Speaker 1: What's at its lips? Every Sidney Antilia. Ye, I'm g
Speaker 1: G MacGuire, I'm loryall. I thought we were singing it.
Speaker 1: Reason is here with up? What's what's up? Reason? What up? Hello? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I like that you have like a fresh cut and
Speaker 1: your beard is good, and you got the little what
Speaker 1: is this line? Cause? But the little juice sketcher, that's
Speaker 1: what that is. Oh yeah, I just call it a goat.
Speaker 1: But I guess that, you know, learn something new every day. Well,
Speaker 1: I'm glad to know that you perform a real sex
Speaker 1: on women. Oh yeah, I think that every man should
Speaker 1: if you want to keep your woman. That's not what
Speaker 1: DJ kalips that you should teach a class on that.
Speaker 1: It teach like a webinar. You remember the first time
Speaker 1: you did that? Like, did you know what you do?
Speaker 1: I do? When I think I was trash? Um my
Speaker 1: girl up? Probably were Yeah, yeah, I probably was. She
Speaker 1: pumped me up though I was. Actually I was rash.
Speaker 1: He was in a movie theater. That was the first
Speaker 1: first time it. No, you got on the floor on
Speaker 1: your knees in the movie theater. No, it was a
Speaker 1: movie that nobody You know, you had the movies that
Speaker 1: nobody's in so like you can like have the entire ros.
Speaker 1: I was laid down like that, and it was that
Speaker 1: was the first time I did it. That's why movie
Speaker 1: theaters were corrupt closed there and coronavirus and because of
Speaker 1: people like you, because people wouldn't How did you know
Speaker 1: she was chrash? Because I ain't gonna lie. There's nothing
Speaker 1: worse than the guy that's like kind of trash, and
Speaker 1: didn't I said, I think I was trashed. She she
Speaker 1: covered it. She covered it up. From my feelings, I
Speaker 1: feel like, but I think I was, like, now that
Speaker 1: I know what I'm doing, I feel like I was trash.
Speaker 1: But like, so, when was the turning point for you?
Speaker 1: When did you know, like, all right, I got this.
Speaker 1: I feel like the turning point for me was when
Speaker 1: I actually started like paying attention to prnos and being like, oh,
Speaker 1: like you're supposed to, you know, stay here on this
Speaker 1: cliff spot, and you could also you know, do this
Speaker 1: with your hands while you're just so that's when I
Speaker 1: kind of started figuring it out. And then when you
Speaker 1: start getting that like the capitating feeling, then you start
Speaker 1: knowing that you're actually doing something. So yeah, and that
Speaker 1: was something that I wasn't getting at first. So then
Speaker 1: I was like, all these bishes been lying to me, Well,
Speaker 1: we know that you tried to master that, because I
Speaker 1: think that is important. Did you also swim to the butt? Not?
Speaker 1: That was something that I did way later. I was
Speaker 1: about to say that was quick. Ye do that too, Okay,
Speaker 1: what about the first time you got yes? But what
Speaker 1: about the first time you got had? Did you was
Speaker 1: like yeah? Um, looking back on the same thing, it
Speaker 1: was trash. Like I thought it was the greatest thing
Speaker 1: in the world, but once again, like it was trash.
Speaker 1: I was like seventeen, I started late like that, That's
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Yeah, in comparison to all my homies,
Speaker 1: Like my homies just working at like thirteen fourteen, that's
Speaker 1: not being fast. Was like, yeah, I was doing anything
Speaker 1: that I could do to get closed. Was crazy? Is that?
Speaker 1: So I started, Like I said, I started late in
Speaker 1: comparison to my homies. And so I remember for the
Speaker 1: Old Virgin came out that she was like a horror
Speaker 1: movie for me because I didn't have sex sh and
Speaker 1: I was like, this is about to be me, like
Speaker 1: and this is about to be me? So yeah, did
Speaker 1: your best quick. The first time you have text like
Speaker 1: two minutes very quick? Was it all that you hope
Speaker 1: that you dream with me? It wasn't actually like I
Speaker 1: was like like I felt like I did something wrong
Speaker 1: or something like that. That's how I felt. And then um,
Speaker 1: and then the second round we went, it was it
Speaker 1: was a little bit long. It's probably like ten or
Speaker 1: fifteen minutes or something like. Yeah, the first time is
Speaker 1: always terrible. The first time is always bad as that
Speaker 1: her first time. No, it wasn't her first time. And
Speaker 1: I'm actually thankful that I'm probably one of the few
Speaker 1: men that like, I'd rather like a girl be experienced.
Speaker 1: Like my whole rule is like I don't care about
Speaker 1: your number. I don't care what you've done as long
Speaker 1: as I don't know the nigg as you did it with.
Speaker 1: But I'd rather I take somebody experience that got to
Speaker 1: hire body count over somebody that it's holding this invisible
Speaker 1: title of whatever their body count is. And it's like,
Speaker 1: you're born, you know what I'm saying. But it just
Speaker 1: with more rappers than DJ Kaled, you know what? But
Speaker 1: what if they're all friends then because hopefully DJ Kalied
Speaker 1: hasn't been with them that kind of way. You know,
Speaker 1: the guy's virginity wentz and it was not a good experience.
Speaker 1: First of all, he didn't tell me he was a virgin, uh,
Speaker 1: and so so he put the kind of on and
Speaker 1: he put it in and he came like right away,
Speaker 1: and I didn't know if something like if he didn't
Speaker 1: put it on right and he was mad. He like
Speaker 1: sat there like angry and like it was probably he
Speaker 1: was probably ashamed of himself, you know, like like women,
Speaker 1: this is one thing that y'all do. Women will like
Speaker 1: make you feel bad when you don't perform. Like men
Speaker 1: are way nicer. Like if a woman's sex isn't that good,
Speaker 1: a man will like pump you up, mom, tell you
Speaker 1: was good. So like a girl, yeah, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like you know what I mean, a little
Speaker 1: pedalment like right now and if it's not good, y'all
Speaker 1: let it go right away. Like and I just feel
Speaker 1: like that's like a little harsh. You know, we lie
Speaker 1: sometimes to listen, women do lie. But even when women lie,
Speaker 1: your body, the body is going to tell the truth exactly.
Speaker 1: The body language and the wetness or the lect thereof,
Speaker 1: you know, the engagement like women only lie if you
Speaker 1: like the person, like if it's on some like I
Speaker 1: met you out and you know what I mean, Like
Speaker 1: you caught me on the right night, let's have sex
Speaker 1: and then it's trash. Like a woman is definitely gonna
Speaker 1: let you know, gonna lie. I've never lied, and I'm
Speaker 1: never gonna lie if you never lied. You've never lied
Speaker 1: to a man and told him never. I never told
Speaker 1: him that it was good when it wasn't, and I
Speaker 1: never told him that I came when I didn't. I
Speaker 1: definitely pretend to have an right gas. I've lied many times.
Speaker 1: I like lieing sex, that's that's yeah. I think it's
Speaker 1: more fun, make it more fun. Yeah, I'm not like
Speaker 1: you gonna earn this praise? Would you tell her? Um No,
Speaker 1: I'm too nice. I wouldn't. But I definitely like, well,
Speaker 1: like like I've faked it up before for show for sure.
Speaker 1: On got about her there because it's like, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: just too much. So you do you do like a
Speaker 1: little grabbing shake and act like you came, and then
Speaker 1: you get about it there a little grabbing shaking. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but she's like, there's nothing in the condom. You gotta
Speaker 1: take the first off. You're not supposed to let a
Speaker 1: woman take your condom anyway, because you don't know what
Speaker 1: women are trying to do these days. So you're not
Speaker 1: supposed to let a woman take your condom anyway, So
Speaker 1: she shouldn't even know. You should just pull out, take
Speaker 1: it off, and then you know what I mean, go
Speaker 1: get rid of it. But do you cut her off
Speaker 1: or do you give her another chance? Like if you're like, well,
Speaker 1: maybe that was just a bad day, or you just
Speaker 1: like that's it for her. M oh if if if
Speaker 1: it stinks, thinks it over forever. If I if I,
Speaker 1: if I like her, I'll give her one more chance
Speaker 1: to just be like maybe I caught her on the
Speaker 1: wrong day. But if I don't like her, then I'm
Speaker 1: gonna just act like you know what I mean, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna just continue to dodge or until she gets the point. Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: if it's sweaty. The uncircumcised ones, oh, y'all know nothing
Speaker 1: about that. I'm circumcised. Yeah, experienced that before. A guy
Speaker 1: was uncircumcised, and when he got naked and I got
Speaker 1: close enough to catch the aroma, I was like, oh
Speaker 1: that's nasty. Yeah, I didn't go forward with Yeah, that
Speaker 1: sounds I cut that real short. But did you ever
Speaker 1: know that you were funky and you still like mess
Speaker 1: with a girl or like you knew you wasn't all
Speaker 1: the way fresh? For sure, I have, but I've also
Speaker 1: I'm I'm also the type that I'll try to like
Speaker 1: tell you, like yo, like I need I need to
Speaker 1: take a shower or something first. But there's also girls
Speaker 1: out there that if you tell them that, they just
Speaker 1: keep going, you know what I'm saying. So if I
Speaker 1: if I tell somebody that and they keep going, and
Speaker 1: it's like it's all for me, like I did my part.
Speaker 1: If a dude stop you, you gotta be like I
Speaker 1: would think he just bought someone else. I would be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: no reason. Have you ever thought two girls back to
Speaker 1: back and not told the second girl that you just
Speaker 1: have to If you've done that, yeah, which is not
Speaker 1: which is not one of my more proud moments. But
Speaker 1: I've definitely done that for shell for s but like
Speaker 1: not even a bird bath or nothing. It'll be always
Speaker 1: It'll always be because I've done it more than one.
Speaker 1: So let me just get that out of the way.
Speaker 1: But um, you're so ashamed. It'll always honestly, Okay, listen,
Speaker 1: as long as you didn't leave the same kind of
Speaker 1: one like young Joe did you are? That's what that's
Speaker 1: you forgot to take the kind of all. I'm not
Speaker 1: even gonna I'm not even gonna speculating on how that happened.
Speaker 1: But but yeah, I always would take at least take
Speaker 1: a bird bath. But it's still like not cool to
Speaker 1: do that though, you know what I'm saying, Like, women
Speaker 1: have a lot more going on, So it's not that's
Speaker 1: you got Schmagnima's circumcised. Yeah, some people get it stull right.
Speaker 1: It's like the white crusty drive that stuff under your
Speaker 1: inside your pen if you're not circumcised and you pull
Speaker 1: the hood back and then yeah, now I want to
Speaker 1: ask everybody, because you talk about this, if you had, say,
Speaker 1: twenty four hours to live, what are some things that
Speaker 1: you would do that you haven't had a chance to
Speaker 1: do yet. Well, I made a whole song about it.
Speaker 1: I know you did, and I know people got mad
Speaker 1: at you for that, dude. Yeah. People, yeah, people just
Speaker 1: they just take things too serious. What was crazy to
Speaker 1: me was that, like r Lynic, some of our Lynics
Speaker 1: fans got mad and like already joked with me about it.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, how are y'all mad? If the person
Speaker 1: that I'm talking about is art And I didn't really
Speaker 1: name anybody that Like, I either name people that I
Speaker 1: didn't care about my relationship with or that I had
Speaker 1: or that I had a great relationship with, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So I'm like people known like Ari
Speaker 1: is a homegirl, Like it's just you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: The funny thing is that people that listen to that
Speaker 1: are name of that song and probably like, which category
Speaker 1: do I? Yeah, that's very different category. I don't think
Speaker 1: exactly exactly, but clearly you like Scissor and Ari and
Speaker 1: you want to know of course exactly. Of course, like
Speaker 1: I hold them to a very very high standard of respect,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. But they're also both two
Speaker 1: very attractive black women to you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So if I had twenty four hours to live, like
Speaker 1: this is like my my honest but joking, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. Standpoint, you think that I'm Jake was
Speaker 1: wrong for mentioning that he dated Scissor. I think it
Speaker 1: was a little unplayer. I'm not gonna lie like, I
Speaker 1: think it was a little unplayer, But at the same time,
Speaker 1: I don't know the context of what like conversation they
Speaker 1: had before that, you get what I'm saying, Like, Um,
Speaker 1: I do think you should have did his homework a
Speaker 1: little bit as far as the years, because that didn't
Speaker 1: line up. But sissor came through and cleaned it up
Speaker 1: for him, you know what I'm saying. Like, So, I
Speaker 1: do think you should have did his homework on that,
Speaker 1: But yeah, I just think it was a little unplayer.
Speaker 1: But I didn't think he did nothing that he said
Speaker 1: nothing that was too you know, disrespect for crazy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so have you have you ever lied about a relationship
Speaker 1: check that you had? And like Dick, No, I've actually
Speaker 1: never lied on my dick. That's actually one thing that
Speaker 1: I don't like. It's hard for me to respect me
Speaker 1: is that like lie on the dick, but not lie
Speaker 1: as far as adding something that yeah, I mean away,
Speaker 1: Yeah I didn't hit that omitting. Oh yeah you've done
Speaker 1: that too. Yeah, when women at back, that's lying. You
Speaker 1: lie to me, you say you fu somebody that you
Speaker 1: didn't fuck. You know what I'm saying too, Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: got you you okay with it in that case, Yes,
Speaker 1: I've lied on my dick. I thought it was only
Speaker 1: were you ashamed? Why did you? Why didn't you want
Speaker 1: to claim that one? It wasn't more was it somebody
Speaker 1: you shouldn't have been with? No, it was more like
Speaker 1: when you first meet a girl and then they actually
Speaker 1: that question and you're like, you don't. I don't know
Speaker 1: if you're ready for that real answer yet, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like, it's not that I'm ashamed of
Speaker 1: it's more of like I like you when we just met.
Speaker 1: So I don't know if you're completely ready for that
Speaker 1: complete answer because I had a long, extensive host stage,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, So right, yeah, like three
Speaker 1: and a half years something like that. Yeah, like people
Speaker 1: have their whole life. I was wilding though, Like I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna lie, I was really really wilding. Like what's wilding? Wild?
Speaker 1: It is like like I would like I was consistently
Speaker 1: every week like fucking like multiple bitches and like four
Speaker 1: four to five women like a week. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to stop saying bitches. It's a bad, bad habit,
Speaker 1: but yeah, women, Um, I was consistently having sexual like
Speaker 1: four or five women a week. When were you meeting
Speaker 1: these bitches anywhere you going out? I was going out
Speaker 1: like three times a week, like I was newly out
Speaker 1: of her life. So I was in a relationship for
Speaker 1: almost two years, so I was like newly out of
Speaker 1: a relationship. And I'm sorry, did you say ten or two? Almost? Yeah? Almost?
Speaker 1: It was. Yeah, that is my theory though, before you finish,
Speaker 1: like guys when they get out of relationships, they try
Speaker 1: to like mask there. That's how we get over it,
Speaker 1: for sure. For sure we bury ourselves, like that's the
Speaker 1: easiest way for us. Because see women struggle with and
Speaker 1: I'm I'm still struggle. What is that we're not good
Speaker 1: at like talking about our feelings Like it's funny because
Speaker 1: like we joke about how women have girl night, but
Speaker 1: girls night is actually healthy when you think about this,
Speaker 1: is actually very healthy to get together with people that
Speaker 1: you love that's not gonna judge you and talk about,
Speaker 1: you know, all the issues that you're having something like that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: well yeah, niggas don't do that, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: we don't really do that. So I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: we don't really talk about our feelings and were not
Speaker 1: so all we do is we just bury ourselves in
Speaker 1: a bunch of women, you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: that's our way of trying to kind of get through
Speaker 1: it or whatever, which is also not healthy, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. But yeah, Nigga's definitely that's so funny.
Speaker 1: I was just telling my friend that because he was
Speaker 1: saying out he just broke up with his girl and
Speaker 1: he's good, and I was like, yeah, because y'all don't
Speaker 1: even like feel it too, maybe like a year later
Speaker 1: and maybe longer than that, and then you come back
Speaker 1: to me like damn, now then did all this and
Speaker 1: I kind of missed my girl and I feel like
Speaker 1: it happened, or you feel it like right after you
Speaker 1: not like that's usually a men feel it. So like
Speaker 1: if you have sex with another girl and then you're
Speaker 1: nut and then she's still there and now you're thinking
Speaker 1: about the girl that you know, that's when you feel
Speaker 1: it as a man, and then like you're only like
Speaker 1: thought is to try to like meet up with another
Speaker 1: check like that way you can stop like and I
Speaker 1: know it's not healthy at all, but that's how you'd
Speaker 1: be like, Okay, well I didn't I wasn't thinking about
Speaker 1: it for the last two hours, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So maybe if I share with another chick, I won't
Speaker 1: be thinking about her again for like another couple of hours.
Speaker 1: Did you try to get her back or were you
Speaker 1: to break her? Na? I left? I left, Um, I
Speaker 1: felt like, UM, I just felt like, and I know
Speaker 1: this is cliche, but I felt like we just kind
Speaker 1: of outgree each other. Like I still love her even
Speaker 1: to this day, like as far as like as a friend,
Speaker 1: like that's somebody that I'm super close with, but um,
Speaker 1: we just weren't going like in the same direction as
Speaker 1: far as uh who goals and ambitions and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So yeah, you know what I appreciate on this album
Speaker 1: that you did a song about how difficult it is
Speaker 1: for women who are artists to be in this business.
Speaker 1: It's a conversation me and Laura y'all have had because
Speaker 1: you know, Laura y'all is a rapper again because she
Speaker 1: stopped for a little while, on again, off again, on again.
Speaker 1: It is difficult because if you're not fucking, like it's
Speaker 1: like you can't say no win situation. If you're not
Speaker 1: fucking they don't want you around, and if you are
Speaker 1: then it's pro it's pros and constant with the pros
Speaker 1: for women, which is why I think that women make
Speaker 1: incredible managers. If if it's a woman that's gonna put
Speaker 1: her business first and not do nothing to detain her name,
Speaker 1: which even that sucks because it's like as I don't
Speaker 1: I don't know, I'm getting off track, But it's like,
Speaker 1: as a guide manager, you can funk whoever you want.
Speaker 1: It don't taint your name, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But if you're a female as a manager and you managing,
Speaker 1: even if you're incredible manager, you suck somebody, it taints
Speaker 1: your name and now we're not taking you seriously even
Speaker 1: that it's messed up. But um, as a woman know
Speaker 1: it's like the pros is that you can get in
Speaker 1: the room with almost anybody, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: if you're if you're attracted exactly, the con is that
Speaker 1: you never know why you're in the room. You know
Speaker 1: what it's like. You don't know every manager you meet,
Speaker 1: you don't know if he's blowing smoke or if you
Speaker 1: just want to suck. Every artist that you meet, you
Speaker 1: don't know if he's blows You never know and it's
Speaker 1: it's a very difficult thing to kind of navigate and
Speaker 1: then if you don't suck the wrong person, now you
Speaker 1: get black balled from a bunch of situations because she's
Speaker 1: a girl that didn't funk, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And I felt like it was something that I really
Speaker 1: wanted to touch on because you know, I have my
Speaker 1: sister was a singer. She quit for the same reasons
Speaker 1: because of that whole situation. Um, and uh, you know
Speaker 1: Raps he is one of my favorite rappers of all time.
Speaker 1: I feel like Rapsy should be bigger out for like
Speaker 1: part of the reason why she's not, it's because of
Speaker 1: these standards and a lot of different women that are, um,
Speaker 1: you know, super super talented. So I felt like it
Speaker 1: was something I had to touch on. I had a
Speaker 1: question about that record and was more regarding to you,
Speaker 1: have you ever slept with a woman and that lost
Speaker 1: respect for her after? Um, I've never slept with a
Speaker 1: woman in lost respect with her because I slept with her.
Speaker 1: It's more about and how I slept with her, if
Speaker 1: that makes sense. So it's like there have been women
Speaker 1: that have like I've slept with them after like they
Speaker 1: like I didn't intend to sleep with them, and they
Speaker 1: may have been like sucking one of my clothes homies
Speaker 1: or something like that, and then they like fuck me
Speaker 1: to try to get back at him. It's like, now
Speaker 1: I know that, like vengeance advices in your heart and
Speaker 1: so it's like I lose respect for you as a person.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, not not from a sleeping standpoint,
Speaker 1: but just for you would be that vengeful in that
Speaker 1: bicycle to be able to do that. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like quick, what do you mean? What if
Speaker 1: you like, yes, as far as fairly quick, fairly quickly,
Speaker 1: No that that doesn't like, But that's what I'm probably
Speaker 1: one of the only things that look at the whole
Speaker 1: women having sex thing differently, like I don't feel like
Speaker 1: like me personally, like even toil like I got um.
Speaker 1: I have three best friend a set of females, and
Speaker 1: I even tell them, like, only have sex with the
Speaker 1: nigga because you want to have sex with them. But
Speaker 1: I tell them like, if you want to have sex
Speaker 1: with him in the first night, have sex with him
Speaker 1: on the first night. If you want to wait, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, wait, just understand what that all entails. So,
Speaker 1: but I'm never gonna feel no type of way about
Speaker 1: a woman having sex with people that she wants to
Speaker 1: have sex with. The women that I feel some type
Speaker 1: of way with are the women that can just get
Speaker 1: talked into having sex with everybody. Like, to me, that
Speaker 1: is what is quote unquote a whope. If anybody can
Speaker 1: talk to you out of your draws, then your whole
Speaker 1: because now you're not doing what you want to do,
Speaker 1: You're doing whatever is you know what I would say,
Speaker 1: Women sometimes can feel a lot of pressure, you know, Yeah,
Speaker 1: and I do see that a lot, Like a lot
Speaker 1: of women sometimes might do things just because they feel like, Okay,
Speaker 1: I have to do this in order to make this
Speaker 1: happen for myself, and it is hard, Like you know,
Speaker 1: I see it happen all the time. I'm speaking more
Speaker 1: on just like women that are just casually dating, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Like, so it's like, if you're
Speaker 1: a woman that like, and I get in life happens sometimes.
Speaker 1: But if you're a woman that like consistently every single time, um,
Speaker 1: every single time you meet a do it or whatever
Speaker 1: the case may be, You're like, Okay, I don't want
Speaker 1: to them. I don't want to suck him, and then
Speaker 1: every single time this nick is able to talk you
Speaker 1: into sucking him. It's like, at some point you gotta
Speaker 1: have some self control. Like if that's not what you
Speaker 1: want to do. Have you ever had sex with somebody
Speaker 1: and not really wanted to but did it anyway? Only
Speaker 1: if I'm like faded faded? That the only way, Like,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm very good at getting out of sex if
Speaker 1: I'm not fading face, How do you get how do
Speaker 1: you get out of as a man? Women we have like,
Speaker 1: oh I got a headache, I'm on my period. Oh
Speaker 1: I got my period? How how is a man like?
Speaker 1: How do you get out of sex? If you don't
Speaker 1: want to do it? You can't say you're in your period? Yeah,
Speaker 1: not for me. What is the thing? I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be chilling with you if I don't want to have
Speaker 1: sex with you. But now if if if I need
Speaker 1: to Instagram or something like that, if I need to
Speaker 1: have a Instagram and then you get there and you
Speaker 1: don't look the way that I thought that you looked,
Speaker 1: then I'm very very good for the old ship. I
Speaker 1: gotta make this round real quick and then drive around
Speaker 1: the corner. And come back like I'm super super good
Speaker 1: for that. So that's my that's my period is the
Speaker 1: drive around the corner. Had that happened to you, Like,
Speaker 1: you'll be surprised, It's happened quite a bit. I had
Speaker 1: one chick I'm not gonna even say her name, but uh,
Speaker 1: she literally she she would only post old pictures of
Speaker 1: herself and um, I actually had a long talk with
Speaker 1: her after this because I was just talking to her
Speaker 1: about like self value and self worth, but damn like
Speaker 1: a therapy session because she was like blaming me for it.
Speaker 1: So basically she showed up and she was essentially like
Speaker 1: fifty pounds heavier than she was like on her Instagram.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like even the picture she
Speaker 1: would send me were like clearly from years ago, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So she hopped up the car
Speaker 1: very very you know big, and you know, shoutouts to
Speaker 1: those who liked that, but I don't. And so you know,
Speaker 1: she and on top of this is the but she
Speaker 1: actually hopped out like with some doritos. I don't know why.
Speaker 1: That's just funny. When the cool ranch did that matter?
Speaker 1: There was a spicy nachos, but nothing that look you
Speaker 1: as a fashion showed up with the jumbo bag of
Speaker 1: Doritos and you already know it was a jumble, it
Speaker 1: was a ship. It was the ship with you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: It's like, nah, come on that you just said that
Speaker 1: because I never eat dorritos, you know that. And the
Speaker 1: other day I had to film something and all they
Speaker 1: had was like dorritos as a snack and it was
Speaker 1: my first time eating dorritos in years. Now, I'm a
Speaker 1: little ashamed. I feel like that kid chips yeah with
Speaker 1: the family side and so um, I did a little
Speaker 1: you know, swing around the corner real quick. Um. But
Speaker 1: then later on when she came on trying to link
Speaker 1: with me, I kept dodging her, and she wrote me
Speaker 1: like this long message basically saying like you know how
Speaker 1: like you know it's men like me that or why
Speaker 1: like women have such a hard time dating. So then
Speaker 1: I just was like, okay, when then, like let's have
Speaker 1: that conversation that right, like open litterally that let's keep
Speaker 1: it real exactly like, clearly you're sending me pictures from
Speaker 1: three years ago. Clearly you don't like the way that
Speaker 1: you look, you know what I'm saying. So if you
Speaker 1: don't like the way that you look every event, because
Speaker 1: she was a beautiful girl, like in the face, she
Speaker 1: was beautiful. She was just really big, and so I
Speaker 1: just told her, you know, clearly you don't like the
Speaker 1: way you look. You need to do something about it,
Speaker 1: or you can't be upset when you can't send me
Speaker 1: a false picture and then be upset when I didn
Speaker 1: don't want to hang out with you know what I'm saying, like,
Speaker 1: or if you cool how you look sitting the way
Speaker 1: you look, that way you can attract niggers that like
Speaker 1: the way you want. First she was really mad and
Speaker 1: she blocked me, but then a month later she actually
Speaker 1: unblocked me and hit me up and told me thank you.
Speaker 1: She was like none of my friends ever had that
Speaker 1: conversation with me always, but it felt you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, It felt like it hurt, but like I
Speaker 1: needed to hear that or whatever the conversation weight. Um,
Speaker 1: I don't know because I don't keep in contact with
Speaker 1: her like that. Hopefully it did. I love the fact
Speaker 1: that you're responded because a lot of people probably, but
Speaker 1: it just let her leave that send that long ass
Speaker 1: message and not saying, yeah, I'm not fat that you
Speaker 1: were like, let's talk about it, you know, just talk
Speaker 1: about it. And I have a lot of women in
Speaker 1: my life, Like I hold women at a very high standard. Um,
Speaker 1: just because of how many women I have in my life,
Speaker 1: Like I know a lot of the just have quote
Speaker 1: unquote female best friends. I have like three or four,
Speaker 1: and I haven't fucked any of them, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like these are like genuine women in my life. Um,
Speaker 1: you know, I have a sister of mom cousins. Like, so,
Speaker 1: I feel like there's a lot of conversations that men
Speaker 1: don't have with women simply out of fear, because men
Speaker 1: always want to protect women. So we were scared to
Speaker 1: hurt women, so we locked right over shooting out here.
Speaker 1: Wait what yeah? But yeah, I feel like men need
Speaker 1: to have more honest conversations like that with women. Sheez. Now,
Speaker 1: let's talk about some things you just discussed on the album.
Speaker 1: So it seems like you were going to have a
Speaker 1: baby and then did Um the women you said you
Speaker 1: didn't believe in abortion, so coming into it, and this
Speaker 1: is your ex that you were with for almost this
Speaker 1: wasn't this wasn't my since of somebody else. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: knew that coming into it that she didn't believe in
Speaker 1: abortions and unfortunately we just have an unprotected sex. UM.
Speaker 1: I told her to get off of me. I did, UM,
Speaker 1: and she was like, it's fine, and get off of me.
Speaker 1: I was just like, yo, like I'm about to I'm
Speaker 1: about to nut like you know that. Yeah, Like like
Speaker 1: I'm about to not like move, so I can not
Speaker 1: yeah exactly. And you know, she told me she knew
Speaker 1: her psych or whatever the case may be, UM, and
Speaker 1: that that just didn't end up being the case. UM,
Speaker 1: But we were we were super cool, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, And so, UM, I knew coming into it
Speaker 1: that she didn't really believe in that. UM. So when
Speaker 1: we started to have those conversations. The reason why I
Speaker 1: talked about it on my album is because I felt
Speaker 1: a little ashamed about that because I didn't tell her
Speaker 1: to give it, but I was like leading in conversations,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, and I do feel
Speaker 1: like it should be a woman's choice completely, Like I
Speaker 1: think that men should have the honest converse as to
Speaker 1: where they're at and how I feel about it. But
Speaker 1: I don't necessarily think that I should be persuading and
Speaker 1: that I think I should just be giving you how
Speaker 1: I feel about it unless you and then be supportive
Speaker 1: of whatever that decision is exactly exactly. But I do
Speaker 1: want to be clear that if she would have kept it,
Speaker 1: I would have rocked with it, Like I'm not one thing,
Speaker 1: I don't respect it, and then I don't take care
Speaker 1: of his kids. So I would have rocked with it regardless.
Speaker 1: But I was definitely very persuading in that conversation, UM,
Speaker 1: trying to get her to have an abortion. M have
Speaker 1: you ever? So did you really like because I feel
Speaker 1: like it's really hard to write it when you're about
Speaker 1: to come be like, get off that ship. Yeah, Like
Speaker 1: my my pullout game was trashed for a very long time.
Speaker 1: I had to really like yeah, yeah and work on it.
Speaker 1: Like my pullog game was super trapped. But it's because
Speaker 1: my first relationship, UM, we always had to protected set.
Speaker 1: So once I became single, like A it wasn't in
Speaker 1: my habits to have condoms, which is really bad. And
Speaker 1: then be, um, it wasn't in my habits to pull
Speaker 1: out And that's a very bad combination to not yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean yeah exactly, Yeah, I had somebody lying said
Speaker 1: that they were pregnant, but they weren't. I did, and
Speaker 1: I was hot. Me and that girl, we don't. We
Speaker 1: don't speak no more. Wait did you give her money? No?
Speaker 1: She she was. She was also dumb. She sent me
Speaker 1: a picture of a pregnancy test, and when I google
Speaker 1: pregnancy test, it was the first picture that came up,
Speaker 1: at least grow to like the fifth page or something like.
Speaker 1: It was literally the very first picture that google. And
Speaker 1: I'm just like, so, um, I got into a big
Speaker 1: argument with her and I blocked it. So we don't
Speaker 1: talk no more. Has the pussy changed since you signed
Speaker 1: to t d E? Which is which is like yeah,
Speaker 1: quality quantity, um, it's like women that It's crazy because
Speaker 1: it's like women that like I was getting hit by
Speaker 1: women that like legitimately like full blown curved me, like
Speaker 1: not even like I don't got a shot, Like they're
Speaker 1: not even like giving me a shot in hell. And
Speaker 1: there they was like on my line, like blowing me up,
Speaker 1: like you know what I mean, even apologizing like hey,
Speaker 1: you know, I was just in a weird space in
Speaker 1: my life at that time, you know me, I wasn't
Speaker 1: emotionally available and this did you funck any of them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's the that's the moment you've been waiting for. Yeah,
Speaker 1: come back. You're like, it's okay, come on overhanded on
Speaker 1: his deck. Yeah, so you get you get the payback
Speaker 1: sex and then if it's not incredible, then you just
Speaker 1: dip and that's like your your last like little revenge
Speaker 1: or whatever the case may be. And if it is though,
Speaker 1: if it is incredible, I feel everybod good pussy is undefeated,
Speaker 1: like no matter how I felt before, and like this
Speaker 1: situation coming into it like keeping in the roller deex exactly. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so you just added to the roster. Now, let me
Speaker 1: ask you about the young windows that you ended the
Speaker 1: album with, right, because you were very honest about how
Speaker 1: you felt about TV some of the things that you
Speaker 1: might have had some reservations about, you know, just because
Speaker 1: you know the relationships everybody had, you know, Dave Free,
Speaker 1: Top Dog, Jay Rock, Kendrake, all of that, and then
Speaker 1: you sign and were you in the room when you
Speaker 1: played like when say tap Dog heard that for the
Speaker 1: first time, or any of the guys I was, um,
Speaker 1: I was in a room when top heard it. Um
Speaker 1: so Top hits son musa um in Jay Rock. So
Speaker 1: those are the three that I was in the room
Speaker 1: with when they heard it for the first time. Um.
Speaker 1: But honestly, I wasn't about to play it for him
Speaker 1: at first. Um My producer col Banks told me too.
Speaker 1: So it was a song that I made, like I
Speaker 1: make music because like therapeutical, because like I said earlier,
Speaker 1: like I don't know how to talk about things. I
Speaker 1: struggled with that, you know what I mean, So I
Speaker 1: make music about it. And it was a song that
Speaker 1: I was just supposed to make and then just put
Speaker 1: it away. Now I can close that because I talked
Speaker 1: about it finally, you know what I mean. And Uh,
Speaker 1: Kyle was the one that pushed me to play it,
Speaker 1: and uh surprised me, Like they all loved it. Rock
Speaker 1: was drunk at the time, and so he like written
Speaker 1: to this drunk rant about how he felt about it,
Speaker 1: but he respected it though, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But the drunk rant was ultimately like, Nigga, we love you,
Speaker 1: you know, we're glad you're here. You don't gotta have
Speaker 1: none of those you know what I mean, apprehensions or
Speaker 1: whatever the case may be. Um. And then Top was
Speaker 1: the one I wasn't gonna put it out. Um, Gossip
Speaker 1: was supposed to be the last song on the project,
Speaker 1: and Top called me and was like, what was that
Speaker 1: record that she was talking about all of us all
Speaker 1: like he was like yeah, he was like you should
Speaker 1: make the outro. So that's that's honestly how that ended
Speaker 1: up happening. And you also have a record that has
Speaker 1: Kendrick but he's only on the ad libs. Now, how
Speaker 1: did that work out? And you know, I know you
Speaker 1: did say that you did try to push for more,
Speaker 1: So what was the conversation? Like? It was really like
Speaker 1: I kind of like subtly pushed for more. Like I
Speaker 1: think if I would have actually wanted him to do
Speaker 1: a verse. I do think that he would have did
Speaker 1: a verse because God works with the camp super tough. Um,
Speaker 1: it was more of like this is this was early
Speaker 1: and one of those times where I was kind of
Speaker 1: like nervous when talking to Do because it's Kendrick, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I just didn't want to
Speaker 1: be too pushy. And I talked to him about the
Speaker 1: lives and he agrees to do the ad libs, and
Speaker 1: it was more like funk, I should have asked for
Speaker 1: a verse, you know what I'm saying like one of
Speaker 1: those type of conversations. But I was still cool with
Speaker 1: it though, because I liked I liked both of my verses,
Speaker 1: and I just felt like, you know, I'm a big
Speaker 1: fan of when and then um wild Freestyle and how
Speaker 1: Doc's voice asked the record mean, So I was like,
Speaker 1: he's still gonna sound super super fire over this, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I just really really wanted
Speaker 1: to at least get the ads. But if I could
Speaker 1: go back, I would like directly ad asked for a
Speaker 1: vers I was just I was just kind of leading
Speaker 1: to it, like you know, if you want to do
Speaker 1: anything more, it's like you just asked, like, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, he probably would have did it. I'm
Speaker 1: super slow because I was listening to the record and
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, Kendrick is really rather enough on him
Speaker 1: with these act Like yeah. I was like, oh my god, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to slide back to tim that we was
Speaker 1: talking about earlier, right, and you were talking about eating
Speaker 1: Booty and you said you did that way later eat Booty.
Speaker 1: You also do a know, No, I don't do, you know,
Speaker 1: I think because I feel like that's what you're prepping
Speaker 1: for a ready to look at it, but I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't understand why I would want to do you
Speaker 1: know if like I have a perfectly good vagina right
Speaker 1: next to it, like I don't understand it. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know that's for her. Like if a girl
Speaker 1: came out of said that she don't like that, then
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like I don't know what some guys like,
Speaker 1: you know, some girls do and that girl would not
Speaker 1: be for me. But but like like this, the thing
Speaker 1: is like I like, like I enjoy eating pussy, like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like I enjoy that, ain't
Speaker 1: it was like like if I eat your ass just
Speaker 1: because I'm doing it for you, you you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like I know that you enjoy doing for you, they
Speaker 1: don't do nothing for me, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like if I just eat a girl's ass, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna get hard. If I eat a girls pussy, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna get hard, you know what I'm saying. Like it's
Speaker 1: it's two different things. Has it ever tasted weird in her?
Speaker 1: But like I think she ain't white. It always like
Speaker 1: do the little smell first? You do? Like the little
Speaker 1: smell to like you know what I'm saying. So like
Speaker 1: you go down and kind of like back up and
Speaker 1: you smell a little bit, if you can smell anything
Speaker 1: at all, and you just that's just uncharted water if
Speaker 1: you just leave it. Nobody's ever asked you to do
Speaker 1: at no. Um. I have one girl that asked me
Speaker 1: to do it, and I just told her that I'm
Speaker 1: just not for it, you know what i mean. Like,
Speaker 1: and then she was like, you know what if we
Speaker 1: were in a relationship and um, I wanted to do
Speaker 1: you know, and that's not something that you would, you know,
Speaker 1: bending nothing like that. And I just thought, I was like,
Speaker 1: if I was married to somebody, I would consider it,
Speaker 1: but just for a girlfriend, like, that's not if you want.
Speaker 1: If that's what you want, you can't do without it,
Speaker 1: and you can just you know, you can go find
Speaker 1: somebody that does that. I'm I'm I'm I'm like, yes,
Speaker 1: I'm weird. I'm weird. I'm That's what I'm saying. I'm
Speaker 1: weird about it because it's like it's one of those
Speaker 1: things where it's like girls have gone too low and
Speaker 1: whatnot and I can't go Yeah, like they go too low,
Speaker 1: like they're looking at the bulls and they go too
Speaker 1: lower or whatever, and so it's like, I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: like stop you or nothing like that. But at the
Speaker 1: same time, I'm never gonna like put my legs and
Speaker 1: you might like you don't say, I'm never gonna be
Speaker 1: that nigga. You know what I'm saying, But your media
Speaker 1: take out with your legs, like I've heard stories about niggas,
Speaker 1: Like I've heard stories about niggas that you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. That's that's the thing. So to each your song. Yeah,
Speaker 1: just so do y'all, y'all have y'all eating the guy's ass. Man. Okay,
Speaker 1: So I had one guy try to make me do
Speaker 1: it kind of and I like, I thought about it.
Speaker 1: I was right there and I couldn't all the way
Speaker 1: do it. And that was the only time he touched
Speaker 1: her button. And she was like, fucking now, this is
Speaker 1: I just know way I'm gonna be honest, like, and
Speaker 1: then it made me, I don't know, go ahead, go
Speaker 1: it made you well. I just felt weird because the
Speaker 1: only guy that's ever tried to make me do that,
Speaker 1: he spent a majority of his childhood like in jail,
Speaker 1: from when he was like seventeen until but um he
Speaker 1: was in jail for like eight years, and so that
Speaker 1: was the only person that ever like really tried it
Speaker 1: and so did he like An did and I've never
Speaker 1: done an, so I can't say, but I don't think
Speaker 1: I would have did it with him was huge as
Speaker 1: no way, I think for the fail. Yeah, you gotta
Speaker 1: have a limit somewhere and medium, that's got a weird
Speaker 1: conversation for gonna ask you to like eat His ask
Speaker 1: is not like a weird he didn't ask me. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they do the body, they say, do the nu the nuts.
Speaker 1: The first time I did it, that's what happened to me.
Speaker 1: The guy kind of just like yeah and the ball
Speaker 1: lift the balls off the way. I was like, what
Speaker 1: do you do? Like I'm like Jerman folk to like
Speaker 1: certain things like like say I nibble on your ear
Speaker 1: and I feel like it tastes a little waxy and
Speaker 1: then definitely not looking your ass. Yeah, that's a weird
Speaker 1: conversation to me. I like, even if I liked it,
Speaker 1: I don't know how I would ask a girl to
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like do that? Yeah. I
Speaker 1: hate when people like they don't really ask you. No,
Speaker 1: look in my ear, it's like too wacky. I like neck,
Speaker 1: but like, yeah, my neck right here and in my
Speaker 1: ear that's like my spot. I can't hear now, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I can't hear it, like your tongue all in there
Speaker 1: and it's not like, well, I don't know, but I
Speaker 1: can't hear now for a while. What about your balls?
Speaker 1: You like having your boss out there late? I do?
Speaker 1: I do, but I don't like when girls like aggressively
Speaker 1: suck my balls, like and then it's like it starts
Speaker 1: to feel like they're like shifting like I don't. Yeah,
Speaker 1: definitely have to be very gem. You have to treat
Speaker 1: the balls like eggs. You have to, like yeah, because
Speaker 1: of this show, like it's rung my life. Like one
Speaker 1: time I was having sex and I like went to go,
Speaker 1: you know, grab the guy's balls, and he thought I
Speaker 1: was reaching for his ass and he like jumps and
Speaker 1: he's like I know how you do, and I'm like, no, no,
Speaker 1: I'm not like that, not like that. Yeah, used to
Speaker 1: have finger everybody in the buck, which I did. I
Speaker 1: used to like when I gave that whatever, No, that's
Speaker 1: growing the move. What do you spell? Hat can finger going? Now?
Speaker 1: You gotta do it while you're giving heads. So it's
Speaker 1: just like and then he doesn't it's not gonna I
Speaker 1: think guys are already gonna say anything like there. You
Speaker 1: know they're not gonna discuss it either, right, Like you
Speaker 1: just act like it didn't happen, Like, yeah, you just
Speaker 1: got to act like until you get argument. I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know about that, but I know that I
Speaker 1: do know from girls going to load that you just
Speaker 1: act like it didn't happen. When you're playing the finger game,
Speaker 1: you just don't put your finger down on that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you don't mention it until you get in the argument,
Speaker 1: like shut up ing my fucking finger, right, no reason.
Speaker 1: You talk about having some anxiety and everything to even
Speaker 1: put this project out, So you feel confident now because
Speaker 1: people love it obviously we So how did it feel
Speaker 1: like to finally go ahead and release this? Um? It
Speaker 1: felt good. I feel like more of the anxiety, Like
Speaker 1: I knew the music was good. I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: Didn't know how well people will receive it just because um,
Speaker 1: and I'm sure you can relate Loreale. Like when you're
Speaker 1: making music, you sit with it so long that like
Speaker 1: you start to second guest certain records and if you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, they're good enough to be in
Speaker 1: the public. So I knew people would like, you know,
Speaker 1: the music, but I didn't know that it would take
Speaker 1: the way that it's taking. I didn't know, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, that people would love it as much
Speaker 1: as they have, which is a really dope feeling. Um.
Speaker 1: But I think a lot of the anxiety came from
Speaker 1: how honest I am on the project. Like I talked
Speaker 1: about a lot of real situations with people that I'm
Speaker 1: close to in real life, and you know, even talking
Speaker 1: about my ex, like this is somebody that you know,
Speaker 1: I was with for a long time, and um, even
Speaker 1: talking about you know, our situation, it was a little
Speaker 1: it created some anxiety for me because I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't know how people will feel when these records are
Speaker 1: out there, you know what I mean. And I don't
Speaker 1: even know how people will judge me. Even talking about abortion.
Speaker 1: It's like I can get killed for that, and I
Speaker 1: know that there's a chance of you know, the you know,
Speaker 1: the feminist community on Twitter just fucking attacking me, and
Speaker 1: I'm just like, you know, but I don't want to
Speaker 1: sacrif by honesty and the truth in the music. So
Speaker 1: that's really where my anxiety came from. And there's the
Speaker 1: pressure to have this being the only TV released this
Speaker 1: year in exactly so I knew all the eyes would
Speaker 1: be on me, you know what I mean. So it
Speaker 1: was it was definitely like a situation that made me
Speaker 1: super super nervous. But it's dope though, Like he gave
Speaker 1: me more confidence going forward. I'm like, I can really
Speaker 1: dive into like personal ship now because if they took
Speaker 1: to this, you know what I mean, And that means
Speaker 1: I can There's a lot of ship I didn't talk
Speaker 1: about and I can actually go there. You know. Money
Speaker 1: family members got upset with you for something you said
Speaker 1: and a previous project, and you talked about that on there.
Speaker 1: I loved that because, um, it was kind of like
Speaker 1: you talked about him more and then you and then
Speaker 1: you agize, like you know, like I feel like the
Speaker 1: apology should be as big as a disrespect, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. And um, when I went through that
Speaker 1: with him, he was in a very bad place, um,
Speaker 1: and I talked about it and he, you know, he
Speaker 1: wasn't himself. And I made that record before I signed
Speaker 1: with the label and then but I never made it
Speaker 1: thinking that millions of people were gonna hear you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like I was this niked with two
Speaker 1: thousand followers on and I'm like, you know, the homies
Speaker 1: are here, but that would be it. And then I
Speaker 1: get signed and they're like, we want this to be
Speaker 1: a single. I'm like, this is not you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Cool? And UM, I could tell the bother
Speaker 1: them Like every show that I had that he was there.
Speaker 1: He always walked out of my shows when that song
Speaker 1: would play, like he would always he couldn't even face
Speaker 1: that situation, you know what I mean? And um, but
Speaker 1: he also did appreciate how many people would anytime a
Speaker 1: fan would hit me up telling me that record changed
Speaker 1: their life and that it made them feel good, I
Speaker 1: would send it to him that way. He knows, like
Speaker 1: you know, your your trials and tribulations, you shouldn't be
Speaker 1: embarrassed about him. You know, people go through this type
Speaker 1: of ship and so um, you know that made him
Speaker 1: feel better about it. And then um, when I when
Speaker 1: I played him the record on the project Slowdown, h
Speaker 1: he just cried and he was just like thank you,
Speaker 1: like you know what I mean. He just really appreciated that,
Speaker 1: so that felt good. Yeah, I think intent matters so much.
Speaker 1: It's not like he was exactly yeah, like I wasn't
Speaker 1: trying to hurt him, Like that's like that's like my brother,
Speaker 1: Like it's my cousin, but you know you hat that
Speaker 1: close cousin, Like that's I got a twin brother. We
Speaker 1: always called him like our triplet, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: So that's like my my brother there. So he knew
Speaker 1: it was nothing but love, but it still came off
Speaker 1: a certain type of way. It's like we have family
Speaker 1: that didn't know that he was doing drugs, and it's like,
Speaker 1: now everybody know you're doing drugs, Like that's how you
Speaker 1: get help though, saying yeah, he's he's he's bounced back
Speaker 1: like tough. Um. I actually recently just lost my aunt
Speaker 1: his mom's arrest in peace to her. But he's just
Speaker 1: one of he's one of the strongest people I know.
Speaker 1: Like he's been through so much when it comes to
Speaker 1: you know, going through that addiction. He was stabbed like
Speaker 1: nine times, survived that, got into a car accident, like
Speaker 1: had a bunch of broken bones, survived that, like now
Speaker 1: losing his mom and he's just always pushing through like
Speaker 1: he's he's honestly like inspiration for me. It's like, I know,
Speaker 1: if like I'm complaining about should I go through? It's
Speaker 1: like this nig is you know what I mean. He's
Speaker 1: been through it and he's still fighting, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? So shout out to him. Now, let me
Speaker 1: ask you because this got a lot of press to Logic,
Speaker 1: right you and Logic not getting along and everything. And
Speaker 1: then he saw he was open about his issues and
Speaker 1: battles he was having in him retiring. So where are
Speaker 1: you saying on that now? Um? That was one of
Speaker 1: those situations and I think I talked about this that like, um,
Speaker 1: I do regret putting that out, Like I made that
Speaker 1: song like a year a year and a half ago,
Speaker 1: And where I was standing on it at that point
Speaker 1: was that A Logic was one of my favorite rappers,
Speaker 1: and I felt like he wasn't being vocal enough about
Speaker 1: black lives matter. A lot of people feel like I
Speaker 1: was talking about he's stealing from the culture from hip hop,
Speaker 1: and I was more saying, like, you're a black man
Speaker 1: every interview, That's what you're talking about is the fact
Speaker 1: that you're a black man. And now we need black voices.
Speaker 1: And I don't hear you that's what I was talking about,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Um, But because I didn't
Speaker 1: explain it enough on the record and I just kind
Speaker 1: of touched on it because I just be wrapping sometimes, um,
Speaker 1: you know, and then I put it out. But I
Speaker 1: don't think none of us looked at it that way,
Speaker 1: like even all of us, and then like my manners,
Speaker 1: none of us thought it was going to go the
Speaker 1: way that it went. And the reason why I regretted
Speaker 1: is because A I didn't read the room like he
Speaker 1: what I wrote it. He wasn't retired. Now he's retired,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And be um, it was
Speaker 1: a line that I've breathed over that I forgot it
Speaker 1: was even in the line honestly until people started to
Speaker 1: react by it. So, UM, I regret it because it's like,
Speaker 1: I'm completely fine with getting killed on Twitter. I'm completely fine.
Speaker 1: I don't I'm not scared councel culture. Yeah, I'm not
Speaker 1: scared of councel culture. But if I'm gonna get canceled,
Speaker 1: I want to get canceled for shut. I believe that
Speaker 1: I want people to be mad at me. For things
Speaker 1: that stad that I stand on so proudly, like the
Speaker 1: Mac Miller thing, Like I stand on that proudly. Like
Speaker 1: be mad at me if you want about what I
Speaker 1: said about Mac, but this needs to be addressed, like
Speaker 1: like the industry is killing our artists, like they are
Speaker 1: not caring about us. They're not you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: putting us at a focal point. I'm cool with getting
Speaker 1: counsel for that, but it's like logic, Like I don't
Speaker 1: want to counsel for logic. Yeah, don't do that. Is
Speaker 1: that it's just not it's just not important enough. And
Speaker 1: have you ever have you ever dated a white woman? No,
Speaker 1: I can only date black women women. I have sex
Speaker 1: for one and I get the grab and shake and
Speaker 1: got out of there. Just yeah. She she screamed like
Speaker 1: she's like give me that big black cock and then
Speaker 1: she give me that big black cock. Okay, So that's
Speaker 1: okay if a black woman says that, but a white
Speaker 1: woman says it. What it was? Also the situation I
Speaker 1: was in college and I went to college in Iowa,
Speaker 1: so I was like one of like five black people school. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like that mixed with that, it felt I can get
Speaker 1: out like so at that point, it's like it's just
Speaker 1: weird and even like to me, like I've you know,
Speaker 1: I've only had to experience with one white woman, Like
Speaker 1: the rhythm is off, like white women, like you don't
Speaker 1: have sex the same way we do rhythm wise, they
Speaker 1: kissed different. Everything is just did she slap you? She
Speaker 1: didn't slap me, just like like I like noise and moans,
Speaker 1: but she was like it felt like I was like
Speaker 1: killing her to a point where I'm like, I don't
Speaker 1: know if I should stop or not, like that I'm
Speaker 1: not will give me that big black cock. And I
Speaker 1: was just like, yeah, I'm I'm cool, like I'm out
Speaker 1: of here. I was already going soft after that, like
Speaker 1: I was just like, yeah, I act like I came
Speaker 1: and got out of there. But that was the only
Speaker 1: that's the only time that I ever like slip outside
Speaker 1: my I don't know, I don't find women outside my race.
Speaker 1: Like you have to be extremely extreme, you have to
Speaker 1: have black features for me to find you attractive if
Speaker 1: you're not black, honestly, like more than a yeah, like
Speaker 1: you gotta be like if you're a Latino, but you
Speaker 1: got there like black swag and like you know, maybe
Speaker 1: your lips are a little bit bigger. You kind of
Speaker 1: like carry yourself black cool, like you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'm rocking with it, you know what I mean. But
Speaker 1: like if it's not like I just love black women,
Speaker 1: like I can't really go nowhere else. To be honest
Speaker 1: with you, you think you might get back together with
Speaker 1: your ex? No, no, for sure, for sure enough, No,
Speaker 1: like you get us anyone else. I think she's dating
Speaker 1: somebody right now, to be honest with you, Like she's
Speaker 1: dated a couple of people, um and um. We even
Speaker 1: talked about that, like me and her, like we have
Speaker 1: a good relationship, Like we talked about like like the
Speaker 1: niggas that she got through issues with and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: It's dope to have a relationship with somebody after y'all
Speaker 1: break up, when y'all can really be on the same page,
Speaker 1: because then you can have like full blown honest conversations
Speaker 1: about ship y'all went through. You know what I'm saying. Now,
Speaker 1: it's like she talks to me about a lot of stuff.
Speaker 1: She like, you used to tell me this and this
Speaker 1: and this, like and now niggas do it, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: like I hate when these niggas do that ship like
Speaker 1: I I understand that now, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: and the and vice verse. On my end, I'm like
Speaker 1: I was always lying to you like about it, like
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, I was one of
Speaker 1: those ers like I don't even gotta lie. I'm just lying,
Speaker 1: like I'm just I'm just putting that she was that
Speaker 1: y'all didn't break up. Yeah, she's still like she's still
Speaker 1: like healing from it, Like I did that thing that
Speaker 1: women do where you kind of like start emotionally leaving
Speaker 1: before you leave when yeah, exactly, women good for that.
Speaker 1: They're just goats and they'll be over with. So when
Speaker 1: I left, I was already like, yeah, we can definitely
Speaker 1: relate to that exactly. She wasn't, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So for her, it's been, you know, a little bit
Speaker 1: longer the process, but she's we're both definitely in the
Speaker 1: same space where it's like we know that we're not
Speaker 1: going to be back together and we're really good friends
Speaker 1: on that um So yeah, So I feel like, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, She's she's doing her thing, and honestly,
Speaker 1: I honestly feel like since I left her life, I
Speaker 1: feel like her life has gotten better. Um. One of
Speaker 1: the reasons because dragging her down, she was wrapped up
Speaker 1: into the relationship. You know what I'm saying, something focus,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And um, and so she
Speaker 1: she would just like not progress, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because if it wasn't the relation she's to first, she
Speaker 1: could be making six figures, new crib, new car. And
Speaker 1: if me and her on bad page, on a bad term,
Speaker 1: she like, my life is over everything, and no, she's
Speaker 1: in aquarious. I think that. I think all aquarious women
Speaker 1: besides her, like a little besides I think the same thing.
Speaker 1: Not your mom, but everybody else. You look forward to
Speaker 1: being married. I saw you moosted your dad and his girlfriend,
Speaker 1: and you know, I thought that was really sweet. But
Speaker 1: I'm sure that's something you look forward to at some point. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know, Um, it's definitely something that But I also
Speaker 1: have a weird thing about marriage where I feel like
Speaker 1: marriages for the woman, that's my personal opinion, Like I
Speaker 1: feel like like for men, I feel like, once I
Speaker 1: know I'm gonna be with you for the rest of
Speaker 1: my life, I don't need marriage or ring, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? To confirm that, But I also know that,
Speaker 1: you know, you have to provide that security for a
Speaker 1: woman and you have to show her if you do
Speaker 1: feel that way, like marriage is the way that you
Speaker 1: show that, you know what I mean. And so, uh,
Speaker 1: it's something that I look forward to because I want
Speaker 1: to show that person that, like you're the one for me,
Speaker 1: not necessarily to being married, if that makes sense. Are
Speaker 1: you in a relationship now? Yeah? I am. How long
Speaker 1: has that been going on? Um, like close to two
Speaker 1: years something like that. It's funny together we did, and
Speaker 1: it's funny she had COVID and then um, I let
Speaker 1: her quarantine with me, so I just thought I was
Speaker 1: gonna get COVID and I never got it. Um. But yeah,
Speaker 1: we're quarantined together for a while and then once you know, niggas,
Speaker 1: niggas left that quarantine ship a long time ago, like
Speaker 1: it was over after the first month. Nigga was like that,
Speaker 1: I'm at the house. Yeah, yeah, I am. I am.
Speaker 1: It's like, I've never been in a situation like this
Speaker 1: as far as like like where we're completely different in
Speaker 1: like raising like she's a Jehovah's witness, so it's a
Speaker 1: lot of different things that she brings to the table
Speaker 1: that I'm not used to and things I bring to
Speaker 1: the table that she's not used to. But it's dope
Speaker 1: because it's not traditional. And every other situation I've been
Speaker 1: in relationship board dating before this has been traditional, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. So it's gope because we make
Speaker 1: a kind of our own rules about the ship that
Speaker 1: we're doing so that you don't get her nothing for
Speaker 1: her birthday or nothing. Of a sudden she want to
Speaker 1: celebrate birthdays. That's not with Jehovah telling them the tour
Speaker 1: about that all the time, Like all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: you you think birthdays are the most important, Like you
Speaker 1: ain't never celebrate this ship when he was a kid,
Speaker 1: Why do you want to celebrate it now? That's why?
Speaker 1: Exactly exactly. But yeah, so it's it's definitely a transition,
Speaker 1: but it's dope. Though it's cool, all right, But we
Speaker 1: appreciate you. I know you gotta go. We appreciate you
Speaker 1: taking you were actually very fun. Yeah, thank you. I
Speaker 1: like conversation. It's weird. I really love conversations with women,
Speaker 1: Like I wish we could do this in person, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Because I feel like there's so many. Oh,
Speaker 1: once I'm done making music, I do want to have
Speaker 1: like a podcast or something women, because I feel like
Speaker 1: those dynamics don't like really cross too often to see
Speaker 1: the men talking a bunch of dogship or women that
Speaker 1: really really hate their experiences with men, and it's never
Speaker 1: like a crossing the conversation. But you're always invited here
Speaker 1: and we'll have drinks, are you because we know you live.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, yep, just what you're drinking,
Speaker 1: so we could bring you a bottom tequila, any type
Speaker 1: of I'm alcoholic to I won't drink. Ain't all here,
Speaker 1: booty juice to kill. What it's called again, juice got
Speaker 1: a trickle right down here? The reason. Thank you so much,
Speaker 1: and you know we appreciate it. We love new beginnings
Speaker 1: and we appreciate you for chilling with us, and we
Speaker 1: look forward to seeing you in person as well. Yes
Speaker 1: we don't do. I appreciate you, Thank you, thank you.
Speaker 1: Lip service. You didn't say it is service