1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:00,559 Speaker 1: This is no. 2 00:00:04,840 --> 00:00:07,240 Speaker 2: Again. Your heart is true. 3 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:15,280 Speaker 3: You're pal and coming down. 4 00:00:16,040 --> 00:00:19,000 Speaker 4: Everyone pull just a little. 5 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:23,880 Speaker 3: The biggest gift would be from me, and the car 6 00:00:24,120 --> 00:00:30,080 Speaker 3: detached would say thank you. Every iconic show has their 7 00:00:30,160 --> 00:00:33,640 Speaker 3: wacky cast of characters, and the Jewbeil Show is no different. 8 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:36,639 Speaker 2: Why it's the Jewbel Show with your drunken Nina Hi. 9 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:41,959 Speaker 3: And then there's everybody's younger sister, Victoria Ramirez Hi. And 10 00:00:42,080 --> 00:00:44,840 Speaker 3: who could forget the quirky neighbor kid who periodically pokes 11 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:46,560 Speaker 3: her head through our window to ask if her pet 12 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:49,720 Speaker 3: ferret Nibblett can lick the condensation off our fridge because 13 00:00:49,720 --> 00:00:52,839 Speaker 3: it helps him remember past lives. Our social media producer 14 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:53,600 Speaker 3: at Gabby. 15 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:55,680 Speaker 4: Come up with that Jubil. 16 00:00:57,560 --> 00:01:02,440 Speaker 3: Just real life, that's all. Also our producer Bread, he's 17 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:02,840 Speaker 3: a dad. 18 00:01:02,920 --> 00:01:04,399 Speaker 2: Hey there, Nugget. And then there's me. 19 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:06,680 Speaker 3: I'm Jewbel and this is the Jewbil Show and this 20 00:01:06,760 --> 00:01:08,120 Speaker 3: is the time of week where we check in and 21 00:01:08,160 --> 00:01:10,160 Speaker 3: see what's going on in our lives. 22 00:01:10,319 --> 00:01:12,039 Speaker 2: And you know what's going on in your life this week? 23 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 5: Do you ever find yourself learning the same lesson over 24 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:17,560 Speaker 5: and over again, like life just keeps putting in the 25 00:01:17,560 --> 00:01:18,560 Speaker 5: same situations And. 26 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:21,400 Speaker 4: You thought you were over it, and then it happens again. 27 00:01:22,280 --> 00:01:24,240 Speaker 5: So I bring this up because some stuff has been 28 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:26,200 Speaker 5: stirred up inside me, and it turns out there's this 29 00:01:26,319 --> 00:01:29,720 Speaker 5: like whole pocket somewhere in my body that's been storing 30 00:01:29,760 --> 00:01:31,759 Speaker 5: a bunch of stuff that I thought I was okay with. 31 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:34,800 Speaker 5: Like what And Jubil knows this well. Your body holds 32 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:38,720 Speaker 5: onto memories. Even if you're not going to accept them, 33 00:01:38,760 --> 00:01:40,960 Speaker 5: your body still has them. So if something is to 34 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,640 Speaker 5: trigger it, it shakes you all kinds of up. 35 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:44,840 Speaker 4: You're going to like your stomach. You're talking about your head. 36 00:01:44,920 --> 00:01:46,959 Speaker 5: Well, no, because I think it's carried over here in 37 00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 5: my stomach, because that's what starts. 38 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:53,160 Speaker 3: To hurt different spots, different things, like like describing it 39 00:01:53,240 --> 00:01:55,480 Speaker 3: as a pocket. It gotta get reached inside your body 40 00:01:55,480 --> 00:01:56,840 Speaker 3: pockets sometimes see what's in there. 41 00:01:56,960 --> 00:01:57,600 Speaker 6: I think you do. 42 00:01:58,320 --> 00:02:00,440 Speaker 5: I think you do, and I you know, I haven't 43 00:02:00,440 --> 00:02:01,960 Speaker 5: been in therapy for a while, so maybe it's time 44 00:02:02,000 --> 00:02:05,000 Speaker 5: to go back. But but the interesting thing was I 45 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:07,640 Speaker 5: sat with myself and I have come up with it. 46 00:02:07,720 --> 00:02:10,560 Speaker 4: I understand, I think finally right. 47 00:02:11,000 --> 00:02:13,160 Speaker 5: And it's that I've always had this need to take 48 00:02:13,160 --> 00:02:15,880 Speaker 5: the high road and whatever the situation is I always 49 00:02:15,919 --> 00:02:18,120 Speaker 5: feel like I need to take the high road. It's okay, 50 00:02:18,480 --> 00:02:21,160 Speaker 5: I understand, I'm fine. I can take care of myself 51 00:02:21,160 --> 00:02:26,160 Speaker 5: because I'm strong and I let things be nice. But 52 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:28,480 Speaker 5: I think the lesson is burn the bridge. 53 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:30,720 Speaker 2: Sometimes you do have to. 54 00:02:30,560 --> 00:02:32,840 Speaker 4: Burn the bridge so you can't look back. 55 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:37,000 Speaker 5: Burn the bridge, so those memories aren't gonna allow you 56 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:38,760 Speaker 5: to have. You know, maybe I want to tiptoe over 57 00:02:38,800 --> 00:02:40,200 Speaker 5: there and feel it out a little bit, and then 58 00:02:40,200 --> 00:02:42,919 Speaker 5: my pocket's like, this feels nice, and then all of 59 00:02:42,960 --> 00:02:44,760 Speaker 5: a sudden it starts to hurt because you shouldn't have 60 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:45,600 Speaker 5: crossed the bridge again. 61 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:47,280 Speaker 4: So burn the bridge. 62 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:50,600 Speaker 5: Be not okay because three years later, that pain that 63 00:02:50,639 --> 00:02:52,640 Speaker 5: you felt the first time, that you thought was gone. 64 00:02:52,480 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 1: Comes back because you still holding it in the pocket. 65 00:02:54,280 --> 00:03:00,519 Speaker 3: Is it's still in the pockelay painful little pocket. 66 00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:05,239 Speaker 5: It's fun, but it's real. So I found myself dealing 67 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:09,280 Speaker 5: with pocket trauma from three years ago. What I'm like, 68 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:12,160 Speaker 5: it's because you didn't burn the bridge. 69 00:03:12,200 --> 00:03:15,080 Speaker 4: You let it be okay. It's not okay. Why did 70 00:03:15,120 --> 00:03:16,040 Speaker 4: you let it be okay? 71 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:19,600 Speaker 5: Not because I'm very understanding and I'm the cool woman 72 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:21,760 Speaker 5: who's always going to be the one that you think 73 00:03:21,880 --> 00:03:23,560 Speaker 5: that you think of and you're like, she has her 74 00:03:23,600 --> 00:03:24,200 Speaker 5: stuff together. 75 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:26,920 Speaker 4: I do, but I can't still burn a bridge. Well 76 00:03:27,000 --> 00:03:27,480 Speaker 4: let's do it. 77 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:28,519 Speaker 6: Go ahead and name names. 78 00:03:33,880 --> 00:03:34,880 Speaker 2: You can burn it into your head. 79 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:38,080 Speaker 5: It's fine, it's just like it. 80 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:40,760 Speaker 4: I'm still taking the high right now. 81 00:03:42,240 --> 00:03:45,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, because sometimes burning a bridge that way actually brings 82 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:46,880 Speaker 3: the bridge back and have. 83 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 2: To be like in the form of a lawsuit. I 84 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:50,720 Speaker 2: was trying to burn the bridge. I don't want the 85 00:03:50,720 --> 00:03:51,880 Speaker 2: bridge to keep trying. 86 00:03:51,640 --> 00:03:52,240 Speaker 1: To do that me. 87 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 5: You know what happens is I turned into a construction 88 00:03:54,680 --> 00:03:55,160 Speaker 5: worker and. 89 00:03:56,720 --> 00:03:59,160 Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly, because the bridge starts to make you feel 90 00:03:59,200 --> 00:04:01,080 Speaker 3: bad for some reason. Really, they've done things to you 91 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:03,880 Speaker 3: that make you go through it and you just you 92 00:04:03,920 --> 00:04:04,720 Speaker 3: should leave it. 93 00:04:04,720 --> 00:04:07,480 Speaker 4: It's nobody, nobody's fault. The bridge just doesn't exist anymore. 94 00:04:07,520 --> 00:04:08,360 Speaker 4: Maybe I didn't burn it. 95 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:11,240 Speaker 2: Maybe I just took it away. There you go, Okay, 96 00:04:11,360 --> 00:04:13,640 Speaker 2: all right? Or with you this week? 97 00:04:13,760 --> 00:04:17,240 Speaker 1: Well, guys, I'm back to learn more lessons this week unfortunately, 98 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:19,960 Speaker 1: but I can't tell this weekend I learned a lesson 99 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:21,320 Speaker 1: or if I was gas lit and it was buying 100 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:26,040 Speaker 1: an airline. Okay, So coming back from I went out 101 00:04:26,080 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 1: of town because my friend got engaged. So coming back 102 00:04:27,960 --> 00:04:30,600 Speaker 1: from that trip, I had a flight booked, but at 103 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:33,480 Speaker 1: like ten o'clock at night, like eleven the night before, 104 00:04:33,600 --> 00:04:35,960 Speaker 1: they canceled it. And so I'm trying to figure out 105 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:38,080 Speaker 1: what to do. And I rebooked a flight, and I 106 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:41,640 Speaker 1: swear guys, I rebooked the right flight. It was supposed 107 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:43,080 Speaker 1: to come back at six am the next day. I 108 00:04:43,120 --> 00:04:45,240 Speaker 1: just wasn't gonna sleep. Was gonna go straight from the airport, 109 00:04:45,279 --> 00:04:46,440 Speaker 1: like from the bars to the airport. 110 00:04:47,200 --> 00:04:51,200 Speaker 4: Wasn't gonna sleep. And way I did it though, I 111 00:04:51,240 --> 00:04:52,159 Speaker 4: was very proud of myself. 112 00:04:52,160 --> 00:04:52,640 Speaker 2: Suppressive. 113 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:54,440 Speaker 1: Yeah, I had a little bit of food, but like, 114 00:04:54,520 --> 00:04:56,640 Speaker 1: I was very proud of myself. I got to the airport, 115 00:04:56,880 --> 00:04:59,039 Speaker 1: I'm about to like walk up in line get on 116 00:04:59,080 --> 00:05:01,039 Speaker 1: the flight, and the lady look at me. She goes, man, 117 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:02,800 Speaker 1: this isn't your flight. And I'm like, what do you mean? 118 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 1: And she's like, well, this isn't your flight, Like you're 119 00:05:05,080 --> 00:05:07,360 Speaker 1: on the flight at six pm not six am. 120 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:12,640 Speaker 4: Oh, you booked it wrong. The airline changed my flight. 121 00:05:12,720 --> 00:05:14,719 Speaker 4: And she was, no, it's the fight you booked. 122 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:18,520 Speaker 1: And I'm like, I think the airline my flight. 123 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:20,320 Speaker 4: Where exactly did you book this. 124 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:24,040 Speaker 6: What were your surroundings like when you booked where you already. 125 00:05:23,680 --> 00:05:28,640 Speaker 5: Drunk even if she wasn't you guys tracks, Yeah, the 126 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:30,680 Speaker 5: airline you were drunk, right, you were. 127 00:05:30,600 --> 00:05:31,080 Speaker 4: At a bar. 128 00:05:31,200 --> 00:05:32,960 Speaker 6: You're drunk. You're gonna I'm gonna go from this bar 129 00:05:33,040 --> 00:05:35,359 Speaker 6: that I'm at to the airport and you booked a 130 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:36,560 Speaker 6: flight whilst drunk. 131 00:05:36,839 --> 00:05:39,039 Speaker 1: I told you I learned a lesson, and then the 132 00:05:39,080 --> 00:05:44,000 Speaker 1: airline you got me drunk, so I couldn't tell what 133 00:05:44,040 --> 00:05:45,840 Speaker 1: AM and PM was. 134 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:49,400 Speaker 5: So sad I wanted to cry at the airport. 135 00:05:50,600 --> 00:05:52,080 Speaker 2: Did you just chill the airport all day? 136 00:05:52,400 --> 00:05:52,679 Speaker 3: No? 137 00:05:52,839 --> 00:05:54,200 Speaker 4: I got really mad. 138 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:56,520 Speaker 1: I was like, did I think last like changed my flight? 139 00:05:56,560 --> 00:05:59,440 Speaker 1: And like, man, we didn't change your flight, and she was, okay, 140 00:05:59,480 --> 00:06:01,599 Speaker 1: let me figure out. It's like there's no flights for 141 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:02,400 Speaker 1: the rest of the day. 142 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:04,440 Speaker 4: And I was like what. Then I got on and 143 00:06:04,480 --> 00:06:05,360 Speaker 4: had to call and. 144 00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:07,279 Speaker 1: I got on a flight somewhere else for four and 145 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:08,560 Speaker 1: I just like to say that for four hours and 146 00:06:08,560 --> 00:06:09,279 Speaker 1: then came back home. 147 00:06:10,200 --> 00:06:11,120 Speaker 4: So it was at the airport. 148 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,440 Speaker 2: Old, Yes, well you figured it out. 149 00:06:13,560 --> 00:06:13,800 Speaker 7: Wow. 150 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,359 Speaker 3: Oh look, it's our social media producer Gabby stopping by. Gabby, 151 00:06:17,360 --> 00:06:17,840 Speaker 3: what's up with you? 152 00:06:17,880 --> 00:06:18,720 Speaker 2: This week, my. 153 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:22,279 Speaker 7: Roommate has been putting himself out there more on the 154 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:23,120 Speaker 7: dating apps. 155 00:06:23,360 --> 00:06:26,320 Speaker 4: Oh I love this roommate. Yeah you know the one. Yeah, 156 00:06:26,320 --> 00:06:27,960 Speaker 4: she still lives in a frat house. Yeah I do. 157 00:06:29,279 --> 00:06:30,040 Speaker 4: Soon we'll be out. 158 00:06:30,080 --> 00:06:33,760 Speaker 7: But anyways, he uh, he smoked a lot of weed 159 00:06:33,839 --> 00:06:35,839 Speaker 7: before he went, and he said he showed on a 160 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:37,600 Speaker 7: day and he. 161 00:06:37,520 --> 00:06:38,840 Speaker 4: Couldn't remember her name. 162 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:41,400 Speaker 5: He just. 163 00:06:48,200 --> 00:06:48,400 Speaker 1: Him. 164 00:06:49,560 --> 00:06:53,080 Speaker 4: I really feel like we need him, dude. 165 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:58,360 Speaker 2: That's the way to handle it. Just take off whatever. Wow, Brad, what's. 166 00:06:58,279 --> 00:06:58,520 Speaker 4: Up with you? 167 00:06:58,600 --> 00:06:58,880 Speaker 2: This week? 168 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:00,520 Speaker 6: I'm trying to get my work to figure out what 169 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:03,280 Speaker 6: language my daughter should learn, and she really wants to 170 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:05,440 Speaker 6: learn Spanish, but I want her to learn sign language. 171 00:07:05,800 --> 00:07:07,320 Speaker 6: I just feel like it comes in more handy. 172 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:10,760 Speaker 2: Wow, thank you. 173 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:12,080 Speaker 6: What's going on with you? 174 00:07:12,680 --> 00:07:14,880 Speaker 3: What's going on with me? Is I've been going down 175 00:07:14,920 --> 00:07:19,320 Speaker 3: the rabbit hole on the air pollution. I'm pretty sure 176 00:07:19,320 --> 00:07:21,280 Speaker 3: I'm just gonna get a bubble and live in a 177 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:24,560 Speaker 3: bubble from now on. Yeah, I've got dude. I've been 178 00:07:24,560 --> 00:07:28,360 Speaker 3: looking up air quality facts for like the past two weeks, 179 00:07:28,400 --> 00:07:30,280 Speaker 3: and I'm sure i've been annoying the people that I 180 00:07:30,280 --> 00:07:32,680 Speaker 3: talked to on a daily basis about it because it's 181 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:34,560 Speaker 3: just all I've been doing, and I've been buying air 182 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:38,040 Speaker 3: Perier fires. Yesterday at home where I work. At home, 183 00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:40,560 Speaker 3: on my desk, I had one air Perier fire underneath 184 00:07:40,560 --> 00:07:41,600 Speaker 3: me and one blowing right in. 185 00:07:41,520 --> 00:07:43,880 Speaker 2: The face while I was on the computer. I had 186 00:07:43,920 --> 00:07:45,000 Speaker 2: a mask on for half of it. 187 00:07:45,040 --> 00:07:46,680 Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm wearing this thing in the house too, 188 00:07:47,640 --> 00:07:50,840 Speaker 3: And then I'm wearing a mask all day everywhere I went, 189 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:56,040 Speaker 3: even in the car. Yes, I felt wonderful today. I've 190 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:57,760 Speaker 3: had to have the mask off for the past few 191 00:07:57,800 --> 00:07:59,360 Speaker 3: hours while we've done the show, and I don't know 192 00:07:59,400 --> 00:08:02,360 Speaker 3: about that. Might have to sue the company because it's 193 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:06,120 Speaker 3: affecting my house. He did show up today looking like 194 00:08:06,120 --> 00:08:11,480 Speaker 3: what is his name? Bane was like, what, I had 195 00:08:11,480 --> 00:08:13,960 Speaker 3: a meeting yesterday in the afternoon and I got there, 196 00:08:14,000 --> 00:08:15,800 Speaker 3: I was had the thing and then I had to 197 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:18,520 Speaker 3: go and and she's like, oh, I think this is 198 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:21,120 Speaker 3: yours and it was a mask and I was like, oh, yeah, 199 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:22,120 Speaker 3: don't worry, I'm not sick. 200 00:08:22,160 --> 00:08:24,440 Speaker 2: It's just have you seen the air outside? Do you 201 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:26,560 Speaker 2: know how much pollution is out there? 202 00:08:27,560 --> 00:08:29,440 Speaker 4: We have got a lot of carbon. 203 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:32,640 Speaker 3: Monoxide in the air around us, and I don't want to, 204 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:34,920 Speaker 3: you know, ruin my lungs. So I'm wearing this mask 205 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:36,760 Speaker 3: and she was like, oh, I thought you just want 206 00:08:36,760 --> 00:08:37,360 Speaker 3: to look like Bain. 207 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:45,040 Speaker 4: You found your cause. I guess he's an environmental. 208 00:08:46,520 --> 00:08:48,520 Speaker 3: It's not really about the environment. It's just, you know, 209 00:08:48,559 --> 00:08:54,040 Speaker 3: it's about what's my lungs. You know, it's probably my 210 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:57,040 Speaker 3: allergies of a bugging me. And I'm not blaming on 211 00:08:57,080 --> 00:08:57,640 Speaker 3: everything else. 212 00:08:57,800 --> 00:09:00,559 Speaker 4: So serious mine had been to there werediculous. 213 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:04,719 Speaker 2: Well, it's because I get yourself a mask, change your life. 214 00:09:04,760 --> 00:09:05,680 Speaker 2: Smair puer fires. 215 00:09:06,520 --> 00:09:08,080 Speaker 1: As many as you have, I think they'd be like 216 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:09,160 Speaker 1: too many for my small apartment. 217 00:09:09,160 --> 00:09:10,720 Speaker 2: There's some extra ones you could probably have, you know, 218 00:09:11,080 --> 00:09:11,720 Speaker 2: a little overboard 219 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:14,760 Speaker 4: Ends up removing the air from her apartment.