1 00:00:19,360 --> 00:00:24,680 Speaker 1: So welcome to this episode in New Year's episode. We're 2 00:00:24,720 --> 00:00:27,280 Speaker 1: recording it three weeks before, so it's a little jarring 3 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:30,319 Speaker 1: and a little hard for me to comprehend exactly what 4 00:00:30,360 --> 00:00:33,040 Speaker 1: we're filming today, but it'll be good. But I wanted 5 00:00:33,080 --> 00:00:36,640 Speaker 1: to start off with this is for real. The last 6 00:00:36,680 --> 00:00:38,400 Speaker 1: time you see me with the flum flow, and I 7 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:42,000 Speaker 1: bought an ugly or a cute, disgusting one that tastes disgusting. 8 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:45,239 Speaker 2: Literally looks like a macho latte. It looks like when 9 00:00:45,240 --> 00:00:47,040 Speaker 2: you go to a really nice macha bar and they're like, 10 00:00:47,080 --> 00:00:49,040 Speaker 2: we put a little milk, then you put the macha, 11 00:00:49,280 --> 00:00:49,879 Speaker 2: then you put more. 12 00:00:50,159 --> 00:00:53,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, but for real this time, I'm literally like your 13 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:56,920 Speaker 1: addicts friend that is like no, like I'm seriously smoking, 14 00:00:57,280 --> 00:00:59,320 Speaker 1: like it's for real, And then you go two weeks 15 00:00:59,320 --> 00:01:01,800 Speaker 1: and then they're back on it and it's just nothing 16 00:01:01,840 --> 00:01:05,720 Speaker 1: has ever said, but for real this time. Because the 17 00:01:05,840 --> 00:01:10,480 Speaker 1: flavored vapes are banned in California starting January first, So 18 00:01:10,720 --> 00:01:13,680 Speaker 1: next time you see me will be in Texas, or 19 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:15,400 Speaker 1: I guess I'll be in Texas because we're doing a 20 00:01:15,440 --> 00:01:18,520 Speaker 1: Zoom episode. But next time you see me in person 21 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:22,759 Speaker 1: in La vapes are banned And is that. 22 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:24,360 Speaker 2: Really gonna happen though, or is it like when they 23 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:26,120 Speaker 2: said they were going to ban jewel pods and then 24 00:01:26,160 --> 00:01:26,919 Speaker 2: it's gonna happen. 25 00:01:27,280 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 1: I think it's really gonna happen because all of the 26 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:33,640 Speaker 1: smoke shops are like taking preparations. Like everyone I've been 27 00:01:33,680 --> 00:01:36,080 Speaker 1: to has been like, yeah, they're banned January first, And 28 00:01:36,160 --> 00:01:38,280 Speaker 1: I've asked the same thing, like jewels, and they were 29 00:01:38,319 --> 00:01:40,880 Speaker 1: like no, but jewels such like a big company, and 30 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:43,080 Speaker 1: like they were just it was probably just a takedown 31 00:01:43,120 --> 00:01:45,520 Speaker 1: by big tobacco. Anyways, They're like an attempt to take 32 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:48,280 Speaker 1: them down and it just like failed because they lobbied 33 00:01:48,320 --> 00:01:52,080 Speaker 1: in Congress or some shit. But I think flum floats 34 00:01:52,200 --> 00:01:52,960 Speaker 1: are dead. 35 00:01:53,200 --> 00:01:56,080 Speaker 2: I put it is this new little logo like it's. 36 00:01:56,520 --> 00:01:59,160 Speaker 1: Ut like the University of Texas. They're made on the 37 00:01:59,160 --> 00:01:59,960 Speaker 1: campus in Texas. 38 00:02:00,720 --> 00:02:03,320 Speaker 2: Oh they have like twenty year olds making them. Yeah, 39 00:02:03,520 --> 00:02:05,920 Speaker 2: that actually freaks me out the other day because speaking 40 00:02:05,920 --> 00:02:09,200 Speaker 2: of New Year, I've been saying I'm twenty four because 41 00:02:09,320 --> 00:02:11,359 Speaker 2: like I just I always like a month or two 42 00:02:11,400 --> 00:02:14,080 Speaker 2: before start saying my like age that's coming, because I 43 00:02:14,160 --> 00:02:18,520 Speaker 2: like hate it. I hate getting to that age. And 44 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:20,320 Speaker 2: then trying to transition into it, and then it takes 45 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:21,760 Speaker 2: me like three months to do it. Do you gee 46 00:02:21,760 --> 00:02:27,000 Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Yeah, But speaking of New Year and 47 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:31,000 Speaker 2: getting older, I realize like now like college students or 48 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:33,400 Speaker 2: like start like especially like fresh time, like that it's 49 00:02:33,440 --> 00:02:35,960 Speaker 2: a child Like now I'm getting to the point where 50 00:02:35,960 --> 00:02:38,359 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, like I'm like an eighteen nineteen year old, 51 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:41,000 Speaker 2: which I'm sure is someonnnoying because like, of course, when 52 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:42,880 Speaker 2: you're eighteen nineteen, you don't feel like a child and 53 00:02:42,919 --> 00:02:45,320 Speaker 2: you don't want to be revered as a child. But 54 00:02:45,400 --> 00:02:47,320 Speaker 2: now even I look at myself at eighteen nineteen, and 55 00:02:47,320 --> 00:02:49,320 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god, I was so. 56 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:54,120 Speaker 1: Lost, such a baby. Literally still am lost and still 57 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:56,400 Speaker 1: feel like a baby. But yeah, now I fully know 58 00:02:56,440 --> 00:02:58,799 Speaker 1: what you mean, like the older the older I get, 59 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:01,720 Speaker 1: because I'm sixteen now, Like when I was like eleven, 60 00:03:01,880 --> 00:03:04,040 Speaker 1: looking at like eighteen year olds, I thought they were 61 00:03:04,080 --> 00:03:07,000 Speaker 1: like fucking like grown as adults. 62 00:03:07,040 --> 00:03:09,359 Speaker 2: But now that you're sixteen, yeah, they. 63 00:03:09,000 --> 00:03:11,679 Speaker 1: Look younger than me even so I'm just like it's 64 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:15,880 Speaker 1: very very weird. But yeah, I turned seventeen on March fourth, 65 00:03:15,960 --> 00:03:18,200 Speaker 1: so New Year knew me. 66 00:03:18,360 --> 00:03:19,919 Speaker 2: Like, are you gonna be one of those people who 67 00:03:19,960 --> 00:03:24,200 Speaker 2: throws like a big like last like hurrah before eighteen, 68 00:03:24,240 --> 00:03:26,320 Speaker 2: because eighteen is like when you have to get really serious. 69 00:03:26,400 --> 00:03:29,160 Speaker 1: Yeah exactly. I also lost my license recently. 70 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:30,720 Speaker 2: Wait what do you mean you lost it? 71 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:32,560 Speaker 1: Like I got it revoked? 72 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:34,440 Speaker 2: Oh why what do you do? 73 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:36,720 Speaker 1: I'm just such a bad driver. 74 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:38,480 Speaker 2: Oh, I was scared of you were going to say 75 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:41,080 Speaker 2: you got like like a duy. 76 00:03:41,040 --> 00:03:44,320 Speaker 1: I did, I got Yeah, I got a d I Yeah, 77 00:03:44,360 --> 00:03:46,880 Speaker 1: but it's it's only it's it's only the third one. 78 00:03:46,960 --> 00:03:49,560 Speaker 1: So like I'm not going to see I'm not going 79 00:03:49,600 --> 00:03:52,720 Speaker 1: to see prison because I'm also a child. But yeah, 80 00:03:52,760 --> 00:03:55,240 Speaker 1: it was like the third one. So it's been it's 81 00:03:55,280 --> 00:03:59,200 Speaker 1: been good. But yeah, I'm supposedly never gonna drive again, 82 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:00,880 Speaker 1: which is good for me. 83 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:03,360 Speaker 2: But they say that, but like unless they catch. 84 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:04,880 Speaker 1: You, you know, yeah yeah yeah yeah you can just 85 00:04:04,960 --> 00:04:08,080 Speaker 1: keep going yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah right. 86 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:11,320 Speaker 2: Right right right. I'm always scared of getting my license 87 00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:16,920 Speaker 2: revoked for reasons I can't say, like I'm a good driver. 88 00:04:17,600 --> 00:04:20,680 Speaker 2: There are just things although I'm twenty four, there are 89 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:24,000 Speaker 2: just things like I can't get around it doing Yeah, 90 00:04:24,040 --> 00:04:26,880 Speaker 2: and it's fake. It's fake. That stuff is not real anyway. 91 00:04:26,920 --> 00:04:28,960 Speaker 2: That is literally fake and it's not real, but. 92 00:04:29,960 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 1: They're probably thinking, like you drinking and driving, but it's 93 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,680 Speaker 1: it's literally it's literally. 94 00:04:35,440 --> 00:04:39,400 Speaker 2: Like PaperWorks, yeah, oriented things. It's like I should go 95 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:41,120 Speaker 2: wait in the line for something, but I'm. 96 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:47,880 Speaker 1: Like absolutely absolutely not remember your line arc like you 97 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:51,440 Speaker 1: being obsessed with lines, dude. 98 00:04:51,520 --> 00:04:54,279 Speaker 2: Yes. And also I kind of tapped back into that 99 00:04:54,279 --> 00:04:56,920 Speaker 2: because me and Josiah after that one event recently, we 100 00:04:56,960 --> 00:05:00,479 Speaker 2: took a Lime scooter back home and it was fucking lit, 101 00:05:00,560 --> 00:05:02,320 Speaker 2: like literally you could pause. 102 00:05:02,040 --> 00:05:04,520 Speaker 1: It, you know, line L I n E. 103 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:06,240 Speaker 2: Lines. 104 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:09,479 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, not scooters lines like. 105 00:05:11,200 --> 00:05:14,000 Speaker 2: Line oh when I when I really wanted to like 106 00:05:14,080 --> 00:05:16,160 Speaker 2: make that a series. Yeah, I still kind of want 107 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:17,560 Speaker 2: to do that. So I'm not going to explain it. 108 00:05:17,600 --> 00:05:18,840 Speaker 2: But I was saying about the other day, I was like, 109 00:05:18,920 --> 00:05:21,040 Speaker 2: that still would be such a funny and stupid idea 110 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:23,719 Speaker 2: for a video. But I just have no, I don't 111 00:05:23,720 --> 00:05:27,000 Speaker 2: have like the motivation and possess that I used to have. Yeah, 112 00:05:27,279 --> 00:05:31,000 Speaker 2: I just don't have it in me anymore. And like, 113 00:05:31,240 --> 00:05:32,840 Speaker 2: you know what else I don't have is like a 114 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:36,080 Speaker 2: part of that would be like the ability to kind 115 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:38,039 Speaker 2: of go and like make fun of people to their 116 00:05:38,080 --> 00:05:40,800 Speaker 2: face and record it and like, I can't do that 117 00:05:40,839 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 2: anymore because I also feel like now I'm at a 118 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,240 Speaker 2: position where like I can't really do that. Actually I'm 119 00:05:45,240 --> 00:05:46,800 Speaker 2: just gonna say the idea and if I end up 120 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:48,919 Speaker 2: doing it, like act like you didn't fucking hear. But 121 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 2: I had a video idea that I was really obsessed 122 00:05:52,440 --> 00:05:55,039 Speaker 2: with doing for a while and it was like best 123 00:05:55,120 --> 00:05:57,160 Speaker 2: lines in LA and it was gonna be me making 124 00:05:57,200 --> 00:05:59,760 Speaker 2: fun of like all the lines that people fucking wait 125 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:02,919 Speaker 2: in all the time for absolutely nothing, like people waiting 126 00:06:02,960 --> 00:06:04,880 Speaker 2: in line to spend an absurd amount of money on 127 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:07,120 Speaker 2: something that will like not really benefit them. But I 128 00:06:07,160 --> 00:06:08,799 Speaker 2: can't really judge that because I buy shit that doesn't 129 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:09,960 Speaker 2: better for me all the time, but it gives me 130 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:12,360 Speaker 2: a small dopamine boos, so I like it. But like 131 00:06:12,680 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 2: the Supreme line, I'm like, like, in twenty twenty three, 132 00:06:16,200 --> 00:06:18,839 Speaker 2: if you are still lining up at the Supreme store, 133 00:06:18,960 --> 00:06:21,840 Speaker 2: something is clinically wrong with you. And another reason I 134 00:06:21,920 --> 00:06:23,040 Speaker 2: never did is because I was like, why do I 135 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:24,560 Speaker 2: feel like I would go and get hit in the head. 136 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, like one of those guys Like. 137 00:06:27,440 --> 00:06:29,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, one of those guys would literally be like you're 138 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:31,400 Speaker 2: making fun of me and then grab a mic and 139 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:35,000 Speaker 2: hit me. Yeah, but like I just wanted to like 140 00:06:35,040 --> 00:06:36,440 Speaker 2: go make fun of them and be like, oh my god, 141 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:38,440 Speaker 2: this line is so exciting. I'll be here for about 142 00:06:38,480 --> 00:06:41,240 Speaker 2: three hours and then like interview everyone in the line 143 00:06:41,240 --> 00:06:43,400 Speaker 2: and be like, what are you so excited for that 144 00:06:43,440 --> 00:06:45,280 Speaker 2: You're gonna be here for three fucking hours of your 145 00:06:45,279 --> 00:06:48,480 Speaker 2: life that you'll never get back, and then do it 146 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:51,160 Speaker 2: for a bunch of places like Alfred's Coffee used to have. 147 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:53,920 Speaker 2: But Alfred's Coffee doesn't have lines like that anymore. But 148 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:56,520 Speaker 2: like places like that that you have like crazy lines, 149 00:06:56,560 --> 00:06:59,600 Speaker 2: I wanted to go and interview people. Yeah, I'd be like, 150 00:06:59,640 --> 00:07:01,120 Speaker 2: what is wrong with you? Why are you doing this? 151 00:07:01,200 --> 00:07:05,680 Speaker 1: Do you remember when COVID first dropped and we all 152 00:07:05,720 --> 00:07:09,200 Speaker 1: found out we had it or we thought we had it, 153 00:07:09,240 --> 00:07:11,560 Speaker 1: and then we went to the I think this is 154 00:07:11,640 --> 00:07:14,160 Speaker 1: like such a big moment in history that we'll look 155 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:17,160 Speaker 1: back on and it'll be like aerial photos of the 156 00:07:17,240 --> 00:07:20,920 Speaker 1: Dodger Stadium line for COVID testing and we literally went 157 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 1: to it on purpose so we could say we went there. 158 00:07:23,320 --> 00:07:27,360 Speaker 1: But like that was such an insane experience, Like how 159 00:07:27,520 --> 00:07:30,440 Speaker 1: like it literally felt like the end of the world, 160 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:33,720 Speaker 1: like going in and like yeah, like waiting in line 161 00:07:33,760 --> 00:07:35,400 Speaker 1: in your car and then them handing a bag through 162 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 1: the window, and then you driving up and getting the 163 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:40,360 Speaker 1: results the next day and like just all this crazy shit. 164 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:42,680 Speaker 1: And I was like, damn, like I don't know. That 165 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:44,320 Speaker 1: was just like it just popped in my head because 166 00:07:44,320 --> 00:07:47,480 Speaker 1: you were talking about lines, and I remember we waited forever. 167 00:07:48,040 --> 00:07:52,000 Speaker 2: Also, like for what we weren't doing anything. We could 168 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:53,920 Speaker 2: have just stayed home and liked it up, but I 169 00:07:53,960 --> 00:07:56,200 Speaker 2: guess we wanted obviously, like most people, we wanted to 170 00:07:56,280 --> 00:07:59,240 Speaker 2: know if we had it. Yeah, we were staying home, 171 00:07:59,240 --> 00:08:02,040 Speaker 2: but like Josh was still going to and from his parents' 172 00:08:02,040 --> 00:08:04,560 Speaker 2: house to see his parents, so we had to make 173 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:06,200 Speaker 2: sure we didn't kill any family members. 174 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:09,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, damn, such a crazy time that like we kind 175 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:11,800 Speaker 1: of all trauma blocked in. Don't talk about because. 176 00:08:11,560 --> 00:08:14,680 Speaker 2: Like because now it's like now it's like also it's crazy, 177 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:20,480 Speaker 2: how like big of a like political burst that cause 178 00:08:20,600 --> 00:08:22,240 Speaker 2: like that was literally, like I say all the time, 179 00:08:22,280 --> 00:08:25,920 Speaker 2: like that was just like the like last line of 180 00:08:25,960 --> 00:08:31,000 Speaker 2: like everybody had all these like intense crazy ideas of 181 00:08:31,080 --> 00:08:33,880 Speaker 2: like what they found right and wrong. Politically and then 182 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:37,040 Speaker 2: how did COVID become the thing to like. 183 00:08:37,080 --> 00:08:38,240 Speaker 1: Make them really smart? 184 00:08:38,679 --> 00:08:41,000 Speaker 2: It literally was like the last straw for like so 185 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:43,200 Speaker 2: many people where they were like, you can't tell me 186 00:08:43,240 --> 00:08:46,120 Speaker 2: what to do, Like it literally like blew people's brains 187 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:48,560 Speaker 2: out of their fucking skull. And I like cannot fucking 188 00:08:48,559 --> 00:08:51,400 Speaker 2: believe that because I'm like, it really was such a 189 00:08:51,400 --> 00:08:54,840 Speaker 2: simple fix, and nobody like for like it was so 190 00:08:54,880 --> 00:08:57,640 Speaker 2: simple to get rid of and like just because of 191 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:01,240 Speaker 2: human like light, like it just like kept going. 192 00:09:02,160 --> 00:09:05,559 Speaker 1: Humans are inherently greedy. But yeah, I remember, I literally 193 00:09:05,600 --> 00:09:09,240 Speaker 1: am still like fiending for that time. I'm like, can 194 00:09:09,280 --> 00:09:11,480 Speaker 1: there be like another pandemic or something, please, like where 195 00:09:11,520 --> 00:09:13,320 Speaker 1: no one dies, but we all get locked inside so 196 00:09:13,360 --> 00:09:16,400 Speaker 1: I can stay inside for six months and have an 197 00:09:16,440 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 1: excuse to not see anybody because now that it's all 198 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:21,760 Speaker 1: said and done. Oh That's another thing I've noticed is 199 00:09:21,800 --> 00:09:27,160 Speaker 1: like after the pandemic, there was like a giant influx 200 00:09:27,280 --> 00:09:29,280 Speaker 1: of like people going out and it was like a 201 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:31,800 Speaker 1: renaissance and it was really beautiful and fun, and you 202 00:09:31,840 --> 00:09:34,360 Speaker 1: were seeing everybody all the time, and everybody was out 203 00:09:34,600 --> 00:09:39,280 Speaker 1: all the fucking time, And now everybody experienced burnout like 204 00:09:39,320 --> 00:09:42,760 Speaker 1: a year later, six months later, and now everything is 205 00:09:42,840 --> 00:09:47,600 Speaker 1: so vibeless and it's like the pandemic but with no reason, 206 00:09:47,640 --> 00:09:48,880 Speaker 1: and everybody's just burnout and. 207 00:09:48,840 --> 00:09:51,439 Speaker 2: It was literally experiencing the vibe epidemic. 208 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:55,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, it really truly is there's. 209 00:09:55,280 --> 00:10:00,000 Speaker 2: No vibes to be had in our especially in our community, 210 00:10:00,080 --> 00:10:01,760 Speaker 2: I know, and it's like where are the vibes? Like 211 00:10:01,960 --> 00:10:04,160 Speaker 2: where are the girls going out? Us? As if we 212 00:10:04,200 --> 00:10:05,080 Speaker 2: would fucking go up. 213 00:10:05,120 --> 00:10:06,880 Speaker 1: I was about to say, like, the only reason we're 214 00:10:06,880 --> 00:10:08,960 Speaker 1: okay with it is because we didn't go out anyways. 215 00:10:09,720 --> 00:10:14,120 Speaker 2: But uh, what's awesome is all the big brands and 216 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:16,600 Speaker 2: brands in general who really tried to like mark a 217 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:19,440 Speaker 2: profit off a fucking face mask and putting their stupid 218 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:21,640 Speaker 2: ass fucking logos on face masks, and now they're like 219 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:24,480 Speaker 2: three dollars of fucking face masks because you're dumb and 220 00:10:24,520 --> 00:10:27,400 Speaker 2: you made eight million of these masks thinking you were 221 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:30,439 Speaker 2: gonna sell them all. Yeah, and now you're like really 222 00:10:30,440 --> 00:10:32,480 Speaker 2: trying to push them on to people when people were like, 223 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:33,439 Speaker 2: I literally don't need that. 224 00:10:33,600 --> 00:10:35,360 Speaker 1: You remember the people stink. 225 00:10:35,080 --> 00:10:36,680 Speaker 2: And they don't work because they're. 226 00:10:36,480 --> 00:10:39,400 Speaker 1: Like claw do you remember the people early and the dude, Like, 227 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:43,320 Speaker 1: oh my fucking god, like just so much shit happened, 228 00:10:43,360 --> 00:10:45,400 Speaker 1: like and that we just all kind of forgot about, 229 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:48,040 Speaker 1: like the people that like hoarded all the food and 230 00:10:48,080 --> 00:10:50,199 Speaker 1: the toilet paper and the fucking masks, Like do you 231 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:52,760 Speaker 1: remember that. I have a vivid image of that dude 232 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:56,480 Speaker 1: with like eight million masks stacked in his garage while 233 00:10:56,520 --> 00:11:00,920 Speaker 1: like fucking nurses were like treating COVID patients without masks 234 00:11:00,960 --> 00:11:03,360 Speaker 1: because this guy had them on he was like flipping 235 00:11:03,400 --> 00:11:05,400 Speaker 1: them for a crazy price. And it's just like, of 236 00:11:05,440 --> 00:11:08,199 Speaker 1: course he was white, like of course, but like it's 237 00:11:08,280 --> 00:11:10,199 Speaker 1: just crazy. Yeah, it's just crazy. 238 00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:14,400 Speaker 2: Tapping into your DNA in a time of the DNA 239 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:16,200 Speaker 2: will take control. 240 00:11:15,880 --> 00:11:18,319 Speaker 1: The inherent need for white people to make a profit. 241 00:11:19,240 --> 00:11:22,319 Speaker 2: But like that is crazy. Like the toilet paper thing 242 00:11:22,400 --> 00:11:26,280 Speaker 2: literally was insane, And I like why why was that 243 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:29,920 Speaker 2: the thing? Because in like Florida, coming from Florida and 244 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:34,080 Speaker 2: like Miami, and every time there's a hurricane or a 245 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:36,840 Speaker 2: threat of hurricane, the first thing to goes water bottles. 246 00:11:36,880 --> 00:11:41,000 Speaker 2: But that makes sense because if like pipes break, like 247 00:11:41,040 --> 00:11:45,080 Speaker 2: you shouldn't be tap water during a hurricane because like 248 00:11:45,120 --> 00:11:47,079 Speaker 2: you don't know what's getting into the systems, Like a 249 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:49,520 Speaker 2: lot of the plant like plants that are filtering water 250 00:11:49,559 --> 00:11:52,760 Speaker 2: are down because of like dangerous whatever whatever, like yes, 251 00:11:52,880 --> 00:11:57,360 Speaker 2: you need bottled water. I've never seen toilet paper go 252 00:11:57,559 --> 00:11:58,120 Speaker 2: like that, like. 253 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:02,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, the thing because like I'm I think it was 254 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:04,920 Speaker 1: the thing because people made it the thing, but like 255 00:12:05,000 --> 00:12:07,800 Speaker 1: it could have been anything. But like I think also 256 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:10,320 Speaker 1: it's just it looked a lot more scary than it 257 00:12:10,400 --> 00:12:13,120 Speaker 1: was because since toilet paper is so big on the shelves, 258 00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: it's probably like the biggest item in the grocery stores. 259 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:20,120 Speaker 1: So like yeah, so like you can't order a lot 260 00:12:20,120 --> 00:12:22,600 Speaker 1: of quantity of it, and it takes like six people 261 00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:24,800 Speaker 1: buying out the shelf for it to look like everybody 262 00:12:24,840 --> 00:12:28,240 Speaker 1: in the world over bought their toilet paper. That And also, 263 00:12:28,360 --> 00:12:30,960 Speaker 1: like imagine wiping your ass with your fucking fingernails, Like 264 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:32,840 Speaker 1: that's what like you would have to You'd have to 265 00:12:32,880 --> 00:12:35,040 Speaker 1: like go under there with your flat hand and. 266 00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:36,880 Speaker 2: Just like yeah, if you had to wipe it, do 267 00:12:36,920 --> 00:12:39,640 Speaker 2: you wipe from the front of the back from the back? Okay, 268 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:42,600 Speaker 2: if I wiped from the front, I would literally have 269 00:12:42,679 --> 00:12:44,200 Speaker 2: like a moldy fucking vagina. 270 00:12:44,440 --> 00:12:47,040 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, right right right. I I write 271 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:49,959 Speaker 1: from the front because I like the little poop spikes. 272 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:54,839 Speaker 1: How do people do that? How do people do that? 273 00:12:55,400 --> 00:12:58,280 Speaker 1: And I have like also I think it's a lie 274 00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:00,560 Speaker 1: that people say like half the people stand up to 275 00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:02,760 Speaker 1: wipe and havel sit down. I do not believe that 276 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:06,040 Speaker 1: I need a study. I need this credible study done 277 00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:08,679 Speaker 1: it or do you stand? I like lift my ass up. 278 00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:11,680 Speaker 2: Yeah, I I can do like a mix of both, 279 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:15,839 Speaker 2: depending on like how like how diligently I need the 280 00:13:16,040 --> 00:13:16,760 Speaker 2: job done? 281 00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:23,560 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah right. But also this is a new record. 282 00:13:23,559 --> 00:13:25,600 Speaker 1: We went like how long have we gone? We went 283 00:13:25,640 --> 00:13:29,520 Speaker 1: thirteen minutes without talking about shit? Yeah, but we broke it. 284 00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:34,040 Speaker 2: But yeah, but like it's not that crazy because you 285 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:35,960 Speaker 2: could have just used a fucking towel, Like we could 286 00:13:35,960 --> 00:13:38,319 Speaker 2: have just like became what should have happened in that moment, 287 00:13:38,320 --> 00:13:41,240 Speaker 2: as humans should have progressed into like the day and 288 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:45,040 Speaker 2: like reusable like wiping technology, like it should have been 289 00:13:45,080 --> 00:13:48,079 Speaker 2: a b day and like towel mix since like Americans 290 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:51,160 Speaker 2: like need so badly for like the drying part of 291 00:13:51,360 --> 00:13:55,080 Speaker 2: like the butt like us. Like so I every time 292 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:58,040 Speaker 2: I hear like somebody who's like never encountered a day 293 00:13:58,040 --> 00:13:59,760 Speaker 2: talk about it. They're like, I don't want my ass 294 00:13:59,840 --> 00:14:02,320 Speaker 2: to y'all fucking wet, And it's like, okay, like we're 295 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,680 Speaker 2: not springing down with a fucking fire hydrant hose, bitch, 296 00:14:04,800 --> 00:14:08,280 Speaker 2: Like it's literally not that deep. Also, like you'd rather 297 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:11,160 Speaker 2: have a flaky butt. That's the thing about Okay, I'm 298 00:14:11,160 --> 00:14:15,000 Speaker 2: not gonna like that's the thing about poop like. 299 00:14:16,280 --> 00:14:18,480 Speaker 1: Is when it dries, it's flaky. 300 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,360 Speaker 2: But yeah, we need to get up a day. Yeah. 301 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:24,000 Speaker 1: I don't know why we don't have one yet. 302 00:14:23,880 --> 00:14:25,680 Speaker 2: Because we're still a wipe family. 303 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:32,240 Speaker 1: First. Yeah, my first brand deal that I was like 304 00:14:32,360 --> 00:14:36,000 Speaker 1: ever super excited about, and I'm pretty sure it was 305 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:38,480 Speaker 1: a fucking scam at this point, but like a bidet 306 00:14:38,560 --> 00:14:40,640 Speaker 1: company reached out and wanted to work with me and 307 00:14:40,680 --> 00:14:44,920 Speaker 1: wanted me to post like I worked their ass up 308 00:14:44,960 --> 00:14:46,600 Speaker 1: to on the price. Like I was like, I was 309 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:48,720 Speaker 1: about to get paid for this fucking brand and then 310 00:14:48,760 --> 00:14:51,120 Speaker 1: they ghosted me. But I was so excited and I 311 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:52,400 Speaker 1: was telling everybody. 312 00:14:52,160 --> 00:14:53,640 Speaker 2: It wasn't real, and you were asking to. 313 00:14:53,840 --> 00:14:56,760 Speaker 1: They were probably like, what's your passwords? Yeah, so we 314 00:14:56,760 --> 00:15:00,280 Speaker 1: can log in and see analytics when you were a child? Yeah, yeah, 315 00:15:00,280 --> 00:15:00,520 Speaker 1: it was. 316 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:06,200 Speaker 2: U now era, Okay, I just remembered I got scammed, 317 00:15:06,480 --> 00:15:08,280 Speaker 2: like not crazy, but I remember the. 318 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:09,880 Speaker 1: First time I got to tell me about this. 319 00:15:10,120 --> 00:15:13,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's when I was like I should have known. 320 00:15:13,240 --> 00:15:18,000 Speaker 1: But like I got scammed recently and it was something 321 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 1: so embarrassing. 322 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:25,120 Speaker 2: I got like scammed when I was like fifteen sixteen, 323 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:27,320 Speaker 2: and I should have known it, but you know what 324 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:29,280 Speaker 2: it was. It was a big pride moment because I 325 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:31,320 Speaker 2: would like argue with my parents so much about doing 326 00:15:31,400 --> 00:15:33,080 Speaker 2: the Internet and I was like, no, you don't understand this, 327 00:15:33,160 --> 00:15:35,160 Speaker 2: like one day will be my career blah blah blah, 328 00:15:35,280 --> 00:15:36,880 Speaker 2: and I would argue with them so much on it. 329 00:15:36,960 --> 00:15:39,200 Speaker 2: So then when this happens, like I was like so 330 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:42,440 Speaker 2: proud of myself. But like this company, like it was 331 00:15:42,480 --> 00:15:45,640 Speaker 2: like a clothing brand sent me hats and was like, 332 00:15:45,680 --> 00:15:49,240 Speaker 2: oh if you post it. The number was insane. It 333 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:51,080 Speaker 2: was like it was like an unreal number. 334 00:15:51,080 --> 00:15:53,800 Speaker 1: But I was also a kid and like, wait, say 335 00:15:53,840 --> 00:15:54,240 Speaker 1: the number. 336 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:56,640 Speaker 2: I think it was like anywhere from five to nine 337 00:15:56,680 --> 00:16:02,080 Speaker 2: thousand dollars. Jesus supposed to right, hat in like twenty fourteen, 338 00:16:02,760 --> 00:16:05,920 Speaker 2: which is like no, like twenty fifteen that like at 339 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,560 Speaker 2: that point, like no one was getting really paid anything. 340 00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:10,080 Speaker 2: I don't know why I thought I was the fucking 341 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:13,840 Speaker 2: chosen one, but like I think because one I was 342 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:18,320 Speaker 2: a kid, two because like I just didn't really have 343 00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:20,800 Speaker 2: any grasp on money and like also like like that 344 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:23,800 Speaker 2: was like life changing, like and I like that would 345 00:16:23,840 --> 00:16:25,760 Speaker 2: have literally been life changing. I would have been able to, 346 00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:27,800 Speaker 2: like at that age give my parents money like that. 347 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:29,640 Speaker 2: And I was like, oh my god, this is insane 348 00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:32,520 Speaker 2: and basically it was not fucking real. And I was 349 00:16:32,640 --> 00:16:35,480 Speaker 2: so fucking mad, and I like I had posted the 350 00:16:35,520 --> 00:16:38,040 Speaker 2: hat and then I think I even left the photo 351 00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,680 Speaker 2: op because I thought it was a really good picture 352 00:16:39,720 --> 00:16:42,200 Speaker 2: for me, So I was like, girl, fuck you, like 353 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:45,120 Speaker 2: I look good. But then I destroyed the hat, not 354 00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:48,640 Speaker 2: destroyed it, but I like sewed a whole new design 355 00:16:48,720 --> 00:16:51,200 Speaker 2: over it, and I wore it like every fucking day, 356 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,480 Speaker 2: like because that was the way this design was fucking lit. 357 00:16:54,320 --> 00:16:56,080 Speaker 2: But I was really mad, and I wish I had 358 00:16:56,120 --> 00:16:57,880 Speaker 2: like had evidence of like what I said to him, 359 00:16:57,880 --> 00:17:01,160 Speaker 2: because I was like, what's funny too, is like I've 360 00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:03,800 Speaker 2: like spoken about this. Is There was another instance where 361 00:17:03,840 --> 00:17:06,400 Speaker 2: like I was done really wrongly by someone older, as 362 00:17:06,400 --> 00:17:07,960 Speaker 2: like a fifteen year old, and I was like, I 363 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,520 Speaker 2: remember I went in on them, and then when I 364 00:17:09,560 --> 00:17:10,960 Speaker 2: look back at the message, I was like, oh my god. 365 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:13,359 Speaker 2: I was like so articulate and like well spoken in 366 00:17:13,400 --> 00:17:16,200 Speaker 2: this email, and I remember kind of carrying the same 367 00:17:16,200 --> 00:17:18,439 Speaker 2: tone where I was like, something is absolutely wrong with 368 00:17:18,480 --> 00:17:20,639 Speaker 2: you taking advantage of someone like me, Like you have 369 00:17:20,680 --> 00:17:22,920 Speaker 2: no idea what my family situation is, like that money 370 00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:24,960 Speaker 2: would have been like like I was like so like 371 00:17:25,520 --> 00:17:28,000 Speaker 2: I was like really angry, but I was like, I 372 00:17:28,040 --> 00:17:32,080 Speaker 2: was like, I'll show him even though he like scammed 373 00:17:32,080 --> 00:17:34,560 Speaker 2: the fuck out of me, but not you as like 374 00:17:34,560 --> 00:17:36,639 Speaker 2: a twenty five year old scamming a child. You're weird. 375 00:17:37,160 --> 00:17:39,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, I only do I only do brand deals if 376 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:43,320 Speaker 1: they're like at least one hundred and fifty km above 377 00:17:44,080 --> 00:17:47,439 Speaker 1: like one ID post like yeah, my every time I 378 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:51,480 Speaker 1: post on Instagram, it's you're seeing three me pocket three 379 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:53,159 Speaker 1: hundred and fifty thousand. 380 00:17:52,840 --> 00:17:55,679 Speaker 2: Dollars okay, Courtney Kardashian. 381 00:17:55,359 --> 00:18:01,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, no, I'm that's Kylie Kardashian level. That's Carli Jenner. 382 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:06,560 Speaker 1: Her name, it was Carli Gender. That's Carli Gender level 383 00:18:06,600 --> 00:18:09,639 Speaker 1: of but like maybe even more than her. I probably 384 00:18:09,640 --> 00:18:11,080 Speaker 1: make more money than Carli gender. 385 00:18:11,640 --> 00:18:15,119 Speaker 2: It's insane to think that that's like almost like fully 386 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:18,480 Speaker 2: ten years ago, but it has been like by the 387 00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:20,480 Speaker 2: time it comes out, it's like two days before. Just 388 00:18:20,560 --> 00:18:21,840 Speaker 2: what I was saying I was like thinking about in 389 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:24,960 Speaker 2: the bathroom earlier is by the time this episode is 390 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:28,280 Speaker 2: coming out, we're like really closing in on what would 391 00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:32,600 Speaker 2: have been like a decade ago, like the Internet journey start. 392 00:18:33,359 --> 00:18:36,800 Speaker 2: And I'm like, it's just so insane because I was 393 00:18:36,800 --> 00:18:38,960 Speaker 2: like thinking about it in the bath round. I was like, damn, 394 00:18:39,000 --> 00:18:41,600 Speaker 2: like I really have been because I started on the 395 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:44,920 Speaker 2: internet like really posting my face when I was fourteen, 396 00:18:45,040 --> 00:18:46,680 Speaker 2: Like I remember, like that's when I started like kind 397 00:18:46,680 --> 00:18:48,760 Speaker 2: of posting pictures of myself and putting myself out there. 398 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:51,199 Speaker 2: At this point, I had already like been on like 399 00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:54,040 Speaker 2: Twitter and stuff because of one direction like ten years ago. 400 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:57,560 Speaker 2: But I was like, wow, ten years ago to this 401 00:18:57,720 --> 00:19:00,840 Speaker 2: year is when like kind of vine least started, because 402 00:19:00,880 --> 00:19:03,400 Speaker 2: mine started in twenty thirteen. I think even like maybe 403 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:04,520 Speaker 2: twenty twelve. 404 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:07,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember twenty thirteen. Twenty fourteen was like when 405 00:19:07,600 --> 00:19:10,200 Speaker 1: I first strat generating like an audience on there. 406 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:12,920 Speaker 2: Oh my god. Yeah. January twenty fourth, twenty thirteen, two 407 00:19:13,000 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 2: days after my birthday. It started two days after my 408 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:20,439 Speaker 2: fourteenth birthday. That's great, and I think I like, I whoa, 409 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:22,520 Speaker 2: oh my god, in twenty thirteen, did I just enter 410 00:19:22,640 --> 00:19:24,080 Speaker 2: high school or was it twenty fourteen. 411 00:19:25,040 --> 00:19:26,840 Speaker 1: I think you were just entering high school in twenty 412 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,400 Speaker 1: fourteen because I was entering high school in twenty fourteen. 413 00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:31,680 Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, no, because I remember I had vine in. 414 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:35,040 Speaker 1: Middle schoolteen sixt No, I was in twenty thirteen. I 415 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:35,879 Speaker 1: was in ninth grade. 416 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:38,960 Speaker 2: Oh okay, so yeah, I was still in middle school. 417 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:40,639 Speaker 2: I had like a few months left of middle school. 418 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:43,560 Speaker 1: Wait, no, no, fuck, I haven't literally all wrong. I 419 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:45,040 Speaker 1: was in ninth grade last year. 420 00:19:48,680 --> 00:19:50,800 Speaker 2: Wait, you're only a sophomore, but you're sixteen. 421 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, he flung so many levels. 422 00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:55,359 Speaker 2: No, no, I think it's the opposite. I think you 423 00:19:55,400 --> 00:19:56,720 Speaker 2: might have like flunked a grade or two. 424 00:19:57,119 --> 00:19:59,520 Speaker 1: No, I'm special. I'm special. 425 00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 2: The kids who fucking skipped grades would not shut the 426 00:20:02,080 --> 00:20:03,639 Speaker 2: fuck up. I wouldn't shut the fuck up about it 427 00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:05,760 Speaker 2: because I was supposed to skip grades. But my parents 428 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:07,199 Speaker 2: wouldn't lend me because they were like, you have no 429 00:20:07,280 --> 00:20:10,080 Speaker 2: business being around fucking eighth graders when you're sixth grader. 430 00:20:10,440 --> 00:20:12,200 Speaker 2: They were so concerned about. 431 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,399 Speaker 1: That gifted and talented. We weren't allowed to skip grades, 432 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:17,120 Speaker 1: but we got put into special classes called gifted and talented. 433 00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:21,000 Speaker 1: I think we talked about this before, Yeah, yeah, but yeah, 434 00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:24,960 Speaker 1: everybody everybody that are in those classes, that were in 435 00:20:25,040 --> 00:20:28,640 Speaker 1: those classes are like drug addicts. Now, Like I can 436 00:20:28,720 --> 00:20:33,000 Speaker 1: literally look at everybody around me and like, sorry, like 437 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:35,680 Speaker 1: I'm like thinking from like the perspective of like an 438 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:38,119 Speaker 1: eighth grader, but like sitting down in class, I can 439 00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:40,159 Speaker 1: like look around and I can name every single one 440 00:20:40,200 --> 00:20:42,480 Speaker 1: of those people and what drug they're addicted to. 441 00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:45,760 Speaker 2: It's because it's like crazy to put that much fucking 442 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:46,640 Speaker 2: pressure on a child. 443 00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:51,879 Speaker 1: Yeah, and if they actually are gifted, like like you 444 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:55,000 Speaker 1: have to like self medicate at some point, like you 445 00:20:55,000 --> 00:21:01,119 Speaker 1: you every person that actually like is like igher level intelligence, 446 00:21:01,240 --> 00:21:03,119 Speaker 1: Like even though that ship's all bold like gives them 447 00:21:03,240 --> 00:21:06,800 Speaker 1: talented is bullshit, but they're like people literal geniuses have 448 00:21:06,840 --> 00:21:09,480 Speaker 1: to self medicate or they'll go fucking insane. But sorry, 449 00:21:09,520 --> 00:21:10,040 Speaker 1: what were you saying? 450 00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:10,680 Speaker 2: That's how I feel? 451 00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:13,119 Speaker 1: I just know, I know, like I've I have fucking 452 00:21:13,359 --> 00:21:16,280 Speaker 1: micro porn every every day. 453 00:21:16,520 --> 00:21:18,919 Speaker 2: Porn. Yeah, like you wake up and you have to 454 00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:20,320 Speaker 2: just have like a few seconds of it. 455 00:21:20,520 --> 00:21:23,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's it's self. It's like my self medicating 456 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:25,320 Speaker 1: journey because I'm so smart and I just have to 457 00:21:25,359 --> 00:21:27,280 Speaker 1: like do something to get out of my head and 458 00:21:27,840 --> 00:21:28,840 Speaker 1: just it's it's healthy. 459 00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,160 Speaker 2: Is it like v R porn or is it just 460 00:21:31,200 --> 00:21:33,040 Speaker 2: like no, it's. 461 00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:36,879 Speaker 1: Just like iophone porn. It's just like really basically, I. 462 00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:39,640 Speaker 2: Just didn't where you slide your iPhone. 463 00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:41,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, I just did it just sit in there. 464 00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:45,960 Speaker 2: Oh my god. Yeah, I don't remember what I was 465 00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:47,439 Speaker 2: gonna say. I was just gonna say, yeah, like I 466 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:50,360 Speaker 2: know people still who like who were in those classes, 467 00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:52,800 Speaker 2: and like that was just too much pressure to put 468 00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:55,680 Speaker 2: on a child. I remember in eighth grade my dad 469 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,560 Speaker 2: got so mad because I had a fucking my older 470 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:03,800 Speaker 2: sibling literally was like fucking genius kid, like was in 471 00:22:03,840 --> 00:22:06,880 Speaker 2: all those classes and got every award for eighth grade 472 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:09,159 Speaker 2: at graduation, and then when my dad went so this 473 00:22:09,280 --> 00:22:11,280 Speaker 2: was like the first time I was like I am 474 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:15,080 Speaker 2: a disappointment my dad, Like God bless him. He just 475 00:22:15,119 --> 00:22:17,440 Speaker 2: like expected way too much because my fucking stupid ass 476 00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:20,439 Speaker 2: sibling put way too much fucking like stop what we 477 00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:22,760 Speaker 2: need to do is lower standards. And from that moment on, 478 00:22:22,840 --> 00:22:24,960 Speaker 2: that's what I knew. I was like, I will never 479 00:22:25,119 --> 00:22:28,199 Speaker 2: set high expectations for my family because I plan on 480 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:31,040 Speaker 2: going below those expectations. So from that moment on, I 481 00:22:31,040 --> 00:22:34,280 Speaker 2: brought the standard so low, like I never I never 482 00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:36,919 Speaker 2: got higher than a C in class because I was like, 483 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,600 Speaker 2: you will not. What you won't do is expect for 484 00:22:39,640 --> 00:22:41,399 Speaker 2: me to do good in school because I won't be 485 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:43,920 Speaker 2: doing it. I think like maybe on my report card 486 00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:46,160 Speaker 2: I would have like two b's and then all seas 487 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:46,600 Speaker 2: and d's. 488 00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:49,040 Speaker 3: And I was like average average. 489 00:22:49,640 --> 00:22:53,640 Speaker 2: But I remember like my dad was like I didn't 490 00:22:53,640 --> 00:22:56,920 Speaker 2: get a single award, and he was like he was 491 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,560 Speaker 2: like what happened? And I was just like I felt 492 00:22:59,680 --> 00:23:02,600 Speaker 2: so bad, Like I literally like I felt so much shame. 493 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:05,240 Speaker 2: I remember like so dramatic going home and like being 494 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:09,399 Speaker 2: on the carpet in the bathroom and be like like 495 00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:11,439 Speaker 2: fucking cride my eyes up because I was like I 496 00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 2: didn't bring home a single award, but those things don't 497 00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:18,240 Speaker 2: fucking matter. And then from that moment on, I was like, wait, 498 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:21,119 Speaker 2: that like is not really everybody else's. 499 00:23:20,880 --> 00:23:23,879 Speaker 1: Great, dude. It is crazy that like the amount of 500 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:26,919 Speaker 1: pressure that I put myself or put on myself to 501 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:30,200 Speaker 1: like exceed in school, and like looking back at how 502 00:23:30,440 --> 00:23:34,439 Speaker 1: like obsolete that was to like who I am now, 503 00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:37,000 Speaker 1: like like there was no reason for me to be 504 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:40,119 Speaker 1: as high ranked in my school and then me sitting 505 00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:42,880 Speaker 1: here in thirteen minutes ago talking about like shitting out 506 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:44,160 Speaker 1: of my button, like how I won. 507 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:46,760 Speaker 2: No two minutes ago to talk about. 508 00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:49,920 Speaker 1: Micro Yeah, exactly exactly, but like I wrote it down 509 00:23:49,960 --> 00:23:51,520 Speaker 1: because I was like I don't want to forget this, 510 00:23:51,640 --> 00:23:56,919 Speaker 1: but like very similar situation. It was like fourth grade 511 00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:01,080 Speaker 1: and it was like before okay, well there, let me 512 00:24:01,119 --> 00:24:05,639 Speaker 1: preface this. Like reading and writing is like I think, 513 00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:09,480 Speaker 1: I don't know how to word this, but like I 514 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,840 Speaker 1: like compared to like the average human, like I am 515 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:17,320 Speaker 1: so below like what every other human is, Like I cannot, 516 00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:20,919 Speaker 1: for the life of me write or read and I 517 00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:23,240 Speaker 1: don't know, it just doesn't click in my brain, like 518 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,320 Speaker 1: especially out loud. Like I can see the words and 519 00:24:26,359 --> 00:24:28,399 Speaker 1: I can read them in my brain and most of 520 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:31,439 Speaker 1: the time I can comprehend it, but like for some reason, 521 00:24:31,480 --> 00:24:33,680 Speaker 1: there's like a disconnect from my brain to my mouth. 522 00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:35,879 Speaker 1: But that's like I've talked about that a million times, 523 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:39,440 Speaker 1: especially like when we're reading what we've been writing recently, 524 00:24:39,520 --> 00:24:41,639 Speaker 1: like out loud, Like it takes me a minute to 525 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:43,000 Speaker 1: like get in a groove and I have to like 526 00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:47,840 Speaker 1: focus so hard on like like reading slowly enough and 527 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:49,960 Speaker 1: like being able to speak it out loud, like I 528 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:55,840 Speaker 1: literally just have apraxia, but whatever, I just where you 529 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:57,720 Speaker 1: can't speak, but you can like think in your brain. 530 00:24:59,320 --> 00:25:04,440 Speaker 1: But I remember in fourth grade or in third grade, 531 00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:07,840 Speaker 1: we took like a reading assessment test, and I remember 532 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:11,360 Speaker 1: scoring super high, like I was reading at like an 533 00:25:11,359 --> 00:25:14,240 Speaker 1: eighth grade level in like third grade, and I felt 534 00:25:14,280 --> 00:25:16,880 Speaker 1: like such a genius. I felt so sick. I felt 535 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,240 Speaker 1: so cool. And then fourth grade came around and we 536 00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:23,080 Speaker 1: had to do like tax tests where it's like like 537 00:25:23,119 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: statemanitity testing, And it was the first time I ever 538 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,880 Speaker 1: had a panic attack, and I freaked the funk out 539 00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:31,960 Speaker 1: the night before, like scream crying like I don't want 540 00:25:31,960 --> 00:25:33,080 Speaker 1: to do this, I don't want to do this, I 541 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:36,159 Speaker 1: can't do this. I took the test fucking flopped. It 542 00:25:36,240 --> 00:25:39,600 Speaker 1: was so bad. And since third grade I have had 543 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 1: the exact same reading level, like I read at an 544 00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:45,639 Speaker 1: eighth grade level since then. I'm sure it's probably not true, 545 00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:48,200 Speaker 1: but like literally it feels like I read at an 546 00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:51,800 Speaker 1: eighth grade level. And I also like spelling is so 547 00:25:52,119 --> 00:25:54,800 Speaker 1: fucking bad for me, Like if I didn't have autocorrect, 548 00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:57,879 Speaker 1: like it would be over since it's over, like but 549 00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:01,400 Speaker 1: I'm also like if I do have autocorrect, like why 550 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:03,040 Speaker 1: do I need to know how to spell? Because like 551 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:05,679 Speaker 1: it's there to help me, and like I'm never writing 552 00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:06,800 Speaker 1: anything physically anymore. 553 00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:08,680 Speaker 2: You need to know how to spell because like it's 554 00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:09,880 Speaker 2: like an essential thing. 555 00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:13,080 Speaker 1: But why we have chat GPD chat AI, Like we 556 00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:15,400 Speaker 1: have the robot that will just tell me everything. 557 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:19,160 Speaker 2: Now we have like voice to text exactly. 558 00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:21,040 Speaker 1: Or voice memos, Like I don't need to know how 559 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:23,320 Speaker 1: to text or spell. But yeah, I also took like 560 00:26:23,359 --> 00:26:27,160 Speaker 1: a spelling test and like literally missed every single word 561 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,000 Speaker 1: except for the hardest word because I studied the hardest 562 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:33,040 Speaker 1: word over and over again and forgot to study everything else. 563 00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:35,199 Speaker 1: And that's how I learned how to study. And then 564 00:26:35,440 --> 00:26:38,119 Speaker 1: since then, I like took school very seriously because I 565 00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:40,199 Speaker 1: was like, I do not want to be an embarrassment. 566 00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:43,600 Speaker 1: I cannot feel that embarrassment ever again. And now looking back, 567 00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:46,720 Speaker 1: I'm like, I cause so much stress and anxiety and 568 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:49,480 Speaker 1: put so much pressure on myself when genuinely it doesn't 569 00:26:49,520 --> 00:26:52,520 Speaker 1: matter and it probably yeah whatever. 570 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:55,439 Speaker 2: It's crazy because I like had the complete opposite like 571 00:26:55,560 --> 00:26:58,480 Speaker 2: all my like, I think I suffered from the issue 572 00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:03,639 Speaker 2: that I was like, I don't think I'm necessarily like 573 00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:07,879 Speaker 2: hyper intelligent or anything, like I genuinely am not. And 574 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 2: I've always said that, like I'm not super intelligent, and. 575 00:27:10,440 --> 00:27:12,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, I agree, I agree, I agree. 576 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 2: Yeah you said yep, like really like certainly. 577 00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:19,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just like you're just you're just you. You're you're 578 00:27:19,320 --> 00:27:24,639 Speaker 1: gonna say stupid, Yeah, you're stupid, You're stupid. Definitely not 579 00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:28,320 Speaker 1: hyper intelligent. But I love you for who you are, Kay, 580 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:38,240 Speaker 1: I love you too. 581 00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:40,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, and I'm gonna miss you for these breaks. 582 00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:46,200 Speaker 2: But I've never been like hyper intelligent or anything, and 583 00:27:46,560 --> 00:27:49,080 Speaker 2: I just like, you know what, also, when you were 584 00:27:49,119 --> 00:27:51,240 Speaker 2: like reading and writing is so hard, those have always 585 00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:53,679 Speaker 2: been like the easier strong like, but those are my 586 00:27:53,720 --> 00:27:56,000 Speaker 2: strong suits because I think I've just always been. 587 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,240 Speaker 1: That's why we're so compatible because I have like you 588 00:27:58,320 --> 00:28:02,520 Speaker 1: two number. I do mbers and logistics and you do emotions. Yeah, 589 00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:05,080 Speaker 1: I mean that's like how girls typically are though they're 590 00:28:05,119 --> 00:28:07,639 Speaker 1: like emotional and men are like more stern. 591 00:28:08,119 --> 00:28:10,600 Speaker 2: Like that's why like I shouldn't have a bank account 592 00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:12,040 Speaker 2: or like be able to own a homework. 593 00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:16,200 Speaker 1: That's why I recently had your business managers start wiring 594 00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:18,080 Speaker 1: your money into my account and then now you have 595 00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:19,120 Speaker 1: to ask me for your mine. 596 00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:21,320 Speaker 2: Thank you so much, because it was like really like 597 00:28:21,359 --> 00:28:23,760 Speaker 2: hard for me to figure out like how to like 598 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,159 Speaker 2: figure that out. But if you just put me on 599 00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:26,720 Speaker 2: an allowance, I think I could survive. 600 00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, dude, there's mine. I won't get into that. 601 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:33,480 Speaker 3: But there are relationships, Yeah. 602 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:35,640 Speaker 2: There are relationships like that. No, there are so many. 603 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,840 Speaker 2: That's a whole different topic. But like as much as 604 00:28:38,880 --> 00:28:41,760 Speaker 2: like people who use the internet, like all of us, 605 00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:45,160 Speaker 2: and like people who were watching this and are like 606 00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:48,160 Speaker 2: super aware of those things and like would do our 607 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,200 Speaker 2: best to not end up in those situations, one, you 608 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:52,280 Speaker 2: could always end up in a situation like that because 609 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:55,000 Speaker 2: it just happens. All those people are in that situation, 610 00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:56,880 Speaker 2: because it happens that before they know what they're in it. 611 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:59,320 Speaker 2: Like I think most people have been in a relationship 612 00:28:59,320 --> 00:29:01,320 Speaker 2: where they walk away and they're like, why the fuck 613 00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:03,760 Speaker 2: did I stay there because I have that. So many 614 00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:05,400 Speaker 2: people I know have had that. I don't have that 615 00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:09,600 Speaker 2: right now, but I've had that, and it's just because 616 00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:11,400 Speaker 2: before you know it, you're like you look around and 617 00:29:11,400 --> 00:29:12,880 Speaker 2: you're like, oh my god, I'm like a shell of 618 00:29:12,880 --> 00:29:15,600 Speaker 2: a human and I've been letting this person like dictate 619 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:20,520 Speaker 2: my life. But that's a whole other conversations. But I've 620 00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:24,719 Speaker 2: always been like good at reading and writing, and because 621 00:29:24,760 --> 00:29:27,080 Speaker 2: of that, I just like flew under the radar and 622 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:29,200 Speaker 2: everybody was like, she's so smart. We love her. She's 623 00:29:29,240 --> 00:29:31,160 Speaker 2: so smart. We love her. Until I got to high 624 00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:34,040 Speaker 2: school and then like it was time to like really 625 00:29:34,080 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 2: do math, and I was like and science. 626 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:41,959 Speaker 1: I was like I loved science. I literally love science. 627 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:43,760 Speaker 1: But I do have a funny story. It was like 628 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:47,320 Speaker 1: seventh to eighth grade. It was like the jump from 629 00:29:47,320 --> 00:29:50,760 Speaker 1: like doing like algebra to like pre calculus, and I 630 00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:52,600 Speaker 1: was like, yeah, I'm gonna take pre calculus, like I'm 631 00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:54,240 Speaker 1: a genius, Like I can do this shit. It was 632 00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,160 Speaker 1: like above my grade. Like I was just like fed 633 00:29:57,200 --> 00:29:59,280 Speaker 1: lies my entire life and everything's like you're so smart, 634 00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:01,920 Speaker 1: You're doing so good, You're so smart. And I got 635 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:03,920 Speaker 1: in that pre calculus class, and they took like an 636 00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:07,640 Speaker 1: assessment test to see like where we were, and I 637 00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:12,680 Speaker 1: scored so poorly that the same day, the first day 638 00:30:12,680 --> 00:30:15,240 Speaker 1: of school, the teacher pulled me out to the hallway 639 00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:17,400 Speaker 1: and was like, do you have to be honest with you, 640 00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:22,360 Speaker 1: I think you should go to the other class, which 641 00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:25,680 Speaker 1: was like not pre calculus, and I literally cried. I 642 00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:28,520 Speaker 1: cried in eighth grade because my teacher told me you 643 00:30:28,560 --> 00:30:30,560 Speaker 1: were so stupid that you're not ready for this class. 644 00:30:30,560 --> 00:30:32,160 Speaker 1: And all of my friends were in that class, and 645 00:30:32,200 --> 00:30:33,560 Speaker 1: I was so fucking excited. 646 00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:37,080 Speaker 2: And yeah, I was doing so bad in school that 647 00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:39,240 Speaker 2: I wasn't in class with any of my friends because 648 00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:40,800 Speaker 2: I just wasn't doing any of my work. But what 649 00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:42,280 Speaker 2: I would do is I would just skip class and 650 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:44,040 Speaker 2: go hang out with my friends and be like, get 651 00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:45,920 Speaker 2: to the bathroom, we need to hang out right now. 652 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:50,000 Speaker 1: But now kids all they do is hit fucking blinkers 653 00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:52,120 Speaker 1: in the school bathroom and get fucking high as shit 654 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,080 Speaker 1: and like get loaded. I mean kids were doing that 655 00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,120 Speaker 1: in my school. 656 00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,280 Speaker 2: But like with it was like more difficult also though, 657 00:30:57,280 --> 00:31:00,520 Speaker 2: because like to get high when we were in high school, 658 00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:02,720 Speaker 2: you literally had to physically smoke or have an edible. 659 00:31:02,840 --> 00:31:06,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, my friends and I drove all the way to 660 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,960 Speaker 1: Dallas to pick up a modded jewel pod that had 661 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:12,280 Speaker 1: wheed oil in it because it was so hard to find. 662 00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:14,800 Speaker 2: You told us this because you also meet us. You 663 00:31:14,880 --> 00:31:17,120 Speaker 2: told us, yeah, but because also that was like the 664 00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:20,280 Speaker 2: story where like when y'all were out somewhere, like your 665 00:31:20,400 --> 00:31:22,960 Speaker 2: friend had like dropped his card or somebody dropped a 666 00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:26,160 Speaker 2: card or no, y'all were at a bar or something, 667 00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:29,480 Speaker 2: and somebody this guy used it and then the fucking 668 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:32,840 Speaker 2: clerk was like that, I know that is not you. 669 00:31:33,280 --> 00:31:36,720 Speaker 1: Yeah, small town Texas shit. But I also remember the drive. 670 00:31:36,880 --> 00:31:38,000 Speaker 1: I don't know if I talked about it, but the 671 00:31:38,120 --> 00:31:40,760 Speaker 1: drive home with that car, like we saw probably the 672 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:43,200 Speaker 1: most police officers we've ever seen in my entire life. 673 00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:46,600 Speaker 1: And my friend was driving high, which is so stupid. 674 00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:49,800 Speaker 1: Don't do that, but yeah it was. And we were 675 00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:52,600 Speaker 1: all fucking paranoid schizophrenic in that car, freaking the fuck 676 00:31:52,600 --> 00:31:54,480 Speaker 1: out that we're going to get pulled over. And one 677 00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,719 Speaker 1: time a cop like did turn around and like surttailing us, 678 00:31:57,720 --> 00:31:59,440 Speaker 1: but then went around us, and we were like, bro, 679 00:31:59,520 --> 00:32:01,440 Speaker 1: we're going to Joe, we are going to jail. We 680 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,720 Speaker 1: are going to jail, but we made it home. 681 00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:05,680 Speaker 2: Also, it was like hard for me to focus on 682 00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:09,680 Speaker 2: school because again back to what started this, what we 683 00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:12,280 Speaker 2: always do when we deep dive into like our childhood, 684 00:32:13,600 --> 00:32:15,680 Speaker 2: is because I was too busy, like doing the Internet 685 00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:17,400 Speaker 2: like I did. I just didn't care, Like I was 686 00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:20,480 Speaker 2: like I was like my life, like I'm an entertainer, 687 00:32:20,600 --> 00:32:22,479 Speaker 2: Like I can't be here, like I'm literally like I'm 688 00:32:22,480 --> 00:32:25,200 Speaker 2: made something different. I'm made to entertain the people. So 689 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,120 Speaker 2: I was like just doing that and it's just so crazy. 690 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:29,960 Speaker 2: Do you remember where you were the first time of 691 00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:31,280 Speaker 2: vine of yours went viral? 692 00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:33,360 Speaker 1: Yeah? I was on I was literally on the couch 693 00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:34,840 Speaker 1: and I woke up the next day and then I 694 00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:38,480 Speaker 1: immediately posted a Beyonce vine right after that. Immediately you're like, 695 00:32:38,520 --> 00:32:40,960 Speaker 1: I am keeping up with this fucking Yeah, yeah exactly. 696 00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:45,160 Speaker 1: But I don't remember exactly where I was, but I 697 00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:49,920 Speaker 1: remember I remember the vine. It was my first vine 698 00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:53,960 Speaker 1: I ever posted, and yeah, it was me throwing a 699 00:32:54,080 --> 00:33:01,000 Speaker 1: cheese sandwich at the refrigerator, right. I think that was 700 00:33:01,040 --> 00:33:02,760 Speaker 1: just the weird shit you could get away with on there. 701 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:05,360 Speaker 2: Yeah, like it was because it was all just like whatever, 702 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,840 Speaker 2: you could do in six seconds, which I like, I 703 00:33:07,840 --> 00:33:10,280 Speaker 2: feel like where you watch this know we came from 704 00:33:10,400 --> 00:33:13,200 Speaker 2: mine just but if you don't. That's how we started 705 00:33:13,240 --> 00:33:15,400 Speaker 2: the Internet is when we were literally children and we 706 00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:17,760 Speaker 2: shouldn't have had access to the Internet, and we were 707 00:33:18,080 --> 00:33:23,960 Speaker 2: posting vines. I was in my geometry class and using 708 00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,840 Speaker 2: my fucking iPod Touch because I had an iPod Touch Android. 709 00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:30,760 Speaker 2: Fun fact, I didn't have an iPhone until like. 710 00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:32,160 Speaker 1: I'm not the Android. 711 00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:34,840 Speaker 2: Until I was like I think sixteen, I had been 712 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:39,280 Speaker 2: posting like everything off. That was literally my thing. And 713 00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:42,280 Speaker 2: that's why I'm sure you've seen me do like slide text. 714 00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,280 Speaker 2: That's why I'm good at it and I like using 715 00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:47,520 Speaker 2: it because androids were the first like phones to have that, 716 00:33:47,560 --> 00:33:49,280 Speaker 2: and I would use it all the time. Because when 717 00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:50,840 Speaker 2: I was texting the man who was grooming me in 718 00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:52,280 Speaker 2: class and I was like, I love you so much, brave, 719 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:56,600 Speaker 2: Like meanwhile, babe, I'm in biology right now, so I 720 00:33:56,640 --> 00:33:58,000 Speaker 2: can't send you a picture of me, but I will 721 00:33:58,000 --> 00:34:01,360 Speaker 2: in a second, give me a second. Crazy, I remember, 722 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:03,640 Speaker 2: like also like this is just getting into it, but 723 00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:07,960 Speaker 2: I remember, like my friends Tocard, who I'm still friends with, 724 00:34:08,239 --> 00:34:10,279 Speaker 2: I don't even know if I've ever like spoken him 725 00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,560 Speaker 2: about this, but no, I think he did know about 726 00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:14,640 Speaker 2: this guy because like he the Card was the only 727 00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:17,480 Speaker 2: other person in my life who like used the internet 728 00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,319 Speaker 2: kind of to the same capacity as me, Like we 729 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,359 Speaker 2: both were like Tumblr users, and. 730 00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:21,560 Speaker 1: Like I. 731 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:27,759 Speaker 3: Know, I love so much I eat that ship you. 732 00:34:27,760 --> 00:34:30,080 Speaker 2: Probably seen, because now he does like fashion and like 733 00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:31,960 Speaker 2: interior design, and. 734 00:34:31,920 --> 00:34:34,239 Speaker 1: We have such similar tastes. We have texted about it before. 735 00:34:34,239 --> 00:34:37,600 Speaker 1: I talked about it before, like the we have the 736 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:40,319 Speaker 1: exact same taste and we desire the exact same thing. 737 00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:42,960 Speaker 2: I know, Like the Cards come over after a walk 738 00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:44,719 Speaker 2: once and like came in and like I went to 739 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:46,799 Speaker 2: their into Druid's room and they were like looking at 740 00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:53,680 Speaker 2: Chateau on Zillow. But I remember like during like it 741 00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:56,239 Speaker 2: was like one of the things where like he had 742 00:34:56,280 --> 00:34:58,520 Speaker 2: broken up with me because he's like, you're just like 743 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:00,600 Speaker 2: you're too young. I can't wait for you. And I 744 00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:08,000 Speaker 2: was like, play, please wait hard. Like when I was 745 00:35:08,040 --> 00:35:11,279 Speaker 2: like I had my bad habit when people would ask 746 00:35:11,320 --> 00:35:12,920 Speaker 2: if I was okay, and I would just start crying. 747 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:14,040 Speaker 2: And so the Card it asked me if I was 748 00:35:14,040 --> 00:35:17,080 Speaker 2: a kid, I was like you and I like went 749 00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:18,680 Speaker 2: to the bathroom and the card came in with me 750 00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:23,560 Speaker 2: and I was like, oh, crying. 751 00:35:23,239 --> 00:35:27,799 Speaker 1: Over it and like it's dark. That is so dark. Yeah, 752 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,200 Speaker 1: I was just telling you recently that, like maybe I 753 00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:32,239 Speaker 1: even said it on the fucking podcast, but like how 754 00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:35,600 Speaker 1: I like am just now processing what the fuck I 755 00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:37,919 Speaker 1: was doing when I was a sixteen year old. Yeah, 756 00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:42,640 Speaker 1: fifteen year old, like driving illegally to Yeah, it's just. 757 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:46,080 Speaker 2: It's it's literally it's because it's like now it is 758 00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:50,680 Speaker 2: far enough away and now we are like I mean, 759 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,640 Speaker 2: you're although you're only sixteen year brain is like coming 760 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:57,200 Speaker 2: to its full development. So now it is like the 761 00:35:57,440 --> 00:36:01,520 Speaker 2: it's like damn, I'm like, I I've been an adult 762 00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:03,319 Speaker 2: for long enough now that I'm like I am an 763 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:05,680 Speaker 2: adult and I'm looking at like things I did as 764 00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:08,439 Speaker 2: a teenager and now I fully identify teenagers and I'm 765 00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,439 Speaker 2: like that is like like I got into an argument 766 00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:12,120 Speaker 2: with my little sister because I was like, girl, you 767 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:14,080 Speaker 2: are a child, Like you don't like I. 768 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:17,239 Speaker 1: You like, I promise, I promise you think you know how. 769 00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:20,160 Speaker 2: My child, which again I know, like young people don't 770 00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:22,120 Speaker 2: like to hear it, and I hated hearing it, but 771 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:24,759 Speaker 2: it is like that annoying thing where it's like when 772 00:36:24,800 --> 00:36:26,480 Speaker 2: you're older, you'll look back and you'll be like I 773 00:36:26,520 --> 00:36:27,680 Speaker 2: was a kid, and yeah. 774 00:36:27,719 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 1: And even even like looking back when I thought I 775 00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:32,839 Speaker 1: was older, when I was like twenty one, I was like, yeah, 776 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:35,279 Speaker 1: that shit's still fucking lit, Like I'm fucking lit for that. 777 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:39,720 Speaker 1: And now I'm like, oh my god, Oh my fucking god, 778 00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:42,000 Speaker 1: what was I doing, dude. 779 00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:46,160 Speaker 2: But like I remember what we're saying. Oh, yeah, I 780 00:36:46,239 --> 00:36:52,839 Speaker 2: was in geometry when I know, in geometry, I that's 781 00:36:52,840 --> 00:36:53,320 Speaker 2: where I. 782 00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:55,719 Speaker 1: Was on the first five honestly, fucking so sad went. 783 00:36:55,640 --> 00:36:58,120 Speaker 2: Viral your teenage years. 784 00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:00,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, really sad. 785 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:05,319 Speaker 2: You know what, I'm here if you want to talk 786 00:37:05,360 --> 00:37:07,120 Speaker 2: about it. 787 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:05,719 Speaker 1: And. 788 00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:10,279 Speaker 2: We are, I know, our friend group loves sitting around 789 00:37:10,320 --> 00:37:13,040 Speaker 2: and like talking about it, Like isn't that crazy? All right, 790 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:19,840 Speaker 2: let's watch Car Crash compilation. But yeah, I was in geometry, 791 00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,160 Speaker 2: and I remember I had woken up also as I'm 792 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:26,800 Speaker 2: thinking about it, like we that era of like Twitter 793 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:31,040 Speaker 2: and Vine was so like dependent on being basically a 794 00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:34,040 Speaker 2: fucking baby journalist, Like it was dependent on being a 795 00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:38,280 Speaker 2: baby pop culture journalist. Because I remember after every VM 796 00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:43,360 Speaker 2: a performance or anything to tweet it and then sometimes 797 00:37:43,400 --> 00:37:45,600 Speaker 2: like I had a strict parent who would be like, 798 00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:47,799 Speaker 2: you need to go to bed, like get off, and 799 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:50,160 Speaker 2: I would be like fuck. So the next morning I 800 00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:52,840 Speaker 2: was always late to the fucking scraps of the jokes 801 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,840 Speaker 2: and I would be sitting in class and I remember 802 00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,799 Speaker 2: that day I was watching one of Beyonce's performances from 803 00:37:58,800 --> 00:38:01,160 Speaker 2: the night before. It wasn't the one where she like 804 00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:04,640 Speaker 2: where she had like the screen behind her. I don't 805 00:38:04,680 --> 00:38:06,840 Speaker 2: remember which one it was, but I remember like watching 806 00:38:06,880 --> 00:38:11,919 Speaker 2: it and then being like fuck, okay, like what's the joke, 807 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:13,680 Speaker 2: Like what am I gonna say about this? Like, and 808 00:38:13,719 --> 00:38:17,120 Speaker 2: like going to Twitter and then seeing that like the 809 00:38:17,239 --> 00:38:18,960 Speaker 2: tweet of it did pretty good and I was like, 810 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,600 Speaker 2: oh wow. So I like clicked on it and it 811 00:38:21,640 --> 00:38:24,359 Speaker 2: had done like at the time like for me, I 812 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:25,960 Speaker 2: was like, oh my god, this is like insane, like 813 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:29,200 Speaker 2: I'm literally viral. It got like eleven k likes and 814 00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:31,239 Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, like this is it. 815 00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,399 Speaker 2: And but that's still when like the app was such 816 00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:36,040 Speaker 2: a baby. Yeah, so that felt like humongous. It was like, 817 00:38:36,080 --> 00:38:37,480 Speaker 2: oh my god, like I don't even know how many 818 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,680 Speaker 2: people are on this app, and I remember being like, fuck, okay, 819 00:38:40,680 --> 00:38:43,040 Speaker 2: when I get home, I have to like to have 820 00:38:43,080 --> 00:38:44,719 Speaker 2: a good joke and I have to like keep it going. 821 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,080 Speaker 2: And I remember every day after school in like middle 822 00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:50,200 Speaker 2: school and high school, I would go to like if 823 00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,960 Speaker 2: you have ever seen like my vines, which I would 824 00:38:54,239 --> 00:38:57,200 Speaker 2: actually rather die than anybody like talk to me about 825 00:38:57,239 --> 00:39:00,840 Speaker 2: them now. But there was like a desks that my 826 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:02,480 Speaker 2: dad had that I would always sit in that chair 827 00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:04,040 Speaker 2: because that was like my after school chair. I would 828 00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,279 Speaker 2: sit in it and like spin in it, and it 829 00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:07,440 Speaker 2: was like this big comfy dust chair, and that's where 830 00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:08,759 Speaker 2: I would make all them. And I would go there 831 00:39:08,920 --> 00:39:10,040 Speaker 2: and I would sit there for an hour and I'd 832 00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:13,560 Speaker 2: be like hmmm, and like maybe you'd be like, wow, 833 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:14,920 Speaker 2: what am I gonna talk about? And then like what 834 00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:18,000 Speaker 2: I would talk about was like the dumbest shit ever. 835 00:39:18,320 --> 00:39:23,360 Speaker 1: But my favorite shit ever was live tweeting American Horror Story. 836 00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:27,160 Speaker 1: I love live tweeting, and then like just like getting 837 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:29,839 Speaker 1: into the deeper seasons and being like, wow, this show 838 00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 1: fucking sucks. 839 00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:34,360 Speaker 2: Ball getting aggressively so loud. 840 00:39:34,239 --> 00:39:35,760 Speaker 1: So hard, so quick. 841 00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:37,839 Speaker 2: And then if we watched it now, like we would 842 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,560 Speaker 2: be like this fucking sucks. I'm trying to wait, what 843 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:41,360 Speaker 2: was it called? It was it? 844 00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:45,759 Speaker 1: Asylum with Asylum, Coven Murder House were the three like 845 00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:46,480 Speaker 1: good ones. 846 00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:49,239 Speaker 2: Asylum was the first one. Oh, murder House was like 847 00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:52,120 Speaker 2: the lit one. That's when everyone was really tapped in. 848 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:57,120 Speaker 1: That was the first season. Yeah, and then Coven super iconic, 849 00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:00,719 Speaker 1: like I think that's their best season, and then like 850 00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:04,720 Speaker 1: the Hotel I think was like the last Like okay. 851 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:06,120 Speaker 2: Because that's the Waga. 852 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:07,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, Goga was in it. 853 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:11,400 Speaker 2: I want to hold you close. I know, Oh that 854 00:40:11,520 --> 00:40:13,720 Speaker 2: was such a good era. But yeah, I just remember 855 00:40:13,800 --> 00:40:16,120 Speaker 2: like that taking up all my life and now I'm like, wow, 856 00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:20,120 Speaker 2: I'm like still doing the Internet. And I was right. 857 00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:23,399 Speaker 2: I knew. I knew I was on a stick too. Yeah. 858 00:40:23,440 --> 00:40:25,520 Speaker 1: I don't think I ever had like a cognitive thought 859 00:40:25,520 --> 00:40:27,799 Speaker 1: where I was like this is like, no, that's a lie. 860 00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:29,840 Speaker 1: I remember having being like no, this is it. But 861 00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,080 Speaker 1: I never had really any pushback from like people in 862 00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:34,799 Speaker 1: my life other than like my friends in school, and 863 00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:36,480 Speaker 1: that's the only people I ever knew. And my dad 864 00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:38,960 Speaker 1: obviously was like what are you fucking doing? Like why 865 00:40:38,960 --> 00:40:40,560 Speaker 1: are you dropping out of college? Like what are you? 866 00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:42,319 Speaker 1: Like literally, what are you doing with your life, and 867 00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:43,120 Speaker 1: I was like, did. 868 00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:45,640 Speaker 2: I remember the era of me like begging you to 869 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:48,319 Speaker 2: like move And I was like, please just do it, 870 00:40:48,360 --> 00:40:49,799 Speaker 2: like please, like yop. 871 00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:52,040 Speaker 1: I always I was very committed to doing it. I 872 00:40:52,080 --> 00:40:55,080 Speaker 1: just had to figure out how to like tell my 873 00:40:55,160 --> 00:40:57,759 Speaker 1: vent And I remember I was literally just like I'm 874 00:40:57,760 --> 00:41:00,440 Speaker 1: moving out and they were like, okay, but are you 875 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:01,640 Speaker 1: going to go to school? And I was like no. 876 00:41:01,760 --> 00:41:04,080 Speaker 1: And then they were like, okay, well, we're not supporting 877 00:41:04,080 --> 00:41:05,840 Speaker 1: you financially if you're not going to go to school. 878 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:08,799 Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, I support myself already, like 879 00:41:09,120 --> 00:41:11,400 Speaker 1: I can do this. I'm fine. And I was just 880 00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:13,520 Speaker 1: telling you there were like moments when I first moved 881 00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:16,160 Speaker 1: to La where I was like broke. I was like, 882 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,439 Speaker 1: oh my god, like like I remember like actually being 883 00:41:19,440 --> 00:41:21,680 Speaker 1: at a point where it was like I have to 884 00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:24,840 Speaker 1: skip this meal so so I can like keep the 885 00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,000 Speaker 1: same amount of money so I can like go back 886 00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:29,040 Speaker 1: to Texas for the holidays, and shit, oh my god. 887 00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:32,960 Speaker 2: I remember that like the first like two years of 888 00:41:33,000 --> 00:41:35,560 Speaker 2: being like I remember even the first year being like, 889 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:38,319 Speaker 2: oh my god, it's so expensive to go home. And 890 00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:40,160 Speaker 2: then I was like this is so much money, and 891 00:41:40,239 --> 00:41:42,960 Speaker 2: like I'm not making money like that, Like and I 892 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:44,400 Speaker 2: was like, and I want to go home and like 893 00:41:44,440 --> 00:41:46,840 Speaker 2: give my family gifts, but how the fuck am I 894 00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:49,920 Speaker 2: supposed to do that with like this amount? Like it 895 00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:52,799 Speaker 2: was so it was it's still so expensive. Like that's 896 00:41:52,800 --> 00:41:55,000 Speaker 2: why every time the holidays come around, I like think 897 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:56,759 Speaker 2: about like how many people can't go back to their 898 00:41:56,760 --> 00:41:59,280 Speaker 2: families and it makes me so it is so sad 899 00:41:59,320 --> 00:42:02,160 Speaker 2: because it is one it's a truck, Like it's a 900 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:04,400 Speaker 2: big commitment to being able to do that and thankfully 901 00:42:04,400 --> 00:42:07,319 Speaker 2: wearn the position where like financially we can and like 902 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:11,080 Speaker 2: also because we like time our job out however we want, 903 00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:13,920 Speaker 2: we can go back. But like going back is huge, 904 00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:17,520 Speaker 2: Like to go back to Miami is really expensive. Yeah, 905 00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:20,640 Speaker 2: and it's always been so expensive the most like I've 906 00:42:20,680 --> 00:42:24,360 Speaker 2: spent upwards And this sounds gnarly, but like I was 907 00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:26,279 Speaker 2: gonna do it to go see my family. But I 908 00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:29,200 Speaker 2: remember that first year, it literally like ripped my fucking 909 00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:31,840 Speaker 2: brain out of my skull. I didn't realize that I 910 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:33,960 Speaker 2: should have gotten my ticket way earlier, and I got 911 00:42:34,000 --> 00:42:35,680 Speaker 2: it like a week before I was supposed to leave 912 00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:38,240 Speaker 2: for like a week and a half. And I'm still 913 00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:40,120 Speaker 2: pretty bad at it. Now I've gotten way better, and 914 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:44,240 Speaker 2: I like, I dig for a cheap ticket, but at 915 00:42:44,280 --> 00:42:46,720 Speaker 2: the time for a round trip from LA to Miami, 916 00:42:47,000 --> 00:42:50,080 Speaker 2: it was twelve hundred dollars. And also I couldn't fucking 917 00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:51,239 Speaker 2: ask my parents, so I. 918 00:42:51,239 --> 00:42:56,080 Speaker 1: Was like, dude. Also, like pre pandemic, like how expensive 919 00:42:56,239 --> 00:42:59,719 Speaker 1: flights were, Like I think like the pandemic was a 920 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:01,680 Speaker 1: low key like a good thing for the flight industry 921 00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:04,640 Speaker 1: at least as like consumers, because now the flights are 922 00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:09,880 Speaker 1: so expensive. They're just now recently like getting back to 923 00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:12,520 Speaker 1: the price that they were, but like for like three 924 00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:15,280 Speaker 1: years you could fly for literally pennies on the dollar 925 00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:20,120 Speaker 1: and then now it's like expensive again. But like, yeah, 926 00:43:20,160 --> 00:43:23,799 Speaker 1: I remember just like it was. So I remember I 927 00:43:23,840 --> 00:43:25,640 Speaker 1: had to ask my parents to buy me a flight 928 00:43:25,640 --> 00:43:28,560 Speaker 1: at home one time, and they were like, are you struggling, 929 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:29,880 Speaker 1: Like do you need to move home? And I was 930 00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:32,160 Speaker 1: like no, like I'm genuinely okay, like I need to 931 00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:33,680 Speaker 1: do this because I need to be out here and 932 00:43:33,680 --> 00:43:37,719 Speaker 1: I want I think, Yeah, I was so embarrassed. I 933 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:41,760 Speaker 1: hate people paying anything for any any amount of money 934 00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:42,640 Speaker 1: for me on anything. 935 00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:45,800 Speaker 2: I remember I've had to ask you for like money 936 00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:47,520 Speaker 2: I've had, I've had to be the person where. 937 00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:52,000 Speaker 1: I'm like some but like I I don't mind giving 938 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:54,680 Speaker 1: it to people because I literally you're so y'all are 939 00:43:54,680 --> 00:43:56,520 Speaker 1: so integrated into my life that if you don't pay 940 00:43:56,560 --> 00:43:58,920 Speaker 1: me back, I'll just find your family and hurt them. 941 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:01,160 Speaker 2: Oh my god, wow that just like don't even like 942 00:44:01,200 --> 00:44:02,919 Speaker 2: take like give us the money. 943 00:44:03,239 --> 00:44:06,719 Speaker 1: I caught myself literally like yesterday, like almost doing that 944 00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:10,080 Speaker 1: to Josiah, and then I was like, no, no, like stop, 945 00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:12,560 Speaker 1: like you it's like funny to like. 946 00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:14,800 Speaker 2: It's about but then but then like you're. 947 00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:17,120 Speaker 1: Like, oh wait, this is coming from a real place, 948 00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:18,640 Speaker 1: Like is this coming from a real place. 949 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:21,120 Speaker 2: It's also funny because like money is just such a 950 00:44:21,160 --> 00:44:25,240 Speaker 2: like contingent point of like for I like think most people, 951 00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:27,560 Speaker 2: like even all around the world. It's crazy how like 952 00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:31,359 Speaker 2: integrated it is into like embarrassment and shame like based. 953 00:44:31,080 --> 00:44:32,880 Speaker 1: On like it's not even fucking real. 954 00:44:33,320 --> 00:44:35,239 Speaker 2: I know none of it is real, but it is. 955 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,959 Speaker 2: But it's crazy because it's so real but it's not real. 956 00:44:38,239 --> 00:44:40,520 Speaker 1: Like the fact that like I could literally print fake 957 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:42,520 Speaker 1: money right now and like kind of get away for 958 00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:44,360 Speaker 1: it with it for a little bit just proves that 959 00:44:44,400 --> 00:44:47,799 Speaker 1: it's not real. But don't do that. Have I ever 960 00:44:47,840 --> 00:44:50,920 Speaker 1: told that story about me buying fake money? 961 00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:51,399 Speaker 2: No? 962 00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:56,439 Speaker 1: Have I really not. I don't know what you're talking 963 00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:57,800 Speaker 1: about on the dark web. 964 00:44:58,880 --> 00:45:01,200 Speaker 2: Oh no, you have, you have because we've had We've 965 00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:03,680 Speaker 2: had a whole conversation about the dark web too, because 966 00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:05,560 Speaker 2: I was like, what is that? Like, I don't understand what. 967 00:45:05,600 --> 00:45:09,160 Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell it very briefly, just because it's been 968 00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:13,839 Speaker 1: so long, but I it was like around the time 969 00:45:13,840 --> 00:45:18,120 Speaker 1: that I like started the end, like was like kind 970 00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:20,160 Speaker 1: of a thing on the internet, and I remember I 971 00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:23,719 Speaker 1: was like seeing everybody in this same like bracket as 972 00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:25,920 Speaker 1: me online with like a bunch of cool shit and 973 00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 1: like a bunch of money and all this shit, and 974 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:31,960 Speaker 1: like I was so inconsumable to brands that like I 975 00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:34,840 Speaker 1: never made any cash on anything I ever did, and 976 00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:38,239 Speaker 1: like whatever, not the end of the world. But I 977 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:43,759 Speaker 1: remember I wanted to be like people. So I attempted 978 00:45:43,800 --> 00:45:47,080 Speaker 1: to buy fake fifty thousand dollars in fake cash on 979 00:45:47,160 --> 00:45:52,200 Speaker 1: the dark web and my uh with like bitcoin, and 980 00:45:52,200 --> 00:45:54,799 Speaker 1: then that's how I had bitcoin. That like that's part 981 00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:56,359 Speaker 1: of the reason why I was able to move out 982 00:45:56,400 --> 00:45:59,799 Speaker 1: here was because it failed yeah, and I it was 983 00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:02,799 Speaker 1: like the first spike in bitcoin, and I sold it 984 00:46:02,840 --> 00:46:05,680 Speaker 1: all when it first spiked. And the only reason I 985 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:07,480 Speaker 1: had it was because I told my older brother that 986 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:11,640 Speaker 1: I wanted to buy hallucinogens online. I was like a child, 987 00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:14,439 Speaker 1: and he should have said no, but he was like, yeah, fine, 988 00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:16,600 Speaker 1: I'll give you some cash. But he was also a child, 989 00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,239 Speaker 1: and he gave me like some bitcoin because he he 990 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:25,080 Speaker 1: was like mining bitcoin for years. And then yeah, I 991 00:46:25,120 --> 00:46:27,440 Speaker 1: failed at buying the mushrooms, and then I was like, 992 00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:30,359 Speaker 1: I'm gonna buy fake cash. Fuck it. I didn't even 993 00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:32,920 Speaker 1: attempt buy the mushrooms, but fucking I'm gonna buy fake cash. 994 00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:35,560 Speaker 1: Failed at that. I was so scared because the first 995 00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:38,239 Speaker 1: article I looked up was like fourteen year old kid 996 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:41,680 Speaker 1: goes to prison for ten years. I know, it's probably 997 00:46:41,719 --> 00:46:46,520 Speaker 1: not even fucking real. But then I just held onto 998 00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:48,399 Speaker 1: it for like three years and then it blew up 999 00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:51,200 Speaker 1: and I was able to move out here that in 1000 00:46:51,239 --> 00:46:52,000 Speaker 1: my merch drop. 1001 00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:57,800 Speaker 4: But yeah, I what who was like the first because 1002 00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 4: also with this year, we like officially come up on 1003 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:02,320 Speaker 4: ten years. 1004 00:47:02,680 --> 00:47:04,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, just fucking cause we've been. 1005 00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:06,480 Speaker 2: For the past year. We've been like ten years, sen 1006 00:47:06,600 --> 00:47:09,920 Speaker 2: years because like, I guess we've kind of known of 1007 00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:12,360 Speaker 2: each other for ten years already, but this is like 1008 00:47:12,400 --> 00:47:18,280 Speaker 2: ten years of life not speaking, which is actually insane. 1009 00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:22,239 Speaker 2: Who was the first like friend, who you're like kind 1010 00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:24,120 Speaker 2: of still friends with, who you like had had a 1011 00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:27,279 Speaker 2: real conversation with, like who like like or not even 1012 00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:28,799 Speaker 2: who you're still friends with. Who was the first person 1013 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:32,120 Speaker 2: you remember like exchange exchanging a phone number with and 1014 00:47:32,160 --> 00:47:33,279 Speaker 2: like getting on the phone. 1015 00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:38,480 Speaker 1: With Dana really yeah, it was Dana, Sydney and Savannah 1016 00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:41,919 Speaker 1: the Holy Trinity. Those are my girls. Like we even 1017 00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:44,880 Speaker 1: did like a fucking meet and gree on Club Penguin, 1018 00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:49,000 Speaker 1: and it was just like it was them. And then 1019 00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:57,080 Speaker 1: that led to Christian who was next. And then I 1020 00:47:57,320 --> 00:48:05,640 Speaker 1: met like Josh and Lucas over Zoom and UVU yeah uvu, 1021 00:48:06,840 --> 00:48:13,360 Speaker 1: And then I met you through like the internet. 1022 00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:18,960 Speaker 2: I don't know, but yeah, I think my first my 1023 00:48:19,080 --> 00:48:21,120 Speaker 2: first people who I actually ever spoke on the phone 1024 00:48:21,160 --> 00:48:25,359 Speaker 2: with was this guy Chris who I knew, and it 1025 00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:27,319 Speaker 2: was Emma And also when we're saying Emma, we mean 1026 00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:31,400 Speaker 2: greer and like those are just the first people I 1027 00:48:31,440 --> 00:48:35,160 Speaker 2: ever like spoke on the phone. Was like yeah, and 1028 00:48:35,200 --> 00:48:37,000 Speaker 2: I like that was like one of my I had 1029 00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:40,480 Speaker 2: known Emma for like so long because I used to 1030 00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:43,040 Speaker 2: be obsessed with her because I thought she was really 1031 00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:48,319 Speaker 2: funny in like twenty twelve, twenty thirteen, because she just 1032 00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:50,840 Speaker 2: was already like such a big personality on the internet. 1033 00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:52,560 Speaker 2: And I remember I was like obsessed with her, and 1034 00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,640 Speaker 2: I remember I used to like tweet at her a bunch, 1035 00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:57,480 Speaker 2: like I was like so like I was. I literally 1036 00:48:57,520 --> 00:49:01,480 Speaker 2: thought she was so funny, and then like we became friends, 1037 00:49:01,560 --> 00:49:04,799 Speaker 2: and her really close friend at the time, Chris, we 1038 00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:08,520 Speaker 2: all became friends. And like I remember again, I had 1039 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:10,359 Speaker 2: strict parents who, like they were like, do not fucking 1040 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:11,799 Speaker 2: talk to people on the internet, And like when my 1041 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:13,960 Speaker 2: parents weren't home, I got on UVU, and I remember 1042 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:15,839 Speaker 2: Emma used to make fun of me so bad because 1043 00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,120 Speaker 2: you'd be like, what the fuck your parents think, Like 1044 00:49:18,160 --> 00:49:20,840 Speaker 2: we're gonna kidnap you, Like what are you talking about? 1045 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:22,560 Speaker 2: And I was like, no, it's just they don't know 1046 00:49:22,600 --> 00:49:24,960 Speaker 2: who I'm talking to. And like we would always like 1047 00:49:25,080 --> 00:49:26,799 Speaker 2: joke and talk, and like I remember so many times 1048 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:28,759 Speaker 2: I'd be on UVU with them and like we'd just 1049 00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:30,799 Speaker 2: be talking and they were actually the first people who 1050 00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:33,160 Speaker 2: I ever knew who watched like ru Paul's Drag Race too, 1051 00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:35,480 Speaker 2: and they were like they would talk about it, but 1052 00:49:35,480 --> 00:49:37,080 Speaker 2: I would kind of just sit in because I didn't 1053 00:49:37,120 --> 00:49:39,040 Speaker 2: watch it, and I would just like I would basically 1054 00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:40,520 Speaker 2: like a lot of times to watch them talk because 1055 00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:44,720 Speaker 2: I was still so shy and like really reserved, because 1056 00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:47,319 Speaker 2: like dude, I was just always so reserved. Like I 1057 00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,919 Speaker 2: literally like I didn't tell anybody about my personal life 1058 00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:53,239 Speaker 2: until like I was like twenty or like nineteen, so 1059 00:49:53,320 --> 00:49:55,040 Speaker 2: like I was just I was always very like reserved 1060 00:49:55,040 --> 00:49:57,839 Speaker 2: in that way. But I remember one time my dad 1061 00:49:57,840 --> 00:49:59,880 Speaker 2: came home from getting groceries and I like slimmed the 1062 00:50:00,239 --> 00:50:02,319 Speaker 2: talking now and I shoved it under my blankets. And 1063 00:50:02,360 --> 00:50:04,480 Speaker 2: then Emma made fun of me so crazy because she 1064 00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,560 Speaker 2: was like, girl, what the fuck, Like why did you 1065 00:50:06,600 --> 00:50:07,920 Speaker 2: get off? And I was like, my dad came home 1066 00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:09,320 Speaker 2: and he doesn't know why I talked to you guys, 1067 00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:11,640 Speaker 2: and she was like, you were so fucking weird for 1068 00:50:11,719 --> 00:50:13,640 Speaker 2: hiding this. You're not doing anything wrong, and I was like, 1069 00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:18,120 Speaker 2: you don't understand. And then I remember she I also 1070 00:50:18,239 --> 00:50:21,560 Speaker 2: loved Sydney, and she like knew I thought Sydney was 1071 00:50:21,560 --> 00:50:23,320 Speaker 2: really funny. And like at this point, I think I 1072 00:50:23,360 --> 00:50:25,399 Speaker 2: had I had mutuals with all these people, but because 1073 00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:28,640 Speaker 2: I was so reserved and like really like I was 1074 00:50:28,800 --> 00:50:31,360 Speaker 2: grown up on the idea that like talking to obviously 1075 00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:33,880 Speaker 2: like these strangers, like it wasn't real. So I was 1076 00:50:33,920 --> 00:50:34,960 Speaker 2: just like I never reached out there. 1077 00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:37,800 Speaker 1: I just didn't even really have an interest too, like myself, 1078 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:39,640 Speaker 1: Like I didn't really like I had all these mutuals, 1079 00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:42,160 Speaker 1: but I I kind of was like content with my 1080 00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:46,200 Speaker 1: life like outside of the Internet, and then yeah, things changed. 1081 00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,879 Speaker 2: I think I wasn't like I had friends, but like 1082 00:50:50,320 --> 00:50:53,200 Speaker 2: I wasn't like hanging out with people outside of school. 1083 00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:55,200 Speaker 2: So like I did have this like kind of gap 1084 00:50:55,239 --> 00:50:58,359 Speaker 2: of loneliness within talking to people my age other than 1085 00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:01,080 Speaker 2: my siblings. So I was like always kind of craving 1086 00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:05,239 Speaker 2: to talk to somebody, which led to other things that 1087 00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:07,960 Speaker 2: were naughty, but like I was always craving to talk 1088 00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:10,480 Speaker 2: to somebody. I remember one time I think I think 1089 00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:13,680 Speaker 2: I maybe Dana and Savannah and then were on this 1090 00:51:13,880 --> 00:51:15,520 Speaker 2: because then there was that guy Ed. 1091 00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:17,000 Speaker 1: Do you remember Ed? 1092 00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:20,160 Speaker 3: Literally I think I do too. 1093 00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,279 Speaker 2: And like all of them were like like on there 1094 00:51:23,440 --> 00:51:26,080 Speaker 2: talking and like Emma was like, oh, I'm gonna call 1095 00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:27,279 Speaker 2: you and I was like okay, and she was like, 1096 00:51:27,360 --> 00:51:29,200 Speaker 2: just answer and I was like what. I was like, 1097 00:51:29,239 --> 00:51:30,879 Speaker 2: it's Chris and she's like no, and I was like okay, 1098 00:51:30,880 --> 00:51:34,160 Speaker 2: it's just us. And she threw me into like a 1099 00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:37,360 Speaker 2: big chat room with all these people, and I remember 1100 00:51:37,560 --> 00:51:40,879 Speaker 2: just being I was so silent, and I remember being 1101 00:51:40,960 --> 00:51:42,880 Speaker 2: so fucking mad at her, and I was like, you 1102 00:51:43,080 --> 00:51:45,600 Speaker 2: fucking bitch. You were like trying to fucking embarrass me. 1103 00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:48,319 Speaker 2: And I was so mad. But then like after I 1104 00:51:48,360 --> 00:51:50,160 Speaker 2: was like the happiest ever because I ended up talking 1105 00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:52,480 Speaker 2: and like becoming friends with all these people and it 1106 00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,160 Speaker 2: was fucking awesome. And I was like, oh my god, 1107 00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:56,160 Speaker 2: Like all these people find the same things I find 1108 00:51:56,160 --> 00:51:58,359 Speaker 2: funny funny, and like we're like getting along so well. 1109 00:51:58,840 --> 00:52:01,200 Speaker 1: I truly believe that is like a real thing that 1110 00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:06,080 Speaker 1: like like the I don't know how to word it, 1111 00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:09,399 Speaker 1: but like you will find the people that you're meant 1112 00:52:09,400 --> 00:52:14,600 Speaker 1: to find eventually, like like there's a reason why you Me, 1113 00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:20,160 Speaker 1: Josh Lucas, Christian o'riyan, Josiah like all of us, Like 1114 00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:23,160 Speaker 1: there's a reason why, like we're all friends together and 1115 00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:26,880 Speaker 1: why we all find the same like things funny and 1116 00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:28,520 Speaker 1: why we all have the same sense of humor. It's 1117 00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:31,279 Speaker 1: just like literally divine intervention, like we were like meant 1118 00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:33,400 Speaker 1: to find each other. And I truly believe that, like 1119 00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:35,800 Speaker 1: you will find your people, like just based off like 1120 00:52:35,840 --> 00:52:38,040 Speaker 1: the energy that you put out into the universe. But 1121 00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:43,359 Speaker 1: you said mentioned RuPaul's Drag Race. I remember being like 1122 00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:47,279 Speaker 1: literally a fucking child, like like I want to say, 1123 00:52:47,320 --> 00:52:50,759 Speaker 1: like thirteen, and like finding RuPaul's Drag Race are like 1124 00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:56,799 Speaker 1: whenever Netflix first like had the streaming service, and I 1125 00:52:56,840 --> 00:52:58,880 Speaker 1: remember RuPaul's Drag Race was on there. It was like 1126 00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:03,280 Speaker 1: season one through eight, and I remember watching that show 1127 00:53:03,719 --> 00:53:08,000 Speaker 1: religiously as like a child, and it was so scary 1128 00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:09,759 Speaker 1: to be watching it because I would be watching it 1129 00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:12,480 Speaker 1: on like my dad's computer or my mom's computer in 1130 00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:14,440 Speaker 1: their bed and like while they're gone, and then they 1131 00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:15,799 Speaker 1: would come home and it was like I was like 1132 00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,759 Speaker 1: watching porn or something, and I would hide it and 1133 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:21,560 Speaker 1: like log out and do all this crazy shit and like, yeah, 1134 00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:24,720 Speaker 1: I completely forgot that, Like there's like a watch history 1135 00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:26,680 Speaker 1: and like you can see like what you're watching, but 1136 00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:31,600 Speaker 1: like was absolutely mortified that someone would catch me watching 1137 00:53:31,680 --> 00:53:35,359 Speaker 1: RuPaul's Drag Race. But yeah, that shit was lit. But 1138 00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:37,400 Speaker 1: the same thing happened to me, where like I was 1139 00:53:37,440 --> 00:53:39,960 Speaker 1: thrust it into a group chat with like Lucas and 1140 00:53:40,440 --> 00:53:43,719 Speaker 1: Josh and shit and I they say the same thing now, 1141 00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:46,520 Speaker 1: but I was like petrified of them. I like looked 1142 00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:47,279 Speaker 1: up to them in like. 1143 00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:49,040 Speaker 3: Such a crazy way. 1144 00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:52,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, and they were saying that like they felt the 1145 00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:53,920 Speaker 1: same way about me, and I was like, there's no 1146 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,160 Speaker 1: fucking way, because I just like literally don't think I 1147 00:53:56,200 --> 00:53:58,080 Speaker 1: was ever funny, Like I don't think I was. I 1148 00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:00,720 Speaker 1: don't think I'm funny. I don't. I know I'm funny 1149 00:54:00,719 --> 00:54:02,399 Speaker 1: now because I'm like one of the funniest people live, 1150 00:54:02,480 --> 00:54:04,359 Speaker 1: But back then I didn't think anything I was doing 1151 00:54:04,400 --> 00:54:06,880 Speaker 1: was important or funny. But like Lucas was like saying 1152 00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:08,680 Speaker 1: the same thing. He's like, I was like fucking. 1153 00:54:08,440 --> 00:54:10,759 Speaker 2: Nervous to I know, we talked about all the time 1154 00:54:10,800 --> 00:54:12,920 Speaker 2: because I remember I was like so nervous because I 1155 00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:16,319 Speaker 2: I Jenny always the funniest people, especially on Bind to 1156 00:54:16,400 --> 00:54:18,719 Speaker 2: Me were Lucas and Josh, like. 1157 00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:20,520 Speaker 3: I always thought they were. 1158 00:54:20,719 --> 00:54:24,040 Speaker 2: They were just so good and like so comedically inclined. 1159 00:54:24,080 --> 00:54:25,799 Speaker 1: And I remember being honestly Christian too. 1160 00:54:26,160 --> 00:54:29,359 Speaker 2: Christian was fucking hilarious. It was like so funny. He's 1161 00:54:29,400 --> 00:54:33,680 Speaker 2: so stupid, Like Christian is like the weirdest motherfucker I've 1162 00:54:33,680 --> 00:54:34,000 Speaker 2: ever met. 1163 00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:38,600 Speaker 1: Have I ever talked about the first time I met Orian? 1164 00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:42,080 Speaker 2: Dude, No, not publicly. Should we save it for like 1165 00:54:42,120 --> 00:54:44,040 Speaker 2: if we ever actually fucking have her on, because I 1166 00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:47,200 Speaker 2: have a story about Josh that I like really want 1167 00:54:47,239 --> 00:54:47,520 Speaker 2: to tell. 1168 00:54:47,560 --> 00:54:50,239 Speaker 1: But I'm like, girl, We're never gonna have ryan on. 1169 00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:51,919 Speaker 2: No we will this year. 1170 00:54:52,320 --> 00:54:56,279 Speaker 1: Never say never, We'll see, we'll see, but I'll say it. 1171 00:54:56,560 --> 00:55:00,560 Speaker 2: But yeah, I just remember, Like it's so funny because 1172 00:55:00,600 --> 00:55:04,160 Speaker 2: now these are like all like genuinely my family, Like 1173 00:55:04,280 --> 00:55:07,520 Speaker 2: leaving for Christmas, I'm always like, oh, I wish I 1174 00:55:07,560 --> 00:55:09,560 Speaker 2: could bring everybody with me. But then I'm like, they 1175 00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:12,360 Speaker 2: all have family, and I'm grateful and I'm happy that 1176 00:55:12,400 --> 00:55:14,239 Speaker 2: everybody has family they love and can go back to you. 1177 00:55:14,360 --> 00:55:18,680 Speaker 1: Mine is slowly dwindling away and expiring. I'm losing so 1178 00:55:18,800 --> 00:55:20,000 Speaker 1: many people in my life. 1179 00:55:20,600 --> 00:55:21,640 Speaker 3: It's crazy. 1180 00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:24,799 Speaker 2: No, no, no, don't say that they're still here and 1181 00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:25,480 Speaker 2: they will be here. 1182 00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:27,440 Speaker 1: Don't be in my heart forever. 1183 00:55:28,200 --> 00:55:30,759 Speaker 2: You'll be in like Bart forever. But yeah, it's just 1184 00:55:30,800 --> 00:55:32,799 Speaker 2: so funny that now it's like truly coming up on 1185 00:55:32,840 --> 00:55:35,640 Speaker 2: ten years and it's like wow, man, like I was 1186 00:55:35,680 --> 00:55:38,279 Speaker 2: a kid like exploring so much on the Internet and 1187 00:55:38,280 --> 00:55:40,839 Speaker 2: it's like it was such a new frontier still and 1188 00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:43,560 Speaker 2: like I don't know, it's just so funny to think about, 1189 00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:45,960 Speaker 2: Like it's crazy. And I remember the second person I 1190 00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:48,600 Speaker 2: had ever spoken to like or like, I guess it 1191 00:55:48,680 --> 00:55:52,520 Speaker 2: was like the first like like specifically like boy I 1192 00:55:52,520 --> 00:55:55,240 Speaker 2: had spoken to so like that made me extremely nervous 1193 00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:57,120 Speaker 2: because I was just like, Fuck, my dad finds I'm 1194 00:55:57,120 --> 00:55:58,640 Speaker 2: talking to a boy, He's gonna think I'm like gonna 1195 00:55:58,680 --> 00:56:00,719 Speaker 2: go get like fucking like kidnapped by like a man. 1196 00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:02,520 Speaker 2: If he finds out I'm talking to a boy on 1197 00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:05,160 Speaker 2: the phone who doesn't live in my area, he's gonna 1198 00:56:05,160 --> 00:56:05,479 Speaker 2: be like. 1199 00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:06,920 Speaker 1: Did your dad know that we talked? 1200 00:56:08,280 --> 00:56:10,799 Speaker 2: No, my dad, my because my dad was just so 1201 00:56:11,080 --> 00:56:13,719 Speaker 2: like for the right reasons, was really fearful of the Internet. 1202 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:16,799 Speaker 2: Like he he wasn't even really using the internet. We 1203 00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:18,480 Speaker 2: weren't like an internet like forward. 1204 00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:21,359 Speaker 1: That just blows my mind because of how close we were. 1205 00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:25,320 Speaker 1: We were talking like every day every My dad. 1206 00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:26,960 Speaker 2: Like thought like the people I would like text and 1207 00:56:27,000 --> 00:56:29,320 Speaker 2: talk to on my phone were just like my friends 1208 00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:32,120 Speaker 2: until we got onto a tour. Then he like that 1209 00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:34,080 Speaker 2: will like was like a change, and I really had 1210 00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:35,719 Speaker 2: to force my dad to like let me go on tour, 1211 00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:38,040 Speaker 2: and I had to fucking beg I remember the moment 1212 00:56:38,120 --> 00:56:40,399 Speaker 2: he like said yes to it and agreed to it, 1213 00:56:40,600 --> 00:56:42,680 Speaker 2: and it was like I went outside and like it 1214 00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:44,399 Speaker 2: was like at the house they still live in now, 1215 00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:46,280 Speaker 2: and we like sat on that on those same chairs 1216 00:56:46,280 --> 00:56:48,600 Speaker 2: that are out there, and I was like I just 1217 00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:49,759 Speaker 2: like looked at him and I was like, if you 1218 00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:51,360 Speaker 2: don't let me do this, like this will be the 1219 00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:53,560 Speaker 2: most heartbreaking thing ever, and I think, like it will 1220 00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:55,160 Speaker 2: be something I regret for the rest of my life 1221 00:56:55,200 --> 00:56:57,360 Speaker 2: and like this will this will be life changing for me. 1222 00:56:57,680 --> 00:57:00,440 Speaker 2: And like I literally went outside and I it to 1223 00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:02,719 Speaker 2: him and then like he just sat there in silence, 1224 00:57:02,840 --> 00:57:04,840 Speaker 2: and like it was all always out of like just 1225 00:57:04,920 --> 00:57:08,040 Speaker 2: concern for me. Like my dad was just like hyper paranoid, 1226 00:57:08,080 --> 00:57:09,520 Speaker 2: Like we didn't grow up in an area where it 1227 00:57:09,560 --> 00:57:12,359 Speaker 2: was very safe already, so like obviously like especially for 1228 00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:15,120 Speaker 2: like young like girls, So he was just like that 1229 00:57:15,440 --> 00:57:16,800 Speaker 2: was just like always on his mind. And then I 1230 00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:19,000 Speaker 2: remember he like said yes to it and then he 1231 00:57:19,120 --> 00:57:21,360 Speaker 2: was like, he was like, but if some if one 1232 00:57:21,400 --> 00:57:23,640 Speaker 2: thing goes wrong, it is done, like you were packing 1233 00:57:23,640 --> 00:57:25,320 Speaker 2: it all up and it is done. And then like 1234 00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:27,960 Speaker 2: I remember the one the one thing he said to me, 1235 00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:29,960 Speaker 2: and I think he was really concerned because again of 1236 00:57:30,000 --> 00:57:32,840 Speaker 2: like general history, he was like always really concerned about 1237 00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:37,080 Speaker 2: his kids, like ever like drinking or using drugs and 1238 00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:39,120 Speaker 2: stuff like which I feel like most parents are always 1239 00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:42,040 Speaker 2: concerned for I remember, like the one thing is he 1240 00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:44,560 Speaker 2: said to me. He was like, and you just like 1241 00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:49,800 Speaker 2: never leave a cup unattended and like he like said 1242 00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:54,600 Speaker 2: that to me, and like it wasn't even like over 1243 00:57:54,760 --> 00:57:56,400 Speaker 2: like you or anything. He was just he was just 1244 00:57:56,440 --> 00:57:58,680 Speaker 2: like never and like that was like the thing he 1245 00:57:58,680 --> 00:58:00,240 Speaker 2: said to me. And he was like, and please be 1246 00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:02,480 Speaker 2: safe because I think like that weekend because that I 1247 00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:04,000 Speaker 2: was pushing it so hard because it was like that 1248 00:58:04,080 --> 00:58:06,040 Speaker 2: was like the determining weekend if I was gonna start 1249 00:58:06,440 --> 00:58:09,920 Speaker 2: or not. And yeah, but he didn't know I was 1250 00:58:09,960 --> 00:58:12,880 Speaker 2: like friends with anybody even up until like I remember 1251 00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:17,400 Speaker 2: like even when like Emma passed, like like that was 1252 00:58:17,440 --> 00:58:19,480 Speaker 2: so hard to explain to him, Like I was just 1253 00:58:19,480 --> 00:58:20,760 Speaker 2: like I remember I was like at the beach with 1254 00:58:20,800 --> 00:58:23,120 Speaker 2: my family. I remember that was like so hard to 1255 00:58:23,160 --> 00:58:25,880 Speaker 2: explain and I was like no, like because I also 1256 00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:27,880 Speaker 2: didn't want to out that I had been using the internet, 1257 00:58:28,080 --> 00:58:30,280 Speaker 2: but I was like, no, this is somebody I know 1258 00:58:30,360 --> 00:58:31,840 Speaker 2: and he was like it's someone you follow and I 1259 00:58:31,840 --> 00:58:34,680 Speaker 2: was like no, it's like and like I like just 1260 00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:36,400 Speaker 2: didn't know how to like explain it to him, and 1261 00:58:36,400 --> 00:58:38,760 Speaker 2: I was like and he he was like didn't know 1262 00:58:38,800 --> 00:58:41,600 Speaker 2: how to help me. He was like he was like 1263 00:58:41,680 --> 00:58:44,160 Speaker 2: I don't get it, Like have you seen this person before? 1264 00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:46,960 Speaker 2: And I was like yes, but like on my phone. 1265 00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:48,800 Speaker 2: Like it was just so funny to like try to 1266 00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:51,000 Speaker 2: explain that to him, or like being at the beach 1267 00:58:51,040 --> 00:58:53,479 Speaker 2: and just being like and I also was funny because 1268 00:58:53,520 --> 00:58:56,880 Speaker 2: like at that time, I like I like had friends, 1269 00:58:56,920 --> 00:58:58,560 Speaker 2: but again I was so reserved, like I didn't really 1270 00:58:58,600 --> 00:59:00,000 Speaker 2: have anyone to talk to about it, which was all 1271 00:59:00,080 --> 00:59:01,960 Speaker 2: so like such a crazy thing. But that's a whole 1272 00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:04,440 Speaker 2: other topic, but like, yeah, it's just so funny, Like 1273 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:07,240 Speaker 2: my dad had no idea like I had a whole 1274 00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:12,400 Speaker 2: community of like he literally like he was so unaware 1275 00:59:12,440 --> 00:59:12,720 Speaker 2: of that. 1276 00:59:12,800 --> 00:59:14,680 Speaker 1: It's like Hannah Montana. 1277 00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:16,360 Speaker 2: I was the thing of zubble life I literally was. 1278 00:59:16,360 --> 00:59:19,040 Speaker 1: Like, was that the first time anybody's cried on the podcast? 1279 00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:21,000 Speaker 2: Maybe? 1280 00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:25,000 Speaker 1: Oh my god, wow? 1281 00:59:26,080 --> 00:59:30,600 Speaker 2: But yeah, I just remember, like my dad just didn't 1282 00:59:30,600 --> 00:59:32,840 Speaker 2: fucking know. Dude, he had no idea. I think he 1283 00:59:32,840 --> 00:59:35,800 Speaker 2: had an inkling, like he's not like dumb. My dad 1284 00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:37,720 Speaker 2: isn't like he wasn't like what's the internet? Like he 1285 00:59:37,760 --> 00:59:41,320 Speaker 2: had Facebook, but he wasn't like using it like for 1286 00:59:41,480 --> 00:59:43,800 Speaker 2: like to meet different people. I don't even think he 1287 00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:45,320 Speaker 2: still is doing that's. 1288 00:59:44,960 --> 00:59:54,040 Speaker 1: Like whatever, Well I saw your dad on grinder. M hm, yeah, 1289 00:59:55,680 --> 00:59:56,880 Speaker 1: so he is using it to me. 1290 00:59:57,280 --> 00:59:58,520 Speaker 2: He didn't like inter them. 1291 00:59:58,600 --> 01:00:04,560 Speaker 1: No, we matched and I hit like crazy the second 1292 01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:06,160 Speaker 1: time someone's cried on the podcast. 1293 01:00:08,760 --> 01:00:10,320 Speaker 2: But yeah, I don't even know why I got into that. Oh, 1294 01:00:10,360 --> 01:00:12,200 Speaker 2: but I was just basically, yeah, my dad had no 1295 01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:15,120 Speaker 2: idea that I like had so many friends on the internet, 1296 01:00:15,160 --> 01:00:16,880 Speaker 2: and I think like even like I think when I 1297 01:00:16,920 --> 01:00:21,120 Speaker 2: went to press play, he knew maybe that I knew 1298 01:00:21,160 --> 01:00:23,480 Speaker 2: Christian because my dad was like, how did this even happen? 1299 01:00:23,520 --> 01:00:25,520 Speaker 2: And I was like, well, one of my like like 1300 01:00:25,560 --> 01:00:28,240 Speaker 2: friends who I follow like added me on or whatever. 1301 01:00:28,320 --> 01:00:30,800 Speaker 2: Because Christian was also like the second person I had 1302 01:00:30,840 --> 01:00:32,919 Speaker 2: like spoken to on the phone. I remember he spoke 1303 01:00:32,960 --> 01:00:34,880 Speaker 2: to me on the phone because he was basically recruiting 1304 01:00:34,920 --> 01:00:37,040 Speaker 2: me for press Play because we had all been like 1305 01:00:37,080 --> 01:00:39,919 Speaker 2: texting and talking so much, like not vocally, but we'd 1306 01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:44,560 Speaker 2: been talking so much, like that whole crew that was forming. 1307 01:00:44,840 --> 01:00:47,200 Speaker 2: And I was like, he was like, can I call 1308 01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:49,240 Speaker 2: you because like I need to ask, like I'm confused, 1309 01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:51,000 Speaker 2: like what's your setup? And I was like, oh my god. 1310 01:00:51,040 --> 01:00:52,560 Speaker 2: And then Christian ended up telling me that he was 1311 01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:55,440 Speaker 2: in the same position that, like his parents still were 1312 01:00:55,520 --> 01:00:57,520 Speaker 2: kind of like confused about it, like he was like 1313 01:00:57,560 --> 01:00:59,680 Speaker 2: on press Play, but they were still like, don't talk 1314 01:00:59,720 --> 01:01:01,560 Speaker 2: to new people on the internet. Like they were like 1315 01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:05,040 Speaker 2: still very like don't because like we've seen who you know, 1316 01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:07,440 Speaker 2: and we don't want you to keep meeting random people 1317 01:01:07,520 --> 01:01:10,360 Speaker 2: because you've lived this far without being kidnapped, but you 1318 01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:11,320 Speaker 2: will be kidnapped. 1319 01:01:11,480 --> 01:01:17,160 Speaker 1: And he's always surprising that we weren't kidnapped, but shocking. 1320 01:01:17,280 --> 01:01:18,320 Speaker 2: I mean we basically were. 1321 01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:23,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, we were held, we were held captive emotionally, but yeah. 1322 01:01:23,880 --> 01:01:26,720 Speaker 1: I remember with my parents they like genuinely didn't care. 1323 01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:29,600 Speaker 1: They were like whatever, like do whatever you want. 1324 01:01:29,760 --> 01:01:32,040 Speaker 2: Next episode, will we'll talk about the tour because like 1325 01:01:32,080 --> 01:01:33,840 Speaker 2: I can't. We we need to just talk about it 1326 01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:34,920 Speaker 2: because we. 1327 01:01:34,880 --> 01:01:36,560 Speaker 1: Need Christian on but he'll never do that. 1328 01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:38,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, just too much. 1329 01:01:38,240 --> 01:01:40,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was. It was a lot we did. There 1330 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:44,800 Speaker 1: was a lot of crazy shit that we got into 1331 01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:51,240 Speaker 1: that went down this weird, weird vibes. But it was 1332 01:01:51,240 --> 01:01:53,600 Speaker 1: also life changing and like I would change it for 1333 01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:54,080 Speaker 1: the world. 1334 01:01:54,280 --> 01:01:56,160 Speaker 2: And it was fun because I got to see you guys, 1335 01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:58,880 Speaker 2: and that's what solidified my friendship. Is like meeting you guys, 1336 01:01:58,920 --> 01:02:00,200 Speaker 2: I remember me. 1337 01:02:00,280 --> 01:02:03,560 Speaker 1: That's not him. I love you and I loved everything 1338 01:02:03,600 --> 01:02:04,760 Speaker 1: we've accomplished together. 1339 01:02:05,160 --> 01:02:08,560 Speaker 2: I love you too. Here's to only going up or 1340 01:02:08,640 --> 01:02:09,439 Speaker 2: failing in burning. 1341 01:02:10,160 --> 01:02:12,920 Speaker 1: We either go up from here or we go down 1342 01:02:13,480 --> 01:02:16,800 Speaker 1: and down and down and down, and we make our 1343 01:02:17,280 --> 01:02:22,040 Speaker 1: s word pack to come true. Oh that's that's coming soon. 1344 01:02:24,280 --> 01:02:27,080 Speaker 2: But yeah, ten years of the Internet, ten years of 1345 01:02:27,120 --> 01:02:33,520 Speaker 2: knowing all these goals, two years of this almost two years. 1346 01:02:33,760 --> 01:02:36,000 Speaker 2: It's so crazy. It's like fucking insane. 1347 01:02:37,320 --> 01:02:40,240 Speaker 1: When is two years? One hundred and four episodes? Damn, 1348 01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:42,440 Speaker 1: we have like half of a year, more than half 1349 01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:42,800 Speaker 1: a year. 1350 01:02:42,840 --> 01:02:44,280 Speaker 2: We haven't been doing this for as long a since 1351 01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:50,760 Speaker 2: felt but yeah, just insane that like all of my 1352 01:02:50,880 --> 01:02:54,240 Speaker 2: first friends from the internet I like to have contact 1353 01:02:54,320 --> 01:02:56,120 Speaker 2: with and like some of them are now or like 1354 01:02:56,400 --> 01:02:59,040 Speaker 2: people I see like constantly. 1355 01:02:58,880 --> 01:02:59,760 Speaker 1: Or and like I love. 1356 01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:04,840 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like too much. Like sometimes when I like 1357 01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:07,120 Speaker 2: every time we're like all in a group, there's like 1358 01:03:07,120 --> 01:03:08,960 Speaker 2: always the moment of realization when I look at all 1359 01:03:08,960 --> 01:03:11,720 Speaker 2: these freaks and I'm like, oh my god, like. 1360 01:03:11,800 --> 01:03:16,040 Speaker 1: We grew up together. We're all as fuck. Now, Well, 1361 01:03:16,080 --> 01:03:18,920 Speaker 1: I want to talk about one more thing, one more thing, 1362 01:03:18,960 --> 01:03:22,120 Speaker 1: and we'll touch on it just briefly and then we'll 1363 01:03:22,160 --> 01:03:24,760 Speaker 1: go we'll see it and then or we'll talk more 1364 01:03:24,800 --> 01:03:29,360 Speaker 1: in depth about it in the next episode. But have 1365 01:03:29,480 --> 01:03:34,880 Speaker 1: you seen the new SpongeBob Mandela effect. Have you? It's 1366 01:03:35,080 --> 01:03:40,040 Speaker 1: really okay. So you know the episode where he plays guitar. 1367 01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:44,160 Speaker 2: Yeah, wait the movie where he plays the guitar. Yeah, 1368 01:03:44,320 --> 01:03:46,080 Speaker 2: it's like he's like on the strings. 1369 01:03:46,320 --> 01:03:52,120 Speaker 1: Yeah. What can you describe the guitar he was playing? 1370 01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:55,880 Speaker 2: Oh, it was it like white and big and it 1371 01:03:55,920 --> 01:03:58,800 Speaker 2: was like not like super big, but it like it 1372 01:03:58,840 --> 01:04:00,000 Speaker 2: had like points. 1373 01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:05,280 Speaker 1: Yes, that's what everyone remembers. But this is the guitar 1374 01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:10,480 Speaker 1: that is now like in the Mendela Like that's it 1375 01:04:10,600 --> 01:04:12,480 Speaker 1: and this is what everybody remembers. 1376 01:04:12,840 --> 01:04:14,280 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's that's what it was. 1377 01:04:14,480 --> 01:04:18,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's not. This is a fan rendition and 1378 01:04:18,880 --> 01:04:20,040 Speaker 1: this is the real one. 1379 01:04:21,560 --> 01:04:23,200 Speaker 2: No, because I remember it being pointed. 1380 01:04:23,360 --> 01:04:26,400 Speaker 1: I remember it too, and I remember it having two heads. 1381 01:04:26,440 --> 01:04:30,400 Speaker 1: For some reason, I remember it different. Yeah, but isn't 1382 01:04:30,400 --> 01:04:31,360 Speaker 1: that fucking crazy? 1383 01:04:31,760 --> 01:04:33,760 Speaker 2: Are you sure that it just like reanimated? 1384 01:04:34,040 --> 01:04:36,480 Speaker 1: No, because you can even go back on the VHS 1385 01:04:36,520 --> 01:04:38,640 Speaker 1: tapes and the DVDs or whatever and look at it 1386 01:04:38,680 --> 01:04:42,880 Speaker 1: and it's the fucking peanut. I don't the goofy green. 1387 01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:44,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, I never noticed that. 1388 01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:47,000 Speaker 1: And it's crazy that I asked you and you said 1389 01:04:47,040 --> 01:04:50,440 Speaker 1: white and points you because that's literally what everyone fucking remembers. 1390 01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:52,480 Speaker 1: And if you don't, you're from a different timeline. And 1391 01:04:52,520 --> 01:04:55,960 Speaker 1: you weren't. You were always you didn't shift timelines with us. 1392 01:04:56,040 --> 01:04:59,360 Speaker 1: But I have this theory that Mendela effect is like 1393 01:05:01,200 --> 01:05:04,760 Speaker 1: quantum hackers like hacking the code and like dropping little 1394 01:05:05,200 --> 01:05:08,560 Speaker 1: trinkets or little things into like our reality to make 1395 01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:12,360 Speaker 1: us realize that like, oh, like we have these abilities 1396 01:05:12,400 --> 01:05:15,840 Speaker 1: to like quantum like affect quantum mechanics or physics and 1397 01:05:15,880 --> 01:05:19,439 Speaker 1: like completely shift the timeline forever. That or the CERN 1398 01:05:19,560 --> 01:05:22,800 Speaker 1: laser every time it drops, or every time it collides, 1399 01:05:23,080 --> 01:05:25,840 Speaker 1: it shifts us into a different reality, and like some 1400 01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:27,960 Speaker 1: things are just lost along the way, or some things 1401 01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:31,880 Speaker 1: are changed. But like if you remember something from the past, 1402 01:05:31,920 --> 01:05:36,080 Speaker 1: reality you shifted, and if you don't, you were already 1403 01:05:36,120 --> 01:05:38,960 Speaker 1: here if you remember the so like for example, like 1404 01:05:39,120 --> 01:05:42,160 Speaker 1: if you remember the white guitar, you shifted realities when 1405 01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:46,000 Speaker 1: Cern zapped its laser, and if you remember the peanut guitar, 1406 01:05:46,680 --> 01:05:51,000 Speaker 1: you didn't and you were already in this reality. And you're, yeah, crazy, 1407 01:05:51,760 --> 01:05:52,480 Speaker 1: it's crazy 1408 01:05:52,960 --> 01:05:56,080 Speaker 2: Or like maybe it's just because like what we assist