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Speaker 2: A cultural renaissance.

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Speaker 1: Organizing at the forefront of the movement. I'm Maria Inojosa,

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Speaker 1: nose Bayan, Hey, Latino USA listener, Here's a show from

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Speaker 3: April first, twenty twenty one. I graduate in one month,

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Speaker 3: just one. It feels like, no matter how much I

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Speaker 3: say it, it's just not going to feel real until

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Speaker 3: it's time. I think I'm just at a point where

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Speaker 3: I'm just trying to figure out how I feel about everything.

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Speaker 3: I just need something now. I need it, I want it,

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Speaker 3: but most importantly, I think I'm ready for it.

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Speaker 1: From Putromedia and PRX, It's Latino USA by Marieo Horosa. Today,

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Speaker 1: one student shares her story of lass and growth after

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Speaker 1: the pandemic her senior year of college upside down. Sandy

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Speaker 1: fleurimond A first generation Haitian American student at Temple University

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Speaker 1: in Philadelphia, was really looking forward to her senior year

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Speaker 1: of college. She had dreams of studying abroad, and she

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Speaker 1: had a vision of seeing herself graduating on a field

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Speaker 1: full of friends and family. But being a college student

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Speaker 1: in twenty twenty meant that a lot of these long

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Speaker 1: awaited milestones didn't go according to plan. In collaboration with

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Speaker 1: Philly Audiodiaries, an organization that trains young people in Philadelphia

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Speaker 1: to tell their own stories, Sandy takes a look back

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Speaker 1: on the things the pandemic took away from her in

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Speaker 1: such a pivotal year, but also the things that she

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Speaker 1: learned about herself, leading her to forge her own path

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Speaker 1: in a moment of a lot of uncertainty. Here's Sandy Plurimond.

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Speaker 3: I've always wanted to do something big for myself. Run

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Speaker 3: a marathon, write a book, go bungee jumping. However, as

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Speaker 3: a first generation kid to Haitian immigrants in New York City,

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Speaker 3: for a long time, doing something big just meant graduating

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Speaker 3: from college. It was everything my parents talked about. All

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Speaker 3: the struggles of attempting to achieve the American dream were

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Speaker 3: worth it. Once they got to see both of their

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Speaker 3: kids with degrees in hand. In twenty seventeen, I moved

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Speaker 3: to Philadelphia to study at Temple University. Definitely, the first

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Speaker 3: night and my dorm was really eye opening. I remember

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Speaker 3: just staying up for almost three hours, just crying and

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Speaker 3: feeling really overwhelmed with just like the emotion that I

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Speaker 3: excited too. Although I was by myself, my mom still

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Speaker 3: called me every single morning for the four years of

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Speaker 3: my undergrad him, Mamma, Hi, sorry I missed your call. Mama,

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Speaker 3: I'm good, I'm good. They were never long conversations, usually

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Speaker 3: no more than five minutes, and they were always about

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Speaker 3: Every day those three questions in some sort of rotation.

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Speaker 3: My mom's worked in the kitchen at an Italian restaurant

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Speaker 3: everything else outside of those things didn't exist in those

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Speaker 3: decided to switch my major from journalism to media studies

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Speaker 3: and so that's definitely why I went with media studies.

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Speaker 3: My mom gave me the answer I expected her to

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Speaker 3: During the course, my professor, Ann Hoffman let me know

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Speaker 3: Philly Audio Diaries. It was a program that taught young

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Speaker 3: me realize that this was something much bigger than a class.

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Speaker 3: Declaring a media studies major was one of the first

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Speaker 2: I wanted to study abroad.

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Speaker 3: It was definitely something I always wanted to do, but

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Speaker 3: I did it pretty much all on my own, like

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Speaker 3: One day, I let myself have the thought, what if

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Speaker 3: The hallways were filled with people talking about different theories

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Speaker 3: Honestly, you wouldn't tell that COVID was happening during those

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Speaker 3: April fourteenth, twenty twenty. It's the tenth day of quarantine

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Speaker 4: One, ladies and gentlemen, a very warm welcome.

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Speaker 2: Seminal five Hairite London.

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Speaker 3: Once I touched down in London, I felt like it

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Speaker 3: Kind of sounded like Lizzie MacGuire a bit there,