1 00:00:02,200 --> 00:00:04,200 Speaker 1: Previously on Weedian House. 2 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:07,880 Speaker 2: Sweeping people off an area, it just means they go 3 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:11,160 Speaker 2: to another area. People don't seem to understand that. So 4 00:00:11,320 --> 00:00:14,840 Speaker 2: the Grant's passage just a greater version of that. And 5 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:18,160 Speaker 2: until we have enough places to put people, enough places 6 00:00:18,360 --> 00:00:21,919 Speaker 2: that can give them care, these kinds of rulings are 7 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:23,200 Speaker 2: completely useless. 8 00:00:24,040 --> 00:00:26,239 Speaker 3: I think it's amazing that we have so many new 9 00:00:26,320 --> 00:00:29,560 Speaker 3: volunteers today. I don't know if any of them have 10 00:00:29,600 --> 00:00:31,600 Speaker 3: heard of Grant's pass So yeah, it's going to be 11 00:00:31,640 --> 00:00:34,160 Speaker 3: a lot of education on our end. With the goal 12 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:37,880 Speaker 3: of that education that has to turn into okay services volunteers. 13 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:40,239 Speaker 3: We need to start learning about this. We need to 14 00:00:40,400 --> 00:00:43,440 Speaker 3: start having these kinds of connections ready to go. We 15 00:00:43,479 --> 00:00:45,320 Speaker 3: need to have phone numbers of certain people, so we 16 00:00:45,479 --> 00:00:47,040 Speaker 3: just have to start figuring out what that's going to 17 00:00:47,040 --> 00:00:47,360 Speaker 3: look like. 18 00:00:53,760 --> 00:00:57,800 Speaker 4: Welcome back to Weedian House. I'm your host, Bio Henderson. 19 00:00:58,960 --> 00:01:01,800 Speaker 4: Thank you all for listening. In the year twenty twenty four, 20 00:01:02,960 --> 00:01:05,759 Speaker 4: I hope we have met in new pathways of understanding, 21 00:01:06,319 --> 00:01:09,360 Speaker 4: and it is my hope we meet in newer pathways 22 00:01:09,400 --> 00:01:18,319 Speaker 4: of understanding in twenty twenty five. Happy holidays, and without 23 00:01:18,360 --> 00:01:24,800 Speaker 4: further ado, here is on House News, our first story 24 00:01:24,840 --> 00:01:29,119 Speaker 4: is developing. Previously on Weeding House, we covered how life 25 00:01:29,160 --> 00:01:34,039 Speaker 4: events can make one on house. In western North Carolina, 26 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:38,880 Speaker 4: Hurricane Helene's survivors are now using yurchs, which are tents 27 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:44,320 Speaker 4: for shelter as the temperature drops into the tines. It 28 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:48,920 Speaker 4: is important to note that all across the country, other 29 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:53,960 Speaker 4: unhoused encampments are being swept, torn down, and criminalized. With 30 00:01:54,120 --> 00:01:57,360 Speaker 4: the survivors in North Carolina, they will now be more 31 00:01:57,360 --> 00:02:01,600 Speaker 4: susceptible to the same laws that other encampments are facing. 32 00:02:02,800 --> 00:02:04,720 Speaker 4: Like on House, people, they stay a few weeks in 33 00:02:04,760 --> 00:02:08,680 Speaker 4: a hotel paid for by FEMA. After those two weeks 34 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:11,679 Speaker 4: are up, they are now staying in the yurts, which 35 00:02:11,720 --> 00:02:15,080 Speaker 4: are more solidly forty five tenths that allow for a 36 00:02:15,080 --> 00:02:19,480 Speaker 4: woodstove to keep them war. Bear in mind that many 37 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:23,280 Speaker 4: of the residents that were affected have children and chronic 38 00:02:23,320 --> 00:02:29,760 Speaker 4: health conditions and now are at the mercy of the winds, rains, 39 00:02:29,800 --> 00:02:35,640 Speaker 4: and hurricanes of Heaven. Our next story takes us to 40 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 4: southern Los Angeles, where sixty eight unhoused residents and twenty 41 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:45,880 Speaker 4: eight inoperable our vs were removed. Ellie County removed the 42 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:49,440 Speaker 4: community with the aid of the county sheriff and fire departments. 43 00:02:49,639 --> 00:02:54,040 Speaker 4: From November twentieth through the twenty second, the community was 44 00:02:54,080 --> 00:03:00,200 Speaker 4: moved to temporary housing, similarly to Hurricane Lean residents. The 45 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:05,200 Speaker 4: temporary housing program ends, it is unclear where the unhoused 46 00:03:05,200 --> 00:03:05,520 Speaker 4: will go. 47 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:09,480 Speaker 1: Our next story. 48 00:03:10,280 --> 00:03:15,080 Speaker 4: San Francisco has cut the number of days of unhoused 49 00:03:15,080 --> 00:03:21,000 Speaker 4: family can stay in shelters. Never mind the idea that 50 00:03:21,080 --> 00:03:24,360 Speaker 4: it's difficult to navigate being unhoused as a single person 51 00:03:24,680 --> 00:03:28,600 Speaker 4: trying to find a job, save up money finding affordable 52 00:03:28,639 --> 00:03:32,280 Speaker 4: housing in a housing crisis, the unhoused families have to 53 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:38,560 Speaker 4: contend with fat while trying to raise children. Nimbis point 54 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:42,520 Speaker 4: to lack of personal responsibility and unhoused people choosing to 55 00:03:42,560 --> 00:03:46,960 Speaker 4: stay on housed. These tenants off a backbone of every 56 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:51,839 Speaker 4: nimby's justification for the cruel laws and violence visited upon 57 00:03:52,200 --> 00:04:00,200 Speaker 4: unhoused community members. One hundred and eighty six days have 58 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:06,240 Speaker 4: passed since the Grants pass ruling. A quick synopsis of 59 00:04:06,280 --> 00:04:10,640 Speaker 4: the Grant's past ruling. It is now not considered cruel 60 00:04:11,200 --> 00:04:16,960 Speaker 4: and unusual punishment to criminalize an unhoused person trying to survive. 61 00:04:18,240 --> 00:04:21,720 Speaker 4: West Berkeley City has drawn strength from this ruling. They 62 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:25,160 Speaker 4: have targeted the unhoused community in Berkeley with no offer 63 00:04:25,480 --> 00:04:29,960 Speaker 4: of shelter. The city Council approved the new policy allowing 64 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:34,839 Speaker 4: Berkeley's staff to remove unhoused encampments without making shelter offers. 65 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:39,279 Speaker 4: Supporters of this policy argue Berkeley needs the flexibility to 66 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:42,760 Speaker 4: act to remove encampments that are dangerous to house residents 67 00:04:43,279 --> 00:04:46,720 Speaker 4: and the neighborhoods around them. This is one of the 68 00:04:46,760 --> 00:04:51,520 Speaker 4: thorns that was similarly used to justify Jordan Neely's death 69 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:57,839 Speaker 4: and now is used to justify violent removal of unhoused people. 70 00:05:01,400 --> 00:05:06,240 Speaker 4: Our last story takes us back to California. Other California 71 00:05:06,320 --> 00:05:10,159 Speaker 4: cities have begun to offer unhoused people a one way 72 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:14,200 Speaker 4: bus ticket out of town instead of providing services and 73 00:05:14,279 --> 00:05:19,480 Speaker 4: housing for unhoused residents. Using the one way bus strategy. 74 00:05:19,080 --> 00:05:21,159 Speaker 1: Is cheap and easy. 75 00:05:21,320 --> 00:05:24,719 Speaker 4: This San Francisco strategy, also known as get Your Ads 76 00:05:24,760 --> 00:05:28,440 Speaker 4: out of Here program, has been around since twenty sixteen 77 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:33,080 Speaker 4: and has been expanded by Mayor London Breed, who used 78 00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 4: this as the driving force of her major encampment crackdown 79 00:05:38,360 --> 00:05:43,760 Speaker 4: this summer. Mayor London Breed enthusiastically supported the grants pass 80 00:05:43,800 --> 00:05:47,640 Speaker 4: ruling other states such as Texas bust their unhoused people 81 00:05:47,680 --> 00:05:52,000 Speaker 4: to California. History and statistics will tell the larger story 82 00:05:52,360 --> 00:05:57,560 Speaker 4: of the ineffectiveness of the strategy, and that's unhoused news. 83 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:02,920 Speaker 4: When we come back, we'll speak with returning guests. Albert Corrado, 84 00:06:08,040 --> 00:06:11,280 Speaker 4: Welcome back to William Howes. To close out the year, 85 00:06:11,400 --> 00:06:15,480 Speaker 4: we have two totally different guests with equally important messages 86 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:20,400 Speaker 4: for the listeners today. Both are returning guests and they're 87 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:24,360 Speaker 4: going to provide status updates in their journeys. For those 88 00:06:24,360 --> 00:06:27,280 Speaker 4: that don't know who Albert Corrado is. Albert has been 89 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:30,920 Speaker 4: consistently vocal about the murder of his sister, Meli Corrado 90 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:34,640 Speaker 4: at the hands of the Los Angeles Police Department. Asy 91 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:38,479 Speaker 4: is returning with an update on her fragile housing condition. 92 00:06:38,920 --> 00:06:41,760 Speaker 4: Previously she was on house and now she tells me 93 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:44,320 Speaker 4: about the challenges to stay housed. 94 00:06:45,440 --> 00:06:46,880 Speaker 1: Let's see what Albert has to say. 95 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:52,880 Speaker 4: To Albert Corrado was one of the people when I 96 00:06:52,920 --> 00:06:56,400 Speaker 4: first started doing my podcast that was so graciously enough 97 00:06:56,440 --> 00:06:59,920 Speaker 4: to be patient when I interviewed him on my phone. 98 00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:04,440 Speaker 4: And now it is almost like full circle. Moment now 99 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:08,000 Speaker 4: that I'm in a professional studio with the guests, it's 100 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:10,640 Speaker 4: the difference, and I guess the climb and the journey 101 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:15,080 Speaker 4: is something to remark on and to look back with 102 00:07:15,120 --> 00:07:16,920 Speaker 4: some humbleness and some awe. 103 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:17,800 Speaker 1: What do you think? 104 00:07:17,920 --> 00:07:20,120 Speaker 5: Yeah, thanks for having me. I mean, it's funny I 105 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:22,120 Speaker 5: returned guests. I think the last time I was on 106 00:07:22,160 --> 00:07:24,400 Speaker 5: the show was like four years ago maybe, so it's 107 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:27,240 Speaker 5: been a minute. When we first met, I was just 108 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:30,640 Speaker 5: starting off in activism and organizing in Los Angeles, and 109 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:32,640 Speaker 5: I think you were kind of just getting your podcast 110 00:07:32,680 --> 00:07:35,920 Speaker 5: off the ground. So I feel like, now you're on 111 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,840 Speaker 5: the fourth floor of a cool building, you have a 112 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:42,840 Speaker 5: professional setup, and my family finally won the lawsuit that 113 00:07:42,880 --> 00:07:44,680 Speaker 5: we were in the middle of when I first met. 114 00:07:44,520 --> 00:07:46,560 Speaker 4: You, and that was going I was going to lead 115 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:49,080 Speaker 4: into because at the time when we met, because I 116 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:53,200 Speaker 4: did an episode about Melick and for people that are 117 00:07:53,280 --> 00:07:57,360 Speaker 4: not no, I'm going to have Albert do a retro, 118 00:07:57,560 --> 00:07:59,680 Speaker 4: tell us a little bit about the story and take 119 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:01,960 Speaker 4: us to was the journey because it just didn't happen 120 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:04,720 Speaker 4: overnight with Mellie, just like I didn't just get this 121 00:08:04,760 --> 00:08:09,480 Speaker 4: podcast overnight. So tickets was the beginning, and then shepherd 122 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:11,080 Speaker 4: us to what the finale is. 123 00:08:11,960 --> 00:08:14,520 Speaker 5: I mean, yeah, so, you know, I mean I I 124 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:18,440 Speaker 5: grew up in Los Angeles, and in twenty eighteen I 125 00:08:18,520 --> 00:08:22,200 Speaker 5: moved to Minneapolis and was just looking for a new 126 00:08:22,240 --> 00:08:23,040 Speaker 5: start or whatever. 127 00:08:23,600 --> 00:08:24,960 Speaker 6: And then in July of that year, on. 128 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:27,240 Speaker 5: The twenty first, got a call that something was going 129 00:08:27,240 --> 00:08:29,040 Speaker 5: on at the Trader Joe's that my sister worked at 130 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:32,199 Speaker 5: over here in Silver Lake in Los Angeles. And then, 131 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:34,199 Speaker 5: you know, as the day went on, we found out 132 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:37,600 Speaker 5: that the police had been chasing someone into the Trader 133 00:08:37,679 --> 00:08:40,360 Speaker 5: Joe's and they fired eight rounds and one of them 134 00:08:40,440 --> 00:08:41,960 Speaker 5: ended up hitting my sister, killing her. 135 00:08:42,320 --> 00:08:44,160 Speaker 6: And I was, you know, two thousand miles away. 136 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:47,480 Speaker 5: And the very next morning, I flew to Los Angeles, 137 00:08:47,640 --> 00:08:50,959 Speaker 5: and you know, I had packed enough clothes for like 138 00:08:51,040 --> 00:08:53,400 Speaker 5: a week because I wasn't really sure how everything was 139 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:55,480 Speaker 5: going to play out. And as soon as I got home, 140 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:58,160 Speaker 5: my dad said it was the police. The news is 141 00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:00,520 Speaker 5: saying that it was the person who was running away 142 00:09:00,520 --> 00:09:02,360 Speaker 5: from the police, but we know as a police we're 143 00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:04,880 Speaker 5: going to sue them. I said, let's do it, and 144 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:09,240 Speaker 5: stayed in Los Angeles for the next six years, working 145 00:09:09,320 --> 00:09:12,439 Speaker 5: towards some sort of justice and started to get involved 146 00:09:12,440 --> 00:09:16,400 Speaker 5: in local organizing and activism. And so when we first met, 147 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,160 Speaker 5: I think it was at Echo Park Lake, Yes, and 148 00:09:18,200 --> 00:09:20,600 Speaker 5: I'd heard about you. I'd heard about the show, and 149 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:22,120 Speaker 5: I was like, oh, I got to meet this guy. 150 00:09:22,160 --> 00:09:22,959 Speaker 6: He seems cool. 151 00:09:23,440 --> 00:09:25,080 Speaker 5: And I think at the time I was just looking 152 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:29,080 Speaker 5: for anybody to get advice from you, and I didn't 153 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:32,120 Speaker 5: know how anything worked if I belonged in this movement. 154 00:09:32,200 --> 00:09:34,760 Speaker 5: I just had a story to tell, I had energy, 155 00:09:34,760 --> 00:09:37,559 Speaker 5: I had time, and so, yeah, it is a trip 156 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:38,959 Speaker 5: to kind of be sitting in this room with you 157 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:42,800 Speaker 5: where it's like, literally two weeks ago my family settled 158 00:09:42,840 --> 00:09:46,080 Speaker 5: with the city and it's the end of this weird 159 00:09:46,679 --> 00:09:49,079 Speaker 5: chapter of my life. But then, you know, I think 160 00:09:49,080 --> 00:09:50,920 Speaker 5: what's cool is like seeing people like you that I 161 00:09:51,000 --> 00:09:54,560 Speaker 5: met in the beginning have successes, and you know, we 162 00:09:54,600 --> 00:09:56,120 Speaker 5: don't always hang out, but it's like when I hear 163 00:09:56,160 --> 00:09:58,000 Speaker 5: about you, when I see you, I'm like, oh, man, 164 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:00,679 Speaker 5: THEO is a cool dude, and I'm really happy for him, 165 00:10:00,720 --> 00:10:02,040 Speaker 5: and it's really wonderful. 166 00:10:02,120 --> 00:10:05,400 Speaker 4: So I were going to take a quick step back. 167 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:07,680 Speaker 4: This is what I remember. I remember we met in 168 00:10:07,720 --> 00:10:10,640 Speaker 4: that co park I remember at the time, you know, 169 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:15,480 Speaker 4: the conversation about the melee. You were responsible for bringing 170 00:10:15,559 --> 00:10:19,440 Speaker 4: in sharp relief on a local basis where I could 171 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:23,200 Speaker 4: tangibly talk to about how the police were handling of 172 00:10:23,240 --> 00:10:26,680 Speaker 4: the whole affair, because you know, if we really honest 173 00:10:26,720 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 4: with ourselves, the police should never had did that chase anyway, 174 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 4: it would have never had any casualties and then opened 175 00:10:33,080 --> 00:10:38,160 Speaker 4: fire into an open area where innocence could be killed, 176 00:10:38,200 --> 00:10:41,080 Speaker 4: like the Burlington coat factory where the kid was shot 177 00:10:41,120 --> 00:10:45,839 Speaker 4: and killed. Those things should be explored and should be discontinued. 178 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:50,240 Speaker 4: It wasn't to the point where he was jeopardizing anyone's life. 179 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:51,640 Speaker 1: He was running away. 180 00:10:51,720 --> 00:10:55,480 Speaker 4: And when someone's running away, even from a civilian standpoint, 181 00:10:55,640 --> 00:10:58,040 Speaker 4: civilians can't just open fire on people when they run 182 00:10:58,080 --> 00:11:00,319 Speaker 4: away if they have done a crime or something like that, 183 00:11:00,679 --> 00:11:02,520 Speaker 4: and it should be if police are held to a 184 00:11:02,559 --> 00:11:05,240 Speaker 4: higher standard, that should have been the same thing. But 185 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:07,840 Speaker 4: most importantly, what I did like which I would like 186 00:11:07,880 --> 00:11:11,280 Speaker 4: to point out, is that you definitely had orchestrated a 187 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:14,120 Speaker 4: couple of memorials for Melick and it was one of 188 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:16,640 Speaker 4: my episodes I did with Melie. I thought it was 189 00:11:16,760 --> 00:11:19,840 Speaker 4: really a very touching way you did it. Each year 190 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:22,160 Speaker 4: that you did it, it was some other focus, some 191 00:11:22,360 --> 00:11:25,280 Speaker 4: kind of thing to remember her about, you know, or 192 00:11:25,360 --> 00:11:29,640 Speaker 4: to keep her memory alive in the cities consciousness, but 193 00:11:29,760 --> 00:11:32,120 Speaker 4: also to her friends and community and family. 194 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:33,240 Speaker 6: Yeah, I mean I think that. 195 00:11:33,280 --> 00:11:35,560 Speaker 5: You know, there was a moment where we had done 196 00:11:35,559 --> 00:11:37,679 Speaker 5: the one year anniversary and that was a very uh 197 00:11:37,760 --> 00:11:39,880 Speaker 5: you know, we had community come in, but I wasn't 198 00:11:39,880 --> 00:11:43,360 Speaker 5: fully involved in everything yet. I was kind of dipping 199 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:46,760 Speaker 5: my toe into organizing. And I talked to my dad 200 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:48,480 Speaker 5: and I said, you know, Mellie's name is in the 201 00:11:48,520 --> 00:11:52,160 Speaker 5: news again because it's the universary, but it will then 202 00:11:52,280 --> 00:11:55,480 Speaker 5: fade as as it often does, and we need to 203 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:58,760 Speaker 5: continue to tell the narrative in the story of Mellie. 204 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:00,480 Speaker 5: And I said, what can I do to kind of 205 00:12:00,480 --> 00:12:02,600 Speaker 5: continue that? What can I do to also like busy 206 00:12:02,640 --> 00:12:04,840 Speaker 5: myself because I was kind of at a you know, 207 00:12:04,880 --> 00:12:07,720 Speaker 5: I was a grieving brother, but I had no sort 208 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:09,560 Speaker 5: of focus at the time. I was mostly just like, Okay, 209 00:12:09,559 --> 00:12:12,000 Speaker 5: I want to do this for Melli. And then as 210 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:13,840 Speaker 5: time went on, it was like, well, I need to 211 00:12:13,880 --> 00:12:16,160 Speaker 5: become her advocate. I need to go out there and 212 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:19,400 Speaker 5: get involved because I think what was important is talking 213 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:22,080 Speaker 5: to people like you and other leaders in the community 214 00:12:22,160 --> 00:12:25,439 Speaker 5: and other organizers. I come to realize that, like, all 215 00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:28,320 Speaker 5: of this stuff is connected. So obviously your beat is 216 00:12:28,400 --> 00:12:31,640 Speaker 5: the unhoused community, and that is such a crucial thing 217 00:12:31,679 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 5: to pay attention to because then you realize, oh, well, 218 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:37,240 Speaker 5: homelessness is not being funded the way it should be 219 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:39,640 Speaker 5: because the LAPED is getting all this money because all 220 00:12:39,679 --> 00:12:42,560 Speaker 5: these other departments are taking this money. And so to me, 221 00:12:42,679 --> 00:12:45,240 Speaker 5: it was such a crucial thing to give back to 222 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:48,439 Speaker 5: my community, to honor my sister. And yeah, you know, 223 00:12:48,480 --> 00:12:50,240 Speaker 5: I try to be intentional with this stuff. I don't 224 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:52,400 Speaker 5: sit around and just be like, oh, hey, you know, 225 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:54,240 Speaker 5: we're going to do a thing for Melli and we'll 226 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:56,120 Speaker 5: make it up as we go along. It's like the 227 00:12:56,160 --> 00:12:58,600 Speaker 5: preparation that I do. You know, the last thing we 228 00:12:58,640 --> 00:13:01,840 Speaker 5: did was a rally back in twenty twenty three, and 229 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,720 Speaker 5: you know, two or three months before, I'm already talking 230 00:13:04,720 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 5: to people, Hey can you speak at it. Hey, I'm 231 00:13:07,840 --> 00:13:10,200 Speaker 5: getting supplies, I'm getting tents and all that sort of stuff. 232 00:13:10,240 --> 00:13:12,440 Speaker 5: So for me, it's kind of a way to do 233 00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:15,520 Speaker 5: I like being you know, creative and coming up with 234 00:13:15,559 --> 00:13:19,040 Speaker 5: stuff and having community events, but it's also just to 235 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:21,880 Speaker 5: give back to my sister and honor her and tell 236 00:13:21,920 --> 00:13:25,000 Speaker 5: people who she was. And you know, most of the 237 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,920 Speaker 5: people that I've met in the last six years never 238 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:30,840 Speaker 5: met Mellie and they don't know who she really was. 239 00:13:31,320 --> 00:13:33,199 Speaker 5: So it's my job to tell them, Hey, this is 240 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:36,560 Speaker 5: who she was and give them the best sort of 241 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:39,840 Speaker 5: most accurate picture I can of who who Melly was. 242 00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:42,720 Speaker 5: Because it is a sad thing to meet somebody and 243 00:13:42,800 --> 00:13:45,120 Speaker 5: talk about Mellie so much and be like, oh, I 244 00:13:45,160 --> 00:13:47,320 Speaker 5: wish you could have shared space with her. I wish 245 00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:49,400 Speaker 5: you could have hugged her and been around her and 246 00:13:49,440 --> 00:13:52,000 Speaker 5: hear her laugh. And I'll be real too, I'm also 247 00:13:52,160 --> 00:13:55,480 Speaker 5: like a very I'm driven by vengeance and anger it 248 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:57,240 Speaker 5: so you know, when it comes to the police, so 249 00:13:57,280 --> 00:13:59,400 Speaker 5: I'm always looking for ways to undermine them. And so 250 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:01,679 Speaker 5: it was always is like, Okay, we're doing a rally, 251 00:14:01,920 --> 00:14:03,920 Speaker 5: but how can I send the message to the police 252 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:07,280 Speaker 5: that like, hey, we're coming after you. And that's kind 253 00:14:07,280 --> 00:14:09,960 Speaker 5: of been my focus for six years. And again, it's 254 00:14:10,320 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 5: cool to see people continue the fight in different ways 255 00:14:13,280 --> 00:14:16,199 Speaker 5: because I think the keenness observers that are in this 256 00:14:16,559 --> 00:14:19,120 Speaker 5: movement know that all of this stuff is connected. Homelessness 257 00:14:19,160 --> 00:14:22,440 Speaker 5: is not a single issue, It is five issues at once. 258 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:25,600 Speaker 5: You know, the police budget is not a single issue. 259 00:14:25,640 --> 00:14:27,680 Speaker 5: It is many, many at once. And I think the 260 00:14:27,680 --> 00:14:30,400 Speaker 5: more we talk about it, I think the more people 261 00:14:30,440 --> 00:14:32,880 Speaker 5: are going to understand, especially at a local level, that hey, 262 00:14:33,360 --> 00:14:36,200 Speaker 5: what you do, the way you vote, the people who 263 00:14:36,200 --> 00:14:38,760 Speaker 5: are on your city council, on your neighborhood councils, that 264 00:14:38,840 --> 00:14:42,040 Speaker 5: stuff matters kind of more than federal. I mean, federal 265 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:43,880 Speaker 5: is something we need to pay attention to. But the 266 00:14:43,960 --> 00:14:46,520 Speaker 5: reason your neighborhood looks the way it looks, the reason 267 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:50,240 Speaker 5: why they put bike lanes in or start charging for 268 00:14:50,320 --> 00:14:53,360 Speaker 5: parking or whatever it is, is done at a city level. 269 00:14:53,440 --> 00:14:56,280 Speaker 5: And if your loved one is killed by the police, 270 00:14:56,840 --> 00:15:00,240 Speaker 5: or the police haussele you or patrol your neighborhood make 271 00:15:00,280 --> 00:15:03,600 Speaker 5: it less safe, that is done at a local level. 272 00:15:03,600 --> 00:15:07,160 Speaker 5: And that's kind of been me. You have to throw 273 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:09,480 Speaker 5: all that stuff in the same pile and kind of 274 00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:11,680 Speaker 5: work with it. So that's what we're trying to do here, you. 275 00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:15,360 Speaker 4: Know, succinctly put I was going to say, the interconnectedness 276 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:19,800 Speaker 4: of it is because the police has been successfully orchestrating 277 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:23,520 Speaker 4: all of the kind of violent and carcio type of 278 00:15:23,560 --> 00:15:27,800 Speaker 4: solutions and every facet of government. Case in point, how 279 00:15:27,840 --> 00:15:31,760 Speaker 4: they treated the conversation about Melli Corrado's passing, and then 280 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,200 Speaker 4: also how they are always to fly and the soup 281 00:15:34,440 --> 00:15:36,800 Speaker 4: when they're talking about house business. They are always trying 282 00:15:36,800 --> 00:15:40,560 Speaker 4: to get their cut, but also keeping the negative framework 283 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:44,000 Speaker 4: going in order for them to continue to demonize and 284 00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:46,920 Speaker 4: criminalize on house people. We've witnessed it recently with the 285 00:15:46,960 --> 00:15:49,840 Speaker 4: brand's past ruling that didn't just happen out of tandem, 286 00:15:50,040 --> 00:15:53,640 Speaker 4: that had a very concentrated, a very focused kind of 287 00:15:53,760 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 4: message to bring. And if you're watching the Daniel Penny 288 00:15:58,400 --> 00:16:04,080 Speaker 4: trial and how they're framing Jordan Neely, it's not accident. 289 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:07,720 Speaker 4: And the way of the recent case where there was 290 00:16:07,760 --> 00:16:11,400 Speaker 4: a person that had stabbed three people who unfortunately were 291 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:14,440 Speaker 4: on housed and had mental challenges, and how the mayor 292 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:19,000 Speaker 4: is focusing on involuntary incarceration of people that have mental 293 00:16:19,040 --> 00:16:22,640 Speaker 4: health issues. So these kind of conversations are pertinent and 294 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:25,920 Speaker 4: it's germane to the larger discussion is how do we 295 00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:29,240 Speaker 4: want to create care in our communities? Do we want 296 00:16:29,320 --> 00:16:33,680 Speaker 4: to rally the incarceration andcarceral solutions, or do we want 297 00:16:33,720 --> 00:16:37,280 Speaker 4: to be able to stop before it gets to incarceration, 298 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:39,760 Speaker 4: or are we having to get a police officer to 299 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,800 Speaker 4: get someone that is having a mental challenge. We work 300 00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:45,000 Speaker 4: together to make sure that they are not a harm 301 00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:48,360 Speaker 4: to themselves and other people. But that's an uncomfortable conversation, 302 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:51,880 Speaker 4: but I salute you for trying to keep it in 303 00:16:51,920 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 4: the forefront of people's consciousness. You even took it a 304 00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:57,160 Speaker 4: step further and started to run for city council. 305 00:16:57,400 --> 00:16:59,800 Speaker 5: So yeah, I mean that that was I mean that 306 00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:02,600 Speaker 5: was you know, it was one of those things as 307 00:17:02,640 --> 00:17:04,439 Speaker 5: soon as I it all clicked to me of like, oh, 308 00:17:04,560 --> 00:17:07,560 Speaker 5: city council has all this power and all these these 309 00:17:07,920 --> 00:17:10,679 Speaker 5: decisions that affect people's lives are made at that level. 310 00:17:11,040 --> 00:17:12,960 Speaker 6: I'm gonna run. I knew nothing about it. 311 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:17,159 Speaker 5: I had gotten some advice actually from current city Controller 312 00:17:17,280 --> 00:17:19,560 Speaker 5: Kenneth Mehia, because he'd run a couple of times and 313 00:17:19,600 --> 00:17:22,560 Speaker 5: I kind of knew him through some organizing circles and 314 00:17:22,600 --> 00:17:24,719 Speaker 5: I was like, hey, can you give me advice? I 315 00:17:24,720 --> 00:17:27,240 Speaker 5: know you've run before, And he sat there and kind 316 00:17:27,240 --> 00:17:29,480 Speaker 5: of walked me through how to file and this and that, 317 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,879 Speaker 5: but the rest of it was kind of up to me, 318 00:17:31,960 --> 00:17:34,440 Speaker 5: and I think, you know, I wanted to be as 319 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 5: honest as possible, and I think that people saw that 320 00:17:36,800 --> 00:17:38,760 Speaker 5: when I first started running, of like, oh, well. 321 00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:41,320 Speaker 6: You know, you're not running to win, You're running because 322 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:42,280 Speaker 6: you want to send a message. 323 00:17:42,280 --> 00:17:43,439 Speaker 5: And I was like, I'm kind of trying to do 324 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:48,240 Speaker 5: both because I think that the time of the politicians 325 00:17:48,280 --> 00:17:51,560 Speaker 5: and the candidates lying, you know, kind of talking a 326 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:54,840 Speaker 5: big game, and then when they get into office kind 327 00:17:54,840 --> 00:17:56,560 Speaker 5: of not living up to that. I think that that 328 00:17:56,600 --> 00:17:58,320 Speaker 5: should be done. It's not a way a good way 329 00:17:58,359 --> 00:17:59,959 Speaker 5: to do it. We've even seen it with some progress 330 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,520 Speaker 5: of council members in the last few years. But I 331 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:05,040 Speaker 5: wanted to run because to me, it made sense. If 332 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:09,040 Speaker 5: I want to actually affect change and do something big, 333 00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:12,600 Speaker 5: I think a seat of power, like a city council seat, 334 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:15,960 Speaker 5: is an important thing to have. And if someone like me, 335 00:18:16,119 --> 00:18:19,240 Speaker 5: who was a victim of police violence, who is a 336 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:22,320 Speaker 5: person of color, who grew up here, who has been 337 00:18:22,359 --> 00:18:24,280 Speaker 5: through all of it, who's been hassled by the cops, 338 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:27,080 Speaker 5: who's been affected by budget cuts to schools and all 339 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:29,280 Speaker 5: that stuff, then I think I should be one of 340 00:18:29,280 --> 00:18:31,439 Speaker 5: the people on there, and you know, I mean, it 341 00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:33,200 Speaker 5: didn't work out. But I think what we were able 342 00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:37,040 Speaker 5: to accomplish is that we kind of crafted the conversation. 343 00:18:37,119 --> 00:18:40,400 Speaker 5: We said twenty twenty two is going to be about policing, 344 00:18:40,440 --> 00:18:43,920 Speaker 5: because it feeds into everything, and everyone who joined the 345 00:18:43,960 --> 00:18:47,640 Speaker 5: race after us had to then speak to that and say, oh, okay, well, 346 00:18:47,640 --> 00:18:50,760 Speaker 5: if Albert Carrado, this person who is known and we 347 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:53,119 Speaker 5: know his story, if he's talking about this stuff in 348 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:56,960 Speaker 5: this way and it seems mostly reasonable, then where do 349 00:18:57,040 --> 00:19:00,639 Speaker 5: you stand on it? And I've always I did myself 350 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:03,680 Speaker 5: in looking at, you know, a thing and being able 351 00:19:03,720 --> 00:19:05,840 Speaker 5: to figure it out. And for me, what I figured 352 00:19:05,840 --> 00:19:09,359 Speaker 5: out was if we don't reign in the police, nothing 353 00:19:09,359 --> 00:19:11,640 Speaker 5: will get fixed. And I say that as a as 354 00:19:11,680 --> 00:19:13,399 Speaker 5: a brother of Melie, you know, a person who was 355 00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:15,359 Speaker 5: killed by the police. I say that as a as 356 00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:18,120 Speaker 5: a friend of a lot of unhoused people who I've 357 00:19:18,119 --> 00:19:22,800 Speaker 5: seen struggle, as someone who has done outreach to unhouse people, 358 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:26,080 Speaker 5: who who you know, knows and loves a lot of 359 00:19:26,440 --> 00:19:29,360 Speaker 5: trans people, right like all these people who are marginalized. 360 00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:32,840 Speaker 5: And so I try to lead with that and say, hey, 361 00:19:32,880 --> 00:19:35,000 Speaker 5: it may seem radical to some people, but it's actually 362 00:19:35,359 --> 00:19:37,280 Speaker 5: pretty reasonable. And I think to me that was a 363 00:19:37,280 --> 00:19:40,840 Speaker 5: logical progression of where I was headed. I was getting 364 00:19:40,840 --> 00:19:43,120 Speaker 5: involved in organizing. I started this group called People's City 365 00:19:43,119 --> 00:19:46,400 Speaker 5: Council with my friends, and to me it just said, 366 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:49,200 Speaker 5: you know, I said, there are many avenues to get 367 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:51,919 Speaker 5: what we want done done, and so one of them 368 00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:55,080 Speaker 5: is running for city council. And that was to me 369 00:19:55,240 --> 00:19:57,520 Speaker 5: the I didn't wake up when I was five years 370 00:19:57,560 --> 00:19:58,960 Speaker 5: old and say hey, I'm going to be a city 371 00:19:59,000 --> 00:20:00,720 Speaker 5: council member. I'm going to be a politician. I didn't 372 00:20:00,720 --> 00:20:03,359 Speaker 5: want to do that, but I saw it as a 373 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:06,960 Speaker 5: in one of many avenues to get to be able 374 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:10,000 Speaker 5: to affect change, right, to get some power and use 375 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:13,800 Speaker 5: it for good. And you know it it ended up 376 00:20:13,840 --> 00:20:15,960 Speaker 5: not not working out, But to me it was like, well, 377 00:20:16,440 --> 00:20:19,280 Speaker 5: the day after we lost or whatever didn't make it 378 00:20:19,320 --> 00:20:22,000 Speaker 5: to the general said okay, what's the next project? 379 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 6: How do we keep working? And that's kind of been 380 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:26,680 Speaker 6: the way to do it. 381 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:28,760 Speaker 5: Is like I didn't put all of my hopes and 382 00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:31,000 Speaker 5: dreams on one thing and say, well it didn't work out, 383 00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:33,320 Speaker 5: so time to walk away, because here's the thing I'm 384 00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:35,560 Speaker 5: going to be grieving Melly for the rest of my life. 385 00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:37,480 Speaker 5: She is going to be gone for the rest of 386 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:39,520 Speaker 5: my life, so there I need to find a way 387 00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:42,639 Speaker 5: to continue to honor her memory and to continue to 388 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:46,280 Speaker 5: honestly remind people of like, Hey, this happened in your city, 389 00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:49,320 Speaker 5: in your backyard, and nothing was done about it. 390 00:20:49,359 --> 00:20:50,400 Speaker 6: And if we don't. 391 00:20:50,240 --> 00:20:52,680 Speaker 5: Get people on the city council who care about that 392 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:54,040 Speaker 5: kind of thing, then we're going to be living in 393 00:20:54,040 --> 00:20:56,119 Speaker 5: a city that is going to be run by a 394 00:20:56,119 --> 00:20:58,680 Speaker 5: bunch of ghouls and people who love the police, and 395 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:03,160 Speaker 5: you know whatever. It was a fun thing I did. 396 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:05,360 Speaker 5: It was a very important thing. I wish I had won, 397 00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:09,760 Speaker 5: but you know, that's how it goes well. 398 00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:13,359 Speaker 4: Even though you were working towards election as a council member, 399 00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:17,560 Speaker 4: you also created other avenues for other organizations to shine, 400 00:21:17,560 --> 00:21:20,040 Speaker 4: like the Robinson Space or that. Could you talk a 401 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:22,280 Speaker 4: little bit about what that was about and what you 402 00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:25,240 Speaker 4: see for the future for other activist comings. 403 00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:27,800 Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean so, I started People's City Council with 404 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:30,480 Speaker 5: a bunch of friends in twenty twenty as a response 405 00:21:30,560 --> 00:21:35,040 Speaker 5: to city council's kind of lack of preparedness and care 406 00:21:35,480 --> 00:21:38,719 Speaker 5: in the face of a coming pandemic right, they voted poorly, 407 00:21:38,920 --> 00:21:41,520 Speaker 5: they weren't protecting people. A lot of us were angry. 408 00:21:41,800 --> 00:21:44,440 Speaker 5: My friend Nicole Darnanian Blandon, who I'm sure you know, 409 00:21:45,000 --> 00:21:48,640 Speaker 5: I had known her through again organizing circles, and she 410 00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:51,160 Speaker 5: sends out an email someday She's like, I'm really mad. 411 00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:54,040 Speaker 5: We need to go and protest outside of these people's houses. 412 00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:57,120 Speaker 5: And it was the time of COVID kind of starting. 413 00:21:57,400 --> 00:21:59,400 Speaker 5: So we got into our cars and we made signs, 414 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:01,600 Speaker 5: and we hunt and put the signs out and then 415 00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:04,160 Speaker 5: we got out of our cars and we're socially distant 416 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,919 Speaker 5: and you know, being safe and all that, but it 417 00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,760 Speaker 5: was like we were angry, and we're like, we're going 418 00:22:07,760 --> 00:22:10,120 Speaker 5: to Garcetti's house, the mayor at the time, We're going 419 00:22:10,119 --> 00:22:13,160 Speaker 5: to Nurry Martinez's house in Mitchell Ferrell and we're gonna 420 00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:16,040 Speaker 5: like make noise. And from that came People City Council. 421 00:22:16,680 --> 00:22:20,040 Speaker 5: After George Floyd was murdered, we started a fundraiser that 422 00:22:20,200 --> 00:22:22,760 Speaker 5: was just kind of mostly a bail fund and hey, 423 00:22:22,800 --> 00:22:25,960 Speaker 5: well maybe buy some supplies for protesters whatever. We raised 424 00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,160 Speaker 5: two million dollars. We gave a lot of that money 425 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:31,600 Speaker 5: away and at the middle of twenty twenty one, we said, well, 426 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:35,439 Speaker 5: we have given over a million and a half dollars 427 00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:39,880 Speaker 5: away to local organizations, like we've done an immeasurable amount 428 00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:40,280 Speaker 5: of good. 429 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:41,760 Speaker 6: What is our next step? 430 00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:43,840 Speaker 5: And to us, it didn't make sense to continue to 431 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:46,840 Speaker 5: just send money, because you know that's still something that 432 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:49,440 Speaker 5: was needed. But we said, well, we need to have 433 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,400 Speaker 5: a lasting impact. We need to have a place where 434 00:22:51,440 --> 00:22:55,280 Speaker 5: people can meet and feel safe, that is free from police, 435 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:57,960 Speaker 5: that is free from the state kind of having any 436 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:02,280 Speaker 5: say in it, that's free from surveillance. And Nicole and 437 00:23:02,359 --> 00:23:05,679 Speaker 5: a few people who kind of organized around town and 438 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:08,480 Speaker 5: people City Council, we were on the lookout for a 439 00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:11,960 Speaker 5: physical space and the original Robinson Space, which was in 440 00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:15,479 Speaker 5: Filipino Town, was beautiful and awesome when we found it, 441 00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:17,920 Speaker 5: and we were there for about a year and a 442 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:21,760 Speaker 5: half and we had fundraisers and book clubs and concerts 443 00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:24,800 Speaker 5: and all these amazing things. And to us, the main 444 00:23:24,920 --> 00:23:27,560 Speaker 5: thing was like, we don't charge for it. If you 445 00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:29,320 Speaker 5: are part of the movement that you have a thing, 446 00:23:29,359 --> 00:23:30,720 Speaker 5: a meeting you want to do, if you want to 447 00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:33,840 Speaker 5: have a safe space to organize to talk about stuff 448 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:35,720 Speaker 5: that you don't want to talk about in front of 449 00:23:35,720 --> 00:23:38,560 Speaker 5: the general public. This is the place to be. We 450 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,600 Speaker 5: ended up getting kicked out because of some terrible neighbors 451 00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,399 Speaker 5: and Nimby's and all that stuff, and then the police 452 00:23:44,400 --> 00:23:45,119 Speaker 5: were surveilling us. 453 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:46,439 Speaker 6: It was kind of a big open space. 454 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:50,560 Speaker 5: We ended up finding a really beautiful space in Virgil Village, 455 00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:52,520 Speaker 5: not far from where we were and not far from 456 00:23:52,520 --> 00:23:54,960 Speaker 5: where like a lot of us live. And that's been 457 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:57,080 Speaker 5: a place that we've been at for almost two years now. 458 00:23:57,119 --> 00:24:00,600 Speaker 5: And the same sort of ethos goes into where it's like, 459 00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:03,159 Speaker 5: it's free. We don't charge for people. 460 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:03,440 Speaker 6: Now. 461 00:24:03,480 --> 00:24:05,800 Speaker 5: If an organization comes and says, hey, we have a 462 00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:08,240 Speaker 5: bit of a budget, can we donate, of course we're 463 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,240 Speaker 5: always looking for donations because it is very expensive to 464 00:24:11,320 --> 00:24:13,040 Speaker 5: pay the rent for the space and to run it. 465 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 5: We have people who do admin stuff who we like 466 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:16,919 Speaker 5: to pay, so there is a level to which we 467 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,679 Speaker 5: want to make some money, but it is not the 468 00:24:18,760 --> 00:24:22,040 Speaker 5: driving force at all. It's like whenever we tell people, hey, 469 00:24:22,080 --> 00:24:24,520 Speaker 5: it is free, here's a donation link if you want to, 470 00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:27,199 Speaker 5: but please do not feel any pressure. Like we have 471 00:24:27,240 --> 00:24:30,800 Speaker 5: people who are barely whose organizations are barely chugging along, 472 00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:33,000 Speaker 5: who come and do things there, and we're like, hey, 473 00:24:33,040 --> 00:24:35,760 Speaker 5: we don't care, like, we don't owe us anything. Tell 474 00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,120 Speaker 5: your friends about it. Tell them it's free. And that's 475 00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:42,520 Speaker 5: always been our thing because to exist in public nowadays 476 00:24:42,640 --> 00:24:45,399 Speaker 5: is very hard. It is increasingly harder to be a 477 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:48,600 Speaker 5: person living in public. Everything is criminalized. You can't sit down, 478 00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:51,280 Speaker 5: as we talk about right grants pass in forty one eighteen. 479 00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:54,240 Speaker 5: You can't sit, you can't lie down, you can't pitch ten, 480 00:24:54,320 --> 00:24:54,840 Speaker 5: you can't do. 481 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:56,200 Speaker 1: You can't really be a human being. 482 00:24:56,200 --> 00:24:58,720 Speaker 5: You can't relax. You can't even relax in your own city. 483 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:02,040 Speaker 5: And so we say, hey, we have tables and chairs 484 00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:04,720 Speaker 5: and couches if you want to come and do something there, 485 00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:07,680 Speaker 5: as long as you're with it. You know, we vet people, 486 00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:10,480 Speaker 5: We vet organizations. There's been organizations who've reached out to 487 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:13,720 Speaker 5: us who are like working in tandem with like people 488 00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:16,480 Speaker 5: who we consider to be the oppressors, and we say, hey, 489 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:19,960 Speaker 5: straight up, we don't mess with them. We appreciate you 490 00:25:20,040 --> 00:25:23,960 Speaker 5: reaching out. If that relationship with that organization or those 491 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:26,639 Speaker 5: people ends, will consider it. But now that you're working 492 00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:28,520 Speaker 5: with them, we're going to say no. And we're very 493 00:25:28,600 --> 00:25:31,639 Speaker 5: upfront about that. But everybody who uses the space is 494 00:25:31,680 --> 00:25:34,840 Speaker 5: somehow vetted. We don't have you know, we don't do surveillance, 495 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,000 Speaker 5: we don't do all the things that you would normally 496 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:39,560 Speaker 5: see at a regular like a we work or something. 497 00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:40,000 Speaker 6: None of it. 498 00:25:40,480 --> 00:25:42,120 Speaker 5: Like we're doing this out of the kindness of our hearts. 499 00:25:42,119 --> 00:25:44,680 Speaker 5: And again we don't charge people. We have two podcasting 500 00:25:44,760 --> 00:25:48,040 Speaker 5: rooms because for us, it's like every everything that you 501 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:51,119 Speaker 5: can do helps every part of it, whether it's a 502 00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:54,159 Speaker 5: podcast or a reading club or an organization that you're running, 503 00:25:54,440 --> 00:25:56,240 Speaker 5: that is giving back to the movement, and for us, 504 00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:59,879 Speaker 5: the longevity of the movement is important to us. The 505 00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:01,960 Speaker 5: reason we have Robinson Space and the reason it's free 506 00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:04,720 Speaker 5: is because we know that this is where the ideas 507 00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:06,320 Speaker 5: that are going to get get us free are going. 508 00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:06,800 Speaker 6: To be born. 509 00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:08,640 Speaker 5: Right like there is going to be a book club, 510 00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:11,080 Speaker 5: there is going to be a meeting for your organization. 511 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:13,480 Speaker 5: Somebody's gonna come to a meeting of a thing and 512 00:26:13,520 --> 00:26:16,600 Speaker 5: get inspired. And that's sort of how the movement kind 513 00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,880 Speaker 5: of keeps itself going, is we bring new people in, 514 00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:22,720 Speaker 5: they are radicalized, or they show up radicalized and radicalize 515 00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:25,040 Speaker 5: other people, and we keep going in. The Robinson Space 516 00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,760 Speaker 5: to me is you know, giving money to all those 517 00:26:27,800 --> 00:26:30,040 Speaker 5: organizations was wonderful, But I think that is the most 518 00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:32,040 Speaker 5: important thing that we've that I've been able to be 519 00:26:32,080 --> 00:26:34,960 Speaker 5: a part of, is that space and offering it to 520 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:39,480 Speaker 5: people who I mean, we have done everything from you know, 521 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:42,800 Speaker 5: book clubs to seminars, to teach ins to you know, 522 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:46,680 Speaker 5: indigenous dance classes. We have you know, all these things 523 00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:49,080 Speaker 5: that are just like they they wouldn't have any place 524 00:26:49,119 --> 00:26:51,680 Speaker 5: to do it that wasn't expensive, and we're just saying, hey, 525 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:53,800 Speaker 5: this is how you do this, this is the how 526 00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,280 Speaker 5: you get in the building, this is how you care. 527 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:56,800 Speaker 6: For the space. 528 00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:59,360 Speaker 5: And then they go and they tell their friends and 529 00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,960 Speaker 5: we have been and basically fully booked for like the 530 00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:06,199 Speaker 5: last year. Okay, wow, we are constantly getting requests for 531 00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:08,360 Speaker 5: people to come and do stuff there because they heard, hey, 532 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:10,760 Speaker 5: not only are you with it, not only is it free, 533 00:27:10,800 --> 00:27:13,639 Speaker 5: but like we feel welcome there. We feel you know, 534 00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:16,159 Speaker 5: we and we make sure that we have things. You 535 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:18,560 Speaker 5: show up and it's like, hey, if you need microphones, 536 00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:20,240 Speaker 5: we got it. If you need speakers, if you need this, 537 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:22,960 Speaker 5: if you need that, we kind of have everything you 538 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,760 Speaker 5: would need to do a seminar or whatever you're trying 539 00:27:25,800 --> 00:27:27,359 Speaker 5: to do and for us that is important too. It's 540 00:27:27,400 --> 00:27:32,040 Speaker 5: like the democratization of something like pods resources. Right, It's like, 541 00:27:32,160 --> 00:27:33,760 Speaker 5: if you have an idea for a podcast, and hey, 542 00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,320 Speaker 5: you don't have the four hundred dollars it's going to 543 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:38,560 Speaker 5: cost to buy a recorder and Mike's and all that 544 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:42,840 Speaker 5: literally come to our space. We have two podcasts rooms. 545 00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:45,000 Speaker 5: You can use one of them. We have all the stuff, 546 00:27:45,400 --> 00:27:48,440 Speaker 5: we have all the recorders. We don't have any ownership 547 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:50,480 Speaker 5: of that. You record whatever the hell you want and 548 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:54,160 Speaker 5: it's yours. And for us, it's like we're removing a barrier, right, 549 00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:57,719 Speaker 5: We're removing a barrier that is allowing someone with an 550 00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:00,920 Speaker 5: idea who is broke to make idea reality. 551 00:28:01,280 --> 00:28:03,399 Speaker 6: We're going to take a break and we will be 552 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,160 Speaker 6: right back. 553 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:10,040 Speaker 1: We're back. 554 00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:13,440 Speaker 4: I'm thinking about how when you're saying, you know, keeping 555 00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:16,120 Speaker 4: the legacy going because I knew, like for example, which 556 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:19,000 Speaker 4: why is so important with the Wian House is to 557 00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:23,280 Speaker 4: keep it in keep it in the forefront of people's consciousness, 558 00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:26,000 Speaker 4: but to keep it also on the tongues of people 559 00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:28,760 Speaker 4: that had heard it, and to spread it even farther, 560 00:28:29,080 --> 00:28:32,879 Speaker 4: even not just locally, but just you know, internationally because 561 00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:36,040 Speaker 4: of what I found recently with even with the show, 562 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:42,880 Speaker 4: the people are dealing with these issues internationally too. Netherlands, yeh, London, 563 00:28:43,400 --> 00:28:48,080 Speaker 4: you know, other displaced communities across over our seas. It's 564 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,520 Speaker 4: it's a conversation that's necessary to have, and it's a 565 00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:54,560 Speaker 4: conversation that we have to have the medium and space 566 00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:58,920 Speaker 4: internationally internally as well externally for people to be able 567 00:28:58,960 --> 00:29:02,320 Speaker 4: to express the issues that are Germaine and very necessary. 568 00:29:02,520 --> 00:29:04,600 Speaker 5: Yeah, and I think that what I think is important 569 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:08,360 Speaker 5: to note here is that like I found myself and 570 00:29:08,600 --> 00:29:11,480 Speaker 5: again I look at you as a kindred spirit because 571 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:17,080 Speaker 5: I was a very sad, angry, depressed boy after my 572 00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:19,760 Speaker 5: sister was killed, right as anybody would be you lost 573 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:20,320 Speaker 5: your siblings. 574 00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:22,240 Speaker 6: And it was like. 575 00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:26,200 Speaker 5: I was so desperate to find meaning and connection and 576 00:29:26,240 --> 00:29:28,800 Speaker 5: tell the story. So I showed up to every meeting 577 00:29:28,800 --> 00:29:32,239 Speaker 5: I could, and I had time and energy, and I 578 00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:37,320 Speaker 5: was getting involved and doing every day of my life 579 00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:40,480 Speaker 5: beginning in like mid twenty nineteen, was just like I'm 580 00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:43,200 Speaker 5: involved somehow, I'm doing outreach, I'm doing this, I'm doing that. 581 00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:47,000 Speaker 5: Because I was so desperate to make those connections and 582 00:29:47,040 --> 00:29:50,600 Speaker 5: tell people and be heard and hear other people just 583 00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:54,280 Speaker 5: as you are so like desperate to get your voice 584 00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:55,840 Speaker 5: out that you're like, I'm just gonna do it on 585 00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,160 Speaker 5: my phone because that's all I have. It is the 586 00:29:58,200 --> 00:30:00,480 Speaker 5: only avenue I have. And to me, that is the 587 00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:03,920 Speaker 5: beautiful spirit of like something lives in you that needs 588 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:05,880 Speaker 5: to get out. And you say, I don't care how 589 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:07,800 Speaker 5: I'm gonna do it, whether it's on a rinky dingk 590 00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:11,560 Speaker 5: tape recorder or an old phone. And I remember just 591 00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 5: listening to this stuff and being like, this is the 592 00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:18,040 Speaker 5: rawest sound you're gonna have. You're reporting live from an 593 00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:23,080 Speaker 5: encampments right with the phone, and it's like people just 594 00:30:23,120 --> 00:30:24,920 Speaker 5: wouldn't think to do that. They like, there are people 595 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:26,239 Speaker 5: who would get in their heads and say, oh, well 596 00:30:26,280 --> 00:30:28,560 Speaker 5: I need to actually buy a bunch of equipment and 597 00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:30,040 Speaker 5: do this, and they would prepare and all that. You 598 00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:32,280 Speaker 5: were just like, it needs to be heard, even if 599 00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:35,640 Speaker 5: if there's a car driving by whatever, Like you're gonna 600 00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:39,040 Speaker 5: do it. And I think that when you find yourself 601 00:30:39,080 --> 00:30:41,320 Speaker 5: in a position where you're going through something, whether it's 602 00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:44,880 Speaker 5: in your sibling, you're on house, whatever it is, you 603 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:47,200 Speaker 5: find yourself wanting to connect. And I think that is 604 00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:50,680 Speaker 5: what separates some people where it's like other people let 605 00:30:50,680 --> 00:30:52,960 Speaker 5: that bog them down and say I'll never do anything. 606 00:30:53,040 --> 00:30:55,200 Speaker 5: I don't belong in this world, I don't whatever, And 607 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:57,560 Speaker 5: then other people just say, I'm gonna find my way. 608 00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:00,920 Speaker 5: And now, I mean, you're on iHeartRadio. Listen, they have 609 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:03,600 Speaker 5: a lot of ads whatever. But but you know, but 610 00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:07,640 Speaker 5: you're now being heard. Somebody can stumble upon this thing 611 00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:11,600 Speaker 5: and your your voice will carry them. And you know, 612 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:13,640 Speaker 5: I really love the way you end your show with 613 00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,840 Speaker 5: the meeting in the in the light of what is 614 00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,640 Speaker 5: it understanding? Yeah, And it's just like, you know, I mean, 615 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:21,160 Speaker 5: someone's gonna hear that and be like that's cool. I'm 616 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:24,000 Speaker 5: gonna take that and I'm gonna like make something of that, 617 00:31:24,080 --> 00:31:25,760 Speaker 5: and it's and it's cool. And I think that, you know, 618 00:31:26,280 --> 00:31:29,920 Speaker 5: finding yourself at at a at a crossroads is kind 619 00:31:29,920 --> 00:31:32,200 Speaker 5: of an important thing and and and choosing what to 620 00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:34,920 Speaker 5: do with that, to me is really what defines you 621 00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:35,360 Speaker 5: as a person. 622 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:37,440 Speaker 6: If I hadn't, if I had just sat around. 623 00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:39,440 Speaker 5: And done nothing in the name of my sister, no 624 00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:41,239 Speaker 5: one would blame me, right, because everyone will say, oh, 625 00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:44,320 Speaker 5: you're sad. It's an awful thing to go through and 626 00:31:43,640 --> 00:31:45,880 Speaker 5: and and I don't And I don't blame people who 627 00:31:45,920 --> 00:31:48,600 Speaker 5: find themselves in my position who don't do what I do. 628 00:31:48,680 --> 00:31:49,280 Speaker 6: That's fine. 629 00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:51,480 Speaker 5: But for me, I was like, I can't feel good 630 00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:54,320 Speaker 5: about myself if I don't go do something because I 631 00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:57,280 Speaker 5: was put on this earth to do something. I don't 632 00:31:57,320 --> 00:31:59,280 Speaker 5: know exactly what it is, but maybe it's what I'm 633 00:31:59,320 --> 00:32:00,840 Speaker 5: doing now. And you were put on this world to 634 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:04,560 Speaker 5: like share your story and give I think the fact 635 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:08,720 Speaker 5: that you give people who normally wouldn't get the time 636 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,320 Speaker 5: of day from people on the street, you're giving them 637 00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:13,479 Speaker 5: a voice. I mean, it's not to just be like, oh, 638 00:32:13,520 --> 00:32:16,000 Speaker 5: I'm here to worship THEO, but I really appreciate. 639 00:32:15,520 --> 00:32:16,040 Speaker 6: What you do. 640 00:32:16,320 --> 00:32:17,920 Speaker 5: But I do see you as a kindred spirit because 641 00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:20,960 Speaker 5: I think you found yourself. You just have this natural talent. 642 00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:23,560 Speaker 5: People feel calm around you, They want to tell you 643 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,320 Speaker 5: their life story. So you use that as a way 644 00:32:26,360 --> 00:32:28,440 Speaker 5: to give back to to your community. And I think 645 00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:30,560 Speaker 5: that's a wonderful thing. And I think that everybody needs 646 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,360 Speaker 5: to kind of try to live in that spirit of 647 00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:33,440 Speaker 5: just say, hey, what can I offer? 648 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:34,720 Speaker 6: Like what can I offer? 649 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:36,840 Speaker 5: And not expect anything in return, because right we have 650 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:39,360 Speaker 5: to help people out even if they're not going to 651 00:32:39,360 --> 00:32:40,880 Speaker 5: help us out, and that I think it has to 652 00:32:40,880 --> 00:32:43,360 Speaker 5: be the basis of doing this kind of stuff is 653 00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:46,000 Speaker 5: like I'm giving you something and I don't expect anything 654 00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:48,200 Speaker 5: in return, And that's kind of how you have to 655 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:50,120 Speaker 5: deal with sort of things like this. 656 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:53,320 Speaker 4: You know, absolutely services the rent that we pay on Earth, 657 00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:56,760 Speaker 4: and I believed trying to find every facet, did the 658 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:59,160 Speaker 4: best of my ability to do that, and this was 659 00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:01,440 Speaker 4: one of the one of the mediums that I feel 660 00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:04,240 Speaker 4: that I had an opportunity a chance to do which 661 00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:06,920 Speaker 4: I would have never And I was always telling people 662 00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:08,760 Speaker 4: when I when they asked about how did I just 663 00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,800 Speaker 4: start in podcasting, I'm from a different generation. We are 664 00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:15,360 Speaker 4: from the magazines, newspapers, books kind of generation. 665 00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,480 Speaker 1: And nowhere was it mentioned about a podcast. 666 00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:20,680 Speaker 4: I wouldn't even been able because I when I was 667 00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,520 Speaker 4: in college, I wouldn't have been able to tell you 668 00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:24,880 Speaker 4: what the heck of a podcast was. And it's so 669 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:27,840 Speaker 4: interesting how the world has changed in such a way 670 00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:32,120 Speaker 4: that most people don't do magazines and books and the like, 671 00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:35,440 Speaker 4: but they don't what podcasting is. And we're still able 672 00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:38,160 Speaker 4: to get out the information, but we're doing it in 673 00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:40,880 Speaker 4: the creative and novel ways. It also lends a conversation 674 00:33:41,040 --> 00:33:43,800 Speaker 4: is what will be the next medium where people will 675 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:46,080 Speaker 4: be able to do the same thing, and which brings 676 00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:50,080 Speaker 4: up another question, is that what's next for you? You know, 677 00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:53,120 Speaker 4: what's what's the future hold? Now that's the big question. 678 00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:53,680 Speaker 7: Yeah. 679 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:56,800 Speaker 5: So, I mean, as I mentioned, we see the city, 680 00:33:57,280 --> 00:34:02,520 Speaker 5: and through this entire horrible six year process, we finally 681 00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:06,479 Speaker 5: settled with them. Everything was officially officially done about two 682 00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:10,520 Speaker 5: weeks ago and we're done, so no trial, we settled, 683 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:13,120 Speaker 5: we got our money, all that stuff. And so now 684 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,520 Speaker 5: I'm kind of like it's weird because like this thing existed. 685 00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:18,799 Speaker 5: We fouled the lawsuit four months after Melly was killed, 686 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:22,440 Speaker 5: and we knew that this was gonna take a long time. 687 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,920 Speaker 5: They said, these trials take forever. They're gonna like string 688 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:28,600 Speaker 5: it out, they're gonna make it so you're gonna want 689 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,799 Speaker 5: to give up. And it didn't help that COVID hit 690 00:34:31,880 --> 00:34:34,840 Speaker 5: March twenty twenty, so that really offset everything, and so 691 00:34:35,719 --> 00:34:37,320 Speaker 5: I could see that, Okay, well, if I want to 692 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:39,080 Speaker 5: do something in the name of Meloy, like the lawsuit's 693 00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,040 Speaker 5: one thing, but that's gonna take too long. I'm not 694 00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:43,439 Speaker 5: gonna sit around and just wait for this lawsuit to happen, 695 00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:45,359 Speaker 5: because again, I don't know when it's gonna be because 696 00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:48,040 Speaker 5: we got trial dates that were in twenty twenty, twenty 697 00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:48,400 Speaker 5: twenty one. 698 00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:49,800 Speaker 6: Like it was a mess. 699 00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:52,279 Speaker 5: So that's why I got involved and was able to 700 00:34:52,280 --> 00:34:55,080 Speaker 5: be effective and even knowing, hey, this trial will come soon, 701 00:34:55,480 --> 00:34:56,759 Speaker 5: but I need to go and do stuff in the 702 00:34:56,840 --> 00:34:59,160 Speaker 5: name of Melley while I wait, because I can't put 703 00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:00,359 Speaker 5: everything I have that. 704 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:02,160 Speaker 6: Possible trial we settled. 705 00:35:02,239 --> 00:35:04,719 Speaker 5: It's like the highest out of court settlement in the 706 00:35:04,800 --> 00:35:05,760 Speaker 5: history of Los Angeles. 707 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:06,520 Speaker 6: So that was great. 708 00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,359 Speaker 5: They paid us money and that was the only thing 709 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:11,719 Speaker 5: they ever did to say, hey, we did something wrong. 710 00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:15,160 Speaker 5: It's not a victory necessarily, but it's a way for 711 00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:16,719 Speaker 5: us to move on. It's a way for me to 712 00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:18,880 Speaker 5: buy my data house, you know, ultimately. But I mean, 713 00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:21,000 Speaker 5: here's the thing is, like I always saw this as 714 00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:24,240 Speaker 5: a you know, this thing will be, this will close 715 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:27,319 Speaker 5: that first initial chapter because like we did the one year, 716 00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:30,080 Speaker 5: the two year anniversary, we've done marches and rallies and 717 00:35:30,120 --> 00:35:32,840 Speaker 5: so we've moved on to a different level of grief 718 00:35:32,880 --> 00:35:35,759 Speaker 5: at a different stage, right, But like this trial was 719 00:35:35,840 --> 00:35:38,759 Speaker 5: this looming trial was still kind of holding us back 720 00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:40,640 Speaker 5: in twenty eighteen, like, oh, this is the thing that 721 00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,680 Speaker 5: we did. It was the only thing that we could 722 00:35:42,719 --> 00:35:45,239 Speaker 5: do at the time to keep Mellie's name out there 723 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,480 Speaker 5: is to like sue them and talk about it and 724 00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:50,680 Speaker 5: do press conferences or whatever. So now I think I'm 725 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:52,799 Speaker 5: going to rest for a little bit. My Dad's gonna 726 00:35:52,800 --> 00:35:56,160 Speaker 5: rest for a little bit. We're gonna chill I'm looking 727 00:35:56,200 --> 00:36:00,120 Speaker 5: at this sort of windfall of money as a a 728 00:36:00,120 --> 00:36:01,239 Speaker 5: blessing rather than a curse. 729 00:36:01,320 --> 00:36:01,480 Speaker 6: Right. 730 00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:03,400 Speaker 5: Some people look at and like, ah, you gotta like 731 00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:05,880 Speaker 5: invest it, you gotta do Everyone's telling me what to do, 732 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:08,399 Speaker 5: and I'm like, hey, like I will take care of it, 733 00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,560 Speaker 5: but I gotta chill out for a bit. That doesn't 734 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:13,040 Speaker 5: mean I'm not going to be involved in people's city 735 00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:16,000 Speaker 5: council or Robinson space. I'm gonna just kind of dial 736 00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:18,239 Speaker 5: back a little bit. And then when I feel like 737 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:21,160 Speaker 5: I've gotten to a place of like kind of reckoning 738 00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:23,319 Speaker 5: with what's happening, honestly, like now I'm just a person 739 00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:27,680 Speaker 5: who like there's no trial looming. I've made a mark 740 00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:29,799 Speaker 5: in Los Angeles. You know, people know who I am. 741 00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:33,000 Speaker 5: They have an opinion of me one way or the other. Right, 742 00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:35,160 Speaker 5: Like some people, I walk into the room at a 743 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:36,960 Speaker 5: place and I'm like, oh, these people do not like 744 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:39,920 Speaker 5: me because I said something bad about their favorite politician 745 00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:42,640 Speaker 5: or whatever it is. And then other times like, oh Albert, dude, 746 00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:45,319 Speaker 5: we love your whatever. That's great. But I'm just kind 747 00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:47,480 Speaker 5: of like, I don't know exactly what the next step is. 748 00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:51,239 Speaker 5: But I know that if the LAPD thinks that I'm 749 00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:55,120 Speaker 5: going to go away, they're wrong because now I have resources, 750 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:57,759 Speaker 5: now I have time. I'm going to stay involved and 751 00:36:57,840 --> 00:36:59,680 Speaker 5: do things in a way that I want to do them. 752 00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:01,920 Speaker 5: I'm going to hold their feed to the fire, you know. 753 00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:04,680 Speaker 5: I mean, I've had dozens of people asking me if 754 00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:05,959 Speaker 5: I'm going to run for office again. 755 00:37:06,520 --> 00:37:07,879 Speaker 6: I'm considering it. I am. 756 00:37:07,960 --> 00:37:10,120 Speaker 5: I don't know what office I would run for, but 757 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:12,160 Speaker 5: I would. I think I want to do it again 758 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:15,560 Speaker 5: because the first time was messy, it was sloppy. 759 00:37:15,600 --> 00:37:16,879 Speaker 6: It was you know, you. 760 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:18,879 Speaker 5: Can get advice from people, but no one can really 761 00:37:18,920 --> 00:37:20,240 Speaker 5: tell you how to be the candidate. 762 00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:20,480 Speaker 1: Right. 763 00:37:20,840 --> 00:37:22,320 Speaker 5: I was dealing with a lot of stuff. I was 764 00:37:22,360 --> 00:37:25,239 Speaker 5: also a grieving person. I was in a relationship, like 765 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,040 Speaker 5: all these things like just kind of went crazy. So 766 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:31,319 Speaker 5: now that I'm more mature, that I've been through that 767 00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:35,200 Speaker 5: sort of rigamarole the first time and I've learned from it, 768 00:37:35,680 --> 00:37:38,399 Speaker 5: I do have this temptation to be like, you know what, man, 769 00:37:38,600 --> 00:37:40,880 Speaker 5: if I got a team that I want to put together, 770 00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:43,640 Speaker 5: let's do it, Let's do it this way, Let's kind 771 00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:46,000 Speaker 5: of tighten everything up and make it a little bit 772 00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:48,400 Speaker 5: more focused and all that stuff. So there is a 773 00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:50,279 Speaker 5: desire to do that. I just don't know what I 774 00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:51,640 Speaker 5: want to do. And I'm not going to sit here 775 00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:53,560 Speaker 5: and like announce, Oh I'm going to you know, people 776 00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:56,000 Speaker 5: are like, oh, you should run against Ugo because he. 777 00:37:56,040 --> 00:37:58,759 Speaker 6: Ended up winning the election that I ran in. Yeah, 778 00:37:58,760 --> 00:37:59,840 Speaker 6: and he's the king of sweeps. 779 00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,840 Speaker 5: He's lost a lot of his the goodwill, and people 780 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:05,040 Speaker 5: don't like him as much anymore. And I'm kind of like, 781 00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:07,319 Speaker 5: you know, maybe, I mean, there is a part of 782 00:38:07,320 --> 00:38:08,680 Speaker 5: me that wants to take him out. I'm not gonna 783 00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:10,960 Speaker 5: lie that that would love to run against him and 784 00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:14,040 Speaker 5: put him out of a job because of the way 785 00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:16,279 Speaker 5: that he has turned his back on the people. And 786 00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:18,440 Speaker 5: I'm sure you know this because you talk to unhouse people. 787 00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:22,360 Speaker 5: In CD thirteen, I have La Street Care, Chris rel like, 788 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:24,239 Speaker 5: they're one of my they're one of my homies in 789 00:38:24,280 --> 00:38:27,400 Speaker 5: the movement, and I see all the stuff they post 790 00:38:27,440 --> 00:38:30,160 Speaker 5: and it's just like, there is a lot of horrible 791 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:30,839 Speaker 5: stuff going on. 792 00:38:30,960 --> 00:38:34,160 Speaker 4: Yes, so that's a consideration, but you know it's also 793 00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:37,600 Speaker 4: odd too, is that the nimbies don't think he's doing 794 00:38:37,640 --> 00:38:40,320 Speaker 4: anything and he's but I'm like, they're literally he's literally 795 00:38:40,360 --> 00:38:43,000 Speaker 4: doing what you're asking him to do. And that just 796 00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:45,080 Speaker 4: goes to show you that the nimbus will. 797 00:38:44,920 --> 00:38:47,799 Speaker 5: Never be satisfied because I think they still look at 798 00:38:47,880 --> 00:38:49,000 Speaker 5: him as some sort of radical. 799 00:38:49,120 --> 00:38:50,000 Speaker 6: Yeah you know what. 800 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:52,880 Speaker 5: Yeah, he had DSA's backing and some of his messaging 801 00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:54,719 Speaker 5: was a little bit to the left, but like as 802 00:38:54,719 --> 00:38:56,640 Speaker 5: soon as he got into office, he's really kind of 803 00:38:56,680 --> 00:39:01,719 Speaker 5: been more pro police, pro homeless sweeps and all that. 804 00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:04,000 Speaker 5: So you know, there is a part of me that's like, Okay, 805 00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:06,879 Speaker 5: I'm gonna rise from the ashes and take him out. 806 00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:09,040 Speaker 5: But you know again, I want to be intentional and 807 00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:11,759 Speaker 5: I want to be smart about it, and listen, I 808 00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,640 Speaker 5: don't pretend to know all the answers. I have people 809 00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:18,640 Speaker 5: around me who I trust, whose opinions I value. I 810 00:39:18,640 --> 00:39:20,319 Speaker 5: mean Ultimately, I'm going to do what I feel like 811 00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:22,759 Speaker 5: is right because I got to listen to myself. But 812 00:39:22,840 --> 00:39:25,120 Speaker 5: getting advice from other people, I think is very important 813 00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:28,920 Speaker 5: and seeing their perspective because I can't see things as 814 00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:31,960 Speaker 5: everyone else does, right like they I'm reading the landscape 815 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:34,600 Speaker 5: the best I can. Other people might read it a 816 00:39:34,640 --> 00:39:36,600 Speaker 5: different way. So I got to figure that out. But 817 00:39:36,640 --> 00:39:40,440 Speaker 5: I think I'm like my life's work was shown to 818 00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:43,000 Speaker 5: me the day that Mellie was killed. It's like, you 819 00:39:43,040 --> 00:39:45,160 Speaker 5: are going to go and try to get justice for 820 00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:47,880 Speaker 5: your sister in some way. You're going to try to 821 00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:53,120 Speaker 5: fight the systems and the people and the organizations that 822 00:39:53,239 --> 00:39:56,440 Speaker 5: killed your sister and then have killed many people afterward. 823 00:39:56,480 --> 00:39:58,640 Speaker 5: I mean when Valentino was killed in twenty twenty one 824 00:39:58,640 --> 00:40:02,520 Speaker 5: at Burlington Code Fact right right, Like I was called 825 00:40:02,920 --> 00:40:04,880 Speaker 5: by all this media because they were like, oh, it's 826 00:40:04,960 --> 00:40:07,360 Speaker 5: kind of like your sister, And it was like reliving 827 00:40:07,360 --> 00:40:10,840 Speaker 5: the nightmar Aga. And every time I see somebody be 828 00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:12,560 Speaker 5: killed by the police, like you know, the news report 829 00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:14,879 Speaker 5: or whatever, and I meet their family, it's like I 830 00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:17,560 Speaker 5: was there. I was I was where you are. I 831 00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:20,320 Speaker 5: was going through what you're going through. The news media 832 00:40:20,400 --> 00:40:23,120 Speaker 5: tried to steal the narrative and and take the police's 833 00:40:23,200 --> 00:40:26,520 Speaker 5: words as the gospel. And so I think it's like 834 00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:29,319 Speaker 5: I have to do a few things, one of them 835 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:32,720 Speaker 5: being holding the police accountable and getting in their face 836 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,359 Speaker 5: and making sure that people you know, when the when 837 00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:37,520 Speaker 5: the Dodger celebration was going on, do you remember that, Yeah? 838 00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,000 Speaker 6: Yeah, and the bus was set on fire. 839 00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:39,839 Speaker 1: Yeah. 840 00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:42,480 Speaker 5: I was walking around with my friend Tracy and we 841 00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:45,560 Speaker 5: were hanging out and the police were like get you know, 842 00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:47,320 Speaker 5: kind of with the riot gear and people, you know, 843 00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:49,759 Speaker 5: people were having fun and the police were like, you know, 844 00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:52,080 Speaker 5: with the riot gear and they were like approaching people 845 00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:54,520 Speaker 5: and setting off the less than lethals or whatever, and 846 00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:56,319 Speaker 5: they would calm down, and all these people were be like, man, 847 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,200 Speaker 5: this is messed up, and like people who I could 848 00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:01,200 Speaker 5: tell were not politically involved. And I'd be walking around 849 00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,560 Speaker 5: being like, hey, you know how they're trying to ruin 850 00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:04,680 Speaker 5: your good time right now? 851 00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:05,600 Speaker 6: Think about this. 852 00:41:05,640 --> 00:41:07,560 Speaker 5: They're trying to ruin your good time all the time. 853 00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:11,040 Speaker 5: The police are trying to like take stuff from your community. 854 00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:12,680 Speaker 5: They're taking the money. I'm like, if you think this 855 00:41:12,760 --> 00:41:15,600 Speaker 5: is bad, They're they're trying to beat on some people 856 00:41:15,640 --> 00:41:18,680 Speaker 5: who are celebrating the Dodgers winning the World series, think 857 00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:20,560 Speaker 5: about what they do to people who are actually standing 858 00:41:20,640 --> 00:41:24,799 Speaker 5: up for black people right or unhouse people, whatever it is. 859 00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:26,720 Speaker 6: It is doubly vicious. 860 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,120 Speaker 5: And so I was like sitting there being like, yeah, 861 00:41:29,120 --> 00:41:31,799 Speaker 5: this is a time to try to radicalize these people 862 00:41:31,840 --> 00:41:33,920 Speaker 5: who are here for a certain thing, who. 863 00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:34,759 Speaker 6: Are maybe not thinking all that. 864 00:41:34,800 --> 00:41:36,359 Speaker 5: Oh the cops suck, And I'm like yeah, yeah, but 865 00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:38,480 Speaker 5: it's not just because they're doing something right now. It's 866 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:41,520 Speaker 5: because this, this and this, And I would be like, hey, man, 867 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,279 Speaker 5: this is your city budget at work. Can you believe 868 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:45,759 Speaker 5: they're giving these guys a nextra two hundred and fifty 869 00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:47,920 Speaker 5: million dollars in the next you know, four years or whatever. 870 00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:51,120 Speaker 5: So to me, that's my duty is like telling people, hey, 871 00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:53,440 Speaker 5: I'm giving you this information. What you choose to do 872 00:41:53,480 --> 00:41:56,560 Speaker 5: with it is up to you, but you can't claim 873 00:41:56,560 --> 00:42:00,400 Speaker 5: ignorance anymore. And the other is making sure that Elly's 874 00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:04,160 Speaker 5: name stays out there, that her her death was not 875 00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:07,399 Speaker 5: in vain, that it means something. It was a very 876 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:11,400 Speaker 5: senseless thing, but I want people to remember that. Like 877 00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:16,120 Speaker 5: July twentieth, the day before Melle was killed, my family 878 00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,560 Speaker 5: had no idea that we were going to become a 879 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:19,800 Speaker 5: family of someone killed. 880 00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:22,759 Speaker 6: By the LAPD. And there are families out there who 881 00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:24,560 Speaker 6: don't know that right now who will become that. 882 00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:26,839 Speaker 5: We don't know who they are, we don't know how 883 00:42:26,880 --> 00:42:29,080 Speaker 5: it's going to happen, but we know that the LAPD 884 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:34,239 Speaker 5: does what they do. And Valentina's parents took her to 885 00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:37,000 Speaker 5: the Burlington co Factory thinking we're going to buy our 886 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:39,320 Speaker 5: daughter address, not knowing that they were going to be 887 00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:41,759 Speaker 5: burying their daughter like a week later. And to me, 888 00:42:41,920 --> 00:42:44,040 Speaker 5: that is a very scary world to live in, where 889 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:46,840 Speaker 5: we are living our lives and we're at work like 890 00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:50,000 Speaker 5: Melly was, we're at the store like Valentina was, where 891 00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,640 Speaker 5: walking in our neighborhood like all these people were, and 892 00:42:52,680 --> 00:42:54,640 Speaker 5: that we may be gunned down and nothing will be 893 00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:55,160 Speaker 5: done about it. 894 00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,560 Speaker 6: And to me, that is the biggest injustice. You know. 895 00:42:57,600 --> 00:43:00,480 Speaker 5: It's like it's like there are people living in apartments 896 00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:03,520 Speaker 5: right now who are going to come to hardship. We're 897 00:43:03,560 --> 00:43:05,320 Speaker 5: going to be evicted, We're going to end up on 898 00:43:05,320 --> 00:43:07,600 Speaker 5: the street, and they don't know that, and then to 899 00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:10,000 Speaker 5: be met with like, oh, by the way, you're on 900 00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:10,680 Speaker 5: the street now. 901 00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:11,080 Speaker 6: We don't. 902 00:43:11,120 --> 00:43:13,000 Speaker 5: We're not going to help you, and you better go 903 00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:15,520 Speaker 5: and you know, get out of here or we're going 904 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,799 Speaker 5: to arrest you. So it's kind of letting people know, like, hey, 905 00:43:18,800 --> 00:43:22,719 Speaker 5: you are closer to this than anything else. Like you 906 00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:27,200 Speaker 5: are not immune from becoming unhoused. You are not immune 907 00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:29,279 Speaker 5: from being killed by the police just because you think, 908 00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:31,200 Speaker 5: you know, you might be a person who's never broken 909 00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:33,640 Speaker 5: a law like Melly, and you are going to be 910 00:43:33,640 --> 00:43:35,799 Speaker 5: at work minding your business and they're going to kill you. 911 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:39,040 Speaker 5: And to me, that's like that is the ultimate alarm bell, 912 00:43:39,120 --> 00:43:41,200 Speaker 5: is like, hey, just because it's not affecting you, and 913 00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:43,400 Speaker 5: just because your life is good right now does not 914 00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:44,880 Speaker 5: mean it's going to stay that way. And trust me, 915 00:43:44,920 --> 00:43:47,399 Speaker 5: there are people in power right now who are doing 916 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:49,880 Speaker 5: their best to make it so your life becomes harder. 917 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:56,400 Speaker 4: Thanks so much to Albert Carrado. To learn more about 918 00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,359 Speaker 4: his work, you can follow him at the links into 919 00:43:58,400 --> 00:44:01,480 Speaker 4: description and when we come we'll hear more from a 920 00:44:01,560 --> 00:44:10,920 Speaker 4: stay with us. Welcome back. This is Theo Henderson with 921 00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:14,400 Speaker 4: Weedian House. Our final interview of the year is with 922 00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:18,919 Speaker 4: returning guests, as let's hear how she's been faring since 923 00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:19,800 Speaker 4: our last interview. 924 00:44:22,320 --> 00:44:25,720 Speaker 7: Hi, I go by Asie. I don't want to dox myself, 925 00:44:26,080 --> 00:44:28,239 Speaker 7: so I don't want to go and you know, go 926 00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:31,520 Speaker 7: into specifically about my name or anything. But yeah, I'm Assie. 927 00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:35,200 Speaker 7: I used to be the unhoused representative for the area 928 00:44:35,200 --> 00:44:38,600 Speaker 7: of Highland Park and then Double four two, maybe about 929 00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:40,919 Speaker 7: four or five years ago when I was unhoused, when 930 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:43,120 Speaker 7: I was on the street and you know, Highland Park, 931 00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:47,200 Speaker 7: and I did some representative work for the area. I 932 00:44:47,239 --> 00:44:49,840 Speaker 7: try to do some organizing, some community work as an 933 00:44:49,920 --> 00:44:55,120 Speaker 7: unhoused person, to basically try to decriminalize the way that 934 00:44:55,200 --> 00:44:58,600 Speaker 7: people saw unhouse people, not just in that area but 935 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:03,000 Speaker 7: throughout Los Angeles. Due to a very violent thing that 936 00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:06,719 Speaker 7: happened to me, my tent was set on fire when 937 00:45:06,719 --> 00:45:09,959 Speaker 7: I was living in the park, so I was put 938 00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:14,399 Speaker 7: for my safety in a women's shelter in MacArthur Park. 939 00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:18,120 Speaker 7: I was on Third and Bonnie Bray, and the experience 940 00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:20,520 Speaker 7: wasn't that great either. I was there for three years. 941 00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:23,840 Speaker 7: I finally got housed about a year and a half ago, 942 00:45:23,960 --> 00:45:27,480 Speaker 7: but that's not going as well either. The requirements are 943 00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:29,440 Speaker 7: that I need to be employed, I need to be 944 00:45:29,480 --> 00:45:33,359 Speaker 7: paying some percentage of the rent because I am an 945 00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:38,799 Speaker 7: undocumented immigrant, and so they are requiring me to pay 946 00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:42,480 Speaker 7: a certain amount by a certain time, and I'm only 947 00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:45,439 Speaker 7: there for another six to seven months, and then from there, 948 00:45:45,520 --> 00:45:46,520 Speaker 7: I don't know where I'll be. 949 00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:51,160 Speaker 4: In light of the recent presidency and the rhetoric about immigrants, 950 00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:54,719 Speaker 4: as well as Grant's past ruling, do you have any 951 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:57,319 Speaker 4: kind of concerns in light of that? 952 00:45:57,680 --> 00:46:00,640 Speaker 7: Of course, I mean anybody who's on document is in fear, 953 00:46:00,760 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 7: even people who are considered dreamers, even people who are 954 00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:07,000 Speaker 7: getting their paperwork together and are trying to find any 955 00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:11,080 Speaker 7: kind of legal residency or legal documentation, They're going to 956 00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,759 Speaker 7: have a hard time because they don't know how far 957 00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,399 Speaker 7: this goes. And it doesn't just go as far as 958 00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:19,040 Speaker 7: undocumented immigrants. I think it has to do with the 959 00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:23,000 Speaker 7: whole Latino population, because when it comes to people such 960 00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:28,080 Speaker 7: as the President elect, he tends to go on rants 961 00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:32,399 Speaker 7: in which he is very biased and considers a lot 962 00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:36,879 Speaker 7: of brown people straight out Mexicans, and whether you're documented 963 00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:39,680 Speaker 7: or whether you're a citizen of the US, you will 964 00:46:39,719 --> 00:46:42,240 Speaker 7: be in danger. As we know, there was an operation 965 00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:46,040 Speaker 7: in the nineteen thirties called Operation Right Back, and if 966 00:46:46,040 --> 00:46:48,680 Speaker 7: you know anything about that was where they rounded up 967 00:46:48,719 --> 00:46:51,399 Speaker 7: as many Mexican and brown people and whether they were 968 00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:55,200 Speaker 7: documented or not, and they were basically shipping them off 969 00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:58,880 Speaker 7: to Mexico. And from what I know, because of what 970 00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:02,040 Speaker 7: I know and what we've all researched, and if you're 971 00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:04,080 Speaker 7: you know, in the loop or anything like that, if 972 00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:07,480 Speaker 7: you're any kind of activist or any kind of you know, 973 00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:11,080 Speaker 7: community work on organizing, you're gonna know that he's not 974 00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:15,000 Speaker 7: just planning to round up undocumented people. He's planning on 975 00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:18,839 Speaker 7: running up Mexicans, whether they're citizens are not. And that's 976 00:47:18,840 --> 00:47:22,320 Speaker 7: gonna affect a huge amount of the population. It's gonna 977 00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:24,719 Speaker 7: affect the food chain, believe it or not. We have 978 00:47:24,800 --> 00:47:27,400 Speaker 7: a lot of laborers who are working hard in the 979 00:47:27,480 --> 00:47:30,640 Speaker 7: fields to get our produce ready, get our fruits and 980 00:47:30,719 --> 00:47:35,080 Speaker 7: vegetables to the table. These people are underpaid and it 981 00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:38,600 Speaker 7: ever worked and overworked, and it's gonna affect If you're 982 00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:43,080 Speaker 7: shipping all these people out who you deem unworthy, you're 983 00:47:43,080 --> 00:47:46,200 Speaker 7: just gonna ship all of them out equally. You're gonna 984 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:49,840 Speaker 7: cause a huge disruption to the system, you know, to 985 00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:52,239 Speaker 7: the system as a whole. So I think it's very 986 00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:56,640 Speaker 7: detrimental to the cause that he's trying to you know, instill. 987 00:47:57,080 --> 00:48:00,160 Speaker 4: Well, I'm moving onto that in that conversation because we 988 00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:04,640 Speaker 4: are receiving produce, vegetables, and we're utilizing a lot of 989 00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:09,560 Speaker 4: things cooked by undocumented or unhoused residents that are living 990 00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:13,120 Speaker 4: out on those fields picking this stuff, and we benefit 991 00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:16,839 Speaker 4: from their hard labor. And let's be clear, they are 992 00:48:16,840 --> 00:48:21,120 Speaker 4: not taking the jobs. Those jobs. Many people, and many 993 00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:24,400 Speaker 4: of those uneducated populists are not working those jobs, have 994 00:48:24,480 --> 00:48:27,239 Speaker 4: no inclination to work those jobs, and will not work 995 00:48:27,280 --> 00:48:31,200 Speaker 4: those jobs. It's just the reason to hate, like one 996 00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:34,400 Speaker 4: of the things that we're swiftly approaching the holidays, and 997 00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:37,920 Speaker 4: hopefully this will be airing during the holiday season. We 998 00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:42,560 Speaker 4: have had this conversation too long about we can agree 999 00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:45,759 Speaker 4: to disagree, but while we're at a precipice, we're not 1000 00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:49,560 Speaker 4: agreeing to disagree. We are having a moral issue where 1001 00:48:49,600 --> 00:48:53,560 Speaker 4: you're trying to justify extermination and violence of vulnerable people. 1002 00:48:53,920 --> 00:48:56,280 Speaker 4: So we are not having that. You know, we're agreed 1003 00:48:56,360 --> 00:48:58,760 Speaker 4: that you know, red is the better colored than blue. 1004 00:48:58,920 --> 00:49:03,080 Speaker 4: These are life altering decisions. These are things that put 1005 00:49:03,120 --> 00:49:06,640 Speaker 4: people in harm's way. So if you're voting or you 1006 00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:11,280 Speaker 4: have these viewpoints. You know, don't expect us to be 1007 00:49:11,760 --> 00:49:15,440 Speaker 4: roasting marshmallows with you or singing kumbayak, because some chances 1008 00:49:15,440 --> 00:49:18,560 Speaker 4: are it might end up with a fisticuff. But that's 1009 00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:21,800 Speaker 4: one of the realities that has been gas lit into 1010 00:49:21,880 --> 00:49:25,719 Speaker 4: people that have been watching the recent election and or 1011 00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:28,960 Speaker 4: other circles trying to make it sound like you know, 1012 00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:32,480 Speaker 4: now people are concerned. People have always been concerned about 1013 00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:35,960 Speaker 4: displacement and other things. It's been they've been had to compartmentalize. 1014 00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:39,120 Speaker 4: We're living in a system that we have to compartmentize 1015 00:49:39,239 --> 00:49:42,799 Speaker 4: or disassociate, if you will, in order to maintain our 1016 00:49:42,960 --> 00:49:47,680 Speaker 4: sanity or maintain our fragile well being, if you will. So, 1017 00:49:48,200 --> 00:49:51,080 Speaker 4: what are the challenges that you find as an undocumented 1018 00:49:51,120 --> 00:49:55,080 Speaker 4: person trying to be able to maintain your residents. 1019 00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:58,400 Speaker 7: It's very difficult. My journey has not been easy. A 1020 00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,160 Speaker 7: lot of people who have fallen me on social media 1021 00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:04,680 Speaker 7: will know that it has not been a very easy journey. 1022 00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:08,520 Speaker 7: As I said, me struggling as a non housed person 1023 00:50:08,680 --> 00:50:11,680 Speaker 7: has already been bad. We get put into shelters where 1024 00:50:11,960 --> 00:50:14,080 Speaker 7: if you speak about it, you speak out about any 1025 00:50:14,120 --> 00:50:17,520 Speaker 7: injustice and the shelter. They will punish you. You understand, 1026 00:50:17,800 --> 00:50:21,879 Speaker 7: these people run by these strict rules and they hold 1027 00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:23,759 Speaker 7: you back. They'll say things like, oh, you can only 1028 00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:26,880 Speaker 7: have a minimum of two bags, and then you'll have 1029 00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:29,600 Speaker 7: a program that will donate stuff to you, and she's 1030 00:50:30,000 --> 00:50:32,840 Speaker 7: cutting back, and it was just a lot of hassle. 1031 00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:36,000 Speaker 7: Being undocumented prevents you from doing a lot of things 1032 00:50:36,000 --> 00:50:39,080 Speaker 7: that you want to do. Not to mention, people will 1033 00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:42,239 Speaker 7: label you people are just being on house. People hear 1034 00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:45,240 Speaker 7: that you're on house, and their immediate thought is always 1035 00:50:45,320 --> 00:50:49,920 Speaker 7: substance use. And no hate to any self medicators out there, 1036 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:52,440 Speaker 7: nothing but love and power. You know, wish them all 1037 00:50:52,520 --> 00:50:55,319 Speaker 7: luck and you know, nothing but love. But there are 1038 00:50:55,360 --> 00:50:58,480 Speaker 7: people on the streets who are not substance users, who 1039 00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:01,239 Speaker 7: are not self medicators. You will be put in this 1040 00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:04,480 Speaker 7: category of cannot be trusted, and it makes getting a 1041 00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:07,360 Speaker 7: job harder. You understand. So even if you're looking for 1042 00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:09,480 Speaker 7: a little cashier job, you go and you look for it. 1043 00:51:09,880 --> 00:51:12,520 Speaker 7: They'd rather hire the twenty five year old girl who's 1044 00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:14,680 Speaker 7: been living in the US for two weeks than hire 1045 00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:17,840 Speaker 7: somebody who's, say, like me, forty two years old, who 1046 00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:20,319 Speaker 7: you know, who's been here for a while, who's you know, 1047 00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:24,680 Speaker 7: on college education level. They'd rather hire somebody who they 1048 00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:28,200 Speaker 7: can exploit, somebody they could you know, give like fifty 1049 00:51:28,239 --> 00:51:30,279 Speaker 7: dollars for a day, you know that kind of thing. 1050 00:51:30,880 --> 00:51:32,880 Speaker 7: So it's a lot of challenges. 1051 00:51:33,680 --> 00:51:36,200 Speaker 4: What do you think could be a way to help 1052 00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:38,600 Speaker 4: find a way to help you, because you know, how 1053 00:51:38,719 --> 00:51:42,040 Speaker 4: can our society help you in a way to overcome 1054 00:51:42,080 --> 00:51:43,439 Speaker 4: these obstacles. 1055 00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:46,280 Speaker 7: As a society. I don't know. I just think honestly, 1056 00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:48,960 Speaker 7: I had an experience in which a friend of mine, 1057 00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:50,840 Speaker 7: I don't want to say his name, but a friend 1058 00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,520 Speaker 7: of mine had gotten me in contact with a person. 1059 00:51:54,000 --> 00:51:57,120 Speaker 7: And this was going on through some of the marches 1060 00:51:57,160 --> 00:51:59,560 Speaker 7: and rallies that have been going on because of Palestine. 1061 00:51:59,719 --> 00:52:02,520 Speaker 7: This had just happened. It had been around January February 1062 00:52:02,560 --> 00:52:05,480 Speaker 7: of last year. Now he hooked me up with this person, 1063 00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:08,200 Speaker 7: So I guess she does at pop up Aarista thing 1064 00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:11,759 Speaker 7: over at Water Village. So he hooked me up with 1065 00:52:11,800 --> 00:52:13,759 Speaker 7: her numbers so that I could get to talk to her. 1066 00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:16,239 Speaker 7: And I'm talking to her and she's like, oh, I'm 1067 00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:18,040 Speaker 7: gonna be at this rally. We can meet there, lah 1068 00:52:18,080 --> 00:52:20,280 Speaker 7: lah lah. We went back and forth and I was like, okay, 1069 00:52:20,800 --> 00:52:23,200 Speaker 7: I'm willing to you know, like it's just a weekend job. 1070 00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:25,520 Speaker 7: I can do this. So I got in touch with her. 1071 00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:27,680 Speaker 7: We were supposed to meet, and then she dropped the 1072 00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:29,920 Speaker 7: ball and the didn't get in touch with me, so 1073 00:52:30,239 --> 00:52:32,360 Speaker 7: I don't know, it was very hard for me to 1074 00:52:32,480 --> 00:52:35,800 Speaker 7: look for her afterward, when I was putting the effort 1075 00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:39,400 Speaker 7: into trying to work, and yet people are like always 1076 00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:41,920 Speaker 7: putting obstacles like, oh, I need to see if this 1077 00:52:41,960 --> 00:52:45,040 Speaker 7: person's reliable, so I'm gonna go and do this and 1078 00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:48,120 Speaker 7: do that, and then they don't go through, and then 1079 00:52:48,160 --> 00:52:50,319 Speaker 7: you don't have an employee, and I'm still stuck with 1080 00:52:50,400 --> 00:52:52,520 Speaker 7: hunger in my belly with no food in my fridge, 1081 00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:55,200 Speaker 7: and I'm stuck looking for work again. So I think 1082 00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:57,600 Speaker 7: people need to start giving people like me a chance. 1083 00:52:58,239 --> 00:53:00,400 Speaker 7: That's a huge thing that they could do somebody like me. 1084 00:53:00,480 --> 00:53:03,400 Speaker 7: I'm looking for work right now. I'm struggling to you know, 1085 00:53:03,480 --> 00:53:06,440 Speaker 7: even pay rent. My ex husband's helping me, and the 1086 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,600 Speaker 7: only reason why he's helping me is because we had 1087 00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:12,879 Speaker 7: not reached the divorce agreement until last year and then 1088 00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:15,280 Speaker 7: finally this year he said he's gonna help me because 1089 00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:18,319 Speaker 7: I am not asking for alimony. We're trying to do 1090 00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:20,920 Speaker 7: this as e'mically as possible. So he's giving me one 1091 00:53:20,960 --> 00:53:23,000 Speaker 7: hundred and one hundred to one hundred and fifty dollars 1092 00:53:23,040 --> 00:53:25,520 Speaker 7: a month, which, if you know, is not a lot, 1093 00:53:25,800 --> 00:53:29,200 Speaker 7: and with the cost of living, it's getting worse. Factor 1094 00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:32,359 Speaker 7: the rent that is increasing. They're increasing my rent every 1095 00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:35,040 Speaker 7: month at the place where I was, you know, put in, 1096 00:53:35,719 --> 00:53:39,279 Speaker 7: which is more or less a glorified closet, and it 1097 00:53:39,320 --> 00:53:42,440 Speaker 7: becomes very difficult to make ends meet. One hundred dollars 1098 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:44,759 Speaker 7: doesn't seem that bad, but when you have to go wash, 1099 00:53:44,920 --> 00:53:47,480 Speaker 7: you have feminine products to buy, you have food to 1100 00:53:47,520 --> 00:53:49,680 Speaker 7: put on your table, you have you know, cookine to do. 1101 00:53:50,120 --> 00:53:52,719 Speaker 7: One hundred and fifty doesn't go that far anymore as 1102 00:53:52,719 --> 00:53:55,520 Speaker 7: far as groceries, as far as needs, as far as necessity. 1103 00:53:55,560 --> 00:53:57,439 Speaker 7: And this is per month, This is not per week. 1104 00:53:57,560 --> 00:54:00,799 Speaker 7: This is per month. So in order for somebody like 1105 00:54:00,840 --> 00:54:03,440 Speaker 7: me to get ahead, I would need to get something 1106 00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:08,440 Speaker 7: under the table, and I would need to be trusted, 1107 00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:12,400 Speaker 7: because I know who I am. I'm a trustworthy, hard working, 1108 00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:15,919 Speaker 7: honest person who doesn't steal, who doesn't lie, and who 1109 00:54:15,920 --> 00:54:18,520 Speaker 7: doesn't pick fights. I don't go out of my way 1110 00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:22,000 Speaker 7: to pick fights with customers. I'm very fun I'm funny, 1111 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:24,520 Speaker 7: and I'm nice. I try to be I have good 1112 00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:29,200 Speaker 7: customer service, you know. So for people to want to 1113 00:54:29,400 --> 00:54:31,759 Speaker 7: make you go through all these hoops and or for 1114 00:54:31,800 --> 00:54:34,600 Speaker 7: you to get a job in the first place, that's hard, 1115 00:54:34,719 --> 00:54:38,200 Speaker 7: especially people who understand that this system runs on capitalism 1116 00:54:38,239 --> 00:54:41,839 Speaker 7: and imperialism and understand these the people like me are 1117 00:54:41,840 --> 00:54:44,520 Speaker 7: already having a hard time even looking for work. For 1118 00:54:44,520 --> 00:54:47,000 Speaker 7: people to be like, well, do this and meet me here, 1119 00:54:47,040 --> 00:54:49,040 Speaker 7: and then oh, you have to keep reaching out to me, 1120 00:54:49,120 --> 00:54:52,439 Speaker 7: have to keep reaching out to me. Why it's hard 1121 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:54,719 Speaker 7: enough for me to look for you already and then 1122 00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:56,239 Speaker 7: I find you, and then you go in and you 1123 00:54:56,320 --> 00:54:59,319 Speaker 7: pull all these blocks. You can't claim yourself to be 1124 00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,880 Speaker 7: an ally if you're not willing to take a chance, 1125 00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:05,880 Speaker 7: if you're not willing to give unhoused, undocumented people chances 1126 00:55:06,440 --> 00:55:10,000 Speaker 7: based on what you think that they can or can't do. 1127 00:55:10,719 --> 00:55:14,879 Speaker 7: You have to try to put the best forward, give 1128 00:55:15,000 --> 00:55:17,360 Speaker 7: people a chance. And how do you say it be 1129 00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,359 Speaker 7: able to trust them? You understand I know what I am, 1130 00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:22,000 Speaker 7: and I know what I have and don't know what 1131 00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:24,719 Speaker 7: I haven't done so for people to just base, oh, 1132 00:55:24,760 --> 00:55:27,120 Speaker 7: she's on housed, or she has a past or she's 1133 00:55:27,160 --> 00:55:28,960 Speaker 7: been in a shelter, and for people to be like, yeah, 1134 00:55:29,080 --> 00:55:33,200 Speaker 7: just denominate me as a villain. Villainize you, criminalize you. 1135 00:55:33,320 --> 00:55:37,120 Speaker 7: That's not okay. I'm speaking on behalf of anybody who 1136 00:55:37,200 --> 00:55:40,279 Speaker 7: might be in a similar situation, not just myself, but 1137 00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:43,640 Speaker 7: anybody who might be like me or in a similar situation. 1138 00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:46,520 Speaker 7: I hear you when I understand exactly what you're going 1139 00:55:46,560 --> 00:55:49,080 Speaker 7: through because I'm going through it. There's days when I 1140 00:55:49,120 --> 00:55:52,880 Speaker 7: don't eat. There's days when I'm asking my friends online 1141 00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:55,440 Speaker 7: and there's not so much a They ignore me, but 1142 00:55:55,520 --> 00:55:58,560 Speaker 7: I understand that a lot of allies have already helped me. 1143 00:55:58,920 --> 00:56:00,680 Speaker 7: And I don't reach out for help all the time. 1144 00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:02,239 Speaker 7: I don't reach out for help all the time, but 1145 00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:05,319 Speaker 7: sometimes I'll be so hungry I'll just ask be on Instagram, hey, 1146 00:56:05,320 --> 00:56:08,080 Speaker 7: can anybody please help me with a burrito? And it 1147 00:56:08,200 --> 00:56:11,520 Speaker 7: sucks to have maybe six seven allies watch it and 1148 00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:15,080 Speaker 7: everybody ignore you. And I understand because I've struggled with 1149 00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:18,520 Speaker 7: unemployment for such a long time. It makes me feel 1150 00:56:18,520 --> 00:56:20,560 Speaker 7: like a loser. It makes me feel like a reject 1151 00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:22,719 Speaker 7: It makes me feel like I'm not an adult. I'm 1152 00:56:22,719 --> 00:56:24,919 Speaker 7: a forty two year old mother of three, and I'm 1153 00:56:24,960 --> 00:56:28,040 Speaker 7: not doing anything or get myself up. But even when 1154 00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:30,960 Speaker 7: I go out. I live in downtown, I go down 1155 00:56:31,040 --> 00:56:33,319 Speaker 7: to Los Angeles Street, I look for work right there 1156 00:56:33,320 --> 00:56:36,279 Speaker 7: with the vendors. Oh no, we don't want somebody right now. 1157 00:56:36,320 --> 00:56:38,080 Speaker 7: Oh no, we don't need anybody right now. 1158 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:40,440 Speaker 1: You understand, definitely understand. 1159 00:56:40,480 --> 00:56:44,080 Speaker 4: And I thank you for hacking the courage to tell 1160 00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:48,080 Speaker 4: the truth and the realities of the situation. Many people 1161 00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:51,640 Speaker 4: don't contemplate the things that you are going through and 1162 00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:53,680 Speaker 4: with many on house people going through. And it's one 1163 00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:55,839 Speaker 4: of the reasons why I created the show, because I 1164 00:56:55,880 --> 00:56:59,799 Speaker 4: got frustrated because people would make snap judges about me. 1165 00:57:00,400 --> 00:57:02,480 Speaker 4: You look like your able body. Why can't you just 1166 00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:05,080 Speaker 4: get a job? You had a college degree, but not 1167 00:57:05,239 --> 00:57:07,799 Speaker 4: understanding the other background issues that were going on with 1168 00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:10,359 Speaker 4: my health and the other issues that were going on 1169 00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:13,400 Speaker 4: in my life at the time, And it was very frustrating. 1170 00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:16,560 Speaker 4: And it gets frustrating trying to always have to defend 1171 00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:20,160 Speaker 4: yourself before you can even get the modicum of people's 1172 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:23,600 Speaker 4: sympathy or help or you know, assistance that you need, 1173 00:57:23,680 --> 00:57:27,280 Speaker 4: and in sometimes assistance is you know, half measured or 1174 00:57:27,320 --> 00:57:31,480 Speaker 4: half asked, and it's a lot. And I tapped my 1175 00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:33,600 Speaker 4: hat off to you for you know, having the courage 1176 00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:36,240 Speaker 4: to speak to us. And this is necessary. These are 1177 00:57:36,280 --> 00:57:39,080 Speaker 4: conversations that we need to hear as a society, as 1178 00:57:39,120 --> 00:57:40,680 Speaker 4: our communities that are listening to it. 1179 00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:43,800 Speaker 7: Yeah, it's very necessary because there is a lot of 1180 00:57:43,880 --> 00:57:47,840 Speaker 7: underlying ignorance when it comes to the subject of immigration. 1181 00:57:47,880 --> 00:57:50,680 Speaker 7: AND's just gonna say it out loud, because honestly, when 1182 00:57:50,720 --> 00:57:53,760 Speaker 7: you look back at it, people who are of Latino, 1183 00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:57,640 Speaker 7: the Mexican one, among people from Honduras, people from Salvador. 1184 00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:00,960 Speaker 7: We're indigenous to this continent. We were born in this 1185 00:58:01,080 --> 00:58:03,840 Speaker 7: continent and we did not immigrate anywhere. How are we 1186 00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:10,760 Speaker 7: illegal immigrants when it's the Caucasian colonizing and slaving racist 1187 00:58:11,080 --> 00:58:13,800 Speaker 7: who came here in the Mayflower that works, that people 1188 00:58:13,800 --> 00:58:16,680 Speaker 7: are going to celebrate on Thursday, this holiday of them 1189 00:58:16,720 --> 00:58:19,440 Speaker 7: coming and taking our land calling it theirs, And now 1190 00:58:19,440 --> 00:58:23,000 Speaker 7: they're kicking us out by saying we're illegal immigrants. And 1191 00:58:23,040 --> 00:58:25,160 Speaker 7: I don't believe in that. I don't believe that we're illegal. 1192 00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:27,840 Speaker 7: No human being can never be illegal. And I do 1193 00:58:27,920 --> 00:58:30,920 Speaker 7: believe that this is a huge problem in the race 1194 00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:33,680 Speaker 7: war and in a class war, because they're going up 1195 00:58:33,720 --> 00:58:37,160 Speaker 7: against us, trying to dehumanize us when we're not doing 1196 00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:41,800 Speaker 7: anything wrong. Existing people will say, Oh, all this money 1197 00:58:41,840 --> 00:58:45,120 Speaker 7: is going to all these undocumented people. I'm sorry, Where 1198 00:58:45,720 --> 00:58:47,520 Speaker 7: would you like to come in my apartment and see 1199 00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:49,480 Speaker 7: how little money I have, how much clothes I have 1200 00:58:49,560 --> 00:58:51,800 Speaker 7: piled up, how many dishes I have to watch, how 1201 00:58:51,800 --> 00:58:54,080 Speaker 7: when I get depressive episodes, there's nobody to help me 1202 00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:56,160 Speaker 7: with the chores. And despite the fact that I'm living 1203 00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:58,360 Speaker 7: in a tiny space, how hard it is to clean 1204 00:58:58,720 --> 00:59:00,880 Speaker 7: when you're in a depressive state, when you haven't been 1205 00:59:00,920 --> 00:59:02,360 Speaker 7: able to get a job for a while, and you 1206 00:59:02,360 --> 00:59:04,040 Speaker 7: feel like a loser and you feel like a drain 1207 00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:06,400 Speaker 7: on society. You really want to talk to me like that? 1208 00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:08,080 Speaker 7: You really want to tell me that all this money 1209 00:59:08,120 --> 00:59:10,680 Speaker 7: is being spent on me, maybe in my housing. I 1210 00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:13,120 Speaker 7: will not deny that they are paid, but again, I'm 1211 00:59:13,160 --> 00:59:15,720 Speaker 7: paying a fraction for it as well. I'm paying for 1212 00:59:15,800 --> 00:59:20,000 Speaker 7: some of the rent. Everything that I buy myself with cash, 1213 00:59:20,440 --> 00:59:22,840 Speaker 7: I'm not buying with cashop. I'm so broken, I'm so 1214 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:26,520 Speaker 7: poor and it's messed up in my documentation. People will 1215 00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:28,720 Speaker 7: tell me go to the gr go and get gr. 1216 00:59:29,120 --> 00:59:31,840 Speaker 7: You cannot apply for gr when you are on documents, 1217 00:59:32,440 --> 00:59:35,240 Speaker 7: and if you do, you have to have at least 1218 00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:38,640 Speaker 7: seven years consecutively working within the United States to be 1219 00:59:38,640 --> 00:59:41,840 Speaker 7: able to apply for seventy dollars worth of food stems. 1220 00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:44,560 Speaker 7: Seventy dollars is not enough. The phone that I have 1221 00:59:44,680 --> 00:59:46,720 Speaker 7: right now was given to me by my ex and 1222 00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:48,440 Speaker 7: he was able to procure it to me through his 1223 00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:51,480 Speaker 7: EVT because he is a legal resident. You understand, he 1224 00:59:51,560 --> 00:59:54,520 Speaker 7: was able to procure my phone. And unfortunately, my Obama 1225 00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:58,320 Speaker 7: phone is not compatible with cash Shop, so I can't 1226 00:59:58,400 --> 01:00:01,360 Speaker 7: even ask friends for you know, fifteen dollars or twenty 1227 01:00:01,400 --> 01:00:03,919 Speaker 7: dollars if I'm hungry. I can't even say, hey, look, 1228 01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:05,880 Speaker 7: I just want to buy myself a pizza or you know, 1229 01:00:05,920 --> 01:00:08,960 Speaker 7: a burger somewhere. I can't even do that with my phone. 1230 01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:11,720 Speaker 7: There's a lot of limitations that people are not aware of, 1231 01:00:12,040 --> 01:00:14,480 Speaker 7: that they need to be aware of, and they need 1232 01:00:14,520 --> 01:00:17,160 Speaker 7: to stop. How do you say having this idea that 1233 01:00:17,240 --> 01:00:21,520 Speaker 7: all these undocumented people from Latin America and all these 1234 01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:25,080 Speaker 7: Mexicans and again Latinos that were taking your money? How 1235 01:00:25,120 --> 01:00:28,040 Speaker 7: are we taking your money? If anything, we're getting screwed 1236 01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:31,000 Speaker 7: because again, some of us are not eating, and we're 1237 01:00:31,040 --> 01:00:33,800 Speaker 7: still trying to go out there and marchin rally for Palestine, 1238 01:00:33,840 --> 01:00:36,040 Speaker 7: and we're still trying to fight for on house rights, 1239 01:00:36,040 --> 01:00:37,880 Speaker 7: and we're still trying to fight for you, and we're 1240 01:00:37,880 --> 01:00:40,800 Speaker 7: still trying to fight for LGBTQ rights. So what stops 1241 01:00:40,840 --> 01:00:44,040 Speaker 7: you guys from doing the same for us? I would 1242 01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:47,800 Speaker 7: feel bad. I would feel horribly bad if somebody hearing 1243 01:00:47,840 --> 01:00:49,800 Speaker 7: this would say, hey, let's get a gofund me and 1244 01:00:50,080 --> 01:00:52,720 Speaker 7: let's make five thousand. I don't need five thousand dollars 1245 01:00:52,720 --> 01:00:54,560 Speaker 7: in cash. I don't need you guys to go out 1246 01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:57,560 Speaker 7: there and feel sorry. I need you guys to feel empathy. 1247 01:00:57,560 --> 01:00:59,840 Speaker 7: I need you guys to anybody who's out there listening 1248 01:00:59,840 --> 01:01:02,560 Speaker 7: to say, hey, look, she might need a job. I 1249 01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:04,480 Speaker 7: know where I could get her one. I might be 1250 01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:06,880 Speaker 7: able to help her out. That's something that I need 1251 01:01:06,920 --> 01:01:09,680 Speaker 7: so that I could feel proud of myself for basically 1252 01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:12,120 Speaker 7: standing up on my own. You get me. I want 1253 01:01:12,120 --> 01:01:14,000 Speaker 7: that feeling of pride. I want to be able to 1254 01:01:14,040 --> 01:01:16,600 Speaker 7: help myself. I don't just want to depend on the 1255 01:01:16,600 --> 01:01:19,960 Speaker 7: goodness of people. But as a human I also recognize 1256 01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:21,960 Speaker 7: that once in a while, you have to reach out 1257 01:01:22,000 --> 01:01:24,040 Speaker 7: to the community. You have to reach out and get 1258 01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:27,040 Speaker 7: what you can, and I do, but even times when 1259 01:01:27,040 --> 01:01:29,720 Speaker 7: I do, I don't get the response that I want. 1260 01:01:29,800 --> 01:01:32,640 Speaker 7: I don't get the things that I need. It's very, 1261 01:01:32,760 --> 01:01:38,040 Speaker 7: very depressing, you get me. So there's these horritorics that 1262 01:01:38,080 --> 01:01:42,600 Speaker 7: people have to think about before they start judging people 1263 01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:46,479 Speaker 7: because there are just like me. I wonder how many 1264 01:01:46,520 --> 01:01:48,760 Speaker 7: more people that are out there. And the worst part 1265 01:01:48,840 --> 01:01:51,040 Speaker 7: is a lot of us, A lot of unhoused people 1266 01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:53,560 Speaker 7: on the street of Los Angeles and whatever state they 1267 01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:56,680 Speaker 7: may be, they don't have family. I grew up with 1268 01:01:56,760 --> 01:02:01,240 Speaker 7: a very toxic father, so his side of a family 1269 01:02:02,160 --> 01:02:05,400 Speaker 7: is still in Utah. But I don't talk to them 1270 01:02:05,440 --> 01:02:09,640 Speaker 7: because they're abusive, they're manipulative, they're gas lighters. They're just 1271 01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,360 Speaker 7: bad people who I don't want to associate and I 1272 01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:15,400 Speaker 7: want to go no contact with, including my own abusive, toxic, 1273 01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:18,200 Speaker 7: narcissistic father, who I have gone no contact with for 1274 01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:22,120 Speaker 7: more than seven eight ten years. So what family do 1275 01:02:22,240 --> 01:02:26,240 Speaker 7: I have When my mom my mom's in Mexico, my 1276 01:02:26,320 --> 01:02:30,240 Speaker 7: brother's in Mexico. Who do I have? I have nothing 1277 01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:33,040 Speaker 7: and no one but the friends in the community that 1278 01:02:33,040 --> 01:02:36,960 Speaker 7: I have, And when they're not much help or they 1279 01:02:37,000 --> 01:02:40,040 Speaker 7: cannot help because they're going through their own struggles, which 1280 01:02:40,120 --> 01:02:43,640 Speaker 7: I understand. Who can I rely on other than me? 1281 01:02:44,720 --> 01:02:47,080 Speaker 7: And when what you're doing is not enough? Who do 1282 01:02:47,080 --> 01:02:47,760 Speaker 7: you rely on? 1283 01:02:48,520 --> 01:02:49,120 Speaker 6: What do you do? 1284 01:02:49,760 --> 01:02:51,840 Speaker 7: The Rent's the last thing I need. If somebody were 1285 01:02:51,840 --> 01:02:55,160 Speaker 7: to give me five hundred dollars right now and say here, 1286 01:02:55,440 --> 01:02:58,200 Speaker 7: get yourself one of those horble printers, you could go 1287 01:02:58,240 --> 01:03:00,520 Speaker 7: and make up portraits and souvenirs and sell them in 1288 01:03:00,640 --> 01:03:03,480 Speaker 7: universal studios and all that stuff like people do. I'm 1289 01:03:03,480 --> 01:03:05,800 Speaker 7: not going to be focusing on buying that. I got 1290 01:03:05,880 --> 01:03:08,680 Speaker 7: needs right now. I got close to wash, I got 1291 01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:11,120 Speaker 7: food to buy. I got no food in my fridge 1292 01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,960 Speaker 7: right now. Literally, So how am I going to do? 1293 01:03:14,040 --> 01:03:15,280 Speaker 7: What am I? How am I going to do that? 1294 01:03:15,400 --> 01:03:18,000 Speaker 7: How am I going to focus on trying to get 1295 01:03:18,000 --> 01:03:21,200 Speaker 7: back up my feet when I'm going through these problems 1296 01:03:21,240 --> 01:03:24,480 Speaker 7: where I'm hungry every day, where I'm losing weight, where 1297 01:03:24,520 --> 01:03:27,200 Speaker 7: I'm becoming a kneemic. It's not okay. 1298 01:03:28,360 --> 01:03:34,400 Speaker 1: Your story is so moving and so engrossing to the nuances. 1299 01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:38,400 Speaker 4: What you're saying, you're literally giving a one on one 1300 01:03:38,480 --> 01:03:41,840 Speaker 4: class on basically the realities that you're facing. But many 1301 01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:46,840 Speaker 4: on House community are facing. This crashes down Karen Bass's, 1302 01:03:46,920 --> 01:03:51,040 Speaker 4: you know, public relations nonsense about inside starving that she's 1303 01:03:51,280 --> 01:03:53,280 Speaker 4: getting people off on the streets and things like that. 1304 01:03:53,560 --> 01:03:55,760 Speaker 4: There are people that are in House that are off 1305 01:03:55,760 --> 01:03:58,960 Speaker 4: the streets, but there still are going through hardships. The 1306 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:01,600 Speaker 4: only difference is you don't see the young house because 1307 01:04:01,640 --> 01:04:05,200 Speaker 4: they want to erase the poverty in your face. You 1308 01:04:05,560 --> 01:04:08,920 Speaker 4: don't see the invisible poverty. We need people like you 1309 01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:10,919 Speaker 4: to continue to tell the story or ring the bell 1310 01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:13,040 Speaker 4: so people too know what's going on. 1311 01:04:13,880 --> 01:04:15,000 Speaker 1: Thank you very much. 1312 01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:22,920 Speaker 4: Thanks so much to Asy for her time and we 1313 01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:26,880 Speaker 4: hope to check in with her again soon. Now I 1314 01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:31,960 Speaker 4: must thank you for listening. Be safe, be marry, and 1315 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:35,600 Speaker 4: use your heart to love somebody, and if your heart 1316 01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:39,320 Speaker 4: is big enough, use it to love everybody. 1317 01:04:39,680 --> 01:04:41,120 Speaker 1: Happy holidays. 1318 01:04:43,160 --> 01:04:46,080 Speaker 4: And as always, please like and subscribe, and if you'd 1319 01:04:46,080 --> 01:04:48,480 Speaker 4: like to share your story on Wedian House, please reach 1320 01:04:48,520 --> 01:04:51,160 Speaker 4: out to me at Weedian House on Instagram or email 1321 01:04:51,200 --> 01:04:55,920 Speaker 4: me at wedian House at gmail dot com. Weedian House 1322 01:04:56,040 --> 01:04:59,760 Speaker 4: is a production of iHeartRadio. It is written, post it 1323 01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:04,680 Speaker 4: and created by me Theo Henderson, our producers Jbie Loftus 1324 01:05:05,080 --> 01:05:09,880 Speaker 4: Daily Fager, Katie Fischer and Lyra Smith. 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