1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:05,120 Speaker 1: Today's message is titled what to Do When Bad Things Happen? 2 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:10,360 Speaker 1: What to do when bad things happen and just go 3 00:00:10,360 --> 00:00:11,200 Speaker 1: ahead and take it away. 4 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:19,720 Speaker 2: Whow when bad things happen, you let go and you let. 5 00:00:19,560 --> 00:00:24,160 Speaker 3: God ooh ooh. Okay. 6 00:00:24,200 --> 00:00:29,280 Speaker 1: So I've just been kind of like, there's been like 7 00:00:29,320 --> 00:00:33,519 Speaker 1: a series of things that have happened and have occurred 8 00:00:33,520 --> 00:00:35,440 Speaker 1: this year, in the year of twenty twenty four, the 9 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:39,640 Speaker 1: Cat Willamy Cat Williams Year, and. 10 00:00:40,960 --> 00:00:43,479 Speaker 3: I just find it very interesting, and. 11 00:00:43,600 --> 00:00:46,279 Speaker 1: I'm like a little like, like, what's going on? 12 00:00:46,479 --> 00:00:47,680 Speaker 3: Do you know what I'm saying? Sure? 13 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:52,960 Speaker 1: And I just for all of you guys that are 14 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:57,360 Speaker 1: going through something difficult, and maybe it's the most difficult 15 00:00:57,400 --> 00:01:02,040 Speaker 1: thing you have ever had to walk through, I want 16 00:01:02,080 --> 00:01:06,839 Speaker 1: you to focus on something, okay, because I know both 17 00:01:06,840 --> 00:01:10,440 Speaker 1: you and I have had lots of things happen to 18 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:14,959 Speaker 1: us that weren't the best things, and what do you 19 00:01:15,040 --> 00:01:17,680 Speaker 1: do in those situations? And what I'm about to tell 20 00:01:17,720 --> 00:01:23,679 Speaker 1: you probably is not something that people would actually say 21 00:01:23,680 --> 00:01:24,400 Speaker 1: out loud. 22 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:26,120 Speaker 3: Okay, I'm excited, Okay. 23 00:01:27,080 --> 00:01:29,600 Speaker 1: I don't think that it's something that people ever even 24 00:01:29,800 --> 00:01:30,240 Speaker 1: consider it. 25 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:31,720 Speaker 3: Maybe they do consider it. 26 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:35,120 Speaker 1: And maybe they have kind of like glossed over this 27 00:01:35,200 --> 00:01:35,680 Speaker 1: a little bit. 28 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:37,520 Speaker 3: Okay, But. 29 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:41,479 Speaker 1: What do you do when bad things happen? You need 30 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:44,839 Speaker 1: to understand a couple of things here. When bad things happen, 31 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:47,440 Speaker 1: do they come from the hand of God? 32 00:01:47,600 --> 00:01:47,760 Speaker 2: No? 33 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:52,560 Speaker 1: Absolutely not. And we are going to go to scripture 34 00:01:52,600 --> 00:02:03,520 Speaker 1: for that. And it's found in John ten ten if 35 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:04,960 Speaker 1: you want to look it up. What version is that 36 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:11,040 Speaker 1: makes the Kofi version the new King James version. It 37 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:15,000 Speaker 1: says here in John ten ten. You can find it 38 00:02:15,040 --> 00:02:17,960 Speaker 1: again in Luke twenty two, verse thirty one. 39 00:02:18,080 --> 00:02:18,920 Speaker 3: It says, the. 40 00:02:18,880 --> 00:02:25,800 Speaker 1: Thief comes only to steal, to kill, and to destroy. 41 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:30,640 Speaker 1: But I have come that they may have a life, 42 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:35,000 Speaker 1: and they may have it more abundantly, may have it abundantly, 43 00:02:35,600 --> 00:02:39,680 Speaker 1: my version says, and they might have life and have 44 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:44,000 Speaker 1: it to the full, to the fullest degree. Okay. And 45 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:48,000 Speaker 1: so I want you to see very clearly the person 46 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:51,840 Speaker 1: who is at work behind all of your troubles, all 47 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:56,079 Speaker 1: of your sadness, everything of chaos and disarray, Who really 48 00:02:56,200 --> 00:02:59,280 Speaker 1: is behind it. You've got to make sure that you 49 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:01,280 Speaker 1: know that before before I give you the next step. 50 00:03:01,360 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 2: But I think that people get lost in their emotions, 51 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:06,160 Speaker 2: so that there it's just becomes jaded. 52 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 3: So I mean, I. 53 00:03:06,960 --> 00:03:09,919 Speaker 2: Encourage you if you are going through it. There is 54 00:03:10,440 --> 00:03:13,400 Speaker 2: a you have full control over your mind. 55 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:15,959 Speaker 3: See is there a scripture? 56 00:03:16,160 --> 00:03:20,280 Speaker 2: Of course there is. And when you have full control 57 00:03:20,280 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 2: over your mind, that means you can shut certain things off. 58 00:03:24,720 --> 00:03:27,400 Speaker 2: And I know that that seems like an impossibility when 59 00:03:27,440 --> 00:03:31,000 Speaker 2: you're going through the thick of pain and hurt and despair, 60 00:03:31,480 --> 00:03:35,320 Speaker 2: but it's without a doubt, still true. So it's really 61 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:39,000 Speaker 2: integral that as you're listening to this podcast, you're bringing 62 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 2: up to light all the bad things that are going 63 00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:42,840 Speaker 2: on or have happened to you in the past. 64 00:03:43,000 --> 00:03:46,360 Speaker 3: You need to shut it off. 65 00:03:47,240 --> 00:03:52,240 Speaker 2: No emotions. Get the emotion box, John people should we 66 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 2: should just use this at the podcast from not on 67 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:57,800 Speaker 2: and you stick off of your emotions in this box 68 00:03:58,480 --> 00:04:00,800 Speaker 2: and don't let them come out throughout the next hour 69 00:04:01,000 --> 00:04:01,160 Speaker 2: or so. 70 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:04,160 Speaker 3: And what you're gonna do is you're going to think 71 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:04,560 Speaker 3: with your. 72 00:04:04,440 --> 00:04:09,000 Speaker 2: Mental faculties, because that's how you rightfully divide right from wrong. 73 00:04:10,400 --> 00:04:12,400 Speaker 1: In two Semothy one to seven, I feel like I 74 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:13,880 Speaker 1: quote it all the time, but this is going to 75 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:15,880 Speaker 1: be in the amplified Bible because you said we do 76 00:04:15,960 --> 00:04:18,279 Speaker 1: have control over our thoughts. And I think that a 77 00:04:18,320 --> 00:04:21,120 Speaker 1: lot of times when you are in the grieving process, 78 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:26,800 Speaker 1: you feel like overwhelmed because of emotions, right, and so 79 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:31,279 Speaker 1: you are quite literally flooded, you are inundated. It seems 80 00:04:31,320 --> 00:04:36,760 Speaker 1: as though you are drowning in this you know, pain 81 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:43,560 Speaker 1: and agony. At times it feels like physical pain, you know, 82 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:47,200 Speaker 1: and it and and it really is a sucky time, 83 00:04:47,520 --> 00:04:52,040 Speaker 1: you know. And there's been times where I'm sure you've 84 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:52,600 Speaker 1: sensed it. 85 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:53,920 Speaker 3: I've sensed it that. 86 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:56,680 Speaker 1: The people just feel like giving up and they don't 87 00:04:56,680 --> 00:04:58,880 Speaker 1: want to continue on in their faith because it's just 88 00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:04,599 Speaker 1: too much of a strain, it's too much of they 89 00:05:04,760 --> 00:05:06,320 Speaker 1: just already feel depleted. 90 00:05:06,839 --> 00:05:08,320 Speaker 3: To try to. 91 00:05:07,880 --> 00:05:11,159 Speaker 1: Connect themselves with the things of God is just a 92 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:12,480 Speaker 1: northern source of depletion. 93 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:14,080 Speaker 3: At least it was for me. 94 00:05:14,520 --> 00:05:16,640 Speaker 2: But how you eventually got out of that? 95 00:05:17,040 --> 00:05:17,240 Speaker 3: Right? 96 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:22,279 Speaker 2: So what makes certain people because there's like I believe, 97 00:05:22,320 --> 00:05:25,479 Speaker 2: there's there's like a morning time and then there's like 98 00:05:25,560 --> 00:05:28,920 Speaker 2: a spirit of morning and it's this perpetual thing that 99 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:31,719 Speaker 2: happens and it just doesn't go away. Well, I paint 100 00:05:31,839 --> 00:05:35,560 Speaker 2: the person's eyes, they have a different look to their eyes. 101 00:05:36,040 --> 00:05:42,400 Speaker 2: It taints their ability to level up, get out from 102 00:05:42,480 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 2: out of that. 103 00:05:44,279 --> 00:05:48,520 Speaker 1: I remember one time when Jonathan had called because during 104 00:05:49,560 --> 00:05:52,640 Speaker 1: that season where we had lost our son, he went 105 00:05:52,720 --> 00:05:55,800 Speaker 1: out to preach. He was on deck to preach. And 106 00:05:55,839 --> 00:05:59,080 Speaker 1: that was week two after we buried our son. It 107 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:00,960 Speaker 1: was like the next week, maybe even that week. I 108 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:04,760 Speaker 1: don't really know, but I remember slipping. I remember going 109 00:06:04,800 --> 00:06:09,400 Speaker 1: into that like, you know, everybody's gone, there's no more 110 00:06:09,480 --> 00:06:13,400 Speaker 1: flowers being sent, there's no more well wishes and prayers 111 00:06:13,440 --> 00:06:16,440 Speaker 1: being sent. So now you are inundated with your thoughts 112 00:06:16,839 --> 00:06:18,920 Speaker 1: and all of these emotions. And of course you add 113 00:06:19,240 --> 00:06:23,840 Speaker 1: with that my my hormone imbalance, you know, cuckoo. So 114 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:28,080 Speaker 1: I'm I'm in a room by myself. Cam's at school, 115 00:06:28,400 --> 00:06:29,520 Speaker 1: so I'm I'm. 116 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:30,440 Speaker 3: Literally just in. 117 00:06:32,400 --> 00:06:35,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, everybody's moved on and I'm not. That's something, you 118 00:06:35,520 --> 00:06:38,359 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying something, So everything moves and it's like, 119 00:06:38,800 --> 00:06:41,440 Speaker 1: what do you feel in that situation? What do you feel? 120 00:06:41,520 --> 00:06:45,320 Speaker 1: It's not despair, it's like hatred for life. It's it's 121 00:06:45,600 --> 00:06:47,960 Speaker 1: hatred for people. I couldn't even pick up my phone. 122 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:49,760 Speaker 1: I didn't want to see any babies. I didn't want 123 00:06:49,760 --> 00:06:51,440 Speaker 1: to see anybody like, oh. 124 00:06:51,279 --> 00:06:56,080 Speaker 3: Look at you know, uh you know, Susie. 125 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:58,120 Speaker 1: Like started walking like, don't even put that in my 126 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:00,720 Speaker 1: face because it wasn't that. 127 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:02,680 Speaker 3: You know, you are. 128 00:07:04,240 --> 00:07:08,039 Speaker 1: Like bitter towards an individual. The individuals have nothing to 129 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:11,840 Speaker 1: do with it. It's about what you're walking through and 130 00:07:11,920 --> 00:07:14,160 Speaker 1: the loss that you have suffered. That you're never gonna 131 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:17,160 Speaker 1: see that, and that all has to be brought to light, right. 132 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:20,400 Speaker 1: You got to look at that and say, Wow, this 133 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:25,160 Speaker 1: is the new life that I live. It's it's apart 134 00:07:25,240 --> 00:07:27,200 Speaker 1: from what I thought it was, do you know what 135 00:07:27,240 --> 00:07:31,480 Speaker 1: I'm saying? And so I do remember calling Jonathan or 136 00:07:31,480 --> 00:07:33,120 Speaker 1: he was just like checking up on me, and he 137 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,000 Speaker 1: would check up on me and he wouldn't call, he 138 00:07:35,040 --> 00:07:35,760 Speaker 1: would FaceTime. 139 00:07:36,160 --> 00:07:38,960 Speaker 3: Ah smart and he would FaceTime because he wanted to 140 00:07:38,960 --> 00:07:39,559 Speaker 3: see my eyes. 141 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:42,560 Speaker 1: Yes, And so I remember picking up the phone and 142 00:07:42,600 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 1: he just started preaching. I didn't say anything. He just 143 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:49,320 Speaker 1: started preaching. And we were on the phone for like 144 00:07:49,600 --> 00:07:53,680 Speaker 1: an hour and a half and I just started laughing 145 00:07:53,680 --> 00:07:56,840 Speaker 1: at the end of it. But it was like he 146 00:07:57,080 --> 00:08:01,040 Speaker 1: was quite literally pulling me out of that whole because 147 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:03,960 Speaker 1: it was so dark and he saw it and he goes, 148 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 1: I started this conversation and your eyes were black and 149 00:08:07,800 --> 00:08:10,640 Speaker 1: he's like, and now I see that there's like a 150 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:12,920 Speaker 1: little bit of glimmer, there's a little bit of hope, 151 00:08:12,960 --> 00:08:14,160 Speaker 1: and that's all I want. 152 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:14,520 Speaker 3: You know. 153 00:08:14,640 --> 00:08:17,480 Speaker 2: It's interesting because I think that there's also this thing 154 00:08:17,520 --> 00:08:20,880 Speaker 2: that you automatically do in life, which I think that's 155 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:25,160 Speaker 2: what really makes Revival today so genuinely unique, is that 156 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:30,560 Speaker 2: people don't compartmentalize their spirituality here. So the way we 157 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:33,240 Speaker 2: is on CTN is the way we is on that poll, 158 00:08:33,480 --> 00:08:38,520 Speaker 2: is the way we having dinner with the most reputable ministers. 159 00:08:38,600 --> 00:08:40,800 Speaker 3: It's literally it's the way we are. 160 00:08:41,400 --> 00:08:45,520 Speaker 2: And the fact of the matter is that most people 161 00:08:45,880 --> 00:08:48,120 Speaker 2: don't know what that looks like. 162 00:08:48,280 --> 00:08:48,760 Speaker 3: In life. 163 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:52,880 Speaker 2: There's a certain way that they act towards Christianity when 164 00:08:52,880 --> 00:08:55,320 Speaker 2: they're in front of Christians. There's a certain way that 165 00:08:55,360 --> 00:08:57,640 Speaker 2: they behave towards their husband. There's a certain way that 166 00:08:57,679 --> 00:09:00,520 Speaker 2: they behave with their children or with their high school friends, 167 00:09:00,520 --> 00:09:05,280 Speaker 2: and none of those ever really mesh. And so with Christianity, 168 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:08,920 Speaker 2: it's very difficult when you have lived a life of 169 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:11,040 Speaker 2: just up and ups and high and high and higher, 170 00:09:11,280 --> 00:09:15,160 Speaker 2: to then try to rationalize the truths of this word 171 00:09:15,559 --> 00:09:19,560 Speaker 2: when you're in your darkest despair, right so I think 172 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:21,480 Speaker 2: that that's one of the hardest things that you have 173 00:09:21,559 --> 00:09:24,679 Speaker 2: to overcome too as as a as a you know, 174 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:28,120 Speaker 2: as a child of God, is that, Yeah, there's highs, 175 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:30,840 Speaker 2: there's lows, but you're gonna get you're gonna go higher, 176 00:09:30,880 --> 00:09:32,880 Speaker 2: and you're gonna go higher, and you're gonna go higher, 177 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:35,920 Speaker 2: and it's just it's interesting that there's this is the 178 00:09:35,960 --> 00:09:38,640 Speaker 2: thing that you run away from during that time because 179 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:43,080 Speaker 2: you it's it's almost like I only know this to 180 00:09:43,160 --> 00:09:46,000 Speaker 2: be the the It's the first. 181 00:09:45,720 --> 00:09:49,120 Speaker 1: Thing that I run away from. It was it was 182 00:09:49,160 --> 00:09:51,640 Speaker 1: the first thing I was like, I don't want to 183 00:09:51,679 --> 00:09:54,080 Speaker 1: hear this, I don't want to good and this is 184 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:57,720 Speaker 1: so real and it's all totally the opposite of what 185 00:09:57,760 --> 00:10:01,199 Speaker 1: you feel right because you're you are you're in your 186 00:10:01,360 --> 00:10:03,600 Speaker 1: over your head and I think in the in the 187 00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:06,280 Speaker 1: in the body of Christ, in this realm of faith, 188 00:10:06,480 --> 00:10:08,720 Speaker 1: we're not allowed to say those things. No, we're not 189 00:10:08,800 --> 00:10:12,240 Speaker 1: allowed to be so real because we are confession people. 190 00:10:12,320 --> 00:10:15,240 Speaker 1: We are word people, so we don't ever allow ourselves 191 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:18,680 Speaker 1: to like even think about something that could possibly go 192 00:10:18,840 --> 00:10:21,520 Speaker 1: wrong or you know, or and it's not even that 193 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:23,600 Speaker 1: it's not even about things that could go wrong. It's 194 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:26,559 Speaker 1: when they go wrong, like what do you do with that? 195 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:30,400 Speaker 1: There's no coping mechanism, so you just feel shame, you know. 196 00:10:30,559 --> 00:10:32,880 Speaker 1: And so it's like if you understand that, you know what, 197 00:10:33,280 --> 00:10:36,880 Speaker 1: sometimes bad things happen, and and but God's gonna take 198 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:39,160 Speaker 1: you through it, you know. And God's gonna hold your 199 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:41,920 Speaker 1: hand and he's gonna walk you through. And what the 200 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:44,680 Speaker 1: devil meant to harm you, God will turn it around 201 00:10:44,679 --> 00:10:48,400 Speaker 1: for something good. But I think in those moments, especially 202 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:51,920 Speaker 1: being faith people, when we do come into that realm 203 00:10:52,360 --> 00:10:57,120 Speaker 1: of defeat or failure or you know, some outside circumstance 204 00:10:57,160 --> 00:11:00,320 Speaker 1: and accident or something like that, it's like we immediately 205 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:03,080 Speaker 1: go into hiding mode, a cave, you know. And that's 206 00:11:03,120 --> 00:11:06,280 Speaker 1: not the remedy either, you know. The remedy is to 207 00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:08,880 Speaker 1: just feel it and look at it and and and be. 208 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:12,160 Speaker 3: Aware of it. Most people don't understand that. 209 00:11:12,240 --> 00:11:16,480 Speaker 1: Most people cannot come to grips with what's happening in 210 00:11:16,559 --> 00:11:21,040 Speaker 1: their minds, in their emotions, so they. 211 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:22,560 Speaker 3: Try to pacify it some way. 212 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:26,360 Speaker 1: And that's that's the that's the majority of civilization as 213 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:28,839 Speaker 1: we know it. They're they're running away from their problems. 214 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:32,559 Speaker 1: They refuse to deal with things head on. But if 215 00:11:32,600 --> 00:11:35,360 Speaker 1: we know the spirit of truth, he leads us into 216 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 1: all truth. Right. So, so the truth sometimes hurts, you 217 00:11:39,400 --> 00:11:42,559 Speaker 1: know that saying like the truth hurts, sometimes it does, 218 00:11:42,679 --> 00:11:46,800 Speaker 1: you know. Sometimes it's it's facing the reality that you 219 00:11:46,960 --> 00:11:50,720 Speaker 1: have created this future and now that future is no 220 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:55,720 Speaker 1: longer there, it no longer exists, right, And so that's 221 00:11:55,760 --> 00:11:56,200 Speaker 1: the truth. 222 00:11:57,040 --> 00:11:59,640 Speaker 3: We're not trying to be fluffy about it. That's the truth. 223 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:01,680 Speaker 2: Well, I mean I think that that's the very thing 224 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:03,880 Speaker 2: that people run away from is the very thing that 225 00:12:04,160 --> 00:12:05,640 Speaker 2: is going to help you healing. 226 00:12:06,160 --> 00:12:10,000 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what recognized that, that's the process, because that's 227 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:12,240 Speaker 3: what this book was for. It wasn't for the perfect 228 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:12,960 Speaker 3: Christian Right. 229 00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:14,800 Speaker 2: It was for those I mean, look at the story 230 00:12:14,840 --> 00:12:19,720 Speaker 2: of the stories of David Right and his despair and 231 00:12:19,760 --> 00:12:23,640 Speaker 2: his anguish and the things that he's seen, you know, esther, 232 00:12:23,679 --> 00:12:25,400 Speaker 2: the and the list goes on and on and on. 233 00:12:25,559 --> 00:12:29,280 Speaker 2: It wasn't made for the person that was job Joseph. 234 00:12:29,559 --> 00:12:32,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, they all had to undergo a series of things 235 00:12:32,040 --> 00:12:36,000 Speaker 1: that really, I mean, they weren't planning on those things, 236 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:40,360 Speaker 1: you know, they they weren't. They weren't you know, in 237 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:45,560 Speaker 1: that kind of state of pressing. You have two options here. 238 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:47,640 Speaker 1: You're either going to grow from it. 239 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:49,280 Speaker 3: Or it's going to kill you, without a doubt. 240 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:52,400 Speaker 1: And I wish that more people would understand the reality 241 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:55,040 Speaker 1: of that, especially when it's so dark. 242 00:12:55,679 --> 00:12:56,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, do you know what I mean? 243 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,600 Speaker 1: Like, I wish that people would get a little bit 244 00:12:59,600 --> 00:13:03,360 Speaker 1: more serious about how they cope with certain things because 245 00:13:03,400 --> 00:13:06,679 Speaker 1: they don't realize like this will either catapult you or 246 00:13:06,720 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 1: it will destroy you. There's no middle ground because if 247 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:12,800 Speaker 1: you are still, you know, in pain and sulking and 248 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:16,240 Speaker 1: you haven't grown, then you're digressing, whether you know it 249 00:13:16,360 --> 00:13:20,959 Speaker 1: or not. So there's no stagnancy and there's no plateauing 250 00:13:21,040 --> 00:13:25,160 Speaker 1: in the realm of the spirit. We are ever increasing people, right, 251 00:13:25,520 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: and so when we ever increase, then there's just certain 252 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:28,760 Speaker 1: things that. 253 00:13:28,679 --> 00:13:30,560 Speaker 3: We must deal with. 254 00:13:31,160 --> 00:13:33,840 Speaker 1: And we don't deal with it by drinking ourselves into 255 00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:36,520 Speaker 1: a soup or so we don't feel anymore, although we 256 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:37,120 Speaker 1: might want to. 257 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:40,080 Speaker 3: We don't take high. We're not getting high. 258 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:44,640 Speaker 1: We're not trying to fill the void with some kind 259 00:13:44,679 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: of addiction, you know, good or bad, gem addiction, you know, 260 00:13:49,080 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 1: whatever that might be. We're not trying to fill it. 261 00:13:51,960 --> 00:13:54,600 Speaker 1: We're just trying to look at the situation and we're 262 00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:56,920 Speaker 1: feeling it out and we're walking it through. And I'm 263 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:59,000 Speaker 1: telling you ninety nine percent of people won't do that. 264 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:01,800 Speaker 1: They don't like the feeling of it. It hurts too much. 265 00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:04,240 Speaker 1: You have to, But you have to because us at 266 00:14:04,280 --> 00:14:06,040 Speaker 1: the end of the day, the enemy. 267 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:08,360 Speaker 2: Now again, we're talking a bunch of women who have 268 00:14:08,480 --> 00:14:13,199 Speaker 2: put their emotions aside, and they're not. I'm just activating 269 00:14:13,240 --> 00:14:16,640 Speaker 2: your brain at this point. But the idea that it 270 00:14:16,800 --> 00:14:20,040 Speaker 2: stops at the killing is wrong. 271 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:23,960 Speaker 3: It's utter destruction. It's to steal. 272 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:29,000 Speaker 1: To kill, yes, but then it destroys the family. 273 00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:31,000 Speaker 3: And it joys your life. It destroys your career, but 274 00:14:31,040 --> 00:14:32,040 Speaker 3: not this generation. 275 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:35,000 Speaker 2: Like Deuteronomy that says that the blessing goes on to 276 00:14:35,200 --> 00:14:38,960 Speaker 2: a thousand generations. So the decisions that you're doing now 277 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:42,000 Speaker 2: are activating generation thousands of generations to come. 278 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:44,240 Speaker 3: So think about that if you've nothing else. 279 00:14:44,480 --> 00:14:47,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, because a lot of times people just can't think past, 280 00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:49,960 Speaker 2: just like the now and what they're feeling right now. 281 00:14:50,240 --> 00:14:52,880 Speaker 2: But if you start thinking about who's around you, and 282 00:14:52,920 --> 00:14:55,240 Speaker 2: could you imagine if you went into utter despair and 283 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:58,320 Speaker 2: then we lost a Dallas, that would be pretty sucky. 284 00:14:58,360 --> 00:15:01,080 Speaker 2: We wouldn't even have a church, not a kid's ministry 285 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:02,880 Speaker 2: because your girl, I ain't caught out for that. 286 00:15:03,200 --> 00:15:05,600 Speaker 3: I see the work that you put in that that no. 287 00:15:05,920 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 2: Kids ministry in the least, none of those kids be 288 00:15:09,440 --> 00:15:11,040 Speaker 2: getting saved, which. 289 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:14,720 Speaker 1: Leads me to the point that I wanted to really 290 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:16,800 Speaker 1: like drive today. 291 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:21,479 Speaker 3: Uh. 292 00:15:21,520 --> 00:15:26,960 Speaker 1: One of the reasons were one of the methods for 293 00:15:27,280 --> 00:15:28,760 Speaker 1: my healing was. 294 00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:32,360 Speaker 3: Anger. 295 00:15:34,440 --> 00:15:46,720 Speaker 1: Anger, a righteous anger, a righteous indignation. Dare I say retribution, retribution, vindication, revenge, 296 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,240 Speaker 1: however you might want to. 297 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:51,920 Speaker 3: Look at that, And to this day it feels me. 298 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:53,880 Speaker 3: I was just talking to a friend of mine who 299 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:55,000 Speaker 3: just lost his. 300 00:15:54,880 --> 00:16:02,800 Speaker 1: Son, and I, Uh, he said, I've already I already 301 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,200 Speaker 1: have a crusade set up for next year at that 302 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:09,400 Speaker 1: exact same time where my son was born. And he's like, 303 00:16:09,480 --> 00:16:12,400 Speaker 1: because this is not going to take us out, and 304 00:16:12,480 --> 00:16:14,880 Speaker 1: I'm going to make the devil pay for what he 305 00:16:14,920 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 1: did to me and my family. And so I thought, 306 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:20,480 Speaker 1: that's that's it, Congratulations, that's. 307 00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:21,920 Speaker 3: That's eighty percent of it. 308 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:25,640 Speaker 1: Because if you allow, and that's why we started with, 309 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:28,360 Speaker 1: the devil comes to steal, to kill, and to destroy, 310 00:16:28,720 --> 00:16:32,120 Speaker 1: Because if you understand that, it was the devil that 311 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:35,240 Speaker 1: wants to take you out and destroy your entire family. 312 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:38,840 Speaker 1: Then all of a sudden, you're not attacking God, you're 313 00:16:38,840 --> 00:16:42,640 Speaker 1: not attacking individuals, you're not even attacking you or your faith. 314 00:16:42,920 --> 00:16:47,360 Speaker 1: You're attacking the one person that is due an attack, 315 00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:50,480 Speaker 1: and that is the devil. And so when you focus 316 00:16:50,640 --> 00:16:54,360 Speaker 1: in on that, then everything just lines up because you 317 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:58,960 Speaker 1: understand that I'm not I'm not. You know, it wasn't 318 00:17:00,480 --> 00:17:03,800 Speaker 1: what I didn't want this happening. God surely didn't want 319 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:07,080 Speaker 1: this happening to me. So who is behind all of 320 00:17:07,119 --> 00:17:11,360 Speaker 1: this pain and anguish? It's the devil and he's trying 321 00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:14,760 Speaker 1: to slow me down. He's trying to stop me. He's 322 00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:18,440 Speaker 1: trying to kill me. And once you realize that, then 323 00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:21,800 Speaker 1: you know, be a wolverine and have those like metal 324 00:17:21,800 --> 00:17:23,399 Speaker 1: things come out, you know what I mean. Whatever he 325 00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:26,960 Speaker 1: sends like anger and he was about to attack, that's 326 00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:30,360 Speaker 1: what I feel. It's like chi ching uh. That's what 327 00:17:30,400 --> 00:17:35,119 Speaker 1: you should like step into. And that's what really for 328 00:17:35,280 --> 00:17:38,639 Speaker 1: me helped my situation. And that's why we attack the 329 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:42,560 Speaker 1: Children's Church so much like we attack it like we 330 00:17:42,880 --> 00:17:45,160 Speaker 1: give ourselves to it. Okay, And it's not like an attack, 331 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:47,800 Speaker 1: because we were talking about attacks. But it's it's a 332 00:17:48,119 --> 00:17:52,560 Speaker 1: it's it's a mindset that we have where we're now 333 00:17:52,600 --> 00:17:56,439 Speaker 1: cresting on five years where that happened to Jonathan and 334 00:17:56,480 --> 00:18:00,600 Speaker 1: I and I I looking back on it, I'm like, 335 00:18:00,640 --> 00:18:03,600 Speaker 1: I couldn't be happier with our children's ministry and all 336 00:18:03,640 --> 00:18:06,960 Speaker 1: of the stuff that we've poured into because I am 337 00:18:07,119 --> 00:18:12,200 Speaker 1: seeking revenge. I am I am making the devil pay. 338 00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:16,879 Speaker 1: I am making him feel sorry for the day that 339 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:21,119 Speaker 1: he ever messed with me or my family. And so 340 00:18:21,440 --> 00:18:27,360 Speaker 1: there is that sense of pettiness that there's that sense of. 341 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:33,480 Speaker 3: Vindication that I feel is necessary in order to. 342 00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:41,760 Speaker 1: Crest over that bump and and and move out of 343 00:18:41,840 --> 00:18:46,399 Speaker 1: that hole, you have to begin to train yourself. What 344 00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:49,760 Speaker 1: is it that the devil doesn't want me to do? 345 00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:51,320 Speaker 1: Does he not want me to read the Bible? 346 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,800 Speaker 3: I'm gonna read it. I'm gonna read it, and I'm 347 00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:57,879 Speaker 3: gonna read I'm gonna read it all day if I 348 00:18:57,920 --> 00:19:01,720 Speaker 3: have to. It's it's like Spyethon for you. 349 00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:05,560 Speaker 1: Just do like a Spidethon, you know, one point oh 350 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:07,040 Speaker 1: two point oh or whatever. 351 00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:10,600 Speaker 3: Was made for for the enemy. Yeah, that's exactly what 352 00:19:10,640 --> 00:19:10,919 Speaker 3: it was. 353 00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:15,679 Speaker 1: It was because Jonathan knew that he didn't want the enemy, 354 00:19:15,800 --> 00:19:18,919 Speaker 1: the devil didn't want him talking about finances. So he 355 00:19:19,000 --> 00:19:22,160 Speaker 1: took an entire week to talk about finances, that's all. 356 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:25,480 Speaker 1: And there's great blessing that came from that, you know, 357 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:28,520 Speaker 1: a major breakthrough that came through that. And so I 358 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:31,040 Speaker 1: just wish that y'all could do a spidathon about your 359 00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:35,480 Speaker 1: situation and and and go after it and realize God's 360 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:40,119 Speaker 1: not the author of confusion or pain or you know, 361 00:19:40,280 --> 00:19:43,000 Speaker 1: all of the stuff that's happening. But I now, I 362 00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:46,520 Speaker 1: am going to align myself with His plan and purpose 363 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:49,080 Speaker 1: for my life and we're going all in. I'm gonna 364 00:19:49,160 --> 00:19:51,359 Speaker 1: grab you by the hand and we're gonna like walk 365 00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,119 Speaker 1: this out and we're gonna be petty about it. 366 00:19:54,200 --> 00:19:58,399 Speaker 3: We're gonna be up, up, petty, do you know what 367 00:19:58,480 --> 00:20:00,720 Speaker 3: I'm saying. And so. 368 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,520 Speaker 1: That's part of the healing process. And maybe you're not 369 00:20:04,560 --> 00:20:07,359 Speaker 1: cut from the same cloth as me, so then just 370 00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:10,480 Speaker 1: you know, do whatever you want to do, uh to 371 00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:12,159 Speaker 1: get out of that. But if you're cut like me 372 00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:16,040 Speaker 1: and you don't want to be bullied, you don't like 373 00:20:16,119 --> 00:20:17,639 Speaker 1: it when people bully people. 374 00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:22,160 Speaker 3: You don't like to be bullied yourself. Then I am 375 00:20:22,280 --> 00:20:27,080 Speaker 3: going to I'm I'm I'm going for the jugular. Do 376 00:20:27,080 --> 00:20:27,840 Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying? 377 00:20:29,200 --> 00:20:32,440 Speaker 1: And so I remember when when all of this happened, 378 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:35,440 Speaker 1: I sat down with Josh and I was like, bro, 379 00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:38,720 Speaker 1: she I have her down as low key in my 380 00:20:38,800 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 1: phone and I was like, I'm thour with this vision 381 00:20:42,560 --> 00:20:43,160 Speaker 1: for these kids. 382 00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:44,880 Speaker 3: Okay, I said, you're gonna. 383 00:20:44,680 --> 00:20:47,520 Speaker 1: Be my my, my brother here, and we're gonna, like, 384 00:20:48,480 --> 00:20:50,520 Speaker 1: you know, go after it together. 385 00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:52,640 Speaker 3: And that's what we did. 386 00:20:52,720 --> 00:20:57,280 Speaker 1: And we've we've covenanted and we've partnered with the Lord 387 00:20:57,760 --> 00:21:01,320 Speaker 1: to see that the children and if this generation be 388 00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:05,880 Speaker 1: reached with the power of Jesus Christ and be saved. 389 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:09,719 Speaker 1: So it's like, oh, you wanted to take my son, okay, 390 00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:13,119 Speaker 1: I'll take a million other kids then with me. 391 00:21:13,240 --> 00:21:14,639 Speaker 3: How's that? How do you like that? 392 00:21:14,880 --> 00:21:18,439 Speaker 1: How do you like them apples? And so that's what 393 00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:23,080 Speaker 1: and and to the day I die, that's what's gonna happen. 394 00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:27,280 Speaker 1: I am pouring of myself, every bit of myself until 395 00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:30,919 Speaker 1: the coming of Christ, to see that that is taken 396 00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:33,280 Speaker 1: care of. And if you sense a little bit of 397 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:37,520 Speaker 1: you know, revenge in my eyes that's it. That's all 398 00:21:37,520 --> 00:21:40,919 Speaker 1: it is. That's all it is. It's understanding that the 399 00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:44,879 Speaker 1: devil is such a terrible I just wish that people 400 00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:47,920 Speaker 1: wouldn't just be cute with the devil anymore. I wish 401 00:21:47,920 --> 00:21:50,119 Speaker 1: that you would understand that he hates your guts, he 402 00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:53,160 Speaker 1: hates your children, he hates the very life that you live, 403 00:21:53,359 --> 00:21:55,800 Speaker 1: and he's going after it. And if you knew that, 404 00:21:56,119 --> 00:21:58,760 Speaker 1: if you knew that there was an active killer, an 405 00:21:58,800 --> 00:22:01,280 Speaker 1: active shooter, are you gonna let him in your house 406 00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:03,960 Speaker 1: so that you could just like chill in your house. 407 00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:07,000 Speaker 1: Absolutely not. I wish that more people would sober up 408 00:22:07,000 --> 00:22:09,679 Speaker 1: to the reality that the devil is a bad devil 409 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:12,159 Speaker 1: and he wants to kill you, and he wants to 410 00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:15,399 Speaker 1: destroy you, and so set up guards against him and 411 00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:18,919 Speaker 1: make sure that if that attack does happen that you 412 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:22,679 Speaker 1: are swinging back that you are. If he's gonna fire 413 00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:25,400 Speaker 1: a twenty two, you're gonna fire a bazuka. 414 00:22:25,600 --> 00:22:28,440 Speaker 3: Huh. That's how it's gonna work. 415 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:31,840 Speaker 1: You wanna you wanna, you wanna, you know, shoot a 416 00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:34,800 Speaker 1: twenty two plinker? You better believe that I'm gonna take 417 00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 1: the judge and blow your behind a way. I'm digging 418 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:43,680 Speaker 1: a sod Off double barrel shotgun and we'll see how 419 00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:47,040 Speaker 1: it plays. Because I'm not I'm not going to sit 420 00:22:47,119 --> 00:22:49,440 Speaker 1: down and cry and I'm not going and you know what, 421 00:22:49,800 --> 00:22:52,760 Speaker 1: let me just like like like step back a little bit. 422 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:58,400 Speaker 3: I cried? Did I cry? I get upset, I'm bothered. 423 00:22:59,160 --> 00:23:02,080 Speaker 3: You know, it's it's sings. But you move. 424 00:23:01,920 --> 00:23:05,320 Speaker 1: Forward, and I'm not I'm not sitting there and on 425 00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:07,800 Speaker 1: the the you know the heels of what Max was saying, 426 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:11,440 Speaker 1: It's like there is a difference between grieving and then 427 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:12,520 Speaker 1: the spirit of grief. 428 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:14,440 Speaker 3: And you know and you will know. 429 00:23:14,880 --> 00:23:17,720 Speaker 1: Because the spirit of grief is abyss is It's an 430 00:23:17,720 --> 00:23:21,240 Speaker 1: abyss that knows no end, and you know when you're 431 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:22,120 Speaker 1: climbing into it. 432 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:23,160 Speaker 3: So what do you do? 433 00:23:23,240 --> 00:23:27,359 Speaker 1: You train your mind not to go into that abyss. 434 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:30,680 Speaker 1: You could, you can cry, you can mourn a lot, 435 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:34,160 Speaker 1: yourself time for that, but then allot your self time 436 00:23:34,440 --> 00:23:37,600 Speaker 1: to get ready in the morning, clean yourself up, throw 437 00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:40,080 Speaker 1: on some makeup, and go to target to get pj's 438 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,920 Speaker 1: or whatever it is that you gotta do do. 439 00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:44,720 Speaker 3: Do you know what I'm saying. But I'm not laying 440 00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:45,520 Speaker 3: down and dying. 441 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:48,160 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lay down and take this and have 442 00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:51,480 Speaker 1: this be something that destroys my marriage or my my 443 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:55,240 Speaker 1: my daughter's life, or or our ministry. I'm not I'm 444 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:58,399 Speaker 1: not finna do that. No, But what I am finna 445 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,840 Speaker 1: do is I'm I'm walking out of that right. So 446 00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:04,080 Speaker 1: it's like, even though I walk through the valley of 447 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:08,360 Speaker 1: the shadow of Death, I will fear no evil because 448 00:24:08,440 --> 00:24:10,639 Speaker 1: God is leading me through it. So that's what you 449 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:13,280 Speaker 1: have to get through your head. I am walking through. 450 00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,080 Speaker 1: I'm not camping out in the valley of the shadow 451 00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:19,720 Speaker 1: of death. I'm not digging a grave so that I 452 00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:21,560 Speaker 1: could just be defeated and die. 453 00:24:21,400 --> 00:24:22,840 Speaker 3: In the valley of the shadow of death. 454 00:24:23,040 --> 00:24:28,400 Speaker 1: I am walking behind through that scenario and we're coming. 455 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:31,200 Speaker 3: Out on the other side stronger than ever. And that's it. 456 00:24:31,240 --> 00:24:33,879 Speaker 1: Once you have that mindset, then we can go somewhere. 457 00:24:33,880 --> 00:24:36,200 Speaker 1: Then we can do something. But I encourage you. If 458 00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:40,320 Speaker 1: you feel attacks the enemies, you know, going after whatever 459 00:24:40,359 --> 00:24:43,000 Speaker 1: your finances, get in there, get in the word about 460 00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:47,040 Speaker 1: finances and start giving more than you've ever given. If 461 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:49,720 Speaker 1: he's attacking your health, get in the word about health 462 00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:52,679 Speaker 1: and then begin to do something to help other people 463 00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:56,399 Speaker 1: find healing. Pray for other people. Lay your hands on 464 00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,240 Speaker 1: other people, see so that they recover. 465 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:00,960 Speaker 3: Whatever that might be. 466 00:25:01,520 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 1: Have a vendetta against the enemy, and all will be 467 00:25:06,520 --> 00:25:09,120 Speaker 1: well in Jesus name. 468 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:10,920 Speaker 3: So I hope you got something out of that, because 469 00:25:10,920 --> 00:25:13,080 Speaker 3: that's all I've got for today. 470 00:25:13,359 --> 00:25:17,760 Speaker 1: I am going to do better to record more, and 471 00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:21,040 Speaker 1: I do apologize, and I just want you guys to 472 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:25,080 Speaker 1: know that our radiance is coming right up. Our radiance 473 00:25:26,320 --> 00:25:31,520 Speaker 1: is called the Resistance, and we haven't made any like 474 00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:34,320 Speaker 1: solid announcements about that because we haven't like recorded much 475 00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:40,040 Speaker 1: for the promos. But it does begin May ninth. It's 476 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:44,360 Speaker 1: May ninth through the eleventh, so mark your calendars. Go 477 00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:47,200 Speaker 1: there with us. It's gonna be a phenomenal time. We've 478 00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:51,480 Speaker 1: rented out a place because of UH. The registration was, 479 00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:56,720 Speaker 1: you know, so big. So we we're we're gonna be 480 00:25:56,720 --> 00:26:00,280 Speaker 1: in downtown Pittsburgh. So I am so excited about what 481 00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,280 Speaker 1: God's doing and I want you to be a part 482 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:02,520 Speaker 1: of it. 483 00:26:02,880 --> 00:26:03,200 Speaker 3: Again. 484 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:07,160 Speaker 1: That's May ninth through the eleventh, and you must must 485 00:26:07,240 --> 00:26:13,800 Speaker 1: must register. Okay, if you are a uh, if you 486 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:17,320 Speaker 1: get our our newsletters or our magazines, it's right there 487 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:19,880 Speaker 1: for you to see. It's going to be a powerful time, 488 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,680 Speaker 1: and it's it's it's not for the faint of heart. 489 00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:26,280 Speaker 1: So if you've come to cry, I can literally rip 490 00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:29,760 Speaker 1: this shirt from the back if I just I don't promise, 491 00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:30,560 Speaker 1: don't do that. 492 00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,919 Speaker 3: There it is, yeah, just in time for World War three. 493 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:36,159 Speaker 3: Apparently I'm just kidding, but well you might not. 494 00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:42,200 Speaker 1: Maybe not, but anyway, So that's that, and I I'm 495 00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:45,520 Speaker 1: so thankful that you watch. If you are watching, make 496 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:48,040 Speaker 1: sure that you let us know that you're watching. Both 497 00:26:48,040 --> 00:26:51,240 Speaker 1: of us are on Instagram. Your handle is my Realist 498 00:26:51,280 --> 00:26:53,600 Speaker 1: love right M A G A L I S. And 499 00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:56,320 Speaker 1: mine is the only Puerto Rican shuttles worth. Actually now 500 00:26:56,320 --> 00:27:00,360 Speaker 1: there's a Mexican shuttle's worth, but a Dallas Shuttlesworth. So 501 00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:03,280 Speaker 1: find me on social media. Let me know that you 502 00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:06,199 Speaker 1: were listening. I love you, Chong