WEBVTT - Momchella 0:00:01.160 --> 0:00:12.160 Una, crush a bit, little bit, bone it up, take 0:00:12.240 --> 0:00:16.800 it it lit feeling like two am summer night. 0:00:17.160 --> 0:00:19.960 I don't care being on the wheel, driving drunk. 0:00:20.000 --> 0:00:20.680 I'm doing my. 0:00:20.760 --> 0:00:24.439 Thing, bon in the mid beside him, now, living my life. 0:00:24.160 --> 0:00:25.360 And getting out dreams. 0:00:25.440 --> 0:00:27.240 People told me slow my role. 0:00:27.480 --> 0:00:31.400 I'm streaming out that I'm a dude, just what I want. 0:00:31.640 --> 0:00:35.880 Looking at hed, no turning back if I found, no 0:00:36.040 --> 0:00:40.400 one lived the tailor pull for found, if no one 0:00:40.520 --> 0:00:43.840 lived in missing bullets. 0:00:44.320 --> 0:00:49.080 Welcome back to good Moms, bad choices. I'm Erica and 0:00:49.080 --> 0:00:54.920 I'm Nila. Oh, Happy Easter, Easter, Happy Easter. How was 0:00:54.960 --> 0:00:57.720 your Easter? It was good? It was jam packed. 0:00:58.720 --> 0:01:00.920 Lena is very spoiled and loved by. 0:01:00.960 --> 0:01:06.160 Many many people, so she got like fourteen Easter Bennies, 0:01:06.840 --> 0:01:12.759 Easter baskets, way too much candy, way too much crap. 0:01:12.880 --> 0:01:14.600 But I'm happy that everybody else does it and I 0:01:14.600 --> 0:01:15.080 don't have to. 0:01:16.000 --> 0:01:19.960 You know, Yeah, I was like conflicted about Easter. 0:01:20.319 --> 0:01:21.039 I think I did. 0:01:21.160 --> 0:01:22.640 I don't know why I was conflicted, because I did 0:01:22.640 --> 0:01:24.320 do an Easter eg kind of my house last year, 0:01:25.000 --> 0:01:27.040 but I just this year, I've just been so busy 0:01:27.040 --> 0:01:29.000 and so overwhelmed. I was kind of just like fuck Easter, 0:01:29.600 --> 0:01:30.959 and I was just like, I'm not very I'm not. 0:01:30.920 --> 0:01:33.920 Even very religious. What is the point? I don't care. 0:01:34.120 --> 0:01:35.720 I don't. I think a lot of it also just 0:01:35.880 --> 0:01:38.200 was like I was just stressed. I knew that I 0:01:38.280 --> 0:01:43.240 wasn't gonna like do anything really for it, like I wasn't. 0:01:43.280 --> 0:01:44.760 I forgot that I didn't get the basket. 0:01:44.880 --> 0:01:46.640 I had no time. I guess I could have altered 0:01:46.680 --> 0:01:47.800 it on Amazon or something. 0:01:47.800 --> 0:01:50.000 But I'm not a holiday like I'm not with the 0:01:50.040 --> 0:01:53.040 pagan holidays, you know, the pagan bullshit. 0:01:53.480 --> 0:01:55.400 But I realized it makes the kids happy. 0:01:55.400 --> 0:01:57.960 But it's really what I realized. 0:01:57.560 --> 0:02:00.320 But it's not realize it's not I saw you you 0:02:00.400 --> 0:02:01.120 hit her eggs. 0:02:01.160 --> 0:02:02.880 It's not gonna She's not gonna be like remember. 0:02:02.680 --> 0:02:03.480 When I was four. 0:02:03.960 --> 0:02:06.680 Get me an, I know it's not gonna happen. 0:02:07.240 --> 0:02:09.880 And I don't like to like she got so much crap, 0:02:09.919 --> 0:02:12.320 and I'm like, I don't want to put your value 0:02:12.400 --> 0:02:13.120 into gifts. 0:02:13.160 --> 0:02:13.560 Gifts. 0:02:13.720 --> 0:02:15.360 I don't want that to be your level language. 0:02:15.440 --> 0:02:18.799 It's true, but they're still kids and they even though 0:02:18.840 --> 0:02:20.880 you remember those moments, but you would get so excited 0:02:20.919 --> 0:02:22.720 just getting stupid shit you know. 0:02:22.880 --> 0:02:25.160 Yeah, what's true. I got it from other people's family. 0:02:26.080 --> 0:02:28.880 But like this morning, my mom was like, there's an 0:02:28.919 --> 0:02:31.400 Easter basket in my closet, so. 0:02:31.560 --> 0:02:32.480 Did you put it out yet? 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:34.840 Because she told me that yesterday and I was like, oh, 0:02:34.880 --> 0:02:37.679 thank god, yeah right, but she she hit me that 0:02:37.760 --> 0:02:39.720 this morning we woke up. I totally forgot about it. 0:02:39.720 --> 0:02:41.160 I knew it was Easter, and she was like, did 0:02:41.160 --> 0:02:42.799 you do it? And I was like, no, I's away. 0:02:42.840 --> 0:02:43.560 How am I supposed to do it. 0:02:43.600 --> 0:02:45.880 She's like, I'll distract her on FaceTime because my mom's 0:02:45.919 --> 0:02:48.680 on town. So she distracted her and I quickly like 0:02:48.960 --> 0:02:50.920 got the easter basket, put it on like the bed, 0:02:51.240 --> 0:02:53.720 then like snuck into the kitchen, got the Easter eggs 0:02:53.760 --> 0:02:55.520 that she made also while I was out of town 0:02:55.760 --> 0:02:58.760 and had nothing to do with, and then hit them 0:02:58.760 --> 0:03:01.000 around in the backyard really quickly, like I was like 0:03:01.080 --> 0:03:03.239 ducking behind the window to make sure she couldn't see 0:03:03.240 --> 0:03:03.720 me and shit. 0:03:04.360 --> 0:03:06.080 And then I came back in the kitchen and I 0:03:06.120 --> 0:03:09.720 was like, irie the easter bunny came. I think the 0:03:09.800 --> 0:03:10.359 funny came. 0:03:10.600 --> 0:03:12.280 Oh my god, Luna's gonna go tell her best friend 0:03:12.360 --> 0:03:14.720 all this information Luna's sitting here with us right now. 0:03:15.200 --> 0:03:17.679 She's like looking at me, taking notes, like, Mom, that's 0:03:17.680 --> 0:03:19.520 how I'm about to tell Irin audit. 0:03:20.919 --> 0:03:21.919 This is how it happened. 0:03:22.160 --> 0:03:24.680 So I so then Iri was like what and she 0:03:24.720 --> 0:03:27.320 went and she was so excited. Yeah, and then went 0:03:27.360 --> 0:03:31.280 in the backyard and was like so giddy. And then 0:03:31.320 --> 0:03:34.600 I was just like okay, like let meed to like 0:03:34.720 --> 0:03:37.720 sometimes you have to like disassociate yourself from like whatever, 0:03:37.840 --> 0:03:40.640 this religion, whatever it is that's making you feel negative 0:03:40.640 --> 0:03:42.720 about it, and just get down to what it really 0:03:42.800 --> 0:03:46.520 is is about making your happy. And so then I 0:03:46.600 --> 0:03:48.600 just went all Eastern in it. I was all in Eastern. 0:03:48.680 --> 0:03:50.840 Then after that I was like, all have a picture 0:03:50.880 --> 0:03:52.880 with the Oh bitch, no, Because I went to the 0:03:52.920 --> 0:03:55.280 first place with my dad. My dad called my dad 0:03:55.320 --> 0:03:56.640 on Easter and he was like, what are you guys 0:03:56.680 --> 0:03:58.720 doing today? I was like, I don't know, what do 0:03:58.720 --> 0:04:00.400 you do? And so he was like, well, I'm going 0:04:00.400 --> 0:04:02.440 to this golf course over in Seemy Valley and they're 0:04:02.440 --> 0:04:04.280 having East Ray hunts. So we got there like right 0:04:04.320 --> 0:04:05.880 at the East Ray Hunt. The East Ray Hunt had 0:04:06.320 --> 0:04:10.200 lasted maybe forty five seconds. There's just too many kids 0:04:10.200 --> 0:04:14.000 and the eggs and the easter money had left, and 0:04:14.040 --> 0:04:16.280 I was like, okay, you know what, We're going to 0:04:16.360 --> 0:04:18.279 drive to go through the easter money. So then, but 0:04:18.320 --> 0:04:19.560 it was a lot of like fifteen minutes. You went 0:04:19.600 --> 0:04:22.840 to Underwood Farms, which, by the way, if you live 0:04:22.880 --> 0:04:25.160 in La, I've heard of this place, but I've never 0:04:25.200 --> 0:04:25.760 actually been. 0:04:25.880 --> 0:04:27.880 It's really dope, Like where is it. 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:29.760 It's in more Park, so it's like kind of like 0:04:29.880 --> 0:04:32.280 thousand Oaks, like you drive out that direction. 0:04:32.960 --> 0:04:37.600 But it's beautiful. It's just like this beautiful farm. 0:04:37.520 --> 0:04:40.320 And they have fresh produce you can buy there, get 0:04:40.360 --> 0:04:42.520 all these activities for kids. It is like a money 0:04:42.520 --> 0:04:44.320 grab because you have to buy tickets and some of 0:04:44.320 --> 0:04:47.080 the tickets are like just it's ridiculous. 0:04:46.680 --> 0:04:47.120 Right, you know. 0:04:47.360 --> 0:04:49.799 But I had this really nice mom, just give me tickets. 0:04:49.880 --> 0:04:52.919 I was like, thanks, Yeah, I already bought, like I 0:04:52.920 --> 0:04:54.960 bought like ten, but I really should have needed like 0:04:54.960 --> 0:04:58.800 twenty to like really do anything. And I was just 0:04:58.839 --> 0:05:01.440 like so happy all day. She kept saying like, Mommy, 0:05:01.520 --> 0:05:03.840 this is the best day ever. And I was like 0:05:03.960 --> 0:05:05.720 I kind of felt guilty because I was like I 0:05:05.839 --> 0:05:09.360 was gonna skip this day, you know, And. 0:05:09.560 --> 0:05:12.160 Yeah, yeah, I agree, it's important for the kids. 0:05:12.200 --> 0:05:15.200 And if I knew her grandparents weren't going to do it, 0:05:15.240 --> 0:05:17.360 and like, you know, like people close to her weren't 0:05:17.360 --> 0:05:18.599 going to do it, I probably would do it because 0:05:18.640 --> 0:05:20.039 I remember caring about the type. 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:20.560 Of ship for the kids. 0:05:20.640 --> 0:05:22.880 I mean, my grandma was a tradition to get me 0:05:22.920 --> 0:05:25.880 a bathing suit every so I would look forward to 0:05:26.040 --> 0:05:27.760 be served strictly for the bathing suit. 0:05:27.800 --> 0:05:33.839 That's yeah, summer's coming, your bathing suit. She even asked me, like, 0:05:35.120 --> 0:05:36.600 should I get ire a bathing suit? 0:05:36.880 --> 0:05:39.680 She's like, I'm like, damn, this thirty thirty two year tradition, 0:05:40.000 --> 0:05:43.000 isn't it crazy when you realize like that this time 0:05:43.120 --> 0:05:43.560 goes by? 0:05:43.760 --> 0:05:47.160 Today she had oh she had some the bubble gum 0:05:47.400 --> 0:05:50.240 measuring tape. Oh yeah, and youthing and I was like, oh, 0:05:50.480 --> 0:05:53.039 that's crap and love and then doesn't give me some 0:05:54.320 --> 0:05:56.960 like bomb. I literally turned four all over again. I 0:05:57.040 --> 0:06:00.400 remember in your mouth, your sugar, just loving, like pulling 0:06:00.440 --> 0:06:01.960 it out and pushing down. 0:06:02.120 --> 0:06:04.040 It was just like a huge deal rolling it back 0:06:04.080 --> 0:06:04.640 in right. 0:06:05.200 --> 0:06:05.920 It was just the thing. 0:06:06.200 --> 0:06:08.800 That's so funny because even in her Easter basket there 0:06:08.800 --> 0:06:10.960 was a yo yo and I haven't played with a 0:06:11.040 --> 0:06:12.040 yo yo in so long. 0:06:12.120 --> 0:06:12.960 She's like, what is this? 0:06:13.040 --> 0:06:15.200 And I kept saying it's candy. It looked like a macaroon, 0:06:15.320 --> 0:06:16.360 like a fake macaroon. 0:06:16.640 --> 0:06:18.200 I was like, it's candy, it's candy. She's like, no, 0:06:18.480 --> 0:06:19.919 this and I was like, what is it? And I 0:06:19.960 --> 0:06:21.400 was like, oh, this is a yo yo. 0:06:21.600 --> 0:06:25.120 I'm getting nostalgic and realizing how time much time flies. 0:06:25.360 --> 0:06:27.080 I remember when I was four, and I like the 0:06:27.200 --> 0:06:33.200 discussing gum too and these weird ass holidays. And also 0:06:34.080 --> 0:06:37.960 I'm pretty sure Easter your red its origin is about sex. 0:06:39.440 --> 0:06:43.640 It's about fruit fertility, It's about yeah, it's about multiplying. 0:06:44.120 --> 0:06:47.719 That's a why eggs are for fertility, and rabbits because 0:06:47.760 --> 0:06:48.720 they fuckle up? 0:06:48.800 --> 0:06:49.359 Are you? 0:06:49.440 --> 0:06:49.680 Are you? 0:06:51.080 --> 0:06:53.040 It's about the first of all, it's a spring equals Okay, 0:06:53.080 --> 0:06:56.440 I'm not. I'm not. I'm not disputing that it's blooming. 0:06:56.800 --> 0:07:01.120 And no, it's about fatiguay but like not action, not sex. 0:07:01.360 --> 0:07:05.919 Fertility maybe like oh yeah, sex like pro creat like 0:07:05.960 --> 0:07:07.520 creating babies like on that day. 0:07:07.839 --> 0:07:10.640 Yeah, I posted about it a couple of Easters ago. 0:07:10.760 --> 0:07:12.600 Did your aunt send you this conspiracy? 0:07:13.080 --> 0:07:16.320 She didn't, She doesn't care about these topics. Topics she 0:07:16.360 --> 0:07:18.240 cares about. It's just not one of them. 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:19.840 Oh my god, I'm gonna find it for you, and 0:07:19.880 --> 0:07:22.760 I'm gonna report it. But when I find it in 0:07:22.800 --> 0:07:25.000 my history of instagrams. 0:07:24.840 --> 0:07:29.200 Damn my pons or you just google hit easter, sex Easter, 0:07:29.480 --> 0:07:30.760 history of sex Easter. 0:07:32.160 --> 0:07:33.800 Oh yes, I mean, I'm not. 0:07:33.840 --> 0:07:40.880 I don't whatever. I don't know who knows. Airplane yesterday was. 0:07:40.880 --> 0:07:43.280 For twenty Oh yeah, I was, Oh wait, I was, 0:07:43.280 --> 0:07:44.560 so I went to a I went it was even 0:07:44.560 --> 0:07:47.880 a four twenty. My cousin had a party and it 0:07:47.960 --> 0:07:50.800 was like a homecoming akay. She's getting into a roommate 0:07:50.800 --> 0:07:54.120 and so she had dinner and had people over coming. 0:07:54.240 --> 0:07:56.239 She was like it was yeah. She called it her front, 0:07:56.280 --> 0:08:00.600 like her whatever. Her roommate's name is homecoming okay. And 0:08:00.640 --> 0:08:03.120 it was taco night and no one was smoking. I 0:08:03.160 --> 0:08:05.600 was like, what the fuck is going on? I literally 0:08:05.640 --> 0:08:08.520 walked in. Why is no one high? Where's the weed? 0:08:08.760 --> 0:08:11.440 It's four twenty and like literally I had irin with 0:08:11.440 --> 0:08:13.160 me and everyone's staring at me like why is this 0:08:13.240 --> 0:08:16.560 a mom asking where the weeds at? I'm like, because 0:08:16.560 --> 0:08:19.200 it's four and twenty, What the fuck are you talking about? 0:08:19.240 --> 0:08:21.520 We could smoke a joint? The fuck is happening here? 0:08:21.920 --> 0:08:23.680 And then I was told my cousin, I'm like, Yo, 0:08:24.000 --> 0:08:26.480 where's the weed? What it's going on? You guys result 0:08:26.560 --> 0:08:30.000 eating her drinking wine. It's so Caucasian, like old white 0:08:30.040 --> 0:08:30.880 Caucasian people. 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:31.880 What the fuck? 0:08:32.040 --> 0:08:34.440 And she was like, you're right, I don't know. I 0:08:34.480 --> 0:08:37.520 have a joint. Should we go smoke it? I was like, yeah, 0:08:38.200 --> 0:08:39.720 that's oh my god. 0:08:39.960 --> 0:08:42.080 So I didn't even really get as high as I 0:08:42.160 --> 0:08:45.240 usually do on four twenty, but I didn't adulge a 0:08:45.280 --> 0:08:45.640 little bit. 0:08:45.760 --> 0:08:48.640 It's like Jamila, she was at a four twenty pat It. 0:08:48.640 --> 0:08:50.480 Was just some la shit like first of a rack 0:08:50.720 --> 0:08:52.600 gets a real holiday, it is the fuck. 0:08:53.720 --> 0:08:58.560 So I yeah, I got invited by a friend out 0:08:58.559 --> 0:09:01.520 medic Coachella, which we'll get in to this party. He 0:09:01.600 --> 0:09:02.960 sent me a link and all I saw it was 0:09:03.000 --> 0:09:04.880 like Neon lights and ship and I was like, that's 0:09:04.960 --> 0:09:07.839 like bomb. I'm like four twenty party Neon lights, Okay, 0:09:07.960 --> 0:09:10.640 I might need to have to do that. And then 0:09:10.679 --> 0:09:13.040 I was supposed to do my friend slashes and then 0:09:13.280 --> 0:09:15.600 we left lunch and heard my other friend were having 0:09:15.640 --> 0:09:19.120 conversation and the conversation took a turn for the worst. 0:09:19.920 --> 0:09:25.200 They both agreed mutually that Rihanna was aging not well 0:09:26.000 --> 0:09:31.520 and yeah, yeah, yes, why because I have no clue. 0:09:31.600 --> 0:09:34.079 And then they dropped off at your house because I 0:09:34.120 --> 0:09:35.560 want to get my car, and I was just like, 0:09:35.600 --> 0:09:38.480 I can't go. I can't go back over there. I 0:09:38.520 --> 0:09:40.280 was like, why am I so mad? I'm like, because 0:09:40.400 --> 0:09:42.079 what kind of fucking shit is that? 0:09:42.320 --> 0:09:43.760 Wait? Oh my god? 0:09:43.920 --> 0:09:45.400 And so I was like, yeah, I'm gonna go with 0:09:45.600 --> 0:09:46.680 that one guy from the coach. 0:09:47.320 --> 0:09:50.199 I'm mad that you were this upset and disturbed by Rihanna. 0:09:50.520 --> 0:09:53.040 She's a black woman, and I was a non black woman. 0:09:53.120 --> 0:09:55.400 It was Tiffany. No, Tiffany was one of them. 0:09:56.160 --> 0:09:57.760 I was just mads thick. 0:09:59.200 --> 0:09:59.880 That's what I said. 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:01.960 She's thicker, she's getting older. It's ten years later. She 0:10:01.960 --> 0:10:04.199 looks like a woman. She looks bomb as fuck. Yeah, 0:10:04.360 --> 0:10:06.680 of course she's gonna get thicker. I mean they were like, no, 0:10:06.880 --> 0:10:07.480 she's just she. 0:10:07.440 --> 0:10:10.200 Didn't They said, I didn't even tell my got this man. 0:10:11.000 --> 0:10:13.199 They said, she really needs to put on another album 0:10:13.200 --> 0:10:14.320 because she's not getting any younger. 0:10:14.400 --> 0:10:15.199 Yeah, she's not aging. 0:10:15.280 --> 0:10:18.240 What the fuck? That's the problem with she's not aging, 0:10:18.320 --> 0:10:18.880 That's what I said. 0:10:19.200 --> 0:10:22.679 Literally, she's got an album because she's not getting any younger, and. 0:10:22.520 --> 0:10:27.199 She's Beyonce is aging perfectly, but not not Rihanna is 0:10:27.200 --> 0:10:27.520 not eating. 0:10:27.840 --> 0:10:28.840 So did you not see wife? 0:10:28.880 --> 0:10:30.640 Why is it a competition between Rihanna? 0:10:30.720 --> 0:10:35.120 And why do they think Rihanna is aging terribly? What 0:10:35.200 --> 0:10:35.679 the fuck? 0:10:36.400 --> 0:10:37.640 I was like, I was supposed to go back over 0:10:37.720 --> 0:10:38.880 there to do her last she so I was like, 0:10:38.920 --> 0:10:39.600 I just can't. 0:10:40.160 --> 0:10:42.840 I can't bring myself to go back over there, said negative, 0:10:42.840 --> 0:10:43.920 And I. 0:10:43.840 --> 0:10:46.360 Can't bear to put my fingers on your lashes after 0:10:46.400 --> 0:10:47.880 you talked about re read. 0:10:48.160 --> 0:10:51.000 So I went to a four twenty party with the 0:10:51.080 --> 0:10:54.600 almost stranger because that seemed like a better idea. 0:10:55.040 --> 0:10:56.760 So, you know what, fuck this I make it looks 0:10:56.800 --> 0:10:59.880 good tonight. It's it's four twenty. I'm gonna fucking celebrate 0:11:00.160 --> 0:11:02.520 that eye shadow. I didn't that eye shadow. 0:11:03.400 --> 0:11:07.560 And you know, so I went to this fucking bitching 0:11:07.679 --> 0:11:11.000 ass cool ass weed party. First, all we get there, 0:11:11.040 --> 0:11:14.080 it's all these older, like very prestidious white people and 0:11:14.120 --> 0:11:16.720 like kind of celebrities and all in suits and ties 0:11:16.760 --> 0:11:17.520 and counts. 0:11:17.840 --> 0:11:19.160 I'm wearing jeans and a T. 0:11:19.240 --> 0:11:21.600 Shirt and a leather jacket, and I'm like, why didn't 0:11:21.600 --> 0:11:24.040 you tell me it was? I didn't know either. We're 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:27.040 both totally plain dress. But they have like a rolling 0:11:27.080 --> 0:11:28.839 station of free weed and joints. 0:11:29.120 --> 0:11:30.160 They're like people. 0:11:30.000 --> 0:11:32.000 Cleaning the bong for you to take a hit and 0:11:32.080 --> 0:11:35.960 choose what kind you on Indica, CBD or satifa. 0:11:35.679 --> 0:11:37.720 Damn that I'm talking about. 0:11:37.880 --> 0:11:39.520 It was, Yeah, I was loucky jealous. I was like, 0:11:39.520 --> 0:11:42.280 this bitch went somewhere, didn't call me. Well fuck at 0:11:42.320 --> 0:11:44.680 some four to twenty weed shit, I couldn't go anywhere. 0:11:44.720 --> 0:11:47.080 I know, I knew that that's when I go Anywhay. 0:11:47.120 --> 0:11:49.640 I was more jealous that I was just mad. I 0:11:49.760 --> 0:11:52.040 was like, I call her because it seems like you'd 0:11:52.080 --> 0:11:52.600 be into. 0:11:52.440 --> 0:11:53.920 It, but I know you can't go, so I'm not 0:11:54.040 --> 0:11:55.000 gonna tempt you like that. 0:11:55.080 --> 0:11:55.240 Yeah. 0:11:55.679 --> 0:11:58.440 Then there was like this trippy cool art inside that 0:11:58.679 --> 0:11:59.760 was moving and ship. 0:12:00.720 --> 0:12:02.920 It was virtual reality, right, Yeah, then I got into 0:12:02.960 --> 0:12:06.000 virtu reality. I was already stone. I almost fell because 0:12:06.040 --> 0:12:14.440 it was too virtual for my reality because I was high. 0:12:14.520 --> 0:12:14.760 Yeah. 0:12:14.760 --> 0:12:20.160 Those and oh so the virtuality was called micro dose 0:12:20.360 --> 0:12:23.200 and it literally felt like you took acid. Oh wow, 0:12:23.240 --> 0:12:28.120 I know that you might die because it was already 0:12:28.960 --> 0:12:33.760 that's an Easter egg rolling across the table. And then 0:12:33.840 --> 0:12:36.240 you're like in a carnival in virtual reality. Then you 0:12:36.280 --> 0:12:38.960 go to another room and there's like a live artist painting. 0:12:39.000 --> 0:12:41.320 Then you go another one there's a band and virtual 0:12:41.360 --> 0:12:42.880 real reality on the ceiling. 0:12:43.559 --> 0:12:44.760 Then they're in domes. 0:12:44.760 --> 0:12:49.360 Close the door, please, it looks so cute. Okay, I'm coming, Okay, 0:12:49.360 --> 0:12:49.920 we'll come in here. 0:12:49.960 --> 0:12:54.480 Then then you could hear people's conversations at certain points 0:12:54.480 --> 0:12:55.920 in the dome because of how it's shaped. 0:12:55.960 --> 0:12:57.560 So it was just a bunch of trippy shit. 0:12:57.720 --> 0:12:59.360 And then if you do was in suits and ties 0:12:59.400 --> 0:13:02.920 and smoking in the exhibit, it was basically amazing. 0:13:03.080 --> 0:13:06.680 So wow, I'm yeah. 0:13:07.080 --> 0:13:11.520 So back to what's really important, which is our Coachella weekend. 0:13:17.640 --> 0:13:20.440 So me and Jamila met up at Coachella last year. 0:13:22.160 --> 0:13:25.439 We were you were with b D. 0:13:26.360 --> 0:13:28.360 I was with D. I didn't say that last year, 0:13:28.400 --> 0:13:28.960 but I was. 0:13:28.840 --> 0:13:32.480 With I was with like actually my brother and my 0:13:32.520 --> 0:13:35.640 girlfriend Romo, and we're staying like way too far away. 0:13:35.800 --> 0:13:37.360 We didn't have vi P, which. 0:13:37.480 --> 0:13:40.000 Honestly, it doesn't make a difference. It doesn't make a difference, 0:13:40.000 --> 0:13:43.360 but it does no parking parking it does did we 0:13:43.440 --> 0:13:44.000 park vip? 0:13:44.200 --> 0:13:44.360 Look? 0:13:44.400 --> 0:13:46.880 How do we not exited the wrong side of Coachella 0:13:47.000 --> 0:13:49.480 this time? Which we'll get to and why it was 0:13:49.520 --> 0:13:54.640 a shit show. We would have gotten there quickly. But yeah, anyway, 0:13:55.400 --> 0:13:57.680 me and Jamila ended up going to Coachella this year 0:13:58.080 --> 0:13:59.040 together together. 0:14:00.800 --> 0:14:03.520 We intended on like, we're just gonna swing by Coachella. 0:14:03.600 --> 0:14:04.040 That's what we're like. 0:14:04.040 --> 0:14:06.440 That's just gonna swing by, Just go swing by. You know, 0:14:06.440 --> 0:14:08.800 we can go to this party. I'm gonna go to 0:14:08.840 --> 0:14:10.080 the fast. We're just gonna swing back. 0:14:10.080 --> 0:14:12.440 We're gonna do like real mature about Coachella. Yeah, we're 0:14:12.480 --> 0:14:14.319 not even gonna fuck Coachella even though we go. 0:14:14.440 --> 0:14:15.240 For me, we don't need to. 0:14:15.240 --> 0:14:18.000 Go, Okay, no headliners like who Okay. 0:14:18.120 --> 0:14:20.840 So the night before Coachella that was her whole altitude, 0:14:20.840 --> 0:14:24.360 and the very night before at eleven PM, I'm like, Erica, 0:14:25.160 --> 0:14:27.440 I know we're going like like Coachella, but like, are 0:14:27.440 --> 0:14:29.080 you sure we don't need to take anything? 0:14:30.080 --> 0:14:32.880 And she's like, I know, I know, I think maybe 0:14:32.880 --> 0:14:33.520 she at least. 0:14:33.360 --> 0:14:38.720 Try and get some shrooms or like some Mollie. She's like, yeah, 0:14:38.840 --> 0:14:40.640 I was thinking Mollie. Okay, I'm like, okay, so we're 0:14:40.680 --> 0:14:42.680 on the same page. So I make a few calls. 0:14:43.920 --> 0:14:46.120 I guess all the all the all the dealers were 0:14:46.120 --> 0:14:48.280 hot on the streets because they're like minimum seven. 0:14:48.360 --> 0:14:49.080 I'm like seven. 0:14:49.120 --> 0:14:52.000 It's just two girls, just two ups trying to take 0:14:52.040 --> 0:14:59.680 it easy, not at Coachella. At Coachella, but not at Coachella. 0:15:00.120 --> 0:15:01.680 So we were totally like fuck it, we're not you know, 0:15:01.800 --> 0:15:03.680 we don't need that. We're just gonna go and figure 0:15:03.720 --> 0:15:07.280 it out. So we get there. Sorry, your ears are 0:15:07.560 --> 0:15:11.560 very crooked. Okay, So okay, So we're supposed to be 0:15:11.640 --> 0:15:16.000 chaperoning her baby brother and his friend to Coachella's. 0:15:16.040 --> 0:15:18.760 We get there, everything's good. 0:15:19.440 --> 0:15:21.720 Yeah, So we're shepherding my brother, who, by the way, 0:15:21.760 --> 0:15:24.200 is not a small child. He's nineteen years old. But 0:15:24.680 --> 0:15:27.240 my mom was like really concerned that he wasn't going 0:15:27.320 --> 0:15:29.160 to figure it out, and you know what, he probably 0:15:29.160 --> 0:15:32.120 wouldn't have because the airbnb situation was fucked up, and looky, 0:15:32.160 --> 0:15:33.760 I had to go because I booked the airbnb, and 0:15:33.800 --> 0:15:35.120 I was like, you know what, I have friends going. 0:15:35.200 --> 0:15:37.440 We'll just chill and we're gonna do like mature things. 0:15:37.560 --> 0:15:41.560 Yeah, we're gonna do mature things. So the first night, 0:15:41.680 --> 0:15:43.640 like we even like took a nap late, like we 0:15:43.720 --> 0:15:46.440 woke up at like twelve am after we took a 0:15:46.480 --> 0:15:47.840 mommy nap, like, and then. 0:15:47.800 --> 0:15:50.040 We're like, we're gonna go out. So we went to 0:15:50.080 --> 0:15:53.120 a party. We went to what was it, oh, Ronda. 0:15:53.240 --> 0:15:56.800 It was Ronda, Yeah, which Ronda, by the way, is 0:15:56.800 --> 0:15:59.120 like a party that's been in La for like probably 0:15:59.160 --> 0:16:01.280 like maybe like eight seven to eight years. And it's 0:16:01.320 --> 0:16:03.400 like a very house like used to be in a 0:16:03.400 --> 0:16:05.880 warehouse in downtown a leg go to like six am 0:16:06.040 --> 0:16:08.880 like house music. Everyone does a lot of drugs, and 0:16:08.960 --> 0:16:12.480 it's non binary, non binary, lots of lots of like 0:16:13.080 --> 0:16:17.200 strange like and just you know, free and weird shit 0:16:17.360 --> 0:16:18.000 happening in there. 0:16:18.040 --> 0:16:20.000 We were basically right at home and I was like, 0:16:20.080 --> 0:16:23.320 fuck it, let's go. We did that and it was 0:16:23.400 --> 0:16:23.920 kind of whack. 0:16:24.120 --> 0:16:26.840 It was cool, It was kind It wasn't as packed 0:16:27.000 --> 0:16:28.560 as it could have been thought it would be. 0:16:29.440 --> 0:16:29.920 We were just. 0:16:29.840 --> 0:16:31.960 Happy to be out, so happy. We're just so happy 0:16:31.960 --> 0:16:33.680 to be out. Way to get drunk, couldn't wait. 0:16:33.800 --> 0:16:36.880 We were downing drinks as fastly as they were giving 0:16:36.880 --> 0:16:39.840 them as fastly they like pushed the bars being open. 0:16:39.920 --> 0:16:40.720 We were thrilled. 0:16:42.040 --> 0:16:44.200 A guy offered me to go back to his motel six. 0:16:44.440 --> 0:16:45.280 Oh my god. 0:16:45.320 --> 0:16:47.640 That's so that's a huge highlight for me. 0:16:48.120 --> 0:16:48.600 Huge win. 0:16:48.880 --> 0:16:49.920 Oh my god. 0:16:50.200 --> 0:16:53.840 Wait the guy the way. He also approached Emula in 0:16:53.880 --> 0:16:55.800 the parking lot. We were walking in the parking lot 0:16:55.920 --> 0:16:58.320 and he was like trying to cat call her. 0:16:58.520 --> 0:16:59.400 I was like, oh god. 0:16:59.520 --> 0:17:00.840 He's like come, he's gonna come here, and I was like, 0:17:00.880 --> 0:17:02.080 I hate when they get say come here first. 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:03.560 So we were on foot. He's in the car, which 0:17:03.640 --> 0:17:05.199 I don't feel like you're a kidnapt me. 0:17:05.440 --> 0:17:08.159 Yeah. I was like no, no. I was kept ignoring him, 0:17:08.160 --> 0:17:10.160 and finally he was like, yo, I'm trying to flirt 0:17:10.200 --> 0:17:10.439 with you. 0:17:10.800 --> 0:17:14.600 And we're like oh, and they're like, oh, okay, you're 0:17:14.600 --> 0:17:16.520 being really clear about what you want, so we should 0:17:16.560 --> 0:17:18.320 talk about it. 0:17:18.320 --> 0:17:19.840 He's like, I'm meet I'm gonna find you when we 0:17:19.880 --> 0:17:22.520 get inside. I'm like, okay. The hundreds of the cars 0:17:22.520 --> 0:17:24.239 in the parking like, no, you're not. But mind you, 0:17:24.760 --> 0:17:27.360 my nipples are out and I'm wearing a Neon striped 0:17:27.440 --> 0:17:31.439 holder fish net top so in a Neon headband. So 0:17:31.440 --> 0:17:33.119 I'm sure he did. He found me as soon as 0:17:33.119 --> 0:17:35.960 he got inside and offered me to go back to 0:17:36.040 --> 0:17:38.800 his Motel six because he thinks I need to protector 0:17:38.880 --> 0:17:41.560 and provider and he that's. 0:17:41.400 --> 0:17:44.400 Basically what he was. So yeah, that was great. It's 0:17:44.600 --> 0:17:45.800 a complete win for me. 0:17:47.000 --> 0:17:49.320 And then it was we went home. 0:17:49.200 --> 0:17:51.360 Right, No, no, we went back to so Happy Bay. 0:17:51.359 --> 0:17:53.160 I ended up going to Coachella too, and we ended 0:17:53.200 --> 0:17:57.320 up being staying in the exact same community, like gated community, 0:17:57.359 --> 0:18:00.560 which is so crazy out of all the communities literally 0:18:00.600 --> 0:18:04.080 around the corner. So we went back, we drank, we 0:18:04.119 --> 0:18:06.560 made pizza, we made Yeah, we went back to and 0:18:06.600 --> 0:18:07.360 we made cookies. 0:18:07.680 --> 0:18:08.520 We made cookies. 0:18:08.800 --> 0:18:11.040 Yeah, totally cool, calm night. We went be at five am, 0:18:11.080 --> 0:18:13.200 but just because it was just because. 0:18:12.960 --> 0:18:15.960 We were trying to be crazy. But there was nothing 0:18:16.040 --> 0:18:16.440 going on. 0:18:17.080 --> 0:18:17.760 Day two. 0:18:19.359 --> 0:18:20.520 Saturday, Saturday. 0:18:21.160 --> 0:18:23.360 Oh, we woke up a little late. Oh, I woke 0:18:23.440 --> 0:18:27.520 up at Happy Bays. Yes, I went traveled back, got dressed. 0:18:27.880 --> 0:18:28.840 We got dressed. 0:18:28.600 --> 0:18:31.400 Because we were going to a Fashion Mama's event. So 0:18:31.960 --> 0:18:35.639 Fashion Mama's is like a it's a mom group. Actually, 0:18:35.720 --> 0:18:38.760 I'm really excited because we're having their founder on next 0:18:39.280 --> 0:18:43.800 few weeks. Shout out to Natalie and it's a really 0:18:43.880 --> 0:18:47.840 cool mom group, very cool, like super cool, like really 0:18:47.960 --> 0:18:50.159 cool moms. 0:18:49.520 --> 0:18:55.920 Like really really like I'm really cool, how happened? Really cool? 0:18:59.560 --> 0:19:03.240 Not really cool, really really cool, really cool, really cool moms. 0:19:03.240 --> 0:19:06.000 It's like these sohole house of money groups. 0:19:06.400 --> 0:19:08.439 And of course Erica belongs to it. 0:19:08.400 --> 0:19:10.760 Only because of my girlfri I didn't even know they existed. 0:19:10.760 --> 0:19:13.919 It was Nisha, my my other homegirl, was like, have 0:19:13.960 --> 0:19:15.280 you heard of I've joined Fashion Moments? 0:19:15.320 --> 0:19:15.840 Have you joined? 0:19:15.840 --> 0:19:18.040 I was like, what is that? Just like you should try? 0:19:18.080 --> 0:19:20.080 And then I accepted me and then I said fuck it, and. 0:19:20.000 --> 0:19:20.680 I'm glad I did. 0:19:20.720 --> 0:19:23.639 Actually, yeah, So we went to they were had they 0:19:23.640 --> 0:19:25.240 had a house, They rented a house and. 0:19:28.400 --> 0:19:30.000 Yeah, does she want some white rice? 0:19:30.000 --> 0:19:30.800 Do you want white rice? 0:19:31.800 --> 0:19:32.480 You want rice? 0:19:33.440 --> 0:19:36.840 Okay, five minutes, Okay, I'll give it to you. Five minutes, 0:19:36.840 --> 0:19:37.320 I'm coming. 0:19:37.960 --> 0:19:47.800 Okay, okay, you keep talking. She walked away. It worked 0:19:48.960 --> 0:19:49.360 all the way. 0:19:49.400 --> 0:19:53.280 We went to they rented the house and invited like 0:19:53.920 --> 0:19:54.680 members to come. 0:19:54.760 --> 0:19:55.840 You had like I got. 0:19:55.640 --> 0:19:57.760 The email and I responded immediately and it's like, I 0:19:57.760 --> 0:19:59.879 guess it was like thirty members allowed or something. I 0:20:00.040 --> 0:20:02.000 got the plus one and social Gmail was my plus 0:20:02.080 --> 0:20:04.159 one and it was really dope. Like it was like 0:20:04.240 --> 0:20:07.520 this really cute house with the pool and like the 0:20:07.600 --> 0:20:09.080 husbands were invited the kids. 0:20:09.080 --> 0:20:10.960 They had a play area for the kids. They had 0:20:10.960 --> 0:20:12.439 this like venos. 0:20:12.480 --> 0:20:15.679 They had cast most importantly, they had cast Amigo cast amigos. 0:20:15.760 --> 0:20:18.320 They had like these little vendors selling bathing not selling 0:20:18.400 --> 0:20:22.000 giving bathing suits away. It was awesome. It was really 0:20:22.000 --> 0:20:25.439 cool to see that. But so we got there. We 0:20:25.560 --> 0:20:27.520 drank our alcohol there. We made sure we were like 0:20:27.560 --> 0:20:30.520 probably the only moms without kids. There was like a few, 0:20:30.640 --> 0:20:32.400 but we were there. 0:20:32.280 --> 0:20:33.159 Which I was shocked at. 0:20:33.200 --> 0:20:35.800 My moms are bringing their kids to the cella, which 0:20:36.040 --> 0:20:39.560 actually Coachella is free for kids under seven or six, 0:20:39.640 --> 0:20:43.040 I believe. And when we get really vi she said ten, 0:20:43.640 --> 0:20:46.320 I know, I think it's six though six Okay, it's 0:20:46.320 --> 0:20:48.800 free for them, and it's actually free for adults if 0:20:48.800 --> 0:20:50.200 you tune in a little bit longer. 0:20:56.520 --> 0:21:00.600 Oh my god, I love you. Yeah. So we basically 0:21:00.680 --> 0:21:02.639 drank their alcohol. We left that party. 0:21:03.119 --> 0:21:05.880 We then tried to go to the Revolve party, which 0:21:05.920 --> 0:21:08.239 ended up being a ship show. Second year in a row, 0:21:08.320 --> 0:21:10.800 Revolve its fucked me. I am now I'm done, done 0:21:10.880 --> 0:21:13.199 trying to be cool and go to the Revolves till 0:21:13.280 --> 0:21:15.159 next year. I'm done until next year when we get 0:21:15.200 --> 0:21:16.880 it in. We were like, okay, we're gonna get there early. 0:21:16.960 --> 0:21:17.879 We're to revolve us. 0:21:17.880 --> 0:21:20.159 We're gonna have a game plan. It's gonna go not terribly. 0:21:20.440 --> 0:21:23.119 I'm so done with Revolved. I even had then the 0:21:23.160 --> 0:21:25.679 wrist bandsire I supposed to have. It didn't fucking matter whatever. 0:21:25.800 --> 0:21:27.560 So yeah, so we've got to Revolve Party. We're like, 0:21:27.560 --> 0:21:29.400 fuck this ship. We're not going to Revolve Party. We're 0:21:29.400 --> 0:21:33.080 gonna Now. This is when Mission Sneaking to Go Chilla starts. 0:21:33.119 --> 0:21:35.199 It's like a very baby baby beginning. 0:21:35.400 --> 0:21:35.879 What do we do. 0:21:35.920 --> 0:21:37.480 We went to the house, we drank more. 0:21:37.359 --> 0:21:38.040 We drank more. 0:21:38.280 --> 0:21:40.520 Then we then we had a photo shoot. 0:21:40.560 --> 0:21:42.840 We had a photo SHOOTI to bring out my list. 0:21:42.880 --> 0:21:45.159 Oh my god, we had a photo sho a photo shoot, 0:21:45.480 --> 0:21:50.640 and then we ate Mexican food. Yeah, and okay, that's 0:21:50.680 --> 0:21:52.760 when it kind of all went downhill. So we got 0:21:52.840 --> 0:21:55.960 drunk at the MoMA event. Then we went back to 0:21:56.160 --> 0:21:58.959 Happy Bays house, got more drunk and more smoked more, 0:21:59.000 --> 0:22:01.480 we worked more weed, got more and more and more drunk. 0:22:01.520 --> 0:22:04.080 Then we went to eat Mexican food and got more drunk, 0:22:04.600 --> 0:22:06.959 and then what happened? 0:22:07.040 --> 0:22:07.520 We went home? 0:22:07.720 --> 0:22:08.959 No where did we go? 0:22:10.560 --> 0:22:10.800 Okay? 0:22:11.800 --> 0:22:13.600 Okay, So then this is when it all starts. So 0:22:14.160 --> 0:22:16.359 we were in the car driving back from Coachella. To 0:22:16.400 --> 0:22:17.680 me was like, I think we need to write the 0:22:17.680 --> 0:22:19.520 shit down because we're gonna forget everything. So I'm gonna 0:22:19.520 --> 0:22:22.000 write keywords that are like explain everything that happened. 0:22:22.480 --> 0:22:25.800 So they're so here it is. Okay, this is the 0:22:25.880 --> 0:22:28.560 list of what Coachella consisted of. 0:22:28.880 --> 0:22:29.720 Okay this year. 0:22:30.240 --> 0:22:32.760 The list is called find your Friends, and the list 0:22:32.800 --> 0:22:37.520 goes fashion, Mamas, Revolve, cocaine, house, photo, shoots, Mexican was sexy, 0:22:37.880 --> 0:22:42.959 Didty party Now, Nigga rap, Cipher, no Fried Chicken, nap Mission, 0:22:42.960 --> 0:22:46.840 sneak into Coachella, Take mushrooms, find Alana, take more drugs, 0:22:47.040 --> 0:22:52.800 kid Ketty, Where's Kitketty? Erica, Snapchat glasses plus trolling balls, 0:22:53.119 --> 0:22:56.240 sitting down the middle of the road in traffic, Jesus sandals, 0:22:56.440 --> 0:23:00.120 found market, ravaged the house for snacks from the Growing Boy. 0:23:00.680 --> 0:23:03.879 You gotta do what you gotta do, and where's Chris? 0:23:07.600 --> 0:23:10.560 So that is what happened. So just as if we. 0:23:10.520 --> 0:23:13.280 Can explain the list a little bit. I mean, starting 0:23:13.280 --> 0:23:14.240 with the cocaine house. 0:23:14.720 --> 0:23:17.840 The house had always mirrors. 0:23:16.720 --> 0:23:18.399 So many mirrors. It was all white. It was the 0:23:18.400 --> 0:23:20.480 perfect place for cocaine. Did we do any No, there 0:23:20.560 --> 0:23:23.280 was none. Photo shoots. This is when we were drunk 0:23:23.320 --> 0:23:25.520 taking the photo shoots. Then we went and had Mexican food. 0:23:25.560 --> 0:23:28.720 Then we went to a ditty party, which I didn't 0:23:28.720 --> 0:23:29.360 see ditty there. 0:23:29.400 --> 0:23:31.520 No, here's the thing we were bagging. 0:23:31.840 --> 0:23:33.240 After the first party, were like, I wonder where the 0:23:33.280 --> 0:23:34.520 black people of Coachella are. 0:23:34.560 --> 0:23:36.840 There has to be some black parties. So that's why 0:23:36.880 --> 0:23:38.360 we took her out to the ditty party with it. 0:23:38.359 --> 0:23:43.240 It was too black because I got there and I 0:23:43.240 --> 0:23:46.280 could smell fried chicken. I could smell it. It was there, 0:23:46.359 --> 0:23:49.160 but I could not find the fried chicken anywhere. 0:23:49.200 --> 0:23:50.320 It pissed me off. 0:23:50.880 --> 0:23:54.239 She was really upset. She literally was going inside of 0:23:54.240 --> 0:23:56.720 the house, like in the bedrooms looking for this chicken. 0:23:56.760 --> 0:24:00.400 I was like, bitch, the chicken. I don't it's gone 0:23:59.800 --> 0:24:02.800 just at this point, and it smelled like those black people. 0:24:02.840 --> 0:24:03.760 That chicken was gonage. 0:24:04.000 --> 0:24:06.800 We love a fried chicken. Leaving me ravaging the house 0:24:06.800 --> 0:24:09.840 for fried chicken. I was really young. It was really 0:24:09.960 --> 0:24:13.359 very young. We had like a rap battle that happened 0:24:13.400 --> 0:24:15.200 right in front of us. It was like I felt 0:24:15.400 --> 0:24:17.919 when one man was wearing a hit attatoo on his 0:24:17.960 --> 0:24:19.960 face and the young man was wearing a bulletproof vest 0:24:20.040 --> 0:24:22.439 type of fashions. I don't know if these are the 0:24:22.480 --> 0:24:24.560 new fashions the kids are wearing, but it appeared to 0:24:24.560 --> 0:24:27.840 be a bullet type of vest, but probably wouldn't couldn't 0:24:27.840 --> 0:24:28.760 protect you from a bullet? 0:24:28.800 --> 0:24:29.560 No, no, no. 0:24:29.800 --> 0:24:32.440 And then also he was wearing a choker, a Raiders 0:24:32.440 --> 0:24:36.720 diamond choker m hm. And he was from Atlanta, so 0:24:36.800 --> 0:24:41.760 that was pretty confusing. And then to make matters even better, 0:24:42.000 --> 0:24:44.560 him and his homeboy I suppose got into. 0:24:44.480 --> 0:24:47.359 A rap cipher and me and Erka just happened to 0:24:47.400 --> 0:24:48.160 be like right in the middle. 0:24:48.240 --> 0:24:50.280 We were like we were like the groupies in the middle, 0:24:50.320 --> 0:24:57.639 like egging them on, yeah, like oh yeah. 0:24:57.680 --> 0:24:59.920 And then there was like a box, an open box. 0:25:00.160 --> 0:25:02.320 People were like, I guess it was a box specifically 0:25:02.320 --> 0:25:03.160 for photo shoots. 0:25:03.280 --> 0:25:03.960 They had lights. 0:25:04.000 --> 0:25:06.640 And then every so often I would just look over 0:25:06.760 --> 0:25:10.560 and there's people in there having real serious photo shoots, 0:25:10.800 --> 0:25:13.400 and I would like tap Erica, like look, how serious 0:25:13.480 --> 0:25:15.159 that guy is and he was like giving. 0:25:14.960 --> 0:25:15.720 Tyson Beck for it. 0:25:15.840 --> 0:25:18.800 Yeah, it was every person that stepped into that box 0:25:19.080 --> 0:25:20.400 was like a super moment. 0:25:21.440 --> 0:25:22.800 We didn't make it there, we didn't make it. 0:25:23.359 --> 0:25:25.119 I was tempted, like, damn, are we supposed to take 0:25:25.119 --> 0:25:26.600 a picture for proof that we were at the ditty 0:25:26.680 --> 0:25:27.640 party at Coachella? 0:25:27.760 --> 0:25:30.760 But yeah, we were way too high. And at this point, okay, 0:25:30.760 --> 0:25:33.040 here's another thing, we were pressed. 0:25:33.200 --> 0:25:34.040 Yeah, super pressed. 0:25:34.080 --> 0:25:34.680 We were superpress. 0:25:34.680 --> 0:25:36.120 We had gotten drunk, but we're like. 0:25:36.080 --> 0:25:38.119 We knew we had to leave Sunday mornings. So we 0:25:38.119 --> 0:25:40.880 were like, tonight's the night, bitch, we gotta get. 0:25:40.600 --> 0:25:42.440 Fucked up this Coachella. 0:25:42.480 --> 0:25:44.600 We kept saying, I can't believe it's Saturday and we 0:25:44.640 --> 0:25:46.280 haven't done anything crazy yet. 0:25:46.920 --> 0:25:50.200 So we keep pressing Happy Bay because he has the stroom, yeah, 0:25:50.200 --> 0:25:51.040 the mushrooms, Like. 0:25:51.000 --> 0:25:52.919 Please, I'm like, let's just take him now. And then 0:25:52.960 --> 0:25:54.159 I was like, wait, do I really want to take 0:25:54.240 --> 0:25:57.400 mushrooms out the strange didty party? And then then what 0:25:58.600 --> 0:25:58.919 then what? 0:25:59.160 --> 0:26:01.120 So then we said so then we said okay, well 0:26:01.160 --> 0:26:02.720 wait let's go to Coachella. 0:26:03.680 --> 0:26:06.000 So four of us get back in the car. We 0:26:06.040 --> 0:26:06.760 had to Coachella. 0:26:06.880 --> 0:26:11.360 I take a mean hardcore, snoring, flabbering nap in the backseat. 0:26:11.520 --> 0:26:13.680 Yeah, because I had what's falling off your head? 0:26:14.119 --> 0:26:16.720 I was probably at least ten drinks in and that's 0:26:16.720 --> 0:26:19.200 a cross between tequila and covasier at this point. 0:26:19.359 --> 0:26:22.520 Meanwhile, I'm coordinating with my brother who's at Coachella to 0:26:22.640 --> 0:26:25.359 give me his wristband somehow because we are me are 0:26:25.400 --> 0:26:27.119 going to sneak in because me and Jamila were the 0:26:27.200 --> 0:26:28.960 only people in the car without a wristband. 0:26:29.080 --> 0:26:32.560 But we has reassured me she had done this many times, 0:26:32.600 --> 0:26:35.080 it was very easy. Meanwhile, my baby daddy tell me 0:26:35.440 --> 0:26:39.560 everybody's going to jail. Hundreds of people have gone to 0:26:39.680 --> 0:26:40.800 jail who have snuck. 0:26:40.560 --> 0:26:41.040 In this year. 0:26:41.440 --> 0:26:44.240 Before I left, he specifically told me, oh, don't even 0:26:44.240 --> 0:26:46.400 try it. Hundreds of people are going to jail at Coachella. 0:26:46.520 --> 0:26:48.679 I've heard it and I was like, oh. I was like, 0:26:48.840 --> 0:26:51.960 Erica Beattie said, hundreds of people getting locked up. 0:26:52.920 --> 0:26:54.320 She's like, what are you talking about? 0:26:54.480 --> 0:26:55.200 Do it every year? 0:26:55.680 --> 0:26:58.119 So we head on over to Coachella. I'm knocked out 0:26:58.119 --> 0:26:59.600 in the back pull it. 0:26:59.640 --> 0:27:02.720 I'm like, oh, we're here, who wrapad wrap back on, 0:27:02.840 --> 0:27:03.359 ready to go. 0:27:03.640 --> 0:27:06.359 Pike My Daisy dukes up. It's it's time to get popping. 0:27:06.640 --> 0:27:09.440 We walk about a quarter four miles to the front door. 0:27:09.560 --> 0:27:11.440 No, actually was a quick it's a quick walk. 0:27:11.440 --> 0:27:15.480 It's a quarter of a mile, okay, in dust and 0:27:15.600 --> 0:27:18.359 me and Erica. So everybody else continues when your can 0:27:18.440 --> 0:27:20.560 casually pretend at the very last stup that we're just 0:27:20.600 --> 0:27:21.400 you know, haven't. 0:27:21.400 --> 0:27:22.359 Just we're just falling back. 0:27:22.440 --> 0:27:27.000 Ay, we're just talking. Meanwhile, Happy bays inside. My brother's 0:27:27.000 --> 0:27:28.760 slipping off his wristband. 0:27:28.480 --> 0:27:31.399 Giving him to our other brother's friend. Shout out to 0:27:31.400 --> 0:27:32.800 p K. Shout out to PK. 0:27:33.119 --> 0:27:35.720 He then delivered both of their wristbands to outside. 0:27:35.760 --> 0:27:37.679 Wait he gets into us, we slip them on our 0:27:37.680 --> 0:27:43.400 hands and then Eric and then Erica goes, don't be obvious. 0:27:43.520 --> 0:27:46.600 Pretend like to pretend like we're not together. 0:27:47.119 --> 0:27:54.840 There's nobody, so we all walk in together but pretending 0:27:55.080 --> 0:27:56.160 we don't know each other. 0:27:57.680 --> 0:28:00.840 It works. It's look, I'm a sneaking. There's there's a 0:28:00.920 --> 0:28:02.200 technique to just babe, baby. 0:28:02.200 --> 0:28:04.560 We're all in line right next to other, like not like. 0:28:06.000 --> 0:28:06.800 We go and we hug. 0:28:07.000 --> 0:28:08.760 Yeah, and then then we get in and I'm like, 0:28:08.800 --> 0:28:10.119 we're in. She's like yeah, we're in. 0:28:10.160 --> 0:28:10.439 That's it. 0:28:10.520 --> 0:28:13.240 I'm like, oh, we're in'sig whoa Okay, so I'm pumped. 0:28:13.480 --> 0:28:16.200 So they're like mushrooms mushrooms. Now I'm like, we need 0:28:16.240 --> 0:28:21.160 something down them with. We need to beverage. Fine, fuck like. 0:28:21.920 --> 0:28:23.200 Okay, So we make her way. 0:28:23.280 --> 0:28:25.080 I see a lemonade stand, I'm like, lemonade. 0:28:25.680 --> 0:28:28.440 Lemonade is perfect. Way, then Happy Babe, he moves really slow, 0:28:28.560 --> 0:28:29.600 like a crap, and he's. 0:28:29.440 --> 0:28:32.119 Like, oh, I see a juicerey, Let's get some pressed, 0:28:32.119 --> 0:28:39.840 fresh pressed juice. We're like juice ending in two hours. Oh, 0:28:39.880 --> 0:28:40.720 by the way, we didn't mention it. 0:28:40.760 --> 0:28:42.920 We snack into Coachella. At the end of Coachella. It 0:28:42.960 --> 0:28:44.760 was literally like two and a half hours before it 0:28:45.080 --> 0:28:45.400 was over. 0:28:45.560 --> 0:28:48.840 Okay babe, Okay. 0:28:49.520 --> 0:28:51.920 Happy Way is convinced that he must have a fresh 0:28:51.920 --> 0:28:52.680 pressed juice. 0:28:53.000 --> 0:28:56.440 Weird livid, so annoyed. I'm like, why are you fucking kidding? 0:28:58.360 --> 0:29:01.560 We're just like a party, like yo, we don't care, 0:29:01.640 --> 0:29:05.800 and we're not time for health. Time to get this 0:29:06.000 --> 0:29:09.560 ship away at it. We're getting fucked up, fuck up. 0:29:09.960 --> 0:29:12.560 So we somehow gear him away from the fresh press 0:29:12.640 --> 0:29:16.840 juice to the bar and then Cochilla. He had to 0:29:16.880 --> 0:29:18.960 go get a fucking twenty one year old bracelet first. 0:29:18.960 --> 0:29:20.160 Then you go to the bar, so that was the 0:29:20.200 --> 0:29:22.360 whole thing. And then who were we catching the end 0:29:22.440 --> 0:29:23.280 of the show at that point? 0:29:23.400 --> 0:29:27.880 Oh uh, tame and Paula tame and Paula was dope, 0:29:28.520 --> 0:29:31.360 but we were mostly just focused on these Yeah. 0:29:31.480 --> 0:29:32.440 I didn't I didn't even know who. 0:29:32.600 --> 0:29:34.400 I was like, whoa mushrooms? Mushrooms? 0:29:34.440 --> 0:29:36.840 Okay, So we get a drink and then. 0:29:36.920 --> 0:29:41.959 Finally, finally I see the mushrooms in sight bringing him 0:29:41.960 --> 0:29:45.280 out of the zip bag and he starts just shipping them. 0:29:45.520 --> 0:29:49.280 They're fucking disgusting, disgusting. 0:29:49.680 --> 0:29:54.880 I'm cheering, like, this is what we're so excited to do. 0:29:55.040 --> 0:29:57.360 Can't wait. It's some fucking you know, mushrooms were out 0:29:57.360 --> 0:29:58.400 of cowship. 0:29:58.160 --> 0:30:00.760 Right, yeah, I heard. I was think there's other ways 0:30:00.760 --> 0:30:01.160 to make them. 0:30:01.360 --> 0:30:02.800 There has to be at this point, right, And then 0:30:02.800 --> 0:30:05.719 who would Okay, yeah, okay, I hope they watch him. 0:30:05.760 --> 0:30:06.120 I don't know. 0:30:07.240 --> 0:30:08.400 We ate them mm hmm. 0:30:09.280 --> 0:30:11.880 And then so then finally we ate them, and then 0:30:11.920 --> 0:30:14.080 and then then we walked and then Happy Bay still 0:30:14.120 --> 0:30:16.120 wanted gestures and we're like we're going to go. We 0:30:16.240 --> 0:30:18.840 got gotta go, so we I was like, peace, I'll see, 0:30:18.880 --> 0:30:21.280 we'll meet up later. We'll catulated. Let's just let's spread, 0:30:21.360 --> 0:30:23.719 let's spread our wings. And so me and Jamila then 0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:25.720 went to go meet up with my other friend and 0:30:26.480 --> 0:30:27.600 we couldn't find her at first. 0:30:27.640 --> 0:30:28.880 When we ended up finding her. 0:30:29.280 --> 0:30:31.120 Well, so I note, I was I had been talking 0:30:31.120 --> 0:30:33.360 about meeting up with this friend all weekend because she'd 0:30:33.360 --> 0:30:35.720 already established she had a party pack, a party pack. 0:30:35.800 --> 0:30:37.120 So I was like, where she? Where she? 0:30:37.200 --> 0:30:37.600 Where she? 0:30:37.800 --> 0:30:38.200 Where is she? 0:30:38.280 --> 0:30:38.640 Where she? 0:30:38.720 --> 0:30:40.480 Keep mind, it's not my friend, it's never I think 0:30:40.480 --> 0:30:43.960 you've met her? Maybe what's in passing? Eric his friend like, hey, 0:30:44.480 --> 0:30:46.000 we facetimer. 0:30:46.080 --> 0:30:47.239 Where is she? Where is she? 0:30:47.560 --> 0:30:52.040 Where the fuck is hey? Where is Finally we start 0:30:52.120 --> 0:30:54.080 coordinating with them. I'm on the phone like, well, where 0:30:54.080 --> 0:30:55.920 are by the wine side. 0:30:55.840 --> 0:30:57.720 Where Jamila's leading? 0:30:58.480 --> 0:31:01.920 Leading the journey a red tree? I don't see a 0:31:01.920 --> 0:31:06.560 fucking red treat Okay. So finally we meet her. Apparently 0:31:07.000 --> 0:31:09.880 she's with a posse of maybe four others, six, four. 0:31:09.680 --> 0:31:10.360 To five others. 0:31:10.680 --> 0:31:16.560 They are clearly festival ready, festival ready. They're clearly festival vets. Yeah, 0:31:16.680 --> 0:31:19.160 I could tell by their like their their gadgets there 0:31:19.240 --> 0:31:24.280 fanny packs, they're out bags. Yeah, it could turn warm 0:31:24.280 --> 0:31:26.959 at any moment, it could turn hot whatever, ready for anything. 0:31:27.040 --> 0:31:31.280 Yeah, they seemed really trustworthy. So that's when they pulled 0:31:31.320 --> 0:31:32.120 out the party pack. 0:31:32.840 --> 0:31:35.880 That what you're trying to establish. 0:31:36.120 --> 0:31:38.120 Honestly, it took about six minutes to get to the 0:31:38.160 --> 0:31:39.760 party pack, because that's how pressed. 0:31:39.800 --> 0:31:42.240 Again, I will take full responsibility. 0:31:42.400 --> 0:31:47.200 Pressed that I was, and her fiance breaks something in 0:31:47.280 --> 0:31:48.320 half hands. 0:31:48.320 --> 0:31:50.640 It puts places in Menierka's mouth. 0:31:50.520 --> 0:31:51.560 And I was like, what is this? 0:31:54.000 --> 0:31:57.920 He's like ecstasy, and I'm like, do people still take this? 0:31:58.800 --> 0:32:02.200 I haven't take this since they're only two thousands, and 0:32:02.200 --> 0:32:05.120 he's like yeah. She shakes her head at me, and 0:32:05.120 --> 0:32:07.080 I'm like, and I see yakat taken and we just 0:32:08.240 --> 0:32:10.720 there and at that, and right before them, we were like, 0:32:10.880 --> 0:32:12.880 I think those mushrooms start kick in. 0:32:13.080 --> 0:32:14.920 They did literally looked at you. 0:32:15.200 --> 0:32:17.160 I think tho MUSHes about to kick in. And then 0:32:17.240 --> 0:32:21.640 we took to take half of the next to Sea Pimp, which. 0:32:21.600 --> 0:32:24.720 You know in hindsight, No hindsight is twenty twenty. 0:32:24.840 --> 0:32:28.320 Okay, So then we're with the festival gurus and we're 0:32:28.320 --> 0:32:28.840 heading over. 0:32:28.760 --> 0:32:29.320 To kid cutting. 0:32:29.640 --> 0:32:32.080 Everybody needs to see Kit Cuddy because kid Ketty's cool, 0:32:32.280 --> 0:32:34.680 it's a second night had it's a kid. 0:32:34.640 --> 0:32:36.800 Cutty is like, because everyone knows Saturday night is like 0:32:36.840 --> 0:32:38.960 that day that the party pack gets pulled out. 0:32:39.000 --> 0:32:41.160 Yeah, and so kid Cutty is is the party pack? 0:32:41.520 --> 0:32:43.320 Kid Cutty's like, yeah. 0:32:43.160 --> 0:32:44.920 I think he gave him a genre at the at 0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:46.320 the like it was. 0:32:46.400 --> 0:32:47.240 Just a trap. 0:32:48.400 --> 0:32:50.560 Oh my god, what I called it a drug trap? 0:32:51.280 --> 0:32:53.760 I get a genre, gave him a genre. It was 0:32:53.880 --> 0:32:56.160 like high It made total sense though it did. It 0:32:56.200 --> 0:32:59.920 was it was like trippy trip hop trap, trip hop trap. 0:33:00.240 --> 0:33:02.000 I don't think he's like hip hop. I think he's 0:33:02.000 --> 0:33:04.160 more like trippy high hop. 0:33:04.000 --> 0:33:07.520 Or some Erka was making lots of things once her 0:33:07.880 --> 0:33:12.840 things hit, so we head over to Oh we. 0:33:12.800 --> 0:33:15.880 Head During that time, though, too, I was like I 0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:17.400 don't know how to feel. I was like, should I 0:33:17.400 --> 0:33:17.920 sit down? 0:33:20.520 --> 0:33:29.440 I'm like, what, it's okay, I see it, it's go eat? 0:33:30.520 --> 0:33:36.120 Are you done? What are you doing? Five minutes we're 0:33:36.120 --> 0:33:40.240 about to small Ladybug, go watch lady Bug. Oh my god, 0:33:40.240 --> 0:33:42.040 I can't believe that worked. Okay. 0:33:43.720 --> 0:33:45.840 I didn't know whether I wanted to sit or stand 0:33:46.160 --> 0:33:50.040 or meet like and then were on someone or so 0:33:50.160 --> 0:33:51.960 much wheat already, and we're drunk. 0:33:51.960 --> 0:33:53.960 We are drunkly, it's taking so much weat. 0:33:54.000 --> 0:33:56.280 And then we were just so gung ho about the 0:33:56.720 --> 0:34:00.800 past and then we're when we it's hit. And then 0:34:00.840 --> 0:34:04.120 we were with this guru of fucking festivalers. They start 0:34:04.200 --> 0:34:06.680 keep going deeper. I feel like they kept going deeper. 0:34:06.400 --> 0:34:08.480 In the crowd, and they were like they were like professionally, 0:34:08.640 --> 0:34:11.120 like they were professional crowdsurfers. 0:34:11.280 --> 0:34:12.719 I was like, I've never seen a group of people 0:34:12.840 --> 0:34:17.319 surf a crowd so significant, so bonded, like they were together. 0:34:17.040 --> 0:34:20.239 And like I was like, don't look anybody like. 0:34:20.800 --> 0:34:22.920 It was just like there, I feel like a little squirrel. 0:34:23.000 --> 0:34:25.960 And thenet like a group of squirrels. The school of squirrels. 0:34:25.520 --> 0:34:28.840 Could have been the mushrooms also, I'm sure it was. 0:34:29.880 --> 0:34:31.920 And then we get to Kink Cuddy and he starts 0:34:32.239 --> 0:34:36.480 singing his trippy trappy trip hop trap, trip hop trap. 0:34:36.760 --> 0:34:42.600 I'm like, oh, because that's kind of how Kit Cutty sounds. 0:34:53.120 --> 0:34:58.800 Sure, we're not singing any version of his songs right. Basically, 0:34:59.320 --> 0:35:02.920 my god, basically you should not listen to his music 0:35:03.080 --> 0:35:05.640 on any of these drugs. And then when you do 0:35:06.480 --> 0:35:08.960 It's like, oh, I really felt like I was in 0:35:09.000 --> 0:35:10.880 a fucking spaceship on Mars. 0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:12.560 I kept looking at the stage like where. 0:35:12.400 --> 0:35:16.680 Are we because it was all read and it was 0:35:16.880 --> 0:35:18.000 then and you couldn't see him. 0:35:18.040 --> 0:35:22.359 I couldn't. Kyla kept looking over at me and be like, but. 0:35:22.320 --> 0:35:27.480 Where do you see him? Is he moving around? Where 0:35:27.760 --> 0:35:28.240 is he? 0:35:29.239 --> 0:35:30.640 Because I could see him on the screen, But when 0:35:30.680 --> 0:35:31.160 I looked at the. 0:35:31.080 --> 0:35:34.239 Stage, the lights and spaceships that. 0:35:34.239 --> 0:35:36.600 You were like concerned for his safety. You were like, 0:35:36.800 --> 0:35:37.879 is he okay? 0:35:38.120 --> 0:35:39.160 Making that noise? 0:35:41.480 --> 0:35:44.520 I don't even know it was good, but I couldn't 0:35:44.520 --> 0:35:46.360 make a little word he was saying. And then I 0:35:46.400 --> 0:35:49.759 felt like, wow, all of the festival goers we were 0:35:49.760 --> 0:35:52.880 with every song like they were just singing along. I'm like, oh, 0:35:52.920 --> 0:35:54.560 I not appreciating this because I don't know any kid 0:35:54.600 --> 0:35:58.080 cutty songs. Yeah I do know some what song Doing. 0:35:59.520 --> 0:36:05.799 On the Suit of Beness No, no, never heard that song, 0:36:06.800 --> 0:36:08.759 or There's Man on the Moon. 0:36:08.880 --> 0:36:10.960 But it is a lot, but I can't remember. 0:36:10.960 --> 0:36:13.120 You if you hear them, you know you know what 0:36:13.200 --> 0:36:13.480 I mean? 0:36:13.520 --> 0:36:17.640 The way my Ecstasy Slashroom dropped in the mid of 0:36:17.719 --> 0:36:18.480 his concert. 0:36:18.920 --> 0:36:22.040 I don't ever want to hear him again, it scared you. 0:36:22.080 --> 0:36:25.279 No, it's just too much. I'm gonna get clashbacks. And 0:36:25.320 --> 0:36:27.120 I was like, yeah, I don't know if I could stand. 0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:27.600 Yeah. 0:36:28.360 --> 0:36:29.840 I was like wavering around. 0:36:30.200 --> 0:36:32.760 And then the worst thing of all happened, the worst. 0:36:33.320 --> 0:36:38.120 The fucking concert ended and me and Erica ship had 0:36:38.280 --> 0:36:43.560 just started to go nuts. And suddenly I looked at 0:36:43.640 --> 0:36:45.919 Erica and I was like, we didn't think this ship 0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:46.399 through at all. 0:36:47.960 --> 0:36:51.520 And we just starting oh my god, following people. My friend. 0:36:51.560 --> 0:36:53.120 We followed my friend and he was like, do you 0:36:53.120 --> 0:36:55.000 want to go to this Jeremy Scott party? And we're like, 0:36:55.040 --> 0:36:57.520 we're like, yeah, let's go. Let's go. So we start 0:36:57.560 --> 0:36:58.480 walking following him. 0:36:58.560 --> 0:36:59.960 He's like walking really fack. 0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:05.200 He's wearing his sweat, the sweat jacket, that sweat. It's 0:37:05.239 --> 0:37:10.040 a whole body sweat suit. It's like that running like the. 0:37:11.960 --> 0:37:13.320 So we're just following the noise. 0:37:13.120 --> 0:37:15.000 To the shoes, shoes, shoes, shoes. 0:37:17.680 --> 0:37:22.880 There's a bug in there. Oh, go in your room. Okay, 0:37:22.920 --> 0:37:27.479 I'll go. Where is the bug? Where is it? 0:37:30.640 --> 0:37:31.160 Ignore it. 0:37:31.160 --> 0:37:35.040 It's not gonna not gonna get you. It's fine, it's nature. 0:37:35.360 --> 0:37:37.960 It's not coming for you. Tell her tell Luna, tell Iri, 0:37:38.040 --> 0:37:43.080 it's not coming for her. Oh Jesus, let me kill 0:37:43.160 --> 0:38:03.359 this goddamn bug. So the cons ended, oh wait, okay. 0:38:03.360 --> 0:38:05.000 So his pants were going. 0:38:06.840 --> 0:38:09.240 And we just were like following the sounds, so crush. 0:38:10.000 --> 0:38:12.680 And then at some point I was like, wait, Jamila, wait, 0:38:12.800 --> 0:38:14.200 we came with happy Bay. 0:38:14.200 --> 0:38:16.200 How can we leave him? We can't just leave him? 0:38:16.239 --> 0:38:18.240 What the fuck? And I was like, it's fine. 0:38:18.760 --> 0:38:21.680 You said he needed space, right, let's just go. What 0:38:21.719 --> 0:38:23.640 else are we gonna kept saying, what are we gonna do? 0:38:23.680 --> 0:38:25.200 What else are we gonna do? 0:38:24.760 --> 0:38:26.000 We don't know. 0:38:26.120 --> 0:38:29.040 I said, we didn't prepare for this part. It's fine, 0:38:29.120 --> 0:38:29.919 let's just go. 0:38:30.719 --> 0:38:33.200 We didn't even drive. We have a key, right, We're fine. 0:38:33.360 --> 0:38:36.080 And then so she was like, so she like dials 0:38:36.080 --> 0:38:37.920 her phone, puts it to her ear. It must have 0:38:38.000 --> 0:38:40.439 rang like twice, and she she goes, well, he didn't answer, 0:38:40.520 --> 0:38:41.120 so let's go. 0:38:43.200 --> 0:38:44.120 It was like that easy. 0:38:44.160 --> 0:38:46.880 She's like, oh, he didn't answer, let's going, okay. So 0:38:46.920 --> 0:38:50.239 he continued to walk, and at some point we exited. 0:38:50.160 --> 0:38:52.960 The festival, and not realize to this day, I regret it. 0:38:53.040 --> 0:38:55.880 I regret it was like an invisible exit. 0:38:56.000 --> 0:38:58.120 Yeah, that's the thing. You even know when you're in 0:38:58.200 --> 0:39:00.320 and your out because it's so fucking out it. 0:39:01.600 --> 0:39:04.600 So we start walking and we keep walking, and we 0:39:04.680 --> 0:39:05.720 just realized. 0:39:06.800 --> 0:39:09.120 We lose the friend friend. 0:39:09.440 --> 0:39:11.279 I think he was intentionally trying to lose us, because 0:39:11.280 --> 0:39:15.960 we were like we were tripping balls and I kept laughing. 0:39:16.000 --> 0:39:17.440 I couldn't stop laughing. 0:39:17.560 --> 0:39:18.960 She would not stop. 0:39:19.200 --> 0:39:23.120 I was literally would not just anytime I asked her something, 0:39:23.160 --> 0:39:28.120 she's like to the point I was crying. She's like, 0:39:28.239 --> 0:39:30.040 to me, what should we do? And I was like, 0:39:32.040 --> 0:39:32.920 it's kind of putting that. 0:39:33.000 --> 0:39:36.319 I don't know. I'm just no help. I was just like, 0:39:36.560 --> 0:39:38.799 why did we do this? Oh my god, that's such 0:39:38.800 --> 0:39:39.480 a bad idea. 0:39:40.440 --> 0:39:43.040 So we keep walking and then then we would find 0:39:43.080 --> 0:39:46.400 someone to help us, like someone who worked there, and 0:39:46.440 --> 0:39:47.120 they would talk. 0:39:47.080 --> 0:39:49.000 To us and like we're like we're at one aim. 0:39:49.120 --> 0:39:52.600 They're like, ooh, that's far, Like wait, what do you mean? 0:39:52.680 --> 0:39:53.319 Can we go back? 0:39:53.320 --> 0:39:56.200 And they're like keep going follows barricade keeping for about four. 0:39:56.000 --> 0:39:58.440 Miles straight, and then I would just keep laughing, and 0:39:58.440 --> 0:40:00.560 then Erica was just looking so worried, and then I 0:40:00.640 --> 0:40:03.080 was laughing, and then we went to another We kept 0:40:03.080 --> 0:40:06.440 walking about two more miles and then went to another 0:40:06.600 --> 0:40:07.760 person like on a bicycle. 0:40:07.840 --> 0:40:09.480 This time, this person pulls. 0:40:09.200 --> 0:40:12.359 Out an ire the screen and I looked at so first, 0:40:12.480 --> 0:40:14.799 Erica is looking at it all intensely, and I look 0:40:14.920 --> 0:40:15.960 over to look at it. 0:40:16.800 --> 0:40:17.200 Bitch. 0:40:18.360 --> 0:40:20.719 Everything on the screen was moving really fast. There was 0:40:20.800 --> 0:40:23.200 things like gyrating. 0:40:22.560 --> 0:40:26.920 And moving out red dots everywhere. 0:40:26.920 --> 0:40:29.000 And then I looked at him. I thought that was hilarious. 0:40:29.040 --> 0:40:30.479 I started laughing some more. 0:40:31.640 --> 0:40:34.080 She just did walk straight, make a ray. I was like, Okay, 0:40:34.160 --> 0:40:36.160 that's all I can do. That's all I can do. 0:40:36.280 --> 0:40:39.200 No, And then at another point, Erica had taken a 0:40:39.239 --> 0:40:41.799 picture of the intersections before we left. 0:40:41.800 --> 0:40:42.680 She thought it was gonna take. 0:40:43.040 --> 0:40:44.520 It was a good idea, you know what had helped 0:40:44.560 --> 0:40:45.560 us in some capacity. 0:40:45.640 --> 0:40:46.160 No, it didn't. 0:40:46.360 --> 0:40:48.799 She took a picture of the intersection and and her 0:40:49.000 --> 0:40:51.480 highest fucking tripping out state. 0:40:51.719 --> 0:40:53.400 We pull it up to ask for help. This is 0:40:53.400 --> 0:40:55.560 where can you help us find our car? 0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:58.719 One of the signs is blurry, so all you can 0:40:58.760 --> 0:41:04.360 see is avenue, yeah and something. It was blurred conveniently. 0:41:04.360 --> 0:41:08.520 It was like because she's so really I remember asking 0:41:08.560 --> 0:41:10.880 guys and she was like, can you make out this street? 0:41:10.960 --> 0:41:13.160 And he was like, oh yeah, I think that says foth. 0:41:13.440 --> 0:41:15.759 And then the guy's like, I say, foalth, I ain't 0:41:15.800 --> 0:41:18.920 no fault, and I was like, I was like, I 0:41:19.040 --> 0:41:23.040 just kept laughing. He's like, I don't know where that is, 0:41:23.080 --> 0:41:23.640 baby girl. 0:41:23.840 --> 0:41:26.040 I was like, oh my god, what's the point of 0:41:26.040 --> 0:41:29.400 having a picture. And then finally and then we're on 0:41:29.400 --> 0:41:30.400 the phone with Haavy Bass. 0:41:30.440 --> 0:41:33.880 She said, I don't know, babe, come find us. 0:41:34.719 --> 0:41:37.200 And then she had on these Jesus Sanda, Oh my god, 0:41:37.719 --> 0:41:39.880 that weren't really sandals at all. They're just stringing a 0:41:39.920 --> 0:41:42.680 cardboard at the bottom pretty much exactly, and she kept 0:41:42.760 --> 0:41:43.200 tying them. 0:41:43.280 --> 0:41:47.400 They kept untying every five fucking minutes. 0:41:48.040 --> 0:41:50.800 Like Jamila, wait the time my show. 0:41:51.360 --> 0:41:55.279 It was dusty at one point to pull on their scarves. 0:41:55.560 --> 0:41:57.600 We were going against the grain and. 0:41:57.560 --> 0:42:00.400 There was like thousands of people coming towards us. 0:42:00.200 --> 0:42:02.799 And we were going against them. It was literally like 0:42:03.160 --> 0:42:06.880 Jamilam compared it. It was like Simba going against the pride. 0:42:07.800 --> 0:42:09.280 It was the fucking line. 0:42:09.200 --> 0:42:11.600 The stampede we were in, it was. 0:42:11.520 --> 0:42:13.960 It was it's all very animalistic. And at one point, 0:42:14.239 --> 0:42:15.839 like I was on the phone and I was like. 0:42:18.239 --> 0:42:20.319 I was walking through that crowd. It was all this dust, 0:42:20.360 --> 0:42:22.440 and I was like, why am I even wearing shoes? 0:42:24.719 --> 0:42:28.120 What's the point of shoes? Just take them off? 0:42:28.320 --> 0:42:33.560 And I just kept laughing, Oh my god, I'm finally no. 0:42:33.719 --> 0:42:36.279 And then she's like, she's like, I just need to 0:42:36.680 --> 0:42:38.439 this is too much. I haven't been able to take 0:42:38.440 --> 0:42:40.600 the sulon That's what she says. I haven't even to 0:42:40.640 --> 0:42:42.719 take the sul n. This is too much. And I 0:42:42.760 --> 0:42:46.000 was looking at her, laughing still and she's like, we 0:42:46.080 --> 0:42:49.480 need to sit down, and I was like, okay, okay, 0:42:49.640 --> 0:42:52.200 So we sit down and we must have like put 0:42:52.239 --> 0:42:55.480 one cheek on the cement when headlights are coming straight 0:42:55.560 --> 0:42:56.040 for us. 0:42:56.160 --> 0:42:58.799 Clay She's like, wait, wait, I didn't think this through. 0:42:58.840 --> 0:43:01.000 I don't think this is the right place to sit down. 0:43:01.440 --> 0:43:03.320 We're in the parking lot. The parking lot. 0:43:03.680 --> 0:43:06.040 Which is also a field, but it's just a parking lot. 0:43:06.080 --> 0:43:07.759 So it felt like, okay, this is a field, it 0:43:07.800 --> 0:43:10.680 is safe. But nothing was safe. There was nowhere to 0:43:10.680 --> 0:43:12.879 sit so we could collect ourselves. We could not find 0:43:12.880 --> 0:43:17.399 where we were at. It was so intense, and to 0:43:17.400 --> 0:43:23.160 top it off, we were tripping balls all because we 0:43:23.160 --> 0:43:28.200 were so fucking gung ho about getting good Coachella going 0:43:28.400 --> 0:43:29.200 wild here. 0:43:29.800 --> 0:43:32.719 The more of the story is, don't take drugs when 0:43:32.719 --> 0:43:33.360 you're pressed. 0:43:33.600 --> 0:43:36.040 Don't don't take drugs you don't have a plan. We 0:43:36.040 --> 0:43:37.880 were so worried about getting high that we didn't know 0:43:38.360 --> 0:43:39.600 the plan. Yeah, the plan. 0:43:39.840 --> 0:43:40.439 Oh my god. 0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:42.960 Never take drugs when you only have a limited amount 0:43:42.960 --> 0:43:43.880 of time to be somewhere. 0:43:43.920 --> 0:43:46.080 And also in the large crowd. 0:43:46.160 --> 0:43:48.719 I don't think shrooms is a large crowds type. 0:43:48.480 --> 0:43:50.359 Of well, you know what you could do them if 0:43:50.440 --> 0:43:51.839 if we were not in the crowd. 0:43:51.880 --> 0:43:55.000 It was chilling listen to the music from away, just 0:43:55.120 --> 0:43:56.920 watching people that might. 0:43:56.800 --> 0:44:00.880 Have been better. We were fully immersed in the whole experience. 0:44:00.920 --> 0:44:01.840 It was so. 0:44:03.680 --> 0:44:06.840 It was so worrisome. So finally we found happy. But 0:44:07.000 --> 0:44:07.799 oh my god, it was like this. 0:44:08.960 --> 0:44:12.799 It's been two hours of us lost in the Pride 0:44:13.000 --> 0:44:18.320 d Erica's shoes coming on and off, me just laughing hysterically, 0:44:18.640 --> 0:44:19.680 watching ship move. 0:44:20.280 --> 0:44:25.840 The lights were moving fast. I was crying, laughing. No 0:44:25.960 --> 0:44:27.239 words came out nice. 0:44:27.320 --> 0:44:30.000 We both were laughing. I was like, I don't know 0:44:30.040 --> 0:44:32.359 what to do. You know what I realized in that moment. 0:44:32.560 --> 0:44:34.120 Some in that moment, I was like. 0:44:34.840 --> 0:44:38.040 Okay, I'm a leader. I've got this. I was a leader. 0:44:38.840 --> 0:44:41.400 I was like, we've got to take control of the situation. 0:44:41.800 --> 0:44:43.640 And I was like, yes, yes, you're right. And then 0:44:43.680 --> 0:44:44.640 I just start laughing. 0:44:46.440 --> 0:44:48.359 I'm like, not this, We're gonna figure this out. I'm 0:44:48.360 --> 0:44:50.439 gonna find this ship. We have to. We have no choice. 0:44:50.480 --> 0:44:52.840 What are we gonna do? Sleep outside like saying we 0:44:52.880 --> 0:44:54.400 have to what are we gonna do? What are we 0:44:54.400 --> 0:44:56.399 gonna do? We gotta find. We just gotta find. 0:44:56.440 --> 0:44:58.440 It's gotta do it. We're like pumping each other out. 0:44:58.880 --> 0:45:01.560 But I was shocking each other. You got it, I 0:45:01.600 --> 0:45:01.840 got it. 0:45:01.880 --> 0:45:08.000 You're a ship and I was like, this is ridiculous. 0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:12.480 It was a change, like ship talking Coachella, and also 0:45:12.719 --> 0:45:13.319 you're the ship. 0:45:13.440 --> 0:45:13.880 We got this. 0:45:14.320 --> 0:45:16.040 We don't have a choice but to find our house. 0:45:16.120 --> 0:45:18.640 Oh my god, we're just gonna have to walk home. 0:45:20.920 --> 0:45:23.360 We were closed, but not that close. 0:45:23.440 --> 0:45:28.200 Oh my god. Okay, anyway, that. 0:45:28.160 --> 0:45:31.239 Was really intense. And so then we got to the car. 0:45:32.080 --> 0:45:34.440 Thank god, we got with the moment I closed that door, 0:45:34.520 --> 0:45:36.640 Oh my god, wait, did you keep him? 0:45:37.480 --> 0:45:40.000 I opened the door on happy bassed friend and then 0:45:40.040 --> 0:45:42.840 I realized he was laying up against it, fall asleep. Closed, 0:45:43.920 --> 0:45:45.279 I didn't say, oh my bad. I was like oop, 0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:47.439 and then I got another side. 0:45:47.480 --> 0:45:49.680 It was like the moment I closed the door, I 0:45:49.680 --> 0:45:50.520 felt like safety. 0:45:50.560 --> 0:45:51.480 I was everything. 0:45:51.520 --> 0:45:53.520 It was quiet and quiet, everything was. 0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:55.239 Like and then like we were still hot. 0:45:56.000 --> 0:45:58.719 It's like all the lights oh we got dark. It 0:45:58.800 --> 0:46:00.759 was just a different dynamic. And then we were like 0:46:00.960 --> 0:46:07.560 just laughing hysterically and how dumb we are, absolutely goddamn, 0:46:07.640 --> 0:46:12.440 ridiculously dumb we are that we just had to accept 0:46:12.440 --> 0:46:16.120 ecstasy from the early two thousands, and we also an 0:46:16.160 --> 0:46:22.440 addition to the shrooms we had just consumed. So then 0:46:22.480 --> 0:46:23.759 we had a brilliant idea that we should go to 0:46:23.760 --> 0:46:27.600 the market because like me, happy face always hungry. In 0:46:27.640 --> 0:46:29.839 a long conversation in the car the parkula about where 0:46:29.840 --> 0:46:31.279 we're gonna get from the market. 0:46:31.719 --> 0:46:33.160 I just was like, if you want me to fry 0:46:33.200 --> 0:46:38.080 some shrimp, I will fine. Nobody asked me, No one 0:46:38.280 --> 0:46:41.759 asked you to fry shit. But because like, so we're 0:46:41.800 --> 0:46:45.080 gonna go get shrimp right now if you want me. 0:46:45.040 --> 0:46:45.480 Too, fine. 0:46:45.560 --> 0:46:49.080 She's like, she's like, it's just too simple. Ingredients, fried shrimp, 0:46:49.239 --> 0:46:52.879 that's it. Vegetable invest well, that's it. 0:46:53.360 --> 0:46:54.879 And I was like okay, So. 0:46:54.840 --> 0:46:56.560 We had about a ten minute conversation about whatere we're 0:46:56.560 --> 0:46:58.000 gonna kind of snatch when we get from the store, 0:46:58.080 --> 0:47:00.920 only to find that the store was actually closed the 0:47:01.080 --> 0:47:05.200 entire conversation. So then we had another brilliant idea. We 0:47:05.239 --> 0:47:08.239 would go to our house, get our snacks and take 0:47:08.280 --> 0:47:09.440 them to Happy Bay's. 0:47:09.160 --> 0:47:11.840 House because we had gone grocery shopping. 0:47:12.120 --> 0:47:16.439 And we got there and we began to everyone started 0:47:16.480 --> 0:47:18.920 looking in the fridge, and then I got really like stressed, 0:47:19.320 --> 0:47:21.000 and I was like, yo, like because I kept thinking 0:47:21.000 --> 0:47:22.640 about my brother, and I was like, we. 0:47:22.560 --> 0:47:25.600 Can't take all the food. You guys, we can't take 0:47:25.600 --> 0:47:26.120 all the food. 0:47:26.480 --> 0:47:28.320 They are growing boys. 0:47:29.160 --> 0:47:31.720 They're gondn't need food in the morning. They are growing boys, 0:47:32.440 --> 0:47:33.360 growing boys. 0:47:33.920 --> 0:47:36.040 Her brother and his friend are literally six ' five, 0:47:36.800 --> 0:47:43.720 two hundred fucking pounds each, Like like, bitch, they're they're fine. 0:47:45.160 --> 0:47:47.279 Oh my god, so let me talk. 0:47:47.400 --> 0:47:52.279 We got the pizzas we went back, and I don't 0:47:52.280 --> 0:47:54.440 even know we just like I felt like I melted 0:47:54.440 --> 0:47:58.160 into the couch. We did flash was getting up, felt 0:47:58.160 --> 0:48:01.879 like I also had to do a handstand that stretch, stretch, stretch. 0:48:01.760 --> 0:48:03.279 And then at one point she made up a song 0:48:03.360 --> 0:48:06.200 and it went like, you gotta do what you gotta do. 0:48:07.040 --> 0:48:09.000 You gotta find what she gotta find. 0:48:09.360 --> 0:48:10.799 And I was like, what song is that? 0:48:11.280 --> 0:48:14.839 We're all like abruptly, she said it really confidently, like 0:48:14.960 --> 0:48:20.279 you gotta do what you gotta do, and we're like what's. 0:48:19.000 --> 0:48:21.319 Like what, like what song is that? She's like what, 0:48:21.440 --> 0:48:22.080 I just made it that. 0:48:22.920 --> 0:48:26.160 I just it just it felt appropriate at the moment, like. 0:48:26.200 --> 0:48:28.239 How She's like, you know, we gotta do what you 0:48:28.280 --> 0:48:28.839 gotta do. 0:48:29.600 --> 0:48:35.040 You know, we gotta find that food. We're gonna find it. 0:48:35.160 --> 0:48:40.920 Oh my god, Oh wow, the movie arrived at the house. 0:48:41.080 --> 0:48:42.000 Oh my god, I forgot. 0:48:42.480 --> 0:48:43.640 I can't even go back far. 0:48:43.840 --> 0:48:50.000 The snapchat glasses, Oh yeah, has anyone heard of snapchat glasses? 0:48:50.040 --> 0:48:51.400 I don't even know they wind. 0:48:51.760 --> 0:48:55.080 This has to be said at the Kitcutti concerto. In 0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:59.640 between not being able to find him, also fucking trolling balls. 0:49:00.920 --> 0:49:03.200 I look over at our friend's fiance and he like, 0:49:03.640 --> 0:49:06.160 I see something shine on his glasses and then I 0:49:06.280 --> 0:49:08.360 look like a little puzzled, and he like gives me 0:49:08.400 --> 0:49:12.280 this slick wink, and in the midst of my highness, 0:49:12.320 --> 0:49:12.680 I'm like. 0:49:12.920 --> 0:49:14.000 Snick of men in black? 0:49:15.440 --> 0:49:16.279 Is he watching us? 0:49:16.600 --> 0:49:18.120 What the fuck is going on here? 0:49:18.600 --> 0:49:20.920 And then I'm pretty sure I went on about my concert, 0:49:21.160 --> 0:49:24.680 pretending to know the songs and then look back over 0:49:24.920 --> 0:49:27.160 and he does it again. He like flashes a light 0:49:27.920 --> 0:49:31.080 and he like winks, and I'm like. 0:49:30.160 --> 0:49:32.320 This, nigg is, it's fine. 0:49:33.200 --> 0:49:35.920 He's like Snapchat glasses. If my phone dies, I got 0:49:35.960 --> 0:49:40.640 Snapchat glasses. And that was fucking oh my god. 0:49:42.120 --> 0:49:48.399 They'll always live here. So fast forward back to now 0:49:48.480 --> 0:49:51.320 arriving at the house. We're just chilling on the couch 0:49:52.120 --> 0:49:55.400 and I don't even know girl, don't even Matt becomes 0:49:55.400 --> 0:49:58.200 a blur. We ate there was pizza that was cooked. 0:49:57.920 --> 0:49:59.600 We saw nobody saw no one was there. 0:49:59.680 --> 0:50:01.600 We made this whole story about what if there was 0:50:01.600 --> 0:50:04.160 a party happening there. We pulled up, there was absolutely 0:50:04.200 --> 0:50:07.160 no one there, and we're just chilling on the couch 0:50:07.239 --> 0:50:08.960 and we're like, I wonder where those other people went, 0:50:09.000 --> 0:50:10.799 like where because it was huge house of people, And 0:50:10.840 --> 0:50:12.040 then like more people came. 0:50:11.960 --> 0:50:12.960 Like where did everybody go? 0:50:13.560 --> 0:50:13.799 Yeah? 0:50:13.840 --> 0:50:16.759 The girl sexy left her sexy yeah go had a 0:50:16.800 --> 0:50:20.520 sexy diamond chain literally said sexy across her neck. 0:50:20.600 --> 0:50:26.200 I'm sweet and I'm Sweden sexy, and I found her 0:50:26.239 --> 0:50:28.560 sexy chain anyway. 0:50:28.880 --> 0:50:31.400 Then out of nowhere, one of the guys comes out, 0:50:31.760 --> 0:50:34.600 emerges from like the bat cave with two a bottle 0:50:34.640 --> 0:50:37.600 of Cavassier, bottle of champagne with no shirt off, Like. 0:50:37.560 --> 0:50:39.480 Where the fuck where did you just come from? We 0:50:39.560 --> 0:50:43.560 thought we were home alone, and that's when I clocked out. 0:50:43.719 --> 0:50:46.760 I had to go in my private space with Happy 0:50:46.800 --> 0:50:49.680 Bay because no one could witness anything. 0:50:49.280 --> 0:50:52.800 Else and I couldn't. I couldn't be around any more people. 0:50:52.920 --> 0:50:54.440 And then I say any more things. 0:50:55.040 --> 0:50:56.160 I drove myself. 0:50:56.640 --> 0:50:58.080 It was only around the corner, but it took me 0:50:58.120 --> 0:51:01.520 fifteen minutes because I was high, and I kept pep 0:51:01.520 --> 0:51:03.000 tapping myself, like I can't call her. 0:51:03.040 --> 0:51:04.920 She don't know where you're at. You don't even know 0:51:04.920 --> 0:51:05.400 where you're at. 0:51:05.640 --> 0:51:09.080 Find the house, Just keep driving to the street, looks familiar, 0:51:09.640 --> 0:51:10.600 Arnold Palmer drive. 0:51:12.160 --> 0:51:14.040 Finally I made it home about fifteen minutes later. 0:51:14.120 --> 0:51:17.799 We crashed, woke up around ten am. Checkout was at 0:51:17.840 --> 0:51:21.520 eleven am, and then also realized not realize we knew, 0:51:21.920 --> 0:51:22.319 we knew. 0:51:22.400 --> 0:51:24.040 We had to get back to LA. To get back 0:51:24.040 --> 0:51:27.160 to LA take our kids to a fucking birthday party. Yes, 0:51:27.480 --> 0:51:29.279 and we had to be there by at least by 0:51:29.440 --> 0:51:30.000 two two. 0:51:31.400 --> 0:51:31.720 Oh. 0:51:31.760 --> 0:51:34.680 That was a rough right, ried a rough drive. I 0:51:34.719 --> 0:51:36.640 can't believe. I drove like I can't thought it was 0:51:36.640 --> 0:51:39.040 okay to drive. We're still kind of high. 0:51:39.320 --> 0:51:42.880 We drove or We had to coordinate two separate drop 0:51:42.920 --> 0:51:44.319 offs of our kids to the party. 0:51:44.480 --> 0:51:45.839 They had to meet us at the party. We had 0:51:45.840 --> 0:51:48.520 to and on top of it, it was, oh, fuck 0:51:48.640 --> 0:51:52.520 my knee. On top of it, it had nerve to 0:51:52.520 --> 0:51:55.799 be a seventies themed party. So we're like pulled up 0:51:55.840 --> 0:51:58.640 to the party late. We went through our Coachella luggage. 0:51:58.719 --> 0:52:01.160 We had opened the truck. We're going through our leggings, 0:52:01.680 --> 0:52:03.160 rest outside. 0:52:02.719 --> 0:52:04.959 In a parking like in a street, a residential street, 0:52:05.480 --> 0:52:09.160 and what we thought was disco like Coachella outfits, did 0:52:09.200 --> 0:52:12.840 full glittered to make up, and. 0:52:12.920 --> 0:52:15.520 I definitely put full glitter on my eyelids. 0:52:15.040 --> 0:52:18.920 And walked and successfully completed our task of going to Coachella, 0:52:18.920 --> 0:52:21.319 getting sucked up and making it a. 0:52:21.280 --> 0:52:23.640 First birthday party to our homegirls first birthday party with 0:52:23.760 --> 0:52:25.680 the kids, with the kids. 0:52:25.719 --> 0:52:28.319 Somehow, some I didn't think that. I didn't think that 0:52:28.400 --> 0:52:30.480 was gonna that was gonna happen. There was no way 0:52:30.480 --> 0:52:32.719 that was gonna happen. But it all came. People came 0:52:32.760 --> 0:52:34.880 through and on the way back, I said like we 0:52:34.880 --> 0:52:37.879 were eric and I was like, you know, maybe we're 0:52:37.920 --> 0:52:43.120 not like other moms, maybe we're a little out. 0:52:46.040 --> 0:52:48.960 In a good way, but you. 0:52:48.719 --> 0:52:54.759 Didn't say that, and I'm nodded left. Oh man. 0:52:55.120 --> 0:52:57.960 Anyway, it was a really fun time. It was a 0:52:57.960 --> 0:53:00.160 really fun time. It took me about five day us 0:53:00.239 --> 0:53:04.360 to recover from that one day. But I knew that 0:53:04.400 --> 0:53:07.080 was gonna happened. I've been known, I've been known that 0:53:07.160 --> 0:53:10.160 my tolerance is my like recovery time is fucked up. 0:53:10.200 --> 0:53:11.560 This is not a surprise, you know. 0:53:11.600 --> 0:53:15.319 You get about when I was about twenty about twenty 0:53:15.400 --> 0:53:18.239 nine started happening. That's when I realized, oh shit, I 0:53:18.280 --> 0:53:20.000 can't do it all like I used to. And as 0:53:20.000 --> 0:53:22.640 I get older, it's more and more my recovery time, 0:53:23.400 --> 0:53:25.160 my recovery time, you used to be able to be 0:53:25.200 --> 0:53:27.440 like Okay, it's let's go right now. 0:53:27.480 --> 0:53:30.040 I'm like, yeah, that took that took a lot out 0:53:30.040 --> 0:53:30.200 of me. 0:53:31.000 --> 0:53:32.600 And I would like to say we learned our lesson 0:53:32.640 --> 0:53:34.440 and next year we're gonna. 0:53:34.320 --> 0:53:35.640 Not go to Coachella. 0:53:35.960 --> 0:53:39.280 But I have a feeling we're gonna get to Revolt. 0:53:39.719 --> 0:53:42.160 I would like fashion Mama is Revolt. We'll get there 0:53:42.239 --> 0:53:44.600 Revolt early, and we're gonna get in and we'll be fine. 0:53:44.640 --> 0:53:47.279 We'll have a light light light like light turn up 0:53:47.640 --> 0:53:50.640 and then it's gonna be light a light like this 0:53:50.719 --> 0:53:53.040 year is supposed to be. And we we'll still do 0:53:53.080 --> 0:53:57.520 some fuck s because yollo. 0:53:57.360 --> 0:54:00.440 It's like Mom's gone wild. It's literally Mom's gonna wild. 0:54:00.680 --> 0:54:03.319 It's Mom's gone wild. It's like we couldn't. We're away 0:54:03.320 --> 0:54:05.160 from our kids, were on a little vacation. We have 0:54:05.160 --> 0:54:06.200 two days to get it. 0:54:06.280 --> 0:54:07.840 Let's go. We're with the youngins, okay. 0:54:07.920 --> 0:54:10.680 I even I had like text, Oh, I txt my 0:54:10.719 --> 0:54:13.040 little boo, like, who's out here? You know within drugs 0:54:14.239 --> 0:54:16.480 you've been on one day? Hey, I know you got 0:54:16.480 --> 0:54:19.359 all the crews and connections. You're Caucasian. I know your 0:54:19.760 --> 0:54:24.080 friends out here doing drugs to a drug and drugs 0:54:24.640 --> 0:54:25.440 doing drugs. 0:54:26.000 --> 0:54:28.319 Can you do an intro? And then he did, and 0:54:28.680 --> 0:54:30.840 I was like, well, DOMMI to think someone's going to 0:54:30.880 --> 0:54:35.880 meet her strain who wants drugs with her homegirl. 0:54:39.960 --> 0:54:40.319 He's like. 0:54:45.760 --> 0:54:53.600 Yeah, so yeah, basically we need to grow up. 0:54:54.360 --> 0:54:56.480 But also it was really fun. 0:54:58.000 --> 0:55:01.000 And I had so much fune I did I have 0:55:01.239 --> 0:55:03.320 not laughed that hard in a long. 0:55:04.600 --> 0:55:13.440 Hilarious It was hilarious. I laughed so hard. What it 0:55:13.480 --> 0:55:16.799 has Soul's face on it. It has Soul's face on 0:55:16.840 --> 0:55:22.000 it right there, up there. Okay, get the chair. 0:55:24.480 --> 0:55:25.280 So that was great. 0:55:26.040 --> 0:55:33.839 Yes, there's the other repercussions, just maybe naming, saying that 0:55:33.920 --> 0:55:44.239 we did hroom the next legal activities, legal activities. So 0:55:44.400 --> 0:55:47.399 this is our truth and yeah, we're sticking to it. 0:55:49.280 --> 0:55:49.440 Oh. 0:55:49.480 --> 0:55:52.320 Also on a brighter side, we're very mature and classy 0:55:52.400 --> 0:55:54.600 because we also started an intern. 0:55:54.920 --> 0:55:57.400 Oh my god, we have a new intern. Guys, we 0:55:57.480 --> 0:55:58.080 have a team. 0:55:58.239 --> 0:55:58.880 We're growing. 0:55:59.360 --> 0:56:02.760 Oh my god. Yes, if you if you want to 0:56:02.840 --> 0:56:03.640 email a. 0:56:03.719 --> 0:56:06.000 New intern, welcome her to the team. 0:56:06.080 --> 0:56:08.479 Yes, her name is Mary, Mary the intern. What Mary. 0:56:08.480 --> 0:56:10.879 Shout out to Mary and you can reach her at 0:56:11.400 --> 0:56:13.560 a S S T at Good. 0:56:13.239 --> 0:56:16.799 Mom's Bad Choices dot com. Yeah, shout out to Mary. 0:56:16.840 --> 0:56:19.680 Tell her welcome to the Good mom Say what up girl? 0:56:20.760 --> 0:56:22.880 Where we're going? 0:56:23.040 --> 0:56:24.240 We're going big now. 0:56:24.360 --> 0:56:27.040 This is this is the the first step of our 0:56:27.080 --> 0:56:30.520 growing expansion and game. 0:56:30.560 --> 0:56:30.880 Open. 0:56:31.520 --> 0:56:33.000 Hold on to your seats, guys. 0:56:33.560 --> 0:56:37.320 Mary's on the team. 0:56:37.520 --> 0:56:42.000 So we weren't completely useless all week. We've done that. 0:56:43.120 --> 0:56:47.160 Yeah, we did that, and we went swimming and we 0:56:47.400 --> 0:56:48.080 had full mood. 0:56:48.080 --> 0:56:48.799 We saw full move. 0:56:48.880 --> 0:56:52.040 We had some crazy, crazy full What day was that. 0:56:53.640 --> 0:56:54.000 Friday? 0:56:54.440 --> 0:56:57.040 No, it was Thursday. It was Thursday because we posted 0:56:57.719 --> 0:56:58.760 like Friday, So Thursday. 0:56:58.920 --> 0:57:01.920 I don't know if you guys felt, but last yeah, Thursday, 0:57:02.440 --> 0:57:03.480 something fucking happened. 0:57:03.600 --> 0:57:06.719 There was a shift, Like we were with the kids. 0:57:08.120 --> 0:57:11.600 At the pool and she was on the phone for 0:57:11.600 --> 0:57:13.799 a really long time, and I'm like, oh, you are 0:57:13.840 --> 0:57:16.520 the phone, get out this sense. And then I got 0:57:16.520 --> 0:57:20.200 this really odd phone call and then she came in crying, 0:57:20.360 --> 0:57:22.440 why are you crying, bitch? I want to tell you something. 0:57:22.480 --> 0:57:24.320 I gotta read a phone call. And then we both 0:57:24.360 --> 0:57:26.800 had really strange conversations. 0:57:26.080 --> 0:57:30.040 With like shifting conversations, like things that needed to be said, 0:57:30.680 --> 0:57:33.920 yes that like even waiting to hear, or that have 0:57:34.160 --> 0:57:38.200 needed to be said, and I was feeling and I 0:57:38.240 --> 0:57:42.080 did not anticipate having that conversation at that time, you 0:57:42.080 --> 0:57:42.560 know what I mean. 0:57:42.720 --> 0:57:43.960 It was totally. 0:57:43.680 --> 0:57:47.480 Unexpected conversation separately. And then we went to the store 0:57:47.520 --> 0:57:50.600 and looked at the moon and the moon was gnarly huge, round, 0:57:50.680 --> 0:57:52.880 full and big, and we found it was like the 0:57:52.920 --> 0:57:55.040 pink full moon, like the easter Phone one. 0:57:55.160 --> 0:57:59.680 And basically at that very moment, probably around four o'clock 0:58:00.120 --> 0:58:02.000 specific time, some shit shifted. 0:58:02.280 --> 0:58:03.880 Yeah, and then I was and then I was like, 0:58:03.880 --> 0:58:06.480 what does this mean? This moon mean? And it's like 0:58:07.280 --> 0:58:08.120 when we read. 0:58:07.960 --> 0:58:12.160 It, I was like, bitch, I was like, what, First 0:58:12.160 --> 0:58:15.280 of all, it's a Libra moon, and I was basically 0:58:15.360 --> 0:58:19.800 it was like talking about exploring, not exploring, like this 0:58:19.880 --> 0:58:22.480 moon is going to force you to make decisions about 0:58:22.480 --> 0:58:25.640 your relationship and let your value within your relationships with 0:58:25.680 --> 0:58:28.040 people and what you want and need, like the things 0:58:28.080 --> 0:58:30.280 you really want and you really need, you know. 0:58:30.360 --> 0:58:32.680 I just didn't say it's something else. I can't remember. 0:58:32.760 --> 0:58:36.240 But anyway, if you go on the hood, which is Instagram, 0:58:36.440 --> 0:58:38.880 you'll see it. And I was like, it just spoke 0:58:39.000 --> 0:58:41.960 to my soul and I was like tripping the fuck 0:58:42.000 --> 0:58:46.680 out and ever since then, Yo, by the way, you guys, oh, 0:58:46.720 --> 0:58:51.320 I know you guys have got to download this app 0:58:51.400 --> 0:58:52.280 called the Pattern. 0:58:53.040 --> 0:58:54.600 I don't know if you guys have already downloaded it. 0:58:54.600 --> 0:58:56.960 I might be laid to the party, but bitch, this 0:58:57.040 --> 0:58:59.680 shit has got me all the way fucked up because. 0:58:59.560 --> 0:59:01.440 We've got Yeah, it's pretty intense. 0:59:01.720 --> 0:59:03.919 Okay, So basically, if you've heard of any other apps 0:59:03.960 --> 0:59:06.880 where they like take your you know, your birthday, time 0:59:06.920 --> 0:59:09.360 of birth, where you were born or whatever, and they 0:59:09.360 --> 0:59:12.000 do your natal chart. So there's other apps like co Star, 0:59:12.080 --> 0:59:13.440 Like I used to be on this app called Coastar 0:59:13.520 --> 0:59:15.520 that I thought was pretty cool, but this ship, like 0:59:15.560 --> 0:59:17.400 you put all that in, but it doesn't even talk 0:59:17.400 --> 0:59:20.360 about horoscopes, you know, they never mentioned your sign ever, 0:59:20.600 --> 0:59:23.680 They really don't. They don't say anything just talking about you. 0:59:23.760 --> 0:59:26.160 And I think that's why it feels more personal because 0:59:26.800 --> 0:59:29.120 sometimes when you're reading those apps or like your third 0:59:29.160 --> 0:59:31.480 house is in Jupiter and you're like, what the fuck 0:59:31.520 --> 0:59:34.280 does that even mean? Like this just seems I don't know, 0:59:34.280 --> 0:59:38.880 and just what it says just is so accurate in 0:59:38.920 --> 0:59:40.440 so many ways. 0:59:39.680 --> 0:59:44.200 And childhood you can do compatibility charts with your friends, 0:59:44.640 --> 0:59:48.760 also with like my romantic partners. I haven't done I 0:59:48.760 --> 0:59:51.080 haven't done learning yet, but you know, like you put 0:59:51.080 --> 0:59:52.000 it in so many ways. 0:59:52.040 --> 0:59:54.560 I did Iri, and it was crazy. Iri. 0:59:55.440 --> 0:59:58.120 It almost made me feel like it gave me like 0:59:58.200 --> 1:00:01.600 some sort of like insight guide into her future in 1:00:01.600 --> 1:00:04.480 some way that I can like help guide her and 1:00:04.600 --> 1:00:07.640 encourage things more that I already have seen. Like I'm 1:00:07.640 --> 1:00:09.680 already starting to see the things that they were saying, 1:00:09.760 --> 1:00:12.680 like you know, how she'll be when she's grown, or 1:00:12.720 --> 1:00:14.880 like the things that might hold her back, you know. 1:00:15.560 --> 1:00:18.440 And I was like, this is so interesting, and so 1:00:18.560 --> 1:00:20.480 it kind of like, oh my god. I had a 1:00:20.480 --> 1:00:22.600 few friends downloaded and they're like, this is fucked up. 1:00:22.640 --> 1:00:24.080 This fucked up my day. 1:00:24.400 --> 1:00:26.320 Oh yeah, one of my friends was pissed. 1:00:26.840 --> 1:00:27.000 Yeah. 1:00:27.040 --> 1:00:29.080 I had a few two friends like fuck this shit 1:00:29.680 --> 1:00:32.240 and read at your own risk. 1:00:32.240 --> 1:00:33.680 But anyway, how do we get on to the pattern? Oh? 1:00:33.720 --> 1:00:38.600 Oh, the moon are really weird conversations. But yeah, there 1:00:38.640 --> 1:00:39.640 was definitely a shift. 1:00:40.080 --> 1:00:44.120 And what did you feel, Like, what kind of shift 1:00:44.120 --> 1:00:44.760 do you feel now? 1:00:44.800 --> 1:00:46.720 Like, I don't know how I feel you still feel 1:00:46.720 --> 1:00:49.400 a shift? 1:00:50.680 --> 1:00:54.640 Yeah, I just now I'm thinking about what that guy 1:00:54.960 --> 1:00:57.680 called and told me because okay, so this guy that 1:00:57.680 --> 1:01:00.320 I used to really, oh my god, be like head 1:01:00.320 --> 1:01:02.560 over crazy and love with I thought. 1:01:02.520 --> 1:01:04.240 Speaking of witch, what I ran. 1:01:04.360 --> 1:01:06.960 I ran into that girl last night, the one we 1:01:07.000 --> 1:01:10.400 met at the party, the singing girl bitch. I swear 1:01:10.440 --> 1:01:13.880 to god, she's at my cousin's house last night last night, 1:01:13.920 --> 1:01:16.160 and she was, oh, my god, I forgot to tell you. 1:01:16.040 --> 1:01:18.880 What the one I said, yes, and I was like, 1:01:18.920 --> 1:01:19.560 do you sing? 1:01:20.720 --> 1:01:22.560 I was like, wait, I met you at like a 1:01:22.720 --> 1:01:24.960 house in Encino one time. She's like, oh, you know, 1:01:25.240 --> 1:01:27.680 you know And I was like, yeah, you know, Jamila 1:01:27.720 --> 1:01:28.640 and she was like, oh, yeah, I. 1:01:28.640 --> 1:01:32.000 Know, Jamila. I was like, whoa, this is too much. 1:01:32.120 --> 1:01:33.360 But the ship that's been. 1:01:33.240 --> 1:01:35.960 Like this ship has been, the witchy shit that's been 1:01:35.960 --> 1:01:40.440 transpiring is really crazy weird. I feel like it's the 1:01:40.760 --> 1:01:44.000 it's God, the universe telling us get out of your 1:01:44.040 --> 1:01:45.960 witchy ship because you can have whatever you want. 1:01:46.360 --> 1:01:48.720 It's strange because it's like just popping up. 1:01:49.640 --> 1:01:53.280 I'm telling you that Thursday, getting both of that phone 1:01:53.280 --> 1:01:56.720 call thing, I was like, this is so strange. We're 1:01:56.800 --> 1:01:59.720 in tune with the shifts and we're noticing that things 1:01:59.720 --> 1:02:02.520 don't just happened. Conversations like that don't just you know 1:02:02.560 --> 1:02:04.640 what I'm saying. There's just things that are like it's 1:02:04.640 --> 1:02:07.080 like playing a video game and new levels are unlocking. 1:02:10.560 --> 1:02:14.840 You protected that shot song like getting ding ding ding ding, 1:02:16.040 --> 1:02:17.560 like wafe forgetting We're getting it. 1:02:17.760 --> 1:02:21.560 Oh, it's crazy. 1:02:21.640 --> 1:02:23.560 Yeah, I know, I can't believe that. 1:02:23.800 --> 1:02:26.120 Yeah, I didn't mean to interrupt you, but I was 1:02:26.200 --> 1:02:26.760 just like, oh my. 1:02:26.720 --> 1:02:31.120 God, oh no, this guy I was like so psycho 1:02:31.240 --> 1:02:31.640 in love with. 1:02:33.240 --> 1:02:34.920 Who whatever. 1:02:34.960 --> 1:02:36.840 It was pretty brief and kind of made me feel 1:02:36.880 --> 1:02:38.560 like I was crazy, and I was pretty sure that 1:02:38.600 --> 1:02:40.760 person put a spell on me, which I'm I don't 1:02:40.800 --> 1:02:44.960 even know if it's still not true. And finally, it's 1:02:45.000 --> 1:02:48.640 been like a long ass time, like years, just gradually 1:02:48.680 --> 1:02:50.200 out of the blue called me and was like. 1:02:51.640 --> 1:02:52.800 Can I talk to you? 1:02:52.800 --> 1:02:54.560 You know, I just want to know if you feel 1:02:54.600 --> 1:02:56.760 that with anybody else, because I'm having a hard time, 1:02:56.960 --> 1:02:59.440 like I feel like there's nothing that's going to measure 1:02:59.520 --> 1:03:00.680 up to what we experience. 1:03:01.360 --> 1:03:03.520 This nigga has never. 1:03:04.080 --> 1:03:07.840 Even acknowledged that it happened. I thought I was bad 1:03:07.840 --> 1:03:08.560 shit crazy. 1:03:08.640 --> 1:03:11.440 I'm like, okay, I'm I must be crazy, I must 1:03:11.480 --> 1:03:14.160 be really gullible. But anyway, that conversation happens. So now 1:03:14.160 --> 1:03:17.120 I've just been thinking about that, which is really fucking annoying. 1:03:17.200 --> 1:03:21.440 But it's so crazy, I don't know. 1:03:23.120 --> 1:03:24.560 But I also feel good that I'm like in a 1:03:24.600 --> 1:03:27.840 stronger place to look at it, because I'm like, that's nice. 1:03:27.960 --> 1:03:28.400 And all. 1:03:28.680 --> 1:03:28.840 No. 1:03:29.240 --> 1:03:32.240 I got over it the first time though, because I 1:03:32.280 --> 1:03:34.520 mean even you know, I knew I wasn't crazy, but 1:03:34.560 --> 1:03:35.640 I was just like, sometimes. 1:03:35.400 --> 1:03:36.520 You just need that acknowledgment. 1:03:36.880 --> 1:03:38.920 Yeah, I mean that's really what it was about, you 1:03:38.960 --> 1:03:42.920 know that, Like you're like, Okay, I'm not like this needy, 1:03:42.960 --> 1:03:46.240 crazy person, Like this really happened. We shared something that's 1:03:46.480 --> 1:03:50.640 so real, felt big, you know. 1:03:51.040 --> 1:03:53.080 Right you even if it took two and a half 1:03:53.160 --> 1:03:57.280 years for you to acknowledge. Oh, thank you for not 1:03:57.400 --> 1:04:00.000 letting me think I'm fucking nuts because I was feeling crazy. 1:04:01.000 --> 1:04:03.920 But yeah, other than that thinking about that, which you 1:04:03.960 --> 1:04:07.760 know it waves, I feel good. 1:04:08.160 --> 1:04:09.280 I feel. 1:04:12.400 --> 1:04:17.480 Just really aware, hyper aware of myself even when I 1:04:17.480 --> 1:04:20.919 don't want to be m hm. And I just feel 1:04:20.920 --> 1:04:23.680 a shift that the shift that's happening, and I'm with it. 1:04:23.760 --> 1:04:24.440 I'm on board. 1:04:24.800 --> 1:04:26.880 And so I feel like even when bord shit happens, 1:04:26.880 --> 1:04:30.680 I'm like, Okay, I see it and I'm looking at 1:04:30.720 --> 1:04:31.720 it and that's all I can do. 1:04:32.800 --> 1:04:33.880 How about you? How do you feel? 1:04:34.520 --> 1:04:39.080 I feel on board too. I'm just like I want 1:04:39.160 --> 1:04:39.920 to be better. 1:04:40.320 --> 1:04:43.880 You know. It's this weird like weird like obsession sort 1:04:43.920 --> 1:04:46.880 of and I'm not always when I'm failing a. 1:04:46.880 --> 1:04:49.600 Lot all the time. 1:04:49.360 --> 1:04:51.440 But I want to, you know what I mean, and 1:04:51.520 --> 1:04:53.720 like I felt, I feel like the conversation that I 1:04:53.800 --> 1:04:56.680 had was basically, you know, a shift in my relationship 1:04:56.720 --> 1:05:00.800 that I'm by like non dating relationship, you know, not 1:05:00.880 --> 1:05:06.240 non dating, non boyfriend relationship, non titled, non titled relationship. 1:05:06.000 --> 1:05:11.560 And you know it's just like, really give me. 1:05:11.640 --> 1:05:14.480 I feel like I kept questioning, why is it that 1:05:14.560 --> 1:05:18.000 sometimes I feel so overwhelmed by it? And like sometimes 1:05:18.000 --> 1:05:20.120 I'm cool about it, I'm so excited about it, and 1:05:20.120 --> 1:05:22.720 other times I feel totally overwhelmed by it, and I 1:05:22.720 --> 1:05:26.120 feel like it's because in some capacity I feel like 1:05:26.160 --> 1:05:28.240 I'm not ready and also that I need to explore 1:05:28.320 --> 1:05:29.800 I'm not valuing my. 1:05:29.840 --> 1:05:32.680 Still don't value myself all the way. I don't know. 1:05:32.720 --> 1:05:35.200 I've realized that in this relationship. But it's not really 1:05:35.320 --> 1:05:39.040 to anything. That's his fault. He's done nothing to me, 1:05:39.520 --> 1:05:42.240 he has no part in it. It's me not valuing myself, 1:05:42.560 --> 1:05:45.600 you know what I mean, Like going above and beyond 1:05:46.880 --> 1:05:49.520 when it's not necessary, he's not asking me to do that, 1:05:49.880 --> 1:05:52.400 and then feeling disappointed if it's not reciprocated. 1:05:52.520 --> 1:05:53.200 You know what I mean. 1:05:53.720 --> 1:05:58.080 It's like obviously still having standards and wanting things like 1:05:58.240 --> 1:06:02.560 having expectations, expectations not even expectations, like things that you 1:06:02.560 --> 1:06:04.520 should you want in a partner you hope that they 1:06:04.520 --> 1:06:07.400 would do because you feel like they should they want to, 1:06:07.800 --> 1:06:10.400 or or at least the person that is for you 1:06:10.440 --> 1:06:12.840 would do. You know what I mean, That person just 1:06:12.920 --> 1:06:14.480 might not be for you just because he doesn't do 1:06:14.520 --> 1:06:19.120 that doesn't mean whatever. So I I just I feel 1:06:19.160 --> 1:06:23.560 like I'm really hyper focused on my value right now, 1:06:23.760 --> 1:06:28.480 and like it's like kind of like emotional and painful. 1:06:28.600 --> 1:06:28.840 It is. 1:06:29.560 --> 1:06:33.640 The journey is because it's like embarrassing sometimes to think 1:06:33.680 --> 1:06:36.680 how much I don't that I haven't valued myself in 1:06:36.720 --> 1:06:37.280 a way, Like. 1:06:37.240 --> 1:06:39.760 How could I Who am I? Yeah? 1:06:39.880 --> 1:06:42.080 I thought I was this this and that am I strong? 1:06:42.160 --> 1:06:43.800 This is who I project myself to be. 1:06:44.040 --> 1:06:46.000 Right yeah, and a lot of that. 1:06:46.480 --> 1:06:49.680 But it's like it's all I feel what I've realized. 1:06:49.680 --> 1:06:52.040 It's all in practice. You have to just keep It's 1:06:52.040 --> 1:06:53.920 not something that one day you just like, Okay, now 1:06:53.960 --> 1:06:57.800 I value myself. No, it's like a constant check in, 1:06:58.040 --> 1:07:00.600 like like get. 1:07:00.480 --> 1:07:01.000 That out of your mind. 1:07:01.160 --> 1:07:03.280 It's really the mental part of it. Get that out 1:07:03.280 --> 1:07:04.360 of your mind, Get that out of your mind. 1:07:04.400 --> 1:07:04.680 Stop. 1:07:04.840 --> 1:07:08.160 No, no, no, it's like that's not true. That's not true, 1:07:08.360 --> 1:07:13.880 you know anyway, And so I feel like I'm just 1:07:13.920 --> 1:07:16.520 going through like this, like I'm trying to like unfuck 1:07:16.600 --> 1:07:19.680 my brain right now pretty much about like how I 1:07:20.080 --> 1:07:23.120 value myself. It's because I value myself differently with different 1:07:23.120 --> 1:07:25.640 people too, Like the way I value myself with like 1:07:25.680 --> 1:07:28.200 my mom is different than like how I value myself 1:07:28.280 --> 1:07:32.480 with my dad, or like how I value myself in 1:07:32.520 --> 1:07:38.520 a relationship with your dad, Like I think my value 1:07:38.600 --> 1:07:43.760 with my mom, you know, I mean, like I don't 1:07:43.800 --> 1:07:45.800 know how to describe it, Like first of all, you 1:07:45.840 --> 1:07:50.760 know my dad didn't yes, no. 1:07:50.640 --> 1:07:51.760 No, no, open it. 1:07:53.120 --> 1:07:53.560 Oh my god? 1:07:53.640 --> 1:07:54.280 Is I love pop? 1:07:54.320 --> 1:07:54.760 I want that? 1:07:55.640 --> 1:07:59.240 Oh my god. You can tell she's been maading a 1:07:59.240 --> 1:08:08.280 stugar how she's yelling. They're always okay, give me five minutes. Okay, 1:08:09.040 --> 1:08:14.400 does anybody else's minutes? Just five minutes? Okay? 1:08:14.440 --> 1:08:15.960 Well if you want to eat that, if you want 1:08:16.000 --> 1:08:17.679 to eat that, you better give me five minutes. 1:08:17.720 --> 1:08:22.760 Please, Oh god, Okay, we gotta end this ship. 1:08:24.160 --> 1:08:29.040 Enough about it, our deep journeys to self healing anyway, 1:08:29.640 --> 1:08:32.720 they don't care. 1:08:33.640 --> 1:08:36.200 Don't you want to know how I want to value myself? 1:08:39.520 --> 1:08:41.400 I value myself? 1:08:42.680 --> 1:08:47.360 Oh shit, anyway, that's how I feel like. I just 1:08:47.360 --> 1:08:50.160 feel like I'm really focused on that my value in 1:08:50.200 --> 1:08:58.320 all capacities, money wise, career wise, relationship wise, myself. 1:08:58.360 --> 1:09:00.439 How I value myself? You know what I mean? 1:09:00.560 --> 1:09:04.760 Like the choices you make even when you known your gut. 1:09:04.840 --> 1:09:06.360 You're like, oh, I shouldn't do this, but I don't 1:09:06.400 --> 1:09:07.200 give a fuck. 1:09:07.000 --> 1:09:10.479 Because I this is because it feels good I feel. 1:09:10.720 --> 1:09:12.640 But if you value yourself, you eat healthy, you make 1:09:12.680 --> 1:09:14.720 the right decisions, you get into sleep, you. 1:09:14.760 --> 1:09:18.480 Make those You choose to do something that's uncomfortable. 1:09:18.840 --> 1:09:21.040 Right, yeah, I'm right there with you. 1:09:21.479 --> 1:09:24.519 Choose to do something uncomfortable and then until it doesn't 1:09:24.520 --> 1:09:25.559 feel like choosing anymore. 1:09:25.680 --> 1:09:28.360 Yes, and uncomfortable is not comfortable, so it's hard. 1:09:29.080 --> 1:09:33.200 Yeah, it's like until it doesn't feel like choosing. Okay, 1:09:33.920 --> 1:09:44.800 there you go. Thanks, you're welcome. Thanks, thanks? Mm hmmm? 1:09:48.439 --> 1:09:54.080 Why did I take my hair out of what I didn't? Oh? 1:09:54.120 --> 1:10:01.320 Because because you did last time? Is take you out? 1:10:01.960 --> 1:10:02.160 Oh? 1:10:02.560 --> 1:10:06.880 Oh yeah? Why is it taking so long? 1:10:09.840 --> 1:10:10.120 Okay? 1:10:10.160 --> 1:10:10.400 Bye? 1:10:10.520 --> 1:10:14.720 Beat it? You have something there? No, you don't need 1:10:14.720 --> 1:10:14.920 a lot. 1:10:14.960 --> 1:10:17.680 You have had candy, all right, beat it bye, all right, 1:10:17.720 --> 1:10:20.519 go on, guys, we'll be in there in five minutes. Okay, okay, 1:10:20.560 --> 1:10:22.920 thank you. Can you close that door? Please be careful 1:10:23.000 --> 1:10:35.240 crawling over it? Okay, okay, Jesus close that thank you anyway. Yeah, 1:10:36.200 --> 1:10:37.280 it's hard. It's hard. 1:10:37.520 --> 1:10:40.000 You're saying, how you fail yourself with your Momrida. 1:10:40.040 --> 1:10:42.600 Oh uh, I don't know. 1:10:42.640 --> 1:10:44.519 It's just it's hard to explain. It's like. 1:10:46.200 --> 1:10:49.600 My mom, I think I feel more important to my 1:10:49.640 --> 1:10:53.479 mom than my dad in a way, like how they 1:10:53.840 --> 1:10:57.400 but that's not true your value and then but I 1:10:57.439 --> 1:11:00.880 know that's not that's not true. But yeah, and then 1:11:01.000 --> 1:11:05.920 in relationships obviously it's just like you know, just not 1:11:06.080 --> 1:11:09.760 valuing yourself, like go doing ship when someone doesn't deserve that, 1:11:10.120 --> 1:11:13.639 you know what I mean? Or like who maybe hasn't 1:11:13.640 --> 1:11:15.439 shown you the same, Yeah, it hasn't shown you, and 1:11:15.439 --> 1:11:17.439 continuing to do it and getting hurt over and over 1:11:17.479 --> 1:11:19.360 again by it, but it can still continuing to. 1:11:19.280 --> 1:11:20.760 Do it because it's like kind of good. 1:11:20.880 --> 1:11:23.120 Yeah, I'm kind of like or you're hoping that if 1:11:23.120 --> 1:11:27.120 I keep doing you know, it's just so looking for 1:11:27.160 --> 1:11:30.599 that validation that's it's like that's not fair to them, 1:11:30.720 --> 1:11:34.240 that's just who they are, and maybe that's just not yea. 1:11:37.000 --> 1:11:41.639 But yeah, so that's really like where I feel the shift. 1:11:41.680 --> 1:11:50.040 And I also just feel very I feel very I 1:11:50.120 --> 1:11:55.639 don't know, like focused on like work, but also this 1:11:56.000 --> 1:11:57.839 and it feels like it's just flowing. 1:11:58.600 --> 1:12:00.639 I don't know how to describe it. Like I'm not worried. 1:12:02.240 --> 1:12:05.559 I read a recently and I said not to worry 1:12:05.600 --> 1:12:06.920 about any of those things. 1:12:06.960 --> 1:12:10.720 Like I feel like I'm on the right path and 1:12:10.760 --> 1:12:12.759 as long as I just continue doing what I'm doing, 1:12:12.840 --> 1:12:15.479 it's gonna be Okay, We're gonna do something. It's gonna 1:12:15.479 --> 1:12:17.439 we're gonna figure it out. And I feel like that 1:12:17.560 --> 1:12:19.360 in like a lot of aspects of my life. I 1:12:19.360 --> 1:12:22.840 feel like getting lost at Coachella, yeah, I was like, 1:12:22.880 --> 1:12:23.680 we're gonna get there. 1:12:26.520 --> 1:12:27.479 I'm gonna find one day. 1:12:27.640 --> 1:12:27.880 Yeah. 1:12:28.000 --> 1:12:30.920 I just feel very connected to like I don't know, 1:12:31.000 --> 1:12:33.280 there's not I don't I feel like a bit fearless. 1:12:34.760 --> 1:12:36.880 And I realized I feel a bit fearless because of 1:12:36.920 --> 1:12:38.880 the decision that I made on that phone call, you 1:12:38.920 --> 1:12:41.040 know what I mean, Like there's something in me that's 1:12:41.120 --> 1:12:44.599 like shifting and it's like be brave, do this, go 1:12:44.680 --> 1:12:49.120 against that. You're You're gonna be fine regardless, you know 1:12:49.120 --> 1:12:50.800 what I mean. If it's meant, if it's meant to 1:12:50.840 --> 1:12:53.360 come back, it'll come back. And if not, there's more, 1:12:53.960 --> 1:12:55.000 you know, there's more. 1:12:55.360 --> 1:12:55.599 You know. 1:12:55.840 --> 1:12:58.120 It's that's like kind of like where I'm what I'm 1:12:58.160 --> 1:13:01.960 feeling so much out there there really is and we 1:13:02.000 --> 1:13:05.479 get so like drawn to the first thing that like 1:13:05.600 --> 1:13:08.160 makes us feel something, and I don't want to do that, 1:13:08.520 --> 1:13:12.240 you know, not and no and not no disrespect to 1:13:12.320 --> 1:13:17.000 my you know that situation because it's deep, you know, 1:13:17.320 --> 1:13:21.400 very very deep. And but I feel like I'm excited 1:13:21.600 --> 1:13:26.240 because we are exploring the different facets of our relationship. 1:13:26.360 --> 1:13:28.559 You know, we know we have romance, we know we 1:13:28.640 --> 1:13:34.360 have a connection for sure, that's undeniable. But giving ourselves 1:13:34.439 --> 1:13:36.840 time to like also focus on friendship is something that we. 1:13:36.840 --> 1:13:37.599 Don't ever do. 1:13:38.160 --> 1:13:41.000 And even now, like it's just like it takes time 1:13:41.120 --> 1:13:44.360 to realize the things that you maybe do or don't 1:13:44.479 --> 1:13:47.719 like about somebody because there's like this super intense fog 1:13:47.800 --> 1:13:59.920 period in the beginning where it's like desire, passion, sex, intimacy, oh, attention, urgency, attention, validation, validation, validation, 1:14:00.040 --> 1:14:01.200 because you're getting all this attention. 1:14:01.280 --> 1:14:04.799 It's new, it's exciting that news, that new spark. 1:14:05.160 --> 1:14:09.360 You know that now like the smoke settles and it's like, okay, 1:14:10.560 --> 1:14:13.080 that's still there, you know, but what else? And also 1:14:13.680 --> 1:14:15.800 are we ready for this even more? I don't know, 1:14:16.080 --> 1:14:17.599 you know, I don't know. 1:14:17.680 --> 1:14:20.360 I don't think. I don't I don't think I am. 1:14:21.080 --> 1:14:23.360 It's like about making the adult decision something in like that, 1:14:23.479 --> 1:14:25.800 Like the old Erica that loves to be in a 1:14:25.800 --> 1:14:33.719 relationship is okay, I'll get in a second. The old 1:14:33.840 --> 1:14:35.840 Erica would have been would just be like, oh, fuck it, 1:14:35.920 --> 1:14:38.200 like just go with it, go be your girlfriend again. 1:14:38.320 --> 1:14:40.640 You know you're in love, don't go against your just 1:14:40.680 --> 1:14:44.600 do it feels good. And then now I'm like, no, 1:14:45.040 --> 1:14:47.760 take your time. Like even though something in me it 1:14:47.760 --> 1:14:49.920 can easily fall into something like that, I'm just like, no, 1:14:50.080 --> 1:14:53.719 take your time, take your time. So that's what I'm doing, 1:14:54.840 --> 1:14:57.160 and it feels I just feel connected, just like I'm like, 1:14:57.200 --> 1:14:59.120 and it's gonna be okay either way. 1:14:59.439 --> 1:15:04.720 Everything's all good. You know, everything's all good even if 1:15:04.760 --> 1:15:07.080 it isn't. 1:15:07.439 --> 1:15:09.679 But anyway, we gotta bounce, y'all, because I'm leaving town 1:15:09.720 --> 1:15:11.679 in the morning and I gotta pack. 1:15:11.600 --> 1:15:13.360 And I gotta fucking do a lot of ship. 1:15:13.800 --> 1:15:19.599 So yeah, okay, donkie, Well we'll catch you next week. 1:15:20.439 --> 1:15:29.200 I have a wonderful week and okay, oh my god. Okay. 1:15:29.280 --> 1:15:32.200 You can find us on Instagram at good Moms Underscore 1:15:32.280 --> 1:15:36.200 Bad Choices. 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