1 00:00:00,080 --> 00:00:02,080 Speaker 1: Mental health check up for today. Today, I'm in the 2 00:00:02,080 --> 00:00:04,400 Speaker 1: blue again, and it's pretty cool that I've had a 3 00:00:04,440 --> 00:00:06,320 Speaker 1: couple of weeks now where I've said this and here's 4 00:00:06,360 --> 00:00:08,240 Speaker 1: the change in me. Though I would have been afraid 5 00:00:08,640 --> 00:00:11,680 Speaker 1: earlier in this mental health journey to say in consecutive 6 00:00:11,760 --> 00:00:13,520 Speaker 1: weeks that I'm in the blue. I would have thought, 7 00:00:13,600 --> 00:00:15,360 Speaker 1: I would have gen myself. I would have thought that 8 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:17,720 Speaker 1: I don't deserve it. I would have thought that something's 9 00:00:17,760 --> 00:00:20,760 Speaker 1: gonna happen to ruin it. Um. And today's probably tell 10 00:00:20,800 --> 00:00:22,520 Speaker 1: you all that I'm in the blue, and I'm confident 11 00:00:22,600 --> 00:00:25,480 Speaker 1: that I have more control over whether I'm in the 12 00:00:25,520 --> 00:00:28,200 Speaker 1: blue or the gray than any outside force. And that's 13 00:00:28,200 --> 00:00:29,840 Speaker 1: what I used to say to myself, Oh man, you 14 00:00:29,880 --> 00:00:32,120 Speaker 1: don't deserve it. So something is going to get it 15 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:34,520 Speaker 1: where you're in the gray. Something is gonna be against 16 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,680 Speaker 1: your year. I'm just learning more and more that's not 17 00:00:36,760 --> 00:00:38,920 Speaker 1: the case. I keep saying the universe conspire us to 18 00:00:38,920 --> 00:00:41,200 Speaker 1: help us. I need to believe it as much as anybody. 19 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:43,600 Speaker 1: If I'm going to continue to say that so proudly, 20 00:00:43,640 --> 00:00:45,600 Speaker 1: I'm in the blue today. If you know you're in 21 00:00:45,640 --> 00:00:47,720 Speaker 1: the blue, let's just all say we deserve to be 22 00:00:47,760 --> 00:00:49,840 Speaker 1: in the blue love y'all, Let's keep walking this walk together.