Speaker 1: If I could think it and I say it, I
Speaker 1: believe it. And if I believe it, I could do it,
Speaker 1: and I believe I could fly, you can't say I
Speaker 1: can't say that. Shoot dead ass. Hey, I'm Cadine and
Speaker 1: we're the ellis Is. You may know us from posting
Speaker 1: funny videos with our voice and reading each other publicly
Speaker 1: as a form of therapy. Wait, I'll make you need
Speaker 1: derby most days. Wow. And one more important thing to mention,
Speaker 1: we're married. We are. We created this podcast to open
Speaker 1: dialogue about some of life's most taboo topics, things most
Speaker 1: folks don't want to talk about through the lens of
Speaker 1: a millennium married couple. Dead as is the term that
Speaker 1: we say every day. So when we say dead ass,
Speaker 1: we're actually saying facts, the truth, the whole truth, and
Speaker 1: nothing but the truth. Were about to take phillow Talk
Speaker 1: to a whole new level. Dead Ass starts right now.
Speaker 1: Still every time, story time, story time, I'm gonna take
Speaker 1: y'all back too, should I can do multiple stories, but
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take you all back to two thousand and eighteen.
Speaker 1: We were in Los Angeles and Kaden and I went
Speaker 1: E P LP P N LP and we met this
Speaker 1: young man right and he came over. I didn't know
Speaker 1: who he was. He ran over to my wife and
Speaker 1: he was just like and then my wife was like,
Speaker 1: I was like, uh, because I know who this niggle was.
Speaker 1: He turns out to be Kendle Candle. These two hugging
Speaker 1: and stuff, and I'm like, you know each other? And
Speaker 1: then you know we met on I G I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: so you don't know him, but you hugging him, you
Speaker 1: feel like, you know, I feel like you know people. Uh.
Speaker 1: Kendall was like, hey, we should get up. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take y'all out to dinner. So I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: he taking all of us out to dinner. I like
Speaker 1: this guy. So it was me you Sakari trip my
Speaker 1: brother's birthday. Yeah, he was madly. I think I've seen
Speaker 1: I've seen videos of that. She was crazy li and
Speaker 1: then um we went out to dinner and I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: so Kendall, what do you you know? What do you
Speaker 1: want to do? And he was just like, man, I'm
Speaker 1: an I'm really focusing So I like doing the social
Speaker 1: media stuff, but I'm gonna focus on being an actor.
Speaker 1: I want to be on television and I want to
Speaker 1: have my own talk show Fast Forward. Can Do is
Speaker 1: a series regular on Games People Play and has his
Speaker 1: own talk show, Social Society. When talking about Manifestation, I
Speaker 1: gotta talk about my man can Do. That's where we at.
Speaker 1: Now it's karaoke time. I'm gonna bring you out over
Speaker 1: to our other guests, who was also a Queen of
Speaker 1: Manifestation because she is in Atlanta. She started out as
Speaker 1: a musical artists, so I'm gonna let her bless us
Speaker 1: with her vocal skills because y'all tired of hearing for
Speaker 1: me struggle saying karaoke every week. You're not tired of me,
Speaker 1: but my karaoke trash. At least I know what I
Speaker 1: own it, and I own I owned it too. I
Speaker 1: already told y'all. At least you know in prior seasons
Speaker 1: we had like Melani Fiona on and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So when somebody can sing in the house, they say
Speaker 1: so Ms Crystal, when they Hazley, can you please bless
Speaker 1: us with your vocals? With my vocals, give us a
Speaker 1: good karaoke song? What you got for Manifestation over there?
Speaker 1: You want the vocals, okay? Because when I picked that,
Speaker 1: I was gonna show you my wrapping skills. That's an
Speaker 1: easy way. That's what I do because that's a fact.
Speaker 1: Give us something, give us some gospel, give us something inspirationally,
Speaker 1: give us something inspirational. Truth is okay, here we go.
Speaker 1: U made zeeing grace? How sweet the side the sage?
Speaker 1: Oh me? How once? What was love? But yeah, I
Speaker 1: wasn't feeling shot. The bullsha shout out came on stage.
Speaker 1: I lost, okay, but now I'm fine. Was bund but
Speaker 1: now see, nobody gets to beil. Hey. Today we are
Speaker 1: talking about manifestation. Yes, um, the reason why we brought
Speaker 1: you to one here in particular is because your stories
Speaker 1: are so unique. But also, um, they epitomize what manifestation is.
Speaker 1: I mean, I want both of you to tell your
Speaker 1: stories because you came from a corporate structure and in
Speaker 1: your case, you're working with the government, and the decided
Speaker 1: to pretty much just see him out, just you know,
Speaker 1: going out on your beliefs and your thoughts and just
Speaker 1: taking a gamble, and of course it worked out. But
Speaker 1: I want you to talk about why you think it
Speaker 1: worked out and what you know, the the trials and
Speaker 1: tribulations of believing in yourself so well, first they need
Speaker 1: to introduce themselves and all that stuff. I want to die.
Speaker 1: I get it, I get it, I get it. Um.
Speaker 1: So yeah, we'll give you guys the opportunity to just
Speaker 1: introduce yourselves. If people aren't familiar with you, um, you know,
Speaker 1: tell them where you We'll give you the handles and
Speaker 1: all that stuff at the end, but just tell them
Speaker 1: what you do, and you know what you're doing, all
Speaker 1: your amazing things, where you come from, all that good stuff.
Speaker 1: Latest I don't go for Okay. My name is Chris
Speaker 1: Dorna Hazelid. I am a series regular on Tyler Perry
Speaker 1: Show Sisters, and I'm also a singer. Um. I do
Speaker 1: a lot of different things, some little jack of all trades.
Speaker 1: But yeah, Fatima team Seamen. All right, I'm Kendall Kendall.
Speaker 1: I am a series regular on Games People Play on
Speaker 1: b ET. I also have my own talk show, Social
Speaker 1: Society on All Black streaming every Monday. I'm also an influencer. Um.
Speaker 1: But you know, I'm an actor, I'm a host, I'm
Speaker 1: a brother, I'm fun yeah easy yeah. And he's also
Speaker 1: my children's like one of the most favorite people. Anytime
Speaker 1: Candall comes by to visit. They're like okay, and he
Speaker 1: buys like great gifts because the kids know how to
Speaker 1: get him on Amazon's guy last time he was a
Speaker 1: cast cast made him buy some bubble machine last time,
Speaker 1: and I showed it, showed up at the door. Cast ellis,
Speaker 1: I'm like, wait, a second cat has been on my
Speaker 1: Amazon account. No, he's from Kendall Like okay, yes he did,
Speaker 1: and it broke. So you see what I mean. You
Speaker 1: look at Uncle Kendall coming through one too. It's affect.
Speaker 1: It's on the arm. It's like a little you know what.
Speaker 1: I love it though. I love it well, whether you
Speaker 1: call it manifestation, the law of attraction, or just being
Speaker 1: blessed and highly favored, the power of naming your goals
Speaker 1: and your desires and letting your faith do the work
Speaker 1: is very real. And I feel like everyone here can
Speaker 1: attest to that in some way, shape or form. So
Speaker 1: we brought our two good friends here today to prove it.
Speaker 1: Kendall and Crystal have two amazing stories about how they
Speaker 1: pretty much manifested their dreams, took a took a step
Speaker 1: out on faith, walked out on a limb, and went
Speaker 1: from surviving to thriving with an unwavering belief that they
Speaker 1: could do so and tell us what drove them there.
Speaker 1: So I love y'all, thank you all for being here today. UM.
Speaker 1: One thing is devoted are very purposeful about UM is
Speaker 1: having people in our spaces that we feel like we
Speaker 1: can feed off of the energy, we can exchange energy.
Speaker 1: I can't see Crystal little it there, but UM, sorry
Speaker 1: your big heads in my way. But we're very purposeful.
Speaker 1: And it's one of those like cli shaped shape terms
Speaker 1: where you find out like where people say, you know,
Speaker 1: birds of a feather flock together, or showed me your
Speaker 1: friends and I'll tell you who you are. UM. But
Speaker 1: I feel like as we've gotten older, UM and just
Speaker 1: being more aware of who we are, we prefer to
Speaker 1: protect our energy and then also be around energies that
Speaker 1: we don't necessarily always pulled from, but we can pour
Speaker 1: into each other. So I feel like in any facet
Speaker 1: that we've hung out, whether it's just having a good
Speaker 1: time out or y'all just come in kicking back in
Speaker 1: our house and chilling. Because also two were very particular
Speaker 1: about energy in our house with our kids. UM, we
Speaker 1: trust that you two always come here with the utmost
Speaker 1: positive energy and um, not expectation but the utmost positive
Speaker 1: well energy. Yeah yeah cool. So we love y'all for that.
Speaker 1: We thank you, and we want to talk about y'all stories.
Speaker 1: So kindle, let's start with you. Tell us about you story.
Speaker 1: How do you manifest the life that you Wow? So
Speaker 1: it's crazy. Two fifteen, I was doing homework. Um. I
Speaker 1: went back to school because I stopped going to school
Speaker 1: because I was working in the job that I felt
Speaker 1: I was in HR. And I ended up getting the
Speaker 1: job UM through class a business class. We had to
Speaker 1: do resume and I was like okay, and I got
Speaker 1: the job at quick and long, like I'm not going
Speaker 1: back to what I was. I didn't want to do HR,
Speaker 1: but I felt like, hey, this is something I could do.
Speaker 1: I know how to do it. Um, I really wanted
Speaker 1: to do communications. My dad was like when I went
Speaker 1: to kinds, like, you don't want to do something that's
Speaker 1: a little you know, that's always the way it works.
Speaker 1: It low medicine. Yeah, and that's what I did. Predental
Speaker 1: hated it, every bit of it. I'm like, all right,
Speaker 1: speeding up to two thousand and fifteen, I was like,
Speaker 1: it has to be more life. I've always wanted to
Speaker 1: be in the industry, but I just didn't know how
Speaker 1: to do it. Um, I prayed about it. I did
Speaker 1: and then you know how sometimes you're just driving me
Speaker 1: like lord, I just at the time, I'm like, I
Speaker 1: just want to be famous. I just want to be famous.
Speaker 1: I'm over this. So, um, Love and Hip Hop was on.
Speaker 1: I was doing homework. I switched, I went back to school,
Speaker 1: switched my major to communications, and I only had like
Speaker 1: a year to do so Love and hip Hopson, it
Speaker 1: was towards the end, and in my mind, I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: what am I going to do? I got three months?
Speaker 1: What am I going to do? And I kept praying
Speaker 1: about it, and I kept saying like, I'm getting out
Speaker 1: of here. I don't know how, but I'm getting out
Speaker 1: of here because this office is not for me doing homework.
Speaker 1: Love and Hip Hop. I do a video boom go viral.
Speaker 1: Oh shoot. I'm like, oh shoot, how many follows? Seven
Speaker 1: hundred followers woke up and like six hours with five thousand.
Speaker 1: The next week I had ten thousand. So they was
Speaker 1: just grown in twenty thirty a week and I was like,
Speaker 1: whoa in the year, like almost a year. I was
Speaker 1: like at a million followers and I'm like WHOA. So
Speaker 1: of course BT reached out and I kept doing those
Speaker 1: videos and I didn't know why, and I was like,
Speaker 1: why am I doing this? But I'm not gonna stop.
Speaker 1: I stayed consistent, right, so I took so I took
Speaker 1: that and I was like, okay, um, I was doing
Speaker 1: those little morning videos where I was screaming to the
Speaker 1: top of my lungs, y'all. I was doing those little
Speaker 1: morning videos because I hated the office and it gave
Speaker 1: me like it was like my coffee was adrenaline pumping.
Speaker 1: And when I got out, I was like, I'm not
Speaker 1: going here and attacked this day. Um. But I remember
Speaker 1: saying this, like I'm not gonna always do this. I'm
Speaker 1: not always gonna be driving to this office like something's
Speaker 1: getting ready happen. I don't know what it is. I
Speaker 1: just had this feeling and I just kept saying, I'm
Speaker 1: moving to l A. I'm moving to l A. And
Speaker 1: manifestation is attraction and belief. So I believed it and
Speaker 1: I attracted it, and in a year I moved to
Speaker 1: l A. Now we l A. When I got to
Speaker 1: l A, I said, okay, I'm here. Hit the ground
Speaker 1: running in a year, I'm booking a row. I'm like,
Speaker 1: if I did this, if I said I'm moving to
Speaker 1: l a want, Yeah, that's it. I'm doing whatever I want.
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm booking a row in the year
Speaker 1: I booked a row. Games people play and I was like,
Speaker 1: that's when I was like, whoa. Okay, the power of
Speaker 1: the tongue is real. And speaking positivity not negative, well,
Speaker 1: I mean even the power for negativity. Speak negative, They're
Speaker 1: gonna come true. So you got to make sure you
Speaker 1: speak positive. Yes, So like you were saying, I was like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have my own show. I ain't gonna be
Speaker 1: sitting on this couch, but every Monday, and now I'm
Speaker 1: sitting on I'm still sitting on the couch, but I'm
Speaker 1: sitting on the new couch in the studio. That's the fact.
Speaker 1: Every Monday. Social society, Yeah, I mean, and the vow.
Speaker 1: You got to be careful because the people that you
Speaker 1: hang around will manifest some ship for you too. It
Speaker 1: was all good because the vow was like you move
Speaker 1: in to Atlanta. I'm like, if you don't get out
Speaker 1: my face, you have to understand that Kendall's love for
Speaker 1: l A runs deep, and actually we ended up moving
Speaker 1: to l A as well, and you were so happy.
Speaker 1: We were so happy because we're like, at least we're
Speaker 1: gonna be near Kendall. And we spent many of days
Speaker 1: with you coming over to visit and all that good stuff.
Speaker 1: And then the pandemic hid and then it was like damn.
Speaker 1: But we spent so many nights and days at the firepit,
Speaker 1: like just talking, talking about what to do. But one day,
Speaker 1: one thing I did say when we were around the
Speaker 1: fire pit is as much as I didn't want to
Speaker 1: come to Atlanta, I said, if the money reside there,
Speaker 1: I'm coming. And so I'm here in Atlanta. But I
Speaker 1: believe that guy put me here be because my support
Speaker 1: system these two right here. Like I have a big brother, right,
Speaker 1: but the VOW is like a big brother that I
Speaker 1: never had because me and my brother were close, but
Speaker 1: we don't have that relationship like me and you. So
Speaker 1: I will call the VOW in a minute, like, Hey,
Speaker 1: I need a financial advice, and hey, what do you
Speaker 1: think I should do about this? So if y'all left
Speaker 1: me in l A, I probably would be lost because
Speaker 1: the fact that I could drive to Calibasas and now
Speaker 1: I can drive out here. You know it's I needed.
Speaker 1: I probably needed to be here. And we have the
Speaker 1: same manager, the same manager. And speaking of our manager,
Speaker 1: she was like, You're gonna flourish in Atlanta. So I'm
Speaker 1: trying to embrace it. Embrace it. It's an adjustment. I know,
Speaker 1: I say things about it. It's not that bad, but
Speaker 1: it's funny to hear those things. Yeah, I mean that's
Speaker 1: what people feel like when they first are taking out
Speaker 1: of a comfort zone and then thrown into another situation.
Speaker 1: There's gonna be those moments where you feel like, am
Speaker 1: I doing the right thing? You know? Well, speaking of
Speaker 1: comfort zones, I know you got thrown out of your
Speaker 1: comfort zone, Crystal, did I tell us tell us quickly
Speaker 1: about your story, because after we hear from your story,
Speaker 1: I want to hear about how you're able to get
Speaker 1: through things. I know you had some tough times. Thank
Speaker 1: you first moved, so I want to hear how you
Speaker 1: made the decision. So. Yeah, So I am from a
Speaker 1: very small town Martin, Tennessee, about ten thousand people. And
Speaker 1: it was a place where you had nothing to do
Speaker 1: but dream, if that makes sense, because there was nothing
Speaker 1: there no shopping mall, just a small college town. Yeah,
Speaker 1: a few stoplights. And growing up, I would stand on
Speaker 1: the fireplace man like this behind us, and I would
Speaker 1: have a little highlighter in my hand, and I would
Speaker 1: give acceptance speeches. At five years old, I would give
Speaker 1: acceptance speeches. And I think some things are just like
Speaker 1: planted in children, even when they don't realize why they're
Speaker 1: doing it. And um, what to college in my hometown.
Speaker 1: Got an internship in Washington, d C for for our
Speaker 1: state senator, and end up getting a job right right
Speaker 1: about what was my last semester of college. So I
Speaker 1: finished online, moved to d C. Big difference from Martin, Tennessee.
Speaker 1: Big difference on my first rat I was like, I
Speaker 1: thought it was a cat. I was how the walk
Speaker 1: around with the people they do? Oh my goodness. And
Speaker 1: moved and it was a big culture shock. And stayed
Speaker 1: there for about two and a half years. And it
Speaker 1: was two thousand and eight that I realized that I
Speaker 1: did not want to sit behind a desk similar to you.
Speaker 1: I did not want to sit behind a desk anymore.
Speaker 1: I was going to move to Atlanta and pursue my
Speaker 1: music and acting career. I called my uncle up who
Speaker 1: lives here, and I said, hey, uncle, I want to
Speaker 1: move to Atlanta. Do you have an extra bedroom that
Speaker 1: I could stay in? He said, yeah, you can stay
Speaker 1: with me. And literally went from UM, a well paying job,
Speaker 1: benefits and everything, packed everything up, moved to Atlanta, drove
Speaker 1: my UM Volkswagen Jetta down here. Listen. My mom was like, well,
Speaker 1: just pray about it. Already prayed out the door and
Speaker 1: UM got down here. Did not have a job, said
Speaker 1: that literally had this I'm talking about faith y'all. Did
Speaker 1: not have a job set up. I just had a
Speaker 1: place to lay my head. That was it. And um,
Speaker 1: I did have a good support system at the time.
Speaker 1: Q Parker from the group one twelve was interested in
Speaker 1: helping me with my music. So we worked on stuff
Speaker 1: and I started kind of networking and making my way
Speaker 1: around the city. And then it just it was really
Speaker 1: tough because as a young woman trying to break into
Speaker 1: the music industry, such a male dominated industry at that,
Speaker 1: it was so hard and UM, trying to keep your
Speaker 1: morals intact and standards and saying, okay, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: do this, I'm gonna do it the right way, and
Speaker 1: things just never. I never really broke that ceiling to
Speaker 1: or even busted through the door for that. And um.
Speaker 1: At the same time, I was doing that ground work
Speaker 1: for different films. UM. I remember I was on the
Speaker 1: set of some the R two and it was raining.
Speaker 1: I was background sitting under a tent and if he
Speaker 1: a comes outside and he goes you and I go me,
Speaker 1: and he's like, yeah, you come here, and I'm like okay,
Speaker 1: and Will Packer, who was now married to my cousin, says, um, hey,
Speaker 1: we want you to play pots girlfriend. He's a senior
Speaker 1: in college, he doesn't have a girl. We want you
Speaker 1: to play his girl. And I was like okay. So
Speaker 1: so many relationships with Bill just off of that come here, yeah,
Speaker 1: and that um shows just the humble beginnings and not
Speaker 1: being afraid to start off him saying as a background,
Speaker 1: some people that you can just get there and that's
Speaker 1: not how it works. And UM. From there, I was
Speaker 1: still doing music and a friend of mine was like,
Speaker 1: you kind of got a knack for fashion, you should
Speaker 1: try working in costumes at the studio. And I was like,
Speaker 1: I need a job so great. So I started off
Speaker 1: as a public I mean as a production assistant, UM
Speaker 1: at Tyler Perry Studios in two thousand twelve and worked
Speaker 1: my way up through the costume department. Went from um
Speaker 1: P A to costumer for background, went to set costumer,
Speaker 1: and then became the key costumer. And then I was
Speaker 1: working on another film because by that time people kind
Speaker 1: of knew about and they were like, oh, we got
Speaker 1: another film you want to come work on. This was
Speaker 1: like yeah, it was a new Jamie Foxx movie. I
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I loved big fan of Jamie Foxx.
Speaker 1: I would love to come work on it. So UM
Speaker 1: did that and then I get a call from the
Speaker 1: back from Tyler Perry Studios and I'm like why they
Speaker 1: keep calling me? And I'm like something else having fun
Speaker 1: and we're on hiatus, we're not shooting things. I didn't
Speaker 1: know what they were calling about. So UM Finally when
Speaker 1: I got a break, I was like, hey, I got
Speaker 1: a call from the studio and they're like, oh, yeah.
Speaker 1: It was Azzy, the president at the time, and I
Speaker 1: was like a bold and they were like yeah, so Tyler,
Speaker 1: I want to know if you would be interested in
Speaker 1: costume design in the shows. And I was like what
Speaker 1: costume design? And like I'm having fun just showing up
Speaker 1: and being like, what I do? Okay, cool, that's a
Speaker 1: lot of responsibility. So um, I thought, I said, let
Speaker 1: me think about it, which is probably not what most
Speaker 1: people would have said. Yeah, I was like I need
Speaker 1: to think about it because I was comfortable, and so
Speaker 1: I ended up taking the job. And fast forward to
Speaker 1: a few months later, I get a call from Tyler
Speaker 1: himself and he's like, hey, um, I was actually an
Speaker 1: Amsterdam doing some fun things. So when I got that call,
Speaker 1: I was like Tyler, I was like, amazing, grace I was.
Speaker 1: I had to snap out a real quick when I
Speaker 1: heard Tyler. I was like, Tyler Perry, yes, hello, Yes,
Speaker 1: this is her, like very professional, And he was like,
Speaker 1: so I want to revamp my wardrobe and I wanted
Speaker 1: to know if you'd be interested in helping with it.
Speaker 1: And I was like okay, yeah, cool. Having me flying
Speaker 1: back to l A where he was at the time,
Speaker 1: and UM met with him and then started I kept
Speaker 1: getting calls from his people saying, hey, okay, Tyler's going here.
Speaker 1: I'm like I was just his Yeah, I didn't know
Speaker 1: what it was going on. So we're a Jimmy fallon.
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, I'm Jimmy Fallon right now. This is
Speaker 1: crazy putting his shoes on and he's six six, so
Speaker 1: I'm looking. I'm like, so what are we doing? That question? Like,
Speaker 1: let's take this relationship. What's going on? And he was
Speaker 1: like my stylists and I was like okay. So, UM
Speaker 1: that lasted for five years and I stopped. UM. I
Speaker 1: stopped auditioning, and at that point I was starting to
Speaker 1: get callbacks. The directors was knowing who I was. So
Speaker 1: it was a cross roads, like do I keep going
Speaker 1: for this dream or do I go work for Tyler Perry.
Speaker 1: So I'm getting older and you know the stigma and
Speaker 1: the industry about women. Yeah, so like all that in
Speaker 1: my head and I was like, hey, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna go work with Tyler. Did it? And
Speaker 1: UM did not audition for anything for five years and
Speaker 1: UM Sisters came about. Fast forward to two thousand nineteen. UM.
Speaker 1: I was there for the basically the birth of Sisters
Speaker 1: and was brought on as a consultant producer because it's
Speaker 1: about young women in their thirties dating and I was
Speaker 1: like speaking right, still wasn't thinking about acting, but as
Speaker 1: the scripts came and I was like, whoa, Like, these
Speaker 1: are my stories, these are my girlfriends stories, Like this
Speaker 1: is my voice. Why am I not on this show?
Speaker 1: And that's when the like that burning like fire that
Speaker 1: likes you to really go do things um came to
Speaker 1: me and I was like I just called him and
Speaker 1: I was like te like this is it and he
Speaker 1: was like, well, he had no idea I wanted to
Speaker 1: act all those years he had known me, had no idea.
Speaker 1: I had auditions for stuff for a TPS, never got anything,
Speaker 1: and um, he didn't even know that until last summer.
Speaker 1: He was like, you did what I said, Yeah, auditioned
Speaker 1: for two things. He was like I never knew that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So um, here we are. Series went from ten episodes
Speaker 1: season one, like would you like some coffee? Hid like
Speaker 1: a whole like twenty episodes and next season I'm like,
Speaker 1: well then like we're making series regular. And I was
Speaker 1: like whoa, wow. So this is this part of the
Speaker 1: reason why both of you and because your story is
Speaker 1: are so different. Your story took like a decade. It
Speaker 1: is to disbelief to now this conception of where this
Speaker 1: inception of word is now, but yours was like overnight,
Speaker 1: like and I want people to hear both sides, because
Speaker 1: people think manifestation is one way. You know, people people
Speaker 1: think that oh if I manifested, gotta happen tomorrow, or
Speaker 1: some people think that it has to be a hard,
Speaker 1: arduous process, but it isn't. It's just whatever your process is,
Speaker 1: your process. So Kendall, when you were going through this
Speaker 1: process where you ever like worried that it wasn't gonna
Speaker 1: workout or you were just like definitely the whole time
Speaker 1: preparing to go to l A, I was nervous because
Speaker 1: I always say this. I was scared of losing the
Speaker 1: fifteen and the thirtie that's the days I get paid everything. Yes,
Speaker 1: and then also um benefits, health benefits. So I'm like,
Speaker 1: how am I going to do this? And how am
Speaker 1: I going to afford to live there? But I still
Speaker 1: was saying I'm going just going, Yeah, I'm going. I
Speaker 1: don't care. Like I had those fears, but I was
Speaker 1: going outside. I figured it out and like you said,
Speaker 1: this fire that's up under you and it as much
Speaker 1: as I was saying what if, what if? What if,
Speaker 1: it never stopped me from packing my boxes and saying
Speaker 1: that I was going, Um, I think I just got
Speaker 1: to a point to where I just stopped having fear
Speaker 1: and started actually really tapping into faith. And I didn't
Speaker 1: do that until with my thirties. Well I was thirty. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's when I thought I was thirty. Before that, I
Speaker 1: was not tapping in the faith. I would hear it,
Speaker 1: and you know, you would say it, but um, I
Speaker 1: actually started believing. And when I did that, I just
Speaker 1: had it was like he had his hand on my back,
Speaker 1: like you're going regardless of you asked for what you're going,
Speaker 1: and I just was believing. Um. So you would say
Speaker 1: it was like pretty much solely your faith that drove that.
Speaker 1: Man is definitely my faith, definitely, um. But you had
Speaker 1: times where you second guess yourself because I get a
Speaker 1: lot of d m s and emails from people saying, Hey,
Speaker 1: I really want to do this, but I don't know
Speaker 1: if I can. Is me second guessing myself saying is
Speaker 1: that the way of my my spirit telling me that
Speaker 1: this is informat or is it a form of self
Speaker 1: sabotaging my thing is? I've felt those times, but I
Speaker 1: had to like talk myself out of it. Have y'all
Speaker 1: ever felt a moment where you're like something that's saying
Speaker 1: I shouldn't do this, where you have to verbally say
Speaker 1: out loud like no, I'm doing this because I've learned
Speaker 1: to do that when I work out, like when I
Speaker 1: want to quit, like I'm at the end and it's
Speaker 1: getting hard, I'll say to myself, let's go, Ellis, let's go, LS,
Speaker 1: You've got this, And when I verbally speak it, then
Speaker 1: I feel that energy come. Has there been moments for
Speaker 1: y'all where y'all have had to do that honestly? Well, yeah, definitely, Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I would say that. Coming to Atlanta, Yeah, I was like,
Speaker 1: it's the times I wanted to tell to know I
Speaker 1: don't want to do it. I don't think I want
Speaker 1: to do this, But I just had to keep saying
Speaker 1: you're going, You're going. But the back of my head
Speaker 1: was like I don't want to go. I don't want
Speaker 1: to do it. I don't want to do it, but
Speaker 1: I kept saying you're going, You're going. Um. But going
Speaker 1: to l A, I never had this, never, It was
Speaker 1: no doubt at all. Ever. It was my only thing
Speaker 1: was I'm scared of how I'm going to afford it.
Speaker 1: That was the only thing. And I had people in
Speaker 1: my ear saying it's too expensive out there, like my granddad,
Speaker 1: it's too expensive people people. Yeah, and then it's all
Speaker 1: these people like, oh it's too expensive. Oh you're not
Speaker 1: gonna fit in. And that's what made me want to go.
Speaker 1: I was like, I gotta go see for myself. Expect definite,
Speaker 1: and I do that a lot on the ground when
Speaker 1: people say things and my d m or in my
Speaker 1: comments like they used to say, you all you're gonna
Speaker 1: do is sit on that couch. Okay, okay, let me
Speaker 1: show you something I've been in before, because you've been
Speaker 1: there before. Absolutely, how do you get through those moments
Speaker 1: where you where you feel like you don't know if
Speaker 1: you can what do you do? Um? I think and
Speaker 1: you can probably relate to this as a former athlete
Speaker 1: competition like we are talking yeah, yeah, I was a
Speaker 1: competition cheerleader, and it didn't matter what was going on,
Speaker 1: like you keep going, you know, like your arm is broken,
Speaker 1: bones popping out, finished the routine. So I think with
Speaker 1: that it started off as a young girl, that's always
Speaker 1: been embedded in my brain so that even when things
Speaker 1: start to get hard, I'm like, no, you got this.
Speaker 1: You didn't start, you didn't even get to this point
Speaker 1: for no reason. Keep pushing, keep pushing. But I'm not.
Speaker 1: That's not to say that there weren't times where it
Speaker 1: was really hard, you know, broke and like scrambling for change.
Speaker 1: Just yeah, yeah, Like when I moved here and didn't
Speaker 1: have a job, like I literally was like I had
Speaker 1: a support system, but it was just I was just
Speaker 1: getting by, you know. It wasn't until I got that
Speaker 1: first job. Shout to Divine Stevens, who is a big
Speaker 1: arts development person. He's worked with everybody from like us
Speaker 1: or two I can't, let's goes on, but he gave
Speaker 1: me my first job out here working behind the desk.
Speaker 1: It was another desk job, but it was at the
Speaker 1: arts Development center, so I could go upstairs and work
Speaker 1: in the dance studio. There was a gym next door,
Speaker 1: so it was still like in the realm. And that's
Speaker 1: when I started trying to put myself in places where
Speaker 1: like it was getting me to where I was trying
Speaker 1: to go in some type of way. You gotta plan.
Speaker 1: Did you have a plan? Definitely had a plan. So, okay,
Speaker 1: I want to talk about this because people people always say,
Speaker 1: like when when you have a dream that has to
Speaker 1: be all you see, there can't be no plan B,
Speaker 1: because plan B only the turns from Plan A. I
Speaker 1: tend to differ because Kadena and I always had dreams.
Speaker 1: But I feel like, because we wanted to have a family,
Speaker 1: our plan A had to encompass, you know, our ability
Speaker 1: to provide why we chase our dream And I try
Speaker 1: to implore people to to utilize that asset. You know,
Speaker 1: you don't just quit your job if you don't have
Speaker 1: a plan. And you had a plan, you had a plan,
Speaker 1: And I want people and even Codeine. When Codeine was
Speaker 1: working at MAC, she wanted to quit her job to
Speaker 1: be freelanced. But if she quit her job, we wouldn't
Speaker 1: have health insurance. And so we made was like this
Speaker 1: money is gonna reside. It's supposed to. But then but
Speaker 1: then then put the onus on me and like you said,
Speaker 1: that fire underneath you, Like, I hate this situation that
Speaker 1: I'm in right now. There is no other way than
Speaker 1: to leave this situation and then do what I gotta do.
Speaker 1: And then that the fire under me to the point
Speaker 1: where I was like, okay, so the vale has health insurance.
Speaker 1: Now now I have flexibility over my schedule. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: build this makeup. I'm gonna take every wedding. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take every photoshop I can. Now I have flexibility with
Speaker 1: my child. I can stay at home when I need to.
Speaker 1: And then I was making tons more money. Then I
Speaker 1: was sitting behind that counter all day. Didn't just jump
Speaker 1: out the w So the first thing we spoke about
Speaker 1: was man manifesting it, believing it. So we believed it.
Speaker 1: Then we created a plan. The next thing is followed through. Right.
Speaker 1: You talked about people in our life. We've always heard
Speaker 1: people say I can't do that. So I always have
Speaker 1: people ask me questions, what about your friends and family
Speaker 1: who don't believe in you? I tell them, expect people
Speaker 1: not to believe in what you see, because if if
Speaker 1: it was their vision, everybody would do it. You can't
Speaker 1: expect people to see a vision for you that's gonna
Speaker 1: make you great, because if if it was just a
Speaker 1: regular vision that everyone can see, it wouldn't be considered greatness.
Speaker 1: That's like the windows story you told me about before.
Speaker 1: People can only see the looking at what was something
Speaker 1: I gave. I gave an analogy. I gave an analogy.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to explain to my my young men, and
Speaker 1: our mentor about having windows in your room. Right. And
Speaker 1: I use this analogy because they grew up in One
Speaker 1: of the biggest things they were concerned about in Brooklyn
Speaker 1: was prison or dying. So I said, to imagine that
Speaker 1: you're born, you and another young man, two young men,
Speaker 1: I said, imagine that you're both born, and you're born
Speaker 1: in prison, because ultimately, when you're born, your mind can
Speaker 1: be a prison. When you don't know things and you
Speaker 1: have fear, you imprison yourself to your environment of what
Speaker 1: you see. So you're both born in the prison, and
Speaker 1: you're both born them cells right next to each other.
Speaker 1: One cell has a window, one cell doesn't have a window.
Speaker 1: Every day you both get out of this prison and
Speaker 1: you go amongst the prison population and you live your life.
Speaker 1: One prisoner says to the other prisoner, man, when I
Speaker 1: get out of here, I'm gonna do X Y Z.
Speaker 1: And the other prisoner laughs, like what is that? Like,
Speaker 1: how do you even believe that you can do that?
Speaker 1: You're never getting out of here. There's nothing out of here,
Speaker 1: It's just prison. And the guy said, why do you
Speaker 1: believe that there's there's just nothing in here but prison?
Speaker 1: He said, that's all we see the cells and the prisoners,
Speaker 1: and the other guy goes, you don't have a window
Speaker 1: in your cell, and he's just like, nah, don't, what's
Speaker 1: a window. So now you start to realize that these
Speaker 1: are two people born in the same situation, but one
Speaker 1: has a window and one doesn't. Because this person has
Speaker 1: division to see other things, he can see greater for himself.
Speaker 1: I try to tell people a lot of times, your
Speaker 1: vision is because of what you see. Don't expect other people,
Speaker 1: even if they're right next to you, to see what
Speaker 1: you see, because their perspective is different. So when they
Speaker 1: tell you I can't see you doing that, don't be upset.
Speaker 1: They don't got no window in their room, and don't
Speaker 1: don't let their ideas of what you can do hinder
Speaker 1: you from believing you you can do something because you
Speaker 1: saw it. If you believe it and you saw it,
Speaker 1: then you can do it. And a lot of the
Speaker 1: kids were like, dang, I never thought about it that way.
Speaker 1: I said, it's the truth. That's life. And a lot
Speaker 1: of people's opinions come with being either tainted or jaded
Speaker 1: by their own life experience. So something may not have
Speaker 1: panned out for them. They're trying to tell you their experience,
Speaker 1: which they can because that was their experience, but it's
Speaker 1: how you then take that with a grain of salt
Speaker 1: and they continue to move on. During my UM come up,
Speaker 1: when I was still in Detroit, I had to remove
Speaker 1: myself from a lot of those people because they were
Speaker 1: learning my vision. And I said, Okay, it wasn't that
Speaker 1: I wasn't done with them, but I just had to
Speaker 1: step away because I was just yeah, and I had
Speaker 1: to put that. I was putting this plan together, and
Speaker 1: it was like it's like I was building these blocks
Speaker 1: and they kept coming and trying to knock them over,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, hold on, you get back. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: have to keep you at a distance. So, UM, I
Speaker 1: removed some people on my way, and I still think
Speaker 1: they kind of like they're not around, but you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, when you're going to the next level,
Speaker 1: we can't take everybody. They're probably like, damn, Candle actually
Speaker 1: did that right? They actually did that? Have you had
Speaker 1: people you had to move on? Um not move on
Speaker 1: to some similar what you said, like certain things just
Speaker 1: can't talk to everybody about, you know. And then but
Speaker 1: my parents were very like safe and get to go
Speaker 1: to school, get an education, get a good job with benefits.
Speaker 1: And I was always the risk taker. I wouldn't say
Speaker 1: black sheep of the family, but like literally like I
Speaker 1: can do whatever. I didn't care what it was. I
Speaker 1: can do it, Like if I cheated. My mom didn't
Speaker 1: like my outfit. I literally was like, wh I like it?
Speaker 1: She was like this girl is crazy. Like I didn't
Speaker 1: care what anybody thought, and now I'm tying Tyler Perry shoes. Literally,
Speaker 1: So it was more so that I remember working on
Speaker 1: the hill. A friend of mine came in, He's like, hey,
Speaker 1: we got some opportunities for you to work on Obama's
Speaker 1: first campaign. I was like, yes, I'm count me in.
Speaker 1: It's paid, let's go. My parents like, m I don't
Speaker 1: know if that's a good idea. You just you've only
Speaker 1: been there for a year with Senator Alexander. I think
Speaker 1: you should stay really big on loyalty, which I respect.
Speaker 1: And they were like, we're not really I mean, we
Speaker 1: want him to win, but you think he's really gonna win.
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, yes. After that, they were like, we
Speaker 1: will never tell you what you can do. We've all
Speaker 1: been there with our parents and parents, so many things.
Speaker 1: My parents have told me like that's never gonna happen.
Speaker 1: Don't ever listen to me. My father only believes me
Speaker 1: now because I'm not broken, homeless, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I think at this point he finally gets it, like oh,
Speaker 1: because at first he was like YouTube, who is YouTube?
Speaker 1: Who pays you? So YouTube PAGs you would check that's
Speaker 1: a person place your thing. I'm like, it's like all
Speaker 1: this stuff, it's just crap. And then now wait until
Speaker 1: you pull up pops in the driveways. Let me get
Speaker 1: you that gate access. Okay, how about that? So I
Speaker 1: didn't tell my dad anything. His friends, I guess their
Speaker 1: kids start showing their parents like isn't this Kendall Son?
Speaker 1: And then they go to work it's like, your son,
Speaker 1: it's funny, did you see this something? My Dad's like,
Speaker 1: what's these videos? And I'm like I don't know. I'm
Speaker 1: like I don't, I don't know. I was like, I
Speaker 1: just do some this just for fun whatever. But at
Speaker 1: the time, I was getting booked for things and I
Speaker 1: wasn't telling them, and then he was like, what is
Speaker 1: this you did for b et? I started telling him
Speaker 1: and I was like, now it's time to tell him,
Speaker 1: because if he see it, then he would leave it.
Speaker 1: But if I went to him and said this is
Speaker 1: what I'm doing, it would have been just like going
Speaker 1: to college, like here's my residence. It's like when I
Speaker 1: went to college freshman year. You probably should think about
Speaker 1: that major. He probably would have told me, you need
Speaker 1: to think about that. You know, you you got a
Speaker 1: job and stay well, you got benefits. He would have
Speaker 1: asked me everything in the course of what are you
Speaker 1: going to do about health? I'ma're probably gonna be the
Speaker 1: same way. Absolutely, you're gonna be a little different. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna be like my parents. Concern for making sure
Speaker 1: that they're making that decision. Just having that concern, that's
Speaker 1: what I mean. And not enough that my parents never
Speaker 1: shot me down when I told my parents especially, and
Speaker 1: this is one thing I'll say about my pops. Me
Speaker 1: and my pops have our issues, of course, or father
Speaker 1: and sons. Dude, when I told my father I wanted
Speaker 1: to do something, he had my back. When I wanted
Speaker 1: to walk on to college and I walking there with
Speaker 1: the coach and the coaches like, I don't know if
Speaker 1: you can play here. He was like, you know, we'll
Speaker 1: give you a partial, you gotta earn the rest. And
Speaker 1: my father looked at me and said, you think you
Speaker 1: can play here? I saw, I know I can play here.
Speaker 1: My father said, my son can play here. We'll take
Speaker 1: the partial and earn the rest. And it was like, damn,
Speaker 1: my pops believed in me. And then I had to
Speaker 1: realize that my pops and my mom's are the ones
Speaker 1: who put the window in my cell because they showed
Speaker 1: me other things like they showed me things that they
Speaker 1: exposed me to different things, and that's what I want
Speaker 1: to do with my children. You grew up in in
Speaker 1: a small town in Tennessee. Every sum I used to
Speaker 1: go to Morristown, Tennessee. So many of those people, even
Speaker 1: if they see me on YouTube, say hey, I remember
Speaker 1: you come to Boys and Girls Club. I didn't know.
Speaker 1: I had never thought about doing all of this because
Speaker 1: when you come from a small towner, from a family
Speaker 1: who only sees things one way, a lot of their
Speaker 1: fear comes from the fact that they haven't even seen
Speaker 1: anything else. But um that that also leads me to
Speaker 1: something that you both talked about was consistency. Right. You
Speaker 1: talked about doing videos consistently even when you didn't ever
Speaker 1: want want to come from it. You talked about consistency
Speaker 1: doing background. I've watched Coldean be consistent do weddings when
Speaker 1: she didn't want to do weddings anymore. Let's talk a
Speaker 1: little bit about how important and it is to be consistent,
Speaker 1: especially when you don't reap the benefits of your manifestations
Speaker 1: early on, because that that doesn't it doesn't come like
Speaker 1: it's not I'm manifested tomorrow make money. Talk a little
Speaker 1: bit about the consistency I mean, being consistent. Like I said,
Speaker 1: with the videos, I just kept doing them and you
Speaker 1: weren't making money right away? No, I was not. How
Speaker 1: long was it before you made me? A year and
Speaker 1: some change? So you was making videos consistency, consistently? How
Speaker 1: often every Monday? And then the morning videos at the
Speaker 1: beginning was like every day ever since. I was going
Speaker 1: to work every day, and that was mine like I said,
Speaker 1: that was my call. Yeah, it was bringing people to
Speaker 1: your PA, was bringing people to my page. And it
Speaker 1: was also motivating people because they saw, you know where
Speaker 1: I was going. Um and then yeah, it was about
Speaker 1: a year two thousand seventeen. So I started in two
Speaker 1: thousand fifteen, the end of two thousand fifteen November and
Speaker 1: then two thousand seventeen February making videos everything. You know
Speaker 1: that mine, that's my story too. I was making videos
Speaker 1: every single day and videos a day without making no money,
Speaker 1: and that's when we have fifteen seconds we have. I
Speaker 1: was getting everything out fast. Yeah, yeah, I was getting
Speaker 1: everything out of fifteen seconds like um, and then I
Speaker 1: just stay consistent with that and then um, I want
Speaker 1: to fast forward to me doing the cocktails and rowed.
Speaker 1: So I was doing those and I wasn't making any money.
Speaker 1: I was just making these videos, um, making cocktails. And
Speaker 1: then fast forward months later, boom, because I was staying consistent,
Speaker 1: I got some brandal and then hey, can we send
Speaker 1: you this? And then from there that's when the brand
Speaker 1: deals came. So that's important for people to understand two,
Speaker 1: because they'll make two and three videos and they won't
Speaker 1: have no following and nothing happens, and then they stopped.
Speaker 1: This ain't working because they don't have any patience. You
Speaker 1: just heard a whole year without making any money, consistently
Speaker 1: making videos every day and then sometimes two videos a
Speaker 1: day because you have to make a video for the
Speaker 1: weekly and a video for the day. I was making videos,
Speaker 1: two and three videos a day doing Oh my gosh.
Speaker 1: They used to hate. We'll be in the middle of
Speaker 1: something and I'd be like, wait, wait, wait, this is
Speaker 1: a video, and she'd be like, oh videos. It will
Speaker 1: be at the most inopportune time, like I got my
Speaker 1: head tie on, mid diaper change, breast leaking, and I'm
Speaker 1: like devout. I'm like, this is funny, this is funny.
Speaker 1: They're gonna love it. She used to be like, I
Speaker 1: hate you, I hate you. Get the video, Get the video.
Speaker 1: And she was even taking the kids. We had a
Speaker 1: whole argument for Halloween because I wanted to do a
Speaker 1: Halloween video and Ki was just like, I was gonna
Speaker 1: take the kids out and trick a treat and I
Speaker 1: was like, we can trick a treat, but we can
Speaker 1: record it. So even in the middle of the trick
Speaker 1: a treat and they'll be going to drive like stop,
Speaker 1: let me get this, and she'd be like, gods, go
Speaker 1: to the car, go to the car. That we the
Speaker 1: two of us out here holding the candy corn things
Speaker 1: and bags, dressed like well, I forgot what you was
Speaker 1: dressed as like a fairy and I got Donald Duck
Speaker 1: up on me in the middle of Brooklyn are you
Speaker 1: impointing fingers and stuff, the kids looking out the window
Speaker 1: like what's happening? Then we get the video done. Now
Speaker 1: look look and Gruz you was doing how long were
Speaker 1: you doing background for? UM? I didn't do it for
Speaker 1: that long. I did it probably probably two thousand and
Speaker 1: ten to two thousand twelve, So two years you did background.
Speaker 1: You were a stylist for five years, which you did
Speaker 1: not want to do, but you were consistent because building
Speaker 1: the relationship was important. It was important. And then even
Speaker 1: being like I said about trying to when you're working
Speaker 1: towards ago, trying to put yourself in making money in
Speaker 1: the arena of where you're trying to go. So me
Speaker 1: working on said, I was constantly studying the Tika Sumters.
Speaker 1: I was studying Cicely Tyson, Felicierus, Shine will Be Goberg,
Speaker 1: Chris Rock. When those people coming, I was like sitting
Speaker 1: there literally watching them sponge and higher time. So that
Speaker 1: was very important, UM. And that was part of the consistency,
Speaker 1: you know, not losing sight of what I wanted to
Speaker 1: do and always making sure because I could have gotten like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm just here to dress people and not been paying
Speaker 1: attention and staying consistent and studying. But you were smart though,
Speaker 1: And I want to bring this to our last point
Speaker 1: before we get to listen to letters, finding a way
Speaker 1: to turn that manifestation into monetary value. And you said
Speaker 1: about choosing to find something in the arena of how
Speaker 1: you're making money. That's part of your plan. We talked
Speaker 1: about a plan. How did you do that? Because I
Speaker 1: did the same thing with with Omori and yeah, when
Speaker 1: you took a stunt double job, I was in conservatory
Speaker 1: two years at Esper Studio, but I needed to make money.
Speaker 1: Then I got asked to do a stunt double for Power,
Speaker 1: and I was like, wait a minute. I could be
Speaker 1: in a class and learn how to act, or I
Speaker 1: could be around actors. And at the time Power was
Speaker 1: one of the top shows on cable, so I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: I get to be his stunt double. I get to
Speaker 1: sit back and watch how we lead a bleeding black
Speaker 1: mail does his job. So I decided to leave Conserva
Speaker 1: Tory to get paid to be a stunt double. I
Speaker 1: never wanted to be a stunt double, but it was
Speaker 1: like something I chose to do. So talk a little bit.
Speaker 1: I want all you guys to talk about the choices
Speaker 1: you made to find a way to make money while
Speaker 1: pursuing your passion. Um first choice was taking the pH job,
Speaker 1: because you know, that was literally going back. At that point,
Speaker 1: I was like seven, starting all over again. Go and
Speaker 1: get coffee. And it was like, hey, I'm going to
Speaker 1: be seven, getting coffee, running errands, um, doing all the
Speaker 1: grunt work, making cold calls, trying to get brands to
Speaker 1: give us clothes. Hey, this is Chris Lazier calling from
Speaker 1: Tyler Verry Studios, like doing all that, and but it
Speaker 1: was just making sure that I knew what I wanted
Speaker 1: to do. And even when Tyler called me and asked
Speaker 1: me to be his style, and I was like, dang,
Speaker 1: like I just got my first callback, you know, huge.
Speaker 1: I'm like they actually liked me, you know. And then um,
Speaker 1: I just wonder, like in my right because you know,
Speaker 1: that digging me and it's like right there, it was
Speaker 1: the gold. It's like if I right there, and um,
Speaker 1: so I just I was like, you know what, let
Speaker 1: me just build this relationship, you know, And and I
Speaker 1: was still being crazy. I'm a creative, so Stalin was
Speaker 1: I'm still doing something I love, so it wasn't like
Speaker 1: I was losing, you know, And I would pray all
Speaker 1: that God order my steps because I used to be like,
Speaker 1: I want this, this, this is, and they tell us
Speaker 1: be very um, be very clear on what you want,
Speaker 1: ask for what you want. But then as I got older,
Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, God just ordered my
Speaker 1: steps because I know whatever you have for me is
Speaker 1: far beyond what I have for myself. And look at
Speaker 1: my life now. I could never have imagined that my
Speaker 1: first show would be a show that I'm producing. And
Speaker 1: now one of the starts of like that doesn't happen,
Speaker 1: you know, so it doesn't happen. Like that's very different.
Speaker 1: That's part of the reason why we brought you, because
Speaker 1: I was extremely different than you ordered it. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: you did put the work in. Yeah, a lot of
Speaker 1: work for a long time. Ten years. There's a saying
Speaker 1: takes ten years to become because now people like, oh
Speaker 1: my gosh, and all the stuff I was doing then,
Speaker 1: like I just posted a video that I like in
Speaker 1: two thousands and people were like, yeah boo. So everything
Speaker 1: was ding dong because she was getting her master's degree
Speaker 1: and look Wookie for agent receiver, like look at this, Dirwin.
Speaker 1: It was literally the same year that show came out,
Speaker 1: two thousand seven. I was going to the second people
Speaker 1: like they just took your life and put your life
Speaker 1: on U p N Like, Yo, this is wild. But
Speaker 1: talk to us. How how did you find a way
Speaker 1: to turn that manifestation into money and continue to monetize
Speaker 1: your dream because you moved to l A with no job. Yes, so,
Speaker 1: um well I had a plan, right, you had a plan.
Speaker 1: My plan. I kept working until I felt like I
Speaker 1: couldn't work anymore because I was getting booked. I was
Speaker 1: getting booked, I was doing Um oh, so you were
Speaker 1: still working at your job and getting Yeah. I used
Speaker 1: to say in my little mornings, I write, y'all, I'm
Speaker 1: back in the you know what it is. I'm like,
Speaker 1: y'all know, I'm a celebrity on the weekends and during
Speaker 1: the week And people used to because they always ask, like,
Speaker 1: wait a minute, you was just in l A and
Speaker 1: then here you go Monday morning at seven am driving
Speaker 1: back on the few. You do that. Now, that's important though,
Speaker 1: because that also shows consistency, that shows passion but work ethic.
Speaker 1: You were driving, yeah, well I was. I flew. I
Speaker 1: would fly to l A. And then I would have
Speaker 1: them get me a red eye and then when I land,
Speaker 1: I would get back in at like six am. I
Speaker 1: would go home shower, but before I left on Friday,
Speaker 1: I would have my clothes ready for Monday because I
Speaker 1: already knew what was up, and then I will shower,
Speaker 1: put my clothes on, go to work, do my lip.
Speaker 1: More than see, those are the things that people don't see. Right.
Speaker 1: People get an opportunity to watch you now and say, oh,
Speaker 1: he did it, I can do that. Are you willing?
Speaker 1: Oh he just did videos. But he just did videos.
Speaker 1: He was still working and had a job. It was
Speaker 1: finding time to do old until he could leave one
Speaker 1: and pursue the other. And so many people say that's
Speaker 1: not the way you do what. You gotta leave you
Speaker 1: job out the window, just fly there. No, you don't
Speaker 1: ever just quit your job. Make sure you have a
Speaker 1: plan and make sure you saved. Because I was still
Speaker 1: um surviving off my checks and I was paying my
Speaker 1: rent off my checks and whatever I was doing, and
Speaker 1: then the money that I was making from the bookings,
Speaker 1: I was putting it up because I know, at not
Speaker 1: doing another winter in Michigan, I'm getting out of here,
Speaker 1: and I saved all my money because I didn't know
Speaker 1: how long I would be without a job for money,
Speaker 1: and I know how I wanted to live, and I
Speaker 1: know what I wanted to do right I had to.
Speaker 1: I had how I wanted to live and what I
Speaker 1: wanted to do in l A while I'm there, and
Speaker 1: um so I saved all my money and then it
Speaker 1: camera time. June did to bet Awards. My boss saw it.
Speaker 1: She was like, come here. When I came in, I
Speaker 1: was like, but in my head, I don't think it.
Speaker 1: I'm like, hey, this is it. Hey, I'm ready. If
Speaker 1: I got to go, I got yeah, and she's like,
Speaker 1: close my door. I'm like, I closed it. She turned
Speaker 1: around and she turned her chair around. She did this
Speaker 1: and she smiled. She was like how long I got?
Speaker 1: And I was like, you asked it. Yeah, it's kind
Speaker 1: of August. She was like, give me to September. I
Speaker 1: was like, September, that's it, because um I got to
Speaker 1: be in l A by October. She was like, wait
Speaker 1: a minute, so you already had that. I said, oh yeah,
Speaker 1: my lease is up in October. I'm out of here.
Speaker 1: And she was like, okay, give me to September. I
Speaker 1: want to do something nice, but I gotta go out
Speaker 1: of town. I want to come back and do something
Speaker 1: for you. So I was like, okay, UM, got to
Speaker 1: l A. Now here's the thing I am. I getting
Speaker 1: ready to make money because I'm in l A. I'm
Speaker 1: in this place that I don't know nothing about. I
Speaker 1: don't know where to go. Um. You know you both
Speaker 1: of y'all know those brands will reach out to you
Speaker 1: on the ground. And I was doing my videostiersistent with
Speaker 1: my videos. Even though I'm moved, I'm still doing them. Um,
Speaker 1: people like, hey, can you mention my brand while you
Speaker 1: do your videos? Definitely? So you know, with Loving hip Hop,
Speaker 1: I'm talking about weave and everything. So I'm talking about
Speaker 1: hair glue, flippers, people sending me clippers. So that's how
Speaker 1: I was making my money until I figured out, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm getting classes. And then also with BT, I was
Speaker 1: doing a lot with BT and just being around those people.
Speaker 1: Robbie Read. She was like, so, what's what's your vision
Speaker 1: what you want to do? I was like, I want
Speaker 1: to ask. She was like, you want to act? I
Speaker 1: was like yeah. She was like I didn't know that
Speaker 1: this whole time you know, you will come up. So
Speaker 1: that's when Robbie started. She kept me on the radar
Speaker 1: and she will send me auditions until finally she was like,
Speaker 1: are you in class? And I was like no. She's like,
Speaker 1: you need to get in class because you're green and
Speaker 1: you need to know technique. He need to get a
Speaker 1: scene study. And I did that, and she hit me
Speaker 1: a year later with the games people play and I
Speaker 1: didn't think I booked it. I didn't think I've you
Speaker 1: hear nothing from him. I was like no. And then
Speaker 1: I was getting ready going home for Thanksgiving. I'm driving
Speaker 1: and she like, hey, Kendall, you booked a roll up
Speaker 1: m J. And I just like I was one. I
Speaker 1: was like wait what she got out? I just started crying.
Speaker 1: And then I was driving home to screaming out the window.
Speaker 1: I'm like, that's what the fun, That's how you do that,
Speaker 1: you know. I'm just I'm like the same thing you said.
Speaker 1: I'm like all the way home, I'm like, I don't
Speaker 1: believe I did it, And um, but you took direction
Speaker 1: as well. Yeah you know what I mean. Getting the
Speaker 1: advice from Robbie go into the classes. You did everything
Speaker 1: you did? Yeah, I did and it was hard because
Speaker 1: sometimes I was going to class, like some days class
Speaker 1: was litting. Some days I'm like a struggle, and I'm
Speaker 1: like I felt like being on set. Once I got
Speaker 1: on set, I learned more on set, but also I
Speaker 1: took a lot from class, especially like breaking down that
Speaker 1: wall the wall, and then also um substitution. I used
Speaker 1: that so much like when I got to be mad,
Speaker 1: I just think about things that happened in my childhood.
Speaker 1: I just I take it there. See, it'sn't point for
Speaker 1: people to hear that too, because people think that once
Speaker 1: you make it, or you make a certain level of success,
Speaker 1: you don't have to work to grow anymore. And if
Speaker 1: Will Smith can still take classes, if my one of
Speaker 1: my favorite actors, Adrian Lennox one of Tony Awards, she's
Speaker 1: my aunt, shoutouts on Adrian. She still takes classes and
Speaker 1: she's I think she's going to be in her sixties
Speaker 1: in the late fifties. Why can't I take classes? In fact,
Speaker 1: when I finished first season, I went straight back to
Speaker 1: Aaron Spiders and Shotton Sturgis. I was like, Okay, I
Speaker 1: feel like I was good, but I wasn't great, So
Speaker 1: I went right back to her. I hit up Any Grimly,
Speaker 1: my acting coach, because I'm like, okay, I need to
Speaker 1: be better. And then we got picked up for a
Speaker 1: second season. I hit them, I went back. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta, yeah, I gotta get ready. And
Speaker 1: I do see the difference between last season and this season.
Speaker 1: Right now, Um, I got a chance to be serious
Speaker 1: because everybody put me in for the punch, like we
Speaker 1: want him to come in and give us the punch lines.
Speaker 1: We know we're gonna laugh. I'm like, I can do
Speaker 1: more than that. Let me just show you. And I
Speaker 1: finally had a scene. I can't really tell y'all, can't
Speaker 1: wait till you see. I was like, smellow, watch party.
Speaker 1: Good for that. Oh my goodness, this was such a
Speaker 1: great talk. I mean, we got to take a breakthrough
Speaker 1: the patient bills, but we can bring all right. Cool.
Speaker 1: So yeah, we have listener letters. We're just gonna see
Speaker 1: what these people writing about. We can get you all
Speaker 1: two cents in on that and then we'll be back.
Speaker 1: So we'll be back guys afterwards. All right, we'll back
Speaker 1: listener letters. I want to see what these people have
Speaker 1: to say that diving. You want me to read the
Speaker 1: first one. I got it, you got it? Excuse me?
Speaker 1: Read slowly and enunciate please, Oh she wild disrespect. I'm
Speaker 1: not doing now, I'm not doing Sometimes I'll be randoling
Speaker 1: you sometimes be stuttering on your listening to live, like, uh,
Speaker 1: can I finish? Can I read it before? Now? Hi?
Speaker 1: Codeine and de val? Is that enough? Annunciation? And I
Speaker 1: currently six. Graduated from college back in two thousand and
Speaker 1: eighteen with a degree in sociology, worked a few office
Speaker 1: jobs in a coffee shop job when I thought I
Speaker 1: wanted to focus on becoming a rapper producer, but I
Speaker 1: hate performing and I'm not very sociable at least you know,
Speaker 1: how about yourself? Now, I'm unemployed and living with my parents,
Speaker 1: but in the midst of the enlistment process for the
Speaker 1: Air Force because I don't don't know what else to
Speaker 1: do with my life. I genuinely don't like who I'm becoming,
Speaker 1: and I'm sure and what I'm sure the military will
Speaker 1: turn me into. But I don't know what else to
Speaker 1: do in this capitalist society. Wow. As much as I
Speaker 1: hate the idea of money and what people will do
Speaker 1: for it, I have to live within this system. Some
Speaker 1: kind of way, and I'm not the type of person
Speaker 1: that's really business minded or go getter. I feel like
Speaker 1: threw away a lot of opportunities I had during college
Speaker 1: being focused on romantic relationships and weed. What would you
Speaker 1: suggest to someone in my position that wants to live
Speaker 1: comfortably and with peace of mind but doesn't have that
Speaker 1: hustler drive. Well, kudos do you for realizing that you
Speaker 1: don't have any of those things that you know? Sometimes
Speaker 1: people just being denial about where what it is that
Speaker 1: they are, what they're capable of. Um, but do you
Speaker 1: have any advice for this year old who's kind of
Speaker 1: don't become a cop. I'm gonna say this right, and
Speaker 1: it's not supposed to be funny. A lot of people
Speaker 1: who don't know, are not sure about what they want
Speaker 1: to do with their life, get into law enforcement, or
Speaker 1: they go to the military. Right. Listen to how he
Speaker 1: described himself. He's not sociable, don't like people. Some people
Speaker 1: like that become police officers because that's the only thing
Speaker 1: that gives them power, their part of something. But these
Speaker 1: are the people that we have to deal with in
Speaker 1: our community every single day enforcing laws. This is why
Speaker 1: we have the issues we have I know they had
Speaker 1: nothing to do with the question, but it really reminded
Speaker 1: me of what we talked about a few days ago
Speaker 1: of what type of people are becoming police officers. Sometimes
Speaker 1: it's the type of people who they claim to be
Speaker 1: the bad apples, but these are type of people that
Speaker 1: need psyche vowels. Why are you becoming a police officer
Speaker 1: if you don't like people, if you're not sociable, if
Speaker 1: you don't know what you want to do with yourself.
Speaker 1: I don't have a sense of purpose. Do we give
Speaker 1: this person a gun and telling police people we don't know?
Speaker 1: That's a whole another podcast, you know. And the reason
Speaker 1: why brother, because he said he's going to enlist in
Speaker 1: the air what happens when you come out of the
Speaker 1: Air Force? And he also says he doesn't know if
Speaker 1: he's gonna like who he will turn into or become
Speaker 1: after being in the military. See, I need to talk
Speaker 1: to him because I want to know why did you
Speaker 1: enlist in the military, Like, what, what's the it is
Speaker 1: that do you feel like that's your last resort? He
Speaker 1: said he wasted time on romantic relationships and weed. So
Speaker 1: it sounds like the type of person that knows they
Speaker 1: want structure, but also want to be a part of something.
Speaker 1: When you want to be a part of something, whatever
Speaker 1: that culture is, you start to believe in it and
Speaker 1: you become it's dangerous for people who don't know what
Speaker 1: to be or how to be, and then it's become
Speaker 1: of a cult because part of a culture that's so toxic,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So that's why I broke
Speaker 1: the whole police officer thing. But I mean, this person
Speaker 1: at least has described some people I know now who
Speaker 1: are cops like. And it's not even like a white
Speaker 1: or black thing, because people think that when you talk
Speaker 1: about a police officer, is a white police officer. No,
Speaker 1: there are black, orange, brown, purple police officers who have
Speaker 1: now believed in that ideology. But now we're given a
Speaker 1: weapon and some power, and now we as black people
Speaker 1: in our communities have to deal with those people. What
Speaker 1: I would tell this young man is find out who
Speaker 1: you want first. I would say, get some therapy, because
Speaker 1: it's for him to talk so much about himself this
Speaker 1: way and self do so much self loathing. I think
Speaker 1: he has some issues he needs to deal with, but
Speaker 1: I think he needs to find a purpose to you
Speaker 1: know a lot of times you think about what drives someone,
Speaker 1: what gives them that passion or that desire, Like I
Speaker 1: feel like we each had a desire to do something,
Speaker 1: you know, and then we manifested in the work towards it.
Speaker 1: It's hard when you don't have a purpose, so you
Speaker 1: don't know why you're like, why were you put here
Speaker 1: on this on this earth? What are you supposed to accomplish?
Speaker 1: Who are you supposed to touch? What are you trying
Speaker 1: to achieve? So I think that's what he's lacking here.
Speaker 1: Now he's telling everything, telling us everything that he knows
Speaker 1: that he is or isn't, But what feels you? I
Speaker 1: think he has to really do some soul church and
Speaker 1: to figure that out. Intelligent though, he needs a squad too, Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: he does some people. I got my squad. He needs
Speaker 1: some people around him to help him, because sometimes that's
Speaker 1: all you need, not all you need, but that's part
Speaker 1: of it. And I feel like he really needs a
Speaker 1: squad people he can pour into and they can pour
Speaker 1: back into him and help him out. Like we bounced
Speaker 1: ideas off of each other all the time, Like with
Speaker 1: the book, right right, right, right right, very true, you
Speaker 1: bounce our dias. You find out what's good what's not good,
Speaker 1: but you have to have people in your corner who
Speaker 1: are supportive. It sounds to me like he's a loner,
Speaker 1: it doesn't He talked about fail relationships, not liking people,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. He sounds like he's a loner. So, um,
Speaker 1: it would be hard for him to find the squad.
Speaker 1: I just don't want him because he also said, um,
Speaker 1: he doesn't know what else to do in this capitalist society,
Speaker 1: which means he is aware of what's going on around him.
Speaker 1: The one thing I would not want him to do
Speaker 1: is just to go into a system and buy into
Speaker 1: whatever that system is, you know, especially when so many
Speaker 1: of these systems are sexist, racist, you know, and also
Speaker 1: even though they're not capitalists, but they're also had their
Speaker 1: own issues with within our society as well. So hopefully
Speaker 1: that some therapy and find a squad first before you
Speaker 1: buy into anything. All right, Number two, I love your
Speaker 1: show and you both are such an inspiration to me.
Speaker 1: Keep shining the way you do. Thank you. Um. I've
Speaker 1: heard Devours say there's a delusional quality that all successful
Speaker 1: people have a lot on the podcast, and I just
Speaker 1: want to know. How do you train yourself to be delusional?
Speaker 1: I work my job and hustle for my dreams, but
Speaker 1: sometimes I get tired and fearful and even insecure. What
Speaker 1: did you both do while coming into your success on
Speaker 1: a regular basis to stay committed to the belief that
Speaker 1: you could do, be and have everything that you want?
Speaker 1: How can I do the same? Mm hmm. It's funny
Speaker 1: because I don't know if you can necessarily train yourself
Speaker 1: to be delusional. I think that delusional quality that Devot
Speaker 1: refers to is very innate. There's like a fire, there's
Speaker 1: a passion, there's that belief in oneself. That's the manifestation
Speaker 1: that's me saying anything. I do anything, I say anything,
Speaker 1: I can be anything I want. So I think a
Speaker 1: part of that is innate. But I do believe to
Speaker 1: that there are spaces and there are things, and there
Speaker 1: are goals or dreams. That then also two can make
Speaker 1: you delusional in a sense to like almost seeing something like,
Speaker 1: for example, Crystal you being a background on a show
Speaker 1: and then seeing you know, Whoopi Goldberg or whoever on
Speaker 1: set while you're styling, and you're just like, man, I
Speaker 1: can I feel like I could do that feel like
Speaker 1: I can be that it's almost tangible for you and
Speaker 1: that yes, you know what, do you guys think I agree? Um,
Speaker 1: it's not. Yeah, I don't think. I think I definitely agree.
Speaker 1: The delusion, the delusional that Devil always talks about, is
Speaker 1: definitely something that's just kind of in people who dare
Speaker 1: to dream, like we just there's something and as that
Speaker 1: kind of blinds us from like the reality certain things.
Speaker 1: We just like, no, I see that television, I see
Speaker 1: what I'm going after, I don't see anything else. It
Speaker 1: doesn't matter, you know, you just kind of black everything
Speaker 1: we do. Like you said, looking out that window, you
Speaker 1: just kind of you just see what's in that window,
Speaker 1: and you you just you go for it. I would
Speaker 1: have to say I think it's Nate, but I think
Speaker 1: it's also something that was placed in me. My parents
Speaker 1: did a great job of making me feel like I
Speaker 1: can do whatever I want to do. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. They questioned some of the things I wanted
Speaker 1: to do when I was younger because they didn't see it,
Speaker 1: but they put me in places to see other things.
Speaker 1: So when I saw it, I was gonna do that.
Speaker 1: And then you know, they didn't see it, so they
Speaker 1: was like, what you mean, you're gonna do that? But
Speaker 1: they put me in that position. I think sometimes the
Speaker 1: exposure as a as a as a youngster, because sometimes
Speaker 1: so many people have so many insecurities is because their
Speaker 1: whole life they've been told no, you know, no, you can't.
Speaker 1: Like when I think about our kids, we had what's
Speaker 1: what's Delane's the last name Delana Delane, which is my
Speaker 1: family's name is Zimmerman is mm and Eliss Delna. Zimmerman said,
Speaker 1: between five and twelve is where you have the most
Speaker 1: impact on your children, right, And what you don't want
Speaker 1: to do is you don't want to suppress your children's ideas, beliefs,
Speaker 1: and thoughts by telling or projecting all of your insecurities
Speaker 1: on them. Now was the best time to make them
Speaker 1: feel like they can do anything and then feel empowered.
Speaker 1: So I feel like from five to twelve, I was
Speaker 1: in martial arts. I wanted to do basketball, My brother
Speaker 1: want to do football. You know what my parents did,
Speaker 1: they script whatever money they had together, that's what you
Speaker 1: want to do, We're gonna do it. So I never
Speaker 1: had any point in my life felt like I can't
Speaker 1: do it. When my parents when we had Christmas and
Speaker 1: I used to give my Christmas list, my father would
Speaker 1: always find a way to get it. So in my
Speaker 1: mind it's like, oh, if I say it and I
Speaker 1: see it, I'm gonna get it because that's been my life,
Speaker 1: even small things like Christmas gifts or trying to win
Speaker 1: first place. So I feel like for adults, when you
Speaker 1: get to that point, I think it's time for you
Speaker 1: to start to reflect on why you have these insecurities.
Speaker 1: You know, you can't really train yourself, but do some homework.
Speaker 1: Speak to your parents, how was I raised? You know,
Speaker 1: look at your surroundings and say what is it about
Speaker 1: me that I'm afraid to dream? I think if people
Speaker 1: did more homework on why they're afraid to dream, they'll
Speaker 1: find more. Uh, They'll learn more about themselves and be successful.
Speaker 1: Rather than saying, well, de Vos said to do this,
Speaker 1: so I'm going to do that work for Devot because
Speaker 1: this is what Devot does. It may not work for
Speaker 1: k you know, or can do or Crystal you know.
Speaker 1: So I think to do some homework. Do you do
Speaker 1: some self reflection, find out why you're so fearful, and
Speaker 1: that will give you the answers, don't oh gay, our
Speaker 1: times coming to an end. This is an awesome, awesome
Speaker 1: sit down, and I feel like there was so much
Speaker 1: more that we haven't even touched. But I feel like
Speaker 1: as we all continue to grow together, we're gonna have
Speaker 1: more stories to share. UM, We're gonna still be finding
Speaker 1: more ways to pay it forward and give back because
Speaker 1: that's also a very large part of the manifestation process
Speaker 1: I believe is as you get in abundance, UM, as
Speaker 1: God continues to provide for us in abundance, we have
Speaker 1: to continue to be of service to others. UM. So
Speaker 1: that's very big for me, and I feel like that's
Speaker 1: the only way we're going to continue to thrive and
Speaker 1: to grow as if we help people along the way. UM.
Speaker 1: So thank you all so much for coming. We're going
Speaker 1: to roll into our moment of truth. But before we
Speaker 1: do that, if you would like to be feed shared
Speaker 1: as one of our listener letters, no okay, UM, If
Speaker 1: you'd like to be featured as one of our listener letters,
Speaker 1: be sure to email us at dead as Advice at
Speaker 1: gmail dot com. That's d E A D A S
Speaker 1: S A d V I c E at gmail dot com.
Speaker 1: Almost got tripped up because that was actually my moment
Speaker 1: of truth talking about being of service and paying it forward.
Speaker 1: So I kind of jumped the gun, but I would
Speaker 1: like for y'all to share the moment of truth for
Speaker 1: us is pretty much something that sums up the episode.
Speaker 1: So we spoke about manifestation, we spoke about faith, we
Speaker 1: spoke about work ethic. So if there's even a mantra
Speaker 1: that you want to share or um something that you
Speaker 1: tell yourself, some kind of positive affirmation, anything that sums
Speaker 1: up the show that you'd like to leave our guests
Speaker 1: with for the moment of truth, I would love for
Speaker 1: you guys to share, so we can start with whoever
Speaker 1: is ready? Um mine is? I say it all the time.
Speaker 1: Don't be afraid to be amazing. I have to say
Speaker 1: that to myself whenever I started feeling fear, um don't
Speaker 1: be afraid to be amazing. It's been plenty of times
Speaker 1: since I've been here where I'm like scared to do
Speaker 1: something or and I'm like, wait a minute, yeah, you
Speaker 1: know better than this. Don't be afraid to be amazing,
Speaker 1: Go do it. And once I do it is like,
Speaker 1: you know, it's like them like, yeah, that's what I thought.
Speaker 1: I like that. I like that. Yeah, I like that.
Speaker 1: Here we go. I like that. How about mine? Is? Um?
Speaker 1: Your living is in your giving? And that's something that
Speaker 1: was taught to me. Um. Actually Andy at the studio
Speaker 1: calling one day and he was like, I don't know
Speaker 1: why God put this in my heart, but you're going
Speaker 1: places and I just want you to always remember that
Speaker 1: you're living is in your giving. And that's something I've
Speaker 1: carried with me Um since then. But it is. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm gonna p for all three. I'm like,
Speaker 1: why I put I wanted to say duck till piggy tail.
Speaker 1: First of all, I'm not gonna be afraid to be amazing.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna create a new word. I'm a piggy tal
Speaker 1: or three. All right. I made this mantro my sophomore
Speaker 1: year of college. Each day I worked to build a legacy,
Speaker 1: not to be defined by my greatness, but by the masses.
Speaker 1: I inspired to be greater than myself, which means you
Speaker 1: gotta give, you gotta pay it forward. I can't be
Speaker 1: afraid to be amazing, so love it. That's why I'm
Speaker 1: going to piggy tail off for y'all. And then we're
Speaker 1: gonna petail on out of here alright, So Kendle Crystal
Speaker 1: both give us real quick your handles where people can
Speaker 1: find you all that good stuff so they can continue
Speaker 1: to support you, guys, um as your endeavors continue to crawl. Okay,
Speaker 1: you can find me on everywhere Kendle, Kendle, k N,
Speaker 1: d A L L K Y and d A L
Speaker 1: L that's Facebook, TikTok, Instagram YouTube, when I get it
Speaker 1: back up, come on, I get it back up. Also,
Speaker 1: you can find me every Monday on All Black Social Society.
Speaker 1: It's lit. The episodes are getting better and better. I
Speaker 1: can't wait till next Monday. Say y'all can see it,
Speaker 1: and I can't wait to be back. I hope I
Speaker 1: watched our episode definitely okay. Um Also, games people play?
Speaker 1: When is that games people play? We don't know yet.
Speaker 1: It's either August or October right now, but it's looking
Speaker 1: like October. We'll be back in October, so you'll be
Speaker 1: able to find us. I don't know if it's gonna
Speaker 1: be a Tuesday or Wednesday night, but we're gonna be
Speaker 1: stay tuned and Krista Um, Yes, you can find me
Speaker 1: on Instagram and love Christna and it's l u v
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Speaker 1: e UM. On Twitter, It's I am christ rena Facebook
Speaker 1: it is just christ Rene. And catch me on Sisters
Speaker 1: on BT. Coming back to a TV near you on
Speaker 1: June the ninth. I love it. Yes, y'all got a
Speaker 1: name the Blue Lights girl? We got I can talk
Speaker 1: about that. Yeah. Be interested because people always ask me, kitty,
Speaker 1: how do you deal? Yes about and these seckly and
Speaker 1: I'm just like, well, we should actually bring we need
Speaker 1: to do that stuff, this recap or something, all right.
Speaker 1: Be sure to find us on social media. Dead Asked
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