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Speaker 1: Hello, everybody, Welcome to the Sunday Sampler. Hopefully you like

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Speaker 1: some of this. If you do, go check out the

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Speaker 1: podcast specifically for it. On the Bobby Cast, Sarah Beth

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Speaker 1: Tait joined me. I had a huge surprise for her.

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Speaker 1: There were tears.

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Speaker 2: Check it out.

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Speaker 1: We'll start with this Take This Personally from Morgan Heelsman.

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Speaker 1: She talked with a physician and neuroscience expert about had

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Speaker 1: to heal from having anxiety and what steps that you

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Speaker 1: can take to stop the alarms that people here when

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Speaker 1: they get anxious. Well, you'll hear four things with Amy Brown,

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Speaker 1: Sore Losers, Movie Mike, and so much more. But let's

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Speaker 1: get started with a clip from Take This Personally with

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Speaker 1: Morgan Heulsman.

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Speaker 3: Personally super exciting right now because I'm joined by doctor

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Speaker 3: Russell Kennedy, otherwise known as the Anxiety MD on social media.

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Speaker 3: He's a physician, neuroscience expert, among many other things.

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Speaker 4: How are you doing today?

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Speaker 5: I'm great, Morgan, How are you?

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Speaker 3: I'm doing good? And I'm really excited to really talk

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Speaker 3: to you about anxiety, because, man, I think anxiety has

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Speaker 3: a little bit of people out there who don't understand

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Speaker 3: it quite as well.

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Speaker 1: As they should.

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Speaker 5: Anxiety in your mind is really a state of alarm

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Speaker 5: in your body, physiological survival based alarm that you probably

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Speaker 5: had since you were a child.

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Speaker 3: So we know that talking about things is really good

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Speaker 3: for this mental aspect. But if somebody would want to

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Speaker 3: work on fixing that alarm, how do they go about

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Speaker 5: So first of all, you find it in your body.

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Speaker 5: So what I will tell people is that when you're

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Speaker 5: really worried, when you're really anxious about something, And I

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Speaker 5: had a patient I talked about this in the book

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Speaker 5: whose father died when she was ten in an industrial accident.

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Speaker 5: He went out to work one summer morning and then

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Speaker 5: suitcase for a quick exit or leave, you know, so

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Speaker 5: she'll get into this thing where she convinces herself that

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Speaker 5: her husband is leaving her. Now, her husband's a really

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Speaker 5: So when I tell her, like, whenever you start searching

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Speaker 5: paranoid that he's going to leave you, it's like, this

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Speaker 5: is not This is not you today, this is you

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Speaker 5: when you were ten years old and you're trying to reconcile.

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Speaker 5: You're trying to make sense of that whole situation. So

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Speaker 5: it's really realizing, Okay, this is actually a feeling. Like

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Speaker 5: I get her to say, where do you get this feeling?

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Speaker 5: Like it's in your body somewhere, and she says, well,

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Speaker 5: it's this pressure. It's kind of like an hourglass around

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Speaker 5: thing where the middle of the hourglass was squeezing her heart,

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Speaker 5: and she said it fell hollow and black and alone.

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Speaker 5: And I really get people to look into their bodies

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Speaker 5: when they're anxious, because the anxiety that the worries will

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Speaker 5: and going and going. But if you find this place

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Speaker 5: and just when you get anxious and I don't even

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Speaker 5: like that word. I like the word alarm better than anxious.

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Speaker 5: But even when you get anxious or alarmed, start searching

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Speaker 5: your body for this energy rather than getting stuck in

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Speaker 5: the endless machinations of your mind, because you're never going

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Speaker 5: to find healing in your mind. The healing comes from

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Speaker 5: binding this place in your body, which I believe is

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Speaker 5: your younger self. So that part of her that searches

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Speaker 5: old self, her amygdalad or insula. The parts of our

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Speaker 5: brain that kind of record our experiences through life have

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Speaker 3: And when you find that, then how do you start

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Speaker 6: Does it ever go away?

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Speaker 3: Did the alarm ever go away? Or are you just

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Speaker 2: But here's the kicker. I have it.

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Speaker 5: I still have it today, like I still have alarm

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Speaker 5: it's like the old It's like the T shirt that says,

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Speaker 5: I'm in my own little world. But it's okay. They

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Speaker 5: know me here, you know, I know it now, So

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Speaker 5: it's like I'm familiar with the sensation, and I don't

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Speaker 5: So they become addictive in a way because they give

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Speaker 5: But they it becomes so habitual that they take you over,

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Speaker 5: and it's like OCD. When someone has OCD, they may

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Speaker 5: start with, you know, tapping the doorknob three times, but

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Speaker 5: which is what we do with worries. The worries actually

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Speaker 5: make the uncertain a little more certain. That's what worries do.

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Speaker 5: we get addicted to that. So if you're addicted to worries,

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Speaker 5: how are you going to stop? How are you going

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Speaker 5: human brain doesn't do anything where there isn't a reward.

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Speaker 5: So we're actually rewarded for our worries. And when we heal,

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Speaker 5: we have to go into our body resolve that alarm

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Speaker 5: that's driving, that's providing the energy for the worries in

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Speaker 5: the first place. And when we resolve that alarmed, the

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Speaker 5: they become so weak that we can see them as worries.

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Speaker 1: Are you an organized person?

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Speaker 2: Now?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? You keep a calendar? Yeah, like what's your in

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Speaker 1: your phone? You have a calendar of like stuff?

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Speaker 2: What do you put in your rights?

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Speaker 1: Okay, like mine everything is like colored right, like I

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Speaker 1: have like five This is how do you organize yours?

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Speaker 7: Okay, maybe I'm not as organized as I am.

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Speaker 1: Higher don't compare. Don't compare yourself to me. Because I am.

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Speaker 1: It's like one of the things that I'm prideful of.

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Speaker 1: But it's again, it's a survival thing. Yeah, I need

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Speaker 1: everything mapped out exactly, which is great right now. It

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Speaker 1: depends who you're talking to. Yes, I can be a

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Speaker 7: I actually have been wanting to lately get a ritch you.

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Speaker 1: It's all cute for a minute. It's like going to

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Speaker 1: get a butter churner. It's like it was fun for

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Speaker 7: Okay, you're about to save me money because I was

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Speaker 7: a butter turner.

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Speaker 1: but it's annoying. What are you trying to prove? You're

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Speaker 1: carrying around paper? And also if it gets wet, it sucks.

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Speaker 1: You gotta have a pin. It's like do a your

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Speaker 1: pinw to borrow a pin? Now you got COVID because

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Speaker 1: the pin had COVID on it. You don't need that.

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Speaker 1: You can't put in your pocket. Just do it on

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Speaker 7: Okay. It's the writer in me. I want to see it.

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Speaker 1: It is romantic to write, Yes, I bet you.

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Speaker 7: I want to romanticize my schedule.

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Speaker 1: Okay, pull up your phone?

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Speaker 6: Phone with you?

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Speaker 7: No, I don't.

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Speaker 1: I do not. I want to romanticize.

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Speaker 7: I'm off the grid.

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Speaker 1: No, I mail all my correspondents.

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Speaker 7: I very much, so have my phone.

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Speaker 8: You're making me nervous with what I'm supposed to be nothing.

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Speaker 1: Is this a little test?

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Speaker 2: What do you have? What is today?

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Speaker 2: What do you do? What do you have for today?

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Speaker 2: Okay? Like it?

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Speaker 1: What about tomorrow?

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Speaker 7: A doctor's appointment?

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Speaker 2: What about?

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Speaker 1: Let me just move on here? The twenty fifth? Do

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Speaker 1: you have anything October twenty fifth? I have?

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Speaker 8: Oh my daughter's birthday is the twenty seventh, but I

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Speaker 8: have nothing that Friday.

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Speaker 1: Okay, So that's cool. Because what I would like to

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Speaker 1: invite you to do at some friends. You're gonna make

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Speaker 1: your Ofrey debut?

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Speaker 7: No, are you serious? Are you kidding me?

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Speaker 1: I'm not kidding you. What so if your calendar is free,

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Speaker 1: how would you like to.

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Speaker 7: Oh my god, you have got to be joking.

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Speaker 7: What is that happening right now? Did you want to

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Speaker 1: You haven't answered the questions?

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Speaker 7: Yes, absolutely, I will be there.

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Speaker 8: Oh my gosh, I thought you were just did you

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Speaker 1: Just like, what do you mean.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, that would be funny. No, I didn't make

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Speaker 1: it up that the texting had nothing to do with this.

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh.

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Speaker 1: But the Oprey would like to invite you to come

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Speaker 1: out and make your Oprey debut on October twenty fifth.

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Speaker 7: Oh my gosh, I cannot believe this.

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Speaker 1: How does that make you feel?

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Speaker 6: It's just the.

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Speaker 7: Most surreal this.

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Speaker 8: I think this is the most surreal moment of my

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Speaker 7: I've just I've.

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Speaker 8: Dreamt about that for so long, and you and you

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Speaker 8: watch your heroes do that's just the one thing that

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Speaker 8: is like you've made it when you do that.

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Speaker 7: I can't believe they're going to let me do that.

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Speaker 1: They're not letting you do anything. They think you have

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Speaker 1: earned the ability to play that stage. So they're not

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Speaker 1: letting you. There's no charity involved here, there's no make

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Speaker 1: a wish. If so, I'd have gotten there a long

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Speaker 1: time early.

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Speaker 2: Wait let me play?

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Speaker 1: Uh No, then I think they have an appreciation for

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Speaker 1: what you do, how you do it, what you've created,

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Speaker 1: even with a new project.

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Speaker 7: Wow.

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Speaker 1: And so the twenty fifth Oh my gosh, I did

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Speaker 12: We're gonna do it live. Oh the one, two, three,

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Speaker 6: What up, everybody? I am lunchbox.

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Speaker 13: I know the most about sports, so I'll give you

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Speaker 14: It's Sison. I'm from the North. I'm an alpha male.

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Speaker 14: Oh to be determined.

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Speaker 12: Not another birthday?

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Speaker 6: Oh no, that yeah, it happens once a year.

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Speaker 13: for the most part, you know exactly what they have,

446
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:18,520
Speaker 13: and you know exactly what you're gonna order.

447
00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:21,600
Speaker 14: Spicy chicken, regular chicken, pimento cheese. They've got the now.

448
00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:23,639
Speaker 14: Someplaces got the Burger Spot, they got the lemonade. They

449
00:23:23,680 --> 00:23:25,679
Speaker 14: got the sweet lemonade with the lemonade on our old Palmer.

450
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:30,639
Speaker 14: No ice cream, maybe ice cream, no ice cream, chicken nuggets,

451
00:23:30,840 --> 00:23:34,280
Speaker 14: chicken minies, the large waffle fries, medium with waffle fries.

452
00:23:34,680 --> 00:23:37,600
Speaker 6: There you go. So just sitting there.

453
00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:38,520
Speaker 12: Back to Kroger.

454
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:42,919
Speaker 13: Yeah, back to Kroger. Another five minutes goes by and

455
00:23:43,000 --> 00:23:47,600
Speaker 13: here comes Thomas walking up. You got some blue gloves

456
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:51,000
Speaker 13: on and I my, He's like, oh, did you need

457
00:23:51,040 --> 00:23:51,560
Speaker 13: some help, sir?

458
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:54,159
Speaker 12: He's got the OJ gloves on. Hey man, I just

459
00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:54,960
Speaker 12: needed a balloon.

460
00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:56,639
Speaker 13: I was like, yeah, man, I was just trying to

461
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:59,479
Speaker 13: get these balloons blown up because oh yeah, I heard

462
00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:04,200
Speaker 13: them pageing sorry about that, I was on break. Cool,

463
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,600
Speaker 13: So you couldn't have like called them back and said, hey,

464
00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:07,200
Speaker 13: I'm on break.

465
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:08,760
Speaker 6: Can you get someone else to do it? You just

466
00:24:09,200 --> 00:24:11,159
Speaker 6: and he was like, and my break had just started.

467
00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:13,400
Speaker 12: It was a fifteen minute or American way.

468
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:15,280
Speaker 13: And I'm like, oh, cool, man, I'm glad I had

469
00:24:15,280 --> 00:24:17,200
Speaker 13: to sit here and wait while you took your damn break.

470
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:20,000
Speaker 13: I mean, I know, hey, listen, I gotta be honest.

471
00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:23,320
Speaker 13: I'm glad you got a break, but I mean you

472
00:24:23,320 --> 00:24:25,160
Speaker 13: could at least let someone know you were on break

473
00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:27,439
Speaker 13: instead of me sitting here for fifteen freaking minutes. I

474
00:24:27,480 --> 00:24:29,800
Speaker 13: really only waited eleven minutes because I guess you were

475
00:24:29,840 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 13: four minutes into your break before I paged you.

476
00:24:32,160 --> 00:24:34,440
Speaker 6: But cool, He's like, do you know what color ribbon

477
00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:35,119
Speaker 6: you want?

478
00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:37,640
Speaker 13: I'm like, oh, orange is fine, man, all right, make

479
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:41,480
Speaker 13: it rainbow and he blows up the three bo.

480
00:24:43,119 --> 00:24:45,320
Speaker 12: That was jump scared dude, he popped it.

481
00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:46,200
Speaker 6: Oh too much air?

482
00:24:46,400 --> 00:24:47,439
Speaker 12: What was that like in person?

483
00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:48,040
Speaker 6: That was loud?

484
00:24:48,040 --> 00:24:48,119
Speaker 8: On?

485
00:24:48,520 --> 00:24:50,080
Speaker 6: I was scary? Scary?

486
00:24:50,160 --> 00:24:51,080
Speaker 12: Is it scare of the kid?

487
00:24:51,359 --> 00:24:53,720
Speaker 13: Well, my kid's not with me? Oh, because the kid

488
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:55,639
Speaker 13: I'm gonna put him at the kitchen table. So when

489
00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:57,479
Speaker 13: he wakes up in the morning. This is at eight

490
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,439
Speaker 13: o'clock at night, so he's already in bed, right.

491
00:24:59,320 --> 00:25:01,360
Speaker 14: But you said they're I can remember anyways, so who

492
00:25:01,400 --> 00:25:04,400
Speaker 14: gives a shit? Well, let him come and see the surprise,

493
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:07,119
Speaker 14: experience the surprise. He'll forget about it in five years.

494
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:11,920
Speaker 6: No, No, but he would remember the next morning because

495
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:13,320
Speaker 6: he'd already have seen the balloon.

496
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:15,800
Speaker 14: Right, But their memories aren't that developed. These in five years,

497
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,320
Speaker 14: he's not gonna remember, right, But that morning, I want

498
00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:19,480
Speaker 14: it to be a surprise. I want to see the

499
00:25:19,520 --> 00:25:20,639
Speaker 14: excitement on his face.

500
00:25:20,840 --> 00:25:25,080
Speaker 12: Kids are basically eighty year old old with dementia.

501
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:28,120
Speaker 13: They really, when you think about it, they are. It's

502
00:25:28,160 --> 00:25:31,440
Speaker 13: so weird that they don't remember anything, Like they don't

503
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:33,400
Speaker 13: really have memories before five years.

504
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,840
Speaker 12: Old, correct, So it's really just a mini dementia.

505
00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:39,360
Speaker 6: So when we do all these events and cool things

506
00:25:40,280 --> 00:25:42,200
Speaker 6: and they won't remember it, I sit there and think,

507
00:25:42,200 --> 00:25:44,760
Speaker 6: I'm like, damn, they're never gonna remember this. This is

508
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 6: crazy to me.

509
00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:49,280
Speaker 14: Shouldn't have said that's actually sad family members have dementia.

510
00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:50,080
Speaker 2: It's it's sad.

511
00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 14: It's a terrible it's a terrible disease. Terrible, man, it

512
00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:55,800
Speaker 14: might be the worst one. I'd rather go than not

513
00:25:55,840 --> 00:25:57,639
Speaker 14: be able to remember. Crap, you got your own wife

514
00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:58,159
Speaker 14: in front of you.

515
00:25:58,160 --> 00:25:58,879
Speaker 2: You're like, who are you?

516
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,119
Speaker 12: WHOA look at those I know you.

517
00:26:01,160 --> 00:26:01,800
Speaker 10: I'm your wife.

518
00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:05,960
Speaker 6: Yeah, that's that's that's a tough one, man. So back

519
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,080
Speaker 6: to more positive news.

520
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:09,440
Speaker 13: So he pulls out a number three balloon, another one

521
00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:11,520
Speaker 13: and fills it up and he's like, all right, here

522
00:26:11,560 --> 00:26:13,159
Speaker 13: you go, just take this the register to pay for it.

523
00:26:13,200 --> 00:26:14,520
Speaker 6: I'm like, no, no, here's my receipt.

524
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:17,720
Speaker 13: Man already paid, tried to, They tried to make me

525
00:26:17,760 --> 00:26:18,120
Speaker 13: pay again.

526
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:19,520
Speaker 6: I'm like, no, no, I got a receipt man.

527
00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:19,680
Speaker 5: You know.

528
00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:21,720
Speaker 13: It's like, oh, okay, cool, we'll have a great day,

529
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:24,879
Speaker 13: enjoy the birthday. I'm like thanks, man, And then I

530
00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:28,679
Speaker 13: walk out and I go home and I forgot to

531
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:31,399
Speaker 13: get a cake, so I had to go back the

532
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:32,400
Speaker 13: next day and get a cake.

533
00:26:32,600 --> 00:26:33,680
Speaker 12: Same dude, Thomas.

534
00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 13: No, No, I went to the bakery that time and

535
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 13: I asked him to put my son's name on it,

536
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:40,760
Speaker 13: and they misspelled the name.

537
00:26:42,400 --> 00:26:46,160
Speaker 12: Oh oh oh yeah, that you have.

538
00:26:47,800 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 13: Quinn Yeah, And they put Finn Cam. Yeah, and they

539
00:26:53,640 --> 00:27:02,320
Speaker 13: put con Jalen. Yeah, what did I name? Heisman Trophy finalists?

540
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:05,560
Speaker 13: But they misspelled the name and I was like, oh whatever,

541
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:07,920
Speaker 13: I don't care, man, just whatever, Like, I'm not gonna

542
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:10,159
Speaker 13: argue with you, dude, I totally hear. It was supposed

543
00:27:10,160 --> 00:27:11,720
Speaker 13: to be it was supposed to be an A and

544
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:14,600
Speaker 13: they put an O instead. But I'm like, I'm not

545
00:27:14,600 --> 00:27:15,359
Speaker 13: gonna mess with it.

546
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,600
Speaker 14: We at the CARES team, remember we used to have

547
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:20,359
Speaker 14: to do that. Cakes balloons they screw up all the time,

548
00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:23,120
Speaker 14: all the time. Yeah, the spelling is always an issue,

549
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:27,240
Speaker 14: the exact size of it, if it's cursive, if it's

550
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:28,080
Speaker 14: even legible.

551
00:27:28,320 --> 00:27:28,880
Speaker 12: It's a lot.

552
00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:31,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, but yeah, that was the birthday.

553
00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:31,359
Speaker 12: Man.

554
00:27:31,400 --> 00:27:33,480
Speaker 13: He loved the balloons. The balloon is still up. We

555
00:27:33,600 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 13: still play with the number three balloon. Baby Box accidentally

556
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:40,480
Speaker 13: broke the string on the Paul Patrol balloon that morning,

557
00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:42,840
Speaker 13: and so it's just sitting on the kitchen ceiling and

558
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 13: they keep asking me when you're gonna get that down,

559
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:45,760
Speaker 13: and I keep forgetting.

560
00:27:45,359 --> 00:27:47,359
Speaker 14: And I just remembered right now that it's still sitting

561
00:27:47,440 --> 00:27:49,840
Speaker 14: up there. Give it three more days, it'll be down.

562
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:50,160
Speaker 2: That's right.

563
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:52,480
Speaker 13: Uh So, Yeah, that was it. That was his birthday party.

564
00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:54,080
Speaker 13: But it was just took me back to the hole

565
00:27:54,880 --> 00:27:56,600
Speaker 13: in America. You can't get help anywhere.

566
00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:56,800
Speaker 8: Man.

567
00:27:56,840 --> 00:27:59,720
Speaker 14: But did the produce guy did he end up getting

568
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,919
Speaker 14: that break? He finished it out? Oh he finished it? No,

569
00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 14: he finished it for he came.

570
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:04,160
Speaker 1: Man.

571
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,280
Speaker 4: Hey, it's Mike d and this week I'm moving Mike's

572
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:21,440
Speaker 4: movie podcast. It was really cool for me. If you

573
00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:24,040
Speaker 4: listen to my podcast, you know I am huge into

574
00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:27,720
Speaker 4: horror movies and I got to talk to two horror icons,

575
00:28:28,119 --> 00:28:31,040
Speaker 4: Robert England, who plays Freddy Krueger in the original A

576
00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:34,200
Speaker 4: Nightmare on Elm Street, and Heather Langenkamp, who plays Nancy

577
00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:37,000
Speaker 4: in that movie. They were together again celebrating the fortieth

578
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:39,760
Speaker 4: anniversary of A Nightmare on Elm Street. We dove into

579
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:42,080
Speaker 4: the movie's history through numbers. So I'll play a little

580
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:43,760
Speaker 4: bit of that for you now, but be sure to

581
00:28:43,800 --> 00:28:46,120
Speaker 4: go check out this full episode. You can check out

582
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,840
Speaker 4: clips all my socials at Mike Dstro But right now,

583
00:28:48,840 --> 00:28:50,960
Speaker 4: here's just a little bit of my interview with Robert

584
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:54,880
Speaker 4: England and Heather langen Camp aka Freddy Krueger and Nancy.

585
00:28:56,720 --> 00:28:59,640
Speaker 4: So I want to do a buy the numbers interview

586
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,880
Speaker 4: to see how many number related questions we're here to

587
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:04,320
Speaker 4: get in here, Starting off with forty it's been forty

588
00:29:04,360 --> 00:29:06,640
Speaker 4: years since the movie came out. The next number is

589
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:10,520
Speaker 4: thirty two. The entire movie was filmed in thirty two days. Heather,

590
00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 4: what was your favorite day on set?

591
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:12,520
Speaker 8: Oh?

592
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:14,880
Speaker 16: Gosh, probably the days I didn't have a big makeup

593
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,600
Speaker 16: I mean a big stunt or something. I know, the

594
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:21,240
Speaker 16: day with Johnny when we're walking across the bridge in Venice,

595
00:29:21,480 --> 00:29:25,160
Speaker 16: or the day with Amanda where we're at the party

596
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:28,800
Speaker 16: and where you know, first talking about Freddy. Those days

597
00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:32,000
Speaker 16: were really luxurious because there wasn't a lot of tension

598
00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:34,080
Speaker 16: acting and I could just hang out with everybody and

599
00:29:34,480 --> 00:29:37,320
Speaker 16: have a great time. Most other days when we did

600
00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:40,719
Speaker 16: do like the bathtub scene or chase scenes, all of

601
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:43,400
Speaker 16: those were really you know, you don't have a lot

602
00:29:43,400 --> 00:29:44,520
Speaker 16: of time. You have to be on your mark, you

603
00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:46,800
Speaker 16: have to know exactly what you're doing. A lot more pressure,

604
00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,080
Speaker 16: a lot less time to hang out and just kind

605
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:51,640
Speaker 16: of have a great time on set with my co stars.

606
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:55,200
Speaker 17: Any day when I'm getting the makeup off, yeah that's happy.

607
00:29:55,240 --> 00:29:58,360
Speaker 17: But I got the makeup off one day and it

608
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:01,160
Speaker 17: was a couple of you know, buddy boogers hanging from

609
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 17: my ears and underneath my chin, and Heather and I

610
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:09,920
Speaker 17: wanted to see the revolving room and this was going

611
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:13,239
Speaker 17: to be the shot of Johnny Depp's bed exploding with

612
00:30:13,280 --> 00:30:16,000
Speaker 17: all the blood coming out in a gusher like Old Faithful.

613
00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:19,960
Speaker 17: And they had this great revolving room and it was

614
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 17: the same room they used for Amanda on the ceiling,

615
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:25,960
Speaker 17: for Tina on the ceiling, but they had redressed it

616
00:30:26,000 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 17: to become Johnny Depp's bedroom.

617
00:30:28,080 --> 00:30:29,080
Speaker 6: And they had been.

618
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:31,239
Speaker 17: Working all night and they had it all ready to go,

619
00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:33,640
Speaker 17: and Heather and I walked out to watch it, you know,

620
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,680
Speaker 17: and I was still wiping some of my makeup off,

621
00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:37,080
Speaker 17: and Heather.

622
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,280
Speaker 6: Was in her little pajamas.

623
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:41,400
Speaker 17: And I remember standing out there and they spun it

624
00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:45,000
Speaker 17: the wrong way. And Wes and Jacques Kaiken, our cinematographer,

625
00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:48,640
Speaker 17: were inside in these Volkswagen bucket seats with the camera

626
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:51,680
Speaker 17: mounts so they would be upside down while the thing

627
00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:54,960
Speaker 17: they erupted and came down so it would look using

628
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:57,080
Speaker 17: gravity to make it look like it exploded. That's how

629
00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 17: they did it. They got the idea from the shining anyway,

630
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:02,040
Speaker 17: they spun it the wrong way, and all the blood

631
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:04,440
Speaker 17: came out of the windows of Johnny Depp's bedroom and

632
00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:07,360
Speaker 17: out the door of Johnny Depp's bedroom and covered West

633
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:10,479
Speaker 17: and Jacques Heiken and I remember standing with you and

634
00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:13,280
Speaker 17: we saw this puddle coming at us and I looked

635
00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:16,360
Speaker 17: down and if you know anything about movie sound stages

636
00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:20,520
Speaker 17: in Hollywood, they're all cables, electrical cables everywhere, plugged in.

637
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:23,360
Speaker 17: And I said, this doesn't look good.

638
00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:24,400
Speaker 1: Us.

639
00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:26,440
Speaker 17: The two of us ran all the way back to

640
00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:26,920
Speaker 17: the baker.

641
00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:28,320
Speaker 7: Yeah.

642
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:31,239
Speaker 17: Yeah, but we didn't get like but that's like, I

643
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,640
Speaker 17: really remember that. I remember that, yeah, because I was.

644
00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 17: I really thought something terrible was going to happen.

645
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 4: The next number is seven. That's the total number of

646
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:42,240
Speaker 4: minutes that Freddy was on screen in the first movie Robert,

647
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:45,120
Speaker 4: based on your relationship with wesb seven minutes in Heaven,

648
00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:48,360
Speaker 4: seven minutes based on your relationship with Wes Craven. Do

649
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 4: you think that was more by design because he wanted

650
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,960
Speaker 4: to keep Freddy mysterious or was it more based on

651
00:31:54,080 --> 00:31:55,080
Speaker 4: the budget of the movie.

652
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,920
Speaker 17: No, I'll tell you what I think their true truth was,

653
00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:01,320
Speaker 17: and it's because I got act says to this right

654
00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:04,000
Speaker 17: at the last minute with the final makeup tests and

655
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:11,720
Speaker 17: wardrobe tests. Both Robert Shay and Wes were petrified about

656
00:32:12,520 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 17: lighting the makeup. The makeup look great, but they were

657
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:19,560
Speaker 17: worried about the lighting. And what we discovered almost immediately,

658
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 17: because I think I had a scene with Heather pretty quickly,

659
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,959
Speaker 17: is that I could not step into the kids lighting.

660
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:32,320
Speaker 1: They were lit traditionally and attractively.

661
00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:35,160
Speaker 17: If I went in there, I became to my makeup

662
00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:38,360
Speaker 17: look too white or too pink, and so we had

663
00:32:38,360 --> 00:32:42,360
Speaker 17: to light me. And it was incumbent upon Heather and

664
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 17: Johnny Depp and Amanda Whist and everyone to step into

665
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:49,800
Speaker 17: my lighting and which was more dramatic and darker. And

666
00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:53,240
Speaker 17: that's how they solved that. But they were so nervous

667
00:32:54,200 --> 00:32:56,360
Speaker 17: about the makeup and what it would look like, and

668
00:32:56,400 --> 00:32:59,840
Speaker 17: they hadn't started seeing dailies yet or rushes yet. I

669
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:04,920
Speaker 17: think they just had minimized my screen time because of that,

670
00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 17: and there came a probably came a point where they

671
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:10,760
Speaker 17: probably wish they'd a shot more. But there's nothing in

672
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:14,080
Speaker 17: Nightmare One that I shot that's not in the movie,

673
00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:19,640
Speaker 17: except maybe a little bit on the ceiling dragging Amanda.

674
00:33:19,240 --> 00:33:22,680
Speaker 16: And also with Ronnie at the end in that burn scene.

675
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:26,280
Speaker 16: I know that. That's yeah, it's pretty short, much shorter

676
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:26,960
Speaker 16: than I think.

677
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:27,920
Speaker 2: What was shot. Yeah.

678
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,360
Speaker 17: I think I went in there and substituted at the beginning,

679
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,760
Speaker 17: and then Tony went in to stunt. My stunt Noble

680
00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 17: went in and did the flame stuff. But I know that, yeah,

681
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,440
Speaker 17: because I remember being in that room. So I must

682
00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,920
Speaker 17: have been doing something with Ronnie. I think I you know,

683
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:43,080
Speaker 17: I might have kissed her or pinned her down or

684
00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 17: whispered something in her ear and leaned up and then

685
00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:48,840
Speaker 17: I combusted, and I think they substituted the stuntman in then.

686
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:52,240
Speaker 17: That was a famous fire stunt at the time. But yeah,

687
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:54,720
Speaker 17: that except for that though, I got all the screen

688
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:57,360
Speaker 17: time that was there. But you know, no small parts,

689
00:33:57,400 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 17: only small actors.

690
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 4: The next number is seventy nine. That is the total

691
00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:04,360
Speaker 4: number of kills Freddy hess throughout the entire franchise, out

692
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,400
Speaker 4: of this movie or out of any movie. What is

693
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:08,439
Speaker 4: each of your favorite kills that Freddy has done?

694
00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:09,879
Speaker 2: Heather, what's your favorite?

695
00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:14,000
Speaker 16: I have to say the most unique and disgusting kill

696
00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:18,080
Speaker 16: was when he kills brook These in Nightmare four. Who's

697
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:21,200
Speaker 16: the cockroach and she turns into the cockroach. And that

698
00:34:21,280 --> 00:34:25,120
Speaker 16: one is funny and disgusting and grotesque, and it's also

699
00:34:25,239 --> 00:34:26,960
Speaker 16: one of my best friends getting killed.

700
00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:28,640
Speaker 12: Besides, it's also.

701
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:33,319
Speaker 17: Very Pafka esque, which really serves the surrealism.

702
00:34:33,000 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 2: And the nightmare mayor thing.

703
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:36,560
Speaker 12: I think I like the boy with the hearing aid

704
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:38,560
Speaker 12: that was brutal.

705
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:41,840
Speaker 17: Heart in part Yeah, in part six is so politically incorrect.

706
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:47,279
Speaker 17: And I always like Amanda on the ceiling. That's so disorienting.

707
00:34:47,360 --> 00:34:50,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, and it's so unexpected to the way it starts

708
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:51,600
Speaker 4: the movie, like you don't see that coming.

709
00:34:51,680 --> 00:34:52,760
Speaker 6: I remember she's.

710
00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:54,360
Speaker 17: The janetly sacrificial lamb.

711
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:56,120
Speaker 12: Yeah, that's why the lamb's in.

712
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:58,120
Speaker 17: There in that corridor school corridor.

713
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 6: Thank you, thank you so much.

714
00:35:00,280 --> 00:35:02,799
Speaker 12: It's wonderful they got a math in that interview there,

715
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:03,160
Speaker 12: I go.

716
00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:18,040
Speaker 18: Cary Line, she's a queen and talking and it was

717
00:35:18,160 --> 00:35:23,120
Speaker 18: so she's getting really not afraid to fail episode, so

718
00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:24,439
Speaker 18: just let it blow.

719
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:30,440
Speaker 4: No one can do we quiet carylne it's sound of

720
00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:31,360
Speaker 4: care alone.

721
00:35:32,920 --> 00:35:35,200
Speaker 11: Do you feel imposter syndrome? Because you are changing people's

722
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:36,960
Speaker 11: lives and you're delivering messages?

723
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:39,880
Speaker 15: But I am always like I'm gonna getting messages from people,

724
00:35:40,239 --> 00:35:42,360
Speaker 15: but I don't feel like I have a message to

725
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:43,000
Speaker 15: share with people.

726
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:44,799
Speaker 2: I think we, I think, any of us.

727
00:35:45,320 --> 00:35:48,920
Speaker 18: It's the it's the uh irony of what people like

728
00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:52,319
Speaker 18: you and me do where we like we eagerly reach

729
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:56,800
Speaker 18: for a microphone, but deep down, like have that feeling

730
00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,440
Speaker 18: in moments of like imposter syndrome or like what if

731
00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:01,719
Speaker 18: they find out I'm not really that talented or what

732
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 18: you know what I mean? And to your point about wondering,

733
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:06,399
Speaker 18: like do you have a story to tell? Well, it's

734
00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:08,880
Speaker 18: funny you say that, because like I've built my whole

735
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:13,440
Speaker 18: platform on not really my story, but encouraging other people

736
00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:16,600
Speaker 18: to recognize the power in their story. So like not

737
00:36:16,640 --> 00:36:20,480
Speaker 18: to like give you a spiritual answer to your thought.

738
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,239
Speaker 18: I really think that like each and every one of

739
00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:29,000
Speaker 18: us are created by design, with intentionality of the master

740
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 18: creator and with a purpose. And the Bible talks about

741
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:36,160
Speaker 18: how God created where his handiwork. Another translation says we're

742
00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,440
Speaker 18: his craftsmanship, which, like I love that word craft because

743
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:43,120
Speaker 18: that's that speaks to the one in a million ness

744
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 18: of each one of us, one in a billion, thiss right,

745
00:36:45,160 --> 00:36:47,600
Speaker 18: the fingerprint, the uniqueness of who we are and it

746
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:51,239
Speaker 18: says we were uh that He created us to do

747
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,839
Speaker 18: good works which were prepared in advance for us to do.

748
00:36:54,239 --> 00:36:59,040
Speaker 18: So that answers your question, Caroline, that your story is

749
00:36:59,080 --> 00:36:59,720
Speaker 18: worth telling.

750
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,080
Speaker 2: People want to know, people want to read your book.

751
00:37:02,280 --> 00:37:05,920
Speaker 15: How do you have like when did you first have

752
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:08,319
Speaker 15: conviction for what you're saying? Because I feel like too,

753
00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:11,400
Speaker 15: going back to imposter syndrome, like I've realized I can't

754
00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:16,200
Speaker 15: speak out to people unless I fully believe and know

755
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 15: for sure that what I am saying is my truth

756
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,680
Speaker 15: for me, you know, like I feel it in my bones,

757
00:37:22,719 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 15: not just have heard it, because I feel like a

758
00:37:24,120 --> 00:37:25,960
Speaker 15: lot of times with Christianity, and I would love to

759
00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:30,120
Speaker 15: hear your perspective on this. People get information that's just

760
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 15: kind of been passed down and taught to them, but

761
00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:34,200
Speaker 15: a lot of times to disconnect is there of they

762
00:37:34,200 --> 00:37:37,800
Speaker 15: don't actually have their own personal relationship, And so how

763
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 15: did you get your first conviction of like I have

764
00:37:41,080 --> 00:37:43,760
Speaker 15: to speak this because I know this is the truth,

765
00:37:44,040 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 15: and I know people have to hear this, not just

766
00:37:46,080 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 15: like I've been told this is the truth and I

767
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:48,799
Speaker 15: don't want to go to hell, so I'm gonna believe it.

768
00:37:48,880 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 2: That's a great question, and it's a big part of

769
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:51,360
Speaker 2: my story.

770
00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:54,960
Speaker 18: Like I grew up a preacher's kid, like I was

771
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:57,320
Speaker 18: in the front row of my mom and my dad's

772
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:01,560
Speaker 18: church in the suburbs, the suburbs of Cago my whole life.

773
00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:03,680
Speaker 18: And so from an early age, I felt like I

774
00:38:03,719 --> 00:38:07,400
Speaker 18: had lots of eyeballs on me and with that like

775
00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:11,480
Speaker 18: a lot of pressure, like I remember perfect oh gosh, yeah,

776
00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:13,319
Speaker 18: like where it was just like I had to set

777
00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:16,799
Speaker 18: the example right. And so what happens, though, is at

778
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:19,960
Speaker 18: a young age you can get way more focused on

779
00:38:20,280 --> 00:38:23,919
Speaker 18: like the appearance of it totally right. So I knew

780
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:26,400
Speaker 18: how to I could quote the right Bible versus I

781
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:28,799
Speaker 18: could if I raised my hand during the slow song

782
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:31,919
Speaker 18: in the worship service, like I looked the part right.

783
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:35,360
Speaker 15: Okay, so you actually subconsciously were playing the part one

784
00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:35,960
Speaker 15: hundred percent.

785
00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:38,080
Speaker 18: Well, I even like we had this like Christian version

786
00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:39,960
Speaker 18: of Boy Scouts called Royal Rangers.

787
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:42,359
Speaker 2: This is a very wounding moment in my life.

788
00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:45,759
Speaker 18: But I would I'm not very outdoorsy at all, so

789
00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,239
Speaker 18: I was already like starting out at a disadvantage. But

790
00:38:49,400 --> 00:38:53,960
Speaker 18: the troop leader every Wednesday night we would have this

791
00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:57,040
Speaker 18: like boy Scouts thing Royal Rangers it was called, and

792
00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,359
Speaker 18: he'd be like, Okay, let's start the meeting. Matthew lead

793
00:38:59,400 --> 00:39:02,719
Speaker 18: us in prayer. And next Wednesday night, Matthew lead us

794
00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:04,400
Speaker 18: in prayer. Next Wednesday night, Matthew.

795
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:05,960
Speaker 11: Lead us in prayer.

796
00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 18: Favorite well, no, I was the preacher's kid. And finally

797
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:10,880
Speaker 18: one Wednesday night, I was like, how come I have

798
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:13,400
Speaker 18: to pray? And it wasn't because I was against praying.

799
00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:17,000
Speaker 18: I just didn't like always being called out with that pressure, right,

800
00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:21,239
Speaker 18: And that one Wednesday night, for some reason, I refused

801
00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:24,960
Speaker 18: to pray and the troop leader was like trying to

802
00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:26,839
Speaker 18: make an He's like, you need to pray because you're

803
00:39:26,880 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 18: saying an example for the rest of us. I'll never

804
00:39:28,719 --> 00:39:31,920
Speaker 18: forget this moment. And I was like, like William Wallace

805
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:34,640
Speaker 18: in Braveheart, I was like, I'm not praying.

806
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:35,560
Speaker 2: You can't make me.

807
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:38,640
Speaker 18: And it wasn't again and everything against God. I just

808
00:39:38,719 --> 00:39:42,440
Speaker 18: didn't like always being singled out. And I remember getting

809
00:39:42,480 --> 00:39:45,360
Speaker 18: like kicked out of Royal Rangers and sent to my

810
00:39:45,480 --> 00:39:48,080
Speaker 18: dad's office. Really, but I'll say something like and this

811
00:39:48,200 --> 00:39:50,840
Speaker 18: was a moment that led to me finding a faith

812
00:39:50,880 --> 00:39:53,400
Speaker 18: that was real to me and not just a family connection.

813
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:55,920
Speaker 18: Was my dad's response to that, because I thought I

814
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:58,360
Speaker 18: was in trouble and my dad was like, you know

815
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:00,840
Speaker 18: he I remember he said, he said multiple times in

816
00:40:00,880 --> 00:40:03,200
Speaker 18: my life. He's like, look, when you look for God

817
00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:06,680
Speaker 18: and other people, sometimes you're going to find him because

818
00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:11,280
Speaker 18: you know God, God shines through his people. But sometimes

819
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:13,080
Speaker 18: you're going to be let down. Sometimes you're going to

820
00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:16,040
Speaker 18: be disappointed. And that's why your relationship with God needs

821
00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:19,040
Speaker 18: to be between you and him, because other people are

822
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:20,880
Speaker 18: always going to let you down because that's what we do.

823
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:23,439
Speaker 18: Where humans were broken people, there's only one who won't

824
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:24,040
Speaker 18: let you down.

825
00:40:24,480 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 2: And so I think growing up I had this.

826
00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 18: There were moments where I was like I saw how

827
00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:29,719
Speaker 18: church people acted and I was like, I don't think

828
00:40:29,719 --> 00:40:30,040
Speaker 18: I want.

829
00:40:29,920 --> 00:40:32,000
Speaker 15: Anything to do with this, no, because there is like

830
00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 15: that's the other problem is there is so much like,

831
00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:35,359
Speaker 15: oh I don't like that.

832
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:37,759
Speaker 18: So you call yourself this, but then you treat my

833
00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:40,319
Speaker 18: family this way or whatever, you know, And I just

834
00:40:40,520 --> 00:40:43,520
Speaker 18: I really credit my mom and my dad for keeping

835
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:49,000
Speaker 18: like their son's heart like soft and not hardened. But really,

836
00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:51,279
Speaker 18: I think for a long time I just was like,

837
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:54,080
Speaker 18: I'm in the family business. I think, you know, if

838
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:57,279
Speaker 18: my faith was more of a familial thing, like a

839
00:40:57,680 --> 00:41:01,640
Speaker 18: family business connection. It wasn't until I went to college

840
00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:05,680
Speaker 18: for my freshman year of college, like for the first time,

841
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:08,160
Speaker 18: nobody on that campus knew me as.

842
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:08,960
Speaker 2: The preacher's kid.

843
00:41:09,600 --> 00:41:12,200
Speaker 18: And yet I still find myself like showing up at

844
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 18: church on Sunday morning, no matter what I was doing

845
00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:18,879
Speaker 18: Saturday night, and like I remember finding my way to go,

846
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:21,560
Speaker 18: like this needs to be real to me. And so

847
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:23,520
Speaker 18: that that's a big part of my story of like

848
00:41:24,000 --> 00:41:27,440
Speaker 18: getting down beneath the surface and not like being so

849
00:41:27,520 --> 00:41:30,719
Speaker 18: focused on because that skill can serve you well.

850
00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:31,560
Speaker 2: Even now with my.

851
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:34,280
Speaker 18: Career, like I can act like I've got it all together.

852
00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:36,040
Speaker 18: I think that's why I write a lot of songs

853
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 18: about that, Like I love it.

854
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:39,799
Speaker 11: Hello my name is. That's like one of your biggest.

855
00:41:39,480 --> 00:41:41,719
Speaker 18: Ones ever, Right, Yeah, that was a and that's a

856
00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:44,000
Speaker 18: big song about just identity.

857
00:41:43,520 --> 00:41:46,319
Speaker 15: Like around all the things that we're ashamed that we are,

858
00:41:46,400 --> 00:41:50,480
Speaker 15: like regret and all the emotions that are embarrassing to

859
00:41:50,480 --> 00:41:51,320
Speaker 15: admit talk.

860
00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,000
Speaker 18: About a story that like wondering if your story matters.

861
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 18: A lot of my songs are written by people's inspired

862
00:41:57,000 --> 00:41:59,839
Speaker 18: by people's stories. So like when you say that song,

863
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,600
Speaker 18: I see the face of a guy named Jordan in Kentucky.

864
00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 2: Who wrote his story to me.

865
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:07,760
Speaker 18: And I get people sending me their stories all the time,

866
00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:10,439
Speaker 18: and they start by saying, I don't know if God

867
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:12,960
Speaker 18: could ever use my story. And what I love about

868
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,040
Speaker 18: that is like I feel like God has shown me

869
00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:17,200
Speaker 18: that he's in the junk yard business, Like he takes

870
00:42:17,239 --> 00:42:20,440
Speaker 18: the junk yards of our lives and then turns it

871
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,000
Speaker 18: in Have you ever seen like people take trash and

872
00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:25,760
Speaker 18: turn it into treasure like this crazy artwork or whatever.

873
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:27,719
Speaker 18: I feel like God does that with our stories. And

874
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:30,200
Speaker 18: so that was a guy who was an All American

875
00:42:30,239 --> 00:42:34,520
Speaker 18: athlete who got hooked on oxy and drug addiction just

876
00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:37,759
Speaker 18: spiraled his life out of control. But he went to

877
00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:40,360
Speaker 18: a recovery program, did the hard work, and like years

878
00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:44,040
Speaker 18: later he's a basketball coach and teacher and husband and father.

879
00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,440
Speaker 18: And that he inspired me to write that song Hello

880
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:49,640
Speaker 18: my Name Is because it's all about like I am

881
00:42:49,680 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 18: not my past. I'm not who the enemy says I was.

882
00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:56,480
Speaker 18: I'm not who my little town in Kentucky says I am.

883
00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:58,080
Speaker 18: Like I am who God says I am. And that's

884
00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:01,600
Speaker 18: all that matters, so talk about every single story is

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