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Speaker 1: The Nicky Glazer Podcast. Here's Nicky. Hello. Here, I am

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Speaker 1: Nicky Glazers Nicki Glazer Podcast. Good Um, good week, Good

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Speaker 1: umme to the week. Usually I was gonna say good

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Speaker 1: Moon tomorrow, and then I was gonna say good Monday.

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Speaker 1: It's Tuesday. Um, welcome to the show. We did not

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Speaker 1: have a show yesterday. Andrew and I are both different

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Speaker 1: versions of sick. I'm loving it. Never get sick. I

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Speaker 1: really embraced it. I'm already better and I'm kind of

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Speaker 1: annoyed by it. Um. Andrew is in his apartment. We're

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Speaker 1: keeping distance just because we don't know what each of

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Speaker 1: us might or might not have. Um, and we got

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Speaker 1: shows this weekend. But uh yeah, we're doing the pod.

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Speaker 1: Sorry we missed yesterday. Um. Noah is in Arizona. She

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Speaker 1: is wearing a bestie hat. That is so much people

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Speaker 1: got their merch yesterday. I was getting so many messages

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Speaker 1: from besties. So cute guys are getting yours on Thursday.

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Speaker 1: I'm so excited. Um, well, I hope it gets there

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Speaker 1: before I probably won't get there before I leave town.

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Speaker 1: But um, we're going to New Orleans on Thursday and

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Speaker 1: then Jacksonville Friday. Fort Lauderdale, Saturday, Nashville, Sunday Nashville. It's

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Speaker 1: not the other way around. Okay, maybe it's Jacksonville, Fort Lauderdale, Jacksonville.

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Speaker 1: Would that make more sense? Just well, I don't know

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Speaker 1: that the topography of Florida. You think I know where

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Speaker 1: Fort Lauderdale and Jacksonville. No offense to anyone. You just

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Speaker 1: found out St. Louis was where it is and you've

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Speaker 1: been living here. Florida is such an easier state and St.

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Speaker 1: Louis Is they're all squares out here. No, it's not

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Speaker 1: a square. Has a little boot heel, has a little

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Speaker 1: chunky boot heel that you would wear a little pair

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Speaker 1: of Flayer jeans with. Would be so cute. I love that.

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Speaker 1: Little people will probably like, dude, Missouri's just like Italy

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Speaker 1: with the boot. Oh yeah, it least like a stiletto. Um.

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Speaker 1: I wonder if someone's I bet you anything there have

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Speaker 1: been still that it was made that are the shape

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Speaker 1: of Italy, that like have all like the Craggley You

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Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. That's how it all started. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it was in Rome and yeah my birthday, Yeah it

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Speaker 1: was my birthday, and uh, I didn't do anything, absolutely nothing,

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Speaker 1: and honestly, I don't want you went in the car

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Speaker 1: and got CPK. We saw that with your you took

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Speaker 1: your cat in the car, which is hilarious. Dude, a

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Speaker 1: cat in the car. I was talking to know about

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Speaker 1: this is people don't expect. It's like seeing a lizard

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Speaker 1: in the car, like people don't expect to see a

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Speaker 1: cat in the car. Like so we pulled up. People

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Speaker 1: wanted to destroy your house when you're gone, or you

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Speaker 1: just wanted to still be with it, just be with it.

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Speaker 1: And it's just like our cat is like a dog

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Speaker 1: in a way to take him on an adventure. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: he was kind of freaking out. I mean, imagine if

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Speaker 1: you're an animal in a car going eighty on the

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Speaker 1: highway and you know it's no matter what love it.

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Speaker 1: For some reason, dogs can embrace it. They just get it.

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Speaker 1: Buzzy loves its, Buzzy loves the passing. He's a good

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Speaker 1: car cat, car cat. What's your cat's name again, Mango

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Speaker 1: or Nacho? I'm really sorry, I'm not playing dumb. Hold on,

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Speaker 1: let me try to get that was an off camera

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Speaker 1: your cosmo. No, it's mangoes. Okay, that's the thing that

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Speaker 1: Kerson is allergic to, that's all. Remember it. Yeah, Mango

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Speaker 1: is his name. He just memorized another cat's name when

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Speaker 1: I did beat Bobby Flay and his cat's name was Nacho,

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Speaker 1: and I had to like create a mnemonic device. Remember that,

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Speaker 1: memorizing that name. That's why if it up and I

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Speaker 1: haven't met met it yet. Yeah, I mean no, it's

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Speaker 1: tough two cats. It's a yeah. No, Nicki's never come

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Speaker 1: into my apartment. She's waiting for it to be perfectly ready. No,

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Speaker 1: haven't been in town really, And now you have a

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Speaker 1: a disease? Is it? It's COVID disease. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I mean, all I know is that COVID. I have

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Speaker 1: high blood pressure. Remember I told you about that years ago,

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Speaker 1: It's funny when a doctor asked you and you haven't

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Speaker 1: like what you put people in to give them COVID

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Speaker 1: so you can study them. We were in that room

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Speaker 1: it's so funny because we were talking about how Natasha

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Speaker 1: I I literally do nothing. I don't do anything. I

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Speaker 1: But she was like, no, Nikki, I literally do nothing.

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Speaker 1: And there's a picture of us that and she actually

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Speaker 1: I mean, it's just you know, we've we're vas were boostered,

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Speaker 1: you with COVID. The irony, everyone's getting it, and the

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Speaker 1: airlines just lifted the mask mandate. Did you hear that?

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Speaker 1: like I've reading reading I'm redditing, uh reading on Reddit

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Speaker 1: all about it. Um, but you tested Popo? Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: So then um our show runner a lee from Nicky

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Speaker 1: Glazer Welcome Home comes watch it on May first, all

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Speaker 1: gonna try again. I just feel felt rushed. I don't

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Speaker 1: know why. Welcome Home Nicky Glazer. That sounds like there's

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Speaker 1: an exclamation point. Yeah there is. It's just has like

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Speaker 1: be analized nicky glazer. Come on down now it's and

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Speaker 1: it got to the higher ups and eat it got

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Speaker 1: shot down. Um. So she posted that you had COVID

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Speaker 1: your bitch, you know, right still here. So she got

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Speaker 1: a doctor packs lovid is a drug and anti viral

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Speaker 1: drug that's like the drug it's the COVID drug, but

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Speaker 1: of getting symptoms right away. And then so I she's like,

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Speaker 1: Like I never would have done this. It's so nice.

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Speaker 1: She's such like a mama bear, like she's found like

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Speaker 1: was extremely nice. That's the person that was in charge

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Speaker 1: take advantage. Go on. So the doctor's like, I'm universal

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Speaker 1: And I think, you know, my dad always talked about

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Speaker 1: was just like introductory, Like okay, so humans have been

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00:22:32,560 --> 00:22:35,400
Speaker 1: around for billions of years um, and we are all

423
00:22:35,440 --> 00:22:38,160
Speaker 1: on this quant This this work is on a quantum level,

424
00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:41,760
Speaker 1: which means what she does with Family Consolation is she

425
00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:44,919
Speaker 1: taps into she's intuitive. She believes that all humans are

426
00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:48,040
Speaker 1: intuitive and we do not tap into our intuitive powers.

427
00:22:48,320 --> 00:22:51,800
Speaker 1: And so she teaches me. It doesn't even teach me.

428
00:22:51,880 --> 00:22:55,159
Speaker 1: She just asked me questions. And I have to just

429
00:22:55,359 --> 00:22:58,960
Speaker 1: intuit the feeling, and what we do is we go

430
00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:03,919
Speaker 1: back and repair family ancestral history of you know, we

431
00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:07,440
Speaker 1: have billions, we have millions of like thousands, millions whatever

432
00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:11,400
Speaker 1: is of answers? You remember any of the questions. Yes,

433
00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:14,600
Speaker 1: it's about to get fucking weird. Believe you me, it's

434
00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:17,520
Speaker 1: about to get weird. So I have no idea what

435
00:23:17,600 --> 00:23:20,800
Speaker 1: this work is. So I'm sitting there. This probably takes

436
00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:22,919
Speaker 1: thirty minutes. She's talking about how we go back and

437
00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:25,840
Speaker 1: repair different examples of like how this is. Her brother

438
00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:29,080
Speaker 1: does this work too. I'm really just kind of going

439
00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:30,879
Speaker 1: along with it because Whitney said, whether or not it

440
00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:33,119
Speaker 1: does anything for you, believe in it. It's just a

441
00:23:33,119 --> 00:23:38,160
Speaker 1: good story. She was right, So I'm trying to actually

442
00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:40,439
Speaker 1: believe it, you know, I'm trying to just like wrap

443
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:42,919
Speaker 1: my head around what would it be like to just

444
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: surrender to this is true, you know, like instead of

445
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:48,440
Speaker 1: me being a skeptical a time, just like enjoy it.

446
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:51,560
Speaker 1: So I'm on board. I'm like, just be a fucking

447
00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:55,639
Speaker 1: believer in this. So then we start doing the work,

448
00:23:55,880 --> 00:24:01,080
Speaker 1: which is so we go back. She takes on. She's

449
00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:03,040
Speaker 1: like your yellow shirt, I'm red shirt. She's wearing a

450
00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:06,080
Speaker 1: red shirt. I'm wearing a yellow, uh blue lemon shirt.

451
00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:08,560
Speaker 1: And she's like, your yellow shirt. Now we are going

452
00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:12,159
Speaker 1: to take on the rolls of different ancestors from your past.

453
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:14,760
Speaker 1: I don't know who these people are. They're just going

454
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,679
Speaker 1: to come through. Let's set an intention, let's set energy

455
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:22,560
Speaker 1: out there. And so we take a second and then

456
00:24:22,560 --> 00:24:25,280
Speaker 1: she's like, okay, I'm I'm red shirt, and I'm going

457
00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:27,359
Speaker 1: to show she interacts with me. And this is all

458
00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,439
Speaker 1: stuff I've glean because it's very confusing. I'm just go

459
00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:31,760
Speaker 1: she doesn't explain it well enough. I have to say

460
00:24:31,760 --> 00:24:34,000
Speaker 1: if I could give her some notes, I just I

461
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,120
Speaker 1: don't know anything about this. All of a sudden, she's like, okay,

462
00:24:36,160 --> 00:24:38,880
Speaker 1: your red yellow shirt. I'm red shirt. Okay, I'm red shirt,

463
00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:44,480
Speaker 1: all right? Oh oh, I don't want to even look

464
00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:48,280
Speaker 1: at you. I can't even look at you. No, no, no, no,

465
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:51,640
Speaker 1: I'm not I'm looking over here. I'm not looking at you.

466
00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:54,359
Speaker 1: I do not like what you did to me. And

467
00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:57,639
Speaker 1: she's and I start going, okay, I don't. I'm trying

468
00:24:57,640 --> 00:25:00,439
Speaker 1: to like just feel I'm a character or now in

469
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:02,719
Speaker 1: my past. I don't know who I am how am

470
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,280
Speaker 1: I relating to this red shirt? So red shirt? It

471
00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:11,639
Speaker 1: turns out she starts going, okay, um, what am I?

472
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,880
Speaker 1: Who am I? She's talking to like a great spirit

473
00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:15,720
Speaker 1: or something. I don't even know who's talking to the universe.

474
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,640
Speaker 1: She's like, who am I? She goes, am I? How

475
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:23,560
Speaker 1: old am I am? My girl? Yes? And my boy? No? Now,

476
00:25:23,600 --> 00:25:26,040
Speaker 1: I always have to double check because sometimes you think

477
00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:28,000
Speaker 1: it's a girl because you have your own preconceived notions

478
00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,560
Speaker 1: of what a girl is and and but I'm feeling okay,

479
00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:33,360
Speaker 1: it's a girl. Okay, how old am I? Let's go by?

480
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:35,840
Speaker 1: Do we go by years? No? Do we go by months? No?

481
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:39,720
Speaker 1: Do we go by weeks? Yes? Okay? One? Two, two

482
00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:47,040
Speaker 1: weeks old? Okay? Ah? My neck? Ah? I feel and

483
00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:50,200
Speaker 1: I feel someone holding my arms and my neck. I

484
00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:55,439
Speaker 1: feel was I shaken? Am I a shaken baby? Yes? Okay?

485
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:58,280
Speaker 1: Who is yellow shirt? Who is this to me? Is

486
00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:02,320
Speaker 1: this is this my mother? No? I can't look at you.

487
00:26:02,840 --> 00:26:05,520
Speaker 1: I can't look at you. Okay, is it my Is

488
00:26:05,520 --> 00:26:09,199
Speaker 1: it my father? No? Okay, yellow shirt? How are you

489
00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:12,440
Speaker 1: feeling in relation to me? And I'm just like fucking

490
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,720
Speaker 1: weirded out. I don't know, like I'm Nikki, like, I

491
00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 1: am not my great I don't know who I am,

492
00:26:18,720 --> 00:26:20,360
Speaker 1: and so I'm just like, okay, what do I feel?

493
00:26:20,400 --> 00:26:24,960
Speaker 1: And I'm like, um, that you're being ridiculous. I didn't

494
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 1: know if that was my answers are coming through or Nikki,

495
00:26:27,080 --> 00:26:29,080
Speaker 1: you know. So I'm like, I honestly feel like you're

496
00:26:29,119 --> 00:26:33,000
Speaker 1: exaggerating and like you deserved it or whatever, like I

497
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:34,800
Speaker 1: was just trying to tap into, like what I felt

498
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,800
Speaker 1: from this woman who was like pretending to be a

499
00:26:36,800 --> 00:26:40,000
Speaker 1: baby that couldn't look at me, that was shaken, And

500
00:26:40,080 --> 00:26:42,359
Speaker 1: she goes, Okay, was this a nanny? So it turns

501
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:45,680
Speaker 1: out that I am a nanny. I am a caregiver

502
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:51,240
Speaker 1: that this baby's mother purposely gave over to the caregiver

503
00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:54,120
Speaker 1: because the mother didn't want the baby, because the baby

504
00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:56,680
Speaker 1: was born deformed and the mother didn't want it, so

505
00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:58,560
Speaker 1: she purposely put it in the care of someone who

506
00:26:58,600 --> 00:27:00,719
Speaker 1: was abusive, who she knew would shake the baby. And

507
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:03,120
Speaker 1: I'm the person who shook the baby. And so then

508
00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:07,119
Speaker 1: she starts as the baby saying, I release to the

509
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:12,719
Speaker 1: universe my victimization because this baby feeling like a victim

510
00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:16,399
Speaker 1: has permeated my family history. Back and backwards and forwards,

511
00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:18,600
Speaker 1: and has led to all of this victimization of like

512
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:22,040
Speaker 1: all my ancestors feeling like victims. Any questions so far,

513
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:28,560
Speaker 1: you guys in my black shirt, Yes, who are you

514
00:27:28,640 --> 00:27:37,160
Speaker 1: to me? Black shirt? I mean yes, the beginning, I'm

515
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:39,199
Speaker 1: not gonna I will try to like make it as

516
00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:41,840
Speaker 1: short as possible, but this is just the beginning. So

517
00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:44,119
Speaker 1: then I, as yellow Shirt, really get into character and

518
00:27:44,119 --> 00:27:47,159
Speaker 1: I'm like, well, actually, you know what I feel like.

519
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:49,720
Speaker 1: I feel like I did that baby a favor because

520
00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:51,800
Speaker 1: life is sucking hard, and we figured out this is

521
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,400
Speaker 1: five generations from me or whatever, you know, like we're

522
00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:57,880
Speaker 1: doing fucking this is acting right, So five generations ago,

523
00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:01,440
Speaker 1: it's like eighteen twenty, and I'm like, on slee life sucks,

524
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:03,679
Speaker 1: and I did this baby a favor by shaking it

525
00:28:03,800 --> 00:28:07,359
Speaker 1: because my life is hell. I'm like a weird wet nurse.

526
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:12,600
Speaker 1: And yes, Noah, is there any way for you to

527
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:17,200
Speaker 1: verify this with your family tree? So then yes, thank

528
00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:20,639
Speaker 1: you very much. So then no, there's no way for

529
00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:22,520
Speaker 1: me to verify that unless I was to do some

530
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:25,280
Speaker 1: really deep digging, which I haven't, I might be inspired

531
00:28:25,320 --> 00:28:28,600
Speaker 1: to do just a fact check. So then we so

532
00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:31,560
Speaker 1: I release the guilt I feel over shaking this baby,

533
00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:33,200
Speaker 1: and the anger I feel that the baby. I released

534
00:28:33,200 --> 00:28:35,239
Speaker 1: all this stuff. So it's so on a quantum level,

535
00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:37,919
Speaker 1: it supposed to permeate through not only me, but my

536
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:41,040
Speaker 1: you know, Poppy, my parents, and like all of this

537
00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:43,400
Speaker 1: healing will happen in my life now because of that.

538
00:28:44,040 --> 00:28:46,640
Speaker 1: Then she takes on, so she takes on a bunch

539
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:49,720
Speaker 1: of different people. We are an hour and forty five

540
00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:51,480
Speaker 1: minutes in and I'm looking at the cock being like,

541
00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: and I'm tired, because this makes this drains you because

542
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:56,480
Speaker 1: you keep you're taking on these characters You're trying to

543
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:59,600
Speaker 1: like really pull your energy. I mean, it was late

544
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:01,160
Speaker 1: at night and I had a long day, so maybe

545
00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:02,920
Speaker 1: that's why I was tired, But I was starting to

546
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,400
Speaker 1: go I was really trying to believe it, because why

547
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,560
Speaker 1: not why sit there skeptically the whole time? Like I

548
00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:10,680
Speaker 1: was just like, let's just have fun. And then it

549
00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:12,120
Speaker 1: gets to two hours and she goes, how are you

550
00:29:12,120 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 1: on time? And now at this point we're different. We've

551
00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:16,440
Speaker 1: been different people in my past, and I'm not gonna

552
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:18,120
Speaker 1: bore you with those, but it was all this stuff

553
00:29:18,720 --> 00:29:21,360
Speaker 1: and I go I'm good, meaning like this was good

554
00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:24,160
Speaker 1: for me. I'm done, and she goes, okay, so okay,

555
00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 1: now I'm white shirt. She takes off her jacket and

556
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh no, and she goes, you're a gray

557
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,200
Speaker 1: shirt and I'm like, oh god, because I'm wearing like

558
00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:33,600
Speaker 1: a thing underneath. And I'm like, oh god, here we

559
00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:37,240
Speaker 1: go again. Then she becomes someone else. She keeps asking like,

560
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:39,760
Speaker 1: who is this person? I can't even again, I have

561
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:42,280
Speaker 1: a great relationship with my mother. You're my father, and

562
00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:45,600
Speaker 1: I hate you. I don't like you, but my mom. Oh,

563
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:47,800
Speaker 1: this feels inappropriate. How much I love my mom. She's

564
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:50,280
Speaker 1: just smiling in the corner at mom, being like I

565
00:29:50,360 --> 00:29:53,720
Speaker 1: love you. I love and I'm just like and I'm

566
00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 1: the dad, just being like I'm just acting like this,

567
00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:58,400
Speaker 1: and she goes, how do you feel in relation to

568
00:29:58,440 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 1: me white shirt? And I'm like, I feel disgusted, Like

569
00:30:01,560 --> 00:30:03,479
Speaker 1: I think it's weird that you're like so close with

570
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:06,200
Speaker 1: your mom. And then it gives into this old thing.

571
00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:09,680
Speaker 1: Then I turned into my grandpa. And then this is

572
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:14,200
Speaker 1: where I started going, Okay, so I'm my grandpa. No, yes,

573
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:17,560
Speaker 1: I'm a grandpa. She is my grandma. At one point,

574
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 1: and she's like, I'm a pistol because she finds out

575
00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:22,400
Speaker 1: I go, you know, they were divorced when my dad

576
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:26,000
Speaker 1: was very young. She's like, I'm a little pistol and

577
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 1: he you don't understand me, you can't handle me. And

578
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:32,120
Speaker 1: I did your did your grandma leave your grandpa? And

579
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:35,520
Speaker 1: I go yeah, and she goes, you just you know what,

580
00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:38,320
Speaker 1: you didn't give me enough attention. You weren't you weren't

581
00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 1: there for me. You didn't understand me. And I go,

582
00:30:40,160 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 1: he also beat the ship out of her, and she's like,

583
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:46,640
Speaker 1: that's the ringing in my ear. Okay, I'm getting like

584
00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:49,120
Speaker 1: someone hit me in my ear and I'm like, yeah,

585
00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:51,480
Speaker 1: and that might be like the guns he like shot

586
00:30:51,480 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 1: off in the house when he was violently drunk, and

587
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,640
Speaker 1: that's why she left. And so then it becomes like

588
00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:00,360
Speaker 1: it just shifts, Yeah, that's she's the best. So no,

589
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:03,200
Speaker 1: there's a fistal next to my head. So it just shifts.

590
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: And I start to see like the little stuff you

591
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:06,840
Speaker 1: give them, what they do with it. And I do

592
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:12,120
Speaker 1: believe this woman believes what she's doing. But I was

593
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:15,240
Speaker 1: did this for three hours and I'm texting Whitney on

594
00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:18,600
Speaker 1: the side, like I am role playing as my closeted

595
00:31:18,960 --> 00:31:22,680
Speaker 1: great great uncle, and I don't like this is the

596
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 1: most dramatic, this is the best acting like we should Yeah. Yeah,

597
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:32,280
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, by the way, at any point

598
00:31:32,320 --> 00:31:34,400
Speaker 1: where you like she would make a great acting coach,

599
00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:38,720
Speaker 1: at least I'm getting that out. Yeah yeah. I was like,

600
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:43,080
Speaker 1: does it feel like she's almost showing how good she

601
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 1: is as opposed to like really getting to anything. No,

602
00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:47,680
Speaker 1: I mean I believed her, Andrew, It's a weird thing,

603
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:50,040
Speaker 1: like I believe that she was. I was kind of

604
00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:52,240
Speaker 1: like looking at her tissue, like is it actually wet?

605
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:54,000
Speaker 1: Is she wiping? Can I see tears? But then I

606
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:56,920
Speaker 1: saw tears and she was like, I you know, I'm

607
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:59,200
Speaker 1: an EmPATH and I already like feel so much, but

608
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:02,480
Speaker 1: I I I So it just all the stuff just

609
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 1: started coming out. So I wrote, so part of it

610
00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:09,640
Speaker 1: was my was I playing. My grandpa was watching. It

611
00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:12,360
Speaker 1: was something about my grandpa's family and like he was

612
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:14,720
Speaker 1: very close with his mother, his dad was jealous of

613
00:32:14,760 --> 00:32:16,959
Speaker 1: them or whatever, and so I wrote my dad being like,

614
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:20,240
Speaker 1: what was your relationship? What was Grandpa's relationship like with

615
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:22,840
Speaker 1: his mom and dad? And that's where I'm like, okay,

616
00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:24,760
Speaker 1: I'll fact check this, and my dad goes, I don't know.

617
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:27,440
Speaker 1: And my dad knows everything about his dad about like

618
00:32:27,440 --> 00:32:30,000
Speaker 1: my dad's obsessed with lineage, and he goes, I don't know,

619
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:32,840
Speaker 1: and I was like okay, and he goes, I have

620
00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: a feeling that his dad beat him a lot. Um.

621
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:38,360
Speaker 1: That's just a feeling I have. And I go, well,

622
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:41,120
Speaker 1: I could have told you that because grandpa beat you.

623
00:32:41,120 --> 00:32:44,280
Speaker 1: You know, Grandpa was abusive and hurt people, hurt like

624
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 1: you know, of course he got beat and my dad

625
00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:48,680
Speaker 1: just wrote back yep, And so I think it was

626
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,600
Speaker 1: very painful for my dad. But this what this does

627
00:32:51,720 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 1: is it does get me into my like exploring, like okay,

628
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:58,080
Speaker 1: I want to fact check this now. And it was

629
00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 1: interesting and it was like it was experience and Whitney

630
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:03,720
Speaker 1: and I don't think I'll go I'll have to limit

631
00:33:03,760 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 1: them the one hour sessions because this was so it

632
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:10,120
Speaker 1: was three hours until ten ten thirty at night. I

633
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:12,520
Speaker 1: was playing the role of my ancestors and it was

634
00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:16,160
Speaker 1: so weird. Do you ever find yourself? It honestly reminds

635
00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 1: me of like when I I think I hear people

636
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:23,000
Speaker 1: do sexual weird things. Where they're like, this guy wanted

637
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:24,400
Speaker 1: me to do this thing, and I don't know. I

638
00:33:24,440 --> 00:33:25,719
Speaker 1: was just up for it, and like we were doing

639
00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 1: a three some and I'm like, how did you do that?

640
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 1: That's so scary. I felt like that, like I felt

641
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:32,360
Speaker 1: like I was being a little bit coerced into doing

642
00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 1: this very weird thing, and at one point you just

643
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:37,920
Speaker 1: give in and you go, okay, let me just like

644
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:42,040
Speaker 1: see what I can do. And I maybe this didn't

645
00:33:42,040 --> 00:33:44,480
Speaker 1: pay off as much as I alluded to like to

646
00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:46,960
Speaker 1: it like saying it was, but it truly was the

647
00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:52,080
Speaker 1: weirdest thing I've ever done, because acting like my ancestors

648
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:55,040
Speaker 1: when you don't really believe it, it was so weird.

649
00:33:55,760 --> 00:34:00,840
Speaker 1: And also it was just on Zook the conclusion, and

650
00:34:00,920 --> 00:34:04,720
Speaker 1: also her son's minecraft kept going off on the computer

651
00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:09,520
Speaker 1: and be like, I'm just feeling like I'm going to

652
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:12,600
Speaker 1: forgive you for being violent and be like beating but

653
00:34:12,760 --> 00:34:14,960
Speaker 1: ding but ding, and I would just see her eyes

654
00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:17,040
Speaker 1: kind of go to the side and go like like

655
00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:21,480
Speaker 1: look at the alerts and kind to get frustrated, and

656
00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 1: I release my resentment and I released my victim. But

657
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:29,160
Speaker 1: ding ding Ding, It's just like, what is my life?

658
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 1: And Why how do these fucking spirits come through on Zoom?

659
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:36,080
Speaker 1: How are they getting it to work? How it's just

660
00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:39,680
Speaker 1: it all. I was very much like I would love

661
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:43,080
Speaker 1: Sam Harris to weigh in on this and how much

662
00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:44,960
Speaker 1: of an ey roll this is? But you know what,

663
00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:48,399
Speaker 1: you don't You can't learn new things unless you open

664
00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,960
Speaker 1: your mind to actually accepting them and not walking in

665
00:34:52,000 --> 00:34:54,120
Speaker 1: cynically to everything in life. And so it was a

666
00:34:54,200 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 1: lesson in that. Yeah, it feels like it's like taking

667
00:34:57,080 --> 00:35:00,560
Speaker 1: ayahuasca without taking a drug. Like this was our ability

668
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:03,480
Speaker 1: to kind of release and let go and and kind

669
00:35:03,480 --> 00:35:06,359
Speaker 1: of you know, take off that like skeptic brain that

670
00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 1: we all have, which is which you can learn a

671
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:12,000
Speaker 1: lot about yourself when you do that. That being said,

672
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:15,480
Speaker 1: three hours of that skeptic brain, it starts to like

673
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,360
Speaker 1: for an hour, I can let it go for three hours.

674
00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:21,080
Speaker 1: I start texting my friends saying, you would not believe

675
00:35:21,080 --> 00:35:23,560
Speaker 1: what's happening. And I did record it on Zoom so

676
00:35:23,600 --> 00:35:25,200
Speaker 1: I could have it for myself. She told me to,

677
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:27,279
Speaker 1: But it's on our work computer and I didn't want

678
00:35:27,280 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 1: to save it because it was a three hour video session.

679
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:32,680
Speaker 1: But man, I wish I could. Well, how did it conclude, like,

680
00:35:32,760 --> 00:35:34,879
Speaker 1: how does it end? How does it with her going

681
00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 1: okay at three hours? Okay, she goes okay, now Sam

682
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,240
Speaker 1: shirt and I go, I gotta be honest, I can't

683
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:45,359
Speaker 1: do it. I go, I am exhausted and I gotta go.

684
00:35:45,920 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 1: My grandpa says that my grandpa's coming through, and he's

685
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:50,680
Speaker 1: telling me that I need to watch the next episode

686
00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:53,719
Speaker 1: of the Ultimatum with my boyfriend over the phone. That's

687
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:55,000
Speaker 1: what he wants us to do, and I want to

688
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: release me from the guilt of finishing the session early.

689
00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:00,400
Speaker 1: Um so I did watch the Ultimatum, which is amazing.

690
00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:06,359
Speaker 1: Let's get to you. Woren't too many layers, Nick. That's

691
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: the funniest part about this is that she had on

692
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:13,400
Speaker 1: so many sure. Oh my god. She's like, I'm nude,

693
00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:16,200
Speaker 1: bra and I'm like, oh god, please keep on. I'm

694
00:36:16,239 --> 00:36:25,040
Speaker 1: in her tits. Oh boy, it's Tuesday, folks. You know

695
00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:27,560
Speaker 1: what that means. It is Tuesday. I hope you're having

696
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:30,919
Speaker 1: all the swells out there, And um, I haven't been

697
00:36:31,000 --> 00:36:33,080
Speaker 1: because you know, I've been dying from a virus. I'm

698
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:37,640
Speaker 1: on a venerlator right now, just kidding. Everything's fine, all right.

699
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,480
Speaker 1: I did test negative just now, and I want to

700
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:44,040
Speaker 1: say the COVID test that uh, thank you so much

701
00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 1: to Brenna, shout out, love you so much, miss you

702
00:36:46,160 --> 00:36:49,719
Speaker 1: so much. She gave me one of her tests. When

703
00:36:49,760 --> 00:36:52,200
Speaker 1: you do the COVID test, the line shows up either

704
00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:57,719
Speaker 1: C or T in my line CT, like when you're

705
00:36:57,719 --> 00:37:05,040
Speaker 1: positive cen T show Oh it's both. It's oh well,

706
00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:06,920
Speaker 1: I just I didn't read the instructions and I just

707
00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:08,879
Speaker 1: saw a line on sea and I was like, oh, well,

708
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,320
Speaker 1: that's COVID, and Andrew goes no. I sent a picture.

709
00:37:11,320 --> 00:37:13,240
Speaker 1: I go, mama's got it, and he goes, no, you don't.

710
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:17,040
Speaker 1: Let's just see. I'm like, so I don't. I don't

711
00:37:17,080 --> 00:37:21,320
Speaker 1: have COVID. I just have a cold from um uh

712
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 1: my boyfriend who gave me cold. But um, COVID's out there.

713
00:37:24,719 --> 00:37:26,880
Speaker 1: Even though no one's wearing masks anymore. People are. It's

714
00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:31,880
Speaker 1: surgeon um, surgeon general. Let's get to the first news story. Alright.

715
00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:35,080
Speaker 1: A man wins a four hundred and fifty thousand dollar

716
00:37:35,239 --> 00:37:39,840
Speaker 1: lawsuit after his coworkers threw him in office birthday party

717
00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:44,479
Speaker 1: against his wishes that triggered a panic attack. I heard

718
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:47,000
Speaker 1: about this and I did not click on the article

719
00:37:47,040 --> 00:37:49,719
Speaker 1: because I just go what I had a feeling I

720
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:52,319
Speaker 1: would hear about it on here. So you're telling me

721
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:56,360
Speaker 1: the medical and the suffering that he endured because of

722
00:37:56,400 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 1: having a panic attack, because of all the tension on

723
00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 1: him from the surprise little cake situation. That's what he

724
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:05,920
Speaker 1: wants compensation for. It's it's a little bit more complicated

725
00:38:05,920 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 1: than that, because he ultimately got fired during this panic

726
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:16,880
Speaker 1: attack that got him fired, so UM he so they

727
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:18,799
Speaker 1: threw him an office birthday party and he had to

728
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:21,680
Speaker 1: go to his car because you know, he had to

729
00:38:21,719 --> 00:38:23,440
Speaker 1: go through all the coping mechanisms. He had to be

730
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:28,319
Speaker 1: on his own, and UM, his managers were like confused

731
00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:32,719
Speaker 1: and they said that he stole his coworkers joy Um.

732
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 1: They then later on called him into the office, which

733
00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:39,560
Speaker 1: triggered another panic attack, and ultimately they fired him. So

734
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:43,080
Speaker 1: the lawsuit was a d and twenty grand and lost

735
00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:47,560
Speaker 1: wages and benefits thirty thousand and future wages. Because the

736
00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:51,240
Speaker 1: company is like a like a medical company that UM

737
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:54,719
Speaker 1: profited a lot off of the pandemic UM and he

738
00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:56,319
Speaker 1: was not there for that because they fired him. And

739
00:38:56,640 --> 00:39:03,080
Speaker 1: so this is a while ago, this happens and UM

740
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:07,840
Speaker 1: grand for past, present, and future mental pain and suffering,

741
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:14,160
Speaker 1: mental anguish, embarrassment, humiliation, mortification, and loss of self esteem. Andrew,

742
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:16,640
Speaker 1: you have quite a lawsuit against me if this is

743
00:39:16,680 --> 00:39:20,239
Speaker 1: going to hold up in court. No, but you know what,

744
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:23,200
Speaker 1: I like, this reminds me of me having COVID yesterday,

745
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:25,279
Speaker 1: where I I didn't even have to return phone calls.

746
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 1: I didn't do anything. This guy with this birthday, these

747
00:39:29,480 --> 00:39:32,040
Speaker 1: fuckers all made it about them. It had nothing to

748
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:34,560
Speaker 1: do with him his birthday anymore, to the point where

749
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 1: they fired him because he caused them to be sad

750
00:39:37,840 --> 00:39:40,919
Speaker 1: that he wasn't happy enough with his cake, Like well

751
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 1: were You know. There's a part of me though, and

752
00:39:43,920 --> 00:39:46,120
Speaker 1: I hear what you're saying, and I and I want

753
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,160
Speaker 1: to believe that that's like, I want to believe that

754
00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:52,040
Speaker 1: he was wronged. But this guy seems like kind of

755
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:56,840
Speaker 1: I don't know, he's trying to get a money grab. No,

756
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:59,960
Speaker 1: I mean, I feel like this guy dramatic, this dramatic

757
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,600
Speaker 1: dick like this kind of And I don't know the

758
00:40:02,600 --> 00:40:04,200
Speaker 1: situation because I would hate to be this guy. And

759
00:40:04,239 --> 00:40:07,600
Speaker 1: here some two people on a podcast, you know, saying

760
00:40:07,640 --> 00:40:09,680
Speaker 1: what they think because they don't know anything. But this

761
00:40:09,719 --> 00:40:12,880
Speaker 1: is sort of sort of sounding like, you know, I

762
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:15,800
Speaker 1: went to a comedy show and like I suffered because

763
00:40:15,800 --> 00:40:18,440
Speaker 1: she brought up this word and like I can't listen,

764
00:40:18,520 --> 00:40:20,360
Speaker 1: Like it reminds me of the girl in high school

765
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:23,919
Speaker 1: that I wanted attention because this boy that she barely

766
00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:25,880
Speaker 1: even dated broke up with her, and she wanted attention

767
00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,759
Speaker 1: from everyone at the party. So when Eric Clapton's you know,

768
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:33,960
Speaker 1: she go to a party, that song came on Wonderful Tonight,

769
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:37,720
Speaker 1: she started crying, being like I can't turn it off,

770
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:41,759
Speaker 1: Like it reminds me of whick please, And it's just

771
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:45,319
Speaker 1: like there's a little bit of that. But also I

772
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:49,680
Speaker 1: do understand like some people make birthdays about them and

773
00:40:49,719 --> 00:40:51,839
Speaker 1: like give too much. I mean, that is the classic thing.

774
00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:54,919
Speaker 1: So I can't decide. I just think that when people

775
00:40:54,960 --> 00:41:00,840
Speaker 1: get this litigious, it's just a little susp act. But

776
00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:02,839
Speaker 1: I also it could be the McDonald's burning thing where

777
00:41:02,840 --> 00:41:05,319
Speaker 1: we just go, oh did you get burned, and it's like, yeah,

778
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 1: her fucking skin burned off to the bone. She maybe

779
00:41:08,320 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 1: deserves four million dollars. That makes billions if you're a

780
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:17,080
Speaker 1: better Jerry on the case, A twelve person Jerry, So

781
00:41:17,280 --> 00:41:20,400
Speaker 1: twelve you know, twelve people had to listen to everything

782
00:41:20,440 --> 00:41:24,520
Speaker 1: and decide that and he got it. Yeah, oh well

783
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 1: you know what. Good? Well then I trust I mean,

784
00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:32,880
Speaker 1: I'd like to trust juries. But um, you know it

785
00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:36,359
Speaker 1: is interesting that like how good of an employee, like

786
00:41:37,560 --> 00:41:40,279
Speaker 1: if if he was very important to the company, one

787
00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:43,080
Speaker 1: panic attack, temper tantrum, is that going to cause me

788
00:41:43,120 --> 00:41:44,880
Speaker 1: to fire him? Probably not if I was the boss.

789
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:49,520
Speaker 1: Have you guys ever considered doing a lawsuit? No, because

790
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:51,840
Speaker 1: it's too many forms. I'd have to mean an attorney,

791
00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,600
Speaker 1: I'd have to be so to do it for you?

792
00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:57,520
Speaker 1: Yeah know what to think of what it is? Okay,

793
00:41:57,560 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 1: I had I had a lawsuit, Remember I about the

794
00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:05,360
Speaker 1: speaker falling on my head. Um, my lawyer advised me

795
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:08,520
Speaker 1: to take the settlement because once you call in doctors

796
00:42:08,520 --> 00:42:11,280
Speaker 1: to the podium and all that. He said, suing people

797
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:13,319
Speaker 1: costs a lot of money and are you sure you

798
00:42:13,320 --> 00:42:16,040
Speaker 1: want to get into this right? And that's why Trump

799
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:20,640
Speaker 1: constantly can get people silence because he just sues them

800
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:23,239
Speaker 1: and they don't have money to actually fight it. So

801
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,560
Speaker 1: they just forgot to say. I sued my landlord and

802
00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:30,400
Speaker 1: I had to get I did do a lot, Like

803
00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:32,479
Speaker 1: no bullshit, it's like the most work I've ever done

804
00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:35,959
Speaker 1: in regards to getting shipped together talking to all six

805
00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:38,719
Speaker 1: of my roommates. Yeah, I remember that was being so

806
00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:42,000
Speaker 1: impressed by that, and it was, um, what's it called

807
00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:46,200
Speaker 1: when the lawyer does it for free? Because yeah, pro

808
00:42:46,239 --> 00:42:48,719
Speaker 1: bono because they felt so bad about and they love

809
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:53,600
Speaker 1: you too. Um, so we did all of this and

810
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:55,839
Speaker 1: they're like, yeah, you guarantee you have a case, blah blah.

811
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,440
Speaker 1: We didn't win, like and it took like three years

812
00:42:58,440 --> 00:43:00,360
Speaker 1: to find out if we'd win or not. And I

813
00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,320
Speaker 1: stayed in the apartment probably a year longer than I

814
00:43:02,360 --> 00:43:07,840
Speaker 1: probably would have because I was like, money interesting, whatever, No,

815
00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:12,680
Speaker 1: do you feel like it was? Was it a good

816
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:14,680
Speaker 1: amount of money? Was it decent? Or where did you

817
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:18,239
Speaker 1: go back for more? You givet of it to your

818
00:43:18,320 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 1: lawyer and then the rest of it is taxed and

819
00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:24,440
Speaker 1: then you're left with like nothing. That's the thing is

820
00:43:24,480 --> 00:43:27,680
Speaker 1: like I whenever, I mean, that's what I do. What's

821
00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,280
Speaker 1: that's the math I do? Whenever I get a a job,

822
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:36,399
Speaker 1: you know, Like I there was something I recently my

823
00:43:36,719 --> 00:43:40,040
Speaker 1: business manager wrote me recently about I'm paying taxes. I

824
00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:43,279
Speaker 1: do it like quarterly, I guess, and the amount of

825
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:46,560
Speaker 1: money I don't even want to know. It's not mine.

826
00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:50,120
Speaker 1: Like you know, when I get a gig, I take

827
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:53,640
Speaker 1: away three fourth of it and that is probably what

828
00:43:53,719 --> 00:43:56,880
Speaker 1: I can say I walk away with after all is

829
00:43:56,920 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 1: said and done. Really, I mean, I think that it

830
00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:03,120
Speaker 1: would be nice almost. You know. It's almost like when

831
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:05,040
Speaker 1: you go to Walgreens and I remember as a kid

832
00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:07,080
Speaker 1: being like, why don't they just put the tax on it?

833
00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:09,400
Speaker 1: Because I get it tax changes, but like you always

834
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:12,600
Speaker 1: get this new higher amount. I just want to know

835
00:44:12,800 --> 00:44:15,920
Speaker 1: what I had, Like I just want to know, Like

836
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,520
Speaker 1: I don't want to see what I would have made

837
00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:19,080
Speaker 1: and what they take out. Just take it out and

838
00:44:19,120 --> 00:44:20,799
Speaker 1: then give it to me, because it feels like it

839
00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:24,400
Speaker 1: was mine then when it was never mine. And also,

840
00:44:24,640 --> 00:44:26,400
Speaker 1: you know, there's been been this TikTok going around that

841
00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:28,600
Speaker 1: I love and and different people kind of say the

842
00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:31,080
Speaker 1: same thing. But how we live in a country where

843
00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 1: they we have to pay taxes obviously, but we have

844
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:37,880
Speaker 1: to figure out what we have to pay, and they

845
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:39,480
Speaker 1: could really and then they come after us for like,

846
00:44:39,520 --> 00:44:41,360
Speaker 1: actually you owe this, and it's like if you fucking know,

847
00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:44,320
Speaker 1: then just tell me, don't make me figure it out.

848
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:47,200
Speaker 1: But the reason they do that is because turbo tax

849
00:44:47,680 --> 00:44:52,000
Speaker 1: and these companies into it. They lobby Congress to make

850
00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,200
Speaker 1: it so that they can exist. They don't need to exist.

851
00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:59,800
Speaker 1: They pay Congress to make to make it so that

852
00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:02,479
Speaker 1: this is the system that we have to go through them.

853
00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:05,360
Speaker 1: We have to turbo tax things and pay them to

854
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:08,239
Speaker 1: do our taxes. They don't need to exist because the

855
00:45:08,320 --> 00:45:10,279
Speaker 1: I r US knows how much we owe, they come

856
00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:13,359
Speaker 1: after us for it. Eventually. It's just so weird. It's

857
00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:16,319
Speaker 1: also way harder if you have like a job like

858
00:45:16,360 --> 00:45:18,560
Speaker 1: we have where you can make money from like nineteen

859
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:22,320
Speaker 1: different things. It almost and so do like entrepreneurs and

860
00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:24,920
Speaker 1: people starting their own business and almost it's so much

861
00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:27,360
Speaker 1: easier to pay taxes when you just have a normal

862
00:45:27,480 --> 00:45:33,000
Speaker 1: nine to five, like regularly pay Oh, take it out already.

863
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:35,400
Speaker 1: I could not. I didn't. I had to have my

864
00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:37,160
Speaker 1: dad do it before I got my own business. Man.

865
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: I don't know how people do it. I'm just so

866
00:45:39,280 --> 00:45:42,399
Speaker 1: like asually with an accountant. I don't know how how

867
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 1: people do it on their own, but they do turbo

868
00:45:44,719 --> 00:45:46,759
Speaker 1: at tax or they you know, are smart enough to

869
00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:48,400
Speaker 1: figure it out. Or they get you know, someone but

870
00:45:48,440 --> 00:45:50,439
Speaker 1: it's or they just don't do it and then they're

871
00:45:50,440 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 1: fucked later on down the road. I want to say

872
00:45:53,239 --> 00:45:56,399
Speaker 1: that I almost did a lawsuit um or I looked

873
00:45:56,440 --> 00:45:58,960
Speaker 1: into it when I found that cap in my vagina

874
00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:04,040
Speaker 1: that I thought that that was from a yeast infection

875
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:06,160
Speaker 1: thing that I didn't even remember doing it. But this

876
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:11,560
Speaker 1: cap was in my vagina for years possibly, and I

877
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:13,960
Speaker 1: looked into it. I like wrote lawyers about it, being

878
00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:18,640
Speaker 1: like what this cap was in there a year a

879
00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:21,879
Speaker 1: year and I had infections from like it was a

880
00:46:21,920 --> 00:46:24,480
Speaker 1: cap from a monostat thing was a blue cap that

881
00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:26,560
Speaker 1: I found that my boyfriend, my first boyfriend, found in

882
00:46:26,600 --> 00:46:28,920
Speaker 1: my vagina at the same day that Sully Selimburger landed

883
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:32,080
Speaker 1: in the Hudson. He was fingering me and goes, what's that.

884
00:46:32,160 --> 00:46:35,000
Speaker 1: I felt it on my dick so much. I always

885
00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 1: feel the screaming dick. Yeah, And he said, um, you know,

886
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:44,640
Speaker 1: get your flotation divide. Yeah. No, he said, um uh,

887
00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:46,640
Speaker 1: and then he breached his fingers up and pulled out

888
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:48,440
Speaker 1: this cap and I was like, I don't know what

889
00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:50,040
Speaker 1: the funk this is And it was my first boyfriend.

890
00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:52,360
Speaker 1: I was so nervous about like this guy finding this

891
00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 1: weird thing inside me. We were at a hotel that

892
00:46:54,719 --> 00:46:56,359
Speaker 1: I got for us because we both lived with our

893
00:46:56,400 --> 00:47:00,279
Speaker 1: parents and couldn't like hook up, and um, I you know,

894
00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:02,239
Speaker 1: there's this whole story around it. But I finally find

895
00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:04,400
Speaker 1: out that this cap that I can't identify is from

896
00:47:04,400 --> 00:47:06,440
Speaker 1: a monostat thing because there was this other girl that

897
00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:08,760
Speaker 1: had it too, and she found one in her vagina.

898
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:10,759
Speaker 1: There's a bunch of girls that I found online, not

899
00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:13,080
Speaker 1: a bunch to one of them thought it was aliens

900
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 1: put it in. I stopped talking to her right away.

901
00:47:15,400 --> 00:47:18,080
Speaker 1: Then the other one was like, no, it's a Monostt

902
00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 1: cap and I was like, oh fuck, because I wrote

903
00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 1: my you know, I wrote lawyers. I wrote my guy

904
00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:24,520
Speaker 1: to college, just being like anything like this, like in

905
00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:26,560
Speaker 1: your office did you leave something in me? Like I

906
00:47:26,560 --> 00:47:30,520
Speaker 1: didn't remember using it? And um, And then I found

907
00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:32,360
Speaker 1: out it was this Monostt cap. So I wrote my

908
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:34,319
Speaker 1: lawyer being like can we do like what's what do

909
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:36,920
Speaker 1: we have? And then I realized I'm just a broke

910
00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:39,839
Speaker 1: person looking to make some money off of this unfortunate thing,

911
00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 1: Like I see an opportunity. I wasn't really you know,

912
00:47:43,160 --> 00:47:46,120
Speaker 1: I had some mental anguish because my boyfriend found a

913
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:49,080
Speaker 1: cap and me and it was embarrassing. Is that financially

914
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:52,240
Speaker 1: is I'm probably gonna make money off of the story,

915
00:47:52,520 --> 00:47:54,960
Speaker 1: and like the trauma that that gave me, Like it

916
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:58,960
Speaker 1: just felt it felt like me because people were like,

917
00:47:59,040 --> 00:48:01,080
Speaker 1: NICKI you gotta sue when I was like, okay, I

918
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:02,759
Speaker 1: mean I'm broke at the time, I'm like, let me

919
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 1: look into it. And I was just like in the end,

920
00:48:05,000 --> 00:48:06,840
Speaker 1: I was like, no, this would be a lie to

921
00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:11,360
Speaker 1: act like. It was really mental distress so that you

922
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 1: feel like how did you First of all, how did

923
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:16,680
Speaker 1: you get the cap? Like did you how did it

924
00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:18,440
Speaker 1: stay in you? You think like do you think you

925
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:21,239
Speaker 1: had a case? I think you. Yeah. It was like

926
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:23,880
Speaker 1: that I just didn't read the instructions right, you know,

927
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:26,359
Speaker 1: and and that that could be like they didn't make

928
00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 1: the instructions clear enough because there were three girls I

929
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:31,400
Speaker 1: found online who also had the same thing, and this

930
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:35,840
Speaker 1: I also thought COVID, So you know that's the problem.

931
00:48:36,360 --> 00:48:38,200
Speaker 1: I thought a bed cap. I'm like, there's another one

932
00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:42,840
Speaker 1: in there, there's one of my nose. All right, we

933
00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,200
Speaker 1: gotta go. We'll come back with why do I care,

934
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:50,640
Speaker 1: all right, Why do I care? Why do I care?

935
00:48:51,520 --> 00:48:56,440
Speaker 1: Joe Alwyn reveals if he'll write more songs for his

936
00:48:56,680 --> 00:49:02,799
Speaker 1: girlfriend Taylor Swift under his pseudo Millium Bowery. Um does

937
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,319
Speaker 1: is he? Of course he will? He loves he loved it.

938
00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:10,920
Speaker 1: So in an interview l he responded, it's not a

939
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 1: plan of mine. No. He They are so private, these two.

940
00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:18,440
Speaker 1: They do a really good job. They don't talk about anything.

941
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:22,200
Speaker 1: There was this head boyfriend. Oh dude, she's been with

942
00:49:22,280 --> 00:49:26,040
Speaker 1: him for I think five or six years now. They're serious.

943
00:49:26,080 --> 00:49:28,439
Speaker 1: I mean, people speculate that they're already married and stuff.

944
00:49:28,480 --> 00:49:32,400
Speaker 1: But he um, yeah, she had attributed songwriting credits this

945
00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:34,879
Speaker 1: William Bowery, and no one could no one knew who

946
00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:37,960
Speaker 1: that was. And it turns out that William, I believe

947
00:49:38,080 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 1: is his maybe his middle name or something. And then

948
00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:43,200
Speaker 1: Bowery is the Bowery Hotel is where they first met.

949
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 1: Fans have discovered, so that's like was his thing and um,

950
00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:50,120
Speaker 1: and she talks about on the long pun sessions like

951
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,760
Speaker 1: having written with him and he, um, yeah, he's musical,

952
00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:55,799
Speaker 1: and so they wrote I think Betty together. I think

953
00:49:55,840 --> 00:49:58,520
Speaker 1: he wrote like he had the melody for Betty going

954
00:49:59,320 --> 00:50:01,560
Speaker 1: um and a couple of songs off Folklore and evermore

955
00:50:01,880 --> 00:50:05,000
Speaker 1: and um, yeah, it's Uh. It's interesting because there was

956
00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:07,840
Speaker 1: an article this weekend, the headline that said, you know,

957
00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:12,480
Speaker 1: Joseph Alwyn says, um, he doesn't want to keep his

958
00:50:12,560 --> 00:50:16,040
Speaker 1: relationship secret. Uh, and it was that was the headline,

959
00:50:16,040 --> 00:50:18,799
Speaker 1: and I was like, he would never say that, Like

960
00:50:19,160 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 1: their their relationship is more secret than any Hollywood relationship,

961
00:50:23,120 --> 00:50:25,440
Speaker 1: Like you do not see footage of them unless she

962
00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:28,120
Speaker 1: is very much into like putting it out there. It is,

963
00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:31,840
Speaker 1: there is no They are private as fuck, and she

964
00:50:31,880 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 1: does a good job of because she knows how much

965
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 1: that stuff affects relationships. So I was really shocked to

966
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:39,960
Speaker 1: read this article. But then I read further and all

967
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:44,759
Speaker 1: he said was, you know this, we wouldn't be keeping

968
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:46,759
Speaker 1: it secret if it wasn't this way. This isn't what

969
00:50:46,840 --> 00:50:49,200
Speaker 1: I want. This isn't what I want. It just is

970
00:50:49,400 --> 00:50:50,719
Speaker 1: the way it has to be. Like he said it

971
00:50:50,760 --> 00:50:53,360
Speaker 1: in a way that was not that these articles always

972
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:55,480
Speaker 1: do clickbait of like he doesn't want to do this,

973
00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:57,560
Speaker 1: She's making him. That's what it made it sound like.

974
00:50:57,680 --> 00:51:00,960
Speaker 1: It's so interesting how journalists can minutely it would be

975
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:04,239
Speaker 1: great if he's like breaking up with her, but he's like,

976
00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:06,879
Speaker 1: here's six songs I already wrote about myself that I'm

977
00:51:06,880 --> 00:51:10,600
Speaker 1: sure that you're gonna love how shitty they are towards me. Um,

978
00:51:11,120 --> 00:51:15,440
Speaker 1: you can just pay my manager. Here's the whole album.

979
00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:21,160
Speaker 1: I'm sorry broke your heart. Uh would you feel get

980
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:24,400
Speaker 1: paid for that? Does he get paid for that? How

981
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 1: do you think? How do you think that goes down though?

982
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:30,480
Speaker 1: Do you think that, um, like the pay scale is

983
00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:33,400
Speaker 1: like or whatever writer makes like DoD they talk about that,

984
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:35,879
Speaker 1: you think as as I think it's already like it's

985
00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:38,600
Speaker 1: there's rules, you know, like if you have this kind

986
00:51:38,600 --> 00:51:41,040
Speaker 1: of credit, it's not like up to the artist. It's

987
00:51:41,040 --> 00:51:44,960
Speaker 1: pretty much like set like union like scale stuff. I

988
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 1: don't think it would like I guess it wouldn't really

989
00:51:47,120 --> 00:51:53,600
Speaker 1: affect the relationship. But anyhow, what were you about if

990
00:51:53,640 --> 00:51:56,600
Speaker 1: you worked with Chris? Yes, yes, I have. Chris has

991
00:51:56,640 --> 00:51:59,320
Speaker 1: helped you on your specials and I just talked to

992
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:03,400
Speaker 1: him about it, yes to day. Um, I have begged

993
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:06,279
Speaker 1: for him to take money because he's helped me so much,

994
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:08,840
Speaker 1: and like I've paid people my friends who have like

995
00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:13,120
Speaker 1: assisted with producing Ellena Baker like helped me on Bang

996
00:52:13,160 --> 00:52:14,640
Speaker 1: and she helped me like put it together and kind

997
00:52:14,640 --> 00:52:17,719
Speaker 1: of come up with a theme. I paid her, you

998
00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:20,960
Speaker 1: know on this like on the side from my own money. Um.

999
00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:22,719
Speaker 1: And then Chris has helped me with all of my

1000
00:52:22,760 --> 00:52:27,080
Speaker 1: specials producing wise and will not accept money. I asked him.

1001
00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 1: I sent him a check once when we weren't together

1002
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:31,800
Speaker 1: because I was just like, I don't want him to

1003
00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:34,520
Speaker 1: think I just used him or whatever. And I think

1004
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,040
Speaker 1: we kind of had like a break up at then

1005
00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 1: of it. Um, I'm the opposite of Taylor Swift, I

1006
00:52:38,760 --> 00:52:40,840
Speaker 1: say too much. But we yeah, we it was the

1007
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:44,120
Speaker 1: end of ID just taped. Um, I just say banging actually,

1008
00:52:44,600 --> 00:52:49,040
Speaker 1: and I was we had become so close during banging,

1009
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:50,760
Speaker 1: and I thought, you know what, we're getting back together.

1010
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:52,799
Speaker 1: He is just amazing. I want to be back together.

1011
00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,120
Speaker 1: And he was like, no, I just I don't. I'm

1012
00:52:55,120 --> 00:52:57,400
Speaker 1: not ready for that. And I didn't know that this

1013
00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:00,000
Speaker 1: meant that you were and we just had a misunderstanding

1014
00:53:00,040 --> 00:53:02,120
Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, fine, and then I sent

1015
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:04,560
Speaker 1: him a check, being like, well then that you can't

1016
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,680
Speaker 1: even I'm so hurt that you don't want to be

1017
00:53:06,719 --> 00:53:08,640
Speaker 1: with me. That like, all that help you gave me,

1018
00:53:09,000 --> 00:53:11,880
Speaker 1: I'm gonna pay you off so that you don't that it.

1019
00:53:11,880 --> 00:53:14,160
Speaker 1: It meant nothing to me either, you know, And I

1020
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:21,160
Speaker 1: don't think you ever. Yeah, but I love I love

1021
00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,560
Speaker 1: working with your I think it's the best thing ever

1022
00:53:23,719 --> 00:53:27,000
Speaker 1: is that you can work with your friends and family.

1023
00:53:27,080 --> 00:53:29,040
Speaker 1: And but it does get tricky, all this stuff does

1024
00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:33,400
Speaker 1: get when there's money involved. It becomes like, you know,

1025
00:53:34,000 --> 00:53:36,000
Speaker 1: I just want I want to work with Chris all

1026
00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:37,600
Speaker 1: the time, and I want it so that he can

1027
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:38,960
Speaker 1: just work with me and not have to do other

1028
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:41,439
Speaker 1: jobs because he's so good at helping me be better.

1029
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:43,920
Speaker 1: And it's just a thing of like, but I do

1030
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:45,640
Speaker 1: that anyway. I don't need to get paid. I'm like,

1031
00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: but I want you to be more free so you

1032
00:53:48,640 --> 00:53:50,279
Speaker 1: don't have to do other work, so you can do me.

1033
00:53:50,360 --> 00:53:52,399
Speaker 1: So can I please pay you? And then it becomes

1034
00:53:52,440 --> 00:53:53,800
Speaker 1: like I don't want to be in your payroll, and

1035
00:53:53,840 --> 00:53:57,640
Speaker 1: I'm like, but like, what's the difference between like a

1036
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:01,520
Speaker 1: husband and wife? Like like a husband, you know, it's

1037
00:54:01,520 --> 00:54:03,840
Speaker 1: just it's different when it's a woman with money. And

1038
00:54:03,920 --> 00:54:06,800
Speaker 1: he's not like any kind of sexist old man rules.

1039
00:54:06,840 --> 00:54:08,960
Speaker 1: He's just you know, wants to respect me and my

1040
00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:11,239
Speaker 1: money and doesn't want to like he just does things

1041
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:13,040
Speaker 1: out of love, not because of money. But I'm like,

1042
00:54:13,640 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: but this is a job and I wouldn't be as

1043
00:54:17,239 --> 00:54:18,960
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be making as much money without you. So

1044
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:22,120
Speaker 1: it's a it's very it's it's it's interesting. I'll figure

1045
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:25,320
Speaker 1: it out someday. Let's get to Reddit dump karaoke mode.

1046
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:32,200
Speaker 1: This is your Reddit dom. Alrighty, here we go, it's

1047
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:34,000
Speaker 1: time for Reddy Dump. I love that little giggle you

1048
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:38,479
Speaker 1: have at the end there. Um. Alright, So I liked

1049
00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 1: this tweet yesterday that I found on the subreddit hold

1050
00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:45,520
Speaker 1: up h O l u P. It's like at the

1051
00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:48,640
Speaker 1: hold up is where everything something's fine and funny, and

1052
00:54:48,680 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 1: then at the end it's like, wait, what that's hold up?

1053
00:54:51,520 --> 00:54:55,120
Speaker 1: This is from um a tweet by kay Thor Jensen.

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00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:57,480
Speaker 1: It's a screenshot of tweet on Reddit. My wife just

1055
00:54:57,520 --> 00:54:59,959
Speaker 1: said boukaki in front of the kids to my shot.

1056
00:55:00,440 --> 00:55:02,359
Speaker 1: She then admitted that she didn't know what it meant

1057
00:55:02,360 --> 00:55:04,560
Speaker 1: and thought it meant like bullshit or something fake, And

1058
00:55:04,600 --> 00:55:07,279
Speaker 1: she said I say it in meetings. I made her

1059
00:55:07,320 --> 00:55:11,960
Speaker 1: google it and now she's having a panic attack. It

1060
00:55:12,040 --> 00:55:14,560
Speaker 1: does sound like something in all that BOOKACKI like, it

1061
00:55:14,600 --> 00:55:24,239
Speaker 1: doesn't sound like a bunch of people that though, um,

1062
00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:27,440
Speaker 1: because I feel like I've thought that before too, before

1063
00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:30,520
Speaker 1: I like found porn and like seeing bo Wait, what

1064
00:55:30,600 --> 00:55:33,040
Speaker 1: is bookaki? That's like the car Okay, they we're learning

1065
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:35,400
Speaker 1: that Andrew doesn't know what BOOKACKI means. So you would

1066
00:55:35,400 --> 00:55:38,880
Speaker 1: hear that not think a sexual thing? What would you

1067
00:55:38,920 --> 00:55:43,239
Speaker 1: telling Andrew what BOOKOCKI is? A book hocki is one

1068
00:55:43,320 --> 00:55:46,920
Speaker 1: like a bunch of men just like come on a

1069
00:55:46,960 --> 00:55:53,160
Speaker 1: subject at the same time at the same time. That's okay.

1070
00:55:53,400 --> 00:55:56,520
Speaker 1: So yeah, So man, she was saying that in meetings,

1071
00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:59,000
Speaker 1: and I'm sure guys who like knew what she was talking.

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00:55:59,120 --> 00:56:01,160
Speaker 1: I wonder how she is it in a sentence at

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00:56:01,160 --> 00:56:04,319
Speaker 1: a meeting. I believe it was probably like, oh, that's

1074
00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:06,560
Speaker 1: a bunch of bukaki. Listen, we gotta get back to

1075
00:56:06,600 --> 00:56:09,120
Speaker 1: these TPS reports, you know what I mean. It was

1076
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:13,120
Speaker 1: just it's like, you know that is so if our

1077
00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:15,760
Speaker 1: best sees have any examples of when it used words

1078
00:56:15,800 --> 00:56:18,120
Speaker 1: like that, because I think I feel like I've done

1079
00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:20,480
Speaker 1: that before to where I didn't know what the oh

1080
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 1: I know what I did. I in a I was

1081
00:56:23,719 --> 00:56:28,160
Speaker 1: in college, and I said, um, I said, I used

1082
00:56:28,160 --> 00:56:34,760
Speaker 1: the word castrated instead of um no, instead of cast

1083
00:56:34,960 --> 00:56:38,160
Speaker 1: cast out, like he was castrated from the community. And

1084
00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:40,799
Speaker 1: she was like. I remember her circling it and being like,

1085
00:56:41,000 --> 00:56:43,200
Speaker 1: look up this word, Nikki, No, it was. It was

1086
00:56:43,280 --> 00:56:46,839
Speaker 1: my ap English teacher in high school, Miss Larson. Miss

1087
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:48,400
Speaker 1: Larson used to be very She was the one that

1088
00:56:48,719 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 1: when the September eleventh happened, and the right after I

1089
00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:55,319
Speaker 1: got announced, the twin Towers got hit or the twin

1090
00:56:55,360 --> 00:56:57,600
Speaker 1: Tower was one tower. I go, what's the twin towers?

1091
00:56:57,600 --> 00:56:59,680
Speaker 1: And she goes, you don't know what the twin towers are?

1092
00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:02,480
Speaker 1: She was so like. I was just like, I don't know. Um.

1093
00:57:02,840 --> 00:57:04,640
Speaker 1: So I remember her being like, look up what this

1094
00:57:04,680 --> 00:57:07,440
Speaker 1: look means. And then I remember in college my professor

1095
00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:11,760
Speaker 1: circled the world. I said, um, and a colored color

1096
00:57:11,880 --> 00:57:14,800
Speaker 1: and he had so many colored friends, like colorful, I thought,

1097
00:57:14,880 --> 00:57:17,640
Speaker 1: and she he circled it and goes, you might want

1098
00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:19,240
Speaker 1: not want to use that word, but I thought it

1099
00:57:19,280 --> 00:57:23,040
Speaker 1: meant colorful. So those are my examples. UM, here's from

1100
00:57:23,080 --> 00:57:27,200
Speaker 1: ask credit. This made me um happy to to read

1101
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:30,760
Speaker 1: a bunch of these. What never fails to make you horny?

1102
00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:33,360
Speaker 1: What never fails to make you horny? So one said,

1103
00:57:33,400 --> 00:57:35,720
Speaker 1: being wanted, not just wanting my pussies so you can come,

1104
00:57:35,760 --> 00:57:40,280
Speaker 1: but wanting me. This one is my newest EROGYNI stone

1105
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,480
Speaker 1: that I didn't know I had, But I'm so glad.

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00:57:42,480 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 1: Some other woman put it talking where I can feel

1107
00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:48,800
Speaker 1: his breath on the back of my neck. Yes, holy moley,

1108
00:57:48,880 --> 00:57:51,200
Speaker 1: I didn't know that was a thing. Wait, what do

1109
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:56,360
Speaker 1: you mean by that? Right here? Like right take your ear,

1110
00:57:56,680 --> 00:58:01,240
Speaker 1: like behind your robe, go down behind you. Yes, he

1111
00:58:01,320 --> 00:58:03,360
Speaker 1: is behind you at this or you know they can

1112
00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:06,160
Speaker 1: be like they can just but like breathing right there.

1113
00:58:06,640 --> 00:58:09,640
Speaker 1: For some reason, it is I can't even I can't

1114
00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:15,000
Speaker 1: even take it. It's and this is something I learned. No,

1115
00:58:15,240 --> 00:58:17,000
Speaker 1: this is I think we were just he was like

1116
00:58:17,080 --> 00:58:19,160
Speaker 1: laying on top of me, maybe just like whispering hot things.

1117
00:58:19,200 --> 00:58:21,160
Speaker 1: I mean, it was already a hot scenario, but what

1118
00:58:21,280 --> 00:58:24,160
Speaker 1: it did to me I just was like kid like.

1119
00:58:24,200 --> 00:58:26,439
Speaker 1: It was like I was being tickled, but horny nous.

1120
00:58:26,520 --> 00:58:29,400
Speaker 1: It was so good. Someone said, a really good tight

1121
00:58:29,480 --> 00:58:31,240
Speaker 1: hug from behind, so I can feel his junk up

1122
00:58:31,240 --> 00:58:33,640
Speaker 1: against me, wrapping his arms underneath my breast and either

1123
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:36,160
Speaker 1: whispering in my ear or kissing them. When a man

1124
00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:37,600
Speaker 1: puts his hand on the small of my back and

1125
00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:41,160
Speaker 1: draws me in close. Oh my god. Um, actual moans,

1126
00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:43,160
Speaker 1: not fake ones or joke ones l O L. Just

1127
00:58:43,280 --> 00:58:45,720
Speaker 1: real ones. When a guy wear short sleeves and does

1128
00:58:45,720 --> 00:58:48,920
Speaker 1: that stretch with their arms behind their head. All right,

1129
00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:51,280
Speaker 1: these are all women. This is supposed to be. Um,

1130
00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:55,800
Speaker 1: you know men too, But Andrew, was there anything that you? Oh,

1131
00:58:55,920 --> 00:58:58,560
Speaker 1: someone said, come inside me. When a woman says that,

1132
00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:03,280
Speaker 1: what never fails to make you horny? Andrew's frozen, I

1133
00:59:03,280 --> 00:59:07,960
Speaker 1: think because he just heard the words coming coming. You

1134
00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:10,400
Speaker 1: guys need to see his face. I hope that's recorded.

1135
00:59:10,720 --> 00:59:14,160
Speaker 1: It's so funny. He's frozen. Just looks like someone just

1136
00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:17,560
Speaker 1: said come inside me, and he's like, I, Andrew, welcome back.

1137
00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:23,040
Speaker 1: Oh Andrew dropped. Well. Someone also said a woman in

1138
00:59:23,080 --> 00:59:24,680
Speaker 1: a tank top and jeans. Don't know why, but it

1139
00:59:24,680 --> 00:59:26,280
Speaker 1: doesn't for me. Is there anything that comes in mind

1140
00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:28,360
Speaker 1: for you? Noah? As we wait for Andrew to come back,

1141
00:59:30,880 --> 00:59:35,320
Speaker 1: uh uh moaning from men or like any kind of

1142
00:59:35,360 --> 00:59:39,840
Speaker 1: like grunting sounds like the men mike the men totally

1143
00:59:39,960 --> 00:59:44,160
Speaker 1: mike the men's situation um, all right, Andrew, You're back

1144
00:59:45,520 --> 00:59:48,720
Speaker 1: just in time for this one is so fucking weird.

1145
00:59:48,800 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 1: It's a little bit of a story, so story time.

1146
00:59:52,240 --> 00:59:55,800
Speaker 1: Final thought. This one is from True off my Chest.

1147
00:59:57,000 --> 01:00:00,600
Speaker 1: Oh boy, this one's fucked Mike When and I had

1148
01:00:00,600 --> 01:00:03,400
Speaker 1: a sexual relationship for years. I'm so ashamed. This might

1149
01:00:03,440 --> 01:00:06,680
Speaker 1: be the one that makes people party pretty much the title.

1150
01:00:06,720 --> 01:00:08,920
Speaker 1: I've never told anyone this. The twin and I do

1151
01:00:08,960 --> 01:00:11,120
Speaker 1: not have and have not discussed. I don't even remember

1152
01:00:11,160 --> 01:00:13,200
Speaker 1: how or why it started, but we eventually grew out

1153
01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:15,400
Speaker 1: of it. We're both doing fairly well in our respective

1154
01:00:15,400 --> 01:00:18,120
Speaker 1: careers and lead stable lives. We've had a normal sibling

1155
01:00:18,120 --> 01:00:20,400
Speaker 1: relationship for many years now. I don't think about this

1156
01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:23,080
Speaker 1: as often, and I'm left feeling really gross ashamed when

1157
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:25,240
Speaker 1: I do. Please don't ask for details. I'm only posting

1158
01:00:25,240 --> 01:00:26,800
Speaker 1: because I want the secret to not weigh on me

1159
01:00:26,840 --> 01:00:29,520
Speaker 1: heavily anymore. So if anyone wants ever get a secret

1160
01:00:29,560 --> 01:00:31,280
Speaker 1: off their chests, just do an anonymous post on True

1161
01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:34,040
Speaker 1: of my Chest. No one will ever know, so if

1162
01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 1: anyone is curious, yes, I have been to therapy, but

1163
01:00:36,040 --> 01:00:37,880
Speaker 1: I've never broach the subject, nor do I plan to.

1164
01:00:38,720 --> 01:00:41,400
Speaker 1: So then they then they update it because people started

1165
01:00:41,440 --> 01:00:44,040
Speaker 1: asking questions, so they go so the questions are, what

1166
01:00:44,120 --> 01:00:46,440
Speaker 1: are your genders? I do not feel comfortable answering this question.

1167
01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:49,680
Speaker 1: Um Am I from Alabama. While I get that that

1168
01:00:49,800 --> 01:00:53,000
Speaker 1: this isn't just no, I am not um someone said this,

1169
01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:54,520
Speaker 1: you should bring this up in therapy because I have

1170
01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:56,560
Speaker 1: been This person said, I've been tempted to, but I

1171
01:00:56,600 --> 01:00:58,640
Speaker 1: honestly cannot even get the words out. I have never

1172
01:00:58,640 --> 01:01:00,560
Speaker 1: actually voiced this, even to myself. I don't think the

1173
01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:03,400
Speaker 1: aftermath would be worth the potential relief of having told

1174
01:01:03,400 --> 01:01:06,880
Speaker 1: a professional. Um. Someone said fake post. He says, I mean, well,

1175
01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:08,400
Speaker 1: you're welcome to leave that, but it is not. I

1176
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:11,160
Speaker 1: honestly wish it was. Though. Someone said you're disgusting sick,

1177
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,080
Speaker 1: and he says, I think so too. Really appreciate all

1178
01:01:13,080 --> 01:01:14,680
Speaker 1: of you sharing your stories and some of the studies

1179
01:01:14,720 --> 01:01:16,720
Speaker 1: behind this. I feel less alone and a little relieved.

1180
01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:21,160
Speaker 1: UM So I read into this and apparently this is

1181
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:25,080
Speaker 1: a very common thing that happens between twins, is that

1182
01:01:25,120 --> 01:01:30,840
Speaker 1: they have weird sexual stuff happened between them. Have you

1183
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:33,120
Speaker 1: guys ever heard of anything? Is the story? Is there

1184
01:01:33,120 --> 01:01:36,600
Speaker 1: a story in detail? Here? No? They don't go into detail.

1185
01:01:36,640 --> 01:01:38,320
Speaker 1: They just wanted to get it off their chests. Me

1186
01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:41,440
Speaker 1: and my twin have hooked up. There is something about

1187
01:01:41,680 --> 01:01:46,600
Speaker 1: when you carry something like that, being able to take

1188
01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:50,000
Speaker 1: it somewhere. And I feel like, you know, getting back

1189
01:01:50,040 --> 01:01:54,360
Speaker 1: to my favorite subject, molesters, if you're having those thoughts

1190
01:01:54,360 --> 01:01:56,600
Speaker 1: early on and you've not acted on them, there's nowhere

1191
01:01:56,640 --> 01:01:58,720
Speaker 1: for you to go and say, I'm you know, this

1192
01:01:58,760 --> 01:02:02,120
Speaker 1: is what I'm dealing with. And I think that not

1193
01:02:02,280 --> 01:02:05,160
Speaker 1: just that secret, but like any secrets that we carry,

1194
01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:07,480
Speaker 1: there are certain ones that you can't share with anyone

1195
01:02:07,560 --> 01:02:10,360
Speaker 1: like this, right, but um, I'm glad that this person

1196
01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:13,560
Speaker 1: had that place to go. Yeah. I had a guy

1197
01:02:13,680 --> 01:02:17,640
Speaker 1: right in. I asked for stories on puddles or whatever,

1198
01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:22,360
Speaker 1: and the guy rode in and said that he didn't.

1199
01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:24,440
Speaker 1: Him and his sister were fighting when they were kids,

1200
01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:28,720
Speaker 1: so he would constantly killer beta fish like for years

1201
01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:32,360
Speaker 1: and like just needed to get it off his chest.

1202
01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:36,960
Speaker 1: And I was like, I mean it felt weird. I

1203
01:02:37,000 --> 01:02:38,520
Speaker 1: could go to you. I mean, I guess it felt

1204
01:02:38,520 --> 01:02:40,480
Speaker 1: pretty good, like I'm a priest or something where I'm

1205
01:02:40,480 --> 01:02:43,760
Speaker 1: not gonna judge him. But he's like, yeah, thanks, man,

1206
01:02:43,800 --> 01:02:47,480
Speaker 1: I needed that and I was like, you're welcome. I think. Uh.

1207
01:02:47,800 --> 01:02:50,000
Speaker 1: I mean, is that you know how serial killers start

1208
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:54,480
Speaker 1: out torturing little animals? Yeah? I mean and beta fish

1209
01:02:55,440 --> 01:02:59,360
Speaker 1: in like two days anyways, so it's like, yeah, good

1210
01:02:59,400 --> 01:03:08,800
Speaker 1: animals that lived for two years. Yeah to me, um,

1211
01:03:08,840 --> 01:03:10,560
Speaker 1: but that's so weird. You guys are trying to find it.

1212
01:03:10,640 --> 01:03:12,440
Speaker 1: Last night I was on Reddit and I didn't save it,

1213
01:03:12,520 --> 01:03:15,720
Speaker 1: but someone had said maybe on the same subread I

1214
01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:18,960
Speaker 1: forget that there. She just found out her parents were twins.

1215
01:03:19,600 --> 01:03:24,440
Speaker 1: And she said that her parents what this girl on

1216
01:03:24,520 --> 01:03:27,640
Speaker 1: Reddit said anonymously, I just found out my parents twins.

1217
01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:32,520
Speaker 1: She's thirty seven. She was driving her parents, her mom,

1218
01:03:32,600 --> 01:03:35,040
Speaker 1: her mom just her dad died like a year ago,

1219
01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:38,800
Speaker 1: tragically in a carcon. Her mom tried to kill herself.

1220
01:03:38,800 --> 01:03:40,640
Speaker 1: Was in a psychiatric hospital as soon as it happened,

1221
01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:44,280
Speaker 1: because she said her parents growing up were like everyone

1222
01:03:44,320 --> 01:03:47,080
Speaker 1: always said, oh my god, they look like they newlyweds.

1223
01:03:47,200 --> 01:03:50,160
Speaker 1: Like it was. It really fucked her up because there

1224
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:52,880
Speaker 1: was no She's never seen a couple like it, and

1225
01:03:52,920 --> 01:03:56,080
Speaker 1: she could never emulate like their love and what she

1226
01:03:56,120 --> 01:03:59,440
Speaker 1: found out her mom got drunk following the psychiatric thing,

1227
01:03:59,520 --> 01:04:01,520
Speaker 1: and like you know as out of the hospital doing

1228
01:04:01,560 --> 01:04:05,200
Speaker 1: well as stable. And her mom got drunk on Easter

1229
01:04:05,400 --> 01:04:07,360
Speaker 1: and and she was driving her home and she was like,

1230
01:04:07,360 --> 01:04:09,400
Speaker 1: I need to tell you something. Your dad and I

1231
01:04:09,440 --> 01:04:12,720
Speaker 1: are twins. Were fraternal twins. We grew up in Germany.

1232
01:04:13,160 --> 01:04:15,240
Speaker 1: We started masturbating in front of each other when we

1233
01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:17,440
Speaker 1: were little. Then it turned into mutual masturbation, then it

1234
01:04:17,440 --> 01:04:19,720
Speaker 1: turned us hooking up. We would stop hooking up because

1235
01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:21,360
Speaker 1: we knew it was wrong, and then we would eventually

1236
01:04:21,360 --> 01:04:23,520
Speaker 1: do it again. Eventually, we were just so in love

1237
01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:25,080
Speaker 1: with each other that we knew we would never be

1238
01:04:25,120 --> 01:04:27,440
Speaker 1: able to be together. So they left Germany, where they

1239
01:04:27,480 --> 01:04:32,880
Speaker 1: were from, created new identities in America, completely just disappeared

1240
01:04:32,920 --> 01:04:35,600
Speaker 1: from their lives, and then had one child, which is

1241
01:04:35,600 --> 01:04:39,480
Speaker 1: her and she has no deformities, She's totally normal. Um,

1242
01:04:39,560 --> 01:04:42,560
Speaker 1: and is it? And and then everyone was like, oh

1243
01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:44,880
Speaker 1: my god, there was another thing about twins looking up

1244
01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:46,640
Speaker 1: and which was the one I just read so read

1245
01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:48,720
Speaker 1: it's a weird place. And I believe all of it,

1246
01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:53,520
Speaker 1: but maybe, you know, maybe I shouldn't. Um, And I

1247
01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:56,320
Speaker 1: wanted to also, let's do one of my videos. No,

1248
01:04:56,400 --> 01:04:58,240
Speaker 1: what would you be prepared to play? The will Smith

1249
01:04:58,240 --> 01:05:00,280
Speaker 1: one because I forget what this is, but I did

1250
01:05:00,280 --> 01:05:02,800
Speaker 1: save it, and I know that the Will Smith slap

1251
01:05:02,840 --> 01:05:05,360
Speaker 1: stuff is all kind of We're over it. When I

1252
01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:10,520
Speaker 1: was years old, my first girlfriend cheated on me, and

1253
01:05:10,880 --> 01:05:15,080
Speaker 1: I remember making a decision that nobody would ever cheat

1254
01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:22,080
Speaker 1: on me again. And the biggest actor on someone's laughing

1255
01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:30,160
Speaker 1: whom there's been this weird psychology. My movies are number one,

1256
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:35,480
Speaker 1: My life is interesting I And the truth is he

1257
01:05:35,520 --> 01:05:38,040
Speaker 1: doesn't get cheated on because he knows about it. Do

1258
01:05:38,080 --> 01:05:40,760
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying? Like having an open relationship,

1259
01:05:40,880 --> 01:05:44,760
Speaker 1: it's not necessarily cheating. So and it is interesting though

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Speaker 1: that he thought becoming the number one actor he was

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Speaker 1: motivated by getting cheated on to become the best because

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Speaker 1: the number one actor doesn't get cheated on, which we

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Speaker 1: all know is not true and doesn't prevent it. But

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Speaker 1: it's so funny to see all these Will Smith things

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Speaker 1: resurface and these different quotes. Did you see them high

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Speaker 1: five over like bad marriage for Life? Did you see

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Speaker 1: that one? No? But do you think if you're if

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Speaker 1: the person decides to being an open relationship even though

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Speaker 1: it's not cheating, I feel like whoever decides the first

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Speaker 1: to say, hey, I want to be an open relationship.

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Speaker 1: It feels like like a like a kind of cheating,

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Speaker 1: you know what, betrayal to say that you want to

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Speaker 1: maybe open up the relationship if you haven't already. That's

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Speaker 1: not a betrayal. That's honesty. If it was me, if

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Speaker 1: if someone brought it, whoever brings it up first, and

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Speaker 1: if and if I agreed to it, maybe reluctantly. Even

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Speaker 1: though that's that's I get that. I get that. I'm

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Speaker 1: just saying, but it doesn't get a cheating. Cheating is

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Speaker 1: when you don't know when the person does it to

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Speaker 1: you and you don't know. I believe what I don't believe.

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Speaker 1: That's a debate. But I'm not saying it's cheating. But

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Speaker 1: I'm saying it's a soft a soft betrayal, a soft cheat. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I mean, going into an open relationship just to keep

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Speaker 1: the relationship is one of the dumbest things I've ever heard.

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Speaker 1: But I understand people aren't strong enough to leave and

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Speaker 1: so they put up with stuff. I've done that before

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Speaker 1: in different ways, just not in that way. But um, Andrew, uh,

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Speaker 1: I hope you feel better. We'll see you tomorrow. On

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Speaker 1: the podcast, this weekend. We will see you on the road.

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Speaker 1: We will be five days or more outside of any

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Speaker 1: COVID symptoms, so don't worry. UH. We will be in

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Speaker 1: New Orleans. We will be in UH Fort Lauderdale, Jacksonville,

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Speaker 1: and Nashville. Uh I can't wait to see you guys

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Speaker 1: out there. Get your bestie merch now sported on your instagrams,

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Speaker 1: will repost it and we love you so much and

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Speaker 1: Delbeka and Chick. There we go.