Speaker 1: Look may oh, I see you my own look over
Speaker 1: there is that culture? Yes, wow, Los ding Dong lost Colt.
Speaker 2: Teresa's calling back at the table, back at the fifty
Speaker 2: shades table. Yes, across from my girl, staring her straight
Speaker 2: in the eye. I don't know who's the running mate
Speaker 2: and who's the presidential candidate, but.
Speaker 1: That's sort of the vibe you are as a son
Speaker 1: of a football coach, like Tim Walls. Yeah, I think
Speaker 1: you might be Tim, which just not to relegate you
Speaker 1: to a lower status, honey, I'm used to it fine,
Speaker 1: And I am at least half Asian over here exactly exactly,
Speaker 1: and I don't know how much else. I don't know
Speaker 1: what the rest. I haven't done the twenty three. But
Speaker 1: wait a minute, what if you did? You should? I should?
Speaker 1: I am. My sister did it, and there's some interesting finding.
Speaker 1: I guess because she did it, you don't have to
Speaker 1: do it. But I think the samples have only gotten bigger.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, They're able to get more
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, as more people do. As more people
Speaker 1: do it do I just realize. So the thing about
Speaker 1: this table is we can't get tactile.
Speaker 2: No, but we are reaching for each other. Actually, could
Speaker 2: we get a tactile hold on? He had to come
Speaker 2: out of a speed when we touched.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Actually, you know, I had been really pulling for walls
Speaker 2: because girl was making me very nervous. Like you said,
Speaker 2: can I say what you said? Yeah, it was kind
Speaker 2: of giving douchebag energy. I didn't say the bag. There's
Speaker 2: a huge difference between douchebag and douche Yeah, plant douchebag
Speaker 2: is oh, like you're not even human to me, Like
Speaker 2: you are so vile and awful and so off putting
Speaker 2: that like I'm not even I'm not going to give
Speaker 2: you the digny.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say you're a bag of a person.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, he.
Speaker 2: Was just giving douche like he was saying things that
Speaker 2: were sort of like his tone that he was taking
Speaker 2: was giving douche a douchebag. He's he's he's the governor
Speaker 2: of Pennsylvania, is.
Speaker 1: Gonna not a bag wonderful, wonderful executive whatever. But it's
Speaker 1: just he was already getting defensive about like the school
Speaker 1: voucher stuff and the and the corporate tax cut stuff.
Speaker 1: It's like, we can't have this off the.
Speaker 2: Bat and not great on Uh, not great stuff coming
Speaker 2: out of the college day from the college days regarding Israel,
Speaker 2: that's for sure.
Speaker 1: Well, anyway, some scary attitude, I'm sure. I really look
Speaker 1: forward to him being in this next wave of Democrats
Speaker 1: sort of rising up. I think this veepstakes was kind
Speaker 1: of fun to follow.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean what I think is like the right
Speaker 2: choice was made because to be honest, like, if you
Speaker 2: need Shapiro to help us win Pennsylvania, just set him
Speaker 2: loose on Pennsylvania. The VP is going to have to
Speaker 2: campaign all over the country. I mean, I like Wals.
Speaker 2: He actually does remind me of my dad.
Speaker 1: He's a football coach. He's giving football coach.
Speaker 2: It's giving football coach who also was head of the
Speaker 2: Gay Straight Alliance, which is a real thing about him.
Speaker 2: And also Minnesota is the happiest thing. And I think
Speaker 2: he speaks with a very clear voice of a leader.
Speaker 2: I think he keeps things like he gives things the
Speaker 2: gravity they deserve. But he's also like you got you
Speaker 2: gotta think it's a giggle fest over there at Harris Walsh.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's gotta be. It's at least lost culture level.
Speaker 1: It's got to be.
Speaker 2: Maybe they should have come on lost colture together and
Speaker 2: it's gonna be like our Josh and Aaron episodes, just
Speaker 2: a cluckfest.
Speaker 1: A cluckfest. And I think one of them has an
Speaker 1: Aaron Jackson style. I don't think so or I'm sorry,
Speaker 1: a Josh Sharp style. I don't think Sony that is.
Speaker 1: I don't think so honey my wife giving me blowjobs
Speaker 1: on my birthday.
Speaker 2: I really hope that one of them can get really
Speaker 2: real and just talk about their sex life. And I
Speaker 2: don't think so honeying they're in.
Speaker 1: But yeah, no, I things are good. Harris Waltz, Baby,
Speaker 1: we're going for it.
Speaker 2: I want to point out that there was a tweet
Speaker 2: last night from Jos Shapiro where he was just it
Speaker 2: was just a video of him like walking through a
Speaker 2: town in Pennsylvania.
Speaker 1: It seemed like it was not staged. It was just
Speaker 1: like something that like would have been in the real
Speaker 1: for the race had he been the pick. But the
Speaker 1: tweet was this was like later last night, it was
Speaker 1: let's go Pennsylvania one hundred and eighteen days or whatever
Speaker 1: till Groundhog's Day. People quoteating it being like, oh he lost,
Speaker 1: Oh he like he's out, he's out about it.
Speaker 2: He actually announced he's taking about groundhog adfitted from the
Speaker 2: Beefstakes to groundhogs. Ed.
Speaker 1: Wow, that is very funny.
Speaker 2: Honestly, I will say the other one I guess they
Speaker 2: were talking about was Basher and Kelly. Yeah, but Mark Kelly,
Speaker 2: I never really thought that was gonna happen because I
Speaker 2: find him to be void of charisma.
Speaker 1: I don't think you can deny that Waltz has like
Speaker 1: an he has like an X.
Speaker 2: Factor, like he he's the one that labeled them with
Speaker 2: the word weird that they're now running with, because I
Speaker 2: think that's the thing that we've been missing is in
Speaker 2: the disc course about what's going on, is they are weird,
Speaker 2: Like this is weird, Like you look at them at
Speaker 2: the RNC. I mean they brought out whole Cogan like
Speaker 2: it's it's fucking weird.
Speaker 1: Good luck trying to beat the weird allegations. This is
Speaker 1: something I'm just saying, like, this is something we've known
Speaker 1: since the schoolyard. Oh yeah, I've been called weird and
Speaker 1: it's really I've never been able to successfully convince people otherwise.
Speaker 2: They are spinning out about it. Like everyone started saying J. D.
Speaker 2: Vince is weird, He's like I'm not I'm not weird.
Speaker 2: It's just you can't until I'm not weird at all.
Speaker 2: It's you call someone weird, It's it's over.
Speaker 1: It's a kneecapping. It's a knee capping. Like the only
Speaker 1: way you brush it off is by literally not acknowledging it.
Speaker 2: Well, this is this is I guess the psychology of
Speaker 2: being called weird. Right, You get called weird, so then
Speaker 2: your response to that is to act like unbothered and
Speaker 2: too cool.
Speaker 1: Right, And these people don't they don't know what to
Speaker 1: do how to do that? Oh yeah, they do not
Speaker 1: know how to do that. Like they only know how
Speaker 1: to like.
Speaker 2: Try to provoke and you know, say the thing that
Speaker 2: they don't really believe that they know is going to
Speaker 2: get a reaction. And that's odd and it's very try hard,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It's like and I think
Speaker 2: we thought a few years ago that the our people
Speaker 2: thought like the meanness that comes from like Trump and
Speaker 2: his underlings was like real and it was real talk,
Speaker 2: and it was like there was something maybe to whoever's
Speaker 2: voting for him, maybe quote unquote.
Speaker 1: Cool about it. But now it's just like it's so
Speaker 1: sweaty everything they do feels like on paper, like a joke.
Speaker 2: It is weird. I think it's the right weird. It's
Speaker 2: the right weird to use. It's the right word to do,
Speaker 2: righte weird. Now, let's let's pivot to something else. Sure,
Speaker 2: if that's what you want to do.
Speaker 1: I love going to the movies. I think didn't we
Speaker 1: go last night now that I remember we went last
Speaker 1: night too, that we had an emotional time at the
Speaker 1: at the cinema. We had a very emotional time to
Speaker 1: the cinema. And you will too if you go see
Speaker 1: Sing Sing right now, go see it. It's so just sublime.
Speaker 1: What a what a wonderful, hopeful movie. Without it being
Speaker 1: it didn't It did not seem too treacly or schmaltzy.
Speaker 1: Although I love schmaltz. I love when the chicken fat
Speaker 1: renders out onto the pan and I eat the chicken grease.
Speaker 1: But this is not It was not too rich in
Speaker 1: that it was like every moment of like joy and
Speaker 1: tenderness is undercut by a moment of like, oh, the
Speaker 1: reality of prison of a facility like Sing Sing is
Speaker 1: extremely grim and dispiriting and dark and awful, and it
Speaker 1: really kind of and I'm gonna say something so so cringe,
Speaker 1: but I love a movie about theater. I love. We
Speaker 1: should say what the movie.
Speaker 2: Is about, yes, yes, Yang, I don't know if everyone's
Speaker 2: done the homework, okay please. So the movie is about
Speaker 2: irustrated men in sing sing and one of the programs
Speaker 2: that they're involved in, or the program that these particular
Speaker 2: men are involved in, is.
Speaker 1: The art program, which is RTA programs.
Speaker 2: Okay, so, but it is art they were doing. They're
Speaker 2: in the RTA program, which is you know, it's like
Speaker 2: essentially a theater group at the prison where they put
Speaker 2: on plays. And it's not just something that they're involved in,
Speaker 2: it's actually something that you know, helps these men really
Speaker 2: process their emotions. A lot of incarcerated men like don't
Speaker 2: have an outlet to process the anger at their situation,
Speaker 2: the grief at their situation, the feelings that they might
Speaker 2: have about their situation. And this is a film about
Speaker 2: a group of men who are engaged in this program
Speaker 2: and how it betters them and how it moves them
Speaker 2: forward and the dynamic relationships within that group. And it's
Speaker 2: Coleman Domingo is the star of this movie, and what
Speaker 2: a hero on screen he is, like he's just so winning,
Speaker 2: he's he's just like you can track every single emotion.
Speaker 2: This is like a really really perfectly calibrated performance in
Speaker 2: that it is brimming with emotion, but it's never indulgent.
Speaker 1: There's a scene which I believe should.
Speaker 2: Be the Oscar clip and maybe even within him the
Speaker 2: Oscar where he goes to his parole hearing and he
Speaker 2: is attempting to you know, it's a very if you've
Speaker 2: ever seen like Shash and Gradhempshen, you know, they did
Speaker 2: a great job of talking about what these Pearle hearings
Speaker 2: are like when these men have to go to this
Speaker 2: panel and basically explain to them that they're rehabilitated and
Speaker 2: that they can be you know, that they are a
Speaker 2: viable candidate to be released back into the free world.
Speaker 2: And this particular scene you see just how difficult that
Speaker 2: task is.
Speaker 1: And what really blew me.
Speaker 2: Away about Coleman Domingo's performance is that he never breaks,
Speaker 2: but he's always holding the emotion and just the amount
Speaker 2: of restraint that he has. It reminds me of something
Speaker 2: that Jennifer Lewis said to me on the set of
Speaker 2: I Love That for You, which is like you don't cry.
Speaker 2: They cry, and he doesn't let it go until so
Speaker 2: late into the movie. And I won't spoil anything because
Speaker 2: there's really a lot of very surprising things in the
Speaker 2: script too, and it was a beautiful script.
Speaker 1: But just have to commend him on.
Speaker 2: His control of his emotional instrument, which is at a
Speaker 2: top point. It's in a point zero zero zero one
Speaker 2: percentile absolutely of capability of actors that I've seen. Yeah,
Speaker 2: And just on top of that, he's acting with basically
Speaker 2: almost entirely non actors who are real alums of that program,
Speaker 2: non professional actors anyway, who were real incarcerated.
Speaker 1: Men who are now in this movie.
Speaker 2: Given these performances and the way as the number one
Speaker 2: on the call sheet, he must have made them feel
Speaker 2: comfortable and open and free and at ease to give
Speaker 2: these performances, some of which are fantastic, all of which
Speaker 2: are good. Some of them just rise way above Clarence Macklin,
Speaker 2: Oh my god. And I think he should be nominated
Speaker 2: for the Sean.
Speaker 1: San Jose who plays Mikey Mikey Mike Mike, who is
Speaker 1: like Coleman's character's neighbor, like cell neighbor. Yeah, fantastic model.
Speaker 2: I mean and also like Clarence Macklin like helped develop
Speaker 2: the story for this and this guy's performances.
Speaker 1: I mean, talk about playing an arc.
Speaker 2: He comes in one way and he believably leaves a
Speaker 2: completely different way every moment.
Speaker 1: So truthful, so real.
Speaker 2: There's a danger in him, but you're always wanting to
Speaker 2: know more, just like this movie is.
Speaker 1: I loved it, Yeah, really really enjoyed it. So go
Speaker 1: see it. It's a fucking contender, girl. Anyway, we did
Speaker 1: a day yesterday. We went to Barrie's. I tapped out.
Speaker 1: You know what it was. I think that so I've
Speaker 1: been going like every day in the morning in the morning,
Speaker 1: and I think going like late in the afternoon or
Speaker 1: working out really late in the afternoon.
Speaker 2: People that work out after work. My hat is off
Speaker 2: to you, hats off.
Speaker 1: I need it. In the beginning of the day, I
Speaker 1: just came back from the gym and I feel amazing. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but not like yes and yesterday, I was I almost
Speaker 1: didn't make it to the damn film. You really thought
Speaker 1: that there was no chance you weren't gonna make No,
Speaker 1: I was gonna make it to the movie. I was
Speaker 1: just like it was my first time I've ever ended
Speaker 1: a barries class early.
Speaker 2: Really, and it was next to me, and it was
Speaker 2: how convenient that it was the very first time and
Speaker 2: I'm the only one who saw it.
Speaker 1: Liar, you always end you never lied to me. But
Speaker 1: what a fun what a fun day with math. I
Speaker 1: always love it when you're in town. Don't go. I
Speaker 1: know I have to go tomorrow.
Speaker 2: It's been It's been a very pistiest couple of weeks
Speaker 2: from me. You guys, pe town was fun. It was
Speaker 2: a mixed bag. I've been a little emotional for personal reasons.
Speaker 2: But like summer, I think is like wearing down on me.
Speaker 2: It's a mixed bag. Yeah, summer is a mixed bag.
Speaker 2: And that's a rule of culture. That's all culture number what.
Speaker 1: I think a ninety four summer is a mixed bag.
Speaker 1: I'm on the record as saying I don't think so, honey, summer,
Speaker 1: And then you told me you do like summer, and
Speaker 1: I was like, I promise you. This is where we
Speaker 1: meet in the middle. It's a mixed bag. There are
Speaker 1: things that I'm sure you love about summer. I am
Speaker 1: positive you love certain things about summer. You don't hate
Speaker 1: it wholesale, No.
Speaker 2: No, I don't hate it wholesale. In fact, I always
Speaker 2: go into it excited and then I just get fucking exhausted.
Speaker 2: And I'll be real, I think that mid thirties is
Speaker 2: really hitting hard. And I am now in the mind
Speaker 2: frame of, like, Okay, what changes do I have to
Speaker 2: make because I think that I don't know what it is,
Speaker 2: but I'm starting to like examine a lot of things
Speaker 2: about my life, and I'm like it sometimes is it's
Speaker 2: a little overwhelming to think just at this age, like
Speaker 2: where do I live?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Like I'm like half between New York and half between
Speaker 2: LA which I thought would be cool.
Speaker 1: But now it's just kind of like it's in your twenties.
Speaker 2: I think it's yeah, if you can pull off Bi
Speaker 2: Coastal in your twenties, like hell yeah, congratulations on the.
Speaker 1: Money you made too, Like that was not my reality,
Speaker 1: but I thought it would be.
Speaker 2: And it has been fun to be like free and
Speaker 2: have that availability to go wherever I want and do
Speaker 2: whatever I want to do. But it's getting to the
Speaker 2: point where it's like no one ever knows where you are.
Speaker 2: It's very hard to date like this, and I think
Speaker 2: the travel just really I mean I like me telling
Speaker 2: you that travel wears on you, like obviously you know,
Speaker 2: but it does wear on you, and it's just like
Speaker 2: it's very taxing. And also the social media element of
Speaker 2: the summer is very overwhelming. And I also get that
Speaker 2: it looks like I'm fucking killing it on social media
Speaker 2: in the summer, like people have been like, Wow, your
Speaker 2: summer looks amazing, and I'm like, really, because I've been
Speaker 2: sad most of the days and that's not for anyone
Speaker 2: to be like, oh pity him or like what's going on.
Speaker 2: It's just like a reality and I think, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm starting small. I'm starting with drinking a lot less,
Speaker 2: maybe not really at all. And you showed me that
Speaker 2: app that you've been using.
Speaker 1: Oh, I'm gonna get some I'm gonna get some guff
Speaker 1: for this, But what is it? It's okay that you
Speaker 1: get guff because it's what it's I told that about
Speaker 1: seventy five hard and some people might know about this.
Speaker 1: It's a very I would say, incredibly broie, like I
Speaker 1: would say douchier than Tim Ferriss. The situation it's like,
Speaker 1: but I think the framework around it is I can
Speaker 1: agree with that it's like, here's what's tell us what
Speaker 1: it is? The full monty seventy five hard is two
Speaker 1: forty five minute this is every day. This is the
Speaker 1: laundry list, two forty five minute workouts. One of them
Speaker 1: should be outside, which good luck in the winter. But anyway,
Speaker 1: I know I'm already, I'm already like two anyway, let
Speaker 1: me just get through. This is like the full version,
Speaker 1: and I do I downloaded in an alternate app that
Speaker 1: is basically the same idea, but it's not quite as
Speaker 1: like toxic mask, and it's just a little bit more
Speaker 1: like soft. But it's two forty five minute workouts. To day,
Speaker 1: you drink one gallon of water one hundred and twenty
Speaker 1: eight milli liters or ounces one hundred twenty eight ounces,
Speaker 1: which is double that recommended sixty four. It's so much better.
Speaker 1: This programmer is a full time job already. It's sixteen
Speaker 1: eight ounce glasses. Yeah, of water. When people tell you
Speaker 1: to drink eight and you're good, and even that's like
Speaker 1: good luck. Ten pages of reading a day, I say
Speaker 1: ten minutes, like it depends on the pagination, it depends
Speaker 1: on the line spacing whatever. And then no drinking alcohol
Speaker 1: and no cheat meals slash you should be on a diet.
Speaker 1: That thing. I'm like, oh no, whatever, Like I'm what
Speaker 1: I am sort of like going towards right now is
Speaker 1: twenty vegetables a week. Twenty vegetables a week, and it's
Speaker 1: fun and it's and it actually like it's a diet
Speaker 1: without being a diet because I'm like, let me just
Speaker 1: like get the vegetables in. Yeah, can I say something?
Speaker 1: Love vegetables. I love I love roasting vegetables on a
Speaker 1: damn sheet pan. Babe.
Speaker 2: You heard me talk about cucumber here. Yes, you heard
Speaker 2: me get into it about cucumber. And by the way,
Speaker 2: people have been reached out and saying they've been doing
Speaker 2: that cucumber thing that I talked.
Speaker 1: To remind us with the cure.
Speaker 2: It was that you cut up the cucumber and put
Speaker 2: a little bit of hot sauce and some salt and
Speaker 2: pepper on a plate and you just you mix it
Speaker 2: up like it's like tost almost like buffalo cucumber.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: The people have been saying that it is the snack
Speaker 1: of the sun, the sack of the summer. It is
Speaker 1: actually a nominee next year, the culture was for best
Speaker 1: mapp best snack cucumber with a little bit of hot sun.
Speaker 1: I think we announced that we did too.
Speaker 2: I think we did too, but no, I love vegetables.
Speaker 2: There's parts of that that do sound too much, like yeah,
Speaker 2: it sounds like too much.
Speaker 1: Well, committing to.
Speaker 2: Two forty five minute workouts today is a lot so
Speaker 2: on this alternate app which let me let me find it, because.
Speaker 1: Once I work out, once, I'm like, okay, I worked
Speaker 1: out today.
Speaker 2: And also the thing about the dieting is like, that's
Speaker 2: why you work out so that you can be you
Speaker 2: can eat sort of whatever you want to eat, and
Speaker 2: you can have cheat meals like that that that language
Speaker 2: starts to get fuzzy for me.
Speaker 1: It's called seventy five days Challenge rather than seventy five
Speaker 1: herds seventy five heard. It's a little bit like anytime
Speaker 1: you like miss the day. It's like there's a picture
Speaker 1: of the guy who founded it. It's like, mo, mean
Speaker 1: looking dude, who's like, did you give up?
Speaker 2: No, I hate that. It's a little too about that's Sushapiro.
Speaker 2: For me, it's a little too so. I need a
Speaker 2: Tim walt Summer. I need a Tim Waltz seventy five
Speaker 2: days Challenge. So now I'm on I'm on the medium
Speaker 2: difficulty Medium Challenge. I'm on day five and it's just
Speaker 2: one workout. Yeah, and that's basically it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, cool, and it also gets well then the
Speaker 1: soft and then the easies setting is one workout, ten pages,
Speaker 1: diet water you can drink in social situations.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's I mean, honestly, here's the thing. I'm not
Speaker 2: even saying I'm sober now. I'm just saying it has
Speaker 2: to change, we have to.
Speaker 1: Adjust, we have to dial it down so we can
Speaker 1: dial it back up if we want to, just to
Speaker 1: like have the energy, have the balance. Yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: that's the thing is. It's like late July August hit.
Speaker 1: I had my I think I had my literal breaking
Speaker 1: point on Monday, like.
Speaker 2: So it was like town, yeah, and it was just
Speaker 2: and we had just gotten there and I was just like, okay,
Speaker 2: you know what, I am emotionally exhausted, and I like,
Speaker 2: don't It's not that I don't know why, but I
Speaker 2: don't know enough about why I feel like this to
Speaker 2: the point where I'm like, let's just try to actively
Speaker 2: be healthier. And I'm really happy that I've been prioritizing exercise.
Speaker 2: And I'm not saying like I think anyone should cut
Speaker 2: out alcohol. I'm not making any decisions for you. It's
Speaker 2: just something that's.
Speaker 1: Been on my mind a lot more. And but what
Speaker 1: a wonderful instinct for you to like understand what your
Speaker 1: coordinates are right now and be like, oh, let me
Speaker 1: I know what to do, or let me try this out.
Speaker 1: You're doing AMDR. You're well every now and then, well,
Speaker 1: you're just doing it, doesn't it doesn't matter how often,
Speaker 1: and you are taking very concrete actions. How are you feeling?
Speaker 1: I feel pretty good. Yeah, I feel pretty good. That's good. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's it. I feel good.
Speaker 2: I had a nice answer though, like I feel pretty
Speaker 2: good and that's it. There's not much to allaborary.
Speaker 1: No, I've got nothing to complain about. I really don't
Speaker 1: like what a huge from last summer. But I'm really
Speaker 1: I'm really sorry you feel this way, and it's been
Speaker 1: hard to watch you struggle. But I know I have
Speaker 1: to give you some space and I'm there. I'm always
Speaker 1: there for you. That's another thing is like I am
Speaker 1: so much more introverted than I used to be, and
Speaker 1: I'm wondering about why. I wonder what that is. Like,
Speaker 1: my social battery drains so much faster than it used
Speaker 1: to drain. I think because I think honestly, because I'm
Speaker 1: not settled anywhere. I genuinely think I can.
Speaker 2: Trace it down to the bicoastal thing is not work
Speaker 2: from Oh, and that makes me sad because I'll have
Speaker 2: to sacrifice something in each city. Like I love New
Speaker 2: York because it's fun and like I genuinely think, like,
Speaker 2: like my group of friends is here, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. I feel like it's dating is more fun
Speaker 2: here in New York. I think that that's like, and
Speaker 2: I like being close to my family. I love New
Speaker 2: York energy. But then in Los Angeles, like I'm like
Speaker 2: a healthier version of myself. I take care of myself
Speaker 2: more like I have a couple of relationships there that
Speaker 2: are like indispensable to me, like Jared and Greta, like
Speaker 2: Truly and Sudi, and like I would I don't know
Speaker 2: what I would do if I was not if I
Speaker 2: didn't have those with an access to me. But it's
Speaker 2: the first time in my life where I have no
Speaker 2: instinct about what to do.
Speaker 1: What to do as and where to be.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, as I'm like where to be, like where
Speaker 2: to put my roots down, and where to like start
Speaker 2: things I thought I knew, And then all of a sudden,
Speaker 2: I confuse myself.
Speaker 1: And I think it's.
Speaker 2: Because you know, well, a lot of reasons, but like
Speaker 2: when you don't have to worry about the career anymore,
Speaker 2: and the career is all you worried about for your twenties,
Speaker 2: it's like, now it's like, that's the part of my
Speaker 2: life I feel most secure about.
Speaker 1: That's good. That's good. No, it's good.
Speaker 2: But then all of a sudden, you're like, oh, I
Speaker 2: only ever focused on that, you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: That's not really true. My social life is wonderful. I
Speaker 2: have my close friends, and I mean I have lots
Speaker 2: of things. But the realization that like you might be
Speaker 2: behind in one area because you gave everything to another
Speaker 2: is I think maybe a mid thirties moment.
Speaker 1: It's just reframing what you are saying about, Like you
Speaker 1: thought you knew where to be, but you didn't arrive
Speaker 1: at a decision because what your quote unquote decision was
Speaker 1: was splitting time between two places, which is not a decision, right.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's literally actually trying to have it both ways, yeah,
Speaker 2: which is wonderful, and you really made it work. Yeah,
Speaker 2: And I am so awestruck it the way you've like
Speaker 2: really made it. I feel like you we're genuinely the
Speaker 2: only girl I knew who was making the by Coastal
Speaker 2: thing like look good.
Speaker 1: I feel like it's like a dirty word too, by Coastal.
Speaker 1: It's like made up. Yeah. Well, Like it's like.
Speaker 2: I'll be on the dating app and they'll be like,
Speaker 2: so where do you live and I'll be like, well,
Speaker 2: I'm in I'm by Coastal in New York and l A.
Speaker 1: And I just feel like it's like it's already like yeah, yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: like no one, no one wants to get involved with
Speaker 1: someone that's like not around sure, like who wants that? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I do have to bring up my first two seasons
Speaker 1: working at us an l A. Heidi Gardner and Julia Torres.
Speaker 2: Submitted a sketch twice, and I really wish I would
Speaker 2: have gotten picked, but it was just a girl named
Speaker 2: who's Collin Jared? Obviously, I'll just call you back to
Speaker 2: a Freida. Frida's second appearance. I know he's he's major
Speaker 2: third appearance and like that that count as an appearance,
Speaker 2: I think, so should I have?
Speaker 1: Should I have answered the call?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: No, no, don't answer? Oh my god, no hiding and
Speaker 1: Julio wrote a sketch about a woman named Deirdre. Julio
Speaker 1: loves the same Deirdre because as you know, Deirdre is
Speaker 1: also after.
Speaker 2: As a name, Julio, but it was Heidi playing named
Speaker 2: ded Heidi does give Deirdre. Heidi gives Deirdre.
Speaker 1: But then her whole thing was her catchphrase was in
Speaker 1: this accident which I can't quite place, is Deirdre by Coastal.
Speaker 1: Her whole thing was I work at Chipotle.
Speaker 2: By Coastal Chipotle and coastal Chipotle employee named Deirdre.
Speaker 1: What is the Heidi Gardener, Julio Torres bending, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah.
Speaker 2: Here's the thing about the Deirdre lifestyle, which is what
Speaker 2: I'm going to call by Crystal.
Speaker 1: From now on. Huh.
Speaker 2: The Deirdre lifestyle title e that the Dirda lifestyle. The
Speaker 2: thing about that is like, if Dere's anything like me,
Speaker 2: she also doesn't like really like either of her apartments,
Speaker 2: because I also don't own anything. So that's the other
Speaker 2: thing is it's like I go to my own it
Speaker 2: to like it. No, I know, but like I'm just saying, like,
Speaker 2: maybe it would be better and maybe I would enjoy
Speaker 2: my dear dre lifestyle a little bit more. You liked
Speaker 2: if I know, maybe, yeah, sure, if I liked one
Speaker 2: of them. But like, you know what it is. It's
Speaker 2: like in New York, I have like a great location,
Speaker 2: but it's not the dream like.
Speaker 1: You had drumming a fucking guys, I don't want to
Speaker 1: tell you that my neighbor in my New York apartment,
Speaker 1: his son got a drum kit. That is that is
Speaker 1: such a huge no no in New York City. You
Speaker 1: cannot buy a drum set in New York.
Speaker 2: And especially because he knows how thin the walls are,
Speaker 2: like if he knows he's in New York City, New
Speaker 2: York City.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you cannot play the drums, no, I'm sorry, Or
Speaker 1: you go to drum class to a studio you rented out. Oh,
Speaker 1: And then part of.
Speaker 2: Me feels bad because I'm like, you know, like this
Speaker 2: kid micro up to be Ringo star like. And then
Speaker 2: I ran into the guy in the hallway and he goes, hey,
Speaker 2: you're you're Matthew, right, And I.
Speaker 1: Was like yeah.
Speaker 2: He's like, you're in four f I was like m hm,
Speaker 2: and he was like, sorry about the drums, and I
Speaker 2: was like yeah, I wasn't going to make an issue
Speaker 2: of it just because it's been one day, but I
Speaker 2: do wonder if.
Speaker 1: It's gonna get better. And the guy goes to me,
Speaker 1: this is funny. He goes, well, trust me, it's a
Speaker 1: lot louder in there than it is out here. Well,
Speaker 1: he signed up for it, and you didn't like be
Speaker 1: that as it may.
Speaker 3: You should have.
Speaker 1: You should have gone Dolores catann on his ass. Oh,
Speaker 1: we'll get to that. I apologize, Well, you should apologize,
Speaker 1: so you should apologize.
Speaker 2: Should apologize. You think I'm a slob. And then I
Speaker 2: was like you are a lying cut Wait no, okay.
Speaker 2: So then he was like, don't worry, I'm gonna get panels,
Speaker 2: and I.
Speaker 1: Was like what.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh great, And then I said to him,
Speaker 2: I was like, well, it'll all be worth it when
Speaker 2: he becomes ringo star. And the guy goes, yeah, I
Speaker 2: hope so, and go say in this apartment and I'm like.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, so it might be time to hang it up.
Speaker 1: He's a great father, clearly.
Speaker 2: There's something else in my heart, which is like I
Speaker 2: don't want to discourage this chistic impulses. Of course, and
Speaker 2: we're not saying now, we're not. This is not the
Speaker 2: kid's fault.
Speaker 1: It's just it's really tough to buy drums in this
Speaker 1: city or any city where people are stacked up. On
Speaker 1: top of it, it's not the.
Speaker 2: Instrument to give your kid if your living situation is apartment,
Speaker 2: especially like apartment with walls this thin, Like I swear
Speaker 2: to god, I'll sometimes watch like YouTube videos on my
Speaker 2: laptop and you turn it down and I'll be thinking,
Speaker 2: am I bothering my neighbors?
Speaker 1: That's the that's the porn thing for me? Classically, I'm like,
Speaker 1: am I playing this porn too?
Speaker 2: Oh? This is the worst. When you have to put
Speaker 2: yourself on self tape for an audition?
Speaker 1: Oh terrible? Well you don't. You probably don't do that anymore,
Speaker 1: but I know that.
Speaker 2: But like when you have to put yourself on self
Speaker 2: tape for an audition and you're in your apartment and
Speaker 2: you have to do it several times, and sometimes you
Speaker 2: have to like get angry or yell or say things
Speaker 2: that are not what you are saying. But they're what
Speaker 2: the character is saying, and you think, what the fuck
Speaker 2: are they thinking out there right now?
Speaker 1: I'm saying these lines that are beyond and you can't
Speaker 1: care because guess who doesn't care? Cecily Strong, because the
Speaker 1: entire time she worked at SNL, she was screaming, trying
Speaker 1: out accents and different characters in her apartment. She's like,
Speaker 1: I don't fucking care, Like, say what you want, I'm
Speaker 1: Cecily Strong.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but you know what, though, I guarantee Cicely Strong
Speaker 2: had a nice apartment with good walls.
Speaker 1: Who knows, just like Tim Goodwall, good Walls. Maybe good
Speaker 1: Walls is the name of the episode. That's better.
Speaker 2: That's a better title episode than because you're gonna look
Speaker 2: at the dear Life and be like, what.
Speaker 1: The fuck is that? The good Walls they're clicking, they're clicking. Also,
Speaker 1: good luck trying to spell the name Deirdre. No try.
Speaker 2: I mean, there's no right or wrong answers to thing,
Speaker 2: but go this is the way you spell. Okay, okay,
Speaker 2: d well, let me do it like it's a spelling bee.
Speaker 2: We should have a lost couple spelling being that day,
Speaker 2: we should definitely do a Lost Coach spelling that's really good.
Speaker 2: And it's like your word is sure zinger and it
Speaker 2: has to then everyone has to be like, can you
Speaker 2: use it as a sentence icle Nicole.
Speaker 1: Glorious Glorius wanton as was what's her face? I just
Speaker 1: that's a Norman Desmond nor Desmond Glorious wants to play.
Speaker 2: Well, don't worry, honey, because when it comes next year
Speaker 2: on Broadway, we're going we're seeing Norma. Was I saying, oh,
Speaker 2: this is how you spell it deirdre d I e
Speaker 2: r d r E Deirdre.
Speaker 1: I would say that is that is my spelling as well?
Speaker 1: Should we text Julio and see how he spells it?
Speaker 1: I'm texting him right now, Julio. Okay, I'm actually gonna
Speaker 1: see see you too.
Speaker 2: Okay, great, see you, Julio. We are talking about how
Speaker 2: do you you spell?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 2: No, I guess I'm gonna have to spell it the name?
Speaker 2: Are you texting him separately when I'm on this one time?
Speaker 1: But I'm on the thread with you? Okay, how do
Speaker 1: we get across what made let's let's voice them yea, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: yeah yeah, dear dra.
Speaker 2: Hold on, oh but here's here's here's how Apple dictation
Speaker 2: spells it okay, how d E I? No, that's so stupid, honey,
Speaker 2: d E I R D R E doctor dre.
Speaker 1: Okay. I don't think that there's any way that he's
Speaker 1: going to come back and say, d E I R
Speaker 1: D R E. Well, I don't want. I hope his
Speaker 1: phone and I'm sure it doesn't. I hope his phone
Speaker 1: does not have the dictation, sort of like the transcription,
Speaker 1: the audit transcription. Julia has not updated his phone since
Speaker 1: twenty seventeen. That reads he probably should. He has ten
Speaker 1: thousand unready emails. You're fucking kidding? How many do I have?
Speaker 2: This? I shouldn't talk. Wait, how many I have? Oh
Speaker 2: my god, you're not gonna help me. How many number?
Speaker 2: I'll tell you my number first. No, this is really scary. Actually,
Speaker 2: do you know how many? How many unread emails?
Speaker 1: I have? Thirty five thousand, six hundred eighty nine? Go on,
Speaker 1: I'm not kidding. Look, thirty five thousand, six hundred eighty nine.
Speaker 1: How have you not gone mad? Because let me tell
Speaker 1: you something about my inbox and I'm looking at it
Speaker 1: right now. It is all bullshit.
Speaker 2: It's all sag after communications American Express that's Delta Airlines,
Speaker 2: lift receipts, Google Calendar, I get like Google calendar emails.
Speaker 2: Don't ever say anything about the union being bullshit, No, no, no,
Speaker 2: I just mean what they're sending me is bullshit.
Speaker 1: Sure you need not bait. You need to scroll down
Speaker 1: and click on subscribe on these hose.
Speaker 2: I know, I know, and trust me, I never wanted
Speaker 2: to be like this. You think I ever wanted to
Speaker 2: be sad in the summer thirty five thousand, six hundred
Speaker 2: eighty nine emails in my in my Gmail, unsure of
Speaker 2: how to spell a Deirdre single.
Speaker 1: You're about burnt out. This is about to be an
Speaker 1: episode of Hoarders where I'm showing you the dead, flattened cats,
Speaker 1: the carcasses, and you are screaming, crying, running out of
Speaker 1: the house. We need to go through this email account.
Speaker 1: But meanwhile, totally fruitless at this point. But meanwhile, I
Speaker 1: think you're so on top of the email.
Speaker 2: I am on top of all the important ones, anything
Speaker 2: that we're on together, anything that needs my attention, I
Speaker 2: respond immediately.
Speaker 1: I'm just telling you.
Speaker 2: I get so much bullshit in here, like so much
Speaker 2: bullshit in here. Who the fuck is Scott Dwarkin And
Speaker 2: why do I need to know from him that Kamala
Speaker 2: Harris picks Tim Waltz for VP. I have like literally
Speaker 2: Instagram for that. I can hear from Kamala herself. God knows,
Speaker 2: she texts me on an automated message three times a day.
Speaker 1: You gotta stop. You gotta stop to quit those, babe.
Speaker 2: It's like Weeds, though, you stop to quit one six
Speaker 2: more pop up, Nancy Pelosi, I lose my number. I'm
Speaker 2: so grateful for you and what you've done to get
Speaker 2: Waltz picked. Don't text me.
Speaker 1: I thought you when you said Weeds. We're gonna talk
Speaker 1: about the two V show. The handle box is on
Speaker 1: the heelside. It the theme song of Weeds. Yes, I
Speaker 1: never really watched Weeks. Oh. I loved the first three
Speaker 1: three seasons were good. The season four they were they
Speaker 1: were trying to make it new and fresh. They I
Speaker 1: think they moved to Tijuana or something.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I remember them rebooting a lot Like now,
Speaker 2: It's like, aren't they supposed.
Speaker 1: To reboot it? Oh yeah, I think they are.
Speaker 2: Supposed to like fully bring it back. And I'm like, so,
Speaker 2: what is she gonna start selling like cocaine? Like because
Speaker 2: weeds a whole fing.
Speaker 1: Weeds are kind of thanks to people like Tim Walls. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it ain't no thing.
Speaker 2: It ain't nothing. I mean, like we can literally walk
Speaker 2: outside into the corner.
Speaker 1: Start. By the way, you've never smoked weed, like the
Speaker 1: weed you can get on the street in New York.
Speaker 1: I'm telling you, I don't really get it off the street.
Speaker 1: Oh I do.
Speaker 2: You're talking about like the shops. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm
Speaker 2: not talking about like calling the girls.
Speaker 1: The shops are like okay, meanwhile, shout out to the
Speaker 1: travel agency. But all the weed shops love.
Speaker 2: I'm not even talking about like any of the boutique places.
Speaker 2: I'm talking about like the walk into a place like
Speaker 2: a bodega and they have shit that's like.
Speaker 1: Rolled and Keith, Yeah, you're on planet Moon. Yeah.
Speaker 2: And I swear to you, Jared Praeter, the biggest stoner
Speaker 2: I know, he can't handle the weed that I smoke.
Speaker 1: That's saying something. Yeah.
Speaker 2: And by the way, I'm also aware of the fact that,
Speaker 2: like I do have this big major vice, which is marijuana.
Speaker 1: But I won't give that up. No, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: And I don't know what it's telling you. Seventy my
Speaker 1: heart is not telling you get that up.
Speaker 2: And I did ask you that I was like a
Speaker 2: seventy five hard making me stop smoking weed.
Speaker 1: I did take a peek at the subreddit. Unfortunately, not unfortunately.
Speaker 2: It's seventy five hard subreddit. It's a whole thing and
Speaker 2: people are and why. I just looked up like seventy
Speaker 2: five hard can you smoke weed? And people and there's
Speaker 2: a whole there's a bunch of threads on reddit, and
Speaker 2: the people in the comments were like, well, the guy,
Speaker 2: this big mean guy who invented it, who like confronts
Speaker 2: you on the on the ogham, he goes the reason
Speaker 2: they tell you to give up alcohol is to like
Speaker 2: get out of the brain fog, and we kind.
Speaker 1: Of gives you the same thing. But I'm like no,
Speaker 1: but we kind of like we'd opened up something for me.
Speaker 1: Alcohol like fucking shuts it down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, for me, it's like a weed actually
Speaker 2: like makes me come down to a normal level because
Speaker 2: my anxiety is out of control. But like, remember when
Speaker 2: we were asking them, we went to that museum and
Speaker 2: they had that Robbie Williams exhibit. Yeah, do you remember
Speaker 2: that one room where it was a picture It was
Speaker 2: like a picture of someone's head and there was like
Speaker 2: a million thoughts in the head that were like this
Speaker 2: is me. When I go into a social interaction, you felt.
Speaker 1: Like you were looking to the day of mirror. I
Speaker 1: was so shook by it. I was like we were stoned.
Speaker 2: No, we weren't, but I was just like, this is
Speaker 2: the reason why I look for ways to quiet things down,
Speaker 2: like is because there is I can't stop thinking, I
Speaker 2: can't stop my like inside out too. When anxiety, played
Speaker 2: by my Alehac like took the wheels and like drew
Speaker 2: up the five hundred things that could happen, like in
Speaker 2: your brain at any given time, based on any event
Speaker 2: that may happen, I was like, that is so what
Speaker 2: it is. And I think that's why sometimes, like in
Speaker 2: a self assessment, it feels like I leave things like
Speaker 2: whether shows we're doing, sometimes this podcast, or like social
Speaker 2: interactions I have, and if I assess myself, I'm like, wow,
Speaker 2: you really did the most, Like you're exhausted. That's just
Speaker 2: like my anxiety like responding in a way where it's
Speaker 2: like do more fill the space, like don't let there
Speaker 2: be silenced. That's don't be boring.
Speaker 1: That's you flushing the thoughts in your head. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, It's just been really interesting to deeply understand that
Speaker 2: that is the way that my social anxiety manifests in
Speaker 2: a way that probably no one would ever think I
Speaker 2: have it, but I have it so bad and it's
Speaker 2: incredibly hard for me to get out of the house.
Speaker 2: And then when I get somewhere, I'm seeming fine because
Speaker 2: I'm going a mile a minute and turn the charm
Speaker 2: on one hundred percent and like, am you know me?
Speaker 2: But like then I leave and I'm like exhausted, and
Speaker 2: I feel like I never really knew that people identified
Speaker 2: with it in that way. I just thought I was like,
Speaker 2: you know, crazy and at ten and like was me
Speaker 2: Matt Rogers like a heightened person? But like I'm now understanding,
Speaker 2: and honestly, Robby Williams exhibit helped me realize this, Like, oh,
Speaker 2: this is like an anxiety response I'm having, like I'm
Speaker 2: not comfortable and so that's why I can't slow down.
Speaker 1: Anxiety is also like a future focused thing. You are
Speaker 1: just accounting for all all these different outcomes. I feel
Speaker 1: like you are constantly thinking about the future because and
Speaker 1: I don't know if this sounds silly, but it's like
Speaker 1: I think it's because you constantly have literally a flight
Speaker 1: to catch, because you know, when you know, when you
Speaker 1: have travel plans and like you're kind of like thinking
Speaker 1: about it's like what the scaries are and stuff. It's
Speaker 1: like you just like have a different place I used
Speaker 1: to be in a matter of days, and that is
Speaker 1: going to put you in that space constantly.
Speaker 2: I completely understand why you feel that way based on
Speaker 2: what I project, because I think when I'm around like
Speaker 2: any of my friends or anyone else, like I want
Speaker 2: people to think like I'm moving, I'm going because when
Speaker 2: I am by myself, all I think about is the past.
Speaker 2: So like when i'm I get so stuck. Oh my god,
Speaker 2: I get so stuck in like what like what's happened
Speaker 2: and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: I can't like that.
Speaker 2: I feel like I have to, like then like put
Speaker 2: so much on the schedule and stuff like that. Like
Speaker 2: it's just like a lot and I can never just
Speaker 2: like sit like in a moment, so I can never
Speaker 2: enjoy anything. I'm sorry, No, I'm sorry, Matt.
Speaker 1: It's okay.
Speaker 2: I mean, like I didn't even mean to be like this,
Speaker 2: What do you mean, because we don't mean to be
Speaker 2: like any now.
Speaker 1: I like will start judging myself for doing this on
Speaker 1: the podcast. Girl, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I think I'm just like because now tomorrow I'm leaving again,
Speaker 2: and I'm like, I don't.
Speaker 1: I just trying to figure out, like this is what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Matt, like, you have you have no literally
Speaker 1: no grounding. Yeah, true, you have. You're you're living the
Speaker 1: deer tore lifestyle.
Speaker 2: Lifestyle is chipping away at me. I think because it's
Speaker 2: been like a year and a half it and it's
Speaker 2: connected to other things and it's just like yeah, but
Speaker 2: I I literally will be fine because I think the
Speaker 2: fact that I'm even able to acknowledge all this stuff
Speaker 2: means a positive thing. Like I think, like like the
Speaker 2: damn breaking a little bit of emotionally is good and
Speaker 2: you and I think that alcohol will make me very
Speaker 2: sad when I'm in this state, like I feel, I
Speaker 2: kind of feel like them around Beverly Hills and Kyle
Speaker 2: Richards was like, I can't.
Speaker 1: Afford to be tired and said in the morning, I
Speaker 1: can't drink. It's dark.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know it's for me. It's I don't think
Speaker 2: it's that dark, but it is like I do get that.
Speaker 2: I'm like, I can't add the extra thing right now
Speaker 2: of like right.
Speaker 1: Way would you like if that's like if that's the
Speaker 1: toggle or if that if that like flips the switch,
Speaker 1: then like there's no reason to do it. Yeah, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I also think it's just like like a myth that
Speaker 2: it's something you need, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's like it's it's really not well, this is what
Speaker 1: people point out all the time, especially and like AA
Speaker 1: is like it's so hard because it is literally shoved
Speaker 1: in our faces constantly. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean.
Speaker 2: I'm just thinking about us like doing absolute vodka. Sure,
Speaker 2: I mean like, but that's that's not no, that's to
Speaker 2: have a nice celebratory time. And guess what I think
Speaker 2: that every now and then have a causma back to me,
Speaker 2: back to the check. I Julio answered, what the fuck
Speaker 2: is that? He's no, he just he just sent back
Speaker 2: d E I R D R E I dere tell him,
Speaker 2: tell him, yeah, this is too much.
Speaker 1: You are indulging. Yeah he is. He is being very
Speaker 1: indulgent as he's want to do as he's wanted to do.
Speaker 1: We love him for that. Anyway, I will not continue
Speaker 1: to drag this into the depths. No, but see, this
Speaker 1: is what what is this instinct of not wanting to
Speaker 1: talk about this unless you really don't feel comfortable talking
Speaker 1: about it. I think the instinct to not want to
Speaker 1: talk about it is just well clearly I did talk
Speaker 1: about it.
Speaker 2: So and it's it's been the way that I'm feeling
Speaker 2: for like kind of a while. And I think that
Speaker 2: maybe the reason for like a new connection with Lana
Speaker 2: del Ray. But I will say this, all the music
Speaker 2: that I'm listening to actually is starting to terrorize me.
Speaker 2: It's starting to chase me around. So talk about this.
Speaker 2: So I need to get out of the loop that
Speaker 2: I'm in because all the all the like and this
Speaker 2: is I literally think, and this is something Spotify you
Speaker 2: I I need a Spotify. I need to like wipe
Speaker 2: it clean and just start fresh. I don't know how
Speaker 2: to do that because literally it's like it's like.
Speaker 1: There's a whole place in the New York about how
Speaker 1: this Spotify user experience is actually really damaging and it's
Speaker 1: like not sorry, we love we love your Spotify, but
Speaker 1: also like the way the user experience is designed does
Speaker 1: not incentivize you to discover new things.
Speaker 2: It literally the other day, Bowen, I was in a
Speaker 2: bad mood, and I swear to God, I love I
Speaker 2: love her so much. I love her so much, Lana.
Speaker 2: But I did not want to listen to chapelone again.
Speaker 1: I understand.
Speaker 2: I did not want to listen to Espresso again. I
Speaker 2: understand I actually needed a little bit of a break
Speaker 2: from tortured Bowet's. It was making me too sad. I
Speaker 2: didn't want to look, and then I literally looked. It
Speaker 2: was almost like I couldn't find new music. Oh It's
Speaker 2: almost like I was like Spotify would only regurgitate to
Speaker 2: me things that I had listened to before, are things
Speaker 2: that were exactly the same, right, And I'm like, wait,
Speaker 2: it really boxes you into this zone and keeps you
Speaker 2: there so that it can identify more easily what you like.
Speaker 1: This is this is the James seamous thing. Yeah, Like,
Speaker 1: at a certain point, you go, I don't want any
Speaker 1: of this right now, none of it.
Speaker 2: It's it's dating apps, it's shopping online, it's it's streaming.
Speaker 1: It's like, it's this is.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I forget about how dating apps has attacked
Speaker 2: me recently.
Speaker 1: I'm harping on this so much, but to talk about
Speaker 1: this forget about it. Just it's almost like it's actually scary.
Speaker 1: It's almost like, well, I'm not going to see this person. Boom.
Speaker 2: Well I'm not going to see this type of person. Boom,
Speaker 2: Well I'm not going to This is never this will
Speaker 2: never happen. Boom. It's just like I hate feeling so
Speaker 2: known and basic by my devices, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: It's like it will literally make you feel like the
Speaker 2: smallest person in the world your phone. And this is
Speaker 2: another Gabe Leban shout out from his seminole stand up
Speaker 2: album HII. But this was before like we had like
Speaker 2: a common like discourse around algorithms and shit, like it
Speaker 2: came out like twenty fourteen.
Speaker 1: I want to say, I might be getting the date wrong,
Speaker 1: the year wrong. But he has a he has a
Speaker 1: whole joke where he's like, it's creepy how Netflix finds
Speaker 1: out that you're gay because you don't tell it that
Speaker 1: because he goes meanwhile, like I go on Facebook and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm Gabe and I'm a big old Helmo
Speaker 1: And then the whole right thing of my screen is.
Speaker 3: Tank toptops for sale, which was just which just like
Speaker 3: this is the thing though, It's like, why does it
Speaker 3: feel like an insult?
Speaker 2: It's does it feel is because it makes because it
Speaker 2: makes you feel your interests are very limited, That's what
Speaker 2: it is. And I know that's not true about myself. Yes,
Speaker 2: And I honestly think, if I'm to be very real,
Speaker 2: I think it hurts this podcast sometimes.
Speaker 1: Of course it guys, We're like, what we're talking about
Speaker 1: the same shit.
Speaker 2: I feel redundant and boring, and so sometimes I'm just like,
Speaker 2: you know what, it might be nice.
Speaker 1: For some app to force me to read a book.
Speaker 2: And I have, really I've been trying to put myself
Speaker 2: out there in regard I honestly a lot.
Speaker 1: Of it with self protection.
Speaker 2: And pop music is a drug, and especially as it
Speaker 2: gets shorter, it's like a little tiny hit that's supposed
Speaker 2: to make you feel better in a second. And guess what,
Speaker 2: a lot of these girls are really good at it
Speaker 2: and doing it in elevated ways. I think that's what
Speaker 2: pisses me off kind of about woman's world is because
Speaker 2: it's trying to be nothing and so therefore it is
Speaker 2: and when it gets in my ears, I'm like a
Speaker 2: little insulted. I'm like, this is such bullshit and garbage
Speaker 2: nothing that I feel like you thought you really could
Speaker 2: get away with it, and you used to actually challenge
Speaker 2: the pop landscape Katie Perry, Like, I'll say again, like
Speaker 2: when you came out with I Kissed a Girl, everyone
Speaker 2: was like, who's that? What's she all about? That's a
Speaker 2: new perspective, this is a new sound, this is a
Speaker 2: new thing. She's like a warped tour like pop Girl.
Speaker 2: It was like a new fresh thing. Now she's it's
Speaker 2: a woman's world. And I'm sorry. I know that Lifetimes
Speaker 2: is better, but it's the same thing, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. Her second single is called Lifetime. I get
Speaker 2: that it's like a better song and it's not as
Speaker 2: like on the nose vanilla like, but it's also have
Speaker 2: you not heard it yet?
Speaker 1: Heard it?
Speaker 2: She's pushing it like they're already moving on to the
Speaker 2: second single because the first one was such a flop.
Speaker 2: But even that song, like, yeah, you could definitely turn
Speaker 2: this on into a gay party and we could all
Speaker 2: like not think about it, and sure, it's just ambious.
Speaker 2: It's not doing anything.
Speaker 1: I mean, first of all, I want to say, made
Speaker 1: the switch over to Apple Music, enjoying it, but that
Speaker 1: might turn to do the same thing so far, not
Speaker 1: because it's reminding me of iPod days, okay, and I
Speaker 1: happen to like some discovery stuff on there. There's an
Speaker 1: app called song Shift that'll just import your whole Spotify
Speaker 1: library over to Apple if you want that. But it
Speaker 1: sounds like you want to start fresh, which maybe, but
Speaker 1: like whatever, it's there for you if you want. I've
Speaker 1: been like dipping into techno, like Ven from Bergheim, like
Speaker 1: curating a techno playlist and I'm like, oh, like like
Speaker 1: he has on Apple and I'm just like listening to it.
Speaker 1: I'm like, this is perfect. This is perfect. Every day
Speaker 1: doesn't feel like like what you're saying, like a quick
Speaker 1: hit of something. It just feels it is intentionally ambient
Speaker 1: rather than like deceptively ambient in the way that like
Speaker 1: Lifetimes might be like put it on a gay party
Speaker 1: and I guess we'll just like do other stuff while
Speaker 1: that plays. Techno is like I'm reading to this and
Speaker 1: it works, or I'm just like doing washing the dishes
Speaker 1: to techno and if it's a vibe and I'm like
Speaker 1: this is like there's an authentic thing to this kind
Speaker 1: of music and to listening to music and way where
Speaker 1: you're like, this is just to put on in play.
Speaker 1: It's like putting on a vinyl on on the fucking
Speaker 1: record player and all you can do is drop the
Speaker 1: needle and let it play. And like if you're fussy
Speaker 1: with like skipping a track, it's like you're not really
Speaker 1: supposed to do that. You're supposed to just let it
Speaker 1: play continuously. That is what we are kind of missing
Speaker 1: right now. Am I making sense? No, yeah, it is.
Speaker 1: It doesn't make sense to me, But we're about to
Speaker 1: say something.
Speaker 2: I think because it exists and breathes, whereas like pop music,
Speaker 2: like it's literally a little hit, it's picks and valleys.
Speaker 1: It's like drugs and some of.
Speaker 2: These girls are drug dealers and they're incredible. I think
Speaker 2: Sabrina Carpenter is an amazing drug dealer.
Speaker 1: That's a real culture. Number seventy.
Speaker 2: I think is an amazing drug dealer because she keeps
Speaker 2: you hooked.
Speaker 1: I mean please.
Speaker 2: And now do you hear the new song what's called
Speaker 2: slim Pickens?
Speaker 1: Oh uh huh? Like out it's there's an acoustic version
Speaker 1: that she performs at the Grammy Museum with Jack Antonov.
Speaker 2: That's like out there. We'll listen to it after this.
Speaker 2: But she's just like she's she's super smart and funny,
Speaker 2: and I think the album is gonna be great. I
Speaker 2: think you know what it is. Like we've been talking
Speaker 2: about how this year is like the year of pop gurlies,
Speaker 2: pop girlies, pop gurlies, that there's been so much that
Speaker 2: it's been all I'm consuming, and then suddenly my Spotify
Speaker 2: is like your one thing. You are one thing. It's
Speaker 2: not anyone's fault, like that works there or whatever. It's
Speaker 2: just algorithmic and I get it. Like, but even on
Speaker 2: YouTube and stuff, which is how I've ended up getting
Speaker 2: a lot of my news, it's like you forget you
Speaker 2: have other interests than the three things that they send
Speaker 2: you on YouTube. Yeah, if people are identifying with this, Holly,
Speaker 2: if you hear me, Holl, I think people have to
Speaker 2: be though, because that's like the way the internet works, and.
Speaker 1: It's dehumanizing right in a very literal way. It's like, oh,
Speaker 1: you think I'm an ATM and I buy three things
Speaker 1: not metaphor doesn't really make sense an ATM and I
Speaker 1: buy three things, like you think I'm an ATM and yeah,
Speaker 1: I whatever, you know what I mean. It's like I
Speaker 1: spin out money or you're an ATM and you think
Speaker 1: I come to you for there's only one thing, sure exactly,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: No, you're an ATM.
Speaker 1: Also, what you're what you're talking about is really obsessing
Speaker 1: over the past and then having anxiety over the future.
Speaker 1: Like literally, what's missing? Not to sound this is so
Speaker 1: fucking irolly, but like what's missing is like a presence,
Speaker 1: you know, like it was like and that you should
Speaker 1: be present, Yeah, and breathe. It's the only sort of
Speaker 1: a conscious and unconscious thing process in the body, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. It happens if you think about
Speaker 1: it happens if you don't.
Speaker 2: Well, it's like I think I used to like call
Speaker 2: it like manifesting. I was like, oh no, I'm not
Speaker 2: like fixated on like what's gonna happen. I'm just manifesting,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But that's like and that's
Speaker 2: always worked for me, you know what I mean. It's
Speaker 2: just like lately, I don't know, I'm just I'm just.
Speaker 1: Changing speak of YouTube. And I really hope this populates
Speaker 1: a lot of people's algorithms. Look up the School of Life.
Speaker 1: I think I've told you about this, and I've told
Speaker 1: I think I've mentioned this on the pod. But they're
Speaker 1: this like really cute British company and they like sell
Speaker 1: books at urban outfitters and shit, and it's like little
Speaker 1: journals and they're really good actually, and I sound like
Speaker 1: a teenager. But they make videos too about how like
Speaker 1: an early bedtime is actually really nice. I love it
Speaker 1: and I love but then that, but then that all
Speaker 1: leads to like, at a certain point in life, you
Speaker 1: realize that like a simpler life is the answer to everything.
Speaker 1: An early bedtime you just watch what you eat every
Speaker 1: now and then, not for like any like vanity project,
Speaker 1: but just as a way of just like taking care
Speaker 1: of yourself. I don't know. It's like a really lovely thing.
Speaker 1: And like when I went through that whole moment last summer,
Speaker 1: I was reading their books, I was watching these videos
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, this is a comfort. Do
Speaker 1: you remember when we saw Varta Jean at the Errorstour.
Speaker 2: At the Crown and Anchor and at one point she
Speaker 2: leaves the stage and the piano player played Miley Cyrus.
Speaker 1: I know I used to be crazy. I know I
Speaker 1: used to be fun. I was like, on the first
Speaker 1: it's such a good song. It's great that Miley cyrus
Speaker 1: that Miley loves that song. Adele Adele, I.
Speaker 2: Think Patrick, I think House was telling me that Adele's
Speaker 2: only shouted at two people at her Vega shows, Miley
Speaker 2: for I used to be young and Sabrina Carpenter yep first.
Speaker 1: So yeah, yeah, yep. Adele gets it.
Speaker 2: Adela Spotify too when it's feeding her the same shit.
Speaker 1: Too, do you think?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I will say like, this was not to
Speaker 2: knock any of my girls.
Speaker 1: I was just in a in a moment.
Speaker 2: I was within an hour where I was like, you
Speaker 2: know what, Chapel, I've been listening to you not.
Speaker 1: That this moment is indicative of something. Yes it is.
Speaker 2: It's just me wanting to like expand a little bit
Speaker 2: more and feel like a little bit more comfortable and secure,
Speaker 2: that's all. And like I think being like sort of
Speaker 2: attacked on the internet by the things that you associate
Speaker 2: with a bad time is not great.
Speaker 1: What do you mean?
Speaker 2: Like, it's a lot of this music that's like emotional
Speaker 2: and like really puts me in my feelings about things
Speaker 2: I've been through and I'm like I don't want to
Speaker 2: hear that song again.
Speaker 1: Yeah, like I know, I don't want to hear this
Speaker 1: song again.
Speaker 2: I know, like leave Me Alone Coffee by Chapelone, Oh
Speaker 2: beautiful song so good.
Speaker 1: After this. But anyway, let's actually do I don't think so, honey,
Speaker 1: and you go first, because it's gonna kick us into
Speaker 1: a conversation about a cultural topic.
Speaker 2: I was, Yes, I'm doing that for later. Oh you're
Speaker 2: doing that for later? Yes, okay, got it?
Speaker 1: Does that make sense? Yes, it makes sense. And Anna
Speaker 1: are gonna go. We have some work to do, and
Speaker 1: then we have to go to Watch It Happens Live.
Speaker 1: We're doing Watch It Happens Live.
Speaker 2: We're gonna be on this Sunday, and then they're having
Speaker 2: us do I don't think they're having things on it, okay,
Speaker 2: So then I don't want then I want to say
Speaker 2: one thing okay on this podcast because I don't know
Speaker 2: how much of it we're gonna have to be able
Speaker 2: to get out.
Speaker 1: Let me go on Watch It Happens Live. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, all this hysteria about needing to reboot The Real
Speaker 2: Housewives of New Jersey, guys, calm down. There is a
Speaker 2: very clear answer here to what needs to happen. Theresa
Speaker 2: Judaice is married to a man who is dark, toxic, weird,
Speaker 2: and potentially a little dangerous. So as long as she
Speaker 2: is on the show, her storylines are gonna be dark, toxic, weird,
Speaker 2: and a little dangerous. And Jen is her lackey and
Speaker 2: completely spinning out and clearly miserable and acts like a
Speaker 2: seventh grader in the way that she treats people and
Speaker 2: the way that she talks to people and the way
Speaker 2: that she interacts with the world around her. They are
Speaker 2: the only thing besides Jackie who's like, well, I don't
Speaker 2: even know what happened. It's so disappointed, but obviously never
Speaker 2: not coming back. And it's crazy because I've met Jackie
Speaker 2: personally a couple times, and I just don't understand.
Speaker 1: What do you think she's doing.
Speaker 2: You met her and her husband, Adam glad the Gladawars, Yeah,
Speaker 2: And then I met her at pravocand I've always thought
Speaker 2: she was lovely and smart and great, and I just
Speaker 2: don't understand a single thing that she's done. And I
Speaker 2: hope everything's okay. But my thing with the two of
Speaker 2: them is it's just like they're the cancer here. They
Speaker 2: are the problem. Teresa and Jen. You have a great
Speaker 2: show there with Rachel, Danielle, Dolores, Jen Fessler, Margaret and Melissa.
Speaker 2: That's like a six people right there, and then cast
Speaker 2: a couple new women the reboot of it all. It's like,
Speaker 2: you don't need to do that, especially when you have
Speaker 2: already large group of women with working dynamics.
Speaker 1: Did you see Dolores when she was.
Speaker 2: In the the well, You guys didn't see this yet,
Speaker 2: but we saw it anyway. It's so clear Dolores actually
Speaker 2: enjoys one group more than the other, but for some reason,
Speaker 2: she has to pretend that she likes Teresa and Jen
Speaker 2: more than the rest of them, and it's to her detriment.
Speaker 1: Being Switzerland is overrated. I think it's something that's worked
Speaker 1: for her entire life. But that's the thing too, It's
Speaker 1: like you're not making a decision right, there's no conviction.
Speaker 2: And I think that if she's exhausted by being in
Speaker 2: the middle, that's something she can fix for herself. But
Speaker 2: I also think Dolores Ktanya and I think I like
Speaker 2: this about her all right. I understand this about her.
Speaker 2: She has a difficult time letting go, and I think
Speaker 2: that she's getting better at it in her personal life
Speaker 2: and stuff. But you know, she was so close to
Speaker 2: Frank for such a long time, and you understand why
Speaker 2: she's not going to like toss someone like Teresa out.
Speaker 2: They've been like lifelong friends. But like right is right
Speaker 2: and wrong is wrong, and there's a lot of right
Speaker 2: and wrong here. The last thing I'll say on the
Speaker 2: issue is if Dolores Ktanya is taking off my television screens,
Speaker 2: I'm out.
Speaker 1: I'm no longer a Bravo fan, and I do want
Speaker 1: to publicly. Maybe I'll do this on the show on
Speaker 1: what it happens. I do want to There's been documented
Speaker 1: moments of me questioning your love of Dolores. Yeah, there
Speaker 1: is on video. No less, and I have to say
Speaker 1: now that I've really like committed to New Jersey. I
Speaker 1: totally get it. What a fabulous No. We just worked
Speaker 1: it out on the remix. We did just work it
Speaker 1: out on the remix. Should we do all of things? Money,
Speaker 1: Let's do it. This is I don't think Soney. This
Speaker 1: is where we take one minute to rail against something
Speaker 1: in culture. Matt, do you want to go first? Sure?
Speaker 1: I'm also happy to know I have something good, Okay,
Speaker 1: this is Matt Rogers. I don't think so many as
Speaker 1: time starts now, I don't think so honey. Everyone hounding
Speaker 1: me on my Instagram reel where I eat the steamer.
Speaker 2: It's a steamer clan. People don't seem to know what
Speaker 2: it is like. People are fascinated by this type of food.
Speaker 2: I'll explain it to you so you don't have to
Speaker 2: say I don't think so honey.
Speaker 1: I know what this is.
Speaker 2: A steamer clam is a soft shell clam that is
Speaker 2: served in like a garlicky broth, and it's they pop
Speaker 2: open and what you do is you take the tail off,
Speaker 2: you dip it in some water to clean off the
Speaker 2: steamer because sometimes there's still some stuff from the sea,
Speaker 2: sand and stuff. You clean it off, You dip it
Speaker 2: in butter, and then you eat the sucker. Sometimes this
Speaker 2: steamer clam can be quite large. And we were in Provincetown,
Speaker 2: and I don't think so honey, that anyone was going
Speaker 2: to eat this big one but me. So I said,
Speaker 2: remember how big that steamer was?
Speaker 1: A big steamer.
Speaker 2: The one was the person that recorded this, and I
Speaker 2: put that in my mouth and I wanted it recorded,
Speaker 2: so I could show people my culture. So I don't think,
Speaker 2: so honey, all us are coming from my culture research.
Speaker 2: They did serve that at the restaurant. They serve it
Speaker 2: all around the Northeast and around the country. Go get
Speaker 2: yourself a steamer clam. I do think so honey. They're delicious,
Speaker 2: And that's one minute. I love steamer. I've think about
Speaker 2: steamers my whole life. But you are really doing a
Speaker 2: lot of I guess, educational work and telling people what
Speaker 2: these things are. And I think that I obviously it
Speaker 2: was an on if you go to my Instagram, less
Speaker 2: real that I posted it's this one. Yeah, but it
Speaker 2: was an uncommonly large one, like everyone at the table was.
Speaker 2: It looked even bigger in person.
Speaker 1: It was huge. It was huge. You are really a
Speaker 1: true Pisces. You are a child of the seas. I'm
Speaker 1: of the sea, I'm of the waters. I love that.
Speaker 1: That's one of my favorite textual things about you is
Speaker 1: that you are you grew up by the ocean. I'm
Speaker 1: a nautical and pown is like so my culture, I think.
Speaker 1: But I think my my number one moment being there
Speaker 1: was eating that steamer, but also tied with us watching
Speaker 1: thirty Rock oh my god. We went back and watched
Speaker 1: thirty watching Dirty Rocks. We we went to a house
Speaker 1: and then we were like, let's go back home and
Speaker 1: watch thirty Rock because I I've always been obsessed with
Speaker 1: this joke and I finally had to get there, get
Speaker 1: the get the wording right for the quotes. But it's
Speaker 1: it's a lane stretches Jacks mom Colleen and she she
Speaker 1: meets Lizz's family. I think this is a Ludica Christmas
Speaker 1: episode from season two, and they go they go out
Speaker 1: to eat together. I like a restaurant thirty Rock in
Speaker 1: the concourse, like some like chili style place, and then
Speaker 1: she she just goes it's so hard to choose. The
Speaker 1: photos of the food looks so good, like it's like
Speaker 1: a perfectly calibrated trick. It's like not too jokey, but
Speaker 1: it's like so in character for that, for that scene
Speaker 1: and for her, and oh I love it.
Speaker 2: I mean we also watched The Queen of Jordan Jordan,
Speaker 2: which where was Sherry Shepherd's Emmy? Where was Sherry Shepherd's
Speaker 2: Emmy for the Queen of Jordan? Tell me now, explain
Speaker 2: it to me. I don't understand. That was amazing that
Speaker 2: episode of TV is incredible.
Speaker 1: I wanted to be a singer ever since I was
Speaker 1: a little Drumglas booked a recordings to you last night?
Speaker 1: What did what was her name? Randy? Randy said something
Speaker 1: at one point that was completely insane. After my second
Speaker 1: husband shot me for the second time. After my second
Speaker 1: husband shot me for the second time, I knew that
Speaker 1: love with you watching Lynn and it was up watching
Speaker 1: Lynn and Frank work out their differences. I offered to
Speaker 1: rent out my strip Lotties studio that I got after
Speaker 1: I after I got money from the city after that
Speaker 1: cops shop. Here's something she just her character game is
Speaker 1: that she just keeps getting shot by people. It's so crazy.
Speaker 1: Also Portia, I don't care what anyone says. I keep
Speaker 1: them three D glasses and then don't do impressions about
Speaker 1: the races, Sherry Shepherd. That line delivery from Sherry don't
Speaker 1: do impressions about the races? Good.
Speaker 2: Obviously, there's you know the famous my single my single
Speaker 2: is Dropping has dropped, one of.
Speaker 1: The cleanest, purest, simplest jokes. Pors reads the papers. She
Speaker 1: reads the piece my single my single is dropping is dropping?
Speaker 1: Is the for sales two shoes never worn. It's like
Speaker 1: it's a full story. Wait.
Speaker 2: Wait, Also, this is the beginning of the scene where
Speaker 2: she's shopping and she goes, I need to look good
Speaker 2: for my party, and I refuse to wear anything in
Speaker 2: my size or appropriate for my age.
Speaker 1: Would go I happen to be a Christian illiterate. We'll
Speaker 1: donate to the Obama campaign. We support you, Setta, we
Speaker 1: support Yousett. I'm sorry, but I need a mental rule
Speaker 1: of culture. My single, my single is dropping, is the
Speaker 1: for sale baby shoes never worn of jokes? Yeah, really good, Okay,
Speaker 1: let's do it. What rule of the country is that two?
Speaker 2: My single Dropping is dropping? Dropping is the for sale
Speaker 2: sale baby baby shoes never worn.
Speaker 1: It's a full story. It tells the story to getting
Speaker 1: middle Woman. It really does. My single, my single is drop,
Speaker 1: I dropping it? Okay, Oh I had I just had one?
Speaker 1: Oh no, damn it. I hate this feeling.
Speaker 2: What is this feeling? So sudden and new? I felt
Speaker 2: the moment I forgot why? I don't think so honey.
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, okay, okay, are you ready queen it? Yep?
Speaker 2: All right, this is gonna be Bowen Yang's I don't
Speaker 2: think so honey, and his time starts now.
Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. I don't mean to kill
Speaker 1: these plants, and yet I do. I am trying to
Speaker 1: keep this snake plant alive. No, sorry, not the snake plant.
Speaker 1: This I'm oh. I think it's an Indian dragon tree.
Speaker 1: I might be making that up hold on them. See,
Speaker 1: maybe this is maybe this is the problem to begin with.
Speaker 1: I don't even know the names of these things, and
Speaker 1: I I am not gonna here's the thing. I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna name these plants because I it's so hard to
Speaker 1: say goodbye, and then I'm gonna feel even more guilty
Speaker 1: for killing them. It's a song of India. The leaves
Speaker 1: keep yellowing. I water so diligently. I am on a schedule,
Speaker 1: on an app on Planta. I am. I am making
Speaker 1: sure these plants stay alive. And for the most part
Speaker 1: they are. But this song of India is really hard
Speaker 1: and I it's a huge, heavy pot and I'm pretty
Speaker 1: I'm like eighty five percent sure there's a hole in
Speaker 1: it for drainage.
Speaker 2: But I need some help. I need the plant doctor
Speaker 2: to come into my house. If you take house calls,
Speaker 2: plant doctor.
Speaker 1: Come on over. That's one minute. I will say it
Speaker 1: looks pretty healthy to me. There's some yellowing. I don't know.
Speaker 2: That has to be a pretty complicated guy to keep it.
Speaker 2: It's tear down, but it should. It's a little bare
Speaker 2: bones and I want it to be more lush, and
Speaker 2: it's a little anyway. It seemed better days. Yeah, I
Speaker 2: would say, don't be too hard on yourself. You're doing
Speaker 2: the best that you can. How many times do you
Speaker 2: water it?
Speaker 1: It's like once every eight days. It doesn't need that
Speaker 1: much water. And yet and it's in a good spot.
Speaker 1: I mean it's right in the winds, right in the window.
Speaker 1: It's fine. I'll all figure it out. What about this one?
Speaker 1: These are flowers that I get every week that I
Speaker 1: give a week plant that's flowers flower? Okay? The difference, Well,
Speaker 1: this has been an episode of last cult that we
Speaker 1: will remember. I think it was releasing the valve a
Speaker 1: little bit.
Speaker 2: I had to release the valve a little bit. I've
Speaker 2: kind of been releasing the valve every day and you
Speaker 2: have to Yeah, isn't that weird? Like sometimes you just
Speaker 2: really are more emotional than other times. Like I remember,
Speaker 2: like a few months ago, I couldn't even I couldn't
Speaker 2: even think about creating tears.
Speaker 1: I'm like every day, I'm jealous of y'all. Y'all motherfuckers
Speaker 1: who cry. I cry. I love to cry. I'm that Pisces,
Speaker 1: Pisces cancer, and that's who I am. I'm a Scorpio down.
Speaker 1: The only wetness comes out of the other end, totally fun,
Speaker 1: dripped drip drip on hardwood floors and dens across the board. Anyway,
Speaker 1: we and every single episode of the song, Oh No,
Speaker 1: I used to be crazy, Hona used to be one,
Speaker 1: I used to be wild. Because you don't know the song,
Speaker 1: I know it, Bye bye Last Culture. Racis is the
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Speaker 2: produced by Anna Hasnier and Hans Soni
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