1 00:00:10,240 --> 00:00:14,600 Speaker 1: Hey there, everybody, Welcome to Amy and TJ Presents. But 2 00:00:14,720 --> 00:00:19,759 Speaker 1: now we have something after the presents TJ Killer. 3 00:00:19,800 --> 00:00:23,440 Speaker 2: Thriller, Killer Thriller. That sounds Is it too dramatic? 4 00:00:23,480 --> 00:00:26,560 Speaker 3: I wondered if no, No, you don't think that Tyler's dramatic. 5 00:00:26,800 --> 00:00:27,200 Speaker 2: You think so. 6 00:00:27,480 --> 00:00:30,720 Speaker 4: Yes, that's what we're talking about, Killer Thriller. 7 00:00:30,920 --> 00:00:34,920 Speaker 1: And yes we have an aunt which is exciting because 8 00:00:34,920 --> 00:00:38,480 Speaker 1: it's not just Amy and TJ Presents Killer Thriller. It's 9 00:00:38,520 --> 00:00:43,760 Speaker 1: Amy and TJ Presents Killer Thriller with Alisa Donovan. 10 00:00:44,159 --> 00:00:46,200 Speaker 3: Oh yes, and a lot of people know that name 11 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:48,519 Speaker 3: and I don't know that history. But a lot of 12 00:00:48,520 --> 00:00:51,000 Speaker 3: people haven't done what we have now been able to do, 13 00:00:51,400 --> 00:00:54,080 Speaker 3: which is be stuck in LA traffic. 14 00:00:55,360 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 2: Which is what we just did all the way here. 15 00:00:57,600 --> 00:00:59,840 Speaker 4: Yes, was that not the best way to get to 16 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:00,520 Speaker 4: know each other. 17 00:01:00,760 --> 00:01:03,480 Speaker 5: It was not that we wanted to have to do 18 00:01:03,520 --> 00:01:05,440 Speaker 5: it again, but like it kind of was. 19 00:01:05,600 --> 00:01:07,880 Speaker 1: We made the most of La traffic, one of the 20 00:01:07,920 --> 00:01:10,600 Speaker 1: things that La is known for, but we turned it 21 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:11,440 Speaker 1: into lemonade. 22 00:01:11,520 --> 00:01:14,959 Speaker 5: It's like we had fifteen different conversations and looked out 23 00:01:15,000 --> 00:01:15,440 Speaker 5: the window. 24 00:01:15,640 --> 00:01:17,240 Speaker 4: We were in the same place. 25 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:21,160 Speaker 1: We really go anywhere out of the car. Anyone who 26 00:01:21,240 --> 00:01:23,399 Speaker 1: lives in La probably has experienced this as well. 27 00:01:23,400 --> 00:01:24,160 Speaker 4: Even in New York. 28 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:26,680 Speaker 1: We've done this too, Get out of the cab because 29 00:01:26,720 --> 00:01:29,880 Speaker 1: you aren't going anywhere, and we walked it, and we 30 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:33,280 Speaker 1: are so excited because we're talking about a new true 31 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:40,080 Speaker 1: crime podcast and you are obviously a well we're of 32 00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:44,120 Speaker 1: a certain age. So the nineties you were everywhere. For 33 00:01:44,200 --> 00:01:47,920 Speaker 1: those who need an introduction to Alisa Donovan. If you 34 00:01:48,360 --> 00:01:52,400 Speaker 1: loved the movie Clueless, who didn't, you might remember her 35 00:01:52,440 --> 00:01:57,440 Speaker 1: as Amber from Clueless. And also we were this was 36 00:01:57,440 --> 00:02:00,120 Speaker 1: so funny Beverly Hills nine o two one zero. I 37 00:02:00,400 --> 00:02:04,680 Speaker 1: was a huge fan and you played I love you 38 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:05,920 Speaker 1: played like the bad. 39 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:09,400 Speaker 5: Ginger Leah Monica, who sounds that it's like that, what 40 00:02:09,480 --> 00:02:11,000 Speaker 5: is it when a word sounds like what it is? 41 00:02:11,080 --> 00:02:14,600 Speaker 4: Yes, that's close to that character. 42 00:02:14,919 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 2: How close? 43 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:20,040 Speaker 5: When I did Tory and Jenny's podcast over there rewatching 44 00:02:20,080 --> 00:02:22,280 Speaker 5: it and so they send me the episodes that I 45 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:26,360 Speaker 5: was like a little I'm a little embarrassed by my behavior. 46 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:31,679 Speaker 5: Like again, she really has like she had some balls attitude. No, 47 00:02:31,720 --> 00:02:34,440 Speaker 5: I wish I had her confidence. I wish I had 48 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:39,120 Speaker 5: her confidence. I mean maybe on the inside in the car. 49 00:02:39,120 --> 00:02:41,480 Speaker 2: Ride here, you seem to have that confidence I did. 50 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:43,200 Speaker 2: Isn't that we got to? 51 00:02:43,880 --> 00:02:46,360 Speaker 3: That is an interesting way in all Seriously, this is 52 00:02:46,400 --> 00:02:49,240 Speaker 3: a true story, folks. The way we have just gotten 53 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:54,840 Speaker 3: to know is stuck in LA traffic and we literally 54 00:02:54,880 --> 00:02:58,160 Speaker 3: got out and walked down the street with her. This 55 00:02:58,200 --> 00:03:00,480 Speaker 3: is our introduction how we got to It's. 56 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:03,480 Speaker 4: Kind of amazing, right, Like it's never gonna not be great, 57 00:03:04,520 --> 00:03:06,720 Speaker 4: just know igue we couldn't remain. 58 00:03:06,600 --> 00:03:09,600 Speaker 1: Up all right, So A Lisa, tell us your fascination 59 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:12,240 Speaker 1: what your connection is to true crime? 60 00:03:12,800 --> 00:03:15,959 Speaker 5: I I mean, I think I am not alone here. 61 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:21,240 Speaker 5: I have a like a borderline disturbing obsession with it, 62 00:03:21,560 --> 00:03:24,640 Speaker 5: and I'm not quite sure, you know, I've tried to 63 00:03:24,639 --> 00:03:26,240 Speaker 5: figure out what this is, and then I realized, well, 64 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:29,400 Speaker 5: it's not just me. So I think we have such 65 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:37,640 Speaker 5: a desire to understand human behavior, and like we human 66 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:42,120 Speaker 5: beings are are like just we can't explain so much 67 00:03:42,280 --> 00:03:46,280 Speaker 5: about how we behave and I think we find it 68 00:03:46,320 --> 00:03:50,520 Speaker 5: absolutely impossible to believe sometimes that someone could commit some 69 00:03:50,680 --> 00:03:55,200 Speaker 5: of these truly heinous crimes. And then when you kind 70 00:03:55,280 --> 00:03:58,119 Speaker 5: of put all the pieces together and you walk down 71 00:03:58,120 --> 00:03:58,920 Speaker 5: the path. 72 00:03:58,760 --> 00:04:01,480 Speaker 4: You say Oh, oh wow. 73 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:05,320 Speaker 5: I guess I can sort of imagine. That's how I 74 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:08,240 Speaker 5: look at it, like, oh, I want to understand how 75 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:11,000 Speaker 5: someone could get to this place, you know, and so 76 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:14,960 Speaker 5: often these things like certainly mental illness is one thing, 77 00:04:15,800 --> 00:04:20,239 Speaker 5: but sometimes these things are based in other issues, you know, where. 78 00:04:20,080 --> 00:04:24,599 Speaker 4: It's really about loss or passion or. 79 00:04:24,800 --> 00:04:28,200 Speaker 5: True like really needing to survive. 80 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:28,360 Speaker 1: You know. 81 00:04:28,400 --> 00:04:31,520 Speaker 5: There are so many different things that we come across 82 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:38,240 Speaker 5: that cause people to do these things, and so I 83 00:04:38,279 --> 00:04:42,200 Speaker 5: am truly obsessed and I feel like there is you know, 84 00:04:42,600 --> 00:04:46,159 Speaker 5: as an actor, I've never played a real person before 85 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:49,599 Speaker 5: who has existed in history, and I think you know, 86 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:51,280 Speaker 5: any kind of prep you're doing as an actor, you're 87 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:55,240 Speaker 5: always trying to understand who they are, where they come from, 88 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:56,480 Speaker 5: why they do the things they do. 89 00:04:57,440 --> 00:04:58,800 Speaker 4: And if you're playing. 90 00:04:58,520 --> 00:05:02,239 Speaker 5: A real person, it's just a whole other level, right 91 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:05,000 Speaker 5: of how do you get inside that person? Yes, how 92 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:09,679 Speaker 5: do you find the positive things to a person who's 93 00:05:09,720 --> 00:05:13,840 Speaker 5: done catastrophic things? How do you humanize them on all 94 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:17,520 Speaker 5: of that but also then show them respect? Right, there's 95 00:05:17,640 --> 00:05:21,560 Speaker 5: something And if you're playing the other family members, lawyers, 96 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:28,000 Speaker 5: people who have this really specific and unique experience with 97 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:34,600 Speaker 5: these situations. There's like a real amount of of. 98 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:36,360 Speaker 4: Just respect that you have to show. 99 00:05:36,400 --> 00:05:41,200 Speaker 5: And I'm so interested to talk to the people from 100 00:05:41,240 --> 00:05:45,680 Speaker 5: the creative side of how they approach these characters. Do 101 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:47,839 Speaker 5: they get to go to the places where these things happen? 102 00:05:47,880 --> 00:05:51,520 Speaker 5: How much real access? How much license do you give 103 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:55,440 Speaker 5: yourself to say I am playing this real person. But 104 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:58,200 Speaker 5: I also have to kind of do my own version 105 00:05:58,240 --> 00:06:01,920 Speaker 5: of that. So it's just I'm really excited to go 106 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:05,839 Speaker 5: down that path. And then also I get to it's 107 00:06:05,880 --> 00:06:07,760 Speaker 5: my job. I have to watch these things. I have to, 108 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,040 Speaker 5: oh my job to. 109 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:13,440 Speaker 1: Watch True Crime Specialists, which is just so laborious and boring. No, 110 00:06:14,360 --> 00:06:17,520 Speaker 1: that's exciting to get to consume what you love and 111 00:06:17,640 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 1: then talk about the process of how you portray this. 112 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:24,960 Speaker 1: Explain to us or at least to the listeners, what 113 00:06:25,160 --> 00:06:27,800 Speaker 1: this new show format is going to be. How are 114 00:06:27,839 --> 00:06:31,200 Speaker 1: you approaching true crime in this podcast form? 115 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:37,000 Speaker 5: So we're approaching it from the standpoint of the series 116 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 5: and the films that are recreating and telling. 117 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:41,680 Speaker 4: The story of these crimes. 118 00:06:42,120 --> 00:06:42,440 Speaker 1: I e. 119 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:46,160 Speaker 5: The Murder Murders is one that has recently been right 120 00:06:46,279 --> 00:06:51,400 Speaker 5: been on TV and that series is obviously goes through 121 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:54,760 Speaker 5: the process of Alec Murda and the murder of his 122 00:06:54,800 --> 00:06:59,120 Speaker 5: wife and his son. And so we will interview one 123 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 5: of the actors from the SHO show, talk to them 124 00:07:01,400 --> 00:07:05,120 Speaker 5: about their their process, how how involved in the case 125 00:07:05,200 --> 00:07:08,520 Speaker 5: did they did they get how did they sort of 126 00:07:08,520 --> 00:07:12,640 Speaker 5: separate themselves, how did they prepare for this, and how 127 00:07:12,680 --> 00:07:15,600 Speaker 5: did it impact their own lives? You know, because so 128 00:07:15,720 --> 00:07:19,160 Speaker 5: much of this Also when we're watching as viewers, I 129 00:07:19,200 --> 00:07:25,040 Speaker 5: think for myself anyway, you you know, you're you're looking 130 00:07:25,400 --> 00:07:28,120 Speaker 5: at your own life, but you're you're looking at it 131 00:07:28,160 --> 00:07:31,880 Speaker 5: from this standpoint of as I said, kind of you know, 132 00:07:32,040 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 5: how do we how can we do these things? Like 133 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:40,440 Speaker 5: how can human beings be so profoundly beautiful and kind 134 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:45,040 Speaker 5: and loving and then so profoundly dark? And how do 135 00:07:45,080 --> 00:07:48,720 Speaker 5: we how do we keep existing as human beings? You know, 136 00:07:48,760 --> 00:07:50,760 Speaker 5: we see these things, We have children, we have people 137 00:07:50,800 --> 00:07:53,320 Speaker 5: we care about, Like it's I feel that there was 138 00:07:53,400 --> 00:07:57,520 Speaker 5: really a way to humanize these things that will make 139 00:07:57,640 --> 00:08:02,400 Speaker 5: us less uh sensitized, because that's also something that I 140 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:06,000 Speaker 5: think about a lot that you know, we can't there 141 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:11,600 Speaker 5: are terrible things that happen, you know, and it's important 142 00:08:11,640 --> 00:08:15,480 Speaker 5: for us to really understand these things and not become 143 00:08:15,560 --> 00:08:19,200 Speaker 5: desensitized to them. And I feel like if we can 144 00:08:19,680 --> 00:08:22,640 Speaker 5: talk about it, kind of breaking down how you approach 145 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:29,240 Speaker 5: these people and how because telling these sorts of stories is, uh, 146 00:08:30,120 --> 00:08:32,520 Speaker 5: it's a lot of weight to carry, you know, and 147 00:08:33,160 --> 00:08:37,120 Speaker 5: it's not it's not simple. And so I'm interested in 148 00:08:37,120 --> 00:08:40,760 Speaker 5: that crossing of the creative and the real life because 149 00:08:40,800 --> 00:08:43,440 Speaker 5: I think as artist, certainly myself as an artist, the 150 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:46,199 Speaker 5: older that I get and the more work that I do, 151 00:08:46,360 --> 00:08:49,360 Speaker 5: it's like you sort of incorporate your life into everything, 152 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:52,120 Speaker 5: Like my creativity is inherently part of my life and 153 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:56,360 Speaker 5: vice versa. So it's sort of I'm really interested in, 154 00:08:58,400 --> 00:09:01,000 Speaker 5: you know, talking about those things and merging them. 155 00:09:01,280 --> 00:09:03,640 Speaker 3: Do you think some of the stuff we see a 156 00:09:03,640 --> 00:09:05,680 Speaker 3: lot of the stories we see and we all watch 157 00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:08,760 Speaker 3: a lot of true crime, is it your opinion that 158 00:09:08,960 --> 00:09:12,520 Speaker 3: most of us are capable of some of this stuff 159 00:09:13,080 --> 00:09:14,920 Speaker 3: just were not in those circumstances. 160 00:09:15,000 --> 00:09:16,760 Speaker 2: Or I think a lot of what. 161 00:09:16,679 --> 00:09:19,600 Speaker 3: We're seeing is these people are anomalies, because it doesn't 162 00:09:19,640 --> 00:09:21,000 Speaker 3: feel like that to me necessarily. 163 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:22,320 Speaker 4: It doesn't feel that way to me either. 164 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:24,880 Speaker 5: I think that we want, we want to believe that, 165 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:28,080 Speaker 5: we want to say these are outliers. These these are 166 00:09:28,120 --> 00:09:31,760 Speaker 5: the exceptions to the rule. But is this a part 167 00:09:31,880 --> 00:09:34,480 Speaker 5: This is a part of human nature. It is a 168 00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:38,240 Speaker 5: part of all of us, and it is really it's 169 00:09:38,320 --> 00:09:40,559 Speaker 5: just like I mean, I bring everything. 170 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:42,960 Speaker 4: Back to Harry Potter, that there is there is a 171 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:43,800 Speaker 4: good and bad. 172 00:09:43,840 --> 00:09:47,480 Speaker 5: It's a choice, right, and we are all driven by 173 00:09:47,559 --> 00:09:50,120 Speaker 5: the We all have the good and the bad in us. 174 00:09:50,600 --> 00:09:55,000 Speaker 5: And certainly, you know, things are they're extreme ends to 175 00:09:55,080 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 5: both of those things. But I don't think it's an anomaly, 176 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:00,040 Speaker 5: you know, especially when we. 177 00:10:00,720 --> 00:10:03,439 Speaker 4: Life is hard. You know, life is hard. 178 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:07,719 Speaker 5: Life is really beautiful too, but it's not easy, and 179 00:10:08,160 --> 00:10:13,560 Speaker 5: dependent upon how you respond to those things, how the environment, 180 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:18,160 Speaker 5: your environment responds to you, the pressure can build. And 181 00:10:18,800 --> 00:10:22,600 Speaker 5: I always feel like, I don't know if it's because 182 00:10:22,679 --> 00:10:24,600 Speaker 5: I'm an actor that you sort of have to be 183 00:10:24,640 --> 00:10:26,640 Speaker 5: able to imagine all these things. But I always feel 184 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:30,600 Speaker 5: like anyone is capable of anything, great things and small, 185 00:10:30,800 --> 00:10:37,520 Speaker 5: you know, And I think it's shortsighted to say otherwise, 186 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:40,679 Speaker 5: to sort of put people in buckets, right, they go, 187 00:10:40,800 --> 00:10:43,280 Speaker 5: this is a great person, they only do great things 188 00:10:43,320 --> 00:10:46,360 Speaker 5: that it's terrible person, you know, And part of it 189 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:48,160 Speaker 5: is like judgment we all have to have good judgment 190 00:10:48,240 --> 00:10:49,840 Speaker 5: right where we try to have good judgment. 191 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:51,800 Speaker 4: So, but they're that great. 192 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:57,040 Speaker 5: The middle, the middle bit is really where you know 193 00:10:57,120 --> 00:10:57,839 Speaker 5: most of us are. 194 00:11:06,240 --> 00:11:08,000 Speaker 3: What do you find you're drawn to? What type of 195 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:10,520 Speaker 3: true crime stories? We We do a thing we call 196 00:11:10,679 --> 00:11:12,599 Speaker 3: murder in the Morning. We just started calling because we 197 00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:14,400 Speaker 3: wake up first thing in the morning, it's two, three, 198 00:11:14,480 --> 00:11:16,160 Speaker 3: four or five in the morning, and we turn the 199 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:18,319 Speaker 3: TV on and we don't want to watch cartoons or news. 200 00:11:18,559 --> 00:11:21,600 Speaker 3: We turn on something to where a white has killed 201 00:11:21,600 --> 00:11:22,160 Speaker 3: her husband. 202 00:11:23,440 --> 00:11:26,280 Speaker 2: We are weird when the spouse kills. 203 00:11:26,400 --> 00:11:30,000 Speaker 4: So we're hoping I'm interested in that. I'm very interested in. 204 00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:34,640 Speaker 5: Spousal disputes, yes, and family sort of disputes, because. 205 00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:36,360 Speaker 4: I think that's like so ripe. 206 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:38,520 Speaker 5: I mean, we all know it's all it's so relatable, 207 00:11:38,559 --> 00:11:40,040 Speaker 5: it's so relatable, and then it. 208 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:40,920 Speaker 4: Just becomes to work. 209 00:11:42,080 --> 00:11:45,920 Speaker 3: Yes, women are always what it's nurses or nurses they 210 00:11:45,960 --> 00:11:48,880 Speaker 3: have a gambling addiction, yes, or credit. 211 00:11:48,559 --> 00:11:54,520 Speaker 2: Card corre and nurses have access to drugs. 212 00:11:55,480 --> 00:11:58,280 Speaker 1: But I feel like, look in that's some prime stories 213 00:11:58,280 --> 00:12:01,040 Speaker 1: that we watch. I feel like women are so sadistic, 214 00:12:01,400 --> 00:12:03,200 Speaker 1: like if a man's going to kill you it's just 215 00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:06,560 Speaker 1: going to be like quick, brutal, but quick women, we 216 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,079 Speaker 1: will torture. 217 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:11,079 Speaker 4: What you suffer. 218 00:12:13,480 --> 00:12:18,320 Speaker 5: And we've been planning it and planning it for ages and. 219 00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:27,439 Speaker 4: Watching it unfold because we can MULTITASKI. 220 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:32,280 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, it is funny that we do love 221 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:35,360 Speaker 1: some of these true crime stories. In fact, where we're 222 00:12:35,400 --> 00:12:38,200 Speaker 1: staying here in Brentwood, we did notice we were walking 223 00:12:39,120 --> 00:12:42,400 Speaker 1: to go pick up something and we were on Bundy, 224 00:12:43,480 --> 00:12:47,840 Speaker 1: so and of course, obviously o J. We looked it 225 00:12:47,920 --> 00:12:50,000 Speaker 1: up and we couldn't believe how close we were to 226 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,160 Speaker 1: where the murders happened. 227 00:12:51,280 --> 00:12:53,520 Speaker 4: And I'm we're going on a run tomorrow. I was like, 228 00:12:53,559 --> 00:12:56,160 Speaker 4: I might have to run. I have to run by that. 229 00:12:56,679 --> 00:12:57,920 Speaker 4: I mean, I'm telling you. 230 00:12:58,240 --> 00:13:01,439 Speaker 1: I remember in high school my English teacher called it 231 00:13:01,920 --> 00:13:04,839 Speaker 1: fascination with the abomination. I know, I had it from 232 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:06,319 Speaker 1: the moment I was a kid. 233 00:13:07,240 --> 00:13:09,720 Speaker 5: So don't you think that's partly why you got into journalism, 234 00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:12,560 Speaker 5: I'm sure of course. And then also it's about having 235 00:13:12,559 --> 00:13:17,880 Speaker 5: a real curiosity about humanity and life, right, it's not 236 00:13:18,240 --> 00:13:20,240 Speaker 5: so this is this is the thing, like it doesn't 237 00:13:20,280 --> 00:13:23,360 Speaker 5: have to be exploitative, right in this way, it's actually 238 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:27,319 Speaker 5: a true fascination that we have. It's like a curiosity. 239 00:13:27,440 --> 00:13:30,240 Speaker 5: If you're paying attention at all, you know, and have 240 00:13:30,320 --> 00:13:34,680 Speaker 5: a pulse, you can't be not affected by these things. 241 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:37,760 Speaker 1: I was going to ask, do you think people are 242 00:13:38,559 --> 00:13:39,840 Speaker 1: born evil? 243 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:42,560 Speaker 4: Are inherently evil? Maybe? 244 00:13:42,559 --> 00:13:46,560 Speaker 1: And selfish and you have to learn otherwise. I'm curious 245 00:13:46,600 --> 00:13:49,760 Speaker 1: where you fall on that. Is it a learned thing? 246 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:53,520 Speaker 1: Are you born with it? Do you choose it? 247 00:13:53,840 --> 00:13:57,200 Speaker 5: This is, you know, one of the age old questions, right, 248 00:13:57,360 --> 00:14:01,120 Speaker 5: the eternal question. I feel like we are It is 249 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:04,720 Speaker 5: based in the soul. So we come into this life 250 00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:07,760 Speaker 5: with a soul, and the soul's in the body, so 251 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,880 Speaker 5: you're you know, you come with that, everybody you come with, 252 00:14:10,080 --> 00:14:10,480 Speaker 5: but the. 253 00:14:10,480 --> 00:14:11,480 Speaker 4: Soul is really there. 254 00:14:11,520 --> 00:14:16,480 Speaker 5: This is my personal belief and that you're here on 255 00:14:16,559 --> 00:14:20,800 Speaker 5: earth to work through things, and you have to work 256 00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:24,520 Speaker 5: through those things in a human way. So what you're 257 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:26,200 Speaker 5: working through is going to be different than what I'm 258 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:28,960 Speaker 5: working through. There might be some crossover, you know, but 259 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:32,480 Speaker 5: sort of like the big task of being alive is 260 00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:36,560 Speaker 5: individual with all sorts of crossovers. So the good or 261 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:38,440 Speaker 5: bad thing, you know, and I think about this, you know, 262 00:14:38,480 --> 00:14:40,680 Speaker 5: when you have a child, when I have my daughter. 263 00:14:41,640 --> 00:14:42,840 Speaker 4: I remember thinking. 264 00:14:42,680 --> 00:14:46,200 Speaker 5: Before I was like, oh, you know, I mom and 265 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:48,320 Speaker 5: I have adore in my mother, but we have a 266 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:51,480 Speaker 5: complicated relationship, you know. So I was always like, oh, 267 00:14:51,480 --> 00:14:53,080 Speaker 5: I'm gonna have a boy. It's better, I'm gonna have 268 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:53,320 Speaker 5: a boy. 269 00:14:53,600 --> 00:14:55,320 Speaker 4: I'm definitely having a boy. I was like, he's gonna 270 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:56,880 Speaker 4: wear bow ties. I was like doing things. 271 00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:59,760 Speaker 5: And then when I was pregnant in the middle of 272 00:14:59,800 --> 00:15:02,160 Speaker 5: like maybe like four or five months, I remember we 273 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:04,440 Speaker 5: were on this vacation, my cousin and I and I 274 00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:07,720 Speaker 5: was like, oh, I think I'm having a girl. I 275 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,160 Speaker 5: think I'm having a girl. And we hadn't found out yet, 276 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:13,920 Speaker 5: like at that time she's thirteen. Now you couldn't. It 277 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,680 Speaker 5: was later when you could find out the gender. 278 00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:17,480 Speaker 4: Yes, so at any rate. 279 00:15:17,960 --> 00:15:19,920 Speaker 5: And I was like, I feel like I had this 280 00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,240 Speaker 5: and to me, I know you're going to be like 281 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:24,480 Speaker 5: I'm looney Tunes. I feel like that was like the 282 00:15:24,560 --> 00:15:27,880 Speaker 5: moment where it's like her soul came, chose me, here 283 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:30,240 Speaker 5: we go, and it like shifted. Now you might have 284 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:32,400 Speaker 5: always been the case, and my mind was like I'm 285 00:15:32,440 --> 00:15:34,440 Speaker 5: just gonna have a boy because it'll be easier for me. 286 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:35,240 Speaker 4: It'll be better for me. 287 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:40,000 Speaker 5: We all have girls, yes, And now, of course I 288 00:15:40,040 --> 00:15:43,440 Speaker 5: wouldn't change this for the world, you know. But so 289 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:48,120 Speaker 5: my point being that she like, once she came out 290 00:15:48,160 --> 00:15:52,480 Speaker 5: and was here, I fully understood. Oh, I'm like the 291 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:57,880 Speaker 5: vessel that brought her here. But she is her own thing, 292 00:15:58,440 --> 00:16:01,680 Speaker 5: and we are like here, I'm here to give her 293 00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:05,440 Speaker 5: my moral guidelines and to give her my support and 294 00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:07,560 Speaker 5: show her how, you know, my husband and I how 295 00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 5: we feel about the world now we do things. But 296 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:17,360 Speaker 5: she is her own person, like one hundred percent her 297 00:16:17,360 --> 00:16:19,760 Speaker 5: own person, and I don't ever want to change that. 298 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:22,880 Speaker 5: Like I celebrate that, you know. Sometimes that's why we 299 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:24,880 Speaker 5: butt heads and why we have, you know, sort of 300 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:29,080 Speaker 5: some trouble. But it's like you just go, oh, we really. 301 00:16:28,840 --> 00:16:31,800 Speaker 4: Are all individuals, you know, we really are. 302 00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:34,600 Speaker 5: So I think it's that was a really long winded answer, 303 00:16:34,640 --> 00:16:35,760 Speaker 5: but that's what I think. 304 00:16:36,280 --> 00:16:36,480 Speaker 1: You know. 305 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:40,760 Speaker 3: My last question on the podcast and covering true crime 306 00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:45,280 Speaker 3: is I just want to hear your take. And sometimes 307 00:16:45,320 --> 00:16:49,040 Speaker 3: it's a criticism of it's a morbid curiosity, and people 308 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:53,880 Speaker 3: take it as sometimes you are profiting or using someone's 309 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:57,280 Speaker 3: pain or painful story as a part of entertainment, and 310 00:16:57,480 --> 00:16:59,640 Speaker 3: I get that to a certain degree. I never feel 311 00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:02,960 Speaker 3: like that and I'm watching true crime. But for folks 312 00:17:02,960 --> 00:17:06,399 Speaker 3: when that's out there, where do you come down in 313 00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:09,320 Speaker 3: that idea that what we're seeing is sometimes more of 314 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:12,960 Speaker 3: a curiosity, sometimes entertainment. But I see it and it 315 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:16,120 Speaker 3: sounds like you see it a little differently, And why 316 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:19,280 Speaker 3: it's important to be telling it because there's so much 317 00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:22,080 Speaker 3: true crime out the stories, I mean, the shows are 318 00:17:22,119 --> 00:17:23,880 Speaker 3: a little ridiculous coming they are out there. 319 00:17:24,320 --> 00:17:26,679 Speaker 2: But take on that idea, I. 320 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:27,639 Speaker 4: Would say two things. 321 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:32,880 Speaker 5: One, when people are in pain, and I have known 322 00:17:32,920 --> 00:17:41,600 Speaker 5: people who have gone through just unimaginable, unspeakable pain. They 323 00:17:41,640 --> 00:17:42,640 Speaker 5: don't want to not. 324 00:17:43,080 --> 00:17:46,320 Speaker 4: Talk about it, they actually have to. And the more 325 00:17:46,359 --> 00:17:49,160 Speaker 4: that people ignore it or say like. 326 00:17:49,080 --> 00:17:50,600 Speaker 5: Oh, don't bring it up, don't bring it up, you know, like, 327 00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:53,679 Speaker 5: let's not upset her, it's you're doing them a disservice 328 00:17:53,920 --> 00:17:55,560 Speaker 5: because they're thinking about it all the time. 329 00:17:56,040 --> 00:17:56,200 Speaker 1: Right. 330 00:17:56,680 --> 00:18:00,000 Speaker 5: So if there's a part of this that can be very, 331 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:03,320 Speaker 5: very healing to people, I think when it's done respectfully 332 00:18:03,720 --> 00:18:06,920 Speaker 5: and well. And then the other part of it is 333 00:18:07,440 --> 00:18:11,840 Speaker 5: as a creative person, it's like it's a it's a 334 00:18:11,880 --> 00:18:13,879 Speaker 5: calling to be a creative person as an actor and 335 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:16,440 Speaker 5: not to get to like get my violin out here, 336 00:18:16,480 --> 00:18:21,200 Speaker 5: but truly, so we're like doing a service, like it's 337 00:18:21,240 --> 00:18:25,240 Speaker 5: a calling. We're artists, So you really are imbuing this 338 00:18:25,400 --> 00:18:28,399 Speaker 5: with humanity and with truth. And you know, in a 339 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:33,399 Speaker 5: prit not everything is you know, Shakespeare or oscar Worthy, 340 00:18:33,600 --> 00:18:37,800 Speaker 5: but you know, I think everybody that's the goal is 341 00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:41,040 Speaker 5: to do good work and to show respect for something, 342 00:18:41,160 --> 00:18:44,879 Speaker 5: and I think that it can be revelatory for people 343 00:18:45,359 --> 00:18:55,840 Speaker 5: and you know, even healing at sometimes. 344 00:18:56,720 --> 00:19:02,400 Speaker 1: And to get people excited about this new podcast, Killer Thriller, 345 00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:06,000 Speaker 1: which we're very excited about. Can you give us an 346 00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:09,560 Speaker 1: idea of the stories that you're interested in right now 347 00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:12,760 Speaker 1: that you're hoping to tell. I know you're going to 348 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:16,239 Speaker 1: focus on some of the actors who portray some of 349 00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:18,600 Speaker 1: the worst people in the world and what that's like 350 00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:22,360 Speaker 1: to walk in those bodies and to try to get 351 00:19:22,359 --> 00:19:25,280 Speaker 1: into those mindsets, which I can't imagine what that's like 352 00:19:25,320 --> 00:19:27,480 Speaker 1: as an actor. But what are the stories that you're 353 00:19:27,520 --> 00:19:32,720 Speaker 1: hoping to share or some of the true crime elements 354 00:19:32,720 --> 00:19:34,840 Speaker 1: that folks can look forward to on this podcast. 355 00:19:34,880 --> 00:19:38,280 Speaker 5: So we're going to do new shows that are very topical, 356 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:42,520 Speaker 5: like the Murder Murderers, the Menendez Brothers A week don't 357 00:19:42,560 --> 00:19:44,919 Speaker 5: ever seem to want to let them go, but something 358 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:50,600 Speaker 5: is always shifting in their story, dis fascinating the new ones. 359 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:52,440 Speaker 5: Who is the one the guy? There are a few 360 00:19:52,480 --> 00:19:54,120 Speaker 5: that I would like to just put it out there 361 00:19:54,160 --> 00:19:57,600 Speaker 5: that I hope they will make soon. I'm sure there's 362 00:19:57,640 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 5: going to be an Epstein series of some kind. Diddy 363 00:20:05,280 --> 00:20:14,360 Speaker 5: and uh right, Brian Walsh is we can't stop watching it. 364 00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:17,399 Speaker 4: We have watched it all day every day. 365 00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:20,080 Speaker 5: I hope somebody is writing that right now. I really 366 00:20:20,119 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 5: hope that they are. 367 00:20:21,359 --> 00:20:22,639 Speaker 4: And OJ s O J. 368 00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:26,720 Speaker 5: Simpson never goes away, never never, and that those shows 369 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:30,119 Speaker 5: the versace some of these people like Jason Clark and 370 00:20:30,359 --> 00:20:35,800 Speaker 5: Murder Murders that series. He is like otherworldly. He is 371 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:39,400 Speaker 5: so phenomenal in this show. Everybody is, the whole cast 372 00:20:39,480 --> 00:20:42,080 Speaker 5: is really quite wonderful, but he is like. 373 00:20:42,520 --> 00:20:44,119 Speaker 4: On another level. 374 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:47,159 Speaker 5: And the transformation that this guy does from the first 375 00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:51,240 Speaker 5: episode to the end, it's like you it's. 376 00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:53,200 Speaker 4: Like you're watching a mad man. I just it is. 377 00:20:53,280 --> 00:20:57,679 Speaker 5: He's so spectacular and they're all great, Like everybody is wonderful, 378 00:20:57,720 --> 00:21:00,920 Speaker 5: isn't it whisht All that like, it's a terrific cast, 379 00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:04,800 Speaker 5: but he's amazing. And in the the OJ series People 380 00:21:04,840 --> 00:21:08,440 Speaker 5: Versus OJ, Sarah Paulson is like also Marcia Clark, she 381 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:12,720 Speaker 5: nails credible. She's so good at. 382 00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:15,120 Speaker 3: Lobby for Courtney b Vance to get an oscar for 383 00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:16,440 Speaker 3: a show that was on TV. 384 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:19,720 Speaker 4: Yes, incredible. 385 00:21:19,880 --> 00:21:23,720 Speaker 5: Yes so, And these are people that really are imbuing 386 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:26,520 Speaker 5: these people with humanity, you know. 387 00:21:27,480 --> 00:21:29,320 Speaker 1: And I think that's one of the cool parts about 388 00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:33,840 Speaker 1: it because it's not just the killer or the evil doers. 389 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,360 Speaker 4: The people, it's the people around around. 390 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:40,679 Speaker 5: Yes, these stories and in many ways those people are 391 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:44,919 Speaker 5: especially particularly in the murder murders in that series, the 392 00:21:44,960 --> 00:21:52,000 Speaker 5: way they show it, the family and the police officers 393 00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:56,639 Speaker 5: and all of those people, like they have such a 394 00:21:56,760 --> 00:22:00,480 Speaker 5: unique importance because many of them were either afraid to 395 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:04,240 Speaker 5: speak up we're like a party to the whole thing, 396 00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:09,480 Speaker 5: or just really you know, had no resources and had 397 00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:12,119 Speaker 5: no other opportunity, like didn't how to sort of do 398 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:14,440 Speaker 5: what was in front of them. And that's another piece 399 00:22:14,480 --> 00:22:18,920 Speaker 5: of these things. I think that's really important to see. 400 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:21,680 Speaker 5: Sometimes people it's like their circumstances. 401 00:22:22,119 --> 00:22:25,280 Speaker 3: No, I always there was a common thread to most 402 00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:30,000 Speaker 3: of the stories we see often times quite frankly, it's poverty, yeah, 403 00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:33,399 Speaker 3: it's upbringing. It's all of these things that play into it. 404 00:22:33,440 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 3: That when you see a headline, yep, it's one thing 405 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:39,240 Speaker 3: you think somebody's monstrous when you see there. 406 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:42,840 Speaker 4: See the whole story what happened, certainly. 407 00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:45,720 Speaker 3: And I think that is important for us to constantly see. 408 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:49,040 Speaker 3: We are so excited to partner with you. 409 00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 4: I am so excited to partner with you too. 410 00:22:52,080 --> 00:22:54,640 Speaker 2: I love our heart relationship. 411 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:56,400 Speaker 3: We didn't know where it was going, is turned into 412 00:22:56,400 --> 00:22:59,879 Speaker 3: this thing that where we are now able to have 413 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,840 Speaker 3: moments we never thought, which included riding in that car 414 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:09,360 Speaker 3: traffic in LA with you, and walking to get to it. 415 00:23:09,359 --> 00:23:12,840 Speaker 3: It's just really robes And I mean this. I'm saying 416 00:23:12,840 --> 00:23:15,359 Speaker 3: this from a personal standpoint. We have been through a 417 00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:20,159 Speaker 3: lot and we can never have imagined that we'd be 418 00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:22,560 Speaker 3: sitting in this room with you right now. But all 419 00:23:22,600 --> 00:23:25,680 Speaker 3: of that happened for us to get here, and we 420 00:23:26,240 --> 00:23:28,639 Speaker 3: I tell you, at least, we are so happy to 421 00:23:28,720 --> 00:23:30,880 Speaker 3: be where we are right now, which is in. 422 00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:31,560 Speaker 2: A room with you. 423 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:36,199 Speaker 3: So we are so grateful that is beautiful. We're willing 424 00:23:36,440 --> 00:23:38,160 Speaker 3: to come on and work with us, that we are 425 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:40,080 Speaker 3: looking forward to what you have to offer. 426 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:44,719 Speaker 4: I cannot wait. That was beautifully said, and I really 427 00:23:45,680 --> 00:23:48,560 Speaker 4: I'm just so happy for the two of you. It's like, 428 00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:50,680 Speaker 4: you know, it really is. 429 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:55,760 Speaker 5: Sometimes we got to go through things, yes, but I will. 430 00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:57,880 Speaker 5: I also want to say, it isn't just like going 431 00:23:57,920 --> 00:24:00,199 Speaker 5: through it. Then you have to you have to to 432 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:03,240 Speaker 5: actually live right, like nobody is going to just provide 433 00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:05,359 Speaker 5: you the happy life that you have. 434 00:24:05,480 --> 00:24:06,160 Speaker 4: You know what I mean? 435 00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:08,760 Speaker 5: And I that's not the prize for going through it. 436 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:11,199 Speaker 5: It's like you have to actually still contribute to it. 437 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:15,040 Speaker 5: And you too have made that, you know, Thank you, 438 00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:15,560 Speaker 5: thank you. 439 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:18,880 Speaker 1: And I do think we've all like part of funny enough. 440 00:24:19,240 --> 00:24:21,840 Speaker 1: What drew us together, part of our bond while we 441 00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:25,400 Speaker 1: were just friends and colleagues, was this fascination probably why 442 00:24:25,400 --> 00:24:28,199 Speaker 1: we got into journalism as well with true crime. What 443 00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:32,680 Speaker 1: makes people take this curiosity into human nature and what 444 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:35,680 Speaker 1: makes people do what they do and say what they say, 445 00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:37,960 Speaker 1: and to be able to talk about it with people 446 00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:42,000 Speaker 1: who you respect and people who you love, and knowing 447 00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:45,919 Speaker 1: that we're all just looking for better understanding of one another. 448 00:24:46,160 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 1: I think that's part of what true crime is it's 449 00:24:48,760 --> 00:24:51,439 Speaker 1: not just about the ooh and the ah and the 450 00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,760 Speaker 1: shock value. That's actually about learning and understanding and going deeper. 451 00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:59,520 Speaker 1: So we love how how you're approaching this where you're 452 00:24:59,560 --> 00:25:02,720 Speaker 1: going to take this new podcast, and we're so excited 453 00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,720 Speaker 1: to be on this adventure with you and Hope. We 454 00:25:06,760 --> 00:25:08,920 Speaker 1: can't wait to listen to the first episode and then 455 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:12,280 Speaker 1: we can have these meet and greets and catch up 456 00:25:12,320 --> 00:25:17,560 Speaker 1: sessions to talk about. I love watching what we're fascinated 457 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:20,880 Speaker 1: by and just to see the creative process that takes 458 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:23,560 Speaker 1: place to tell these stories for folks, for it to 459 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:26,119 Speaker 1: come alive for folks, for it to resonate with people. 460 00:25:26,560 --> 00:25:28,320 Speaker 1: I think that's so cool about what you do as 461 00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:30,560 Speaker 1: an actor, and we can't wait to see what you 462 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:33,560 Speaker 1: have for all of us. We'll be listening to the podcast, yeah, 463 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,320 Speaker 1: every week. So congratulation. 464 00:25:35,480 --> 00:25:36,360 Speaker 4: Thank you so much. 465 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:40,080 Speaker 1: We're so excited about working with you, Alisa Donovan, Thank you, 466 00:25:40,680 --> 00:25:43,600 Speaker 1: and we have a lot of fun ahead of us. 467 00:25:43,680 --> 00:25:46,640 Speaker 4: All I can't wait. Thank you both so much. It's 468 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:47,280 Speaker 4: going to be fun. 469 00:26:00,040 --> 00:26:00,240 Speaker 3: Height