1 00:00:02,480 --> 00:00:08,240 Speaker 1: YESI gay ay, I'm meeting up with poet Jessica Salgado 2 00:00:08,680 --> 00:00:11,880 Speaker 1: outside of the hunts Point produce market in the South Bronx. 3 00:00:12,160 --> 00:00:13,160 Speaker 2: You will meet you anywhere. 4 00:00:13,520 --> 00:00:18,120 Speaker 1: Yes, it's a frigid winter day and we're all bundled up. 5 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:21,640 Speaker 1: Yessica is visiting from her home in Los Angeles. 6 00:00:21,880 --> 00:00:25,400 Speaker 3: To be talking about love somewhere that isn't home kind 7 00:00:25,400 --> 00:00:26,800 Speaker 3: of makes it even that much more rich. 8 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:27,040 Speaker 2: Are for me. 9 00:00:27,680 --> 00:00:30,960 Speaker 1: Hunts Point is the largest wholesale fruit and vegetable market 10 00:00:31,280 --> 00:00:36,320 Speaker 1: in the world, and we've brought Yessica here because we're 11 00:00:36,360 --> 00:00:39,600 Speaker 1: on a kind of a quest. We're here to find 12 00:00:39,920 --> 00:00:48,640 Speaker 1: the sexiest, most romantic fruit. From Futuro Media. It's Latino Usa. 13 00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:53,720 Speaker 1: I'm Maria Inojosa. Today a conversation with poet Jessica Salgado 14 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:58,200 Speaker 1: about love, lust and being a hopeless romantic. 15 00:00:59,200 --> 00:01:02,080 Speaker 4: We are gonna start this episode. 16 00:01:01,640 --> 00:01:04,880 Speaker 1: By going on a little adventure together. 17 00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 4: But just a little heads up that. 18 00:01:07,840 --> 00:01:11,240 Speaker 1: We recorded this when normal meant being out on the 19 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:15,319 Speaker 1: street and walking around. That means we recorded this a 20 00:01:15,400 --> 00:01:19,200 Speaker 1: year ago before the COVID nineteen pandemic. And a warning 21 00:01:19,280 --> 00:01:21,920 Speaker 1: also that some of the conversation is about sex and 22 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:25,280 Speaker 1: might not be suited for all ages. Here we go 23 00:01:25,520 --> 00:01:32,920 Speaker 1: off to the Bronx. Jessica writes a lot of love poems, 24 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:37,240 Speaker 1: and many of those poems talk about mangos and lemons 25 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:41,360 Speaker 1: and oranges, So she's the perfect person to bring to 26 00:01:41,400 --> 00:01:46,399 Speaker 1: the Hunt's Point market. It's super industrial. There are guys 27 00:01:46,480 --> 00:01:50,800 Speaker 1: hauling crates of pumpkins and celery around. There are trucks everywhere. 28 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:53,480 Speaker 1: They beep as they pull in and out of the 29 00:01:53,520 --> 00:01:58,920 Speaker 1: parking lot. Honestly, it's not that easy to find somebody 30 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:02,480 Speaker 1: here to ask about fruit. But then we run into 31 00:02:02,520 --> 00:02:03,640 Speaker 1: this guy. 32 00:02:03,360 --> 00:02:04,800 Speaker 4: Hey, what's your name? 33 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:08,480 Speaker 5: Salvator sugar own. Naturally they call me Sugar. 34 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:13,080 Speaker 1: So when we're here, because Jessica is a poet, she 35 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:16,600 Speaker 1: writes a lot about love and sex and passion. 36 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:18,560 Speaker 5: Oh I could sing about that, but I got a 37 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 5: raspy voice. 38 00:02:20,120 --> 00:02:20,760 Speaker 2: Usually I'm a. 39 00:02:20,680 --> 00:02:22,480 Speaker 5: Good singer, but right now I'm a little off. 40 00:02:22,680 --> 00:02:24,160 Speaker 4: What would be the song that you would. 41 00:02:23,919 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 5: Sing speaking words of wisdom? Let it be say I'm 42 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,480 Speaker 5: a little off, though on a good night you would. 43 00:02:31,360 --> 00:02:36,919 Speaker 1: Melt so because you're here all the time. What is 44 00:02:37,120 --> 00:02:40,680 Speaker 1: the sexiest piece of fruit or the most romantic piece 45 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:41,160 Speaker 1: of fruit? 46 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:43,440 Speaker 5: I would say a kiwi you gotta eat. 47 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:46,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, Sugar walks over to a pile of kiwis that 48 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:49,760 Speaker 1: he's selling and he splits one open with a knife 49 00:02:50,240 --> 00:02:54,400 Speaker 1: and it looks pretty spectacular. It's bright yellow on the 50 00:02:54,440 --> 00:02:56,480 Speaker 1: inside and it looks super juicy. 51 00:02:56,880 --> 00:02:58,040 Speaker 5: That's a gold kiwi. 52 00:02:58,680 --> 00:03:03,560 Speaker 2: Try now, thank you? So what makes is the sexiest 53 00:03:03,560 --> 00:03:03,960 Speaker 2: fruit for you? 54 00:03:04,240 --> 00:03:08,200 Speaker 5: Sexiest fruit? Don't you taste it? 55 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:11,360 Speaker 2: I mean it's it's delicious, it's beautiful. 56 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:13,720 Speaker 3: But I would never I would never thought of a 57 00:03:13,800 --> 00:03:16,000 Speaker 3: kiwi as sexy, Like I think of kiwis as an 58 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 3: awkward fruit. 59 00:03:17,160 --> 00:03:21,160 Speaker 1: Okay, but but seriously, right now, if you if you 60 00:03:21,360 --> 00:03:26,919 Speaker 1: bite into this kiwi, right, you gotta do the sucking motion, right, 61 00:03:28,120 --> 00:03:28,480 Speaker 1: I think. 62 00:03:28,360 --> 00:03:29,240 Speaker 2: That's essential part. 63 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:38,680 Speaker 3: And you're just like no, mmm, I mean I get it, 64 00:03:38,800 --> 00:03:40,040 Speaker 3: but I don't think it's the sexiest hirt. 65 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:42,920 Speaker 6: No, because you're actually taking up She's like. 66 00:03:43,360 --> 00:03:47,960 Speaker 2: I stuck too hard. But I mean it's delicious. 67 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:54,440 Speaker 1: So we tried the golden kiwi. But Hunt's point is 68 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,640 Speaker 1: bursting with potentially sexy fruits. 69 00:03:57,600 --> 00:04:01,120 Speaker 2: I don't know, they're tomatoes. Wow, they're beautiful. 70 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:03,760 Speaker 4: It's like the most sensual. 71 00:04:03,600 --> 00:04:05,480 Speaker 2: And right next to a very phoulic chili. 72 00:04:07,920 --> 00:04:09,400 Speaker 4: We spot some squash. 73 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:16,120 Speaker 1: This is some pretty intense, robust still bus. Anything coming 74 00:04:16,120 --> 00:04:18,120 Speaker 1: to mind as you're looking at the squash. 75 00:04:17,839 --> 00:04:23,080 Speaker 3: Me it's a heavy, beautiful furuit and these are still 76 00:04:23,080 --> 00:04:24,560 Speaker 3: green and are changing colors. 77 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:26,440 Speaker 2: I spread it back down and it's like uzzi. 78 00:04:29,320 --> 00:04:33,039 Speaker 1: Yesigat grew up in La in a Salvadoran family. She 79 00:04:33,160 --> 00:04:37,039 Speaker 1: calls herself a fat fly poet. She's been writing and 80 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:40,520 Speaker 1: performing poetry for more than a decade, first online and 81 00:04:40,560 --> 00:04:43,719 Speaker 1: at poetry Slams. Yes he Goat and her poetry have 82 00:04:43,839 --> 00:04:46,560 Speaker 1: blown up over the last few years with help from 83 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:50,760 Speaker 1: Instagram and with a lot of love from LA's LATINX community. 84 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:54,920 Speaker 1: Last fall, she published her third book of poetry. It's 85 00:04:54,960 --> 00:04:59,039 Speaker 1: called Elmosa, and she has a real talent for finding 86 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:01,480 Speaker 1: the poetry in everyday things. 87 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:04,719 Speaker 3: I talk about a lot with ripening fruits, as like 88 00:05:05,760 --> 00:05:09,000 Speaker 3: the discovering of love and finding love. And I think 89 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:10,719 Speaker 3: it's because it takes a lot of growth to be 90 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:13,159 Speaker 3: able to harvest, and then even then you still have 91 00:05:13,200 --> 00:05:15,080 Speaker 3: to wait for it to be ready for you to consume. 92 00:05:15,640 --> 00:05:18,159 Speaker 3: And many times we're so worried about love we don't 93 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:21,200 Speaker 3: realize that has to take time to become love and 94 00:05:21,200 --> 00:05:24,360 Speaker 3: and so I think fruits teaches those lessons to wait. 95 00:05:25,040 --> 00:05:27,360 Speaker 2: Like, I don't think you've really known love until you're waiting. 96 00:05:27,080 --> 00:05:29,200 Speaker 3: For a mango to ripe in or avocado to ripepen 97 00:05:29,800 --> 00:05:32,280 Speaker 3: and you keep going back and touching it, and you're like, no, 98 00:05:32,320 --> 00:05:32,880 Speaker 3: it's not ready. 99 00:05:32,880 --> 00:05:34,200 Speaker 2: I can't eat it yet. I can't eat it yet. 100 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:36,000 Speaker 3: And then when you finally can, you're like, I'm so 101 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:37,159 Speaker 3: glad I waited. 102 00:05:37,960 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 2: So beautiful. 103 00:05:38,720 --> 00:05:39,839 Speaker 4: All right, well let's keep walking. 104 00:05:40,080 --> 00:05:42,360 Speaker 2: Yes, oh, sorry for all. 105 00:05:42,960 --> 00:05:46,800 Speaker 1: As we go deeper into the market, we start feeling well, 106 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:50,360 Speaker 1: a little bit in the way of pushing around fruit crates, 107 00:05:50,720 --> 00:05:53,960 Speaker 1: and then all of a sudden, I am, I am. 108 00:05:55,160 --> 00:06:00,760 Speaker 1: It's good purpose And that's the beginning of the end 109 00:06:01,000 --> 00:06:05,280 Speaker 1: of our fruit adventure. Director Medina politely escorts us to 110 00:06:05,320 --> 00:06:10,080 Speaker 1: the exit, but before leaving, I had just one more question. 111 00:06:10,279 --> 00:06:14,800 Speaker 1: So we were here to talk about romantic and sexy fruit. 112 00:06:16,080 --> 00:06:18,760 Speaker 4: Okay, you just gave me the side. I what is 113 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:20,320 Speaker 4: the sexiest. 114 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:23,960 Speaker 5: Fruit for me? 115 00:06:24,520 --> 00:06:24,719 Speaker 2: Yes? 116 00:06:24,839 --> 00:06:27,320 Speaker 1: Oh no, come on, you gotta give us an answer. 117 00:06:27,680 --> 00:06:30,320 Speaker 1: You're around fruit every single day. 118 00:06:32,120 --> 00:06:41,640 Speaker 2: Let's go with the mango, the grapes and avocado. I agree, 119 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:43,560 Speaker 2: I agree. 120 00:06:43,600 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 1: And with that we exit the market, get in the 121 00:06:46,279 --> 00:06:54,000 Speaker 1: car and head back to the Latino USA studios in Harlem. Yes, sir, 122 00:06:57,040 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 1: back in our warm studio, I sit down with Yes 123 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:04,520 Speaker 1: to talk about love, lust, her body, and her new book. 124 00:07:08,920 --> 00:07:09,840 Speaker 4: All right, yes, you goat. 125 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:12,720 Speaker 1: Thank you for going on the Sexy Fruit Hunt with us, 126 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:15,120 Speaker 1: And I'm really sorry that we got kicked out. 127 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:18,360 Speaker 3: I can't never say anybody else's every interview to me 128 00:07:18,520 --> 00:07:18,720 Speaker 3: like that. 129 00:07:18,920 --> 00:07:23,080 Speaker 2: I love it. 130 00:07:23,080 --> 00:07:26,040 Speaker 3: It was such the perfect metaphor for who I am 131 00:07:26,080 --> 00:07:28,520 Speaker 3: in this world, and to be in such a male 132 00:07:28,600 --> 00:07:32,520 Speaker 3: dominated space, but to be with a woman, you know, 133 00:07:32,680 --> 00:07:36,360 Speaker 3: interviewing me, and it's just so true to who I am, 134 00:07:36,440 --> 00:07:39,560 Speaker 3: like down to like the last drop, to be in 135 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:43,080 Speaker 3: this hustle and bustle and to just be there and 136 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:44,720 Speaker 3: be like, no, I'm here to talk about love and 137 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:48,280 Speaker 3: all these things that like are inconvenient to you. 138 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:49,160 Speaker 2: Yeah. 139 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:52,280 Speaker 1: I also feel like the men were totally like, yes, 140 00:07:52,320 --> 00:07:54,240 Speaker 1: we were a bit of an inconvenience, but I think 141 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:58,440 Speaker 1: that they were also frankly, very attracted to what was happening. Yes, 142 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:01,400 Speaker 1: I think that they were attracted to you because you're 143 00:08:01,440 --> 00:08:04,720 Speaker 1: a poet and you exude this kind of other worldliness, 144 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:07,960 Speaker 1: and I think they were attracted to me because they're 145 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,000 Speaker 1: probably like, who is this older woman who's just walking 146 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:11,600 Speaker 1: around like she like knows everything. 147 00:08:11,680 --> 00:08:14,920 Speaker 3: Well, there isn't anything sexier than confidence. And we had 148 00:08:14,960 --> 00:08:17,720 Speaker 3: someone cut open a fruit for us, like while he 149 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:20,960 Speaker 3: was at work. And then like even the guys that 150 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:22,760 Speaker 3: I like, I apologize for someone that I was in 151 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:25,640 Speaker 3: his way, He's like, no, you're good, like they were intrigued. 152 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,400 Speaker 3: And I see a lot of for me. That happens 153 00:08:28,400 --> 00:08:30,880 Speaker 3: a lot with men that come to my ratings. They 154 00:08:30,920 --> 00:08:34,040 Speaker 3: don't get the hype right, they don't get it, and 155 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 3: then they step into a room that I'm holding in 156 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:41,720 Speaker 3: the palm of my hand, and I always see the 157 00:08:41,760 --> 00:08:44,640 Speaker 3: way that they look at me changes completely. After that 158 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:49,000 Speaker 3: and A had my book release, this man that I 159 00:08:49,080 --> 00:08:52,120 Speaker 3: have a crush on was there crushed on so young, 160 00:08:52,320 --> 00:08:53,440 Speaker 3: so youthful. 161 00:08:53,559 --> 00:08:54,920 Speaker 2: But that's what he makes. 162 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:57,640 Speaker 3: I feel giddy, like nothing's happened between us, but I 163 00:08:57,640 --> 00:09:00,440 Speaker 3: feel giddy whenever I'm around him, and I feel the 164 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:04,560 Speaker 3: most beautiful when I'm on stage reading my poetry. And 165 00:09:04,600 --> 00:09:06,800 Speaker 3: I'm like, if after this he doesn't want to marry 166 00:09:06,920 --> 00:09:10,400 Speaker 3: me or at least hook up like there's nothing else 167 00:09:10,440 --> 00:09:12,360 Speaker 3: I can do, Like I've played my biggest card. 168 00:09:14,240 --> 00:09:18,280 Speaker 1: You have written a lot about your body, and you 169 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:22,600 Speaker 1: call yourself a body positive activist, and you've written about 170 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 1: how relationships have affected your relationship with your body. 171 00:09:26,559 --> 00:09:29,800 Speaker 3: Definitely, I mean being a fat woman in general. It's 172 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:32,560 Speaker 3: a lot, right, And then like we get to Hunts 173 00:09:32,559 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 3: Point and I see how large it is. I'm like, 174 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,240 Speaker 3: we're gonna have to walk around. I'm gonna be out 175 00:09:36,240 --> 00:09:38,960 Speaker 3: of breath just because I'm a lot more body moving around. 176 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:43,040 Speaker 3: But there's there's something in me that always kicks into no. 177 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:47,480 Speaker 3: I'm Yessica, I'm Yessica Sanagado, and I'm here with Maria 178 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:50,080 Speaker 3: in a hoosa, like there's no time to be shy. 179 00:09:50,360 --> 00:09:52,840 Speaker 3: And I feel that that's also what happens during sex. 180 00:09:53,280 --> 00:09:55,240 Speaker 3: All of my hang ups, all of my whatever. I 181 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:57,640 Speaker 3: could show up at a man's house and have a 182 00:09:57,720 --> 00:09:59,400 Speaker 3: laundry list of why he might not want to have 183 00:09:59,480 --> 00:10:01,840 Speaker 3: sex with me, But the minute that we're both naked, 184 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:02,440 Speaker 3: who cares? 185 00:10:02,559 --> 00:10:04,000 Speaker 2: Like the car got started. 186 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:06,720 Speaker 3: And we're on our way, and like all the fears 187 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:09,080 Speaker 3: and everything doesn't even matter anymore. 188 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:10,360 Speaker 2: And I think that. 189 00:10:11,920 --> 00:10:15,720 Speaker 3: As someone with my body, it's taken a long time 190 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:18,520 Speaker 3: to get to this, right, Like, I spent many years 191 00:10:18,520 --> 00:10:21,800 Speaker 3: pretending this wasn't my body, you know, going online with 192 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:25,640 Speaker 3: other women's pictures and only having romance through phones and 193 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:29,400 Speaker 3: through screens, and then coming into who I am now 194 00:10:29,440 --> 00:10:32,080 Speaker 3: this this woman who says like, yeah, you know, like 195 00:10:32,080 --> 00:10:34,920 Speaker 3: this things about my body that aren't ideal. But everybody 196 00:10:35,040 --> 00:10:41,240 Speaker 3: has that My experience is not unique, especially as women 197 00:10:41,400 --> 00:10:44,760 Speaker 3: in this country that we're told that beauty looks a 198 00:10:44,800 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 3: specific way and there's only a small percentage of the 199 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 3: population that does. 200 00:10:50,400 --> 00:10:50,840 Speaker 2: Look like that. 201 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:54,920 Speaker 1: So what have been the significant moments where love has 202 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:56,760 Speaker 1: changed how you think about your own body? 203 00:10:57,400 --> 00:10:57,720 Speaker 7: Oh? 204 00:10:57,760 --> 00:10:58,440 Speaker 2: My goodness. 205 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:02,199 Speaker 3: So I used to catfish, right, I used to pretend 206 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:05,400 Speaker 3: to be other people. And one of the last relationships 207 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:08,760 Speaker 3: that I had using someone else's pictures instead of my 208 00:11:08,840 --> 00:11:14,439 Speaker 3: own online, right, was with this guy named Dominic from Writing, Pennsylvania. 209 00:11:15,240 --> 00:11:17,880 Speaker 3: And he and I spoke for like six months, and 210 00:11:17,920 --> 00:11:20,520 Speaker 3: we had talked about visiting each other, and I kept 211 00:11:20,520 --> 00:11:23,200 Speaker 3: putting it off and putting it off, and excuses of 212 00:11:23,200 --> 00:11:25,120 Speaker 3: why I couldn't get on camera, all these things, right, 213 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:26,920 Speaker 3: And then finally it just got to be too much 214 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:28,920 Speaker 3: and it was kind of when I hit the wall, 215 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:30,600 Speaker 3: when I was like, what am I doing? 216 00:11:31,440 --> 00:11:32,679 Speaker 2: I had already found a. 217 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:36,280 Speaker 3: Community of poetry and poets that loved me and supported me, 218 00:11:36,360 --> 00:11:38,400 Speaker 3: and I was going home to pretend to be somebody 219 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:42,360 Speaker 3: else and it was just becoming like a lot. And 220 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:45,959 Speaker 3: so I came clean to him, right, I confessed, And 221 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:51,120 Speaker 3: it was my turning point in my life. I felt 222 00:11:51,120 --> 00:11:54,720 Speaker 3: that my wrong doing wasn't lying to him for X 223 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:57,040 Speaker 3: amount of months, It was getting him to fall in 224 00:11:57,040 --> 00:11:59,440 Speaker 3: love with a fat woman. I felt that that was 225 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:03,080 Speaker 3: what I had done wrong, and so I told him 226 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:05,319 Speaker 3: I'm going to disappear. I won't be in your life anymore. 227 00:12:05,360 --> 00:12:08,640 Speaker 3: I'm sorry, And he said, no, I love you. I 228 00:12:08,679 --> 00:12:09,719 Speaker 3: want you in my life. I don't know if I 229 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:11,480 Speaker 3: could do a relationship with you because you're a liar, 230 00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:14,400 Speaker 3: but I still want you in my life. And then 231 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:19,200 Speaker 3: he said, why didn't you let me choose you? Didn't 232 00:12:19,240 --> 00:12:22,640 Speaker 3: even give me the option to choose you. And that 233 00:12:22,800 --> 00:12:26,880 Speaker 3: question changed the rest of everything for me because him 234 00:12:26,920 --> 00:12:29,120 Speaker 3: asking that question, I'm like, I don't even choose myself. 235 00:12:38,679 --> 00:12:40,920 Speaker 1: Coming up on leat you know Usa, I talked with 236 00:12:41,040 --> 00:12:44,880 Speaker 1: Yeta about how her growing career success has helped her 237 00:12:44,920 --> 00:13:45,360 Speaker 1: figure out what she wants out of love stay with us, Yes, Hey, 238 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:49,600 Speaker 1: We're back. And in her new book at Mosa Poet 239 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:53,080 Speaker 1: Yes writes about romance. 240 00:13:53,559 --> 00:13:57,120 Speaker 3: A woman loves a man and life begins, and about 241 00:13:57,160 --> 00:14:01,560 Speaker 3: heartbreak the man does not love a woman, and she 242 00:14:01,640 --> 00:14:03,640 Speaker 3: writes a world in which he does. 243 00:14:05,520 --> 00:14:08,960 Speaker 1: But also about creating a life that's all her own. 244 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,920 Speaker 3: I just want my own place, somewhere to burn stage. 245 00:14:13,040 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 3: I want to play music loud. 246 00:14:15,240 --> 00:14:18,479 Speaker 1: And a home that can outlast any relationship. 247 00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:22,080 Speaker 3: But most of all, I want to find a home 248 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:28,840 Speaker 3: that isn't you, isn't us. Isn't that quiet room where 249 00:14:28,840 --> 00:14:32,160 Speaker 3: we died, where I left all hope of you coming 250 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:37,680 Speaker 3: back announcing that you choose me after all? Instead, I 251 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:48,720 Speaker 3: want my own place. Doesn't that sound so nice? 252 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:53,240 Speaker 1: So I asked Yessica about how she balances love with 253 00:14:53,400 --> 00:15:00,080 Speaker 1: independence and her career. Let's get back to the conversation. Well, 254 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,640 Speaker 1: you are a hopeless romantic, I am, but you're also 255 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:08,240 Speaker 1: straight up an American woman who's a feminist, who's independent, 256 00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:11,720 Speaker 1: who's not going to be told what to do or 257 00:15:11,760 --> 00:15:14,920 Speaker 1: how to be. So what do you think about this 258 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:18,200 Speaker 1: notion of being an independent woman who is choosing to 259 00:15:18,240 --> 00:15:22,160 Speaker 1: be single, but at the same time is like super romantic. 260 00:15:23,760 --> 00:15:26,600 Speaker 3: I've had to learn that both things can be true, right, 261 00:15:26,680 --> 00:15:32,120 Speaker 3: nothing is mutually exclusive. I can yearn for love, love, love, 262 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:35,160 Speaker 3: and at the same time hold men accountable for being 263 00:15:36,120 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 3: part of patriarchy and misogynic, you know, like in all 264 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:43,000 Speaker 3: these things. And I've come to the realization that nothing's 265 00:15:43,040 --> 00:15:46,840 Speaker 3: missing from me. I'm yessica, whether I have someone to 266 00:15:46,920 --> 00:15:49,440 Speaker 3: love or I don't. And that even makes me more 267 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:52,760 Speaker 3: of a romantic because I'm not going to love to 268 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:55,960 Speaker 3: find the rest of me. I'm going to love because 269 00:15:56,000 --> 00:15:58,800 Speaker 3: I choose to go to love because I want to 270 00:15:58,960 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 3: experience what sharing all of me is with someone else. 271 00:16:03,920 --> 00:16:05,920 Speaker 3: And if you come into my life and this doesn't 272 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,920 Speaker 3: work out, it's okay because I already planned my life 273 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:12,160 Speaker 3: without you. But if you decide to stay, we could 274 00:16:12,200 --> 00:16:12,960 Speaker 3: plan that life. 275 00:16:12,960 --> 00:16:13,200 Speaker 2: Now. 276 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:15,920 Speaker 3: My goal is to buy my own home, not to 277 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 3: find a husband and us buy a home together. But 278 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:21,840 Speaker 3: if I find one and he wants to help me 279 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:26,400 Speaker 3: with the mortgage, fantastic, right, But you own the house. Yeah, 280 00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:29,360 Speaker 3: by own the house, you could just I joke and 281 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:32,600 Speaker 3: I them and I'm looking for my steedmen and I'm like, 282 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:34,840 Speaker 3: I just want someone to stay in the house, and 283 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:36,720 Speaker 3: if I need you for a red carpet, I'll dust 284 00:16:36,760 --> 00:16:40,520 Speaker 3: you off, bring you out. My ideal partner now would 285 00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:44,120 Speaker 3: be someone who is okay with me being in the 286 00:16:44,120 --> 00:16:48,160 Speaker 3: spotlight and then them having their own lives. 287 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:51,800 Speaker 1: So that is something that has happened. You just published 288 00:16:51,800 --> 00:16:55,120 Speaker 1: your third book of poetry, It's called and you've written 289 00:16:55,160 --> 00:16:59,600 Speaker 1: about dating when potential booze are threatened by your success? Yes, 290 00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:03,800 Speaker 1: how do we as powerful latin as women of color 291 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:08,159 Speaker 1: who clearly have no problem taking up space because we 292 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:09,640 Speaker 1: quiet the imposter. 293 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:11,200 Speaker 4: Voices in our head? And he was just like, we're 294 00:17:11,240 --> 00:17:11,760 Speaker 4: going to do this. 295 00:17:12,880 --> 00:17:16,080 Speaker 1: How do you manage being who you are when people 296 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:20,199 Speaker 1: see you as incredibly successful and therefore oftentimes men and 297 00:17:20,280 --> 00:17:22,640 Speaker 1: women will feel very threatened by this. 298 00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:25,840 Speaker 3: Twenty eighteen, when a year of learning how to deal 299 00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:32,200 Speaker 3: with that, I lost potential partners and friends. They wanted 300 00:17:32,200 --> 00:17:33,879 Speaker 3: to wish better for me, but for some reason it 301 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:38,119 Speaker 3: was messing up their heads. And I was involved with 302 00:17:38,160 --> 00:17:41,280 Speaker 3: someone very loosely, and I remember we were in an 303 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:44,240 Speaker 3: argument and he said, well, your yessica, you're used to 304 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:47,879 Speaker 3: getting whatever you want because in La I'm like a 305 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:52,439 Speaker 3: hometown celebrity, Like whatever whatever you want to I'm my 306 00:17:52,520 --> 00:17:55,160 Speaker 3: hometown loves me right. I have friends that are DJs. 307 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:56,960 Speaker 3: I get invited to their parties, They'll put me on 308 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:57,320 Speaker 3: the list. 309 00:17:57,440 --> 00:17:59,239 Speaker 4: Okay, I know who I'm hanging out with in La 310 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:01,640 Speaker 4: La totally. 311 00:18:01,840 --> 00:18:05,720 Speaker 3: The LATINX community in LA has loved me as hard 312 00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:09,560 Speaker 3: as I've loved them. So sometimes men see that and 313 00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:11,680 Speaker 3: they think, like, what can I give you that you're 314 00:18:11,720 --> 00:18:14,679 Speaker 3: not already getting? And when they ask that question, I 315 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:17,520 Speaker 3: know that they're not for me. Because if a man 316 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:20,160 Speaker 3: can't see my success without making himself a part of it, 317 00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:23,760 Speaker 3: then he's not someone that I need. And I learned 318 00:18:23,760 --> 00:18:25,920 Speaker 3: that last year. Before that, I would cry and I'd 319 00:18:25,960 --> 00:18:29,040 Speaker 3: be like, what can I be successful and have everything 320 00:18:29,080 --> 00:18:32,119 Speaker 3: I want? No, you can, but you can't have it 321 00:18:32,160 --> 00:18:39,000 Speaker 3: with everybody. I want so much in this world that 322 00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 3: whoever I fall in love with has to understand that 323 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:46,240 Speaker 3: my hunger is so much more than just a partner. 324 00:18:47,200 --> 00:18:50,560 Speaker 3: I had a partner tell me what can I show 325 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:54,560 Speaker 3: you that you haven't already seen? And I said, what's 326 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:57,640 Speaker 3: your need for you to show me something? Why can't 327 00:18:57,680 --> 00:18:59,520 Speaker 3: I show you something? Why can't I take you to 328 00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:03,080 Speaker 3: the parts of the United States that you've never Salem, 329 00:19:03,160 --> 00:19:07,120 Speaker 3: Virginia is like this random placed, but there's a dinator 330 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:10,560 Speaker 3: that gives fantastic oatmeal, and maybe I want to take 331 00:19:10,560 --> 00:19:25,360 Speaker 3: you there one day. 332 00:19:28,280 --> 00:19:31,919 Speaker 1: So people have a hard time having a conversation with 333 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:36,560 Speaker 1: women about erotica, about sex. Why does it come easy 334 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:42,960 Speaker 1: for you to talk about sex, erotica, sexuality, sensuality, romance, 335 00:19:43,119 --> 00:19:43,560 Speaker 1: all of that. 336 00:19:44,240 --> 00:19:50,400 Speaker 3: So when I was very young, I was always very intrigued, right, 337 00:19:51,040 --> 00:19:53,439 Speaker 3: and then I was a teenager that if there was 338 00:19:53,440 --> 00:19:55,040 Speaker 3: like a sex scene in a novel, I would find 339 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:57,199 Speaker 3: it right and devour it. But I always felt so 340 00:19:57,320 --> 00:19:59,040 Speaker 3: ashamed of it because I grew up Catholic. 341 00:20:00,119 --> 00:20:01,120 Speaker 4: All that guilty too. 342 00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:04,120 Speaker 3: My parents were very strict and they would only let 343 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:06,000 Speaker 3: me go out of it was a church thing, so 344 00:20:06,040 --> 00:20:08,800 Speaker 3: it became very involved in my church, and so I 345 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:10,640 Speaker 3: thought that because I liked being at church so much. 346 00:20:10,640 --> 00:20:12,320 Speaker 3: And then I was going to be a nun. So 347 00:20:12,359 --> 00:20:14,439 Speaker 3: I announced I was going to be a nun, and 348 00:20:14,480 --> 00:20:16,120 Speaker 3: I was going to marry Jesus. 349 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 2: And all this stuff. 350 00:20:17,160 --> 00:20:21,560 Speaker 3: But I still had this hunger, right, I just want 351 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:23,080 Speaker 3: to kiss a boy. I would make out with like 352 00:20:23,119 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 3: the back of my hand and think I was just 353 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:30,800 Speaker 3: this hunger for it. And then I remember that there 354 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:33,399 Speaker 3: were party Lions in the nineties, right, which is like 355 00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:36,800 Speaker 3: a phone chat room, right, And I would call the 356 00:20:36,800 --> 00:20:39,960 Speaker 3: party lions. And then I wasn't half I wasn't masturbating 357 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:41,840 Speaker 3: or doing anything. But I would have phone sex with people, 358 00:20:41,920 --> 00:20:44,800 Speaker 3: and I was probably like, very inappropriate because it was 359 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:46,600 Speaker 3: probably adults and I was a child, like I was 360 00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:49,560 Speaker 3: a teenager, but I would talk about sex with people, 361 00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:53,520 Speaker 3: and so I would hear men talk about sex like 362 00:20:53,560 --> 00:20:55,960 Speaker 3: at a young age, and I learned what they wanted, 363 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:58,600 Speaker 3: to hear what they wanted or whatever. And for many 364 00:20:58,680 --> 00:21:00,760 Speaker 3: years that was the only way that I would be 365 00:21:00,800 --> 00:21:04,639 Speaker 3: sexual was through the phone. So once I stopped catfishing 366 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:07,439 Speaker 3: and I was going through therapy, I realized that a 367 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:10,040 Speaker 3: lot of that was the suppression of my sexuality because 368 00:21:10,040 --> 00:21:11,600 Speaker 3: I thought that as a fat woman, I couldn't be 369 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:15,160 Speaker 3: sexual because who wants to hear a fat girl talk 370 00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:18,120 Speaker 3: about having sex? Because the fat woman is the most 371 00:21:18,240 --> 00:21:21,200 Speaker 3: undesired woman. If you ask a man what they fear 372 00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:23,840 Speaker 3: when they meet someone on a dating app, their biggest 373 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,639 Speaker 3: fears that the woman's going to be fat. The woman's 374 00:21:25,640 --> 00:21:28,959 Speaker 3: biggest fears that he's gonna murder her. And so I 375 00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:32,760 Speaker 3: was taught that my body was the most offensive thing 376 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:37,200 Speaker 3: to men. And so now I'm going to talk about sex, 377 00:21:37,359 --> 00:21:40,840 Speaker 3: and I'm going to talk about it without any billows, 378 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:44,680 Speaker 3: and my linguis like without any restraints, because I want 379 00:21:44,720 --> 00:21:49,359 Speaker 3: you to see what it looks like when it's fully 380 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:53,320 Speaker 3: consensual and when I have full control of what I'm saying. 381 00:21:54,080 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 3: And I want other women who are not thin women 382 00:21:57,680 --> 00:22:01,440 Speaker 3: to know that everybody has sex. I have to tell 383 00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:04,080 Speaker 3: the story because if I don't, the other narrative is 384 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:09,720 Speaker 3: fat woman only have sex for men's pleasure, but not 385 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:13,359 Speaker 3: for their own. And I'm like, no, I get pleasure. 386 00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 3: I enjoy sex very much. And that's why I've written 387 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:21,320 Speaker 3: about one night stands. I've written about hooking up with 388 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:26,000 Speaker 3: someone just to avoid calling my ex, or like going 389 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:28,760 Speaker 3: on a date just to find someone new to break 390 00:22:28,760 --> 00:22:30,399 Speaker 3: my heart so I could forget about the last person. 391 00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:32,679 Speaker 3: I think it's so beautiful. And I grew up with 392 00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:35,840 Speaker 3: a mother whose sexuality was very repressed. My mother had 393 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 3: multiple rape attempts on her and said to a point 394 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:42,320 Speaker 3: where like a man was almost kidnapping her and then 395 00:22:42,359 --> 00:22:44,359 Speaker 3: they always like it was always like what did you 396 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:48,000 Speaker 3: do to make and want to do that right? And 397 00:22:48,040 --> 00:22:50,840 Speaker 3: then even my father and her their first night, the 398 00:22:50,920 --> 00:22:53,320 Speaker 3: consent story is very blurry, like he took her to 399 00:22:53,359 --> 00:22:56,520 Speaker 3: a hotel and said it's time that you're with a man, 400 00:22:56,760 --> 00:22:59,359 Speaker 3: and then my mother goes, it was time for me 401 00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:02,520 Speaker 3: to be with a man. And then my mom was 402 00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:04,280 Speaker 3: only ever with my father. And sometimes I asked, Hi, 403 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:07,240 Speaker 3: I'm like, Mom, do you ever regret not try another? 404 00:23:07,760 --> 00:23:09,920 Speaker 3: And she goes, oh, yes, Gay, you are always asking 405 00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:12,640 Speaker 3: me crazy questions, and I went on, but for real, 406 00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:14,440 Speaker 3: So I joke and I say, I have a lot 407 00:23:14,440 --> 00:23:17,280 Speaker 3: of hoeing to make up for because my mother only 408 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:19,919 Speaker 3: had one partner and my grandmother probably only had my 409 00:23:19,960 --> 00:23:23,040 Speaker 3: grandfather and so they didn't do a lot of it. 410 00:23:23,119 --> 00:23:36,800 Speaker 6: So I have to explore all of it, all right, yesie, guys. 411 00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:40,119 Speaker 1: So we have a bowl of fruit right here in 412 00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:44,600 Speaker 1: the studio that our producers prepared for us. Oh my god, 413 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:45,879 Speaker 1: I feel like I have to bite into this. 414 00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:47,800 Speaker 4: I'm sorry, I can't. I can't help it. And oh 415 00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:48,320 Speaker 4: my god, I can't. 416 00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:58,120 Speaker 1: Okay, hold on, Oh well, pomegranted, yes, M so good. 417 00:23:58,480 --> 00:23:59,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, I know you're picking up the big palma. 418 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:02,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I'm like looking at it's under it? 419 00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:04,120 Speaker 4: So what do you think about what's under it? 420 00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:09,720 Speaker 3: That's fresas, the strawberries. I eat them dipped in sugar. 421 00:24:10,359 --> 00:24:11,600 Speaker 2: Wait what Yeah? 422 00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:14,479 Speaker 4: Have you ever that's such a Latin American thing to 423 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:15,640 Speaker 4: do that you take fruit and you. 424 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:18,000 Speaker 2: Put it sugar. Yeah, you make the sweet sweeter. 425 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:24,280 Speaker 1: So I don't know about but in Mexico there are 426 00:24:24,320 --> 00:24:31,679 Speaker 1: many names, as we say, there are many names for 427 00:24:32,240 --> 00:24:33,960 Speaker 1: and they just call it the part of the woman. 428 00:24:34,960 --> 00:24:37,040 Speaker 2: So but yeah, mm. 429 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:41,880 Speaker 3: Hmm, mango another Malonias are always for the breast. I've 430 00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:46,320 Speaker 3: associated my breast with mangoes. Here, have a piece of 431 00:24:46,359 --> 00:24:46,919 Speaker 3: mango with me. 432 00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:49,640 Speaker 2: Mm hmm. 433 00:24:50,680 --> 00:24:56,360 Speaker 3: Go so a little hard There's would have been really good. 434 00:24:56,520 --> 00:25:08,920 Speaker 8: It would have had a couple more days, more days, Jessica. 435 00:25:09,080 --> 00:25:13,400 Speaker 1: It has been so deliciously enlightening to spend some time 436 00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:14,720 Speaker 1: with you. Thank you so much for joining me on 437 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:15,480 Speaker 1: Latino USA. 438 00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:16,760 Speaker 2: He has been an honor. 439 00:25:33,320 --> 00:25:36,240 Speaker 1: This episode was produced by Alisas Garce with help from 440 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:40,399 Speaker 1: Juandeo Ramirez. It was edited by Sophia Palissaka. The Latino 441 00:25:40,480 --> 00:25:45,119 Speaker 1: USA team include Miguel Macias Andrea Lopez Corsado, Marta Martinez, 442 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:50,199 Speaker 1: Julieta Martinelli, Gini Montalvo, Alejandra salasad Rinaldo, Lanos Junior and 443 00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:53,840 Speaker 1: Julia Rochard with help from Purees. Our engineers are Steffanie 444 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:56,480 Speaker 1: l Bow, Julia Caruso and Lia Shan, with help from 445 00:25:56,480 --> 00:26:00,720 Speaker 1: Aliciava YouTube and Gabriela Baez. Our digital editor is Our 446 00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:04,080 Speaker 1: interns are Samantha Friedman and Carl Rubin. Our theme music 447 00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:06,760 Speaker 1: was composed by Senor Renos. If you like the music 448 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:08,600 Speaker 1: you heard on this episode, be sure to stop by 449 00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:12,440 Speaker 1: Latinousa dot organ check out our weekly Spotify playlist. I'm 450 00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:15,159 Speaker 1: your host and executive producer Maria na Posa. Join us 451 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:17,000 Speaker 1: on our next episode, and in the meantime, look for 452 00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:20,120 Speaker 1: us on all of your social media. Hi Loos, Waco Este, 453 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:28,720 Speaker 1: La Proxima Joe. 454 00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:28,800 Speaker 7: Latino USA is made possible in part by the John D. 455 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:33,320 Speaker 7: And Catherine T. MacArthur Foundation, the wind Coat Foundation, and 456 00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:37,920 Speaker 7: the Ford Foundation, working with visionaries on the front lines 457 00:26:37,920 --> 00:26:40,560 Speaker 7: of social change worldwide. 458 00:26:43,359 --> 00:26:44,480 Speaker 4: It really feels like. 459 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:47,119 Speaker 2: I think he's trying to seduce you. He honed in 460 00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:47,480 Speaker 2: on you. 461 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,639 Speaker 4: I think he liked you. 462 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:52,320 Speaker 2: No, I think it was you. He honed in on 463 00:26:52,359 --> 00:26:53,000 Speaker 2: you who. 464 00:26:52,880 --> 00:26:55,040 Speaker 4: Looked at you. He was like, you're so pretty boy. 465 00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:56,960 Speaker 3: It was because you told him that I'm the one 466 00:26:56,960 --> 00:27:00,000 Speaker 3: that's been interviewed, but before that it was you. 467 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:02,680 Speaker 8: We're not gonna make him choose. 468 00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:04,600 Speaker 4: I'm Maria Nojosa. 469 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:09,560 Speaker 1: Next time on Latino USA, famed Venezuelan conductor Gustavo Dudame 470 00:27:10,080 --> 00:27:12,720 Speaker 1: shares his passion for music and tells. 471 00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:15,760 Speaker 4: Us why he believes it's the key to a better future. 472 00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:21,760 Speaker 8: Music will play a very important hole in the recovering. 473 00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:22,119 Speaker 2: Of the society. 474 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:24,439 Speaker 4: That's next time on Latino USA,