WEBVTT - Secrets of Special Forces 0:00:01.400 --> 0:00:05.240 You're listening to Jojosa Now with me Jojo Ciua and 0:00:05.400 --> 0:00:10.720 iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to Jojo c One. Now do 0:00:11.000 --> 0:00:16.479 I have a podcast for you? Oh my, As you 0:00:16.520 --> 0:00:20.080 all know, Special Forces, World's Toughest Test Season two has 0:00:20.200 --> 0:00:24.119 been the latest and greatest step in I mean, I 0:00:24.560 --> 0:00:26.560 don't want to say career. I want to say latest 0:00:26.600 --> 0:00:30.280 and greatest step in my life. Earlier this year, I 0:00:30.440 --> 0:00:34.199 had the pleasure of going to New Zealand to film 0:00:34.240 --> 0:00:38.440 an incredible show for Fox called Special Forces, but it 0:00:38.560 --> 0:00:43.040 ended up being way beyond a show. Anyone who's watched 0:00:43.040 --> 0:00:47.479 Special Forces you know what it's about. Anybody who hasn't watched. Basically, 0:00:47.520 --> 0:00:52.120 we go into military selection for eight days. Up to 0:00:52.159 --> 0:00:54.360 eight days. You can tap out at any time. You 0:00:54.400 --> 0:00:59.760 can what's called VW voluntarily withdraw. You can't get eliminated, though, 0:00:59.840 --> 0:01:03.040 and so it's your choice. You can if it's medical 0:01:03.080 --> 0:01:05.199 and the doctor says you need to go, that can happen, 0:01:06.880 --> 0:01:09.480 but it's it's your choice. It's your willpower, it's your 0:01:09.520 --> 0:01:12.680 mental strength, your physical strength that can get you through. 0:01:12.880 --> 0:01:16.800 And I I thought I knew what I was getting 0:01:16.880 --> 0:01:20.319 myself into, but I didn't, and I had the most 0:01:20.319 --> 0:01:23.720 incredible eight days ever. And I'm lucky enough that my 0:01:24.120 --> 0:01:26.960 selection experience got to be documented for a TV show. 0:01:27.120 --> 0:01:30.240 It's so weird because you know, Special Forces is a 0:01:30.240 --> 0:01:33.959 TV show, but it is in my brain, not not 0:01:34.160 --> 0:01:36.400 a TV show. It is the It is the weirdest thing. 0:01:36.480 --> 0:01:39.880 And so today, now that the whole show is out there, 0:01:39.920 --> 0:01:41.920 the whole show has aired, I wanted to do a 0:01:41.959 --> 0:01:46.400 podcast special where I just deep dive into every detail 0:01:46.440 --> 0:01:50.120 of Special Forces. Talk about stories, talk about memories, talk 0:01:50.120 --> 0:01:53.040 about the other recruits, talk about the ds, talk about 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:55.880 the task, talk about what you saw, what you didn't see, 0:01:55.920 --> 0:01:58.600 what you saw versus what it was with some more context, 0:01:59.400 --> 0:02:04.040 talk about the behind the scenes of selection, every minor 0:02:04.160 --> 0:02:08.000 detail that I could say in these next few hours, 0:02:08.080 --> 0:02:11.080 probably have a podcast. I just want to talk all 0:02:11.120 --> 0:02:13.480 about it. I want to read you my journal from 0:02:13.520 --> 0:02:15.680 Special Forces that I kept while I was there, and 0:02:15.720 --> 0:02:18.640 we'll get into literally everything. And to help me do that, 0:02:18.880 --> 0:02:22.679 I have a very very special guest here. I got 0:02:22.680 --> 0:02:29.080 my mom. Hey, Hi. I was okay to do this 0:02:29.120 --> 0:02:31.880 episode alone, truthfully, but then I was like, you know what, 0:02:32.120 --> 0:02:33.880 it's gonna feel weird. I was like, I can only 0:02:33.919 --> 0:02:36.280 talk to myself for so long, and my mom and 0:02:36.320 --> 0:02:39.480 I have kind of wanted to just talk about Special 0:02:39.520 --> 0:02:42.120 Forces and we do a lot, but we always wanted 0:02:42.120 --> 0:02:44.000 to like sit down and read my journal together, and 0:02:44.040 --> 0:02:47.359 like she could just have a solo asked me questions 0:02:47.400 --> 0:02:51.280 without my dad and brother I interrupted, no dogs around, 0:02:51.280 --> 0:02:53.800 no friends around, like just you and me. And I thought, 0:02:54.280 --> 0:02:57.720 who better to do this full sit down with deep 0:02:57.760 --> 0:03:01.200 diving into special Forces than my mom? Because you're also 0:03:01.240 --> 0:03:02.799 not going to be afraid to ask me the things 0:03:02.800 --> 0:03:05.359 that some people might not, you know what I mean. 0:03:05.880 --> 0:03:08.880 So I think having you here and getting to talk 0:03:08.880 --> 0:03:11.760 about this is just she's gonna it's gonna be. 0:03:11.760 --> 0:03:13.800 Great because it's not gonna be like a press interview. 0:03:13.880 --> 0:03:16.040 It's just gonna be like a real. 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:20.400 Chat chit chat. And I I I cross my heart spreaded, 0:03:20.440 --> 0:03:22.400 I hand on a bible. I'm not gonna I'm not 0:03:22.440 --> 0:03:26.120 gonna sugarcoat anything. I'm not gonna bullshit anything. I'm also 0:03:26.160 --> 0:03:29.079 not gonna embellish anything any stories that I tell. I'm 0:03:29.080 --> 0:03:31.360 a straight up storyteller. You know that about me. I 0:03:31.360 --> 0:03:34.760 don't embellish the truth. A lot of times my parents 0:03:34.840 --> 0:03:36.520 used to think I did. And then they'd find out 0:03:36.520 --> 0:03:38.200 what happened and they'd be like, oh, she literally told 0:03:38.200 --> 0:03:40.840 it straight up as it was. And I mean with this, 0:03:40.960 --> 0:03:42.960 you know, none of the stories need embellishing. They were 0:03:43.000 --> 0:03:46.000 all crazy and the stuff we did was crazy. Uh 0:03:46.520 --> 0:03:49.240 And so yeah, I think I just want to tell you, 0:03:49.280 --> 0:03:53.440 like dig on me, like like asking on you. Okay, 0:03:53.720 --> 0:03:57.600 likes you literally everything you can think of. Well, the 0:03:57.640 --> 0:03:59.960 truth is like, I'm not really gonna have another chance 0:04:00.240 --> 0:04:03.440 to like really tell all these stories like this is 0:04:03.520 --> 0:04:05.440 that one moment to really tell everything. 0:04:05.560 --> 0:04:08.360 So and I always tell everybody that visits, like right 0:04:08.400 --> 0:04:10.320 now to talk to you about it because I know 0:04:10.400 --> 0:04:12.720 you like to talk about it. Yeah, because sometimes people 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:15.720 are afraid. And even my friend's coming out Monday and 0:04:15.840 --> 0:04:17.400 she was like, I want to talk to Jojo about 0:04:17.400 --> 0:04:19.200 well she mine, and I'm like, no, she loves to 0:04:19.240 --> 0:04:20.480 talk about special Forces. 0:04:20.520 --> 0:04:22.840 It's had thing to talk about. I love to talk 0:04:22.839 --> 0:04:26.080 about every every single element of it, literally like any 0:04:26.120 --> 0:04:29.000 any of it. Okay. I feel like we should just 0:04:29.080 --> 0:04:33.720 start back in March when I got the email at 0:04:33.760 --> 0:04:35.279 the time, it was an email to do the show. 0:04:36.160 --> 0:04:39.560 I got an email from my agent and we were 0:04:39.600 --> 0:04:43.400 on set of x MG Pop our girl group their 0:04:43.520 --> 0:04:47.000 Moves music video, and I think you actually pointed it 0:04:47.000 --> 0:04:50.120 out to me, or did I? I pointed out to me, yeah, mom, 0:04:50.160 --> 0:04:53.320 go check the email off because I saw season one 0:04:53.360 --> 0:04:55.320 on the show and I was offended. I was like, 0:04:55.400 --> 0:04:57.200 why did they not ask me to do this? And 0:04:57.240 --> 0:04:59.120 I had been in the Fox Family, which is the 0:04:59.120 --> 0:05:01.000 network it's on, so I was like, why did they 0:05:01.080 --> 0:05:03.760 not ask me to do this show? Then I was 0:05:03.839 --> 0:05:07.760 actually grateful because where it was filmed in Jordan has 0:05:07.800 --> 0:05:10.400 some sketchy LGBTQ laws and so I wouldn't have been 0:05:10.440 --> 0:05:13.520 able to do it. But luckily where this season was 0:05:13.520 --> 0:05:17.960 going to be filmed was in New Zealand because INCREDIBLEOLOGYBTQ laws, 0:05:18.040 --> 0:05:19.760 and so I was very lucky that I was able 0:05:19.839 --> 0:05:22.880 to say yes. And immediately I told you on said 0:05:22.880 --> 0:05:24.080 I was like, look at the email, and I just 0:05:24.279 --> 0:05:27.679 dropped into a push up and we were like ready 0:05:27.720 --> 0:05:30.000 to go. I was ready to go. And at this 0:05:30.040 --> 0:05:32.559 point it was March thirty first when the email came through, 0:05:33.000 --> 0:05:35.320 and the filming was going to be at the end 0:05:35.320 --> 0:05:38.120 of June, mid June, end of June, top of July. Midgely, 0:05:38.279 --> 0:05:40.000 they didn't really know when, so all those dates were 0:05:40.040 --> 0:05:43.920 on hold and I actually had another project, two other 0:05:43.960 --> 0:05:45.600 projects that were in that time, and I was like, 0:05:45.640 --> 0:05:47.440 tell me how to move Like, I can't do it. 0:05:47.560 --> 0:05:49.200 I can talk about the project the world knows about. 0:05:49.200 --> 0:05:51.599 It was the Dance Mom's Reunion, right. Originally the Dance 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:53.839 Moms Reunion was supposed to be filmed top of July, 0:05:54.760 --> 0:05:56.039 and I was like, well, tell them I can't be 0:05:56.080 --> 0:05:58.919 there because I'm doing this. So we got the offer. 0:05:59.160 --> 0:06:01.920 I said yes, and you were mad at me. I 0:06:01.960 --> 0:06:05.400 was like, no, you're not doing that, Jojo. My mom 0:06:05.480 --> 0:06:07.920 did not want me to know a show at all. No. 0:06:08.120 --> 0:06:09.800 I was already running around, I said that day, telling 0:06:09.839 --> 0:06:11.840 everyone that I was doing it. I was like, what 0:06:11.880 --> 0:06:13.520 can I do? What can I come up with me? 0:06:13.640 --> 0:06:15.599 And I remember I pulled up the trailer and just 0:06:15.600 --> 0:06:17.320 started showing everyone and being like, this is what I'm 0:06:17.360 --> 0:06:19.600 about to do. This is what I'm about to do. 0:06:20.000 --> 0:06:23.760 And a little side story I had done. I had 0:06:23.760 --> 0:06:26.520 gotten an offer for a project right before I got 0:06:26.520 --> 0:06:29.240 the Special Forces offer that I really wanted to do, 0:06:29.400 --> 0:06:32.960 but my team decided ultimately that it was not a 0:06:33.000 --> 0:06:35.320 good opportunity. Well it was a good opportunity, but it 0:06:35.360 --> 0:06:37.360 clashed with something else too close, and so they made 0:06:37.400 --> 0:06:39.600 me say no to it, and I was pretty devastated, 0:06:39.640 --> 0:06:41.440 Like I didn't want to say no. You were super 0:06:41.480 --> 0:06:43.880 excited about that one too, Yeah, super excited about that one, 0:06:44.720 --> 0:06:47.320 and I was stoked about it, talked about the opportunity, 0:06:47.520 --> 0:06:49.240 but my team was like, Nope, nope, it's too it's 0:06:49.279 --> 0:06:51.600 too similar. And I was like ah, And then I 0:06:51.640 --> 0:06:53.640 got the Forces offer and I would have had to 0:06:53.680 --> 0:06:55.479 say no to Forces. Would you have rather done the 0:06:55.480 --> 0:07:02.159 others versus the cast on that shirt had percent? Also 0:07:02.240 --> 0:07:06.120 side note forces lingo. When I say selection, that means 0:07:06.279 --> 0:07:11.880 filming essentially. When I say bergen, that means backpack heavy, heavy, heavy, 0:07:11.920 --> 0:07:14.960 backpack with a with a sandwagon and we'll get into that. 0:07:15.000 --> 0:07:18.360 When I say recruits, that means other cast. That's pretty 0:07:18.400 --> 0:07:23.360 much the lingo. Okay, dyes, DS is the leader D 0:07:23.520 --> 0:07:25.920 this is the directing staff. Where did you live? What's 0:07:25.920 --> 0:07:29.040 that place called the accommodation? Accommodation. The accommodations is where 0:07:29.040 --> 0:07:33.360 we slept. The base is where our whole base. Uh. 0:07:33.400 --> 0:07:35.960 The parade square is like the little square in the 0:07:35.960 --> 0:07:37.640 middle of our base where we would go out to 0:07:37.960 --> 0:07:39.480 like listen to the ds and then they had their 0:07:39.520 --> 0:07:43.240 stage on the Paride Square. Then we had the mess 0:07:43.280 --> 0:07:45.360 which is where we ate, and then you know, the 0:07:45.360 --> 0:07:47.880 doctor's office. We had the dry room, which was basically 0:07:47.960 --> 0:07:50.720 like a big sauna. If you think about it like that, 0:07:51.440 --> 0:07:53.080 you see the dry room a lot on the dry 0:07:53.120 --> 0:07:55.600 room a lot. That's where all the breakdowns happen. Your 0:07:55.640 --> 0:07:57.880 wet kit. You have a wet kit, a dry kit. 0:07:58.000 --> 0:07:59.840 So a wet kit is if you're wearing. Your kit 0:07:59.920 --> 0:08:02.320 is your clothing. So then if you get wet, that's 0:08:02.360 --> 0:08:04.280 considered wet kit. And then you have a dry kit 0:08:04.360 --> 0:08:05.880 in your bag at all times. We had two dry 0:08:05.960 --> 0:08:11.320 kits in our bergains at all times, bergen bag, backpack. Yeah, 0:08:11.320 --> 0:08:13.360 we'll get into all that, but that's that's some small 0:08:13.360 --> 0:08:25.280 forces lingo. Anyways, I said, yes, you were mad at me, 0:08:25.520 --> 0:08:27.720 and then all of a sudden it was time to 0:08:27.720 --> 0:08:30.800 go to New Zealand. And I got to go to 0:08:30.880 --> 0:08:33.320 the New Zealand a few days actually before it was 0:08:33.360 --> 0:08:36.160 Easter Sunday. We have to talk about Eastern side. Yeah yah, yeah, yeah, 0:08:36.200 --> 0:08:38.240 So we didn't. We didn't actually talk for a minute, 0:08:38.280 --> 0:08:40.600 Like my mom was pretty pretty upset about me. Then 0:08:40.640 --> 0:08:42.719 all of a sudden easter rolled around and she made 0:08:42.760 --> 0:08:45.160 me an easter basket. She was really proud of this 0:08:45.240 --> 0:08:47.600 easter basket. She was like, you're not even ready for it. 0:08:47.600 --> 0:08:48.760 You're not even ready for it. And I was like, 0:08:48.800 --> 0:08:52.240 you're talking to me again. Okay, sick, Well, we were talking. 0:08:52.360 --> 0:08:54.160 I was just annoyed because I didn't want you to 0:08:54.160 --> 0:08:56.640 do it. It was your own safety only talking if 0:08:56.640 --> 0:08:58.920 we had to. There was no like fun mom daughter 0:08:59.000 --> 0:09:00.760 chit chat anymore. It's like she was mad at me. 0:09:01.640 --> 0:09:03.400 But I was like, you know what, I'm gonna be twenty. 0:09:03.640 --> 0:09:05.600 I wasn't twenty yet. I was still nineteen, and I 0:09:05.640 --> 0:09:07.760 was like, I can do anything I want when I'm twenty. 0:09:08.080 --> 0:09:10.120 I can say yes to this. Why because I'll be twenty. 0:09:10.240 --> 0:09:12.839 That was my mentality on it. You can say yes 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:15.640 to anything. But normally we like agree on it, of course. Yeah, 0:09:15.640 --> 0:09:17.880 and this is like a first like disagreement, especially on 0:09:17.920 --> 0:09:21.240 a project like normally anyway, So it's Easter Sunday and 0:09:21.240 --> 0:09:22.920 she gives me this easter basket and it's all my 0:09:22.920 --> 0:09:25.800 favorites from air one and it has healthy food and 0:09:25.840 --> 0:09:27.800 it's all this goodie stuff. It was a great basket, 0:09:28.040 --> 0:09:30.839 great basket and then it had a bracelet in it, 0:09:31.559 --> 0:09:34.360 and I pulled the bracelet out and it said keep going. 0:09:35.040 --> 0:09:37.079 And you want to say what you say? I keep going? 0:09:37.120 --> 0:09:39.920 So she said the bracelet says keep going, but it 0:09:39.960 --> 0:09:43.040 means don't quit. And you know, somebody asked me, They said, 0:09:43.080 --> 0:09:45.040 what's the best advice your mom here? And I hear 0:09:45.480 --> 0:09:47.920 advice give me. I never took it funny because I 0:09:47.920 --> 0:09:50.439 didn't up quitting. I quit with about eight hours remaining, 0:09:50.480 --> 0:09:54.440 which we'll jump into. But yeah, then she was like, 0:09:54.600 --> 0:09:56.520 I've come to terms. This's just on Easter. She's like, 0:09:56.520 --> 0:09:58.280 I've come to terms with it. You're doing it, and 0:09:58.280 --> 0:10:00.560 now I just have to embrace it. And it was 0:10:00.600 --> 0:10:03.319 sensitive though, like anything you're like, this means you're okay, 0:10:03.480 --> 0:10:05.640 Like you're okay, and I'm like, yeah, like it's gonna 0:10:05.640 --> 0:10:10.480 be okay. But you weren't okay. I just you were fighting. Yeah, 0:10:10.520 --> 0:10:12.680 it still was a sense of subject like now we 0:10:12.720 --> 0:10:15.080 would have mother daughter chit chat. But if I was like, hey, 0:10:15.120 --> 0:10:17.200 I'm going in the garage to break in my boots, 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:21.320 you would be like annoyed. You'd be annoyed. Yeah, So 0:10:21.360 --> 0:10:24.000 speaking of then I got my boots in you know 0:10:23.960 --> 0:10:26.880 what I mean, so excited. I did not take those 0:10:26.880 --> 0:10:28.960 things off my feet, they said. I asked them of 0:10:28.960 --> 0:10:30.560 the Season one recruits. I was like, hey, any advice, 0:10:30.600 --> 0:10:33.640 and they were like, break in your boots, and so 0:10:34.040 --> 0:10:35.839 I did you know? Once I got my boots in 0:10:35.840 --> 0:10:37.440 the mail, they asked me for my shoes. I set 0:10:37.480 --> 0:10:39.719 it in right away and I did not take those 0:10:39.720 --> 0:10:42.560 boots off. They came everywhere with me. They got worn. 0:10:42.960 --> 0:10:45.880 I worked out in them somehow, though I didn't break 0:10:45.920 --> 0:10:48.840 them in enough, like I mean crazy, And they actually 0:10:49.160 --> 0:10:50.559 sent me a few pairs. They sent me a pair 0:10:50.600 --> 0:10:52.600 that was my pair that I wore, was my first 0:10:52.600 --> 0:10:54.840 pair that I got, and they were they were too big. 0:10:55.520 --> 0:10:56.640 So I was like, hey, they're too big. Can you 0:10:56.679 --> 0:10:59.560 send me a smaller size. They sent me a different brand, 0:10:59.640 --> 0:11:02.800 small size that was still too big, and I was like, 0:11:02.840 --> 0:11:04.959 all right, the other ones are more comfortable. They were 0:11:04.960 --> 0:11:06.800 faster to put on. I was like, I'm sticking with 0:11:06.840 --> 0:11:08.319 the originals, even though they're a little big. So my 0:11:08.360 --> 0:11:10.080 boots are actually a hair big on me. But I 0:11:10.120 --> 0:11:11.240 was like, you know what, I'd rather have a big 0:11:11.280 --> 0:11:14.040 than small. Yeah, did you ever know that I knew? 0:11:14.040 --> 0:11:16.440 You said? They were big. Yeah, they were a little big, 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:17.880 but I didn't mind because then I could get them off. 0:11:17.920 --> 0:11:19.960 I'd have wiggle room, like you don't want. 0:11:19.800 --> 0:11:22.440 To get like blisters, because I didn't rub weird or anything. 0:11:22.520 --> 0:11:23.600 Of course I had blisters. 0:11:23.640 --> 0:11:26.520 We all had blisters, but I think breaking them in 0:11:26.600 --> 0:11:29.400 so much like when I I did get blisters when 0:11:29.400 --> 0:11:31.280 I was breaking them in at home. Yeah, and then 0:11:31.320 --> 0:11:33.120 when I got there, the blisters were not as bad. 0:11:33.280 --> 0:11:35.440 And now I was thinking too, because like you said, 0:11:35.480 --> 0:11:37.800 your feet were cold a lot. Yeah, they probably shrunk 0:11:37.840 --> 0:11:40.720 down a little bit too, I'm sure. Yeah, probably even bigger. 0:11:40.880 --> 0:11:48.240 Yeah yeah, yeah, oh god, these boots they went through it, 0:11:48.679 --> 0:11:51.080 but like crooked. Now my one boot is criokeet. So 0:11:51.120 --> 0:11:53.199 what I did is when I got back to my hotel, 0:11:53.240 --> 0:11:54.920 I literally took my shoes off and put them in 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:58.080 my suitcase. I unlaced them however they were, and I 0:11:58.200 --> 0:11:59.720 ripped them off and I just put them away and 0:11:59.720 --> 0:12:01.440 I was like, do not touch them, do not move 0:12:01.480 --> 0:12:04.520 the laces like I want to preserved. And yeah, we 0:12:04.559 --> 0:12:07.360 have them in a case now at the house. All right, 0:12:07.440 --> 0:12:10.440 let's cut to now I'm going to New Zealand. You 0:12:10.520 --> 0:12:13.560 can't come with me because you have Look, you could 0:12:13.559 --> 0:12:15.319 have come with me, and for a point in time, 0:12:15.320 --> 0:12:17.760 you were going to come with me. And what happened 0:12:17.800 --> 0:12:20.880 was XOMG Proper Grow Group had some performances. And the 0:12:20.920 --> 0:12:22.160 thing is, my mom didn't want me to be in 0:12:22.160 --> 0:12:24.000 New Zealand a loon in case something happened I ended 0:12:24.040 --> 0:12:25.880 up out a hospital. She wanted somebody there with me, 0:12:25.920 --> 0:12:29.480 which is so valid and I'm very grateful for that. Luckily, 0:12:29.520 --> 0:12:32.200 nothing happened, and I was fine, you know what I mean, 0:12:32.240 --> 0:12:35.120 But she didn't want me to go alone. And totally understand, 0:12:35.160 --> 0:12:38.080 but I was like, you have priorities with XOG. It's 0:12:38.120 --> 0:12:40.000 silly for you to come to New Zealand to sit 0:12:40.040 --> 0:12:43.120 in a hotel room. And also I never really told 0:12:43.160 --> 0:12:46.240 you this. You're going to be mad at me and 0:12:46.240 --> 0:12:48.559 you're going to get offended. We're going to get offended. Okay. 0:12:48.640 --> 0:12:50.840 I didn't want you to come to New Zealand because 0:12:50.840 --> 0:12:51.320 I knew. 0:12:52.040 --> 0:12:52.280 I know. 0:12:52.679 --> 0:12:54.400 I'll tell you why though, Because I knew I was 0:12:54.400 --> 0:12:56.319 going to be in the hotel room for fourteen days, 0:12:56.679 --> 0:12:58.520 eleven days, Yeah, dramatic. I was gonna be in the 0:12:58.520 --> 0:13:01.400 hotel room for eleven days. And I knew the flight there, 0:13:01.679 --> 0:13:03.680 you were going to be a head case in the 0:13:03.720 --> 0:13:05.760 hotel room. You were going to be so mad at me. 0:13:06.520 --> 0:13:09.560 Imagine the day before selection, you would have you would 0:13:09.559 --> 0:13:12.440 have like you you you didn't want me to do 0:13:12.480 --> 0:13:14.880 it so bad, So the flight going there with you 0:13:14.960 --> 0:13:17.520 would have been so hard. It would have been different. 0:13:17.679 --> 0:13:19.680 It would have been so I mean, I would have 0:13:19.679 --> 0:13:21.080 been like a two year old. I would have been 0:13:21.120 --> 0:13:23.480 like supportive, a temper tantrum. But I would have known 0:13:23.520 --> 0:13:28.079 your support was fake. I knew your support was fank 0:13:28.120 --> 0:13:30.920 even when we were here. Imagine in New Zealand. I 0:13:31.200 --> 0:13:36.960 imagine imagine me waking up fake Okay, it's six in 0:13:37.000 --> 0:13:39.560 the morning in New Zealand. We're still on American time, 0:13:39.640 --> 0:13:41.920 so who knows what times on I'm on it's freezing 0:13:41.920 --> 0:13:43.600 cold and pitch black outside, and I'm like, I'm going 0:13:43.600 --> 0:13:46.720 out for a run. That exactly. Yeah, okay, Because even 0:13:46.720 --> 0:13:48.400 when you called me and you're like I'm out running 0:13:48.440 --> 0:13:51.199 by myself, I'm like, is someone with you? But in 0:13:51.240 --> 0:13:53.679 my head, I'm like no, and I'm going to selection, 0:13:53.960 --> 0:13:55.800 like I gotta like, you know, I don't want you 0:13:55.800 --> 0:14:00.120 to get kidnapped. Well I did that anybody literally and 0:14:00.160 --> 0:14:04.360 you know what I mean, Like I know, you know 0:14:04.360 --> 0:14:07.439 what I mean. Yeah, I guess it was like, of course, 0:14:07.440 --> 0:14:10.000 like I wanted you there, but I knew for the 0:14:10.120 --> 0:14:12.720 sake of what I was getting myself into, the best 0:14:12.720 --> 0:14:14.400 thing would have been for you to not be there 0:14:14.440 --> 0:14:16.000 to like probably. 0:14:15.679 --> 0:14:17.760 If I would have come, we should have just been separate, 0:14:18.400 --> 0:14:20.520 like we could have worked it out that way, Like 0:14:20.640 --> 0:14:22.680 I flew different, I got my own hotel room, but 0:14:22.840 --> 0:14:25.240 I just wanted somebody to be there in case something happened. 0:14:25.440 --> 0:14:28.280 Like even with so my friends ended up coming, Rachel 0:14:28.320 --> 0:14:30.840 and Abby, and even with them, you were like, make 0:14:30.880 --> 0:14:32.560 sure that they do not leave the hotel, and I 0:14:32.600 --> 0:14:34.800 was like, mom, they're not gonna sit on their ass 0:14:34.840 --> 0:14:36.960 in the hotel. About eight days, I was like, want 0:14:36.960 --> 0:14:40.240 is Abby's birthday? They're gonna go do things. And I 0:14:40.280 --> 0:14:43.400 was like, dude, like they're not going to Australia, like 0:14:43.440 --> 0:14:46.240 they're gonna stick in the zone, but they're gonna go 0:14:46.280 --> 0:14:48.480 do things. You're like, they need to be in five minutes. 0:14:49.520 --> 0:14:51.120 I just wanted them to be close. 0:14:51.400 --> 0:14:54.200 I just want to I wanted somebody to be there 0:14:54.240 --> 0:14:55.200 for you if you needed. 0:14:55.320 --> 0:14:58.040 That's not such a bad thing. It's not that it 0:14:58.120 --> 0:15:02.040 was just funny. Like I will say, my expectation going 0:15:02.080 --> 0:15:04.440 into it versus the reality of it was a lot different. 0:15:04.760 --> 0:15:06.720 I did understand like, oh no, yeah, they should stay 0:15:06.720 --> 0:15:10.520 close to the hotel. In reality, our base was two 0:15:10.600 --> 0:15:12.360 hours away from the hotel, you know what I mean. 0:15:12.440 --> 0:15:14.680 We didn't know that. It didn't matter where they were. 0:15:15.280 --> 0:15:19.320 But anyways, so that's that's that. So finally in New Zealand, 0:15:19.320 --> 0:15:21.480 I remember when I said goodbye to you guys, and 0:15:21.520 --> 0:15:23.160 I was going to meet Rachel Nabbey at the airport. 0:15:23.160 --> 0:15:26.640 But saying goodbye here was very, very hard. We weren't 0:15:26.640 --> 0:15:28.360 going to see each other. It was only going to 0:15:28.400 --> 0:15:31.000 be gone in New Zealand for nineteen days, but we 0:15:31.000 --> 0:15:32.680 weren't going to see each other for like thirty days 0:15:32.720 --> 0:15:34.760 because of the way that the schedules worked out, and 0:15:34.800 --> 0:15:36.720 it was hard. It was hard to say goodbye. It 0:15:36.720 --> 0:15:39.120 was hard because we knew where I was going. It 0:15:39.160 --> 0:15:40.840 wasn't like I was going on a tropical vacation with 0:15:40.880 --> 0:15:44.360 my girlfriend. It was like, yo, I'm going to Like 0:15:45.200 --> 0:15:46.840 at the time, we were like, yeah, it's gonna like suck 0:15:46.840 --> 0:15:48.800 a little bit and be hard, but like I'll be fine, 0:15:48.840 --> 0:15:50.960 Like I didn't know actually how hard it was going 0:15:51.040 --> 0:15:53.480 to be, and so I didn't know that I went 0:15:53.520 --> 0:15:56.200 to Vegas when you left? Did you really just to 0:15:56.280 --> 0:16:00.240 distract yourself? Just really good night? Honestly? Yeah? Smart, like 0:16:00.240 --> 0:16:02.040 I just got to get out of here. It's like, yeah, 0:16:02.120 --> 0:16:05.080 I don't blame you. And then yeah, I flew to 0:16:05.120 --> 0:16:09.080 New Zealand And, which is far is very far. We 0:16:09.080 --> 0:16:11.480 were in the southern Island New Zealand. We were in Queenstown. 0:16:11.480 --> 0:16:13.360 We didn't fly into New Zealand though, we flew into 0:16:13.400 --> 0:16:18.920 somewhere and then took a flight to Queenstown. What's crazy 0:16:18.960 --> 0:16:22.200 too is our cover story. I was able to memorize 0:16:22.240 --> 0:16:24.520 it because when I saw it it was the same 0:16:24.560 --> 0:16:27.560 flight that I took. It was lax to Auckland, Auckland 0:16:27.560 --> 0:16:30.800 to Queenstown flight n Z eight one to one or 0:16:30.800 --> 0:16:33.040 whatever it was. I don't remember it exact, but at 0:16:33.040 --> 0:16:35.040 the time I was like, that was my same exact 0:16:35.040 --> 0:16:37.040 flight I was on. I can memorize that super easy. 0:16:37.600 --> 0:16:40.480 Is that crazy? Yeah? I thought was helpful me. Rachel 0:16:40.520 --> 0:16:43.400 and Abby had a lot of fun together. We when 0:16:43.440 --> 0:16:46.720 we flew to New Zealand. It was just fun, like 0:16:46.800 --> 0:16:49.560 we we all ended up in one airplane seat at 0:16:49.560 --> 0:16:52.720 one point in time, like it just was fun. And 0:16:52.760 --> 0:16:55.560 then we we Kelly Rizza was on our flight. Okay, 0:16:55.640 --> 0:16:57.480 so Rachel was texting. I was like, Yo, someone by 0:16:57.680 --> 0:16:59.440 your show was sitting by me, and I said, who 0:16:59.520 --> 0:17:02.000 isn't Kelly Rizzo? It's like Google and I saw who 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:04.800 Kelly Rizzo was, and so then I texted, and you know, 0:17:04.840 --> 0:17:06.600 we kind of figured out like one person. And then 0:17:06.720 --> 0:17:10.240 Kelly was like she knew another person that was doing 0:17:10.240 --> 0:17:12.840 the show. Was like, I think she told me about Jack. 0:17:13.000 --> 0:17:16.160 She knew Jack was cool. Yeah, so and I knew 0:17:16.200 --> 0:17:17.760 Kelly and Jack were doing it right, So that was 0:17:17.800 --> 0:17:19.160 kind of like the first people that I figured out 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:21.560 was doing the show. And then she knew about a 0:17:21.600 --> 0:17:24.240 basketball player but she didn't know who. And then she 0:17:24.320 --> 0:17:25.919 was like in a couple of other people like that, 0:17:26.600 --> 0:17:28.840 like no one knew but yes, did you never know 0:17:28.880 --> 0:17:32.679 on reality TV? Yeah? I know. Anyways, we get to 0:17:32.720 --> 0:17:36.600 New Zealand and it was great. We got to the hotel. 0:17:36.720 --> 0:17:40.280 Our hotel was beautiful, it was called the Millbrook. We 0:17:40.280 --> 0:17:41.359 were going to stay there. I was going to be 0:17:41.400 --> 0:17:44.240 there for like eleven days, kind of get acclimated to 0:17:44.280 --> 0:17:47.439 the climate, you know, get it so early. I went 0:17:47.480 --> 0:17:51.840 to early. When I got there, Tyler had like just 0:17:51.880 --> 0:17:56.840 found out that he was going to do this show. Yeah, crazy, right, yeah, 0:17:57.000 --> 0:17:58.760 it's crazy. Once we figured that out, we were like, 0:17:58.760 --> 0:18:00.320 well he found out like three days befo where I 0:18:00.320 --> 0:18:03.360 got there. That's crazy. That wow. Yeah, And they kept 0:18:03.359 --> 0:18:05.679 pushing filming back. So originally it was top of June, 0:18:06.000 --> 0:18:07.760 then it was mid June, then it was end of June, 0:18:07.760 --> 0:18:09.600 then it was top of July. Then it was kept 0:18:09.680 --> 0:18:12.639 getting pushed back. Ended up being though we got to 0:18:12.640 --> 0:18:15.119 the Millbrook, I was gonna have like eleven day and 0:18:15.200 --> 0:18:17.879 queen Town, Queenstown, gonna have the time of my life. 0:18:18.560 --> 0:18:21.080 And U went out Day one, went to I Fly 0:18:21.400 --> 0:18:26.880 had got back to the hotel and the crew was like, hey, 0:18:26.960 --> 0:18:30.600 the welfare team. They were like, hey, Paparazzi knows you're here. 0:18:31.320 --> 0:18:35.399 You can't leave the resort, and I was like, sick. Great. 0:18:35.440 --> 0:18:37.480 So we were on this like golf course was beautiful, 0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:38.880 and I was like, all right, well, I guess I'm 0:18:38.880 --> 0:18:42.040 just gonna occupy my time training and getting used to 0:18:42.080 --> 0:18:44.600 the weather and figuring out who else is doing this show. 0:18:44.680 --> 0:18:46.359 Like that's I knew everyone's gonna be staying there, and 0:18:46.359 --> 0:18:49.080 so I spent the rest of the ten days, you know, 0:18:49.200 --> 0:18:51.760 running around in a T shirt and shorts, and mind you, 0:18:51.840 --> 0:18:55.040 it was freezing. My my friends were wearing like snow clothing. 0:18:55.520 --> 0:18:57.840 Oh okay, yeah, and it was like freezing and I'm 0:18:57.880 --> 0:18:59.600 running around in like biker shorts and a T shirt 0:18:59.640 --> 0:19:01.760 or a sport and I was like, I'm just trying 0:19:01.800 --> 0:19:04.120 to get used to the weather. It's literally that called 0:19:04.160 --> 0:19:06.160 for me did not get used to the weather. It's 0:19:06.240 --> 0:19:09.760 fine running hills, thinking that I'm training and taking like 0:19:09.800 --> 0:19:11.960 selfies on top of the mountain. Yeah. Having the time 0:19:12.000 --> 0:19:15.159 of my life at the Millburg Resort, going to a 0:19:15.160 --> 0:19:18.959 little coffee shop, eating healthy, taking electro lights, carving up, 0:19:19.119 --> 0:19:23.000 doing some burpie is like thought I was training. I 0:19:23.040 --> 0:19:26.080 was doing nothing when I went back at it. But 0:19:26.119 --> 0:19:29.080 it was fun, you know. Yeah. Queenstown, New Zealand, it 0:19:29.119 --> 0:19:32.199 doesn't get light out until about like ten am, and 0:19:32.240 --> 0:19:35.040 then it got dark at about four pm, so it 0:19:35.040 --> 0:19:36.440 was very little daylight. So I would wake up to 0:19:36.440 --> 0:19:38.600 go for a morning run at eight and be pitch black. 0:19:39.240 --> 0:19:40.440 And then if I was like, oh, I'm gonna go 0:19:40.440 --> 0:19:42.920 to a night workout at seven pitch black. That's great. 0:19:42.960 --> 0:19:46.159 It was awesome. Yeah, it was fun though. I just 0:19:46.200 --> 0:19:48.040 I mean, I was living my best life. I was chilling, 0:19:49.160 --> 0:19:51.760 and then came time. I never told you about this, 0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:53.600 so I brought my like cute little outfit to wear 0:19:53.640 --> 0:19:55.199 for when we got like when we're gonna go. I 0:19:55.240 --> 0:19:56.760 brought this like really cute off and I was stoked 0:19:56.760 --> 0:19:59.240 about sending my photos and they're like, oh, that's not 0:19:59.320 --> 0:20:02.679 warm enough. And I was like, well, I'll be fine 0:20:02.720 --> 0:20:04.760 and it's not warm enough and I was like, but 0:20:04.760 --> 0:20:06.600 it's cute. They're like, it's very cute, but it's not 0:20:06.640 --> 0:20:08.440 warm enough. I was like, I swear, I'll we find 0:20:08.480 --> 0:20:09.960 I've been running in shorts and a T shirt, like 0:20:10.040 --> 0:20:12.959 I promised, don't worry about me, and they like jojo, 0:20:14.400 --> 0:20:16.560 our health and safety team is not approving this outfit. 0:20:16.600 --> 0:20:18.600 And I was like, okay, we'll go shopping. So then 0:20:18.600 --> 0:20:21.960 I got app able to go. I ended up going shopping. 0:20:22.000 --> 0:20:23.359 I was like, look, this isn't gonna work. I just 0:20:23.359 --> 0:20:25.280 got to go. So I ended up we were trying 0:20:25.320 --> 0:20:27.680 to send someone for shopping and I was like, nah, 0:20:27.680 --> 0:20:29.480 I just got to go. So I went out, went 0:20:29.520 --> 0:20:32.359 shopping and got some cute outfits, brought them all back 0:20:32.359 --> 0:20:35.040 to the room, found, picked and choosed. No, I'm sorry, 0:20:35.080 --> 0:20:37.240 I'm lying that that was before when I went shopping 0:20:37.280 --> 0:20:39.879 for Abby to get her an outfit, because I went 0:20:39.880 --> 0:20:42.360 shopping for bras and underwear. No no, no, no, no no no. 0:20:42.600 --> 0:20:44.679 This is so when I needed that clothes is when 0:20:44.680 --> 0:20:48.160 I couldn't leave the resort. Yeah, yet reached an abbey. 0:20:48.320 --> 0:20:49.800 It was when they facetied me and they sent me 0:20:49.840 --> 0:20:51.320 photos and I was like, just get it all. We 0:20:51.359 --> 0:20:56.880 bought like four thousand dollars like a like a kind 0:20:56.880 --> 0:20:59.680 of like a like Dick Sporting good stuff store. Okay, 0:21:00.000 --> 0:21:01.560 there was a lot of there cold there, so there's 0:21:01.560 --> 0:21:03.719 a lot of a lot of options, and I mean 0:21:03.760 --> 0:21:06.399 we spent like four grand on like snow clothes. And 0:21:06.720 --> 0:21:09.520 after they were like, we're going skiing, and I was like, 0:21:09.640 --> 0:21:11.720 just take this clothes, like oh that's cool. Yeah. I 0:21:11.760 --> 0:21:13.280 was like I don't care, take what you want. And 0:21:13.320 --> 0:21:14.800 they were like we'll return the rest and I was 0:21:14.800 --> 0:21:18.200 like no, literally, you're babysitting me. Like take whatever you want, 0:21:18.240 --> 0:21:21.840 just stay close to the resort. Yeah. So then I 0:21:21.960 --> 0:21:24.159 ended up having a better outfit send it in everyone 0:21:24.200 --> 0:21:26.680 like did it was great? The little Kaki jacket, little 0:21:26.760 --> 0:21:29.159 Kakki outfit. And I was like, I'm still making it 0:21:29.240 --> 0:21:31.720 fashion on top, but I swear I have thermals on under. 0:21:31.720 --> 0:21:34.760 And they were like, okay, that's fine. So then I 0:21:34.840 --> 0:21:37.719 did my Master interview and that day, and that's your 0:21:37.760 --> 0:21:39.840 one with your Sequence shirt and your pinking a Sequence 0:21:39.840 --> 0:21:43.520 shirt and the picker bones so that yeah, the piggyons. 0:21:43.800 --> 0:21:46.359 So that happens before you go to selection. Okay, so 0:21:46.480 --> 0:21:48.520 you're there and you do the Master and you don't 0:21:48.560 --> 0:21:51.960 really know what you're talking about, right, But now on 0:21:52.160 --> 0:21:55.320 the way to my Master interview, my driver he was 0:21:55.359 --> 0:21:57.080 like he said something actually that really stuck with me 0:21:57.119 --> 0:21:59.720 throughout the whole thing, and I'll get into that. He 0:22:00.440 --> 0:22:02.440 we I asked him. I was like, so, like have 0:22:02.560 --> 0:22:04.000 you seen him set up or like do you know 0:22:04.040 --> 0:22:05.720 what's going on? Like do you know what anything? And 0:22:05.800 --> 0:22:08.240 he was like, oh, get ready And I was like 0:22:08.280 --> 0:22:09.960 what do you mean? And he was like, I can't 0:22:10.000 --> 0:22:11.680 talk about it, but like get ready. And I was like, 0:22:11.840 --> 0:22:13.560 have they been like doing water stuff and he was like, 0:22:13.640 --> 0:22:16.760 oh yeah, he's like we've watched them, not even like 0:22:16.800 --> 0:22:19.159 the crew. He was like, citizens in Queenstown have been 0:22:19.200 --> 0:22:21.920 watching them rehearse all of your guys stuff that you're 0:22:21.960 --> 0:22:24.520 doing for the last few weeks. It's like no way. 0:22:25.119 --> 0:22:26.840 He's like yeah. And I was like is there water 0:22:26.920 --> 0:22:28.920 and he was like, yeah, lots of water. And I 0:22:29.040 --> 0:22:31.080 was like, okay, just tell me this. What kind of 0:22:31.240 --> 0:22:34.240 wildlife is there? And he was like, we have no 0:22:34.560 --> 0:22:37.440 wildlife that can hurt you here. And I was like, 0:22:37.680 --> 0:22:40.000 I was like, even in the water, because my biggest 0:22:40.000 --> 0:22:41.960 fear at the time was sharks, and he was like 0:22:42.000 --> 0:22:44.040 even in the water. He was like, there's no wildlife 0:22:44.080 --> 0:22:46.040 in Queenstown that can harm a human. And I was like, 0:22:46.600 --> 0:22:48.920 thank god, that's amazing. So that gave me a really 0:22:48.960 --> 0:22:51.240 big sense of relief. But was he like get ready? 0:22:51.359 --> 0:22:53.200 Like he was like it's gonna be nice. Yeah, he 0:22:53.560 --> 0:22:57.360 was like get ready. And then as did scare you? Yes, yeah, 0:22:57.640 --> 0:22:59.560 did your like heart fall? I was just like, okay, 0:22:59.560 --> 0:23:01.960 here we get I mean like I watched his lawn, 0:23:02.080 --> 0:23:03.840 but like I was like, I don't know what to expect. 0:23:04.840 --> 0:23:06.760 And then as we were we're still driving the master 0:23:06.840 --> 0:23:09.240 interview and he goes he goes right over in this 0:23:09.440 --> 0:23:12.920 area is where your guys's bases, and so me being me, 0:23:13.119 --> 0:23:15.760 I'm like, ooh, Apple Maps, and so I went on 0:23:15.800 --> 0:23:18.440 Apple Maps and I saw like the direction that he 0:23:18.520 --> 0:23:22.359 pointed was where a place called Milk Lake, and so 0:23:22.600 --> 0:23:24.600 I sent that to you, being like, this is where 0:23:24.640 --> 0:23:27.000 we're gonna be. And I didn't see it before, but 0:23:27.040 --> 0:23:28.960 I knew that's where it was because that's what he said. 0:23:29.640 --> 0:23:31.119 And so then I was able to like kind of 0:23:31.119 --> 0:23:32.440 google it, kind of like see it, and it was 0:23:32.600 --> 0:23:39.879 I mean, it was it was beautiful. It's awful, but beautiful. Anyways, Uh, 0:23:39.960 --> 0:23:41.680 so I go to my master interview. You don't really 0:23:41.680 --> 0:23:42.960 know what to expect. You was freezing while I was 0:23:43.000 --> 0:23:45.640 doing the master interview. Really yeah, freezing because they could 0:23:45.680 --> 0:23:48.040 have have like heater on because it was loud. And 0:23:48.400 --> 0:23:51.960 the master interview lasts probably three hours just talking. They're 0:23:51.960 --> 0:23:55.359 asking you everything because they have to, you know, accommodate 0:23:55.440 --> 0:23:58.960 for every challenge, right and accommodate for whatever your story 0:23:59.040 --> 0:24:02.000 might be there. I don't really know. And so you know, 0:24:02.040 --> 0:24:04.479 they're asking you about everything. They're asking you about stories 0:24:04.520 --> 0:24:07.040 about family, about how do you feel about water, how 0:24:07.080 --> 0:24:08.960 do you feel about helicopters? How do you feel about 0:24:09.160 --> 0:24:11.199 jumping off a boat, how do you feel about going backwards? 0:24:11.200 --> 0:24:12.159 How do you feel about the dark, how do you 0:24:12.200 --> 0:24:14.920 feel about sharing a room? Like everything they can think of? 0:24:15.160 --> 0:24:18.080 And uh yeah, your Master interview gets deep. Were you like, 0:24:18.280 --> 0:24:20.240 was your mind racing? Like because you knew it was 0:24:20.600 --> 0:24:23.600 they were doing. I more so was like, Okay, they 0:24:23.840 --> 0:24:27.080 didn't ask me about tear gas, and so I knew 0:24:27.080 --> 0:24:29.400 we weren't going to get anything with tear gas. They 0:24:29.480 --> 0:24:33.119 didn't ask me about fire, and so I knew we 0:24:33.200 --> 0:24:35.480 weren't going to do anything with fire. Did Season one 0:24:35.560 --> 0:24:37.720 have tear gas and fire? Yes? Okay? And we found 0:24:37.760 --> 0:24:40.280 out in New Zealand it's actually illegal amaze anything with 0:24:40.359 --> 0:24:44.119 tear gas. Yes, we love New Zealand. But then I 0:24:44.200 --> 0:24:49.280 knew like, okay, submerged in water okay, cold water okay, 0:24:49.840 --> 0:24:52.399 driving like the things they asked me about. And so 0:24:52.560 --> 0:24:54.879 then while we were there, you know, we kind of 0:24:54.920 --> 0:24:57.200 were like, okay, well, in my Master I was asked this, 0:24:57.400 --> 0:24:59.600 well you asked none of us were asked about fire, Kay, 0:24:59.600 --> 0:25:01.240 there's nothing with and none of us were asked about 0:25:01.240 --> 0:25:02.879 gas or stuffing with gas, you know what I mean. 0:25:02.920 --> 0:25:04.520 So like we kind of all chit chatted about what 0:25:04.600 --> 0:25:07.400 we were talking about, and you could figure it out, 0:25:07.480 --> 0:25:11.520 but not everything, like it's so unpredictable. Uh So I 0:25:11.600 --> 0:25:14.800 did my master interview and like two days later selection 0:25:15.680 --> 0:25:18.520 and the whole time you're there, we have this incredible 0:25:18.560 --> 0:25:21.280 welfare team. My two main welfare people's names were Jay 0:25:21.359 --> 0:25:24.960 and Kate, and they were so amazing. They were great 0:25:25.040 --> 0:25:26.280 while we were at the hotel, and then when we 0:25:26.359 --> 0:25:28.560 go just section you never see them. Wow. Found out 0:25:28.600 --> 0:25:31.159 after the fact though. They are watching us around the 0:25:31.240 --> 0:25:34.440 clock to make sure that we are like okay, you're 0:25:34.480 --> 0:25:37.720 not okay, but they're making sure that you're like not okay, 0:25:37.760 --> 0:25:40.560 but okay. Yeah, and so yeah, because I when I 0:25:40.760 --> 0:25:43.240 when I left, Kate was one of the first people 0:25:43.280 --> 0:25:45.680 that I saw, and I mean you would have thought 0:25:45.760 --> 0:25:49.280 that I saw like you did you just hung her, yeah, 0:25:49.600 --> 0:25:51.760 like literally just like crashed into her arms and she 0:25:51.880 --> 0:25:53.560 was like, you did so good, you did so good, 0:25:53.600 --> 0:25:55.440 love it, you did so good. How old is she? 0:25:56.000 --> 0:25:58.200 She's maybe a little bit older than me, a little 0:25:58.240 --> 0:26:01.480 younger than Rachel, Okay, like I would say twenties, twenties. Yep. 0:26:01.800 --> 0:26:03.959 She was so nice and I just remember seeing her 0:26:04.640 --> 0:26:08.040 and I actually saw her one day outside of base, 0:26:08.119 --> 0:26:11.439 you rarely saw crew rarely. One day I saw her 0:26:11.600 --> 0:26:13.320 and I just like looked at her. I was like, 0:26:16.480 --> 0:26:18.560 I just want to hug right now. And I told 0:26:18.560 --> 0:26:20.320 her that when I saw her again, because you couldn't 0:26:20.320 --> 0:26:21.760 speak to him even if you saw him, and I 0:26:21.880 --> 0:26:23.320 was like, I just wanted to come and hug you. 0:26:23.359 --> 0:26:24.240 And she was like, you have no idea, I just 0:26:24.320 --> 0:26:29.000 wanted to hug you. Yeah. So anyways, they were great though. 0:26:29.080 --> 0:26:32.919 I was at the hotel so accommodating, so nice, so helpful. Uh, 0:26:33.280 --> 0:26:36.840 and then yeah, I woke up and I asked her 0:26:36.920 --> 0:26:38.320 before I went to sleep. I was like, do you 0:26:38.480 --> 0:26:40.600 know what my call time is? And she was like, 0:26:40.680 --> 0:26:42.800 we're picking everyone up between six and nine. Be ready 0:26:42.840 --> 0:26:45.560 at six. And I was like, okay, it's me. I'm going. 0:26:45.640 --> 0:26:48.080 I'm oh, I'm you somehow knew you were gonna. I 0:26:48.160 --> 0:26:49.560 literally said, I'm gonna be one of the first people 0:26:49.600 --> 0:26:51.359 to get pulled. I just know it. And I was 0:26:51.520 --> 0:26:53.040 sure enough. I was. Actually I think I was the 0:26:53.080 --> 0:26:56.159 second person to get pulled. I think Brian was the 0:26:56.200 --> 0:27:00.600 first person. Brian Austin Green and Oh. I forgot a 0:27:00.640 --> 0:27:02.879 story when we were when we were training in the 0:27:03.119 --> 0:27:06.800 apartment a hotel, we couldn't use the actual gym, and 0:27:06.920 --> 0:27:10.320 so the special Forces team made like a makeshift gym 0:27:10.359 --> 0:27:12.960 in a hotel room. And by a makeshift gym, it 0:27:13.119 --> 0:27:15.560 was not a chim It had a treadmill and elliptical, 0:27:15.720 --> 0:27:18.760 a rowing machine that didn't work, and a bike, and 0:27:18.840 --> 0:27:23.720 then it had one forty pound dumbell, one twenty pound 0:27:23.800 --> 0:27:26.760 dumbbell in two ten pounds. It was not a gym. 0:27:27.280 --> 0:27:28.800 And I was like, Okay, we're gonna make it work. 0:27:28.880 --> 0:27:32.280 This is fine, this is fine. Anyways, while we were 0:27:32.320 --> 0:27:34.160 in there, one day I found a sheet that had 0:27:34.160 --> 0:27:36.640 a map of the hotel, a dot on every room 0:27:37.160 --> 0:27:40.080 and then the room number with everyone's initials by it. 0:27:40.600 --> 0:27:42.880 And so for the ten days that I was there, 0:27:43.760 --> 0:27:45.200 I was like, oh, I'm making this my mission to 0:27:45.200 --> 0:27:48.399 figure out everyone who's here. Figured out Savanna Chrisly figured out, 0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:52.679 Brian Austin Green, I figured out. I didn't figure out 0:27:52.760 --> 0:27:55.639 Robert Horry, didn't figure out Dez. I ended up seeing 0:27:55.840 --> 0:27:59.399 Nick Viele in a coffee shop at the hotel, and 0:27:59.680 --> 0:28:01.880 Rachel Abby recognized him, and I was like, okay, cool, 0:28:02.240 --> 0:28:05.520 Like who knew that that was gonna become my early, 0:28:06.480 --> 0:28:09.359 didn't know about Tyler. I actually saw Aaron with my 0:28:09.480 --> 0:28:12.040 own two eyes, but didn't know she didn't know who 0:28:12.080 --> 0:28:15.760 she was. Then we figured it out, googled Olympic, Olympic 0:28:15.840 --> 0:28:18.840 people with initials E J, and then I saw her 0:28:18.920 --> 0:28:22.720 picture and then yeah, Aaron Jackson. She's a skater. So 0:28:22.760 --> 0:28:24.560 I kind of spent my time figuring out who some 0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:27.920 of the recruits are. Uh yeah. So then for day 0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:30.760 one we go to selection. Do you want to tell 0:28:30.760 --> 0:28:34.880 them Brian Houston Green story how you surprised him? Oh? Yeah, 0:28:35.000 --> 0:28:38.440 so I So, Brian and I were we were really 0:28:38.480 --> 0:28:42.000 good friends from Dancing with the Stars and so when 0:28:42.080 --> 0:28:44.160 it was time to shine and I saw that he 0:28:44.440 --> 0:28:46.719 was he was there, I was like, oh my god, 0:28:46.760 --> 0:28:48.640 I'm gonna go to his room and just surprise him, 0:28:48.680 --> 0:28:50.840 just go knock on his door. So I called called 0:28:50.920 --> 0:28:52.640 Sharna actually because I didn't know for sure if it 0:28:52.720 --> 0:28:54.240 was him, but like, who else has the initials B 0:28:54.320 --> 0:28:57.120 A G. And so I called his girlfriend Sharna and 0:28:57.160 --> 0:28:59.920 I was like, Hey, where's Brian And she was like, 0:29:00.200 --> 0:29:02.440 oh baby, he's in New Zealand about to film show. 0:29:02.520 --> 0:29:04.960 What's up? And I was like, oh my god, I'm 0:29:05.000 --> 0:29:08.760 here too. She was like, no way, he's gotta lose 0:29:08.800 --> 0:29:10.560 his mind. And I was like, yes he is. I 0:29:10.640 --> 0:29:12.520 was like, is he here here? And she was like no, 0:29:12.600 --> 0:29:14.440 he's flying in today. And I was like, all right, 0:29:14.480 --> 0:29:16.480 text meeting leans, don't say anything, but I'm gonna go 0:29:16.480 --> 0:29:18.520 to his room and surprise him. So then I go 0:29:18.600 --> 0:29:21.000 to his room and I surprise him. And you weren't 0:29:21.000 --> 0:29:22.720 supposed to know any when I was there, and you 0:29:22.760 --> 0:29:24.640 were supposed to each other. So then he was like 0:29:24.800 --> 0:29:26.880 shut up. And so then I went to his room. 0:29:26.880 --> 0:29:28.080 We hung out for a little bit and then all 0:29:28.080 --> 0:29:30.480 of a sudden, production comes knocking on us, and I 0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:32.120 was like, oh my god, So went I just go 0:29:32.240 --> 0:29:34.400 run and hide in his bathroom and I'm just like 0:29:34.440 --> 0:29:37.120 productions having like a ten minute meeting with him. Productionally 0:29:37.120 --> 0:29:39.040 he's I come back out, they come back. I go 0:29:39.280 --> 0:29:43.120 hide the bathroom again. That was fun. And then another 0:29:43.240 --> 0:29:46.480 time I snuck into Savannah Christly's room, uh huh, found 0:29:46.480 --> 0:29:48.160 out she was there. We started messaging on Instagram and 0:29:48.200 --> 0:29:49.920 she was like, dude, can you come help me with 0:29:50.040 --> 0:29:51.720 my hair for my master interview? And I was like 0:29:51.800 --> 0:29:53.640 of course, So I went up to her room helped 0:29:53.680 --> 0:29:55.320 her with her hair. I ended up leaving my comb 0:29:55.360 --> 0:29:57.200 in and she was like, oh, the welfare team's coming 0:29:57.240 --> 0:29:59.400 in five minutes. Leave, so I left. Then I ended 0:29:59.480 --> 0:30:01.680 up leaving my cold in her room and I was like, hey, dude, 0:30:01.680 --> 0:30:03.000 I need my colle and she's like okay, and I 0:30:03.080 --> 0:30:05.360 was like, I'm gonna go for a jog. Drop it 0:30:05.400 --> 0:30:07.680 off your balcony in like three minutes. So then I 0:30:07.760 --> 0:30:10.000 go for a jog and like jogging and circles around 0:30:10.040 --> 0:30:11.800 her balcony that she comes out. I just catch it 0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:14.040 and just keep running like that's hilarious. I didn't know 0:30:14.120 --> 0:30:16.760 that that was that was funny. What she did help 0:30:16.800 --> 0:30:18.840 with her hair with like what she wanted me to 0:30:18.920 --> 0:30:20.720 braid it, but then I didn't end up breaking it. 0:30:20.960 --> 0:30:23.000 I was like, girl, looks good. Let's just leave it 0:30:23.800 --> 0:30:25.120 because I was thinking of her interview. I was like, 0:30:25.120 --> 0:30:27.080 what did you do? Yeah, no, she wanted braids, but 0:30:27.160 --> 0:30:29.080 then she was like, actually gonna like to wait it 0:30:29.240 --> 0:30:30.720 ended up and I was like, no, girl, you look great. 0:30:31.000 --> 0:30:43.000 We're like yeah. So then they we all got picked 0:30:43.040 --> 0:30:46.240 up early in the morning and we drove to base, 0:30:46.520 --> 0:30:49.360 which was not to Base. I'm sorry, we drove somewhere 0:30:49.440 --> 0:30:51.240 we never knew where we drove. We drove to the 0:30:51.320 --> 0:30:56.360 top of a mountain, uh, and we waited for hours. 0:30:56.520 --> 0:30:57.760 So when they picked you up, you were just like 0:30:57.800 --> 0:31:00.520 a regular person, though you weren't blindfolded her. We just 0:31:00.640 --> 0:31:03.840 picked up in a production car, like went up, drove 0:31:04.240 --> 0:31:07.920 maybe an hour away, and then we got miked. It 0:31:08.000 --> 0:31:10.160 was first time you got your waist pack and your 0:31:10.240 --> 0:31:12.240 necklace mike, and you put it on and then you 0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:13.800 sat in the car. I fell asleep in the car 0:31:14.800 --> 0:31:17.880 waited for everyone to get miked. At some point, Kelly 0:31:17.960 --> 0:31:19.280 was like, I gotta go to the bathroom. And they're like, 0:31:19.280 --> 0:31:21.480 all right, just go right down there, and we're like 0:31:21.840 --> 0:31:23.600 she was like okay, So then she goes right down 0:31:23.600 --> 0:31:25.080 there and squats. And I was like, well, I don't 0:31:25.120 --> 0:31:26.920 got to go, but like I'm here for the adventure. 0:31:29.680 --> 0:31:32.320 And I went to the bathroom and it was the 0:31:32.360 --> 0:31:34.480 first time I had ever squatted. I've never squat indeed, 0:31:35.000 --> 0:31:37.080 I mean I'm like a professional at it now, like 0:31:37.480 --> 0:31:41.959 I've done it. I mean like you have to control 0:31:42.000 --> 0:31:44.240 it would be on my leg or something. You have 0:31:44.360 --> 0:31:47.160 to like really like dial it. And I used to 0:31:47.200 --> 0:31:48.600 tell all the boys all the time because you know, 0:31:48.720 --> 0:31:51.320 we'd go this is so wrong. We're like we'd go 0:31:51.400 --> 0:31:55.080 piss together, and like I would be like squatting, and 0:31:55.240 --> 0:31:57.560 like Tyler and Jack would be right there. I'd like, 0:31:57.840 --> 0:32:00.120 you guys don't know how lucky you have it, the 0:32:00.160 --> 0:32:01.920 fact that you can be so easily and I have 0:32:01.960 --> 0:32:05.200 to like balance and squat and aim. Like, well, y'all 0:32:05.240 --> 0:32:08.920 are like and yeah, no wiping, you just like put 0:32:08.960 --> 0:32:10.760 your pants back up and cold it a day. Yeah 0:32:11.000 --> 0:32:15.080 that's so weird. Yeah, So we got miked whatever. Then 0:32:15.160 --> 0:32:16.640 they were like, all right, we're going to go into 0:32:16.760 --> 0:32:19.920 these like big They took us in like two vans, right, 0:32:20.440 --> 0:32:23.120 two vans. Figuring out the stating arrangements on this van 0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:25.480 was impossible. They had half of us in the wrong 0:32:25.560 --> 0:32:27.240 van and we had to come back and switch it up. 0:32:28.200 --> 0:32:31.160 I ended up being in a van with Brian Black. 0:32:31.240 --> 0:32:34.080 China was in my van. I believe Body was in 0:32:34.160 --> 0:32:36.640 my van. I believe Samana Christie was in my van. 0:32:38.360 --> 0:32:42.320 I don't think Tyler was in my van. I don't 0:32:42.360 --> 0:32:44.920 think Nick was in my van. And we were just 0:32:44.960 --> 0:32:47.360 split fifty fifty. Yeah, and you're in these again just 0:32:47.400 --> 0:32:49.480 like normal humans. And now we are in these vans 0:32:49.520 --> 0:32:52.160 like normal humans. We don't know where we're going, we 0:32:52.240 --> 0:32:54.600 don't know how long we're driving for. Oh, Dez Bryant 0:32:54.680 --> 0:32:56.479 was in my van. It was super nice in my van, 0:32:56.920 --> 0:32:58.680 and we're all just having the time of our life. Yeah, 0:32:58.760 --> 0:33:02.000 I mean it is a celebrities in a van literally 0:33:02.120 --> 0:33:03.840 chit chatting up a store and having fun, like a 0:33:03.880 --> 0:33:05.680 bunch of celebrities that never met each other. Like, are 0:33:05.720 --> 0:33:09.520 you nervous and you're gonna finish? Like yeah, anyways, Uh, 0:33:09.960 --> 0:33:13.680 then literally out of nowhere, I'm talking though, like maybe 0:33:13.760 --> 0:33:16.520 two hours in like, oh you're driving for that long? 0:33:16.600 --> 0:33:21.840 For so long? Out of nowhere, boom bang gun bow 0:33:22.040 --> 0:33:25.480 bow fire, explosion. All of a sudden, door slams open. 0:33:25.760 --> 0:33:29.240 Get down, head down, down, move all of a sudden, 0:33:29.240 --> 0:33:33.080 like what the oh my god? Like you like didn't 0:33:33.240 --> 0:33:36.200 you didn't want to like blink? Yeah? And then one 0:33:36.280 --> 0:33:38.720 by one were the drivers in on it? Yeah? Of 0:33:38.800 --> 0:33:42.160 course the drivers are the people that opened the door, 0:33:42.200 --> 0:33:46.400 were the ds? Yeah? So the drivers the production yeah yeah, 0:33:47.200 --> 0:33:49.640 and so so anyways, the DS slam the door open. 0:33:49.920 --> 0:33:51.320 Then all of a sudden, one by one, you just 0:33:51.400 --> 0:33:54.200 feel a hand grab you and pull you out of 0:33:54.240 --> 0:33:57.040 the van and you just hear it. You hear them 0:33:57.160 --> 0:34:00.560 like clapping on people's hoods. You hear people struggling to 0:34:00.560 --> 0:34:04.200 get out. You hear Tara reeb oh my head. He 0:34:04.280 --> 0:34:06.400 hears a man of Chrisly being like, oh, like you 0:34:06.600 --> 0:34:08.880 just like you just hear noises and you're just like 0:34:08.960 --> 0:34:12.880 waiting for your turn. Anyways, noise back corner of the 0:34:12.920 --> 0:34:14.839 bus and in the back corners. I'm like, they're pulling 0:34:14.920 --> 0:34:18.320 me last. I already know how this goes, and so 0:34:18.400 --> 0:34:21.000 at this point I'm like still in like ooh, we're 0:34:21.040 --> 0:34:23.160 making a TV show, right, Like I'm not in this 0:34:23.280 --> 0:34:26.160 as like real life mode yet. Anyway, so they come 0:34:26.640 --> 0:34:29.400 and he grabs me and dis billy as who came 0:34:29.440 --> 0:34:32.000 and grabbed me, and you know, it's a pretty like 0:34:32.560 --> 0:34:34.680 it's a pretty stone grab like they're not like gentle 0:34:34.760 --> 0:34:37.960 with it. He grabs my like hood of my jacket 0:34:38.040 --> 0:34:40.439 and he pulls me out and he's like step down 0:34:40.480 --> 0:34:42.000 and your they have your head tucked down, so you 0:34:42.000 --> 0:34:44.120 step out of the car. Then he like rips my 0:34:44.280 --> 0:34:46.719 head up right, so I lift my head, lift my 0:34:46.800 --> 0:34:51.080 head up and like I just see cameras staring at me, 0:34:51.360 --> 0:34:54.279 and I was like kind of smiling because like I 0:34:54.360 --> 0:34:57.360 don't know here we go well, like no, I was 0:34:57.400 --> 0:34:59.279 smiling because like I just got pulled by the hair 0:35:00.080 --> 0:35:03.200 kind of hot, like I'm so gay, which is why 0:35:03.239 --> 0:35:05.840 I can like talk about it like this, like not 0:35:06.040 --> 0:35:08.640 actually attracted to any of the ds, but like pull 0:35:08.719 --> 0:35:11.600 me by my hair, like no, wonder I call you 0:35:11.680 --> 0:35:14.719 Daddy Foxy. Like anyways, that was Daddy Billy that did that. 0:35:15.880 --> 0:35:18.200 So I was like kind of giggly. And then I 0:35:18.239 --> 0:35:19.680 get out of the van and I like pulled it 0:35:19.719 --> 0:35:21.920 together really fast, and he puts up a hood over 0:35:21.960 --> 0:35:24.040 your head. You get the hood over your head. This 0:35:24.200 --> 0:35:25.800 is like the black sack. And they take us and 0:35:25.920 --> 0:35:29.200 they you can't see nothing. You can't see nothing, uh, 0:35:29.400 --> 0:35:31.759 And then they put us in a in a line 0:35:31.840 --> 0:35:33.880 on our knees and you're kneeling with your hands on 0:35:33.960 --> 0:35:37.320 the person in front of you's back for maybe like 0:35:37.400 --> 0:35:40.040 twenty minutes. Then all of a sudden, they just they 0:35:40.080 --> 0:35:41.919 say stand up, stand up, but they kind of yank 0:35:42.000 --> 0:35:45.600 you up, and then they're like walk and you just walk. 0:35:45.880 --> 0:35:48.520 And we don't know where we were walking. We don't 0:35:48.560 --> 0:35:49.680 know if we were on the edge of a cliff. 0:35:49.719 --> 0:35:51.239 We still don't go to the stake. We don't really 0:35:51.280 --> 0:35:54.239 air that. We walked for probbly twenty minutes. We don't 0:35:54.280 --> 0:35:56.520 know where, we don't know what. It was pitch black, 0:35:56.520 --> 0:35:59.319 and you're just like following the leader walking and then 0:35:59.400 --> 0:36:01.560 eventually they shove us back in the car, still with 0:36:01.600 --> 0:36:04.520 the hoods overheads. We drive a little bit further. They 0:36:04.600 --> 0:36:08.000 take us off, they line us up, they make us 0:36:08.000 --> 0:36:11.200 stand again. They we walk some more in a line. 0:36:11.760 --> 0:36:13.880 They you put your hands like you're like praying, and 0:36:13.960 --> 0:36:15.839 then they carry you by your thumbs and that's how 0:36:15.880 --> 0:36:18.160 they guide you. And then das will hold on to 0:36:18.200 --> 0:36:19.560 your thumbs and then they like guide you and they 0:36:19.640 --> 0:36:21.560 just say walk is It's just weird not being able 0:36:21.600 --> 0:36:25.080 to so strange, so strange being like, here's this stranger. 0:36:25.440 --> 0:36:27.279 I'm on the edge of a mountain, like I know 0:36:27.360 --> 0:36:30.399 we were driving, but like, huh, so strange. Yeah. 0:36:31.200 --> 0:36:31.359 Wait. 0:36:31.360 --> 0:36:33.360 It was the hood like sealed, so like you couldn't 0:36:33.400 --> 0:36:36.560 like cheat and peak or like you couldn't cheat and peak, 0:36:36.640 --> 0:36:38.799 but you could move it so you could breathe them. 0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:39.040 Huh. 0:36:39.360 --> 0:36:40.840 When they put it on you, they like put it 0:36:40.960 --> 0:36:42.520 to your neck, but then you could kind of like 0:36:42.640 --> 0:36:44.640 chanaggle it a little bit. So that way you could 0:36:44.680 --> 0:36:48.560 breathe better. But yeah, no, it was it was pitch black. 0:36:48.600 --> 0:36:51.440 You can't see anything. And then all of a sudden, 0:36:51.440 --> 0:36:53.759 they lined us up, got us all standing up, and 0:36:53.920 --> 0:36:55.920 they took our hoods off one by one, and you 0:36:55.920 --> 0:36:58.359 would just hear them rip someone's hood off to who 0:36:58.480 --> 0:37:03.719 are you, tyler? What do you do? Stop smarking at me? 0:37:03.960 --> 0:37:05.480 Smoke one more time, and to be the last thing 0:37:05.520 --> 0:37:08.239 you ever do, Like you just hear him talking. Then 0:37:08.280 --> 0:37:10.000 you hear God. I don't remember who they did, do. 0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:11.560 I think it was Savannah Risley and they took her 0:37:11.600 --> 0:37:12.880 hood off and they were like, who are you? And 0:37:12.920 --> 0:37:15.040 she's like, my name is Savannah and they were like, 0:37:15.120 --> 0:37:17.040 what do you do? She's like, I'm gonna really, I 0:37:17.160 --> 0:37:21.080 don't care, and then you know, he ripped Billy, ripped 0:37:21.080 --> 0:37:23.920 my hood off. Dyes, but Billy I eventually got picked 0:37:23.960 --> 0:37:26.719 and he ripped my hood off. Who are you? My 0:37:26.880 --> 0:37:29.080 name is Jojo, and he's like, what do you do? 0:37:29.200 --> 0:37:32.439 I was like, I don't even remember what I said. 0:37:33.520 --> 0:37:36.160 And he was like, now you're a number, Jojo? How 0:37:36.200 --> 0:37:39.120 does that feel? And I was like, kinky, But I 0:37:39.200 --> 0:37:42.239 didn't say that That's what I thought and he was like, 0:37:42.400 --> 0:37:45.560 he was like, I don't like you. And I was like, oh, 0:37:46.440 --> 0:37:48.840 and they actually aired that and I have that written 0:37:48.880 --> 0:37:51.680 down in my journal and I was like, Wow, that's 0:37:51.719 --> 0:37:53.680 my new mission to make this man like me. He 0:37:53.800 --> 0:37:56.040 really said he doesn't like Yeah, but I was like, Oh, 0:37:56.320 --> 0:37:57.920 you're gonna like me. I was like, you don't know 0:37:58.000 --> 0:38:02.000 it yet, because look going into it, I know what 0:38:02.120 --> 0:38:04.600 I look like. I know I look like I'm a 0:38:04.719 --> 0:38:08.160 twenty year old influencer prick. I know I look like 0:38:08.200 --> 0:38:10.120 I'm a ball of energy that never shuts up and 0:38:10.160 --> 0:38:12.840 doesn't have a serious bone in her body. I know 0:38:13.120 --> 0:38:16.120 that's what I give off. But when you meet my core, 0:38:17.160 --> 0:38:20.200 I'm so far from that and so a piece of me. 0:38:20.280 --> 0:38:21.880 It was like, you don't even know you think you 0:38:22.000 --> 0:38:24.800 know me. I don't even know you're gonna love me. 0:38:25.600 --> 0:38:28.520 Just start on Instagram person like yeah, And in my head, 0:38:28.560 --> 0:38:31.239 I'm like, you want a hard worker. You want someone 0:38:31.280 --> 0:38:33.560 who's gonna take this shit seriously. You want someone who's 0:38:33.560 --> 0:38:36.160 gonna care, who's gonna fight for the team. You ain't 0:38:36.160 --> 0:38:38.040 gonna get anyone better than me. Like, if you want 0:38:38.080 --> 0:38:40.799 someone who works hard, I'm a girl. If you want 0:38:40.840 --> 0:38:44.719 someone who's not like that's yeh. But but I know 0:38:44.840 --> 0:38:46.640 that I don't look like that. I know I don't 0:38:46.640 --> 0:38:49.040 give off that vibe. But I know that's my brain. 0:38:49.120 --> 0:38:51.560 And so I was like, you know what, like just 0:38:51.920 --> 0:38:54.600 just you're gonna like me. So you were thinking I 0:38:54.600 --> 0:38:57.000 don't like you either. Oh no, I was like, oh no, 0:38:57.080 --> 0:39:01.080 I have a mission. Yeah. And then all of a sudden, 0:39:01.080 --> 0:39:02.680 you know, they take us, They take us all off. 0:39:02.880 --> 0:39:06.600 They tell us to turn around and we see the trenasium, 0:39:06.640 --> 0:39:08.360 which was our first challenge, and I saw that and 0:39:08.400 --> 0:39:11.360 I was like, okay, here we go, all right, and 0:39:11.480 --> 0:39:13.440 you just see a man do it. We didn't know 0:39:13.480 --> 0:39:15.360 who the man was at the time. It was DSQ, 0:39:15.600 --> 0:39:16.840 but we didn't know who he was. And you just 0:39:16.880 --> 0:39:18.160 see him doing it and you're like, ah, that was 0:39:18.200 --> 0:39:21.719 pretty easy. They're on a rope, they fall ropes, gotch 0:39:21.760 --> 0:39:23.680 you cool. So we turn back around and they chuck 0:39:23.719 --> 0:39:25.799 you your kit, chuck it in trash bags, and then 0:39:26.160 --> 0:39:28.200 they're like, and go but your kid on as fast 0:39:28.239 --> 0:39:30.520 as you catch your kids clothing. Yeah, okay, so you 0:39:30.600 --> 0:39:33.040 just have your clothing. No berg and yet. And so 0:39:33.360 --> 0:39:35.319 they give us our clothing and we put it all 0:39:35.360 --> 0:39:38.600 on and all this when you were changing every single 0:39:38.640 --> 0:39:42.440 time during Special Forces, anything and everything that could go 0:39:42.719 --> 0:39:49.040 wrong went wrong. Shoes, nodded, pants, buttoned, unbuttoned, wrong, buttoned, 0:39:49.160 --> 0:39:53.080 shirt inside out and backwards, arm inside out, pant lake 0:39:53.200 --> 0:39:58.520 inside out backwards, every single armband missing, and you'd have 0:39:58.560 --> 0:40:01.680 to take your whole thing off. I mean, everything that 0:40:01.760 --> 0:40:04.920 could go wrong went wrong. And we did a fitting 0:40:05.000 --> 0:40:07.480 for a kit before, so you knew everything was gonna fit. 0:40:07.560 --> 0:40:11.400 But some people actually had like mismatch, like Tyler and 0:40:11.640 --> 0:40:15.000 I think Tom's got swapped. Oh wow, uh huh, and 0:40:15.120 --> 0:40:16.880 so like they just like made it work. But like 0:40:17.120 --> 0:40:18.880 Tyler and Tom are very different sizes, you know what 0:40:18.920 --> 0:40:20.680 I mean. But they made it work and it was 0:40:20.719 --> 0:40:24.759 fine anyways. So yeah, you put your kid on and 0:40:24.880 --> 0:40:27.440 we had so we had socks and shoes, and then 0:40:27.440 --> 0:40:29.880 we had long johns which are like long thumbal pants. 0:40:30.280 --> 0:40:34.399 Then our our our battle dress, so that's the green 0:40:34.480 --> 0:40:37.640 pants essentially. Then we had our long jawn shirt which 0:40:37.719 --> 0:40:41.840 is the gray shirt. Then we had a fleece, a puffer, 0:40:42.560 --> 0:40:45.720 a jacket, and then our armband and then our beanie 0:40:45.800 --> 0:40:49.520 and our gloves. We were we had a lot of layers, 0:40:49.560 --> 0:40:52.279 so everyone puts everything on it. We all look like shit. 0:40:53.239 --> 0:40:56.480 It's so mismatch. If you watch a difference in everyone's 0:40:56.640 --> 0:40:59.799 choreography and their outfits from episode one to episode three 0:41:00.040 --> 0:41:04.480 when I became wardrobe police, it is actually insane. Like 0:41:04.760 --> 0:41:07.160 episode three, four, five, six, seven, and eight, no one's 0:41:07.200 --> 0:41:10.239 out of place in her outfit. That's because of me, 0:41:10.520 --> 0:41:12.359 and all the boys will attest to that, and the girls. 0:41:12.360 --> 0:41:16.759 Everyone will attested that. Anyways, So we all put our 0:41:16.800 --> 0:41:18.920 clothes on and it's like just strip. Like I literally 0:41:19.000 --> 0:41:20.880 look over and I see Brian in his boxers. I 0:41:20.960 --> 0:41:23.640 was like, what the And like Brian was the only 0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:25.080 one that I knew at this point, so I was like, 0:41:25.160 --> 0:41:27.200 why am I seeing him in his bo Okay, Kelly's 0:41:27.320 --> 0:41:31.520 in her underwear, Like this is just so frange cool, great, 0:41:32.560 --> 0:41:36.239 And then I just step out there and then you know, 0:41:36.320 --> 0:41:38.399 it was just helping you. But like everyone's helping each other, 0:41:38.560 --> 0:41:40.399 like just get each other dressed, like make it happen. 0:41:41.320 --> 0:41:44.799 Then freezing, freezing, but you're the cold is the last 0:41:44.840 --> 0:41:47.279 thing you're thinking about at this point. So that is 0:41:47.360 --> 0:41:50.080 trenasium time, and they call Kelly to go first, and 0:41:50.120 --> 0:41:52.120 we're like, all right, I go get him Kelly, And 0:41:52.360 --> 0:41:53.560 I mean if I would have had it gone first, 0:41:53.600 --> 0:41:56.040 I would have been shitting bricks. So you just see 0:41:56.120 --> 0:41:58.319 Kelly and she goes and she failed. She but fell 0:41:58.880 --> 0:42:00.680 and I saw her hit her leg and I was like, oh, 0:42:00.760 --> 0:42:02.719 that looks like it hurt, right, That's why my mom 0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:05.080 didn't want me to do Yeah, And then someone else 0:42:05.080 --> 0:42:07.359 went second. I don't remember who went second, or maybe 0:42:07.520 --> 0:42:10.560 maybe Brian did go second. Brian went before me, and 0:42:10.680 --> 0:42:13.200 so I saw Brian go and he fell and he 0:42:13.239 --> 0:42:15.919 clipped his leg and I was like, ooh, that hurt. 0:42:16.440 --> 0:42:19.320 So then I go okay, And now when I go 0:42:19.440 --> 0:42:21.480 over to the dasym, they're like, you need to take 0:42:21.520 --> 0:42:23.279 this shit seriously. I was like, oh, you have no idea. 0:42:23.320 --> 0:42:26.160 I am like, I really am, like I know what 0:42:26.280 --> 0:42:29.879 I looked like, like, I mean, really serious person. While 0:42:29.920 --> 0:42:31.600 I was waiting for my turn, I was doing push ups, 0:42:31.640 --> 0:42:34.440 I was doing planks, I was practicing walking and waddling. 0:42:34.600 --> 0:42:37.279 Like there's no like ten minute totorial on how to 0:42:37.360 --> 0:42:39.280 do this, like let's try it on like a practice, 0:42:39.400 --> 0:42:42.200 or it's like here, look at it, huh, and now 0:42:42.280 --> 0:42:44.360 go do it. There's no lesson on how to do it? 0:42:44.560 --> 0:42:45.960 Do you know? That's when you were little used to 0:42:46.000 --> 0:42:48.359 say you can wonder how everyone else is doing things, 0:42:48.480 --> 0:42:50.120 or you can just try to figure it out. Yep, 0:42:50.200 --> 0:42:53.320 that is this. It's just this anyway. So I go 0:42:53.520 --> 0:42:55.560 down and as I'm going down, you have to like 0:42:55.680 --> 0:42:57.960 go through like you have to go on this bridge 0:42:57.960 --> 0:42:59.640 and then you have to go in a hole and 0:42:59.680 --> 0:43:01.279 then you go down a ladder and then you're on 0:43:01.360 --> 0:43:04.160 a platform. And what the Grenadium was was two platforms, 0:43:04.560 --> 0:43:07.400 two wobbly ladders in between the two platforms with like 0:43:07.480 --> 0:43:08.680 a bar in the middle that you had to step 0:43:08.760 --> 0:43:12.279 up and over, and then a drop three hundred foot drop, 0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:16.120 like just crazy, unreal. There was a rescue team at 0:43:16.120 --> 0:43:19.160 the bottom too, just in case like crazy, So that 0:43:19.280 --> 0:43:22.319 was reassuring. So I was like go down. And as 0:43:22.360 --> 0:43:25.400 I'm going down the ladder, my safety rope locks and 0:43:25.960 --> 0:43:28.640 you see me in the episode kind of like flying 0:43:28.680 --> 0:43:31.920 around like a ferry and DS Billy's like get down, 0:43:32.440 --> 0:43:36.239 and you hear me giggle. Well, what actually happened was 0:43:36.640 --> 0:43:39.399 my rope got locked, my safety rope, and so I'm 0:43:39.480 --> 0:43:42.279 dangling there right and he's like get down. I'm like 0:43:42.400 --> 0:43:45.879 I can't, and he's like, get you'll ask down now, 0:43:45.960 --> 0:43:48.719 stop fooling around. I was like, no, literally, look like 0:43:48.840 --> 0:43:51.120 I can't get down, like the rope is holding me up. 0:43:51.640 --> 0:43:53.920 And he was like, oh all right, and so then 0:43:53.960 --> 0:43:55.920 the team fixed it and it came down. So now 0:43:56.000 --> 0:43:57.800 in my head, I'm like, shit, this is gonna be 0:43:57.880 --> 0:44:01.359 easy if I got resistance like that, That's what I thought, 0:44:01.480 --> 0:44:03.759 because like, I mean, the rope blocked me like that, 0:44:03.880 --> 0:44:06.319 and now I'm gonna be set. The second you touch 0:44:06.400 --> 0:44:11.840 that platform unlocked, it is a loose cannon, no safety nothing, 0:44:11.880 --> 0:44:14.640 It is loose. So I was like all right, and 0:44:14.760 --> 0:44:17.600 then you step onto this. I mean, the ladder is 0:44:17.760 --> 0:44:21.520 probably an inch and a half thing and you step 0:44:21.600 --> 0:44:24.399 on and it is wobble nation and Billy the whole 0:44:24.440 --> 0:44:27.800 time is eyes forward, don't look down, don't fall. You 0:44:27.880 --> 0:44:30.880 look like a baby waddling too. Mama, Come here, mama. 0:44:31.400 --> 0:44:35.320 Where when like he's just poking and poking and poking 0:44:35.440 --> 0:44:38.719 at you, I was just like, okay, I got this. 0:44:38.880 --> 0:44:40.719 Like everyone was kind of hyping me up before. They 0:44:40.760 --> 0:44:42.239 were like they were like, you're gonna do it, You're 0:44:42.239 --> 0:44:43.759 gonna do it, and I was like, you know what, 0:44:44.000 --> 0:44:48.200 I actually might like go slow stand strong. And when 0:44:48.280 --> 0:44:51.040 I went when it started raining, so it wasn't raining 0:44:51.040 --> 0:44:53.360 for anybody. And then I started the rain, and so 0:44:53.440 --> 0:44:55.359 I was like, oh sick. I was like, don't look 0:44:55.400 --> 0:44:57.160 down like you saw two people fail, Like, just do it. 0:44:57.840 --> 0:44:59.160 I wanted to be the first person that did it. 0:44:59.200 --> 0:45:02.680 I was like, that'd be sick and it would have 0:45:02.680 --> 0:45:06.000 been so cool. And so I start waddling and I'm 0:45:06.080 --> 0:45:08.400 doing great, doing the best out of everybody so far. 0:45:08.920 --> 0:45:12.279 Pass go to touch my toes and I stand back up, 0:45:12.400 --> 0:45:14.520 and the dancer on me is like touchto stand up 0:45:14.640 --> 0:45:17.799 like easy peats. Well, what happened was as I went 0:45:17.880 --> 0:45:19.719 too fast because I just was like, all right, just 0:45:19.719 --> 0:45:22.120 stand up, and my hips just got a little under me. 0:45:22.719 --> 0:45:25.239 And I watched everyone else fall and hit their leg 0:45:25.440 --> 0:45:26.800 or their hip or their back, and I was like 0:45:26.920 --> 0:45:29.239 absolutely not. Billy said, dude, He's like, if you're gonna fall, 0:45:29.440 --> 0:45:32.320 just fall. And so that's why I just like sucked 0:45:32.400 --> 0:45:34.919 in the middle because I was like, going down, don't 0:45:35.000 --> 0:45:37.920 hit your head, don't hit your leg, just go down. 0:45:38.840 --> 0:45:40.200 And so when I knew I was going down, I 0:45:40.239 --> 0:45:41.520 was like, don't even fight for it. I was like, 0:45:41.680 --> 0:45:44.000 just go down. And so then I went down and 0:45:44.040 --> 0:45:46.120 I was like, dang it, Like I was mad at myself, 0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:48.400 and I got over to Billy, and Billy was like, 0:45:48.440 --> 0:45:50.040 you know what you actually did all right? Like I 0:45:50.120 --> 0:45:51.279 thought you were going to do it, and I was 0:45:51.320 --> 0:45:52.920 like thank you Stappan. He was like, but you did it. 0:45:53.040 --> 0:45:55.840 You failed, and I was like, valid failed. Then I 0:45:55.920 --> 0:45:58.160 go up to crawl up the ladder again. So you're 0:45:58.239 --> 0:46:01.560 now on the other platform. Oh mind you after now, 0:46:01.840 --> 0:46:04.480 so you're dangling. They pull you up. You have to 0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:07.160 get your feet back on and they put resistance on 0:46:07.239 --> 0:46:09.800 it now and you still have to waddle across, just 0:46:09.880 --> 0:46:13.680 with resistance now. So either way, all of us waddled across. 0:46:14.360 --> 0:46:17.200 Just if you failed, you then got resistance and it 0:46:17.360 --> 0:46:19.799 was just as hard. Like I mean, okay, that's a lie. 0:46:19.840 --> 0:46:21.440 It was not just as hard with resistance. It was 0:46:21.520 --> 0:46:23.720 much easier with the resistance because he just felt safer. 0:46:24.440 --> 0:46:27.680 But like it's you still had to do it. That 0:46:27.880 --> 0:46:30.799 really sucks. Yeah, so you weren't free from it once, 0:46:30.880 --> 0:46:33.479 you know, once you felt you still had to do it. Yeah, 0:46:33.920 --> 0:46:35.200 Is that because that was the only way to get 0:46:35.239 --> 0:46:37.680 you out or like yeah, they could have like probably 0:46:37.760 --> 0:46:39.840 swung you. But like yeah, it was just the easiest. 0:46:40.800 --> 0:46:44.160 That's not gnarly. So then I go up and I 0:46:44.280 --> 0:46:47.040 go to Foxy DS Foxy and after every task, you 0:46:47.120 --> 0:46:48.400 know a few of the DS would give you like 0:46:48.520 --> 0:46:51.440 a creature, right, So go to das Foxy and he's like, 0:46:52.280 --> 0:46:54.759 and I'm going to be own a swift. Y'all thought 0:46:54.800 --> 0:46:58.600 you had it. Then I blinked and you failed. And 0:46:58.760 --> 0:47:00.520 I look at him dead and I was like, so 0:47:00.640 --> 0:47:03.120 what you're saying is next time you shouldn't blink, and 0:47:03.400 --> 0:47:07.439 he I mean if that is when I learned never 0:47:08.080 --> 0:47:11.080 speak to the DS out of touch like that. He 0:47:11.680 --> 0:47:14.440 was like, a fuck goal with your comments, and I 0:47:14.560 --> 0:47:16.800 was like, nope, valid, valid. I shouldn't have said that. 0:47:16.920 --> 0:47:19.000 I should not have said that. That was very disrespectful 0:47:19.000 --> 0:47:20.560 of me. I should have So I was like sorry 0:47:20.600 --> 0:47:23.920 staff and ran away. But but again he kind of 0:47:23.920 --> 0:47:26.279 like hyped me up. So then I go across the 0:47:26.280 --> 0:47:29.319 bridge and I go over DSQ and DSQ goes, I'm 0:47:29.360 --> 0:47:32.239 gonna be honest with you. I was like, yes, Staph, 0:47:32.280 --> 0:47:34.560 he goes, you looked like a bag of ass out there, 0:47:35.040 --> 0:47:39.080 and I literally was like, he's right, I did. I did. 0:47:39.480 --> 0:47:42.200 I had a shot to look really cool, and I 0:47:42.320 --> 0:47:45.200 failed get your shit together, huh. And that is when 0:47:45.239 --> 0:47:48.759 I learned I'm way too hard on myself looking back, 0:47:49.320 --> 0:47:51.759 but I really took that and I was like, you did, 0:47:51.880 --> 0:47:55.560 look stupid, you failed. Don't do that anymore. And I 0:47:55.760 --> 0:47:57.480 was the only person there that was really hard on 0:47:57.520 --> 0:48:09.759 myself about failing tasks. Then we go back over and 0:48:09.880 --> 0:48:11.960 you have to wait for everyone to finish, and we 0:48:12.080 --> 0:48:17.920 all got really thirsty, and so mind you, we're probably 0:48:18.000 --> 0:48:20.440 in like six hours deep at this point. We're all 0:48:20.480 --> 0:48:23.000 really thirsty, and so we see water jugs and we're like, hey, staff, like, 0:48:23.040 --> 0:48:24.920 can we fill these drugs up? And they're like, go quick. 0:48:25.400 --> 0:48:27.479 So we go and me and Tom Sanderval we're helping 0:48:27.520 --> 0:48:30.239 everybody fill up water jugs. Okay, they're like, all right, 0:48:30.320 --> 0:48:34.360 that's enough. Tom and I didn't fill ours. Fuck. So 0:48:35.640 --> 0:48:38.239 we start filling ours and I start filling Tom's and 0:48:38.280 --> 0:48:40.040 they're like, I said, that's enough for you to get 0:48:40.080 --> 0:48:43.240 your ass back over there and getting a plank. Fuck. 0:48:43.360 --> 0:48:45.520 So now Tom's is filled, Mine still not, uh uh. 0:48:45.680 --> 0:48:49.160 So we're in a plank down, up, down, up, doing 0:48:49.200 --> 0:48:51.640 pushups while everyone's just watching us. They're like, when we 0:48:51.840 --> 0:48:55.240 say something you listen to us, and we're like okay, valid. 0:48:55.840 --> 0:48:57.640 So then everyone felt really bad that I didn't fill 0:48:57.719 --> 0:48:59.440 up the water. Yeah that's the only one now that 0:48:59.480 --> 0:49:02.120 didn't have a wall. And everyone at this point was 0:49:02.120 --> 0:49:04.839 trying to share with me. I'm a germophobe. I don't share. 0:49:05.000 --> 0:49:06.960 I don't share drinks, I don't share food. And I 0:49:07.080 --> 0:49:08.440 was like, no, no, I'm alright, I'm all right, Like 0:49:08.560 --> 0:49:10.680 I would rather have been thirsty. I was like, I 0:49:10.719 --> 0:49:12.560 will be thirsty, I will eventually get water. I'm not 0:49:12.640 --> 0:49:16.480 sharing with these strangers. That's an important detail. That is 0:49:16.520 --> 0:49:19.479 an important detail even to this day, like the fact 0:49:19.520 --> 0:49:21.799 that like, wait till I tell you about dinner at 0:49:21.880 --> 0:49:25.759 Nicks the other night. Okay, anyways, and the concert story 0:49:25.800 --> 0:49:28.000 with nicksho so yeah, I was like, no, I'm not 0:49:28.000 --> 0:49:30.000 sharing waters, No, no way. I was like I'm good, guys, 0:49:30.040 --> 0:49:33.879 thank you, I'm not really that thirstay porched. So then 0:49:34.160 --> 0:49:37.120 everyone ends up finishing like no drinks of water, no 0:49:37.239 --> 0:49:39.200 drinks of water. Still have not taken a drink of water. 0:49:40.080 --> 0:49:42.279 We get into the cars now and we don't know 0:49:42.320 --> 0:49:44.040 where we're going there, Like all right, when I say move, 0:49:44.120 --> 0:49:47.799 you move into those vehicles. Move so we go into 0:49:47.840 --> 0:49:49.399 the cars. We get in the cars and we start 0:49:49.480 --> 0:49:52.920 driving and we're starving now at this point because it's 0:49:53.000 --> 0:49:57.520 like now probably like four o'clock since breakfast. Yeah, and 0:49:57.880 --> 0:50:00.359 so we're starving, and all of a sudden we see 0:50:00.440 --> 0:50:03.400 like these four brown bags up by the driver and 0:50:03.560 --> 0:50:05.520 we're like, what do you think is in those bags? 0:50:05.760 --> 0:50:08.120 There's four bags, there's four of us in the car, like, 0:50:08.320 --> 0:50:12.200 what is it? And we were like, hm, we should 0:50:12.200 --> 0:50:14.120 ask for them, and like the drivers can hear us, 0:50:14.520 --> 0:50:17.000 were like, no, we shouldn't ask, And then like all 0:50:17.080 --> 0:50:19.440 of us were like, you think, like, look if all 0:50:19.480 --> 0:50:20.920 four of us ganged up on that driver, like we 0:50:20.960 --> 0:50:23.520 could take them, Like we could take the driver for 0:50:23.600 --> 0:50:26.200 the brown bags. And so finally we asked to drive. 0:50:26.320 --> 0:50:28.600 We're like, hey, what are those do you got any snacks? Like? Oh, 0:50:28.600 --> 0:50:30.759 those brown bags by chance for us? And the driver 0:50:30.960 --> 0:50:33.400 was like and then all of a sudden someone just 0:50:33.440 --> 0:50:35.880 reached for them and we could take them, but like 0:50:36.640 --> 0:50:38.360 we had to like take the initiative to do it 0:50:38.560 --> 0:50:42.120 real in the brown bag was our lunch. Oh, And 0:50:42.280 --> 0:50:43.920 we didn't take them for about an hour into the 0:50:44.000 --> 0:50:46.480 car ride. Oh, and then finally we grabbed them, and 0:50:46.560 --> 0:50:49.360 there was four four bags. Four sandwich is all different 0:50:49.760 --> 0:50:51.279 and it was mystery. So I was like, all right, 0:50:51.280 --> 0:50:53.040 everyone pick which one you want without seeing it. So 0:50:53.080 --> 0:50:55.920 everyone picked two left. There was a long, skinny bigette 0:50:56.320 --> 0:50:58.200 and there was a thick one. And I was like, well, 0:50:58.239 --> 0:50:59.759 I'm going to be smart that. One of the boys 0:50:59.840 --> 0:51:00.920 was like, you can pick and I was like, I 0:51:01.000 --> 0:51:03.200 want the thick one, like you, I want the meat one. Right. 0:51:04.280 --> 0:51:06.200 I opened it up and it was a smoked salmon 0:51:06.239 --> 0:51:11.279 bangel I have like verbally said out loud multiple times 0:51:11.280 --> 0:51:14.120 in my life, I hate smoked salmon. I opened it 0:51:14.200 --> 0:51:15.680 and I was like, that's what you get for taking 0:51:15.719 --> 0:51:20.120 the thicker that's what you get for being selfish that 0:51:20.239 --> 0:51:22.279 you hate. Good luck you were just trying to get meat, though. 0:51:22.400 --> 0:51:24.719 I ate the whole thing. You would have thought it 0:51:24.840 --> 0:51:26.960 was my peanut butter and jelly like by the way 0:51:27.040 --> 0:51:30.239 I ate it. It was so good, every bite of 0:51:30.280 --> 0:51:32.839 it and now it's like a comfort food. But yeah, 0:51:33.000 --> 0:51:36.200 ate every little bite of it. Uh. And and then 0:51:36.200 --> 0:51:38.399 I was like, okay, was there water in your rag? Nope, 0:51:38.480 --> 0:51:40.560 still don't have water. Still didn't have water. It was 0:51:40.600 --> 0:51:43.400 just a sandwich. So then we eventually got back to 0:51:43.480 --> 0:51:45.320 base and it was like get on, get on the 0:51:45.360 --> 0:51:47.680 bright square. So then we got on the praid square 0:51:48.600 --> 0:51:50.279 and that's when they chucked us our burgains for the 0:51:50.360 --> 0:51:52.719 first time. And they chucked the burgain and they're like, 0:51:52.760 --> 0:51:54.239 don't let it touch the ground, and you know, of 0:51:54.320 --> 0:51:56.239 course a few people did. And they're like, this is 0:51:56.320 --> 0:51:58.040 your reality. They kind of give us like a duk 0:51:58.080 --> 0:51:59.320 on what's going to be. And then they're like, go 0:52:00.040 --> 0:52:01.840 accommodations and they point us to the door and you 0:52:01.960 --> 0:52:04.120 run in there, right, So you run in there and 0:52:04.160 --> 0:52:06.840 then in just a little bit, Daddy Foxy ds Foxy 0:52:06.920 --> 0:52:08.279 comes and he's like, all right, let's go. I'm gonna 0:52:08.280 --> 0:52:10.160 take you on two of your base. Takes us on 0:52:10.239 --> 0:52:12.399 a tour, shows us all around, shows us the mess 0:52:12.440 --> 0:52:14.320 the doctor's office, where to go if we need the doctor, 0:52:14.880 --> 0:52:16.759 the bathrooms. This is where we can hang out. This 0:52:16.880 --> 0:52:19.480 is where you cannot go. You can't go past these lines. 0:52:19.840 --> 0:52:21.239 If you want to go to the bathroom, you can't 0:52:21.280 --> 0:52:23.279 go this way. You have to go around the long way. 0:52:23.640 --> 0:52:25.600 You have to jog everywhere. You have to go in 0:52:25.680 --> 0:52:27.440 buddy system, you have to go in pairs. There's a 0:52:27.480 --> 0:52:30.160 lot of rules, and we got the rundown that night, 0:52:31.120 --> 0:52:33.200 and then we didn't know what to expect for the 0:52:33.239 --> 0:52:34.799 rest of the night, you know, we kind of At 0:52:34.880 --> 0:52:38.400 some point they said, dinner's ready, mess is ready, and 0:52:38.800 --> 0:52:41.319 they assigned duty recruit and first duty recruit I believe 0:52:41.360 --> 0:52:45.240 was black China, and so they assigned her duty recruit. 0:52:45.320 --> 0:52:48.200 And so they said, whatever you need to do to recruit, 0:52:48.239 --> 0:52:49.840 you know, you go to the rock. And so she 0:52:49.920 --> 0:52:51.920 went to the rock and they said dinner's ready, and 0:52:52.040 --> 0:52:55.239 then she came and told us that dinner was ready, 0:52:55.280 --> 0:52:57.600 and so we go in. You had your little fucking 0:52:57.920 --> 0:53:00.239 silver tin canister that you took with you go in 0:53:00.320 --> 0:53:04.080 and it was like rice, peas and carrots and chicken 0:53:04.160 --> 0:53:06.400 and white juice. The chicken and white juice was sucks 0:53:06.480 --> 0:53:10.640 as fuck, but the rice and peas. I was thriving, 0:53:11.239 --> 0:53:13.640 literally my meal before I left. I had my best 0:53:13.640 --> 0:53:17.120 friend make me rice peas, carrots and chicken. Like it 0:53:17.239 --> 0:53:19.160 was just like my dream. Did you have a water? 0:53:19.320 --> 0:53:22.839 I'm still like, God, give my k once I got 0:53:22.920 --> 0:53:27.919 the basic, I didn't get water, okay, Yeah, so then yeah, 0:53:28.000 --> 0:53:29.600 we we we ate dinner and I was like, it's 0:53:29.600 --> 0:53:32.080 actually not a bad like, I mean, you're starving, so 0:53:32.120 --> 0:53:33.719 it's like it is what it is. I love the 0:53:33.760 --> 0:53:37.560 white rice, the peace. I was thriving last night. And 0:53:37.680 --> 0:53:39.600 then you know, we all just kind of like wander 0:53:39.640 --> 0:53:41.520 back to O accommodations. You don't know what's gonna happen. 0:53:41.719 --> 0:53:43.759 Pick where you slept in the room. No, so you 0:53:43.920 --> 0:53:45.960 go in and you had a bed and a box 0:53:46.000 --> 0:53:48.239 with your number on, and in your box there was 0:53:48.280 --> 0:53:51.040 a robe. You could only wear the robe though if 0:53:51.120 --> 0:53:54.120 you were going to her from the shower and you 0:53:54.160 --> 0:53:55.960 could only like sleep with it. You could have like 0:53:56.040 --> 0:53:59.040 lounge around in your robe. And it was like a big, warm, 0:53:59.440 --> 0:54:06.759 dry robe. Some toilet paper, uh, notepad was in our burgains. Uh. 0:54:06.960 --> 0:54:08.760 I think the only stuff in there was the toilet 0:54:08.800 --> 0:54:13.920 paper and the robe and our our toothbrushes, and you're 0:54:13.920 --> 0:54:16.920 gonna they provided you with that. I was sandwiched in 0:54:17.000 --> 0:54:20.719 between Tara Reid and Tom Sandaval, and then I ended 0:54:20.800 --> 0:54:23.600 up being sandwiched between Jack Osborne and Tom Sandaval, and 0:54:23.719 --> 0:54:25.640 then just next to Tom Sandval. I ended up having 0:54:25.640 --> 0:54:29.120 the end for a few nights. Okay, Yeah, so then 0:54:29.160 --> 0:54:31.200 that was it. We never knew what was gonna happen 0:54:31.280 --> 0:54:32.640 that night. We didn't know if we were gonna get 0:54:32.640 --> 0:54:34.640 called back out, and then all of a sudden, lights 0:54:34.719 --> 0:54:36.960 just went out and our room was pitch black. We 0:54:37.040 --> 0:54:38.719 all got our head lamp out, and we're like, okay, 0:54:38.840 --> 0:54:41.000 like do we call it a night? And we fell 0:54:41.040 --> 0:54:48.520 asleep and everyone, uh the first night we all go 0:54:48.640 --> 0:54:51.920 to fall asleep and we're all now exhausted. Yeah, and 0:54:52.560 --> 0:54:54.319 so we're all like laying in bed and like people 0:54:54.360 --> 0:54:58.040 are noisy. Tom's noisy, Tara was noisy. Tara was snoring, 0:54:58.400 --> 0:55:01.360 slooping or drink like just like you're like, just like 0:55:01.520 --> 0:55:03.000 over it though, right, So you're just laying in bed 0:55:03.360 --> 0:55:07.360 and all of a sudden, out of literally nowhere, Tara 0:55:07.520 --> 0:55:14.600 wakes up and goes hood hair has that and Thomas, 0:55:17.160 --> 0:55:20.440 I'm talking it is pitch black in the room. Everyone's asleep. 0:55:20.480 --> 0:55:23.600 We're all like what and she's like hell and yes, 0:55:23.840 --> 0:55:26.239 John and Thomas a liar and you can't understand what 0:55:26.360 --> 0:55:29.360 she's say and we're like, Tara, what She's like, my 0:55:29.800 --> 0:55:33.080 liar is John and Tom and they said someone else 0:55:33.120 --> 0:55:37.600 here has the liar and Jack osboard. I think it 0:55:37.719 --> 0:55:39.800 was was like Tara, shut the fuck up and go 0:55:39.960 --> 0:55:43.320 back to sleep, and she was like, yeah, I'm so sorry, 0:55:45.320 --> 0:55:48.560 and she fell asleep. Hellow her and yeah she's great, 0:55:49.080 --> 0:55:52.080 and we all just were like, what the fuck was that? Okay, 0:55:52.560 --> 0:55:54.319 so fall asleep. Now we don't know when you wake up. 0:55:54.760 --> 0:55:58.719 Thomas's no one, no one, no one now. So the 0:55:58.800 --> 0:56:01.839 next day we actually, okay, I should pause there now, 0:56:02.000 --> 0:56:04.600 any questions on that first day, first night? Yes, what 0:56:04.719 --> 0:56:05.160 were you like? 0:56:05.280 --> 0:56:07.560 So you're the lights go off, you're laying down, You're 0:56:07.640 --> 0:56:09.960 laying in your bed? Yes, what are you thinking? Are 0:56:10.000 --> 0:56:10.520 you happy to be? 0:56:10.719 --> 0:56:12.960 Genuinely, I was thinking how long do I get to 0:56:13.040 --> 0:56:14.640 be here? How long do I get to be in 0:56:14.760 --> 0:56:17.640 this bed with these lights off? Will I get How 0:56:17.680 --> 0:56:19.560 will I know when to wake up? I was very 0:56:19.680 --> 0:56:21.759 stressed about that. I was like, because I don't want 0:56:21.760 --> 0:56:23.640 to be the one that doesn't wake up like you'reep 0:56:23.719 --> 0:56:25.640 And everyone else is like, yeah, like how will I 0:56:25.719 --> 0:56:27.720 know when to get up? And I was very stressed 0:56:27.719 --> 0:56:29.040 about that when I was like, just fall asleep, like 0:56:29.040 --> 0:56:30.839 you're gonna want to sleep? Uh huh? Was it hard 0:56:30.880 --> 0:56:33.560 to fall asleep for me? No? No, you I have 0:56:33.680 --> 0:56:36.200 this weird thing where the more uncomfortable I am, the 0:56:36.280 --> 0:56:38.680 better I sleep. If I sleep in a warm room 0:56:38.719 --> 0:56:41.520 with nice cozy blankets, I will not sleep. But if 0:56:41.560 --> 0:56:43.920 I'm on a plane sitting straight up with turbulence, I 0:56:43.960 --> 0:56:46.440 will crash, you know what I mean. So like I 0:56:46.680 --> 0:56:50.480 slept great, okay, everyone, So we had we had a 0:56:50.520 --> 0:56:54.000 sleeping bag, okay, and every single human got out there 0:56:54.040 --> 0:56:56.840 sleeping bag at night and this night one and like 0:56:57.000 --> 0:56:59.080 laid it out, got in it, took their clothes off, 0:56:59.239 --> 0:57:00.960 like slept in just like their long John's and like 0:57:01.000 --> 0:57:03.120 a sports bar. The boys slept topless like it just 0:57:03.200 --> 0:57:05.799 like didn't matter. They're in their sleeping bag. And I'm 0:57:06.000 --> 0:57:09.920 laying on the bed with my full gear still on, 0:57:10.400 --> 0:57:13.480 shoes on, laying there with my robe over me, and 0:57:13.520 --> 0:57:16.800 everyone's like jojo no, And I was like yes because 0:57:16.840 --> 0:57:18.960 at some point they're going to be like get ready now, 0:57:19.280 --> 0:57:20.720 And I don't want to deal with putting my sleeping 0:57:20.760 --> 0:57:22.600 bag back in my bergen, no, because you never put 0:57:22.640 --> 0:57:24.440 it in your bergain in the bottom. Yeah. Taught us 0:57:24.440 --> 0:57:26.200 how to arrange our burgen. Oh, that first day we 0:57:26.240 --> 0:57:28.840 had to fill our burgen with sandbags. So we had 0:57:28.880 --> 0:57:32.960 to make our burgen. It was about twenty five kilograms 0:57:32.960 --> 0:57:34.760 and you had to make it from thirty to thirty 0:57:34.800 --> 0:57:37.120 five kilograms. I see, I don't just to make it 0:57:37.200 --> 0:57:42.280 heavier for training. Oh yeah, okay, yeah, And so that 0:57:42.400 --> 0:57:43.720 we had to do. And I was like, I ain't 0:57:43.720 --> 0:57:45.400 getting my sleeping bag out from the bottom of my 0:57:45.440 --> 0:57:48.120 bag every single night to then put it in. No, no, 0:57:48.360 --> 0:57:50.880 no way, that's happening. Because what happened was it went 0:57:51.080 --> 0:57:54.400 sleeping bag. I'm sorry. Your whole burgin was lined with 0:57:55.000 --> 0:57:58.280 a waterproof bag, and so you would have to take 0:57:58.480 --> 0:58:00.800 the sleeping bag was in the bottom of the waterproof bag. 0:58:01.040 --> 0:58:02.840 She would have to take all your dry kid out, 0:58:03.280 --> 0:58:06.520 all of your accessories out, put your sleeping bag back, 0:58:06.560 --> 0:58:07.960 put all your stuff back in, and then put the 0:58:07.960 --> 0:58:10.080 stand back in. Sleep bag goes out the bottom. No way, 0:58:10.080 --> 0:58:11.400 I'm doing that every night. I was like, you'll leave 0:58:11.400 --> 0:58:15.400 it fine. We called. So the first night no Jack 0:58:15.720 --> 0:58:18.520 gassed us out with the fire they asked. So we 0:58:18.600 --> 0:58:21.600 had all these different jobs. We had firewood, dooty recruit, 0:58:21.960 --> 0:58:25.960 washing duty, and cleaning duty. Okay, dotey recruit was in 0:58:26.040 --> 0:58:29.000 charge of everybody. Firewood was in charge of chopping wood, 0:58:29.080 --> 0:58:30.680 making sure it was always stocked up to the top 0:58:30.720 --> 0:58:32.200 in case there was a blizzard. And we couldn't get 0:58:32.200 --> 0:58:33.640 out of chopwood. You always had to have it like 0:58:33.720 --> 0:58:37.000 double stocked. Cleaning was in charge of like making sure 0:58:37.000 --> 0:58:39.200 the accommodation was tidy, and then washing up was in 0:58:39.280 --> 0:58:42.720 charge of making sure the dishes got done by day three. 0:58:43.360 --> 0:58:45.680 We all just were like, okay, everyone makes sure your 0:58:45.720 --> 0:58:49.360 own spot isn't tidy. I always wanted wood, so me 0:58:49.480 --> 0:58:51.120 and a boy would always go to the wood, didn't 0:58:51.160 --> 0:58:53.880 matter who always was me and a boy. I basically 0:58:53.960 --> 0:58:57.280 became dooty recruit. Like I mean, I shouldn't say that, 0:58:57.560 --> 0:58:59.400 because doody recruit did have a lot more roles than 0:58:59.440 --> 0:59:01.920 I took on the role of like making sure everyone 0:59:01.960 --> 0:59:05.280 had it together. That we just kind of thing. And 0:59:05.400 --> 0:59:09.240 then Jack really took over washing up, and Kelly, while 0:59:09.320 --> 0:59:11.280 Kelly was there, really took over washing up, which was 0:59:11.320 --> 0:59:13.080 like prepare the dishes for everyone to be able to 0:59:13.200 --> 0:59:16.040 clean them up. Yeah, it was super great. That's not 0:59:16.120 --> 0:59:18.320 a great job. No, I hated that job. I never 0:59:18.360 --> 0:59:21.680 wanted that job, but I did a lot for everyone else. 0:59:21.680 --> 0:59:23.440 Like I just kind of like made it work. Like 0:59:23.520 --> 0:59:25.400 we all just wore like be self suspicient, like clean 0:59:25.480 --> 0:59:27.600 up your own spot, like just let's get in trouble 0:59:27.640 --> 0:59:31.800 for the big things off the small anyways. So yeah, 0:59:31.880 --> 0:59:34.920 we we did that. So does the room just like 0:59:35.040 --> 0:59:38.840 quiet down and everyone just like we kind of. Tom 0:59:38.880 --> 0:59:40.360 would do his arts and crafts in the middle of 0:59:40.400 --> 0:59:44.720 the night, so night one, you know Tara's snoring. Tom 0:59:44.800 --> 0:59:46.439 didn't do arts and crafts night once, so I won't 0:59:46.440 --> 0:59:49.480 talk about that till night too, But yeah, Tara, Tara snoring. 0:59:50.040 --> 0:59:52.760 Beds are creaky like it just and no one knows 0:59:52.800 --> 0:59:54.680 when to wake up. And if you had a pee, 0:59:54.680 --> 0:59:55.720 you had to go with a buddy. And so I 0:59:55.840 --> 0:59:58.840 told everybody. I was like, look, I pee like a 0:59:59.000 --> 1:00:02.280 freaking dad that drinks too much water. I was like, 1:00:02.360 --> 1:00:03.919 if anyone has going in the bathroom in the middle 1:00:03.920 --> 1:00:06.200 of night, I'm your girl, pack me up. I don't care. 1:00:06.920 --> 1:00:09.160 And so I would wake up with anybody and everybody. 1:00:09.160 --> 1:00:10.480 You would just hear like, in the middle of the night, 1:00:10.840 --> 1:00:12.320 is that anyone to wake the house to go to 1:00:12.440 --> 1:00:16.440 the bathroom, And you would listen, and if somebody was like, 1:00:16.520 --> 1:00:18.240 yeah I do, you would just like fall back asleep. 1:00:18.600 --> 1:00:20.240 But if nobody did, I was always the one that 1:00:20.360 --> 1:00:22.800 was like, ya go, And actually Tom Santaval was the 1:00:22.840 --> 1:00:24.520 other one that was like, yall go. Me and him 1:00:24.560 --> 1:00:26.560 were really good about like going if someone else had 1:00:26.560 --> 1:00:28.440 to go, how come I want you to go with somebody. 1:00:28.720 --> 1:00:31.160 Always have to be in a buddy system in case 1:00:31.320 --> 1:00:34.000 I'm just I don't know, in case war strikes, Yeah, 1:00:35.480 --> 1:00:39.880 it could happen. Not everybody listened to the Buddy system. 1:00:39.880 --> 1:00:42.680 In the beginning. Tom was very bad about listening Buddy system. 1:00:42.680 --> 1:00:43.680 He was like, if I just gotta be in the 1:00:43.680 --> 1:00:45.080 middle of the night, like I'm just gonna go, Like 1:00:45.160 --> 1:00:47.920 I'm fine. We're like Tom, You're gonna get us all 1:00:48.000 --> 1:00:52.800 in trouble. Just follow the world, buddy. Uh yeah. So 1:00:53.040 --> 1:00:55.160 night one. Night one, honestly, like was pretty chill, Like 1:00:55.160 --> 1:00:57.200 it was a big fun sleep like we were at 1:00:57.280 --> 1:01:00.360 freaking summer care. You're not scared, You're not worried. I 1:01:00.400 --> 1:01:03.320 can do that at this point is a vacation. At 1:01:03.360 --> 1:01:05.920 this point like ooh spooky, Like we had to like 1:01:06.040 --> 1:01:09.080 fall down a ladder. Oh, Like it wasn't too high, 1:01:09.120 --> 1:01:11.160 it wasn't too like man, yeah, I mean like we 1:01:11.280 --> 1:01:13.120 did it, like everyone got through it. Everyone did it. 1:01:13.200 --> 1:01:18.280 Like we were chilling. Uh yeah. So then we fell 1:01:18.320 --> 1:01:20.720 asleep night one. We woke up all of a sudden, 1:01:20.760 --> 1:01:23.080 the lights just like turn on. Oh, they just turn 1:01:23.200 --> 1:01:25.400 on out and know we're super bright. And if you 1:01:25.560 --> 1:01:27.840 watch when they turn the lights on, you see me 1:01:28.080 --> 1:01:29.840 shoot up out of it. I was the first one up, 1:01:30.040 --> 1:01:32.120 and I was like, lights are on. Everybody, Like I 1:01:32.320 --> 1:01:36.400 think to dressed this day? Yeah, because I stayed in 1:01:36.440 --> 1:01:38.840 my clothes. Yeah okay, And I mean I'm thinking that 1:01:38.880 --> 1:01:40.280 they're gonna come and be like get all the way 1:01:40.280 --> 1:01:42.480 to that now. Every day when we woke up, we 1:01:42.520 --> 1:01:45.040 had an hour, but I never I was like, I 1:01:45.160 --> 1:01:46.760 was waiting for the day when they were going to 1:01:46.840 --> 1:01:49.200 like beat our ass in the beginning, but they never did. 1:01:49.320 --> 1:01:51.200 They're probably waiting for you to sleep and as wards 1:01:51.240 --> 1:01:55.040 for sure. And then eventually the only thing that I 1:01:55.120 --> 1:01:58.320 ended up taking off when I slept was my shoes. 1:01:58.720 --> 1:02:00.840 So I would take my shoes off and I would 1:02:00.840 --> 1:02:02.520 put them at the edge of my bed fully like 1:02:02.640 --> 1:02:05.160 open and unlace so I could slip them on super fast. 1:02:05.680 --> 1:02:07.760 And then what I would do is I would sleep. 1:02:07.920 --> 1:02:11.120 If I got too hot, I would take my jackets off, 1:02:11.840 --> 1:02:14.800 but I would lay them down like in order so 1:02:15.000 --> 1:02:16.720 I could just slide them back on, and I would 1:02:16.760 --> 1:02:19.720 sleep with my armband on me, so everyone else will 1:02:19.760 --> 1:02:21.880 kind of like take their armband off. But I would 1:02:21.880 --> 1:02:23.959 sleep with my armband on me and my head lamp 1:02:24.040 --> 1:02:26.080 in my hand. That was something that I didn't do 1:02:26.200 --> 1:02:28.520 till probably like day four or five, because sometimes in 1:02:28.560 --> 1:02:29.760 the middle of the night you would need your head 1:02:29.840 --> 1:02:32.800 lamp or what like if somebody had to go to 1:02:32.840 --> 1:02:34.800 the bathroom to grab your toilet. People need your head 1:02:34.880 --> 1:02:38.600 lamp or see somebody. Yeah, and so I would wrap 1:02:38.680 --> 1:02:41.360 my armband on my arm or in my hand. I'd 1:02:41.600 --> 1:02:43.680 i'd lace it to my hand, or I would put 1:02:43.720 --> 1:02:46.160 my and my other hand had my head lamp because 1:02:46.160 --> 1:02:47.880 I was like, I just want to be prepared. I 1:02:48.120 --> 1:02:49.480 just want to be prepared. All I want to be 1:02:49.560 --> 1:02:53.120 as prepared I am prepared. I swear. I want to 1:02:53.240 --> 1:02:57.400 make them like you. That was my only mission today too. 1:02:57.440 --> 1:02:58.640 We woke up, let's go on. No one knows what 1:02:58.760 --> 1:03:02.160 to expect. All of a sudden, you dirty recruit. And 1:03:02.400 --> 1:03:05.080 so Angela was due to her cruit and homegirl is 1:03:05.360 --> 1:03:08.480 out like a light. And so Angela wake up, wake up. 1:03:08.480 --> 1:03:10.000 And that's when you see me going over them like 1:03:10.000 --> 1:03:12.840 good morning sunshine, like yeah, I could and wake up, 1:03:12.880 --> 1:03:14.680 and she did not want to get up. She did 1:03:14.800 --> 1:03:17.600 not want to get up, and I was like, oh shit, 1:03:17.720 --> 1:03:19.920 here we go. So they called her out and they 1:03:19.960 --> 1:03:23.240 were like, breakfast will be up in five. So we 1:03:23.360 --> 1:03:25.520 go out and we go up to breakfast in five 1:03:26.240 --> 1:03:29.280 and uh yeah. We we walk into the mess and 1:03:29.360 --> 1:03:32.560 we don't know what to expect for breakfast. And now 1:03:32.760 --> 1:03:34.760 now everyone's like, okay, we're here, like it's day two, 1:03:34.880 --> 1:03:38.600 like we got this. And we go into the mess 1:03:38.800 --> 1:03:40.720 and it's it's breakfast is up and we see a 1:03:40.760 --> 1:03:43.840 platter of white toast that's not really toast, it's just 1:03:43.920 --> 1:03:47.200 like white bread. We see a bowl of jelly, bowl 1:03:47.240 --> 1:03:50.280 of dried fruits, pot of oatmeal, pot of scrambled eggs 1:03:50.320 --> 1:03:53.120 on our runny and we're like, all right, sick breakfast right, 1:03:53.240 --> 1:03:55.680 like chilling at this. I made oatmeal and jelly. Yeah, 1:03:55.800 --> 1:03:58.880 mix it up, put some fresh the dried fruits in it, 1:03:59.480 --> 1:04:02.080 got some scrap old eggs, ate some toast. By the end, 1:04:02.960 --> 1:04:04.680 we didn't know that we were going to get this 1:04:04.720 --> 1:04:07.040 breakfast every single day. So by the end, this breakfast 1:04:07.080 --> 1:04:10.320 got so old. Yeah, to the point where my end 1:04:10.360 --> 1:04:12.720 in concoction was I kid you not because you just 1:04:12.760 --> 1:04:17.480 wanted to eat fast, literally scrambled eggs, jelly and oatmeal 1:04:17.520 --> 1:04:21.320 mixed together, scooped on bread. Shove it in. Why did 1:04:21.400 --> 1:04:23.560 you want to eat fast? Because you just didn't know 1:04:23.600 --> 1:04:25.520 when you were going to be done eating. That's disgusted 1:04:25.560 --> 1:04:27.920 and you had to clean your stuff and hum, it 1:04:28.040 --> 1:04:31.400 was awful, but like at the time, it was delicious. 1:04:31.840 --> 1:04:33.720 I like, I loved breakfast because I knew what we 1:04:33.800 --> 1:04:36.560 were getting and I was great. Plain oatmeal and scrambled eggs. 1:04:36.600 --> 1:04:39.040 I'm good, Like I can live all that white bread. 1:04:39.240 --> 1:04:40.920 I'm good. By the end of it. It was like 1:04:40.960 --> 1:04:43.200 fucking eggs and oameal on toast and call it good. Like, 1:04:43.840 --> 1:04:45.680 doesn't mean I never thought to put someone like the 1:04:45.800 --> 1:04:48.720 dried fruit in your pocket? Tom did? Tom did? Tom 1:04:48.800 --> 1:04:51.960 saved the drive fruit always huh. I a few times 1:04:51.960 --> 1:05:04.840 would take some dried fruit, but he didn't really didn't. Okay, 1:05:04.920 --> 1:05:07.760 So I'm gonna read you my day one journal, okay, 1:05:07.960 --> 1:05:10.640 and then this will kind of maybe maybe lead into 1:05:10.680 --> 1:05:13.840 more stories. Honestly, we probably could just do day one 1:05:14.120 --> 1:05:17.080 like this has been so much. Let's just do day 1:05:17.200 --> 1:05:20.880 one because that's when they found the cigarette tintauris. Yeah, 1:05:21.480 --> 1:05:23.720 we can stories that I like have out of schimical 1:05:24.440 --> 1:05:26.479 because this is gonna lead into that. This is gonna 1:05:26.520 --> 1:05:31.400 lead into the learning the things. I didn't talk about 1:05:31.440 --> 1:05:34.080 learning the things yet. I made a list of who 1:05:34.120 --> 1:05:39.040 I like versus who I didn't like, things I missed. Yeah, 1:05:39.080 --> 1:05:41.400 there's so many details to do day one. Okay, okay, 1:05:41.520 --> 1:05:45.840 so this now, yeah, okay, Yeah, Like I said, there's 1:05:45.840 --> 1:05:47.280 gonna be a lot of parts. I'm gonna do this 1:05:47.400 --> 1:05:51.640 day by day because seriously, there's so many stories, and 1:05:51.840 --> 1:05:55.520 I just I want to go into as much detail 1:05:55.680 --> 1:05:57.960 as possible with all of this, and I want to 1:05:58.000 --> 1:05:59.960 tell every story that I can think of. Solway it's 1:06:00.040 --> 1:06:01.400 out there in the world. I think you're smart to 1:06:01.480 --> 1:06:03.520 do that, because I was wishing there would be like 1:06:03.760 --> 1:06:08.120 a tell all yeah YouTube and stuff like that. I 1:06:08.200 --> 1:06:10.680 have a lot more stories from day one. So let's 1:06:10.720 --> 1:06:13.400 hear journal Day one, all right, Journal, Day one Journal. 1:06:13.480 --> 1:06:16.160 Day one is a full story journal. Day one is one, two, three, four, five, six, 1:06:16.200 --> 1:06:20.200 seven eight pages. All right. The eight journal is a 1:06:20.240 --> 1:06:22.200 half a page. Like I got really over it. 1:06:22.400 --> 1:06:24.160 But these are just like for people I can't see it, 1:06:24.200 --> 1:06:27.560 like little like assignment notebook pages six four. 1:06:27.760 --> 1:06:32.160 Yeah, and the paper's waterproof. Yeah, waterproof, all weatherproof, all right. 1:06:32.280 --> 1:06:35.240 Day one started at six forty five am. Drove to 1:06:35.360 --> 1:06:37.920 Mountain wait until eight forty five, then got an army 1:06:38.000 --> 1:06:40.640 van for an hour drive. Was a really fun ride, 1:06:40.880 --> 1:06:43.280 sat by Brian and we were all having a great time. 1:06:43.360 --> 1:06:46.360 The boom, explosions and fire. Out of nowhere, thean door 1:06:46.440 --> 1:06:51.040 opened and we heard Billy Staff Billy, well, mind you 1:06:51.120 --> 1:06:53.080 have something crossed out before Billy, because it's aid Daddy 1:06:53.160 --> 1:06:56.880 Billy Staff. Billy say, head down, stay down, don't move. 1:06:57.120 --> 1:06:59.000 Then he pulled us out one by one out of 1:06:59.040 --> 1:07:01.240 the van. I was last to get pulled out, first 1:07:01.320 --> 1:07:03.960 by the hood, but then by the hair, which I 1:07:04.240 --> 1:07:07.600 liked it. Then we got bags over our heads, had 1:07:07.640 --> 1:07:09.760 to walk like a Konga line, then drive more while 1:07:09.800 --> 1:07:13.800 being blindfolded. First name Billy called me was Creatia. He 1:07:13.880 --> 1:07:15.680 also said he didn't like me, which it's now my 1:07:15.800 --> 1:07:17.760 mission to make him like me. We went to the 1:07:17.800 --> 1:07:21.160 first task, ladder bridge walk. I went third. I failed, 1:07:21.240 --> 1:07:23.720 which made me mad at myself. Everyone was nice, but 1:07:23.920 --> 1:07:26.560 cue he called me a bag of ass, but also 1:07:27.000 --> 1:07:29.360 he was right. I didn't like failing. I don't want 1:07:29.400 --> 1:07:32.560 to again. After I went, I got in trouble for 1:07:32.680 --> 1:07:35.000 helping someone fill their water. Then we got in a 1:07:35.080 --> 1:07:36.800 new car and drove the Base, which was like an 1:07:36.840 --> 1:07:38.560 hour away. There was four of us in the car. 1:07:38.880 --> 1:07:41.600 They had four random sandwiches. I got a smoke salmon bagel. 1:07:41.680 --> 1:07:44.360 I was so hungry, it was amazing. Then I got 1:07:44.400 --> 1:07:46.919 to Base, took a tour ate dinner chicken, white juice, 1:07:47.000 --> 1:07:50.720 rice peas, sweet potatoes, and carrots. I loved it. Favorite meal. 1:07:50.920 --> 1:07:52.560 Now we're just waiting for the rest of the night. 1:07:53.320 --> 1:07:56.720 I've wanted to call Mom, Kez, Rachel and Abby. It's 1:07:56.760 --> 1:07:58.480 been a fun day and I just want to tell 1:07:58.640 --> 1:08:01.480 everyone about it and hear it. Third days, I felt 1:08:01.520 --> 1:08:04.959 my phone buzz in my head so much. Phantom phone 1:08:04.960 --> 1:08:08.840 syndrome is real. Really, I wondered how it was to 1:08:08.880 --> 1:08:13.080 just shut your phone off and crazy. Yeah, it's eight fifteen, 1:08:13.160 --> 1:08:16.000 I'm gonna get some sleep quick. Uh nine oh seven, 1:08:16.120 --> 1:08:19.840 awake and getting ready. So I slept for like an hour, 1:08:20.040 --> 1:08:22.680 little under an hour, and then they were called us 1:08:23.120 --> 1:08:25.920 ten forty three. We were done for the night. That's 1:08:25.960 --> 1:08:29.320 a long day. Yeah, I'm being very hard on myself. Currently, 1:08:29.439 --> 1:08:31.559 we had a test of character workout with a rock 1:08:31.920 --> 1:08:35.280 oh my god. The rock workout was on day one. Well, 1:08:35.439 --> 1:08:37.080 you had a little rock. We had a test of 1:08:37.200 --> 1:08:39.559 character workout with a rock and we had to speed 1:08:39.640 --> 1:08:41.680 get a rock. One of the boys handed me one, 1:08:41.760 --> 1:08:43.439 and then when we all got back, I had one 1:08:43.479 --> 1:08:46.519 of the smallest. We had a duck walk, lunchwalk, burpie 1:08:46.560 --> 1:08:48.599 and something else. We slammed the rock while Burt being 1:08:48.680 --> 1:08:50.840 and I broke mine. That's how small my rock was. 1:08:50.880 --> 1:08:53.400 I broke it while throwing it. My stamina is by 1:08:53.600 --> 1:08:55.120 far the best, but I know I could have made 1:08:55.120 --> 1:08:57.719 that harder on myself. Then I have whoa. It's seven 1:08:57.760 --> 1:08:59.880 fifty five pm and I just walked into a massive 1:09:00.200 --> 1:09:02.599 between Brian and Angela. I was getting my mic changed, 1:09:02.680 --> 1:09:06.719 but fuck, it's hated. I also have when I failed, 1:09:07.080 --> 1:09:10.320 Daddy Foxy said I thought you had it and then 1:09:10.360 --> 1:09:12.800 I blinked and you failed, So I go next time, 1:09:12.880 --> 1:09:15.519 don't blink. Thought it was funny, but he didn't. My 1:09:15.600 --> 1:09:17.880 budgie held me up like a fairy. Then I had 1:09:17.920 --> 1:09:20.000 a list of who I liked versus who I didn't like, 1:09:21.120 --> 1:09:22.560 but then I ended up crossing that out because I 1:09:22.560 --> 1:09:24.280 was like, if my journal gets red again, I don't 1:09:24.320 --> 1:09:27.479 want that being out there sixth grade. It's literally so 1:09:27.680 --> 1:09:30.360 sixth grade. But the thing is is, I don't have 1:09:30.680 --> 1:09:34.519 anybody tell me just who you liked right on this 1:09:34.720 --> 1:09:37.360 light it was Brian, Savannah, Kelly, and Dez. They were 1:09:37.439 --> 1:09:40.080 my first, but then I aboord a mission. I think 1:09:40.200 --> 1:09:43.320 right away on day one probably would have also been Tyler. 1:09:43.360 --> 1:09:45.400 I didn't know Nick well yet. Tyler. I got a 1:09:45.439 --> 1:09:50.960 good vibe from day one. Yeah, those were honestly like people. 1:09:51.040 --> 1:09:54.599 Day one dead stories. Oh I got good dead stories. 1:09:55.040 --> 1:09:57.800 I got good dead stories. Oh you're talking to the 1:09:57.840 --> 1:10:01.120 Robbert stories. But I got one. So on day one 1:10:01.600 --> 1:10:03.559 they came in and they told us that we were 1:10:03.560 --> 1:10:05.920 gonna need to memorize information. Oh yeah, so I have 1:10:06.120 --> 1:10:09.439 that written down. Muppet clap, grit and NBC Muppet is 1:10:09.520 --> 1:10:12.360 most useless pathetic person ever trained, Clap is clear loud 1:10:12.439 --> 1:10:16.720 as an order, pauses, NBC nuclear biological chemical, and grit 1:10:16.840 --> 1:10:19.160 group range indication type of fire. We didn't know what 1:10:19.240 --> 1:10:20.960 we were gonna need them for, but we found out 1:10:21.000 --> 1:10:25.200 on day two very early. Anyways, Yeah, so Robert Horry, 1:10:25.240 --> 1:10:27.880 when we got back into the accommodations, I didn't really 1:10:27.960 --> 1:10:30.519 understand what a big deal Robert Horry was and he 1:10:30.680 --> 1:10:33.600 was telling some incredible stories about Kobe and playing with 1:10:33.720 --> 1:10:37.360 Kobe and like, I mean, he is a massive basketball player, 1:10:37.479 --> 1:10:40.080 like massive in the NBA, and so everyone really loved 1:10:40.120 --> 1:10:44.200 his stories and he would tell these stories and I literally, 1:10:44.960 --> 1:10:47.320 this is awful. But I was like fuck that, I'm 1:10:47.360 --> 1:10:49.840 going to sleep because everyone was so engaged in his 1:10:49.920 --> 1:10:51.439 stories that I was like, no one's going to come 1:10:51.479 --> 1:10:54.280 in and interrupt this. I'm talking producers too have to 1:10:54.320 --> 1:10:56.120 be in a control room being like, oh I want 1:10:56.160 --> 1:10:58.320 to hear this story. No one's going to interrupt this. 1:10:58.960 --> 1:11:01.320 And so I was sleeping tell his stories. I was 1:11:01.360 --> 1:11:05.080 like I not, No, there was something else while I 1:11:05.160 --> 1:11:06.320 was reading this, and I was like, oh, I want 1:11:06.360 --> 1:11:09.679 to talk about that. Oh the rock workout. Yeah yeah yeah. 1:11:09.720 --> 1:11:11.679 So I basically they called us out to the Paride 1:11:11.680 --> 1:11:14.559 Square and they were like, go get a rock right where. 1:11:14.680 --> 1:11:17.479 So they spread over to the rock pile and one 1:11:17.479 --> 1:11:18.920 of the boys just hands me a rock out of 1:11:18.920 --> 1:11:20.640 the pile and I just take it a run and 1:11:20.720 --> 1:11:22.439 I literally got back into the Prade Square and I 1:11:22.479 --> 1:11:24.000 looked at it and I was like God, damn it 1:11:24.280 --> 1:11:26.800 because I just knew I knew what that challenge was 1:11:26.840 --> 1:11:28.479 gonna be about. It was gonna be like, did you 1:11:28.520 --> 1:11:30.599 pick a big rock word little rock? And I had 1:11:30.640 --> 1:11:32.479 this one of the small lists. If they handed it, 1:11:32.680 --> 1:11:34.320 they handed it to me. But like I should have 1:11:34.400 --> 1:11:37.000 taken initiative. And that's what I learned, Like it's a 1:11:37.040 --> 1:11:39.479 team game, but it's also a solo game. Yeah, And 1:11:39.600 --> 1:11:42.720 so I had my little itty bitty freaking rock and 1:11:43.000 --> 1:11:45.040 did all these workouts and I mean it was hard. Yeah, 1:11:45.280 --> 1:11:47.120 I mean I had like a ten pound boulder and 1:11:47.200 --> 1:11:49.760 like Jack Osborne's over there, and they called him the 1:11:49.800 --> 1:11:52.479 Pillsbury Dope Boy because we had a dunk walkway it, 1:11:52.520 --> 1:11:55.000 which is like when you're squatted down walking and he 1:11:55.200 --> 1:11:57.120 was rolling his because he could have do They're like 1:11:57.360 --> 1:12:01.240 and the fucking Pillsbury Dope Boys did go and I mean, 1:12:01.320 --> 1:12:04.160 like I cackled, like they were so funny the DS. 1:12:04.320 --> 1:12:05.720 I want to know, is there like a book where 1:12:05.760 --> 1:12:08.120 the DS has learned all they're like funny phrases from 1:12:08.560 --> 1:12:12.160 so funny they're phrases I can't even They just roast everyone. 1:12:12.320 --> 1:12:15.400 They roast and they are quick. One day, DS Billy 1:12:15.400 --> 1:12:18.160 looked at me and it was like, stop nodding naughty, 1:12:18.479 --> 1:12:20.960 and I was like, that's brilliant. What do you call 1:12:21.760 --> 1:12:25.479 Tara dippy Dora? Her dippy Dora? It's like, that doesn't 1:12:25.479 --> 1:12:29.600 even make any sense, but it's hysterriby. Day two, what 1:12:29.640 --> 1:12:31.120 they said to Tara was my favorite thing ever. And 1:12:31.200 --> 1:12:33.040 so you'll hear about that on my part two. God, 1:12:33.040 --> 1:12:34.599 this is gonna be an eight part series. I wanted 1:12:34.600 --> 1:12:37.519 to hear about Tara's cigarettes too, So when we were 1:12:37.520 --> 1:12:40.479 at the Trenasium, all of a sudden, well there's two 1:12:40.520 --> 1:12:43.280 stories you're actually So when we're at the Trenasium, Tom 1:12:43.400 --> 1:12:46.120 and Tyler realized that they had mixed up kids. So like, 1:12:46.240 --> 1:12:47.920 let's say we have to go to the bathroom because 1:12:47.920 --> 1:12:49.720 there was an indoor bathroom h here, And they were like, 1:12:49.760 --> 1:12:51.120 let's say we have to go to the bathroom, let's 1:12:51.120 --> 1:12:54.160 go change. Yeah, Well they go into the bathroom. They 1:12:54.240 --> 1:12:55.400 were like, can we go to the bathroom. We'll go 1:12:55.439 --> 1:12:57.920 in a buddy pair. So they go in and they're 1:12:57.960 --> 1:13:00.799 in there. They were in there for like ten minutes, 1:13:01.000 --> 1:13:03.320 Like mind you, yes, they did all have to take 1:13:03.479 --> 1:13:06.479 everything all put anything back on. Well, DS Rudy was like, 1:13:06.479 --> 1:13:08.720 where the fuck did they go? DS Rudy goes and 1:13:08.760 --> 1:13:13.840 finds them in a bathroom changing together and is like, 1:13:14.600 --> 1:13:18.120 you are not They're ship seriously and all of us 1:13:18.200 --> 1:13:21.200 are like, what's going on out there? Right? Like no 1:13:21.280 --> 1:13:23.479 one knows what's going on out there, and we just 1:13:23.520 --> 1:13:25.680 see them come out, and like Rudy was like they 1:13:25.720 --> 1:13:29.160 were changing, what are they going in there? And like 1:13:29.320 --> 1:13:32.479 they were just they were literally swapping clothes. But he 1:13:32.560 --> 1:13:35.040 thought they were like I never thought they were like 1:13:35.160 --> 1:13:39.160 they were making they were like two straight there literally 1:13:39.200 --> 1:13:43.320 swapping clothes. But yeah, they were, they thought. I don't 1:13:43.320 --> 1:13:45.439 think he thought necessarily they were like making out like 1:13:45.640 --> 1:13:48.160 I feel like Rudy's had probably more like comparing dick 1:13:48.240 --> 1:13:52.280 sides or something like. I don't know, but yeah, they 1:13:52.360 --> 1:13:55.080 got so mad at them. And then Tara tried to 1:13:55.120 --> 1:13:58.000 sneak in cigarettes. So she and her clothes that she 1:13:58.080 --> 1:14:01.080 arrived and had him in every pocket, every stock, every bra. 1:14:01.600 --> 1:14:04.200 Well then you had to change, and so when we changed, 1:14:04.280 --> 1:14:06.160 she swapped all her cigarettes and put them in the 1:14:06.240 --> 1:14:08.360 pants and then there's in these socks down in these 1:14:08.400 --> 1:14:10.800 shoes now, so she stocked up a cigarettes, but they 1:14:10.840 --> 1:14:13.280 saw her. So as we're leaving, DS Box was like 1:14:13.960 --> 1:14:16.200 give me your pack, and so she pulls out one 1:14:16.240 --> 1:14:17.439 and he's like, is that it. She's like that's it. 1:14:17.560 --> 1:14:19.679 He's like, open your pocket, and she pulls out another pack. 1:14:20.160 --> 1:14:22.519 Then she pulls out another pack. She had like eight 1:14:22.640 --> 1:14:24.920 packs on her. They ended up letting her keep one, 1:14:25.280 --> 1:14:27.679 they did, Yeah, they did let her keep one. But yeah, 1:14:27.760 --> 1:14:30.280 she had like so many packs of cigarettes on her. 1:14:30.320 --> 1:14:42.760 It was hysterical. Gotta love good old terror. Oh my god, 1:14:42.880 --> 1:14:45.240 any other day one I want to hear about the 1:14:45.280 --> 1:14:48.040 fight that you walked into between Black China and Yeah, 1:14:48.200 --> 1:14:51.000 so even when it aired, it's still confusing, like what 1:14:51.240 --> 1:14:55.640 happened that I Brian. Brian has a personality that if 1:14:55.680 --> 1:14:59.479 you don't understand, you don't understand for sure. And Black 1:14:59.560 --> 1:15:02.840 China is a very strong personality that also if you 1:15:02.840 --> 1:15:05.040 don't understand, you don't understand, and you she is a 1:15:05.080 --> 1:15:08.360 bear that you cannot poke. Brian is a little boy 1:15:08.439 --> 1:15:12.320 with a stick, and that is a recipe for disaster. 1:15:12.479 --> 1:15:15.000 So literally I was I think he's in the restroom 1:15:15.080 --> 1:15:17.840 or something, and I came back in and they were 1:15:17.960 --> 1:15:20.760 just like fighting with each other and like no one 1:15:20.840 --> 1:15:23.880 knew what was happening. That was like, what's going on? 1:15:24.000 --> 1:15:25.200 And everyone was like I don't know. So I look 1:15:25.240 --> 1:15:26.960 at Brian and I was like, hey, bro, like ye 1:15:27.080 --> 1:15:29.479 you okay. He's like yeah, I'm fun. It doesn't matter. 1:15:29.960 --> 1:15:32.360 But I was like what, Like literally everyone was like, 1:15:32.439 --> 1:15:34.960 what happened? Asked her what happened? She didn't know what happened. 1:15:34.960 --> 1:15:36.400 Asked him what happened. He didn't know what happened. I 1:15:36.439 --> 1:15:38.840 was like, Okay, this is just strange. But they were 1:15:38.920 --> 1:15:42.759 like yelling at each other in the accommodations. It was wild. 1:15:43.040 --> 1:15:45.439 I thought it was over like the temperature in the room. No, 1:15:46.280 --> 1:15:48.200 he literally like I think he cracked a joke and 1:15:48.280 --> 1:15:50.960 she was like, well I don't joke like that, and 1:15:51.280 --> 1:15:54.000 like he was like, oh, like okay, and she was like, 1:15:54.040 --> 1:15:55.720 don't get sassy with me, and I was like, I'm 1:15:55.760 --> 1:15:57.760 not sassy with you. You'reself like something like that, like 1:15:57.880 --> 1:16:01.920 just like petty, silly, stupid. Like the people that bonded 1:16:01.960 --> 1:16:04.799 in the beginning. Actually was interesting because it's very different 1:16:04.840 --> 1:16:07.080 from how it ended. Like I in the beginning definitely 1:16:07.160 --> 1:16:11.519 bonded with Kelly and Savannah. Tyler and Dez bonded because 1:16:11.600 --> 1:16:14.680 like the like football vibe, Nick and Tyler actually like 1:16:14.920 --> 1:16:19.320 prior to Special Forces. Vocally hated each other, serious publicly 1:16:19.360 --> 1:16:22.760 hated each other. Mm hmm, yeah I didn't know that. Yeah, 1:16:22.840 --> 1:16:25.560 Like we're very open about it, Like I don't know, 1:16:25.760 --> 1:16:28.160 just like Bachelor Nation didn't agree, Like I don't know, 1:16:28.800 --> 1:16:31.519 very different people. I think Nick has said something about Tyler. 1:16:31.600 --> 1:16:34.120 Tyler had said something about Nick. But just like they 1:16:34.160 --> 1:16:36.280 don't mix, you know what I mean. Yeah, probably just 1:16:36.400 --> 1:16:39.320 like me and Christy from Dance Bombs prior to the reunion, 1:16:39.600 --> 1:16:41.040 you just don't mix. You just don't walk on the 1:16:41.080 --> 1:16:43.280 same side of the street. And then like you do 1:16:43.400 --> 1:16:45.280 something like this and you're like, okay, wait, you know 1:16:45.320 --> 1:16:48.080 what I mean. Yeah, Now Nick and Tyler are literally 1:16:48.240 --> 1:16:51.880 like freaking brothers. Yeah, it's it's cool to see. Actually, 1:16:53.800 --> 1:16:56.600 everyone just kind of like bonded to somebody immediately, and 1:16:56.720 --> 1:17:01.600 then those bonds definitely changed. I grew very close to 1:17:01.720 --> 1:17:05.519 Nick and Tyler and body Aaron and Tyler grew really close. 1:17:06.240 --> 1:17:10.320 I grew pretty close to Jack actually as well. It 1:17:10.479 --> 1:17:12.519 just it was cool to see, like who you who 1:17:12.560 --> 1:17:16.240 you eventually like grew very close to well, and then too, 1:17:16.280 --> 1:17:18.360 when people leave and if you're close to them, that 1:17:18.520 --> 1:17:21.320 was hard. That was hard. I knew if Nick left, 1:17:21.400 --> 1:17:22.640 I was going to have a harder time. I think 1:17:22.760 --> 1:17:25.920 during Special Forces I was closer to Nick, and I 1:17:26.040 --> 1:17:27.360 knew if he left, I was going to have a 1:17:27.520 --> 1:17:30.639 really hard time because he like he was like really 1:17:30.800 --> 1:17:34.000 brotherly figured to me, like I don't know something about him. 1:17:34.000 --> 1:17:36.560 While we were there, like just felt like if I 1:17:36.640 --> 1:17:38.920 needed a hug, Nick, give me a hug. Like even 1:17:39.040 --> 1:17:41.320 now to this day, Nick is still one of those people, 1:17:41.360 --> 1:17:43.400 but like while we were there, he was number one 1:17:43.479 --> 1:17:45.439 for me. I like the feet story that you tell 1:17:45.439 --> 1:17:48.679 about Nick. You'll have to wait for you for that's 1:17:49.600 --> 1:17:52.040 a van story. That one too. I like that one, 1:17:52.200 --> 1:17:56.400 the van story when he yeah, yeah too so soon 1:17:56.760 --> 1:17:59.360 the van story was I just saw it in this 1:17:59.479 --> 1:18:04.360 last EPISOD so that I saw and I got really happy. Yeah, 1:18:04.400 --> 1:18:06.479 you gotta wait till day seven because those stories are great. 1:18:07.280 --> 1:18:12.040 Man Day one, I think that's probably it. We fell asleep. 1:18:12.160 --> 1:18:14.640 No one really knew what to expect. We didn't know 1:18:14.640 --> 1:18:16.000 when the lights were gonna go on. We didn't know 1:18:16.040 --> 1:18:17.479 how long we were going to sleep for. We didn't 1:18:17.479 --> 1:18:19.840 know or we're supposed to wear. I fell asleep fully dressed. 1:18:19.840 --> 1:18:21.519 I was like, I'm ready I'm ready. Whenever they call, 1:18:21.720 --> 1:18:25.479 I will be ready. Yeah, we were still looking a 1:18:25.520 --> 1:18:29.519 mess day one. No one had their outfits together. I 1:18:29.600 --> 1:18:32.080 knew day one when they showed us the axe job 1:18:32.680 --> 1:18:34.880 with the firewood, that I wanted that I wanted that 1:18:34.960 --> 1:18:37.040 to be my job. And I knew it was gonna 1:18:37.080 --> 1:18:38.920 be hard for people to get me that job because 1:18:38.920 --> 1:18:40.600 all the boys were like, that's a man's job, you 1:18:40.640 --> 1:18:41.720 know what I mean? And so I knew I was 1:18:41.720 --> 1:18:43.200 gonna have to convince the boys like let me do 1:18:43.280 --> 1:18:46.719 it with them. But eventually you'll hear all my firewood stories. 1:18:46.840 --> 1:18:48.680 And you've never sung an act before. I never saw 1:18:48.720 --> 1:18:51.280 an axe before, never tried wood before. No, heck no, 1:18:52.000 --> 1:18:55.479 now professional at it. I would be interested to see 1:18:55.479 --> 1:18:57.400 if I could do it like still, like how good 1:18:57.439 --> 1:18:58.920 I would be at it? Because I got really good. 1:18:58.960 --> 1:19:00.640 I did it every day. I wonder even go here 1:19:00.680 --> 1:19:03.760 to like chop wood anytime, you know, anytime now I 1:19:03.920 --> 1:19:07.360 see like a like uh like a like wood for sale, 1:19:07.760 --> 1:19:09.479 I always send a picture of it to my boys. 1:19:09.800 --> 1:19:12.120 I'll send it to a group out of me Jack, Nick, Tyler, Bodie, 1:19:12.120 --> 1:19:14.320 because they were who took me out to chop the 1:19:14.360 --> 1:19:17.040 wood with them. They're the best. Oh, I got great stories. 1:19:17.080 --> 1:19:19.519 I ran an axe into my leg. Day two, I 1:19:19.600 --> 1:19:23.320 burned my hand. There's so many stories that word gasoline 1:19:23.360 --> 1:19:28.120 on yourself, Ford gasoline on myself, day six, five or six, Yeah, 1:19:28.439 --> 1:19:31.400 so many stories, so many beastings that nobody saw. I 1:19:31.479 --> 1:19:33.200 remember what I said, Did you cry and you're like 1:19:33.280 --> 1:19:35.719 every day? Every day? I did not cry day one. Okay, 1:19:35.840 --> 1:19:38.240 in the episode, it airs that I cried day one. 1:19:38.479 --> 1:19:42.519 That interview was day six, day one. I no offense, 1:19:42.720 --> 1:19:44.960 did not miss my family, did not miss my friends, 1:19:45.040 --> 1:19:48.160 like I wanted to call everybody to be like dude. 1:19:48.600 --> 1:19:51.639 So today I walked across a wobbly ladder and fell 1:19:51.680 --> 1:19:53.479 down the middle of it and dangled and then got 1:19:53.560 --> 1:19:55.320 pulled back up, then got told I looked like a 1:19:55.400 --> 1:19:57.960 back half, then tried to smoke salmon, and then we're 1:19:58.000 --> 1:19:59.960 on base. I have to carry this thirty five pounds back. 1:20:00.600 --> 1:20:02.559 Supposed to be like in between thirty and thirty five, 1:20:02.560 --> 1:20:04.240 but I made mine thirty six, so that way, like, 1:20:04.320 --> 1:20:07.200 there's no fucking it up. And wait to hear the 1:20:07.240 --> 1:20:11.800 Bergen story too, when when when they wait them oh 1:20:12.080 --> 1:20:14.400 uh huh, Honestly, I'll give a spoiler because I've never 1:20:14.439 --> 1:20:16.559 told you this. So they come in to WAM. Now 1:20:17.560 --> 1:20:20.000 a big lesson that we learned this was on day seven, 1:20:20.120 --> 1:20:22.360 is that we needed to take some initiative. Yeah, and 1:20:22.479 --> 1:20:23.880 that was a big lesson we learned. Maybe it was 1:20:23.920 --> 1:20:28.960 day six actually, And so then they they did a 1:20:29.280 --> 1:20:31.519 pre kidnapping that didn't get aired where they like came 1:20:31.600 --> 1:20:33.559 and kidnapped us and they took our burgains from us. 1:20:34.080 --> 1:20:36.040 And then we're in our accommodations and we asked the DS. 1:20:36.080 --> 1:20:37.640 We were like, hey, when will we get our burgins back? 1:20:37.680 --> 1:20:39.000 And they're like, we'll bring them. Do you don't worry 1:20:39.000 --> 1:20:41.920 about it? And so I go out a base, right, 1:20:42.000 --> 1:20:43.720 I go out of our accommodations to go into the 1:20:43.760 --> 1:20:46.639 mess and I saw our burgens outside of the gate 1:20:47.320 --> 1:20:49.639 and I go back into everybody and I was like, hey, everyone, 1:20:50.000 --> 1:20:51.880 I know we're not supposed to leave base, but our 1:20:51.920 --> 1:20:56.000 burgins are out there and they're being not watched. Yeah, 1:20:56.000 --> 1:20:57.680 And I was like, I think we should go grab them. 1:20:57.960 --> 1:20:59.640 And Aaron was like, I'll come get them with you, 1:21:00.080 --> 1:21:01.000 and I was like, all right, let's do it. We 1:21:01.040 --> 1:21:03.160 didn't know if we're supposed to. We had a lesson 1:21:03.200 --> 1:21:05.360 on taking an initiative, and I told everyone. I was like, look, 1:21:05.400 --> 1:21:06.760 I know we're not supposed to be, but they said, 1:21:06.800 --> 1:21:09.920 take initiative. Right there, I can see them. Someone can 1:21:09.960 --> 1:21:12.760 come with me, we can take initiative. And I think 1:21:12.840 --> 1:21:14.040 what was going to happen is they were going to 1:21:14.080 --> 1:21:16.760 take stand out of them to make someone's not weigh 1:21:16.760 --> 1:21:19.040 the right them out. I think that's what was going 1:21:19.080 --> 1:21:21.000 to happen. But I took the initiative and Aaron took 1:21:21.000 --> 1:21:23.200 the initiative with me to go get them. So then 1:21:23.439 --> 1:21:25.599 they come out to weigh them, They're like, get your buggins, 1:21:25.640 --> 1:21:27.479 get on the bright squat, no heads up that they're 1:21:27.479 --> 1:21:29.080 going to weigh them. Right, we had the stand in 1:21:29.160 --> 1:21:31.120 them out for seven days. They weigh everybody. They put 1:21:31.160 --> 1:21:34.000 me last in line to get wait and DS Billy 1:21:34.080 --> 1:21:37.040 like looked at me and like goes to pick up 1:21:37.080 --> 1:21:39.639 my bag and I'm sitting there with flying colors confidence 1:21:41.200 --> 1:21:44.160 mine's a kilogram over. Yeah, because I was not about 1:21:44.720 --> 1:21:46.560 I told all the boys and you'll hear about this 1:21:46.680 --> 1:21:48.720 on day one and two. I'm sorry. On day two 1:21:48.720 --> 1:21:50.000 and three, I told everybody. I was like, we are 1:21:50.000 --> 1:21:51.439 going to get in trouble. We are gonna get punished, 1:21:51.439 --> 1:21:53.800 but not for something stupid. I ain't getting punished for 1:21:53.880 --> 1:21:56.439 you not having your armband on or you having a 1:21:56.479 --> 1:21:59.040 missing button. If we get punished because someone's button is different, 1:21:59.320 --> 1:22:02.639 no happening on my watch, my way, and so sand 1:22:02.720 --> 1:22:04.960 in my bag. No, I would rather have an extra kilogram. 1:22:05.600 --> 1:22:07.000 So he has Billy goes and he puts mine on 1:22:07.080 --> 1:22:08.400 the scale and he looked out and he was like, 1:22:08.680 --> 1:22:11.960 oh shit, like he like like he thought he thought 1:22:12.000 --> 1:22:13.360 I was gonna be the one that was like slacking 1:22:13.400 --> 1:22:15.040 off the lader bag and I had the heaviest bag 1:22:15.080 --> 1:22:19.800 because I was like not not he like me now? 1:22:20.040 --> 1:22:23.679 He was like, so are we friends? Yet? So many 1:22:23.720 --> 1:22:26.559 good stories though, so many memories? Anything else on day one? 1:22:27.439 --> 1:22:29.439 I don't think there's anything else. I feel like I 1:22:29.680 --> 1:22:32.439 really went in. I feel like it really did too. 1:22:32.600 --> 1:22:34.240 I feel like I really just would want to know 1:22:34.520 --> 1:22:36.800 like more of like what you are thinking? So like, 1:22:37.439 --> 1:22:41.680 were you like nervous? I was very curious. I was 1:22:41.800 --> 1:22:43.840 really curious who the first to go home was. I 1:22:43.920 --> 1:22:45.800 will say night one, I was like, how is Terra 1:22:45.880 --> 1:22:48.519 still here? I really did not know how terror I 1:22:48.600 --> 1:22:49.960 didn't think she was going to make a day one, 1:22:50.120 --> 1:22:52.639 I really didn't, and then she did. She got through 1:22:52.640 --> 1:22:55.000 the rock workout and I was like, damn, like we 1:22:55.160 --> 1:22:57.400 did it. Pull it and I was like all right. 1:22:57.479 --> 1:22:58.559 So then I was kind of like, I wonder who 1:22:58.600 --> 1:23:00.360 the first place to go home was. And it was 1:23:00.439 --> 1:23:02.040 kind of a toss up between what it be Terror 1:23:02.080 --> 1:23:04.760 or Angela who was black China. Yeah, And I was like, well, 1:23:04.960 --> 1:23:07.360 both of them are falling asleep here, like they're both chilling. 1:23:08.720 --> 1:23:10.360 That was something I was thinking. I was very curious 1:23:10.360 --> 1:23:12.479 about who was going to go home. I was curious 1:23:12.479 --> 1:23:14.640 about what was going on at home, my home, Like 1:23:14.720 --> 1:23:17.280 I was very curious as like what my family was doing. 1:23:17.400 --> 1:23:19.080 I was very curious to if everyone had a good day, 1:23:19.120 --> 1:23:22.000 if everyone was okay, Like what if something happened, like 1:23:22.200 --> 1:23:25.040 if I'm missing something. Yeah, that was always thought and 1:23:25.080 --> 1:23:27.080 I just kept telling myself something is ever wrong, you 1:23:27.080 --> 1:23:29.960 will feel it. You will know, like if someone dies, 1:23:30.080 --> 1:23:31.800 their angel spirit will come to you and be like, hey, 1:23:31.880 --> 1:23:33.719 heads up, I died, But like don't worry, like finish 1:23:33.800 --> 1:23:35.720 your time here, you know what I mean? Like I 1:23:35.840 --> 1:23:38.560 kept just keep doing the challenges. I got delusional. I 1:23:38.720 --> 1:23:41.840 really got delusional. Man. I think night one I didn't. 1:23:42.880 --> 1:23:45.000 I didn't miss any one. Night one, I really didn't. 1:23:46.200 --> 1:23:47.840 Having the time of my life. I was like, this 1:23:47.960 --> 1:23:50.880 is stoped. I'm away, like, yeah, yeah, this was hard, 1:23:51.080 --> 1:23:52.920 but like I did it, you know what I mean, 1:23:53.840 --> 1:23:55.600 little did I know how hard it was going to 1:23:55.640 --> 1:23:57.519 get and how bad I was going to miss everyone. 1:23:57.640 --> 1:23:59.080 I mean like day one, two and three were a 1:23:59.160 --> 1:24:03.720 joy ride or came, hardest shit I've ever done. Then 1:24:03.840 --> 1:24:05.760 day five came. It was harder than day four. Day six, 1:24:05.840 --> 1:24:08.240 it was harder than day five. Day seven, day harder 1:24:08.560 --> 1:24:10.840 than eight was. I mean, eight was my limit, you 1:24:10.880 --> 1:24:16.240 know what I mean, it's crazy. Yeah. My priority was 1:24:16.320 --> 1:24:18.839 just making everyone laugh when we were in the combinations. 1:24:18.880 --> 1:24:21.960 Make everyone giggle, make everyone smile, make everyone crack a joke, 1:24:22.400 --> 1:24:24.400 make them laugh however I could, because I knew everyone's 1:24:24.400 --> 1:24:25.880 spirits are going to be down. I knew no one 1:24:25.920 --> 1:24:27.800 had their family. I just wanted to make people laugh. 1:24:27.840 --> 1:24:29.880 I wanted people to like me. I did, and I 1:24:29.960 --> 1:24:32.000 just was like, I ain't going to change myself for 1:24:32.040 --> 1:24:33.280 people to like people like I want to give they 1:24:33.280 --> 1:24:36.240 one a good time, you know what I mean. Yeah, yeah, 1:24:37.800 --> 1:24:40.600 it's such a great experience. I can't believe you did it. 1:24:40.680 --> 1:24:42.519 I can't believe all the way there and did all 1:24:42.560 --> 1:24:46.800 those things. So many things, so many freaking things like 1:24:46.960 --> 1:24:52.479 you literally walked across two mountains like a ladder, like 1:24:53.240 --> 1:24:57.720 wobbly super wobbly, like crazy things Like if I was 1:24:57.800 --> 1:24:59.479 there with you, I'd be like, say, honey, don't go 1:24:59.560 --> 1:25:04.040 so close the edge, save right. And this is like, yeah, gosh, 1:25:04.200 --> 1:25:06.800 literally yesterday I was standing on a chair and You're like, 1:25:06.840 --> 1:25:09.920 be careful, dun dangerous, And I'm like, Mom, this is nothing. 1:25:11.720 --> 1:25:13.840 All right. Well, I feel like we have been chatting 1:25:13.880 --> 1:25:17.639 about day one for a hell of a long time. Yeah, 1:25:18.400 --> 1:25:20.680 but we got a lot more to talk about. I 1:25:20.720 --> 1:25:22.280 feel like day two and three can maybe be a 1:25:22.320 --> 1:25:24.639 combined effort. But who knows, maybe it'll be an eight 1:25:24.720 --> 1:25:28.240 part series of special Forces. Thank you all for listening 1:25:28.280 --> 1:25:30.439 to Jojesia. Now, thank you mom for joining me and 1:25:30.640 --> 1:25:33.000 tell this. You will be back. You will be sitting 1:25:33.040 --> 1:25:35.679 in this chair a lot more sitting on this bed, 1:25:36.160 --> 1:25:38.160 sitting on this bed. But there there are a lot 1:25:38.160 --> 1:25:39.800 of good stories. There's a lot we'll get into the 1:25:39.840 --> 1:25:41.720 death notes. I'll read you my death note. We will 1:25:41.760 --> 1:25:44.360 read every day's journal. I will tell stories from every 1:25:44.439 --> 1:25:46.720 day stuff you didn't see. There's tasks you didn't see. 1:25:47.160 --> 1:25:50.640 There's beastings you didn't see, there's breakdowns you didn't see. 1:25:50.800 --> 1:25:55.080 There's stories with everybody, car rides, dinners, meals at everything 1:25:55.200 --> 1:25:57.559 that didn't get aired because you know, you're taking twenty minutes, 1:25:57.640 --> 1:26:01.080 twenty four hours into forty two minutes. Yeah, twenty four 1:26:01.240 --> 1:26:04.080 hours into forty two minutes. Like think about that. That's right. 1:26:05.080 --> 1:26:07.880 That's like literally not even ten percent, Like it's it's 1:26:08.000 --> 1:26:11.000 a fraction of it. And so it's it's a very 1:26:11.040 --> 1:26:13.200 difficult show to edit, and they gotta do what they 1:26:13.240 --> 1:26:14.519 gotta do, and they got to chop out what they 1:26:14.520 --> 1:26:16.960 gotta chop out. But there's a lot of stories. Eight 1:26:17.040 --> 1:26:19.040 days isn't that long, but it is an eternity when 1:26:19.080 --> 1:26:22.160 you're in it. So get ready. Buckle up, mom, Thank 1:26:22.160 --> 1:26:24.360 you for joining me, thank you for roving here, Thank 1:26:24.360 --> 1:26:27.800 you for listening, and uh yeah, I love you. I'll 1:26:27.800 --> 1:26:30.639 see you soon. Thank you so much for listening. Everybody, 1:26:30.800 --> 1:26:33.360 be sure to follow us on Instagram and TikTok at 1:26:33.439 --> 1:26:36.439 Jojesiua Now Podcast. Be sure to write us a review 1:26:36.600 --> 1:26:39.040 and maybe if you're feeling to leave us five stars, 1:26:39.320 --> 1:26:40.360 I'll see you next week.