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Speaker 1: Big Bang. It is what it is. Screen. You don't

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Speaker 1: ask bring you big big facts.

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Speaker 1: For the Trap Music Museum.

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Speaker 3: It's time for big Facts, Big Bank DJ Screen Baby

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Speaker 3: Jay Special guest today is Hurricane Chris.

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Speaker 1: Hurricane Chris pull it up on us on Big Facts.

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Speaker 1: What's up with you? What's up with you now?

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Speaker 4: Man?

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Speaker 1: What's good? Thanks for having me? Yep, appreciate you pulling up.

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Speaker 3: For anybody who is not familiar with the one and

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Speaker 3: only Hurricane Chris man, give him a brief rundown and

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Speaker 3: who you are and what you got going on?

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Speaker 1: My brother, I come from Louisiana.

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Speaker 5: I've been doing this rap shit since I was like eleven,

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Speaker 5: twelve years old, street part to be that street pulled

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Speaker 5: the Louisiana to be exact, see the Grow east Side

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Speaker 5: seventy third to be exactly. You know, I come from

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Speaker 5: Grandma and earned my house. You do know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 5: I'm earn my baby feel it's out and I start

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Speaker 5: doing his music ship around living and twelve and it's

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Speaker 5: something that just stuck with me.

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Speaker 1: Signed a deal around sixteen, and man, you know, God

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Speaker 1: been blessing me ever since the racials history.

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Speaker 6: So take us back to like the very beginning. What

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Speaker 6: was it like growing up in Sreeport? Like do you

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Speaker 6: have brothers and sisters? Did you enjoy going to school?

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Speaker 6: Like what were some of the things that you did?

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Speaker 6: Were you in the sports like? Et cetera, et cetera.

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Speaker 5: It's crazy because one of my people was just asking

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Speaker 5: me that earlier, who I'm getting a little more familiar with.

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Speaker 1: She was asking me the.

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Speaker 5: Same question, but like like a lady friend, nah, somebody

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Speaker 5: who business? Oh in the room right now, okay? And

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Speaker 5: I was like, you know, I really ain't. I ain't

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Speaker 5: had no siblings when I grew up. I ain't had

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Speaker 5: no no my parents ain't.

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Speaker 1: Had nobody but me, me too.

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Speaker 5: What y'all do like that I had cousins and stuff

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Speaker 5: like me to I cousin and shit, Yeah, but I

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Speaker 5: ain't never had brothers and sisters until recently. You know,

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Speaker 5: I got a thirteen year old sister and then my daddy,

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Speaker 5: my daddy actually they had kids that was older than me.

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Speaker 1: Oh, but you just found out about him.

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Speaker 5: I found out about him when I was eleven years old.

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Speaker 5: I stand what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: I didn't grow up with you. I grew up in

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Speaker 7: Okay. And then what about like were you in the

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Speaker 7: sports or anything.

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Speaker 1: Or playing football? Yeah? I played football until I started

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Speaker 1: doing music, you know. Okay, then I found out you know,

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Speaker 1: I ain't even want to do that.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, okay with the rap culture in the rap game.

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Speaker 3: So you said you started rapping at like Helen about eleven.

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Speaker 3: And then how old is your son? You got a son,

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Speaker 3: your son eleven?

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Speaker 1: So does he rap? He be freestyling, He be free styling,

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Speaker 1: and he made beats. Okay, that's hard.

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Speaker 3: So did that make you like smile, like, damn, my

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Speaker 3: son gonna pick up while I left off or he

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Speaker 3: gonna go crazy?

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Speaker 1: In your head? You're like, man, you don't know, you

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Speaker 1: might be getting to something that.

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Speaker 3: It's a little bit of bullshit with this, like what's

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Speaker 3: your what's your mentality towards that.

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Speaker 5: I don't believe in guarding my child too much. He

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Speaker 5: played football, so his head on collisions happened. He had

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Speaker 5: a concussion already, so I ain't guarding him from the world.

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Speaker 5: I'm kind of like I'm gonna push him in the pool.

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Speaker 5: We're gonna we're gonna have to learn how to swim. So,

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Speaker 5: you know, if it's something he passionate about, I'm gonna

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Speaker 5: be passionate about him being passionate about.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I get it. It could behind the lines with

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Speaker 1: his hands. You're just gonna tell him be the best glass.

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Speaker 1: You know. I can feel that that's really.

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Speaker 8: What's the gaps, Like, you know, like you'll come out

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Speaker 1: There'd be different reasons for different people.

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Speaker 5: With me, my gaps is it's always been me hopping

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Speaker 5: in and out of different business ventures with different people.

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Speaker 5: And I went through a phase where I just wouldn't.

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Speaker 5: I just wouldn't. I got, I gotta say clean words

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Speaker 5: on you. Just went through a moment where I just

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Speaker 5: really wasn't fucking with the rep shit.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 5: I took my bread and started playing with real estate

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Speaker 5: this thing about me. It's like I ain't gonna compromise

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Speaker 5: myself too much for nothing. So if we have a

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Speaker 5: too bad of an argument, I ain't never got no

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Speaker 5: however much we got into it. You know, if it

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Speaker 5: ain't peace in my life, then I'm gonna walk away

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Speaker 5: from it. Big money. I don't done that too real

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Speaker 5: deer bread millions lift it on the table because it

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so gaps. It can't be for different reason. You know,

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Speaker 1: some time person it be mental for me. You know,

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Speaker 1: it's always some mental with me. Yeah, so what you

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Speaker 1: do what you do now?

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Speaker 8: And like keep your mental in check to be like, man,

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Speaker 8: how can you just not give a fuck what you feel?

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Speaker 1: Like? Make you just not give a fuck about such shit? Well, really,

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Speaker 1: I just keep myself away from individuals who don't give

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Speaker 1: too much. Why.

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Speaker 5: I think the principles that was instilled in me as

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Speaker 5: a young and a hard to break. I believe disrespect

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Speaker 5: equals a respond fact. I believe you know, good deeds reward.

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Speaker 5: You feel what I'm saying. So it's like I ain't

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Speaker 5: breaking a bend in it. I gotta stand on something.

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Speaker 8: You feel me, But don't you think that it's different,

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Speaker 8: like when it comes to just being entertainer or you're

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Speaker 8: saying like you're gonna bring like you can't look at.

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Speaker 1: This, it's just business, and like adapt to business.

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Speaker 5: Well, A lot of stuff that I walked away from

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Speaker 5: was business. And if it was bothering me emotionally and

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Speaker 5: draining me emotionally, I still walked away from it. One

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Speaker 5: thing God blessed me with was the ability to go

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Speaker 5: get some money, no matter where I was it on

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Speaker 5: planet Earth. Filing lived in Louisiana, Atlanta, Dallas, California, places

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Speaker 5: I ain't never been too popped up, and I made

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Speaker 8: You know what I'm.

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Speaker 1: So, I ain't scared to walk away from that, and

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Speaker 1: I just ain't scared, but I ain't. I don't know

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Speaker 1: what it's like to not be no hustling.

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Speaker 5: Go get some money, my daddy, That's all he did.

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Speaker 5: So it wasn't one way to skin a cat with me.

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Speaker 5: You know, I'm ana find a mythic regardless to go

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Speaker 5: get me a bag, a real deal bag.

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Speaker 1: Shit. I ain't letting nothing compromise who I am.

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Speaker 5: I can't sleep at night if me and you haven't

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Speaker 5: bad blood between each other, but we're supposed to be

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Speaker 5: business partners.

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Speaker 1: And you done say some shit to me.

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Speaker 5: That I really feel like it's offending me. You have

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Speaker 5: told me something in an argument. You know, you feel

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Speaker 5: what I'm saying like I can't sleep at night so bad.

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Speaker 1: So you're saying basically like, I gotta do's associate myself

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Speaker 1: from you and don't talk to you no more. If

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Speaker 1: I feel like you're bringing me out of my comfort zone,

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Speaker 1: I gotta just walk off. I ain't scared of you,

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Speaker 1: I'm scared of me. You know what I'm saying. So

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Speaker 1: you gotta learn that, and you gotta learn, you know,

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Speaker 1: learn yourself, learn your triggers and your and get the

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Speaker 1: fuck out the room. You feel like you're about to

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Speaker 1: lose it. You know that's what I'm on.

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Speaker 5: Hey, you're right, I'm wrong. I'm a holledge been. I'm

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Speaker 5: gonna go you did, Yeah, I know how it's gonna

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Speaker 5: end up. I know you're saying both sides of this ship.

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Speaker 1: It ain't nothing. I'm trying to prove to nobody it did.

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to go home. I want you to go out. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: I'm protecting my energy I'm protecting my You know, if

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Speaker 5: From wanting to be involved in certain things. So I

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Speaker 5: don't let people contaminate what I'm involved. You can't contaminate

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Speaker 5: this because you might take my passion away from this.

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Speaker 5: Come sharing my ideas with you, and you got a

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Speaker 5: dry ass response. Don't even acknowledge how much it too

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Speaker 5: for me to come up with this now, I you

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Speaker 5: know that my energy is being deflected and sent into

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Speaker 5: the sky instead of being sent back to me.

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Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying.

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Speaker 5: It's doing me more harm then it's doing good to

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Speaker 5: I understand what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: Straight up.

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Speaker 8: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: You get a lot of feedback for people saying like

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Speaker 3: and this has been happening over the years, like man,

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Speaker 3: hurricane Chris can can go like and rap like with

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Speaker 3: the best of them type ship.

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Speaker 1: Right.

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Speaker 3: So with that, with that coming up, and I know

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Speaker 3: this is a EO questions for a lot of people

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Speaker 3: that you feel like sometimes like throughout the span of

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Speaker 5: I mean, the people who know me, they know what

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Speaker 5: I do. Of course, there's always people who get overshadowed

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Speaker 5: by the big singles and ship the labels put out.

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Speaker 1: They put out A Bay Bay Halley Beard hand clapped.

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Speaker 1: These were some of the biggest songs, rightbe one of

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Speaker 1: the biggest songs in hip hop. Give us the story

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Speaker 1: behind it because one of our staff people thought it

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Speaker 1: was about a girl. I mean, I didn't understand like

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Speaker 1: when I made it. Yeah, yeah, this is the whole story.

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Speaker 1: In premise of I was in the club.

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Speaker 5: We was getting drunk, and I heard that. I heard

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Speaker 5: everybody in the club going, hey, hey, bab.

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Speaker 1: Was this the club that DJ Baby was in? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: So when I get to the studio that night, I say, man,

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Speaker 1: I'm finn to make a song. It's gonna be called Babe.

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Speaker 1: But what I finela do, I'm finna change it into

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Speaker 1: you know what we say in the club white folks,

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Speaker 1: gangsters and the thugs stunned with a stack of them

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Speaker 1: dubs riding in the back with a mug A Bay Bay.

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Speaker 1: It's just it means it's lick. You understand what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: That's why in the song you heard me say when

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Speaker 1: I see a bad chick I'm hollering out the baby,

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Speaker 1: hope y'all ain't with your boy friends because I don't

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Speaker 1: call it. So let's not get this shit fucked up.

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Speaker 6: Baby is the littest, biggest nigga in Dallas.

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Speaker 1: No, but he.

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Speaker 7: Knows what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: When we was in the club.

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Speaker 5: When we was in the club, baby, it was djaying,

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Speaker 5: that's when they were screaming out right. My mindset was,

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Speaker 5: I'm gonna take what they're doing in my city and

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Speaker 5: make it to what the world can.

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Speaker 7: Understand a universal witness.

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Speaker 1: Yeah. So for the people who don't know who that.

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Speaker 7: Is, like this bitch right here, white.

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Speaker 1: Folks, gangses in the thug. If you stunned with a

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Speaker 7: Yeah, Baby, shout out the hall Dalla's crew.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, detail they live right now. I don't really. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: So what's some of what some of the highlights outside

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Speaker 1: Chop it up with with some Hurricane Chris highlights. We'll

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Speaker 5: I mean, I'm blessed to have been in some of

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Speaker 5: Shut a lot of knowledge, you know, and I try

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Speaker 5: So a lot of the rooms I've been in, man,

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Speaker 5: it's it's been a blessing of being from from the

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Speaker 5: Clyde Davis's to y Clift John calling me saying they

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Speaker 5: pull up in my house for this New Year's We

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Speaker 1: My daughter love your music. I just wants you to

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Speaker 1: come by with us. It's hard and I'm gonna throw

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Speaker 1: you a bag, throw your thirdy recks. Yeah, you know, just.

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Speaker 5: Because I know you probably had something that you could

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Speaker 1: Let me show you this house. It's a mansion. This

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Speaker 1: maize and then it's the real mansion. It is Whye club, John,

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Speaker 1: that's hard. Yeah, this is crazy in New York with

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Speaker 1: what our house will look like. Roaches from real plastic

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Speaker 1: on the couch, Rat traps under the table, you stick

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Speaker 1: the rats. Yeah, from the slums like that. So I

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Speaker 7: So let me let me ask you this, since you're

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Speaker 6: The value of rooms and knowledge and all that kind

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Speaker 6: take the five.

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Speaker 1: Hundred thousand already been in the rooms? I'd be crazy

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Speaker 1: as what you said. Again, I think jay Z will

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Speaker 1: call you stupid today. He said, why would you? It

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Speaker 1: would be they're gonna take.

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Speaker 5: That money, would set with somebody over five hundred.

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Speaker 1: I'm one hundred thousand, I'm not. I would love to

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Speaker 5: You got a family. I love jay Z, but I

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Speaker 5: got a family. You know what I'm saying. I'm putting

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Speaker 5: gonna pay for backstage tickets and meet them like that.

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Speaker 5: You did Finna all.

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Speaker 1: Bet he give me a hundred I'm gonna see if

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Speaker 1: I canna pay fifty of it to me twenty five.

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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, half for me and he

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Speaker 1: might meet you for a quarter million, you feel me?

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Speaker 1: I guess the weird thing.

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Speaker 8: What we're gonna talk about, What we're gonna talk about,

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Speaker 8: because I ain't never said people not without meeting jay Z. No,

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Speaker 8: you know, I'm not saying they have to specify what

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Speaker 8: make five hundred million in ten years, fuck the fire

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Speaker 8: for sure, because he might do know the secret. But

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Speaker 8: if it just I'm in there like trying to make

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Speaker 1: We have been to give up. If you give it up,

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Speaker 1: what are the secrets of ship you're already doing?

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Speaker 8: You just say hit somebody my cheek cold, like when

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Speaker 8: you leave here and the other day you're gonna have

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Speaker 8: the same money you turn down.

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Speaker 5: You've seen the space jam when they thought it was

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Speaker 5: special stuff and then water botter and they weren't number water.

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Speaker 1: Already. You know, man, you know where we're from. And

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Speaker 1: end of the day that just like playing cam, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: come on, who's doing nobody? I could do something with

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Speaker 1: the paper.

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Speaker 7: Let me hold on, let me see hold on, hold on,

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Speaker 7: hold on, like, ain't going for that?

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Speaker 1: All due respect I love, yeah, a lot of respectful

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Speaker 1: whole Yeah. I just want the bag. Yeah, I want

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Speaker 1: me to have the bag straight, right? Take anything else

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Speaker 1: about when I got.

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Speaker 3: So you talked about some of the highest but what's

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Speaker 3: you just was ready to hang the jersey up and

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Speaker 1: Ship getting into it with people that I'm close with,

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Speaker 7: Yes, me too, Oh my god, can I say something

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Speaker 7: to it?

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Speaker 6: Okay, because I don't think people understand like how how

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Speaker 6: So like something that might be like the simplest shit

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Speaker 6: me because of how passionately I love and care about

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Speaker 6: and how I'm concerned about your feelings and like everything,

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Speaker 6: and like we absorb like everybody's.

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Speaker 7: Energy, especially the people that we love and care about.

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Speaker 7: So it's it's it's like, I don't know.

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Speaker 6: I just had to put that out there because a

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Speaker 6: a lot of people don't understand that part of it.

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Speaker 1: I feel the same way. Yeah, that's correct, I do.

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Speaker 1: I agree. I used to feel that I.

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Speaker 8: Can't live aside nobody feeling not real because you want

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Speaker 1: I need, I need that recipe. I don't know what happened.

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Speaker 7: Bro, he's a geminidos, so it's like two of him.

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Speaker 1: But no, I don't even known. But yeah, it's like

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Speaker 1: certain people they just can't get out on. It's just

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Speaker 8: You just gotta disconnect and everything. Like you said earlier,

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Speaker 8: you's got to push back.

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Speaker 1: Bro, I don't know how.

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Speaker 8: You just got to push back some kind of way

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Speaker 8: because when the motherfucker just just like just think about

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Speaker 8: the motherfucker.

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Speaker 1: No, they got their control over you when they can

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Speaker 1: yo yo you.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Like, who doing that?

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Speaker 1: Ye? I mean I just wake up. I won't make

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Speaker 1: you feel and guess what they do. Yes, when you

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Speaker 1: think about the fact, my whole day, yeah on purpose

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Speaker 1: you pissed up. Yeah, so you still lose. I can

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Speaker 1: wake up and make you feel. I don't want to

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Speaker 8: Nobody will stick my hand up your back and beat

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Speaker 8: the god damn what they call it.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, the puppy man facts talking talking like the heart.

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Speaker 5: Reality to is that we as humans don't really have

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Speaker 5: a blueprint or a diagram to how man is wife.

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Speaker 5: No facts, Every understanding is based on a consciousness if

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Speaker 5: you're heard so like you know what I'm saying, Like you.

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Speaker 8: Blessed to be able to not be bothering. Nah nah,

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Speaker 8: Well I do be kind to be bothered sometimes. But

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Speaker 8: then you gotta talk to yourself like the ship that

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Speaker 8: make motherfucker think you crazy?

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Speaker 1: The ship you're supposed to do. You gotta have a

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Speaker 1: real conversation to send me. See how it sound like

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Speaker 8: I replay the conversation back to myself being them and

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Speaker 8: me and be like this nigga really trying to make

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Speaker 1: If I see a.

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Speaker 8: Nigga post some ship you want a response for me,

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Speaker 8: I know it's gonna hurt you more if I don't

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Speaker 8: say ship.

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Speaker 1: Now you're over there talking to yourself about yes you mad,

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Speaker 1: I ain't.

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Speaker 8: Ain't my feeling that ship is that ship is caught you?

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Speaker 1: M hmm. I think I think the thing about is

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Speaker 1: I have I have a hard time.

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Speaker 5: Separating the respect we have for each other in person

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Speaker 1: Somebody might say something over the phone that you know

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Speaker 1: they will to sit to you in person. I've been

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Speaker 1: arounding my whole life all right, and you ain't never

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Speaker 1: Like I'm thinking to myself, I know the respect.

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Speaker 5: That this person has for me and I have for them,

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Speaker 5: and that we show amongst each other, and I know

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Speaker 5: how the room is every time were in it, but

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Speaker 5: somebody will let they feelish to the best of them

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Speaker 5: and say something off the wall ship. Yeah, I'm like,

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Speaker 5: what I ain't ain't no way, I gotta call you immediately.

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Speaker 1: What I need to hear you say that, Like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I can't believe that rocking like that. I can't believe you.

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Speaker 1: You're telling me some fun ship. I can't believe you

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Speaker 1: you're telling me you don't think I fuck with you?

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Speaker 1: You know, Yeah, I can't believe it. Yeah, I'm like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: I need to call you now. Yeah you know what

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Speaker 1: makes you feel like that? Yeah? That my thing too,

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Speaker 1: because it just away from it, like you could say

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Speaker 1: fun with that nigga time. I gotta know. I got

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Speaker 1: the call Yeah, people be throwing ship out pieces of

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Speaker 1: trying to get a reaction in there.

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Speaker 6: It's like they don't think it's a big deal, but

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Speaker 6: really like that's how they really feel. And they just

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Speaker 6: threw it out there because they were mad and they

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Speaker 6: were trying to be hurtful and spiteful, but really like,

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Speaker 6: it's some ship that you can't come back from.

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Speaker 1: But I'm never gonna forget what we talk about it.

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Speaker 1: We can't come back from it. It ain't enough to say.

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Speaker 1: So if I don't want to understand about if it

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Speaker 1: is what it is, dispect me. You know what come

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Speaker 1: with that? So with that I ain't even willing to

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Speaker 1: do right now.

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Speaker 8: So I just got to disconnect from you because like

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Speaker 8: you said, you ain't gonna do that and make me

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Speaker 8: the bad guy if I react how I should react

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Speaker 8: to this. Some of it don't bro, I don't know

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Speaker 8: what there, man, You know what I'm saying, because you

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Speaker 8: ain't want to do what.

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Speaker 1: You just did.

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00:22:11,119 --> 00:22:15,080
Speaker 8: That you the devil makes you do that up and

440
00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:18,520
Speaker 8: God is testing to see have I truly changed straight

441
00:22:18,600 --> 00:22:22,400
Speaker 8: up as I split your ship? But this ain't that

442
00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:24,520
Speaker 8: that contradicts everything we're saying.

443
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:27,159
Speaker 1: What we're doing. You get what I'm saying. That's the

444
00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:29,800
Speaker 1: conversation you have with yourself. Like that's a test bank

445
00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:34,800
Speaker 1: like first action first, but first soon as you start

446
00:22:34,840 --> 00:22:36,919
Speaker 1: getting in your feelings of get a girl, get upset,

447
00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:38,600
Speaker 1: you gotta talk yourself. That's a test.

448
00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:40,800
Speaker 8: That's one of the ones look out for. You can't

449
00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:45,800
Speaker 8: don't do that because you know you go too far. Buddy,

450
00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:48,680
Speaker 8: y'all talk to yourself like that real shit.

451
00:22:49,280 --> 00:22:51,480
Speaker 1: What about when it's somebody who walk on the same

452
00:22:51,520 --> 00:22:56,000
Speaker 1: ground as you walk on and it's like you.

453
00:22:55,920 --> 00:22:57,800
Speaker 8: Can walk on the same ground. But this right here,

454
00:22:57,840 --> 00:22:59,960
Speaker 8: you ain't crawling the line. Crawl that line that real

455
00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:04,520
Speaker 8: like gonna be what it is? Yeah, you talking like

456
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:08,000
Speaker 8: but pissed me always she talked just you go to

457
00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:10,480
Speaker 8: h you got you.

458
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:14,720
Speaker 1: I ain't never believed in gaming. What do you mean

459
00:23:15,200 --> 00:23:18,399
Speaker 1: you ain't gonna take you If you made me believe it,

460
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:19,119
Speaker 1: I believe it.

461
00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:22,239
Speaker 5: If you talk it, I ain't gonna say you just

462
00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:26,359
Speaker 5: I'm gonna believe that ship that you're flying take it.

463
00:23:26,680 --> 00:23:29,879
Speaker 5: I'm gonna take it as you are the incredible hope

464
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:30,720
Speaker 5: like you said.

465
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:35,160
Speaker 1: You really you understand what I'm saying. So many incredible

466
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:43,000
Speaker 1: hole turning the poodles though, like you that ship them chants.

467
00:23:46,880 --> 00:23:54,800
Speaker 4: You don't incredible whole energy ready for You're also seen poodles.

468
00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:54,359
Speaker 1: Real, Nigga.

469
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:57,679
Speaker 5: I also seen somebody thinks somebody was wolfing. Yeah, but

470
00:23:57,760 --> 00:23:58,320
Speaker 5: guess what, I.

471
00:23:58,280 --> 00:23:59,560
Speaker 7: Don't see the poodle turn in the pot.

472
00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:02,200
Speaker 1: Buddy ain't been blowing over the last past six months.

473
00:24:02,240 --> 00:24:05,560
Speaker 1: And guess what it's been doing swelling their nuts up? Ye, Nigga,

474
00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:08,440
Speaker 1: nuts will swell up on fact, thank you, Nigga.

475
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:11,520
Speaker 5: Just talking until Nigga really swell it's nuts up because

476
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:13,520
Speaker 5: you ain't gave a proper attention to this talk.

477
00:24:13,760 --> 00:24:16,680
Speaker 1: But get what thing about it? Is you over there?

478
00:24:17,240 --> 00:24:19,840
Speaker 8: So when you when it gets close enough, I'm gonna

479
00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:21,840
Speaker 8: see it anyway, I'm already paying off did back in

480
00:24:21,840 --> 00:24:22,080
Speaker 8: the day.

481
00:24:22,119 --> 00:24:24,520
Speaker 1: But when I'm watching everything, I'm already tweaking. I don't

482
00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,280
Speaker 1: mean to cut you off. But when I'm over there,

483
00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:28,639
Speaker 1: I like to be over there and comfort with my

484
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:30,680
Speaker 1: head down like this, because.

485
00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,840
Speaker 5: I don't care how far we is away from each other,

486
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:35,439
Speaker 5: I'm gonna still feel like you're right behind me.

487
00:24:35,480 --> 00:24:38,720
Speaker 1: You understand what you should feel. You know what I'm saying. Like,

488
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:43,679
Speaker 1: so it's like I ain't underestimate nothing. They would probably

489
00:24:43,760 --> 00:24:46,679
Speaker 1: know who. You gotta smoke them where you're staying.

490
00:24:46,680 --> 00:24:49,520
Speaker 8: That way you're going. I ain't saying. I'm saying I'm

491
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:53,280
Speaker 8: not personalizing this ship. This ship for in it like

492
00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:57,000
Speaker 8: we men, this wanment we men like. So this ship

493
00:24:57,080 --> 00:25:00,320
Speaker 8: is f it just goes on ramdably. So I'm already

494
00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:03,200
Speaker 8: watching it for a threat. Yeah, but they're talking she

495
00:25:03,440 --> 00:25:05,360
Speaker 8: is not a threat until it becomes a.

496
00:25:05,359 --> 00:25:05,960
Speaker 1: Threat to me.

497
00:25:06,320 --> 00:25:09,399
Speaker 5: I also check this out with my case. People have

498
00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:12,679
Speaker 5: been coming to me saying, hey, ord is saying they

499
00:25:12,760 --> 00:25:16,080
Speaker 5: gonna do you. This little water is saying they're gonna

500
00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:19,080
Speaker 5: do you. That I told my partner get the fuck

501
00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:20,640
Speaker 5: out of my face. I don't want to hear none

502
00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:22,399
Speaker 5: of this shit, don't you see. I'm chilling, heaving a

503
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 5: good time. We got food on the table. All the

504
00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:27,479
Speaker 5: Homers watching the football game. Get the fuck out of here.

505
00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,000
Speaker 1: Man, I'm letting them back in here with that dumb

506
00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:29,440
Speaker 1: ass shit.

507
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:34,680
Speaker 5: After I called my shaken degree murder case, he came

508
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 5: and told me, he said, hey, you don't remember when

509
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,600
Speaker 5: I came to you and I told you somebody was

510
00:25:39,640 --> 00:25:41,240
Speaker 5: talking crazy, and you told me.

511
00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:44,640
Speaker 1: To get the fuck out your face. So they talked

512
00:25:45,200 --> 00:25:51,040
Speaker 1: that ship man, that shit manifests itself sometimes. Yeah, you

513
00:25:51,119 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. But they was giving me enough

514
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 1: heads up to not even get caught in the position

515
00:25:57,600 --> 00:26:01,399
Speaker 1: they was telling me this. When had a case this

516
00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:04,720
Speaker 1: was talk, I would have been. I wouldn't have been

517
00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:08,679
Speaker 1: nowhere else right there saying somebody right there was on

518
00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:11,000
Speaker 1: my trailer like that. I wouldn't have made myself no

519
00:26:11,119 --> 00:26:13,440
Speaker 1: sitting up on purpose. Just I ain't gonna try to

520
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,760
Speaker 1: bait you in just to see who.

521
00:26:14,600 --> 00:26:19,160
Speaker 8: Couldn't say I get. I ain't saying dismiss it. I'm saying,

522
00:26:19,160 --> 00:26:22,640
Speaker 8: don't let it consume. I ain't dismissing nothing. We take

523
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:24,760
Speaker 8: all talk, all everything.

524
00:26:24,480 --> 00:26:27,800
Speaker 1: Very serious to the max. That's just what it is.

525
00:26:27,840 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 1: So I'm watching for it. I see it.

526
00:26:29,840 --> 00:26:32,320
Speaker 8: I heard you, so I see you. But I'm not

527
00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:34,080
Speaker 8: finna let it consume me. Like I'm the type of

528
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:35,720
Speaker 8: person I let you take over me. I have to

529
00:26:35,720 --> 00:26:36,480
Speaker 8: think about it every day.

530
00:26:36,520 --> 00:26:38,600
Speaker 1: We gotta do something. I gotta do it. I gotta

531
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:41,680
Speaker 1: I gotta get out of that. You know what I'm saying.

532
00:26:42,080 --> 00:26:44,640
Speaker 8: Being real, like they should have consumed you, you won't get

533
00:26:44,640 --> 00:26:45,160
Speaker 8: nothing done.

534
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,000
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, You just be fucked up.

535
00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:50,240
Speaker 1: That's all I'm talking about. Like, yeah, not we lose

536
00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,080
Speaker 1: at the end of the day from this thank you

537
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:55,320
Speaker 1: you're taking. It consumes you. You put your focus on

538
00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:58,800
Speaker 1: negative ship much good to give them to the world exactly.

539
00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:00,720
Speaker 8: But I see that though, so when I get it

540
00:27:00,840 --> 00:27:02,320
Speaker 8: in time me to get in that mode. I'm getting

541
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:03,840
Speaker 8: that mode any time I see you and I hear you.

542
00:27:03,920 --> 00:27:05,840
Speaker 8: So what I'm gonna get in that mode because you

543
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:08,359
Speaker 8: But I can't let this ship like like right now

544
00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:10,480
Speaker 8: when scream ain't coming, I ain't coming, I ain't coming

545
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:12,639
Speaker 8: a bit fast six months I got help, my bus

546
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 8: ain't gonna do this. I'm counting it to consume my

547
00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:19,639
Speaker 8: whole everything, you know what I'm saying, And that sh

548
00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:20,120
Speaker 8: ain't help.

549
00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:23,040
Speaker 1: We gotta find a way away from this exactly, away

550
00:27:23,080 --> 00:27:25,679
Speaker 1: from that, because we end up losing at the end

551
00:27:25,440 --> 00:27:27,240
Speaker 1: of the day. Fast around.

552
00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:29,440
Speaker 5: It sounds like a lot of similarities, you know what

553
00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,680
Speaker 5: I'm saying between between what we speaking on.

554
00:27:32,840 --> 00:27:35,240
Speaker 1: I guess that's what we go through as people.

555
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,240
Speaker 8: That look like what what you do, though, like like

556
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:41,000
Speaker 8: remain coming for like I got I'll be gonna they

557
00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:43,399
Speaker 8: be walking hacking ship like what you do for your

558
00:27:43,440 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 8: mental health like I.

559
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: Done done counseling. It doesn't it doesn't help. But what

560
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:52,959
Speaker 1: I find to be helpful me, helpful to me and

561
00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:54,800
Speaker 1: for me is to spend time with.

562
00:27:56,760 --> 00:28:01,240
Speaker 5: My loved ones like I'm be and like you know

563
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:05,200
Speaker 5: my son played football, like I'm passionate about watching him

564
00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:08,320
Speaker 5: play this game because my daddy did the same thing

565
00:28:08,400 --> 00:28:12,680
Speaker 5: with me. Sitting down with my family and knowing I

566
00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:15,399
Speaker 5: can have a good meal, smell of food in the

567
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:18,000
Speaker 5: f You know, this type of stuff is therapy to

568
00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 5: me after a lot of commotion and a hard day,

569
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,640
Speaker 5: all hard money, hard six months.

570
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:27,280
Speaker 8: What about on the day to day, Like on the

571
00:28:27,359 --> 00:28:29,320
Speaker 8: day to day, like a routine you might do to

572
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:30,920
Speaker 8: you Like I said, I talked to myself.

573
00:28:31,240 --> 00:28:33,000
Speaker 1: Oh I do like a day to day shit.

574
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:36,159
Speaker 5: So look, I got a dog now, so I know

575
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:39,640
Speaker 5: I can't stand a big pause. He's going crazy for

576
00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:41,840
Speaker 5: me to come take him outside. Yeah, I gotta be

577
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:44,120
Speaker 5: up at a certain time to take the dog down

578
00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:46,400
Speaker 5: there and feed him and let him go outside. By

579
00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:49,440
Speaker 5: the time all that happened, I'm getting myself gone. You

580
00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:51,880
Speaker 5: know what I'm saying. I roll a few words. You

581
00:28:51,920 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 5: feel me like now I'm hopped on the phone. You know,

582
00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:58,640
Speaker 5: that's therapeutic to me continuing where I left off yesterday,

583
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:01,080
Speaker 5: knowing I'm making progress right right, I.

584
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:05,040
Speaker 1: Think that's the BEAUTI everybody else like, we feel real

585
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:09,040
Speaker 1: good about that, not slacking on shr and seeing the

586
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:12,640
Speaker 1: progress be made. And and and that's why a lot

587
00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:15,040
Speaker 1: of times with what we do can come depression because

588
00:29:15,040 --> 00:29:18,120
Speaker 1: when it ain't clicking like that, and that's what's been

589
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:21,120
Speaker 1: the root of your happiness, you got to try to

590
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:23,040
Speaker 1: find that happiness all over again. Right.

591
00:29:23,480 --> 00:29:27,640
Speaker 5: So it's important, I think, to find ship outside of

592
00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:30,440
Speaker 5: the money and outside of the industry that that we

593
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:33,280
Speaker 5: involve ourselves in that we love to, you know, surround

594
00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:36,040
Speaker 5: ourselves around it just be a part of They got

595
00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:37,720
Speaker 5: other kids out there playing football.

596
00:29:37,760 --> 00:29:39,800
Speaker 1: I'm out there talking to their parents. What do they do?

597
00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:42,240
Speaker 1: You got your son? Like, Man, I feel like, you

598
00:29:42,320 --> 00:29:48,080
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, you know, I'm important out here

599
00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:50,680
Speaker 1: and playing my music in the stadium. They're going crazy,

600
00:29:50,760 --> 00:29:53,400
Speaker 1: you know. So it's like this is what Dian doing

601
00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:55,960
Speaker 1: with his sons. Man, I feel great doing you know

602
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:56,680
Speaker 1: what I'm doing?

603
00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:57,160
Speaker 9: Right?

604
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:01,160
Speaker 5: I think I think another third for me is what

605
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:06,160
Speaker 5: you said, trying my best to not edge somebody control

606
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:09,960
Speaker 5: how I feel and how exactly. The more effort I

607
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:12,560
Speaker 5: can put into that and the more I can, you know,

608
00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:14,880
Speaker 5: take from what you just shaid, I think you know,

609
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:16,200
Speaker 5: the better off we.

610
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 1: All, yeah, ship, cause we control. We controlled.

611
00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:21,120
Speaker 8: Actually at the end of the day, you know what

612
00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:23,360
Speaker 8: I'm saying, all this ship that I'm learning steel like,

613
00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:26,920
Speaker 8: I'm not not perfectet this ship. I slip up here

614
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:29,280
Speaker 8: that sometimes on some phone I know y'all be coming

615
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:33,600
Speaker 8: phone because I be damned there them backsleep. I'm just

616
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:36,840
Speaker 8: staying out and go to sleep, like must of sleep.

617
00:30:36,880 --> 00:30:39,480
Speaker 8: This ship off, trying to wake up different because niggas

618
00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:41,000
Speaker 8: be going through ship that they don't know they're going

619
00:30:41,000 --> 00:30:43,520
Speaker 8: through because we ain't never went and got chicked exactly.

620
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:45,920
Speaker 8: If we go tell a motherfucker exactly what's going on

621
00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:47,800
Speaker 8: with us and what's going through our mind, they'll probably

622
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:50,440
Speaker 8: probably put us on messing all type of ship because

623
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,640
Speaker 8: niggas be fucked up and don't know they be fucked up.

624
00:30:52,840 --> 00:30:55,160
Speaker 1: Really trauma, what happened when they put you on some

625
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 1: ship and we're gonna take this ship.

626
00:30:56,720 --> 00:31:02,040
Speaker 8: We even go check it, but I'm just saying that

627
00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:03,960
Speaker 8: I think like that, like I'll be trying to read

628
00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:05,680
Speaker 8: up on it, like self downosed.

629
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:07,479
Speaker 1: Like like I said, I read the pressure.

630
00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:13,000
Speaker 8: Damn I got that, read the symptoms that goddamn PTLD.

631
00:31:13,320 --> 00:31:16,720
Speaker 1: I got that too, damn in me.

632
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 8: Like so I'm really abandonment issue all the ship that

633
00:31:20,360 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 8: they have a nigga fucked up damn all this meat.

634
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:24,560
Speaker 1: Then I go to how you do it? Okay now

635
00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:27,880
Speaker 1: walks Oh no, with loved.

636
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 8: Ones, they tell you right there just start self treating self,

637
00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:35,840
Speaker 8: dinose yourself or then self treat yourself. I'm telling you

638
00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:37,640
Speaker 8: this ship right down in the book that she's on

639
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:39,080
Speaker 8: YouTube that shit everywhere.

640
00:31:40,560 --> 00:31:44,360
Speaker 1: So even while you listening to this ship, it's helping you.

641
00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,600
Speaker 8: Right, you listen to the folk tell you what's wrong

642
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:48,240
Speaker 8: with you, and it's it's it's kind of helping you,

643
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,000
Speaker 8: like we could be the Now I want to like,

644
00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:54,800
Speaker 8: all right now, you ain't right need to hear from Yeah,

645
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,560
Speaker 8: now you ain't because I know I ain't straight up

646
00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:00,520
Speaker 8: trying to me, but I know I ain't. Like because

647
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:02,840
Speaker 8: the ship that we go through, bro. And then when

648
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:04,920
Speaker 8: you get your age, like because I'm probably older than

649
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:05,440
Speaker 8: anybody else.

650
00:32:05,480 --> 00:32:08,400
Speaker 1: But once you get them age, this ship start to

651
00:32:08,480 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 1: hit different.

652
00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:12,640
Speaker 8: Like I'm like your bones and ship go to her

653
00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:14,640
Speaker 8: and ship like me getting old, like you see your kids.

654
00:32:14,680 --> 00:32:16,960
Speaker 8: I got a grand kid there, so you start growing

655
00:32:17,200 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 8: a silk a conscious. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

656
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:22,000
Speaker 8: When when you start growing the country, you gotta do

657
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,200
Speaker 8: something about this ship to try to heal, because if not,

658
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:26,280
Speaker 8: you don't have to be fucked up all day every day.

659
00:32:26,360 --> 00:32:29,160
Speaker 8: Just that's how Nigga fall into the press. All this

660
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:32,160
Speaker 8: ship isn't the biggest win over all that thing. I'm

661
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 8: sure you agree, Like the fact that we're still here

662
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:38,400
Speaker 8: here for a reason, so that that has to lift

663
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 8: your spirits to a certain extent, Like we are here.

664
00:32:41,600 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 1: With the drug ship.

665
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:45,520
Speaker 5: My daddy was a hushler, so I don't think that

666
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:50,000
Speaker 5: was never avenue for me. Yeah, like to just you know,

667
00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 5: get fucked up and try to you know, I don't

668
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 5: think I didn't deal with fuck with the gas too

669
00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:56,320
Speaker 5: mean too's.

670
00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:59,000
Speaker 1: Like they ain't never really been my rock. Yeah.

671
00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:01,960
Speaker 5: I got a lot of people who do struggle with

672
00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:08,280
Speaker 5: substance abuse. You know, I don't treat them no different.

673
00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:12,240
Speaker 5: I try my best to you know, support them in

674
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:15,000
Speaker 5: whatever way I can in a positive manner and let

675
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:17,120
Speaker 5: them know that you know, I'm gonna be here for you,

676
00:33:17,120 --> 00:33:20,000
Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, regardless, So I think that's

677
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 5: something we need to pay attention to a lot of

678
00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:24,360
Speaker 5: people who we think turning up and getting fucked up

679
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:26,160
Speaker 5: and having fun, they really fucked up.

680
00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:31,040
Speaker 1: On the inside. Me to your home boy talking about

681
00:33:31,080 --> 00:33:33,400
Speaker 1: he just popped thirty of them bitches, Yeah, he might

682
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:38,520
Speaker 1: be ready to kill everybody. Tank somebody going through put

683
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,239
Speaker 1: him to the side. You know what I'm saying, Why

684
00:33:40,240 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 1: are you smoking them bitches back to back like that?

685
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 8: Right?

686
00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:43,560
Speaker 1: You good?

687
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 8: That's what I'm saying, is cauld niggas be embarrassed to

688
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,600
Speaker 8: even say this type of ship.

689
00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:51,680
Speaker 1: Niggas feel like they're supposed to be have. God damn

690
00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:55,880
Speaker 1: tough lue. Tough one, tough one, tough one. She don't

691
00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:58,080
Speaker 1: go like that. You gotta express this ship, get it

692
00:33:58,120 --> 00:33:59,520
Speaker 1: out so you can't.

693
00:33:59,800 --> 00:34:02,600
Speaker 8: Know, like at least somebody will know, you know what

694
00:34:02,640 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 8: I'm saying, This ship out my brain thinking that's how.

695
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 9: Niggas explode, Like they keep all that ship bottled in,

696
00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:11,320
Speaker 9: They keep all that ship in.

697
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:14,240
Speaker 6: They don't let the ship out. And then the minute

698
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:17,440
Speaker 6: the wrong person or it could even be the right person.

699
00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:26,759
Speaker 7: Shake them up, they pop and blow up. So the

700
00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:29,360
Speaker 7: can or like some ship like that ship, and that

701
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:31,000
Speaker 7: shit will spray over the wrong people.

702
00:34:31,440 --> 00:34:33,239
Speaker 9: But you don't have no control over that ship because

703
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:34,680
Speaker 9: you've been holding that ship in so long.

704
00:34:35,200 --> 00:34:37,359
Speaker 7: You can't control when that ship pops out.

705
00:34:37,600 --> 00:34:39,840
Speaker 1: Like when you get a chance to sit down and

706
00:34:39,920 --> 00:34:42,040
Speaker 1: think about it, be like, man, that won't nothing.

707
00:34:42,480 --> 00:34:45,160
Speaker 6: And then there goes the depression because you feel bad

708
00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:48,800
Speaker 6: about fucking exploding on the people that didn't even deserve it.

709
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:53,640
Speaker 1: Damn, you just explained depression all the way for real.

710
00:34:57,560 --> 00:35:00,080
Speaker 9: All I know niggas that go through this ship on

711
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:02,600
Speaker 9: a daily basis, bro, and that shit be like that

712
00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:03,560
Speaker 9: shit be fucked up.

713
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:05,799
Speaker 6: But then they just like like blat saying they still

714
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:07,879
Speaker 6: have to be so tough and have to be such

715
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,800
Speaker 6: real niggas and have to be such this this this

716
00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:11,520
Speaker 6: that they don't even have a chance.

717
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,399
Speaker 7: To sit with the shit and process it and work

718
00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:14,800
Speaker 7: through it.

719
00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:19,520
Speaker 6: So it's gonna fucking the explosion is on the way

720
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:22,120
Speaker 6: to come back again. It's gonna be another explosion after

721
00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:25,480
Speaker 6: another explosion after another explosion, because they don't even have

722
00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:29,719
Speaker 6: the time or the safe space to be able to

723
00:35:30,239 --> 00:35:33,200
Speaker 6: work through the first fucking blow up like that shit

724
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:36,680
Speaker 6: be like that shit be crazy bro like because but

725
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:39,000
Speaker 6: that's like you said, you gotta pull your people to

726
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,239
Speaker 6: the side, Like when you see something different going on

727
00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:43,160
Speaker 6: with your people, you gotta pull them to the side

728
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:43,640
Speaker 6: and ask.

729
00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:46,160
Speaker 1: Them like, like, bro, this me, like what's up with you?

730
00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:49,600
Speaker 1: Like what's going on? Like like I'm not judging you

731
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:49,920
Speaker 1: at all.

732
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:53,560
Speaker 6: Just tell me, talk to me, like make people understand

733
00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:55,719
Speaker 6: that it's okay to way some of that shit on

734
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:57,239
Speaker 6: you if it'll get it off of them.

735
00:35:57,320 --> 00:35:59,400
Speaker 1: You see what I'm saying. Straight up? Yeah, rich in

736
00:35:59,400 --> 00:36:02,120
Speaker 1: peace to my ear. Quinn, like we grew up together.

737
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,040
Speaker 5: He killed his chef, like his mama walked in the

738
00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:06,400
Speaker 5: house and found him at the computer table, committed suicide,

739
00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:09,040
Speaker 5: shot hisself in the head. Somebody was with every day.

740
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:11,239
Speaker 5: You feel me, So you gotta check on your home,

741
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:12,799
Speaker 5: check on your homy.

742
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:16,319
Speaker 1: Make sure he's straight. Because it's internet ship that I made.

743
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:16,640
Speaker 1: The way.

744
00:36:16,680 --> 00:36:21,040
Speaker 8: It's it's kind of like it's kind of lane to

745
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:22,719
Speaker 8: be human, you know what I'm saying. To even have

746
00:36:22,760 --> 00:36:27,840
Speaker 8: a feelings anything, anything, nigga, call you a buster for anything.

747
00:36:27,480 --> 00:36:30,719
Speaker 1: Like because I got can't help because I got them.

748
00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 8: I'm shaky, nigga, I got anxiety. I don't know what

749
00:36:33,760 --> 00:36:35,759
Speaker 8: the fuck wrong with me, But niggas be scared to

750
00:36:35,800 --> 00:36:38,839
Speaker 8: see it. You want to be you know what I'm saying. Yeah,

751
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,319
Speaker 8: Like like I remember the reason why I couldn't really

752
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:43,200
Speaker 8: do the music shit because my anxiety used to be

753
00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:45,719
Speaker 8: so big before I went on stage back then, so

754
00:36:45,800 --> 00:36:47,400
Speaker 8: I had to come in the club. Jay, you know,

755
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:49,200
Speaker 8: I gotta go in the bathroom, throw up, get that

756
00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:51,320
Speaker 8: ship out, give me some mouth washed. I got the

757
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,600
Speaker 8: mouth washed already. Really, it's just my anxiety was too

758
00:36:53,719 --> 00:36:55,759
Speaker 8: fucked up. You're going from the crowd. I don't know

759
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:57,480
Speaker 8: what it was, you know what I'm saying, None that

760
00:36:57,560 --> 00:36:59,040
Speaker 8: shit gone, but I don't know what it was. But

761
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 8: a nigga be afraid to say that, Like like, Bro,

762
00:37:02,719 --> 00:37:04,200
Speaker 8: you're a bitch because you got anxiety.

763
00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:09,719
Speaker 1: Like you a bitch? You know what I'm saying? What

764
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:15,880
Speaker 1: you saying, nigga, whole bitch over with anxiety, Nigga. This

765
00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:22,000
Speaker 1: is niggas is the goddamn on this right ship tradition.

766
00:37:22,719 --> 00:37:26,000
Speaker 1: Crazy nigga hole bitches. Nigga would bro, give me some help,

767
00:37:26,120 --> 00:37:29,279
Speaker 1: bro the road. We got a lot of man and

768
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:33,799
Speaker 1: just don't know how to express themself. You know, said

769
00:37:34,160 --> 00:37:36,120
Speaker 1: else when I got big fan.

770
00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 8: Know what I'm saying, it's it's the environment because nigga

771
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:43,640
Speaker 8: be like, oh they niggas on some workout ship, the

772
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:45,600
Speaker 8: nigga bank hiking man, nigga.

773
00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:51,360
Speaker 1: Bitch, God damn. I want to live right right up,

774
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:56,320
Speaker 1: right right up. Anything you do. I want to be healthy.

775
00:37:57,600 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 1: You do, the middle of yourself you are. That's how

776
00:38:00,600 --> 00:38:02,560
Speaker 1: my mama handed me to when I try to tell

777
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:03,800
Speaker 1: her to eat healthy food.

778
00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:06,000
Speaker 8: Just like you.

779
00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:08,520
Speaker 1: That's how she had me. I'bout trying to eat that.

780
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:12,840
Speaker 1: Get that ship. I don't want ship is nasty. She

781
00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:17,840
Speaker 1: don't want no salmon, she don't want catfish, doctor swamp

782
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:20,839
Speaker 1: water deep.

783
00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:23,960
Speaker 5: Now you can see to like, I don't want no

784
00:38:24,120 --> 00:38:28,560
Speaker 5: grilled fish, none of that some fried chicken fish and

785
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:29,280
Speaker 5: pot shops.

786
00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:32,239
Speaker 1: And yes, she don't give it. Damn. I'm like, so,

787
00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:36,480
Speaker 1: I'm saying, you live longer if you eat this. You

788
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 1: don't live longer if you eat the stuff you want

789
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:44,600
Speaker 1: to eat. If you think that all figure, Yeah, she

790
00:38:44,680 --> 00:38:45,480
Speaker 1: don't even tell me that.

791
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,520
Speaker 2: She tells me stopped talking to her at that point,

792
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:55,920
Speaker 2: and he stopped talking to me. Crazy, how the rum is, bro,

793
00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,000
Speaker 2: Like you said, you got stiff into.

794
00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:01,839
Speaker 1: Who you is. Man, it's stepping to like get caught

795
00:39:01,920 --> 00:39:06,760
Speaker 1: up and be unapologetic about it, like straight up always

796
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:10,479
Speaker 1: find something else to change. Yeah, real, chuck, real chuck

797
00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,960
Speaker 1: that I'll cut you, okay, So let me ask you.

798
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,920
Speaker 7: This is what I want to know too. When you

799
00:39:17,040 --> 00:39:20,080
Speaker 7: made the halle Berry song, right, because we all saw

800
00:39:20,200 --> 00:39:21,560
Speaker 7: like recently where.

801
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 6: Drake used what she did you want of halle Berry's

802
00:39:25,920 --> 00:39:29,080
Speaker 6: pictures or something, and she was like she made a

803
00:39:29,120 --> 00:39:32,800
Speaker 6: whole big deal about it in the media, like she

804
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,120
Speaker 6: didn't want her likeness used and this and that, blah

805
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:38,520
Speaker 6: blah blah. When you made your halle Berry song back

806
00:39:38,520 --> 00:39:41,880
Speaker 6: in the day, did you ever like meet her or

807
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:45,160
Speaker 6: like have any type of communication with her about that?

808
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:49,279
Speaker 1: Barry, Okay, I need to meet Did they.

809
00:39:49,200 --> 00:39:51,680
Speaker 7: Ever, like, did any videos ever surface of her like

810
00:39:51,800 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 7: dancing to the song?

811
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, she was on Ellen going crazy doing and dance.

812
00:39:55,400 --> 00:39:58,040
Speaker 1: They was playing a song. She know, she knows what's up?

813
00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:02,759
Speaker 1: You know, I gotta put some I gotta put Yeah,

814
00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:14,880
Speaker 1: what's up? Cal up?

815
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:19,640
Speaker 5: Shout out the Superstar under Road and all them boys

816
00:40:19,640 --> 00:40:21,560
Speaker 5: in Dallas I hooked up with him made their record.

817
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:25,040
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah, I drove the Dallas and just popped up

818
00:40:25,080 --> 00:40:27,920
Speaker 5: in Dallas on my own. And the label wasn't behind

819
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:32,000
Speaker 5: the record or nothing. To be honest, they had already

820
00:40:32,080 --> 00:40:35,080
Speaker 5: had the song. It was a moving in Dallas. When

821
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:38,040
Speaker 5: I pulled up, I'm like, man, it's a hit. Let

822
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 5: me get on and watch what they do.

823
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:43,960
Speaker 1: M got on it. Before you know, Jay Records ended

824
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,440
Speaker 1: up getting involved and buying a whole record. Next thing

825
00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:51,239
Speaker 1: you know, it's Hurricane Christ whole song. Yeah. So like

826
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:52,919
Speaker 1: that's how sh worked.

827
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:56,640
Speaker 5: Like you see when the labels get involved, like I'm

828
00:40:56,719 --> 00:40:57,960
Speaker 5: saying to Clyde Davis.

829
00:40:57,760 --> 00:41:00,319
Speaker 1: Jay Records, so it's moves being made behind the scene.

830
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:02,800
Speaker 1: There ain't no artists going to have no say so in.

831
00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 5: That's why now we respect how we've gotten to the

832
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:09,239
Speaker 5: point where our own bosses. Now we get our own

833
00:41:09,360 --> 00:41:11,560
Speaker 5: bag and we tell ourselves yes or no and make

834
00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:12,560
Speaker 5: our own decisions.

835
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:14,520
Speaker 1: Like that's why you can't take that away from us

836
00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:14,880
Speaker 1: right now?

837
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:19,160
Speaker 5: You feel me, I'd rather make I'd rather make half

838
00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:22,160
Speaker 5: of what it was and be able to do what

839
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:23,680
Speaker 5: I want to do when I want to do it.

840
00:41:23,840 --> 00:41:26,239
Speaker 5: Then then then you give me the whole thing right now,

841
00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:29,320
Speaker 5: and you tell me when to go to the bathroom

842
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:32,160
Speaker 5: and to wake up and when to sandwich.

843
00:41:32,719 --> 00:41:36,800
Speaker 1: Man, fuck that. I ain't with that me. No, no,

844
00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:45,719
Speaker 1: what's next for you? Bro? Man life? You know I'm

845
00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:48,480
Speaker 1: working on the album with with with Boosy right now.

846
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:55,640
Speaker 5: When I leave to go and finished recording, we'll be

847
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:58,680
Speaker 5: done with that probably within the next week or two.

848
00:41:58,760 --> 00:42:01,440
Speaker 1: Ain't no telling I know what to be done. No,

849
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:05,200
Speaker 1: no more than two weeks. I got a project with

850
00:42:05,280 --> 00:42:09,520
Speaker 1: Drama Boy I'm working on with your interview. Yeah, I

851
00:42:09,719 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 1: just dropped the mixtape called HS two Hurricane Season two.

852
00:42:13,680 --> 00:42:14,640
Speaker 7: Where can they find that at?

853
00:42:14,960 --> 00:42:18,920
Speaker 1: It's on every platform? Yeah, well everywhere, Apple Music, Spotify,

854
00:42:19,040 --> 00:42:21,399
Speaker 1: wherever you want to go? Is that? Yeah?

855
00:42:21,480 --> 00:42:25,040
Speaker 6: So what's what's tell people your Instagram? Like your official

856
00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:26,719
Speaker 6: instagram too, because I know it's a lot of them.

857
00:42:26,760 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 1: It's Hurricane Chris six.

858
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:30,879
Speaker 7: Hurricane Chris six.

859
00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:32,960
Speaker 1: And no no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,

860
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 1: so many My instagram is official Hurricane Chris, Hurricane spell

861
00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:46,560
Speaker 1: the regular way right. No, it's Hurricane Chris official, Hurricane

862
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:50,239
Speaker 1: Chris Official. Right now, go to this ship. I don't

863
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,520
Speaker 1: go to my own page. Just following me. That's how

864
00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:54,200
Speaker 1: you know I ain't full of myself, like the risk

865
00:42:54,239 --> 00:42:56,920
Speaker 1: of these niggas. Yeah, the name of it is, what

866
00:42:57,040 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 1: the name of it is, Hurricane, It's her can Chris official?

867
00:43:01,040 --> 00:43:05,760
Speaker 1: Follow me? Follow me? Hurricane Chris officier? Hurricane Chris officier

868
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:09,440
Speaker 1: official like a referee with a piece of tissue and

869
00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 1: a whistle. But that's not his name.

870
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:16,520
Speaker 7: That's not the whole name, Hurricane official, referee whistle that.

871
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:18,960
Speaker 1: You got?

872
00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:21,640
Speaker 3: You got anything coming coming coming to like kind of

873
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:25,120
Speaker 3: diving to your story like some movie book type ship documentary.

874
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:30,680
Speaker 5: Before I, before I went through my legal situations, I

875
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:32,640
Speaker 5: had signed to an acting agency book.

876
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:33,680
Speaker 1: That's That's what was.

877
00:43:33,760 --> 00:43:37,600
Speaker 5: Another big thing really threw me off from my legal

878
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:40,000
Speaker 5: problems was because I had just signed to a big

879
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 5: acting agency and I was getting casted for a lot

880
00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:45,960
Speaker 5: of big roles. Was in one of my first small films,

881
00:43:46,239 --> 00:43:50,080
Speaker 5: and and things was moving in the right direction. I

882
00:43:50,160 --> 00:43:52,200
Speaker 5: went to jail and really threw that off. So now

883
00:43:52,200 --> 00:43:54,000
Speaker 5: I gotta I gotta get all the way back in

884
00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:56,040
Speaker 5: and mix you understand what I'm saying with with with

885
00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:58,239
Speaker 5: what I was doing on the TV screen. You know,

886
00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 5: I don't want to speak too much, but I do

887
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,680
Speaker 5: plan on giving you my story and due time and

888
00:44:02,840 --> 00:44:06,080
Speaker 5: document and reform. And you know, if we're just gonna

889
00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:08,160
Speaker 5: sit back and see what happened, you know a lot

890
00:44:08,200 --> 00:44:10,160
Speaker 5: of cats like the pre playing.

891
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:12,440
Speaker 1: Shit that don't never happen. I ain't gonna see it.

892
00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:15,000
Speaker 5: My grandma used to say, if the Lord say the same,

893
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,640
Speaker 5: So we're gonna say, if the Lord say.

894
00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:19,640
Speaker 1: The same, We're gonna do everything under the sun.

895
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:22,960
Speaker 5: You know, you know, ain't then holding us back. We're

896
00:44:22,960 --> 00:44:25,680
Speaker 5: black and we're beautiful. You know that's where I'm from.

897
00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:26,680
Speaker 5: I'm from a.

898
00:44:26,719 --> 00:44:30,919
Speaker 1: Place where you have faith in yourself. Must to see

899
00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:33,000
Speaker 1: the faith gonna take you where you need to be taken.

900
00:44:33,080 --> 00:44:35,640
Speaker 3: To give us one of your biggest gems before you slide,

901
00:44:35,719 --> 00:44:37,960
Speaker 3: something you tell your own family, your own kids, or

902
00:44:37,960 --> 00:44:38,440
Speaker 3: something like that.

903
00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: To give a gym to the youth.

904
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:44,680
Speaker 5: Right now, man, right now, you need to try to

905
00:44:44,719 --> 00:44:49,279
Speaker 5: put yourself in an uncomfortable circle as a young black man.

906
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:54,120
Speaker 5: The people that can help you in life, they're gonna

907
00:44:54,120 --> 00:44:57,560
Speaker 5: be weird to you. They're not gonna sound like you sound.

908
00:44:58,560 --> 00:45:02,160
Speaker 5: They're not gonna think like you think. Put yourself in

909
00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:06,160
Speaker 5: a room with some of these weird nerds that you

910
00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:10,600
Speaker 5: know play with computers because they focused on how the

911
00:45:10,680 --> 00:45:12,480
Speaker 5: world is gonna actually work in the future.

912
00:45:13,840 --> 00:45:17,160
Speaker 1: I understand what I'm saying. Your homeboys, who you wake

913
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:19,719
Speaker 1: up every day and y'all go to the gun shop

914
00:45:19,800 --> 00:45:22,000
Speaker 1: and buy nothing but draco's and hunting around drums. The

915
00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:24,440
Speaker 1: only thing y'all gonna do is kill and get killed together.

916
00:45:25,320 --> 00:45:28,440
Speaker 1: Them little kids who playing with them computers and games

917
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:31,239
Speaker 1: and in sports, the only thing they gonna do is

918
00:45:31,360 --> 00:45:34,840
Speaker 1: succeed off heel together. You understand what I'm saying. But

919
00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:37,000
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, they still gonna be here.

920
00:45:37,120 --> 00:45:39,760
Speaker 1: We gotta find a way to get to our youngsters

921
00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:42,040
Speaker 1: and let them know. It's the way we waking up

922
00:45:42,080 --> 00:45:44,200
Speaker 1: in the morning. It's killing us. It's having nothing on

923
00:45:44,320 --> 00:45:46,400
Speaker 1: our mind when we wake up and waking up with

924
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:49,160
Speaker 1: nothing to do, nothing to do with a big stupid

925
00:45:49,239 --> 00:45:51,719
Speaker 1: ass gun and a hunting round drum and lay your

926
00:45:51,800 --> 00:45:53,920
Speaker 1: ass down. And he ain't got nothing else to do,

927
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:57,359
Speaker 1: and he's sixteen, don't give a fuck with nobody talking

928
00:45:57,400 --> 00:46:00,960
Speaker 1: about catch you with your mama. It's fucked up like that.

929
00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:03,440
Speaker 1: In our community. We gotta do something that change it.

930
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,560
Speaker 1: It ain't as fucked up that the elderly people can't

931
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,480
Speaker 1: can't walk out down the street and just do their thing.

932
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:12,440
Speaker 1: You know, my partner in a wheelchair, being in a

933
00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:14,759
Speaker 1: wheelchair for the last few years, just got hit in

934
00:46:14,800 --> 00:46:16,799
Speaker 1: the wheelchair in the middle of the street and killed.

935
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:19,399
Speaker 5: You understand what I'm saying, Like, we gotta do something

936
00:46:19,480 --> 00:46:22,680
Speaker 5: to try to protect each other in our community, you know.

937
00:46:23,040 --> 00:46:26,000
Speaker 5: And he was suicidal, laid on the train track and

938
00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:28,080
Speaker 5: let the train hit him and cut all his limbs off.

939
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:29,560
Speaker 1: They put him in a chair. He rolled in a

940
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 1: chair in the middle of the street every day and

941
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:34,640
Speaker 1: we yeah, stop, stop stopping, until he finally went out

942
00:46:34,680 --> 00:46:36,920
Speaker 1: there and got hit. Didn't die that day though, went

943
00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:38,640
Speaker 1: out there the next week and got hit again. And

944
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:42,160
Speaker 1: that we gotta check on each other mental help, we think.

945
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:43,800
Speaker 1: And this shit a game. We know he tried to

946
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:45,960
Speaker 1: kill itself, but ain't nobody went and got him no help.

947
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:49,439
Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying, This shit ain't no game.

948
00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:51,839
Speaker 1: Your homeboy, who you think just crazy and need help.

949
00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:56,320
Speaker 1: Let's put ourselves around people that can help us. You

950
00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:58,799
Speaker 1: understand what I'm saying. And people that we can help.

951
00:46:59,560 --> 00:47:01,640
Speaker 1: It gonna be uncomfortable. You're gonna have to get in it.

952
00:47:01,800 --> 00:47:03,040
Speaker 1: You're gonna have to get in a room with the

953
00:47:03,080 --> 00:47:04,880
Speaker 1: people that don't look like you. You're gonna have to

954
00:47:04,880 --> 00:47:07,520
Speaker 1: You're gonna have to make yourself uncomfortable to be able

955
00:47:07,560 --> 00:47:09,320
Speaker 1: to take care of your people. And you understand what

956
00:47:09,360 --> 00:47:14,000
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Fact, you gotta fuckus some motherfucker that know

957
00:47:14,120 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 1: some ship that you don't know.

958
00:47:16,760 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 8: Right now, probably the hardest goddamn seim a nigga undropped

959
00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:23,160
Speaker 8: on year. Get go, get go, be uncomfortable so you

960
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:25,520
Speaker 8: can be comforting. I'm from the slums.

961
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:27,520
Speaker 1: But gets who was ready to come testify for me

962
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:33,399
Speaker 1: in court? That the white people Miss Jane, that ain't

963
00:47:33,440 --> 00:47:35,560
Speaker 1: what I call her. But you know these people are

964
00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:40,280
Speaker 1: not African American, but they my family, Miss Jane Christian Dawn.

965
00:47:41,440 --> 00:47:43,719
Speaker 1: They own a school that I went to. When I

966
00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:44,200
Speaker 1: was young.

967
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:46,440
Speaker 5: My parents put me in a private school for two

968
00:47:46,560 --> 00:47:49,000
Speaker 5: years because of the public school said they was gonna

969
00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:50,560
Speaker 5: hold me back. I went to the private school and

970
00:47:50,719 --> 00:47:54,080
Speaker 5: ended up a grade ahead show I missed up our

971
00:47:54,239 --> 00:47:57,440
Speaker 5: educational system. It ain't nothing wrong with them actually supposed

972
00:47:57,440 --> 00:47:59,839
Speaker 5: to be up a grade, advanced.

973
00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:06,200
Speaker 1: Finishing work. He's doing double his work and going and

974
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,520
Speaker 1: and we letting him check it on his own now.

975
00:48:09,480 --> 00:48:11,600
Speaker 1: So you feel what I'm saying, Like these people was

976
00:48:11,640 --> 00:48:13,640
Speaker 1: ready to come testify for me and court. Her husband

977
00:48:13,680 --> 00:48:16,359
Speaker 1: and police officer, her son and police officers. Last five

978
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,279
Speaker 1: she owned private schools. These people were ready to come

979
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:21,879
Speaker 1: sit and court and let these folks know. Nah, every

980
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:24,920
Speaker 1: young black man ain't fucked up. Yeah, and they do

981
00:48:25,080 --> 00:48:28,840
Speaker 1: deserve they rights, just like we got our rights. So

982
00:48:29,000 --> 00:48:30,960
Speaker 1: we ain't just a piece of shit. We gotta look

983
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:33,719
Speaker 1: at ourselves like we some he's some fucked up people

984
00:48:33,760 --> 00:48:35,840
Speaker 1: who look at us like we ain't shit. But we

985
00:48:35,920 --> 00:48:37,760
Speaker 1: gotta understand we're worth something.

986
00:48:37,800 --> 00:48:40,400
Speaker 5: We black were beautiful. We made a goal on the inside,

987
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:42,600
Speaker 5: and we gotta dig deep down and find the goal.

988
00:48:42,680 --> 00:48:45,359
Speaker 5: You understand what I'm saying. Yeah, I know we might

989
00:48:45,440 --> 00:48:48,200
Speaker 5: talk like we're crazy sometimes nigga this is nigga that,

990
00:48:48,600 --> 00:48:50,759
Speaker 5: but you know, let's try to add some sense at

991
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:53,239
Speaker 5: the end of the day. You know and understand that

992
00:48:53,360 --> 00:48:57,600
Speaker 5: our people isn't povoted your average homeboy. Who you who

993
00:48:57,640 --> 00:49:00,239
Speaker 5: you hanging with every day? We thinking this ship our good.

994
00:49:00,280 --> 00:49:01,000
Speaker 5: It's poverty.

995
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:04,239
Speaker 1: Man, I just understood this ship. When I went to

996
00:49:04,280 --> 00:49:07,239
Speaker 1: sit in the Trap Museum, I seen the room. I said, man,

997
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:09,760
Speaker 1: if I the new this, now I know this poverty.

998
00:49:09,800 --> 00:49:11,239
Speaker 1: But I grew up like this, and I ain't know

999
00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:14,600
Speaker 1: this was the best because your ship was better than

1000
00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:18,120
Speaker 1: somebody else down street work. You know what I'm saying,

1001
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:25,480
Speaker 1: like looking good counter. We came up fucked up, fucked up,

1002
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:28,160
Speaker 1: So how we not fucked up? I was just saying,

1003
00:49:28,400 --> 00:49:30,080
Speaker 1: how we not fucked up? Once we see that we

1004
00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:35,080
Speaker 1: was fucked up. Ship crazy, it's a lot to die

1005
00:49:35,239 --> 00:49:37,200
Speaker 1: just but you know we're gonna we're gonna to run

1006
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:38,600
Speaker 1: this one back like.

1007
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:40,719
Speaker 4: That.

1008
00:49:41,760 --> 00:49:45,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, Hurricane Chris, we appreciate it, man, we

1009
00:49:45,160 --> 00:49:51,880
Speaker 3: appreciated you know what I'm saying, Hurricane Chris Official.

1010
00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:54,000
Speaker 1: That's the that's the ground, that's the Instagram.

1011
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