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Speaker 3: All from Jerome.

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Speaker 1: Hello, Jerome, Jerome, Jerome, what's going on with you?

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Speaker 4: Man? Not much? I'm just trip it out right now

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Speaker 4: because I just got on the phone. Go with you.

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Speaker 1: I'm I'm I feel like, I'm tripping out too. What

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Speaker 1: what are you doing right? What were you doing before

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Speaker 1: you called?

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Speaker 4: I was watching this stream, I was laying down. So

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Speaker 4: I got work in the morning.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, what do you do?

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Speaker 4: I worked at Walmart in the entertainment department. I like

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Speaker 4: electronics and everything.

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Speaker 1: Okay, what's the stupidest question somebody has asked you? In

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Speaker 1: the inner any electronic section of the Walmart?

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Speaker 4: It was it was like, so, we get a lot

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Speaker 4: of older people, and like, no hate to older people,

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Speaker 4: but they just asked the most obvious questions after their answers,

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Speaker 4: you know what I mean. Yeah, So it was mainly

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Speaker 4: just a question about how her phone works, and it

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Speaker 4: is made not a bird.

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Speaker 1: So well, you know, it's really it's funny you say that,

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Speaker 1: because on the surf, the question of how a phone works,

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Speaker 4: That's true. It's magical that that is true. That is true.

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Speaker 4: So that's you know, that's why I kind of gave

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Speaker 4: her the benefits. I'll give them all the benefits of

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Speaker 2: So you say you have great customer service skills.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so there's no go ahead. So there's there's this

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Speaker 4: lady that comes in because we got a photo lab

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Speaker 4: and everything, and you know, she comes in your posts

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Speaker 4: for her church and every time she comes in, she

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Speaker 4: she's always looking for me, and mainly because I think

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Speaker 4: it is because of my good service. I don't know,

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Speaker 4: I feel like I'm bragging right now.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, listen, brag away man, you do you you what's

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Speaker 2: the key to good customer service?

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Speaker 4: Turn the brain off?

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Speaker 1: Turning your brain off. How does that make you better?

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Speaker 4: Because if you turn your brain off, you don't think

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Speaker 1: It's a hilarious answer. That's a hilarious answer.

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Speaker 2: So so basically, the way that you deal with the

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Speaker 4: Yeah, like we get it's Walmart. You know, so we

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Speaker 4: I'm like, why are you scared? And she says, so

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Speaker 2: Man, Here's the thing is the one and you you listen,

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and I actually think I learned that with this job.

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm Ok, go ahead, god yeah, no, no, no, go

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Speaker 4: One of my co work, he's funny his name as well,

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Speaker 4: Oh but I'm a I'm a I'm a saw on

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Speaker 4: But he was like, and your customer service so good?

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Speaker 4: They want to They're like, didn't eat two asks.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, that's a great that's a great uh barometer

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Speaker 2: to have. They should when they're training you in Walmart,

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Speaker 2: good enough that the customer wants to eat your ass afterwards.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, man, that's you.

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Speaker 2: You know you said you were bragging, but it sounds

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Speaker 2: like you were dangerously good at customer service. Have you

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Speaker 4: I have not, thank you.

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Speaker 1: What would you do if they did?

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Speaker 4: A customer? Yeah, hold on about the bird? Excuse me?

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Speaker 4: Sorry, all right, thank you. I don't know. I think

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I think if a customer was like, you know what,

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Speaker 4: Out of that ducibility, I definitely be confused, but I

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Speaker 1: You might play a lot because you seem like you.

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Speaker 4: Huh.

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Speaker 2: Okay, let's say an old load that the old lady

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Speaker 2: she looks at your name, Tack, and she goes, jeralm,

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Speaker 2: thank you very much for helping me with my groceries today.

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Speaker 2: I would love to lick your asshole.

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Speaker 1: You would, you would? You would play along for a

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Speaker 4: Yes, I'd be like, you know what, I get off

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Speaker 1: Oh, that's just cruel, man. Yeah, it's just cruel.

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Speaker 2: This this poor old lady frothing at the mouth for

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Speaker 4: No, but I just couldn't.

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Speaker 1: Okay, you're in a relationship. Has that gone?

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Speaker 4: It's gone pretty well. We've been together for a year now.

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Speaker 2: Shut out, Naisy, shut out A h where'd you guys meet?

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Speaker 4: We met in school?

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Speaker 1: Okay?

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Speaker 4: Wow, hell, I actually want to hear the question.

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Speaker 1: No, no, go ahead, nut.

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Speaker 4: Okay. So we met in freshman year and we're graduated now. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: we met freshman year. She didn't really like me because

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Speaker 1: And when did you finally like ask her out?

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Speaker 4: So I did it that year, but she turned me

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Speaker 2: But you've been together for a year. You said, yes, Okay, okay,

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Speaker 2: what does she do?

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Speaker 4: She works at an olive garden.

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Speaker 1: She works at an olive garden. Do you what do

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Speaker 3: Do you?

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Speaker 2: Are you trying to go to school? Are you trying

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Speaker 4: Yeah? I'm going to school this coming fall. I'm really going.

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Speaker 1: What kind of things? Do you want to write and direct?

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Speaker 2: Now you want to write and direct to movies? What

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Speaker 1: Do you like? Comedy movies, action movies.

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Speaker 4: I'm kind of leaning more towards coming of age stories.

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Speaker 2: That that inspire you that uh maybe have the same

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Speaker 2: Yeah, my fucking friend and I used to have a tradition.

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Speaker 1: We would watch Little Miss Sunshine. It was random. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: Yeah, it's really inspiring. And I think movies like that

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Speaker 2: I've never been to a place like that. They have

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Speaker 1: I've been to a place like that, But I don't

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Speaker 4: But I mean it's kind of spot on cut.

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Speaker 1: Yeah that's something.

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Speaker 1: I have no idea. I have no idea, but that's

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Speaker 2: Back to you, you were saying a lot of interesting things.

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Speaker 2: You were saying, Oh, yes, are you feeling happy right now?

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Speaker 2: You're kind of just talking about your your path to happen,

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Speaker 4: Yes and no? Yes and no.

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Speaker 1: Let's start with the no. Why no?

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Speaker 4: Unhappy about I'm still living with my parents and you know,

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Speaker 1: Can I ask you how old you are?

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Speaker 1: Nineteen, dude. I didn't fucking I don't know. I don't

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Speaker 2: But I fucking started doing this show in my mom's basement.

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Speaker 1: Have enough. There's no way that you could be reasonably

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and I want to do that, but I just

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Speaker 4: Well, I feel like my dad kind of, uh does

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Speaker 2: Dad can't really tell you what to do with your life.

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Speaker 2: But I mean he can. He can tell you get

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Speaker 2: There's there's significant challenges in that. Yeah, but you saved

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Speaker 1: If you guys are doing that, yeah, I would agree with.

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Speaker 1: So you said your your your? Are there any other nose?

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Speaker 1: Which I really think you shouldn't.

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Speaker 2: Again, coming from a guy who lived in his mom's

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Speaker 4: Yeah? What are they? This all times of the reason

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Speaker 4: part of my life, and I'm I'm torn between the

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00:27:04,720 --> 00:27:10,760
Speaker 4: fact that I possibly might have to choose that over

443
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,880
Speaker 4: her in the future, you know what I mean.

444
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:16,720
Speaker 1: And now I finished.

445
00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 4: We've we've talked about it and I've told her this

446
00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 4: concern and she was like, you don't have to worry

447
00:27:25,760 --> 00:27:29,480
Speaker 4: about it. Well, she didn't say that, but I'll be

448
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 4: every time we've talked about it. It's kind of like

449
00:27:32,440 --> 00:27:40,480
Speaker 4: her trauma because she her friend had undiagnosed epilepsy or

450
00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:44,879
Speaker 4: stressed somehow she got stressed to his epilepsy and she,

451
00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,800
Speaker 4: you know, she was smoking and you know it triggered

452
00:27:48,840 --> 00:27:53,360
Speaker 4: it and her friend almost died. M hm. Oh that's

453
00:27:53,400 --> 00:27:56,639
Speaker 4: why she's that's why she hates it, And I'm like,

454
00:27:57,760 --> 00:28:06,040
Speaker 4: I completely understand that. I also completely thrown away because

455
00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:10,000
Speaker 4: it's part of my dream for wife, and I kind

456
00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:14,720
Speaker 4: of feel like that's stupid, but I kind of don't.

457
00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:20,520
Speaker 4: I also think that, you know, like I said every

458
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:23,560
Speaker 4: time we talked about it. She's just really heartbroken and

459
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:26,320
Speaker 4: torn up about it. She doesn't want she's worried something

460
00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:27,000
Speaker 4: will happen.

461
00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:27,080
Speaker 3: To me.

462
00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:31,479
Speaker 2: By by smoking too much. Do you smoke weed every day?

463
00:28:32,960 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 3: No?

464
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 4: No, I haven't smoked since we started dating.

465
00:28:37,119 --> 00:28:38,920
Speaker 2: You haven't smoked of it? So you haven't smoked for

466
00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:45,280
Speaker 2: a year. Yeah, huh, so you haven't smoked since you

467
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,240
Speaker 2: guys have started dating. But but you have this like

468
00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 2: passion for weed that is is more so tell me

469
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:55,560
Speaker 2: more about this is fascinating.

470
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:56,280
Speaker 1: What's so?

471
00:28:56,520 --> 00:28:56,560
Speaker 4: So?

472
00:28:56,720 --> 00:28:58,640
Speaker 1: You did you stop smoking because of her?

473
00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:00,720
Speaker 4: Yes?

474
00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:08,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think Okay, And when you said you found

475
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:11,560
Speaker 1: we didn't really helped you? Tell how did it help you?

476
00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:24,120
Speaker 4: It's it I was having issues with my emotions, or

477
00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 4: I was suppressing them a lot and I wasn't able

478
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:36,120
Speaker 4: to express them, and I was just feeling really really down. Okay,

479
00:29:36,120 --> 00:29:39,800
Speaker 4: every time I assumed it, it just, you know, brought

480
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:42,760
Speaker 4: me back up, made me feel really good. And a

481
00:29:42,840 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 4: lot of the times I found myself being able to

482
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:50,240
Speaker 4: express my emotions more rather than being able to suppress them.

483
00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,320
Speaker 1: And let me ask you a question, have you been

484
00:29:54,440 --> 00:29:54,880
Speaker 1: to a.

485
00:29:56,720 --> 00:30:01,160
Speaker 2: Real therapist and or or or even a doctor and

486
00:30:01,360 --> 00:30:04,840
Speaker 2: gotten like because because I mean.

487
00:30:04,760 --> 00:30:10,000
Speaker 1: Look, I mean, what you're doing your self medicating? Yeah,

488
00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 1: I think you know that.

489
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:16,000
Speaker 2: And I'm not I'm not gonna tell you whether I've

490
00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:17,760
Speaker 2: I think this is right wrong, because I have no idea.

491
00:30:17,760 --> 00:30:20,840
Speaker 2: I'm not a doctor, psychotherapist, person whatever. But have you

492
00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,600
Speaker 2: ever been to a therapist or a doctor and like

493
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,840
Speaker 2: talked about all this stuff and gotten their opinions and thoughts?

494
00:30:28,960 --> 00:30:29,920
Speaker 4: I have not.

495
00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: Okay, I think you should because look, you know yourself

496
00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:40,440
Speaker 1: and and my I can I can only speak anecdotally

497
00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:45,920
Speaker 1: about weed and how it uh affects everybody differently, and

498
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:48,240
Speaker 1: some people it helps them, and some people it doesn't.

499
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:55,720
Speaker 2: And and and in my opinion, uh, a drugs hindrance

500
00:30:56,240 --> 00:31:03,560
Speaker 2: or a drugs hindrance or what's that? What's the opposite

501
00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:04,200
Speaker 2: of a hindrance?

502
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:05,600
Speaker 1: Helped help?

503
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:12,880
Speaker 2: Helpfulness to your life can be based on a variety

504
00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:18,400
Speaker 2: of things. But if you can, you should try and

505
00:31:18,480 --> 00:31:20,600
Speaker 2: talk to a real doctor a therapist about this kind

506
00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:22,080
Speaker 2: of thing, because I mean, look, dude, you there are

507
00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:25,320
Speaker 2: of course, there's like medical marijuana that like lots of

508
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:28,480
Speaker 2: people with depression or anxiety have have used, and it

509
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:30,480
Speaker 2: has helped their lives in the same way that, like,

510
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:34,960
Speaker 2: you know, somebody taking fucking SSRIs or depression medicine medicine

511
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:36,560
Speaker 2: have have been helped.

512
00:31:37,240 --> 00:31:38,560
Speaker 1: So that might be what's going on with you.

513
00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 2: But if you should talk to an actual fucking doctor

514
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:47,560
Speaker 2: about this stuff, have you have you?

515
00:31:47,720 --> 00:31:48,840
Speaker 1: Is that something you even considered?

516
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:50,360
Speaker 4: Yes?

517
00:31:51,240 --> 00:31:52,720
Speaker 1: Okay, I mean how have I even done?

518
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 4: You? I don't have the money.

519
00:31:56,400 --> 00:31:56,600
Speaker 3: Yeah.

520
00:31:57,200 --> 00:32:00,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, I've been talking to my parents and I was like, hey, Mom,

521
00:32:01,120 --> 00:32:05,920
Speaker 4: I wanted to talk to a therapist, and she's just

522
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,560
Speaker 4: we we haven't really hooked up with one yet. I

523
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:11,960
Speaker 4: kind of don't want because you know, my little sister

524
00:32:12,040 --> 00:32:15,560
Speaker 4: goes to a therapist. But that's like She's like, it

525
00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:24,560
Speaker 4: was just yeah, sorry, there was something in my household.

526
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:26,200
Speaker 4: What it was?

527
00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:29,880
Speaker 1: But are you high right now? No? Are you seeing

528
00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:30,840
Speaker 1: a weed goblin?

529
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 4: I am not?

530
00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:39,520
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, continue, Sorry, we're one's eyes talking about.

531
00:32:41,280 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, so she sees like a Christian therapist and I

532
00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:46,800
Speaker 4: don't really, I don't. I don't want to. I don't

533
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:49,040
Speaker 4: I want to see a therapist that's not based in

534
00:32:49,120 --> 00:32:52,840
Speaker 4: any type of religion or anything like that, because I

535
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:53,360
Speaker 4: feel like that.

536
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:57,240
Speaker 2: Kind of ruins it I think you want to see

537
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 2: a dudist priest, a judas priest, a dudast priest. It's

538
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,120
Speaker 2: it's I think it's from the big Lebowski. I was

539
00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:09,239
Speaker 2: trying to make some joke about weed. But anyway, are

540
00:33:09,280 --> 00:33:10,720
Speaker 2: your are your family really religious?

541
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:12,080
Speaker 4: Yeah?

542
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:18,040
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, yeah, yeah, man, Look I know I know

543
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 1: it's a fucking bummer.

544
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 4: I know that.

545
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:21,760
Speaker 1: Well just Walmart. What about fucking Walmart? Do they not

546
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:24,640
Speaker 1: give you stuff? Do they give you a health insurance

547
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:25,200
Speaker 1: or any that ship.

548
00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:33,200
Speaker 4: I actually just got a letter about that because I've

549
00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:35,920
Speaker 4: only been there for like three months and I'm part time,

550
00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:41,520
Speaker 4: so I don't really know what all I'll get, but

551
00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:43,560
Speaker 4: I'll have to check it out.

552
00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:47,520
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, So you know, I mean, look, you

553
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:49,160
Speaker 1: asked you one of my advice. That's my vice.

554
00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:50,760
Speaker 2: I know it's I know it's a bummer. I know

555
00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:53,960
Speaker 2: it fucking sucks and it's hard and Expectaul to like

556
00:33:54,120 --> 00:33:59,280
Speaker 2: get that kind of thing. But okay, so back to

557
00:33:59,360 --> 00:34:01,240
Speaker 2: the thing. I'm okay, but this is fascinating.

558
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:04,320
Speaker 1: So you so you have this you want weed to

559
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:07,680
Speaker 1: be a part of your life in uh this this

560
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:13,000
Speaker 1: way that that it sounds like you haven't even had

561
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:18,520
Speaker 1: the opportunity to fully healthily explore, and.

562
00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:20,160
Speaker 2: You haven't spoked it in a in a year. But

563
00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:25,960
Speaker 2: your girlfriend's very anti anti weed. But here's my thing, right, Okay,

564
00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:29,239
Speaker 2: you want to make you want to make this kind

565
00:34:29,239 --> 00:34:30,759
Speaker 2: of I want to float something here. You want to

566
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:35,160
Speaker 2: make this this lounge or dispensary that like people can

567
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:35,759
Speaker 2: hang out in.

568
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:39,360
Speaker 1: Right, Okay, so you're you're not.

569
00:34:40,480 --> 00:34:43,960
Speaker 2: From my perspective, your passion is not is not about weed,

570
00:34:44,160 --> 00:34:50,360
Speaker 2: but it's about fostering a positive environment for other people

571
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:54,880
Speaker 2: and bringing them together. That sounds more accurate than you

572
00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:59,040
Speaker 2: just have a passion for weed, unless if I'm mistaken.

573
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:02,759
Speaker 4: You're you're right, But it's also I do. I do

574
00:35:02,920 --> 00:35:07,120
Speaker 4: have a passion for it because I really like, like

575
00:35:07,680 --> 00:35:10,959
Speaker 4: it's more than because it's more than just like self

576
00:35:11,080 --> 00:35:14,440
Speaker 4: medicating for you know, my issues and everything. Because in

577
00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:18,960
Speaker 4: this past year, you know, I've been able to separate

578
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:29,080
Speaker 4: it from that, I think, mm hmmm, because now I'm

579
00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:31,920
Speaker 4: not wanting to use it because I'm feeling down and everything.

580
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:35,319
Speaker 4: But it's more like I want to use it as

581
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:47,200
Speaker 4: I don't know, like opening the door to what I

582
00:35:47,360 --> 00:35:48,200
Speaker 4: want to do.

583
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:51,440
Speaker 1: You know what I mean opening the door to what

584
00:35:51,680 --> 00:35:55,960
Speaker 1: you want to do. Yeah, how how how so.

585
00:36:02,680 --> 00:36:03,200
Speaker 4: I don't know.

586
00:36:04,480 --> 00:36:07,200
Speaker 2: Okay, well it sounds like you have Okay, well it

587
00:36:07,200 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 2: sounds like you have. I know that you brought up

588
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:12,520
Speaker 2: the dispensary, but you have you have desires outside of

589
00:36:12,520 --> 00:36:14,040
Speaker 2: the dispensary. I mean, you just you told me about

590
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 2: that whole movie that you want to make that has

591
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,719
Speaker 2: nothing to do with weed. This lounge, even though it is, uh,

592
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:21,360
Speaker 2: you know, you want to do a weed lounge or

593
00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:24,320
Speaker 2: a weed dispensary or something like, you know, again, like

594
00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:27,560
Speaker 2: it has more, in my opinion, to do with with

595
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:28,920
Speaker 2: community building than it.

596
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,120
Speaker 1: Does with just pot.

597
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:34,680
Speaker 3: Yeah.

598
00:36:34,760 --> 00:36:41,759
Speaker 1: I think is a tough one. I think you need

599
00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:45,239
Speaker 1: to talk to a doctor or therapist about about it.

600
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:49,200
Speaker 2: I don't think you're wrong, because again, lots of people, uh,

601
00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:52,400
Speaker 2: you know, there is medical marijuana, and weed has been

602
00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:56,040
Speaker 2: a really positive force in a lot of people's lives.

603
00:36:56,320 --> 00:37:00,560
Speaker 2: But I think, you know, especially because you're so fucking young.

604
00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:06,920
Speaker 1: You should get with a real doctor. You know how

605
00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:10,920
Speaker 1: I'm always messing up people's names and shit. A little

606
00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:12,600
Speaker 1: part of I wondered this the other day.

607
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:16,480
Speaker 2: A little part of me wonders if I just smoked

608
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:20,239
Speaker 2: too much goddamn weed from you know, the ages of

609
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:23,000
Speaker 2: sixteen to now that.

610
00:37:23,440 --> 00:37:24,320
Speaker 1: That's what that is.

611
00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:26,799
Speaker 2: I don't part of me fucking fucking wonders that if

612
00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:29,600
Speaker 2: I just smoked so much fucking weed that it must

613
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:33,480
Speaker 2: have little parts of my brain don't work. So go

614
00:37:33,680 --> 00:37:36,080
Speaker 2: talk to a person who knows what the fuck because

615
00:37:36,080 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 2: neither of us know the science of any of this shit.

616
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,000
Speaker 2: And nles's if you do, unless I don't know if

617
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,120
Speaker 2: you've been reading history textbooks or anything.

618
00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:48,440
Speaker 1: But okay, listen before we go. Okay, we covered the nose, Okay,

619
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:50,880
Speaker 1: which which, by the way, I don't think either of

620
00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 1: those nose, from my perspective, are are are debilitating ones.

621
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:00,319
Speaker 1: I think they're ones that you can overcome. What are

622
00:38:00,360 --> 00:38:00,840
Speaker 1: the yeses?

623
00:38:00,880 --> 00:38:01,040
Speaker 4: Why?

624
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:01,160
Speaker 3: What?

625
00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:03,200
Speaker 1: What are the things that are reasons why you're happy?

626
00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:09,000
Speaker 4: I'm happy that I'm just breathing.

627
00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:13,440
Speaker 2: That's a that's ah, That's the most thing you can

628
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:15,839
Speaker 2: ever be fucking sure of to be happy about.

629
00:38:17,040 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, keep going, tell me, man.

630
00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:28,879
Speaker 4: I'm happy that you know my family's healthy. Yeah, I'm

631
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:32,359
Speaker 4: happy that you know I got a job I've been

632
00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:35,080
Speaker 4: at for a while rather than just hopping from job

633
00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:44,319
Speaker 4: as a job. I'm happy about my girlfriend. I'm really happy.

634
00:38:44,360 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 4: I'm really happy that she's here. Yeah.

635
00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:57,800
Speaker 2: Well that's great man. It sounds like I mean, look everything,

636
00:38:57,800 --> 00:39:00,160
Speaker 2: here's the thing. Everything that you just said.

637
00:39:01,800 --> 00:39:03,120
Speaker 1: I think is uh.

638
00:39:04,520 --> 00:39:06,480
Speaker 2: Way more powerful than the things that you told me

639
00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:12,160
Speaker 2: that you were unhappy about. So you're in a good

640
00:39:12,200 --> 00:39:13,480
Speaker 2: spot my friends.

641
00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:15,040
Speaker 4: Thanks.

642
00:39:16,320 --> 00:39:21,360
Speaker 1: Hmmm, hmmm are you gonna you know?

643
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:21,600
Speaker 3: Man?

644
00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:23,440
Speaker 1: I want to just say, so, you want to make

645
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,200
Speaker 1: movies and ship?

646
00:39:25,239 --> 00:39:25,439
Speaker 4: Yeah?

647
00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:28,360
Speaker 1: You ever just you ever thought about just making it,

648
00:39:28,640 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 1: just doing it, doing it on the fucking iPhone?

649
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:37,759
Speaker 4: Yes, But I think I have an issue with laziness.

650
00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:43,320
Speaker 4: So I'll be thinking of, like maybe I should figure

651
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:45,560
Speaker 4: out how to make a little mini movie on my phone,

652
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:47,240
Speaker 4: and then I'll get distracted.

653
00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:50,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, ah, all right, I did all right, be

654
00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 1: honest with me. Okay are you are you do you?

655
00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,439
Speaker 2: Oh wait a minute, you told me I was gonna okay,

656
00:39:57,440 --> 00:39:58,879
Speaker 2: I was gonna ask you if you think the weed

657
00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:01,040
Speaker 2: makes you lazy?

658
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:03,799
Speaker 1: But you you don't even you don't even fucking smoke weed.

659
00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,400
Speaker 1: You're talking you're like in love with weed and you

660
00:40:06,440 --> 00:40:07,200
Speaker 1: don't even smoke it.

661
00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:13,839
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, this is a weird predicament. I will say

662
00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:17,160
Speaker 4: very weird thing.

663
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:22,280
Speaker 2: Okay, so you're you're lazy, Okay, when you get distracted?

664
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 2: What's distracting?

665
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:23,120
Speaker 3: You know?

666
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:30,120
Speaker 4: Just everything? Uh huh, Like I always in and down,

667
00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:32,560
Speaker 4: I'm like, hmmm, right now is a really good moment

668
00:40:32,640 --> 00:40:37,880
Speaker 4: to just do this thing. And then I'll open up

669
00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:39,800
Speaker 4: TikTok and listen to a song and then I'm like,

670
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:41,960
Speaker 4: I'm gonna do this thing instead.

671
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:44,800
Speaker 2: To lead fucking delete TikTok off your phone, Delete it

672
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:47,239
Speaker 2: off your phone. I I just I took a long

673
00:40:47,280 --> 00:40:49,960
Speaker 2: time away from posting on social media and ship and

674
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:52,719
Speaker 2: I started back up today and I put TikTok back

675
00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:55,200
Speaker 2: on my phone and then I fucking found myself scrolling

676
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:57,080
Speaker 2: through it. And the only reason I have it downloaded

677
00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:59,080
Speaker 2: is because I upload things on there, but when it

678
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:01,960
Speaker 2: wasn't on my phone. Never fucking delete off your phone, dude,

679
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 2: I swear to God, excuse me that. Yeah, I have

680
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:07,080
Speaker 2: one hundred scent.

681
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:08,160
Speaker 1: Sure it'll help.

682
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:10,160
Speaker 4: Let I'm doing right now.

683
00:41:10,520 --> 00:41:12,359
Speaker 1: Okay, do it right now, the lead TikTok of your phone.

684
00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:14,160
Speaker 1: What else distracts you?

685
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:21,000
Speaker 4: Games? Yeah?

686
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 1: What are you playing?

687
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:27,480
Speaker 4: Uh? It just depends. I can't focus on one game

688
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:29,880
Speaker 4: at a time, I kind of get caught in the

689
00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:33,719
Speaker 4: loop of playing games, getting bored of it, playing another game,

690
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:37,200
Speaker 4: getting boarded of that, and then getting caught in like

691
00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:44,720
Speaker 4: a super deep rabbit hole of like one like anime

692
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:47,399
Speaker 4: or movie or something like right now, I got caught

693
00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:57,440
Speaker 4: into one piece Naruto Star Wars, and yes, pretty much it.

694
00:41:59,560 --> 00:42:06,759
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, you know, you know it's funny, man, I'm

695
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:10,160
Speaker 2: thinking about. This is something I've always in my own

696
00:42:10,239 --> 00:42:16,560
Speaker 2: life thought about, and this is one of my big

697
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:20,440
Speaker 2: I don't know if i'd call it a struggle, but

698
00:42:20,920 --> 00:42:24,440
Speaker 2: a thing I grapple with is like you just when

699
00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,360
Speaker 2: I ask you to think why you were when I

700
00:42:26,360 --> 00:42:30,279
Speaker 2: asked you the things that you were happy about, they

701
00:42:30,320 --> 00:42:32,640
Speaker 2: were all really like things that you could know for sure,

702
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,160
Speaker 2: right Like you were happy about your family, you were

703
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:37,320
Speaker 2: happy about your girlfriend, you were happy about just the

704
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 2: fact that you could breathe, and that gave you a

705
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:44,080
Speaker 2: lot of happiness. But you're also struggling with like You're

706
00:42:44,120 --> 00:42:46,600
Speaker 2: an ambitious dude and you have things you want to

707
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:51,360
Speaker 2: get done, and there's a struggle there of your ambition

708
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:56,279
Speaker 2: versus your laziness, and that struggle I'm sure it can

709
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,479
Speaker 2: cause you to be hard on yourself or beat yourself up.

710
00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 1: And have that kind of purveyed over you. And that's

711
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:05,560
Speaker 1: been my life for a lot of times.

712
00:43:05,600 --> 00:43:08,239
Speaker 2: It is like, I'm I'm an ambitious dude, but I

713
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:11,560
Speaker 2: also get lazy and fuck up a lot, and that

714
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:13,360
Speaker 2: causes me to beat myself up, and.

715
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:18,319
Speaker 1: You know, have this like kind of.

716
00:43:20,280 --> 00:43:27,799
Speaker 2: Uh, default overlay of my life being that beating myself up,

717
00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:31,680
Speaker 2: when really the default overlay of my life should be

718
00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:36,040
Speaker 2: thank fuck it, like the every like the the the crux,

719
00:43:36,120 --> 00:43:40,120
Speaker 2: the thesis, the overlay of of life at all times

720
00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:45,440
Speaker 2: should be I'm just stoked, I can breathe and stoked,

721
00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:49,920
Speaker 2: my families alive. Just just gratefulness, you know. But then

722
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 2: but then to that point, if you're always thinking about that,

723
00:43:52,239 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 2: then how the fuck are you ever gonna get anything done.

724
00:43:57,239 --> 00:43:58,880
Speaker 2: That's been a thing that I'm trying, I have. I

725
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:01,279
Speaker 2: wish I could figure that out. I'm still I'm still

726
00:44:01,320 --> 00:44:05,480
Speaker 2: figuring that out. And I made a decision with myself

727
00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:09,080
Speaker 2: to not have like, you know, guilt and shame and

728
00:44:09,160 --> 00:44:13,920
Speaker 2: shit be the forefront of my brain and to have

729
00:44:14,160 --> 00:44:16,120
Speaker 2: more gratefulness and more of the ship that you're talking

730
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:17,480
Speaker 2: about be at the forefront of my brain.

731
00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 4: So I don't know.

732
00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:22,160
Speaker 1: I don't know if anything I just said made sense,

733
00:44:22,239 --> 00:44:24,360
Speaker 1: but you're not alone in these thoughts.

734
00:44:25,360 --> 00:44:28,759
Speaker 4: It makes sense. And thank you. Thank you.

735
00:44:28,840 --> 00:44:34,640
Speaker 2: Well goddamn Jerome. I'm I think you're gonna be good man.

736
00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:37,520
Speaker 2: I I'm I think you got a good thing going.

737
00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:38,400
Speaker 1: I'm happy for you.

738
00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:42,840
Speaker 4: Thank you. I feels really good to hear that.

739
00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:47,960
Speaker 2: Uh, dude, is there anything else that you wanted to say?

740
00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:51,600
Speaker 2: Uh to me or the people of the computer, or

741
00:44:53,480 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 2: or or a dog and a trench coat before we go?

742
00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:09,960
Speaker 4: Ah, everybody walk outside, take it huge, steep breath of

743
00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:14,520
Speaker 4: the fresh air, breathe it out, and then just smile.

744
00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:18,400
Speaker 1: That's nice.

745
00:45:18,880 --> 00:45:22,440
Speaker 2: And then if you're lucky, an old woman at Target

746
00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:25,799
Speaker 2: will come up to you and ask you to lick

747
00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:28,600
Speaker 2: your buttole not Target Walmart.

748
00:45:30,880 --> 00:45:33,719
Speaker 1: All right, yeah, all right, you have a going derme.

749
00:45:33,800 --> 00:45:34,960
Speaker 1: Thank you man. It's good talking to you.

750
00:45:35,960 --> 00:45:39,680
Speaker 4: Thank you. It was amazing, can I maam nice?

751
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:44,200
Speaker 1: That was a great call with Jerome. Shout out to him.

752
00:45:46,760 --> 00:45:47,680
Speaker 1: It definitely goes.

753
00:45:48,360 --> 00:45:51,760
Speaker 2: Try to see if you can actually get medical marijuana

754
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:55,560
Speaker 2: instead of self medicating. I'm not I'm I I say

755
00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:59,680
Speaker 2: that as somebody who has self medicated with marijuana for

756
00:45:59,719 --> 00:46:03,400
Speaker 2: a long time and now as a result, can't remember

757
00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:06,719
Speaker 2: a single person's goddamn name on my podcast. But uh,

758
00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:11,000
Speaker 2: shout out to Jerome. I hope, I hope you do

759
00:46:11,160 --> 00:46:13,839
Speaker 2: make that lounge. There's not enough places like that. I'm

760
00:46:13,920 --> 00:46:15,480
Speaker 2: surprised when I, like I said, when I was in

761
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:18,640
Speaker 2: Denver for the very first time, like five fucking years ago,

762
00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:20,440
Speaker 2: I went to a place like that, and it was awesome.

763
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:23,920
Speaker 1: They had like you know, uh dab rigs.

764
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:26,880
Speaker 2: You could bring your own oil and play video games

765
00:46:26,920 --> 00:46:28,840
Speaker 2: and shit, it was great. I'm surprised that a business

766
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:32,440
Speaker 2: doesn't exist like that, or more places don't exist like that.

767
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:32,600
Speaker 4: You know.

768
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,439
Speaker 2: I'm in Los Angeles right now, and there's I don't

769
00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:38,319
Speaker 2: I don't know if there are any weed lounges.

770
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:40,440
Speaker 1: I mean, the whole fucking city is pretty much a

771
00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:45,640
Speaker 1: weed lounge. So yeah, give me a reason to fucking

772
00:46:45,719 --> 00:46:51,680
Speaker 1: go to Ohio again. Man, all right, thanks Jerome Paul

773
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:52,720
Speaker 1: from Siege.

774
00:46:53,400 --> 00:46:55,680
Speaker 4: Hello, Lyle, Hi?

775
00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:57,879
Speaker 3: Is this really Lyle? Yeah?

776
00:46:57,920 --> 00:46:59,399
Speaker 1: Who is this dude? No way.

777
00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:02,279
Speaker 3: I was like, I just saw you hit the eight

778
00:47:02,400 --> 00:47:04,600
Speaker 3: pen and then I was like, oh man, I'm gonna

779
00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:06,920
Speaker 3: hit my bait pen. Well that's awesome.

780
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:09,960
Speaker 1: Well, oh fuck you? Okay, you all right. So I'm

781
00:47:09,960 --> 00:47:11,399
Speaker 1: gonna just give some context here.

782
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:16,240
Speaker 2: Right before I picked up this call, I told the stream,

783
00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:19,400
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm people think I'm stoned when I'm

784
00:47:19,480 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 2: doing this, and I never am.

785
00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:28,040
Speaker 1: I never am, but I but I I I every

786
00:47:28,120 --> 00:47:30,400
Speaker 1: once in a while. But I just I don't know

787
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:32,360
Speaker 1: why this is the last call I'm gonna take of

788
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:34,320
Speaker 1: this I don't know where where this call will be

789
00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:36,360
Speaker 1: in the podcast, but of this stream, this is the

790
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 1: last call I'm gonna take. So I was like, you

791
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 1: know what, let's experiment. I will take one hit of

792
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:41,680
Speaker 1: a eight pen.

793
00:47:42,360 --> 00:47:45,000
Speaker 2: So so just to give some context and clarity to

794
00:47:45,080 --> 00:47:50,480
Speaker 2: those listening, this is one hit of.

795
00:47:50,600 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 1: A eight pen lyle speaking to one hit of a

796
00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:03,040
Speaker 1: eight pen stage, I think we're for success. Incredible.

797
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:08,480
Speaker 3: Wow wow wow wow. Okay, awesome, Okay, Well, basically I

798
00:48:08,520 --> 00:48:08,800
Speaker 3: don't know.

799
00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:10,080
Speaker 4: I Uh.

800
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:13,240
Speaker 3: The main thing I wanted to talk to you about tonight,

801
00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:16,840
Speaker 3: UH was like, I, okay, so I have been like

802
00:48:16,960 --> 00:48:21,839
Speaker 3: doing this thing lately where I take like some tobacco right,

803
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:24,640
Speaker 3: and I take some weed right, and I put them

804
00:48:24,680 --> 00:48:28,399
Speaker 3: both in my bond and I smoke. I smoked them

805
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:30,759
Speaker 3: both out of my bonk, right, and I call it.

806
00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:33,880
Speaker 3: I call it a blam right and I and it

807
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 3: just like it's like, you know, it just absolutely like

808
00:48:37,480 --> 00:48:39,800
Speaker 3: you know, just like zouts you, right, it makes you

809
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:42,800
Speaker 3: just like it just totally like just gets you so

810
00:48:43,200 --> 00:48:47,000
Speaker 3: like stoned and like tobacco high and all that. Right,

811
00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:51,799
Speaker 3: And it's like the thing is, man, is that it's

812
00:48:51,880 --> 00:48:54,680
Speaker 3: it's like it makes it makes your breath smell bad.

813
00:48:54,840 --> 00:48:56,880
Speaker 3: You know, it just makes it makes everything gross.

814
00:48:57,000 --> 00:48:57,120
Speaker 4: Right.

815
00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:00,400
Speaker 3: I don't I don't like having the tobacco you know,

816
00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:02,920
Speaker 3: in my life and ship like that and like uh

817
00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 3: and it's like, uh, you know, it's like I want to, like,

818
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,320
Speaker 3: you know, quit doing that, right, And uh, I don't know.

819
00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:10,279
Speaker 3: I was listening to the stream, like I said, and

820
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:13,040
Speaker 3: it's like earlier you were talking about how you're like, oh,

821
00:49:13,120 --> 00:49:15,600
Speaker 3: I don't really want to like give advice, but you're

822
00:49:15,640 --> 00:49:17,239
Speaker 3: also like, well, well well hold on.

823
00:49:17,280 --> 00:49:18,759
Speaker 1: Hold on, let me, let me, let me. I have

824
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:23,560
Speaker 1: I have several questions. First, so you you basically are

825
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:30,239
Speaker 1: making these like split bowls. Yeah, okay, how long have

826
00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:32,440
Speaker 1: you been doing this for? Uh?

827
00:49:32,960 --> 00:49:35,439
Speaker 3: Oh, it's been like on and off for a couple

828
00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 3: of years, but I've been I've been like amping it

829
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:40,120
Speaker 3: up in the last week or so.

830
00:49:40,320 --> 00:49:44,759
Speaker 2: Does tobacco does to I'm not a big cigarette guy.

831
00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:46,879
Speaker 2: Does tobacco give you like a high?

832
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 3: Well, like, I don't think tobacco really like gets you.

833
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:54,200
Speaker 3: It doesn't really get you like high, right, but it's

834
00:49:54,280 --> 00:49:58,200
Speaker 3: like it's like it it gets you a little bit

835
00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:01,600
Speaker 3: like uh, like a little bit like maybe light headed,

836
00:50:01,719 --> 00:50:03,440
Speaker 3: I guess, right, Like there's a little bit of like

837
00:50:03,520 --> 00:50:04,719
Speaker 3: a nicotine.

838
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:06,960
Speaker 1: High, but it's like get you get like a head

839
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:07,919
Speaker 1: rush of some kind.

840
00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:13,040
Speaker 3: Right, yeah, yeah, it's it doesn't blast like like weed does. Right.

841
00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:18,720
Speaker 2: So the nicotine and the weed combined together to form

842
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:20,040
Speaker 2: a a blamo.

843
00:50:20,480 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 1: Is that what you said? Blamo?

844
00:50:22,120 --> 00:50:26,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, a blam a blam a blam effect to the brain,

845
00:50:27,880 --> 00:50:30,760
Speaker 2: thus spawning the name blam. Blamo is like a company

846
00:50:30,840 --> 00:50:33,719
Speaker 2: that makes fucking Frisbees, I think. Anyway, hold on, I

847
00:50:33,800 --> 00:50:35,400
Speaker 2: have to google that right now to make sure that

848
00:50:35,480 --> 00:50:38,279
Speaker 2: that's true. I'm just I'm ruining the entire flow of

849
00:50:38,360 --> 00:50:40,400
Speaker 2: this conversation to see if no.

850
00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:43,160
Speaker 3: No legendary, I'm gonna buy a Frisbees so I can

851
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:46,440
Speaker 3: put my like it blamo.

852
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:50,239
Speaker 1: No Blamo makes fucking Blamo toys, right, Blamo.

853
00:50:51,600 --> 00:50:52,040
Speaker 4: What do they do?

854
00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:52,640
Speaker 3: What do they do?

855
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:54,399
Speaker 4: Dude? Whatever?

856
00:50:54,440 --> 00:50:56,600
Speaker 1: Anyway, I'm just this just a bunch of art stuff. Anyway.

857
00:50:56,640 --> 00:51:01,320
Speaker 2: Anyway, anyway, what is your name? Oh it's Page So

858
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:06,440
Speaker 2: you Sage stage? Say Sage Stage. Sorry I suck names anyway, Sage. Okay,

859
00:51:06,520 --> 00:51:09,359
Speaker 2: So you're asking a bit So I'm sorry I cut

860
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:11,880
Speaker 2: you off about five hundred times during this conversation, but

861
00:51:11,960 --> 00:51:15,000
Speaker 2: I think you were asking me for advice on how

862
00:51:15,040 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 2: to stop.

863
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:22,360
Speaker 1: Doing half tobacco half weed barbs.

864
00:51:22,719 --> 00:51:25,000
Speaker 3: I mean, like kind of, but I also just wanted

865
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:27,600
Speaker 3: to like talk to you about like blams and the

866
00:51:27,680 --> 00:51:30,160
Speaker 3: concept of it. I'm like, it's gross, you know. I'm like, yeah,

867
00:51:30,160 --> 00:51:32,160
Speaker 3: if you got any advice on how to on how

868
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:33,960
Speaker 3: to quit or if you can you know, if you

869
00:51:34,040 --> 00:51:36,600
Speaker 3: can be my my guidance, you know, and tell me

870
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:41,280
Speaker 3: as as my gecko therapist, that that'd be a good idea.

871
00:51:41,840 --> 00:51:43,400
Speaker 3: I guess that that'd be inspiring.

872
00:51:44,239 --> 00:51:47,600
Speaker 2: Look, I here's the thing I've said multiple times. I

873
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:49,840
Speaker 2: am not licensed to do anything.

874
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:56,279
Speaker 1: I am dumb, but I will say here's I will

875
00:51:56,320 --> 00:51:59,400
Speaker 1: say this with confidence, and I'm not saying and.

876
00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:07,839
Speaker 2: Taking a bong rip of tobacco is probably not great

877
00:52:07,920 --> 00:52:10,239
Speaker 2: for your health. I am no expert on the things

878
00:52:10,280 --> 00:52:13,319
Speaker 2: that are great for your health. I also smoke weed

879
00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:18,320
Speaker 2: almost every day, So I'm not a big you know,

880
00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:20,680
Speaker 2: I'm not the guy to to to to tell you

881
00:52:20,760 --> 00:52:24,520
Speaker 2: how to quit. Well, okay, tell me this. What effect

882
00:52:25,560 --> 00:52:29,439
Speaker 2: are these blams having on the rest of your life?

883
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:35,000
Speaker 3: I don't think it's like that much of effect. It makes.

884
00:52:35,320 --> 00:52:37,839
Speaker 3: It makes me so that like I need Like it's

885
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:40,400
Speaker 3: like it's like sometimes I why like want to like

886
00:52:40,719 --> 00:52:43,520
Speaker 3: go It's like it's like when I'm like out, I'm

887
00:52:43,600 --> 00:52:45,960
Speaker 3: like looking forward to like getting to go home, like

888
00:52:46,080 --> 00:52:49,080
Speaker 3: taking you blam, right. But it's like or but it's

889
00:52:49,120 --> 00:52:51,320
Speaker 3: like that's not like it's not like a it's not

890
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:54,640
Speaker 3: like a die hard like desire, you know.

891
00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:58,440
Speaker 2: So it's like so you know that meme, you know

892
00:52:58,560 --> 00:53:01,719
Speaker 2: that meme Like let's say your your your You're like,

893
00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:03,640
Speaker 2: you know, do you have a do you have a

894
00:53:03,719 --> 00:53:04,879
Speaker 2: partner of of some kind?

895
00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:08,000
Speaker 3: Yeah? No, No. That's another thing about it, right, is

896
00:53:08,040 --> 00:53:10,759
Speaker 3: that it's like it's like makes my mouth all gross. Right,

897
00:53:10,840 --> 00:53:12,440
Speaker 3: So I don't want to like I don't want to

898
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:15,360
Speaker 3: be like anywhere near like my partner if I like,

899
00:53:15,480 --> 00:53:16,200
Speaker 3: if I take a part.

900
00:53:16,840 --> 00:53:20,040
Speaker 2: So I'm imagining this meme, right, I'm imagining you know

901
00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:21,880
Speaker 2: that meme of like you're like you're in bed with

902
00:53:21,960 --> 00:53:25,880
Speaker 2: your partner and there's a there's a there's a thought bubble,

903
00:53:26,600 --> 00:53:29,200
Speaker 2: and it's like they're probably, they're probably, they're probably they're probably.

904
00:53:29,000 --> 00:53:31,759
Speaker 1: Thinking about other people. And then your thought bubble is

905
00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:36,359
Speaker 1: just a fucking uh half tobacco, half lead. That's your

906
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:36,960
Speaker 1: life right now.

907
00:53:38,480 --> 00:53:43,760
Speaker 3: That's fucking legendary, Lyle. Oh my god, thank you legendary.

908
00:53:44,200 --> 00:53:45,319
Speaker 1: That's your life right now.

909
00:53:46,680 --> 00:53:47,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think you're right.

910
00:53:49,560 --> 00:53:52,680
Speaker 2: And you know, I mean, look here, I don't know

911
00:53:52,960 --> 00:53:55,320
Speaker 2: there's other You could be addicted to crack that's and

912
00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:55,680
Speaker 2: you're not.

913
00:53:55,960 --> 00:53:56,439
Speaker 1: That's good.

914
00:53:56,600 --> 00:53:57,040
Speaker 4: You could have.

915
00:53:58,719 --> 00:53:59,799
Speaker 1: You could be addicted to.

916
00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:07,279
Speaker 2: Cocaine that's probably worse than the tobacco, U bong rips.

917
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:07,520
Speaker 3: What other?

918
00:54:07,719 --> 00:54:10,640
Speaker 2: Okay, So it's it's the it's you're out with your friends,

919
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:13,319
Speaker 2: you're in school, You're all you can think about all

920
00:54:13,400 --> 00:54:15,680
Speaker 2: day is taking a lamb.

921
00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:19,960
Speaker 3: Well no, no, I definitely got like other things going

922
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:23,360
Speaker 3: on in my I'm like I'm like a student at university.

923
00:54:23,360 --> 00:54:25,279
Speaker 3: I got a lot of like homework I like worry

924
00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:26,120
Speaker 3: about all the time.

925
00:54:26,480 --> 00:54:29,160
Speaker 2: And I'm almost one hundred percent sure that while you're

926
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,360
Speaker 2: doing your homework, you can't focus on what do you

927
00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:32,120
Speaker 2: study at school?

928
00:54:33,239 --> 00:54:33,520
Speaker 3: Math?

929
00:54:34,480 --> 00:54:37,719
Speaker 2: Okay, so the fucking you're looking at equations and you're like,

930
00:54:37,840 --> 00:54:41,280
Speaker 2: I would so much rather be looking down the barrel

931
00:54:41,320 --> 00:54:43,640
Speaker 2: of a bong to take a lamb right now.

932
00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:47,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, sometimes sometimes it's like that. Sometimes it's definitely like that.

933
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:51,080
Speaker 2: I mean that's understandable. Obviously, you know, bong rips of

934
00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:55,400
Speaker 2: tobacco are going to be more appealing to you than calculus.

935
00:54:55,600 --> 00:54:58,400
Speaker 2: I have no fix for that issue.

936
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:02,600
Speaker 3: Have to like, yeah, there's no Yeah, I don't have

937
00:55:02,719 --> 00:55:05,880
Speaker 3: to you have to solve any anything. You just got

938
00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:07,600
Speaker 3: to put the weed in the tobacco in the bog.

939
00:55:07,920 --> 00:55:08,719
Speaker 1: But here's the thing.

940
00:55:08,760 --> 00:55:11,759
Speaker 2: Here's here's and again, I know I know anything, But

941
00:55:12,520 --> 00:55:16,440
Speaker 2: I think the solution is you need to find something

942
00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:24,520
Speaker 2: that's more compelling to you in the universe than half weed,

943
00:55:24,640 --> 00:55:27,239
Speaker 2: half tobacco bong rips that you can replace it.

944
00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:30,440
Speaker 1: Like cocaine.

945
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:36,000
Speaker 2: Now, like cocaine, what a problem is cocaine is very expensive.

946
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:39,520
Speaker 1: It is really expensive and difficult to find.

947
00:55:41,200 --> 00:55:42,879
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know, I feel like I could get

948
00:55:42,920 --> 00:55:45,400
Speaker 3: my hands on it. But it's like, but it's the

949
00:55:45,560 --> 00:55:47,839
Speaker 3: price thing. It doesn't feel worth it, you know, I'd

950
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:51,439
Speaker 3: rather It's like it's like I would rather smoke way

951
00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:55,240
Speaker 3: more lamps than you know, like do a bunch of cocaine,

952
00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:57,480
Speaker 3: because it's like the thing about that is like it's

953
00:55:57,560 --> 00:55:59,360
Speaker 3: like I've heard things about how you run up the

954
00:55:59,520 --> 00:56:02,480
Speaker 3: you mess up the lining of your of your nostrils

955
00:56:02,600 --> 00:56:04,640
Speaker 3: or whatever, and then when you get a cold, you're

956
00:56:04,880 --> 00:56:06,200
Speaker 3: not just like runs out.

957
00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:09,120
Speaker 1: Of your nose like when I was when I was

958
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:09,840
Speaker 1: in high school.

959
00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:12,040
Speaker 2: When I was in high school, Uh, there was like

960
00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,160
Speaker 2: a guy who like came to a class who was

961
00:56:14,200 --> 00:56:16,800
Speaker 2: like a coke like a former coke addict, and he

962
00:56:17,040 --> 00:56:20,480
Speaker 2: put his finger in one nostril and it came out

963
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:20,879
Speaker 2: the other.

964
00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:24,240
Speaker 3: He probably just had a big gauge and was paid

965
00:56:24,280 --> 00:56:25,880
Speaker 3: by the cops to come do that for you.

966
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:27,080
Speaker 4: That's cool as fuck.

967
00:56:29,320 --> 00:56:31,360
Speaker 1: That's what That's what. That's what I said. I was

968
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,319
Speaker 1: sitting there, like, dude, cocaine's kind of sick. That guy

969
00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:40,040
Speaker 1: was cool, Like you you know what you could that?

970
00:56:40,239 --> 00:56:42,480
Speaker 2: I feel like that could be your your career trajectory,

971
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:47,320
Speaker 2: right like you you Uh, you get off of the

972
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:51,080
Speaker 2: blambs and then you become you become you.

973
00:56:51,320 --> 00:56:51,680
Speaker 1: You go.

974
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:57,800
Speaker 2: To to schools across the nation, educating children about the

975
00:56:57,880 --> 00:56:58,560
Speaker 2: dangers of them.

976
00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:01,920
Speaker 3: Yes, no, yeah, I'm into that. I'm into that. Have

977
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:04,600
Speaker 3: you ever seen the movie I'm a big I'm into

978
00:57:04,640 --> 00:57:06,680
Speaker 3: this movie. Have you ever seen Grizzly Man?

979
00:57:07,560 --> 00:57:10,760
Speaker 1: What is that about a guy addicted to weed tobacco rips?

980
00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:14,279
Speaker 3: Well, it's about a guy who he goes across the

981
00:57:14,360 --> 00:57:16,600
Speaker 3: country going to schools. Right. That's where I was good

982
00:57:16,680 --> 00:57:18,880
Speaker 3: to tie in for he at the end of the movie,

983
00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:20,840
Speaker 3: he like talks to He talked to the schools about

984
00:57:20,880 --> 00:57:22,320
Speaker 3: bears and ship right, and it's like at the end

985
00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:24,480
Speaker 3: of the movie it's like, oh, he gets eaten by bears, right,

986
00:57:25,160 --> 00:57:27,080
Speaker 3: And so I was thinking I could get like eaten

987
00:57:27,120 --> 00:57:28,480
Speaker 3: by blams the end of the movie.

988
00:57:30,520 --> 00:57:32,920
Speaker 2: Man, I gotta tell you, that's the kind of thought

989
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:35,960
Speaker 2: that a guy who was addicted to blams would have.

990
00:57:39,080 --> 00:57:39,800
Speaker 3: Thank you, Lyle.

991
00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:42,240
Speaker 1: What is your name?

992
00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:43,960
Speaker 3: Sage?

993
00:57:44,640 --> 00:57:44,960
Speaker 4: Sage?

994
00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:47,240
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I keep I've said this, I've asked you.

995
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:52,680
Speaker 1: You know what's funny I with the name thing, people

996
00:57:53,640 --> 00:57:58,720
Speaker 1: get like people think I'm like doing a bit when

997
00:57:58,760 --> 00:58:03,480
Speaker 1: I do that, I don't. I don't remember. I remember.

998
00:58:03,560 --> 00:58:05,480
Speaker 2: Here's the thing is, I have been paying I have

999
00:58:05,600 --> 00:58:08,280
Speaker 2: been I want you to know something, Sage. I have

1000
00:58:08,440 --> 00:58:14,720
Speaker 2: been thinking genuinely about you and this issue. Okay, because

1001
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:20,040
Speaker 2: you came to me sincerely asking me about your addiction

1002
00:58:20,720 --> 00:58:23,400
Speaker 2: to weed tobacco rips, and in my thinking about that,

1003
00:58:23,520 --> 00:58:26,040
Speaker 2: I just forget your name because I'm thinking about what

1004
00:58:26,120 --> 00:58:27,200
Speaker 2: you're actually talking to me about.

1005
00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:28,720
Speaker 1: It's say thank you for thank you for reminding me,

1006
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:33,640
Speaker 1: thank you for understand Sage. Is there anything else that

1007
00:58:33,640 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 1: you want to say to the people.

1008
00:58:34,520 --> 00:58:40,680
Speaker 4: Of the computer before we go, Well, I I want to.

1009
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:42,920
Speaker 3: I wanted to if I'm the last call to night

1010
00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:44,360
Speaker 3: and you're getting off and all that, I just wanted

1011
00:58:44,360 --> 00:58:47,080
Speaker 3: to wish you good luck doing your laundry. I think

1012
00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,200
Speaker 3: you were talking about that earlier and clean your room

1013
00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:52,960
Speaker 3: and all that. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, I got that done,

1014
00:58:53,360 --> 00:58:56,080
Speaker 3: uh while I was listening to your stream. So maybe

1015
00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 3: now you can use that energy to clean your own space.

1016
00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:04,000
Speaker 2: I love the idea that I procrastinate doing my laundry

1017
00:59:04,200 --> 00:59:08,320
Speaker 2: to do this show, and then people do their laundry

1018
00:59:08,360 --> 00:59:11,200
Speaker 2: while while they listen to it. There's I'm like it's

1019
00:59:11,320 --> 00:59:18,400
Speaker 2: like I'm it's like I'm taking whatever, like uh energy,

1020
00:59:18,520 --> 00:59:19,240
Speaker 2: I had.

1021
00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:22,240
Speaker 1: To do laundry and I'm transmuting it and giving it

1022
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 1: to others instead of using my beautiful isn't it? Isn't

1023
00:59:26,520 --> 00:59:31,320
Speaker 1: it beautiful? Isn't it beautiful? Wearing the same underwear you know,

1024
00:59:32,640 --> 00:59:33,720
Speaker 1: months in a row.

1025
00:59:34,680 --> 00:59:37,400
Speaker 3: Well, it's a sacrifice, you know. I wouldn't. I wouldn't

1026
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:40,040
Speaker 3: really go. I mean it's I guess there's beauty in

1027
00:59:40,120 --> 00:59:44,400
Speaker 3: the sacrifice, you know, but the actual sacrifice itself the

1028
00:59:45,040 --> 00:59:53,240
Speaker 3: kind of uh like obscene. I'm looking for another word,

1029
00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:54,040
Speaker 3: but I can't find it.

1030
00:59:54,840 --> 00:59:55,120
Speaker 4: You know what.

1031
00:59:55,760 --> 00:59:58,000
Speaker 2: I like the way you think, Sage, and I think

1032
00:59:58,040 --> 01:00:00,760
Speaker 2: you should keep doing these weed tobacco rips because they're

1033
01:00:00,760 --> 01:00:02,919
Speaker 2: obviously doing something beautiful and great to your brain.

1034
01:00:04,400 --> 01:00:07,080
Speaker 3: Lettende, I fucking love you, Lyle, thank you so much.

1035
01:00:07,560 --> 01:00:09,760
Speaker 1: Hey you have a good night, stage, Hey, yeah, you.

1036
01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:10,360
Speaker 3: Have a great night.

1037
01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:15,560
Speaker 1: Loyo Bye, I'm gonna go do one right now. Goes

1038
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:18,480
Speaker 1: on the line taking your phone calls every night.

1039
01:00:18,880 --> 01:00:22,160
Speaker 4: De Becon goes to I'm teaching you aud in the

1040
01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:24,360
Speaker 4: memory line is not n