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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey, what's up?

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Speaker 2: Hi there?

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Speaker 1: Who's this.

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Speaker 3: Hunter? Hunter? S?

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Speaker 1: Hunter S Thompson Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas? Is

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Speaker 1: that Hunter? Is that Hunter S Thompson Fear and Loathing

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Speaker 1: in Las Vegas? That's him?

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Speaker 4: Right?

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Speaker 3: Yes?

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Speaker 2: I believe that is him. Well, I can only assume

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Speaker 2: I got part of my name from.

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Speaker 1: There, but you never know it was him Hunter, But

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Speaker 1: now it is you. What's going on?

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Speaker 3: Man?

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Speaker 1: How can I get you today? What's what's happening?

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Speaker 2: Well? I guess for all that, for all the viewers

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Speaker 2: out there, my name is Hunter. I have a multitude

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Speaker 2: of disabilities, and for some reason, I generally like to

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Speaker 2: see myself as a more chill person. But whenever I

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Speaker 2: meet other people named Hunter or other people with disabilities,

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Speaker 2: I get really I can only describe it as territorial. Almost.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, man, it's as uh it says, I get weirdly

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Speaker 1: territorial when I meet other disabled folks or other people

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Speaker 1: name Hunter. Now, you said territorial is the only way

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Speaker 1: to describe this. How would you describe this feeling?

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Speaker 2: Almost? I guess the part of it almost feel just

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Speaker 2: because I'm you know, I moved around military wise, I'm

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Speaker 2: so used to being like almost like one of a

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Speaker 2: the only one out here with any particular things. But

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Speaker 2: at the same time, another part of me almost feels like, well,

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Speaker 2: now I'm not special anymore, and that almost almost kind

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Speaker 2: of bumps me out a little bit.

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Speaker 1: When you were growing up, go.

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Speaker 2: Ahead, I was gonna say never never had a real

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Speaker 2: problem with any any of any of one. I just

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Speaker 2: thought it was just a weird thing that I hopefully

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Speaker 2: hold on, Like do you hear input on any sort

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Speaker 2: of growing up? I never really had this issue. I

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Speaker 2: didn't notice. This is how I more so graduated high school.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmmm. How old are you now?

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Speaker 2: Twenty five?

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Speaker 1: Cool? So growing up? Like okay, so growing up, what

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Speaker 1: like did you was be it was like the identity

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Speaker 1: of being disabled like important to you?

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Speaker 2: Oh, it was for the most part, like I barely

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Speaker 2: noticed it growing up. It didn't become more noticeable until

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Speaker 1: Okay, can I ask and you don't have to tell

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Speaker 1: me shit, but what what what is your disability?

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Speaker 2: I have cerebral palsy scoliosis, and then my doctor says

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Speaker 2: I might have a little bit of arthriis in my back,

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Speaker 2: so I got to get checked up for that at

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Speaker 2: some point as well.

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Speaker 1: And like nowadays, like you would would you consider your

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Speaker 1: disability like I would you consider it a big part

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Speaker 2: I think because it's at the point where I can

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Speaker 2: time this changes what I've done and how I do things.

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Speaker 1: Why do you think that when you were a kid

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Speaker 2: Well, I guess because as a kid, you know you're

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Speaker 2: you just you have a lot of energy. You use it.

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Speaker 2: But of course I always instead of using it to

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Speaker 2: take care of myself, I'd rad just went off and

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Speaker 2: did whatever made me happy. And I can only imagine

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Speaker 2: now a lot of that's just catching up with me.

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Speaker 1: Now do you have like like how else I mean,

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Speaker 1: aside from being disabled, Like, how else do you define yourself?

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Speaker 1: What else is important in your identity?

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Speaker 2: Well, identity wise, I I think it's important I guess

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Speaker 2: I mentioned I'm on the more uh quiet side initially,

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Speaker 2: why I find my weird I guess my weird feelings

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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: This is because I never I never have the issue

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Speaker 2: It's just like I can only explain it. I was like, oh, hey,

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Speaker 2: I'm I'm I'm the this is this is the space

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Speaker 1: This is one of those I have these two these

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Speaker 1: these thoughts that you have or feelings you have that

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Speaker 1: deeper in your brain that looks at that feeling, that

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Speaker 1: guttural feeling that you have and goes, why the fuck

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Speaker 2: Oh? Exactly, no one on money. And I find it

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Speaker 2: funny because it's like, of all the things to like

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Speaker 2: I got to meet someone else. It's my first thought of, hey,

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Speaker 2: this is this is my turp? Are you coming after

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Speaker 2: my friends?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 2: One can't have that right.

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Speaker 1: Right right right? I feel like there's a way, you know,

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Speaker 1: yeah I have. I have that too, where like you're

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Speaker 1: the fuck did I think that? I should? You know?

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Speaker 1: Where's that coming from? You know? Like I but there's

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Speaker 1: I think there's a there's a power in that self

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Speaker 1: theoretically you can, to some degree, I think, train your

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Speaker 1: Actually this is something I have thought about a while,

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Speaker 1: Like can you train your brain against these certain guttural feelings?

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Speaker 1: You can try. You can definitely, like have be be

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Speaker 1: mindful of it. And every time you're talking to another

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Speaker 1: I'm the only motherfucker with cerebral palsy on this block.

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Speaker 1: All right, this person's on my turf. You gotta you

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Speaker 1: look at that thought and you're like, you know, you

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Speaker 1: understand that you do not desire for that to be

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Speaker 1: and you take it and you put it away, you know, right.

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Speaker 2: I think I think for me too, at least I'm

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Speaker 2: we're an up toward at least in my friend group,

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Speaker 2: Like I'm constantly joking about my own my own ailments.

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Speaker 2: I'm very self deprivation wise in my in my humor

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Speaker 2: it's just interesting to think. Definitely think I can definitely

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Speaker 1: Okay, I gotta ask you this. I get it. I

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Speaker 1: get where you're coming from, what the cerebral p with

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Speaker 1: like the you know, being territorial about disabilities. I get.

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Speaker 1: I understand kind of why you might be having those thoughts,

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Speaker 1: But I have I have no idea why you're territorial

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Speaker 1: about other people named Hunter.

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Speaker 2: I don't know. I think part of that just comes

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Speaker 2: to at least growing up, like I was, finding at

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Speaker 2: least all the places I've lived, finding someone named Hunter

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Speaker 2: was a rare thing, and now it's becoming more common,

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Speaker 2: and the more the more often I hear someone else

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Speaker 2: part of that, I think also comes back to what

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Speaker 2: golf see, I'm not I'm not as special as it

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Speaker 4: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: You know what, how actually, now that I'm thinking about

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Speaker 1: it every time, now that I'm thinking about it in

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Speaker 1: brain that goes like, yeah, fuck this guy, right.

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Speaker 2: And I wonder, I wonder how much of that comes

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Speaker 2: to When I was a kid, there was another person

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Speaker 1: I almost have wanted to kill him.

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Speaker 2: I thought he was loud and obnoxiousness like I just uh.

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Speaker 2: And I wonder how much of my subconscious mind associates

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Speaker 1: And now let me ask you this has this terror,

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Speaker 1: this territorial thing that goes It just goes on in

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Speaker 1: you're looking at it, and you're going, why the fuck

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Speaker 1: am I thinking like this? Has there ever been a

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Speaker 1: time where any of your these thoughts of territorialness have

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Speaker 2: I want to say no, But a part of me,

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Speaker 2: just because I'm typically shire around, you know, meeting new folks. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I wonder if to a degree that manifests itself as

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Speaker 3: Mm, but I don't think so. Mm hmm.

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Speaker 1: Well yeah, man, I think, but I think I would

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Speaker 1: just uh yeah. It's hard. It's hard to get your

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Speaker 1: the brief moments where you do. It's like lucid dreaming,

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Speaker 1: can kind of do that with your thoughts too, Like

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Speaker 1: you have this awareness that you're acting or thinking in

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Speaker 1: a certain way that you don't like, you can take

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Speaker 1: you can rein it in and you can go. You

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Speaker 1: know what, there's there's room in town for multiple coool

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Speaker 1: disabled guys named Hunter, right, And.

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Speaker 2: I know at least where I grops. I'm from Washington State.

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Speaker 2: It was a very communal you know, if I find

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Speaker 2: out other folks with disabilities like it is a community thing.

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Speaker 2: We were all Everyone was nice, everyone was friendly. So

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Speaker 2: it's like, there should be no reason that this thought

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Speaker 2: even occurred to begin with, let alone after high school.

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Speaker 1: Alternatively, you could challenge them to a duel, and that

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Speaker 1: would I don't know if that'd be healthy, but it'd

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Speaker 1: be sick.

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Speaker 2: It would be very it would be interesting, But I

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Speaker 2: feel like I'd get more stuck on the kind of

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Speaker 2: duel and that would essentially have them be aw it

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Speaker 2: go away in boredom, because I feel like I'd get

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Speaker 2: a little too specific.

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Speaker 1: All right, Let's say I'm all right. Let's say I

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Speaker 1: roll up to you and I'm Hunter, and you don't

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Speaker 1: like the sweat of my brow, and you don't like

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Speaker 1: my name, and you don't like that I'm in a wheelchair,

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Speaker 1: and you want to duel me? What what? How would you?

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Speaker 1: What would the what would the parameters of the duel be?

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Speaker 2: Oh, I guys first and foremost said, and I'd have

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Speaker 2: to find, of course, something that works for the both

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Speaker 2: of us and both of our ailments, because you know,

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Speaker 2: I want this to be a fear duel, and now

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Speaker 1: Hunter? If you could pick, what would you pick as

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Speaker 1: Good sir, Hunter, thanks for talking about I hope this

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Speaker 2: Hunter, I guess, I guess. I hope everyone else is

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Speaker 1: Thank you, Hunter, Take care, take care. If there are

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Speaker 3: Hello.

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Speaker 1: It's your name, partner, my Corey. It says here you

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Speaker 3: It, I signed an NDA, but you know, enough times

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Speaker 1: I like it. Let me ask you, Let me ask

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Speaker 3: My name's Corey. Are you for a while, so if

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Speaker 3: I need to speed it up? Please?

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Speaker 1: Are you? Are you sure you're well?

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Speaker 1: This is all Look, here's the thing. This is all

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Speaker 3: I think the NBA I signed pertains to the pertains

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Speaker 1: I guess. I want to make sure that nobody's gonna

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Speaker 3: This is a good point. I'll avoid numbers going forward. Paul,

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Speaker 3: I have if you hear this, I have respect for

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Speaker 1: I thought you well, I thought you hate Okay, let's

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Speaker 1: I want to hear about this.

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Speaker 3: Oh okay, so okay. So he pissed me off, and

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Speaker 3: Man, We'll go with it. We'll go with it. Lord, Paul,

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Speaker 3: No, I would still even be doing a production secretary,

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Speaker 3: So then it's all done right, So it's all set up,

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Speaker 1: Wait wait, hold on, hello, Hell he likes so he

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Speaker 3: This is Marvel time. So he's got like a man

440
00:22:44,359 --> 00:22:45,919
Speaker 3: workout routines he's got to do.

441
00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:48,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's you know what, you know what, you know what,

442
00:22:48,119 --> 00:22:49,800
Speaker 1: you're you know what? All right, if we're giving if

443
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:52,280
Speaker 1: we're giving credit to Paul Rudd on a few things.

444
00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:56,359
Speaker 1: It's a good I'd say, I'll give I'll give this

445
00:22:56,400 --> 00:23:02,000
Speaker 1: to paul A. If Marvel is like paying for me

446
00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:05,119
Speaker 1: to do whatever I want. I'm ringing that tab up.

447
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:08,720
Speaker 1: I'm ringing that tab up. And what if it's Marvel's money.

448
00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 1: I'm like this, this is like if Disney is paying

449
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:13,960
Speaker 1: for you. I'm like, yeah, let me just you know,

450
00:23:14,040 --> 00:23:16,920
Speaker 1: this is infinite money. So I get him on that. Yeah,

451
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:18,560
Speaker 1: and then I get I get I guess you're right.

452
00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:20,640
Speaker 1: I guess if you're like a big fucking movie star,

453
00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:24,360
Speaker 1: like you know, your whole thing is uh, Although who

454
00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:26,400
Speaker 1: really gives a shit about the physique of ant Man?

455
00:23:26,480 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 1: Can't he just be like skinny? Isn't that the whole thing?

456
00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:30,399
Speaker 1: It's like he's I don't know.

457
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:33,520
Speaker 3: They blow him up pretty big when he goes I

458
00:23:33,520 --> 00:23:34,960
Speaker 3: don't know what it's called, when he goes into big

459
00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:36,679
Speaker 3: ant Man. For him, he's pretty big. He's big on

460
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:39,680
Speaker 3: the screen. You know you gotta look good for that shot? Sure, reckon?

461
00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:42,639
Speaker 1: So he so he wants to do he wanted to

462
00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:43,879
Speaker 1: do the workouts clockwise.

463
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:47,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, So I had to like not double my

464
00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:48,600
Speaker 3: budget for the whole space, but I had to like

465
00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:50,760
Speaker 3: hire movers to come back, and it took like three

466
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,000
Speaker 3: or four of them because it's heavy gear and like

467
00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:56,960
Speaker 3: again more considerations with the space being like a classic

468
00:23:57,119 --> 00:24:01,479
Speaker 3: historical house. Uh So, just like the budget went up

469
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 3: like crazy again and my pay didn't Again class's classics.

470
00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:09,920
Speaker 3: That man, that's the that's the truth of it. Here.

471
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,679
Speaker 3: He was very sweet about it, but I had it

472
00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:15,240
Speaker 3: all sorted out. So all of it was sorted out,

473
00:24:15,440 --> 00:24:17,720
Speaker 3: and this kind of fueled my desire to fucking want

474
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:20,440
Speaker 3: to leave the type of work I was doing.

475
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,920
Speaker 1: Here's the thing. You'll you'll probably never work in the

476
00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:26,520
Speaker 1: film industry again. But it's a good thing because, as

477
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:30,320
Speaker 1: you know better than I do, it's a terrible place

478
00:24:30,440 --> 00:24:34,400
Speaker 1: to work. Yeah, yeah, ahead, what were you gonna say?

479
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:37,080
Speaker 3: I I mean, yeah, I've been abused since I got

480
00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:39,919
Speaker 3: out here. My first job that I worked on was

481
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:44,080
Speaker 3: Barry and the fucking prop Sky was like emotionally a

482
00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:48,600
Speaker 3: manipulative and abusive. Yeah, I've had a I've had a shit.

483
00:24:48,440 --> 00:24:53,320
Speaker 1: Experience in the so I used to I've never had

484
00:24:53,400 --> 00:24:56,439
Speaker 1: I've never had any there's I've never had anyone like that.

485
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:58,680
Speaker 1: I would write an expos about or anything like that.

486
00:24:58,760 --> 00:25:03,040
Speaker 1: But you know, yeah, I mean people people are people

487
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:07,600
Speaker 1: are definitely crazy this. I once had a guy, Well

488
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:10,320
Speaker 1: you're telling me about all this, like I'm thinking about

489
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:11,879
Speaker 1: this because you're telling me about like, oh I met

490
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:13,600
Speaker 1: I was. I thought I was gonna be like on

491
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,840
Speaker 1: the set of Marvel movies, and now I'm like helping

492
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:20,239
Speaker 1: a guy build a home gym. I was once a

493
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:27,360
Speaker 1: PA on a show as a PA, and the executive

494
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:34,119
Speaker 1: producer of the shoot had this like a van that

495
00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 1: he wanted to deck out. So he basically just had

496
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:42,920
Speaker 1: me like drive the van all around Atlanta, like going

497
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:46,120
Speaker 1: to various home depots, like getting supplies for a van

498
00:25:46,560 --> 00:25:48,399
Speaker 1: that I'm pretty sure I had nothing to do with

499
00:25:48,480 --> 00:25:50,560
Speaker 1: the show, but he just you know, I was kind

500
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,040
Speaker 1: of his bitch, so I so I did it. But

501
00:25:53,840 --> 00:25:55,440
Speaker 1: you know, those are like, I guess those are the

502
00:25:55,520 --> 00:25:59,480
Speaker 1: kind of I don't know, I guess I guess that's

503
00:25:59,520 --> 00:26:01,240
Speaker 1: what you do, all right, as you're you're kind of

504
00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:04,040
Speaker 1: a bitch for a while, and then eventually you work

505
00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:08,080
Speaker 1: your way up to having somebody else build your home gym.

506
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:11,440
Speaker 3: Maybe yeah, I mean maybe I feel like it doesn't

507
00:26:11,440 --> 00:26:13,160
Speaker 3: work out like that. After ninety five percent of people

508
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:17,119
Speaker 3: in the business burnt out and then leave. But my perspective,

509
00:26:17,359 --> 00:26:19,720
Speaker 3: my healthy I get I'm like twenty seven now, so

510
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,919
Speaker 3: I've got a healthy perspective on this. It's I, you know,

511
00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:25,480
Speaker 3: ate ship for a while and didn't get paid a lot,

512
00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,080
Speaker 3: but I have some cool stories from it, and I

513
00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:31,400
Speaker 3: think I grew and got some good experiences that helped

514
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:33,639
Speaker 3: me be a better person from it at the very best.

515
00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:35,960
Speaker 3: But I didn't I didn't. I didn't tell you that

516
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 3: the worst part of the Paul Red Store. So you

517
00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:40,480
Speaker 3: had me to do all these jump through all these hurdles,

518
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,199
Speaker 3: and then I left the show because I was so

519
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,520
Speaker 3: sick of it. That was like one of the one

520
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 3: of the breaking points for me. And then the other

521
00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:50,560
Speaker 3: breaking point where I was like the producers made a

522
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:53,280
Speaker 3: bunch of decisions that were like anti worker and I

523
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:55,720
Speaker 3: had to be the mouthpiece and tell like spread the

524
00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:57,639
Speaker 3: news to the crew about all the sho things Like

525
00:26:58,160 --> 00:27:00,399
Speaker 3: the producers didn't want to say anything, so had me

526
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:05,159
Speaker 3: say over them, and then I like would take like

527
00:27:05,359 --> 00:27:10,159
Speaker 3: violate union rules. I would just share information in the

528
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:12,119
Speaker 3: ways that like I had to tell the crew members

529
00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:14,199
Speaker 3: that they weren't going to get hotels when we were

530
00:27:14,240 --> 00:27:16,920
Speaker 3: doing travel shoots, like I had to be that guy

531
00:27:17,000 --> 00:27:19,879
Speaker 3: sharing information that was like the crew would hate me for.

532
00:27:20,040 --> 00:27:21,840
Speaker 3: So then they all like call me screaming at like

533
00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,600
Speaker 3: two am in the morning about how I'm I personally

534
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:28,000
Speaker 3: am violating union rules by following the orders of the producer.

535
00:27:28,080 --> 00:27:31,320
Speaker 3: So I just like quit. I left that show. But

536
00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:33,679
Speaker 3: I heard, so I left the show I happened to

537
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,640
Speaker 3: four months later, I checked in with Paul Red's assistant

538
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:38,320
Speaker 3: because I wanted I was curious. I had a more

539
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:40,360
Speaker 3: bit curiosity. I was like, did he did he ever

540
00:27:40,440 --> 00:27:43,000
Speaker 3: use the home gym? And the personal assistant said, I

541
00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:45,560
Speaker 3: can guarantee you he'd never use the home gym once.

542
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:50,480
Speaker 1: All of this for that.

543
00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:55,560
Speaker 3: Yeah. So then then a few months later he got

544
00:27:55,560 --> 00:27:58,840
Speaker 3: sexiest Man of the Year, I think, so then yeah,

545
00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:01,680
Speaker 3: I got super at them all.

546
00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:04,760
Speaker 1: Damn you know because right, because here's the thing is,

547
00:28:04,840 --> 00:28:07,040
Speaker 1: at least you know, if he had used the home gym,

548
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,800
Speaker 1: at least you could have been like I had I

549
00:28:09,880 --> 00:28:14,080
Speaker 1: played my little part in him achieving his sexiness, but

550
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:16,520
Speaker 1: he didn't use the gym.

551
00:28:16,880 --> 00:28:19,360
Speaker 3: So I got the frustrations. But well, that's cool.

552
00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:21,560
Speaker 1: That's about. That's Honestly, that's a better story than I

553
00:28:21,560 --> 00:28:22,959
Speaker 1: thought it would be. I thought you were gonna say

554
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:24,119
Speaker 1: he hit you or some ship.

555
00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:28,960
Speaker 3: Oh no, he's a good guy and it fucking sucks. Sorry,

556
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,200
Speaker 3: I can't. Can I swear.

557
00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:39,080
Speaker 1: You you're totally allowed to uh discuss the financial details

558
00:28:39,120 --> 00:28:41,760
Speaker 1: of of people that you've signed NDAs to not talk about,

559
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,880
Speaker 1: but no, you cannot say fuck.

560
00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:48,440
Speaker 3: All right, well I'm already on my way out of

561
00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:50,000
Speaker 3: the business anyways, mine as well.

562
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:53,600
Speaker 1: Here's the thing though, is and I I we're getting

563
00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:56,360
Speaker 1: like inside baseball or whatever. But it's all it's like,

564
00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:58,640
Speaker 1: you know, it used to be that you had to

565
00:28:58,880 --> 00:29:02,320
Speaker 1: right yet to go and be a PA and like

566
00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:05,240
Speaker 1: be someone's bitch, and then eventually you just be a

567
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 1: bitch for a while. And like, right, five percent of

568
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:09,880
Speaker 1: the people who are lucky, if even that, they get

569
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:11,560
Speaker 1: to go make a movie, but you don't. Really, you

570
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:13,880
Speaker 1: don't have to do that anymore because now you can

571
00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:15,840
Speaker 1: just make a movie and put it on the internet

572
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:17,120
Speaker 1: and do ship that way.

573
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:17,560
Speaker 3: True.

574
00:29:17,760 --> 00:29:21,000
Speaker 1: You know, I did a little bit of of you know,

575
00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:23,880
Speaker 1: I spent a lot of time as an intern, you know,

576
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:28,600
Speaker 1: being people's bitch. But then most of you know, whatever

577
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 1: I've got came from the internet, so it's a little

578
00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: a little bit of both doesn't hurt.

579
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, No, it's so true.

580
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:43,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, what what's next for you? Are you always?

581
00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 3: What?

582
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:45,720
Speaker 1: What? What are you going to go into?

583
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:45,920
Speaker 2: Now?

584
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,360
Speaker 1: If you're not, what's what's what's next for you?

585
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:54,520
Speaker 3: Currently? I'm a cinema lens technician and that was going

586
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:56,640
Speaker 3: great until the strikes. So my my whole life in

587
00:29:56,640 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 3: the film industry has been like getting shipped on like

588
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:04,160
Speaker 3: and then now the strikes. And I support striking workers everywhere,

589
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,400
Speaker 3: but that doesn't mean I'm not impacted by it. And

590
00:30:06,400 --> 00:30:07,920
Speaker 3: I'm not in any union, so I don't really get

591
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 3: strike funds or union protections. So I'm kind of business

592
00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 3: isn't great right now? I work for a rental company,

593
00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:19,440
Speaker 3: a camera rental company, and you know, shout out to

594
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:25,000
Speaker 3: be Sinny. It's a really great company. But yeah, I

595
00:30:25,040 --> 00:30:26,840
Speaker 3: don't I don't know. I think I want to go

596
00:30:26,880 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 3: into like real estate photography. Honestly, I've always been passionate

597
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:32,800
Speaker 3: about cameras and I have done a lot of photography

598
00:30:32,800 --> 00:30:35,480
Speaker 3: in the past, but never like architectural or real estate.

599
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 3: And you know, I I don't know if I can

600
00:30:39,160 --> 00:30:41,479
Speaker 3: make some money off the back of some realtors selling

601
00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:44,680
Speaker 3: investment properties. That feels like a more ethical way to

602
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:49,120
Speaker 3: go about an industry that's actually proven to make people money.

603
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:51,200
Speaker 3: I guess I don't know. I'm still working it out, but.

604
00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:56,040
Speaker 1: I do have to say I do have to say this,

605
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:59,000
Speaker 1: and I think you understand this as well. You know,

606
00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:01,600
Speaker 1: say what you will about Paul Rudd and your experience

607
00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:06,040
Speaker 1: with him, But it sounds like he awakened within you

608
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:08,440
Speaker 1: this desire to do real estate photography.

609
00:31:09,720 --> 00:31:13,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely. He pissed me off enough to make me

610
00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:17,520
Speaker 3: reject his fucking kool aid. Paul Rudd.

611
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,080
Speaker 1: Wait, but isn't he He's the one who would he

612
00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:22,480
Speaker 1: He told you. He was like, I need you to

613
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:25,800
Speaker 1: make these short films of each room in the house.

614
00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh dude, he got Oh wait, oh, I see

615
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:33,240
Speaker 3: your point. I was doing real estate videography and photography

616
00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:37,440
Speaker 3: for him, right, and he is the impetus. Ah Okay,

617
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,480
Speaker 3: So now now it's supposed to like worship him, huh.

618
00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,480
Speaker 3: I should be I should be thanking.

619
00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:48,880
Speaker 1: Him exactly exactly that. I'm trying to think of. What

620
00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:51,440
Speaker 1: was the one I don't think I've ever seen ant

621
00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 1: man actually have you.

622
00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:57,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've seen one in two. This is a third one,

623
00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 3: but that one looked crazy, so I checked out.

624
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,400
Speaker 1: Are you like, are you not going to watch any

625
00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:05,160
Speaker 1: Paul Red movies anymore?

626
00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:07,880
Speaker 3: No? I just watched I Love You Man the other

627
00:32:07,920 --> 00:32:08,920
Speaker 3: day and it was really good.

628
00:32:09,360 --> 00:32:10,120
Speaker 1: Yeah.

629
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:14,400
Speaker 3: So, yeah, you know you pissed me off. You got

630
00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:17,800
Speaker 3: sexiest man alive. But you know he still has a

631
00:32:17,880 --> 00:32:18,600
Speaker 3: place in my heart.

632
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:21,960
Speaker 1: He could, he could probably hit me and I would

633
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:25,320
Speaker 1: still watch his movie.

634
00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:28,720
Speaker 3: Yeah. I don't know where the line is. He hasn't

635
00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:33,320
Speaker 3: crossed it yet, but there'll be something. Wait. Yeah, I'm

636
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:35,479
Speaker 3: not going to bring up Israel palacetime, but I think

637
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:39,280
Speaker 3: he made some comments recently. I don't know. I don't know.

638
00:32:39,320 --> 00:32:39,719
Speaker 3: I don't know.

639
00:32:46,880 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 1: Just so just one last ditch effort to get something

640
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:56,720
Speaker 1: in on it. Yeah, Bro, what's your name again? Cory?

641
00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:59,240
Speaker 1: You're a cool guy, man. I hope uh, I hope

642
00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:02,880
Speaker 1: you you whatever thing you get out of or into

643
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:07,000
Speaker 1: that you find, find success and peace of it.

644
00:33:07,120 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 3: Thanks, Lyle. I don't I don't know you. You don't know me,

645
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:11,280
Speaker 3: but you know I like you a lot. You're a

646
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:13,840
Speaker 3: great guy. You do good things. I hope you're taking

647
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:15,760
Speaker 3: care of yourself because I think you are taking good

648
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:18,280
Speaker 3: care of everybody that you talk Tom.

649
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:22,120
Speaker 1: I'm trying my best to do whatever I'm doing.

650
00:33:23,600 --> 00:33:25,080
Speaker 3: Well you can do, dude.

651
00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 1: Hell yeah, Well take care of man, and good luck, sir.

652
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,160
Speaker 1: You're the sexiest man alive in my book.

653
00:33:34,360 --> 00:33:38,800
Speaker 4: Hell yeah, take that Paul later, buddy. Bye.

654
00:33:41,440 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 1: Something tells you I'm going to be hearing from some

655
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:44,520
Speaker 1: lawyers sometime soon.

656
00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 4: Awesome.

657
00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:50,080
Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hey, what's up?

658
00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:50,280
Speaker 4: Man?

659
00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:50,600
Speaker 3: Hey?

660
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:51,120
Speaker 4: What's going on?

661
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:52,000
Speaker 1: This is Brandon.

662
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:53,240
Speaker 4: This is Brandon.

663
00:33:53,800 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 1: Have we ever spoken before, Brandon?

664
00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:56,520
Speaker 3: We have not?

665
00:33:56,800 --> 00:33:59,719
Speaker 1: Oh beautiful, Well, what's going on?

666
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:00,520
Speaker 3: Man? Hey?

667
00:34:00,680 --> 00:34:03,760
Speaker 4: So me and my friends are all having a competition

668
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:06,240
Speaker 4: to see you can get with the most women before

669
00:34:06,280 --> 00:34:06,960
Speaker 4: the end of the year.

670
00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:10,799
Speaker 3: Mm hmm and I am in dead last.

671
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 1: Uh what was the what was the impetus of this competition?

672
00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: How did this come about?

673
00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 3: Because it was kind of just like a last year.

674
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,239
Speaker 4: We kind of thought we're talking and I was my

675
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:28,680
Speaker 4: body counts is pretty low and all this are pretty high,

676
00:34:28,880 --> 00:34:30,799
Speaker 4: and I was like, well, I guarantee, if I really

677
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:33,640
Speaker 4: tried to, I could get with more women than any

678
00:34:33,680 --> 00:34:34,720
Speaker 4: of you guys.

679
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 1: Okay, and are you what does you really trying to

680
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:41,160
Speaker 1: what does that look.

681
00:34:41,040 --> 00:34:43,800
Speaker 4: Like like actually like going out of my way to

682
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:51,120
Speaker 4: pursue like a like a like sexual intimacy with other women?

683
00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:55,640
Speaker 1: Sure? How how uh? How has that endeavor been going

684
00:34:55,680 --> 00:34:55,920
Speaker 1: for you?

685
00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:57,720
Speaker 4: Absolutely terrible?

686
00:34:58,600 --> 00:34:59,880
Speaker 1: Why has it been going terrible?

687
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:03,160
Speaker 4: I'm pretty bad at talking to women, to be.

688
00:35:03,120 --> 00:35:06,640
Speaker 1: Honest, You're bad at You're bad at talk. You're bad

689
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:08,320
Speaker 1: at talking to women. Is that what you said?

690
00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:13,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's not my it's not my strongth Okay, what

691
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 4: do you are you?

692
00:35:15,160 --> 00:35:17,839
Speaker 1: Are you on Tinder? Are you? Are you? What are

693
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:18,280
Speaker 1: you doing?

694
00:35:19,400 --> 00:35:19,920
Speaker 2: Uh?

695
00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,040
Speaker 4: It's just like an in person thing. We kind of

696
00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:25,799
Speaker 4: just go to parties and kind of just my thing.

697
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:28,120
Speaker 1: How old are you?

698
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:29,879
Speaker 4: Twenty two?

699
00:35:30,960 --> 00:35:31,080
Speaker 3: All?

700
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:31,399
Speaker 4: Right?

701
00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:34,160
Speaker 1: Are you in college? No?

702
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:34,480
Speaker 4: I'm not.

703
00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:42,360
Speaker 1: Okay, m hmm. I mean what's your what's your like?

704
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:42,680
Speaker 3: Is this?

705
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:48,040
Speaker 1: Is this an endeavor coming to you because of social

706
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:55,439
Speaker 1: pressure or loneliness or just sexual frustration? Like? What what

707
00:35:56,560 --> 00:36:01,719
Speaker 1: is is? What is the true motivation behind this quest

708
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:03,080
Speaker 1: to get pussy?

709
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna lie to you, right, but.

710
00:36:06,920 --> 00:36:12,600
Speaker 1: The whole getting pussy, there's there's still a motivation behind that.

711
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,160
Speaker 1: I think and again and you and look, the motivation

712
00:36:16,280 --> 00:36:19,799
Speaker 1: behind that could just be he it could look. If

713
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:22,759
Speaker 1: your truth is that the motivation behind that is is hedonistic,

714
00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:25,560
Speaker 1: then that's fine. But I just want to know what

715
00:36:25,920 --> 00:36:29,320
Speaker 1: you know, what is your the motivation behind getting pussy?

716
00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:35,040
Speaker 4: Oh? I think it's to prove something to myself.

717
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:37,560
Speaker 1: There we go. All right, that's what I'm that's what

718
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:38,359
Speaker 1: we're getting at.

719
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:41,440
Speaker 5: What do you yet?

720
00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,719
Speaker 4: For one minute, I'm selling a graphics card for a

721
00:36:44,719 --> 00:36:45,480
Speaker 4: lot of money, and.

722
00:36:45,440 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 1: It's going to help me selling a graphics card for

723
00:36:47,719 --> 00:36:48,520
Speaker 1: a lot of money.

724
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, like, are you are you giving up?

725
00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:55,600
Speaker 1: Are you giving up video games? And a and a

726
00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:58,920
Speaker 1: and an attempt to be more attractive to the opposite sex?

727
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:05,200
Speaker 1: I think so, to be honest, Okay, how long is

728
00:37:05,239 --> 00:37:07,239
Speaker 1: it gonna take you to sell this graphics card?

729
00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:09,080
Speaker 4: One minute?

730
00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 1: Back? All right? You can put me on hold, and

731
00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:13,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say a munch of I'm gonna say a

732
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,440
Speaker 1: lot of mean things about you while while you're selling

733
00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:17,319
Speaker 1: this graphics card.

734
00:37:18,080 --> 00:37:18,880
Speaker 3: That's okay with me?

735
00:37:19,600 --> 00:37:24,840
Speaker 4: All right, give me give me one minute, please and

736
00:37:25,000 --> 00:37:25,439
Speaker 4: thank you.

737
00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:29,920
Speaker 1: This guy sounds like he smells bad. No, I'm just kidding.

738
00:37:29,960 --> 00:37:35,600
Speaker 1: I don't know who he is at all. Awesome, Okay,

739
00:37:36,239 --> 00:37:37,960
Speaker 1: I really want to hang up on him, but I'm

740
00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,520
Speaker 1: I'm fascinated by this play. I actually don't really want

741
00:37:40,560 --> 00:37:42,399
Speaker 1: to hang up on him. I'm fascinated by his plate

742
00:37:42,480 --> 00:37:50,759
Speaker 1: and I would like to hear more. Wouldn't it be

743
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:53,799
Speaker 1: funny if this guy killed him? Like it was just

744
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:55,440
Speaker 1: a Craigslist serial killer guy?

745
00:37:56,920 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 6: All right?

746
00:37:57,239 --> 00:38:08,480
Speaker 1: I never understood like Mercury or Craigslist or Facebook, but

747
00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:12,360
Speaker 1: like the whole, like meeting up with strangers to sell stuff,

748
00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:17,399
Speaker 1: like when you do the Internet. Although I guess that's

749
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:19,400
Speaker 1: kind of what this guy is all about. He's like

750
00:38:19,440 --> 00:38:23,800
Speaker 1: on tender and meeting up with strangers anyway. So whether

751
00:38:23,880 --> 00:38:30,799
Speaker 1: it's for you know, romantic sexual interest or to sell

752
00:38:30,800 --> 00:38:33,839
Speaker 1: a graphics card, I guess. I guess this guy's meeting

753
00:38:33,880 --> 00:38:40,000
Speaker 1: up with strangers. It's been more than a minute. I

754
00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:41,799
Speaker 1: don't know if I have any more ranting within me.

755
00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:47,440
Speaker 1: You don't have time to call her, you don't have

756
00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:49,120
Speaker 1: time to joke around. You got to get back on

757
00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:50,880
Speaker 1: the fucking phone. I don't want to hear you laughing.

758
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:57,000
Speaker 1: This guy's yucking it out. I'm on hold. Listen to

759
00:38:57,040 --> 00:38:59,280
Speaker 1: this guy yuck it up with the Craigslist killer.

760
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:06,520
Speaker 4: This is what I'm talking from.

761
00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:11,040
Speaker 1: What do you do. All right, Yeah, all right, Brandon,

762
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,360
Speaker 1: we can we can include those rants. But I'm gonna

763
00:39:14,400 --> 00:39:15,719
Speaker 1: just wait until he comes back.

764
00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:20,439
Speaker 4: I'm back. I'm back, I'm back.

765
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:22,239
Speaker 1: All right, you're back. There we go. All right. I

766
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:24,200
Speaker 1: was about all right, all right, sorry about actually was

767
00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 1: I actually wasn't about to do anything. I was. I'm

768
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:26,640
Speaker 1: in a pretty page.

769
00:39:26,640 --> 00:39:28,719
Speaker 4: Okay, I heard, I heard my name. No no, no,

770
00:39:28,719 --> 00:39:29,399
Speaker 4: no no no no.

771
00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:32,520
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, you were. You were yucking at you were

772
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:33,760
Speaker 1: making jokes.

773
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:37,080
Speaker 5: I know, I know what you were hit You were you're.

774
00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,160
Speaker 1: Hitting on anyone that moves. You were hitting on the

775
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:41,520
Speaker 1: person you were selling the graphics card too.

776
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:43,640
Speaker 4: It was it was a little Asian guy.

777
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:46,520
Speaker 1: Why not Jesus christ Man? All right?

778
00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:50,040
Speaker 5: Well okay, okay, okay, so let me let me so okay,

779
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:52,600
Speaker 5: So the whole thing is that I have two bodies

780
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:56,360
Speaker 5: and all my friends are like mid twenties thirties, and

781
00:39:56,400 --> 00:39:57,759
Speaker 5: it's kind of like a it's kind of like a

782
00:39:57,760 --> 00:39:59,000
Speaker 5: thing that you like, put me down.

783
00:40:01,239 --> 00:40:01,400
Speaker 3: You know.

784
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:03,480
Speaker 4: It was kind of just to prove something to myself

785
00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:04,800
Speaker 4: that I could not so much prove.

786
00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:05,160
Speaker 3: It to them.

787
00:40:05,880 --> 00:40:11,759
Speaker 1: All right, So what I mean, what exactly are you

788
00:40:12,400 --> 00:40:17,799
Speaker 1: trying to prove to yourself here because because you know

789
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:20,839
Speaker 1: I I'll tell you this, I've been there. I've been

790
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:23,120
Speaker 1: like you know, I remember when I was in high school,

791
00:40:23,160 --> 00:40:26,600
Speaker 1: I was like one of the last of my of

792
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:31,960
Speaker 1: my friends to have sex, and you know, I remember

793
00:40:32,000 --> 00:40:35,200
Speaker 1: that making me, you know, right feel in that way

794
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:37,080
Speaker 1: like you needed to prove something, like you know, I

795
00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:41,120
Speaker 1: needed to prove something to myself or you know, it

796
00:40:41,160 --> 00:40:45,600
Speaker 1: made me, you know, feel lesser than and whatnot. You know,

797
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:50,400
Speaker 1: So I I understand where this is coming from. But

798
00:40:50,400 --> 00:40:53,200
Speaker 1: when you when what can you go in more? And

799
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:54,759
Speaker 1: what you mean when you say you're trying to prove

800
00:40:54,800 --> 00:40:55,640
Speaker 1: something to yourself.

801
00:40:56,520 --> 00:40:58,760
Speaker 4: So I think it's just like trying to give myself

802
00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:03,839
Speaker 4: some type of worth. I don't I don't know if

803
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:05,440
Speaker 4: that's the right word for it.

804
00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:09,320
Speaker 1: Sure, it's like I'm.

805
00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:10,759
Speaker 4: Kind of something to myself.

806
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 6: But just when you keep kind of failing, it's kind

807
00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:16,080
Speaker 6: of like it's like I'm starting to get the feeling

808
00:41:16,120 --> 00:41:22,440
Speaker 6: that like this doesn't really matter in a way.

809
00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:22,840
Speaker 3: You know.

810
00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:31,800
Speaker 1: I think I've actually, you know, I remember having several

811
00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:36,160
Speaker 1: moments where I like learned this lesson in real time,

812
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:42,680
Speaker 1: especially when it comes to like the pursuit of sex,

813
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:47,040
Speaker 1: you know, and it's like I remember in college, I

814
00:41:47,719 --> 00:41:51,840
Speaker 1: was like, you're the a number, like a number of

815
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:55,319
Speaker 1: girls that you've slept with. I'm telling you right now,

816
00:41:55,360 --> 00:42:01,600
Speaker 1: it's not going to It is not a long lasting

817
00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:09,759
Speaker 1: solution to any sort of lack of self esteem or

818
00:42:09,800 --> 00:42:10,800
Speaker 1: self worth.

819
00:42:11,480 --> 00:42:13,840
Speaker 4: You know, I think I think that's more what it is.

820
00:42:13,880 --> 00:42:16,040
Speaker 4: It is like I'm I'm a pretty good looking guy.

821
00:42:16,280 --> 00:42:20,680
Speaker 4: Like I'll say, it's not like Hockway, but it's just

822
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:23,440
Speaker 4: I just don't know how to use my words. Like

823
00:42:23,480 --> 00:42:26,879
Speaker 4: I get nervous. You know, you see a pretty little

824
00:42:26,920 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 4: Latino girl standing there, and you just get nervous.

825
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:31,439
Speaker 1: You got to stop with the race thing. I'm gonna

826
00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 1: tell you that right now. If you just stop stop

827
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:37,360
Speaker 1: doing that, just stop. I don't know what you're I

828
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:40,920
Speaker 1: I can already kind of tell why the words aren't working.

829
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 1: You got to stop doing that. I look, I don't

830
00:42:43,640 --> 00:42:45,480
Speaker 1: I don't think you're a bad guy, and I understand

831
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:47,759
Speaker 1: where you're coming from, but you gotta stop doing that.

832
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:49,400
Speaker 3: Absolutely.

833
00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:53,960
Speaker 1: Okay, Where were we?

834
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:56,640
Speaker 3: What?

835
00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:58,799
Speaker 1: What tell me? Tell me in your in your life

836
00:42:58,800 --> 00:43:00,640
Speaker 1: in general? Do you feel like you have a low

837
00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:02,439
Speaker 1: kind of self worth?

838
00:43:03,200 --> 00:43:03,799
Speaker 3: Astely?

839
00:43:05,840 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 4: I really like I grew up, like I was in

840
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:10,239
Speaker 4: and out of foster care as a kid, and it

841
00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:16,560
Speaker 4: was It's just I feel like that kind of was

842
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:21,279
Speaker 4: the start of it, like no self worth.

843
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 1: Mm hm m hmm. Okay, all right, so this is

844
00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:31,120
Speaker 1: like I mean, this is we're in real therapy territory.

845
00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:34,560
Speaker 1: This is like an issue that stems from your childhood.

846
00:43:37,040 --> 00:43:42,080
Speaker 4: Yes, you know my parents, Like I can't really blame them.

847
00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:48,759
Speaker 4: They were like they were mid high school and like

848
00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:54,040
Speaker 4: back then, like abortion wasn't really uh like a feasible option.

849
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:55,239
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

850
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:57,120
Speaker 4: So they're kind of.

851
00:43:57,360 --> 00:44:03,800
Speaker 1: You had you had teenage parents. Yeah, yep, that's rough. Yeah,

852
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:05,359
Speaker 1: let me ask you. Let me ask you a question.

853
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,560
Speaker 1: Have you ever gone to real therapy to talk about this?

854
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:09,319
Speaker 3: No?

855
00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:14,719
Speaker 1: Okay, well look, I'm I'm just a dumbass and a

856
00:44:14,719 --> 00:44:18,319
Speaker 1: gecko costume who I'm gonna be. I'm a little high

857
00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:23,320
Speaker 1: right now too, which I'm not normally and I regret

858
00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 1: just now admitting it, but I'm trying to be more myself.

859
00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:30,200
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna be honest with you. But you should,

860
00:44:30,239 --> 00:44:32,239
Speaker 1: if you have the opportunity to, you should go and

861
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:35,480
Speaker 1: talk to someone because it sounds like there's some deeper

862
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:40,479
Speaker 1: rooted issues if we can I think establish something from

863
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:44,520
Speaker 1: just us talking right now, anything, I hope it is

864
00:44:44,560 --> 00:44:48,440
Speaker 1: that you understand. I mean you you clearly understand this

865
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:50,279
Speaker 1: because you're talking to me about it and I didn't

866
00:44:50,320 --> 00:44:53,400
Speaker 1: even have to, you know, dive too deep into you

867
00:44:53,440 --> 00:44:56,480
Speaker 1: for you to say something. Is that whatever is going

868
00:44:56,520 --> 00:45:00,680
Speaker 1: on with you in terms of this lack of confidence

869
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:04,480
Speaker 1: or self esteem, it's something deeper that you're not going

870
00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:08,640
Speaker 1: to solve by you know, going and and fucking a

871
00:45:08,680 --> 00:45:12,719
Speaker 1: bunch of different people. So for that so then for

872
00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:16,600
Speaker 1: you to then get sad about the fact that you're

873
00:45:16,680 --> 00:45:21,120
Speaker 1: not fucking a bunch of people and have that be uh,

874
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,839
Speaker 1: you know, limiting, and have that be like a hit

875
00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:30,680
Speaker 1: to your self esteem? Is why are you It's like

876
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:34,799
Speaker 1: it's like it's meaningless because it's not even the thing

877
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:39,640
Speaker 1: that is causing your low self esteem. Does that? Are

878
00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:40,919
Speaker 1: you following me? Does that make sense?

879
00:45:41,440 --> 00:45:42,600
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, so, I.

880
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:45,680
Speaker 4: Mean it's not even the fact that like they don't

881
00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 4: necessarily want to sleep with me. It's like I think

882
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:50,120
Speaker 4: I get more of like a thrive off of just

883
00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:51,880
Speaker 4: the interaction itself.

884
00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:55,720
Speaker 1: Yeah. No, you that's I know, I know what you

885
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:58,720
Speaker 1: you are you saying you get a throat you thrive

886
00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:03,479
Speaker 1: off of like just this idea, you know, not even

887
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:06,840
Speaker 1: like you know, like sleeping with someone, but just this

888
00:46:06,960 --> 00:46:09,880
Speaker 1: idea that like somebody would want to sleep with you,

889
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:13,080
Speaker 1: like that makes you feel attractive. Yes, right, yes, yeah,

890
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,440
Speaker 1: I think I feel like that's a feeling that you know,

891
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,719
Speaker 1: is all people chase. I don't even I don't think

892
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:24,359
Speaker 1: that's a gender thing even I feel like everyone it's

893
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:26,759
Speaker 1: a common thing that people. People want to feel like,

894
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:33,080
Speaker 1: they want to feel attractive. So yeah, but but that

895
00:46:33,120 --> 00:46:35,759
Speaker 1: goes that goes back to why, like why do you

896
00:46:38,160 --> 00:46:39,439
Speaker 1: feel like you need that?

897
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:45,080
Speaker 4: So every single relationship I've been a part of, I've

898
00:46:45,080 --> 00:46:48,960
Speaker 4: been cheated on mm hmm, and it's you know, it's

899
00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 4: just like like obviously they don't like me or they

900
00:46:53,200 --> 00:46:56,160
Speaker 4: don't want me, or so it's like just just to

901
00:46:56,160 --> 00:47:02,440
Speaker 4: get out there and get that feeling of not love,

902
00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:07,200
Speaker 4: but like just attraction. Right, Like I don't want to

903
00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:09,560
Speaker 4: go into like a new relationship because that's just it

904
00:47:09,680 --> 00:47:12,759
Speaker 4: just opens up scars and then you can I'd rather

905
00:47:12,840 --> 00:47:15,480
Speaker 4: just get that little bit, get that little bit here

906
00:47:15,480 --> 00:47:18,479
Speaker 4: and there to keep me going without having to jump

907
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,720
Speaker 4: in a hole something new.

908
00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:24,399
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm mm hmm.

909
00:47:24,600 --> 00:47:27,560
Speaker 4: But that but then you know, and then but I'm

910
00:47:27,560 --> 00:47:29,640
Speaker 4: not I'm not sleeping with these women. So then it's

911
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:32,400
Speaker 4: like this whole trade that me and a couple of

912
00:47:32,440 --> 00:47:35,440
Speaker 4: friends are doing is just it's not working out in

913
00:47:35,480 --> 00:47:39,919
Speaker 4: my favor, like for the quote unquote game. But it's

914
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:42,200
Speaker 4: like it's feed it's feeding me a little bit.

915
00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:46,600
Speaker 1: But I think I I also and this is a

916
00:47:46,600 --> 00:47:48,520
Speaker 1: whole other thing that I want to I have other

917
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:50,360
Speaker 1: things I kind of want to talk about with this first.

918
00:47:50,400 --> 00:47:53,480
Speaker 1: But I think it's this is a it's a mistake

919
00:47:53,560 --> 00:47:54,520
Speaker 1: to gamify this.

920
00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

921
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:02,239
Speaker 1: I think it's a mist to gamify this because that's

922
00:48:02,280 --> 00:48:05,160
Speaker 1: not that's not the game you want to be playing

923
00:48:06,640 --> 00:48:10,760
Speaker 1: because for a well, for for for a lot of reasons. One,

924
00:48:11,400 --> 00:48:14,920
Speaker 1: I don't I don't know if uh this competition is

925
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:17,759
Speaker 1: something you want to brag to other people about. That's one.

926
00:48:17,840 --> 00:48:23,920
Speaker 1: But two it's like, uh, the games you want to

927
00:48:23,960 --> 00:48:26,799
Speaker 1: play are are going to be games with yourself, not

928
00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 1: games with like oh, how many you know girls can

929
00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 1: I sleep with? Or how much you know external you know, uh,

930
00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:41,080
Speaker 1: positive feedback? Can I get that? Will that will fill

931
00:48:41,160 --> 00:48:43,879
Speaker 1: up my cup? And it's it's weird. I'm thinking about

932
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:47,040
Speaker 1: it right now. I'm thinking about it right now because yeah,

933
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:52,839
Speaker 1: when you get that that positive feedback and you it's

934
00:48:52,880 --> 00:48:56,400
Speaker 1: sort of like it's like a quick fix, it's like

935
00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:59,640
Speaker 1: eating fast food something like that. It makes you feel

936
00:48:59,680 --> 00:49:03,160
Speaker 1: really good in the moment, but it's not a it's

937
00:49:03,200 --> 00:49:09,400
Speaker 1: not a great long term uh you know, play because

938
00:49:09,440 --> 00:49:11,560
Speaker 1: you still at the end of the day, whether if

939
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:16,400
Speaker 1: you're not you know, comfortable with yourself, then you're fucked.

940
00:49:16,440 --> 00:49:19,680
Speaker 1: No no, no amount of you, you know, no amount

941
00:49:19,719 --> 00:49:22,799
Speaker 1: of of of Tinder hookups is gonna to make you

942
00:49:22,840 --> 00:49:24,240
Speaker 1: feel comfortable with yourself.

943
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:26,800
Speaker 4: Mm hm. And I feel like the game I'm playing

944
00:49:26,840 --> 00:49:28,640
Speaker 4: is just making it worse too, you know, if you

945
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:31,720
Speaker 4: get denied and then it's like, oh, like the self

946
00:49:31,719 --> 00:49:35,920
Speaker 4: worth drops again, but like the talking brings it back up,

947
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:36,959
Speaker 4: and then you get shut down.

948
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:42,400
Speaker 1: You know what, what's your name again? What else do

949
00:49:42,440 --> 00:49:43,920
Speaker 1: you do with your life? Brandon?

950
00:49:47,160 --> 00:49:53,480
Speaker 4: I work, I work, I do, I design, three D

951
00:49:54,200 --> 00:49:56,759
Speaker 4: I three D print a lot of stuff kind of

952
00:49:56,800 --> 00:49:58,880
Speaker 4: like a closet and nerd.

953
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:00,480
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.

954
00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:09,040
Speaker 1: Can I can I ask you this then? And I'm

955
00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:11,399
Speaker 1: you know, I'm trying to. I don't want I feel

956
00:50:11,400 --> 00:50:13,560
Speaker 1: like I, by the way, I just gotta like snap

957
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:14,879
Speaker 1: out of it for a second. I feel like I've

958
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:17,600
Speaker 1: been going real hard therapy mode.

959
00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:20,560
Speaker 4: I've enjoying just talking to you.

960
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:29,680
Speaker 1: What what aspects of yourself do you feel at unsettled with.

961
00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:30,840
Speaker 1: Let's say.

962
00:50:33,600 --> 00:50:37,680
Speaker 4: I don't like wearing shorts. I have cankles, not fat,

963
00:50:37,760 --> 00:50:40,120
Speaker 4: I just I just have cankles. I just have really

964
00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:46,520
Speaker 4: thick thighs or like ankles. I don't know. I wear glasses.

965
00:50:47,200 --> 00:50:49,399
Speaker 4: Like my hairlines starting to fade back a little bit,

966
00:50:50,080 --> 00:50:52,040
Speaker 4: but it's not It's nothing like you can't really look

967
00:50:52,080 --> 00:50:55,480
Speaker 4: past you know what I mean? Mm hmm. You can

968
00:50:55,520 --> 00:50:57,439
Speaker 4: still looking mirror and be like, all right, I still

969
00:50:57,440 --> 00:50:57,799
Speaker 4: look good.

970
00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:01,759
Speaker 1: But you know I'm in this. I used to talk

971
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:05,120
Speaker 1: about this on the stream more. I haven't read it

972
00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:07,040
Speaker 1: in a long time, but I read this book a

973
00:51:07,040 --> 00:51:09,640
Speaker 1: little while ago. It's it's by a guy named Mark

974
00:51:09,760 --> 00:51:13,719
Speaker 1: Manson who wrote he wrote this other book that was

975
00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:16,960
Speaker 1: like super popular called The The Subtle Art of Not

976
00:51:17,080 --> 00:51:17,800
Speaker 1: Giving a Fuck.

977
00:51:18,440 --> 00:51:20,520
Speaker 4: Oh, I remember I remember you bringing that up.

978
00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:23,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've talked about this this before. He wrote this

979
00:51:23,719 --> 00:51:26,400
Speaker 1: other book that, uh I thought it was really interesting

980
00:51:26,480 --> 00:51:31,600
Speaker 1: called Models that's it's like it's sort of a dating book,

981
00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:34,719
Speaker 1: and the the thesis of it. I really like the

982
00:51:34,719 --> 00:51:37,719
Speaker 1: thesis of it, which is basically, like, you know, it's

983
00:51:37,760 --> 00:51:42,720
Speaker 1: not about what a game or like how to say

984
00:51:42,840 --> 00:51:45,640
Speaker 1: the right thing or anything like that. It's more about, like,

985
00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:50,879
Speaker 1: wh how do how do you like before anything? How

986
00:51:50,920 --> 00:51:54,840
Speaker 1: do you make yourself into a person where you like

987
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:58,320
Speaker 1: yourself and you like who you are, and you like

988
00:51:58,400 --> 00:52:01,560
Speaker 1: your life and you're living, you know, honest to yourself,

989
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:04,919
Speaker 1: and then how do you honestly project that out into

990
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:08,560
Speaker 1: the world. And the idea that if you do those things,

991
00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:11,640
Speaker 1: you know, you just you just become a more naturally

992
00:52:11,680 --> 00:52:17,880
Speaker 1: attractive person, which I think is an interesting thing. A

993
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:28,560
Speaker 1: guy named Mark manson, Okay, hmm, what do you do

994
00:52:28,600 --> 00:52:30,480
Speaker 1: for work again? You told me, but I forgot.

995
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:33,120
Speaker 4: Oh I don't think I told you. I worked for

996
00:52:33,160 --> 00:52:38,200
Speaker 4: a recycling company appliance crusher, So I just crush appliances

997
00:52:38,200 --> 00:52:38,560
Speaker 4: all day.

998
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:42,520
Speaker 1: That sounds awesome. That sounds like it would give me

999
00:52:42,640 --> 00:52:45,719
Speaker 1: all the sexual pleasure that I would need.

1000
00:52:47,080 --> 00:52:48,480
Speaker 3: Oh dude, it's it's cool.

1001
00:52:48,560 --> 00:52:50,879
Speaker 4: It's it's it's pretty cool. It is pretty cool.

1002
00:52:53,640 --> 00:52:56,120
Speaker 1: Are you Is this like kind of the only aspect

1003
00:52:56,160 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 1: of your life that you're feeling unhappy with. Is is

1004
00:52:59,000 --> 00:53:08,439
Speaker 1: kind of the romantic sexual sphere of of humanity?

1005
00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:10,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, at the moment, at the moment, right now, Yeah,

1006
00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:12,600
Speaker 4: I would. I would say that's kind of my my

1007
00:53:12,719 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 4: big thing. Mm hmm. But I don't know. I find

1008
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:20,280
Speaker 4: a lot of joy in a lot of things.

1009
00:53:21,280 --> 00:53:25,440
Speaker 1: Good, good, keep doing that. I don't know. That's it's

1010
00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:30,600
Speaker 1: a hard it's it's it's it's in general and for

1011
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:34,560
Speaker 1: for for for men and women. Really hard to navigate

1012
00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:37,840
Speaker 1: that that spectrum of life. And I myself, I am

1013
00:53:37,880 --> 00:53:41,719
Speaker 1: pretty fucking terrible at it. So yeah, I don't know.

1014
00:53:42,280 --> 00:53:47,240
Speaker 4: But photography is fun. It's really fun to take pictures

1015
00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:48,080
Speaker 4: of stuff.

1016
00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:51,520
Speaker 1: Like, what's the last thing? You took?

1017
00:53:51,560 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 4: A picture of the Chicago skyline?

1018
00:53:56,560 --> 00:53:56,799
Speaker 3: I was.

1019
00:53:57,400 --> 00:53:59,399
Speaker 1: I've been listening to I listened to that song by

1020
00:53:59,520 --> 00:54:01,040
Speaker 1: Kanye West Homecoming.

1021
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:04,359
Speaker 4: You know that one? Yeah? Yeah, I know that one.

1022
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:06,280
Speaker 1: It's a six songs about Chicago.

1023
00:54:07,160 --> 00:54:08,719
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah.

1024
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 4: I live like thirty minutes from more uh from where

1025
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:12,799
Speaker 4: yay was?

1026
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:16,840
Speaker 1: I feel like, since I'm Jewish, I'm allowed to listen

1027
00:54:16,840 --> 00:54:18,279
Speaker 1: to Kanye West. Is that fair?

1028
00:54:19,480 --> 00:54:21,480
Speaker 4: I think everyone should listen to Kanye West.

1029
00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:27,920
Speaker 1: You just you just keep you just keep uh you

1030
00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:30,080
Speaker 1: just keep raising those flags my friends.

1031
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:33,080
Speaker 3: I know. No, I like Kanye.

1032
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:35,840
Speaker 4: I try not to, like pay attention to the media

1033
00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:36,359
Speaker 4: too much.

1034
00:54:36,520 --> 00:54:42,440
Speaker 1: You never know, do you you sound like you're are

1035
00:54:42,480 --> 00:54:46,480
Speaker 1: you like in the I don't know the I don't

1036
00:54:46,480 --> 00:54:50,440
Speaker 1: know what you would call it, the the dark web

1037
00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:51,960
Speaker 1: of the internet whatever they call that.

1038
00:54:54,080 --> 00:55:03,800
Speaker 4: If you've been Reddit, then yeah, look, go.

1039
00:55:05,239 --> 00:55:08,800
Speaker 1: I don't know, lift some weights. Stop referring to people

1040
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:14,520
Speaker 1: by their race. Okay, go go try to talk to

1041
00:55:14,560 --> 00:55:15,080
Speaker 1: some people.

1042
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:20,520
Speaker 4: Sam, Wow, I got a question for you.

1043
00:55:21,920 --> 00:55:23,279
Speaker 1: I might answer it. What is it?

1044
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:25,560
Speaker 4: What was it like meeting Eric Andre?

1045
00:55:26,640 --> 00:55:29,440
Speaker 1: It was cool. He's a cool guy and I'm a

1046
00:55:29,480 --> 00:55:29,919
Speaker 1: big fan.

1047
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:33,240
Speaker 4: Oh, Mike, Yeah, it was. It was a lot different.

1048
00:55:33,400 --> 00:55:35,400
Speaker 4: The podcast with Eric was a lot different than what

1049
00:55:35,440 --> 00:55:36,360
Speaker 4: I thought it was gonna be.

1050
00:55:37,040 --> 00:55:38,200
Speaker 1: What did you think it was gonna be?

1051
00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:43,480
Speaker 4: Like how you guys talked about like portraying yourself, how

1052
00:55:43,520 --> 00:55:45,880
Speaker 4: you portray yourself, like you know, when he's going around

1053
00:55:45,920 --> 00:55:48,319
Speaker 4: city putting his tongue in people's mouths, going burnt up,

1054
00:55:48,600 --> 00:55:51,160
Speaker 4: you know, I was. It was weird. It was like

1055
00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:52,680
Speaker 4: I was seeing a whole different side of him.

1056
00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 1: It was I was. It was kind of There was

1057
00:55:58,280 --> 00:56:01,360
Speaker 1: a funny moment where I handed like, we take we

1058
00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:06,600
Speaker 1: use air pods to like listen to the calls and stuff,

1059
00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:09,000
Speaker 1: and so I handed him a set of air pods

1060
00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:13,000
Speaker 1: and he he was like, are these clean? And I

1061
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:16,080
Speaker 1: said to him, I was like, I was. I wasn't

1062
00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:19,320
Speaker 1: expecting him to ask me that because I have seen him,

1063
00:56:19,440 --> 00:56:22,040
Speaker 1: you know, put his fingers in several strangers' mouths. But

1064
00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: the way he the way he described it was that

1065
00:56:25,520 --> 00:56:30,360
Speaker 1: he's he's only you know, he's a totally totally different

1066
00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:33,480
Speaker 1: guy when he's performing than he was living his normal life.

1067
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:35,719
Speaker 1: But he was a cool guy. I'm glad. I'm very

1068
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:37,320
Speaker 1: appreciative of him of doing the podcast.

1069
00:56:37,760 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, that was. That was.

1070
00:56:39,120 --> 00:56:39,400
Speaker 3: I was.

1071
00:56:41,520 --> 00:56:46,600
Speaker 4: Oh and and Danny Brown. You had Danny Brown on

1072
00:56:46,640 --> 00:56:47,480
Speaker 4: the podcast, didn't you.

1073
00:56:48,480 --> 00:56:50,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, Hey, I got a question for you. What's it

1074
00:56:50,239 --> 00:56:53,319
Speaker 1: like being friends with Devon.

1075
00:56:54,760 --> 00:56:55,080
Speaker 4: Den?

1076
00:56:55,920 --> 00:56:58,000
Speaker 1: I took a wild guess that one of your friends

1077
00:56:58,120 --> 00:56:58,920
Speaker 1: names was Devon.

1078
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:02,160
Speaker 4: No, I don't have any friends.

1079
00:57:02,960 --> 00:57:05,960
Speaker 1: That's not true. You have these weird friends that you're

1080
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:08,439
Speaker 1: making this bet with. Who are these friends? By the way,

1081
00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:10,040
Speaker 1: And I.

1082
00:57:09,960 --> 00:57:12,520
Speaker 4: Got my boy, I got my boy Carson, and I

1083
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:16,200
Speaker 4: got my boy Dylan, friends and childhood?

1084
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:18,800
Speaker 1: Okay, are they good guys? Are you friends with them?

1085
00:57:18,840 --> 00:57:20,280
Speaker 1: Do you like them?

1086
00:57:20,600 --> 00:57:22,080
Speaker 3: Absolutely? Yeah?

1087
00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:23,960
Speaker 4: Day one, day one homies.

1088
00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:27,640
Speaker 1: That's That's the most important thing in life, I think,

1089
00:57:27,760 --> 00:57:28,720
Speaker 1: is to have good.

1090
00:57:28,520 --> 00:57:31,680
Speaker 4: Friends, something someone that you know you have you can

1091
00:57:31,840 --> 00:57:32,720
Speaker 4: lean on a little bit.

1092
00:57:35,400 --> 00:57:39,240
Speaker 1: Well, Brandon, I was this conversation remotely helpful for you?

1093
00:57:40,840 --> 00:57:41,080
Speaker 3: Lyle?

1094
00:57:41,240 --> 00:57:46,480
Speaker 4: Just hearing your voice made it all with it, and yeah,

1095
00:57:46,480 --> 00:57:48,040
Speaker 4: it was, it was, It was helpful.

1096
00:57:50,360 --> 00:57:51,640
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

1097
00:57:51,640 --> 00:57:52,880
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

1098
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Speaker 4: Stop buying Kia Souls and Ford Explorers because you look

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Speaker 4: like cops.

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Speaker 1: You should what you My last piece of advice is

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Speaker 1: that you should take more walks in the park than

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Speaker 1: you do looking at car facts on Reddit. Maybe that

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Speaker 1: will make you I don't know, maybe that'll improve your

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Speaker 1: life somehow. Anyway, now that was a dud shooting, we'll

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Speaker 1: say take care man, thanks.

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Speaker 4: For having absolutely thankfully. I have a great night you too.

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Speaker 1: But I feel like I feel like that guy. I

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Speaker 1: feel like nothing that I said to that guy got

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Speaker 1: was he listened to. I've been that guy. I've been

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Speaker 1: in college being like, oh I need to have sex

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Speaker 1: with people so that I can feel good about myself.

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Speaker 1: It's a terrible, terrible pursuit. Goes on the line, taking

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Speaker 1: calls every night. Everythig Kid goes through.

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Speaker 3: His eye is teaching him Cloud to livy life, but

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Speaker 3: he's not really an expert.