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Speaker 1: Yeah, one last that alf bar, you fattered bit.

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Speaker 2: See the thing about these fucking elf bars is they're

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Speaker 2: as sweet as candy. So it's crazy because, like, I

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Speaker 2: amount of glucose that they use in this it basically

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Speaker 2: coats my mouth in sugar, so it simulates me eating gummies.

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Speaker 1: But you're sweetest candy, so I don't have to.

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Speaker 2: Welcome to this episode of emergency. We go back to

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Speaker 2: emergency intercom.

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Speaker 3: You're sweetest candy, so I don't have to eat any

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Speaker 3: sweets anymore.

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Speaker 2: Now, what if I slapped the shit out of you? No,

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Speaker 2: what if I did that? You're I got a text

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Speaker 2: message in a response, Oh yeah.

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Speaker 3: Just immediately like off the bat using your phone because

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Speaker 3: you're a fucking screen ager. Screenager, you can't be called

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Speaker 3: the screen ager once you turn twenty five, which is very.

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Speaker 2: Soon though, Oh my god, that is not true at all.

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Speaker 3: Should we talk about how last night I cried watching

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Speaker 3: a video Kylie and Chris Joe.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, So we were watching Chris and Kylie

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Speaker 2: cooking pasta, which was like, I need to hang out

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Speaker 2: like buzzing around and just like her house. Why that's

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Speaker 1: The video if you get it.

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Speaker 2: But yeah, they just look like they have a good time,

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Speaker 2: like they have fun. And halfway through the video actually

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Speaker 3: Fuck, Like, yeah, I've been back on like my getting

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Speaker 3: high because since we've come back from Japan, I've realized

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Speaker 3: I need to do something.

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Speaker 2: So I feel like, well.

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Speaker 3: Like twenty something year old who's like doing something. So

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Speaker 3: I've been getting high as bon I've been.

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Speaker 2: In self destruct mode as well. I've been eating snacks,

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Speaker 2: become self aware to it until last night or yesterday

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Speaker 2: because this is like dangerous what I'm doing here, like

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Speaker 2: a slippery slope because I will finish an entire bag

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Speaker 2: which when I I'm like, so off topic right now, but

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Speaker 2: I have to get this out. But like when I

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Speaker 2: I was eating like blood and copper. Yes, I am accountable,

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Speaker 2: Like let's get over that. Yeah, but yeah, just like

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Speaker 2: I will eat so much sweets, like in a.

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Speaker 1: Crazy it is insane.

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Speaker 3: Like I think I'm somebody who can like really like

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Speaker 1: This motherfucker could go in but it's literally because you

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Speaker 3: Like it's okay, like now you do, but like for

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Speaker 2: And it's like I hate your hand. Yeah, yeah exactly,

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Speaker 2: it's completely empty.

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Speaker 3: No.

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Speaker 2: The thing the problem is is I eat two meals

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Speaker 1: Like that, Like we have to talk about the reality.

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Speaker 1: We have to talk about how like real.

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Speaker 2: That is, like charge your phone, be bisexual, eat hot

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's that's so real because like that was the prophecy. Specifically,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Like ordering McDonald's is so much easier than cookies.

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Speaker 3: Although ordering McDonald's is literally so expensive, Like that's another

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Speaker 3: Actually I ordered food for me and Josh and it

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Speaker 2: That is crazy. That's that's sinking. That is rented.

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Speaker 2: we got way off topic. But sob at this video

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Speaker 2: of Kylie Jenner and Chris is it.

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Speaker 2: But this time I was like, you know what, I'm

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Speaker 1: It's different because I'm like talking about my own volition.

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Speaker 3: I'm not I'm not like selling I'm not selling you

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Speaker 1: But i mean, like, whatever you do, you.

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Speaker 2: But don't smoke weed unless you're twenty five, yeah, or

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Speaker 3: Oh, I just fucking I have never like twisted my

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Speaker 3: Myself because like I think when I was younger and

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Speaker 3: But now, especially because we've lived here so long, I'm

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Speaker 3: It's literally like, bitch, I'm going to my bed Like

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Speaker 1: Like I was having the time of my life. But then.

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Speaker 2: Kylie Jenner looks directly into the lens of the camera

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Speaker 2: and spreads parmesan cheese propaganda.

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Speaker 1: It was ep parmesan propaganda.

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Speaker 2: It was a psychological operation if I've ever seen one.

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Speaker 1: Did you know that parmesan is delicious and nutritious?

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Speaker 2: Thirty grams contains up to fifty of.

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Speaker 2: That is crazy. This is my theory. I will play

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Speaker 2: of the parmesan cheese companies, like Big Parma, Oh my god,

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Speaker 2: that was such a fucking bar. That was a big Parma,

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Speaker 2: all about together.

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Speaker 3: Take it like how you move your hands, thinking about

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Speaker 3: like the person who was you, all of me?

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Speaker 2: It was like literally like the Big Parma, they all

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Speaker 2: got together raised. I'm saying five to fifteen million dollars

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Speaker 2: to give to Kylie Jenner to spread this parmesan cheese propaganda,

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Speaker 2: to put it into our brains that parmesan cheese is

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Speaker 2: good and that's the thing is like it's very real,

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Speaker 2: Like you can't tell me that wasn't a psychological.

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Speaker 1: The thing is like obviously as we're saying this, Kylie.

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Speaker 2: We love you.

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Speaker 4: Oh yeah, you're the girl, like we still want to

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Speaker 4: like we're like joking, but like I think what it

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Speaker 4: it definitely was like either fed to her or she

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Speaker 4: so they were like, oh, say that again, because we

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Speaker 3: We can't decipher it, but like I'll just play Like actually,

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, well we'll have it play again two more

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Speaker 2: Yeah exactly, but yeah that was like first time. Dude.

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Speaker 1: I literally started crying, like I wish I.

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Speaker 2: Took a picture of you. I was like, oh my god.

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Speaker 1: We are literally like you know what's happening.

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Speaker 3: It's like we've gone too far from dairy and like

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Speaker 3: big dairy brands are like no, we're done, No more

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Speaker 3: oat milk, no more fake parmesan, like, no more nothing, no.

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Speaker 2: More milk in general. Stop drinking milk, stop drinking oat milk,

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Speaker 2: Just have water with your cereal normal.

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Speaker 3: The like gum in oat milk propaganda that was going

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Speaker 2: Was like I don't even know what the fuck that means.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, oh my god, I'm consuming gum.

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Speaker 2: I'm literally I'm drinking oil.

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Speaker 3: You can't say that because I literally is like, dude,

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Speaker 2: The craziest thing about me is that I'll sit here

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Speaker 2: and be like, stop drinking milk, stop eating fillers and microplastics.

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Speaker 2: When I sit and bet at three a m like this,

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Speaker 2: it's bad. It's not okay. I'm a hypocrite. We all

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Speaker 2: do what we want and that's okay. Like you do,

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Speaker 2: you give your body.

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Speaker 3: What your body craves, and sometimes your body craves fillers

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Speaker 3: and microplastics, and that's okay because that wasn't up to

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Speaker 3: us for our bodies to want that.

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Speaker 1: We were given that. And now it's you know what,

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Speaker 1: microplastics are a bit yummy. We could admit that.

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Speaker 2: They taste good, and like we've all seen the picture

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Speaker 2: of the McCormick microplastic season and going around, and I

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Speaker 2: want that. I'm not gonna lie. I want oils and

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Speaker 2: micro spirro like that's what I want to look like.

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Speaker 2: I want like a big belly, like I want like

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Speaker 2: I want like a belly. I'll start drinking beer, I

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Speaker 2: know I need to.

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Speaker 3: It's what LaCour should taste like, like it's white claw. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: I'll think of this moment of like Josie grabbing me

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Speaker 2: For me, not for me, because I was left out

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Speaker 3: Somebody who we know doesn't want to partake in alcohol anymore.

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Speaker 3: So we don't like really like think to like grab

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Speaker 2: You know, I love snacks and gummies and they.

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Speaker 3: Do have Okay, how many times did I get you

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Speaker 2: You did get me gummies?

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Speaker 1: I got yeah, I was.

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Speaker 3: I was filling your belly and I was getting you

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Speaker 2: It was really sweet. And then I got you a knickknack.

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Speaker 1: I stole a knickknack from you.

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Speaker 2: The PSP, oh, no, I forgot I got you that.

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Speaker 3: You did? I haven't, yeah, because I was gonna go

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Speaker 3: That wasn't like he thought he was going to get

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Speaker 2: And then like I was like, I know, you fucking not,

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Speaker 1: It's just interesting you're doing the man's job in the relationship. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: you're doing the work. You're sitting at the computer and.

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Speaker 2: You're doing the work instead of going to war. I'm

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Speaker 2: modding PSPs like my PSP, so I kind of ate

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Speaker 3: Also, before we, like I feel like we're already pretty

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Speaker 3: I think I just repeated myself like twice, but whatever,

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Speaker 3: I did see everybody's like take on it, and I

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Speaker 3: And I do I am happy for the fact that,

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Speaker 3: that like that's genuinely how specifically I feel about that.

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Speaker 3: that's sensitive. Yeah, and then back to poop and I

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Speaker 2: No, I was just gonna read this idea that came

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Speaker 1: Internet, I say, like, I don't know what you're gonna.

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Speaker 2: Say, but it's actually crazy how every like exposing cheater

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Speaker 2: But that's another question, Like that's another topic, but like

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Speaker 2: get rid of the cars, and we need we have been.

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Speaker 3: Into thinking that we need cars when we need more

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Speaker 2: Yeah, cars have come commodified Big Karma. You know.

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Speaker 1: Okay, that one wasn't as good as Big Parma. Big

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Speaker 2: Really, that is gonna be on my gravestone because that

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Speaker 1: But Big Karma is really fucking bad, and it was

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Speaker 1: like a tailor. So well, no, we'll put like Big

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Speaker 1: Pharma and then.

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Speaker 2: Like, but let's not lest we forget Big Karma.

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Speaker 3: Forget Big Karma.

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Speaker 1: I feel like, I guess I can't think.

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Speaker 3: Of many like cheating videos other than once sitting in

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Speaker 2: No, I definitely am. Why did you think that because

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Speaker 2: why did they do that in the car, because like,

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Speaker 2: If someone cheated on me, I would literally be like, okay,

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Speaker 2: like now what, Like I don't like I don't know

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Speaker 1: No, literally I would like I'm hurt.

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Speaker 2: I guess that.

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Speaker 1: We were talking about this because I was like I was.

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Speaker 3: Talking about arguments I've had with partners with Drew, and

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Speaker 3: So like I'm not like I'm never getting into an

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Speaker 3: Although like I understand in the heat of the moment

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Speaker 2: I used to be a yeller and then I met

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Speaker 3: Yeah right, Like it's like, oh, like I literally raised

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Speaker 3: my voice, but I will get very stern with my tone.

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00:20:53,040 --> 00:20:55,240
Speaker 3: So I guess maybe like in some like I have

440
00:20:55,359 --> 00:20:58,119
Speaker 3: been told to like calm down. Yeah, but like I

441
00:20:58,160 --> 00:21:01,000
Speaker 3: don't like yell, Like I just like get really like

442
00:21:01,000 --> 00:21:03,240
Speaker 3: like I can answer myself up really easily.

443
00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,480
Speaker 1: Like as we've all seen, I can.

444
00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:08,120
Speaker 3: Really put some scenarios into my head that like will

445
00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:14,000
Speaker 3: make me upset or like whatever, and like I just

446
00:21:14,040 --> 00:21:16,000
Speaker 3: haven't yelled whatever. But we were talking about this because

447
00:21:16,000 --> 00:21:18,440
Speaker 3: I was like, isn't it so okay? Who's texting you?

448
00:21:19,440 --> 00:21:21,320
Speaker 3: Let me see your phone? Who's texting you?

449
00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:25,600
Speaker 2: I'm not giving you my phone. I'm not gonna give

450
00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:27,239
Speaker 2: you my fucking phone.

451
00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:29,640
Speaker 3: Well, now you're like being like I was joking about

452
00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,720
Speaker 3: you giving me my phone, like you give me giving

453
00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:32,240
Speaker 3: me the phone?

454
00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:35,080
Speaker 1: Like, I, now, what.

455
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,600
Speaker 2: Are you doing? Fine, I'm cheating on you. I'm cheating

456
00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:38,840
Speaker 2: on you.

457
00:21:38,920 --> 00:21:40,960
Speaker 1: Okay, funny d let me see your phone.

458
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,600
Speaker 2: Like you, I'm not going to give you my phone

459
00:21:42,600 --> 00:21:44,160
Speaker 2: because I just told you I'm cheating on you. You're

460
00:21:44,200 --> 00:21:46,080
Speaker 2: not allowed to see my phone. I'm a cheater. I'm

461
00:21:46,119 --> 00:21:49,400
Speaker 2: a cheating bastard. I'm cheating on you. I don't care

462
00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:51,320
Speaker 2: you're not seeing my phone. Get my phone and.

463
00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:53,120
Speaker 1: We're gonna like clip that because I really don't.

464
00:21:53,200 --> 00:21:55,480
Speaker 2: I'm not giving it to you, So give me your

465
00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:58,320
Speaker 2: fucking phone. No, let's move on. How about that, Oh

466
00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:00,600
Speaker 2: my god, you are cheating on Oh yeah, look I'm

467
00:22:00,640 --> 00:22:01,280
Speaker 2: cheating on you.

468
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:06,560
Speaker 3: We did that in public the other day, and like

469
00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,000
Speaker 3: we do that kind of shit as if anybody gives

470
00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:10,360
Speaker 3: a fuck, Like there's.

471
00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:11,280
Speaker 2: People give a fuck.

472
00:22:11,359 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, people definitely like two seconds.

473
00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:16,360
Speaker 3: They're like wait, But we were doing that the other

474
00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,160
Speaker 3: day and Drew was like acting like he was cheating

475
00:22:18,240 --> 00:22:19,600
Speaker 3: on me with my sister, and I was like, that's

476
00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:21,320
Speaker 3: not funny. Give me your phone, and then like I

477
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:22,879
Speaker 3: like got angry and walked away, and I was like,

478
00:22:22,880 --> 00:22:24,560
Speaker 3: I'm gonna go use the bathroom, and like as I

479
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,320
Speaker 3: was walking away, he was like, I literally told you.

480
00:22:26,320 --> 00:22:27,000
Speaker 1: I was cheating on you.

481
00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:29,600
Speaker 2: Why are you being such a bit? You're like, like,

482
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:30,840
Speaker 2: what's the problem.

483
00:22:32,119 --> 00:22:33,960
Speaker 3: But it is crazy that you've never been into an

484
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,760
Speaker 3: altercation in a relationship. And that's kind of why I

485
00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:36,240
Speaker 3: was getting to.

486
00:22:36,280 --> 00:22:38,280
Speaker 1: Because like if you have been in a relationship, it's

487
00:22:38,320 --> 00:22:41,680
Speaker 1: so funny, how intense and like like.

488
00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:47,080
Speaker 3: Just it's just so crazy the arguments you will get

489
00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:49,359
Speaker 3: into and the conversations you have to have being in

490
00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:52,719
Speaker 3: a relationship, and then you just like move on, like

491
00:22:52,760 --> 00:22:55,119
Speaker 3: you have like an intense argument or relationship where you

492
00:22:55,160 --> 00:22:57,119
Speaker 3: cry or whatever, and then it's like, well.

493
00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,240
Speaker 2: We're not going to break up over this, what's the

494
00:22:59,320 --> 00:22:59,800
Speaker 2: point all?

495
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:01,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just like okay, keep it pushes.

496
00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:03,800
Speaker 2: See That's my thing, is why I would only want

497
00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:07,040
Speaker 2: to see my partner once a week, because like there's

498
00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:09,080
Speaker 2: no room to fight at all.

499
00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,520
Speaker 3: If I think seeing your partner only once a week

500
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:13,400
Speaker 3: would open up the Florida fighting.

501
00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:16,720
Speaker 2: Not for me. I'm so laid back and chill, like

502
00:23:16,800 --> 00:23:18,560
Speaker 2: I let so much shit side where I'm just like

503
00:23:18,760 --> 00:23:21,520
Speaker 2: I could be angry about this, but like bringing this

504
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:25,520
Speaker 2: up in conversation isn't going to change anything because people

505
00:23:25,600 --> 00:23:28,639
Speaker 2: don't change. Oh my god, people don't change.

506
00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:36,080
Speaker 3: It's the fact, well, Drew, they do, and your relationship,

507
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:38,600
Speaker 3: you will see your partner grow and change and morph

508
00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:41,320
Speaker 3: into many different people youre was like.

509
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:43,480
Speaker 1: Literally the first argument I get into, I'm just gonna

510
00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:45,159
Speaker 1: break up with them, Like I'm not hearing that.

511
00:23:45,440 --> 00:23:47,800
Speaker 2: You're like okay, like we're fighting, Like I'm done, Like

512
00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:50,320
Speaker 2: I'm not putting up with this shit, Like don't do

513
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:52,760
Speaker 2: this to me. I literally care. I was so chill,

514
00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:55,120
Speaker 2: we were so chill. Why did you have to fight

515
00:23:55,200 --> 00:23:55,520
Speaker 2: with me?

516
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:59,240
Speaker 3: I'm so excited for Drew's first relationship, so I can

517
00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:02,200
Speaker 3: at the moment where like damn, damn, my friend is

518
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:05,120
Speaker 3: my friend is the crazy one?

519
00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:09,560
Speaker 2: Is crazy? No, I'm lit like that's the thing about

520
00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:10,359
Speaker 2: me at the end.

521
00:24:10,240 --> 00:24:12,240
Speaker 3: Of the literally me, I'm like, I let so much

522
00:24:12,240 --> 00:24:13,880
Speaker 3: shit slide and then I'm a marror like.

523
00:24:13,800 --> 00:24:19,440
Speaker 1: This, what what's going on here?

524
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:25,240
Speaker 2: What is it? What's going on? What's going on? It's

525
00:24:25,280 --> 00:24:28,120
Speaker 2: like that one. It's like a TikTok tick, like what's

526
00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:28,600
Speaker 2: going on?

527
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,480
Speaker 1: I don't know, I know crazy, I.

528
00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:34,439
Speaker 2: Know that House of Commons. I hate that one. Is

529
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:36,600
Speaker 2: that a TikTok? I mean a Harry Potter reference? Because

530
00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:41,199
Speaker 2: I cannot okay, wait, so I'll just I'll bring it up.

531
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:47,359
Speaker 2: So the craziest thing ever, actually, I think Elon buying

532
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:50,920
Speaker 2: Twitter is the greatest thing to happen to the Internet ever.

533
00:24:51,240 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 2: Just wait. I know it sounds crazy because he's killing it.

534
00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:58,840
Speaker 2: And the reason why that's great is because Tumblr will

535
00:24:58,920 --> 00:25:03,840
Speaker 2: rise again. And the craziest thing about Tumblr recently is

536
00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:08,560
Speaker 2: they announced that they're allowing nudity back on, which is

537
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:12,480
Speaker 2: literally like so like it just fucking lit down, like

538
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:17,119
Speaker 2: that ship is that was like I think the genesis

539
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:19,400
Speaker 2: of who I am as a person was like Tumblr

540
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:22,119
Speaker 2: porn and I'm sorry that's like gross and like whatever, like,

541
00:25:22,720 --> 00:25:23,639
Speaker 2: but it's real, like.

542
00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:25,879
Speaker 3: Like it was the genesis of you realizing that you

543
00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:27,119
Speaker 3: were straight and you didn't.

544
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:33,479
Speaker 2: Have exact exactly exactly exactly exactly that's seriously like one

545
00:25:33,560 --> 00:25:37,679
Speaker 2: hundred percent. But yesterday I started bringing this up to

546
00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:39,920
Speaker 2: India and she was like, no, just save that for

547
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,399
Speaker 2: the podcast, because like this is like me airing my

548
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,280
Speaker 2: shit out in a crazy way and it is like

549
00:25:44,359 --> 00:25:50,399
Speaker 2: really embarrassing. So I had like three Tumblr blocks. I

550
00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:52,399
Speaker 2: literally do not remember what they are at all. I

551
00:25:52,440 --> 00:25:56,359
Speaker 2: had like a goofy ass one I never posted shit, Yeah,

552
00:25:56,400 --> 00:26:00,280
Speaker 2: a goofy goofy silly one. I had like an esthetic one,

553
00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:03,639
Speaker 2: which is probably so embarrassing to look back on, like

554
00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:06,520
Speaker 2: what I thought was cool in that time. And then

555
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:11,840
Speaker 2: I had a private one for the p word orne.

556
00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:13,000
Speaker 1: Which is insane.

557
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:16,840
Speaker 3: I'm like, well, like I was just liking things like

558
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:18,919
Speaker 3: and having my likes hidden.

559
00:26:19,280 --> 00:26:22,159
Speaker 2: See, No I didn't. That's the thing is I had

560
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:27,560
Speaker 2: on my main blog. People knew what that one was,

561
00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:29,800
Speaker 2: and I had my likes open on that because I

562
00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 2: would reblog shit and I would like shit, and I

563
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,800
Speaker 2: like to categorize, like, oh, this one can live on

564
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,119
Speaker 2: the feed. This one has to like be hidden, you

565
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 2: have to find it. And one day I guess I

566
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:46,800
Speaker 2: forgot to switch accounts and I never liked like p

567
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:51,359
Speaker 2: word posts, and for some reason I liked this one.

568
00:26:51,720 --> 00:26:53,639
Speaker 2: And I guess it's because I like, actually I know

569
00:26:53,680 --> 00:26:56,520
Speaker 2: why I liked it because no, no, because like I

570
00:26:56,560 --> 00:26:59,480
Speaker 2: had found it like years before, and then I lost

571
00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:01,119
Speaker 2: it and I found years later, and I was like,

572
00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,080
Speaker 2: I am not going through all that trouble to find

573
00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:05,320
Speaker 2: this video again. So I was going to like it

574
00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:07,639
Speaker 2: and I was on my main account, and then like

575
00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 2: a week goes by and like I had some like

576
00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:14,639
Speaker 2: really big like I call them friends now because they

577
00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:18,640
Speaker 2: literally like I like text them like weekly, but like

578
00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:22,080
Speaker 2: one of them texted me and was like yo, like

579
00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:25,320
Speaker 2: no no, no, no, no no. This is how it went down.

580
00:27:25,359 --> 00:27:27,679
Speaker 2: So someone text me and like was like, oh, your

581
00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:29,560
Speaker 2: likes are public on Tumblr by the way, like and

582
00:27:29,600 --> 00:27:32,239
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, really that's interesting, and then I

583
00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:34,159
Speaker 2: was like yeah, I know, like what like that's not

584
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,000
Speaker 2: that big of a deal. And then I was on

585
00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:40,639
Speaker 2: you Now live stream and someone commented like Drew, like

586
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 2: your likes are public on Tumblr, and I was like,

587
00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:45,600
Speaker 2: why is everyone saying that, Like that's the second time

588
00:27:45,640 --> 00:27:47,240
Speaker 2: I got in that, like yes, my like's are public,

589
00:27:47,840 --> 00:27:52,159
Speaker 2: and then yes, and then I immediately no, I'm like

590
00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:54,119
Speaker 2: not kidding, Like it popped in my head what I

591
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:58,359
Speaker 2: had done, and I immediately like logged off of you

592
00:27:58,520 --> 00:28:02,959
Speaker 2: now and went through and like unliked that shit so fast,

593
00:28:03,160 --> 00:28:06,320
Speaker 2: and I was so fucking embarrassed because like I was

594
00:28:06,400 --> 00:28:11,880
Speaker 2: like at that point, I was straight yeah, and yeah

595
00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:13,919
Speaker 2: it was just straight porn and it was just weird.

596
00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:19,080
Speaker 2: But yeah, it was really really dark. It was a

597
00:28:19,119 --> 00:28:21,200
Speaker 2: really dark moment. I was like, oh my god, I'm over,

598
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:24,360
Speaker 2: like everything is done, Like this is fucked up.

599
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:28,280
Speaker 3: Well I think I used to literally like reblog, but

600
00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:30,320
Speaker 3: it was like soft core shit like it.

601
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:32,520
Speaker 1: Was because I'm so big. That was but that was

602
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:35,359
Speaker 1: so big on Tumblr, like that like soft.

603
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:38,240
Speaker 2: Like sorry, I'm so sore from like working out and

604
00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:39,240
Speaker 2: getting like big.

605
00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:40,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what happens when you work out for the first.

606
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 2: Time in like months. Oh no, not me, not me,

607
00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:46,080
Speaker 2: but yeah.

608
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:46,920
Speaker 1: That was just such a big thing.

609
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:48,720
Speaker 3: I remember when they announced that they were taking the

610
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 3: P word off we're me saying the P word now,

611
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:53,400
Speaker 3: like this video isn't demonetize like from the beginning.

612
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:55,960
Speaker 1: But I remember when they took that off. I was like,

613
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:57,320
Speaker 1: it's done. It's a wrap.

614
00:28:57,520 --> 00:29:00,160
Speaker 3: It was like Vine and Tumblr like everything else.

615
00:29:01,520 --> 00:29:02,080
Speaker 2: Like it's done.

616
00:29:02,160 --> 00:29:04,680
Speaker 3: It's done, Like my life is over. And guess what,

617
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:06,760
Speaker 3: you may be shocked that your life continues.

618
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, because life keeps going, like it really does. Like

619
00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:13,440
Speaker 2: that's the craziest thing about life is that it just

620
00:29:13,560 --> 00:29:14,280
Speaker 2: keeps going.

621
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 1: And it will come back with P word.

622
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:24,520
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, yes, yes he has. Well God has smile

623
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:25,680
Speaker 2: on me.

624
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:30,000
Speaker 3: Well since he has, since we're just only we're talking

625
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:31,560
Speaker 3: about the P word. I just have to say this

626
00:29:31,600 --> 00:29:34,000
Speaker 3: because like when I was told this, I literally died laughing.

627
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:35,560
Speaker 1: And I actually don't think it's that funny.

628
00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:41,000
Speaker 3: But I was inquiring about the S word and I

629
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:44,040
Speaker 3: was like asking questions about me in the S word,

630
00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:45,440
Speaker 3: and I was told I give.

631
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 1: Head like I'm on a mission.

632
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 3: Like like I was like, oh, do you feel like

633
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:55,440
Speaker 3: I'm a really like loving partner and then they were

634
00:29:55,480 --> 00:30:00,959
Speaker 3: like yeah, but like you definitely like you definitely, Like

635
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:02,440
Speaker 3: it was like.

636
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:06,760
Speaker 1: This isn't a complaint that it was like a compliment,

637
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:08,160
Speaker 1: like but it's like fix you.

638
00:30:09,120 --> 00:30:12,240
Speaker 3: Like it's like you're definitely not doing certain things for

639
00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:15,000
Speaker 3: the other person, like you're like on a mission to

640
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:15,840
Speaker 3: get it's.

641
00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:17,040
Speaker 2: For you and you only.

642
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:22,240
Speaker 3: It's like it's crazy being told I on a mission.

643
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:25,120
Speaker 2: Well I'm coming back with that gold medal. Yeah, and

644
00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:28,640
Speaker 2: I always do that's the goal. For some reason, my

645
00:30:28,640 --> 00:30:32,160
Speaker 2: mood has completely shifted in a bad.

646
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:33,440
Speaker 1: Way right now.

647
00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've been so unstable, like not after.

648
00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:39,480
Speaker 1: That, just just after you hear about me like.

649
00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:41,680
Speaker 2: Doing s and it's not to me. It's like, what

650
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:47,800
Speaker 2: the fuck is fucking problem? You w word censoring or

651
00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:53,960
Speaker 2: some you w s oh oh interesting. I thought it

652
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:59,360
Speaker 2: was horse sex. But my mood has been so unstable recently.

653
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,959
Speaker 2: It's like, how the fuck was I in Japan? And

654
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,720
Speaker 2: I was still slipping into a depression like that is

655
00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:08,320
Speaker 2: it's actually crazy. And I was like exercising every day.

656
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,440
Speaker 2: We also did the math on the twenty k step

657
00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:13,160
Speaker 2: days we were having. We were walking ten miles a day,

658
00:31:13,560 --> 00:31:16,560
Speaker 2: like four or fourteen days straight, Like, actually, I want

659
00:31:16,560 --> 00:31:18,480
Speaker 2: to see how many miles we walked in Japan because

660
00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:19,120
Speaker 2: that's crazy.

661
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:22,400
Speaker 3: Because I I was like, oh, I felt really good.

662
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 3: In Japan from walking that much, like it feels good

663
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:27,480
Speaker 3: that I was able to do that. And I was like,

664
00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:29,440
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna like start going to the gym because

665
00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:31,040
Speaker 3: you don't walk in LA And I was like, I'm

666
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:33,920
Speaker 3: just gonna go to the gym and like keep walking.

667
00:31:33,720 --> 00:31:36,440
Speaker 2: Like i'd say we walked seven miles a day.

668
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:41,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, to like reference it, yeah, And I looked it

669
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:44,720
Speaker 3: up and saw that, like we were walking an average

670
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 3: of like seven to ten miles a day. And I

671
00:31:46,760 --> 00:31:48,320
Speaker 3: was like, bitch, in what world am I going to

672
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:50,080
Speaker 3: be in the gym long enough to even fucking do that?

673
00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:53,160
Speaker 3: Which I was yesterday by accident because I went to

674
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 3: early for a class. So I was just fucking picking

675
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:57,280
Speaker 3: my ass and the damn gym like I didn't have

676
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:58,120
Speaker 3: anywhere else to go.

677
00:31:58,280 --> 00:31:59,760
Speaker 2: I was like dying, and I was like I need

678
00:31:59,760 --> 00:32:02,000
Speaker 2: to go food, like I cannot work out, Like I

679
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,120
Speaker 2: can't like work out on this stomach, Like if I

680
00:32:04,120 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 2: don't eat now, I will collapse and die and turn

681
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,720
Speaker 2: it into powder. Like I need to eat. So I

682
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 2: went and got food. Why the fuck am I saying

683
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 2: this right now.

684
00:32:12,240 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 3: Because you're just letting them know what you were up to.

685
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:16,600
Speaker 3: But you're talking about food reminded me that I was

686
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:21,040
Speaker 3: watching Devin's flog and something else that greened me out.

687
00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:23,520
Speaker 1: I wasn't high, but like it genuinely freaked me out

688
00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 1: for some reason.

689
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:27,520
Speaker 3: Because I also think, like since we got back from Japan,

690
00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:30,600
Speaker 3: because I was so overstimulated visually, I keep having moments.

691
00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,800
Speaker 3: But this also might be like what like being a

692
00:32:32,880 --> 00:32:35,520
Speaker 3: glasses wearer is like you don't have this anymore, but

693
00:32:35,600 --> 00:32:37,600
Speaker 3: since you got lasik, But did you ever feel when

694
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:38,360
Speaker 3: you had glasses?

695
00:32:38,400 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 1: Like sometimes things would be so clear, like do you

696
00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:42,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying?

697
00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:44,800
Speaker 3: Like you know when you had glasses and like without

698
00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:46,960
Speaker 3: you realizing it, just from your day to day activities,

699
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 3: they kind of oiled up and fogged up, and then

700
00:32:49,040 --> 00:32:50,360
Speaker 3: when you cleaned them, you were like, oh my god,

701
00:32:50,360 --> 00:32:51,840
Speaker 3: I'm seeing so clearly right now.

702
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:53,280
Speaker 1: That I feel like i'm seeing HD.

703
00:32:53,560 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've been having that a lot since we got

704
00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,320
Speaker 3: back from Japan, and like it's pushing me into like

705
00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 3: a dissociative like mood because I'll just be like walking

706
00:33:01,360 --> 00:33:03,560
Speaker 3: around and then I'll like look at something like when

707
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 3: we were at Jonathan's concert, I was looking at my

708
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:07,360
Speaker 3: shoe and I was like dude, like it is like

709
00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:10,440
Speaker 3: so HD and like real and like there's like like

710
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:17,480
Speaker 3: renders that look this real. And I was freaking the

711
00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,760
Speaker 3: fuck out and like I've been having that. But one

712
00:33:19,760 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 3: of those moments that translated into like watching like TV

713
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:26,840
Speaker 3: was Our Food was I was watching the vlog and

714
00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:30,000
Speaker 3: like she they were like in the hotel and there

715
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:31,840
Speaker 3: was a bowl of fruit and Devin was like, oh,

716
00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:34,520
Speaker 3: I ate some of those for breakfast, and then Sidney

717
00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:36,120
Speaker 3: was like you just like picked this up and ate it,

718
00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,680
Speaker 3: and like even their interaction on it really freaked me

719
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,160
Speaker 3: out because like I agreed, I was like, whoa you

720
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:43,160
Speaker 3: like you really can't just see fruit pick it up

721
00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:45,560
Speaker 3: and eat it. And then like she like picked it

722
00:33:45,640 --> 00:33:48,959
Speaker 3: up and like bit into this plum and it freaked

723
00:33:49,000 --> 00:33:52,760
Speaker 3: me out. For some reason, I'm basically talking about how

724
00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:55,280
Speaker 3: I think I'm actually going fucking crazy because like why,

725
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:58,320
Speaker 3: like why is the the concept that like you can

726
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:00,960
Speaker 3: just like like fruits and vegetable are ready to eat

727
00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:02,720
Speaker 3: like that, Like why is that freaking me out?

728
00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:03,240
Speaker 1: Recently?

729
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:07,040
Speaker 3: Like what like the fact that you can pick up

730
00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,200
Speaker 3: an apple and just fucking bite into it and like

731
00:34:09,239 --> 00:34:12,120
Speaker 3: there's no preparation needed to go into that like and

732
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:15,480
Speaker 3: it's like you have to go buy it, open and

733
00:34:15,560 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 3: reach it like that.

734
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:18,880
Speaker 1: You literally like there's no packaging on it.

735
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:21,239
Speaker 3: You literally just bite it like it was made with

736
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:24,080
Speaker 3: like a god given like package to be eaten.

737
00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,920
Speaker 2: To protect it. And then you can also eat the packaging. Yeah,

738
00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:30,920
Speaker 2: it's interesting. And then at the Whole Foods you see

739
00:34:30,920 --> 00:34:34,280
Speaker 2: them cutting up apples and then putting it into putting

740
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:37,719
Speaker 2: it into plastic, which is insane. Same with oranges. They'll

741
00:34:37,760 --> 00:34:40,840
Speaker 2: peel the orange for you and then put the slices

742
00:34:40,880 --> 00:34:43,040
Speaker 2: of oranges in a plastic.

743
00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:44,600
Speaker 3: Bag, which is crazy because the best part about eating

744
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:45,839
Speaker 3: an orange is like playing with the.

745
00:34:45,760 --> 00:34:49,359
Speaker 2: People exactly and then spraying it and like, honestly, this

746
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:51,080
Speaker 2: is something crazy I do. But I get an orange

747
00:34:51,120 --> 00:34:52,839
Speaker 2: peel and after I eat it, I rub it on

748
00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,160
Speaker 2: my neck so I can smell.

749
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 1: That's awesome. I like peeling it and then it gets

750
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:59,799
Speaker 1: stuck under my nails and I'm like straight a little bit.

751
00:35:00,160 --> 00:35:01,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, because I.

752
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:04,640
Speaker 1: Buy my nails. It's like citric. But yeah, that was

753
00:35:04,719 --> 00:35:07,120
Speaker 1: That's just where I've been the past week and a half.

754
00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:07,920
Speaker 2: That's crazy.

755
00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:11,560
Speaker 3: Like I parked and I looked at I parked and

756
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,319
Speaker 3: I looked out my window and it freaked me out

757
00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:15,759
Speaker 3: because I was like, dude, like it is crazy how

758
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:17,239
Speaker 3: real everything looks right now.

759
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:18,799
Speaker 1: And I was like that is so it's just.

760
00:35:18,840 --> 00:35:23,360
Speaker 2: You, like your brain finally setting you're making those connections

761
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:26,040
Speaker 2: because we're forming our final stage brains.

762
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:29,920
Speaker 1: Yeah. Or I'm just like literally going, you're losing it.

763
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:31,720
Speaker 1: I think I'm just kind of losing it. But that's okay.

764
00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:33,840
Speaker 3: That's why I'm like in a position where I'm like

765
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:35,520
Speaker 3: I just need to get so high that I'm like scared,

766
00:35:35,520 --> 00:35:37,520
Speaker 3: and then I'm like back to being like caveman brain.

767
00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:39,239
Speaker 1: I'm black and nothing matters. I don't care.

768
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:42,399
Speaker 2: Yeah, or you just don't think about everything. But if

769
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:48,120
Speaker 2: you think about everything, everywhere, everything becomes magical and and everything.

770
00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:50,600
Speaker 2: The further you stray, oh my religious heart is like

771
00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:54,239
Speaker 2: coming really really soon, because the further you stray from

772
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:57,200
Speaker 2: God and the closer you get to science, the more

773
00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:01,000
Speaker 2: you realize that or the deep for into science you get,

774
00:36:01,000 --> 00:36:03,600
Speaker 2: the more you realize that everything is unexplainable and you

775
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:05,840
Speaker 2: can't explain it truly, so that.

776
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:07,279
Speaker 1: It's something that freaks me out.

777
00:36:07,320 --> 00:36:10,200
Speaker 3: Like I am a believer in science, but what freaks

778
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:12,160
Speaker 3: me out is you literally like there is no.

779
00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:17,719
Speaker 1: Like certain like conclusions with like.

780
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:19,160
Speaker 2: A lot of science theory.

781
00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:21,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, and that's like really what scares me. But that's

782
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:25,200
Speaker 3: also why it is, like this is me making excuses.

783
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:25,320
Speaker 1: In high school.

784
00:36:25,320 --> 00:36:26,840
Speaker 3: But I was like, yeah, I don't fuck with science

785
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:29,160
Speaker 3: because like I just like believe in like keeping things like.

786
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:33,600
Speaker 2: Unknown, which is making me supporter, just.

787
00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:36,600
Speaker 3: Me being like I don't want to read I simply

788
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:38,400
Speaker 3: don't want to read that book, Like I'm not going

789
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:44,560
Speaker 3: to read that book. But yeah, I think I think

790
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:47,160
Speaker 3: I've always been kind of religious, like I've always kept

791
00:36:47,200 --> 00:36:49,360
Speaker 3: it on like an agnostic tipe of like I'm like,

792
00:36:49,400 --> 00:36:51,400
Speaker 3: there definitely is something out there, but I always like

793
00:36:51,440 --> 00:36:54,240
Speaker 3: reference God. But I am back to watching Midnight Gospel

794
00:36:54,920 --> 00:36:57,319
Speaker 3: because since I've been in like a disassociative like I

795
00:36:57,320 --> 00:36:59,680
Speaker 3: don't know what's real, I'm like, Okay, I need to

796
00:37:00,120 --> 00:37:02,840
Speaker 3: call my therapist, which I probably won't do because.

797
00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:06,520
Speaker 2: It's just like a lot I'm like therapy, there's just.

798
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:08,400
Speaker 1: There's just too much to catch up on right now.

799
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:11,280
Speaker 2: And I'm like there's too much such and there's nothing

800
00:37:11,280 --> 00:37:13,440
Speaker 2: to catch up. One of the reasons why I can't

801
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:16,840
Speaker 2: go to therapy now is because like I'm too far gone,

802
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,760
Speaker 2: Like there's too much shit going on in my life

803
00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,960
Speaker 2: for me to have to explain to them my entire

804
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:25,480
Speaker 2: life and then opening that back up is just like

805
00:37:26,719 --> 00:37:27,440
Speaker 2: too much.

806
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:29,480
Speaker 3: But you know what's nice about it is like you

807
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:32,080
Speaker 3: kind of realize that those things, not that those things

808
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:35,760
Speaker 3: don't matter. But once you get into therapy session, that's

809
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 3: when like the things that are actually bothering you become

810
00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:40,239
Speaker 3: like very clear. Because I feel like in a day

811
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:43,919
Speaker 3: to day you may like pinpoint certain feelings to these

812
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:47,200
Speaker 3: like super huge things that or that feel really big

813
00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:48,600
Speaker 3: to you. But then once you sit in that room

814
00:37:48,640 --> 00:37:51,520
Speaker 3: and you start talking, it's like, oh that other thing

815
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:53,920
Speaker 3: wasn't even like in my mind it was. It was

816
00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:57,160
Speaker 3: this like really simple face that I just like needed.

817
00:37:57,760 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 3: So like I am just making excuse. Really, I'm just

818
00:37:59,680 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 3: fucking lazy. Like I'm literally just in my lazy, fucking

819
00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:04,759
Speaker 3: loser arc where I want to like sit down, be

820
00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:08,080
Speaker 3: on iPad, read book for five minutes, get back on iPad,

821
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:11,200
Speaker 3: get on TV, get on Fortnite, get high, go to sleep.

822
00:38:11,360 --> 00:38:14,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, that is like the ultimate vibe. How can you

823
00:38:14,080 --> 00:38:18,319
Speaker 2: be depressed when you have Zaza and an iPhone, Like

824
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:19,240
Speaker 2: I really don't.

825
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,480
Speaker 3: Get it, like literally, like it's it's a cure I

826
00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:24,880
Speaker 3: phone Like Apple, Wait, Apple cured depression.

827
00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:28,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, Apple brought us depression to our face.

828
00:38:29,200 --> 00:38:30,800
Speaker 2: But what were you saying?

829
00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:33,359
Speaker 1: I don't remember it was it was there?

830
00:38:33,400 --> 00:38:37,120
Speaker 2: Oh, say one thing you remember from what you were saying,

831
00:38:37,120 --> 00:38:37,880
Speaker 2: and I will remember.

832
00:38:38,200 --> 00:38:41,160
Speaker 3: Oh, I was just talking about going to therapy and

833
00:38:41,200 --> 00:38:43,400
Speaker 3: like how previous, ma'am.

834
00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:47,160
Speaker 2: You're asking a lot of me right now, remember three minutes.

835
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:54,360
Speaker 3: Oh. But something I did just think about is I.

836
00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:55,760
Speaker 2: I want it. I want that conversation to be finished

837
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:57,799
Speaker 2: so bad because we never finished anything, and we were

838
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:01,279
Speaker 2: so close to finishing it. Really think your hardest, like

839
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:06,520
Speaker 2: to what you were thinking about, hold on, I really

840
00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:09,759
Speaker 2: need this for me, Like I really needed that we

841
00:39:09,760 --> 00:39:13,000
Speaker 2: were talking about. Oh, like nothing is feeling real for you,

842
00:39:13,239 --> 00:39:15,080
Speaker 2: so you.

843
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,400
Speaker 3: Oh, and I'm saying what I need to do is

844
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:20,200
Speaker 3: like I've been watching Midnight Gospel because when I was

845
00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:23,719
Speaker 3: feeling like this, it like grounded me. And like I've

846
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:25,520
Speaker 3: been I listened to like a lot of like Duncan

847
00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:29,160
Speaker 3: Trossel because he has really good like psychologists. Yeah, because

848
00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:31,680
Speaker 3: he has a lot of good like psychologists and like

849
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 3: religious figures and just like just all these people who

850
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:37,319
Speaker 3: have like really good insight and wisdom, who have like

851
00:39:37,360 --> 00:39:39,719
Speaker 3: really studied like the idea of like the.

852
00:39:39,960 --> 00:39:41,080
Speaker 2: Self and self awareness.

853
00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:41,839
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it's not.

854
00:39:41,800 --> 00:39:47,200
Speaker 3: Like this like really like like outward. It's not like

855
00:39:47,320 --> 00:39:50,239
Speaker 3: a challenge of like, oh, how to make sure you're

856
00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:52,080
Speaker 3: perceived this way as much as it is like how

857
00:39:52,080 --> 00:39:53,759
Speaker 3: can you find the things in life that make you

858
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,640
Speaker 3: feel comfortable, make you feel whole, make you feel.

859
00:39:56,360 --> 00:39:57,920
Speaker 1: Grounded, et cetera.

860
00:39:58,280 --> 00:40:00,080
Speaker 3: But I've been I was like watching that while I

861
00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:01,920
Speaker 3: was walking on the in the gym, like I was

862
00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:03,920
Speaker 3: like watching a few episodes. I was like, dude, this

863
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:05,799
Speaker 3: is such a good fucking show and like I'm in

864
00:40:05,800 --> 00:40:06,760
Speaker 3: love with Duncan Trustle?

865
00:40:06,920 --> 00:40:09,399
Speaker 2: And then like, oh, duncan Trustle as bad as fuck.

866
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:12,880
Speaker 3: I know, I need like an edit, like you know,

867
00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 3: the what's it called, like the like the like the really.

868
00:40:16,800 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 2: Cap cut like fast.

869
00:40:18,200 --> 00:40:20,760
Speaker 1: It's like someone needs to make one of like duncan Trustle?

870
00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:24,280
Speaker 2: Please make that it make that dream come true? Please?

871
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:31,279
Speaker 3: You saying it like tapping your chim But yeah, I

872
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:32,880
Speaker 3: was saying what I need to do is go to therapy.

873
00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:34,399
Speaker 3: But I probably won't do that for like another two

874
00:40:34,440 --> 00:40:35,920
Speaker 3: weeks because also I'm just busy with.

875
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:37,640
Speaker 1: Holidays, so that's out of the question.

876
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:41,080
Speaker 3: But I need to stop referencing being flashbanged and casual

877
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:43,920
Speaker 3: conversations with strangers as if that makes sense.

878
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,319
Speaker 2: People don't get it because there's so much shit that

879
00:40:46,400 --> 00:40:49,279
Speaker 2: I say to my trainer, who, if you're watching this,

880
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,799
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, like, but you have Like there are people

881
00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:56,400
Speaker 2: who literally have no sense of humor and don't understand

882
00:40:56,440 --> 00:41:00,319
Speaker 2: anything I'm ever saying because ninety eight percent end of

883
00:41:00,360 --> 00:41:03,080
Speaker 2: the time, whatever's coming out of my mouth is not

884
00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:06,200
Speaker 2: real and it's not what I mean. It is a complete, utter,

885
00:41:06,320 --> 00:41:09,880
Speaker 2: one thousand percent joke. Now, there is a lot of

886
00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:11,400
Speaker 2: the time when I'm trying to be real and then

887
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:12,840
Speaker 2: it just comes out as a joke, and then I

888
00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:15,200
Speaker 2: can say like, oh, I was just joking, like and

889
00:41:15,239 --> 00:41:18,160
Speaker 2: then I can't be embarrassed by it. But he has

890
00:41:18,239 --> 00:41:21,319
Speaker 2: never laughed once at anything I have ever said, and

891
00:41:21,360 --> 00:41:25,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, Like, I'm like, I'm like saying some

892
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:28,080
Speaker 2: like really really funny shit. But it did tell him

893
00:41:28,080 --> 00:41:38,520
Speaker 2: that I was an eco terrorist, and he was like, oh.

894
00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:36,960
Speaker 1: H, don't do that.

895
00:41:38,920 --> 00:41:41,160
Speaker 3: But yeah, when I was like at that meeting, I

896
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:44,040
Speaker 3: like was talking about something and I was like, doesn't

897
00:41:44,040 --> 00:41:46,040
Speaker 3: it feel like you're getting like fucking flashbangs like in

898
00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:49,560
Speaker 3: your head, just like like a dead silent And I was.

899
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:53,520
Speaker 2: Like, damn, but like they know what we're right, you

900
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:54,000
Speaker 2: know what.

901
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:58,879
Speaker 1: It's like, it's like a buzzing in your ear.

902
00:41:59,440 --> 00:42:03,040
Speaker 3: But yeah, I have to stop referencing that as if

903
00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,000
Speaker 3: people understand what the fuck that means. It's like that

904
00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:07,200
Speaker 3: is like such an odd thing to also like a

905
00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:08,200
Speaker 3: weird thing to reference.

906
00:42:08,960 --> 00:42:11,160
Speaker 2: But I feel like I've always been like a little

907
00:42:11,160 --> 00:42:13,759
Speaker 2: bit spiritual, a little bit agnostic.

908
00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:15,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, I used to.

909
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:18,080
Speaker 2: I used to like I like grew up in the

910
00:42:18,239 --> 00:42:20,880
Speaker 2: church like crazy, not like crazy, but I like grew

911
00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:23,000
Speaker 2: up in the church. And then like when my parents

912
00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:26,520
Speaker 2: stopped going to the church, I still went and I

913
00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:29,480
Speaker 2: would go every Sunday and every Wednesday when I was

914
00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:32,239
Speaker 2: like a teenager to get confirmed. And I was doing

915
00:42:32,239 --> 00:42:34,799
Speaker 2: that on my own volition. And then one day the

916
00:42:34,880 --> 00:42:38,840
Speaker 2: pastor said something like really really fucking homophobic, and it

917
00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 2: scared the shit out of me, and I was like,

918
00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:42,759
Speaker 2: I can't come back here. And Madeline was also like that.

919
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:44,760
Speaker 2: She was like I can't come back here, and since

920
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:47,440
Speaker 2: I am so such a good straight ally, like, it

921
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:51,919
Speaker 2: was just like really hard for me to see him

922
00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:55,759
Speaker 2: say that to my heterosexual or homosexual friends.

923
00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,400
Speaker 1: Literally me and tenth grade.

924
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:01,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, literally and then I but we still got confirmed

925
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,919
Speaker 2: in the church. But literally, like the day I heard

926
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:08,520
Speaker 2: the pastors say that, shit, something clicked in my brain

927
00:43:08,560 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 2: where I was like, oh, like this is crazy, like

928
00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:17,439
Speaker 2: organized religion is insane and like not like I mean

929
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,440
Speaker 2: my based on my experience, it was like crazy for me,

930
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:23,840
Speaker 2: and it felt really insane. And so I've just taken

931
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:29,400
Speaker 2: like this like faithful approach where I'm like I don't

932
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,800
Speaker 2: claim any like a religion or like yeah, I just

933
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:34,960
Speaker 2: kind of like make up my own God. And it's

934
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,880
Speaker 2: like been actually really nice and helpful.

935
00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's crazy to think that this generation is like

936
00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:42,960
Speaker 3: really full of the idea of like actually taking a

937
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:45,120
Speaker 3: step back and like looking at religion and like the

938
00:43:45,160 --> 00:43:48,200
Speaker 3: harm it's not. I mean, like, oh, there's some things

939
00:43:48,239 --> 00:43:49,600
Speaker 3: I like about this, but a lot of.

940
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:53,120
Speaker 2: It is correct a little crazy, but.

941
00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:58,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm tapping back in to midnight Gospel and like

942
00:43:58,360 --> 00:43:59,120
Speaker 3: just listening to.

943
00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:04,040
Speaker 2: A cart toole old people read some cart toll books.

944
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:05,480
Speaker 2: I think that's how you say his name. I don't

945
00:44:05,520 --> 00:44:10,919
Speaker 2: know Alan Watts, Alan wattson at cart hole. I think

946
00:44:10,960 --> 00:44:13,320
Speaker 2: I gotta find that out. But those are like really

947
00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:18,680
Speaker 2: really great, like kind of like morality, Like it's like

948
00:44:18,840 --> 00:44:25,440
Speaker 2: Eastern philosophy but like translated, especially like Alan Watts is

949
00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:29,560
Speaker 2: like Eastern philosophy and ideals translated really well for our

950
00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:33,319
Speaker 2: Western brains to understand. And it's just really cool. But

951
00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:37,360
Speaker 2: a kurttole is just crazy. Yeah.

952
00:44:37,480 --> 00:44:39,680
Speaker 1: Do you want to end it off with our fall debate?

953
00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:42,719
Speaker 2: What is that?

954
00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:43,759
Speaker 3: Oh?

955
00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:44,840
Speaker 2: Last night on the couch?

956
00:44:46,200 --> 00:44:47,320
Speaker 1: Did you do your research?

957
00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:49,520
Speaker 2: I didn't. I didn't because I saw how angry you got.

958
00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:50,640
Speaker 2: You were like, no, just take it.

959
00:44:50,800 --> 00:44:50,840
Speaker 3: No.

960
00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:52,759
Speaker 1: I wasn't angry, but I was like, dude, no, you

961
00:44:52,840 --> 00:44:54,600
Speaker 1: have to save it because like what if?

962
00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:55,560
Speaker 2: Like what if?

963
00:44:55,880 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 1: So I'll let it start by like you telling me

964
00:44:58,120 --> 00:44:58,799
Speaker 1: what you told me?

965
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,960
Speaker 2: Okay, literally randomly. It was one of my uber facts moments.

966
00:45:03,000 --> 00:45:04,719
Speaker 2: I will admit it. Like I was just like, I

967
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:06,839
Speaker 2: just it popped in my brain and I just said it.

968
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:12,640
Speaker 2: But I was like the reason why the rest of

969
00:45:12,719 --> 00:45:18,760
Speaker 2: the world calls fall autumn and we call it fall

970
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:24,320
Speaker 2: is because the leaves in America fall, and I said.

971
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:27,920
Speaker 1: That can't be true. That just like can't be true

972
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:28,640
Speaker 1: because I'm.

973
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:30,360
Speaker 2: Like, well, no, the leaves are literally falling.

974
00:45:30,520 --> 00:45:34,000
Speaker 5: No, I know the leaves fall here, but my theory

975
00:45:34,120 --> 00:45:36,439
Speaker 5: is that, like someone was just like, all the leaves

976
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,200
Speaker 5: are falling, it's fall time whatever, Like I assume, like

977
00:45:39,239 --> 00:45:40,719
Speaker 5: that's how it became a thing here.

978
00:45:41,160 --> 00:45:43,840
Speaker 2: But leaves fall in Japan. The leaves were like I

979
00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:45,320
Speaker 2: never said they didn't fall.

980
00:45:47,040 --> 00:45:47,880
Speaker 1: You did you?

981
00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 2: You were saying that, oh, you bitch, fucking god.

982
00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:56,040
Speaker 1: Like I first, I was.

983
00:45:56,040 --> 00:46:00,760
Speaker 2: Like, dude, and I was like, let me not alter

984
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:07,000
Speaker 2: the reality. And leaves don't fall anywhere else.

985
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 3: We were literally just in a different country where they did.

986
00:46:11,280 --> 00:46:13,920
Speaker 2: They caught me slipping, and I just I was in

987
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,240
Speaker 2: too deep and I tried to just get a fast

988
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:19,040
Speaker 2: one by you, and I knew that wasn't true because

989
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:21,200
Speaker 2: I literally had the same thought. I was like, the

990
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:23,440
Speaker 2: leaves were on the ground in Japan, Like what am

991
00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:24,000
Speaker 2: I talking about?

992
00:46:24,080 --> 00:46:25,919
Speaker 1: Have way too many pictures of them on the ground.

993
00:46:25,920 --> 00:46:28,120
Speaker 2: Because I had to end because I was like, I'm

994
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:30,880
Speaker 2: so fucking stupid and and I just can't I cannot

995
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 2: handle the humiliation.

996
00:46:32,560 --> 00:46:34,360
Speaker 1: And he got mad at me last night.

997
00:46:34,440 --> 00:46:36,719
Speaker 2: Year I didn't get madre. I was like, I was like,

998
00:46:36,760 --> 00:46:38,239
Speaker 2: I'm gonna. I was like, I'm gonna look this up

999
00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:38,680
Speaker 2: right now.

1000
00:46:38,680 --> 00:46:40,880
Speaker 3: And then but I was like, don't look it up,

1001
00:46:40,920 --> 00:46:43,360
Speaker 3: because like I knew that it wasn't true, because he

1002
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:46,400
Speaker 3: was about to look up if leaves fall in different country.

1003
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:49,200
Speaker 2: No, I was looking up why it's called Okay, so

1004
00:46:49,239 --> 00:46:50,440
Speaker 2: why is it called fall?

1005
00:46:52,960 --> 00:46:54,040
Speaker 1: He's such a bitch.

1006
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:59,799
Speaker 2: My child fucking sucks. Okay. The reason why Americans were

1007
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:01,239
Speaker 2: to autumn as fall?

1008
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:02,360
Speaker 1: What's your source?

1009
00:47:03,360 --> 00:47:10,239
Speaker 2: Mental loss? Fall isn't a modern nickname that fall in

1010
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:13,879
Speaker 2: more traditional autumn. The two terms actually first recorded within

1011
00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:21,279
Speaker 2: a few hundred years of each other. The fifteen hundred's

1012
00:47:22,200 --> 00:47:26,680
Speaker 2: English speakers began referring to seasons separating the cold and

1013
00:47:26,719 --> 00:47:29,640
Speaker 2: the warm months as either the fall of the leaf

1014
00:47:30,000 --> 00:47:32,920
Speaker 2: or spring of the leaf, or fall or in spring

1015
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:35,479
Speaker 2: for short. Well, it could also be called fall because

1016
00:47:35,520 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 2: the temperatures are falling. But that's like another that's like

1017
00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:39,360
Speaker 2: only pertains to America.

1018
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:41,680
Speaker 1: So yeah, it literally is just like people were like, oh,

1019
00:47:41,719 --> 00:47:42,799
Speaker 1: the leaves are falling, its fall?

1020
00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:49,040
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, exactly. Autonomous had overtaken fall as the standard

1021
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:50,879
Speaker 2: British term for the third.

1022
00:47:51,160 --> 00:47:54,360
Speaker 3: I wonder if, like, what's the translation to Spanish, because

1023
00:47:54,360 --> 00:47:56,200
Speaker 3: it can't be like fall, like falling over.

1024
00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:01,960
Speaker 1: Oh, it is a different.

1025
00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:08,160
Speaker 2: Look up autumn. I don't like the way she is

1026
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:11,719
Speaker 2: that autumn. No, that's fall at the bottom. I'm curious

1027
00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:16,920
Speaker 2: if it's the same thing, me not knowing how to

1028
00:48:16,920 --> 00:48:17,600
Speaker 2: spell autumn.

1029
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,960
Speaker 3: Oh, it's the same thing. So it's like in Spanish,

1030
00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:23,080
Speaker 3: it's like interchangeable.

1031
00:48:23,680 --> 00:48:26,600
Speaker 2: The air gets Chris, the leaves start to turn, and

1032
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,320
Speaker 2: we break out our cozy sweaters. Are of course talking

1033
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:33,160
Speaker 2: about the season of pumpkin, spice and everything nice. It's

1034
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:36,880
Speaker 2: by two names, fall and an, although both refer to

1035
00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 2: the same season. Americans call it fall. Why is that

1036
00:48:39,719 --> 00:48:43,080
Speaker 2: there's some confusing because Americans are fucking stupid and we

1037
00:48:43,160 --> 00:48:46,080
Speaker 2: just make up whatever you want. We literally just say

1038
00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:49,120
Speaker 2: ship and say it's fact. And then we're like, either

1039
00:48:49,160 --> 00:48:51,160
Speaker 2: you learn how to do this or you fall behind,

1040
00:48:51,239 --> 00:48:51,879
Speaker 2: and then that's what.

1041
00:48:51,880 --> 00:48:53,840
Speaker 1: Happens, and that's how the term fall came to.

1042
00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:54,920
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1043
00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:56,720
Speaker 1: Wow, nice little history.

1044
00:48:56,840 --> 00:49:00,840
Speaker 3: Lesson To close up the episode, thank you for attempting

1045
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:03,839
Speaker 3: to gaslight me. You're welcome, and you should say that's

1046
00:49:03,880 --> 00:49:06,200
Speaker 3: what I's gonna say it teaches me to stay ground

1047
00:49:06,480 --> 00:49:08,760
Speaker 3: and like and confident in my work.

1048
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:11,319
Speaker 2: Keeping you on your toes, like you should be able

1049
00:49:11,360 --> 00:49:13,880
Speaker 2: to like be able to figure out when people are

1050
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:14,480
Speaker 2: gas lighting you.

1051
00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:15,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's on me for sure.

1052
00:49:16,320 --> 00:49:20,000
Speaker 2: Oh no, oh is that happening. It's happening right now,

1053
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:23,000
Speaker 2: liah as you're recording. I want to do it mine.

1054
00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:23,760
Speaker 1: Is it happening?

1055
00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:26,960
Speaker 2: Oh you must not be you know what.

1056
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:29,520
Speaker 3: I got a notification for it the other like two

1057
00:49:29,600 --> 00:49:32,280
Speaker 3: weeks ago, and I literally knocked it off so fast.

1058
00:49:32,280 --> 00:49:33,880
Speaker 3: So I wonder if it's not giving it to me

1059
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:35,919
Speaker 3: because of how fast I was, Like, get that fuck

1060
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:36,600
Speaker 3: out of my face.

1061
00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:40,360
Speaker 2: Okay, let's listen to my rap rapped right now. Remember

1062
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:42,440
Speaker 2: your top genres from last Oh wait, this is from

1063
00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:48,479
Speaker 2: twenty twenty one. Oh never mind, that's so fucking lame.

1064
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:53,400
Speaker 2: I was so excited. Damn, damn, damn.

1065
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:56,400
Speaker 3: Spotify Wrapped is basically a tool that gives us to

1066
00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:59,240
Speaker 3: see the full information about our most loved artists.

1067
00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:02,840
Speaker 2: Bands and saw, what the hell is that the playlist

1068
00:50:02,920 --> 00:50:03,480
Speaker 2: we've enjoyed?

1069
00:50:03,680 --> 00:50:06,320
Speaker 1: I looked up Rapped and it's like when Spotify wrapped

1070
00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:08,440
Speaker 1: twenty twenty two, come out questions.

1071
00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:15,360
Speaker 2: Well, this is my favorite song right now?

1072
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:17,880
Speaker 1: What is this.

1073
00:50:19,960 --> 00:50:23,000
Speaker 2: Fart on my penis?

1074
00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:23,960
Speaker 1: Wait?

1075
00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:27,319
Speaker 2: Yeah, what I think they're gearing us up to give

1076
00:50:27,400 --> 00:50:31,879
Speaker 2: us the Spotify wrapped. I think it's just showing us,

1077
00:50:31,920 --> 00:50:34,080
Speaker 2: like the playlist. Yeah, it's happening.

1078
00:50:34,200 --> 00:50:35,440
Speaker 1: I want it to happen now.

1079
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:37,200
Speaker 2: I know, because how would that have been to be

1080
00:50:37,239 --> 00:50:37,880
Speaker 2: able to go through it?

1081
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:41,560
Speaker 1: But I guess we have that for New Year. Both

1082
00:50:41,640 --> 00:50:42,480
Speaker 1: those different.

1083
00:50:43,640 --> 00:50:53,000
Speaker 2: That's media. Quite honestly, I have not been listening to

1084
00:50:53,560 --> 00:50:57,200
Speaker 2: music that much lately, Like I haven't like been finding anything,

1085
00:50:57,200 --> 00:51:00,360
Speaker 2: but I will go get something. A couple things that

1086
00:51:00,400 --> 00:51:03,239
Speaker 2: I bought that I'll show to you guys that will

1087
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:04,960
Speaker 2: be in my media, even though it's physical media. It

1088
00:51:04,960 --> 00:51:05,680
Speaker 2: doesn't fuck it matter.

1089
00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:09,160
Speaker 1: I'll just say my media.

1090
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:12,560
Speaker 3: Because I also bought some CDs, but that's kind of mainly.

1091
00:51:12,600 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 3: What I've been listening to is Black Metal Too by

1092
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 3: Dean Blunt, Loveless by my Bloody Valentine, Like I've been

1093
00:51:21,560 --> 00:51:23,799
Speaker 3: listening to that on CD because I just got that.

1094
00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:27,640
Speaker 3: I've been listening to Love Deluxe by shaw Day because

1095
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:29,880
Speaker 3: that's a CD I've already had. But those are just

1096
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,439
Speaker 3: like the CDs i've been listening to and then Slow Dive.

1097
00:51:33,520 --> 00:51:35,000
Speaker 1: I can't remember which.

1098
00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:35,560
Speaker 2: Album it was.

1099
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,279
Speaker 3: He's like, I'm my boyfriend because I don't know the

1100
00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:42,960
Speaker 3: title of Just for a Day that album. So those

1101
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:46,279
Speaker 3: I've been like mainly listening to albums and not so

1102
00:51:46,480 --> 00:51:48,960
Speaker 3: much like songs right now. But there was something I

1103
00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:51,120
Speaker 3: was listening to this morning. Oh, and I'm back to

1104
00:51:51,360 --> 00:51:54,120
Speaker 3: looping love Never Felt So Good by Michael Jackson, because

1105
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:58,040
Speaker 3: it just, ironically enough makes me feel so good. And

1106
00:51:58,080 --> 00:51:59,800
Speaker 3: I've been reading.

1107
00:52:00,080 --> 00:52:01,280
Speaker 1: I'm Glad my Mom died.

1108
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:05,759
Speaker 2: Oh, I Spotify tricked me again. They always fucking tricked me.

1109
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,239
Speaker 2: But they're like, find your new favorite book, and it

1110
00:52:08,280 --> 00:52:10,879
Speaker 2: was like, oh, I can listen to audio books on Spotify. Now,

1111
00:52:10,920 --> 00:52:13,479
Speaker 2: that's actually fucking lit. But then you have to buy

1112
00:52:13,560 --> 00:52:16,560
Speaker 2: the books and then you can download them to fucking

1113
00:52:17,239 --> 00:52:19,440
Speaker 2: Spotify or some shit. Because I was gonna start listening

1114
00:52:19,480 --> 00:52:23,120
Speaker 2: to that yesterday. But okay, I got a couple things

1115
00:52:23,800 --> 00:52:26,759
Speaker 2: for y'all. But I got the book We need to

1116
00:52:26,800 --> 00:52:31,240
Speaker 2: talk about Kevin, which, like you probably have seen the movie,

1117
00:52:31,760 --> 00:52:34,640
Speaker 2: but apparently the book is better than the movie and

1118
00:52:34,719 --> 00:52:37,319
Speaker 2: it reads like a movie or some shit. I don't

1119
00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:39,680
Speaker 2: fucking know, but I got it because I was like,

1120
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:44,680
Speaker 2: this movie was fucking lit, and we need to talk

1121
00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:46,759
Speaker 2: about we need to talk about Kevin Moore because it's

1122
00:52:46,760 --> 00:52:50,880
Speaker 2: a masterpiece. And then I got don't ask me how

1123
00:52:50,880 --> 00:52:57,120
Speaker 2: to say that, Lapvonia by Otessa, don't ask me how

1124
00:52:57,120 --> 00:53:01,200
Speaker 2: to say that. But she he's the girl like she

1125
00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:04,640
Speaker 2: ate down with my year of rest and relaxation. And

1126
00:53:04,760 --> 00:53:07,319
Speaker 2: one of Josh's buddies was like, this is her new book.

1127
00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:10,160
Speaker 2: Her new book is also really fucking could go get it,

1128
00:53:10,200 --> 00:53:13,960
Speaker 2: and I was pissed because I like soft cover books

1129
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 2: and they only have the hardcover, which is like the most.

1130
00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:18,560
Speaker 1: Random thing ever. I'm like, the complete opposit. Do you

1131
00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:19,719
Speaker 1: like it because you could like bend it?

1132
00:53:19,719 --> 00:53:23,319
Speaker 2: Why? Yea, yeah exactly. But where were we gonna say?

1133
00:53:23,440 --> 00:53:26,600
Speaker 3: As I say, I still haven't finished my Year of

1134
00:53:27,160 --> 00:53:29,520
Speaker 3: rest and Relaxation, and it literally is because it made

1135
00:53:29,520 --> 00:53:31,200
Speaker 3: me feel crazy because I was like, this was me

1136
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:33,040
Speaker 3: not that long ago, and I need to close this

1137
00:53:33,440 --> 00:53:36,600
Speaker 3: like because it will literally like that felt so good.

1138
00:53:36,800 --> 00:53:38,439
Speaker 1: That's also what I'm trying to avoid again.

1139
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 2: But so I have a few CDs for you guys.

1140
00:53:43,760 --> 00:53:48,880
Speaker 2: We got Lemon Jelly, which I don't know anything about

1141
00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:53,279
Speaker 2: this album or these musicians at all. I just found

1142
00:53:53,320 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 2: them on Spotify one day because their cover looked really cool,

1143
00:53:56,440 --> 00:53:58,480
Speaker 2: and I've just been listening to them ever since, like

1144
00:53:58,719 --> 00:54:00,360
Speaker 2: a couple of years. And I just saw this in

1145
00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:01,719
Speaker 2: the store and I was like, oh, I need that.

1146
00:54:03,600 --> 00:54:06,400
Speaker 2: Then I got The Money Store by Death Grips, classic

1147
00:54:06,480 --> 00:54:11,480
Speaker 2: classic Death Grips album, Get Get, Get, Get, Got, Got,

1148
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:13,360
Speaker 2: Got Got Blood rest of my head. They hot Bucks,

1149
00:54:13,400 --> 00:54:15,680
Speaker 2: And then I got Donuts by Jay Dilla.

1150
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:19,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, classic classic.

1151
00:54:20,040 --> 00:54:24,200
Speaker 2: Really, if you haven't already actually know what, I'm not

1152
00:54:24,239 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 2: even gonna give that to you, don't listen if you haven't,

1153
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:32,960
Speaker 2: because you're not good enough. And then Miss Lana del I.

1154
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:35,399
Speaker 1: Got Ultra Violence. But I really wanted Norman fucking rock

1155
00:54:35,440 --> 00:54:36,160
Speaker 1: Well on CD.

1156
00:54:37,600 --> 00:54:41,960
Speaker 2: That's a really good album. But come on, ma pussy

1157
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 2: taste like PEPSI co also ya yo on there.

1158
00:54:47,200 --> 00:54:49,360
Speaker 1: Yeah crazy yo.

1159
00:54:50,200 --> 00:54:58,560
Speaker 2: But thank you for this episode. Peace, love, unity and respect.

1160
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:00,719
Speaker 2: Do you need me to massage it? Do you need

1161
00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:01,960
Speaker 2: me to get it for you? Because I can. I

1162
00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:06,160
Speaker 2: can really do something. Motherfucker, your boob hurts. I can

1163
00:55:06,280 --> 00:55:08,200
Speaker 2: just touch it. Just let me touch it. I'm not

1164
00:55:08,200 --> 00:55:10,400
Speaker 2: gonna do anything. Let me play with it. Or whatever,

1165
00:55:10,480 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 2: like I can massage it and make it right. Oh,

1166
00:55:14,200 --> 00:55:17,240
Speaker 2: I'm the fucking weird it's always the guy that's the weirdo,

1167
00:55:17,360 --> 00:55:20,640
Speaker 2: and and you are the freaks, Like it's always the guy.

1168
00:55:20,920 --> 00:55:23,319
Speaker 1: It's actually my nerve endings popping because my boobs are

1169
00:55:23,360 --> 00:55:24,000
Speaker 1: so big.

1170
00:55:25,200 --> 00:55:27,279
Speaker 2: Your nerve innings are exploding right now.

1171
00:55:29,120 --> 00:55:30,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, I just couldn't sustain a lot of pain.

1172
00:55:30,920 --> 00:55:34,240
Speaker 2: Like I'm just wow so high.

1173
00:55:34,360 --> 00:55:38,160
Speaker 1: Okay, Well, thank you guys so much for listening. See

1174
00:55:38,200 --> 00:55:43,120
Speaker 1: you next week. By next week I was gonna say, Oh,

1175
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:45,640
Speaker 1: by next week, it won't be Thanksgiving anymore, so happy

1176
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:46,879
Speaker 1: early Thanksgiving.

1177
00:55:47,400 --> 00:55:48,160
Speaker 2: Why are you lying?

1178
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:51,600
Speaker 3: I don't know when that is, but I know I

1179
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:52,879
Speaker 3: will be eating good.

1180
00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:57,840
Speaker 2: Oh you better eat. You're eating no crumbs left behind?

1181
00:55:58,680 --> 00:56:01,720
Speaker 2: You're eating you know what I miss thinks you're eating

1182
00:56:01,719 --> 00:56:04,840
Speaker 2: like Thanksgiving? Bit you ate like McDonald Yeah, bitch, you

1183
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:07,080
Speaker 2: ate like McDonald's. No bit, you ate like Thanksgiving.

1184
00:56:07,120 --> 00:56:09,680
Speaker 3: And that's a good one though, that's like a good like. Oh,

1185
00:56:09,800 --> 00:56:11,399
Speaker 3: you you ate like Thanksgiving like.

1186
00:56:11,360 --> 00:56:15,600
Speaker 2: You're eating not for white not from high family. I

1187
00:56:15,640 --> 00:56:18,239
Speaker 2: had this insane realization. I was on the phone with

1188
00:56:18,280 --> 00:56:20,279
Speaker 2: my mom and we were talking about like what they're

1189
00:56:20,280 --> 00:56:22,120
Speaker 2: doing for Thanksgiving, and she was like, man, you don't

1190
00:56:22,120 --> 00:56:24,160
Speaker 2: bother coming back. You're good, Like you'll be here for

1191
00:56:24,239 --> 00:56:27,200
Speaker 2: Christmas for a while. Sounds like my fucking family doesn't

1192
00:56:27,200 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 2: want me to come home because I was excited to

1193
00:56:29,160 --> 00:56:31,120
Speaker 2: see them, but she's like, now we'll probably won't do anything.

1194
00:56:31,600 --> 00:56:34,719
Speaker 2: Actually that was Madeline and she's sabotaging me. But anyways,

1195
00:56:36,719 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 2: I was on the phone with my mom and I

1196
00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:40,360
Speaker 2: was like, I don't think I'm coming back for Thanksgiving

1197
00:56:40,360 --> 00:56:41,680
Speaker 2: and she was like, don't worry. I don't want to

1198
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:43,640
Speaker 2: fucking cook for anybody anyways, Like I don't think I'm

1199
00:56:43,640 --> 00:56:46,680
Speaker 2: gonna cook this year. And then I like started thinking

1200
00:56:46,680 --> 00:56:49,200
Speaker 2: about like our family meals and like what they used

1201
00:56:49,200 --> 00:56:51,600
Speaker 2: to look like, and all those like rancid photos that

1202
00:56:51,680 --> 00:56:54,000
Speaker 2: used to pop up on Twitter that like Savannah used

1203
00:56:54,000 --> 00:56:54,279
Speaker 2: to post.

1204
00:56:55,480 --> 00:56:57,560
Speaker 3: I was like, I really am sad that, Like I

1205
00:56:57,600 --> 00:56:59,360
Speaker 3: don't I guess I still follow her on ig and

1206
00:56:59,360 --> 00:57:00,719
Speaker 3: I think she kind of still post it.

1207
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:02,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, but damn I missed that pink plate. I know

1208
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:08,080
Speaker 2: that pink I plate. Show me your pink plate. But

1209
00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:12,080
Speaker 2: I just had this insane realization where I was like,

1210
00:57:12,880 --> 00:57:16,080
Speaker 2: we're the white people with the nasty fucking Thanksgiving food,

1211
00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:18,600
Speaker 2: because like every year, I'm like, do you know what

1212
00:57:18,640 --> 00:57:21,960
Speaker 2: I'm excited to eat on Thanksgiving? Like this is really

1213
00:57:22,000 --> 00:57:25,720
Speaker 2: telling what I'm excited to eat for Thanksgiving. That I

1214
00:57:25,840 --> 00:57:29,880
Speaker 2: only eat at Thanksgiving are many corn dogs and they're frozen.

1215
00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:32,520
Speaker 2: Many corn dogs that my grandma gets from the fucking

1216
00:57:32,560 --> 00:57:36,480
Speaker 2: supermarket and heats up an hour before, and I get

1217
00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:37,760
Speaker 2: so excited to eat those.

1218
00:57:37,920 --> 00:57:39,640
Speaker 3: But that's nice that you still have something that you're

1219
00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:42,160
Speaker 3: excited to eat, because it's like, I don't.

1220
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:44,120
Speaker 1: Know, like you're not going out of your way to

1221
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:44,520
Speaker 1: ever eat that.

1222
00:57:44,600 --> 00:57:46,240
Speaker 2: Such a cranberry sauce too.

1223
00:57:46,640 --> 00:57:48,880
Speaker 1: I've never had cranberry sauce.

1224
00:57:48,640 --> 00:57:51,360
Speaker 2: Actually, like the fucking gelatinous jelly. I mean, it's kind

1225
00:57:51,360 --> 00:57:53,880
Speaker 2: of like the d shit that we drink. But I

1226
00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:56,800
Speaker 2: can't do it. I literally it's so rancid and disgusting

1227
00:57:56,800 --> 00:57:59,840
Speaker 2: and it has like the ridges of the can behind

1228
00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:02,000
Speaker 2: it ribbed for my pleasure though, because when I shove

1229
00:58:02,000 --> 00:58:04,880
Speaker 2: it up my fucking ass, it feels scared.

1230
00:58:05,160 --> 00:58:08,360
Speaker 3: Well, my dad fucking eats my dad goes in on

1231
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:12,360
Speaker 3: Thanksgiving and it is so much, so fucking yummy, and

1232
00:58:12,400 --> 00:58:14,120
Speaker 3: I'm always so excited.

1233
00:58:13,640 --> 00:58:15,920
Speaker 2: Because my come to Miami for Thanksgiving.

1234
00:58:16,040 --> 00:58:18,960
Speaker 3: He would literally like, I'm not kidding, I ironically love that.

1235
00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:22,840
Speaker 3: Like my my family is the family that like love.

1236
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:25,680
Speaker 3: My dad loves being a host and having people over

1237
00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 3: and yeah, and I love.

1238
00:58:28,960 --> 00:58:32,040
Speaker 1: Going back and like eating all his food. And when

1239
00:58:32,040 --> 00:58:32,720
Speaker 1: I was vegetarian.

1240
00:58:34,040 --> 00:58:37,320
Speaker 2: Break from each other, I know we were.

1241
00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:39,320
Speaker 1: Saying that we were in my car.

1242
00:58:39,520 --> 00:58:41,560
Speaker 3: In the cars when it shows the most, I'm like, damn,

1243
00:58:41,760 --> 00:58:43,080
Speaker 3: we spend too much time together.

1244
00:58:43,360 --> 00:58:45,440
Speaker 2: What the fuck are we talking about? Are we cruising

1245
00:58:45,480 --> 00:58:48,640
Speaker 2: to the gym together right now? And talking about literally.

1246
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:50,160
Speaker 1: We're cruising to the gym and being like, oh my god,

1247
00:58:50,200 --> 00:58:53,320
Speaker 1: is that new Toyota? Wowt there?

1248
00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:57,360
Speaker 2: Like oh that's my favorite tree, Like I love that tree. Okay,

1249
00:58:57,440 --> 00:59:01,400
Speaker 2: yeah whatever, Okay. Ending this episode, bye bye. We didn't

1250
00:59:01,400 --> 00:59:03,560
Speaker 2: get to finish that thought though, We'll save it for

1251
00:59:03,600 --> 00:59:31,720
Speaker 2: next week. Next week, next week, m mm hmm