1 00:00:01,520 --> 00:00:03,960 Speaker 1: What's up this lip service? I'm angela yee, I'm g 2 00:00:04,080 --> 00:00:05,519 Speaker 1: g Maguire, Jordi. 3 00:00:05,360 --> 00:00:07,280 Speaker 2: Geor, I'm sorry, Prior Graves. 4 00:00:07,720 --> 00:00:12,240 Speaker 3: Two of them, Like, that's definitely like two of them 5 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:14,120 Speaker 3: right this maybe four? 6 00:00:14,160 --> 00:00:17,319 Speaker 1: You could see? This is this a normal size? Like 7 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:18,119 Speaker 1: what would you call that? A? 8 00:00:19,200 --> 00:00:22,000 Speaker 4: Uh? This is right? This is this is normal? 9 00:00:22,400 --> 00:00:25,319 Speaker 5: Okay, it's normal for him. Okay, that's a lot we 10 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:29,720 Speaker 5: what is that the whole the whole eighth in the 11 00:00:29,720 --> 00:00:32,239 Speaker 5: the the whole eighth and that. 12 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:33,200 Speaker 1: Thing look heavy? 13 00:00:36,479 --> 00:00:40,240 Speaker 6: Yeah, okay, all right, well for the next two times, 14 00:00:40,280 --> 00:00:43,520 Speaker 6: it's back guys, okay, and a lot has happened since 15 00:00:43,520 --> 00:00:44,800 Speaker 6: he was here for the first time. 16 00:00:45,920 --> 00:00:50,839 Speaker 1: What what you got to say? What I'm a man now? 17 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:53,120 Speaker 1: He said, that's right? 18 00:00:55,680 --> 00:00:56,400 Speaker 4: You yeah? 19 00:00:57,120 --> 00:00:57,560 Speaker 1: Right or wrong? 20 00:00:57,600 --> 00:00:58,240 Speaker 4: You are right? 21 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:01,360 Speaker 3: Okay, because last time Finesse two times is here he 22 00:01:01,440 --> 00:01:03,840 Speaker 3: told us about you know, he had a couple of 23 00:01:03,920 --> 00:01:07,080 Speaker 3: ladies and now you kind of changed your mind and 24 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:10,120 Speaker 3: said you want to be with just one? 25 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:12,720 Speaker 4: Is that? Yeah? But then I had went back to two, 26 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:15,120 Speaker 4: but I just recently got back to one. 27 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:15,880 Speaker 1: Yeah. 28 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:19,319 Speaker 3: So now that's why Actually Zuri Prior Graves, she has 29 00:01:19,360 --> 00:01:21,480 Speaker 3: a flight to catch, so she's here four minutes. So 30 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:23,679 Speaker 3: I want to focus the first part of this interview 31 00:01:23,720 --> 00:01:25,760 Speaker 3: because I saw you have put on social media that 32 00:01:25,840 --> 00:01:30,679 Speaker 3: you were thinking about therapy, right, And Zuri is she 33 00:01:30,959 --> 00:01:33,720 Speaker 3: is she does a lot of intimacy. She helps people 34 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,800 Speaker 3: on set, So she's worked on a lot of really 35 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:38,880 Speaker 3: big TV shows and movies helping people when they have 36 00:01:38,920 --> 00:01:41,440 Speaker 3: like the you know, the sex scenes, intimate scenes, but 37 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:45,680 Speaker 3: anything that could be like potentially uncomfortable. He had to 38 00:01:45,720 --> 00:01:48,360 Speaker 3: make sure that everybody's safe and taking care of. But 39 00:01:48,400 --> 00:01:52,520 Speaker 3: you also, Zuri, are, you know, a clinician and a 40 00:01:52,600 --> 00:01:56,520 Speaker 3: therapist and a sex therapist, a sex educator, sex educator. 41 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:57,600 Speaker 2: Educator, sex therapists. 42 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:02,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, And I think sometimes people go through things, especially 43 00:02:02,840 --> 00:02:05,040 Speaker 3: and I would say especially men, because women we're I 44 00:02:05,080 --> 00:02:06,800 Speaker 3: feel like most of us are a lot quicker to 45 00:02:06,800 --> 00:02:10,920 Speaker 3: be like this happened, you know, I'm heartbroken, da da da, 46 00:02:11,160 --> 00:02:15,200 Speaker 3: I cried, And men more act like they're good, you know, 47 00:02:15,560 --> 00:02:19,799 Speaker 3: between when certain situations happen, and so sometimes men will 48 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:22,480 Speaker 3: be a lot less likely to look for outside help, 49 00:02:23,120 --> 00:02:23,320 Speaker 3: you know. 50 00:02:24,000 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 4: Yeah, I think I think my lack of intimacy come 51 00:02:26,840 --> 00:02:31,280 Speaker 4: from just being incocerated, like just being locked up, like 52 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:38,120 Speaker 4: not being intimate at all, coming up, not getting out 53 00:02:38,120 --> 00:02:41,959 Speaker 4: a whole lot of kisses and hoogs. You know what 54 00:02:41,960 --> 00:02:45,119 Speaker 4: I'm saying. You know what I'm saying. But it ain't 55 00:02:45,160 --> 00:02:47,040 Speaker 4: no shade or nothing. It's just life, you know what 56 00:02:47,080 --> 00:02:49,520 Speaker 4: I'm saying. I think a lot of us come up. 57 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:51,480 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, come from where I come from. 58 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:54,160 Speaker 4: We come up and it's tough love. You know what 59 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:57,560 Speaker 4: I'm saying. I think this where I get my tough 60 00:02:57,600 --> 00:03:00,359 Speaker 4: love from, like even for my keys, for my women. 61 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:04,280 Speaker 4: But what she's speaking on is like I want to 62 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:06,280 Speaker 4: come out of the phase like I want to come out. 63 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:09,320 Speaker 4: I want to be more more intimate, like more of 64 00:03:09,360 --> 00:03:12,639 Speaker 4: the all type of like I did, Like I want 65 00:03:12,680 --> 00:03:14,440 Speaker 4: to counter of be like I want. I want to 66 00:03:14,480 --> 00:03:16,720 Speaker 4: be like that. I try a lot, I try hard like, 67 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:19,200 Speaker 4: and I do it in front of people. I do 68 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 4: it like, I try real hard like. But it's still 69 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:25,519 Speaker 4: like cringey sometimes to me, Like it's cringe just to 70 00:03:25,639 --> 00:03:29,880 Speaker 4: like hug people like it's still it's still it's still 71 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:30,520 Speaker 4: weird to me. 72 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:34,040 Speaker 2: Yeah, I say something, I think like you said you 73 00:03:34,120 --> 00:03:36,480 Speaker 2: do it in front of people, and that was the 74 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:38,720 Speaker 2: only accolade that you assigned to what you just said. 75 00:03:39,440 --> 00:03:41,520 Speaker 2: Does it feel performative, Like is. 76 00:03:41,520 --> 00:03:44,240 Speaker 1: It like you when you are meditating. 77 00:03:44,560 --> 00:03:50,240 Speaker 2: Not necessarily premeditated, but it's not necessarily for you or 78 00:03:50,280 --> 00:03:53,560 Speaker 2: for that you are trying to show those worlds like this, yeah, 79 00:03:53,760 --> 00:03:56,400 Speaker 2: actively like you're trying to show in those. 80 00:03:56,200 --> 00:03:59,840 Speaker 4: Moments because when it's happening, like it feel fake, like 81 00:04:00,120 --> 00:04:03,160 Speaker 4: feel it don't feel genuine, Like but I don't know 82 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:06,320 Speaker 4: what a genuine hoog is, Like I don't know what, 83 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:09,080 Speaker 4: Like it could be tight, it could be it could 84 00:04:09,080 --> 00:04:12,640 Speaker 4: be whatever, Like I still feel like it's not genuine. 85 00:04:12,680 --> 00:04:15,480 Speaker 4: I don't know, Like like I could tell the difference 86 00:04:15,520 --> 00:04:20,479 Speaker 4: between a handshake if somebody is being a genuine or not, Like, yeah, 87 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:23,720 Speaker 4: I can I know when like handshakes with no eye 88 00:04:23,800 --> 00:04:27,880 Speaker 4: contact and you know stuff like but hugs like they different, 89 00:04:27,880 --> 00:04:31,000 Speaker 4: it's more intimate, it's more so. It's kind of like 90 00:04:31,400 --> 00:04:34,920 Speaker 4: what about kissing, I can only kiss like the woman 91 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:37,320 Speaker 4: that don't with Like I can't kiss like that, Like 92 00:04:37,400 --> 00:04:41,120 Speaker 4: I'm already like I'm not a big Like I'm not 93 00:04:41,240 --> 00:04:45,000 Speaker 4: big on it, not because oh home food, not the 94 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:48,479 Speaker 4: type of shit, Like it's just like I just can't. 95 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:50,400 Speaker 5: What about kissing in a non intimate way when it 96 00:04:50,440 --> 00:04:51,680 Speaker 5: comes to family and your children. 97 00:04:52,320 --> 00:04:54,560 Speaker 4: That's what I'm talking about. Why are you talking about 98 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:57,799 Speaker 4: I'm talking about both ways, Like I'm talking about around 99 00:04:58,120 --> 00:05:01,719 Speaker 4: around like like like like I can do it to 100 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:04,800 Speaker 4: my my new my new born baby like this here, 101 00:05:05,360 --> 00:05:08,680 Speaker 4: like this the most ever, the most intimate ever, being 102 00:05:08,880 --> 00:05:11,720 Speaker 4: like right, but like we had a home birth, so 103 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:14,920 Speaker 4: I pulled her. I ain't gonna say pull it out, 104 00:05:14,960 --> 00:05:22,000 Speaker 4: but I like I was like I pulled it, like 105 00:05:22,040 --> 00:05:24,720 Speaker 4: I got her, and it was like like out of 106 00:05:24,760 --> 00:05:28,719 Speaker 4: all my kids, I'd never seen a birth before. Yes, 107 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:32,880 Speaker 4: so it was like it was super exciting to me. 108 00:05:32,960 --> 00:05:37,360 Speaker 1: And it was like uh in like a different type 109 00:05:37,360 --> 00:05:37,760 Speaker 1: of bond. 110 00:05:38,080 --> 00:05:42,599 Speaker 4: Like I literally like stirred in one spot for probably 111 00:05:42,640 --> 00:05:45,479 Speaker 4: like sixty seconds. Like when she came out and I 112 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:47,920 Speaker 4: gave it to a moment, it was like a stuck 113 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:51,360 Speaker 4: moment like I ain't hear nothing, I ain't really see nothing. 114 00:05:51,400 --> 00:05:54,760 Speaker 4: It was like I seen life come into the world 115 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:57,760 Speaker 4: that was different from me, Like that's real to see 116 00:05:57,760 --> 00:06:01,520 Speaker 4: a human come out of another may're a woman pregnant, 117 00:06:01,640 --> 00:06:04,839 Speaker 4: like okay, she's pregnant, but to see it actually come 118 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:05,680 Speaker 4: out like. 119 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:08,159 Speaker 1: This is life, like she're and how many children do 120 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:08,719 Speaker 1: you have now? 121 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:09,080 Speaker 4: Five? 122 00:06:09,240 --> 00:06:09,520 Speaker 1: Five? 123 00:06:11,279 --> 00:06:14,359 Speaker 4: Yeah, So it's different and it's and it's like you know, 124 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:16,960 Speaker 4: and you know, I don't want to kiss no shade 125 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:19,839 Speaker 4: later on from my other kids. But it's just it's 126 00:06:19,920 --> 00:06:22,080 Speaker 4: just super different, Like I think about it every day 127 00:06:22,760 --> 00:06:25,560 Speaker 4: all day, Like it's just super different from me. 128 00:06:25,640 --> 00:06:28,039 Speaker 1: So you feel like that changed something in you. 129 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:31,240 Speaker 4: It might like the intimacy, like I'm able to be 130 00:06:31,279 --> 00:06:32,920 Speaker 4: a little bit more like affectionate. 131 00:06:33,520 --> 00:06:36,920 Speaker 6: It's vulnerability too, because I'm the same way with kissing 132 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:40,520 Speaker 6: and hugging my everybody, Like I'm the worst hugger ever, 133 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:43,239 Speaker 6: And it's a level of vulnerabiley. 134 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:44,760 Speaker 4: Though, like just now, like I feel it. 135 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:47,360 Speaker 6: It's like a protection thing, you know, because that's where 136 00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:48,240 Speaker 6: our heart is. 137 00:06:48,320 --> 00:06:48,800 Speaker 4: I get it. 138 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:51,040 Speaker 1: So it's like a natural thing to be like. 139 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:55,080 Speaker 3: And I think sometimes when you come up in this 140 00:06:55,120 --> 00:06:56,960 Speaker 3: world with a lot of like fake love around you, 141 00:06:57,000 --> 00:07:00,240 Speaker 3: it's hard to feel like something that feels genuine cause 142 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:03,000 Speaker 3: there's so many times where things that you thought was 143 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:05,919 Speaker 3: real aren't. Yeah, and then it kind of makes you 144 00:07:06,080 --> 00:07:08,880 Speaker 3: jaded where nothing seems like how do I know? This 145 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:10,800 Speaker 3: might feel real right now, but then later on when 146 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:11,640 Speaker 3: I look back at it. 147 00:07:11,680 --> 00:07:14,640 Speaker 4: This wasn't it's like, nah, it's if you look at 148 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 4: it like that, it's like you ain't being fir like 149 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:21,400 Speaker 4: to yourself if you aks me, because like but I'm 150 00:07:21,680 --> 00:07:23,840 Speaker 4: I've been a victim of it, like it ain't fur though, 151 00:07:23,880 --> 00:07:26,880 Speaker 4: like y, I can feel a certain way because this 152 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:29,880 Speaker 4: person made me mad and they was faking. They hoogs 153 00:07:29,920 --> 00:07:32,760 Speaker 4: and they cry as one genuine and I take it 154 00:07:32,760 --> 00:07:35,640 Speaker 4: out on there body else, Right, I do that, right, 155 00:07:35,720 --> 00:07:38,280 Speaker 4: I tend to do that. Like but as I'm as 156 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:40,640 Speaker 4: I as I grow and I'm getting older, I'm starting 157 00:07:40,640 --> 00:07:44,000 Speaker 4: to give like a person they own chance, like you 158 00:07:44,120 --> 00:07:47,080 Speaker 4: got your own chance, Like I decided that everybody and 159 00:07:47,160 --> 00:07:49,840 Speaker 4: everything I'd have been through, even with men, like it's 160 00:07:49,840 --> 00:07:53,040 Speaker 4: shit that I hadn't been through with close partners. This 161 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:55,840 Speaker 4: this this like damn, I never thought, bruh do me 162 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:58,000 Speaker 4: like that? But then I can't go look at him 163 00:07:58,040 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 4: like that, right, I can't go look at it. 164 00:08:00,320 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 1: It's not normal. 165 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:03,240 Speaker 3: And you can't judge everybody else based off of what 166 00:08:03,320 --> 00:08:06,080 Speaker 3: somebody else did because we are all different trauma. 167 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:09,240 Speaker 4: And I'm trying to I'm at peace and I'm trying 168 00:08:09,240 --> 00:08:11,920 Speaker 4: to stay at peace, and I understand that dealing with 169 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:15,840 Speaker 4: past trauma's count of damons creep up, So I count 170 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:18,360 Speaker 4: of try to stay away from what do. 171 00:08:18,320 --> 00:08:19,960 Speaker 3: You think, Sarry, because I really wanted you to be 172 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:21,800 Speaker 3: here to at least start this conversation. 173 00:08:21,800 --> 00:08:26,200 Speaker 2: There so many different things you just said, But I think, 174 00:08:26,360 --> 00:08:27,920 Speaker 2: like if we just go off of what you just 175 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:29,960 Speaker 2: said in terms of trauma, I think we hear that 176 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:31,840 Speaker 2: word and we think it's such a big word, and 177 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:35,520 Speaker 2: like if somebody says trauma, it's this huge thing that 178 00:08:35,679 --> 00:08:38,240 Speaker 2: happened and you're gonna have this reaction, And all that 179 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:41,240 Speaker 2: trauma is in the little moments too. You know, if 180 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:43,319 Speaker 2: you do something or you're somewhere and all of a 181 00:08:43,360 --> 00:08:46,600 Speaker 2: sudden you have a gut reaction that just doesn't necessarily 182 00:08:46,640 --> 00:08:48,920 Speaker 2: make sense for that moment. A lot of times that 183 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:52,120 Speaker 2: that's trauma, like being able to be self aware enough 184 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:54,679 Speaker 2: to notice those itty bitty little things, like when you're 185 00:08:54,679 --> 00:08:57,480 Speaker 2: going to go hug someone and that hug doesn't feel 186 00:08:57,679 --> 00:09:01,680 Speaker 2: quite right. It might be something about that person, or 187 00:09:01,720 --> 00:09:03,360 Speaker 2: it might be something about the way they hug you, 188 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:05,720 Speaker 2: and it's triggering something you don't even you can't even 189 00:09:05,960 --> 00:09:07,960 Speaker 2: make that connection to it first until you do the 190 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:11,120 Speaker 2: work and being It's like one of those things is 191 00:09:11,200 --> 00:09:15,240 Speaker 2: people talk about changing and being like, oh, I've done 192 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:18,280 Speaker 2: the work and I'm better. It's like, no, the work 193 00:09:18,360 --> 00:09:22,640 Speaker 2: is continuous and there's no better. It's all about using 194 00:09:22,679 --> 00:09:24,760 Speaker 2: and there's no changing you. You are who you are 195 00:09:24,840 --> 00:09:25,440 Speaker 2: depending on. 196 00:09:25,360 --> 00:09:27,679 Speaker 1: How old you are. The experiences that you had, they 197 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:29,520 Speaker 1: are what they are, and you have good days and 198 00:09:29,559 --> 00:09:30,640 Speaker 1: you'll have bad days. 199 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:33,320 Speaker 2: But it's working with those things. You know, you don't 200 00:09:33,360 --> 00:09:34,480 Speaker 2: have to necessarily change. 201 00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:36,600 Speaker 3: And I think being in prison too and coming home 202 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:39,600 Speaker 3: after that, like the way that people are treated in 203 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:41,880 Speaker 3: prison is so different. 204 00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:46,080 Speaker 4: Then it's just it's very I've been a like it's 205 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 4: just real, like no contact like we on live service. 206 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 4: I could talk, yeah, even like young when I was younger, 207 00:09:56,200 --> 00:09:59,800 Speaker 4: like just from not have getting it them hoogs and kisses, 208 00:09:59,840 --> 00:10:03,440 Speaker 4: like I never was able to have six missionary til 209 00:10:03,440 --> 00:10:04,200 Speaker 4: I was older. 210 00:10:04,559 --> 00:10:07,920 Speaker 1: Right where you're like looking at somebody and. 211 00:10:07,920 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 4: It's not just because I don't want to, because I 212 00:10:11,280 --> 00:10:14,640 Speaker 4: learned that that's one of a women's favorite position is 213 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,400 Speaker 4: to do it right, Like you know what I'm saying, 214 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:23,800 Speaker 4: But this one of women's like they say, dog, I 215 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:26,240 Speaker 4: couldn't do it. Maybe from the side. 216 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:29,600 Speaker 3: Okay, And you went to jail the first time when 217 00:10:29,600 --> 00:10:32,560 Speaker 3: you were fourteen, when you were so imagine at fourteen 218 00:10:32,679 --> 00:10:35,360 Speaker 3: years old, all the things that you didn't learn. 219 00:10:35,480 --> 00:10:38,800 Speaker 4: So it's thick. It's thick, and I'm I'm catching up now, 220 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:42,400 Speaker 4: like to where like my girl asked me for kids 221 00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:47,679 Speaker 4: out of nowhere, it's like, huh, like but you like that, 222 00:10:47,800 --> 00:10:51,400 Speaker 4: but I like it, Like no, But one thing I 223 00:10:51,520 --> 00:10:53,439 Speaker 4: learned had you got to tell a person what you're 224 00:10:53,440 --> 00:10:57,040 Speaker 4: going through. So I communicate and be very big on 225 00:10:57,080 --> 00:11:00,280 Speaker 4: communication because I want a person to know who I am, 226 00:11:00,280 --> 00:11:02,679 Speaker 4: so you would know how to handle men, right, so 227 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:05,120 Speaker 4: you would know because now you don't handle me like 228 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:08,079 Speaker 4: I'm telling you I'm fucked up. I'm already telling you this, 229 00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:11,560 Speaker 4: so now you know. And she she she helped me, like, hey, 230 00:11:11,559 --> 00:11:13,240 Speaker 4: but give me a kid, like we could be here 231 00:11:13,280 --> 00:11:20,080 Speaker 4: where I'd be like like it's cool, Like it's cool, 232 00:11:20,600 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 4: but the average you know, I'm still growing on. 233 00:11:23,800 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's we're all in progress in this room, even 234 00:11:28,000 --> 00:11:29,600 Speaker 3: you know. But I do want to say, even when 235 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:31,480 Speaker 3: you came up on lip servers the first time, you 236 00:11:31,600 --> 00:11:33,680 Speaker 3: definitely were like, you know, not trying to be in 237 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:37,840 Speaker 3: a monogamous relationship either and so now that is something 238 00:11:37,880 --> 00:11:39,360 Speaker 3: that you want or. 239 00:11:39,320 --> 00:11:43,080 Speaker 4: No, Yeah, I mean like I'm leaving everything in her court. 240 00:11:43,280 --> 00:11:48,680 Speaker 4: Like she's very like she like she she can fall 241 00:11:48,720 --> 00:11:51,320 Speaker 4: in love with a woman like my girl wanted them 242 00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:54,040 Speaker 4: type of people, like she can love a woman like 243 00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:55,200 Speaker 4: for her as her love. 244 00:11:55,520 --> 00:11:57,520 Speaker 5: So just to have some clarity from the last time 245 00:11:57,559 --> 00:12:01,760 Speaker 5: we spoke, there were two. One was more of like 246 00:12:02,040 --> 00:12:04,000 Speaker 5: the main girl or the first girl. This is still 247 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:04,880 Speaker 5: that she were speaking of. 248 00:12:05,000 --> 00:12:08,440 Speaker 4: Yes, she's still She's still around. She never lived like 249 00:12:08,559 --> 00:12:11,880 Speaker 4: she never she went through everything like I know, y'all 250 00:12:11,880 --> 00:12:14,240 Speaker 4: see a lot of crazy shit about it, like and 251 00:12:14,320 --> 00:12:16,920 Speaker 4: she went through, she went through, She went through the 252 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:20,600 Speaker 4: trials and tribulations, she went through the storm like you 253 00:12:20,640 --> 00:12:22,960 Speaker 4: know what I'm saying, And I gotta, I gotta, I 254 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:24,959 Speaker 4: gotta see we got a little time. I got a 255 00:12:25,040 --> 00:12:27,680 Speaker 4: baby mama that I had fell in little with, like 256 00:12:27,880 --> 00:12:29,360 Speaker 4: you know what I saying when I was young, because 257 00:12:29,360 --> 00:12:31,319 Speaker 4: she she helped me out the streets. She helped me 258 00:12:31,360 --> 00:12:37,320 Speaker 4: get out the streets. And and I was just telling 259 00:12:37,320 --> 00:12:39,400 Speaker 4: her that I was I was gonna get better because 260 00:12:39,440 --> 00:12:41,880 Speaker 4: I was striving to be better, like and I was 261 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:44,400 Speaker 4: just telling him get on my ship, i'na be better. 262 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:46,680 Speaker 4: You know, I was broke, fucked up, I ain't got 263 00:12:46,720 --> 00:12:48,559 Speaker 4: nowhere to stay here, I ain't got an I d 264 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:51,439 Speaker 4: like you know, it was that bad. Like you know 265 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:54,160 Speaker 4: what I'm saying. I feel like the girl who here now, 266 00:12:54,559 --> 00:12:57,440 Speaker 4: I feel like she she she was able to deal 267 00:12:57,559 --> 00:13:01,080 Speaker 4: with everything like it wasn't easy for like, and that's 268 00:13:01,120 --> 00:13:04,000 Speaker 4: what I respected, because she put up a fight. It 269 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 4: wasn't just no old fuck it, you know, just because 270 00:13:07,840 --> 00:13:10,719 Speaker 4: I'm put up and I can you know I could 271 00:13:10,760 --> 00:13:13,680 Speaker 4: do what I want to do that you know, you know, 272 00:13:13,720 --> 00:13:15,640 Speaker 4: I'm just gonna let you do what you want to do. 273 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:18,760 Speaker 4: She wasn't quiet at all, Like she put up a fight, 274 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:19,360 Speaker 4: like she. 275 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:20,319 Speaker 1: Was getting into it. 276 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:25,200 Speaker 4: And it made me understand that that that you know 277 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:27,679 Speaker 4: what I'm saying, that you know that she care. 278 00:13:28,360 --> 00:13:30,160 Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, because I was wonder that 279 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:32,320 Speaker 3: like for a guy, if you put a woman through 280 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:35,720 Speaker 3: so much and she still stays sometimes I'm like, is 281 00:13:35,760 --> 00:13:36,840 Speaker 3: he gonna ever stop? 282 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:37,480 Speaker 5: Nah? 283 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:40,520 Speaker 4: I mean, if I'm gonna be honest with you, it's 284 00:13:40,640 --> 00:13:42,560 Speaker 4: me and it's me and not her, Like I ain't 285 00:13:42,720 --> 00:13:45,520 Speaker 4: I don't know all I know is that I always 286 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:48,680 Speaker 4: had a person dream of being a specific type of man. 287 00:13:49,520 --> 00:13:52,480 Speaker 4: And you know what I'm saying, And I knew I 288 00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:53,960 Speaker 4: was gonna have to grow into it. 289 00:13:53,840 --> 00:13:55,560 Speaker 1: But like what type of man if you have to say, 290 00:13:55,559 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 1: what is that? 291 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:59,640 Speaker 4: Like? Like loyal? Just you know what I'm saying. But 292 00:13:59,679 --> 00:14:05,320 Speaker 4: what helped me was that my girl love women. So 293 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:09,120 Speaker 4: so I'm just saying, Honey, I'm just gonna I'm gonna 294 00:14:09,120 --> 00:14:13,319 Speaker 4: be one hundred percent every man want to fuck another bitch. 295 00:14:13,320 --> 00:14:13,880 Speaker 1: You think, so. 296 00:14:18,559 --> 00:14:26,280 Speaker 4: Listen, listen, Brol I'm gonna tell you, I feel like 297 00:14:26,480 --> 00:14:29,480 Speaker 4: every woman in this world. Y'all might call it sharing 298 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:31,720 Speaker 4: a nigga, y'all might call it whatever y'all want to 299 00:14:31,760 --> 00:14:35,120 Speaker 4: call it. If you was to at least if you ain't, 300 00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:37,640 Speaker 4: even if you're not gay, even if you was to, 301 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:40,840 Speaker 4: let that man, let that man have fun with you 302 00:14:41,400 --> 00:14:45,480 Speaker 4: every blue moon. He'll appreciate that. Me, I think I'm 303 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 4: coming off for So it's like me and my girl, 304 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,200 Speaker 4: like I ain't cheating in a long time, though you have. 305 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:53,360 Speaker 1: It's a long time. 306 00:14:53,960 --> 00:14:57,240 Speaker 4: Shell for a man, A long time in nine months, 307 00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:57,720 Speaker 4: a year. 308 00:14:57,640 --> 00:14:58,040 Speaker 1: Okay, So. 309 00:14:59,560 --> 00:15:02,480 Speaker 4: It's been a long time since I want to hear. 310 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:11,480 Speaker 2: I'm hearing so oh my gosh, so many different things. No, 311 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:15,520 Speaker 2: but I mean no, but thank you for being honest. 312 00:15:15,520 --> 00:15:18,320 Speaker 2: I think that's I mean, your journey is It says 313 00:15:18,360 --> 00:15:20,040 Speaker 2: a lot about you that you are in this place 314 00:15:20,040 --> 00:15:22,280 Speaker 2: where you're able to communicate these things about yourself. Ask 315 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:25,160 Speaker 2: for what you need, ask for what you want. I 316 00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:28,600 Speaker 2: do think there is always something really interesting when people 317 00:15:28,680 --> 00:15:34,400 Speaker 2: get into the narrative around like this girl did so 318 00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:36,720 Speaker 2: many different things. They were there, Like you're talking about 319 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:40,040 Speaker 2: the woman who was there and she withstood all this 320 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:44,000 Speaker 2: other stuff? Is that a trauma response? Because you are 321 00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 2: attracted to the person who you put through the most. 322 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,520 Speaker 1: The person you love, but you put her through the most. 323 00:15:49,920 --> 00:15:52,280 Speaker 2: Right, And then it's it's it's like, where does that 324 00:15:52,320 --> 00:15:53,800 Speaker 2: come from? What does that need to do that? 325 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:56,120 Speaker 4: I feel like I told her these two days ago, 326 00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:59,400 Speaker 4: I promise, like I just told her. I told her, 327 00:15:59,440 --> 00:16:02,400 Speaker 4: I said, I wish, I wish you would have never 328 00:16:02,480 --> 00:16:06,480 Speaker 4: met me, like when I first came home, Like because 329 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:09,520 Speaker 4: I don't feel like you deserve Like even though you 330 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:12,680 Speaker 4: might not be rich, you might not be known, you 331 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:15,520 Speaker 4: might not be perfect, Like you know what I'm saying. 332 00:16:15,560 --> 00:16:17,760 Speaker 4: You probably had your share of me in or whatever. 333 00:16:17,880 --> 00:16:23,040 Speaker 4: But you you're You're the perfect woman for me, Like 334 00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:26,240 Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying, like from where I come from, 335 00:16:26,280 --> 00:16:29,040 Speaker 4: Like you know, just the respect and being feminine. You know, 336 00:16:29,080 --> 00:16:31,560 Speaker 4: I'm from Memphis, so we got a lot of aggressive women, 337 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:33,480 Speaker 4: a lot of women who. 338 00:16:33,320 --> 00:16:35,200 Speaker 1: They that in New York a lot too. I just 339 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:39,520 Speaker 1: wonder they saying cause like they was like all. 340 00:16:39,400 --> 00:16:44,640 Speaker 4: The street nigga slang. So it's like like so I like, 341 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:47,720 Speaker 4: like you could be the baddest bitch and say hey bro, 342 00:16:49,800 --> 00:16:53,760 Speaker 4: it's a total turn off. So she one hundred percent feminine, 343 00:16:53,800 --> 00:16:57,120 Speaker 4: like she cooked clean without me axing. I can ask, 344 00:16:57,320 --> 00:17:00,720 Speaker 4: like I can be Finna say hey my shirt knee 345 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:03,400 Speaker 4: earn and look and his earn like like this type 346 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:06,239 Speaker 4: of woman she is. Like So it was like her 347 00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:07,080 Speaker 4: just being. 348 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:09,760 Speaker 1: There for me, and then what do you do in return? 349 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:13,520 Speaker 4: I'm like I'm giving her like like me like she 350 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:16,880 Speaker 4: getting she getting me like and I'm I'm here for her. 351 00:17:16,920 --> 00:17:19,640 Speaker 3: Like let me ask you this because and ZERI may 352 00:17:19,640 --> 00:17:21,879 Speaker 3: not know this, but and this was very public and 353 00:17:21,880 --> 00:17:23,800 Speaker 3: you talked about this. You recently found out a baby 354 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:25,639 Speaker 3: you thought was yours was not yours. 355 00:17:25,840 --> 00:17:26,880 Speaker 1: Right, you did a. 356 00:17:26,880 --> 00:17:29,879 Speaker 3: DNA test, well, your mom did, and then that's what 357 00:17:29,960 --> 00:17:32,959 Speaker 3: led you to realizing that how did she react? How 358 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 3: did your your lady react to that news? Also with you, 359 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:37,840 Speaker 3: like what did she say? 360 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:43,560 Speaker 4: I said yesterday, I wasn't gonna talk about this normal, right, 361 00:17:43,920 --> 00:17:49,560 Speaker 4: because I feel like it's trauma. Like the average the 362 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:53,639 Speaker 4: everage baby dad that might be able to say, oh shit, 363 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:55,280 Speaker 4: I ain't got no baby, ain't mine. 364 00:17:55,359 --> 00:17:59,439 Speaker 5: Oh here, Yeah, he wasn't happy, right, and you were 365 00:17:59,600 --> 00:18:01,320 Speaker 5: fine because. 366 00:18:01,000 --> 00:18:04,000 Speaker 4: I'm because I'm because I'm like I'm a family orient 367 00:18:04,200 --> 00:18:06,960 Speaker 4: like I got a small family. I want a big family. So, 368 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:10,440 Speaker 4: you know, so like there's a chapter in my life 369 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:13,600 Speaker 4: and I'm learning to like you know how they say 370 00:18:13,800 --> 00:18:16,800 Speaker 4: like if you if you fake like you got over something, 371 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:20,040 Speaker 4: you ain't really got over it. Like this bullshit to me, 372 00:18:20,119 --> 00:18:22,439 Speaker 4: Like if I go through something this traumatized, and like 373 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:26,400 Speaker 4: if I'm in peace right now, so give me give 374 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:29,240 Speaker 4: me four day, seventy two hours, I'm healing. I ain't 375 00:18:29,280 --> 00:18:32,440 Speaker 4: got time to be I ain't got time to be stagnant, 376 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:35,040 Speaker 4: Like I ain't got time to be stuck on one situation. 377 00:18:35,760 --> 00:18:38,840 Speaker 4: I've been. I've been, I've been behind too long. I've 378 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:41,399 Speaker 4: been locked up all my life. I can't afford to 379 00:18:41,400 --> 00:18:43,960 Speaker 4: be sitting around streets and to press for three four months. 380 00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:46,920 Speaker 4: I can't do it. I just can't do it. I can't. 381 00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:49,960 Speaker 4: I can't afford to just because he he did some 382 00:18:50,040 --> 00:18:53,760 Speaker 4: fileshit not go hire somebody else, like I got work 383 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:54,480 Speaker 4: to do, right? 384 00:18:54,680 --> 00:18:57,040 Speaker 3: What do you think about this area as a coping mechanism, 385 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:58,880 Speaker 3: Like I can't just be depressed. 386 00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:02,960 Speaker 1: Give me four days and I'm over it. 387 00:19:04,040 --> 00:19:06,440 Speaker 2: I mean, I think if you're able, there's a difference 388 00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:08,320 Speaker 2: between being able to be functional. 389 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:12,000 Speaker 4: May get consideration of cold heart a person and who'd 390 00:19:12,040 --> 00:19:16,000 Speaker 4: have been through cold hearted situations like prison. Yeah, you 391 00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:18,159 Speaker 4: see what I'm saying. So you got to understand that 392 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:21,840 Speaker 4: I'm already in the mindset like, don't nobody to give 393 00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:24,879 Speaker 4: a fuck about me? No way, I'd have been down 394 00:19:24,920 --> 00:19:29,320 Speaker 4: to my lowers like i'dn't been lonely, so dealing with 395 00:19:29,359 --> 00:19:33,920 Speaker 4: a person I'm really trying for you, like I really 396 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:36,280 Speaker 4: don't give a f If you keep it real with me, 397 00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:42,760 Speaker 4: we can go. But if you don't, I'm ready for 398 00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:46,240 Speaker 4: that too, because I had not already been through the worst. 399 00:19:46,720 --> 00:19:48,159 Speaker 4: It ain't gonna get no worse than this. 400 00:19:48,359 --> 00:19:51,640 Speaker 2: Like, yeah, and you're talking about a lot of different emotions, 401 00:19:51,680 --> 00:19:54,439 Speaker 2: and I think that the they're the ones that you 402 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,520 Speaker 2: show us when you come on to a show and 403 00:19:56,520 --> 00:19:59,840 Speaker 2: you're like, I'm done talking about that and you need 404 00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 2: to move on publicly. And then it's the things that 405 00:20:02,119 --> 00:20:05,359 Speaker 2: happened behind closed doors and your quiet moments and and 406 00:20:05,440 --> 00:20:09,600 Speaker 2: all of it's okay. So even because even you started 407 00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:11,800 Speaker 2: off this conversation very different than what you how you 408 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,480 Speaker 2: ended it, because it sounds like you're ending it and 409 00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:15,760 Speaker 2: being like I'm good, like I'm done off of it. 410 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:18,120 Speaker 2: But you started it off saying I can't be one 411 00:20:18,119 --> 00:20:21,920 Speaker 2: of those guys who, uh, you know, is more relieved 412 00:20:22,119 --> 00:20:24,880 Speaker 2: than anything else. So there's a balance between the two. 413 00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:26,320 Speaker 2: Does that make sense? 414 00:20:26,680 --> 00:20:29,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, you started off saying that you're not one of 415 00:20:29,240 --> 00:20:32,640 Speaker 3: those guys that you know because you care right, right, 416 00:20:32,680 --> 00:20:33,240 Speaker 3: you do care? 417 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:36,000 Speaker 5: Right? There was that thing attachment you were looking forward 418 00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:38,320 Speaker 5: to the family structure of what you are going. 419 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:42,000 Speaker 4: If I literally put my attention on it, like if 420 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:44,200 Speaker 4: I if I, if I put my attention on it, 421 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:46,600 Speaker 4: and I like, what is gonna do? 422 00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:47,600 Speaker 1: There's nothing you can do about it? 423 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:50,920 Speaker 4: What's gonna happen? What can I do? Like, what can 424 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:53,800 Speaker 4: I do? Is fucked up? It happened, But what can 425 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:55,919 Speaker 4: I do? It's not gonna make the child mine is 426 00:20:55,960 --> 00:21:00,560 Speaker 4: not gonna what can I do? So I'm I'm strong, 427 00:21:00,720 --> 00:21:03,679 Speaker 4: I'm head strong. Like so you got to understand, like 428 00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:08,359 Speaker 4: I said, you might not understand how I feel to 429 00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:14,400 Speaker 4: sit in a sale for fourteen months, for twenty four 430 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:18,879 Speaker 4: hours a day, and it might sound foreign as fucked like, 431 00:21:18,960 --> 00:21:23,520 Speaker 4: and it might just yeah, but it's real life. And 432 00:21:23,560 --> 00:21:25,320 Speaker 4: then get to the point where you would be like, 433 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:29,959 Speaker 4: what the fuck I'm gonna do? Like, what what am 434 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:33,320 Speaker 4: I gonna? What am I gonna this? You? I'm what 435 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:36,160 Speaker 4: I'm what I'm what I'm what I'm what I'm what 436 00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:38,560 Speaker 4: I'm what, I'm a wig out tell them I'm finna 437 00:21:38,560 --> 00:21:41,560 Speaker 4: go commit suicide and then have them come and put 438 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:44,399 Speaker 4: me in a turtle suit and put me in a 439 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:49,040 Speaker 4: sale with no toilet or nothing. You're my situations worse. 440 00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:52,520 Speaker 3: It's kind of like when you've dealt with such bad things, 441 00:21:52,640 --> 00:21:53,760 Speaker 3: what is worse than that? 442 00:21:55,240 --> 00:21:57,760 Speaker 4: It's great, it's the next it's the next thing to death. 443 00:21:58,160 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 4: So but I don't care myself like that. I don't 444 00:22:01,560 --> 00:22:04,640 Speaker 4: move like that. I don't walk around and carry myself. 445 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:08,800 Speaker 4: I carry myself with respect, dignity. I'm a man, I 446 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:13,480 Speaker 4: demand my respect, I give respect. But in the same 447 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 4: sentence like I'm looking at it like life, Like if 448 00:22:17,240 --> 00:22:18,320 Speaker 4: you keep it real with me. 449 00:22:18,359 --> 00:22:20,600 Speaker 1: Then should you think you have a bad temper? 450 00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:22,160 Speaker 4: Nah? Not no more? 451 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:23,959 Speaker 1: All right, because I was just thinking about that. 452 00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:28,199 Speaker 4: Not no more, not no more. I used to, I 453 00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:28,679 Speaker 4: used to. 454 00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:31,960 Speaker 3: But how did you how did you learn to manage that? 455 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:35,280 Speaker 3: Because that's not an easy thing. Like react differently. 456 00:22:35,600 --> 00:22:38,879 Speaker 4: Oh, let me say this, Na, because I'm gonna be more. 457 00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:42,359 Speaker 4: I'm gonna be MORENA, be more detailing, because all temple 458 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:44,520 Speaker 4: situation might not leave the jail. It could just be 459 00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:48,880 Speaker 4: in a relationship when it comes to my woman. When 460 00:22:48,880 --> 00:22:53,760 Speaker 4: it comes to women, I learned that women move off emotions. 461 00:22:54,840 --> 00:22:56,560 Speaker 4: They helped me not be mad no more. 462 00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:57,879 Speaker 1: That to me. 463 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:02,800 Speaker 4: Because like women don't really use they they they hard. 464 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:05,560 Speaker 4: They use their feelings, and then they use their hard 465 00:23:05,680 --> 00:23:09,679 Speaker 4: after they use their feelings. Like a woman can go 466 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:13,760 Speaker 4: in and then say, but you. 467 00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:16,680 Speaker 1: Know, it's the words. 468 00:23:17,080 --> 00:23:19,240 Speaker 4: It's like, but they can say the craziest ship in 469 00:23:19,280 --> 00:23:21,640 Speaker 4: the way, and that be the feelings. But you know 470 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:24,760 Speaker 4: that they really Yeah, I'll be laughing when my woman 471 00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:27,040 Speaker 4: go off on me, like, oh when I see you 472 00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:27,680 Speaker 4: on im. 473 00:23:27,640 --> 00:23:33,200 Speaker 3: Like, do you think that means that she cares more trauma? 474 00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:38,640 Speaker 5: Oh my god, it's a serious traumaban. We got about 475 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:40,040 Speaker 5: five more minutes with over here, so. 476 00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:44,040 Speaker 3: Okay, but before you leave, what you think of me? 477 00:23:44,320 --> 00:23:45,160 Speaker 4: Yeah? What you think? 478 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:46,600 Speaker 1: What's your impression of him? 479 00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:49,320 Speaker 4: Last couple of minutes before you. 480 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:55,520 Speaker 1: I don't want to give you a hug. There we go. 481 00:23:55,800 --> 00:24:00,639 Speaker 3: Look, real one, get a real one, not at the table. 482 00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:07,000 Speaker 1: He needs a real hug. See, this is sweet you. 483 00:24:07,640 --> 00:24:10,160 Speaker 2: I can just tell you have such a big heart 484 00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:13,680 Speaker 2: and sorry, I can just tell that you have such 485 00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:19,000 Speaker 2: a big heart and that you are a good man. 486 00:24:19,480 --> 00:24:23,119 Speaker 2: And I can't imagine how exhausting it is. It sounds 487 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,680 Speaker 2: like when you don't have that example of that, how 488 00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:27,800 Speaker 2: to find that in yourself and do it when you 489 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:32,760 Speaker 2: haven't seen it, and also having these kind of like 490 00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:36,840 Speaker 2: trauma bonds with these people. It's you've had to have 491 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:41,119 Speaker 2: people prove that they love you a lot, and you 492 00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:45,679 Speaker 2: found ways to see and to create situations where these 493 00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:49,359 Speaker 2: women can prove that they love you. And I just 494 00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:52,359 Speaker 2: hope that you get to the point where someone shows 495 00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:54,960 Speaker 2: you that they love you and you see it without 496 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,919 Speaker 2: and accept it and receive it without because they see you. 497 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,920 Speaker 2: I can see you like you just I don't know 498 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:04,959 Speaker 2: you change, but it's like you are so you have 499 00:25:05,040 --> 00:25:07,520 Speaker 2: such a warmth about you, you know. 500 00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:10,399 Speaker 4: I think. I think. I think my anger and my 501 00:25:10,880 --> 00:25:14,119 Speaker 4: and my character like that people get from me. I 502 00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:18,600 Speaker 4: think it comes from me just battling with who I 503 00:25:18,640 --> 00:25:23,600 Speaker 4: want to be versus who I was raised as, Like 504 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:27,239 Speaker 4: I was raised like this person, but like who I 505 00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:30,159 Speaker 4: want to be is like a totally different person. And 506 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,840 Speaker 4: my and I get mad because shit happens, things go 507 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:37,480 Speaker 4: on that I'm not used to that I haven't seen 508 00:25:37,560 --> 00:25:41,440 Speaker 4: before in my life, and like it make a nigga 509 00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:44,040 Speaker 4: angry and make a nigga mad, And I last. 510 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:46,159 Speaker 1: Shout like what do you mean? What type of things? 511 00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:50,679 Speaker 4: Simple things? Like it's simple things like and it's crazy 512 00:25:50,680 --> 00:25:53,640 Speaker 4: that I got to see it again. But like fan 513 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:56,600 Speaker 4: out of child, ain't you? Like I said, the average 514 00:25:56,640 --> 00:26:00,160 Speaker 4: that's the average dude, Like, but where I'm from, I'm 515 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:02,320 Speaker 4: the everage nigga fan out a baby and years like, 516 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:06,920 Speaker 4: oh shit for real, shit, but I ain't gonna lie 517 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:12,000 Speaker 4: ded lit. But but extality, they really don't give a fuck. 518 00:26:12,080 --> 00:26:15,199 Speaker 4: They feel like they just dodged a bullet. But for me, 519 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:19,000 Speaker 4: it's like it's bigger than just it's the baby, it's 520 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:23,840 Speaker 4: the living everything. It's the lord to Like I'm dealing 521 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:26,840 Speaker 4: with a person that I took off the street. They 522 00:26:26,920 --> 00:26:29,199 Speaker 4: didn't have nothing, they didn't have nowhere to stay, they 523 00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:31,840 Speaker 4: didn't have no car, they didn't have no So I'm 524 00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:36,439 Speaker 4: looking at it like family oriented. So I'm looking at 525 00:26:36,480 --> 00:26:38,560 Speaker 4: it like man were family, Me and my brother and him, 526 00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:42,000 Speaker 4: like we round were family, Like my women were all family. 527 00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:44,880 Speaker 4: They call them brothers. They they's his sister. They it's 528 00:26:44,960 --> 00:26:47,600 Speaker 4: all a family. We eat together, we go everywhere together, 529 00:26:47,680 --> 00:26:51,480 Speaker 4: we protect each other. So you know, it's kind of 530 00:26:51,560 --> 00:26:52,920 Speaker 4: like this lord to betrayal? 531 00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:53,919 Speaker 1: Can you the. 532 00:26:53,920 --> 00:26:55,240 Speaker 2: Baby into all of that? 533 00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:55,960 Speaker 1: Right that? 534 00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:59,880 Speaker 4: Like you get it, but I want to listen to you. 535 00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:02,159 Speaker 2: But I mean that's I think that that that sums 536 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:05,080 Speaker 2: it up. It sounds like it's not just about the baby, 537 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:08,000 Speaker 2: it's about what the baby represented for you and that 538 00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:13,280 Speaker 2: relationship that you built around this person who didn't exist 539 00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:14,119 Speaker 2: for very long any. 540 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,560 Speaker 4: Time, you know, And yeah, you get it. 541 00:27:16,600 --> 00:27:19,040 Speaker 3: But yeah, Sary, I really hope that this is going 542 00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:21,760 Speaker 3: to help finess because you, like I said, I saw 543 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:24,560 Speaker 3: you say I think I might do some therapy, and 544 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,600 Speaker 3: I hope you do because I'm not even saying this 545 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:30,800 Speaker 3: just to you, but like everybody in this room, people 546 00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:33,879 Speaker 3: will say you think everybody needs therapy Suri like or 547 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:34,959 Speaker 3: could benefit from it. 548 00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:38,240 Speaker 2: I think absolutely, And I think like people people who 549 00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:41,120 Speaker 2: aren't going for a particular reason, they're called the worried. Well, 550 00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:44,680 Speaker 2: it's like the I got. 551 00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:47,760 Speaker 4: To say something against it. See my mama told me this, 552 00:27:48,280 --> 00:27:49,720 Speaker 4: you know, shout out the mama Pete. 553 00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:55,719 Speaker 1: She don't play. 554 00:27:55,920 --> 00:27:59,080 Speaker 4: She told me like she was like because every time 555 00:27:59,119 --> 00:28:01,040 Speaker 4: she seem she could see me go through something right, 556 00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:05,080 Speaker 4: and then when she see me, she like, what you 557 00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:09,480 Speaker 4: think about when I be like nothing, And she'd be like, well, 558 00:28:09,520 --> 00:28:12,479 Speaker 4: what the hell you mean nothing? Like why you just 559 00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:15,159 Speaker 4: so emotionless? Why you don't? And I was like, ma, 560 00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:20,840 Speaker 4: like I don't, like I'm not really like into like expressing, 561 00:28:21,680 --> 00:28:23,919 Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying myself about certain shit, like 562 00:28:24,280 --> 00:28:26,480 Speaker 4: you know what I'm saying like, and she was like, 563 00:28:26,640 --> 00:28:28,480 Speaker 4: you gotta stop doing it. She was like, but I 564 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:31,080 Speaker 4: get it. You've been in concentrated so long. And she 565 00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:33,560 Speaker 4: got me down packed. My mama got me down packed, 566 00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:37,119 Speaker 4: like she get it, Like it's like she got the 567 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,880 Speaker 4: gift that I got. I have a gift of being 568 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,400 Speaker 4: able to put myself in people's shoes, like I know 569 00:28:41,440 --> 00:28:43,320 Speaker 4: how to feel. Like that's why I treat people how 570 00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:47,280 Speaker 4: I want to be treated, because don't treat me the 571 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:49,400 Speaker 4: fucked up because now you're finish, get a whole nother 572 00:28:49,440 --> 00:28:51,960 Speaker 4: fuck them. Say so, I'm gonna do you what I 573 00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:53,800 Speaker 4: want you to do to me, right, you know what 574 00:28:53,800 --> 00:28:56,080 Speaker 4: I'm saying. And my mama told me, she said, oh 575 00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:59,320 Speaker 4: you you know how to self therapy yourself, And she's 576 00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:02,360 Speaker 4: so right. But because the time in jail I spent 577 00:29:02,800 --> 00:29:06,560 Speaker 4: it was to myself. This is why I feel like 578 00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:10,720 Speaker 4: she's right, because I found myself and begin my spiritual 579 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,240 Speaker 4: journey with the allt of war and with the four 580 00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:18,560 Speaker 4: day Laws of Power, with everything I found that talking 581 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:22,000 Speaker 4: to myself, like I literally had to ex myself. What 582 00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:25,840 Speaker 4: was my problems? How could I solve it? How could 583 00:29:25,840 --> 00:29:30,320 Speaker 4: I do better as a man like me? How to 584 00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:35,440 Speaker 4: stop blaming anybody else for my problems? Like because it's 585 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,520 Speaker 4: still your fault if you deal with them, but damn, 586 00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:41,360 Speaker 4: it's fucked up because you gotta deal with somebody. But 587 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:44,480 Speaker 4: like you know, that's the fucked up part about life, 588 00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:47,800 Speaker 4: because you have to deal with somebody. Even if a 589 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:49,760 Speaker 4: mother fucker cross, you still got to go fuck with 590 00:29:49,800 --> 00:29:51,200 Speaker 4: somebody else. You know. 591 00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:55,720 Speaker 3: I think that being able to also have and there 592 00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:58,320 Speaker 3: you worgue with this resources are ways to deal with things. 593 00:29:58,400 --> 00:29:58,840 Speaker 1: Sometimes. 594 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:02,200 Speaker 3: There's ways that because you're always evolving and growing and 595 00:30:02,280 --> 00:30:04,800 Speaker 3: learning how to do things yourself differently, right right right, 596 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:08,120 Speaker 3: And there's definitely tools that I think somebody who's an 597 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,360 Speaker 3: expert can provide that could be beneficial for you that 598 00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:12,360 Speaker 3: you don't even know about. 599 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:15,400 Speaker 4: But they just come with time and me being free. 600 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:20,040 Speaker 4: It just comes like situations like situation, just being free, 601 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:22,720 Speaker 4: just being home. Only been home two years now. 602 00:30:22,760 --> 00:30:23,680 Speaker 1: Right, and you've done a lot. 603 00:30:23,840 --> 00:30:28,240 Speaker 3: So let's give it up for that, because there's people 604 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:32,160 Speaker 3: that's been home like forever and they did you know 605 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,760 Speaker 3: what I'm saying, And that's I'm not even being funny, 606 00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:37,920 Speaker 3: but that is that's amazing to be held in two 607 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,360 Speaker 3: years and to have accomplished with you. 608 00:30:39,440 --> 00:30:42,000 Speaker 1: Yes, let's drink to that. I know you got to 609 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:47,000 Speaker 1: go have your last step and you can get out 610 00:30:47,040 --> 00:30:50,120 Speaker 1: of here. But but I was I was just gonna 611 00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:50,440 Speaker 1: say that. 612 00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,600 Speaker 2: I think that when people think about therapy, they think 613 00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,760 Speaker 2: about sitting in a room on a couch. You've got 614 00:30:54,840 --> 00:30:57,840 Speaker 2: somebody with a pencil and paper looking up every once 615 00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,680 Speaker 2: in a while, you know, and taking down notes and 616 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:03,400 Speaker 2: then giving you advice, and you come to that space 617 00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:06,000 Speaker 2: in that situation because you have a problem. I think 618 00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:10,040 Speaker 2: that those are the biggest miss about therapy. And it 619 00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:13,800 Speaker 2: also doesn't have to be traditional talk therapy. That is 620 00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:17,200 Speaker 2: a very particular type of therapy that's cognitive behavioral therapy 621 00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:22,880 Speaker 2: or psychotherapy or whatever what you're talking about, Like somebody 622 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,280 Speaker 2: being able to contact somebody and ask for the tools 623 00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:29,400 Speaker 2: because you can find them. But there are people who 624 00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:33,560 Speaker 2: are specially trained in their ability to communicate certain ways 625 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,120 Speaker 2: for you to be able to do the things that 626 00:31:36,160 --> 00:31:38,680 Speaker 2: you want to do for yourself. So being able to 627 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:42,320 Speaker 2: do self therapy, I mean, I do think that that's 628 00:31:42,320 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 2: the thing. I think people who are self aware enough 629 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:45,480 Speaker 2: to be able to explore that stuff. 630 00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:48,880 Speaker 4: I think it's I don't recommend it on a street though, yeah, 631 00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:52,320 Speaker 4: maybe behind balls, but on the streets, I self, there 632 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,920 Speaker 4: you got to talk to somebody like you got to 633 00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:55,640 Speaker 4: talk to somebody. 634 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,920 Speaker 1: I can't wait till you do this. I do, I 635 00:31:58,960 --> 00:31:59,480 Speaker 1: really do. 636 00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:02,520 Speaker 3: I think, Yeah, I think it'll be amazing for you 637 00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:04,880 Speaker 3: just to be able to talk to somebody because, like 638 00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:06,760 Speaker 3: you said, you've been through a lot. You've only been 639 00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:10,040 Speaker 3: home for two years. This music business, boy, you need therapy, just. 640 00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 1: Some that to deal with that. You know, it's. 641 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:16,320 Speaker 4: New, it's new everything. That's that's what I'm trying to 642 00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:22,720 Speaker 4: tell y'all. Everything the fame, the money, the situations. Everything, 643 00:32:22,800 --> 00:32:25,120 Speaker 4: Like like the ship that y'all deal with, I probably 644 00:32:25,120 --> 00:32:28,120 Speaker 4: ain't even made the two years. It's certain ship that 645 00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:30,720 Speaker 4: I'm dealing with it. I'm still trying to that they 646 00:32:30,800 --> 00:32:32,920 Speaker 4: still have the TV. I ain't gonna lie this ship, 647 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:36,600 Speaker 4: ain't even worrying about but I'm so caught up in 648 00:32:36,880 --> 00:32:38,680 Speaker 4: the treachery of it. 649 00:32:39,200 --> 00:32:44,320 Speaker 1: Like one more reason why probably like but I'm excited 650 00:32:44,320 --> 00:32:44,800 Speaker 1: for you to do it. 651 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:46,240 Speaker 3: I know you well because I feel like you're that 652 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:51,479 Speaker 3: type of person, like, let me try it, try music therapy. 653 00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:57,360 Speaker 4: Because overall I've been having a thing where people feel 654 00:32:57,400 --> 00:33:02,680 Speaker 4: like I ain't good with women, like women feel like, 655 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,600 Speaker 4: you know, I don't have a big women fan bab 656 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:06,720 Speaker 4: big woman fan base. 657 00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:08,520 Speaker 1: Two times. 658 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:12,040 Speaker 4: Yeah, but I feel like women think that I'm like this, 659 00:33:12,320 --> 00:33:16,160 Speaker 4: like I'm not approachable, like I'm not these cool calm 660 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:17,000 Speaker 4: dude like. 661 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:20,560 Speaker 1: Because but you're not smiling. They could feel like he's intimidating. 662 00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:23,880 Speaker 4: This is my wrist and phase. Yeah you gotta My 663 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,160 Speaker 4: daughter got it though, Like and I look out and 664 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:28,240 Speaker 4: I look out all the time, and I'm like, ooh, 665 00:33:28,480 --> 00:33:33,000 Speaker 4: I love it though for the nigga, I love it, 666 00:33:33,120 --> 00:33:35,200 Speaker 4: like you know what I'm saying, But I got a 667 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:37,720 Speaker 4: wrist and face, but like disliked it. But I'm not 668 00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:43,240 Speaker 4: like like I'm very approachable, like like I like intellectual conversations. 669 00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,280 Speaker 4: I like to you know what I'm saying. I and 670 00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:47,479 Speaker 4: grew out a lot of my old ways, Like if 671 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,520 Speaker 4: you would have called me five years ago, I wouldn't 672 00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:50,400 Speaker 4: even take a woman out of. 673 00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:53,240 Speaker 1: The eat my god, you see what I'm saying. 674 00:33:55,080 --> 00:33:57,320 Speaker 4: So I'm real, I really like and I'm trying. I'm 675 00:33:57,360 --> 00:34:00,680 Speaker 4: having daughters and I'm trying to I'm trying to pay 676 00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:08,879 Speaker 4: my dt to the universe before you get treat y'all 677 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:11,480 Speaker 4: right now, so so so so, so y'all. 678 00:34:11,560 --> 00:34:17,560 Speaker 3: You know, Okay, listen, we're about to order some so 679 00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,359 Speaker 3: you wouldn't take a woman out to eat, so it's 680 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:20,239 Speaker 3: just straight to the career. 681 00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:24,319 Speaker 4: Back then, no, now, at first it was what I'm 682 00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:28,480 Speaker 4: saying five years ago. No, back then, she had to 683 00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:33,200 Speaker 4: have some money, you know what time of time, the 684 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:38,440 Speaker 4: sugar baby, I did a four three sixty, Like really 685 00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:43,000 Speaker 4: I really didn't like now, like I don't mind you know, 686 00:34:43,120 --> 00:34:46,920 Speaker 4: wining and dying. Now I feel like and especially seeing 687 00:34:46,960 --> 00:34:50,000 Speaker 4: my baby come out, like it made me like really 688 00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:52,640 Speaker 4: cared for a woman the much more, like I want 689 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:53,879 Speaker 4: everything for her. 690 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:55,520 Speaker 1: And also women go through a lot. 691 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:57,880 Speaker 3: When you see that miracle of birth, I feel like 692 00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:59,600 Speaker 3: men could not handle that ship? 693 00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:00,799 Speaker 1: Can you? 694 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:02,400 Speaker 4: Father? 695 00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:02,719 Speaker 2: Day? 696 00:35:03,200 --> 00:35:05,440 Speaker 4: If her dude don't open the door for her, I 697 00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:07,400 Speaker 4: don't like him. 698 00:35:07,600 --> 00:35:10,480 Speaker 1: Well you shouldn't, so that you got to open doors. 699 00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,120 Speaker 4: Yes, you get. 700 00:35:11,920 --> 00:35:12,560 Speaker 1: One more. 701 00:35:14,320 --> 00:35:16,520 Speaker 4: And then I'm trying to do the three sixty because 702 00:35:16,560 --> 00:35:18,839 Speaker 4: like I want them to grow up and be able 703 00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:23,480 Speaker 4: to see like I want how my daddy even with women. 704 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,080 Speaker 4: That's how I want a woman to be with me. 705 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:26,400 Speaker 4: I'm not a man to be with me. 706 00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:31,600 Speaker 3: Okay, how is your father ship? 707 00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,960 Speaker 4: I don't even want to put that into this. This 708 00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:41,920 Speaker 4: you got, we got that's gonna be a whole other conversation, 709 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:42,760 Speaker 4: and you're not gonna. 710 00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:54,160 Speaker 3: Thank you for having me, And no, you're saying. 711 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:55,640 Speaker 4: Because hed so he were putting that together. Yeah, you're 712 00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:59,000 Speaker 4: going to have a Yeah you you're ready to have us. 713 00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:01,279 Speaker 4: You're ready to have a saisi let's go. 714 00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:01,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, I. 715 00:36:05,600 --> 00:36:06,920 Speaker 4: Debate like a motherfucker. 716 00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:14,879 Speaker 1: Then that's not what therapy for. Forth, Fine, a debate. 717 00:36:14,640 --> 00:36:18,200 Speaker 4: Thank you, thank you, thank you? All right? 718 00:36:18,239 --> 00:36:20,680 Speaker 1: So your dad back to that. 719 00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:23,320 Speaker 4: That's where I come from. I come from like straight 720 00:36:23,320 --> 00:36:26,040 Speaker 4: from his nest sack, like he was a pimp. My 721 00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:29,799 Speaker 4: dad with pimping. He was a gorilla. He gang bang gang, 722 00:36:31,480 --> 00:36:33,560 Speaker 4: and that's what I grew up around, Like that's what 723 00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:36,120 Speaker 4: I that's what I wanted to be. His name was 724 00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:40,560 Speaker 4: Debo and my nine was little Debot like father like son. Okay, 725 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:45,600 Speaker 4: So he grew up booking, was booking and taking ship 726 00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:48,040 Speaker 4: like so you know what I'm saying. He grew up 727 00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:51,560 Speaker 4: booking niggas and I grew up booking niggas and then 728 00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:54,680 Speaker 4: laying to me in prison, right you know. And at 729 00:36:54,719 --> 00:36:57,759 Speaker 4: the age of he went to the penitential at the 730 00:36:57,760 --> 00:36:59,560 Speaker 4: age of eighteen. I went in seventeen. 731 00:37:00,239 --> 00:37:02,080 Speaker 1: So it was like really followed. 732 00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:06,239 Speaker 4: I literally like followed him, like I literally followed all 733 00:37:06,280 --> 00:37:09,759 Speaker 4: the way in his footsteps. Like yeah, but. 734 00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:12,560 Speaker 1: Uh, you've changed. 735 00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:18,040 Speaker 4: I changed, and I wish my daddy would have changed women, nigga. 736 00:37:18,600 --> 00:37:20,040 Speaker 1: I mean he still has time. 737 00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,800 Speaker 4: Man, my daddy, Like I love my daddy to death, 738 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:27,640 Speaker 4: but like I got one of them, Daddy's just like 739 00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:31,600 Speaker 4: stuck in his ways, like fifty something me and fifties 740 00:37:31,600 --> 00:37:35,000 Speaker 4: and he really like you don't like you know. 741 00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:37,480 Speaker 1: Because you probably were stuck in your waist until you 742 00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:37,719 Speaker 1: were it. 743 00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:40,640 Speaker 4: Yeah, but I'm young, like and I get it. Like 744 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:42,480 Speaker 4: if I put it like this, if I had a 745 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:46,440 Speaker 4: son and my son was for this two times, he 746 00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:48,960 Speaker 4: ain't know where I wouldn't be without my son, right, Okay, 747 00:37:49,120 --> 00:37:51,640 Speaker 4: I don't give a fuck, Like I don't. He'll have 748 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:53,799 Speaker 4: to tell me a pops, I don't want you there 749 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:58,160 Speaker 4: and get what. I'll still be outside to one your 750 00:37:58,160 --> 00:38:01,200 Speaker 4: little friend somebody going on and beat him like somebody 751 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:03,400 Speaker 4: gonna let me know where yet I'm here for mine 752 00:38:03,560 --> 00:38:05,960 Speaker 4: like it is what it is, Like you could be 753 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:08,800 Speaker 4: mad at me or whatever. Bro, you know what I'm saying, 754 00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:11,160 Speaker 4: but I'm now until you tell me, nigga, I don't 755 00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:13,719 Speaker 4: want you around me. You make me feel just. But 756 00:38:13,800 --> 00:38:16,000 Speaker 4: other than that, I'm here like I ain't you know 757 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,560 Speaker 4: what I'm saying, ain't no amount of money, I ain't No, 758 00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:22,000 Speaker 4: we're coming from where we come from. Ain't no way 759 00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:24,560 Speaker 4: like it wouldn't be nothing to stop me from being 760 00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:25,640 Speaker 4: here with my son. 761 00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,319 Speaker 1: Right right, But you know, sometimes it's ego too. 762 00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 4: I don't feel like this should be involved when it 763 00:38:32,000 --> 00:38:36,200 Speaker 4: comes to a father relationship. I don't feel like ego pride, 764 00:38:36,239 --> 00:38:39,000 Speaker 4: this should this shouldn't be involved involved, This shouldn't be 765 00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:42,239 Speaker 4: ego and pride shouldn't even have nothing to do with it. 766 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:44,279 Speaker 4: Like I don't have ego of pride when they come 767 00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:45,000 Speaker 4: to my kids. 768 00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:50,440 Speaker 3: Yeah, Like, well, I think, who I can't wait till 769 00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:51,120 Speaker 3: you talk to Zaria. 770 00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:56,480 Speaker 4: I don't even do it. We gotta do that Art 771 00:38:56,480 --> 00:38:56,839 Speaker 4: of War? 772 00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:59,880 Speaker 3: Right, So is the album you said for you that 773 00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:03,479 Speaker 3: it's definitely a strategy, you know with Art of War, 774 00:39:03,719 --> 00:39:05,000 Speaker 3: Like that's definitely some. 775 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:10,279 Speaker 1: Strategy strategy within itself. So talk to me about that, okay, Well, 776 00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:11,279 Speaker 1: the allt of War, like. 777 00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:14,600 Speaker 4: I just and I'm glad I spoke on being incarcerated earlier, 778 00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:18,560 Speaker 4: like it comes from me being incarcerated. Like I said, 779 00:39:18,560 --> 00:39:21,680 Speaker 4: when I did the fourteen months on lockdown, we didn't 780 00:39:21,719 --> 00:39:25,120 Speaker 4: have nothing but books. We had no communication to the 781 00:39:25,160 --> 00:39:29,080 Speaker 4: outside world. We had no communication to It's just us 782 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:31,840 Speaker 4: on this range and it's probably like seven seven seals 783 00:39:31,840 --> 00:39:34,239 Speaker 4: on this side, seven seals on the other side. So 784 00:39:34,280 --> 00:39:36,920 Speaker 4: it's like fourteen of y'all. And it's weird because y'all 785 00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:40,120 Speaker 4: end up growing to be like a small family, right, like, 786 00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:43,759 Speaker 4: because it's just y'all on his range and y'all not 787 00:39:43,840 --> 00:39:46,480 Speaker 4: going outside. Y'all, you gotta wonder, but this is it. 788 00:39:46,680 --> 00:39:51,840 Speaker 4: But anyway, this book, I picked it up, and this 789 00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:55,080 Speaker 4: older guy taught me how to read, like not read 790 00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:57,600 Speaker 4: read like I knew how to spell and read, but 791 00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:01,279 Speaker 4: he taught me how to read intellectual books like they 792 00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:06,480 Speaker 4: with big vocabulary, with dictionaries. So I picked up a dictionary, 793 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:10,080 Speaker 4: all the dictionaries, different type of dictionaries, Spanish dictionaries, everything. 794 00:40:10,200 --> 00:40:13,120 Speaker 4: That's great because I want to understand, like, I want 795 00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:15,799 Speaker 4: to understand it because I don't want to just read 796 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:18,280 Speaker 4: this ship like you know what I'm saying, don't understand 797 00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,759 Speaker 4: what I'm reading. Like, So I picked up a dictionary 798 00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:23,319 Speaker 4: and as I'm going like I got my highlighter, like 799 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:26,600 Speaker 4: I'm really into it. Like, so I understood when I 800 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:29,239 Speaker 4: started reading All the War, I had already read The 801 00:40:29,239 --> 00:40:33,319 Speaker 4: Four Days of Power, Behold the White Pill Hooys, so 802 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:36,920 Speaker 4: you know, and when I started reading this book, it 803 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 4: got deep because at first I thought it was just war, 804 00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:45,480 Speaker 4: just regular you know, shooting, just and that's what that's 805 00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:47,319 Speaker 4: what took a grip on me because it was like, 806 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:50,920 Speaker 4: you have to have a warlike mentality, you have to 807 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:58,000 Speaker 4: have a warlike posture, characteristics, personality, you know. And that's 808 00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:01,480 Speaker 4: what kind of humbled me to stick my chests out 809 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:03,840 Speaker 4: no more, like and I have to walk around with 810 00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:06,400 Speaker 4: a mug on my face no more, because I feel 811 00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:09,680 Speaker 4: like I am who I am, I've done what I've done, 812 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:13,360 Speaker 4: like and I don't have to portray I don't have 813 00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:17,600 Speaker 4: to let people know I bush your ass. I don't 814 00:41:17,600 --> 00:41:21,360 Speaker 4: got to let you know that. I'm just gonna be cool, 815 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:27,080 Speaker 4: come and collected and don't want to have to bush hey, 816 00:41:27,120 --> 00:41:29,960 Speaker 4: br just move around, like go on about your bus. 817 00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:31,840 Speaker 3: Is in the music business because people will test you 818 00:41:31,920 --> 00:41:33,280 Speaker 3: and all kind of crazy. 819 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:35,400 Speaker 4: But when they come to that, when they come to that, 820 00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:37,560 Speaker 4: I see I didn't been the places that they ain't 821 00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:38,480 Speaker 4: been to, right. 822 00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:40,959 Speaker 3: But you wouldn't know that on social media when people 823 00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:43,720 Speaker 3: start talking crazy and saying things and then you're thinking, 824 00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:46,839 Speaker 3: like I really did this and I really did that. 825 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:50,520 Speaker 3: But I do think people don't care no more, No 826 00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:50,959 Speaker 3: they don't. 827 00:41:51,080 --> 00:41:53,040 Speaker 4: People don't care about what you then did, No more, 828 00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:56,399 Speaker 4: people don't. But I'm saying, I'm saying artists to say 829 00:41:56,440 --> 00:41:58,920 Speaker 4: that I'm not gonna walk around my ship out because 830 00:41:58,960 --> 00:42:01,120 Speaker 4: i know what I'm gonna do, and I'm not the 831 00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:03,759 Speaker 4: guy to really just be thinking twice about what I'm 832 00:42:03,760 --> 00:42:05,759 Speaker 4: gonna do. If I feel threatened, then it's just that. 833 00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,920 Speaker 4: But I'm not trying to give off their type of 834 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:13,280 Speaker 4: energy or none. That's why I come in cool, come collected, 835 00:42:13,719 --> 00:42:16,000 Speaker 4: because I know when it's time, I know what I'm 836 00:42:16,000 --> 00:42:16,319 Speaker 4: gonna do. 837 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:18,560 Speaker 3: And those are the people that always the most dangerous 838 00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:20,040 Speaker 3: when they walk in cool. 839 00:42:21,040 --> 00:42:24,399 Speaker 4: But I don't have no problem. I'm not tough. I'm 840 00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:28,080 Speaker 4: not like I'm not coming with like an entourage of 841 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:32,200 Speaker 4: fifty people. I'm not like I'm not coming in TIMI Dayton. 842 00:42:32,640 --> 00:42:36,040 Speaker 4: I'm not trying to step on nobody toes and come 843 00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:38,879 Speaker 4: and respectful, like if I had to take the bank guy, 844 00:42:39,000 --> 00:42:41,160 Speaker 4: take the bank. I ain't you know what I'm saying, Like, 845 00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,160 Speaker 4: but people don't know that about me. People don't know 846 00:42:44,239 --> 00:42:47,120 Speaker 4: if it's you or it's a person who I grew 847 00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:51,080 Speaker 4: to be that I've seen I didn't have to be, 848 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:53,520 Speaker 4: Like I came home and a lot of people old 849 00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:55,960 Speaker 4: for this, for this, for this, because I was still 850 00:42:56,719 --> 00:42:58,720 Speaker 4: you know, and then I had never been a drinker, 851 00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:01,720 Speaker 4: like and then I I'm straight home drinking cost of megos. 852 00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:08,840 Speaker 4: I don't even know what the fuck I wake up with, 853 00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:12,640 Speaker 4: just crazy like like what the fuck? Like and it 854 00:43:12,800 --> 00:43:14,520 Speaker 4: was fun as hell, like who I want to do 855 00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:17,520 Speaker 4: that again? But then like days went back and weeks 856 00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:20,520 Speaker 4: went by, I'm like, like, you know what I'm saying, 857 00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:24,120 Speaker 4: Like the ship happened and serious shit happening. But back 858 00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:27,680 Speaker 4: to the all the war and to the seale like 859 00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:30,480 Speaker 4: this where I learned the all the ward though, like 860 00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:32,680 Speaker 4: and it was more of a mental thing, and it 861 00:43:32,800 --> 00:43:37,120 Speaker 4: taught me how to prepare for battle mentally. 862 00:43:37,040 --> 00:43:38,760 Speaker 1: Like and each battle is different. 863 00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:41,040 Speaker 3: They teach you that in there until you can't like 864 00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:43,600 Speaker 3: this battle the same way you before you so you 865 00:43:43,600 --> 00:43:45,399 Speaker 3: think you could do the same thing over and over 866 00:43:45,440 --> 00:43:48,840 Speaker 3: again every single wars have a different strategy. 867 00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:52,080 Speaker 4: But it gets deeper than it. Life itself is a 868 00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:56,839 Speaker 4: is a war, like and I'm saying that to say, like, 869 00:43:56,840 --> 00:43:58,680 Speaker 4: like how you just said you can't fight. You gotta 870 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:02,960 Speaker 4: fight every bottle different Like people don't know that. People 871 00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:05,880 Speaker 4: people think that they can just go on by living 872 00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:12,080 Speaker 4: life like life is really simple if you do to 873 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:13,120 Speaker 4: just do the right thing. 874 00:44:13,680 --> 00:44:14,919 Speaker 1: Okay, that is true. 875 00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:21,520 Speaker 4: It's I mean, but the unfortunate and the ship that 876 00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:23,400 Speaker 4: we don't want to happen, it's going to happen. 877 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:25,319 Speaker 1: But it's I. 878 00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:28,879 Speaker 3: Would say, I like that do the right thing phrase. Yeah, 879 00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:32,920 Speaker 3: because even when the unfortunate happens, when at least you 880 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,640 Speaker 3: always know that you leave with good intentions, you did 881 00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:39,040 Speaker 3: the right thing. I did my part, you know, and 882 00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:42,799 Speaker 3: whatever else happens around that, some things are just not 883 00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:43,600 Speaker 3: in your control. 884 00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:48,200 Speaker 4: I did everything I could in my power. And I 885 00:44:48,239 --> 00:44:51,120 Speaker 4: hate it about this, like about the new me, Like 886 00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,120 Speaker 4: I hate it because like back in the days you had, 887 00:44:56,200 --> 00:44:58,680 Speaker 4: you ain't even have a chance. It could be a treat. 888 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:02,520 Speaker 4: I can see, Fuck you bitch all nigga, you do 889 00:45:02,719 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 4: get out of here like it wasn't no, like I 890 00:45:04,719 --> 00:45:08,480 Speaker 4: ain't had no understanding, and that leaves me to say 891 00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:11,480 Speaker 4: this right here. I've been having like this thing going on. 892 00:45:11,520 --> 00:45:14,200 Speaker 4: I've been having a conversation with people about me giving 893 00:45:14,239 --> 00:45:19,560 Speaker 4: people chances. Okay, because I give people chances a lot, 894 00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:26,160 Speaker 4: because I feel like I changed, like and I was 895 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:29,440 Speaker 4: the last person on the earth without I trying to 896 00:45:29,520 --> 00:45:32,799 Speaker 4: like to say some shit I say today or lett 897 00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:35,280 Speaker 4: some shit go that I wouldn't mind. 898 00:45:37,480 --> 00:45:38,919 Speaker 1: I feel like you've learned a lot. 899 00:45:39,040 --> 00:45:41,680 Speaker 6: Like you said you were doing your self therapy that 900 00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:43,640 Speaker 6: I feel like you give people a lot of chances 901 00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:46,680 Speaker 6: because maybe you didn't have that and you kind of 902 00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:49,759 Speaker 6: want to give other people the opportunity to see what 903 00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:51,000 Speaker 6: they can do treat people. 904 00:45:51,160 --> 00:45:51,759 Speaker 1: I want to be trying. 905 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:57,239 Speaker 4: But it can also be dangerous because you can give 906 00:45:57,280 --> 00:46:00,200 Speaker 4: a person that this slight chance can cause you your 907 00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:01,240 Speaker 4: life or your freedom. 908 00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:03,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree with something. 909 00:46:03,239 --> 00:46:06,400 Speaker 3: It's hard to know, Like some people make honest mistakes 910 00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:09,160 Speaker 3: and you can give them a second chance. Some people 911 00:46:09,200 --> 00:46:13,480 Speaker 3: are intentionally doing up sh to you and you give 912 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:14,239 Speaker 3: them another chance. 913 00:46:14,280 --> 00:46:17,000 Speaker 1: It just don't you know. I don't know. It's just 914 00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:19,879 Speaker 1: hard to say something another chance. 915 00:46:19,960 --> 00:46:22,040 Speaker 4: I feel like this is how I feel. I mean, 916 00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:24,839 Speaker 4: I don't know. We we was raised different, we grew 917 00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:28,680 Speaker 4: up different, We come up in different type of households. Me, 918 00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:33,400 Speaker 4: I feel like, especially the life that I live today, 919 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:35,480 Speaker 4: Like a lot of my guys, a lot of my 920 00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:38,080 Speaker 4: people that come around, they ain't used to being in 921 00:46:38,160 --> 00:46:40,800 Speaker 4: no big house. They ain't used to being in no 922 00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:45,400 Speaker 4: rolls Royce. They ain't okay being around niggas that you 923 00:46:45,440 --> 00:46:48,799 Speaker 4: know of certain type of calibers. So they might get 924 00:46:48,840 --> 00:46:51,799 Speaker 4: around and do jerk ship. They might get around and 925 00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:55,880 Speaker 4: do ship that. And you know me, you know, months 926 00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:58,279 Speaker 4: ago eight nine, I used to just cutting niggas off 927 00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:00,960 Speaker 4: of ship like that. And this is just looking at 928 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:02,600 Speaker 4: it like, damn, bro, I don't really know. 929 00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:05,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, I understand that you don't really know. 930 00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:08,440 Speaker 3: But that's when intention matters, right, because if it's not 931 00:47:08,520 --> 00:47:11,240 Speaker 3: a bad intention, and somebody does something just from not knowing, 932 00:47:11,840 --> 00:47:17,200 Speaker 3: that's different than somebody with intentions of doing something versus. 933 00:47:16,800 --> 00:47:19,480 Speaker 4: You just know right from wrong. You see what I'm saying. 934 00:47:19,640 --> 00:47:22,680 Speaker 4: And it's just, you know, one of the principles I 935 00:47:22,719 --> 00:47:24,080 Speaker 4: stand on, like, we ain't even do that. 936 00:47:24,320 --> 00:47:26,080 Speaker 1: Can we get back to this missionary thing now? 937 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:30,760 Speaker 3: I mean, when did you start enjoying missionary? 938 00:47:31,120 --> 00:47:39,920 Speaker 4: Man? I probably about twenty one okay, twenty one, twenty 939 00:47:40,040 --> 00:47:43,680 Speaker 4: two okay, one of my first bid and I went 940 00:47:43,760 --> 00:47:46,719 Speaker 4: in at jail house and got freaked out in the 941 00:47:46,800 --> 00:47:48,839 Speaker 4: mind and I was like, when I get out, I'm 942 00:47:48,880 --> 00:47:49,239 Speaker 4: doing that. 943 00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:58,080 Speaker 3: But look in the eye, yeah, can tone kills. 944 00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:00,279 Speaker 4: Might funk around looking forehead and everything. 945 00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:01,960 Speaker 1: Why I'm gonna lie. 946 00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:05,879 Speaker 4: I'll be jumping out there looking for just to say 947 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:10,440 Speaker 4: I've done, Like what was just saying? 948 00:48:11,120 --> 00:48:15,200 Speaker 1: What else I heard? You can't you say? 949 00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:17,840 Speaker 4: Yeah, I can't be just eating fishing? 950 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:18,040 Speaker 1: Right? 951 00:48:18,760 --> 00:48:21,240 Speaker 4: Why is two hundred and fifty thousand? 952 00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:22,239 Speaker 1: What's not mean? 953 00:48:22,680 --> 00:48:28,200 Speaker 4: Because ship? They're more for worse something. What you're gonna 954 00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:28,719 Speaker 4: do after that? 955 00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:33,560 Speaker 1: I mean, I mean what I'm like, it make it 956 00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:34,120 Speaker 1: worth more. 957 00:48:35,520 --> 00:48:37,680 Speaker 4: I'm saying, So you're gonna go get some here from 958 00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:41,959 Speaker 4: another nigga that is worth listing my ship. What I'm saying, 959 00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:45,799 Speaker 4: what it got to be a lion with this ship? 960 00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:50,320 Speaker 6: But is it a safety hazard because because their tongue five. 961 00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:53,000 Speaker 1: Oh, I thought it was like dangerous or something like 962 00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:53,800 Speaker 1: you could cut. 963 00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:57,440 Speaker 4: The No, I ain't doing that now. I had about 964 00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:58,879 Speaker 4: three so far. 965 00:48:58,960 --> 00:49:04,520 Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, yeah, so it's just personal preference. 966 00:49:05,480 --> 00:49:09,000 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I have about three four tests runs. My 967 00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:10,320 Speaker 4: test runs turned out. 968 00:49:10,160 --> 00:49:14,400 Speaker 1: To be successful. Okay, so you just are retired. 969 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:18,880 Speaker 4: No, I ain't retired now, it's just. 970 00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:27,320 Speaker 5: Being more selective, super selected, super selective. 971 00:49:27,880 --> 00:49:28,719 Speaker 1: Yeah I can't. 972 00:49:29,120 --> 00:49:29,520 Speaker 4: I can't. 973 00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:34,160 Speaker 1: So what's the prerequisite, you know, like, what's the what 974 00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:36,560 Speaker 1: the what? What's the qualification? 975 00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:41,000 Speaker 4: First of all, if you got to go through my woman? 976 00:49:41,719 --> 00:49:44,000 Speaker 1: Okay, well that's first anyway, what does she like? 977 00:49:47,719 --> 00:49:51,960 Speaker 4: This? Who spiked my sexual drive? Like my sexual drive? 978 00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:52,160 Speaker 5: One? 979 00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:55,120 Speaker 4: Like this, like I can go around or two I'm tired. 980 00:49:55,160 --> 00:50:00,320 Speaker 4: It's old with like oh like after the second around, 981 00:50:00,400 --> 00:50:05,440 Speaker 4: it's like she where you're going coming up? Mine? I 982 00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:09,200 Speaker 4: was going to sleep, but but but but like after 983 00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:12,759 Speaker 4: so long, I'm like she, when you wake up and 984 00:50:12,800 --> 00:50:15,359 Speaker 4: you get in head, what can you do? Right? You? Right, 985 00:50:16,239 --> 00:50:22,000 Speaker 4: it's time to go. That's how I wake up like 986 00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:26,520 Speaker 4: damn there every day? Yeah, I go to sleep. Good. 987 00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:30,439 Speaker 3: What if she brings somebody else home and she's it's 988 00:50:30,480 --> 00:50:32,040 Speaker 3: okay if you wake up and they're going at it 989 00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:33,040 Speaker 3: and you will still sleep? 990 00:50:33,120 --> 00:50:35,480 Speaker 4: Okay, Nah, I ain't gonna sleep. 991 00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:37,319 Speaker 3: I mean, let's just say you wake up and then 992 00:50:37,400 --> 00:50:39,040 Speaker 3: you didn't you know, you're like oh ship what's going 993 00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:39,680 Speaker 3: on over here? 994 00:50:40,040 --> 00:50:42,800 Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm gonna go brush my teachers, get active. 995 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:44,640 Speaker 1: I'm glad you brush your teeth first. I don't like 996 00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:45,399 Speaker 1: when people don't do. 997 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:52,480 Speaker 4: That most and then then it's about time to get active. 998 00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:54,120 Speaker 4: If you be going down like this. 999 00:50:54,600 --> 00:50:57,359 Speaker 3: Now for the third party, for the girl that gets 1000 00:50:57,440 --> 00:50:59,919 Speaker 3: brought home, are you allowed to look her in the eye? 1001 00:51:00,040 --> 00:51:00,320 Speaker 1: Kissing? 1002 00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:04,520 Speaker 4: And I ain't gonna even not lie right the one 1003 00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:09,840 Speaker 4: man with women right now, like I ain't, I ain't, 1004 00:51:09,920 --> 00:51:12,040 Speaker 4: I ain't. I ain't vulnerable like I used to be. 1005 00:51:13,360 --> 00:51:16,880 Speaker 4: I ain't gonna like I got to have a conversation 1006 00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:20,280 Speaker 4: in there like I used to be able to just boom, 1007 00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:22,880 Speaker 4: meet you at the meet you at the club. Damn 1008 00:51:22,920 --> 00:51:25,640 Speaker 4: you think it's here, you bad, it's here. Boom, take 1009 00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:27,960 Speaker 4: her to the room. Fucking ship out of here. I'm 1010 00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:30,919 Speaker 4: to my hamn on to my hour hour and hand 1011 00:51:31,640 --> 00:51:35,880 Speaker 4: honey peck on to my hennessy cost of nego do 1012 00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:39,280 Speaker 4: a dirty year to my scene? 1013 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:42,239 Speaker 1: Is there more? What else? I feel like you were 1014 00:51:42,239 --> 00:51:45,440 Speaker 1: giving us a whole line of visual that. 1015 00:51:45,400 --> 00:51:53,239 Speaker 4: You can visualize. Visualize it, Okay, So like when I 1016 00:51:53,239 --> 00:51:55,440 Speaker 4: when I found out that a woman like toys, I 1017 00:51:55,480 --> 00:51:56,520 Speaker 4: tell them to bring a toy. 1018 00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:58,480 Speaker 1: Okay, bring your toys. 1019 00:51:58,640 --> 00:52:00,720 Speaker 4: Bring your toys like I don't, cause you know, women 1020 00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:04,600 Speaker 4: be kinter they like they like they tours counter private. 1021 00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:06,640 Speaker 1: Well, men sometimes don't like that. 1022 00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:12,360 Speaker 5: Men jealous, They get intimidated, right, Yes, a lot of 1023 00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:13,680 Speaker 5: men feel like, why do you need that? 1024 00:52:13,719 --> 00:52:15,680 Speaker 1: If I got this, now you. 1025 00:52:15,560 --> 00:52:19,399 Speaker 4: Put the motherfucking but plug in it ass with them 1026 00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:22,040 Speaker 4: back shot ship like that. 1027 00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:23,920 Speaker 1: Okay, you get ship. 1028 00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:28,360 Speaker 4: Cracking like this, like nigga understands it took for me 1029 00:52:28,400 --> 00:52:31,480 Speaker 4: to do it. Let me say this. I can say 1030 00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:40,000 Speaker 4: that I was intimidated one I seen all over the bed. 1031 00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:41,759 Speaker 2: Yeah. 1032 00:52:42,200 --> 00:52:45,479 Speaker 5: See, y'all don't understand that. It's we only we only 1033 00:52:45,520 --> 00:52:48,680 Speaker 5: wanted to bring that into not to take your place, 1034 00:52:48,760 --> 00:52:50,839 Speaker 5: but just but they go. 1035 00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:55,279 Speaker 4: Back to the criteria of the two fifty. Okay, go 1036 00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:59,640 Speaker 4: back to the They go back to the criterion. Boom, 1037 00:53:00,640 --> 00:53:02,320 Speaker 4: my woman got to like you first. 1038 00:53:02,680 --> 00:53:04,239 Speaker 1: Okay, you see what I'm saying. 1039 00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:07,160 Speaker 4: So I ain't gonna lie like I ain't really just 1040 00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:10,359 Speaker 4: trying to just let know, anybody go on my two fifty. 1041 00:53:10,160 --> 00:53:12,880 Speaker 1: Like, yeah, you shouldn't even if you was. 1042 00:53:18,440 --> 00:53:22,000 Speaker 4: See see now y'all going deep. Now see I'm just 1043 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:24,440 Speaker 4: talking being detailed about this new grilla. 1044 00:53:24,840 --> 00:53:27,320 Speaker 1: See you think before that you was eating anybody? 1045 00:53:27,440 --> 00:53:30,680 Speaker 4: I never list ate a total of five women all 1046 00:53:30,719 --> 00:53:35,800 Speaker 4: my life. What yes, I don't understand. I've been locked 1047 00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:39,720 Speaker 4: up all my life. I ain't never been just no mancha, 1048 00:53:40,360 --> 00:53:40,959 Speaker 4: I ain't never. 1049 00:53:41,120 --> 00:53:42,520 Speaker 1: But you do have five kids. 1050 00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:47,719 Speaker 4: Listen, but they ain't got to keep doing much. I'm 1051 00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:54,040 Speaker 4: almost I ain't never puy, I ain't never pusy know. 1052 00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:57,399 Speaker 1: How this so sorry? What you mean? 1053 00:53:57,960 --> 00:53:59,759 Speaker 4: Listen? I just did? 1054 00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:02,560 Speaker 1: Why the second requirement? Like, how do you know where 1055 00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:05,960 Speaker 1: it's like? Okay this like of the five? How did 1056 00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:08,719 Speaker 1: you know, like you know what she's special. I'm gonna 1057 00:54:08,800 --> 00:54:09,360 Speaker 1: let this happen. 1058 00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:10,880 Speaker 4: Hold on. 1059 00:54:13,600 --> 00:54:19,880 Speaker 3: That you might be count hold on saying it's less. 1060 00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:28,399 Speaker 1: Third baby Keisha, Letitia sa I met Now all these 1061 00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:29,920 Speaker 1: girls are going to be up. He ain't my plea. 1062 00:54:30,200 --> 00:54:34,440 Speaker 4: I swear to god they got me fucked up. And 1063 00:54:34,480 --> 00:54:37,000 Speaker 4: the three women that I've been with, but like it's 1064 00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:39,360 Speaker 4: crazy because one on them that ate it one time? 1065 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:44,080 Speaker 4: Why because I just know, like, first of all, I 1066 00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:46,239 Speaker 4: feel like I couldn't do it. Let me say that 1067 00:54:46,560 --> 00:54:49,520 Speaker 4: you feel like like now now I'm. 1068 00:54:49,320 --> 00:54:51,560 Speaker 1: Fine, Okay, you got that I don't know. I think 1069 00:54:51,600 --> 00:54:52,440 Speaker 1: you need practice. 1070 00:54:52,520 --> 00:54:53,680 Speaker 4: I don't need no practice. 1071 00:54:53,800 --> 00:54:54,560 Speaker 1: Now he said, he's good. 1072 00:54:54,600 --> 00:54:58,080 Speaker 4: Now I'm making she shape. I got she down packed 1073 00:54:58,160 --> 00:55:00,520 Speaker 4: like because I'm gonna ex you. That's what I'm saying, 1074 00:55:00,600 --> 00:55:03,920 Speaker 4: Like that's my second required. I got to know you 1075 00:55:04,080 --> 00:55:06,560 Speaker 4: like I talk to you, like even if my woman 1076 00:55:06,600 --> 00:55:08,480 Speaker 4: brings you to the crib, like I want to talk 1077 00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:11,279 Speaker 4: to you for conversation. We gotta go out, we gotta talk. 1078 00:55:11,320 --> 00:55:12,840 Speaker 4: We got that. I want to I want to be 1079 00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:14,959 Speaker 4: because I can tell that they puss it good. 1080 00:55:15,360 --> 00:55:18,440 Speaker 3: You can't just from conversations like what's good pussy conversation 1081 00:55:19,440 --> 00:55:20,640 Speaker 3: like it's an energy. 1082 00:55:20,719 --> 00:55:23,680 Speaker 4: It's not a conversation like like like you can tell 1083 00:55:23,719 --> 00:55:27,120 Speaker 4: when they when when she moving and she that pussy 1084 00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:30,400 Speaker 4: with she she she squirmed like she she she probably 1085 00:55:30,440 --> 00:55:33,279 Speaker 4: got some wet pussy. But see if some women that 1086 00:55:33,520 --> 00:55:35,799 Speaker 4: pussy can get wet after they gets dry. 1087 00:55:36,520 --> 00:55:38,240 Speaker 1: Okay, see that when I'm. 1088 00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:40,920 Speaker 3: Kind of like when y'all get you know, did go 1089 00:55:40,960 --> 00:55:43,520 Speaker 3: down after you know it's like that kind of like. 1090 00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:46,839 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah yeah, but she I ain't gonna lie. Ship, 1091 00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:50,600 Speaker 4: I'm gonna clean up. She go make some eggs or something. Ship, 1092 00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:57,720 Speaker 4: I'm ready, make some eggs. Make me buy two eggs. 1093 00:55:58,000 --> 00:56:01,120 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Smoke a blood for a minute. 1094 00:56:01,600 --> 00:56:02,120 Speaker 4: What was up? 1095 00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:06,240 Speaker 1: He just needed That's what guys, it give me five minutes. 1096 00:56:08,520 --> 00:56:10,480 Speaker 4: I got to be able to conversay, talk to you, 1097 00:56:10,560 --> 00:56:12,520 Speaker 4: got to have a good vibe to you. 1098 00:56:13,760 --> 00:56:18,200 Speaker 3: Munch on you only just crazy. 1099 00:56:19,000 --> 00:56:20,080 Speaker 1: We gotta be able to tell you. 1100 00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:23,160 Speaker 3: Have you ever used toys that if a man like 1101 00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:25,440 Speaker 3: a cock ring or anything like that. 1102 00:56:25,440 --> 00:56:27,600 Speaker 1: That's like the ring that you put around your dick. 1103 00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:31,759 Speaker 4: That yeah, I did that one time. See what was 1104 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:49,720 Speaker 4: still on? It was. 1105 00:56:45,000 --> 00:56:49,440 Speaker 1: Shout out the young drug had. Well he didn't wake 1106 00:56:49,520 --> 00:56:52,759 Speaker 1: up with a condom one, but he kept that condom. 1107 00:56:52,640 --> 00:56:54,680 Speaker 3: By accident to make said you woke up with the 1108 00:56:54,680 --> 00:56:56,879 Speaker 3: cock ring still on. So that means you had such 1109 00:56:56,880 --> 00:56:57,520 Speaker 3: a good time. 1110 00:56:57,320 --> 00:57:00,920 Speaker 1: You passed out. Yeah, so it was good. So you 1111 00:57:01,000 --> 00:57:02,840 Speaker 1: liked it? Like, so what all right? 1112 00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:05,000 Speaker 3: Because a lot of guys like be a little bit 1113 00:57:05,040 --> 00:57:08,080 Speaker 3: shy about using toys, But those are supposed. 1114 00:57:07,680 --> 00:57:08,680 Speaker 1: To work for me. 1115 00:57:08,760 --> 00:57:12,040 Speaker 4: I ain't gonna let it help me stay hard. I 1116 00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:15,680 Speaker 4: can stay hard out the jump, I could keep on. 1117 00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:17,560 Speaker 3: However, when you fall asleep on it, you have the 1118 00:57:17,680 --> 00:57:24,560 Speaker 3: risk of you know. 1119 00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:26,040 Speaker 4: I know I had probably I had probably by two 1120 00:57:26,080 --> 00:57:26,800 Speaker 4: three times. 1121 00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,240 Speaker 1: So you only use it that one time? 1122 00:57:28,720 --> 00:57:29,040 Speaker 4: You did it? 1123 00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:40,160 Speaker 3: Job, you only did it one time. 1124 00:57:37,560 --> 00:57:40,000 Speaker 4: The only time I can remember. But but like it 1125 00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:43,400 Speaker 4: was a female like that. She would like, right here, 1126 00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:46,360 Speaker 4: let's do this, and I was like what that is? 1127 00:57:47,000 --> 00:57:49,680 Speaker 1: And she would like, I get you down for whatever, 1128 00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:51,840 Speaker 1: but she. 1129 00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:53,640 Speaker 4: Would like put it on. And when I put it on, 1130 00:57:54,920 --> 00:57:56,760 Speaker 4: then they jumped for you're good. She got to suck 1131 00:57:56,800 --> 00:57:59,560 Speaker 4: in the head and I'm like, yeah, it's like to 1132 00:57:59,720 --> 00:58:01,560 Speaker 4: keep on and then it was up. 1133 00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:04,440 Speaker 1: I'm surprised that you liked it and only used it once. 1134 00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:07,760 Speaker 4: Because I ain't just gonna go to the It was 1135 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:11,040 Speaker 4: a girl that I ain't finna fucking bound you ask. 1136 00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,840 Speaker 1: You to leave it? Can you leave that here? 1137 00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:21,720 Speaker 4: I love the mother fucking my girl. Break out a 1138 00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:25,800 Speaker 4: big ring like I'm gonna be like she is right right, 1139 00:58:26,120 --> 00:58:27,640 Speaker 4: I'm gonna go to the stowing back. 1140 00:58:28,160 --> 00:58:34,800 Speaker 1: You can order it online. 1141 00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:39,439 Speaker 4: Just a look too. You got she got to say, 1142 00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:42,000 Speaker 4: they put this on. 1143 00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:43,320 Speaker 1: You tell you right? 1144 00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:43,720 Speaker 4: Okay? 1145 00:58:44,040 --> 00:58:45,400 Speaker 1: So is that what you like? You like to be 1146 00:58:45,440 --> 00:58:46,600 Speaker 1: given orders in the bar room? 1147 00:58:47,480 --> 00:58:52,240 Speaker 4: You be? I do the fucking I mean, but. 1148 00:58:53,720 --> 00:58:55,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, that's not just for her to tell you what 1149 00:58:55,720 --> 00:58:58,520 Speaker 1: you do. You're not taking in structure. 1150 00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:02,200 Speaker 4: I said, I'm going all ready know like over them, 1151 00:59:02,280 --> 00:59:06,840 Speaker 4: I'm gonna get into a sleek sexual conversation and I 1152 00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:09,880 Speaker 4: might ask you, like, how you like that thing? Okay, 1153 00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,800 Speaker 4: they don't mean I'm eating. I just want to know. 1154 00:59:13,200 --> 00:59:17,960 Speaker 5: Don't ask me about how if at silly that's taking 1155 00:59:17,960 --> 00:59:19,800 Speaker 5: me telling me I can't get a back. 1156 00:59:20,680 --> 00:59:23,200 Speaker 4: That's not the same. Like if we're sitting there having 1157 00:59:23,160 --> 00:59:26,920 Speaker 4: a conversation, they ain't taking you the lieu of a ton. 1158 00:59:27,880 --> 00:59:31,080 Speaker 1: Yes it is. If you asked me. 1159 00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:33,880 Speaker 4: So, so every woman like so every woman like it 1160 00:59:34,280 --> 00:59:37,920 Speaker 4: different like some women like don't like they hold some 1161 00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:39,960 Speaker 4: women like, so, how you how you like? 1162 00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:43,360 Speaker 1: If you're asking, then clearly you're. 1163 00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:46,840 Speaker 5: Insimulating that you asking me if you're not about to 1164 00:59:46,840 --> 00:59:48,640 Speaker 5: do person, don't take me to. 1165 00:59:48,600 --> 00:59:49,240 Speaker 1: The store and don't be. 1166 00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:52,560 Speaker 4: Something. 1167 00:59:55,680 --> 00:59:59,080 Speaker 1: Listen, let's flip this. That's if we on a date. 1168 00:59:59,280 --> 01:00:00,960 Speaker 5: And I ask you you like your dick suck and 1169 01:00:01,000 --> 01:00:02,720 Speaker 5: then we go fucking I say, I'm not sucking a dick. 1170 01:00:02,760 --> 01:00:03,720 Speaker 1: How you asking? 1171 01:00:04,960 --> 01:00:07,600 Speaker 4: But but what I'm saying what I'm saying that they 1172 01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:10,640 Speaker 4: don't You can't be mad at me because I didn't 1173 01:00:10,680 --> 01:00:10,880 Speaker 4: do it. 1174 01:00:11,120 --> 01:00:13,720 Speaker 1: Just nobody saying. We're just saying, what's going to ask? 1175 01:00:13,960 --> 01:00:16,240 Speaker 1: They're not going to do it. You'll be all right 1176 01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:19,160 Speaker 1: to the next time, till the next time you'll. 1177 01:00:18,960 --> 01:00:21,520 Speaker 4: Be all you got something to come back to. 1178 01:00:24,920 --> 01:00:26,000 Speaker 1: They won't we know next time. 1179 01:00:27,720 --> 01:00:30,600 Speaker 3: I really, I really don't think that women's just sleeping 1180 01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:35,720 Speaker 3: men if they don't each the same respect about Fanny. 1181 01:00:35,760 --> 01:00:39,920 Speaker 3: Women listening to this and fanasic reason because you want. 1182 01:00:41,280 --> 01:00:43,960 Speaker 1: Reciprocated. Yeah, we're both gonna do it. 1183 01:00:44,480 --> 01:00:46,680 Speaker 3: I just feel like it's kind of like the precursor, 1184 01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:48,160 Speaker 3: Like you know, it's like. 1185 01:00:48,120 --> 01:00:52,760 Speaker 4: A yeah, nah, this ship ain't this ain't cool? 1186 01:00:53,480 --> 01:00:54,280 Speaker 1: What's not cool? 1187 01:00:55,520 --> 01:00:57,200 Speaker 3: You can't sit up here and act like you're freak, 1188 01:00:57,280 --> 01:00:58,640 Speaker 3: But then you look at your head. 1189 01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:02,840 Speaker 1: Every woman that that you have sex with the dad, 1190 01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:04,320 Speaker 1: let me say this answer yes or no. 1191 01:01:04,560 --> 01:01:06,520 Speaker 4: Let me say this. You got to eat that dick. 1192 01:01:06,960 --> 01:01:11,760 Speaker 4: But let me say this right here, let me go back. 1193 01:01:13,240 --> 01:01:13,520 Speaker 1: Sport. 1194 01:01:13,720 --> 01:01:15,920 Speaker 4: Let me tell you why the days I come from, right, 1195 01:01:16,960 --> 01:01:19,080 Speaker 4: you couldn't eat no puss it back in my day and. 1196 01:01:19,040 --> 01:01:22,680 Speaker 1: Now he's old school. Okay, come on now, stop. 1197 01:01:22,440 --> 01:01:27,400 Speaker 4: It always got to puss ain't always been eight. 1198 01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:32,200 Speaker 1: Yes it has, how do you know, star but not 1199 01:01:32,200 --> 01:01:34,240 Speaker 1: not not It just hasn't been talked about it, but 1200 01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:35,200 Speaker 1: it's always doing it. 1201 01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:39,000 Speaker 4: Won't eat no hair, pussy. Listen, motherfucker won't eat no hairs. 1202 01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:41,600 Speaker 4: I'm telling you. It's just in a motherfucker like. 1203 01:01:41,920 --> 01:01:42,920 Speaker 1: But he did used to be here. 1204 01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:44,400 Speaker 4: But let me say this. Let me say this, man, 1205 01:01:44,480 --> 01:01:46,640 Speaker 4: let me say this. You say this, still here, Let 1206 01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:48,560 Speaker 4: me say let me say this. Let me say this. 1207 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:51,640 Speaker 1: The last time you had Harry pussy, man, I. 1208 01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:58,240 Speaker 4: Ain't had no head pussy, big pop up, bigger pop 1209 01:01:58,360 --> 01:02:01,960 Speaker 4: up with this bush or something, a little landing strip 1210 01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:03,760 Speaker 4: with this ship. 1211 01:02:03,960 --> 01:02:06,680 Speaker 1: You don't like no hair none at all? How do 1212 01:02:06,720 --> 01:02:08,160 Speaker 1: you know you don't like it? If you never did it? 1213 01:02:08,800 --> 01:02:12,160 Speaker 4: I don't won't think why not. I don't want to 1214 01:02:12,200 --> 01:02:13,840 Speaker 4: look at I don't want to imagine it. 1215 01:02:14,680 --> 01:02:15,480 Speaker 1: Are you bald? 1216 01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:18,280 Speaker 4: Yeah? Escape? 1217 01:02:18,360 --> 01:02:18,760 Speaker 1: Okay, he. 1218 01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:20,800 Speaker 4: Knows. 1219 01:02:22,200 --> 01:02:23,080 Speaker 1: I love that. You know that? 1220 01:02:23,280 --> 01:02:26,720 Speaker 4: Yeah? I get did you started man escaping now about sixteen? 1221 01:02:27,040 --> 01:02:30,040 Speaker 3: Look, I want to say you have great baby hairs, 1222 01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:30,520 Speaker 3: right you. 1223 01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:31,400 Speaker 1: See his baby. 1224 01:02:32,720 --> 01:02:39,080 Speaker 4: Ship? No? I just was thinking about you know. 1225 01:02:39,040 --> 01:02:43,439 Speaker 3: How they say due to Drake's master. Yeah he's bald 1226 01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:54,000 Speaker 3: down there. Yeah, my face, no man, escape. 1227 01:02:54,640 --> 01:02:56,040 Speaker 1: Woman did that for you and then after that you 1228 01:02:56,120 --> 01:02:56,720 Speaker 1: just kept it up. 1229 01:02:57,640 --> 01:02:59,600 Speaker 4: If feel better, Listen. 1230 01:02:59,360 --> 01:03:02,240 Speaker 1: I did that to a man before I did it 1231 01:03:02,320 --> 01:03:02,800 Speaker 1: to a. 1232 01:03:02,680 --> 01:03:07,600 Speaker 5: Man, a grown ass, old nigga, and his life was 1233 01:03:07,720 --> 01:03:08,480 Speaker 5: ever change. 1234 01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,720 Speaker 1: He was like wow, he. 1235 01:03:11,720 --> 01:03:19,200 Speaker 5: Was He was like a little kid. 1236 01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:29,640 Speaker 1: Did you shaving cream? Or did with the clippippers. 1237 01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:30,680 Speaker 4: Raised? 1238 01:03:32,760 --> 01:03:33,720 Speaker 1: But I did his. 1239 01:03:33,720 --> 01:03:37,480 Speaker 5: Whole body though, just back okay, all of the region, 1240 01:03:38,160 --> 01:03:39,280 Speaker 5: his boodyhole everything. 1241 01:03:40,240 --> 01:03:44,320 Speaker 1: I did it all. Speaking of which, speaking. 1242 01:03:43,920 --> 01:03:52,600 Speaker 3: Of whole brown, I was letting you know Sexy Red 1243 01:03:52,680 --> 01:03:55,440 Speaker 3: came out with her line lift glasses. 1244 01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:03,800 Speaker 1: Yes, so different. I want to ask your pocket hold 1245 01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:04,040 Speaker 1: on one. 1246 01:04:04,640 --> 01:04:07,440 Speaker 3: I want to ask which flavor you think you would 1247 01:04:07,480 --> 01:04:08,120 Speaker 3: like the best? 1248 01:04:08,520 --> 01:04:14,760 Speaker 4: Puts the whole pink, nut booted, whole brown, coachie juice. Yeah, yeah, this. 1249 01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:22,760 Speaker 1: Gun, real blue balls. 1250 01:04:22,800 --> 01:04:25,959 Speaker 4: Six on my period. I ain't gonna lie. I'm gonna 1251 01:04:25,960 --> 01:04:27,280 Speaker 4: tell you why I got to go with the six 1252 01:04:27,400 --> 01:04:28,080 Speaker 4: on my period. 1253 01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:29,560 Speaker 1: Okay, go ahead, tell us why? 1254 01:04:29,760 --> 01:04:32,960 Speaker 4: Because mine them be a bad down bad time, like. 1255 01:04:33,360 --> 01:04:37,400 Speaker 1: Down bad that's the red one. 1256 01:04:38,160 --> 01:04:38,960 Speaker 4: Yeah, I got the gun. 1257 01:04:39,480 --> 01:04:40,760 Speaker 1: Why is that a down bad time? 1258 01:04:40,920 --> 01:04:42,360 Speaker 4: We got the gone getting the shower. 1259 01:04:43,320 --> 01:04:44,280 Speaker 1: Okay, so you will. 1260 01:04:44,520 --> 01:04:46,480 Speaker 4: It could be three o'clock in the morning. You gotta 1261 01:04:46,520 --> 01:04:47,800 Speaker 4: get your ass in the shower. 1262 01:04:49,560 --> 01:04:50,840 Speaker 1: How often do you masturbate? 1263 01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:55,520 Speaker 4: She I used to do it a lot. I don't 1264 01:04:55,560 --> 01:05:00,600 Speaker 4: do that. Ship like no more? She like ship? 1265 01:05:00,960 --> 01:05:04,240 Speaker 1: I got it at the crib right, okay, is at. 1266 01:05:04,160 --> 01:05:07,200 Speaker 4: The crib now? But like I got a lot of videos. 1267 01:05:07,320 --> 01:05:08,160 Speaker 4: U so like. 1268 01:05:09,680 --> 01:05:13,520 Speaker 3: I get down, So you watch the video when you're 1269 01:05:13,520 --> 01:05:15,840 Speaker 3: traveling some ship like that? 1270 01:05:16,040 --> 01:05:18,760 Speaker 4: But not. I ain't just freaked in. 1271 01:05:19,600 --> 01:05:24,320 Speaker 1: But when gods masturbated? When y'all come, do you like 1272 01:05:24,400 --> 01:05:31,360 Speaker 1: make noise when a tree fall in the farest by myself? 1273 01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:33,160 Speaker 4: That make a loud noise. 1274 01:05:35,480 --> 01:05:36,880 Speaker 1: When the tree fall in the woods. 1275 01:05:37,040 --> 01:05:43,600 Speaker 4: Yeah? Probably, yeah, yeah, yeah, nigga make a noise. 1276 01:05:45,360 --> 01:05:46,800 Speaker 1: I definitely make noise when. 1277 01:05:50,320 --> 01:05:55,040 Speaker 4: Everything Like women, men like to see women play with themselves? 1278 01:05:55,240 --> 01:05:57,360 Speaker 4: Do women like to see me and play with themselfs? 1279 01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:00,280 Speaker 1: To me, it's more of a power thing. 1280 01:06:02,120 --> 01:06:05,000 Speaker 4: Do we like that? No? If you got the question, 1281 01:06:05,200 --> 01:06:08,400 Speaker 4: I want, I will say this because do that. 1282 01:06:08,480 --> 01:06:10,760 Speaker 5: No, I will say this. I want to see the ending. 1283 01:06:11,160 --> 01:06:14,840 Speaker 5: I want to see I want to see you. I 1284 01:06:14,880 --> 01:06:15,440 Speaker 5: want to see you. 1285 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:19,960 Speaker 1: See this still, I go to see it explode. 1286 01:06:20,080 --> 01:06:24,360 Speaker 4: So savage that you like when he flow out or 1287 01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:24,880 Speaker 4: shoot out. 1288 01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,680 Speaker 1: I wanted to shoot. I want I wanted to be dramatic. 1289 01:06:28,640 --> 01:06:31,920 Speaker 1: I wanted to shoot like math fire watching it FaceTime. 1290 01:06:32,360 --> 01:06:34,320 Speaker 5: If you send me a video, if you send me 1291 01:06:34,320 --> 01:06:36,760 Speaker 5: a video, I'm with We're always to the end because 1292 01:06:36,760 --> 01:06:37,680 Speaker 5: I won't see what's going to. 1293 01:06:37,960 --> 01:06:41,320 Speaker 3: Remember when when I was younger, I was I was 1294 01:06:41,360 --> 01:06:43,760 Speaker 3: messing with this guy and we didn't have sex. We 1295 01:06:43,760 --> 01:06:46,080 Speaker 3: were just like messing around the heat nothing, but it 1296 01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:48,640 Speaker 3: like hit his chin. 1297 01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:59,680 Speaker 1: I can't do Yeah, that's what do you say? He 1298 01:06:59,840 --> 01:07:03,560 Speaker 1: was like, oh, man, I would I wouldn't respect you 1299 01:07:06,400 --> 01:07:10,160 Speaker 1: his own crazy. He didn't mean to do that, I know, 1300 01:07:10,280 --> 01:07:12,200 Speaker 1: but even then I wanted to hit my chin. 1301 01:07:12,240 --> 01:07:15,040 Speaker 5: I don't wanted to hit his chin expecting I don't 1302 01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:16,440 Speaker 5: want to hit his because he just. 1303 01:07:16,480 --> 01:07:21,600 Speaker 1: Was like we were messing. No, no, we were together. 1304 01:07:22,160 --> 01:07:25,000 Speaker 3: We had never had sex before, so I was younger, 1305 01:07:25,120 --> 01:07:27,920 Speaker 3: and you know, I guess you didn't expect that to happen. 1306 01:07:27,960 --> 01:07:30,680 Speaker 1: And then it just it shot but it hit him 1307 01:07:31,240 --> 01:07:36,720 Speaker 1: like yeah he was I don't think I laughed. 1308 01:07:36,440 --> 01:07:37,960 Speaker 3: But I was just like a little I was a 1309 01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:38,560 Speaker 3: little like. 1310 01:07:38,760 --> 01:07:49,800 Speaker 1: Taken aback funny. At least he didn't get in his mouth. 1311 01:07:50,440 --> 01:07:54,920 Speaker 1: Oh my god, Wow, what I'm just saying. I thought 1312 01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:57,200 Speaker 1: you would to say, gotten his eyes. No, if it 1313 01:07:57,200 --> 01:07:58,760 Speaker 1: would have got his eye, that had been crazy, had 1314 01:07:58,800 --> 01:07:59,360 Speaker 1: that pink eye? 1315 01:07:59,480 --> 01:08:03,320 Speaker 4: Right? No, So what is squirked? I need to hear y'all. 1316 01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:06,600 Speaker 1: Op, it's a mixture. It's not some pn it's a 1317 01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:08,520 Speaker 1: lot of pe. I've never squirted, so I'm a squirter. 1318 01:08:08,560 --> 01:08:10,439 Speaker 1: It's you never did me neither. 1319 01:08:11,200 --> 01:08:13,560 Speaker 4: Y'all be the best ones, the ones I aint never did. 1320 01:08:13,600 --> 01:08:15,919 Speaker 4: I don't give fuck with it. I like to see 1321 01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:19,200 Speaker 4: you when it's come out with her every reaction. I 1322 01:08:19,200 --> 01:08:20,400 Speaker 4: don't give a fuck what it is. 1323 01:08:20,400 --> 01:08:25,240 Speaker 1: So you think you can make anybody squirt? Yeah? 1324 01:08:25,400 --> 01:08:27,760 Speaker 3: They like from Missioneer though, Oh you learn that from 1325 01:08:27,800 --> 01:08:29,479 Speaker 3: Missionary like twenty one? 1326 01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:33,920 Speaker 4: Yeah? No, no, no, he I learned that like probably 1327 01:08:33,960 --> 01:08:35,880 Speaker 4: like my late twenties. 1328 01:08:35,640 --> 01:08:38,439 Speaker 1: Your late twenties. Okay, so what's the secret? 1329 01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:40,840 Speaker 4: She? You got to stand up and you got to 1330 01:08:40,880 --> 01:08:41,960 Speaker 4: hit that lit spot. 1331 01:08:41,760 --> 01:08:43,080 Speaker 1: Down now, Yeah, okay, that's it. 1332 01:08:43,120 --> 01:08:44,759 Speaker 4: You got it. You got to hit that lift button. 1333 01:08:45,120 --> 01:08:48,000 Speaker 1: Do the curves matter? Like, if there's a curve. 1334 01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:49,720 Speaker 4: I don't know nothing about this. 1335 01:08:50,080 --> 01:08:50,880 Speaker 1: You don't have a curve. 1336 01:08:51,240 --> 01:08:52,920 Speaker 4: No, I ain't got No, you don't have a curve. 1337 01:08:53,040 --> 01:08:54,679 Speaker 1: I feel like every guy has. No, they don't. 1338 01:08:55,560 --> 01:08:57,519 Speaker 4: I ain't got no curve, but I know how to 1339 01:08:57,560 --> 01:08:58,679 Speaker 4: I know how to heat the button. 1340 01:08:59,320 --> 01:09:02,000 Speaker 1: Okay, I experience squirre to here. 1341 01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:06,320 Speaker 5: I was with a man for a very long time, 1342 01:09:06,920 --> 01:09:12,240 Speaker 5: you hand. I was with a man for a very 1343 01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:12,880 Speaker 5: long time with. 1344 01:09:12,880 --> 01:09:14,759 Speaker 1: A curve that never made me squirt. 1345 01:09:15,320 --> 01:09:18,400 Speaker 5: I was with a man that for us having sex 1346 01:09:18,439 --> 01:09:20,160 Speaker 5: for the very first time, and he made me. 1347 01:09:20,120 --> 01:09:22,960 Speaker 1: Squirt a whole whole whole whole whole lot of times, 1348 01:09:23,160 --> 01:09:28,080 Speaker 1: like nineteen times. Okay, so you think that's straight, all right? 1349 01:09:28,600 --> 01:09:31,599 Speaker 5: He but what he did though, once he found that 1350 01:09:31,640 --> 01:09:33,599 Speaker 5: spot and knew like how to do it, he kept 1351 01:09:33,600 --> 01:09:35,280 Speaker 5: going back, kept going back, kept going back, and then 1352 01:09:35,320 --> 01:09:36,800 Speaker 5: it got to the point where he was not only 1353 01:09:36,840 --> 01:09:38,360 Speaker 5: finding it with his penis, he was finding it with 1354 01:09:38,360 --> 01:09:38,880 Speaker 5: his fingers. 1355 01:09:39,320 --> 01:09:41,160 Speaker 1: So it was just and I was a squirting on. 1356 01:09:41,280 --> 01:09:45,400 Speaker 1: You feel like you were like addicted to that. It 1357 01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:47,800 Speaker 1: didn't make you put up with more from a man 1358 01:09:47,880 --> 01:09:51,000 Speaker 1: if he could do that, No, I don't care to squirt. 1359 01:09:51,040 --> 01:09:53,360 Speaker 1: It's a orgasm. Is a orgasm that mess up if 1360 01:09:53,400 --> 01:09:53,720 Speaker 1: you want to. 1361 01:09:54,000 --> 01:09:56,200 Speaker 4: So what keep you with a man? Man? 1362 01:09:57,000 --> 01:10:02,000 Speaker 1: Honesty and chemistry. Of course, the chemistry is at. 1363 01:10:01,880 --> 01:10:03,799 Speaker 4: The time, what if you brutally honest. 1364 01:10:03,800 --> 01:10:07,680 Speaker 5: Though I'm brutally honest, I feel like she can handle that. 1365 01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:11,479 Speaker 5: She can like I think, so, I'm I'm I'm brutally 1366 01:10:11,560 --> 01:10:12,280 Speaker 5: honest about you. 1367 01:10:15,920 --> 01:10:22,000 Speaker 1: I need you to be respectfully honest. 1368 01:10:22,040 --> 01:10:24,120 Speaker 6: I don't even I think I need you to be 1369 01:10:24,200 --> 01:10:28,640 Speaker 6: more transparent like to me, there's a difference between that 1370 01:10:28,720 --> 01:10:31,519 Speaker 6: and honesty, Like if you don't like what I'm wearing, 1371 01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:33,680 Speaker 6: I don't want to know. But if you don't like 1372 01:10:34,280 --> 01:10:36,160 Speaker 6: me hanging out with so and so, I want you 1373 01:10:36,200 --> 01:10:36,760 Speaker 6: to let me know. 1374 01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:40,200 Speaker 1: And to me, that's different to tell. 1375 01:10:39,960 --> 01:10:43,280 Speaker 4: You that you're wearing some holy shit, but you no. 1376 01:10:43,360 --> 01:10:44,040 Speaker 1: I don't even mean that. 1377 01:10:44,120 --> 01:10:45,720 Speaker 6: I don't like even if I'm dressed like this and 1378 01:10:45,760 --> 01:10:48,840 Speaker 6: you don't like my outfit, like if I'm comfortable with it, 1379 01:10:49,040 --> 01:10:52,400 Speaker 6: I want to value me being comfortable, comfortable, and happy 1380 01:10:52,520 --> 01:10:55,080 Speaker 6: over what you're telling me. Something that doesn't matter, you 1381 01:10:55,080 --> 01:10:57,400 Speaker 6: know what I'm saying. But if it's something that is 1382 01:10:57,479 --> 01:10:59,120 Speaker 6: actually hard, I don't. 1383 01:10:58,920 --> 01:11:02,400 Speaker 4: Want my woman to looking silly. 1384 01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:04,559 Speaker 1: That's a good point. 1385 01:11:05,680 --> 01:11:07,120 Speaker 3: I would like for you to tell me if my 1386 01:11:07,160 --> 01:11:09,479 Speaker 3: outfit is not flattering or whatever it. 1387 01:11:09,600 --> 01:11:12,200 Speaker 6: Is in a way like I don't want to it's 1388 01:11:12,320 --> 01:11:15,200 Speaker 6: different than your ship looks like you know what I'm saying, 1389 01:11:15,200 --> 01:11:16,400 Speaker 6: Like brutally honest to me. 1390 01:11:16,360 --> 01:11:19,519 Speaker 1: Associated a level of it's how you say it. Cruel 1391 01:11:19,640 --> 01:11:21,080 Speaker 1: is not what you do. Is how you do it, 1392 01:11:21,439 --> 01:11:23,439 Speaker 1: not what you say, it's how you say that. 1393 01:11:23,479 --> 01:11:26,240 Speaker 4: Type of person though, like she seems like she she 1394 01:11:26,360 --> 01:11:29,240 Speaker 4: got the demeanor to be brutally honest. You could be 1395 01:11:29,280 --> 01:11:33,800 Speaker 4: brutal and you could probably still be soft with her 1396 01:11:33,880 --> 01:11:36,840 Speaker 4: at the same time, but like you got to be. 1397 01:11:36,800 --> 01:11:40,320 Speaker 1: Like soft brutal. 1398 01:11:41,760 --> 01:11:42,920 Speaker 4: You might not date me again. 1399 01:11:43,280 --> 01:11:46,599 Speaker 1: No, not even chase you for going to a black. 1400 01:11:48,320 --> 01:11:49,719 Speaker 4: Chase what you want the car and get away? 1401 01:11:49,880 --> 01:12:00,639 Speaker 1: Yeah, you will never speak again. You did that. I'm 1402 01:12:00,640 --> 01:12:03,240 Speaker 1: gonna pick you up for that one. They're like, girl, 1403 01:12:03,520 --> 01:12:21,320 Speaker 1: yeah we got away from my Yeah that's okay, that's different. 1404 01:12:22,439 --> 01:12:24,200 Speaker 3: I probably wouldn't say anything, but I wouldn't with you 1405 01:12:24,320 --> 01:12:27,599 Speaker 3: again exactly. It's a good story for my friends. Like girl, 1406 01:12:29,040 --> 01:12:31,400 Speaker 3: but because I got too much to you got to 1407 01:12:31,640 --> 01:12:35,280 Speaker 3: Yeah I got damn, but I wouldn't telling. 1408 01:12:35,200 --> 01:12:39,479 Speaker 4: You but no, nothing. What about the personal side of it, though. 1409 01:12:39,680 --> 01:12:41,200 Speaker 1: Why would you do that to me? I think if 1410 01:12:41,240 --> 01:12:43,080 Speaker 1: you cared about me, you wouldn't put me in that position. 1411 01:12:44,240 --> 01:12:44,599 Speaker 4: We need. 1412 01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:48,280 Speaker 1: It's a fun Okay, we leave the club. 1413 01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:49,759 Speaker 4: I'm on federal probation. 1414 01:12:49,960 --> 01:12:53,840 Speaker 1: Okay, I got some weed in the car. He's not 1415 01:12:53,920 --> 01:12:54,760 Speaker 1: really illegal anything. 1416 01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:57,479 Speaker 4: I'm just saying, on federal probation, idiot, because you got 1417 01:12:57,479 --> 01:12:58,000 Speaker 4: a gun in the car. 1418 01:12:58,040 --> 01:12:59,919 Speaker 1: Okay, I got the car okay. 1419 01:12:59,840 --> 01:13:03,679 Speaker 4: And not got Angela. You God damn. And I didn't 1420 01:13:03,720 --> 01:13:05,680 Speaker 4: think that. And I didn't even not know it was 1421 01:13:05,720 --> 01:13:07,760 Speaker 4: a gun in here until somebody colin told me it 1422 01:13:07,840 --> 01:13:11,120 Speaker 4: was a gun in here. Police get behind us. We 1423 01:13:11,320 --> 01:13:14,760 Speaker 4: in haircat. I got to do what I got to. 1424 01:13:14,840 --> 01:13:20,200 Speaker 4: Donna get us away. I don't we get away like 1425 01:13:20,320 --> 01:13:26,920 Speaker 4: wet be my friend, But what are your friends? 1426 01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:32,360 Speaker 1: I'm not right, take an uber home, but take person taking. 1427 01:13:34,280 --> 01:13:37,360 Speaker 5: What if you were just like not you like just 1428 01:13:37,439 --> 01:13:39,240 Speaker 5: a female, not the female that got all of this 1429 01:13:39,320 --> 01:13:40,880 Speaker 5: to lose the famous person. 1430 01:13:41,040 --> 01:13:42,439 Speaker 1: But what if you was just his bitch? 1431 01:13:43,040 --> 01:13:45,080 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. But it can actually happen. 1432 01:13:45,320 --> 01:13:48,280 Speaker 4: But act you have left the club for this two 1433 01:13:48,360 --> 01:13:51,120 Speaker 4: times one night, and we just what if? What if 1434 01:13:51,200 --> 01:13:54,679 Speaker 4: we in the spectrum when I'm in the New Roads, 1435 01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:57,280 Speaker 4: She liked it, and she said, well, let me get 1436 01:13:57,320 --> 01:13:59,839 Speaker 4: a ride. We all going to the same place anyway, 1437 01:14:01,240 --> 01:14:01,599 Speaker 4: and then. 1438 01:14:03,479 --> 01:14:04,599 Speaker 1: Okay, but we got away. 1439 01:14:04,800 --> 01:14:13,920 Speaker 4: We got away again. But I ain't getting in young 1440 01:14:14,160 --> 01:14:14,400 Speaker 4: no more. 1441 01:14:14,960 --> 01:14:16,240 Speaker 1: I didn't seen that. Shit happened. 1442 01:14:17,240 --> 01:14:20,280 Speaker 3: I'm not gonna say who it was, but oh wow, 1443 01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:24,439 Speaker 3: but listen, oh wow. I'm not gonna say who was 1444 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:27,360 Speaker 3: I think exactly what was in Atlanta? You know what 1445 01:14:27,400 --> 01:14:31,400 Speaker 3: I'm talking about? Okay, years somebody was driving the van. 1446 01:14:32,439 --> 01:14:34,599 Speaker 3: Somebody in there, un named. 1447 01:14:34,479 --> 01:14:37,120 Speaker 1: Rapper had a gun. The cops is and he wasn't 1448 01:14:37,120 --> 01:14:37,560 Speaker 1: supposed to. 1449 01:14:38,439 --> 01:14:41,160 Speaker 3: Cops came, he know, got out of the van and 1450 01:14:41,400 --> 01:14:44,760 Speaker 3: ran and the other person driving got locked up for 1451 01:14:44,840 --> 01:14:45,120 Speaker 3: the gun. 1452 01:14:47,760 --> 01:14:52,400 Speaker 1: That was a wild time. But I'm not listen. 1453 01:14:52,600 --> 01:14:55,080 Speaker 3: I'm sorry, but that is not my life. Maybe when 1454 01:14:55,080 --> 01:14:59,640 Speaker 3: I was younger, probably not. Yeah, Jordan's not. 1455 01:15:03,680 --> 01:15:06,320 Speaker 4: I had to do that. 1456 01:15:07,600 --> 01:15:11,880 Speaker 1: I get that. I get that. I'm just saying, why 1457 01:15:11,960 --> 01:15:12,559 Speaker 1: did I need. 1458 01:15:12,520 --> 01:15:16,080 Speaker 4: To be in it? Because I couldn't stop, You couldn't 1459 01:15:16,080 --> 01:15:16,439 Speaker 4: get out. 1460 01:15:16,680 --> 01:15:18,960 Speaker 1: We would call your girlfriend and be like, come get him. 1461 01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:24,880 Speaker 1: He almost got us locked up, and I would be 1462 01:15:25,439 --> 01:15:26,200 Speaker 1: if I I we. 1463 01:15:26,200 --> 01:15:28,639 Speaker 3: Would be concerned for you too. We would be like, listen, 1464 01:15:28,720 --> 01:15:30,240 Speaker 3: you don't need to be doing that. You need a 1465 01:15:30,320 --> 01:15:32,400 Speaker 3: higher security. You have too much time. 1466 01:15:33,080 --> 01:15:35,720 Speaker 1: Get a driver put in. We would be like, you 1467 01:15:35,760 --> 01:15:37,080 Speaker 1: don't need to be even driving. 1468 01:15:39,439 --> 01:15:44,320 Speaker 3: How you Okay, Now let's just say you and I'm 1469 01:15:44,439 --> 01:15:46,479 Speaker 3: driving and I have a gun in the car, then 1470 01:15:46,479 --> 01:15:48,280 Speaker 3: I'm not supposed to have No, you're not even supposed 1471 01:15:48,280 --> 01:15:48,800 Speaker 3: to be around. 1472 01:15:49,840 --> 01:15:51,240 Speaker 4: You got to be licensed. 1473 01:15:51,760 --> 01:15:52,599 Speaker 1: I'm not licensed. 1474 01:15:53,240 --> 01:15:55,400 Speaker 4: Oh yeah, I don't supposed to being around you. 1475 01:15:56,040 --> 01:15:59,280 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna get in What are you not even 1476 01:15:59,320 --> 01:16:01,040 Speaker 1: getting in the car and we're all up in the car. 1477 01:16:01,240 --> 01:16:03,800 Speaker 4: No, I moved right, I don't move. I don't move 1478 01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:06,640 Speaker 4: with me. But you don't know I have it? 1479 01:16:07,120 --> 01:16:09,639 Speaker 1: Huh you didn't know it? Just like the same situation. 1480 01:16:10,120 --> 01:16:15,160 Speaker 4: Yeah, oh I'm not. I'm not. I'm not a whip 1481 01:16:15,320 --> 01:16:18,160 Speaker 4: of nine twenty two g in federal prison. You have 1482 01:16:18,280 --> 01:16:20,960 Speaker 4: to be knowing and willingly to be around. 1483 01:16:20,960 --> 01:16:22,960 Speaker 1: I'm glad you if I got that, I got in 1484 01:16:23,040 --> 01:16:23,840 Speaker 1: the car with you. 1485 01:16:24,200 --> 01:16:27,559 Speaker 4: Yes, I know the whole statue. Like they almost took 1486 01:16:27,640 --> 01:16:29,960 Speaker 4: my life away from me, so I had to learn this. 1487 01:16:30,720 --> 01:16:32,760 Speaker 4: Like so like if I get in the car and 1488 01:16:32,880 --> 01:16:35,160 Speaker 4: I don't know you have it, I don't have nothing 1489 01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:35,479 Speaker 4: to do with. 1490 01:16:35,560 --> 01:16:39,200 Speaker 3: It, okay, but let's just say it's still about Yeah, 1491 01:16:39,960 --> 01:16:41,240 Speaker 3: you just gave us this scenario. 1492 01:16:41,439 --> 01:16:43,560 Speaker 1: Now you're trying to make it way different for you. 1493 01:16:44,040 --> 01:16:52,639 Speaker 5: I'm just saying, that's why, that's why we got That's 1494 01:16:52,680 --> 01:16:53,280 Speaker 5: what I'm saying. 1495 01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:57,639 Speaker 4: Damn baby, like have some understanding, Like, damn baby performed 1496 01:16:57,920 --> 01:16:58,639 Speaker 4: for his freedom. 1497 01:17:00,479 --> 01:17:01,720 Speaker 1: What is you got us? 1498 01:17:01,760 --> 01:17:04,120 Speaker 4: The funk out of there, baby. 1499 01:17:07,600 --> 01:17:07,760 Speaker 5: Say. 1500 01:17:07,840 --> 01:17:10,000 Speaker 3: The cop is like, look, I'm gonna let you go, 1501 01:17:10,280 --> 01:17:13,320 Speaker 3: but I need you to take that two fifty. It's 1502 01:17:13,320 --> 01:17:15,280 Speaker 3: a woman cop, And she said, I need you to 1503 01:17:15,439 --> 01:17:18,680 Speaker 3: just take that too fifty and go to work and 1504 01:17:18,960 --> 01:17:20,360 Speaker 3: we'll just act like this never happens. 1505 01:17:33,760 --> 01:17:42,120 Speaker 4: Everything. I don't get nothing. 1506 01:17:45,680 --> 01:17:48,880 Speaker 3: We yall have five infire lives and moment. But listen 1507 01:17:49,080 --> 01:17:52,000 Speaker 3: art of board the twenty second that is out. Make 1508 01:17:52,040 --> 01:17:54,720 Speaker 3: sure y'all picked that up honestly, like you already see 1509 01:17:54,760 --> 01:17:56,360 Speaker 3: what he's like in real life. 1510 01:17:56,400 --> 01:17:57,640 Speaker 1: And I know this album is. 1511 01:17:59,800 --> 01:18:04,800 Speaker 5: Me Yeah from off just well compared to the last time, Yeah, 1512 01:18:05,400 --> 01:18:06,280 Speaker 5: I definitely see some. 1513 01:18:06,360 --> 01:18:10,920 Speaker 4: Growth compared to the things you heard, the things you 1514 01:18:11,080 --> 01:18:12,800 Speaker 4: see everything well. 1515 01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:15,280 Speaker 5: Being as though this is my second time speaking with you, 1516 01:18:15,960 --> 01:18:18,240 Speaker 5: I definitely see growth from the last time, which I 1517 01:18:18,280 --> 01:18:22,160 Speaker 5: commend you on the fact that you were so willing 1518 01:18:22,240 --> 01:18:25,240 Speaker 5: and eager to hear and ask questions and move forward 1519 01:18:25,400 --> 01:18:28,560 Speaker 5: with our therapist friend. I commend you on that, and 1520 01:18:29,040 --> 01:18:31,240 Speaker 5: I feel like I want to see more. I want 1521 01:18:31,280 --> 01:18:32,960 Speaker 5: to see you take this and go to the next 1522 01:18:33,080 --> 01:18:34,719 Speaker 5: level and keep going because I know you got. 1523 01:18:34,600 --> 01:18:36,960 Speaker 4: It in you. Pray for me. Yeah, yeah, pray for me. 1524 01:18:38,160 --> 01:18:38,760 Speaker 1: No, I love that. 1525 01:18:40,880 --> 01:18:42,680 Speaker 3: And I can see you already, like you open to 1526 01:18:42,760 --> 01:18:46,040 Speaker 3: a lot of things. We had the whole therapy session conversation. 1527 01:18:46,439 --> 01:18:47,439 Speaker 3: I think you would love it. 1528 01:18:48,080 --> 01:18:48,800 Speaker 4: I'm gonna do it. 1529 01:18:51,960 --> 01:18:52,479 Speaker 1: Tell us about it. 1530 01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:55,559 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna come back or I'm gonna put 1531 01:18:55,600 --> 01:18:57,320 Speaker 4: on my stoward or something and that they work. 1532 01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:00,760 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you to you said last time. 1533 01:19:00,840 --> 01:19:01,360 Speaker 4: What I said? 1534 01:19:01,479 --> 01:19:02,800 Speaker 1: Last time, you said you was gonna have a baby 1535 01:19:02,840 --> 01:19:03,439 Speaker 1: on the couch with you. 1536 01:19:04,080 --> 01:19:07,400 Speaker 4: What baby baby was in the room. She oh, you know, 1537 01:19:07,600 --> 01:19:12,479 Speaker 4: she on a federal can. But next time, y'all. 1538 01:19:12,479 --> 01:19:13,360 Speaker 1: See her next time. 1539 01:19:13,400 --> 01:19:17,800 Speaker 4: Okay, yeah, yeah, that situation. But this baby though, like. 1540 01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:21,439 Speaker 1: She real like I don't think we forgotten remember she she. 1541 01:19:21,640 --> 01:19:24,240 Speaker 4: She one thousand man, She she got a good heart. 1542 01:19:24,400 --> 01:19:27,720 Speaker 3: She might not be perfect, but she got Yeah, who 1543 01:19:27,840 --> 01:19:30,439 Speaker 3: is perfect, perfect, and perfect for you is different. 1544 01:19:31,400 --> 01:19:33,280 Speaker 5: What I love for you is that you have that, 1545 01:19:33,760 --> 01:19:37,639 Speaker 5: because so many men don't, so many younger men, especially 1546 01:19:37,680 --> 01:19:40,839 Speaker 5: so many rappers, so many people in the industry, athletes 1547 01:19:40,880 --> 01:19:42,680 Speaker 5: and everybody, so many people in the spotlight let's say 1548 01:19:42,720 --> 01:19:46,160 Speaker 5: that don't have that, and they out here searching for 1549 01:19:46,840 --> 01:19:49,280 Speaker 5: what they missing, and they're getting themselves jammed up. So 1550 01:19:49,360 --> 01:19:51,120 Speaker 5: the fact that you have that and you big her 1551 01:19:51,200 --> 01:19:52,639 Speaker 5: up so much and you love her so much better. 1552 01:19:53,120 --> 01:19:54,640 Speaker 4: See, this is what I want you to understand. What 1553 01:19:54,720 --> 01:19:59,799 Speaker 4: I did though. See I didn't go get a rapper 1554 01:20:00,479 --> 01:20:04,880 Speaker 4: female I could have. I've been in a relationship, I've 1555 01:20:04,960 --> 01:20:08,439 Speaker 4: been in situation where rapper females. I've been in situation 1556 01:20:08,600 --> 01:20:13,400 Speaker 4: with females or they got status or whatever whatever. For 1557 01:20:13,560 --> 01:20:16,400 Speaker 4: some weird reason, they tend to move wrong. 1558 01:20:17,080 --> 01:20:17,920 Speaker 1: What's moving wrong? 1559 01:20:22,160 --> 01:20:26,599 Speaker 4: They can't be taught. They feel like they know everything. 1560 01:20:26,720 --> 01:20:29,360 Speaker 4: They can't like you can't talk to them, like you 1561 01:20:29,479 --> 01:20:31,599 Speaker 4: try to talk to them, and they feel like because 1562 01:20:31,640 --> 01:20:34,559 Speaker 4: they already didn't been around such and such and did 1563 01:20:34,680 --> 01:20:37,639 Speaker 4: this and singing this and made this amount of money, 1564 01:20:37,960 --> 01:20:41,000 Speaker 4: that they can't be taught. That they can't It ain't 1565 01:20:41,040 --> 01:20:43,320 Speaker 4: nothing that you can tell them. And then the new 1566 01:20:43,439 --> 01:20:47,719 Speaker 4: generation of women they just frown upon me in automatically anyway. 1567 01:20:48,439 --> 01:20:52,680 Speaker 4: So I didn't want it. So what I did was 1568 01:20:53,200 --> 01:21:00,599 Speaker 4: I was blessed enough to find somebody that was not famous, 1569 01:21:01,880 --> 01:21:08,680 Speaker 4: not all the way financially stable, but was gorgeous, had 1570 01:21:08,720 --> 01:21:12,519 Speaker 4: a good personality, had a whole lot of potential, and 1571 01:21:12,760 --> 01:21:17,000 Speaker 4: was genuine from from the first day. And uh and 1572 01:21:17,240 --> 01:21:19,439 Speaker 4: and a lot of women I meet and I liked it. 1573 01:21:19,840 --> 01:21:22,679 Speaker 4: Like one thing she did is show me she was genuine. 1574 01:21:24,160 --> 01:21:30,840 Speaker 4: Was like, say, I meet a woman that of a 1575 01:21:31,000 --> 01:21:34,960 Speaker 4: caliber bit you know, they not going really too fast 1576 01:21:35,200 --> 01:21:39,280 Speaker 4: or exposed to me or what they going through or 1577 01:21:39,640 --> 01:21:41,960 Speaker 4: or or you know, and I'm that type of person. 1578 01:21:42,120 --> 01:21:45,040 Speaker 4: Like I could meet a person and if they asked me, 1579 01:21:45,160 --> 01:21:47,040 Speaker 4: like I'm not gonna tell you, but like if you 1580 01:21:47,200 --> 01:21:50,760 Speaker 4: ask me you're going through somebody t you, I ain't 1581 01:21:50,760 --> 01:21:53,240 Speaker 4: gonna lie. Boy. I just got damn ran into so 1582 01:21:54,760 --> 01:21:57,479 Speaker 4: off the top. That made a lot for me. Like 1583 01:21:57,640 --> 01:22:00,519 Speaker 4: as soon as we met, it was like usually I 1584 01:22:00,680 --> 01:22:03,600 Speaker 4: ride to music, we smoke, we kick it. It was 1585 01:22:03,760 --> 01:22:12,040 Speaker 4: like a testimony conversation, like and I got a testimony 1586 01:22:12,240 --> 01:22:14,760 Speaker 4: like so like just to hear the testimony and to 1587 01:22:15,280 --> 01:22:17,519 Speaker 4: read the body language and to see that it was 1588 01:22:17,680 --> 01:22:21,760 Speaker 4: genuine and to see that it was a woman. I 1589 01:22:22,360 --> 01:22:26,360 Speaker 4: was in the presence of a woman who who had potential, 1590 01:22:26,479 --> 01:22:30,600 Speaker 4: who just didn't had a hard situation dealing with like 1591 01:22:31,360 --> 01:22:35,519 Speaker 4: and just learning like me. It just touched me, like, 1592 01:22:36,120 --> 01:22:40,920 Speaker 4: you know, like because everybody didn't grow up with it. 1593 01:22:41,360 --> 01:22:43,160 Speaker 1: Do you feel like you appreciated her the way you 1594 01:22:43,280 --> 01:22:43,920 Speaker 1: should from? 1595 01:22:44,880 --> 01:22:48,080 Speaker 4: Nah? I didn't. I didn't even appre like. I liked 1596 01:22:48,240 --> 01:22:51,040 Speaker 4: her and I wanted her for me. I knew I 1597 01:22:51,280 --> 01:22:54,840 Speaker 4: wasn't ready. But the reason why she respects me and 1598 01:22:54,960 --> 01:22:57,200 Speaker 4: love me is because I let her know I wasn't ready, 1599 01:22:58,960 --> 01:23:02,640 Speaker 4: which her No, I wasn't ready, Like this is what 1600 01:23:02,760 --> 01:23:05,519 Speaker 4: I do, Like, this is what I'm gonna do. I 1601 01:23:05,560 --> 01:23:07,880 Speaker 4: ain't gonna beat her. I'm fresh out of jail. I've 1602 01:23:07,920 --> 01:23:11,080 Speaker 4: been gone five years. I've been on four months now. 1603 01:23:11,120 --> 01:23:14,720 Speaker 4: If you can deal with this. But the blessing is 1604 01:23:14,880 --> 01:23:17,880 Speaker 4: I got good energy and I could tell if a 1605 01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:19,920 Speaker 4: person is not feeling it. 1606 01:23:20,040 --> 01:23:22,360 Speaker 1: So when did you know you were ready? What was 1607 01:23:22,400 --> 01:23:24,960 Speaker 1: the turning point for you? Sometimes it's when you almost lose. 1608 01:23:24,840 --> 01:23:29,240 Speaker 4: It, Either when you almost lose it or when you 1609 01:23:29,479 --> 01:23:32,560 Speaker 4: feel like me, I just felt like I was just 1610 01:23:32,680 --> 01:23:35,800 Speaker 4: becoming a man like and I'm like, shit, I got 1611 01:23:35,880 --> 01:23:38,920 Speaker 4: a woman. They're like women, they little women? Why not 1612 01:23:39,560 --> 01:23:41,680 Speaker 4: like you know what I'm saying, Why why should I 1613 01:23:41,800 --> 01:23:44,800 Speaker 4: have to you know what I'm saying? So this at 1614 01:23:44,880 --> 01:23:49,080 Speaker 4: this point, it was like it's really disrespectful at their point. 1615 01:23:49,120 --> 01:23:51,400 Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, Like you could have 1616 01:23:51,520 --> 01:23:53,160 Speaker 1: it all? Why are you outside? 1617 01:23:53,400 --> 01:23:55,400 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Like you can still do what? 1618 01:23:55,520 --> 01:23:58,280 Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, Like you know, one of 1619 01:23:58,360 --> 01:23:59,160 Speaker 4: them type of women. 1620 01:23:59,280 --> 01:24:00,840 Speaker 1: You think you're ever not want to be with other 1621 01:24:00,880 --> 01:24:04,680 Speaker 1: women too? Do you think she'll ever not want to 1622 01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:05,320 Speaker 1: be the other woman? 1623 01:24:07,520 --> 01:24:11,720 Speaker 4: Because like she she got a high six drive and 1624 01:24:11,920 --> 01:24:18,519 Speaker 4: like she she she throughout our relationship, we probably had 1625 01:24:18,640 --> 01:24:23,280 Speaker 4: like two or three threesomes. Yeah, so she's not really 1626 01:24:23,479 --> 01:24:28,400 Speaker 4: like just super just, but like she likes women, like 1627 01:24:28,600 --> 01:24:35,080 Speaker 4: she likes the relationship like it's bigger than six. Well, 1628 01:24:35,240 --> 01:24:35,840 Speaker 4: when they come to. 1629 01:24:35,880 --> 01:24:42,200 Speaker 1: The woman, I'm the opposite don't want. I don't want 1630 01:24:42,240 --> 01:24:43,360 Speaker 1: the companionship from a woman. 1631 01:24:43,400 --> 01:24:45,120 Speaker 5: I don't want to cuddle after we make each other come, 1632 01:24:45,200 --> 01:24:49,120 Speaker 5: I just want to do that and then we God, 1633 01:24:49,760 --> 01:24:52,960 Speaker 5: that's what I'm thinking, right, it's her sex higher than yours. 1634 01:24:54,120 --> 01:24:56,559 Speaker 1: Yeah, four rounds immediately? 1635 01:24:56,800 --> 01:25:03,840 Speaker 4: Yeah do you sometimes? Yeah? And but but that is 1636 01:25:03,880 --> 01:25:06,960 Speaker 4: what I'm trying to tell me. Fall in love with 1637 01:25:07,040 --> 01:25:11,800 Speaker 4: her though, because everything that I was like that every 1638 01:25:11,880 --> 01:25:14,320 Speaker 4: woman you can't tell no one. She never tell me 1639 01:25:14,400 --> 01:25:17,639 Speaker 4: no they be feeling the type of way she don't. 1640 01:25:18,560 --> 01:25:22,320 Speaker 4: It's like she she I'm over understanding. I'm one of 1641 01:25:22,360 --> 01:25:24,200 Speaker 4: the type of people that, like, you could be going 1642 01:25:24,280 --> 01:25:26,640 Speaker 4: through something and I over and like I can, I 1643 01:25:26,720 --> 01:25:29,160 Speaker 4: can go above and beyond to make you feel comfortable. 1644 01:25:29,800 --> 01:25:32,400 Speaker 4: She the same way, like if I say no, it 1645 01:25:32,439 --> 01:25:35,200 Speaker 4: ain't no attitude, it ain't no. If I just say 1646 01:25:35,439 --> 01:25:37,840 Speaker 4: I just want some head, like she's cool with it, 1647 01:25:38,600 --> 01:25:42,280 Speaker 4: like she ain't. She ain't feeling, she ain't feeling bad 1648 01:25:42,400 --> 01:25:42,840 Speaker 4: after it. 1649 01:25:43,000 --> 01:25:43,559 Speaker 2: She ain't. 1650 01:25:45,640 --> 01:25:47,080 Speaker 4: To that though. 1651 01:25:47,240 --> 01:25:50,559 Speaker 1: What if she tell you that speak the same? Yeah? 1652 01:25:50,640 --> 01:25:52,320 Speaker 1: What if she says to you, I just want some head. 1653 01:25:53,400 --> 01:25:57,880 Speaker 4: I'm saying if you like, if you listen, if you 1654 01:25:58,040 --> 01:26:00,600 Speaker 4: call me like this, the thing like if she caught me, 1655 01:26:01,200 --> 01:26:03,840 Speaker 4: she know, like she can kiss me, like when I 1656 01:26:04,040 --> 01:26:06,559 Speaker 4: miss her when I've been gone for five days a week, 1657 01:26:06,600 --> 01:26:08,719 Speaker 4: I ain't saying them. I'm finna eat that ass? 1658 01:26:08,960 --> 01:26:13,519 Speaker 1: Okay that ass? Yeah okay, yeah yeah. 1659 01:26:13,520 --> 01:26:17,800 Speaker 4: Yeah, it's dead like the type of time. But like 1660 01:26:18,120 --> 01:26:20,519 Speaker 4: you know, I ain't I ain't trying to be eating 1661 01:26:20,560 --> 01:26:22,320 Speaker 4: no ass here day though, right. 1662 01:26:22,280 --> 01:26:23,840 Speaker 1: Not every day, just when you've been gone for a 1663 01:26:23,880 --> 01:26:24,360 Speaker 1: few days. 1664 01:26:24,960 --> 01:26:31,679 Speaker 4: Nah, I got fives, you know what I'm saying. 1665 01:26:32,280 --> 01:26:35,599 Speaker 1: But and you did that juice fast before other fruits 1666 01:26:35,640 --> 01:26:36,840 Speaker 1: and I did, Yeah, I. 1667 01:26:36,920 --> 01:26:40,920 Speaker 4: Did, and it felt good and it was it wasn't 1668 01:26:40,920 --> 01:26:42,360 Speaker 4: even as hard as I thought it was. 1669 01:26:42,800 --> 01:26:45,640 Speaker 5: I got a question, kind of off subject, But what 1670 01:26:45,800 --> 01:26:49,639 Speaker 5: made you decide to cut your hair? Was that part 1671 01:26:49,680 --> 01:26:50,200 Speaker 5: of the evolution? 1672 01:26:51,000 --> 01:26:53,600 Speaker 4: Nah, I'm growing it back like my. 1673 01:26:56,400 --> 01:26:57,800 Speaker 1: It's not as short as it was at first. 1674 01:26:59,160 --> 01:27:02,680 Speaker 4: I coult my hair because I wanted a full head 1675 01:27:02,760 --> 01:27:06,559 Speaker 4: of her like I had, like the the pushback line 1676 01:27:06,840 --> 01:27:08,760 Speaker 4: all the way around. I ain't want it was like 1677 01:27:08,840 --> 01:27:13,639 Speaker 4: in a mohawk loan. So you're going back to the braids, 1678 01:27:14,439 --> 01:27:16,040 Speaker 4: and I'm going back. You like the braid. 1679 01:27:18,080 --> 01:27:19,439 Speaker 1: I think you look more. 1680 01:27:19,920 --> 01:27:22,040 Speaker 5: I think I think when you first cut your hair, 1681 01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:25,840 Speaker 5: it gave you a more polished, grown up not so 1682 01:27:26,000 --> 01:27:26,759 Speaker 5: good nigga. 1683 01:27:26,560 --> 01:27:28,400 Speaker 4: Look so like you like the waves. 1684 01:27:31,520 --> 01:27:34,240 Speaker 1: No, you're still in that you're still in that range 1685 01:27:34,280 --> 01:27:37,960 Speaker 1: of like, you know, suit and tie. You know what 1686 01:27:37,960 --> 01:27:39,720 Speaker 1: I'm saying. Not I mean not with all the jewely on, 1687 01:27:39,760 --> 01:27:40,559 Speaker 1: but I'm talking. 1688 01:27:40,360 --> 01:27:42,400 Speaker 5: From the neck of you know what I'm saying, I'm 1689 01:27:42,400 --> 01:27:48,720 Speaker 5: pretty finessed. Yeah, like almost corporate, almost go corporate with that. 1690 01:27:49,200 --> 01:27:51,640 Speaker 5: You can't go corporate with them, so you don't have 1691 01:27:51,720 --> 01:27:52,200 Speaker 5: to go corporate. 1692 01:27:52,400 --> 01:27:53,800 Speaker 4: So what image prefer? 1693 01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:55,240 Speaker 1: What makes you happy? 1694 01:27:56,040 --> 01:27:56,560 Speaker 4: Everything? 1695 01:27:57,240 --> 01:28:00,000 Speaker 1: Like you like the braids because you're growing them back. 1696 01:28:00,080 --> 01:28:02,120 Speaker 4: I'm growing it baker because I feel like my heir 1697 01:28:02,240 --> 01:28:03,680 Speaker 4: is my strength. There's just some ship I. 1698 01:28:03,720 --> 01:28:08,800 Speaker 1: Got that's that that that juice fast probably helped your 1699 01:28:08,800 --> 01:28:09,360 Speaker 1: hair grow to. 1700 01:28:11,080 --> 01:28:14,200 Speaker 4: Yah, But I got this what sugar, actually got this 1701 01:28:14,479 --> 01:28:17,920 Speaker 4: oil that's finna come out. My girl, I invested in 1702 01:28:18,000 --> 01:28:21,519 Speaker 4: her some or it's called oh so clever. It's not 1703 01:28:21,560 --> 01:28:24,720 Speaker 4: even after my daughter. My daughter name is clever. And 1704 01:28:25,760 --> 01:28:28,080 Speaker 4: she been using this all for like six months from 1705 01:28:28,120 --> 01:28:31,280 Speaker 4: the girl who make it, and she fired and I 1706 01:28:31,479 --> 01:28:34,720 Speaker 4: use her or your hair grow. She got it for 1707 01:28:34,800 --> 01:28:37,120 Speaker 4: the babies, she got it for the she got a 1708 01:28:37,200 --> 01:28:41,719 Speaker 4: hold like a baby thing. So we went into business 1709 01:28:41,800 --> 01:28:47,479 Speaker 4: together and so we got so clever. So it's it's 1710 01:28:47,560 --> 01:28:52,400 Speaker 4: it's it's her growth, the shampoo condition and everything. Yes 1711 01:28:52,920 --> 01:29:02,080 Speaker 4: that mama not forget her because Mama and Sugar get 1712 01:29:02,160 --> 01:29:05,559 Speaker 4: there and sold it because it's actually some real good oil. 1713 01:29:06,200 --> 01:29:07,120 Speaker 4: We all use it. 1714 01:29:07,560 --> 01:29:10,080 Speaker 1: Looks well, look if this is a testamenty to that. 1715 01:29:17,040 --> 01:29:23,920 Speaker 3: Right advertising you want to tell because. 1716 01:29:24,280 --> 01:29:28,479 Speaker 4: You know, but yo yo yo yo, Yeah, Sugar, there's 1717 01:29:28,520 --> 01:29:30,439 Speaker 4: my dog. There's my dog. There's my dog. 1718 01:29:30,560 --> 01:29:33,160 Speaker 3: All right, Well, thank you so much for coming once again. 1719 01:29:33,360 --> 01:29:35,800 Speaker 3: Ardur woar November twenty second. I can't wait when the 1720 01:29:35,880 --> 01:29:37,439 Speaker 3: next time you come on with what's going to be 1721 01:29:37,479 --> 01:29:40,240 Speaker 3: happening then, because every single. 1722 01:29:40,160 --> 01:29:44,120 Speaker 1: Time it's a level another level of lot. Yeah, we 1723 01:29:44,240 --> 01:29:44,800 Speaker 1: love you. 1724 01:29:44,840 --> 01:29:46,920 Speaker 4: Know you've been trying to get in, Sugar. 1725 01:29:47,960 --> 01:29:49,559 Speaker 1: By that means they're trying to get a city. 1726 01:29:51,439 --> 01:29:52,360 Speaker 4: I think it was Miami. 1727 01:29:52,560 --> 01:29:56,840 Speaker 1: Okay, so you would do it, if Sugar want to 1728 01:29:56,880 --> 01:29:57,600 Speaker 1: do it, you would do it. 1729 01:29:58,320 --> 01:29:59,280 Speaker 4: To a certain extent. 1730 01:29:59,520 --> 01:30:01,640 Speaker 1: Okay, I get you. 1731 01:30:02,080 --> 01:30:04,719 Speaker 4: I want to just be like you know what I'm saying, 1732 01:30:04,840 --> 01:30:08,080 Speaker 4: like because I still like I'm a real good rapper, 1733 01:30:08,520 --> 01:30:12,439 Speaker 4: like we know fan base, and I got like a career. 1734 01:30:12,520 --> 01:30:15,280 Speaker 4: I want to I feel like loving Pop is a career. 1735 01:30:16,920 --> 01:30:19,080 Speaker 4: Maybe his people have been on the fifteen years. 1736 01:30:19,560 --> 01:30:23,479 Speaker 1: You know, coming amazing. 1737 01:30:23,560 --> 01:30:24,320 Speaker 4: I'm there. 1738 01:30:24,400 --> 01:30:28,040 Speaker 1: Like Trina, you know that she's not a super long 1739 01:30:28,680 --> 01:30:31,639 Speaker 1: like she already made her Yeah, and it really it's 1740 01:30:31,680 --> 01:30:33,000 Speaker 1: all about and this is what I have to learn 1741 01:30:33,000 --> 01:30:33,960 Speaker 1: to It's all about the women. 1742 01:30:34,200 --> 01:30:37,000 Speaker 3: You guys are just like the sauce. You know that 1743 01:30:37,160 --> 01:30:38,519 Speaker 3: you don't got to be on there all the time. 1744 01:30:38,600 --> 01:30:39,400 Speaker 3: It's about the women. 1745 01:30:39,520 --> 01:30:42,320 Speaker 4: That's like the fact that I have two three women 1746 01:30:42,439 --> 01:30:45,040 Speaker 4: at the time what they like. But like, like I said, 1747 01:30:45,040 --> 01:30:47,599 Speaker 4: I'm leaving it up to shore. I'm done. 1748 01:30:47,960 --> 01:30:50,519 Speaker 1: Okay, I'm done, Like, but you make your appearances on 1749 01:30:50,600 --> 01:30:51,120 Speaker 1: there for sure. 1750 01:30:51,360 --> 01:30:53,360 Speaker 4: I'm talking about I'm done with the women. 1751 01:30:54,160 --> 01:30:58,799 Speaker 1: He's monogamous now, yeah, still get down. Did she brings somebody? 1752 01:30:59,000 --> 01:30:59,760 Speaker 4: If she do it? 1753 01:31:00,240 --> 01:31:01,280 Speaker 1: But it's not your choice. 1754 01:31:02,880 --> 01:31:07,120 Speaker 4: I feel like I feel like I'm you got to 1755 01:31:07,240 --> 01:31:10,160 Speaker 4: invest a lot of time and energy and a person 1756 01:31:10,200 --> 01:31:12,080 Speaker 4: when you're dealing with them and when you bring them home, 1757 01:31:12,760 --> 01:31:15,400 Speaker 4: when you bring around your kids, and when you dealing 1758 01:31:15,439 --> 01:31:16,960 Speaker 4: with them day to day. You got to invest a 1759 01:31:17,000 --> 01:31:19,040 Speaker 4: lot of time and energy. And when they go bad. 1760 01:31:19,800 --> 01:31:22,519 Speaker 4: M Yeah, and it's like the third time and it 1761 01:31:22,600 --> 01:31:25,080 Speaker 4: went bad for me. So and she always said, I 1762 01:31:25,200 --> 01:31:27,559 Speaker 4: told you let me you. I tell you what YouTube. 1763 01:31:27,920 --> 01:31:31,000 Speaker 1: Yeah she probably got a better discernment. Yeah, choose better 1764 01:31:31,040 --> 01:31:31,240 Speaker 1: than you. 1765 01:31:33,560 --> 01:31:39,320 Speaker 4: So next time y'all see me, we might right, not 1766 01:31:39,479 --> 01:31:43,040 Speaker 4: even in her field. Whatever she want to do, all. 1767 01:31:43,000 --> 01:31:44,200 Speaker 1: Right, with a revolving door. 1768 01:31:44,400 --> 01:31:48,040 Speaker 3: But thank you again, and listen, you're always welcome up here. 1769 01:31:48,120 --> 01:31:50,080 Speaker 3: We have such a great time chopping it up with you. 1770 01:31:51,040 --> 01:31:52,800 Speaker 3: And next time when you come back and you check 1771 01:31:52,840 --> 01:31:54,519 Speaker 3: in with us after the therapy and we see a 1772 01:31:54,600 --> 01:31:59,240 Speaker 3: whole nother level unlocked, that's gonna be amazing, amazing. 1773 01:31:59,439 --> 01:32:03,280 Speaker 4: Right, all right, nice to see y'all. Yeah, nice to 1774 01:32:03,400 --> 01:32:04,680 Speaker 4: meet you. We love that. 1775 01:32:04,680 --> 01:32:07,599 Speaker 1: I can't believe he smoked that whole thing right here. 1776 01:32:08,040 --> 01:32:14,720 Speaker 4: I could, damn And I was getting hot. I get 1777 01:32:14,800 --> 01:32:17,360 Speaker 4: to talking, I get to get hot, ship 1778 01:32:18,160 --> 01:32:21,120 Speaker 1: Right, but you're at first it slip service to