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Speaker 1: All right, let's get into the episode. Hello, Hello, how

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Speaker 1: are you good? I'm a gecko on the internet. It

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Speaker 1: could be worse, absolutely positively, one hundred percent could be

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Speaker 1: way worse.

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Speaker 3: Well, I called because I wanted to recount and experience

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Speaker 3: a recently I recently got out of a medically induced coma.

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Speaker 1: Hmmm, you were in a medically induced coma? For how long?

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Speaker 4: Yes? Six weeks?

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Speaker 1: Wow, when did you get out?

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Speaker 4: I got out of the coma late September. I had

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Speaker 4: I got COVID in July, and I admitted to the

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Speaker 4: emergency room on the thirtieth. And then midway through August

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Speaker 4: becom me d coma took me up to what they

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Speaker 4: call an XNOL machine. You see, M because my love

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Speaker 4: stopped working. I had been vaccinated and boosted. But yeah,

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Speaker 4: because I got a bat roll of the dice. M.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: And uh So basically, the machine takes your blood out

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Speaker 4: of your body and takes the CO two out and

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Speaker 4: put sausage in in you can sit up and put

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Speaker 4: it back in you. There were a few times I

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Speaker 4: thought I was gonna die. I don't remember that because

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Speaker 4: I was in a coma. But uh and then I

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Speaker 4: was in the hospital until the end of December because

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Speaker 4: I couldn't really move.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 4: After seeing all.

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Speaker 1: Of that, have you ever I watched SpongeBob?

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Speaker 4: Yes, I have.

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Speaker 1: Do you know that guy talking about first they broke

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Speaker 1: my arms and then they broke my leg. Do you

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Speaker 1: know what I'm talking about that?

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Speaker 4: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you kind of sound like that guy right now.

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Speaker 1: I know that's insensitive to say, no, no, it's a

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Speaker 1: good analogy. So hmmm, I'm kind of I'm very curious.

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Speaker 1: Uh like, so you did you had no consciousness at

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Speaker 1: all for six weeks?

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Speaker 4: Yeah. And it also I guess this with your memory

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Speaker 4: because I don't remember June or July and that was

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Speaker 4: way before it was in the coma.

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Speaker 1: Mm hm wow. Man, So when you woke up, how

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Speaker 1: long did it take you to realize everything?

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Speaker 4: Well, I had I had had a dream while I

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Speaker 4: was in the coma that I had injured myself rock climbing,

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Speaker 4: which is not something I do ever, So I don't

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Speaker 4: know why. That's what my brain came up with. And

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Speaker 4: that's when I woke up. Was are you guys gonna

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Speaker 4: have to amputake my arm? Because I thought I had

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Speaker 4: like mangled it rock climbing And she was like, that's COVID.

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Speaker 4: I was like, oh, okay, m hm. And then you know,

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Speaker 4: I uh, you know, I was in the koma on

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Speaker 4: my birthday and uh, like, I guess people came and

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Speaker 4: like sobering my birthday when I was in a coma.

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Speaker 1: That's that's uh, that's kind of nice.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I woke up when I woke up, there was

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Speaker 4: still like this happy birthday banner and stuff, and I

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Speaker 4: and I was like, why is this Like it's still

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Speaker 4: all like in my head, but yeah, yeah wow.

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Speaker 1: Huh so uh, how as you woke up back in September,

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Speaker 1: because this is a few months ago. Yeah, did you

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Speaker 1: suffer any permanent brain damage from the coma?

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Speaker 4: You know, well, that's a hard question to answer, not

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Speaker 4: as that is what I've heard other people have suffered,

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Speaker 4: but it does sometimes affect my ability to recall words

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Speaker 4: like all usually haven't if I get kind of excited

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Speaker 1: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 1: Do you feel like so you you at some point

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Speaker 4: To die, you know the doctor so I was okay,

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Speaker 1: They didn't even know. Has this given you I'm curious

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Speaker 1: overall what kind of perspective this has given you in life?

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Speaker 1: Like have you are you take do you take anything?

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Speaker 1: Away from this experience that you have installed into your

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Speaker 4: I mean, I feel like I just wasted a lot

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Speaker 4: of time in my twenties. Mm hmmm, specifically at the

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Speaker 4: about a clear change and I try to make every

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Speaker 5: Hm.

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Speaker 4: I guess I haven't seen a lot of people in

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Speaker 4: their twenties kind of a whole lot.

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Speaker 1: So the Koma gave you some perspective on you feeling

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Speaker 1: like you haven't been using your time as effectively as

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Speaker 1: as you want. And it says you're thirty now. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and you turned thirty while you were in the candy

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Speaker 1: Land or wherever you go when you get a coma.

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Speaker 4: So yeah, I mean I have a few dreams that

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Speaker 1: Can you tell us that.

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Speaker 4: For sure? Yeah? The little wacky because of the drugs.

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Speaker 4: The next one I'm render is after the rock Cluny incident,

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Speaker 4: transported like air lifted to a hospital that was on

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Speaker 4: They had turned it into like a mobile hospital or

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Speaker 4: whatever isn't I don't know. And while I was there

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Speaker 4: skiing red horns tail, you know. Satan, he h came

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Speaker 4: He had like a captain hat on. He's like, hey,

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Speaker 4: help people. And I was like, oh cool, thanks Satan.

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Speaker 4: And he helped me with like physical therapy stuff because

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Speaker 4: I like lost an arm in my dream and uh

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Speaker 4: that one point they took like the insides of my body,

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Speaker 4: like my got some hard and munkle and stuff and

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Speaker 4: all the gears inside of it. I had a glass

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Speaker 4: of it for a while because they had to like

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Speaker 4: fixed my real body or something. I don't know. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: I also had a dream. Oh yeah, go ahead.

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Speaker 1: Did this give you a greater appreciation for Satan?

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I mean yeah. Think it's a bad rap, you know.

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Speaker 1: Hm.

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Speaker 4: I mean I had a grown up you know, until

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Speaker 4: I turned about eighteen and like a very Jesus centric

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Speaker 4: been a big fan of Jesus since then, so you know,

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Speaker 4: I'm down for down for some Satan.

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Speaker 2: Mhmm.

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Speaker 1: It's funny. They tell you that Jesus will come when

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Speaker 1: you need him the most, but sometimes Satan shows up

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Speaker 1: and I came in.

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Speaker 4: He's he's doing the boat out there.

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Speaker 1: Sorry, it's hard being the captain of a hospital on

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Speaker 1: a shipping container. But if anyone can do.

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Speaker 4: It, Satan, Satan. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Tell me about this other dream.

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Speaker 4: Oh, I had dream with my sister that she produced

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Speaker 4: the Super Bowl, which is really weird because she doesn't

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Speaker 4: But it was like a really big deal and like

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Speaker 4: got to like do a bunch of cool stuff she

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Speaker 4: for them because she did the super Bowl. I'm not

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Speaker 4: sure how that works, but yeah, I mean that those

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Speaker 1: Uh, so you got to spend a lot of time

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Speaker 4: You know, he was around. I mean he's cutting in

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Speaker 4: We did, we did.

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Speaker 2: Hang out all.

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Speaker 1: Did you learn anything about him that you didn't know?

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Speaker 4: Uh, he's not got the cards, which I thinks, you know,

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Speaker 4: like you can't point. I thought he would be good

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Speaker 1: But.

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Speaker 4: Not so in the dam.

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Speaker 1: Tell me more back to Okay, you said you felt

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Speaker 1: like you wasted a lot of life in your twenties,

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Speaker 1: and then you had this coma which knocks you out

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Speaker 1: of more of your life. And now you're awake and

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Speaker 1: you're talking to a gecko on the phone about how

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Speaker 1: Satan visited you in a dream. Ah, tell me, have

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Speaker 1: you done any memorable You said, You're trying to do

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Speaker 1: memorable things every day. How how is that going for you? Well?

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Speaker 4: I'm learning had a toad, which is something I've always

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Speaker 4: wanted to do but I didn't really have time. And

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Speaker 4: now I'm on disability because I you know, I don't

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Speaker 4: have all my physical faculties. Yes, so I'm learning that

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Speaker 4: and that's a lot of fun and a yeah, someone

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Speaker 4: I could deal as a job that I've always been

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Speaker 4: interested in, you know, and I've really set aside time

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Speaker 4: with my friends, which is nice. I haven't done my

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Speaker 4: first few years. That's great scheduling speak cold on pretty see.

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Speaker 1: So uh, do you feel as though you're primed moving

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Speaker 1: forward to not waste as much time as you felt

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Speaker 1: like you were wasting before. Do you feel you're in

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Speaker 1: a good yah to attack life better?

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Speaker 4: Definitely? I mean I'm still working on getting like like

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Speaker 4: range of motion and like strength back because the actresses

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Speaker 4: from the coma, but like the more Stamini idea and

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Speaker 4: the more like strength I get, I can you know,

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Speaker 4: go through more stuff like I went on like very

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Speaker 4: small hikes last weekend just to go out and be

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Speaker 4: in nature, which is it was just fun, ye know.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, huh. Do you tell me about your friends

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Speaker 4: Tell me what it really sucks. Dialysis really sucks because

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, every day at least, oh every day.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, good day, good day, great day. If you

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean I do it a hard way. I

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Speaker 1: Know I know how hard it could really get. Yeah, James,

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Speaker 4: You know, have a good day, you know, remember, you know,

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Speaker 1: Here, Try to appreciate what's good in life and uh

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Speaker 4: Hal satin so yep.

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Speaker 2: Hello, oh my god?

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Speaker 6: Is this the gek?

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Speaker 1: Who is this?

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Speaker 6: This is Anna?

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Speaker 1: Hi? Anna? How are you doing? Uh? You know, I'm.

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Speaker 6: Pretty solid, just instacarting making some money right now? Life

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Speaker 6: Yes, you one percent?

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Speaker 1: Okay? Let me yeah, I'm one hundred percent.

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Speaker 6: How okay, okay, I'll take you through it. So I

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Speaker 6: Are you being so for real? Shut up?

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Speaker 6: But like it was like I wasn't comfortable like really

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Speaker 1: Holy shit, damn. You know what's crazy is I'm reading

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Speaker 6: See I can be like dead or worse st right now.

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Speaker 6: So like, I just I'm so for real. I just

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Speaker 1: How old were you when you called me? You were like,

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Speaker 6: I was like I was fresh, I was like almost

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Speaker 1: Wow. Oh man, Well, I also I feel like I

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Speaker 6: Yeah, oh uh huh, I got a bone to pick

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Speaker 6: with you though, Oh god, you were no, We're so cool,

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Speaker 6: my books. But coming to Atlanta. I'm from Atlanta and

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Speaker 6: I'm so glad, but I'm studying abroad in Tokyo and

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Well, shit, why what you live in Atlanta? Just fly back,

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Speaker 1: trust me.

441
00:29:38,720 --> 00:29:42,120
Speaker 6: Looked at the point. Tickets not but I am going. Okay,

442
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:44,480
Speaker 6: all is not last. I'm going to the Greenville and

443
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:45,440
Speaker 6: North Carolina show.

444
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,840
Speaker 1: Oh okay, great, all right, so I'll see you. You

445
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,480
Speaker 1: definitely got to come on stage and we got to

446
00:29:52,480 --> 00:29:56,600
Speaker 1: talk about this in person because this is fascinating walk Actually,

447
00:29:56,600 --> 00:29:59,440
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I'm well, I am for a but

448
00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 1: I want to know. I mean while we're on the

449
00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:04,400
Speaker 1: phone together. Okay, so you called me two years ago.

450
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 1: You were talking to this older couple. Fucking sketch as hell.

451
00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:11,200
Speaker 1: We talked about it. He said, you're not going to

452
00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:14,240
Speaker 1: talk to them anymore. Fucking found out the guy was

453
00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 1: a sex trafficker. That's insane. Where are we at now?

454
00:30:17,560 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 1: What are you doing with your life? You were a

455
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:21,680
Speaker 1: broke college kid. You were relying on these folks for

456
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:26,560
Speaker 1: money and whatnots. What's going on with your life these days?

457
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:32,560
Speaker 6: Well, unfortunately, still a broke college student. But you know

458
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,960
Speaker 6: that's say, love you. But I am saving up to

459
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:39,800
Speaker 6: study broad in Tokyo right now. I leave pretty soonish,

460
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:44,000
Speaker 6: so I'm instakarting and doing anything I can to make

461
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:50,440
Speaker 6: money basically anything. Life is a it's okay someone, Oh

462
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:54,479
Speaker 6: my god, someone sorry? This is like so like what

463
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:59,760
Speaker 6: is it like off irrelated but unrelated Jesus Christ unrelated.

464
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:02,840
Speaker 6: But someone was gonna pay me a lot of money

465
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,400
Speaker 6: to like have sex with him and ship. But I

466
00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:08,560
Speaker 6: was like, you know, knowing my luck with stuff like this,

467
00:31:08,880 --> 00:31:13,479
Speaker 6: probably shouldn't but like it would have been my whole

468
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:17,000
Speaker 6: month's salary in like two hours.

469
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 1: Well, Anna, I am honored to save you from being

470
00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:25,760
Speaker 1: sex trafficked again by telling you to.

471
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:26,120
Speaker 4: Not do.

472
00:31:32,240 --> 00:31:36,760
Speaker 6: Like yeah, yeah, I you know, at least I'd like

473
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:39,400
Speaker 6: to believe I'm not this naive, but like maybe just

474
00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 6: money is my weakness. Maybe money is everyone's weakness.

475
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:50,840
Speaker 1: Mm hmmmm hmm. Look, well here's his thing. Here's look.

476
00:31:50,920 --> 00:31:53,120
Speaker 1: Look I'll tell you this. Look, if you want to

477
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:56,600
Speaker 1: go do sex work and like, you know whatever, it

478
00:31:56,680 --> 00:32:00,800
Speaker 1: is only fans or or I mean what I mean,

479
00:32:00,840 --> 00:32:03,680
Speaker 1: you know, texting folks, you know, go for it if

480
00:32:03,720 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 1: that's what you want to do, but just be safe.

481
00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:12,240
Speaker 6: Yeah, I guess the kicker is I don't really talk

482
00:32:12,280 --> 00:32:15,200
Speaker 6: to I mean, I can talk to a gecko that

483
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:18,040
Speaker 6: this therapy of mine about this. But you know, it's

484
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:23,240
Speaker 6: not like I don't want to ask the world about

485
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:26,520
Speaker 6: what any kind of ricrificulated this. But you know, it's

486
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 6: one of those things where I'm just in a weird

487
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:31,040
Speaker 6: position of my life and we've all been there, or

488
00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:34,560
Speaker 6: we just want to do anything we can because we're

489
00:32:34,560 --> 00:32:36,640
Speaker 6: in our twenties and that's where I'm at right now.

490
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:39,200
Speaker 6: So I'm just trying to get the cash to do it.

491
00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:43,000
Speaker 1: You know, on a you're you're you're a hungry hustler.

492
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 1: You know, you're trying to you're trying to make it

493
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:49,560
Speaker 1: big in this world. I I I appreciate that about

494
00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:53,520
Speaker 1: you your and I remember I remember feeling this way

495
00:32:53,520 --> 00:32:57,120
Speaker 1: when we talked for the first time, that you were

496
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:02,680
Speaker 1: you know, you had this Uh how what's what's vivaciousness?

497
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:06,560
Speaker 1: Maybe you could call it vitality for life? You want

498
00:33:06,560 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 1: to get out there, you want to experience, you want

499
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:12,280
Speaker 1: to go, you want to do. Great impulses to have,

500
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:19,080
Speaker 1: but balance them out a little bit by uh you know,

501
00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:21,440
Speaker 1: trying to build a bit of a better judgment is

502
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:27,160
Speaker 1: to what may or may not you know, get you

503
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 1: in a bad situation.

504
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:35,720
Speaker 6: Is that I blame my Yeah no, that's Honeyson fair.

505
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 6: I blame my undeveloped front a little bit time. I

506
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:42,840
Speaker 6: can give it three years and I'll be there. But yeah,

507
00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:45,760
Speaker 6: I got to filter out but not so great ones.

508
00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:47,360
Speaker 1: Mm hmm.

509
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 6: It's hard when there's a big pay attached to it.

510
00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:52,520
Speaker 1: How is instacart going?

511
00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:55,840
Speaker 6: Let me tell you.

512
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:56,440
Speaker 5: Let me tell you.

513
00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:57,760
Speaker 1: Gek people.

514
00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:02,560
Speaker 6: I will go around the grocery store. I'll get paid

515
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:07,600
Speaker 6: eight dollars to shop around for like an hour sometimes longer,

516
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:11,080
Speaker 6: and then deliver to people's houses and then it tipped me.

517
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:13,440
Speaker 6: But you know, it's kind of weird to tip on

518
00:34:13,480 --> 00:34:17,080
Speaker 6: groceries because you're thinking well, it's not like a service

519
00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:18,840
Speaker 6: you normally have. You feel like you have to tip,

520
00:34:18,920 --> 00:34:22,319
Speaker 6: So I am here making nothing like Luckily, I've done

521
00:34:22,360 --> 00:34:24,360
Speaker 6: this long enough. I know how to hustle and like

522
00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:28,480
Speaker 6: get the best like jobs and find people who will

523
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:32,919
Speaker 6: tip more. But I swear it is so tiring. I mean, well,

524
00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:34,440
Speaker 6: I know my way on a grocery store like the

525
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:37,279
Speaker 6: back of my hand now, but it just doesn't feel

526
00:34:37,280 --> 00:34:37,880
Speaker 6: like it's worth it.

527
00:34:39,480 --> 00:34:46,319
Speaker 1: You know, I can see being an instacarter and daydreaming

528
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:50,680
Speaker 1: about how much more lucrative prostitution would be.

529
00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:57,680
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, but be.

530
00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:04,600
Speaker 1: Safe and U okay, don't do anything wild. Keep trying

531
00:35:04,640 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 1: to you know, live a fun and good life. And

532
00:35:10,080 --> 00:35:13,960
Speaker 1: I don't know, Yeah, it might be more boring to

533
00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:17,960
Speaker 1: do instacart, but at the end of the day, at

534
00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:24,400
Speaker 1: least you're not in danger. And here's the thing is

535
00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 1: that if somebody kills you, you can't go to you

536
00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 1: can't go to Tokyo at all, You can't go anywhere

537
00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:32,520
Speaker 1: ever again if that happens. So it's actually so your

538
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:37,240
Speaker 1: your own safety, so so looking after your own safety.

539
00:35:37,239 --> 00:35:41,760
Speaker 1: It's actually part of fulfilling your vitality for a crazy life,

540
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 1: because if you are are not safe and you die.

541
00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:49,320
Speaker 1: You can't you can't do stuff. That's one of the parts,

542
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:51,760
Speaker 1: that's one of the tenants of death.

543
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:55,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, death is.

544
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,440
Speaker 6: Kind of permanent and irreversible, but it's coming.

545
00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:04,840
Speaker 1: I get that well, and I well, I'll listen. I'm

546
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:08,879
Speaker 1: I'm like I said, I feel a lot worse after

547
00:36:08,920 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 1: this call because now I'm realizing. Now I to think

548
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 1: about all the people that I didn't save from uh

549
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:17,600
Speaker 1: impending doom by telling them that they should what.

550
00:36:17,560 --> 00:36:20,000
Speaker 6: You said, Remember what you said. It was at the

551
00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:23,080
Speaker 6: end of the day, it was my impulses and I

552
00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:26,279
Speaker 6: did it myself. You can't blame yourself if you tell me.

553
00:36:26,600 --> 00:36:29,640
Speaker 6: I can't say it's all on you. You can't say

554
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:33,799
Speaker 6: it's all on you as well, know what.

555
00:36:33,719 --> 00:36:39,719
Speaker 1: Anna, God damn right. Everything everyone does is their faults,

556
00:36:40,520 --> 00:36:41,120
Speaker 1: not mine.

557
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:45,960
Speaker 6: Hey, you're just a gecko on the internet.

558
00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:47,799
Speaker 1: And is there anything else do I say to the

559
00:36:47,800 --> 00:36:49,040
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

560
00:36:50,960 --> 00:36:54,840
Speaker 6: Oh gosh, I've been so excited to do this. I

561
00:36:54,880 --> 00:36:56,720
Speaker 6: have nothing planned, but I just want to say I'm excited.

562
00:36:57,120 --> 00:37:02,279
Speaker 6: But yeah, just life, see what happens. Go at the

563
00:37:02,320 --> 00:37:05,640
Speaker 6: slow chase that bag, but do it safely.

564
00:37:07,080 --> 00:37:07,400
Speaker 1: Thank you.

565
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:09,520
Speaker 6: For calling Anna, no problem, have a nice night.

566
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:12,680
Speaker 1: Egg trying to think of what I make of that.

567
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:17,239
Speaker 1: I try not well, I don't know, because I try

568
00:37:17,360 --> 00:37:24,520
Speaker 1: not to tell people what to do. But I'm glad

569
00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:30,440
Speaker 1: I told her what to not do so that she

570
00:37:30,560 --> 00:37:36,160
Speaker 1: didn't get sold. I feel like that was a good

571
00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:39,600
Speaker 1: thing to do. I'm still going to try not to

572
00:37:39,600 --> 00:37:40,560
Speaker 1: tell people what to do, though.

573
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:45,359
Speaker 4: Holy shit, I think I'm on yep you are, Oh hey,

574
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 4: what's up?

575
00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:47,600
Speaker 6: While?

576
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:50,480
Speaker 4: How's it going going good?

577
00:37:50,480 --> 00:37:50,880
Speaker 1: How are you?

578
00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:58,239
Speaker 5: I'm chilling? I'm chilling. So I'm not going to waste

579
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:02,200
Speaker 5: your time here. I'm going to keep it real with Yeah.

580
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:06,200
Speaker 5: So I called today because I just review bomb the

581
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:11,080
Speaker 5: former employer, and now I'm kind of feeling conflicted about it,

582
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,160
Speaker 5: you know, because now they're taking in it as an

583
00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:19,000
Speaker 5: affront that that, like my review is going to affect

584
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,880
Speaker 5: their family. It's almost like, you know, like sea otters

585
00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 5: and they're like, oh, don't kill me, predator, and then

586
00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:26,040
Speaker 5: they put like the baby in front of it to

587
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:27,040
Speaker 5: try to get compassion.

588
00:38:27,160 --> 00:38:28,080
Speaker 4: That's what it feels like.

589
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:31,359
Speaker 5: But I still stand by it.

590
00:38:31,880 --> 00:38:37,560
Speaker 1: That's really that makes analogy. All right, tell me more,

591
00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:43,120
Speaker 1: tell me what this business is tell me, uh why

592
00:38:43,320 --> 00:38:46,440
Speaker 1: they things ended in such a way that would make

593
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:49,279
Speaker 1: you want to do this, and then tell me what

594
00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:50,719
Speaker 1: your conflicting feelings are.

595
00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:53,080
Speaker 6: Yeah.

596
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:53,560
Speaker 1: Yeah.

597
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:57,120
Speaker 5: So it's a boba shop and I worked there for

598
00:38:57,160 --> 00:39:01,560
Speaker 5: about a year essentially, you know, they started me working

599
00:39:01,640 --> 00:39:04,800
Speaker 5: like really high hours and then slowly they started to

600
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:06,680
Speaker 5: drop down. Then they're like, hey, you know what, We're

601
00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:07,799
Speaker 5: gonna make you a shift lead.

602
00:39:08,200 --> 00:39:09,080
Speaker 8: I took it because I.

603
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:13,760
Speaker 5: Was like, hey, ray, fuck yeah, and then I was like, wait,

604
00:39:14,200 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 5: this job fucking sucks. And I just kind of realized, like,

605
00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:20,560
Speaker 5: I don't like any of my co workers. I don't

606
00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:23,319
Speaker 5: like any of this. And then out of nowhere, they

607
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:27,320
Speaker 5: all started blaming me for like the for the store

608
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:31,240
Speaker 5: being super messy, and I'm like, my guy, I'm cleaning

609
00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:34,359
Speaker 5: out here. Nobody else is cleaning, you know.

610
00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:38,200
Speaker 8: So I'm like, what the fuck?

611
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,800
Speaker 5: So they took out down my hours more without telling

612
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:43,560
Speaker 5: me that was the reason why. The manager at the

613
00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:46,200
Speaker 5: time said, yeah, so we're taking down your hours because

614
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:48,680
Speaker 5: we're training new stash. But then when I talked to

615
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,160
Speaker 5: the owner about it, he was like, they said it

616
00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:52,360
Speaker 5: was because you're uncleanly.

617
00:39:52,760 --> 00:39:53,720
Speaker 4: I'm like, what the fuck.

618
00:39:55,040 --> 00:40:00,440
Speaker 5: So, you know, like I quit and h I've had

619
00:40:00,440 --> 00:40:02,960
Speaker 5: a job now for about a month. And then I

620
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:06,799
Speaker 5: guess they've been getting a string of bad reviews. And

621
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:10,239
Speaker 5: my friend was like, yeah, they want us to write

622
00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:13,760
Speaker 5: good reviews and they'll give ten dollars if we write

623
00:40:13,760 --> 00:40:17,359
Speaker 5: like a five star review. And I'm like, man, that's

624
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:19,840
Speaker 5: kind of scummy. So I put a one star review

625
00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:23,799
Speaker 5: and I put how like sometimes they still expired boba

626
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:27,000
Speaker 5: and I called it muck tea, not milk tea. And

627
00:40:27,080 --> 00:40:30,120
Speaker 5: I even put it's almost like management pays staff to write.

628
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:31,319
Speaker 8: Five star reviews.

629
00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:34,440
Speaker 3: And now.

630
00:40:36,640 --> 00:40:39,000
Speaker 5: Now it's like because it's it's not like a corporation,

631
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:42,759
Speaker 5: it's like it's weird. It's like a franchise sort of

632
00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:46,120
Speaker 5: a deal. So it's like family runs. It's like the

633
00:40:46,160 --> 00:40:49,080
Speaker 5: worst parts of a family run corpse like business and

634
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:53,240
Speaker 5: the worst parts of the corporation in one business.

635
00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:54,960
Speaker 1: All right, let me ask you.

636
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:55,600
Speaker 6: And.

637
00:40:57,280 --> 00:41:01,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, this thing about how they this thing

638
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: about how they sometimes serve expired boba, mm hmmm is

639
00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 1: that true.

640
00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:12,239
Speaker 8: Yes, I've got pictures of it.

641
00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:16,839
Speaker 5: My friend like done it and I'm like, oh, that's

642
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:19,319
Speaker 5: kind of kind of icky. They sound like have you

643
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:21,560
Speaker 5: is there maggot, have.

644
00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:23,360
Speaker 1: You had the bolba at the shop?

645
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,760
Speaker 8: I have, I have, but not when it was expired.

646
00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:31,120
Speaker 5: I got it one okay, okay to eat it?

647
00:41:31,160 --> 00:41:32,520
Speaker 1: Is it? Is it good and.

648
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 8: Mid at best?

649
00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:39,960
Speaker 5: And I don't say mid asan just like bad, I

650
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:42,839
Speaker 5: mean like actually like middle tier.

651
00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:46,920
Speaker 1: All right, let me ask you this question. Yeah, what

652
00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:50,479
Speaker 1: do you actually think of this boba shop?

653
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:56,479
Speaker 5: I really don't like it. You know, It's I felt

654
00:41:56,560 --> 00:42:00,560
Speaker 5: really dicked around the entire time I worked there. Everything

655
00:42:00,600 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 5: there was a hassle, and I don't know, it's almost like.

656
00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:07,719
Speaker 8: I feel bad for doing it.

657
00:42:07,719 --> 00:42:12,200
Speaker 5: But at the same time, it's therapeutics, both quitting and

658
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:13,719
Speaker 5: the bad review in a way.

659
00:42:14,800 --> 00:42:19,720
Speaker 1: So my thing with the bad review is that, I mean, look,

660
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Speaker 1: you didn't lie. You gave, in my opinion, your honest

661
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Speaker 1: review of this boba place.

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00:42:30,080 --> 00:42:31,400
Speaker 8: Exactly. That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So I don't think that you necessarily did anything wrong.

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Speaker 1: I mean, yelp ex was the fucking yelp. Yeah, I'm mean, look,

665
00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:46,120
Speaker 1: yelp exists for people to come on and give their

666
00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:52,200
Speaker 1: honest reviews of these businesses and products, and you gave

667
00:42:52,239 --> 00:42:57,960
Speaker 1: an honest review of this business. Yeah, you didn't lie.

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00:42:58,080 --> 00:43:00,640
Speaker 1: I think if you if looks if these guys had

669
00:43:00,719 --> 00:43:04,680
Speaker 1: kind of if you had lied about the expired boba thing,

670
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:09,279
Speaker 1: I would have thought that was fucked up. But it's

671
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:10,280
Speaker 1: the truth. It's the truth.

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Speaker 6: You know.

673
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:14,600
Speaker 8: It is true. It is true.

674
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Speaker 1: And go ahead.

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00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:24,280
Speaker 5: Oh no, I already I already lost my train of thought.

676
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Speaker 1: Okay, so this this this, this this company. Why here's

677
00:43:29,800 --> 00:43:34,520
Speaker 1: what I don't understand. Why is this fucking bulba shop? Like,

678
00:43:34,719 --> 00:43:37,640
Speaker 1: all right, they got a bad review. Why are they

679
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 1: acting like it's the end of the universe for them

680
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:45,920
Speaker 1: and that they need to, you know, beg you to

681
00:43:46,040 --> 00:43:46,839
Speaker 1: get rid of it.

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Speaker 5: You know, that's a big question I've always had too

683
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:54,560
Speaker 5: because even like when I started working there, they're like,

684
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:59,160
Speaker 5: we got one one star review, guys, we need we

685
00:43:59,200 --> 00:44:01,640
Speaker 5: need you guys to put a five star review, and

686
00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:05,840
Speaker 5: we'll pay you fifteen dollars to do it. And it's like, whoa, whoa,

687
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:08,680
Speaker 5: what the heck it's just a one star review, you know.

688
00:44:08,760 --> 00:44:12,400
Speaker 1: Like Jewish boba shop owners.

689
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:15,240
Speaker 8: No, they're Asian, but you know the way they handle

690
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Speaker 8: their money.

691
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Speaker 4: I'm sorry, that's that's bad.

692
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Speaker 8: I can't say that.

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Speaker 1: I don't think I'll give you. I'll give you the

694
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Speaker 1: one jew pass that I can give you.

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Speaker 5: All right, thank you, Ele. They're they're they're a smidge

696
00:44:27,280 --> 00:44:31,800
Speaker 5: jewy with their money, all right, they drastically underpaid everybody.

697
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Speaker 1: Blow it down, my friends. You're taking the past too far.

698
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Speaker 8: I'm sorry.

699
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Speaker 4: I'm sorry.

700
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Speaker 8: I'm sorry.

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Speaker 4: I'm sorry.

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Speaker 1: It's okay, it's all right, Zach. Listen, Zach. Here's my thing, though,

703
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Speaker 1: why do you keep like why are you fighting with

704
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:50,640
Speaker 1: these folks? You know what I'm saying, Like, what's the confence? What? What?

705
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Speaker 1: At what point does continuing to engage with this conflict

706
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Speaker 1: hurt you?

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00:45:01,040 --> 00:45:05,360
Speaker 5: I don't know, because you know, like, if anything, I

708
00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:09,759
Speaker 5: almost feel like putting that review after the dust had

709
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:12,680
Speaker 5: already settled for me, already quitting, because you know, it's

710
00:45:12,680 --> 00:45:14,680
Speaker 5: been like a few weeks since I quit.

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Speaker 8: It almost feels childish to me, like.

712
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:20,680
Speaker 5: Why am I doing this? Why am I spending the energy?

713
00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:21,319
Speaker 8: When I'm done?

714
00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:26,640
Speaker 5: You know, And I'm kind of sitting with myself. Yeah,

715
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:28,239
Speaker 5: you know, I don't know if you've ever heard of

716
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:33,560
Speaker 5: Marcus Rellis's meditations, but there's some stuff I've been you know,

717
00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:36,080
Speaker 5: looking at and thinking about and trying to apply to

718
00:45:36,120 --> 00:45:37,520
Speaker 5: my life and I'm.

719
00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:40,319
Speaker 8: Sitting here like, what is this adding? What is this

720
00:45:40,600 --> 00:45:42,000
Speaker 8: adding to the world?

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00:45:43,480 --> 00:45:45,920
Speaker 1: I mean, the truth is, you know fucking nothing. You

722
00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:49,040
Speaker 1: know you're engaging in this. I'man like, here's because you're

723
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,319
Speaker 1: you told the truth, which is why I don't think

724
00:45:51,320 --> 00:45:55,320
Speaker 1: you did anything, uh necessarily wrong. But again, you fighting

725
00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:58,440
Speaker 1: with this Boba store and you know, uh, you're familiar

726
00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:00,160
Speaker 1: with the idea of something living in your head, had

727
00:46:00,239 --> 00:46:03,040
Speaker 1: rent free that was going on here if you continue

728
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Speaker 1: to engage in this conflict, and so look, if I

729
00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:09,440
Speaker 1: were you, I I and you know, yeah, I h no,

730
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,279
Speaker 1: I love the stoic philosophy ship because yeah, I mean,

731
00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:14,160
Speaker 1: this is not adding anything to your life at all.

732
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Speaker 5: Yeah, exactly, So I would drop it.

733
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Speaker 8: I don't know.

734
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Speaker 5: Yeah, I think I think I'm gonna go with that, Lyle.

735
00:46:24,800 --> 00:46:28,040
Speaker 5: I think I'm gonna go with that. I think I

736
00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:29,840
Speaker 5: think that's just it. I think I'm gonna leave it

737
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Speaker 5: where it's at.

738
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Speaker 1: Uh, is there anything else you want to say to

739
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Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go?

740
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Speaker 5: Boom boom boom boom.

741
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Speaker 1: What that means? Okay, have a going man, all right,

742
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:54,000
Speaker 1: all right, no more, no more? Juw joke passes Hello, Hello,

743
00:46:55,760 --> 00:46:57,400
Speaker 1: who is this man?

744
00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:00,640
Speaker 2: This is this is BeO.

745
00:47:01,640 --> 00:47:04,440
Speaker 1: And what's what's going on with you?

746
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:11,840
Speaker 2: Be No, that's crazy? People, actually do you do? Sound different?

747
00:47:11,920 --> 00:47:18,080
Speaker 2: That's crazy. But so with me, I would say I

748
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 2: have this issue right now, a tough decision. So I

749
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:30,439
Speaker 2: do TikTok live streams and I tend to uh make

750
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 2: out with an anime cutout of a Naruto character for like,

751
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:40,240
Speaker 2: like you know, shock value.

752
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Speaker 6: And.

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Speaker 2: I'm not sure which way I should go with, Like,

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Speaker 2: I get a lot of comments where you know, they're

755
00:47:48,400 --> 00:47:56,200
Speaker 2: pretty uh, they're pretty harsh, and and I'm debating if

756
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Speaker 2: I should continue on doing it for my tick talk career.

757
00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:09,080
Speaker 1: Okay, so you make out with a cardboard cutout of

758
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Speaker 1: a Naruto character for live streams, and you're speaking whether

759
00:48:14,080 --> 00:48:17,920
Speaker 1: or not you want to continue doing it because you

760
00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,560
Speaker 1: get a lot of negative comments and that makes you

761
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:26,200
Speaker 1: want to not do it. Yes, okay, so we know

762
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Speaker 1: the reasons for you to not do it. What are

763
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Speaker 1: the what are the pros? What do you enjoy doing

764
00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:33,839
Speaker 1: about this that would keep you doing it?

765
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Speaker 2: So the big thing is is that it makes a

766
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Speaker 2: lot of people stop and like actually watch it. So

767
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Speaker 2: I get a lot of views when I make out

768
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Speaker 2: with the Naruto character. And it's also I find it

769
00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:57,239
Speaker 2: kind of funny. There's a lot of people who you know,

770
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Speaker 2: don't really like it, but that's part of it. I

771
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Speaker 2: don't know.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, so you do it because it's a little funny,

773
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Speaker 1: and I agree, it's like, you know, it's kind of funny.

774
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Speaker 1: It's a little funny and it gets your views. Yes, okay,

775
00:49:17,200 --> 00:49:20,600
Speaker 1: so I I you know, look, I think you should

776
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Speaker 1: keep doing it if if you enjoy doing it and

777
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Speaker 1: if you think it's funny. I think it would be

778
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Speaker 1: tragic of you to stop doing it just because people

779
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Speaker 1: on the internet are saying that it's weird. I think

780
00:49:29,880 --> 00:49:33,040
Speaker 1: that's not a good reason to stop doing something.

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00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:38,439
Speaker 2: Yeah. So the big thing is is like they say

782
00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:43,000
Speaker 2: a lot of things like like go touch grass, you

783
00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:48,560
Speaker 2: get no girls, you're ugly, and like they even get

784
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:50,359
Speaker 2: down to the point where they're calling me like a

785
00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:53,400
Speaker 2: pedal for it, even though it's like a character of

786
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:56,160
Speaker 2: age and it's cardboard.

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Speaker 1: Okay, and so let me really bothers me.

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Speaker 2: I hate that.

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Speaker 1: S sure, I understand that. I mean, do like, are

790
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Speaker 1: you self conscious about like that you don't touch grass

791
00:50:13,640 --> 00:50:16,960
Speaker 1: or that you don't get girls? Or about any of

792
00:50:17,040 --> 00:50:18,640
Speaker 1: these things that people are saying about you.

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Speaker 2: Uh, I'm pretty like, well, I know I touch grass

794
00:50:27,920 --> 00:50:32,759
Speaker 2: and get girls. So but it is annoying and it's

795
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:36,040
Speaker 2: hard for me to like do alive and not kind

796
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Speaker 2: of start to get upset a little bit and get

797
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Speaker 2: mad a little bit.

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Speaker 1: You know, well, well, all right, well listen, all right.

799
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Speaker 1: You know that you get girls. You said it just now.

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Speaker 1: You know that you touch grass. You know that you're

801
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Speaker 1: not a pedophile, right, you know those things. You know

802
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:58,320
Speaker 1: those things very well. You're confident in them, right, So

803
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Speaker 1: is it Why does it matter that you on the

804
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 1: internet are saying anything about them? Lyle?

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00:51:05,320 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 2: Does it not hurt when you get like comments of

806
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:11,319
Speaker 2: like people like, oh my god, old man in a

807
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:13,640
Speaker 2: gecko costume, he's so lame?

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Speaker 1: Mm hm.

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Speaker 2: You know that doesn't hurt.

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Speaker 1: You know, you know what I'm gonna I'm gonna tell

811
00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:21,480
Speaker 1: you this man. I was thinking about that later. I'm

812
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:26,319
Speaker 1: glad you asked me that. I I yeah, I do.

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00:51:26,400 --> 00:51:29,520
Speaker 1: I I'm I'm very lucky that the internet is largely

814
00:51:29,719 --> 00:51:32,520
Speaker 1: very kind to me. But yeah, I mean every every

815
00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:37,360
Speaker 1: everyone who has ever done anything publicly on the internet

816
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:41,239
Speaker 1: has received negative comments. No matter what the fuck it is.

817
00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:44,920
Speaker 1: Everyone who's ever put themselves out there in any capacity

818
00:51:44,920 --> 00:51:47,040
Speaker 1: on the Internet has received negative comments, and everyone has

819
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Speaker 1: their own kind of relationship with dealing with them. And

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Speaker 1: I mean, here's my thing, is uh, I am trying

821
00:51:59,440 --> 00:52:03,759
Speaker 1: over here, I am doing my damn best, i am

822
00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:07,400
Speaker 1: putting on a gecko costume, I'm showing up, I'm talking

823
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:09,760
Speaker 1: to people on the phone, I'm posting it on the internet.

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00:52:10,280 --> 00:52:13,200
Speaker 1: That's all I give a shit about is that I tried.

825
00:52:14,560 --> 00:52:17,759
Speaker 1: I gave it a shot. I got up out of

826
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Speaker 1: my bed and put on the fucking suits and sat

827
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Speaker 1: in the chair and did the thing. You got out

828
00:52:25,280 --> 00:52:29,360
Speaker 1: of your bed. You decided, you know what, I'm gonna

829
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:32,680
Speaker 1: try to do something funny because maybe it'll make somebody

830
00:52:32,719 --> 00:52:36,640
Speaker 1: else laugh. At the very minimum, it makes me laugh.

831
00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:43,520
Speaker 1: And you tried, right, Yeah, So that to me, that's

832
00:52:43,560 --> 00:52:45,720
Speaker 1: all that matters. And if people want to say things

833
00:52:46,360 --> 00:52:49,040
Speaker 1: that are negative, people can say whatever they want about me,

834
00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:53,280
Speaker 1: they can say whatever they want about you. But we tried,

835
00:52:54,840 --> 00:52:57,560
Speaker 1: we gave it a shot. We could have not we totally.

836
00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:01,040
Speaker 1: I totally don't have to be the hero. Totally don't

837
00:53:01,080 --> 00:53:03,800
Speaker 1: have to be talking to you right now. You totally

838
00:53:03,800 --> 00:53:07,160
Speaker 1: don't have to go make out with an anime character

839
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:10,799
Speaker 1: on TikTok. We don't have to do it right. We

840
00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:13,799
Speaker 1: could have not done it, but we did it, and

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00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:16,520
Speaker 1: that's all that matters is that we gave it a

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00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:20,920
Speaker 1: shot and that and that's what I think about when uh,

843
00:53:21,480 --> 00:53:26,320
Speaker 1: you know, somebody says something negative on the computer.

844
00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:35,000
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, you're right about that. Uh yeah, you're definitely right,

845
00:53:35,040 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 2: because it is everybody receives negative comments. Yeah, I guess

846
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:45,000
Speaker 2: I just got to learn how to cope with it

847
00:53:45,920 --> 00:53:46,520
Speaker 2: or ignore it.

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Speaker 1: I mean, this is uh, you know, this is a

849
00:53:49,280 --> 00:53:52,719
Speaker 1: skill what you're doing here. I know it sounds like

850
00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:55,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying that facetiously, but you're you are putting yourself

851
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:59,040
Speaker 1: out there. You are learning. You know what I've learned,

852
00:53:59,360 --> 00:54:02,920
Speaker 1: I've learned to take the hit when I read people

853
00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:06,319
Speaker 1: say things about me. I've learned to just take the hit,

854
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 1: to just let it, you know, like suck it in.

855
00:54:09,040 --> 00:54:10,719
Speaker 1: It's like, you know, learn how to get punched in

856
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:14,839
Speaker 1: the stomach. You're tighten up your fucking gut and you

857
00:54:14,920 --> 00:54:17,719
Speaker 1: just take the hit and it feels a little good

858
00:54:18,560 --> 00:54:21,200
Speaker 1: in a weird way, to just be like I can

859
00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:25,680
Speaker 1: I can take that. But I've been reading negative shit

860
00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:28,399
Speaker 1: about me on the internet. You know, As I said,

861
00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:30,799
Speaker 1: people are mostly kind, but I feel like I've learned

862
00:54:30,840 --> 00:54:33,760
Speaker 1: to take the hit. So next time you see something negative,

863
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:36,160
Speaker 1: just learn to take the hit and realize that what

864
00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:40,319
Speaker 1: you're doing every time you read a negative comment and

865
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:43,200
Speaker 1: you don't let it get to you is you're becoming

866
00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:46,919
Speaker 1: more powerful at the skill of putting yourself out there.

867
00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:49,759
Speaker 1: And that skill of putting yourself out there is just

868
00:54:49,800 --> 00:54:52,319
Speaker 1: so fucking valuable because you can do anything with it.

869
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Speaker 1: So continue making out with the anime cardboard shamelessly and

870
00:55:01,360 --> 00:55:04,040
Speaker 1: just take the hits.

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Speaker 2: That's yeah, I think you're right, probably for the most part.

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Speaker 1: No, go ahead, what are you going to say? Are

873
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Speaker 1: you gonna say?

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Speaker 2: First? I was just gonna say, shoot, uh, I forgot

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Speaker 2: what I was want to say.

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Speaker 1: What you were going to say? That eventually you were

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Speaker 1: you said, you said eventually, I blank.

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00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:34,240
Speaker 2: Yes, eventually I think I'll become numb to it probably,

879
00:55:34,480 --> 00:55:38,600
Speaker 2: I think, yeah, it would come to that.

880
00:55:38,600 --> 00:55:40,960
Speaker 1: That's when you become that's when you start to have

881
00:55:41,000 --> 00:55:44,479
Speaker 1: a superpower that you can use for you right.

882
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:48,719
Speaker 2: Oh, yeah, so that's what you have.

883
00:55:50,520 --> 00:55:53,400
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not perfect, you know. I'm sure people

884
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Speaker 1: say things that I'm like, you know, I'm getting better

885
00:55:56,239 --> 00:55:58,120
Speaker 1: and better at taking the hits. I'm not gonna say

886
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Speaker 1: I have the superpower, but I'm I'm with you. I'm

887
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Speaker 1: trying to get there.

888
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, sweet, Yeah, we can do it together.

889
00:56:05,760 --> 00:56:07,040
Speaker 1: What's your TikTok.

890
00:56:08,200 --> 00:56:13,120
Speaker 2: Uh? It's vibeing with bino so b I b I

891
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Speaker 2: n w I t h b E n oh.

892
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:20,399
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, next time I do a TikTok live,

893
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Speaker 1: I'll bring you in and I'll just hang out. I

894
00:56:23,520 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 1: make out with the fucking well you make out with.

895
00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, character, let's go.

896
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Speaker 1: That'll be quite a live stream. All right. Do you

897
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Speaker 1: know anything else you want to say to the people

898
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Speaker 1: of the computer before we go?

899
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Speaker 2: I do have a question for you. Have you ever

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Speaker 2: thought about having uh Ethan or Ela Klein from H

901
00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:48,440
Speaker 2: three H three on your podcast?

902
00:56:49,360 --> 00:56:49,520
Speaker 6: Yeah?

903
00:56:49,560 --> 00:56:49,840
Speaker 5: I was on.

904
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Speaker 1: It's crazy. I was on uh H three. I was

905
00:56:53,239 --> 00:56:55,759
Speaker 1: on H three a year ago and I still all

906
00:56:55,800 --> 00:56:57,360
Speaker 1: the time have people well I was on there a

907
00:56:57,400 --> 00:57:00,640
Speaker 1: year ago and I was all the time. People are like, yeah,

908
00:57:00,840 --> 00:57:02,759
Speaker 1: I recognize you from H three and I'm like, man,

909
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:05,920
Speaker 1: that's crazy. That people are still finding me from that

910
00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:10,160
Speaker 1: a year ago. But yeah, yeah, I might reach out,

911
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:11,839
Speaker 1: you know, I know he's a busy man, but.

912
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Speaker 2: Yeah, no, you guys have a lot in comment. You know,

913
00:57:15,280 --> 00:57:19,560
Speaker 2: you're both Jewish and on the internet, so that's we are.

914
00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:23,520
Speaker 2: I think you guys would be yeah, you got you

915
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:24,320
Speaker 2: put it like that.

916
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Speaker 1: It's really a match made in heaven. You know, anything

917
00:57:30,560 --> 00:57:31,880
Speaker 1: else you want to say to the people the computer

918
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Speaker 1: before we go?

919
00:57:34,920 --> 00:57:39,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I love everybody. I watch your podcast all the

920
00:57:39,240 --> 00:57:42,960
Speaker 2: time at work. I was listening today. Honestly, since you

921
00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:45,400
Speaker 2: told me this. It gave me a lot of motivation.

922
00:57:45,480 --> 00:57:48,720
Speaker 2: And I haven't really been, you know, on really been

923
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:51,880
Speaker 2: posting a lot. So I think this is like the

924
00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:55,680
Speaker 2: good the good boost that I needed. So thank you, Lyle,

925
00:57:55,840 --> 00:57:56,320
Speaker 2: appreciate it.

926
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Speaker 1: Well everyone everyone, uh, well, look, everyone's gonna everyone's gonna

927
00:58:01,000 --> 00:58:03,640
Speaker 1: follow you on TikTok now and just comment about what

928
00:58:03,720 --> 00:58:04,960
Speaker 1: a mega chat you are.

929
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Speaker 4: So let's go.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, thanks for calling Bino, Bye bye, Lyle, love you.

931
00:58:13,600 --> 00:58:16,440
Speaker 1: Let's see what am I actually think about negative comments

932
00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,680
Speaker 1: on the internet. I don't know, I'm not, by the way,

933
00:58:19,440 --> 00:58:23,480
Speaker 1: I just want to clarify something because I feel like,

934
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Speaker 1: just now I maybe painted an unrealistic portrait because Bino

935
00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:32,400
Speaker 1: said he was like, I was like, I said, it

936
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Speaker 1: becomes a superpower, which I do believe, and then he

937
00:58:34,600 --> 00:58:36,320
Speaker 1: was like, so that's what you have. I just want

938
00:58:36,360 --> 00:58:38,960
Speaker 1: everyone to any anytime this is. This is to me

939
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Speaker 1: the danger of getting too advicey on here, which I

940
00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:46,959
Speaker 1: don't like to fucking do, but I do anyway because

941
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Speaker 1: I just get lost in it or whatever is I

942
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:51,560
Speaker 1: don't I'm not. I don't say this ship from a

943
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Speaker 1: point of I've mastered it. I would like to think

944
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Speaker 1: I've gotten decent at doing what I was just talking about,

945
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Speaker 1: taking the hits when people say shit about me on

946
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Speaker 1: the CA It's certain thing certain things that it's like,

947
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Speaker 1: it's certain things that I don't care about and certain

948
00:59:05,760 --> 00:59:13,400
Speaker 1: things I do. It's the things that i'm the most

949
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Speaker 1: that I'm the least self caught, Like if I'm not

950
00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:21,200
Speaker 1: if I'm not self conscious about something and somebody said

951
00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 1: like if somebody says like the gecko got really fat,

952
00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't. I know, it doesn't bother me.

953
00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:30,280
Speaker 1: But if someone says like, oh, the show is bad

954
00:59:30,400 --> 00:59:32,960
Speaker 1: or this or whatever, then it bothers me a little

955
00:59:32,960 --> 00:59:37,680
Speaker 1: bit because whatever I wanted to be good. But at

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Speaker 1: the end of the day, I you know, what I

957
00:59:39,440 --> 00:59:42,400
Speaker 1: cling to in those moments is that I have tried,

958
00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:45,960
Speaker 1: so whatever if it was bad that day, at least

959
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Speaker 1: I woke up and did something. And that's so that's

960
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Speaker 1: what I cling to. But I'm not a a a

961
00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:56,160
Speaker 1: master by any means of any of the fucking things

962
00:59:56,200 --> 01:00:00,560
Speaker 1: that I tell people about on this stream. I am

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01:00:00,840 --> 01:00:03,720
Speaker 1: merely a geck in the computer.

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Speaker 3: The Rep Get goes.

965
01:00:05,800 --> 01:00:08,600
Speaker 1: On the line taking your phone calls every night.

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Speaker 8: The repin Cat.

967
01:00:09,880 --> 01:00:12,160
Speaker 3: Goes doing his ride. He's teaching you a house in

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Speaker 3: the mid of

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Speaker 5: Your life, but he's not ready an expert.