WEBVTT - Hurts So Good 0:00:01.880 --> 0:00:05.359 Wine Down with Janet Kramer and I Heart Radio podcast. 0:00:10.119 --> 0:00:15.960 I feel like I'm being tested Kristen. Kristen's here, Kristen Breast, Hi, Hi, 0:00:17.320 --> 0:00:19.880 how much are we going to share today? Um? How 0:00:19.920 --> 0:00:21.759 much you're going to share today? I just feel like 0:00:21.800 --> 0:00:27.080 the Lord is testing me. Are we passing? What? Are 0:00:27.120 --> 0:00:31.240 we passing? The desk? No? You know, I think you 0:00:31.280 --> 0:00:34.840 are really well. I got a spray tan. I did too. Really, 0:00:34.920 --> 0:00:38.560 it makes me feel ten pounds later every time. Can 0:00:38.640 --> 0:00:40.560 one do two spray tans in a row because I 0:00:40.560 --> 0:00:45.960 could use still lose twenty I was. I texted my 0:00:46.000 --> 0:00:47.680 spray tan girler to day and I I don't really 0:00:47.680 --> 0:00:49.360 get spray tanned a lot. I mean maybe like once 0:00:49.400 --> 0:00:52.120 every like I mean in the wintertime, maybe like once 0:00:52.159 --> 0:00:56.560 every three months. Well, you're naturally like golden. I have 0:00:56.640 --> 0:01:01.320 like a little all of yeah, a little, but I 0:01:01.360 --> 0:01:03.200 kind of wanted to look like the filter I usually use, 0:01:03.240 --> 0:01:08.000 which is red dro gamly me tap twice, tap twice. 0:01:08.520 --> 0:01:14.480 So I um, I basically texted her. But yesterday was 0:01:14.520 --> 0:01:22.119 like this like crazy insane monsoon in in Nashville with 0:01:22.160 --> 0:01:25.520 like seventy mile winds, and she texted me and she's like, hey, 0:01:25.640 --> 0:01:27.360 you know, I means school got off early. I had 0:01:27.400 --> 0:01:32.280 to pick up Jace early from school. And she's write 0:01:32.319 --> 0:01:34.760 you here or away here, Okay, I'm here. So she 0:01:34.800 --> 0:01:38.080 works at Gilpin but then she like dis bratain on 0:01:38.120 --> 0:01:41.399 the side, so she um she came over here. But 0:01:41.440 --> 0:01:43.640 it was funny because I'm like she texted me, She's like, hey, 0:01:43.640 --> 0:01:45.160 I'm getting off work early, like I can come to 0:01:45.160 --> 0:01:47.720 you earlier. And I'm like looking out the window and 0:01:47.720 --> 0:01:49.600 it was like the scene in Devil Worse brought uct 0:01:50.000 --> 0:01:52.720 like my boat or and where it's like, oh, it's 0:01:52.720 --> 0:01:56.400 just a little drizzle, fine, everything's fine. So I was like, okay, 0:01:56.640 --> 0:01:58.600 I kind of wanted to do the Devil Worse product 0:01:58.600 --> 0:02:00.080 where I'm like it's no big deal, it's just a 0:02:00.160 --> 0:02:03.760 little drizzle cut too, and I'm like no, like I'll 0:02:03.760 --> 0:02:05.200 be like hey girl, and I said, I said, hey girl, 0:02:05.200 --> 0:02:07.200 like it's all fine, Like don't worry about it. I'll 0:02:07.240 --> 0:02:09.520 just you know, let's just reschedule like to next week 0:02:09.600 --> 0:02:13.040 or whatever. When you saw her parking in your driveway 0:02:15.240 --> 0:02:19.079 looking kind but also come on inside, go ahead quick. 0:02:19.560 --> 0:02:21.639 But she texts and she's like, no, seriously, no worries 0:02:21.680 --> 0:02:25.880 at all, So I was like, okay there, and then 0:02:25.880 --> 0:02:29.079 when she came in, it was like the door like swung. 0:02:29.160 --> 0:02:31.360 I mean, it was like at the heat of like 0:02:31.720 --> 0:02:35.320 the eye of the storm. It's like her freaking like 0:02:35.960 --> 0:02:39.560 her spray tand like she come in like a bear 0:02:39.680 --> 0:02:47.959 shoe literally, and I was just like, oh my god, 0:02:48.000 --> 0:02:50.280 I'm so sorry. She goes it's fine, just a little drizzle, 0:02:50.320 --> 0:02:52.080 and I'm like, oh my god, devil worse brought up. 0:02:52.360 --> 0:02:54.480 So she felt it, I know. I was like, why 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:57.080 can't you just get out? But fun fact, we spray 0:02:57.120 --> 0:02:59.919 tan each other at my house. You and your husband. 0:03:01.160 --> 0:03:04.120 We bought the whole set up, like the tent and everything. 0:03:05.919 --> 0:03:07.840 Tell me you're married to an artist without telling me 0:03:07.880 --> 0:03:09.760 you're married to an artist. Christ And is married to 0:03:10.520 --> 0:03:16.040 Um one of the low cash boys Preston and stop 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:17.959 he does not the one with the least amount of 0:03:18.000 --> 0:03:21.360 pigment that needs a spray tan often spray together. Yeah, 0:03:21.600 --> 0:03:23.959 I don't know why. I think that's so funny. Everybody does. 0:03:27.240 --> 0:03:32.040 I already got for a second ago, do I ever 0:03:32.080 --> 0:03:35.880 just stop for a second? I do. Actually, Um, I 0:03:36.000 --> 0:03:39.200 like to call it no tan line lion tan and 0:03:39.280 --> 0:03:43.320 oh my god, wait, he does it again. Oh that's right, yeah, 0:03:43.320 --> 0:03:47.520 because most guys wear like a sock or something. Actually, 0:03:47.520 --> 0:03:53.200 I want to make him start wearing it because Mike 0:03:53.200 --> 0:03:55.520 would always like when he would get spray tanned by Lacy, 0:03:55.760 --> 0:04:00.800 he would wear his boxers or so I thought. Dramatic 0:04:00.840 --> 0:04:07.920 clause dramatic was he wearing a sock? But Lacy said that, 0:04:07.960 --> 0:04:10.360 She's like, oh, I've seen balls, and I'm like really, 0:04:10.400 --> 0:04:11.920 I was like, what do you like. She's like, I mean, 0:04:11.960 --> 0:04:13.920 it's like, you know, it is what it is whatever. 0:04:14.560 --> 0:04:17.760 But I'm like that would be weird, like spray tanning 0:04:18.000 --> 0:04:24.960 like an elephant trunk. Anyways, I got tired of making 0:04:25.080 --> 0:04:27.800 a call to our girl all the time and saying like, hey, 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:29.800 can you come over tonight? Last minute? Because Preston is 0:04:29.839 --> 0:04:34.760 a little last minute It's part of his sweet So 0:04:34.800 --> 0:04:36.360 I was like, you know what, We're just gonna pop 0:04:36.400 --> 0:04:38.480 a ten up in the bathroom whenever you need it. 0:04:39.680 --> 0:04:42.280 And I feel like I'm mastering it. It's like, if 0:04:42.279 --> 0:04:44.839 you can spray paint something, you can spray paint a person. 0:04:45.839 --> 0:04:48.400 And how does he do for you? Well? Tv D 0:04:48.520 --> 0:04:52.680 in about eight hours. But my feet are a little aggressive. 0:04:53.600 --> 0:04:59.640 Look at my hands right now working out the kinks. Um, yeah, 0:05:00.120 --> 0:05:04.039 that's interesting. So if you ever an emergency and not 0:05:04.160 --> 0:05:07.080 in a monsoon, I can bring my business to your bathroom. 0:05:07.120 --> 0:05:09.640 How that's good to know. You should start like a 0:05:09.640 --> 0:05:17.799 little mobile service. Hard past socks included a logo tube sock, 0:05:18.200 --> 0:05:21.440 a logo tooth sock, a logo a logo tubes. Oh 0:05:21.440 --> 0:05:24.200 my god, I can't god, you're so good for my soul. Christen. However, 0:05:24.200 --> 0:05:26.719 I need to laugh. You're just really good for my 0:05:26.800 --> 0:05:30.799 soul because I love you so aggressively. I had quite 0:05:30.800 --> 0:05:35.440 the morning. Co Parenting is so hard, especially when they 0:05:35.480 --> 0:05:40.000 text you and say and by day, we mean to socmgate, 0:05:40.080 --> 0:05:43.880 go ahead, what time you dropping the kids off? What 0:05:44.000 --> 0:05:48.120 it's your day? Huh? Like It's what's hard is when 0:05:48.160 --> 0:05:50.120 your oldest kid is the one text you knew about 0:05:50.120 --> 0:05:52.560 what time you're you're dropping the kids off. It's like 0:05:52.839 --> 0:05:55.039 the control and the power. But I'm just like we're 0:05:55.200 --> 0:05:58.280 like you can ask for help. I can, absolutely, but 0:05:58.320 --> 0:06:01.840 like like it's just it's a so I just loathe 0:06:01.880 --> 0:06:05.200 co parenting. It's very hard right now. If he was 0:06:05.240 --> 0:06:06.880 good at asking for help, though, we wouldn't be in 0:06:06.880 --> 0:06:10.520 this situation. I mean he hasn't times right, but for 0:06:10.560 --> 0:06:12.880 some reason something must be going on or needed control 0:06:13.000 --> 0:06:16.560 or needed to supply and whatever they call it. And 0:06:17.520 --> 0:06:20.120 I read a quote that said, you don't like all 0:06:20.120 --> 0:06:24.640 my narcissist uh posts, Well, I became educated, educated, enjoy 0:06:24.760 --> 0:06:29.279 my educated as when we're gonna protest, when we're going 0:06:29.320 --> 0:06:37.760 to use the word educator, enjoying my That's why I 0:06:37.800 --> 0:06:41.599 keep you around. So we actually have Teddy Mellencamp today, 0:06:41.600 --> 0:06:44.560 which I'm really excited about. Um, so we're going to 0:06:44.680 --> 0:07:00.760 take a break and then get her on. Hell she's 0:07:00.880 --> 0:07:05.919 so hot, isn't she? How are you just so pretty? Yeah? 0:07:06.160 --> 0:07:08.839 You know, I got straight straight back from walking the 0:07:08.920 --> 0:07:11.680 kids to the bus right now. So really crushing? Do 0:07:11.680 --> 0:07:13.720 you have we have? Do you have? We're talking about 0:07:13.720 --> 0:07:16.120 self tanner? You see the self tanner on my hands. 0:07:16.400 --> 0:07:18.120 Do you do you spray tan as well? And would 0:07:18.160 --> 0:07:22.320 you ever spray tan your husband? Um? I don't personally 0:07:22.320 --> 0:07:26.239 spray tan myself, but I do get sprayed tan and 0:07:26.480 --> 0:07:29.920 my husband has as well. No, it's okay, I mean 0:07:30.000 --> 0:07:32.240 so have both of my exit and so didn't And 0:07:32.280 --> 0:07:34.760 she she were talking about like she spray tans her husband. 0:07:35.120 --> 0:07:37.880 You guys. My husband is so alabaster that like, and 0:07:37.920 --> 0:07:40.080 he fooled me for the first two years with a 0:07:40.160 --> 0:07:43.320 spray tan that I actually thought he had a darker 0:07:43.360 --> 0:07:46.040 skin tone. And then we gave I gave birth to 0:07:46.080 --> 0:07:50.040 these like super super super cream babies, and I was like, um, confused, 0:07:50.120 --> 0:07:52.480 And then he took a shower and and all my dreams, 0:07:52.480 --> 0:07:54.760 hopes and dreams went down the window. Ye, the window 0:07:54.760 --> 0:07:58.520 were down the dream we're today, Yeah we are because 0:07:58.560 --> 0:08:02.640 I couldn't even say educated. So there's that. It happens. Um, 0:08:02.720 --> 0:08:06.240 what's up girl? How's l A? L A is fine? 0:08:06.520 --> 0:08:08.880 I mean, it's a little bit bizarre, but it'll be 0:08:08.920 --> 0:08:12.200 like a hundred degrees and then the next day it's forty. 0:08:12.360 --> 0:08:15.120 So we're just you know, we're going through it. But 0:08:15.440 --> 0:08:19.040 I feel happy about it. Are the kids still mess? 0:08:20.320 --> 0:08:23.480 They just yesterday was the first day that they don't 0:08:23.520 --> 0:08:27.080 have to wear masks outside and the playground. What I 0:08:27.080 --> 0:08:31.080 thought it was inside to know that I don't think 0:08:31.080 --> 0:08:33.920 that will be for a while. Unfortunately, my kids didn't 0:08:33.960 --> 0:08:35.719 even believe me. They're like, are you sure, mom, we 0:08:35.760 --> 0:08:38.280 can walk into school without I'm like, yes, you got. 0:08:38.360 --> 0:08:40.120 If you're outside you don't have the map. They're like, 0:08:40.600 --> 0:08:43.000 we're just gonna put it here just to get I'm like, okay, 0:08:43.160 --> 0:08:46.640 what is your thoughts on it? I mean at this point, 0:08:46.679 --> 0:08:50.240 I was at the super Bowl and nobody had a 0:08:50.280 --> 0:08:53.800 mask on at the entire super Bowl. So now that 0:08:53.840 --> 0:08:57.000 we're sending our kids to school still with no mask, 0:08:57.080 --> 0:08:59.679 I mean I at first I was like all d 0:09:00.080 --> 0:09:03.160 up for it, But now that pretty much everybody else, 0:09:04.280 --> 0:09:06.680 the people that can actually really get sick from it, 0:09:07.840 --> 0:09:10.080 aren't wearing masks, then why are we making our kids 0:09:10.800 --> 0:09:13.800 one thousand percent? There was a gift going around being 0:09:13.840 --> 0:09:16.800 like if the super Bowl can look like this, and 0:09:16.960 --> 0:09:18.839 then why are we sending And there was like twelve 0:09:18.920 --> 0:09:21.280 kids in a classroom with a mask on, like with 0:09:21.400 --> 0:09:25.439 like partitions, and like they can't. I mean, and now 0:09:25.440 --> 0:09:29.480 we're two years into it, which is crazy. How old 0:09:29.520 --> 0:09:34.880 are your babies? So I have a baby that's almost two, 0:09:35.080 --> 0:09:38.400 and then my son is seven, my daughter's nine, and 0:09:38.400 --> 0:09:42.520 then I have a stepdaughter that is thirteen. You're busy, Yeah, 0:09:42.600 --> 0:09:45.040 we're busy. We are. We are in it. But my 0:09:45.040 --> 0:09:48.520 stepdaughter lives in Orange County and there's no masks. So 0:09:48.600 --> 0:09:51.040 it's just different than when she'll come to us. It's 0:09:51.080 --> 0:09:54.679 like we have to we can't even get into a restaurant. Yeah, all, 0:09:54.800 --> 0:09:59.280 it's just a big change between that forty five minute drive. Well, 0:09:59.480 --> 0:10:01.600 I yeah, I just I can't with the whole like 0:10:01.720 --> 0:10:05.120 hypocrisy of the super Bowl stuff and then like with 0:10:05.280 --> 0:10:09.320 the kids. I just I just think it's um, you know, 0:10:09.559 --> 0:10:12.440 it's just not fair when they can look like that 0:10:12.520 --> 0:10:14.640 and then they still make kids. Which I mean I 0:10:14.920 --> 0:10:17.120 signed a thing where Jolie didn't have to. I mean 0:10:17.120 --> 0:10:20.280 Tennessee that that went out the window a long time ago. 0:10:20.520 --> 0:10:23.439 But um, and if if and knowing that it was 0:10:23.480 --> 0:10:25.800 like would harm my kids like I would one thousand 0:10:26.040 --> 0:10:29.280 percent or like or other people like of course, like 0:10:29.360 --> 0:10:32.000 I would be on board like when a hundred percent, 0:10:32.080 --> 0:10:34.480 but like not when like the super Bowl looked like 0:10:34.480 --> 0:10:36.720 it did in other places. I feel like in life, 0:10:36.760 --> 0:10:39.640 we just all want a little consistency for everything. Yeah, 0:10:39.720 --> 0:10:42.000 Like I will follow the rule if it's make the 0:10:42.080 --> 0:10:44.560 rule the rule, the rule, the rule, the rule goes 0:10:44.679 --> 0:10:46.920 for everyone. Okay, that makes sense. I'm not going to 0:10:47.000 --> 0:10:48.719 throw up. I'm not the person that's going to throw 0:10:48.880 --> 0:10:51.240 it at the supermarket because they're asking me to wear 0:10:51.240 --> 0:10:54.640 a mask, but it's not who I am. But at 0:10:54.679 --> 0:10:57.240 this point, I'm like, you know, my kids have been 0:10:57.280 --> 0:10:59.360 going to the same school for two years since the 0:10:59.360 --> 0:11:02.040 pandemic hal and like how many times has they have 0:11:02.120 --> 0:11:05.000 their friends been able to see there, you know, below 0:11:05.040 --> 0:11:10.040 their eyes? It makes me sad. Yeah, I don't even 0:11:10.160 --> 0:11:16.000 talk about anymore. We're done. Next topic, Uh, what's the 0:11:16.520 --> 0:11:19.920 what's the like a not like a boundary, but like 0:11:20.000 --> 0:11:24.200 a what's the thing that, like you say in your 0:11:24.200 --> 0:11:26.960 house that like needs to be the same way, but 0:11:27.040 --> 0:11:30.600 then like you might be you might slide from it 0:11:30.640 --> 0:11:32.840 a little bit, but like you expect your husband to be. 0:11:33.360 --> 0:11:35.000 Does that make sense what I'm trying to say right now? 0:11:35.559 --> 0:11:39.280 Like we're trying, we're both trying. What's rule that? Like 0:11:39.400 --> 0:11:41.719 I will be somebody that's like, you know, it's not 0:11:41.880 --> 0:11:45.400 great to bribe your kids with candy or snack or 0:11:45.640 --> 0:11:50.160 you know, like and then I'll catch myself to my son. 0:11:50.200 --> 0:11:52.960 I'll be like, fine, you can have that if you 0:11:53.120 --> 0:11:55.600 just you know, do your reading or whatever. So like 0:11:55.600 --> 0:11:59.760 I'll make these standards like boundaries, and then I'll go 0:12:00.160 --> 0:12:03.200 on them sometimes because well I get desperate. We're super 0:12:03.240 --> 0:12:07.319 clean eaters in our house like crazy clean. But then 0:12:07.360 --> 0:12:09.040 once a month I do a slow roll through the 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:12.840 drive through a taco bell and that's the place to go. 0:12:12.920 --> 0:12:14.920 So that feels a little hypocritical if I'm just being 0:12:14.960 --> 0:12:17.240 honest trying to think of what else. There's a lot 0:12:17.280 --> 0:12:20.200 of double standards for me, actually, Like I make a 0:12:20.200 --> 0:12:22.480 lot of rules for Preston that I am like, okay, 0:12:22.600 --> 0:12:24.720 you abide by that, and then while you're doing that, 0:12:24.760 --> 0:12:26.559 I'll be over here breaking it. I need to think 0:12:26.559 --> 0:12:29.840 of something. Why do you do that? I mean, well, 0:12:30.000 --> 0:12:33.400 to keep order, to keep order, because if I break 0:12:33.400 --> 0:12:35.120 a rule, I'll go back and fix whatever it is. 0:12:36.440 --> 0:12:39.360 You know, Oh, is that the control? I don't know. 0:12:39.360 --> 0:12:42.560 If we're fasting from Hey, Teddy, we're fasting from control 0:12:42.559 --> 0:12:47.160 in February, that's how we're doing well. I don't know 0:12:47.240 --> 0:12:51.440 that I could do that. I I when even recently, 0:12:51.440 --> 0:12:53.080 when I wasn't able to have my phone and do 0:12:53.120 --> 0:12:54.480 all the things and have all the things where I 0:12:54.520 --> 0:12:58.079 could control every little detail of my life, I had 0:12:58.080 --> 0:13:01.400 to compartmentalize and like live a new life because I'm 0:13:01.440 --> 0:13:06.800 such a control free Yeah, my lucky family their hashtag 0:13:06.800 --> 0:13:08.840 blast that's how I feel. But like isn't it Just 0:13:08.880 --> 0:13:12.800 like maybe all moms like we we we control because 0:13:12.840 --> 0:13:14.959 we do a really good job at it. Well. Also 0:13:15.160 --> 0:13:17.800 we all I think efficiency is hot to all of us. 0:13:17.960 --> 0:13:20.439 So if we have control, then we have efficiency, We 0:13:20.480 --> 0:13:23.280 have boundaries, and we can keep things moving quickly or 0:13:23.280 --> 0:13:25.240 as quick as they can. Yeah. I think moms are 0:13:25.280 --> 0:13:29.920 either completely like like us, very controlling, or completely the opposite, 0:13:30.000 --> 0:13:33.600 like oh, whatever goes goes blah blah blah, and those 0:13:33.720 --> 0:13:35.920 most of the time aren't my mom's. Yeah that made 0:13:35.920 --> 0:13:40.440 my throat close. Actually, I'm like, this is stressing me out, 0:13:40.440 --> 0:13:42.480 this play a day, like, yeah, I'll be there some 0:13:42.679 --> 0:13:47.040 time between three and four thirty. No, No, now that's 0:13:47.120 --> 0:13:50.280 Cramer for sure. What hey, you know what I'd like 0:13:50.320 --> 0:13:54.280 to say, I'm always on time, No, I know, minus 0:13:54.280 --> 0:13:56.240 a few times. I'm like two minutes late on the podcast. 0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:57.760 I know the people just rolled their eyes when I 0:13:57.800 --> 0:14:01.160 said that. Everybody that has their screen off right now 0:14:01.200 --> 0:14:04.720 it turns on. Just to give you the irall exactly. Um. No, 0:14:04.880 --> 0:14:10.720 you're like you post Mike are more relaxed. Thank you 0:14:10.880 --> 0:14:15.960 with your scheduling, And I like it because it used 0:14:15.960 --> 0:14:18.040 to be like six thirty seven at your house and 0:14:18.080 --> 0:14:19.720 my hands would get sweaty, and I was like, oh, 0:14:19.800 --> 0:14:21.640 I know what's coming soon. It's gonna be like is 0:14:21.680 --> 0:14:24.200 everyone having the time sixty seven? Everyone get the hedge 0:14:24.240 --> 0:14:29.200 out of here. Yeah, like it's bedtime and um, you 0:14:29.240 --> 0:14:34.560 don't have to go home, but you can't stay here. Yeah, 0:14:34.680 --> 0:14:39.560 figured out they do. We found our keys quick. I 0:14:39.600 --> 0:14:41.280 was like, all right, hey guys, then we just talk 0:14:41.320 --> 0:14:43.640 in your front yard for like forty five minute. You 0:14:43.760 --> 0:14:47.080 put your kids to God, it's like only eleven o'clock 0:14:47.160 --> 0:14:48.760 right now, Nashale and I need a glass of wine. 0:14:48.800 --> 0:14:52.640 I'm just really in it right now, y'all. You know, 0:14:53.240 --> 0:15:00.000 just figuring life out, figuring it out, just stealing anything 0:15:00.040 --> 0:15:04.560 else you'd like to share. Not with the class yet, okay, okay, um. 0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:07.120 I had three glasses of wine last night and that 0:15:07.200 --> 0:15:09.520 was a big mistake because I'm forty and I don't 0:15:09.520 --> 0:15:12.480 know who I thought I was. So if it looks 0:15:12.520 --> 0:15:15.080 like I'm a teletubby on the struggle bus today, that's 0:15:15.120 --> 0:15:18.440 why stop Teddy, what's going on with you? But what 0:15:18.440 --> 0:15:20.600 are your your podcast in? What else are you done? 0:15:21.120 --> 0:15:25.640 I'm podcasting, doing all stuff all in you know, all 0:15:25.680 --> 0:15:27.600 of that's going well, I recently got out of the 0:15:27.640 --> 0:15:33.440 Celebrity Big Brother House. Were you with Chris Kirkpatrick? I was, Oh, 0:15:33.520 --> 0:15:36.560 you guys are all in Nashville. Yeah, and he's flying 0:15:36.600 --> 0:15:39.960 back out because once you get evicted, then you still 0:15:40.000 --> 0:15:41.920 have to go back. We go back in next week 0:15:42.080 --> 0:15:46.880 on Tuesday and Wednesday. But Wednesday we vote who's going 0:15:46.960 --> 0:15:49.880 to be the winner between the final two? Why did 0:15:49.880 --> 0:15:51.920 you get voted out? I've always wanted to do a 0:15:51.920 --> 0:15:57.960 Big Brother? Was it so fun? Don't do it? Got it? Definitely? 0:15:58.040 --> 0:16:00.560 Do it? Like it's something that you'll ever have this 0:16:00.640 --> 0:16:03.240 type of experience, you know in your life before like 0:16:03.360 --> 0:16:06.880 everything for eighteen days, everything is taken away from you. 0:16:06.880 --> 0:16:10.880 You're no phone breaks like us. I've never come home 0:16:10.880 --> 0:16:13.440 more appreciative from my life than after a Big Brother. 0:16:13.760 --> 0:16:16.120 You don't have TV, you can't read a book. The 0:16:16.120 --> 0:16:17.920 only thing you can do is play cards and listen 0:16:17.960 --> 0:16:19.840 to people tell the same stories over and over. How 0:16:19.840 --> 0:16:23.320 many times did Lamar talk about Cloe? All the times? 0:16:24.240 --> 0:16:27.000 I actually feel like he's like it's like he just 0:16:27.080 --> 0:16:30.080 got that he messed up. The last is a slow learner. 0:16:30.120 --> 0:16:31.360 May it's like a while to get to the top. 0:16:32.040 --> 0:16:36.520 I mean, I think what the charming part about Lamar 0:16:36.840 --> 0:16:40.720 is he is so kind and like a good person, 0:16:40.760 --> 0:16:43.040 and he wants to do well and he believes in God, 0:16:43.080 --> 0:16:47.120 and there's all these great amazing things. But then there's 0:16:47.160 --> 0:16:49.600 like parts where you're like you're a grown man. You 0:16:49.600 --> 0:16:51.680 don't know how to clip your own fingernails. Are like 0:16:51.720 --> 0:16:53.600 you're poop in the bed, Like we've gotta we gotta 0:16:53.920 --> 0:16:56.760 gotta focus, Like can we go back rewind? Did you 0:16:56.760 --> 0:16:59.040 say poop in the bed? Well, it was a shark. 0:16:59.440 --> 0:17:01.240 I don't know if I you know that's an appropriate 0:17:01.240 --> 0:17:02.800 word to say, but and I was in the bed 0:17:02.880 --> 0:17:04.680 next to them. Also, you don't sleep in bedrooms. You 0:17:04.760 --> 0:17:07.399 sleep in hallways. I slept in a hallway because I 0:17:07.440 --> 0:17:09.640 was one of the last ones to arrive. Okay, wait, 0:17:09.680 --> 0:17:11.080 so how do you get how do you get voted? 0:17:11.080 --> 0:17:17.040 I actually never really watched, so ultimately you're told, um, 0:17:17.080 --> 0:17:19.960 when you go in you I started like watching all 0:17:20.000 --> 0:17:23.240 the seasons because I wanted to understand. And you don't 0:17:23.280 --> 0:17:26.240 want to be considered a threat, like you don't want 0:17:26.240 --> 0:17:30.480 to be considered strong mentally, physically anything when you arrive, 0:17:31.000 --> 0:17:32.919 because then they'll want to vote you out because the 0:17:32.960 --> 0:17:35.440 winner gets two hundred and fifty dollars. So you get 0:17:35.480 --> 0:17:37.720 a salary to be in the house, but the winner 0:17:37.760 --> 0:17:41.800 gets two hundred fifty. So my plan, which everybody had 0:17:41.840 --> 0:17:43.879 told me to do, is go in and do not 0:17:44.080 --> 0:17:48.120 do well in the first competition. Well that's hard, right 0:17:48.200 --> 0:17:50.919 when you know you can do you get there and 0:17:50.960 --> 0:17:55.720 you're like, I can't. I have to like give it 0:17:55.840 --> 0:17:59.639 my all. And so I came in second behind the 0:17:59.760 --> 0:18:04.200 you FC fighter who was that. Her name's Mischa Tate, 0:18:04.520 --> 0:18:07.000 and she put me in a trokehold ones and I've 0:18:07.040 --> 0:18:10.880 never felt more fearm. She's like, tap out when you're ready. 0:18:10.920 --> 0:18:14.040 I was like, when you're in the same room with me, 0:18:14.080 --> 0:18:18.080 I want to tep out. I was um. But so 0:18:18.240 --> 0:18:22.280 right away she became head of household because she won. 0:18:22.440 --> 0:18:24.840 I was second, and then her mission was to get 0:18:24.880 --> 0:18:28.000 me out of there. And so when your head of household, 0:18:28.000 --> 0:18:30.120 it means you're the only person that gets your own bathroom. 0:18:30.240 --> 0:18:32.119 You get your own room. And she was head of 0:18:32.119 --> 0:18:35.760 household for eleven days. And so you formed these alliances, 0:18:35.800 --> 0:18:39.160 and my alliance was was strong, but not as strong 0:18:39.200 --> 0:18:42.720 as hers because she didn't athletes alliance. So like the 0:18:42.760 --> 0:18:45.280 Olympians were in there the you know whatever, And so 0:18:45.480 --> 0:18:48.520 they decided which I got booted out the worst way 0:18:48.560 --> 0:18:50.480 you could get booted out, which you can either get 0:18:50.520 --> 0:18:53.040 a veto, which means if you're put on the block, 0:18:53.520 --> 0:18:56.439 you can fight your way to get out, like you 0:18:56.480 --> 0:19:00.080 can win a competition and get out. They didn't do that. 0:19:00.200 --> 0:19:02.840 They didn't put me on the block. They backdoored me, 0:19:02.920 --> 0:19:07.359 which means I could not compete to save myself. No 0:19:08.080 --> 0:19:10.960 dirty would They can make me like why don't you 0:19:11.040 --> 0:19:13.560 like me? And that would actually be the worst thing 0:19:13.640 --> 0:19:15.520 in the world for me to do. How many people 0:19:15.560 --> 0:19:20.560 are in the house, even I would like, aren't necessarily 0:19:20.600 --> 0:19:22.560 people liking you? Like the way. I can kind of 0:19:22.600 --> 0:19:26.000 get through it because I've been hated and liked. It's 0:19:26.000 --> 0:19:27.720 been all over the place, so I'm kind of used 0:19:27.720 --> 0:19:30.680 to whatever it is. But where Misha was scared when 0:19:30.720 --> 0:19:33.400 she was like, Teddy, you have a very strong social game, 0:19:33.640 --> 0:19:35.960 like people like you in the house. You're getting along 0:19:36.000 --> 0:19:38.399 with people in the house, And I was like, and 0:19:38.440 --> 0:19:45.680 it's clear you don't you know definitely showed us who 0:19:45.760 --> 0:19:47.600 was boss, who did you got heads with the most? 0:19:47.640 --> 0:19:49.240 And if she was the boss, and why didn't people 0:19:49.280 --> 0:19:52.520 vote her out because you can't vote vote the head 0:19:52.520 --> 0:19:55.960 of household out. So now what's happening is they keep 0:19:56.000 --> 0:20:00.520 doing it and her people and her alliances are Um, 0:20:00.560 --> 0:20:07.720 I mean the person I butted heads with the most, Okay, 0:20:07.760 --> 0:20:09.159 I was like the one that I'm the only one 0:20:09.200 --> 0:20:12.600 I know. No, he's fine, he's funny, like whatever. Um, 0:20:12.640 --> 0:20:16.440 he definitely played the game. Well. Um, I mean Toddrick 0:20:16.560 --> 0:20:19.800 watching the show back, he's my least favorite. Like, I'm like, 0:20:19.960 --> 0:20:25.920 that's his name is Toddrick Hall. He's a choreographer, dancer. Okay, 0:20:26.600 --> 0:20:31.320 I need to see this cast, but he was he 0:20:31.320 --> 0:20:34.720 plays he plays pretty dirty. Um. But I never really 0:20:34.720 --> 0:20:36.720 got an argument with him. I could just see through 0:20:36.800 --> 0:20:40.719 him that he was very nebulous, I know, but then 0:20:40.800 --> 0:20:42.960 you start watching You're like, but then the only person 0:20:43.000 --> 0:20:45.800 I actually butted heads with, like I got an argument 0:20:45.840 --> 0:20:52.440 with was Todd Bridges. So who's that he was in 0:20:53.000 --> 0:20:58.119 different strokes. He was like yeah, yeah, and he was awesome. 0:20:58.160 --> 0:21:02.119 We had so much fun and I wasn't actually going 0:21:02.200 --> 0:21:04.880 to talk about it at all, but because the live 0:21:04.920 --> 0:21:07.560 feeds hadn't started. But then he did the same thing 0:21:07.600 --> 0:21:11.040 he did to Cynthia as he did to me, so 0:21:11.080 --> 0:21:13.520 then I was like, well, now he's kind of showing 0:21:13.640 --> 0:21:16.399 his his true colors, like if he gets annoyed at you, 0:21:16.480 --> 0:21:19.960 he's gonna And that was a little much for me. 0:21:20.920 --> 0:21:24.600 So how long were you there? I was in quarantine 0:21:24.880 --> 0:21:28.040 for seven days and then I left on the twelfth day. 0:21:28.240 --> 0:21:30.359 In the house, but also, the house is not a house, 0:21:30.960 --> 0:21:35.840 it's a stage. It's a sound stage, and you literally 0:21:35.880 --> 0:21:39.320 have to live. Yeah, you can't go outside. What happens 0:21:39.320 --> 0:21:43.240 when you go potty? Does everyone hear you? Yes, there's 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.639 one toilet, so if you're head of household, you get 0:21:45.640 --> 0:21:47.840 your own toilet. But if not, then you like I 0:21:47.880 --> 0:21:52.680 had two other hallmates, Lamar and Toadrick, and then there's 0:21:52.760 --> 0:21:56.240 one toilet. There's two showers. You shower together with the men. 0:21:57.000 --> 0:21:59.720 With the men, it's like there you can You're still, Mike, 0:21:59.840 --> 0:22:04.119 You're still. It's there's cameras. You never speak to a human, 0:22:04.200 --> 0:22:08.200 it's a voice. It's like house guests, please wake up. 0:22:08.680 --> 0:22:10.879 And you're like, what if you have like a panic attack, 0:22:10.920 --> 0:22:14.280 like I'm like feeling very claustrophobically. That's like a social experiment, 0:22:14.720 --> 0:22:17.600 like you you do like so that's why I had 0:22:17.640 --> 0:22:20.600 to become like compartmentalize in my life. People would ask 0:22:20.600 --> 0:22:21.760 me about my kids, and I'd be like, can we 0:22:21.800 --> 0:22:23.920 talk about something else, because I couldn't. I didn't want 0:22:23.920 --> 0:22:26.040 to talk about my kids or my husband or anything 0:22:26.080 --> 0:22:28.480 that made me think about how good my voice when 0:22:28.480 --> 0:22:33.800 I'm not that's crazy. Yeah, do you ever listen to 0:22:33.880 --> 0:22:37.520