1: the album The Return of the Dirty Column like so 1227 00:56:48,680 --> 00:56:50,399 Speaker 1: fucking good. One of my favorite songs in the world 1228 00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:54,759 Speaker 1: is Sketch for Summer by him, and Requiem again is 1229 00:56:54,840 --> 00:57:00,239 Speaker 1: also so good for Summer, Such a good song. Imber 1230 00:57:00,239 --> 00:57:01,880 Speaker 1: listening to that in twenty nineteen and like. 1231 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:03,840 Speaker 2: Like traumatizing, almost like how good it is. 1232 00:57:04,080 --> 00:57:05,920 Speaker 1: Yeah, it feels so good. It's just such a good 1233 00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:10,960 Speaker 1: feeling song. But yeah, that is my my media recommendations 1234 00:57:11,320 --> 00:57:15,160 Speaker 1: of the week. Also still Ariana Grande. I'm still on 1235 00:57:15,239 --> 00:57:20,600 Speaker 1: my Ariana Grande Nasty. Listening to Nasty super loud on 1236 00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:24,160 Speaker 1: repeat has been my trauma response of almost diving back 1237 00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:27,560 Speaker 1: into depression for the past week. Yes, and that's the 1238 00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:28,640 Speaker 1: second episode, so. 1239 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:33,080 Speaker 2: I hope I've enjoyed. Fuck you Leave bye. 1240 00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:37,080 Speaker 1: Alright man,