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Speaker 1: Welcome to Can't Fully Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio

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Speaker 1: in the Black Effects.

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Speaker 2: And just like that, we're back on the air.

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Speaker 1: Welcome back to yet another Canfully Reckless episode with your

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Speaker 1: girl Jess Hilarious. I'm gonna be fixing mess today. We're

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Speaker 1: gonna jump straight in. We got a voice memo. Y'all know,

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Speaker 1: I love these, I love these. I love these real

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Speaker 1: quick before we jump straight in. Listen, y'all know, y'all

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Speaker 1: girl got that third spot on Breakfast Club. Right, it's

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Speaker 1: not official, it's not official. It's actually an unofficial offer,

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Speaker 1: but it ain't official yet. But I'm claiming it and

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Speaker 1: I'm speaking it into existence because you're supposed to speak

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Speaker 1: of things as though they were and I got that

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Speaker 1: from the good Lord upstairs and from that good Bible.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: So yeah, I need for y'all to go spam whoever

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Speaker 1: comments y'all feel like, y'all need to go spam Charlemagne

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Speaker 1: fucking be Et, fucking Breakfast Club, DJ Envy spam everybody.

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Speaker 1: Y'all need to spam. I don't give a fuck viacom

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Speaker 1: VH one. I heart spam everybody shit because that's my

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Speaker 1: third spot right there. Okay, that's my third spot. Now

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Speaker 1: we're gonna get it pop in here we go. First person, Hey.

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Speaker 3: Jess, So there's a situation with this guy that in

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Speaker 3: my delusional mind I kind of want to get with him,

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Speaker 3: but my realistic mind wants to just work with him

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Speaker 3: because he is a successful up and coming artist. It's

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Speaker 3: funny enough he was on Wilden Out he recent me.

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Speaker 3: But yeah, I've been listening to him for years and

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Speaker 3: for some reason. Actually, I know exactly why I caught

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Speaker 3: a crush on him, because when my grandma died from

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Speaker 3: cancer in January, I was listening to his music on

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Speaker 3: the road trip home and it just it gave me

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Speaker 3: all the vibes I needed, and so like I just

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Speaker 3: really started liking him. It was like he comforted me.

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Speaker 3: His music confident me, and uplifted me when I needed

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Speaker 3: it the most. And I started to see him in

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Speaker 3: a new light, especially like once I started watching interviews,

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Speaker 3: and I think that's when I like caught feelings or whatever,

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Speaker 3: just like like if I watch your interviews, I learn

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Speaker 3: more about you. If I listen to your podcasts and

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Speaker 3: watch your show, like I feel like I'm best friends

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Speaker 3: with you in London and Prince and I feel like

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Speaker 3: I'm I'm a consciousance with Rome because he's a little mean,

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Speaker 3: but I love all of you guys, and so I'm

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Speaker 3: just that type of person. So I get like, I

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Speaker 3: understand the concept of a parasocial relationship and like I

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Speaker 3: don't know me like that, and I understand boundaries, right,

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Speaker 3: But like with him, it's a little different because this artist,

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Speaker 3: like he interacted with me. I found out that he

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Speaker 3: liked to read, so I sent him my book and

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Speaker 3: he was like thank you. And you know, at the show,

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Speaker 3: he was pointing at me because he was there's only

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Speaker 3: white people voiced basically at the show, and he said

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Speaker 3: he's saying something about black women and pointed at me.

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Speaker 3: So like, I'm not being delusional like he was. Actually

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Speaker 3: I was the only one he could have been pointing

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Speaker 3: at basically. So we had that moment. And then when

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Speaker 3: I comment sometimes he'll like he likes a lot of comments,

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Speaker 3: but like he will actually respond to mine, and he

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Speaker 3: interacts with his fans in general. But you know, he

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Speaker 3: made me feel really special, and so I guess my

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Speaker 3: problem is I want to network with him and stay

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Speaker 3: and honestly like I, like I said, like I had

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Speaker 3: myself and not knowing how to move. So I guess

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Speaker 3: my question would be, like, how do I build the

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Speaker 3: raport naturally without like overthinking it? And I know that

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Speaker 3: you'd understand because not only are you a successful woman

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Speaker 3: who was highly sought after, I'm sure you have your

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Speaker 3: fair share of interactions with fans of the opposite sex, right,

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Speaker 3: but you know what it's like to deal with a

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Speaker 3: guy who has clout and hos and like shit to do.

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Speaker 3: And you just strike me as like you're that bitch,

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Speaker 3: like you know how to move in any situation and

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Speaker 3: you just have like this energy, you know, And it's like,

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Speaker 3: I'm still building up my bad bitch energy.

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Speaker 4: I'm still very much like.

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Speaker 3: You know, trying to find myself I guess, and my

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Speaker 4: Yeah, so Jess, please fix my mess.

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Speaker 3: Thank you for your time, and that I hope to

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Speaker 3: you hear from you soon. Oh and so the last

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Speaker 3: part of the situation too, I WoT to mention so

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Speaker 3: like it's like he was replying to my dms a

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Speaker 3: an emoji, you know, just like it's just been like

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Speaker 3: And I just felt like radical honesty was the best

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Speaker 4: So I just admitted that. But I was like, yeah,

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Speaker 4: I didn't mean to be annoying, so like I unsent

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Speaker 4: some stuff. I'm sorry if that's weird.

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Speaker 3: And then so he hasn't really said much since then,

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Speaker 3: and I feel like embarrassed, Like I just like I said,

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Speaker 3: I just don't want to do too much.

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Speaker 1: Hold up, hold up, I noticed shit getting good, but

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Speaker 1: listen to just a couple seconds of a commercial.

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Speaker 2: If you love me, you'll listen.

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Speaker 1: Okay, baby girl, I just want to say thank you

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Speaker 1: so much for writing me. And I did listen to

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Speaker 1: your first message, but I didn't put it in here

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Speaker 1: because that was the person knowing that was to me,

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Speaker 1: and I won't.

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Speaker 2: Let you know. I love you too.

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Speaker 1: And Prince in London and Rome, I'm sure will be

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Speaker 1: happy as hell to even hear that you even spoke

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Speaker 1: their names, because these people they crazy, girl. They feel

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Speaker 1: like don't nobody know them or remember them because we

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Speaker 1: only did one season of Reckless I said, shit, that

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Speaker 1: touched a lot of people. You don't know, motherfucker. That's

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Speaker 1: why Reckless Discussions Season two is coming back.

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Speaker 2: I just had to let y'all know that. Clap up,

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Speaker 2: clap but up.

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Speaker 1: Season two. Reckless Discussions is coming back, motherfucker. All right anyway,

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Speaker 1: so let me tell you this also. I know you

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Speaker 1: said you're still trying to find your bad bitch energy.

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Speaker 1: We're gonna move out of that. You know why, I

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Speaker 1: don't consider myself a bad bitch because you know what,

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Speaker 1: when we really define what a bad bitch is, it's

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Speaker 1: actually very harmful to the culture. And I don't want

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Speaker 1: to be of that definition anymore. You know what I mean,

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Speaker 1: And I'm growing into who I am as well. I'm

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Speaker 1: a thirty one year old black goddess and I'm a

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Speaker 1: very power woman. I am very motivated. I am ambitious

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Speaker 1: the amount of tenacity that I have for my loungevity.

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Speaker 1: You know, I know I'm going TI a lot. I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna going TI here with the words, but I mean

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Speaker 1: everything I say. We're gonna move out of that bad

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Speaker 1: bitch energy because we don't need to do that. I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna say to you, you're still trying to find your

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Speaker 1: goddess energy. What a goddess is, by definition, a woman

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Speaker 1: who is adored especially for her beauty and brains. That

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Speaker 1: is equivalent to what people think a bad bitch is.

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Speaker 1: That's what a bad bitch supposed to be. But the

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Speaker 1: fact that the word bad and the word bitch total

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Speaker 1: opposite of everything I just said to you, of everything

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Speaker 1: a goddess really and truly is, you don't want to

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Speaker 1: be that. So let's move out of that space. Let's

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Speaker 1: move out of that space, beautiful black woman. Now, I

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Speaker 1: know who you talking bad. I know, I know, I know,

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Speaker 1: I know I know who you're talking about out, and

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Speaker 1: yes he is. He's extremely talented. He's a newer member

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Speaker 1: on wild'n Out. He's been there for like the past

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Speaker 1: two or three seasons. I'm gonna say too, but yes,

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Speaker 1: I do know what you're talking about. And music is

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Speaker 1: also his life as well. He's actually really cool with me.

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Speaker 2: And I like him too. He's cool. I mean, I

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Speaker 2: don't like him like you like him, but I like

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Speaker 2: him too.

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Speaker 1: You know, he's definitely a strong influence on music and instruments.

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Speaker 1: If I think if I'm talking about the right person,

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Speaker 1: I think you're talking about the Hispanic fella. Yeah, and

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Speaker 1: he plays an instrument. Or am I putting too much

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Speaker 1: health here? I don't know, girl, I don't know. I

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Speaker 1: don't know, but yeah, he is fine or whatever. What

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Speaker 1: I want you to do is stop being scared. I

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Speaker 1: want you to find that confidence. Find that confidence. I

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Speaker 1: guess that was that bad bitch energy he was talking about.

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Speaker 1: Now find that confidence, okay, because trust me, it's some

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Speaker 1: bad bitches out here who ain't got confidence.

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Speaker 2: Their confidence is shit. That's why they are bad bitches.

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Speaker 1: Uh huh. They conform as low as they can go.

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Speaker 1: They conform to the lowest vibrations to be accepted by men.

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Speaker 1: And that's where you have, bad bitch. No, no, you're

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Speaker 1: not confident. That's why you unsent messages and all that shit.

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Speaker 1: That's why you got scared. When he minimized what he

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Speaker 2: That does not mean he does not like you.

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Speaker 1: That does not mean that he ain't paying attention to you,

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Speaker 1: or he can really just look at you the way

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Speaker 1: he's looking at every other woman in his DM. You

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Speaker 1: know why, because he's also a guy on the come up.

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Speaker 1: So if that comes a lot of women cloud chasers,

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Speaker 1: comes a lot of those bad bitches you was talking about.

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Speaker 1: Uh huh, the comes a lot of you know, ig

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Speaker 1: models and girls who just looking for either some dick,

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Speaker 1: some cloud or some money.

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Speaker 3: You know.

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Speaker 1: And it's probably so many of them in his DM

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Speaker 1: he hasn't really had time to decipher, or he probably

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Speaker 1: don't want to decipher because there's been a bad stigma

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Speaker 1: put on dms. A lot of love can be found

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Speaker 1: in DMS, just like it can be a lot of

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Speaker 1: love found in person. It can be money found in

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Speaker 1: dms like it can be a lot of money found

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Speaker 1: on the streets.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, dms are not a bad thing.

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Speaker 2: Look at it like this.

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Speaker 1: Social media ain't nothing but a dating app. That's how

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Speaker 1: motherfuckers link up, That's how motherfuckers go.

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Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. It ain't safe, but what

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Speaker 2: dating app is safe?

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Speaker 1: In fact, you're safe for meeting the motherfucker on Instagram

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Speaker 1: than you are on Christian mingle fuck because people can

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Speaker 1: disguise who they are. You understand what I'm saying. So

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Speaker 1: I'm not saying that you should give up on trying

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Speaker 1: to talk to him, but I think you should really

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Speaker 1: know what you want first, because you said you like him,

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Speaker 1: but you also business wise, you would like to connect

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Speaker 2: You have to figure out.

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Speaker 1: Which one is more important to you, though, because if

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Speaker 2: If you felt like that man was looking at you.

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Speaker 1: I ain't no clan, I ain't chasing no bitch, and

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Speaker 1: And even sometimes rejection, even if you do get rejected,

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Speaker 1: But don't be scared, because I'd rather say I tried

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Speaker 1: If you love me, you'll listen to this commercial and

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Speaker 5: Hey, Jess, I do not need you to fix my mess,

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Speaker 4: My life is amazing. But I just wanted to.

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Speaker 5: Drop this for you and all the beautiful young women

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Speaker 5: a struggle. We have glamorized this sense of struggle love

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Speaker 5: Then you win and you get him, and you have

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Speaker 4: And you don't have to do that.

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Speaker 4: They're not like.

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Speaker 5: It's like working out where it's good for you and

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Speaker 5: to encourage you young women. Don't settle for anything. Don't

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Speaker 5: loves God, loves.

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Speaker 5: and it is obvious to you and the world. There

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Speaker 4: Make people better than they even.

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Speaker 5: Want to be. I love you young ladies. God bless

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Speaker 4: And also, as of Saturday.

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Speaker 5: I just crossed Delta Sigma Theta Sorority Incorporated through my

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Speaker 5: keep going and accomplish whatever you want.

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Speaker 4: So sisters, never give up.

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Speaker 5: Ever you can be, have and do whatever you see

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Speaker 1: Love you, Oh my god, I love you to miss woman. Listen,

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, that was amazing.

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Speaker 1: Look she said, I ain't got no mess, baby, I'm

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Speaker 1: They're gonna tell you. They're gonna prove it. It's in

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Speaker 1: It's in that hug, it's in that dick you ride.

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Speaker 1: It's in everything, everything from the flowers he gets you,

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Speaker 1: morning text to the good night all of that you

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Speaker 1: so many of them, you know what, I'm gonna take

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Speaker 1: that back, because I don't need the Chinese motherfuckers coming out.

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Speaker 1: Just you did not say, you didn't say you love

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Speaker 1: us on the air, Okay, I love y'all too. Then

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Speaker 1: I the Spanish motherfucker. Oh the why you didn't say

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Speaker 1: you love us? So I'm like, you know I do,

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Speaker 1: or you know you're the Italian motherfucker.

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Speaker 2: I don't. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I love all of y'all answers all right,

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Speaker 1: and just like that, we done, and I see y'all

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Speaker 1: next week. Peace.

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Speaker 2: I can't believe.

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