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Speaker 1: Hello, my beautiful people. I am so happy that you're

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Speaker 1: here today for another episode of your favorite podcast, Cheeky's

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Speaker 1: and Chill. Before we get started, I do want to

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Speaker 1: tell you guys that I'm recording this episode from my

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Speaker 1: kitchen table here at my home Mikasa Questlucasa, and I

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Speaker 1: am getting as you can hear some work done on

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Speaker 1: my roof, so if you hear some banging, please forgive

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Speaker 1: me and try your best to just ignore it, which

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Speaker 1: is going to take deep breaths. But I think it's

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Speaker 1: a very important episode and something I really want to

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Speaker 1: talk about. So I know you all are busy and

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Speaker 1: have a lot to do, but I really do appreciate

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Speaker 1: you taking the time out of your date to listen,

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Speaker 1: especially to this episode, because I want you guys to

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Speaker 1: understand where I'm at and I know you guys have

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Speaker 1: probably noticed that I am a lot quieter on social

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Speaker 1: media and I want to tell you guys why. Okay,

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Speaker 1: So before I get started, I do want to tell

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Speaker 1: you guys, this episode is going to be a little

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Speaker 1: different than other episodes. I felt very inspired while I

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Speaker 1: was thinking about this episode this morning, so I wrote

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Speaker 1: down my thoughts and ideas in real time, and I'm

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Speaker 1: going to be reading some of those passages to you

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Speaker 1: guys throughout the episode. Okay, so, living a quiet life

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Speaker 1: doesn't mean you're hiding, it doesn't mean you're shrinking. It

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Speaker 1: means you've chosen peace over noise, purpose over performance, and

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Speaker 1: depth over display. A quiet life is about putting God

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Speaker 1: in the center of my life, not trying to make

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Speaker 1: time for God and fit him in. It's making time

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Speaker 1: make sense? I hope it makes sense. But that's kind

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Speaker 1: of where I'm at and I'm gonna get I'm going

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Speaker 1: to continue reading because I wrote a lot and I'll

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Speaker 1: get into the nitty gritty of it. But this is

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Speaker 1: directly from my notes you guys from this morning, because

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Speaker 1: I was like, how do I explain this? So AnyWho,

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Speaker 1: moving on, let's continue talking less, praying more. Gossip is

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Speaker 1: an energy sucker, although I will admit I love it.

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Speaker 1: Who doesn't, But now I try my best not to engage.

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Speaker 1: I'm working on telling people, hey, that doesn't sit well

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Speaker 1: unless they're present. It's a work in progress, though, I

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Speaker 1: will admit, because who doesn't like to gossip, especially when

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Speaker 1: tell you, guys, has to do with what I'm living

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Speaker 1: and where I want to go, but also with age

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Speaker 1: and maturity. It could be a combination of everything I

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Speaker 1: I don't want to have senseless conversations anymore, like I

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Speaker 1: Like my body, my soul, my mind is craving that

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Speaker 1: my notes, so redefining SSS again, these are just my thoughts, guys, Okay,

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Speaker 1: and this is really coming from my soul. In the

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Speaker 1: industry I come from, success is often measured by how

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Speaker 1: loud your name is, how many followers, you have, how

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Speaker 1: That success to me Now, God has always been in

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Speaker 1: different ways. I was very religious before, you know, now

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Speaker 1: Now it's just I'm making really making God a priority

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Speaker 1: For example, I've deleted certain apps off my phone. I

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Speaker 1: I really want my social media to reflect where I am,

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