WEBVTT - Arlo Parks

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<v Speaker 1>Pushkin. Singer songwriter Arlow Parks is a compelling new voice

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<v Speaker 1>in music. Born in London, the twenty two year old

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<v Speaker 1>snagged the Best New Artist trophy at the brit Awards

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<v Speaker 1>in twenty twenty one, in part because of her breakout

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<v Speaker 1>single Eugene, about an unrequited crush. Arlow's songwriting is a

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<v Speaker 1>vivid exploration of the euphoria and heartbreak that comes with

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<v Speaker 1>being young and in love. She pulls inspiration from a

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<v Speaker 1>diverse palette of music, including Ethiopian folk, Radiohead, and Diggable Planets.

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<v Speaker 1>She's found a way to expertly weave all of those

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<v Speaker 1>influences into her work. This month, Arlo Parks will release

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<v Speaker 1>her sophomore record called Mysoft Machine. She collaborated with producers

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<v Speaker 1>who worked with Brockhampton, Sizza and Frank Ocean, and even

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<v Speaker 1>produced some of it herself. The album unpacks the anxiety

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<v Speaker 1>of feeling lost in your twenties and navigating the uncertainty

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<v Speaker 1>of life with grace. On this week's episode, I talked

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<v Speaker 1>with Arlow about how seeing black creators pushing the boundaries

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<v Speaker 1>of popular music inspires her. She also explains how taking

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<v Speaker 1>long drives around La shaped the sound of her new

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<v Speaker 1>album and how she first started writing songs at just

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<v Speaker 1>seven years old. Plus, we'll hear Arlow play three of

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<v Speaker 1>her songs live from the Village Studios in Los Angeles.

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<v Speaker 1>This is broken record liner notes for the digital Age.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm justin Mitchman. Before we jump into my conversation with

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<v Speaker 1>Arlow Parks, let's hear a live acoustic performance of her

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<v Speaker 1>new song Impurities.

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<v Speaker 2>Yesday, my chastis buzzing like a blue bocage, laugh like

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<v Speaker 2>Julie up and not. She touched my leg to make

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<v Speaker 2>sure I'm still fair. Already like a star like a star,

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<v Speaker 2>already like a star, like a star. Already like a star,

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<v Speaker 2>like a star. When you race, so my impurity, when

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<v Speaker 2>you race, so my impurety find you embrace so my

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<v Speaker 2>impurtyes or no feel clean? Why that you threw me?

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<v Speaker 2>Bn was so intense that it was physical. M sure

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<v Speaker 2>the rainbow and myself. You notice beauty and more forms

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<v Speaker 2>than nos. Already a like a star like a star,

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<v Speaker 2>already like a star, like a star, already like a

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<v Speaker 2>star like a star. Yeah, find you him ride aw

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<v Speaker 2>my impurevidies find you him bred are my impuivity, Find

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<v Speaker 2>you him bred, So my impuvity enough feel clean.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't hide the bruce when you norm watching. May don't

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<v Speaker 3>hide the bruce when you norm watching. Maybe don't hide

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<v Speaker 3>the bruise.

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<v Speaker 4>I know it's hard to be a life some time,

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<v Speaker 4>already like a star like a star, already like a star,

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<v Speaker 4>like a star, already like a star like a star.

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<v Speaker 2>When you him bray. So my impurvities when you him raised.

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<v Speaker 2>So my impurvities when you him raised? Are my impurvities enough?

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<v Speaker 2>You clean.

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<v Speaker 1>Impurity. I've like listened to it, like it's a song

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<v Speaker 1>that I find, like I repeat like three or four

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<v Speaker 1>times when I listen because it's such like a feeling

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<v Speaker 1>of just like elation and freedom, and that emotion really

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<v Speaker 1>is so in that song that I just usually play

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<v Speaker 1>it a few times because I'm like, I love that feeling,

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<v Speaker 1>like if I could bottle that, you know, Yeah, And.

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<v Speaker 5>That's exactly how it feels to me. Like I wanted

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<v Speaker 5>to capture that feeling of like either you're coming back

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<v Speaker 5>from a night out, You're coming back from the beach

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<v Speaker 5>with people that you feel completely safe with and the

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<v Speaker 5>sun is setting and everyone's just kind of quite serene. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>and like a few people are dozing off and like

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<v Speaker 5>everyone is just content, And that's exactly what I wanted.

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<v Speaker 1>Those moments, man, if you could just like freeze them

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like everything is like perfect. Yeah, and they're

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<v Speaker 1>always like moments of quiet or something for like a

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<v Speaker 1>big thing or a little bit whatever. It's just like

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<v Speaker 1>it was just like whoa, Like life couldn't get better

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<v Speaker 1>than this moment.

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<v Speaker 5>Peace. Peace. And I think the biggest thing that is

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<v Speaker 5>like hard about being human is that those moments do end.

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<v Speaker 5>But that shouldn't be a reason to like not let

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<v Speaker 5>them be, you know. Yeah, I think a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>it is just accepting that even the most beautiful moments

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<v Speaker 5>and the most painful ones, like at some point they

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<v Speaker 5>will end.

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<v Speaker 1>It's all transient, it really is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I had no conception really how old you were beyond

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<v Speaker 1>just knowing, Like when I first heard your music, which

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<v Speaker 1>I guess was twenty eighteen, Yeah, but I was like WHOA.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I was seventeen then? Yeah, I literally was seventeen.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean not to stereotype what the art young people make,

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<v Speaker 1>but it sounds very mature, you know, I think we formed.

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<v Speaker 5>I think honestly, it's just because I spent so much

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<v Speaker 5>of my life when I was growing up just practicing

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<v Speaker 5>like it just what, just practicing writing, practicing, like just

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<v Speaker 5>being a student of what I was seeing around me,

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<v Speaker 5>and like making a lot of really bad, silly songs.

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<v Speaker 5>I just at a very early age decided to dedicate

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<v Speaker 5>my life to like the practice of writing and expression,

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<v Speaker 5>not necessarily singing, but just like storytelling. And I would

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<v Speaker 5>write every single day. So by the time I put

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<v Speaker 5>out a song from the age of like seven or eight,

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<v Speaker 5>I was like writing every day. And so yeah, I

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<v Speaker 5>had a lot of experience in that way.

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<v Speaker 1>What inspired that a seven or eight I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>I was just very curious and my imagination was just

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<v Speaker 5>so like insane that I had. I needed a place

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<v Speaker 5>to put all of that. And I just got a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of joy from just like making up these little

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<v Speaker 5>like fantasy worlds.

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<v Speaker 1>More insane than the average seven or eight year olds.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe not.

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<v Speaker 5>I feel like I just had that urge to put

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<v Speaker 5>it somewhere. I feel like a lot of people maybe

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<v Speaker 5>would like make up little games with their friends or

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<v Speaker 5>you know, it would stay quite contained. But I always

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<v Speaker 5>had this urge to write things down and to document them.

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<v Speaker 1>Was anyone in your family writing or a writer.

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<v Speaker 5>Everyone in my family is like like engineers and lawyers

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<v Speaker 5>and accountants, Like no one is really remotely creative. My

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<v Speaker 5>dad really likes jazz music and listens to a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of music, but no one is like remotely creative in

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<v Speaker 5>any way.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow, if no one in your family maybe inspires you

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<v Speaker 1>to do that, were you seeing art or hearing art?

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<v Speaker 5>I grew up with the Internet and with YouTube, and

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<v Speaker 5>my uncle gave me a collection of records and that

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<v Speaker 5>was like an interesting way into the world of records

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<v Speaker 5>and world building. And he had a really interesting taste

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<v Speaker 5>because he's French and so there was a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>like French music, French funk, but also like Elle Cool

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<v Speaker 5>J and Tupac and like Shad Yeah amazing, and like

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<v Speaker 5>it was such an eclectic mix of things. And I

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<v Speaker 5>think that started it from me because I was like

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<v Speaker 5>maybe like nine or ten and then growing up with

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<v Speaker 5>the Internet on YouTube, I could just go down these

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<v Speaker 5>little rabbit holes and like see you Radiohead perform at Glass,

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<v Speaker 5>like see people like odd Future kind of like blossoming

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<v Speaker 5>online and being like weird and black and like yeah crazy,

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<v Speaker 5>you know. I was watching that rap Caviar thing that

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<v Speaker 5>Tyler Creator did, like yesterday night beautiful, right, and it

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<v Speaker 5>was so beautiful and I feel like I'm part of

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<v Speaker 5>that generation because I remember seeing that, seeing the colorful

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<v Speaker 5>clothing and like just that sense of energy and just

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<v Speaker 5>these people being disruptors and making like weird stuff and

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<v Speaker 5>I was like, I can do that.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if they know how important that was

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<v Speaker 1>for so many people by that point. I was in

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<v Speaker 1>college at that point, and I remember feeling like, oh shit,

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<v Speaker 1>like these are my people finally.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, like yeah, exactly, And that's always what has

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<v Speaker 5>kind of inspired me. And I think growing up, I

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<v Speaker 5>always did have a sense that the music that I

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<v Speaker 5>liked was an interesting kind of pod of music, everything

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<v Speaker 5>from ambient music to like my Bloody Valentine, and then

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<v Speaker 5>I also really loved like Diggable Planets, but I also

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<v Speaker 5>loved like jazz music and like Ethiopian folk music. Like

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<v Speaker 5>I just had this world of things and I was like, Okay,

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<v Speaker 5>maybe I can distill this, Maybe I can create a

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<v Speaker 5>kind of little collage almost of all the things that

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<v Speaker 5>I like, because I didn't feel like anyone else had

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<v Speaker 5>that specific taste.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to imagine what listening to Tupac in England

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<v Speaker 1>and you're like nine or ten years old and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like two thousand and nine, twenty ten and you're hearing

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<v Speaker 1>pac Like, what was you know? I think a park

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<v Speaker 1>I grew about here and I was like six when

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<v Speaker 1>he was killed, so like that's that's my memory is

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<v Speaker 1>like it was it was a bunch of chaos and

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<v Speaker 1>then he was killed, and it was it was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it was like almost scary. I just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to imagine that vibe was.

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<v Speaker 5>Like for you, I think for me it was. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>it did feel like a world that was very alien

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<v Speaker 5>to the one that I was living in. But I

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<v Speaker 5>loved the fact that even though I hadn't lived any

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<v Speaker 5>of the experiences that he was talking about, I could

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<v Speaker 5>picture it, like it was so vivid the storytelling, and

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<v Speaker 5>I think I've kind of carried that forward, that sense

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<v Speaker 5>of like the spoken word and feeling like someone is

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<v Speaker 5>telling you their truth, and that sense of rhythm and

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<v Speaker 5>also just how that can kind of really bring communities

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<v Speaker 5>together and move people. And yeah, I think I was

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<v Speaker 5>just moved by the way that he painted these really

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<v Speaker 5>vivid scenes of like a place that was so far

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<v Speaker 5>away from where I was as a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there is a lot of that in your songwriting.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I know you're gonna play Eugene for us. That's

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<v Speaker 1>the song in particular. Hmm that I When I hear

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, oh man, that's like that's really laying it

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<v Speaker 1>out there.

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<v Speaker 5>Like definitely, definitely that song is like I feel like

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<v Speaker 5>it's the first time that I was really kind of

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<v Speaker 5>like stripping myself bare in that way. But I think

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<v Speaker 5>that the way that the song kind of traveled in

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<v Speaker 5>the world and the kind of queer experience that it captured,

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's kind of like what you were saying before,

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<v Speaker 5>where I felt like it was an experience that only

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<v Speaker 5>I had gone through, and then when I put it

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<v Speaker 5>out into the world, people were just like holding up

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<v Speaker 5>mirrors to themselves and being like, Wow, I this is

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<v Speaker 5>what I lived, whether it was twenty years ago, well,

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<v Speaker 5>this is what I'm in now. So I think that

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<v Speaker 5>fear kind of melted away once I just started getting

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<v Speaker 5>a reaction from people. But yeah, it's scary. It's always scary.

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<v Speaker 5>It always feels very i don't know, just exposing, but

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<v Speaker 5>I'm kind of used to it now because I'm doing

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<v Speaker 5>it all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>Here. When I knew we were going to do this,

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, man, I should think of like what, like,

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<v Speaker 1>what is it that attracted me to your music? I

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<v Speaker 1>think there's a lot of things, but one of the

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<v Speaker 1>main things was I realized was the writing. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>people who are like songwriters, it can be obtuse and

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<v Speaker 1>that can be cool, but it's like it and there's

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<v Speaker 1>some mystery, so I think what you're writing, but there's

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<v Speaker 1>also like some of it's really evocative, you know, like

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<v Speaker 1>just even like on your first song, like your Coca

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<v Speaker 1>Cola eyes. You know, I think I've thought about that

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<v Speaker 1>phrase meaning three different things since the first time I've

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<v Speaker 1>heard it. You know, the first time I heard it,

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<v Speaker 1>I interpreted that one way was very vivid. It made

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<v Speaker 1>me think of like a Coca cola bottle and like

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<v Speaker 1>being like this person's like wide eyed. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, oh, it's like a person on cocaine. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's such an evocative line. And even your new

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<v Speaker 1>song and Purities, there's there's some evocative stuff in there too.

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<v Speaker 1>And the way you reference people.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I love it.

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<v Speaker 5>I can't stop myself.

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<v Speaker 1>I love when you reference people, you know, Gerardrey Claire

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<v Speaker 1>Dane's juliette Venot.

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<v Speaker 5>Shit, it's like, oh wow, I don't know why I

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<v Speaker 5>have the instinct to do that. I think when it

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<v Speaker 5>comes to my taste in writing, it's something that I

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<v Speaker 5>really can't explain, Like I guess it is just a

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<v Speaker 5>mixture of my favorite writers and my favorite influences. I

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<v Speaker 5>think a lot of it is just like a love

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<v Speaker 5>of a film.

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<v Speaker 1>When did you start loving film?

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<v Speaker 5>I think, honestly, it was a little bit later in

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<v Speaker 5>my life, I mean my short life, so probably when

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<v Speaker 5>I was like in my late teens, I really started

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<v Speaker 5>like throwing myself into film, especially like international film, like

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<v Speaker 5>I never really explored like Brazilian film and Iranian film,

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<v Speaker 5>and just actually really spreading out into different cultures in

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<v Speaker 5>the way that they approach storytelling. And I think that

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<v Speaker 5>really bled into the work because there was this sense

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<v Speaker 5>of wanting to paint these scenes as they were unfolding

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<v Speaker 5>in front of my eyes and picking out these specific details.

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<v Speaker 5>And you know, the people who are listening to my

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<v Speaker 5>music aren't like living my life, and maybe they weren't there,

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<v Speaker 5>but there is something about like detailing, like the eyelash

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<v Speaker 5>on somebody's cheek, or like what exact song was playing

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<v Speaker 5>on the CD when this happened, and the exact tone

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<v Speaker 5>of brown of the floor. Like I really love that

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<v Speaker 5>sense of detail, and I think that happens so naturally.

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<v Speaker 1>The details, little details really create like a point for

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<v Speaker 1>like the for me as a listener to really all

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<v Speaker 1>of a sudden be transported, you know, like yeah, it

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<v Speaker 1>does like the hard work of getting me in and

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<v Speaker 1>then like all the other things that are maybe a

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<v Speaker 1>little more open for interpretation or whatever can kind of

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<v Speaker 1>like now I'm like in a frame of mind where

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<v Speaker 1>I can really interpret those things in an interesting way.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, when you say like Claire Danes and it's

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<v Speaker 1>like you're automatically like I know, I just it's like

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<v Speaker 1>a shortcut. It's like I know what you're saying, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>shorthand for like this feeling. You know.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's interesting to have also that balance right

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<v Speaker 5>between those really clear anchors that are so specific and

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<v Speaker 5>can't really be interpreted in any other way, and then

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<v Speaker 5>parts of it that feel more fluid and that are

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<v Speaker 5>just open. And it's like, you know, when you embrace

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<v Speaker 5>my impurities and I feel clean again, like there's maybe

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<v Speaker 5>a more obvious way to interpret that, but then it

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<v Speaker 5>can like blossom into a million different ways of thinking.

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<v Speaker 5>And I think I like having that balance because I

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<v Speaker 5>think being specific as well makes it feel like it's

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<v Speaker 5>something that you know, I've really lived and it is.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so yeah, yeah, that idea of like the personal

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<v Speaker 1>being general too. We all feel like our experiences are

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<v Speaker 1>so personal to us, but you know, human experience is

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<v Speaker 1>in some degree limited, so like much of what we

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<v Speaker 1>go through a lot of other people have gone through,

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<v Speaker 1>just in other variations.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's an idea of like the personal sort of being.

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<v Speaker 1>The more specific and the more per all you can get, actually,

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<v Speaker 1>the more kind of broad appeal you're opening.

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<v Speaker 5>Up exactly exactly. And I feel like the songs that

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<v Speaker 5>have moved me and like moved the world in the

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<v Speaker 5>biggest sense are the ones that feel like they were

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<v Speaker 5>written just for you. And everyone feels that way, you know,

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<v Speaker 5>which is kind of impossible, but that's how I feel.

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<v Speaker 1>I was thinking about like Coachella's coming up. I remember

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<v Speaker 1>seeing Radiohead there back.

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<v Speaker 5>That's so funny is that that I was literally gonna

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<v Speaker 5>be like Radiohead.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you thinking of Radiohead?

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<v Speaker 3>Ya? Radiohead?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I just love Radiohead, so I'm always thinking

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<v Speaker 5>about Radiohead, but yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>When did you When did you get onto Radiohead?

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<v Speaker 5>Probably when I was about seventeen, and I just fell

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<v Speaker 5>completely in love. I feel like it really informed those

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<v Speaker 5>first few songs that I was doing those first few EPs,

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<v Speaker 5>because I was listening to songs like House of Cards

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<v Speaker 5>and Weird Fishes and Videotape and and just like the

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<v Speaker 5>warmth and the texture. I was like, how did they

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<v Speaker 5>make instruments sound like that? There is this sense of minimalism,

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<v Speaker 5>but everything is so intentional. Yeah, and then I kind

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<v Speaker 5>of like blossomed into like kid A and listening to

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<v Speaker 5>them uneasy I can thinking about the most electronic elements.

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<v Speaker 5>Honestly my favorite bound of all time. And I've never

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<v Speaker 5>seen them live, really never. I really really need to.

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<v Speaker 5>I saw the Smile in.

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<v Speaker 1>Copenhagen, but I haven't wanted to see them. Yeah I was.

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<v Speaker 5>It was so good, like Johnny Greenwood like doing his

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<v Speaker 5>like guitar with a bow and the bows just exploding,

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<v Speaker 5>and he looks like the same age as.

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<v Speaker 1>He always has, never change, wizard.

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<v Speaker 5>I love him.

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<v Speaker 1>We have to pause for a short break, but before

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<v Speaker 1>we go, let's hear Arlo Parks play Eugene from her

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<v Speaker 1>debut album Collapsed in Sunbeams.

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<v Speaker 2>I had a dream week kissed and nurse. All the

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<v Speaker 2>art of your eyes was fired. He hung a cigarette

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<v Speaker 2>between your purple. We've been buys bird since thirty. I

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<v Speaker 2>had your harber when you're two. I held the tackle

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<v Speaker 2>both and you cry over ute. He was me, he

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<v Speaker 2>is me?

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<v Speaker 1>But have.

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<v Speaker 2>I not been a little bit off? And last my mistay.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of fell half in love and you're to blame.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess I just forgot that we've been made since

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<v Speaker 2>day car don't know what to say, And now I've

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<v Speaker 2>been a little bit off, and that's my mistake. I

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<v Speaker 2>kind of fell half in love and you're to blame.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess I just forgot that we've been made since

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<v Speaker 2>You're a dunna to say. Seeing you with him burns.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel it deep in my throat. You put your

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<v Speaker 2>hand in a shirt, you play him records? I should

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<v Speaker 2>you read him sill you play? I thought that that

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<v Speaker 2>was often, you know. I like you like that. I

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<v Speaker 2>hate that son of a We've ben bars birds since thirty,

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<v Speaker 2>but that don't change the things. I oh when I

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<v Speaker 2>see smile your teeth, that you chee yere I could do,

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<v Speaker 2>but hey, I'm not been a little bit off and

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<v Speaker 2>that's my misstay. I kind of fell half in love

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<v Speaker 2>and you're to blame. I guess I just forgot that

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<v Speaker 2>weeping May. Since day, I don't know what to say. Hey,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not been a little bit off and that's my mistake.

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of fell half in love and you're to blame.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess I just forgot that weeping May since day. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>donna to.

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<v Speaker 1>Say, we're back with more of my conversation with Arlow Parks.

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<v Speaker 1>What was the first music that felt like your own

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<v Speaker 1>music that like you kind of discovered and felt like this.

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<v Speaker 5>Is That's interesting. I think I think the first people

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<v Speaker 5>that I really clung onto were actually like sing a songwriter,

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<v Speaker 5>like listening to like Carrion Lowell by Sophie Stevens, listening

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<v Speaker 5>to Either Or by Elliott Smith, listening to Blue by

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<v Speaker 5>Joni Like just these really kind of like emotional, especially

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<v Speaker 5>when you're like fifteen and you're like going through it

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<v Speaker 5>all for the first time. Emotions exactly, big emotions, Like

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<v Speaker 5>everything felt on like such a massive scale, even if

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<v Speaker 5>in the ground scheme of things, it's like a tiny

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<v Speaker 5>minor inconvenience, and I feel like I really aligned with that,

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<v Speaker 5>and I think that's something I've always kind of taken

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<v Speaker 5>with me, that sense of being really like emotional and

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<v Speaker 5>like you know, open heart surgery. Those lyrics always come

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<v Speaker 5>from this really deep place and it's everything is kind

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<v Speaker 5>of overflowing and brimming, and I think I've always taken

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<v Speaker 5>that element into my music and then maybe moved away

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<v Speaker 5>from it sonically, but always having that thread through like

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<v Speaker 5>how I write, meaning like.

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<v Speaker 1>You feel like the songs as you write them end

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<v Speaker 1>up sounding very different from what the record sounds like.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, no, I mean more that when listening to people

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<v Speaker 5>like Elliott Smith or Joni I try and kind of

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<v Speaker 5>carry that essence in terms of how they write, but

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<v Speaker 5>the actual kind of sonic world always like moves in

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<v Speaker 5>a million different directions.

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<v Speaker 1>You got you. That's really interesting. Also interesting that those

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<v Speaker 1>are two LA transplants.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that is true actually.

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<v Speaker 1>Which I guess you've just recently moved to LA, right.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, no, I have. And there is something about like

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<v Speaker 5>reading like Joan Diddyon when you're in California, like how

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<v Speaker 5>you know just everything alignes.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm from California, but still It's like reading Joan Didyon

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<v Speaker 1>in California or listening to Joni Mitchell. Listening as I'm driving,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I have to any time I drive, like

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<v Speaker 1>up Laurel Canyon, I'm like, I got to think about

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<v Speaker 1>Joaning and think about you know, the mamas and the

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<v Speaker 1>papas or something like that. It's that effect, even though

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<v Speaker 1>I've lived, jim all like it's never gone away, Like

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<v Speaker 1>this is a magical place still, you know.

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<v Speaker 5>I agree.

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<v Speaker 1>Was a lot of your writing for your new record

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<v Speaker 1>done here or was it?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean that's kind of how I really got

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<v Speaker 5>to start knowing LA. I was coming back and forth

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<v Speaker 5>for sessions. So in London, I was working with Paul Atworth,

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<v Speaker 5>who's like one of my oldest collaborators. But in LA

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<v Speaker 5>I kind of started building this little community out of

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<v Speaker 5>people who I really loved and trusted for the second record,

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<v Speaker 5>and I started just having so much fun with my music.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I just felt infused with this new energy when

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<v Speaker 5>I was here and just driving around and like going

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<v Speaker 5>to the beach, going to Big Bear, making weird little

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<v Speaker 5>bands with my friends for the day, and just like

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<v Speaker 5>really enjoying the process of making my second record. I

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<v Speaker 5>suddenly felt like LA was an adventure that I needed

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<v Speaker 5>to have, and I kind of made the leap quite randomly,

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<v Speaker 5>And I feel so happy here. I feel so at home.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you like set out to move here or was

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<v Speaker 1>it did it just sort.

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<v Speaker 5>Of it happened like gradually. Yeah, I just realized. I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, I'm here all the time, but I still

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<v Speaker 5>tell everyone that I absolutely don't live here, So maybe

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<v Speaker 5>I should just.

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<v Speaker 1>Be yeah, how did you find your community here? I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like that's something that people oftentimes say that they

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<v Speaker 1>struggle with.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean, I guess I have an easy route

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<v Speaker 5>in in terms of music and just being a fan

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<v Speaker 5>of music before anything. And for example, like with Rameil

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<v Speaker 5>from Brockhampton, I just loved his production and I loved

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<v Speaker 5>all the references that I had kind of seen him

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<v Speaker 5>pull from. And I knew he loved the Beatles, and

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<v Speaker 5>I knew he loved like the Neptunes and pop music

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<v Speaker 5>but also like folksy music, Like he just had this

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<v Speaker 5>really intense love of music, and I could tell, and

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<v Speaker 5>so I just said, like, do you want to just

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<v Speaker 5>get in the studio? And the first day we met,

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<v Speaker 5>we made impurities and I could kind of feel that

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<v Speaker 5>we had this synergy and it kind of just branched

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<v Speaker 5>off from that, like the same with Buddy, Like his

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<v Speaker 5>chords on all the Frank Ocean stuff are absolutely beautiful,

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<v Speaker 5>and I was like, hey, like I'm here, now, do

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<v Speaker 5>you want to do something? And it happened like that,

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<v Speaker 5>just so organically.

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<v Speaker 1>Wow. So Impurities was the first session.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, Rama, yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you walk me through the creation.

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<v Speaker 5>It's funny because with Ramil we always kind of make

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<v Speaker 5>We always hang out and then like make music in

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<v Speaker 5>the background almost. So we were just chatting for like

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<v Speaker 5>five hours, driving around getting coffee, like listening to J Paul,

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<v Speaker 5>and then he kind of pulled up this little sample

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<v Speaker 5>and I was like, oh, I like that, and I

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<v Speaker 5>sang over it, and everything just kind of came out

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<v Speaker 5>and then we just went back to hanging out. Like

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<v Speaker 5>it was just this like our little pool of magic.

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<v Speaker 5>And I think I always know when I can really

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<v Speaker 5>trust somebody, like the first session, if something that profound

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<v Speaker 5>comes out, it means that we do have a genuine bond,

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<v Speaker 5>because it does take a lot of vulnerability and trust

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<v Speaker 5>to kind of allow someone to witness you in that

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<v Speaker 5>like very soft and inward space. So I knew immediately that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>we were going to make music together for a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>When you heard that sample and you started singing over it.

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<v Speaker 1>Were you singing the words as they turned out to

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<v Speaker 1>be on the record, or you just so I sang.

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<v Speaker 5>It always happens where I hear the chord or the sample, whatever,

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<v Speaker 5>and then a melody will come to me, and I'll

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<v Speaker 5>kind of voice note what I hear, put it into sections,

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<v Speaker 5>like structure it out a bit.

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<v Speaker 2>In my mind.

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<v Speaker 5>And then I have my notebook, which is just like

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<v Speaker 5>a collection of phrases and text and references and just

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<v Speaker 5>things that I want to say, and then my heart

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<v Speaker 5>just gets drawn to whatever's on that page. I'm like, okay,

0:27:17.716 --> 0:27:22.076
<v Speaker 5>Like I just had written down something like impurities, clean

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<v Speaker 5>like escalade, laugh like Juliet, but not like all of

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<v Speaker 5>these little notes and then they just kind of the

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<v Speaker 5>fragments form.

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<v Speaker 1>This whole that's beautiful. So so just so I understand,

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<v Speaker 1>So you'll kind of structure out just like a melody,

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<v Speaker 1>So not even necessarily words could be just scatting or whatever,

0:27:39.276 --> 0:27:42.356
<v Speaker 1>like yeah, vocals or whatever, you know, like, but you

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<v Speaker 1>come up with what you feel like the verse. If

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<v Speaker 1>there's a bridge Bridge of course. So it's almost like

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<v Speaker 1>then you find what in you're writing in your book connects.

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<v Speaker 5>To what this song exactly exactly, And I think it

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<v Speaker 5>didn't always happen that way around, but just with this record,

0:27:56.876 --> 0:28:00.516
<v Speaker 5>I started finding this almost like I know, it felt

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<v Speaker 5>cosmic the way that melodies were coming to me, and

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<v Speaker 5>it always came first, so I kind of started like

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<v Speaker 5>weaving the words into what I had melodically to create

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<v Speaker 5>a story.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you do as much driving home in London?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

0:28:13.916 --> 0:28:15.156
<v Speaker 5>Because I learned to drive here.

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<v Speaker 1>So has driving impacted so much? Because you're saying that

0:28:19.356 --> 0:28:21.996
<v Speaker 1>you were driving around five hours talking and then it

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<v Speaker 1>sort of came to you like.

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<v Speaker 5>For there was when I think about it, a lot

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<v Speaker 5>of this record came to life in cars because there's

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<v Speaker 5>a song on the record called Devotion, which is kind

0:28:34.196 --> 0:28:36.876
<v Speaker 5>of inspired well, the name was inspired by the Mary

0:28:36.916 --> 0:28:40.196
<v Speaker 5>Oliver collection of poems, but the actual music was like

0:28:40.316 --> 0:28:44.636
<v Speaker 5>smashing Pumpkins, like Yola Tango, Deftones, my Blade, Valentine, Like

0:28:44.756 --> 0:28:49.396
<v Speaker 5>I wanted to create something heavier, but I was going

0:28:49.516 --> 0:28:53.076
<v Speaker 5>in and like, but then we're also listening to seventeen

0:28:53.196 --> 0:28:55.716
<v Speaker 5>Days by Prince and I just loved the like drama

0:28:55.916 --> 0:28:57.276
<v Speaker 5>of it, and I was like, I want to create

0:28:57.356 --> 0:29:01.556
<v Speaker 5>something that's like so dramatically romantic with the backdrop of

0:29:01.796 --> 0:29:04.796
<v Speaker 5>like these heavy, like smashing guitars, and we were just

0:29:04.876 --> 0:29:07.276
<v Speaker 5>driving around and it just all came together and that's

0:29:07.316 --> 0:29:07.876
<v Speaker 5>what we made.

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<v Speaker 2>Day.

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<v Speaker 1>That's the greatest. That's I mean, there's it's so hard

0:29:11.996 --> 0:29:14.196
<v Speaker 1>to pick up, but severn the days, it's consistently I

0:29:14.276 --> 0:29:15.716
<v Speaker 1>think the greatest print.

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<v Speaker 5>Song in my mind is so special, so special.

0:29:18.516 --> 0:29:20.236
<v Speaker 1>I just loved the groove he gets locked in.

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<v Speaker 5>Have you heard the demo version that he has on piano? No,

0:29:23.716 --> 0:29:27.516
<v Speaker 5>it's online and it's amazing, Like he's just like ripping

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<v Speaker 5>the piano.

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<v Speaker 1>I just got to hear that. I gotta hear that.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that.

0:29:31.556 --> 0:29:34.396
<v Speaker 1>It's interesting too, though, like it doesn't sound like this

0:29:34.516 --> 0:29:37.316
<v Speaker 1>record's not necessarily like a dramatic departure. It feels like

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<v Speaker 1>distinctly its own thing. It feels separate from the first album,

0:29:40.676 --> 0:29:43.236
<v Speaker 1>but it doesn't feel like, oh, like clearly this was

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<v Speaker 1>the first album written in the UK. Different thing, and

0:29:46.956 --> 0:29:49.276
<v Speaker 1>like this is like, oh, this is an LA you know,

0:29:49.476 --> 0:29:52.796
<v Speaker 1>this second album LA album, Like there's a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>continuity between the two, and it's like all the things

0:29:55.276 --> 0:29:57.236
<v Speaker 1>that I feel like I love from the first carry over.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I think I wanted. I definitely wanted to have

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<v Speaker 5>that blank slate approach, but then also still recognize the

0:30:04.676 --> 0:30:07.596
<v Speaker 5>fact that there are things about me that I do

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<v Speaker 5>want to keep as a thread in terms of the

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<v Speaker 5>way that I speak and the way that I kind

0:30:12.796 --> 0:30:15.836
<v Speaker 5>of choose to tell stories about love or loss. But

0:30:15.996 --> 0:30:19.316
<v Speaker 5>I did instrumentally just want to have complete free reign

0:30:19.796 --> 0:30:21.516
<v Speaker 5>and you know, be able to really put more of

0:30:21.556 --> 0:30:24.676
<v Speaker 5>my references into the music. Like I feel like people

0:30:25.316 --> 0:30:28.516
<v Speaker 5>don't really know how much I love like IDM music,

0:30:28.556 --> 0:30:30.796
<v Speaker 5>how much I love AFX men and Bards of Canada

0:30:30.876 --> 0:30:34.676
<v Speaker 5>and ambient music, or you know, putting more moments of

0:30:34.836 --> 0:30:38.436
<v Speaker 5>like ESG and like Zami and funk and the music

0:30:38.516 --> 0:30:41.396
<v Speaker 5>that I really connect to. I think the first record

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<v Speaker 5>had more of a sense of quite minimal warmth, and

0:30:44.076 --> 0:30:46.316
<v Speaker 5>this one is more of a journey kind of through

0:30:46.916 --> 0:30:48.956
<v Speaker 5>everything that moves me in that I love.

0:30:50.156 --> 0:30:52.556
<v Speaker 1>We need to take another quick break, but before that,

0:30:52.876 --> 0:30:55.516
<v Speaker 1>let's hear Allo Parks perform an acoustic version of her

0:30:55.596 --> 0:30:56.916
<v Speaker 1>new song Blades.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm exhausted watching light Clad Danes through the Dope Kitchen

0:31:14.876 --> 0:31:27.236
<v Speaker 2>lie like blades, three boys, the parties of blades. We

0:31:27.476 --> 0:31:30.916
<v Speaker 2>could have part when you were fighting with your sister.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't think I realize how horribly I MISSA requed this

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<v Speaker 2>flower inside me? Help?

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<v Speaker 1>You know the I.

0:31:48.076 --> 0:31:58.076
<v Speaker 2>I just don't to want or two because I only

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<v Speaker 2>want to be. I remember there was something strangely romantic,

0:32:11.196 --> 0:32:19.156
<v Speaker 2>you know, friendship win with true money. I worked in news,

0:32:24.196 --> 0:32:31.596
<v Speaker 2>talking for hours on the grapher, walk into boxes, linking pancis,

0:32:31.676 --> 0:32:36.236
<v Speaker 2>wearing a merchant pulse, and now I'm struggling and I'm choking.

0:32:37.316 --> 0:32:42.836
<v Speaker 2>Oh my good hock. You know the I.

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<v Speaker 1>I just don't want to.

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<v Speaker 2>Because I'm I only want to be with you. I

0:33:02.116 --> 0:33:07.276
<v Speaker 2>just missed your voice. Side were right? Call it when

0:33:07.396 --> 0:33:14.676
<v Speaker 2>you're lonely like a nightcauseide I only want to.

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<v Speaker 1>Be with.

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<v Speaker 2>So I make my way over as the white Lightning

0:33:24.676 --> 0:33:28.676
<v Speaker 2>six ss and you're with armored plumb red slacks and

0:33:28.716 --> 0:33:33.156
<v Speaker 2>tequila fraser and you love the same hand or mouth

0:33:33.196 --> 0:33:35.596
<v Speaker 2>because you hate your teeth and I love your teeth

0:33:35.636 --> 0:33:42.876
<v Speaker 2>and I'm scared to speak. I I just go to

0:33:42.996 --> 0:33:58.916
<v Speaker 2>wa too, because I only want to be. I just

0:33:59.116 --> 0:34:04.196
<v Speaker 2>miss you. First side, very right? Cool it when in

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<v Speaker 2>lone newly a night causeide only Wanna Be, Only Wanna Be.

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<v Speaker 1>We're back with the rest of my conversation with Arlow Parks,

0:34:33.276 --> 0:34:36.636
<v Speaker 1>who tells us about the inspiration behind her new song Blades,

0:34:36.956 --> 0:34:40.676
<v Speaker 1>that she just performed live before the break. Tell me

0:34:40.716 --> 0:34:41.676
<v Speaker 1>about making Blades.

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<v Speaker 5>So I made that song with Pool at Worth at

0:34:45.956 --> 0:34:49.236
<v Speaker 5>Church Studios in crutch and in London, and I feel

0:34:49.276 --> 0:34:51.556
<v Speaker 5>like when I make music with Pool, there is just

0:34:51.636 --> 0:34:54.036
<v Speaker 5>this real playfulness, Like I feel like we're just two

0:34:54.116 --> 0:34:56.876
<v Speaker 5>kids running around banging on things and we just come

0:34:56.956 --> 0:35:00.876
<v Speaker 5>up with beautiful music and neither of us really know how,

0:35:00.956 --> 0:35:02.756
<v Speaker 5>because we were just in a fugue state all day.

0:35:04.116 --> 0:35:07.236
<v Speaker 5>And this one came during what I call the Magic Week,

0:35:07.236 --> 0:35:09.276
<v Speaker 5>which is where we got three songs in like four

0:35:09.316 --> 0:35:11.876
<v Speaker 5>or five days for the record. And I just wanted

0:35:11.916 --> 0:35:15.636
<v Speaker 5>to create something that felt euphoric, like this sense of

0:35:15.756 --> 0:35:19.436
<v Speaker 5>freedom and this sense of like bittersweetness and having that

0:35:19.556 --> 0:35:21.916
<v Speaker 5>balance between light and shade that I feel kind of

0:35:22.076 --> 0:35:24.556
<v Speaker 5>colors the record. And we were listening to a lot

0:35:24.596 --> 0:35:28.276
<v Speaker 5>of ESG and like we'd deep cuts that I found

0:35:28.396 --> 0:35:31.876
<v Speaker 5>like on NTS radio, and he just started playing drums

0:35:32.356 --> 0:35:34.316
<v Speaker 5>and I was like, hmm, what's that, and he was like, oh,

0:35:34.356 --> 0:35:36.676
<v Speaker 5>I got this new sample, and he just started playing

0:35:36.756 --> 0:35:39.796
<v Speaker 5>that sample, and then I started singing, and then the

0:35:39.916 --> 0:35:42.916
<v Speaker 5>rest is a blur. Who knows, who knows what happened?

0:35:43.196 --> 0:35:43.996
<v Speaker 5>But it was magic?

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<v Speaker 1>What about like that? I'm a spoken word bridge.

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<v Speaker 5>Honestly, I feel like I include those moments because there's

0:35:51.476 --> 0:35:54.236
<v Speaker 5>so much more than I want to say that doesn't

0:35:54.276 --> 0:35:56.676
<v Speaker 5>fit into the melody. It's just too much to say.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm just like, Okay, I'll passel off this little

0:35:59.116 --> 0:36:02.316
<v Speaker 5>chunk where I can just continue the story. And I

0:36:02.396 --> 0:36:04.796
<v Speaker 5>wanted it to almost sound like a stream of consciousness,

0:36:04.916 --> 0:36:07.436
<v Speaker 5>like an inner monologue where you see someone across the

0:36:07.556 --> 0:36:10.316
<v Speaker 5>room and you're kind of like, oh, I can see

0:36:10.316 --> 0:36:12.756
<v Speaker 5>them laughing, and they're covering their hand with their teeth.

0:36:12.876 --> 0:36:15.156
<v Speaker 5>Oh I remember how much she said she hated her teeth.

0:36:15.476 --> 0:36:17.516
<v Speaker 5>Oh was she wearing the same perfume? Like that kind

0:36:17.556 --> 0:36:20.876
<v Speaker 5>of inner yea rambling and then opening up into this

0:36:21.116 --> 0:36:24.276
<v Speaker 5>like sentiment coming back to again and again that you

0:36:24.356 --> 0:36:25.596
<v Speaker 5>can't live without this person?

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<v Speaker 1>Would you mind reciting that little point?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So I make my way over as the white

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<v Speaker 5>lightning zigzags and you're with armed plum red slacks and

0:36:37.076 --> 0:36:41.116
<v Speaker 5>tequila fraser and you laugh the same hand on mouth

0:36:41.156 --> 0:36:43.596
<v Speaker 5>because you hate your teeth, but I love your teeth

0:36:43.716 --> 0:36:46.436
<v Speaker 5>and I'm scared to speak as I catch a whiff

0:36:46.476 --> 0:36:47.556
<v Speaker 5>of her rose dip teeth.

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<v Speaker 1>That's so cool. How much of the specifics in that,

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<v Speaker 1>like the name particularly, like does that come from real life?

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<v Speaker 1>Or like are you writing about real people?

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<v Speaker 5>I'm writing about real people, but I often don't use

0:37:02.316 --> 0:37:04.876
<v Speaker 5>real names because I'm scared. I was talking about this

0:37:04.996 --> 0:37:07.876
<v Speaker 5>with my friend Rommy from the XX. We were talking

0:37:07.876 --> 0:37:10.956
<v Speaker 5>about it, and I was thinking, I was like, well,

0:37:11.116 --> 0:37:13.556
<v Speaker 5>when that person comes to my show, like I don't

0:37:13.556 --> 0:37:16.276
<v Speaker 5>want them to know how much they hurt me, Like

0:37:16.356 --> 0:37:18.276
<v Speaker 5>I don't want them to be able to recognize themselves

0:37:18.796 --> 0:37:20.436
<v Speaker 5>and the music. But I feel like with this record,

0:37:20.476 --> 0:37:22.436
<v Speaker 5>I just kind of let go of that fear because

0:37:22.436 --> 0:37:25.516
<v Speaker 5>you do have to be real, and I feel like

0:37:25.556 --> 0:37:27.716
<v Speaker 5>when you bend reality too much, it doesn't feel like

0:37:27.756 --> 0:37:29.756
<v Speaker 5>a release to talk about it, So you just kind

0:37:29.796 --> 0:37:31.916
<v Speaker 5>of have to be unfiltered as much as possible.

0:37:32.356 --> 0:37:34.916
<v Speaker 1>What is that the reality of that? Though? So for

0:37:34.996 --> 0:37:37.196
<v Speaker 1>your art, you feel like you have to for the

0:37:37.236 --> 0:37:39.436
<v Speaker 1>sake of creating something real. You feel like you really

0:37:39.556 --> 0:37:42.916
<v Speaker 1>have to throw your whole self into it, including the

0:37:42.996 --> 0:37:46.516
<v Speaker 1>people around you, like your real life experiences. And does

0:37:46.596 --> 0:37:48.476
<v Speaker 1>the reality of that ever like sort of settle in

0:37:48.516 --> 0:37:50.796
<v Speaker 1>where you're like, damn, like I'm feel a little open now,

0:37:51.036 --> 0:37:51.236
<v Speaker 1>you know.

0:37:51.556 --> 0:37:55.676
<v Speaker 5>Definitely, definitely. I think when I write the song, I'm

0:37:55.676 --> 0:37:58.716
<v Speaker 5>always like, oh, that exactly captured how I felt. And

0:37:58.796 --> 0:38:01.316
<v Speaker 5>then I start to realize that it's not just for

0:38:01.436 --> 0:38:03.476
<v Speaker 5>me and my three friends, and then it's going to

0:38:03.556 --> 0:38:06.396
<v Speaker 5>go onto the Internet and everyone be able to know.

0:38:06.756 --> 0:38:09.316
<v Speaker 5>But at the same time, when I think about like

0:38:09.876 --> 0:38:12.676
<v Speaker 5>my favorite songs, I think about Says by Elliott Smith

0:38:12.916 --> 0:38:16.076
<v Speaker 5>or like Biscuit by Portus Head or whatever it might be,

0:38:16.356 --> 0:38:19.876
<v Speaker 5>and there is this sense of someone being open completely.

0:38:20.676 --> 0:38:23.116
<v Speaker 5>That's why it moves me, Like, that's why I feel

0:38:23.156 --> 0:38:26.756
<v Speaker 5>like it just gets me because that person has just

0:38:26.876 --> 0:38:29.076
<v Speaker 5>been fearless with how open they've been.

0:38:29.396 --> 0:38:32.796
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's a really advanced place to be where you

0:38:32.916 --> 0:38:37.876
<v Speaker 1>can be that that open, you know, that honest with yourself,

0:38:38.276 --> 0:38:40.276
<v Speaker 1>even just with yourself or anything, just you know the

0:38:40.316 --> 0:38:40.956
<v Speaker 1>people around you.

0:38:41.236 --> 0:38:43.796
<v Speaker 5>It is hard, you know, And I think it's interesting

0:38:43.916 --> 0:38:47.556
<v Speaker 5>because when a lot of people tell their stories, I

0:38:47.596 --> 0:38:49.316
<v Speaker 5>feel like there is that sense of kind of wanting

0:38:49.396 --> 0:38:52.596
<v Speaker 5>to be the hero of a situation. I think it

0:38:52.716 --> 0:38:55.156
<v Speaker 5>can be difficult to be like, actually I was wrong

0:38:55.196 --> 0:38:58.076
<v Speaker 5>on this. Actually I was being jealous, or I was bitter,

0:38:58.676 --> 0:39:00.876
<v Speaker 5>or I was being petty, you know, like being able

0:39:00.956 --> 0:39:04.636
<v Speaker 5>to actually show the experiences three dimensional. I feel like

0:39:04.676 --> 0:39:06.316
<v Speaker 5>that does take a lot of honesty, but at the

0:39:06.356 --> 0:39:08.276
<v Speaker 5>same time, it feels so much more human when you

0:39:08.356 --> 0:39:09.036
<v Speaker 5>hear that kind of song.

0:39:09.516 --> 0:39:13.676
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's also like I think back to being twenty

0:39:13.716 --> 0:39:17.956
<v Speaker 1>two and just like the the ripples through your sort

0:39:17.996 --> 0:39:20.396
<v Speaker 1>of social life that can be caused by like saying

0:39:20.796 --> 0:39:23.316
<v Speaker 1>one cross thing or you know, one thing the wrong

0:39:23.396 --> 0:39:26.556
<v Speaker 1>way or you know, it's just like, oh man, you know, yeah,

0:39:26.556 --> 0:39:27.476
<v Speaker 1>it's just a scary thing.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it is scary. But at the same time, I

0:39:30.596 --> 0:39:32.436
<v Speaker 5>don't know, I feel like when I have that little

0:39:32.516 --> 0:39:35.756
<v Speaker 5>kind of nudge of fear, internally, I'm like, okay, I'm

0:39:35.876 --> 0:39:39.676
<v Speaker 5>like preaching new ground here feels scary, but that means

0:39:39.756 --> 0:39:43.076
<v Speaker 5>I'm doing something that is beyond what I did before.

0:39:44.156 --> 0:39:46.796
<v Speaker 1>How do you balance moving to a new place like la,

0:39:47.356 --> 0:39:50.796
<v Speaker 1>writing a record, touring, like just like the responsibilities that

0:39:50.876 --> 0:39:54.276
<v Speaker 1>come with being a working artist, the press stuff like

0:39:54.356 --> 0:39:56.116
<v Speaker 1>today you know having to come do this.

0:39:57.476 --> 0:40:01.316
<v Speaker 5>I feel like I am someone who thrives in like

0:40:02.036 --> 0:40:05.556
<v Speaker 5>how urgent this lifestyle is. Like, I feel like I

0:40:05.636 --> 0:40:07.956
<v Speaker 5>find it really hard to slow down, and that's something

0:40:07.956 --> 0:40:11.316
<v Speaker 5>I actually have to practice because I'm working every day

0:40:11.556 --> 0:40:14.956
<v Speaker 5>pretty much, and I feel like I have to kind

0:40:14.996 --> 0:40:19.156
<v Speaker 5>of really work at resting because I know that I'm

0:40:19.196 --> 0:40:22.076
<v Speaker 5>always like moving and have quite like a frenetic energy.

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<v Speaker 5>So I really want to do things that are like

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<v Speaker 5>active rest, whether it's like cooking or going for walks

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<v Speaker 5>or stepping outside of things. But I think because I

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<v Speaker 5>love what I do so much and it kind of

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<v Speaker 5>just soaks into everything that I do, I find it

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<v Speaker 5>hard to kind of step away and find balance. And

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<v Speaker 5>I think there are some things about being an artist

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<v Speaker 5>that I really love and things that I feel find

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<v Speaker 5>a little bit more challenging. I think I love being

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<v Speaker 5>in the studio and being around people and collaborating and

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<v Speaker 5>you know, being a creative soul because that's what I am.

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<v Speaker 5>But I think sometimes having to explain the music, having

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<v Speaker 5>to kind of break down my identity and why I

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<v Speaker 5>made certain creative choices and who I am, I think

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<v Speaker 5>that can be a little bit more tricky for me

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<v Speaker 5>and just to be perceived like that, like I just

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<v Speaker 5>want to be a little hermit.

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<v Speaker 1>You only want to be able to kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>put it out.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah exactly, run away exactly, that's what I want. That's

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<v Speaker 5>my dream.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe that can happen. I feel like, you know, there's

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<v Speaker 1>spend artists over time, some of my favorite artists, like

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<v Speaker 1>I mean Prince, you know, just like.

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<v Speaker 5>I think it's interesting though, because I remember my friend

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<v Speaker 5>Ocean was talking about this where it.

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<v Speaker 1>Was like.

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<v Speaker 5>Ocean, wrong, he's like a writer, but no, my friend, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>my friend Ocean, Yeah, Ocean was talking to me about

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<v Speaker 5>the idea of prayers and I was asking if he

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<v Speaker 5>enjoyed it, and he had a really interesting perspective on

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<v Speaker 5>it where he was like, Okay, it can be draining

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<v Speaker 5>and tiring, but I like the fact that I'm given

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<v Speaker 5>the opportunity to kind of set up the context for

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<v Speaker 5>what I did and what I meant, rather than have

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<v Speaker 5>someone come in and do it for me if I'm

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<v Speaker 5>silent and I don't explain it at all. And I

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<v Speaker 5>was like, I do actually like the idea of being

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<v Speaker 5>able to what I wanted to do with my work,

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<v Speaker 5>what I'm talking about, rather than having somebody come in

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<v Speaker 5>and maybe just take things the wrong way or twist

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<v Speaker 5>things or explain it in a way that I don't like.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'd rather be there saying it.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess that's a fair point. You're not allowing other

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<v Speaker 1>people to sort of make determinations for you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>It's frustrated as setting the records, having to do it

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<v Speaker 1>or needing to do it. You're like an indie artist

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<v Speaker 1>from the UK. Now you're in O, Like, do you

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<v Speaker 1>find that the pressures of the industry can be like

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<v Speaker 1>a little stronger or the currents can be a little

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<v Speaker 1>stronger here? Then?

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<v Speaker 5>I don't know. I feel like I'm quite good at

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<v Speaker 5>just creating a little island of people around me, and

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<v Speaker 5>I don't really know what's going on outside of that.

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<v Speaker 5>I think, you know, obviously there's always a sense of pressure,

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<v Speaker 5>but I kind of like the fact that I'm in

0:43:01.356 --> 0:43:04.596
<v Speaker 5>this kind of new space that I'm navigating. I don't

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<v Speaker 5>really have that much awareness of like whether it's like

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<v Speaker 5>certain clicks or like how people work, or like what's

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<v Speaker 5>the right thing to do or clout or whatever. I

0:43:13.836 --> 0:43:15.636
<v Speaker 5>just don't really know what's going on, So I'm just

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<v Speaker 5>in my own little way moving through the city, and

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<v Speaker 5>I just feel like I've been lucky, Like I've just

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<v Speaker 5>found a lot of good people, I think, who even

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<v Speaker 5>if I do feel that sense of pressure, I can

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<v Speaker 5>talk to and like feel accepted by and we can

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<v Speaker 5>just sit down and have a coffee. And if I

0:43:30.796 --> 0:43:33.436
<v Speaker 5>do feel like I'm under pressure, I'm burning out, Like

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<v Speaker 5>there are a lot of people that are here to listen,

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<v Speaker 5>and I know not everyone has that, so I'm happy.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you find your parents kind of understand what you're doing.

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<v Speaker 5>Over time, because it's been like five years now. Over time,

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<v Speaker 5>I've managed to kind of try and explain the framework

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<v Speaker 5>of what it is that I'm doing, but it's so

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<v Speaker 5>hard to understand it from the outside, like even the

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<v Speaker 5>idea of a photo shoot or traveling or all of

0:43:59.476 --> 0:44:03.076
<v Speaker 5>these things. Like it's really difficult to explain like what

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<v Speaker 5>it is that I do all day, Like I just

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<v Speaker 5>like talk and sing and like fly around, and like

0:44:09.276 --> 0:44:11.876
<v Speaker 5>you know, it's just like really hard to explain it

0:44:12.396 --> 0:44:14.316
<v Speaker 5>unless you're doing it. And I think that's why it's

0:44:14.356 --> 0:44:16.356
<v Speaker 5>good to have people who are both outside of the

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<v Speaker 5>world completely where you can just hang out with them

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<v Speaker 5>and they just don't really know what's going on and

0:44:21.316 --> 0:44:23.716
<v Speaker 5>you can just be and then also having friends who

0:44:23.756 --> 0:44:25.676
<v Speaker 5>are kind of embedded in that same world and you

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<v Speaker 5>can understand each other.

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<v Speaker 1>That seems pretty healthy. So you can get the like

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<v Speaker 1>kind of the perspective moral support from the people know

0:44:34.196 --> 0:44:36.436
<v Speaker 1>what you're going through day to day, but also the people.

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<v Speaker 5>Who are just like, yeah, it was like okay, well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>that's great.

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<v Speaker 1>How do your parents like, do you do you Is

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<v Speaker 1>there a line are they allowed to talk to you

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<v Speaker 1>about like you know you me like or do you

0:44:50.596 --> 0:44:51.436
<v Speaker 1>kind of just like it.

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<v Speaker 5>Is what it is and I think it, Yeah, it

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<v Speaker 5>kind of just is what it is. I feel like

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<v Speaker 5>they just have this really strong understanding of the fact

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<v Speaker 5>that like, yeah, I just kind of like write about

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<v Speaker 5>what I need to get out and I show them

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<v Speaker 5>the music and stuff and they're fans of it. But

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<v Speaker 5>there is that like healthy boundary of they just kind

0:45:10.916 --> 0:45:13.956
<v Speaker 5>of like, let me say what I need to say without.

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<v Speaker 1>Asking too many questions, are being too.

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<v Speaker 5>Involved exactly exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>That's great. Well, thanks so much for playing and for talking. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>for playing and talking in dissecting your music.

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<v Speaker 5>Of course that's having me.

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