WEBVTT - TRIPPING OUT AT WALMART

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<v Speaker 1>Today. All right, let's get into the episode.

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<v Speaker 3>All from Jerome.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Jerome, Jerome, Jerome, what's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 4>Man? Not much? I'm just trip it out right now

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<v Speaker 4>because I just got on the phone. Go with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm I feel like, I'm tripping out too. What

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<v Speaker 1>what are you doing right? What were you doing before

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<v Speaker 1>you called?

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<v Speaker 4>I was watching this stream, I was laying down. So

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<v Speaker 4>I got work in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, what do you do?

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<v Speaker 4>I worked at Walmart in the entertainment department. I like

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<v Speaker 4>electronics and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what's the stupidest question somebody has asked you? In

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<v Speaker 1>the inner any electronic section of the Walmart?

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<v Speaker 4>It was it was like, so, we get a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of older people, and like, no hate to older people,

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<v Speaker 4>but they just asked the most obvious questions after their answers,

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<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean. Yeah, So it was mainly

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<v Speaker 4>just a question about how her phone works, and it

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<v Speaker 4>was it was just a struggle. But my customer service

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<v Speaker 4>is made not a bird.

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<v Speaker 1>So well, you know, it's really it's funny you say that,

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<v Speaker 1>because on the surf, the question of how a phone works,

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<v Speaker 1>the answer to that is infinitely complicated. I have I

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<v Speaker 1>would have no fucking idea how the phone works.

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<v Speaker 4>That's true. It's magical that that is true. That is true.

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<v Speaker 4>So that's you know, that's why I kind of gave

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<v Speaker 4>her the benefits. I'll give them all the benefits of

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<v Speaker 4>the doubt.

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<v Speaker 2>So you say you have great customer service skills.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so there's no go ahead. So there's there's this

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<v Speaker 4>lady that comes in because we got a photo lab

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<v Speaker 4>and everything, and you know, she comes in your posts

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<v Speaker 4>for her church and every time she comes in, she

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<v Speaker 4>she's always looking for me, and mainly because I think

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<v Speaker 4>it is because of my good service. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 4>I feel like I'm bragging right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, listen, brag away man, you do you you what's

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<v Speaker 2>the key to good customer service?

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<v Speaker 4>Turn the brain off?

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<v Speaker 1>Turning your brain off. How does that make you better?

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<v Speaker 4>Because if you turn your brain off, you don't think

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<v Speaker 4>about what they're asking too hard, and you don't think about,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, whether it was dumb or not. You just

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<v Speaker 4>think about, oh, they need this, so.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a hilarious answer. That's a hilarious answer.

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<v Speaker 2>So so basically, the way that you deal with the

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<v Speaker 2>stupid questions that people ask you while you're working at

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<v Speaker 2>the Walmart is to just not think about how stupid

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<v Speaker 2>it is. To basically numb your brain to the point

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<v Speaker 2>where you're on the same level as them and their

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<v Speaker 2>questions don't feel as stupid to you.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, like we get it's Walmart. You know, so we

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<v Speaker 4>get like sometimes you know, normal people. Sometimes it's like

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<v Speaker 4>really crazy over the top people like I've only been

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<v Speaker 4>working there for a few months. I think my second

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<v Speaker 4>month there, there was this lady comes in right and

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<v Speaker 4>she doesn't get any electronics. She just comes in with

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<v Speaker 4>a bunch of groceries and she comes back to me.

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<v Speaker 4>She's like, hey, can I get this stuff here? I

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<v Speaker 4>don't like, yeah, let me go help out this lady first,

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<v Speaker 4>So I hope up the wady, I'll come back. And

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<v Speaker 4>then when the turns turning line, she's just sitting there

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<v Speaker 4>stareing at me with a blank stare, like a fuse.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm like, why are you scared? And she says, so

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<v Speaker 4>people don't want to People want to stay there, but

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<v Speaker 4>don't want to keep staying. When I look back at

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<v Speaker 4>him or something, and I'm like, uh, okay, do.

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<v Speaker 1>You think she had a crush on you?

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<v Speaker 4>Absolutely if he was an older lady too. And I'm

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<v Speaker 4>in a relationship. So in my head I was like,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want I don't want to, I don't want nothing, nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, Here's the thing is the one and you you listen,

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<v Speaker 2>you know as well as anyone that there's nothing more

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<v Speaker 2>attractive to women than amazing customer service skills.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I actually think I learned that with this job.

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<v Speaker 1>Mm hmm Ok, go ahead, god yeah, no, no, no, go

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<v Speaker 1>ahead and go ahead.

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<v Speaker 4>One of my co work, he's funny his name as well,

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<v Speaker 4>and he's a fan of this. So I'm much this.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh but I'm a I'm a I'm a saw on

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<v Speaker 4>this uh tomorrow if you say, I'll work and uh.

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<v Speaker 4>But he was like, and your customer service so good?

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<v Speaker 4>They want to They're like, didn't eat two asks.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, that's a great that's a great uh barometer

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<v Speaker 2>to have. They should when they're training you in Walmart,

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<v Speaker 2>they should be like, your customer service needs to be

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<v Speaker 2>good enough that the customer wants to eat your ass afterwards.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, man, that's you.

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<v Speaker 2>You know you said you were bragging, but it sounds

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<v Speaker 2>like you were dangerously good at customer service. Have you

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<v Speaker 2>ever had somebody ask you if they could eat your ass?

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<v Speaker 4>I have not, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>What would you do if they did?

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<v Speaker 4>A customer? Yeah, hold on about the bird? Excuse me?

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<v Speaker 1>That was nice?

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<v Speaker 4>Sorry, all right, thank you. I don't know. I think

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<v Speaker 4>it would turn my brain back on.

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<v Speaker 1>It would turn your brain back on.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think if a customer was like, you know what,

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<v Speaker 4>I really like how things are going here, I want

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<v Speaker 4>to I want to take about it and buy it.

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<v Speaker 4>Out of that ducibility, I definitely be confused, but I

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<v Speaker 4>might play it.

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<v Speaker 1>You might play a lot because you seem like you.

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<v Speaker 4>Huh.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, let's say an old load that the old lady

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<v Speaker 2>who was staring at you looks at you and goes,

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<v Speaker 2>she looks at your name, Tack, and she goes, jeralm,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you very much for helping me with my groceries today.

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<v Speaker 2>I would love to lick your asshole.

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<v Speaker 1>You would, you would? You would play along for a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, I'd be like, you know what, I get off

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<v Speaker 4>at five o'clock, come back, and but in reality, I

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<v Speaker 4>get off at four o'clock, so I would not be.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, that's just cruel, man. Yeah, it's just cruel.

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<v Speaker 2>This this poor old lady frothing at the mouth for

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<v Speaker 2>your butthole and she shows up and no one's there.

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<v Speaker 4>No, but I just couldn't.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you're in a relationship. Has that gone?

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<v Speaker 4>It's gone pretty well. We've been together for a year now.

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<v Speaker 2>Shut out, Naisy, shut out A h where'd you guys meet?

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<v Speaker 4>We met in school?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay?

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<v Speaker 4>Wow, hell, I actually want to hear the question.

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<v Speaker 1>No, no, go ahead, nut.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay. So we met in freshman year and we're graduated now. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>we met freshman year. She didn't really like me because

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<v Speaker 4>I was I was one of those freshman kids who

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<v Speaker 4>was like off the handle type of stupid, not really

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<v Speaker 4>like mature whatsoever. And I had a crush on her

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<v Speaker 4>into sophomore year and she doing the football team because

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<v Speaker 4>I was I played football, and that was the most

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<v Speaker 4>embarrassing time in my life because I would see her

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<v Speaker 4>on the side when talking to dudes and I get

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<v Speaker 4>so sad. Mm hmmm mmmm.

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<v Speaker 1>And when did you finally like ask her out?

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<v Speaker 4>So I did it that year, but she turned me

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<v Speaker 4>down and it was kind of like until the last

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<v Speaker 4>last year, our last school year where we became friends

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<v Speaker 4>again and then she developed a crush on me brought

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<v Speaker 4>it to my attention and then I was like, huh,

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<v Speaker 4>kind of like you too still, So I'm so I'm

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<v Speaker 4>gonna just I think it would be a good idea

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<v Speaker 4>to try it out. So I tried it out, and

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<v Speaker 4>we've been together for a year now.

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<v Speaker 2>But you've been together for a year. You said, yes, Okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>what does she do?

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<v Speaker 4>She works at an olive garden.

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<v Speaker 1>She works at an olive garden. Do you what do

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<v Speaker 1>you have? So you're at Walmart right now?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you trying to go to school? Are you trying

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<v Speaker 2>to do some other work thing? What's your what's your

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<v Speaker 2>goal in in this universe?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? I'm going to school this coming fall. I'm really going.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm really starting out to just build up my GPA

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<v Speaker 4>because I wasn't really applying myself in high school. I

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<v Speaker 4>kind of hated it, and but through that I kind

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<v Speaker 4>of figured out what my goal is in life, which

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<v Speaker 4>is I gotta like multiple goals. So I really want

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<v Speaker 4>to become a writer slash director, and I also really

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<v Speaker 4>want to become an owner of my own dispensary.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, yeah, what you what?

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<v Speaker 4>What do you?

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<v Speaker 1>What kind of things? Do you want to write and direct?

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<v Speaker 4>Movies? Movies, TV shows? I also want to write music,

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<v Speaker 4>see what I can do with that as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Now you want to write and direct to movies? What

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<v Speaker 2>kind of movies are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Do you like? Comedy movies, action movies.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm kind of leaning more towards coming of age stories.

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<v Speaker 1>Coming of age stories. Okay, yeah, do you have any

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<v Speaker 1>ideas or have you written any scripts already?

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<v Speaker 4>I haven't written any scripts, but I have ideas. I

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<v Speaker 4>have this idea of it's called don't I think it's

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<v Speaker 4>called Uncle Somebody's Shop.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, Uncle Somebody's Shop, Yeah, because I don't.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't have a set name for him yet.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, So like Uncle Joey's Shop.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, it's about So let's say it's about you know,

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<v Speaker 4>Uncle Joey and his niece. His niece recently lost his parents,

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<v Speaker 4>lost her parents, and she comes to live with him,

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<v Speaker 4>and he recently lost his fiance and yep, and him

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<v Speaker 4>and his fiance they built like a music they built

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<v Speaker 4>a banz again, like they built a life together.

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<v Speaker 3>Inspired and.

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<v Speaker 4>Just focused through music. And he and they are both

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<v Speaker 4>really good musicians. And when he lost her, he lost

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<v Speaker 4>his dream. And so you know, throughout the story, he's

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<v Speaker 4>helping his knee still with her grieving, and she's also

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<v Speaker 4>helping him find that inspiration again, find that reason to

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<v Speaker 4>explore music again or open up his heart. And there's

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<v Speaker 4>this character that kind of plays it's one of those

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<v Speaker 4>characters you see in the movie where it's like the

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<v Speaker 4>best friend. Yeah, and he's he's he comes and goes,

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<v Speaker 4>but he's like he's he's showing the niece everything the

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<v Speaker 4>uncle won't show her. And then in turn, she shows

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<v Speaker 4>the uncle once again and he, you know, gets that spark.

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<v Speaker 1>Mmmmmmm, I like this. What are there directors or writers

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<v Speaker 1>out there.

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<v Speaker 2>That that inspire you that uh maybe have the same

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<v Speaker 2>genre or of a totally different genre.

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<v Speaker 4>There are m I'm blanking on their names right now,

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<v Speaker 4>the one.

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<v Speaker 1>Or even just if you don't know their names, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>just movies in general that you that you like, that

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<v Speaker 1>inspire your your that inspire you.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, there was this movie I just recently watched. There

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<v Speaker 4>was Little Miss Sunshine.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, my fucking friend and I used to have a tradition.

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<v Speaker 2>We would watch like every September back to school in

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<v Speaker 2>high school.

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<v Speaker 1>We would watch Little Miss Sunshine. It was random. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm dead serious. It was very random.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow, that sounds fun.

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<v Speaker 1>We only did two years in a row.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, I don't even know if that wait, I might

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<v Speaker 2>be we maybe said we were going to make it

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<v Speaker 2>a tradition and we did it once. That's why I

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<v Speaker 2>actually Matt when I said that we had a tradition

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<v Speaker 2>but yeah, I I like Little of Sunshine a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's really inspiring. And I think movies like that

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<v Speaker 4>were kind of like you see a character bring back

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<v Speaker 4>hope to another character or other characters, now any kind

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<v Speaker 4>of bring them all together. I like movies like that.

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<v Speaker 1>What what is it about that that is inspiring to you?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you had Have you like had.

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<v Speaker 2>An experience like that where you didn't have a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of hope and somebody brought it back to you?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? All the time. I've got friends, my girlfriend now,

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<v Speaker 4>even content creators like you and I watch a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of your Ray and Bruce drop them off, Kays and that,

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<v Speaker 4>and they're all really funny and they've kind of helped

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<v Speaker 4>me in my time. Everybody in my life and that

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<v Speaker 4>was in my life has kind of helped me get

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<v Speaker 4>back to finding a way to happiness.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, go ahead, go ahead.

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<v Speaker 4>There's a lot of things I want to do, and

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<v Speaker 4>sometimes I'm like, dang, I might not be able to

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<v Speaker 4>do this, But I think that's just me not trying

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<v Speaker 4>and being scared to try in case I fail.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you think that you won't be able to

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<v Speaker 2>do all of these things? Is it like literally a

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<v Speaker 2>matter of like oh, I have so many desires that

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<v Speaker 2>a lifetime can't even fill them?

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<v Speaker 4>Is that? And I think I think I'm genuinely scared

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<v Speaker 4>that the opportunities just won't be there.

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<v Speaker 1>Give me, give me an example.

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<v Speaker 4>So let's say, Well, I want, you know, like I said,

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<v Speaker 4>I want to open up my own dispensary and everything.

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<v Speaker 4>I kind of want it to be here in Ohio,

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<v Speaker 4>but it's kind of looking dim that it won't be possible.

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<v Speaker 4>And a lot of other places are overly saturated, so

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<v Speaker 4>I don't want to go to another place and it

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<v Speaker 4>just won't succeed.

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<v Speaker 2>Why Why is it looking like it won't be possible

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<v Speaker 2>in Ohio?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it like a law thing? Yeah, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>thing is we legal in Ohio?

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<v Speaker 4>I think for medical use, but it's it's very suppressed, okay,

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<v Speaker 4>very hard.

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<v Speaker 2>Well this dispense well, owning a dispensary, like is there

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<v Speaker 2>is it a special kind of dispensary or something like that,

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<v Speaker 2>like know, fucking we're gonna do a weed skateboard place

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<v Speaker 2>or something or just kind of a run of the

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<v Speaker 2>middle of dispensary.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, kind of like I want it to be like

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<v Speaker 4>weed slash movie theater slash hangout spot, just a place

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<v Speaker 4>where people can just come to, you know, smoke, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>chill out, watch movies, hang out with their friends in

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<v Speaker 4>just a safe area without having to worry about bothering

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<v Speaker 4>other people if their families aren't comfortable with it, or

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<v Speaker 4>trying to struggle to find a spot to go to.

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<v Speaker 4>If they can't, you do it at their apartments or

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<v Speaker 4>something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, what's a bummer is I think and some

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<v Speaker 2>please if you are listening, or correct me if I'm wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think everywhere in the US, at least where

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<v Speaker 2>you can buy weed, you are not There's no place

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<v Speaker 2>where you can like actually buy the weed and sit

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<v Speaker 2>and smoke it. Like in Amsterdam they have these places

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<v Speaker 2>where you can like go and buy pod and hang

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<v Speaker 2>out and get drinks and like smoke it there. But US,

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<v Speaker 2>I've never been to a place like that. They have

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<v Speaker 2>like weed lounges. I've been to a lounge where you're

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<v Speaker 2>allowed to bring weed that you bought somewhere else and

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<v Speaker 2>smoke it there.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been to a place like that, But I don't

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<v Speaker 1>think there are.

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<v Speaker 2>Any places in the US where you can both buy

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<v Speaker 2>the weed and smoke it at the place I might

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<v Speaker 2>be one hundred percent wrong.

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<v Speaker 4>But I mean it's kind of spot on cut.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, I feel like you.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like, in terms of the laws and the

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<v Speaker 2>cost of operation, it might be easier to make the

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<v Speaker 2>lounge than it is to make the dispensary just a

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<v Speaker 2>place where it's like, hey, it's totally legal for people

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<v Speaker 2>to come here and smoke pot and hang out and

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<v Speaker 2>play video games and shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's something.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm looking at the chat to see if that with

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<v Speaker 2>the chat doesn't know anymore than we have weed cafes

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<v Speaker 2>in South Africa. Yeah, apparently San Francisca's places like that.

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<v Speaker 1>I have no idea. I have no idea, but that's

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm under the impression of. But anyway, enough about

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<v Speaker 1>the ship that we can find on Google. What okay?

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<v Speaker 2>Back to you, you were saying a lot of interesting things.

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<v Speaker 2>You were saying, Oh, yes, are you feeling happy right now?

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<v Speaker 2>You're kind of just talking about your your path to happen,

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<v Speaker 2>and so you're feeling happy where you are in your

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<v Speaker 2>current life?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes and no? Yes and no.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's start with the no. Why no?

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<v Speaker 4>Unhappy about I'm still living with my parents and you know,

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<v Speaker 4>my girlfriend is living with us two because of some

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<v Speaker 4>familial issues, and I'm not unhappy about that. I'm just

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<v Speaker 4>unhappy about I don't know if I'm ready to be

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<v Speaker 4>living with my parents. Sure, yeah, I do, you know

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<v Speaker 4>what I mean. I kind of feel I always feel

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<v Speaker 4>pressured to be ready to you know, move out. In everything.

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<v Speaker 4>I want to be ready, But I don't know if

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<v Speaker 4>I can just be like, yeah, I'm ready and then

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<v Speaker 4>just go out and convince myself that I'm ready.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I ask you how old you are?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm nineteen, You're.

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<v Speaker 1>Nineteen, dude. I didn't fucking I don't know. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how much you know about me.

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<v Speaker 2>But I fucking started doing this show in my mom's basement.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was in my mom's basement from like twenty

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think I moved out. I was in my

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<v Speaker 2>mom's basement from the ages of twenty two to twenty four,

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<v Speaker 2>fucking just doing this, you know, And I didn't. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't rush it. I was like, this is a great

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<v Speaker 2>opportunity to just like hang out and save money, and

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<v Speaker 2>so I hope. Yeah, I mean, you look in you're

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<v Speaker 2>fucking nineteen. You should, you know, stay there. It's a

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<v Speaker 2>blessing to have parents that will let you stay at

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<v Speaker 2>your at their place, you know. And at nineteen, I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like there's no fucking way that you're gonna.

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<v Speaker 1>Have enough. There's no way that you could be reasonably

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<v Speaker 1>expected to have.

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<v Speaker 2>Your financial situation so beautifully shaped up that you should

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<v Speaker 2>you know, be in a fucking penthouse downtown or anything

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<v Speaker 2>like that. I mean, it's a great opportunity to hang

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<v Speaker 2>out and save money. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's that's what

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<v Speaker 2>I That's what I did, Uh for those two years,

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<v Speaker 2>I was just like, I'm just gonna work as much

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<v Speaker 2>as I can and save before moving out.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I want to do that, but I just

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<v Speaker 4>I you know, like I said, I feel pressured by

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<v Speaker 4>a lot of people to just.

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<v Speaker 1>Be ready, you know what I mean by who who's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I feel like my dad kind of, uh does

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<v Speaker 4>he want you out of the house? I think so,

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<v Speaker 4>Like he's not kind of got a history with him,

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<v Speaker 4>but he's not the most It's hard for me. It's

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<v Speaker 4>hard to be you know what I mean. Like, well,

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<v Speaker 4>I've talked about, you know, moving out or staying or whatever,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's like he doesn't want me to move in

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<v Speaker 4>with my girlfriend. But he doesn't. I don't think he

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<v Speaker 4>wants me to stay here, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>I thought your girlfriend lives. He doesn't want you and

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<v Speaker 1>your girlfriend to move out and get a place. Yeah, why,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>Well I do though, you know babies.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, he's afraid that you're gonna have a kid.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh well okay, First for first of all, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you're I was gonna say, your dad has no like you.

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<v Speaker 2>Dad can't really tell you what to do with your life.

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<v Speaker 2>But I mean he can. He can tell you get

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<v Speaker 2>a fuck out of his house.

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<v Speaker 1>He can do that. He can absolutely totally justifiably do that. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>the cool I think, I feel like the cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Thing about you know, if you wanted to move in

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<v Speaker 2>with your girlfriend. I mean there's look, you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>you guys have been together for a year or whatever.

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<v Speaker 2>There's there's significant challenges in that. Yeah, but you saved

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of fucking money with just one room.

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<v Speaker 1>If you guys are doing that, yeah, I would agree with.

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<v Speaker 2>Again, I'm not going to tell you what to do

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<v Speaker 2>with your life, but having a kid right now might

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<v Speaker 2>be a little fucking rough.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if that's in your mind.

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<v Speaker 4>Not at all.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to Okay, good, yeah, all right? What

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<v Speaker 1>I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>All right?

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<v Speaker 1>So you said your your your? Are there any other nose?

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<v Speaker 2>When you were like, I'm happy when when I asked

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<v Speaker 2>you the question, you said yes or no? And so

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<v Speaker 2>one of the nose is you're feeling weird about being

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<v Speaker 2>in your parents' house.

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<v Speaker 1>Which I really think you shouldn't.

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<v Speaker 2>Again, coming from a guy who lived in his mom's

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<v Speaker 2>basement for a pretty long time.

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<v Speaker 1>What were there any other nos?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? What are they? This all times of the reason

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<v Speaker 4>I called. I wanted some advice on this. Okay, sure,

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<v Speaker 4>I've been wanting to catch the stream and call about

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<v Speaker 4>this for a while because it's an ongoing issue. So

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<v Speaker 4>my girlfriend has an issue with, you know, weed. She

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<v Speaker 4>doesn't like it.

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<v Speaker 2>When somebody says that someone is an issue with weed,

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<v Speaker 2>either they like it too much or they hate it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, she hates it, all right, tell me more.

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<v Speaker 3>My thing is.

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<v Speaker 4>When I sound lead, it kind of like brightened up

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<v Speaker 4>my life. I sounded like a really bad time and

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<v Speaker 4>it kind of I don't know after I took because

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<v Speaker 4>I started edibles, but after I hate that first one,

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, Wow, it wasn't just the feeling. For me,

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<v Speaker 4>it was the thoughts I was having. It kind of

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<v Speaker 4>like brightened up my experience for life, and even without

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<v Speaker 4>it now it's kind of like it enhanced it. And

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<v Speaker 4>every moment I've kind of dreamed about it being a

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<v Speaker 4>part of my life, and I'm I'm torn between the

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<v Speaker 4>fact that I possibly might have to choose that over

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<v Speaker 4>her in the future, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>And now I finished.

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<v Speaker 4>We've we've talked about it and I've told her this

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<v Speaker 4>concern and she was like, you don't have to worry

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<v Speaker 4>about it. Well, she didn't say that, but I'll be

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<v Speaker 4>every time we've talked about it. It's kind of like

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<v Speaker 4>her trauma because she her friend had undiagnosed epilepsy or

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<v Speaker 4>stressed somehow she got stressed to his epilepsy and she,

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<v Speaker 4>you know, she was smoking and you know it triggered

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<v Speaker 4>it and her friend almost died. M hm. Oh that's

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<v Speaker 4>why she's that's why she hates it, And I'm like,

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<v Speaker 4>I completely understand that. I also completely thrown away because

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<v Speaker 4>it's part of my dream for wife, and I kind

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<v Speaker 4>of feel like that's stupid, but I kind of don't.

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<v Speaker 4>I also think that, you know, like I said every

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<v Speaker 4>time we talked about it. She's just really heartbroken and

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<v Speaker 4>torn up about it. She doesn't want she's worried something

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<v Speaker 4>will happen.

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<v Speaker 3>To me.

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<v Speaker 2>By by smoking too much. Do you smoke weed every day?

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<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 4>No, I haven't smoked since we started dating.

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<v Speaker 2>You haven't smoked of it? So you haven't smoked for

0:28:39.000 --> 0:28:45.280
<v Speaker 2>a year. Yeah, huh, so you haven't smoked since you

0:28:45.280 --> 0:28:47.240
<v Speaker 2>guys have started dating. But but you have this like

0:28:47.400 --> 0:28:54.360
<v Speaker 2>passion for weed that is is more so tell me

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<v Speaker 2>more about this is fascinating.

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<v Speaker 1>What's so?

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<v Speaker 4>So?

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<v Speaker 1>You did you stop smoking because of her?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think Okay, And when you said you found

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<v Speaker 1>we didn't really helped you? Tell how did it help you?

0:29:17.240 --> 0:29:24.120
<v Speaker 4>It's it I was having issues with my emotions, or

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<v Speaker 4>I was suppressing them a lot and I wasn't able

0:29:30.600 --> 0:29:36.120
<v Speaker 4>to express them, and I was just feeling really really down. Okay,

0:29:36.120 --> 0:29:39.800
<v Speaker 4>every time I assumed it, it just, you know, brought

0:29:39.840 --> 0:29:42.760
<v Speaker 4>me back up, made me feel really good. And a

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:44.600
<v Speaker 4>lot of the times I found myself being able to

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<v Speaker 4>express my emotions more rather than being able to suppress them.

0:29:51.200 --> 0:29:54.320
<v Speaker 1>And let me ask you a question, have you been

0:29:54.440 --> 0:29:54.880
<v Speaker 1>to a.

0:29:56.720 --> 0:30:01.160
<v Speaker 2>Real therapist and or or or even a doctor and

0:30:01.360 --> 0:30:04.840
<v Speaker 2>gotten like because because I mean.

0:30:04.760 --> 0:30:10.000
<v Speaker 1>Look, I mean, what you're doing your self medicating? Yeah,

0:30:10.040 --> 0:30:10.720
<v Speaker 1>I think you know that.

0:30:13.320 --> 0:30:16.000
<v Speaker 2>And I'm not I'm not gonna tell you whether I've

0:30:16.160 --> 0:30:17.760
<v Speaker 2>I think this is right wrong, because I have no idea.

0:30:17.760 --> 0:30:20.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm not a doctor, psychotherapist, person whatever. But have you

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<v Speaker 2>ever been to a therapist or a doctor and like

0:30:24.000 --> 0:30:27.840
<v Speaker 2>talked about all this stuff and gotten their opinions and thoughts?

0:30:28.960 --> 0:30:29.920
<v Speaker 4>I have not.

0:30:30.800 --> 0:30:38.040
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I think you should because look, you know yourself

0:30:38.080 --> 0:30:40.440
<v Speaker 1>and and my I can I can only speak anecdotally

0:30:40.480 --> 0:30:45.920
<v Speaker 1>about weed and how it uh affects everybody differently, and

0:30:46.040 --> 0:30:48.240
<v Speaker 1>some people it helps them, and some people it doesn't.

0:30:48.280 --> 0:30:55.720
<v Speaker 2>And and and in my opinion, uh, a drugs hindrance

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<v Speaker 2>or a drugs hindrance or what's that? What's the opposite

0:31:03.600 --> 0:31:04.200
<v Speaker 2>of a hindrance?

0:31:04.880 --> 0:31:05.600
<v Speaker 1>Helped help?

0:31:06.040 --> 0:31:12.880
<v Speaker 2>Helpfulness to your life can be based on a variety

0:31:13.000 --> 0:31:18.400
<v Speaker 2>of things. But if you can, you should try and

0:31:18.480 --> 0:31:20.600
<v Speaker 2>talk to a real doctor a therapist about this kind

0:31:20.640 --> 0:31:22.080
<v Speaker 2>of thing, because I mean, look, dude, you there are

0:31:22.120 --> 0:31:25.320
<v Speaker 2>of course, there's like medical marijuana that like lots of

0:31:25.320 --> 0:31:28.480
<v Speaker 2>people with depression or anxiety have have used, and it

0:31:28.560 --> 0:31:30.480
<v Speaker 2>has helped their lives in the same way that, like,

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:34.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, somebody taking fucking SSRIs or depression medicine medicine

0:31:35.000 --> 0:31:36.560
<v Speaker 2>have have been helped.

0:31:37.240 --> 0:31:38.560
<v Speaker 1>So that might be what's going on with you.

0:31:38.720 --> 0:31:43.440
<v Speaker 2>But if you should talk to an actual fucking doctor

0:31:44.240 --> 0:31:47.560
<v Speaker 2>about this stuff, have you have you?

0:31:47.720 --> 0:31:48.840
<v Speaker 1>Is that something you even considered?

0:31:50.160 --> 0:31:50.360
<v Speaker 4>Yes?

0:31:51.240 --> 0:31:52.720
<v Speaker 1>Okay, I mean how have I even done?

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<v Speaker 4>You? I don't have the money.

0:31:56.400 --> 0:31:56.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I've been talking to my parents and I was like, hey, Mom,

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<v Speaker 4>I wanted to talk to a therapist, and she's just

0:32:06.200 --> 0:32:08.560
<v Speaker 4>we we haven't really hooked up with one yet. I

0:32:08.720 --> 0:32:11.960
<v Speaker 4>kind of don't want because you know, my little sister

0:32:12.040 --> 0:32:15.560
<v Speaker 4>goes to a therapist. But that's like She's like, it

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<v Speaker 4>was just yeah, sorry, there was something in my household.

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<v Speaker 4>What it was?

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<v Speaker 1>But are you high right now? No? Are you seeing

0:32:29.920 --> 0:32:30.840
<v Speaker 1>a weed goblin?

0:32:32.000 --> 0:32:32.400
<v Speaker 4>I am not?

0:32:32.960 --> 0:32:39.520
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, continue, Sorry, we're one's eyes talking about.

0:32:41.280 --> 0:32:43.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, so she sees like a Christian therapist and I

0:32:43.920 --> 0:32:46.800
<v Speaker 4>don't really, I don't. I don't want to. I don't

0:32:46.800 --> 0:32:49.040
<v Speaker 4>I want to see a therapist that's not based in

0:32:49.120 --> 0:32:52.840
<v Speaker 4>any type of religion or anything like that, because I

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<v Speaker 4>feel like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Kind of ruins it I think you want to see

0:32:57.240 --> 0:33:02.520
<v Speaker 2>a dudist priest, a judas priest, a dudast priest. It's

0:33:02.680 --> 0:33:05.120
<v Speaker 2>it's I think it's from the big Lebowski. I was

0:33:05.160 --> 0:33:09.239
<v Speaker 2>trying to make some joke about weed. But anyway, are

0:33:09.280 --> 0:33:10.720
<v Speaker 2>your are your family really religious?

0:33:11.840 --> 0:33:12.080
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:33:13.120 --> 0:33:18.040
<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, yeah, yeah, man, Look I know I know

0:33:18.280 --> 0:33:19.120
<v Speaker 1>it's a fucking bummer.

0:33:19.160 --> 0:33:19.440
<v Speaker 4>I know that.

0:33:19.720 --> 0:33:21.760
<v Speaker 1>Well just Walmart. What about fucking Walmart? Do they not

0:33:21.800 --> 0:33:24.640
<v Speaker 1>give you stuff? Do they give you a health insurance

0:33:24.680 --> 0:33:25.200
<v Speaker 1>or any that ship.

0:33:29.040 --> 0:33:33.200
<v Speaker 4>I actually just got a letter about that because I've

0:33:33.240 --> 0:33:35.920
<v Speaker 4>only been there for like three months and I'm part time,

0:33:36.040 --> 0:33:41.520
<v Speaker 4>so I don't really know what all I'll get, but

0:33:42.640 --> 0:33:43.560
<v Speaker 4>I'll have to check it out.

0:33:44.520 --> 0:33:47.520
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So you know, I mean, look, you

0:33:47.600 --> 0:33:49.160
<v Speaker 1>asked you one of my advice. That's my vice.

0:33:49.200 --> 0:33:50.760
<v Speaker 2>I know it's I know it's a bummer. I know

0:33:50.800 --> 0:33:53.960
<v Speaker 2>it fucking sucks and it's hard and Expectaul to like

0:33:54.120 --> 0:33:59.280
<v Speaker 2>get that kind of thing. But okay, so back to

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<v Speaker 2>the thing. I'm okay, but this is fascinating.

0:34:01.280 --> 0:34:04.320
<v Speaker 1>So you so you have this you want weed to

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<v Speaker 1>be a part of your life in uh this this

0:34:08.000 --> 0:34:13.000
<v Speaker 1>way that that it sounds like you haven't even had

0:34:13.040 --> 0:34:18.520
<v Speaker 1>the opportunity to fully healthily explore, and.

0:34:18.600 --> 0:34:20.160
<v Speaker 2>You haven't spoked it in a in a year. But

0:34:20.239 --> 0:34:25.960
<v Speaker 2>your girlfriend's very anti anti weed. But here's my thing, right, Okay,

0:34:26.560 --> 0:34:29.239
<v Speaker 2>you want to make you want to make this kind

0:34:29.239 --> 0:34:30.759
<v Speaker 2>of I want to float something here. You want to

0:34:30.800 --> 0:34:35.160
<v Speaker 2>make this this lounge or dispensary that like people can

0:34:35.239 --> 0:34:35.759
<v Speaker 2>hang out in.

0:34:35.920 --> 0:34:39.360
<v Speaker 1>Right, Okay, so you're you're not.

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<v Speaker 2>From my perspective, your passion is not is not about weed,

0:34:44.160 --> 0:34:50.360
<v Speaker 2>but it's about fostering a positive environment for other people

0:34:50.480 --> 0:34:54.880
<v Speaker 2>and bringing them together. That sounds more accurate than you

0:34:55.120 --> 0:34:59.040
<v Speaker 2>just have a passion for weed, unless if I'm mistaken.

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<v Speaker 4>You're you're right, But it's also I do. I do

0:35:02.920 --> 0:35:07.120
<v Speaker 4>have a passion for it because I really like, like

0:35:07.680 --> 0:35:10.959
<v Speaker 4>it's more than because it's more than just like self

0:35:11.080 --> 0:35:14.440
<v Speaker 4>medicating for you know, my issues and everything. Because in

0:35:14.600 --> 0:35:18.960
<v Speaker 4>this past year, you know, I've been able to separate

0:35:19.080 --> 0:35:29.080
<v Speaker 4>it from that, I think, mm hmmm, because now I'm

0:35:29.120 --> 0:35:31.920
<v Speaker 4>not wanting to use it because I'm feeling down and everything.

0:35:32.480 --> 0:35:35.319
<v Speaker 4>But it's more like I want to use it as

0:35:42.680 --> 0:35:47.200
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, like opening the door to what I

0:35:47.360 --> 0:35:48.200
<v Speaker 4>want to do.

0:35:49.040 --> 0:35:51.440
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean opening the door to what

0:35:51.680 --> 0:35:55.960
<v Speaker 1>you want to do. Yeah, how how how so.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

0:36:04.480 --> 0:36:07.200
<v Speaker 2>Okay, well it sounds like you have Okay, well it

0:36:07.200 --> 0:36:09.160
<v Speaker 2>sounds like you have. I know that you brought up

0:36:09.200 --> 0:36:12.520
<v Speaker 2>the dispensary, but you have you have desires outside of

0:36:12.520 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 2>the dispensary. I mean, you just you told me about

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:15.960
<v Speaker 2>that whole movie that you want to make that has

0:36:16.040 --> 0:36:19.719
<v Speaker 2>nothing to do with weed. This lounge, even though it is, uh,

0:36:19.800 --> 0:36:21.360
<v Speaker 2>you know, you want to do a weed lounge or

0:36:21.360 --> 0:36:24.320
<v Speaker 2>a weed dispensary or something like, you know, again, like

0:36:25.640 --> 0:36:27.560
<v Speaker 2>it has more, in my opinion, to do with with

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<v Speaker 2>community building than it.

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<v Speaker 1>Does with just pot.

0:36:34.440 --> 0:36:34.680
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:41.759
<v Speaker 1>I think is a tough one. I think you need

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:45.239
<v Speaker 1>to talk to a doctor or therapist about about it.

0:36:45.400 --> 0:36:49.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't think you're wrong, because again, lots of people, uh,

0:36:49.800 --> 0:36:52.400
<v Speaker 2>you know, there is medical marijuana, and weed has been

0:36:52.440 --> 0:36:56.040
<v Speaker 2>a really positive force in a lot of people's lives.

0:36:56.320 --> 0:37:00.560
<v Speaker 2>But I think, you know, especially because you're so fucking young.

0:37:01.120 --> 0:37:06.920
<v Speaker 1>You should get with a real doctor. You know how

0:37:06.960 --> 0:37:10.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm always messing up people's names and shit. A little

0:37:11.000 --> 0:37:12.600
<v Speaker 1>part of I wondered this the other day.

0:37:12.880 --> 0:37:16.480
<v Speaker 2>A little part of me wonders if I just smoked

0:37:16.520 --> 0:37:20.239
<v Speaker 2>too much goddamn weed from you know, the ages of

0:37:20.360 --> 0:37:23.000
<v Speaker 2>sixteen to now that.

0:37:23.440 --> 0:37:24.320
<v Speaker 1>That's what that is.

0:37:24.480 --> 0:37:26.799
<v Speaker 2>I don't part of me fucking fucking wonders that if

0:37:26.840 --> 0:37:29.600
<v Speaker 2>I just smoked so much fucking weed that it must

0:37:29.640 --> 0:37:33.480
<v Speaker 2>have little parts of my brain don't work. So go

0:37:33.680 --> 0:37:36.080
<v Speaker 2>talk to a person who knows what the fuck because

0:37:36.080 --> 0:37:38.120
<v Speaker 2>neither of us know the science of any of this shit.

0:37:38.120 --> 0:37:40.000
<v Speaker 2>And nles's if you do, unless I don't know if

0:37:40.000 --> 0:37:42.120
<v Speaker 2>you've been reading history textbooks or anything.

0:37:42.200 --> 0:37:48.440
<v Speaker 1>But okay, listen before we go. Okay, we covered the nose, Okay,

0:37:49.040 --> 0:37:50.880
<v Speaker 1>which which, by the way, I don't think either of

0:37:50.960 --> 0:37:58.200
<v Speaker 1>those nose, from my perspective, are are are debilitating ones.

0:37:58.239 --> 0:38:00.319
<v Speaker 1>I think they're ones that you can overcome. What are

0:38:00.360 --> 0:38:00.840
<v Speaker 1>the yeses?

0:38:00.880 --> 0:38:01.040
<v Speaker 4>Why?

0:38:01.120 --> 0:38:01.160
<v Speaker 3>What?

0:38:01.360 --> 0:38:03.200
<v Speaker 1>What are the things that are reasons why you're happy?

0:38:07.520 --> 0:38:09.000
<v Speaker 4>I'm happy that I'm just breathing.

0:38:10.120 --> 0:38:13.440
<v Speaker 2>That's a that's ah, That's the most thing you can

0:38:13.480 --> 0:38:15.839
<v Speaker 2>ever be fucking sure of to be happy about.

0:38:17.040 --> 0:38:22.000
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, keep going, tell me, man.

0:38:23.000 --> 0:38:28.879
<v Speaker 4>I'm happy that you know my family's healthy. Yeah, I'm

0:38:28.920 --> 0:38:32.359
<v Speaker 4>happy that you know I got a job I've been

0:38:32.440 --> 0:38:35.080
<v Speaker 4>at for a while rather than just hopping from job

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:44.319
<v Speaker 4>as a job. I'm happy about my girlfriend. I'm really happy.

0:38:44.360 --> 0:38:51.799
<v Speaker 4>I'm really happy that she's here. Yeah.

0:38:54.200 --> 0:38:57.800
<v Speaker 2>Well that's great man. It sounds like I mean, look everything,

0:38:57.800 --> 0:39:00.160
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing. Everything that you just said.

0:39:01.800 --> 0:39:03.120
<v Speaker 1>I think is uh.

0:39:04.520 --> 0:39:06.480
<v Speaker 2>Way more powerful than the things that you told me

0:39:06.560 --> 0:39:12.160
<v Speaker 2>that you were unhappy about. So you're in a good

0:39:12.200 --> 0:39:13.480
<v Speaker 2>spot my friends.

0:39:14.719 --> 0:39:15.040
<v Speaker 4>Thanks.

0:39:16.320 --> 0:39:21.360
<v Speaker 1>Hmmm, hmmm are you gonna you know?

0:39:21.480 --> 0:39:21.600
<v Speaker 3>Man?

0:39:21.600 --> 0:39:23.440
<v Speaker 1>I want to just say, so, you want to make

0:39:23.520 --> 0:39:24.200
<v Speaker 1>movies and ship?

0:39:25.239 --> 0:39:25.439
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

0:39:26.160 --> 0:39:28.360
<v Speaker 1>You ever just you ever thought about just making it,

0:39:28.640 --> 0:39:30.640
<v Speaker 1>just doing it, doing it on the fucking iPhone?

0:39:33.520 --> 0:39:37.759
<v Speaker 4>Yes, But I think I have an issue with laziness.

0:39:39.120 --> 0:39:43.320
<v Speaker 4>So I'll be thinking of, like maybe I should figure

0:39:43.360 --> 0:39:45.560
<v Speaker 4>out how to make a little mini movie on my phone,

0:39:46.120 --> 0:39:47.240
<v Speaker 4>and then I'll get distracted.

0:39:47.280 --> 0:39:50.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, ah, all right, I did all right, be

0:39:50.719 --> 0:39:55.120
<v Speaker 1>honest with me. Okay are you are you do you?

0:39:55.920 --> 0:39:57.439
<v Speaker 2>Oh wait a minute, you told me I was gonna okay,

0:39:57.440 --> 0:39:58.879
<v Speaker 2>I was gonna ask you if you think the weed

0:40:00.280 --> 0:40:01.040
<v Speaker 2>makes you lazy?

0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:03.799
<v Speaker 1>But you you don't even you don't even fucking smoke weed.

0:40:04.520 --> 0:40:06.400
<v Speaker 1>You're talking you're like in love with weed and you

0:40:06.440 --> 0:40:07.200
<v Speaker 1>don't even smoke it.

0:40:08.280 --> 0:40:13.839
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, this is a weird predicament. I will say

0:40:16.520 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 4>very weird thing.

0:40:19.440 --> 0:40:22.280
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you're you're lazy, Okay, when you get distracted?

0:40:22.320 --> 0:40:22.960
<v Speaker 2>What's distracting?

0:40:23.000 --> 0:40:23.120
<v Speaker 3>You know?

0:40:25.360 --> 0:40:30.120
<v Speaker 4>Just everything? Uh huh, Like I always in and down,

0:40:30.200 --> 0:40:32.560
<v Speaker 4>I'm like, hmmm, right now is a really good moment

0:40:32.640 --> 0:40:37.880
<v Speaker 4>to just do this thing. And then I'll open up

0:40:37.960 --> 0:40:39.800
<v Speaker 4>TikTok and listen to a song and then I'm like,

0:40:40.080 --> 0:40:41.960
<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna do this thing instead.

0:40:42.480 --> 0:40:44.800
<v Speaker 2>To lead fucking delete TikTok off your phone, Delete it

0:40:44.800 --> 0:40:47.239
<v Speaker 2>off your phone. I I just I took a long

0:40:47.280 --> 0:40:49.960
<v Speaker 2>time away from posting on social media and ship and

0:40:50.360 --> 0:40:52.719
<v Speaker 2>I started back up today and I put TikTok back

0:40:52.760 --> 0:40:55.200
<v Speaker 2>on my phone and then I fucking found myself scrolling

0:40:55.239 --> 0:40:57.080
<v Speaker 2>through it. And the only reason I have it downloaded

0:40:57.160 --> 0:40:59.080
<v Speaker 2>is because I upload things on there, but when it

0:40:59.200 --> 0:41:01.960
<v Speaker 2>wasn't on my phone. Never fucking delete off your phone, dude,

0:41:02.160 --> 0:41:06.480
<v Speaker 2>I swear to God, excuse me that. Yeah, I have

0:41:06.520 --> 0:41:07.080
<v Speaker 2>one hundred scent.

0:41:07.120 --> 0:41:08.160
<v Speaker 1>Sure it'll help.

0:41:09.239 --> 0:41:10.160
<v Speaker 4>Let I'm doing right now.

0:41:10.520 --> 0:41:12.359
<v Speaker 1>Okay, do it right now, the lead TikTok of your phone.

0:41:13.200 --> 0:41:14.160
<v Speaker 1>What else distracts you?

0:41:18.960 --> 0:41:21.000
<v Speaker 4>Games? Yeah?

0:41:21.080 --> 0:41:21.600
<v Speaker 1>What are you playing?

0:41:22.880 --> 0:41:27.480
<v Speaker 4>Uh? It just depends. I can't focus on one game

0:41:27.560 --> 0:41:29.880
<v Speaker 4>at a time, I kind of get caught in the

0:41:29.920 --> 0:41:33.719
<v Speaker 4>loop of playing games, getting bored of it, playing another game,

0:41:33.760 --> 0:41:37.200
<v Speaker 4>getting boarded of that, and then getting caught in like

0:41:37.320 --> 0:41:44.720
<v Speaker 4>a super deep rabbit hole of like one like anime

0:41:44.960 --> 0:41:47.399
<v Speaker 4>or movie or something like right now, I got caught

0:41:47.440 --> 0:41:57.440
<v Speaker 4>into one piece Naruto Star Wars, and yes, pretty much it.

0:41:59.560 --> 0:42:06.759
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm, you know, you know it's funny, man, I'm

0:42:06.800 --> 0:42:10.160
<v Speaker 2>thinking about. This is something I've always in my own

0:42:10.239 --> 0:42:16.560
<v Speaker 2>life thought about, and this is one of my big

0:42:18.520 --> 0:42:20.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if i'd call it a struggle, but

0:42:20.920 --> 0:42:24.440
<v Speaker 2>a thing I grapple with is like you just when

0:42:24.440 --> 0:42:26.360
<v Speaker 2>I ask you to think why you were when I

0:42:26.360 --> 0:42:30.279
<v Speaker 2>asked you the things that you were happy about, they

0:42:30.320 --> 0:42:32.640
<v Speaker 2>were all really like things that you could know for sure,

0:42:32.800 --> 0:42:35.160
<v Speaker 2>right Like you were happy about your family, you were

0:42:35.160 --> 0:42:37.320
<v Speaker 2>happy about your girlfriend, you were happy about just the

0:42:37.400 --> 0:42:39.000
<v Speaker 2>fact that you could breathe, and that gave you a

0:42:39.040 --> 0:42:44.080
<v Speaker 2>lot of happiness. But you're also struggling with like You're

0:42:44.120 --> 0:42:46.600
<v Speaker 2>an ambitious dude and you have things you want to

0:42:46.600 --> 0:42:51.360
<v Speaker 2>get done, and there's a struggle there of your ambition

0:42:51.640 --> 0:42:56.279
<v Speaker 2>versus your laziness, and that struggle I'm sure it can

0:42:56.360 --> 0:42:59.479
<v Speaker 2>cause you to be hard on yourself or beat yourself up.

0:43:01.080 --> 0:43:03.680
<v Speaker 1>And have that kind of purveyed over you. And that's

0:43:03.680 --> 0:43:05.560
<v Speaker 1>been my life for a lot of times.

0:43:05.600 --> 0:43:08.239
<v Speaker 2>It is like, I'm I'm an ambitious dude, but I

0:43:08.280 --> 0:43:11.560
<v Speaker 2>also get lazy and fuck up a lot, and that

0:43:11.719 --> 0:43:13.360
<v Speaker 2>causes me to beat myself up, and.

0:43:16.520 --> 0:43:18.319
<v Speaker 1>You know, have this like kind of.

0:43:20.280 --> 0:43:27.799
<v Speaker 2>Uh, default overlay of my life being that beating myself up,

0:43:28.160 --> 0:43:31.680
<v Speaker 2>when really the default overlay of my life should be

0:43:32.480 --> 0:43:36.040
<v Speaker 2>thank fuck it, like the every like the the the crux,

0:43:36.120 --> 0:43:40.120
<v Speaker 2>the thesis, the overlay of of life at all times

0:43:40.600 --> 0:43:45.440
<v Speaker 2>should be I'm just stoked, I can breathe and stoked,

0:43:45.520 --> 0:43:49.920
<v Speaker 2>my families alive. Just just gratefulness, you know. But then

0:43:50.120 --> 0:43:52.160
<v Speaker 2>but then to that point, if you're always thinking about that,

0:43:52.239 --> 0:43:53.799
<v Speaker 2>then how the fuck are you ever gonna get anything done.

0:43:57.239 --> 0:43:58.880
<v Speaker 2>That's been a thing that I'm trying, I have. I

0:43:59.000 --> 0:44:01.279
<v Speaker 2>wish I could figure that out. I'm still I'm still

0:44:01.320 --> 0:44:05.480
<v Speaker 2>figuring that out. And I made a decision with myself

0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:09.080
<v Speaker 2>to not have like, you know, guilt and shame and

0:44:09.160 --> 0:44:13.920
<v Speaker 2>shit be the forefront of my brain and to have

0:44:14.160 --> 0:44:16.120
<v Speaker 2>more gratefulness and more of the ship that you're talking

0:44:16.120 --> 0:44:17.480
<v Speaker 2>about be at the forefront of my brain.

0:44:19.200 --> 0:44:20.520
<v Speaker 4>So I don't know.

0:44:20.560 --> 0:44:22.160
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if anything I just said made sense,

0:44:22.239 --> 0:44:24.360
<v Speaker 1>but you're not alone in these thoughts.

0:44:25.360 --> 0:44:28.759
<v Speaker 4>It makes sense. And thank you. Thank you.

0:44:28.840 --> 0:44:34.640
<v Speaker 2>Well goddamn Jerome. I'm I think you're gonna be good man.

0:44:34.680 --> 0:44:37.520
<v Speaker 2>I I'm I think you got a good thing going.

0:44:37.680 --> 0:44:38.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm happy for you.

0:44:39.480 --> 0:44:42.840
<v Speaker 4>Thank you. I feels really good to hear that.

0:44:44.480 --> 0:44:47.960
<v Speaker 2>Uh, dude, is there anything else that you wanted to say?

0:44:48.480 --> 0:44:51.600
<v Speaker 2>Uh to me or the people of the computer, or

0:44:53.480 --> 0:44:58.160
<v Speaker 2>or or a dog and a trench coat before we go?

0:45:00.040 --> 0:45:09.960
<v Speaker 4>Ah, everybody walk outside, take it huge, steep breath of

0:45:10.040 --> 0:45:14.520
<v Speaker 4>the fresh air, breathe it out, and then just smile.

0:45:17.800 --> 0:45:18.400
<v Speaker 1>That's nice.

0:45:18.880 --> 0:45:22.440
<v Speaker 2>And then if you're lucky, an old woman at Target

0:45:22.520 --> 0:45:25.799
<v Speaker 2>will come up to you and ask you to lick

0:45:26.440 --> 0:45:28.600
<v Speaker 2>your buttole not Target Walmart.

0:45:30.880 --> 0:45:33.719
<v Speaker 1>All right, yeah, all right, you have a going derme.

0:45:33.800 --> 0:45:34.960
<v Speaker 1>Thank you man. It's good talking to you.

0:45:35.960 --> 0:45:39.680
<v Speaker 4>Thank you. It was amazing, can I maam nice?

0:45:41.880 --> 0:45:44.200
<v Speaker 1>That was a great call with Jerome. Shout out to him.

0:45:46.760 --> 0:45:47.680
<v Speaker 1>It definitely goes.

0:45:48.360 --> 0:45:51.760
<v Speaker 2>Try to see if you can actually get medical marijuana

0:45:51.800 --> 0:45:55.560
<v Speaker 2>instead of self medicating. I'm not I'm I I say

0:45:55.600 --> 0:45:59.680
<v Speaker 2>that as somebody who has self medicated with marijuana for

0:45:59.719 --> 0:46:03.400
<v Speaker 2>a long time and now as a result, can't remember

0:46:03.440 --> 0:46:06.719
<v Speaker 2>a single person's goddamn name on my podcast. But uh,

0:46:08.160 --> 0:46:11.000
<v Speaker 2>shout out to Jerome. I hope, I hope you do

0:46:11.160 --> 0:46:13.839
<v Speaker 2>make that lounge. There's not enough places like that. I'm

0:46:13.920 --> 0:46:15.480
<v Speaker 2>surprised when I, like I said, when I was in

0:46:15.560 --> 0:46:18.640
<v Speaker 2>Denver for the very first time, like five fucking years ago,

0:46:18.719 --> 0:46:20.440
<v Speaker 2>I went to a place like that, and it was awesome.

0:46:20.480 --> 0:46:23.920
<v Speaker 1>They had like you know, uh dab rigs.

0:46:24.000 --> 0:46:26.880
<v Speaker 2>You could bring your own oil and play video games

0:46:26.920 --> 0:46:28.840
<v Speaker 2>and shit, it was great. I'm surprised that a business

0:46:28.880 --> 0:46:32.440
<v Speaker 2>doesn't exist like that, or more places don't exist like that.

0:46:32.520 --> 0:46:32.600
<v Speaker 4>You know.

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:34.439
<v Speaker 2>I'm in Los Angeles right now, and there's I don't

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:38.319
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if there are any weed lounges.

0:46:38.760 --> 0:46:40.440
<v Speaker 1>I mean, the whole fucking city is pretty much a

0:46:40.480 --> 0:46:45.640
<v Speaker 1>weed lounge. So yeah, give me a reason to fucking

0:46:45.719 --> 0:46:51.680
<v Speaker 1>go to Ohio again. Man, all right, thanks Jerome Paul

0:46:51.760 --> 0:46:52.720
<v Speaker 1>from Siege.

0:46:53.400 --> 0:46:55.680
<v Speaker 4>Hello, Lyle, Hi?

0:46:56.320 --> 0:46:57.879
<v Speaker 3>Is this really Lyle? Yeah?

0:46:57.920 --> 0:46:59.399
<v Speaker 1>Who is this dude? No way.

0:46:59.440 --> 0:47:02.279
<v Speaker 3>I was like, I just saw you hit the eight

0:47:02.400 --> 0:47:04.600
<v Speaker 3>pen and then I was like, oh man, I'm gonna

0:47:04.640 --> 0:47:06.920
<v Speaker 3>hit my bait pen. Well that's awesome.

0:47:07.040 --> 0:47:09.960
<v Speaker 1>Well, oh fuck you? Okay, you all right. So I'm

0:47:09.960 --> 0:47:11.399
<v Speaker 1>gonna just give some context here.

0:47:11.480 --> 0:47:16.240
<v Speaker 2>Right before I picked up this call, I told the stream,

0:47:16.360 --> 0:47:19.400
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'm people think I'm stoned when I'm

0:47:19.480 --> 0:47:21.200
<v Speaker 2>doing this, and I never am.

0:47:22.000 --> 0:47:28.040
<v Speaker 1>I never am, but I but I I I every

0:47:28.120 --> 0:47:30.400
<v Speaker 1>once in a while. But I just I don't know

0:47:30.480 --> 0:47:32.360
<v Speaker 1>why this is the last call I'm gonna take of

0:47:32.400 --> 0:47:34.320
<v Speaker 1>this I don't know where where this call will be

0:47:34.360 --> 0:47:36.360
<v Speaker 1>in the podcast, but of this stream, this is the

0:47:36.440 --> 0:47:37.640
<v Speaker 1>last call I'm gonna take. So I was like, you

0:47:37.719 --> 0:47:41.000
<v Speaker 1>know what, let's experiment. I will take one hit of

0:47:41.080 --> 0:47:41.680
<v Speaker 1>a eight pen.

0:47:42.360 --> 0:47:45.000
<v Speaker 2>So so just to give some context and clarity to

0:47:45.080 --> 0:47:50.480
<v Speaker 2>those listening, this is one hit of.

0:47:50.600 --> 0:47:57.960
<v Speaker 1>A eight pen lyle speaking to one hit of a

0:47:58.040 --> 0:48:03.040
<v Speaker 1>eight pen stage, I think we're for success. Incredible.

0:48:03.400 --> 0:48:08.480
<v Speaker 3>Wow wow wow wow. Okay, awesome, Okay, Well, basically I

0:48:08.520 --> 0:48:08.800
<v Speaker 3>don't know.

0:48:09.680 --> 0:48:10.080
<v Speaker 4>I Uh.

0:48:10.840 --> 0:48:13.240
<v Speaker 3>The main thing I wanted to talk to you about tonight,

0:48:13.480 --> 0:48:16.840
<v Speaker 3>UH was like, I, okay, so I have been like

0:48:16.960 --> 0:48:21.839
<v Speaker 3>doing this thing lately where I take like some tobacco right,

0:48:22.320 --> 0:48:24.640
<v Speaker 3>and I take some weed right, and I put them

0:48:24.680 --> 0:48:28.399
<v Speaker 3>both in my bond and I smoke. I smoked them

0:48:28.440 --> 0:48:30.759
<v Speaker 3>both out of my bonk, right, and I call it.

0:48:30.960 --> 0:48:33.880
<v Speaker 3>I call it a blam right and I and it

0:48:34.120 --> 0:48:37.000
<v Speaker 3>just like it's like, you know, it just absolutely like

0:48:37.480 --> 0:48:39.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, just like zouts you, right, it makes you

0:48:40.000 --> 0:48:42.800
<v Speaker 3>just like it just totally like just gets you so

0:48:43.200 --> 0:48:47.000
<v Speaker 3>like stoned and like tobacco high and all that. Right,

0:48:48.880 --> 0:48:51.799
<v Speaker 3>And it's like the thing is, man, is that it's

0:48:51.880 --> 0:48:54.680
<v Speaker 3>it's like it makes it makes your breath smell bad.

0:48:54.840 --> 0:48:56.880
<v Speaker 3>You know, it just makes it makes everything gross.

0:48:57.000 --> 0:48:57.120
<v Speaker 4>Right.

0:48:57.920 --> 0:49:00.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't I don't like having the tobacco you know,

0:49:00.480 --> 0:49:02.920
<v Speaker 3>in my life and ship like that and like uh

0:49:03.440 --> 0:49:05.719
<v Speaker 3>and it's like, uh, you know, it's like I want to, like,

0:49:05.800 --> 0:49:08.320
<v Speaker 3>you know, quit doing that, right, And uh, I don't know.

0:49:08.680 --> 0:49:10.279
<v Speaker 3>I was listening to the stream, like I said, and

0:49:10.360 --> 0:49:13.040
<v Speaker 3>it's like earlier you were talking about how you're like, oh,

0:49:13.120 --> 0:49:15.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't really want to like give advice, but you're

0:49:15.640 --> 0:49:17.239
<v Speaker 3>also like, well, well well hold on.

0:49:17.280 --> 0:49:18.759
<v Speaker 1>Hold on, let me, let me, let me. I have

0:49:18.880 --> 0:49:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I have several questions. First, so you you basically are

0:49:23.680 --> 0:49:30.239
<v Speaker 1>making these like split bowls. Yeah, okay, how long have

0:49:30.280 --> 0:49:32.440
<v Speaker 1>you been doing this for? Uh?

0:49:32.960 --> 0:49:35.439
<v Speaker 3>Oh, it's been like on and off for a couple

0:49:35.520 --> 0:49:38.000
<v Speaker 3>of years, but I've been I've been like amping it

0:49:38.120 --> 0:49:40.120
<v Speaker 3>up in the last week or so.

0:49:40.320 --> 0:49:44.759
<v Speaker 2>Does tobacco does to I'm not a big cigarette guy.

0:49:44.880 --> 0:49:46.879
<v Speaker 2>Does tobacco give you like a high?

0:49:48.719 --> 0:49:51.719
<v Speaker 3>Well, like, I don't think tobacco really like gets you.

0:49:51.880 --> 0:49:54.200
<v Speaker 3>It doesn't really get you like high, right, but it's

0:49:54.280 --> 0:49:58.200
<v Speaker 3>like it's like it it gets you a little bit

0:49:58.320 --> 0:50:01.600
<v Speaker 3>like uh, like a little bit like maybe light headed,

0:50:01.719 --> 0:50:03.440
<v Speaker 3>I guess, right, Like there's a little bit of like

0:50:03.520 --> 0:50:04.719
<v Speaker 3>a nicotine.

0:50:04.360 --> 0:50:06.960
<v Speaker 1>High, but it's like get you get like a head

0:50:07.040 --> 0:50:07.919
<v Speaker 1>rush of some kind.

0:50:08.080 --> 0:50:13.040
<v Speaker 3>Right, yeah, yeah, it's it doesn't blast like like weed does. Right.

0:50:13.200 --> 0:50:18.720
<v Speaker 2>So the nicotine and the weed combined together to form

0:50:18.920 --> 0:50:20.040
<v Speaker 2>a a blamo.

0:50:20.480 --> 0:50:21.640
<v Speaker 1>Is that what you said? Blamo?

0:50:22.120 --> 0:50:26.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, a blam a blam a blam effect to the brain,

0:50:27.880 --> 0:50:30.760
<v Speaker 2>thus spawning the name blam. Blamo is like a company

0:50:30.840 --> 0:50:33.719
<v Speaker 2>that makes fucking Frisbees, I think. Anyway, hold on, I

0:50:33.800 --> 0:50:35.400
<v Speaker 2>have to google that right now to make sure that

0:50:35.480 --> 0:50:38.279
<v Speaker 2>that's true. I'm just I'm ruining the entire flow of

0:50:38.360 --> 0:50:40.400
<v Speaker 2>this conversation to see if no.

0:50:40.640 --> 0:50:43.160
<v Speaker 3>No legendary, I'm gonna buy a Frisbees so I can

0:50:43.239 --> 0:50:46.440
<v Speaker 3>put my like it blamo.

0:50:46.600 --> 0:50:50.239
<v Speaker 1>No Blamo makes fucking Blamo toys, right, Blamo.

0:50:51.600 --> 0:50:52.040
<v Speaker 4>What do they do?

0:50:52.200 --> 0:50:52.640
<v Speaker 3>What do they do?

0:50:53.920 --> 0:50:54.399
<v Speaker 4>Dude? Whatever?

0:50:54.440 --> 0:50:56.600
<v Speaker 1>Anyway, I'm just this just a bunch of art stuff. Anyway.

0:50:56.640 --> 0:51:01.320
<v Speaker 2>Anyway, anyway, what is your name? Oh it's Page So

0:51:01.520 --> 0:51:06.440
<v Speaker 2>you Sage stage? Say Sage Stage. Sorry I suck names anyway, Sage. Okay,

0:51:06.520 --> 0:51:09.359
<v Speaker 2>So you're asking a bit So I'm sorry I cut

0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:11.880
<v Speaker 2>you off about five hundred times during this conversation, but

0:51:11.960 --> 0:51:15.000
<v Speaker 2>I think you were asking me for advice on how

0:51:15.040 --> 0:51:15.920
<v Speaker 2>to stop.

0:51:17.440 --> 0:51:22.360
<v Speaker 1>Doing half tobacco half weed barbs.

0:51:22.719 --> 0:51:25.000
<v Speaker 3>I mean, like kind of, but I also just wanted

0:51:25.040 --> 0:51:27.600
<v Speaker 3>to like talk to you about like blams and the

0:51:27.680 --> 0:51:30.160
<v Speaker 3>concept of it. I'm like, it's gross, you know. I'm like, yeah,

0:51:30.160 --> 0:51:32.160
<v Speaker 3>if you got any advice on how to on how

0:51:32.200 --> 0:51:33.960
<v Speaker 3>to quit or if you can you know, if you

0:51:34.040 --> 0:51:36.600
<v Speaker 3>can be my my guidance, you know, and tell me

0:51:37.040 --> 0:51:41.280
<v Speaker 3>as as my gecko therapist, that that'd be a good idea.

0:51:41.840 --> 0:51:43.400
<v Speaker 3>I guess that that'd be inspiring.

0:51:44.239 --> 0:51:47.600
<v Speaker 2>Look, I here's the thing I've said multiple times. I

0:51:47.680 --> 0:51:49.840
<v Speaker 2>am not licensed to do anything.

0:51:51.560 --> 0:51:56.279
<v Speaker 1>I am dumb, but I will say here's I will

0:51:56.320 --> 0:51:59.400
<v Speaker 1>say this with confidence, and I'm not saying and.

0:52:02.600 --> 0:52:07.839
<v Speaker 2>Taking a bong rip of tobacco is probably not great

0:52:07.920 --> 0:52:10.239
<v Speaker 2>for your health. I am no expert on the things

0:52:10.280 --> 0:52:13.319
<v Speaker 2>that are great for your health. I also smoke weed

0:52:14.120 --> 0:52:18.320
<v Speaker 2>almost every day, So I'm not a big you know,

0:52:18.400 --> 0:52:20.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm not the guy to to to to tell you

0:52:20.760 --> 0:52:24.520
<v Speaker 2>how to quit. Well, okay, tell me this. What effect

0:52:25.560 --> 0:52:29.439
<v Speaker 2>are these blams having on the rest of your life?

0:52:32.440 --> 0:52:35.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't think it's like that much of effect. It makes.

0:52:35.320 --> 0:52:37.839
<v Speaker 3>It makes me so that like I need Like it's

0:52:37.880 --> 0:52:40.400
<v Speaker 3>like it's like sometimes I why like want to like

0:52:40.719 --> 0:52:43.520
<v Speaker 3>go It's like it's like when I'm like out, I'm

0:52:43.600 --> 0:52:45.960
<v Speaker 3>like looking forward to like getting to go home, like

0:52:46.080 --> 0:52:49.080
<v Speaker 3>taking you blam, right. But it's like or but it's

0:52:49.120 --> 0:52:51.320
<v Speaker 3>like that's not like it's not like a it's not

0:52:51.440 --> 0:52:54.640
<v Speaker 3>like a die hard like desire, you know.

0:52:56.080 --> 0:52:58.440
<v Speaker 2>So it's like so you know that meme, you know

0:52:58.560 --> 0:53:01.719
<v Speaker 2>that meme Like let's say your your your You're like,

0:53:01.920 --> 0:53:03.640
<v Speaker 2>you know, do you have a do you have a

0:53:03.719 --> 0:53:04.879
<v Speaker 2>partner of of some kind?

0:53:05.960 --> 0:53:08.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? No, No. That's another thing about it, right, is

0:53:08.040 --> 0:53:10.759
<v Speaker 3>that it's like it's like makes my mouth all gross. Right,

0:53:10.840 --> 0:53:12.440
<v Speaker 3>So I don't want to like I don't want to

0:53:12.480 --> 0:53:15.360
<v Speaker 3>be like anywhere near like my partner if I like,

0:53:15.480 --> 0:53:16.200
<v Speaker 3>if I take a part.

0:53:16.840 --> 0:53:20.040
<v Speaker 2>So I'm imagining this meme, right, I'm imagining you know

0:53:20.120 --> 0:53:21.880
<v Speaker 2>that meme of like you're like you're in bed with

0:53:21.960 --> 0:53:25.880
<v Speaker 2>your partner and there's a there's a there's a thought bubble,

0:53:26.600 --> 0:53:29.200
<v Speaker 2>and it's like they're probably, they're probably, they're probably they're probably.

0:53:29.000 --> 0:53:31.759
<v Speaker 1>Thinking about other people. And then your thought bubble is

0:53:31.880 --> 0:53:36.359
<v Speaker 1>just a fucking uh half tobacco, half lead. That's your

0:53:36.400 --> 0:53:36.960
<v Speaker 1>life right now.

0:53:38.480 --> 0:53:43.760
<v Speaker 3>That's fucking legendary, Lyle. Oh my god, thank you legendary.

0:53:44.200 --> 0:53:45.319
<v Speaker 1>That's your life right now.

0:53:46.680 --> 0:53:47.600
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think you're right.

0:53:49.560 --> 0:53:52.680
<v Speaker 2>And you know, I mean, look here, I don't know

0:53:52.960 --> 0:53:55.320
<v Speaker 2>there's other You could be addicted to crack that's and

0:53:55.440 --> 0:53:55.680
<v Speaker 2>you're not.

0:53:55.960 --> 0:53:56.439
<v Speaker 1>That's good.

0:53:56.600 --> 0:53:57.040
<v Speaker 4>You could have.

0:53:58.719 --> 0:53:59.799
<v Speaker 1>You could be addicted to.

0:54:02.239 --> 0:54:07.279
<v Speaker 2>Cocaine that's probably worse than the tobacco, U bong rips.

0:54:07.200 --> 0:54:07.520
<v Speaker 3>What other?

0:54:07.719 --> 0:54:10.640
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So it's it's the it's you're out with your friends,

0:54:10.719 --> 0:54:13.319
<v Speaker 2>you're in school, You're all you can think about all

0:54:13.400 --> 0:54:15.680
<v Speaker 2>day is taking a lamb.

0:54:17.080 --> 0:54:19.960
<v Speaker 3>Well no, no, I definitely got like other things going

0:54:20.000 --> 0:54:23.360
<v Speaker 3>on in my I'm like I'm like a student at university.

0:54:23.360 --> 0:54:25.279
<v Speaker 3>I got a lot of like homework I like worry

0:54:25.320 --> 0:54:26.120
<v Speaker 3>about all the time.

0:54:26.480 --> 0:54:29.160
<v Speaker 2>And I'm almost one hundred percent sure that while you're

0:54:29.160 --> 0:54:31.360
<v Speaker 2>doing your homework, you can't focus on what do you

0:54:31.400 --> 0:54:32.120
<v Speaker 2>study at school?

0:54:33.239 --> 0:54:33.520
<v Speaker 3>Math?

0:54:34.480 --> 0:54:37.719
<v Speaker 2>Okay, so the fucking you're looking at equations and you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>I would so much rather be looking down the barrel

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<v Speaker 2>of a bong to take a lamb right now.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, sometimes sometimes it's like that. Sometimes it's definitely like that.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean that's understandable. Obviously, you know, bong rips of

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<v Speaker 2>tobacco are going to be more appealing to you than calculus.

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<v Speaker 2>I have no fix for that issue.

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<v Speaker 3>Have to like, yeah, there's no Yeah, I don't have

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<v Speaker 3>to you have to solve any anything. You just got

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<v Speaker 3>to put the weed in the tobacco in the bog.

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<v Speaker 1>But here's the thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's here's and again, I know I know anything, But

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<v Speaker 2>I think the solution is you need to find something

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<v Speaker 2>that's more compelling to you in the universe than half weed,

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<v Speaker 2>half tobacco bong rips that you can replace it.

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<v Speaker 1>Like cocaine.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, like cocaine, what a problem is cocaine is very expensive.

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<v Speaker 1>It is really expensive and difficult to find.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I don't know, I feel like I could get

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<v Speaker 3>my hands on it. But it's like, but it's the

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<v Speaker 3>price thing. It doesn't feel worth it, you know, I'd

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<v Speaker 3>rather It's like it's like I would rather smoke way

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<v Speaker 3>more lamps than you know, like do a bunch of cocaine,

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<v Speaker 3>because it's like the thing about that is like it's

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<v Speaker 3>like I've heard things about how you run up the

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<v Speaker 3>you mess up the lining of your of your nostrils

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<v Speaker 3>or whatever, and then when you get a cold, you're

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<v Speaker 3>not just like runs out.

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<v Speaker 1>Of your nose like when I was when I was

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<v Speaker 1>in high school.

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<v Speaker 2>When I was in high school, Uh, there was like

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<v Speaker 2>a guy who like came to a class who was

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<v Speaker 2>like a coke like a former coke addict, and he

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<v Speaker 2>put his finger in one nostril and it came out

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<v Speaker 2>the other.

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<v Speaker 3>He probably just had a big gauge and was paid

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<v Speaker 3>by the cops to come do that for you.

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<v Speaker 4>That's cool as fuck.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what That's what. That's what I said. I was

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<v Speaker 1>sitting there, like, dude, cocaine's kind of sick. That guy

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<v Speaker 1>was cool, Like you you know what you could that?

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like that could be your your career trajectory,

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<v Speaker 2>right like you you Uh, you get off of the

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<v Speaker 2>blambs and then you become you become you.

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<v Speaker 1>You go.

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<v Speaker 2>To to schools across the nation, educating children about the

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<v Speaker 2>dangers of them.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, no, yeah, I'm into that. I'm into that. Have

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<v Speaker 3>you ever seen the movie I'm a big I'm into

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<v Speaker 3>this movie. Have you ever seen Grizzly Man?

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<v Speaker 1>What is that about a guy addicted to weed tobacco rips?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's about a guy who he goes across the

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<v Speaker 3>country going to schools. Right. That's where I was good

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<v Speaker 3>to tie in for he at the end of the movie,

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<v Speaker 3>he like talks to He talked to the schools about

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<v Speaker 3>bears and ship right, and it's like at the end

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<v Speaker 3>of the movie it's like, oh, he gets eaten by bears, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And so I was thinking I could get like eaten

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<v Speaker 3>by blams the end of the movie.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, I gotta tell you, that's the kind of thought

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<v Speaker 2>that a guy who was addicted to blams would have.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, Lyle.

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<v Speaker 1>What is your name?

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<v Speaker 3>Sage?

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<v Speaker 4>Sage?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, I keep I've said this, I've asked you.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what's funny I with the name thing, people

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<v Speaker 1>get like people think I'm like doing a bit when

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<v Speaker 1>I do that, I don't. I don't remember. I remember.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's the thing is, I have been paying I have

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<v Speaker 2>been I want you to know something, Sage. I have

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<v Speaker 2>been thinking genuinely about you and this issue. Okay, because

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<v Speaker 2>you came to me sincerely asking me about your addiction

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<v Speaker 2>to weed tobacco rips, and in my thinking about that,

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<v Speaker 2>I just forget your name because I'm thinking about what

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<v Speaker 2>you're actually talking to me about.

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<v Speaker 1>It's say thank you for thank you for reminding me,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you for understand Sage. Is there anything else that

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<v Speaker 1>you want to say to the people.

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<v Speaker 4>Of the computer before we go, Well, I I want to.

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted to if I'm the last call to night

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<v Speaker 3>and you're getting off and all that, I just wanted

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<v Speaker 3>to wish you good luck doing your laundry. I think

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<v Speaker 3>you were talking about that earlier and clean your room

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<v Speaker 3>and all that. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, I got that done,

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<v Speaker 3>uh while I was listening to your stream. So maybe

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<v Speaker 3>now you can use that energy to clean your own space.

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<v Speaker 2>I love the idea that I procrastinate doing my laundry

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<v Speaker 2>to do this show, and then people do their laundry

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<v Speaker 2>while while they listen to it. There's I'm like it's

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm it's like I'm taking whatever, like uh energy,

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<v Speaker 2>I had.

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<v Speaker 1>To do laundry and I'm transmuting it and giving it

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<v Speaker 1>to others instead of using my beautiful isn't it? Isn't

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<v Speaker 1>it beautiful? Isn't it beautiful? Wearing the same underwear you know,

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<v Speaker 1>months in a row.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's a sacrifice, you know. I wouldn't. I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>really go. I mean it's I guess there's beauty in

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<v Speaker 3>the sacrifice, you know, but the actual sacrifice itself the

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<v Speaker 3>kind of uh like obscene. I'm looking for another word,

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<v Speaker 3>but I can't find it.

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<v Speaker 4>You know what.

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<v Speaker 2>I like the way you think, Sage, and I think

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<v Speaker 2>you should keep doing these weed tobacco rips because they're

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<v Speaker 2>obviously doing something beautiful and great to your brain.

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<v Speaker 3>Lettende, I fucking love you, Lyle, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey you have a good night, stage, Hey, yeah, you.

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<v Speaker 3>Have a great night.

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<v Speaker 1>Loyo Bye, I'm gonna go do one right now. Goes

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<v Speaker 1>on the line taking your phone calls every night.

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<v Speaker 4>De Becon goes to I'm teaching you aud in the

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<v Speaker 4>memory line is not n