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Speaker 1: All from Georgia.

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Speaker 2: Hello.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god.

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Speaker 3: Wait, I'm sorry I didn't Okay, okay, I'm a little surprised.

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Speaker 2: I'm George said Georgia. Not very good to be talking

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Speaker 2: to you on the Gecko Show. How's life?

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Speaker 3: It's complicated, That's actually why I called.

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Speaker 2: Okay, tell me what's up. So?

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Speaker 3: I have an older brother, right, and he's twenty three,

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Speaker 3: I'm nineteen. And I found out that he's been using

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Speaker 3: my toothbrush, right.

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Speaker 4: But there's more than that.

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Speaker 3: And then I wore on my work computer and he

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Speaker 3: was buying stuff for like his Xbox and all that, right,

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Speaker 3: And then I go to school on the day, right,

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Speaker 3: And I had a dog and I would sleep with

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Speaker 3: my dog. And he came in my room in the

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Speaker 3: middle of the night and was like, I'm going to

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Speaker 3: murder you and burn your room down if you sleep

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Speaker 3: with your dog and I have to walk him while

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Speaker 3: you're at school.

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Speaker 2: Wow, this is really escalated fast.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it just keeps getting bigger, you know what I mean?

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Speaker 2: Does it end there?

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Speaker 3: No, it doesn't know what finish. So like, for example, right,

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Speaker 3: i I'll have like I want to eat very specific foods, right,

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Speaker 3: And because I don't feel like cooking, and when I

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Speaker 3: come home from school, I just want to make something

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Speaker 3: quickly eat it and then go do my homework and

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Speaker 3: go to work, right, and he'll eat it all. He'll

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Speaker 3: get really high and eat it all. So I had

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Speaker 3: to start hiding, like all.

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Speaker 2: Of my food and all my what's your name again, Georgia, Georgia?

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Speaker 2: Does it get worse? Because you you kind of if

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Speaker 2: this fluctuated because you started with he used your teeth brush,

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Speaker 2: and then you said he threatened to kill you, and

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Speaker 2: then you said it gets worse, but you said, you went,

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Speaker 2: he's okay. You went from uh, he used your toothbrush

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Speaker 2: to he threatened to murder you and your dog to

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Speaker 2: he eats your food. Those they're one of those things

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Speaker 2: sticks out to me.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, okay, Yeah, I mean he just kind of

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Speaker 3: has the habit of taking shit and then murdering me.

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Speaker 3: And then I caught him, like so one of my friends,

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Speaker 3: she's a lot younger than me, she's like sixteen, and

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Speaker 3: I caught him like watching her on dress Jesus. So yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 3: like I was kind of I was building up to that.

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Speaker 2: See I feel like you should have gone toothbrush eating

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Speaker 2: your food and then you know somebody you could intertain

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Speaker 2: intertwine that with the murder thing. Yeah, what's the what's

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Speaker 2: I I I don't know. I'm at a loss. What's

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Speaker 2: the deal with this guy?

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Speaker 3: So he all, okay, okay, it's not funny, but it is.

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Speaker 3: So he is bipolar, right, and he he was sent

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Speaker 3: to the mental hospital because he was like, you know,

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Speaker 3: I tried to kill myself and he didn't like and

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Speaker 3: I feel shitty saying that I do. But he kind

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Speaker 3: of uses it above our heads as a way to

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Speaker 3: like get out of being held accountable for all of this.

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Speaker 3: And I don't I don't know, Like I really think

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Speaker 3: his like mental excuse only goes so far. I just

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Speaker 3: think he's a weirdo. He's not my fault. He's my stepbrother.

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Speaker 3: He's not my full like brother. But yeah, I don't,

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Speaker 3: I don't know. He just it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, and you two live in the same house as

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Speaker 2: your your parents.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, so we live. Oh well, so we live with

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Speaker 3: his dad and my mom, and his dad is really

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Speaker 3: like he feels really bad about what happened with him

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Speaker 3: because he will be like, oh, I tried to kill myself,

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Speaker 3: so what I do doesn't matter, and my mom's not

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Speaker 3: like that. But my mom's a paramedic, right, so she's

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Speaker 3: gone for like two three days at a time, so

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Speaker 3: like there's really nothing she can do, you know what

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Speaker 3: I mean, we both we live.

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Speaker 2: With both of our parents though, and like have you

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Speaker 2: what have your parents done to like, Uh, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I mean, I don't even know what they can do

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Speaker 2: to like, you know what, what if? What are their

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Speaker 2: thoughts on the sky and on all of his antics?

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Speaker 3: So my mom is not a fan. It's kind of

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Speaker 3: gotten to the point though, where she doesn't want to

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Speaker 3: deal with the arguing anymore. She doesn't want to be

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Speaker 3: in the middle of it all because I can't straight

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Speaker 3: up confront him, you know, Like I'm a big girl,

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Speaker 3: Like I'm five nine, and like I can hold my

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Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know if I don't know if

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Speaker 2: the solution is to beat him up, I don't know

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Speaker 2: whatether that's necessarily going to like do productively for the situation.

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Speaker 1: What.

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Speaker 3: No, Like I'm scared he's gonna try and get physical

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Speaker 3: with me, okay, So I have to go through my

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Speaker 3: mom if anything happens, right, and she'll go to his

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Speaker 3: dad but his dad won't do anything like it's it's

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Speaker 3: and it's just he's just weird and he's like he'll

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Speaker 3: creep on me when I'm on the phone and he'll

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Speaker 3: listen to my conversations, or like I'll catch him going

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Speaker 3: through my room and then he'll try and tell me

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Speaker 3: he didn't when he's in my room, Like, I just

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Speaker 3: I don't know what he's doing in here.

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Speaker 2: You wait, hold on real quick. Did you say did

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Speaker 2: you say rum or room?

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Speaker 3: Room?

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Speaker 1: Never mind like bedroom m hm.

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Speaker 2: And And so I assume you're living at home because

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Speaker 2: you're going to school and working and just trying to

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Speaker 2: save as much money as you possibly can. Yeah, ah,

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Speaker 2: but your parents are not going to do anything about

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Speaker 3: I mean, my mom has tried. She'll she'll yell at

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Speaker 3: him and she'll confront him. But it only like it

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Speaker 3: only makes it like hot, like it only makes it

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Speaker 3: more hostile almost because and they won't talk to me,

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Speaker 3: you know what I mean, Like I'll get like shunned.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmmm mmm mmmm. Are you in genuine fear of

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Speaker 3: Uh? No, because he's he can have he'll like lash

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Speaker 3: out like he's kind of a bitch. If you know

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Speaker 3: what I mean, Like, he's not. He'll like go on

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Speaker 3: his rum and cry if you raise your.

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Speaker 4: Voice at him.

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Speaker 2: Are you saying Are you saying rum to be funny?

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Speaker 2: Or is that how you say it?

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Speaker 3: That's how I say it? I'm sorry?

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Speaker 2: Is that Where are you from?

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Speaker 3: I'm from Boston?

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Speaker 2: Is that a Boston thing? It does rum?

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Speaker 3: It might be, I don't, I don't know. It might

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Speaker 3: just be my accent. I grew up in New Bedford,

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Speaker 3: but I go between Boston and Providence.

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Speaker 2: That's this?

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Speaker 4: Is this?

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Speaker 2: Is that's the same accent that that girl from Wolf

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Speaker 2: They sound very similar.

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Speaker 3: New York and Boston are pretty similar.

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Speaker 4: Uh.

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Speaker 3: I don't know if she was from Boston though.

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Speaker 2: Wait damn does this Does this guy have a Boston

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Speaker 3: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Oh he's a fucking menace. All right, here's the thing

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Speaker 2: I feel like. First of all, First of all, I'm

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Speaker 2: sorry that all this is happening to you, because, like

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Speaker 2: you know, when you're nineteen, like living at home with

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Speaker 2: It's the best you save money, you live life. It's

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Speaker 2: like what you should do in my opinion, But if

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Speaker 2: you genuinely are feeling like unsafe and like you're just

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Speaker 2: in constant fear of this fucking guy, Uh, can you

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Speaker 3: I can, But I probably should have mentioned this earlier.

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Speaker 3: My mom is terminally ill right and she's not well,

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Speaker 3: my god right now. She has a genetic disease. And

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Speaker 3: so she was for a time, for like a time

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Speaker 3: Like I'm mainly wanting to stay for my mom because

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Speaker 3: And if she gets sick again, I'll come back to

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Speaker 3: And like when I was at school or when I

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Speaker 2: You think, I mean, I don't. Like then you might

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Speaker 2: to lawyer gecko here, But like, has this guy done

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Speaker 3: I don't, I don't know.

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Speaker 4: I don't.

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Speaker 3: I think that would be too much because I don't

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Speaker 3: think he's like he lives with us because he he's

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Speaker 3: never really worked, you know what.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, And I understand why you don't. I understand

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Speaker 2: know you have it. Don't let me put words in

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Speaker 2: your mouth. But it sounds like you have compassion for

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Speaker 2: him because he's genuinely mentally ill and that might not

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Speaker 3: Yeah, Like I don't want to put him on like

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Speaker 3: his ass or like them to kick him out. And

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Speaker 3: to the point, my mom she was ready to leave

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Speaker 3: her husband because she was like, if you leave, I leave.

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Speaker 3: And you know, I don't want it to get to

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Speaker 3: just like I don't. I just I feel bad, like

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Speaker 3: even with everything he's done and how creepy he has done,

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Speaker 3: you know, like I just nobody should be living on

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Speaker 3: the streets, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 2: Man, you're like a You're a grizzled fifty five year

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Speaker 2: old Boston dad. You're like a grizzled seventy year old

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Speaker 2: Boston grandfather in a nineteen year old girl's body. You

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Speaker 2: know what.

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Speaker 3: That is actually not the first time I've heard that.

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Speaker 2: I mean, good on you, Good on you, Georgia. This

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Speaker 2: you're dealing with a This is a lot of stuff

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Speaker 2: going on, Yeah, a lot of stuff that you're dealing with.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's it's complicated, and you know, it's just like

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Speaker 2: Well listen, Georgia. I don't know if I believe in

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Speaker 2: Cool. Yeah, Georgia, do me a favor. I rarely tell

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Speaker 3: So I work from home, but I work for a

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Speaker 2: Mm.

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Speaker 2: Well, geez, Georgia, you're you're more of an adult than

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Speaker 3: Thank you. I appreciate it.

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Speaker 3: You know, like you know he's shitty, you know what

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Speaker 2: So you're okay, so you brought you break up with

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Speaker 3: Yes, that's exactly how it went.

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Speaker 3: even so, she'll still call me and be like, I

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Speaker 3: miss Michael. I'm gonna kill myself because I'm still in

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Speaker 2: Where Michael. Michael's the guy that wanted to that tried

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, what is to you, Michael? Bro I don't

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Speaker 2: I'm a you know, honestly, Georgia, after everything you've told me,

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Speaker 2: I think I'm just gonna blame it on the city

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Speaker 3: It sounds no, you should like Boston is filled with

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Speaker 2: Hey, come see me at Arts in the Armor. I

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Speaker 2: think I think it's the name Arts and Armory in Boston.

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Speaker 2: I'm playing there in March. It's gonna be sick. Invite Michael.

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Speaker 3: I will try and bring Michael. I will. I'll hit

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Speaker 2: Well, Georgia, Georgia again, Uh sude? You know it's you verse.

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: It is.

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Speaker 2: Well, you're doing a great job. Is there anything else

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Speaker 4: Good luck you all have a great life.

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Speaker 3: I wish you all the best.

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Speaker 2: Hey, take care, Georgia, Thank you too.

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Speaker 4: Yo.

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Speaker 2: What if we hooked up in the casket that'd be crazy.

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Speaker 3: All from Lou.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hi, Hey, how's it going. I'm doing alright? Have

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Speaker 4: We have not?

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Speaker 2: Now, Well, very nice to meet you, Lou. What's going

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Speaker 4: Yeah? I just I just got home from from a

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Speaker 2: How was your work trip? Where did you go?

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Speaker 4: It was good. I went to Kansas City for like

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Speaker 4: not only was it a holiday party, my first holiday

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Speaker 2: Coworkers because you guys are probably all all zoomies.

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Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, we all work remote so for the most part.

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Speaker 4: But oh yeah, oh yeah my boss kind of did

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Speaker 4: That's cool?

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Speaker 2: Did he.

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Speaker 4: Did?

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Speaker 2: Was he weird to anyone?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: I mean like in a funny way, like in a

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Speaker 4: he was like, my boss is inappropriate ask and then

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Speaker 4: He's like, well, like maybe a little bit she reports

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Speaker 4: into you, And I'm like, I don't know how to

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Speaker 2: Hold on, here's what bothers me. There was alcohol at

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Speaker 2: this party, right. That's fucking so I hate. I hate

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Speaker 2: how stigmatized weed is. It's so fucking weird. Who gives

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Speaker 2: a shit? It's fucking legal, you know. I think if

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Speaker 2: he asked you if you did coke and if you

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Speaker 2: had any coke right now that he could have, that

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Speaker 4: No? Do you?

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Speaker 2: What do you do for work?

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Speaker 4: I work? I work in advertising?

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Speaker 2: Okay, what should I buy? Advertise me something?

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Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, like nothing? Will you over consume?

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Speaker 2: I think so too? I think so too. Advertising is weird.

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Speaker 2: Hold On, you know it's gonna be so funny. I'm

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Speaker 2: about to go on a huge rant about average tizing,

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Speaker 2: and then right after this call, I'm gonna be doing

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Speaker 4: Well, I mean I definitely, like I definitely bought stuff

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Speaker 4: because like most of advertising is like what does it

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00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:38,320
Speaker 4: make you feel? And like if you feel like you

442
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:42,800
Speaker 4: trusted or like it feels familiar, then you know you're

443
00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:45,440
Speaker 4: gonna you're gonna be more likely to buy it. But like,

444
00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:49,000
Speaker 4: really what advertising is is like finding the people who

445
00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:52,560
Speaker 4: actually need what you have and then and then making

446
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:54,960
Speaker 4: it easier and convincing them that they.

447
00:23:54,880 --> 00:23:55,480
Speaker 1: Should buy it.

448
00:23:55,640 --> 00:23:58,800
Speaker 2: So right, right, But there's some things where it's like

449
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:01,760
Speaker 2: who needs that? When I see, like like you're on

450
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:04,199
Speaker 2: the you're on the bus and you see like an

451
00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:07,280
Speaker 2: ad for like two hundred dollars sunglasses, Who fucking needs that?

452
00:24:07,359 --> 00:24:08,440
Speaker 2: Why do they have an ad for that?

453
00:24:10,359 --> 00:24:13,159
Speaker 4: No one needs two hundred dollars glasses. I've certainly never

454
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:16,040
Speaker 4: boughten sunglasses that are more than like twenty bucks.

455
00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:19,800
Speaker 2: Un chin, I was, uh, someone asked me the other

456
00:24:19,920 --> 00:24:21,960
Speaker 2: day what I like to, like if there's anything I

457
00:24:22,119 --> 00:24:26,520
Speaker 2: like to splurge on. And I don't know. I'm not

458
00:24:26,680 --> 00:24:31,200
Speaker 2: a fashion guy. I wear the same gecko suit every day,

459
00:24:31,359 --> 00:24:34,480
Speaker 2: and when I'm not wearing that, I'm wearing like a

460
00:24:34,680 --> 00:24:39,800
Speaker 2: T shirt that I got from something I don't Most

461
00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:42,480
Speaker 2: of the T shirts I have in my wardrobe I

462
00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:45,080
Speaker 2: are not things I bought. There's things that I stumbled

463
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:48,560
Speaker 2: upon throughout living my life, and like a pair of jeans,

464
00:24:48,600 --> 00:24:51,000
Speaker 2: So it's usually just a solid color shirt, a pair

465
00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:55,080
Speaker 2: of jeans, no jewelry, no ice. I'm very lame, so

466
00:24:55,200 --> 00:25:00,399
Speaker 2: there's no fashion. I don't like furniture. My furniture is shitty.

467
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:05,040
Speaker 2: I don't know. I don't know. I just want I

468
00:25:05,119 --> 00:25:06,920
Speaker 2: want to save. I just want to save so that

469
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 2: I don't have to like fucking do anything, you know

470
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:10,040
Speaker 2: what I mean?

471
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Speaker 4: Yeah, I can't. I don't even know. Like I I'm

472
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,200
Speaker 4: not slurging now. The transmission on my car dive, so

473
00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:19,399
Speaker 4: I have to like repair that I use. I mean,

474
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:21,000
Speaker 4: I feel like most of my money would go to

475
00:25:21,080 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 4: like going out to eat and food.

476
00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:25,879
Speaker 2: That's that's that'll be that's a big slurge.

477
00:25:25,960 --> 00:25:29,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but like there's no advertisement for that

478
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:32,159
Speaker 4: unless you're going to like buffore Wild Thinks or something.

479
00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:35,560
Speaker 2: Which I am. But you know what, I'm gonna do

480
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:38,000
Speaker 2: a free ad read for buffalo wild wings. You should

481
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:42,359
Speaker 2: go to Buffalo Wild Wings and you should get you

482
00:25:42,400 --> 00:25:46,440
Speaker 2: should get some wings, some boneless wings tossed in old

483
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:48,080
Speaker 2: bay and barbecue.

484
00:25:48,119 --> 00:25:50,800
Speaker 4: Ya. That's the way. But what are you getting to drink?

485
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:54,399
Speaker 2: What am I getting to drink? Well? What kind of

486
00:25:54,480 --> 00:25:55,160
Speaker 2: night are we having?

487
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 4: It's a Friday night.

488
00:25:57,880 --> 00:26:01,480
Speaker 2: It's Friday night. A man, I might get a this

489
00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:03,560
Speaker 2: is the lame, but I might get a milk stout.

490
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:09,040
Speaker 2: I'm a big like the dark beers al stout. Interesting, Yeah,

491
00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:12,919
Speaker 2: I mean what yeah? Like food. But here's the thing

492
00:26:13,000 --> 00:26:15,480
Speaker 2: with food. It's like even even like you go to

493
00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,320
Speaker 2: a restaurant and you get a chicken sandwich and it's

494
00:26:19,040 --> 00:26:23,399
Speaker 2: you know, uh, forty five dollars now, so just going

495
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:27,639
Speaker 2: just eating food, eating food is kind of splurging in

496
00:26:27,760 --> 00:26:30,879
Speaker 2: a way. You could save way more money through photosynthesis.

497
00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:34,960
Speaker 2: That's why plants have so much invested in the stock market,

498
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 2: because they save so much by photosynthesizing that they're able

499
00:26:38,680 --> 00:26:40,760
Speaker 2: to invest it afterwards, and that's how they build wealth.

500
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:42,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's true.

501
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:45,720
Speaker 4: Why there's so many rich You know, it's funny to

502
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:48,600
Speaker 4: say that because I actually thinking about it, because I

503
00:26:49,080 --> 00:26:52,040
Speaker 4: was traveling for work, so I got to spend most

504
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:53,439
Speaker 4: of my meals and I did.

505
00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:57,080
Speaker 2: Splurge on Oh well, that's different if it's on look,

506
00:26:57,160 --> 00:26:59,960
Speaker 2: if it's on somebody else's dime, go crazy.

507
00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:04,280
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, I got like the nice this stuff I got.

508
00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:09,040
Speaker 4: It was like barbecue. I got brisket, chance brisket and

509
00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:13,280
Speaker 4: oh yeah, and just a bunch of like Southern style food.

510
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:14,040
Speaker 4: It was delicious.

511
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:19,119
Speaker 2: What's the other thing. I I've only flown first class

512
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:21,800
Speaker 2: one time ever in my life, and that was because

513
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:25,280
Speaker 2: it was on someone else's dime. But that's a thing

514
00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:28,760
Speaker 2: where I'm like that. I don't know. I don't get that.

515
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:32,520
Speaker 2: That's like it just increases the price of your trip

516
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:36,080
Speaker 2: by like double and it's over. Once you land, you

517
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:39,439
Speaker 2: get you you've gained no anything of any lasting value.

518
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:43,120
Speaker 4: Was it worth it? Was it worth flying first clock?

519
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:43,280
Speaker 1: Like?

520
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 4: Was it a better experience?

521
00:27:45,119 --> 00:27:46,879
Speaker 2: I mean it was, it was a better experience. It's

522
00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 2: it's not one that I would have paid for myself.

523
00:27:50,520 --> 00:27:52,760
Speaker 2: I think, hold on, I'm gonna give another This is

524
00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:55,400
Speaker 2: I'm gonna give I'm gonna give another free advertising shout

525
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:57,440
Speaker 2: out right now, just because I've been wanting to do this.

526
00:27:57,880 --> 00:27:59,600
Speaker 2: I've been trying. I've been wanting to reach out to

527
00:27:59,640 --> 00:28:01,760
Speaker 2: these guys because I would love to do a partnership

528
00:28:02,200 --> 00:28:04,800
Speaker 2: with them. If they're listening, if anyone's listening, if anyone

529
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 2: knows anyone who knows anyone, I am, I am. What's

530
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:13,600
Speaker 2: your name again, Lou, I am the biggest fan of

531
00:28:13,800 --> 00:28:19,760
Speaker 2: Spirit Airlines. Dude, Okay, hold on, bear dude, all right,

532
00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:24,360
Speaker 2: Spirit Airlines. Everyone everyone hates Spirit Airlines. Everyone talks shit

533
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:26,960
Speaker 2: on Spirit Airlines. Everyone's like, oh, Spirit Alnes, you're flying

534
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:30,639
Speaker 2: the plane. But you know what Spirit Airlines. This is

535
00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 2: from the bottom. This is like from the bottom of

536
00:28:33,040 --> 00:28:38,000
Speaker 2: my heart. Spirit Airlines. They make it cheap and easy

537
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:41,080
Speaker 2: to travel, Like that's the like, you know, that's the

538
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:42,840
Speaker 2: thing is people want to travel places, they want to

539
00:28:42,880 --> 00:28:45,640
Speaker 2: go places and do stuff, but it's it's expensive and yes,

540
00:28:45,760 --> 00:28:49,120
Speaker 2: you know, the seats are tiny and shitty and bad,

541
00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:52,440
Speaker 2: but like you get the most important part of my

542
00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:56,080
Speaker 2: air travel experience is to arrive at the place that

543
00:28:56,160 --> 00:28:58,560
Speaker 2: I wanted to go to, and they guarantee that you

544
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:03,880
Speaker 2: do that sort of at a at a reasonable price,

545
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:06,640
Speaker 2: at a competitive price. And I respect that about Spirits

546
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:09,600
Speaker 2: every time. Every time I see Spirit splant slander out there,

547
00:29:09,680 --> 00:29:13,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, you know, you you make a plane, you

548
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:14,920
Speaker 2: go do it because you know these guys are doing

549
00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,240
Speaker 2: it for cheap. I think, yeah, I like them. I

550
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 2: like Ryanair, I like Front Tier, all those like low

551
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,080
Speaker 2: cost airlines. I fuck with them. So look, if you

552
00:29:22,160 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 2: know anyone, lud, do you know anyone at Spirit Airlines

553
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,200
Speaker 2: that can give me a sponsorship?

554
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:30,360
Speaker 4: I don't, but Spirit, if you're listening, you should totally

555
00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:32,880
Speaker 4: do some kind of paid partnership with Kak.

556
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:37,360
Speaker 2: There's also on Spirit Airlines they have and no other airlines,

557
00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:40,320
Speaker 2: even the fancy airlines, they don't do this. At Spirit Airlines.

558
00:29:40,560 --> 00:29:43,880
Speaker 2: They have sweet and sour stir fry. You can buy

559
00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:47,720
Speaker 2: a couple. You can get a cup of noodles, like

560
00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:53,640
Speaker 2: the shitty like six thousand grams of sodium cup of noodles.

561
00:29:54,640 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 2: I went last time I was on Spirit. I got

562
00:29:56,400 --> 00:29:57,560
Speaker 2: two of them. They are delicious.

563
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:00,960
Speaker 4: Are the places bucks? Ten bucks?

564
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:03,320
Speaker 2: I think No, it was super cheap. I think I

565
00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:06,240
Speaker 2: want ah crap? How long how much was it it

566
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:08,520
Speaker 2: was between it might have been five dollars. No, it's

567
00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:11,720
Speaker 2: between five and ten. It was very affordable when you

568
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:16,400
Speaker 2: you know, yeah, when you compare just general airline food prices.

569
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:18,360
Speaker 3: Yeah.

570
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:22,120
Speaker 4: I flew United today, and I don't know, I was

571
00:30:22,240 --> 00:30:25,960
Speaker 4: like kind of surprised because I was sitting there, like,

572
00:30:26,120 --> 00:30:28,320
Speaker 4: and I had the middle seat too, which is the worst,

573
00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:31,200
Speaker 4: and it's like a full flight, and I'm like sitting

574
00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:33,600
Speaker 4: in my middle seat, and I was like, why didn't

575
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:36,239
Speaker 4: I just fly like a shitty or cheaper airline. I mean,

576
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:38,680
Speaker 4: I wasn't paying for it, and the time sorts out

577
00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,920
Speaker 4: better for me. But I'm like I was kind of

578
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:42,760
Speaker 4: looking around it, like the seat with I'm like, there's

579
00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:45,360
Speaker 4: really like nothing extra about you know, but I guess

580
00:30:45,440 --> 00:30:47,520
Speaker 4: you United. It could be classified. But I don't know.

581
00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:50,400
Speaker 4: This is the thing everybody has, like when you talk

582
00:30:50,440 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 4: about advertising, everybody sees these airlines differently, like partially based

583
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:59,280
Speaker 4: on experience, but like even like regionally they're different. Because

584
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,840
Speaker 4: United is great out of Denver, but in other parts

585
00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:05,040
Speaker 4: of the country it's terrible. People would fly Frontier O

586
00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:10,040
Speaker 4: Reunited just because maybe like it's better out or something

587
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:10,320
Speaker 4: like that.

588
00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:14,240
Speaker 2: Somebody in the chat. I know, I'm not supposed to

589
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 2: read chat, but somebody in the chat suggested that I,

590
00:31:18,560 --> 00:31:23,000
Speaker 2: uh work with Spirit Airlines to get a gecko wrapped airplane,

591
00:31:23,240 --> 00:31:26,040
Speaker 2: a green gecko plane. Let's do it, Come on, it'd

592
00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:29,240
Speaker 2: be it would actually I don't, let's do it, so

593
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:32,520
Speaker 2: green gecko therapy Gecko's Spirit Airlines.

594
00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, what if they did like one one gecko seat,

595
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:38,040
Speaker 4: like one green seat.

596
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:40,800
Speaker 2: In uh in first class or something too, the green

597
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:42,000
Speaker 2: first class gecko seat.

598
00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:42,440
Speaker 1: I like that.

599
00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:45,040
Speaker 2: I like that they don't have actually they don't have

600
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:47,440
Speaker 2: first class. They just have the big seat.

601
00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, that's true.

602
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,000
Speaker 2: Well, this has been a nice conversation, you know, in

603
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,560
Speaker 2: consideration of what the podcast normally is. I feel like

604
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:03,560
Speaker 2: the podcast it's compiled of calls from different time periods,

605
00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:04,680
Speaker 2: so I don't know what call is going to be

606
00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:08,720
Speaker 2: before this or after this, but I feel like, you know,

607
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:12,840
Speaker 2: normally we're talking about you know, people's parents trying to

608
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:16,240
Speaker 2: kill them and you know, crazy stuff. So this was

609
00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:19,680
Speaker 2: this was nice. I mean, by the way, Lou, if

610
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:22,880
Speaker 2: you have uh you said you tried to call a

611
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:24,800
Speaker 2: hundred times, I don't know if you have like a

612
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:30,720
Speaker 2: a real thing, not that you know, talking about Spirit airlines.

613
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:33,959
Speaker 2: A coup of noodle stir fry isn't real, but if

614
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:35,160
Speaker 2: you do, you have it. Do you have a real

615
00:32:35,240 --> 00:32:36,520
Speaker 2: thing you wanted to talk about before we go?

616
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:41,240
Speaker 4: No, like, nothing impressing. I mean, like, you know, typical,

617
00:32:41,480 --> 00:32:43,920
Speaker 4: just bullshit out of everyone's life. But I think this

618
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:46,280
Speaker 4: conversation was far more interesting.

619
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:51,240
Speaker 2: I think so too, Lou. Is there anyth else you

620
00:32:51,240 --> 00:32:52,560
Speaker 2: want to say to the people of the computer before

621
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:52,720
Speaker 2: we go?

622
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:58,320
Speaker 4: Just do what feels right in real life, enjoy it,

623
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:00,080
Speaker 4: and don't buy too much shit that you don't.

624
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:04,840
Speaker 2: Except for whatever I'm about to talk about in the

625
00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:07,320
Speaker 2: following ad read that comes after this call.

626
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 4: Yeah, and as a side note, I do want to

627
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:14,320
Speaker 4: say you're Jimmy John's episode that was fantastic.

628
00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:15,320
Speaker 2: Ah, thank you.

629
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:19,200
Speaker 4: That was very well done. I was like, loved it,

630
00:33:19,320 --> 00:33:20,960
Speaker 4: loved it, loved it good good.

631
00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:21,240
Speaker 1: Yeah.

632
00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:23,320
Speaker 2: For those who don't know, I did a I did.

633
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:28,680
Speaker 2: I did a brand deal with Jimmy John's for their

634
00:33:28,760 --> 00:33:32,800
Speaker 2: pickle chips where I rolled around as a pickle. It

635
00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:33,320
Speaker 2: is fun.

636
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:35,400
Speaker 3: It's hilarious.

637
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:40,640
Speaker 4: But anyways, Gay, thanks, thanks for the chat. I have

638
00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 4: a nice Friday night and and uh yeah, nice Chatain God.

639
00:33:45,600 --> 00:33:52,280
Speaker 2: Blessed, Take care, lou bye. Come on Spirit Airlines coupon

640
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:56,480
Speaker 2: code something. I will get the whole where I will

641
00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,920
Speaker 2: get the worlds. That's my that's what I want. I

642
00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:01,480
Speaker 2: want the world to change its mind about Spirit Airlines.

643
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 2: And just because it's I just I'm just grateful that

644
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:10,080
Speaker 2: you can, you know, go from New York to Denver

645
00:34:10,239 --> 00:34:14,239
Speaker 2: for forty dollars. I mean, you know, you might break

646
00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:20,840
Speaker 2: a bone getting wedged in between you know, a thousand

647
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:25,439
Speaker 2: people on the way, but but you'll get there. That's

648
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:29,520
Speaker 2: that's that's what the that's what the the new tagline

649
00:34:29,520 --> 00:34:36,279
Speaker 2: of Spirit Airlines should be. You'll get there. You might uh,

650
00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:41,640
Speaker 2: there might be some delays, there might be uh some cancelations,

651
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:45,600
Speaker 2: but you'll get there. God damn it.

652
00:34:47,080 --> 00:34:47,840
Speaker 3: All from.

653
00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:52,279
Speaker 2: Hello. Hello, who is this?

654
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:57,799
Speaker 1: Oh god, sorry, this is like a no, it's just bread.

655
00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:58,600
Speaker 1: Oh gosh.

656
00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:03,400
Speaker 2: Fred Fred Fred, stay com freend, stay calm, stay calm Fred.

657
00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,839
Speaker 2: It's friend Fred, Fred Fred. Are you there?

658
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:07,200
Speaker 3: Yes?

659
00:35:07,640 --> 00:35:08,040
Speaker 1: All right? Fred?

660
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:09,200
Speaker 2: I need you to do I need you to do

661
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:13,120
Speaker 2: me a favorite friend, Red, Red, Red, I need read,

662
00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:17,239
Speaker 2: I need you to take me off of the speakerphone. Sorry, okay,

663
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:17,719
Speaker 2: are you there?

664
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:19,279
Speaker 1: Yeah?

665
00:35:20,920 --> 00:35:26,200
Speaker 2: Red? How old are you read nineteen? Okay, what's up

666
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,800
Speaker 2: you sound? You seem distressed immediately.

667
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 1: Well, I didn't think you'd actually pick up. I mean,

668
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,120
Speaker 1: I mean, even though I call it like a billion.

669
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:39,520
Speaker 2: Times, that's what happens to you. Yeah, that's what happens. Like,

670
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:44,000
Speaker 2: that's that's typical. Typically, the idea behind the phone is

671
00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:47,600
Speaker 2: you call and somebody picks up and you talk to them.

672
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,640
Speaker 2: So we've we've done the U calling. We got past

673
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:54,000
Speaker 2: that part. We we got past the part where I

674
00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:56,759
Speaker 2: picked up, and now we are in the stage where

675
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:59,200
Speaker 2: we talked to one another. And so I ask you, read,

676
00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:02,280
Speaker 2: what is it you would like to talk about.

677
00:36:04,320 --> 00:36:04,800
Speaker 3: When you like?

678
00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:11,360
Speaker 1: Okay, so when you like do something like something like mundane,

679
00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:13,880
Speaker 1: like a like a random task or whatever. I know,

680
00:36:14,080 --> 00:36:16,120
Speaker 1: this is like a really really weird question. Do you like,

681
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:18,799
Speaker 1: can you like picture in your head like what you're

682
00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 1: doing when you do that? Is it like a thing

683
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:23,200
Speaker 1: you obsess over or is it just like or do

684
00:36:23,239 --> 00:36:25,160
Speaker 1: you just like do the thing? So like if I

685
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,840
Speaker 1: were to take a drink of like water, and I

686
00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: like drink the water. Right, I'm sorry, this is like

687
00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:34,080
Speaker 1: a really weird plan.

688
00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:35,359
Speaker 2: I'm with you, I'm with you. Keep going.

689
00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:40,360
Speaker 1: It's like when you do like a mundane task, do

690
00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:42,960
Speaker 1: you actually picture yourself like doing that in your head

691
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:45,680
Speaker 1: as you do it or is it just like subconscious

692
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:49,040
Speaker 1: m hm m hmm.

693
00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:57,200
Speaker 2: I think well, it depends. Like I'm like today, I

694
00:36:57,480 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 2: I I'm I'm I'm living. I'm living out of an

695
00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:06,719
Speaker 2: airbnb right now, and I uh took my clothes out

696
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:09,359
Speaker 2: of my backpack. Normally I will I will just live

697
00:37:09,520 --> 00:37:11,320
Speaker 2: out of a backpack or out of a suitcase. But

698
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:15,520
Speaker 2: today I made an intentional decision to take my clothes

699
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:20,920
Speaker 2: and put them in a dresser in the airbnb, and

700
00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:24,359
Speaker 2: that that was something I thought about and then did.

701
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:29,040
Speaker 2: Whereas like drinking whereas, but that's because I don't do

702
00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:31,280
Speaker 2: it very often, so I have to make the decision,

703
00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:34,840
Speaker 2: Whereas something like drinking water, I just do it, you know,

704
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,360
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't think about it, you know. So

705
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:38,920
Speaker 2: it depends on what the task is. Sometimes I'll think

706
00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:40,399
Speaker 2: about a thing and do it, and the other times

707
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:43,280
Speaker 2: I'll just you know, it's it's it's habitual, it's nature.

708
00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 2: Do you have do you have like a weird out

709
00:37:45,719 --> 00:37:49,880
Speaker 2: of body experience where you fold laundry and while you're

710
00:37:49,920 --> 00:37:52,720
Speaker 2: folding laundry. You're thinking about yourself folding laundry.

711
00:37:54,160 --> 00:37:57,200
Speaker 1: Well, it's more associated this as a home. My god,

712
00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:59,520
Speaker 1: I literally cannot speak more associative.

713
00:38:00,080 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't know.

714
00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:05,920
Speaker 1: I mean I have a more like pressing question, but

715
00:38:06,160 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 1: like a little bit worried to like talk about it

716
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:09,920
Speaker 1: being on it.

717
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:14,200
Speaker 2: I don't think there's anything more pressing than whatever we

718
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:17,080
Speaker 2: were just talking about. But well, okay, before you bring

719
00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:20,040
Speaker 2: up this thing, what is there a reason in particular

720
00:38:20,120 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 2: why you you might not want to talk about it

721
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:23,840
Speaker 2: before we talk about it?

722
00:38:26,719 --> 00:38:30,279
Speaker 1: Well, oh gosh, I need to stuff saying that. That's

723
00:38:30,360 --> 00:38:31,399
Speaker 1: corny as I'm.

724
00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:33,719
Speaker 2: Sorry, all good, don't don't don't, don't think about it.

725
00:38:35,080 --> 00:38:38,239
Speaker 1: Okay, it's sort of personal, but I guess that's the

726
00:38:38,360 --> 00:38:40,720
Speaker 1: point of this stream and stuff.

727
00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:43,800
Speaker 2: I mean, look, man, not necessarily you if if if you,

728
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:46,840
Speaker 2: if you heard other people talk about personal things on

729
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:49,120
Speaker 2: the podcast and you're like, oh, that sounds like something

730
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,080
Speaker 2: I might want to do, and you're here now and

731
00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:52,600
Speaker 2: you want to talk about it, you can. But if

732
00:38:52,600 --> 00:38:56,680
Speaker 2: you want to keep talking about drinking water while thinking

733
00:38:56,680 --> 00:38:58,719
Speaker 2: about drinking water, we can do that too. It's up

734
00:38:58,760 --> 00:38:58,880
Speaker 2: to you.

735
00:39:00,040 --> 00:39:04,239
Speaker 1: Mm hm. Well, I guess I wanted Okay, well I

736
00:39:04,400 --> 00:39:07,040
Speaker 1: kind of wanted to ask, uh that sort of question

737
00:39:07,200 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 1: because like I guess, I just you know, I mean,

738
00:39:17,200 --> 00:39:32,200
Speaker 1: I yeah, yeah, sorry, I guess like every action I

739
00:39:32,280 --> 00:39:36,880
Speaker 1: do and stuff, I you know, like it's like a

740
00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:40,080
Speaker 1: you know, like a like a like a guy, and

741
00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:40,960
Speaker 1: I don't really like it.

742
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:44,839
Speaker 2: I'm not sure what you just said, but I think

743
00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:49,920
Speaker 2: you are attempting to communicate that you overthink everything that

744
00:39:50,000 --> 00:39:50,239
Speaker 2: you do.

745
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:58,320
Speaker 1: And say pretty much. I guess that's the point. So

746
00:40:05,160 --> 00:40:06,799
Speaker 1: I hate being seen as a guy, and I hate

747
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:09,800
Speaker 1: feeling as a guy, and I hate doing everything, you know,

748
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:12,480
Speaker 1: feeling like one and being seen as one. But I

749
00:40:12,640 --> 00:40:14,440
Speaker 1: just feel like one and I act like one, and

750
00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:17,480
Speaker 1: I hate all of it. Like any simple action I do,

751
00:40:18,239 --> 00:40:19,680
Speaker 1: I just see a guy and I don't like it.

752
00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 1: And it's a little frustrating because like for a while,

753
00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:29,800
Speaker 1: I uh thought, you know, I guess my frands or something,

754
00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:34,000
Speaker 1: and so I started you know, hrt and stuff, and

755
00:40:34,200 --> 00:40:37,319
Speaker 1: like it's weird because I'm falling back into this thing

756
00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 1: where like where like I'm feeling like a guy in them,

757
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:44,399
Speaker 1: but like it doesn't feel good, right, It doesn't feel

758
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:47,000
Speaker 1: good thinking about it. So like even if it was true,

759
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:51,080
Speaker 1: it's like, I just it's just weird.

760
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:54,279
Speaker 2: I was like, so you do so you so you

761
00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:57,000
Speaker 2: do not wish to be a man, but whenever you

762
00:40:57,080 --> 00:41:01,320
Speaker 2: are doing a muntane a mundane task, you envision yourself

763
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,440
Speaker 2: as a man doing it, and that makes you feel.

764
00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:10,239
Speaker 1: Bad pretty much. It's like it's just frustrating. It's like,

765
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:16,880
Speaker 1: what can you like, like I feel like it, but

766
00:41:16,960 --> 00:41:21,360
Speaker 1: I just I hate it so much. I'm sorry. This

767
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:29,320
Speaker 1: is like it's just like it's like I keep considering stopping,

768
00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:31,000
Speaker 1: but every time.

769
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:34,440
Speaker 2: I do stopping stopping your your home art, your hormone therapy.

770
00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:40,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, but whenever I do think about it, like I

771
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:44,759
Speaker 1: just I don't know, let's do because like I feel

772
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:47,719
Speaker 1: on a weird spot because like I can't really go

773
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:51,799
Speaker 1: back because it doesn't the idea of going back so bad.

774
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:54,279
Speaker 2: But like, well, hilla here here. Well, first of all,

775
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,279
Speaker 2: so I so listen. I mean, I assume that this

776
00:41:57,400 --> 00:42:00,560
Speaker 2: hormone therapy. And by the way, I have no idea

777
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:03,480
Speaker 2: what I'm talking We're in like medical territory here, so

778
00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 2: I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about, But like,

779
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:08,920
Speaker 2: are you I assume this hormone therapy was prescribed to

780
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:10,520
Speaker 2: you by some sort of doctor.

781
00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:14,680
Speaker 1: I mean it was, but be honest, like it was

782
00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:17,040
Speaker 1: informed consent. I kind of just like you know.

783
00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:22,480
Speaker 2: You said you said it was informed consent pretty much.

784
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,560
Speaker 2: So listen, I mean read. I feel like if you're

785
00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:29,360
Speaker 2: having if you're having a well, let me ask you,

786
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:33,719
Speaker 2: this is all this stuff. Have you talked to your

787
00:42:33,800 --> 00:42:36,480
Speaker 2: doctor about it? And if you have, what have they

788
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:37,480
Speaker 2: What have they told you?

789
00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:41,480
Speaker 1: I don't know. I mean I've talked to my therapist

790
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:45,160
Speaker 1: about this stuff, and it's like I don't know. I

791
00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:48,120
Speaker 1: just kind of wanted to get like some outside opinion

792
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,799
Speaker 1: or an outside not opinion, but like you know, an

793
00:42:50,840 --> 00:42:51,640
Speaker 1: outside kind of.

794
00:42:51,719 --> 00:42:53,560
Speaker 2: Well, well, well, well tell me, Well tell me first.

795
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:55,240
Speaker 2: I mean, when you talk to your doctor or your therapist,

796
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:56,080
Speaker 2: what what did they tell you?

797
00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:03,600
Speaker 1: Oh? I mean not I brought up like ice because

798
00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:08,839
Speaker 1: I do have that, and uh, I do fixate on things,

799
00:43:08,880 --> 00:43:11,719
Speaker 1: and I do fixate on other things. But like I

800
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:15,080
Speaker 1: just feel really weird and conflicted because I feel bad

801
00:43:15,120 --> 00:43:17,360
Speaker 1: about things, and I also feel good about things that

802
00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:22,040
Speaker 1: I like, but like it's just I just feel stuck

803
00:43:22,080 --> 00:43:28,279
Speaker 1: in limbo. I don't know what. I don't know. I know, like,

804
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 1: but it's like such a weird thought, right, I keep like,

805
00:43:34,280 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 1: I give myself permission. It's like, you know, if you

806
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,840
Speaker 1: ended up being like a guy or whatever, that's fine,

807
00:43:39,600 --> 00:43:42,720
Speaker 1: you know, I give myself that permission. And then.

808
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,960
Speaker 2: Well, look, I mean I'll say a few things if

809
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,719
Speaker 2: you if if you want, in my perspective, I think,

810
00:43:52,719 --> 00:43:55,160
Speaker 2: I mean, well, first of all, well, well listen, I mean,

811
00:43:55,239 --> 00:43:58,839
Speaker 2: what did you what? Still my question remains, what did

812
00:43:58,880 --> 00:44:00,600
Speaker 2: your therapist and tell you.

813
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:12,160
Speaker 1: In regards to like being stuck in limbo? Yes, I

814
00:44:12,239 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 1: don't actually remember the specifics of the being honest, okay,

815
00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:17,160
Speaker 1: really probably do.

816
00:44:17,200 --> 00:44:20,680
Speaker 2: You remember any crumb of anything helpful that they told you?

817
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:25,680
Speaker 1: I could try, but like, I guess my thoughts are

818
00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:29,680
Speaker 1: kind of all over the place. But if I remember,

819
00:44:30,120 --> 00:44:35,800
Speaker 1: it's like the idea oory, I don't mean the book.

820
00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:39,280
Speaker 1: I know, this is like a very bizarre like situation.

821
00:44:42,280 --> 00:44:50,360
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I mean, it's like it's stupid, right, I

822
00:44:51,680 --> 00:44:55,680
Speaker 1: I give myself permission. I'm like, okay, okay, it's trying

823
00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:57,759
Speaker 1: if you stop, you know, and just go back to

824
00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,640
Speaker 1: being like just a guy or whatever. Right, But then

825
00:45:00,640 --> 00:45:02,880
Speaker 1: I imagine myself doing that, and I just like I

826
00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:06,479
Speaker 1: can't bring myself to do it because it just sounds bad.

827
00:45:06,920 --> 00:45:09,879
Speaker 1: But it's like it's also weird because I'll have other

828
00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:13,359
Speaker 1: thoughts for like, okay, I'll stop, but then like I'll

829
00:45:13,360 --> 00:45:15,080
Speaker 1: be like, ohoh, but what if I have three months

830
00:45:15,120 --> 00:45:16,960
Speaker 1: remaining of it, you might as well take it. But

831
00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:19,920
Speaker 1: it's like what guy would like want, you know, to

832
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:25,200
Speaker 1: take hormone therapy. But well it's so I will probably

833
00:45:25,239 --> 00:45:26,520
Speaker 1: someone deluted, I guess, but.

834
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:30,320
Speaker 2: So Red, so well Red, Okay, I'm gonna tell you,

835
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 2: I mean just from talking, I mean beyond anything, and

836
00:45:34,040 --> 00:45:37,279
Speaker 2: I can't. I have no business telling you anything about

837
00:45:37,400 --> 00:45:39,680
Speaker 2: you know, what hormones to take or not take. I mean,

838
00:45:39,719 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 2: that's that's totally beyond me. But like beyond any of that, Red,

839
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:48,080
Speaker 2: like just and and beyond anything that even has anything

840
00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:50,440
Speaker 2: to do with with transitioning or gender. It's like it

841
00:45:50,800 --> 00:45:54,480
Speaker 2: just sounds to me. And this is this is my

842
00:45:54,680 --> 00:45:59,719
Speaker 2: armchair therapy observation, is that you sound like you're just

843
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:03,719
Speaker 2: be and just and I don't know where it comes

844
00:46:03,800 --> 00:46:06,000
Speaker 2: from or anything. And I do it too, and we

845
00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 2: all are you know, U can do it a lot

846
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:10,120
Speaker 2: of times, but it sounds like you're being like just

847
00:46:10,320 --> 00:46:15,400
Speaker 2: super hard on yourself for for no reason, even just

848
00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:17,960
Speaker 2: now you just said a whole bunch of things, just

849
00:46:18,120 --> 00:46:22,880
Speaker 2: like kind of beating yourself up. You know, So like

850
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:26,160
Speaker 2: if I mean, give yourself a little bit of credit

851
00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:28,839
Speaker 2: because you know, these issues that you're dealing with, they're

852
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:32,239
Speaker 2: very difficult issues to be dealing with. You didn't you

853
00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:36,000
Speaker 2: didn't choose them, you know, but you there there are

854
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:38,319
Speaker 2: things that you have to deal with and they're they're

855
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:42,279
Speaker 2: tough fucking things to deal with. So you know, give

856
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:45,520
Speaker 2: yourself like a little bit of credit instead of thinking

857
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:51,120
Speaker 2: that you suck as one and then two is it

858
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:53,440
Speaker 2: sounds to me another thing that I do in my

859
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:56,040
Speaker 2: personal life all the time. She sounds like you're overthinking

860
00:46:56,040 --> 00:47:00,600
Speaker 2: a lot of shit. And you know, I don't know

861
00:47:00,680 --> 00:47:02,200
Speaker 2: what the cure is for that, but.

862
00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:05,200
Speaker 4: You know I.

863
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:14,080
Speaker 2: Sometimes that can be more detrimental than not and you

864
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:23,319
Speaker 2: can end up complicating things that are actually simple. So again,

865
00:47:23,400 --> 00:47:26,200
Speaker 2: those are the overthinking and the beating yourself up. Those

866
00:47:26,239 --> 00:47:30,160
Speaker 2: are I those are two just things that I would

867
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:38,920
Speaker 2: be cognizant of to to you know, think about and

868
00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:41,120
Speaker 2: work on. And there too, they have nothing to do

869
00:47:41,280 --> 00:47:43,759
Speaker 2: with whether or not you take hormones or how you

870
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:45,920
Speaker 2: identify or anything like that. So I mean just those

871
00:47:45,960 --> 00:47:48,680
Speaker 2: two things in particular, and then I don't know, I

872
00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:58,200
Speaker 2: don't know as far as like the other stuff. I well,

873
00:47:58,239 --> 00:48:01,080
Speaker 2: I don't know. Have you Well, let me ask you first,

874
00:48:01,160 --> 00:48:03,000
Speaker 2: how do you how do you feel inside?

875
00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:17,200
Speaker 1: I hard to say. I mean, I don't really I

876
00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:19,759
Speaker 1: want to say, like, I don't really feel like too

877
00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:20,560
Speaker 1: much of anything.

878
00:48:21,320 --> 00:48:21,719
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

879
00:48:21,840 --> 00:48:24,880
Speaker 1: I mean, but then again, I keep having those you

880
00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:28,880
Speaker 1: know thoughts where like you know, I'm doing something and

881
00:48:28,960 --> 00:48:32,239
Speaker 1: I just be like a guy, I just don't. I

882
00:48:32,320 --> 00:48:37,560
Speaker 1: don't like it. But it's like that's why I consider stopping.

883
00:48:38,560 --> 00:48:40,520
Speaker 1: I feel like that. But that just feels like ale

884
00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 1: conclusion that.

885
00:48:42,239 --> 00:48:46,239
Speaker 2: I'm so so I'm confused. Are these are these? Are

886
00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:48,719
Speaker 2: these horror? Are these like tests? Are these hormones that

887
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:50,200
Speaker 2: like give you testosterone?

888
00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:51,640
Speaker 4: No?

889
00:48:52,120 --> 00:48:52,880
Speaker 1: No, it's so.

890
00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 2: It's estrogen mm hmm. Okay, And so you you have

891
00:48:59,840 --> 00:49:03,800
Speaker 2: this feeling that the hormones aren't working, and that's what

892
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:04,800
Speaker 2: you want to stop.

893
00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:09,600
Speaker 1: I don't think, no, they're working. I mean I just

894
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,960
Speaker 1: you know, like I mean, I felt pretty good on them.

895
00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:15,000
Speaker 1: You don't even like at the start, but like I

896
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:18,080
Speaker 1: mean I just had to stop that like where I was, like,

897
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:22,239
Speaker 1: you know, thinking about like what if it's like what

898
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:27,799
Speaker 1: if I'm just like like, I don't know, I think

899
00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:31,520
Speaker 1: I took an edible but.

900
00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:43,400
Speaker 2: Random okay, okay, all right, okay, yeah yeah at the beginning,

901
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:44,480
Speaker 2: all right, it's all good.

902
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:48,359
Speaker 1: No, No, this is different. This is different. I'm sorry.

903
00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:53,879
Speaker 2: Sorry for do you wait? So you're you're you're very

904
00:49:54,000 --> 00:49:56,239
Speaker 2: high on edible right now? No?

905
00:49:56,520 --> 00:49:59,480
Speaker 1: No, no, not right now, I sound like I am.

906
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:00,160
Speaker 4: No.

907
00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:05,120
Speaker 2: You just see I read read so I wish. I mean,

908
00:50:05,160 --> 00:50:07,320
Speaker 2: there's there's nothing I can't worm into your brain and

909
00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:10,760
Speaker 2: make you not overthink things. And I'm not a real therapist,

910
00:50:10,880 --> 00:50:13,520
Speaker 2: so I don't. I don't. I'm not a I don't

911
00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 2: know what one says to another to make them stop overthinking.

912
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:24,080
Speaker 2: But I mean, ship ship, right, Why do you? Why

913
00:50:24,080 --> 00:50:26,960
Speaker 2: do you? Why do you look into go on Google

914
00:50:27,080 --> 00:50:30,879
Speaker 2: and search for strategies to stop overthinking? You're mindfulsh or something?

915
00:50:30,880 --> 00:50:34,040
Speaker 2: Because to because to me, like and really read, I

916
00:50:34,120 --> 00:50:36,960
Speaker 2: think I think like the stuff with the hormones. I

917
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:40,800
Speaker 2: mean you should totally just go talk to your doctor

918
00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:44,040
Speaker 2: and be open and honest with them about that, you know, whatever,

919
00:50:44,120 --> 00:50:47,280
Speaker 2: your feelings are about it, and heed their advice because

920
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:51,560
Speaker 2: they're medical professionals and you know, we're we're both pretty

921
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:53,080
Speaker 2: much gecko's who don't know anything.

922
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:58,840
Speaker 1: So yeah, I mean I was gonna take, well, this

923
00:50:58,960 --> 00:51:01,480
Speaker 1: is kind of an asshle thing to say, actually say it.

924
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:01,920
Speaker 2: I don't care.

925
00:51:02,080 --> 00:51:06,960
Speaker 1: I kind of like, well, I don't know. I mean,

926
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:11,560
Speaker 1: I don't know. I could talk to a therapist all day,

927
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:16,640
Speaker 1: but like, you know, I feel like getting an outside

928
00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:20,160
Speaker 1: perspectives can be helpful at times, you know, talking to

929
00:51:20,239 --> 00:51:20,960
Speaker 1: these people, like.

930
00:51:21,040 --> 00:51:23,120
Speaker 2: I don't I don't think that was an asshole thing

931
00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:23,879
Speaker 2: to say it. Huh.

932
00:51:26,280 --> 00:51:29,080
Speaker 1: Sorry, I was going to say something along with lines

933
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:31,840
Speaker 1: of like, you know, like this is like, you know,

934
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:33,800
Speaker 1: entertainment and all that, and you know, I take it

935
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:36,400
Speaker 1: somewhat with a grain of salt. But you know, when

936
00:51:36,440 --> 00:51:38,879
Speaker 1: I was calling in, I didn't really want a grain

937
00:51:38,960 --> 00:51:41,120
Speaker 1: of salt, you know. I want to say perspective, and

938
00:51:41,239 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 1: that's what I'm getting, and so that's more.

939
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:47,400
Speaker 2: Than a green of Sloks, like a like okay, good good. Well, uh,

940
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:49,040
Speaker 2: you know, you know again, if you're asking me from

941
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:54,719
Speaker 2: an outside perspective, I think I think it's just a

942
00:51:54,840 --> 00:51:57,319
Speaker 2: matter of overthink of, you know, trying to control your

943
00:51:57,360 --> 00:52:01,759
Speaker 2: overthinking and trying to not beat yourself up so much. Which,

944
00:52:02,000 --> 00:52:04,120
Speaker 2: by the way, if you figure out how to do that,

945
00:52:04,560 --> 00:52:06,080
Speaker 2: please come back and let me know.

946
00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:13,840
Speaker 1: I will. I mean, like, yeah, sorry, this is like

947
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:17,000
Speaker 1: a really weird You've already done something like this.

948
00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:19,520
Speaker 2: Before, right, you ain't gotten nothing to apologize for.

949
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:26,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, okay, before I go, I have a

950
00:52:26,880 --> 00:52:31,200
Speaker 1: quick question. Of course, I know you're like green and everything,

951
00:52:31,280 --> 00:52:33,520
Speaker 1: but like, what's your act looks like? Your favorite color?

952
00:52:35,239 --> 00:52:38,680
Speaker 2: You wanted something crazy? Since I was a kid, or

953
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:40,439
Speaker 2: at least when I was a kid, my favorite color

954
00:52:40,880 --> 00:52:44,000
Speaker 2: was green. Now it's probably black. When I'm a gecko,

955
00:52:44,080 --> 00:52:47,680
Speaker 2: I'm all green, and when i'm a civilian, I'm all

956
00:52:48,360 --> 00:52:52,319
Speaker 2: dressed in black. So black or green, I would say,

957
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:57,520
Speaker 2: combine them both and you get blean. So I would

958
00:52:57,520 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 2: say blean is my favorite color.

959
00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:08,040
Speaker 1: That's that's a good color. Go ahead, that to the

960
00:53:08,080 --> 00:53:11,040
Speaker 1: brand to bleed blean gecko.

961
00:53:13,800 --> 00:53:16,560
Speaker 2: I'll think about that. I like that, all right, the

962
00:53:16,600 --> 00:53:21,520
Speaker 2: blean gecko, the blean lecko. That'll sound like I'm a blood.

963
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:27,680
Speaker 1: Mm hmm, all right, Well, I mean, uh, I'm looking

964
00:53:27,719 --> 00:53:32,640
Speaker 1: at chat now. This is all wow, but thanks uh

965
00:53:33,760 --> 00:53:40,279
Speaker 1: for uh, you know, yeah talking. I appreciate it. It's

966
00:53:40,320 --> 00:53:42,560
Speaker 1: not people actually, you know talk.

967
00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:46,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, thanks for calling and good good luck. Right. I

968
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:48,319
Speaker 2: hope you figure it out.

969
00:53:49,840 --> 00:53:54,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, well all right, have a good day. Appreciate it.

970
00:53:54,800 --> 00:53:57,040
Speaker 2: Take care of dog, all right?

971
00:53:57,080 --> 00:53:59,080
Speaker 4: Take Oh?

972
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,040
Speaker 2: I like Red, I hope. I don't you know what is?

973
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:07,080
Speaker 2: You know, man, there was a point in that call,

974
00:54:07,239 --> 00:54:11,319
Speaker 2: and it was when I told Red is when Red

975
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:14,080
Speaker 2: told me they were taking an edible where we just laughed.

976
00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:20,480
Speaker 2: And then for about twenty seconds afterwards, Red I could

977
00:54:20,520 --> 00:54:24,040
Speaker 2: tell they were feeling comfortable talking and then they tensed

978
00:54:24,120 --> 00:54:25,560
Speaker 2: up again a little bit. I don't know why. I

979
00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,200
Speaker 2: don't know what it is. So whatever I saw, I

980
00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:30,279
Speaker 2: guess I know that there's something within Red that is

981
00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:34,680
Speaker 2: confidence and feels okay with, you know, saying stuff without

982
00:54:34,760 --> 00:54:38,800
Speaker 2: having to overthink it all the time, Like I was

983
00:54:38,840 --> 00:54:40,680
Speaker 2: saying on the call, I do that all the time.

984
00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:45,719
Speaker 2: I'm myself, you know, have low self esteem in many

985
00:54:45,800 --> 00:54:50,359
Speaker 2: moments and overthink things all the time. So it's hard

986
00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:52,560
Speaker 2: to talk to other people who do the same thing

987
00:54:52,640 --> 00:54:56,399
Speaker 2: because I don't have a you know, I can only

988
00:54:56,480 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 2: offer commiseration as opposed to a solution, Like I said, red,

989
00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:02,560
Speaker 2: if you have you ever, if you come up with one,

990
00:55:02,600 --> 00:55:05,240
Speaker 2: you let me know. If you find a good article

991
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:09,239
Speaker 2: on you know what tea leaves to shove up your

992
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,840
Speaker 2: ass so that you don't think you sound stupid in

993
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:15,080
Speaker 2: a conversation you had four months ago, you let me know.

994
00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:19,960
Speaker 4: Reped goes on the line taking your phone calls every night.

995
00:55:20,360 --> 00:55:23,040
Speaker 2: The Repink goes to and a ride. He's teaching you

996
00:55:23,160 --> 00:55:25,440
Speaker 2: cloud in the mid of your life, but he's not

997
00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:27,040
Speaker 2: really an expert.