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Speaker 3: Okay, speaking about talking about did you see that you

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Speaker 2: And ship.

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Speaker 1: The motherfucker? Hey? Yeah, yeah. Before we get into that, though,

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Speaker 2: we're just anyway. Man, Let's go ahead, man, let's let's

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Speaker 2: let's do it. But let's do this to the phone one,

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Speaker 2: fun the fuck the standard one? You know what I mean?

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Speaker 1: Yes, sweet you, Yes, I'm gonna put on my n

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Speaker 1: You wanna do you want? Do you want to do

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Speaker 1: the Master Trump Show commercial one of the NPR.

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Speaker 2: Boys, Yeah, do that one, do that one. Do the

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Speaker 2: Manster Truck Show.

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Speaker 1: Do the goddamn Master Truck Show. Okay, you are listening

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Speaker 1: to Jacobs and Jones, and I am Dragonfly Jones, Jones, Jones, Jones, Jones, June.

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Speaker 1: and Jones, Jones, Jones.

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Speaker 2: Jones some doors. If you funk with the music to

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Speaker 2: the description, you can find music there. If you like us,

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Speaker 2: If you don't, you know, don't do ship. Okay, okay,

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Speaker 2: don't do a damn thing. All right? Anyway, So what

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Speaker 2: we that's the hip ja ship? You watch that ship?

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Speaker 1: Yeah? That's it was funny that ship was.

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Speaker 1: It was it was some insightles ship there too, Like

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Speaker 2: I think, I like, I loved Jaden and do people

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Speaker 1: That's fucking great. Why are you turn the skin down

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Speaker 2: Should what should he be should he be sad and depressed?

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Speaker 2: No, nigga, what the fuck it's it's.

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Speaker 2: Nail nail tysons drass, Yeah, the fucking do Seki's man,

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Speaker 2: I just hate it, you know what I mean. It

428
00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:56,639
Speaker 2: disgusts me. I think it's I think it's equally as

429
00:23:56,680 --> 00:23:59,159
Speaker 2: bad as murder Man. You know when you realize like

430
00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:03,040
Speaker 2: how it affects the people afterwards, you know, I mean, dude,

431
00:24:03,080 --> 00:24:08,120
Speaker 2: you're changing their lives completely. Bro, It's a despicable fucking act,

432
00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:11,439
Speaker 2: you know. And I just can't see it done on television,

433
00:24:11,520 --> 00:24:13,800
Speaker 2: Like it's just I just I don't I don't know

434
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:16,240
Speaker 2: what murder on television does not bother me as much

435
00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:20,920
Speaker 2: as Rake, Like, like seeing somebody get killed on TV

436
00:24:21,200 --> 00:24:23,240
Speaker 2: does not bother me as much as rap. I just

437
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:24,280
Speaker 2: I just can't watch it.

438
00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:24,479
Speaker 4: Bro.

439
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:27,320
Speaker 2: I'll walk out of a room, like ever since I

440
00:24:27,400 --> 00:24:29,119
Speaker 2: was a kid, like, Mama, what's wrong with you? Like

441
00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,200
Speaker 2: she knows, she gets it, but it's.

442
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:32,080
Speaker 1: Just like I just can't.

443
00:24:32,800 --> 00:24:35,800
Speaker 2: I just can't watch that ship, bro. But not to

444
00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:37,640
Speaker 2: say I'm any better than it. It's just I get

445
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:39,520
Speaker 2: that was a funny point. You know. That's a funny point.

446
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:41,720
Speaker 2: Like people are tripping over moonlight and shit like that.

447
00:24:42,359 --> 00:24:45,119
Speaker 2: Like even like on Facebook, bro, like I'm seeing like

448
00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:47,879
Speaker 2: the most ignorant comments from people, young folks.

449
00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:48,120
Speaker 1: Man.

450
00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:52,720
Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, bro, y'all have kids, y'all gonna raise

451
00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:53,639
Speaker 2: some more idiots.

452
00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:57,359
Speaker 1: That's the worst part of this. Like I don't like

453
00:24:57,760 --> 00:25:02,080
Speaker 1: I am not in the the business of converting adults,

454
00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:07,159
Speaker 1: but like, if you're spreading this poison impressionable kids, man, I.

455
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:10,960
Speaker 2: Saw something that was funny on Facebook today, this one

456
00:25:11,400 --> 00:25:13,240
Speaker 2: she was talking about Like she was talking about her

457
00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:16,479
Speaker 2: kids and she ones in elementary school, like played when

458
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:18,240
Speaker 2: they're playing tag, they don't say you're it. They say,

459
00:25:18,280 --> 00:25:25,360
Speaker 2: you're Trump. That was funny. It's okay. They know he's

460
00:25:25,480 --> 00:25:28,280
Speaker 2: fucked up, you know what I mean, so they'll hopefully

461
00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:30,520
Speaker 2: do better. You know that shit he's doing as fucked up.

462
00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:32,720
Speaker 2: You know. So I thought that was cool. But yeah,

463
00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:34,879
Speaker 2: I'm seeing that ship like damn. Like, but she made

464
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,560
Speaker 2: that point. I was like, damn, like that is an

465
00:25:37,640 --> 00:25:41,080
Speaker 2: interesting point, Like and this dude is just at this

466
00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:43,680
Speaker 2: one guy. I mean, he probably just want a idiot.

467
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:45,280
Speaker 2: Don't think most people feel this way. He's like, you know,

468
00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:48,680
Speaker 2: rapist fake Like you know, dude's kissing is nasty, like

469
00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:51,360
Speaker 2: you know, like like the raping the show. Yeah, it's fake,

470
00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:54,159
Speaker 2: like those they kissed when the dudes kissing like they

471
00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:56,600
Speaker 2: weren't really like you know, fucking.

472
00:25:56,359 --> 00:25:58,200
Speaker 1: You know, like you know, it's like I don't know, man,

473
00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:01,200
Speaker 1: I don't motherfucker.

474
00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:03,359
Speaker 2: It's just a dumb statement. It's just stupid, you know

475
00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:06,040
Speaker 2: what I mean. Like, but like I told you that

476
00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:07,040
Speaker 2: one dude walked out.

477
00:26:07,640 --> 00:26:07,840
Speaker 1: I did.

478
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:12,080
Speaker 2: I thought he was just a weirdo and he walked

479
00:26:12,119 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 2: out of the movie. I mean they called me out

480
00:26:15,320 --> 00:26:17,480
Speaker 2: guard too. But I was like, you know, I wasn't like,

481
00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:20,360
Speaker 2: oh shit, like you know, like he walked out, didn't

482
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:22,680
Speaker 2: he did? What fuck it didn't come back?

483
00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:23,200
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

484
00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,560
Speaker 2: And I'm just saying like I was saying that.

485
00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:28,720
Speaker 1: He was like, okay, you know, he told all fucking

486
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:30,879
Speaker 1: thirteen of his Facebook friends that he walked out on

487
00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 1: his right right And then I saw.

488
00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,919
Speaker 2: Another another dude on Facebook talking about how I got

489
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:38,560
Speaker 2: at that point. He was like, yeah, they love showing.

490
00:26:38,600 --> 00:26:42,159
Speaker 2: It's like that, you know, all that bullshit, you know

491
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:46,560
Speaker 2: what I mean, so many comments agreeing with them, and

492
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:51,399
Speaker 2: it's like it's just frustrating, dude, Like I see the

493
00:26:51,600 --> 00:26:54,480
Speaker 2: dumbest shit like every day on like social media. Man,

494
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:58,520
Speaker 2: Like I mean, I don't. I'm I feel like, you don't.

495
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:02,360
Speaker 2: You don't. You don't have to you know, you don't.

496
00:27:03,160 --> 00:27:06,600
Speaker 2: You don't have to agree, you know, with how people live,

497
00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:08,080
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, you don't have to agree.

498
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:10,920
Speaker 2: And and and like I don't, I don't. Why do you?

499
00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 2: Why do you? Why why do you even have an

500
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:21,119
Speaker 2: expressing that opinion like they like how it's disgusting, Like no, bro,

501
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:23,879
Speaker 2: you just don't. You just don't agree with it. You

502
00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,240
Speaker 2: just it's not for you. That's fine, bro, you know,

503
00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:29,119
Speaker 2: like nobody's trying to you know, nobody's you know, begging

504
00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:32,520
Speaker 2: you to be gay. There's enough good looking motherfuckers out here, niggas,

505
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 2: Ain't you know what I'm saying. Like I've been hit on,

506
00:27:35,400 --> 00:27:37,959
Speaker 2: been dudes have said I was good looking. They've never

507
00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:40,439
Speaker 2: hit on me, though, you know, you know what I mean.

508
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:42,600
Speaker 2: I'm flattered. I'll take it from anybody. I don't go

509
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:45,040
Speaker 2: fuck you know, fucking the dog will bark in a

510
00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:48,240
Speaker 2: way that makes me feel like thank you, you know

511
00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:50,359
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like I don't give a fuck who

512
00:27:50,480 --> 00:27:52,359
Speaker 2: tells me I'm good looking? Yeah, I've never been hit on.

513
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:55,119
Speaker 2: I mean that's there's enough good looking motherfuckers. Like nobody,

514
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:57,000
Speaker 2: nobody wants you, bro, you know what I mean. Like

515
00:27:57,359 --> 00:28:01,000
Speaker 2: everybody just feels so attacked by he's like you know

516
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:04,600
Speaker 2: this movie or like, you know, gayness. It seems like

517
00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:06,639
Speaker 2: when they talk about it, like they're attacked by it,

518
00:28:06,760 --> 00:28:09,640
Speaker 2: like it's like it's you know, like it's it's it's

519
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:12,119
Speaker 2: it's something like it's an attack on them and who

520
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:14,920
Speaker 2: they are, and say it's just ridiculous, man, you know,

521
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:17,360
Speaker 2: like I don't, I don't know. Why why do you care?

522
00:28:17,480 --> 00:28:18,280
Speaker 2: Why do we care?

523
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:22,359
Speaker 1: Listen? Man, like like like and and and then motherfuckers

524
00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:25,080
Speaker 1: felt well, I just don't understand it. Look, I don't

525
00:28:25,160 --> 00:28:27,520
Speaker 1: understand why a man will want a man either, because

526
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:33,080
Speaker 1: men we're fucking disgusting. Okay, So that's also CRUI.

527
00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:35,160
Speaker 2: Is the fact that you really gotta love a nigga

528
00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 2: a nigga, bro, because to choose a nigga, bro, there

529
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:44,880
Speaker 2: got to be some love. The not only always disgusting.

530
00:28:45,240 --> 00:28:48,760
Speaker 2: We ain't ship, bro. We we always talk about it

531
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:52,360
Speaker 2: were boring, you know what I'm saying. We we fucking hairy, Doug.

532
00:28:52,680 --> 00:28:54,480
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, like we we we aren't

533
00:28:54,520 --> 00:28:57,160
Speaker 2: as smart as the people I know. The most of

534
00:28:57,440 --> 00:28:59,560
Speaker 2: people I know are women, you know what I mean? Like,

535
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:03,160
Speaker 2: I just don't like you. It's just love, Doug.

536
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, and women women are so much better love than

537
00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:11,760
Speaker 1: men are, dude, Like for sure, Like you know what

538
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:15,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like like I have, I have the women

539
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:19,440
Speaker 1: in my life have been so expressive and so nurturing,

540
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:22,120
Speaker 1: and so you know, fucking.

541
00:29:22,080 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 2: They teach us, bro. We we like the women we've dated,

542
00:29:25,040 --> 00:29:26,040
Speaker 2: like they teach us how.

543
00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 1: To love bro right right, And it's like it's like,

544
00:29:29,600 --> 00:29:31,880
Speaker 1: you know, I mean my homeboys, you know, we know

545
00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,760
Speaker 1: we love each other, but it's like some ship that

546
00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:35,440
Speaker 1: we say to each other like once every like you know,

547
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:38,360
Speaker 1: motherfucking like every every other year or so. You know,

548
00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:41,680
Speaker 1: it's not like we we have we tell each other

549
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,600
Speaker 1: we love each other every time we talk to each

550
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:44,320
Speaker 1: other and some ship.

551
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:44,640
Speaker 2: You know.

552
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:49,040
Speaker 1: But women are just if women are are fucking better

553
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:52,440
Speaker 1: at fucking well, the way women love is better than

554
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:54,120
Speaker 1: the way men love. You know what I'm saying.

555
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 2: They appreciate. So they appreciate Like I was like, my

556
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,560
Speaker 2: lady's coming and I'm like, I'm I need to clean

557
00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,760
Speaker 2: my room. You're gonna clean your room for me. I'm

558
00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:07,720
Speaker 2: like the dog. It's like yeah, I mean like they

559
00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,480
Speaker 2: appreciate such regular ship.

560
00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:14,840
Speaker 1: Listen, man, listen listen. I'm gonna take something like one time,

561
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,560
Speaker 1: me and my girl, we we went to a waffle

562
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: house about goddamn like like two or three in the morning,

563
00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:23,120
Speaker 1: and we was we was waiting in line for like

564
00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:25,360
Speaker 1: thirty forty minutes. She's like, I'm just ready to go home,

565
00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:28,240
Speaker 1: and she was like, you know, she was really hungry

566
00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:30,720
Speaker 1: or whatever. So we got to the crib and she

567
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:32,960
Speaker 1: was like, you know, she went to sleep, and I

568
00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:35,160
Speaker 1: just said, well, you know, I was still up. I

569
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:38,320
Speaker 1: was still you know, you know, hyper and ship. So

570
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:40,400
Speaker 1: I got damn cut your some breakfast.

571
00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:41,320
Speaker 2: She came.

572
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:44,280
Speaker 1: She came in the fucking kitchen and cried, dude, because

573
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:45,640
Speaker 1: I was thinking for her breakfast.

574
00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:49,160
Speaker 2: That's so beautiful though, man, she was so appreciative. She

575
00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:51,440
Speaker 2: don't like damn, bro, they don't appreciate.

576
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:55,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, like to that like dog, Look if.

577
00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:00,640
Speaker 2: Watch don't need to eat the food with you, right right?

578
00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:01,720
Speaker 1: Me and homies with mom.

579
00:31:01,720 --> 00:31:02,680
Speaker 2: Find to eat.

580
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:04,720
Speaker 1: And we went back to my home boy's crib and

581
00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:06,960
Speaker 1: and he cooked for us. We wouldn't have cried for

582
00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:09,120
Speaker 1: that motherfuck we were so we would have told him

583
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 1: what we wanted, how we wanted that ship, you know,

584
00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 1: and what he needs to do with ship.

585
00:31:14,640 --> 00:31:17,880
Speaker 2: I appreciate you appreciate it, right, don't even look at

586
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,880
Speaker 2: that nigga when he had you the food. Take your food.

587
00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,840
Speaker 2: Still watch the TV and just put your arm out

588
00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:26,800
Speaker 2: you feel me, Yeah, and think about this there like

589
00:31:27,080 --> 00:31:30,320
Speaker 2: one thing. I just I'm so appreciative and I try

590
00:31:30,360 --> 00:31:31,920
Speaker 2: to return the favorite to this man. Like a lot

591
00:31:31,920 --> 00:31:33,400
Speaker 2: of times when I get cooked, like the woman w

592
00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:35,520
Speaker 2: woman cooks for me, she'll bring my plate to me,

593
00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:40,680
Speaker 2: like talk, that's just something you know, Like I tried

594
00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:43,320
Speaker 2: to try to do that when I cook, you know

595
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:45,120
Speaker 2: what I mean, just off the ship that it's been

596
00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:47,200
Speaker 2: done to me, that's something I would even have thought

597
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 2: to do, you know what i mean, like make the play.

598
00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:51,800
Speaker 2: I'm like, you know, the fool's ready, I grab a plate,

599
00:31:51,840 --> 00:31:53,200
Speaker 2: I go to the back room. You know what i mean?

600
00:31:54,000 --> 00:31:54,120
Speaker 4: Right?

601
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:56,520
Speaker 2: You know, Like but like that's just like things like

602
00:31:56,640 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 2: that man with like you know, I'm taught how to

603
00:32:00,280 --> 00:32:03,840
Speaker 2: appreciate it. I'm taught, you know, like you know, how

604
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,920
Speaker 2: to express myself, how to speak, because I mean, dude,

605
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:09,320
Speaker 2: like I'm I'm a nigga dog. Like if I'm feeling

606
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,720
Speaker 2: a certain way, I just I just I just feel

607
00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:13,440
Speaker 2: that way till it goes away. I don't talk about it,

608
00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Yeah, hardly ever, I'm like, yo,

609
00:32:17,800 --> 00:32:19,720
Speaker 2: you know what you know that that that made me

610
00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,920
Speaker 2: feel someone, I'll never say that ship like.

611
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,960
Speaker 1: I I mean, I'm the same way. And it's not

612
00:32:26,080 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 1: like I fucking internalized ship. Like I just deal with

613
00:32:28,960 --> 00:32:29,920
Speaker 1: it on my own terms.

614
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:30,960
Speaker 2: And I get that ship out of.

615
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,320
Speaker 1: Me the way I get it out of me. You

616
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:35,479
Speaker 1: know what I mean, so it's like, and that's why

617
00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,960
Speaker 1: I'm fucking terrible when it comes to being like a

618
00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:40,800
Speaker 1: fucking consultant when bad she goes down, because I don't

619
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:42,400
Speaker 1: know what the fuck to say to people, because I

620
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:44,080
Speaker 1: don't know what the fuck I would want to say

621
00:32:44,120 --> 00:32:45,480
Speaker 1: to me because when she goes down, I want to

622
00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:46,720
Speaker 1: be left alone. You know what I'm saying.

623
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 2: Literally, is a lot of times when sh it goes down,

624
00:32:49,320 --> 00:32:53,120
Speaker 2: like there's really nothing that can be said to me

625
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 2: to make me feel better. I do like when people

626
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 2: are like, yo, I'm I'm here for you. That's that's

627
00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,680
Speaker 2: that's that's cool, you know what I mean. But like

628
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:02,560
Speaker 2: I just say, you just have to like digest it.

629
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:04,160
Speaker 2: You have to like for me. I don't know what.

630
00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:06,000
Speaker 2: I don't know. Maybe it's not everybody. Some people like

631
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,840
Speaker 2: to get out, some people like to you know, communicate.

632
00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 2: I have to like understand it, you know what I mean.

633
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:15,080
Speaker 2: I have to like understand things. So, like a lot

634
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:18,200
Speaker 2: of times when I'm just super quiet because I just

635
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 2: have a lot going on in my head and I

636
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:21,840
Speaker 2: have to like this, I have to figure it out

637
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 2: and then I can express myself. But even though the

638
00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,680
Speaker 2: expression part due there's times in like past relationships where

639
00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 2: you know, like we're discussing stuff and my head feels

640
00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:36,160
Speaker 2: like it's not a pop bro, Like it's not it's

641
00:33:36,200 --> 00:33:38,640
Speaker 2: just a weird like it's a weird anxiety feeling where

642
00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:41,920
Speaker 2: I just I just don't want to talk about my emotions,

643
00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,280
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. We're almost in anxiety from it,

644
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:48,400
Speaker 2: dog and you know, and it's it's it's just so weird,

645
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 2: and I have to be I have to be taught,

646
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:53,040
Speaker 2: like how important it is. Like I'm a grown ass man.

647
00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 2: A woman is teaching me to speak my fucking mind. Bro,

648
00:33:57,640 --> 00:33:59,320
Speaker 2: you know what I mean to talk about like how

649
00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:02,240
Speaker 2: I feel and making my talking about my feelings out

650
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:05,800
Speaker 2: there there they're you know, relevant, I think a lot

651
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,920
Speaker 2: of time, but I've always known the depression, Like sometimes

652
00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:10,440
Speaker 2: my feelings are just bullshit, like you know what I mean,

653
00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:12,960
Speaker 2: like that it's not they're not real like you know

654
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:15,840
Speaker 2: sometimes but you know, like and so like I just

655
00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:18,719
Speaker 2: feel like sometimes my feelings just like fuck them, you know.

656
00:34:18,840 --> 00:34:20,680
Speaker 2: And sometimes you know, like sometimes they're real and I

657
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:22,160
Speaker 2: need to address them a lot of times I'm just

658
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:24,560
Speaker 2: just my mind is telling me something that's made me

659
00:34:24,600 --> 00:34:26,640
Speaker 2: feel away and it's not that, and it's not really

660
00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:28,160
Speaker 2: how what's going on?

661
00:34:28,360 --> 00:34:28,520
Speaker 1: You know?

662
00:34:29,800 --> 00:34:30,960
Speaker 2: Am I making any sense at all?

663
00:34:31,760 --> 00:34:34,960
Speaker 1: Absolutely? Like, I mean, the thing is, I think we

664
00:34:35,160 --> 00:34:39,799
Speaker 1: want to hear condolences that that are reflective of how

665
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: we choose to grieve, you know what I mean? Like

666
00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:45,000
Speaker 1: you know, like like if someone conveyed some shit to me,

667
00:34:45,080 --> 00:34:47,839
Speaker 1: that's basically, I'm here if you need me, but I'm

668
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:49,759
Speaker 1: gonna give you your space. I'm gonna let you have

669
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,400
Speaker 1: you but you know, I'm here if you if you

670
00:34:51,480 --> 00:34:53,560
Speaker 1: need me, feel free to reach out. Like that's perfect

671
00:34:53,600 --> 00:34:55,759
Speaker 1: to me, dude, But but some people want to hear

672
00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:58,160
Speaker 1: shit like you know, I'm gonna stay on top of

673
00:34:58,160 --> 00:34:59,839
Speaker 1: you and make sure you're okay. And that's fine too.

674
00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:01,800
Speaker 1: That's not the way that I choose to you know,

675
00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 1: fucking to to to fucking grieve and cope with ship.

676
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,279
Speaker 1: But that's fine if some people want to hear that

677
00:35:08,400 --> 00:35:10,200
Speaker 1: because that's how they choose to grieve and cope.

678
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,960
Speaker 2: I honestly don't. But when people tell me I'm gonna

679
00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:16,640
Speaker 2: make sure you're okay, I just I don't. It doesn't

680
00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:17,400
Speaker 2: mean anything to me.

681
00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:18,000
Speaker 1: It's a lie.

682
00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:21,000
Speaker 2: Really, you can't make strong Okay, you know what I mean,

683
00:35:21,120 --> 00:35:23,239
Speaker 2: you really can't, like I have to get through this,

684
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 2: you feel me, right, It's not like it's not like

685
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:29,840
Speaker 2: I don't appreciate the sentiment, but it's just bullshit, like

686
00:35:29,880 --> 00:35:31,360
Speaker 2: you're really thinking about what you're saying, you know what

687
00:35:31,360 --> 00:35:33,959
Speaker 2: I mean, Like you can't. I can't like I can't.

688
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:36,560
Speaker 2: You can't make sure anybody else is okay, man. And

689
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,120
Speaker 2: that's that's the one thing I'm scared that that scares

690
00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:41,080
Speaker 2: me by having kids and shit too, Like you can't

691
00:35:41,120 --> 00:35:44,160
Speaker 2: make sure anybody's okay, you know, like people have to

692
00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:47,520
Speaker 2: live life for themselves and figure things out for themselves,

693
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,279
Speaker 2: you know, like have to get through things on their own.

694
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:52,759
Speaker 2: Like you can be there and be support them. But

695
00:35:52,920 --> 00:35:56,160
Speaker 2: I mean like that when you're going through something, man like,

696
00:35:57,400 --> 00:35:59,440
Speaker 2: I think you know, time definitely helps, but when you're

697
00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:01,440
Speaker 2: in the thick of it, man like, it's just hard

698
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:05,399
Speaker 2: sometimes to just there's nothing anybody can do or say

699
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,520
Speaker 2: to make you not feel a certain way. You just

700
00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:11,920
Speaker 2: gotta just gotta continue, you know, each step, you know,

701
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:15,000
Speaker 2: trying to get through the ship day by day. You know,

702
00:36:15,160 --> 00:36:17,840
Speaker 2: like you can't, like you can't make it better for me.

703
00:36:18,040 --> 00:36:19,880
Speaker 2: You can't make shit better for anybody.

704
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:22,040
Speaker 1: You know what I mean exactly? I mean it's the

705
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 1: whole you know, make me happy? Shit, It's like I

706
00:36:25,680 --> 00:36:28,960
Speaker 1: don't like like when I hear that ship and people's

707
00:36:29,040 --> 00:36:33,040
Speaker 1: fucking discussions about of what an idea relationship is or

708
00:36:33,200 --> 00:36:35,200
Speaker 1: whatever you know make I'm like you.

709
00:36:35,280 --> 00:36:35,719
Speaker 2: The fuck?

710
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:37,120
Speaker 1: Do you think you are right?

711
00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:37,480
Speaker 4: Like you?

712
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:41,400
Speaker 1: You want someone else to make you happy? You realize

713
00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:43,759
Speaker 1: how absurd that it is? Like I don't even I

714
00:36:43,840 --> 00:36:46,319
Speaker 1: don't even fully know how to make myself happy most

715
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:49,400
Speaker 1: of us, don't you know what I'm saying? That you

716
00:36:49,440 --> 00:36:51,319
Speaker 1: want me to make You want me to be something

717
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,560
Speaker 1: for my happiness and your happiness. I can. I can

718
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:55,359
Speaker 1: promise you. I will never neglect you. I will never

719
00:36:55,480 --> 00:36:58,000
Speaker 1: you know, fucking disrespect you. I will never take you

720
00:36:58,080 --> 00:36:58,520
Speaker 1: for granted.

721
00:36:58,600 --> 00:36:59,440
Speaker 2: But make you happy.

722
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:02,680
Speaker 1: That is something that comes from within you. I have

723
00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 1: no control over that.

724
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:04,600
Speaker 2: Are you happy?

725
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:08,719
Speaker 1: I'm content? I have moments when I'm very happy. I

726
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:13,760
Speaker 1: have moments where I I have moments. My happy moments

727
00:37:13,880 --> 00:37:16,920
Speaker 1: far outweigh my depressed moments, so you know, for whatever

728
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:19,000
Speaker 1: that counts, I'm.

729
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:23,000
Speaker 2: A happy motherfucker in general. Man, And my mom always

730
00:37:23,040 --> 00:37:27,239
Speaker 2: talks about that, Like when shit happens, I feel like,

731
00:37:27,280 --> 00:37:29,799
Speaker 2: as long as I'm breathing, I'll figure it out, right,

732
00:37:30,120 --> 00:37:32,800
Speaker 2: That's just how I feel, like I don't really necessarily

733
00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:36,320
Speaker 2: like happiness to me is weird though, Like I'm not,

734
00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:41,800
Speaker 2: like I don't, I don't need to. I don't, Like

735
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:45,200
Speaker 2: I don't know if I'm alone in my room, not

736
00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:47,600
Speaker 2: talking to anybody, and I'm happy, and it might not

737
00:37:47,760 --> 00:37:51,480
Speaker 2: look like happiness, but it's happiness to me, you know

738
00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:56,880
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like having like having time to myself,

739
00:37:57,800 --> 00:38:00,799
Speaker 2: you know, or like I don't. I don't like I don't.

740
00:38:00,920 --> 00:38:02,600
Speaker 2: It's so weird, Like I don't have to go out,

741
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:06,640
Speaker 2: none of that ship like having having time to myself,

742
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:10,120
Speaker 2: being around loved ones. That's all. That's all that really matters.

743
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:12,520
Speaker 2: When we talked about this last But like, you know,

744
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:16,120
Speaker 2: like the only reason we want money is to be

745
00:38:16,239 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 2: around people we give a fuck more than people we

746
00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:20,120
Speaker 2: don't give a fuck about, you know what I mean?

747
00:38:20,320 --> 00:38:25,279
Speaker 2: Exact like money allows you the opportunity for the freedom to,

748
00:38:25,480 --> 00:38:27,840
Speaker 2: you know, to to when you when you're gonna be

749
00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:29,440
Speaker 2: around people, to make sure that the people you give

750
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,279
Speaker 2: a fuck about, you know what I mean. Like that's

751
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:34,520
Speaker 2: that's what's awesome about you know that, Like I can,

752
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:37,160
Speaker 2: I can go see my grandmother anytime I want, my

753
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:41,600
Speaker 2: little brother, my fucking mom, dude. You know, like obviously

754
00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 2: my mom since like March, I need to go like soon.

755
00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:47,800
Speaker 2: But yeah, like like you can, you can. You know,

756
00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:50,640
Speaker 2: that's that's the only reason money matters. But like I'm

757
00:38:51,080 --> 00:38:54,640
Speaker 2: I guess, happiness to me, it's just like I don't know,

758
00:38:54,800 --> 00:38:57,839
Speaker 2: I just I just I just feel nothing really gets

759
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 2: me too too down. Like I just I feel like

760
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:06,040
Speaker 2: I get I'll get down for like a time period,

761
00:39:06,880 --> 00:39:11,560
Speaker 2: but it just it doesn't I've learned not to get

762
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:14,960
Speaker 2: super down about ship because I just know, like I'm

763
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:18,280
Speaker 2: gonna have days where I just it's just everything's just difficult.

764
00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:20,800
Speaker 2: I know that, you know what I mean, right, and

765
00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:24,319
Speaker 2: living long enough, you just know that those days it's

766
00:39:24,400 --> 00:39:27,040
Speaker 2: a it's a short period of time. It really tripped

767
00:39:27,080 --> 00:39:30,440
Speaker 2: me out though. It's like how when you're in a

768
00:39:30,480 --> 00:39:33,600
Speaker 2: good period and you just want to like you know,

769
00:39:33,760 --> 00:39:35,880
Speaker 2: just like oh let me just let me this. I

770
00:39:35,960 --> 00:39:37,600
Speaker 2: need to drag this out as long as possible. Like

771
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:39,760
Speaker 2: something you have like say say you're going on vacation,

772
00:39:40,000 --> 00:39:41,359
Speaker 2: that's just a weird thought. This is a round thought.

773
00:39:41,400 --> 00:39:44,439
Speaker 2: But so you're going on vacation, your vacation for a week,

774
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:48,239
Speaker 2: you know, and like you're like the time. You know,

775
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:50,080
Speaker 2: time usually flies, but you wanted to go slow. You like,

776
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:51,840
Speaker 2: let me enjoy these moments, let me get caught up

777
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:53,840
Speaker 2: in the in the now and all that ship because

778
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,520
Speaker 2: you know it's gonna fly, but you want like time

779
00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:58,680
Speaker 2: to sw down. But there's somebody somewhere wishing that time flies,

780
00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:01,040
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, all in the same clock,

781
00:40:01,280 --> 00:40:03,319
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, And there's somebody someone wishing

782
00:40:03,360 --> 00:40:05,879
Speaker 2: to I can't wait for this or the wishing time away.

783
00:40:05,920 --> 00:40:07,439
Speaker 2: I wish so much of my life away.

784
00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 4: Man.

785
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:10,279
Speaker 2: It's just it's just kind of weird to me. But

786
00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:12,960
Speaker 2: I just thought that, like you know, like when I'm

787
00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:16,719
Speaker 2: like I'm looking forward to something, or I'm just I

788
00:40:16,760 --> 00:40:18,360
Speaker 2: couldn't go get way to get through this week, you know,

789
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:20,279
Speaker 2: because this is this is a busy ass week at school, Like,

790
00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:22,399
Speaker 2: let me just get through this fucking week. I can't

791
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,200
Speaker 2: wait till Thursday night. But there's somebody who's having a

792
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:28,600
Speaker 2: great what's fucking on vacation or whatever, like damn about

793
00:40:28,640 --> 00:40:30,400
Speaker 2: to leave, and I'm wishing their time away. I don't know,

794
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,840
Speaker 2: it doesn't really affect the time, but it's just interesting

795
00:40:33,880 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 2: to me, you know what I mean, It's an interesting thing.

796
00:40:35,760 --> 00:40:39,440
Speaker 1: But yeah, I mean, because that's the thing. Happiness is.

797
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:42,560
Speaker 1: Happiness is a high. It's something that is fleeting. It

798
00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:47,080
Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily last a long time, you know. I you know,

799
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:51,080
Speaker 1: I think being content is a much more realistic aspiration.

800
00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:53,680
Speaker 1: And people look at that like, oh, you're true, you're

801
00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:59,800
Speaker 1: saying very difficult. Yeah, I know, no, no, motherfucker. Like,

802
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:02,960
Speaker 1: happiness is a high, it's not sustainable for a very

803
00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:03,919
Speaker 1: long period of time.

804
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,879
Speaker 2: Maybe content. Being content is happiness to me. I feel

805
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:08,640
Speaker 2: happy when it is.

806
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:10,200
Speaker 1: It is to me too.

807
00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:14,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't need to be jubilant, you know. Actually

808
00:41:14,200 --> 00:41:17,279
Speaker 2: sometimes I'll be I'm super happy. Kind of freaks me out,

809
00:41:17,960 --> 00:41:18,200
Speaker 2: it is.

810
00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:20,000
Speaker 1: It is because the whole time you think that that

811
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 1: this isn't gonna last longer, then you get sad, Like

812
00:41:22,360 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 1: that's how happiness worries, right, And.

813
00:41:23,760 --> 00:41:26,960
Speaker 2: I'll be thinking, like why am I so happy right now?

814
00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:30,040
Speaker 2: You know, I'm just not all the way comfortable with it,

815
00:41:30,480 --> 00:41:32,879
Speaker 2: Like if I'm like sometimes I'll be happy as fuck,

816
00:41:33,400 --> 00:41:37,759
Speaker 2: like dumb happy, like goofy alone with the crib and

817
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:40,120
Speaker 2: I'll be wondering, like, what is it that's making me

818
00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:43,680
Speaker 2: feel this way right now? It's almost uncomfortable, you know

819
00:41:43,719 --> 00:41:47,240
Speaker 2: what I mean? And I'm just I just I almost

820
00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:51,840
Speaker 2: like the feeling of being content rather than being like

821
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:53,000
Speaker 2: super jubilant.

822
00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:58,400
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, I mean, like I said, that ship's a

823
00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:00,600
Speaker 1: high man and highs aren't sustainable.

824
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:06,960
Speaker 2: We're about that hour in. We haven't touched the fucking subject,

825
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:12,080
Speaker 2: and I don't think we should. Hey, you don't give

826
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:15,080
Speaker 2: a fuck about the Oscars. I talked to my teachers.

827
00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:17,239
Speaker 2: I talked my teacher, Dude, this is why I love

828
00:42:17,280 --> 00:42:20,160
Speaker 2: this motherfucker man. It's a dude, this motherfucker I love

829
00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:23,719
Speaker 2: this motherfucker man. We were in class and he brought

830
00:42:23,800 --> 00:42:26,560
Speaker 2: up the Oscars and I was like, oh shit, fuck,

831
00:42:26,640 --> 00:42:29,719
Speaker 2: I don't give a fuck about this, right And so

832
00:42:29,920 --> 00:42:33,600
Speaker 2: he says, I tried to watch it. I told you.

833
00:42:33,680 --> 00:42:35,000
Speaker 2: I was like, I try to be an adult watch it,

834
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:37,560
Speaker 2: but I was like, it's just so fucking boring. He said,

835
00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:40,320
Speaker 2: I tried to watch it. I just fell asleep. He's like,

836
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:45,279
Speaker 2: it's so boring. I looked at him, fucking I said,

837
00:42:45,360 --> 00:42:47,360
Speaker 2: why is it so boring. He said, I don't know.

838
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:50,120
Speaker 2: I said my eyes were burnt. He said mine weren't

839
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:54,839
Speaker 2: burning because mine were closed. I'm like, it's a big ass,

840
00:42:55,120 --> 00:42:57,319
Speaker 2: I say. And the other one when we talked about

841
00:42:57,320 --> 00:42:59,719
Speaker 2: how I don't give a fuck about awards because it's pointless.

842
00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:02,879
Speaker 2: It doesn't mean anything to me. Awards don't mean shit

843
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 2: to me. It's good to be told that he's good,

844
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:07,320
Speaker 2: to be accepted and all that shit, I guess or

845
00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:09,279
Speaker 2: whatever whatever, But I don't give a fuck about a

846
00:43:09,320 --> 00:43:12,000
Speaker 2: lot of that. I don't. I don't give a fuck

847
00:43:12,000 --> 00:43:14,399
Speaker 2: about it, man, you know what I mean. And he said,

848
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:16,839
Speaker 2: and this what he said. He said, I just don't

849
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:20,239
Speaker 2: understand awards shows. I almost kissed this fucking white man

850
00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:24,080
Speaker 2: dude like me, neither. It's a bigg ass, fucking circle jerk.

851
00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,319
Speaker 2: He said, it's the biggest circle jerk. And he said,

852
00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:28,520
Speaker 2: this is the trip he would go to ad awards.

853
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:30,960
Speaker 2: He's like, I said, he's genius, He's won some great

854
00:43:31,280 --> 00:43:33,759
Speaker 2: he's won some important awards from the city's work. He's done.

855
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:37,200
Speaker 2: And he said what he would always trip him out

856
00:43:37,360 --> 00:43:40,319
Speaker 2: was he realized the only people that gave a fuck

857
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,319
Speaker 2: about the award he one, whether people in the room,

858
00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:47,600
Speaker 2: nobody else, the people who are in the room, the

859
00:43:47,719 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 2: fucking at the at the wards shop, only they gave

860
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:51,440
Speaker 2: a fuck, you know.

861
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:51,759
Speaker 1: What I mean?

862
00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 2: And oftentimes when somebody won, the only people that would

863
00:43:55,640 --> 00:43:57,320
Speaker 2: clap me the people the people like the company he

864
00:43:57,640 --> 00:44:00,960
Speaker 2: worked for, they'd be super It's like nobody really even

865
00:44:01,000 --> 00:44:03,279
Speaker 2: gave a fuck about it if they didn't win. And

866
00:44:03,320 --> 00:44:07,000
Speaker 2: I'm like, Dawn, that ship is pointless. Bro, those are

867
00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 2: those award shows. I don't get it. Like I'm so thankful,

868
00:44:12,120 --> 00:44:15,800
Speaker 2: Like I mean, I be thankful about the increase in

869
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:19,520
Speaker 2: money and work that I'm a good for winning, but

870
00:44:19,760 --> 00:44:22,560
Speaker 2: like like I don't give a fuck about people thinking

871
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,560
Speaker 2: I'm good or bad at ship, like in particular, I mean,

872
00:44:25,880 --> 00:44:28,520
Speaker 2: not like people within the business, you know what I mean,

873
00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:31,080
Speaker 2: Like I don't I don't care, like do the people

874
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:34,799
Speaker 2: that fuck with my ship? Like like like I don't,

875
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:39,080
Speaker 2: I just I just I just feel like okay, like

876
00:44:39,640 --> 00:44:41,799
Speaker 2: like like this this is the teachers I sell and ship,

877
00:44:41,800 --> 00:44:43,799
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? Like the feeling I give

878
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:47,200
Speaker 2: when people like people that actually purchase, I prepreciate every

879
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:48,120
Speaker 2: fucking purchase.

880
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:48,319
Speaker 1: Bro.

881
00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:51,720
Speaker 2: It feels good that somebody like relates to me because

882
00:44:51,800 --> 00:44:53,360
Speaker 2: I feel a certain way, like a lot of the

883
00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:55,320
Speaker 2: ship that I create is like, you know, a reflection

884
00:44:56,080 --> 00:44:58,400
Speaker 2: of of of me in some way, you know what

885
00:44:58,440 --> 00:45:01,439
Speaker 2: I mean. And I I appreciate that She's like, damn,

886
00:45:01,520 --> 00:45:03,480
Speaker 2: you actually fucked with it to the point of purchasing

887
00:45:03,520 --> 00:45:06,120
Speaker 2: a fucking shirt, you know what I mean. That's cool

888
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:08,800
Speaker 2: to me than like winning an award for design. I

889
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:10,760
Speaker 2: would not give a fuck about that. What it awarded

890
00:45:10,840 --> 00:45:12,520
Speaker 2: mean nothing to me, you know what I mean. But

891
00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:15,920
Speaker 2: like people actually connected created It's what's dope to me,

892
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:20,960
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, not necessarily like somebody analyzing

893
00:45:21,040 --> 00:45:23,560
Speaker 2: it from a fucking design aspect and giving me a

894
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:26,800
Speaker 2: that award. Would it wouldn't have in the back of

895
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:29,520
Speaker 2: my closet, like underneath my gym shoes, you know what

896
00:45:29,560 --> 00:45:32,120
Speaker 2: I mean. Yeah, she doesn't mean anything.

897
00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:34,360
Speaker 1: To me, but I mean, but but but these oscars

898
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,680
Speaker 1: were different, man, Like Moonlight feels like a once in

899
00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:43,279
Speaker 1: a generation movie. Brock Fences was was was was a

900
00:45:43,719 --> 00:45:47,040
Speaker 1: fucking was phenomenal from Beel and Denzel.

901
00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:48,360
Speaker 2: You know.

902
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:51,920
Speaker 1: You said what Fences, Yeah.

903
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:55,040
Speaker 2: It was incredible. These are movies that I've never like.

904
00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:58,719
Speaker 2: And then like the dialogue, offences, you know, the dialogue

905
00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:01,600
Speaker 2: and the monologue, you know, like when it's just when

906
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:03,719
Speaker 2: when Denzel would just go off on something like you know,

907
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 2: long monologue and it was.

908
00:46:05,239 --> 00:46:08,040
Speaker 1: Just yeah, it was it felt like a play without

909
00:46:08,440 --> 00:46:11,200
Speaker 1: man overbearing, like a play. Yeah, you know, it was

910
00:46:11,239 --> 00:46:13,080
Speaker 1: a great adaption of that quality ship.

911
00:46:13,120 --> 00:46:15,240
Speaker 2: Man. I mean, there were some good ass fucking movies,

912
00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 2: you know, Black People and quality fucking movies, and you know,

913
00:46:18,640 --> 00:46:20,239
Speaker 2: like for a while, it just seemed like everything that

914
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:23,359
Speaker 2: came out was really there's like there's there's nothing against

915
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:25,040
Speaker 2: Tyler period. I mean, he's making his money, you know,

916
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:26,719
Speaker 2: and there's and there's a there's a fan base for it,

917
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:30,080
Speaker 2: so you know whatever. My mom the most brilliant woman,

918
00:46:30,120 --> 00:46:32,440
Speaker 2: I know, you know, like she's she's a she she

919
00:46:32,520 --> 00:46:35,760
Speaker 2: watches autumn trash ass shows. She loves trash fucking movies,

920
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:39,080
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But like it's like every

921
00:46:39,160 --> 00:46:40,839
Speaker 2: movie that came out with Black People was that type

922
00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:42,680
Speaker 2: of movie, it seems, you know what I mean, or

923
00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 2: some corny ass fucking like like This Christmas was not

924
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:49,440
Speaker 2: really corny. I actually liked the movie, but it's corny,

925
00:46:49,520 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. But like, you know, these

926
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:57,399
Speaker 2: are complex movies, man. Interesting I'm learning. I'm learning, dude.

927
00:46:57,480 --> 00:47:01,800
Speaker 2: Fucking Fisers were so cool because that's life, bro, Fences

928
00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 2: is life. It's not necessarily a happy ending, not necessarily

929
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:10,120
Speaker 2: sad either. It's just is sometimes, you know what I mean, Like,

930
00:47:10,239 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 2: you know, like it just is, you know, like fucking moonlight, dude,

931
00:47:14,520 --> 00:47:17,840
Speaker 2: I dude, it taught me a side of humanity that

932
00:47:17,880 --> 00:47:20,920
Speaker 2: I never thought existed. It showed me, you know what

933
00:47:20,920 --> 00:47:24,880
Speaker 2: I mean, And like I thought about that struggle in

934
00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:26,520
Speaker 2: a way that I was like, damn like that. I

935
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:28,719
Speaker 2: thought about it in a way that I never imagined,

936
00:47:29,440 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 2: you know, Like I was like, Wow, like this person

937
00:47:32,920 --> 00:47:37,040
Speaker 2: when he said he hadn't been touched since high school,

938
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:40,640
Speaker 2: this is a grown ass man, Bro, nobody's touched me

939
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:45,240
Speaker 2: since you like, he didn't. He never opened up again.

940
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:49,520
Speaker 2: He became a sexual bro, you know what I mean,

941
00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:52,880
Speaker 2: after one experience and then all the other shit in

942
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:55,480
Speaker 2: life that he struggled with, you know what I mean?

943
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:59,400
Speaker 2: On top of that, can you imagine, bro? I couldn't

944
00:47:59,440 --> 00:48:03,279
Speaker 2: imagine in that type of inner turmoil, and you have

945
00:48:03,520 --> 00:48:06,680
Speaker 2: nobody to express it with, you know what I mean.

946
00:48:06,680 --> 00:48:09,640
Speaker 2: It's just dog man, Like I get hurt. If my

947
00:48:09,800 --> 00:48:12,440
Speaker 2: chicks go to the bed and ain't got a booty out, bro,

948
00:48:13,440 --> 00:48:15,920
Speaker 2: like i'd be, I'll be hurt, Like, damn you we

949
00:48:16,000 --> 00:48:18,839
Speaker 2: got we got panties on. Are we not in love?

950
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:20,880
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

951
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:24,759
Speaker 2: What the fuck this nigga's going? He's in a food

952
00:48:24,840 --> 00:48:29,360
Speaker 2: grown adult well into adult years, without touch you know

953
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:34,319
Speaker 2: what I mean, without expressing himself showing love after one

954
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:38,840
Speaker 2: I mean, come on, bro, heartbreaking story, you know what

955
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:41,319
Speaker 2: I mean. And yes, it was two men showing love.

956
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:43,520
Speaker 2: But love is beautiful in all forms than me. Man,

957
00:48:44,160 --> 00:48:47,719
Speaker 2: it's love. I don't see like I don't. I don't

958
00:48:47,800 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 2: see two men like I don't. I don't see. I don't.

959
00:48:50,640 --> 00:48:53,200
Speaker 2: I like when when the old dude was console them

960
00:48:54,200 --> 00:48:57,160
Speaker 2: and like rubbing his head, I didn't see two men there.

961
00:48:57,520 --> 00:49:00,480
Speaker 2: I didn't. I just I was happy old boy was

962
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:03,920
Speaker 2: getting it was was was getting like affection, you know

963
00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:07,040
Speaker 2: what I mean. And I think, and that's interesting they

964
00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:09,759
Speaker 2: put like I think, dude, you're gross, you know what

965
00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:12,400
Speaker 2: I mean. But like to see like that's that's how

966
00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:15,320
Speaker 2: good of a movie was. Where you look past like

967
00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:20,719
Speaker 2: you're the stupid ship you feel sometimes and like just

968
00:49:20,840 --> 00:49:23,840
Speaker 2: saw love and how important it was and you know

969
00:49:24,000 --> 00:49:28,799
Speaker 2: how you know, like how hard it is for many

970
00:49:28,880 --> 00:49:32,719
Speaker 2: people to be themselves in this world. Man, I mean,

971
00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:37,440
Speaker 2: how how does that not touch you? You know, like

972
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:39,680
Speaker 2: and then like the hood nigga like it just to

973
00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 2: see like a drug dealer, you know, talking about talking

974
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:47,040
Speaker 2: to you know, the main character, what's his name, a

975
00:49:47,160 --> 00:49:51,840
Speaker 2: shot shots far s, Yeah, talking to him when he

976
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:54,520
Speaker 2: was the young you know, young Sharon and asked him

977
00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:57,359
Speaker 2: about his you know, he's asking about, you know, being gay,

978
00:49:57,719 --> 00:50:00,120
Speaker 2: and he says he's not. You know, you ain't the

979
00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:02,680
Speaker 2: F word. You just gay, you know, like we're talking

980
00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:04,359
Speaker 2: about like if people that feel that way, you don't

981
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:06,560
Speaker 2: have to be an F word, you know, like you

982
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:08,440
Speaker 2: just you're just gay. But this is like this is

983
00:50:08,480 --> 00:50:10,279
Speaker 2: a drug dealer who was shown. I mean that's just

984
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:12,480
Speaker 2: and that's a trust me out too, Like when I

985
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:14,840
Speaker 2: was when I was younger and I didn't have I

986
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 2: grew up in the suburbs in the country for the

987
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:19,840
Speaker 2: most part, like you know some you know, Knoxville, Tennessee,

988
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:22,560
Speaker 2: you know, Hunts Allabama. These are like you know, this

989
00:50:22,719 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 2: is like elementary is like this third grade to like

990
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:28,800
Speaker 2: college years. You know, like when I was living in

991
00:50:28,880 --> 00:50:31,080
Speaker 2: Cali and Colorado all that shit. I was in Saint

992
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:32,520
Speaker 2: Louis at the first time I was there, I was

993
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:36,080
Speaker 2: super young. You know, before that was like three states

994
00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:37,719
Speaker 2: up with the upsecon grades, so I didn't really know shit.

995
00:50:37,800 --> 00:50:41,480
Speaker 2: But you know, growing up down there, like I didn't

996
00:50:41,480 --> 00:50:44,759
Speaker 2: have access to a lot of shit. So all I

997
00:50:44,800 --> 00:50:46,279
Speaker 2: had was the television, you know what I mean. So,

998
00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:49,480
Speaker 2: like moving back to Saint Louis, and you know, a

999
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:51,080
Speaker 2: lot of my friends are from the hood.

1000
00:50:51,120 --> 00:50:51,319
Speaker 4: Hood.

1001
00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:53,440
Speaker 2: My best friends from like one of the worst areas

1002
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:55,960
Speaker 2: in Saint Louis, you know, one of the worst areas

1003
00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:58,359
Speaker 2: at that time when he grew up there in the nation.

1004
00:50:58,840 --> 00:51:00,880
Speaker 2: My family grew up in that area, you know. And

1005
00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:04,080
Speaker 2: you know seeing like you know, drug dealers and you know,

1006
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:05,279
Speaker 2: I mean a lot of my family that you know,

1007
00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:07,359
Speaker 2: I'm the only person that hasn't gone to Jell other

1008
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:10,480
Speaker 2: than my uncle. You know, like most of them was

1009
00:51:10,840 --> 00:51:14,080
Speaker 2: for drugs. And I'm talking to them and like, you know,

1010
00:51:14,160 --> 00:51:16,800
Speaker 2: these are great depth amount, they're solid people. It's just

1011
00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:20,399
Speaker 2: that's how they got money, that's how they supported their family. God,

1012
00:51:21,200 --> 00:51:22,360
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, It was that it was

1013
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,879
Speaker 2: a job to them. You know, it's it's a dangerous one,

1014
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:27,120
Speaker 2: especially like in the areas where they were doing it,

1015
00:51:28,200 --> 00:51:30,640
Speaker 2: and it's a it's a ruthless one. But I mean,

1016
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:34,719
Speaker 2: they weren't bad people. It's just you know, the environments

1017
00:51:34,760 --> 00:51:37,120
Speaker 2: shaped them in certain ways, you know. And also they

1018
00:51:37,160 --> 00:51:38,759
Speaker 2: didn't have a lot of experiences that I had, but

1019
00:51:38,840 --> 00:51:40,880
Speaker 2: they have a lot of opportunities that I had, So

1020
00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:44,000
Speaker 2: I thought about it, you know, just seeing that where

1021
00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:47,359
Speaker 2: like you see people that love that are portrayed as

1022
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:50,680
Speaker 2: people who are heartless, you know what I mean, And

1023
00:51:50,760 --> 00:51:54,680
Speaker 2: how you show you know, Shanmona loved that's beautiful, man.

1024
00:51:54,719 --> 00:51:56,560
Speaker 2: It's important to see, you know what I mean, So

1025
00:51:57,200 --> 00:51:59,200
Speaker 2: especially people who don't add access to it, you know.

1026
00:52:00,840 --> 00:52:02,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, man, And that's and that's like one of the

1027
00:52:03,160 --> 00:52:05,759
Speaker 1: things that that that really hits me the hardest of

1028
00:52:05,800 --> 00:52:10,480
Speaker 1: that movie is how wan you know, marsh characters is

1029
00:52:10,600 --> 00:52:13,839
Speaker 1: how it's how it's how it's how we didn't see

1030
00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:17,799
Speaker 1: any of the darkness of him, but but you knew

1031
00:52:17,880 --> 00:52:20,360
Speaker 1: that that he had to have been a grimy motherfucker

1032
00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:22,840
Speaker 1: because he was right right, right he was. He was

1033
00:52:22,840 --> 00:52:24,920
Speaker 1: a goddamn dope boy, and he was a shot calling

1034
00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:28,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying he was right right, you

1035
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 1: need to get that ship by you either get that

1036
00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:33,320
Speaker 1: ship by busting heads on your way up top. And

1037
00:52:33,440 --> 00:52:35,720
Speaker 1: even when you get there, you're making calls that impact

1038
00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:38,719
Speaker 1: people's lives, that in some people's lives. So we know

1039
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:40,399
Speaker 1: that that he did it serve, but we never saw

1040
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:43,640
Speaker 1: that side of him, and we we only saw the

1041
00:52:43,719 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 1: side of him that was was was was caring and

1042
00:52:46,520 --> 00:52:51,120
Speaker 1: protective and remorseful over the life he chose. And yeah,

1043
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:53,520
Speaker 1: and then that hit me the hardest is when Act

1044
00:52:53,560 --> 00:52:56,000
Speaker 1: two came along and he just wasn't there anymore, dude,

1045
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:58,319
Speaker 1: And it was like, I'm not even sure if they

1046
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:02,439
Speaker 1: ever plicitly stated that he was murdered. They said he died,

1047
00:53:02,960 --> 00:53:06,320
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Yeah, yeah, And you know

1048
00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,960
Speaker 1: that thirty year old dope boys don't thirty some year

1049
00:53:08,960 --> 00:53:11,200
Speaker 1: old dope boys don't die from fucking heart attacks or

1050
00:53:11,239 --> 00:53:15,839
Speaker 1: all side far right right right, So so I mean

1051
00:53:15,880 --> 00:53:17,680
Speaker 1: I think it's safety and for that he was murdered,

1052
00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:21,279
Speaker 1: so you know, And and it's and it's like and

1053
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:23,120
Speaker 1: it's like what he was so hard about him just

1054
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:28,239
Speaker 1: disappearing between one and that too, is that that there's

1055
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:31,439
Speaker 1: going to come a time where all of us just disappear, dude,

1056
00:53:31,920 --> 00:53:35,080
Speaker 1: And the only people that will know the complexities and

1057
00:53:35,280 --> 00:53:38,560
Speaker 1: the and the contradictions of our character are the closest

1058
00:53:38,680 --> 00:53:40,960
Speaker 1: ones in our circles, our loved ones, you know who

1059
00:53:41,520 --> 00:53:43,919
Speaker 1: who will know us in in all of our totality,

1060
00:53:44,400 --> 00:53:47,319
Speaker 1: right because because because if you know, if we saw

1061
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:51,920
Speaker 1: you know, a motherfucking you know, shot calling, you know,

1062
00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:55,839
Speaker 1: fucking overseeing you know, drug lord getting killed on the news,

1063
00:53:55,920 --> 00:53:58,000
Speaker 1: we think, oh, he probably be some dirty mean you

1064
00:53:58,040 --> 00:53:59,239
Speaker 1: know that shit just probably.

1065
00:53:59,000 --> 00:54:01,440
Speaker 2: Came back, you know, That's what happens when you do that.

1066
00:54:01,920 --> 00:54:04,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, we would just charge that to the game. But

1067
00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:06,960
Speaker 1: it's like, it's like when the person.

1068
00:54:06,880 --> 00:54:09,320
Speaker 2: Was loved and he loved people.

1069
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,319
Speaker 1: And he was a good he was a good dude

1070
00:54:11,360 --> 00:54:13,719
Speaker 1: at his core, and that was just something that that's

1071
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:15,520
Speaker 1: something that probably hit me the hardest out of all

1072
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:16,120
Speaker 1: of this here.

1073
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:16,399
Speaker 5: Man.

1074
00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:20,120
Speaker 2: I think there's very few people on earth who just

1075
00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 2: are birthed and just trash people, you know what I mean.

1076
00:54:25,520 --> 00:54:29,120
Speaker 2: So like when somebody to get to a point where

1077
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,919
Speaker 2: you have to do when you're doing that, I don't

1078
00:54:31,920 --> 00:54:34,800
Speaker 2: think you were I think that's a that's a that's learned.

1079
00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:39,279
Speaker 2: I mean, d you know, my buddies aren't seeing my

1080
00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:42,600
Speaker 2: buddies like Adrian. I don't think he's a superhuman man

1081
00:54:42,680 --> 00:54:47,800
Speaker 2: because of I mean, dude, he didn't see doctors in

1082
00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:51,239
Speaker 2: his hood. In the hood, dude, like he didn't see

1083
00:54:51,280 --> 00:54:54,240
Speaker 2: that ship the people that was my my my cousin

1084
00:54:54,480 --> 00:54:57,560
Speaker 2: was he knew my cousin. My cousin like got locked

1085
00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:59,719
Speaker 2: up like this serious time for that ship. But he

1086
00:54:59,840 --> 00:55:01,880
Speaker 2: was he was thugging, you know what I mean, like

1087
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:04,600
Speaker 2: my my cousins. But he saw them on the corner,

1088
00:55:05,200 --> 00:55:06,680
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, or just out you know,

1089
00:55:06,800 --> 00:55:10,640
Speaker 2: thugging it and and you know, slanging and ship you know,

1090
00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:12,759
Speaker 2: like like his his neighbors and ship, you know what

1091
00:55:12,760 --> 00:55:17,000
Speaker 2: I mean. Like he but he he looked past that

1092
00:55:17,160 --> 00:55:19,360
Speaker 2: and saw realized, realized he wanted more. That's why I

1093
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:22,520
Speaker 2: think that's I know, I wouldn't have made I wouldn't

1094
00:55:22,560 --> 00:55:25,040
Speaker 2: be where he is if I was in the same situation,

1095
00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:26,800
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, because you just have to

1096
00:55:26,880 --> 00:55:31,320
Speaker 2: be so much more, you know, stronger mentally, you know,

1097
00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:34,000
Speaker 2: not follow what everybody else is doing, you know what

1098
00:55:34,000 --> 00:55:37,440
Speaker 2: I mean. But like, uh, I think most people you

1099
00:55:37,520 --> 00:55:41,600
Speaker 2: know just are they're just following what's they They're they're reacting,

1100
00:55:41,719 --> 00:55:44,759
Speaker 2: you know, reenacting what they see, imitating what they see.

1101
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:48,239
Speaker 2: So I mean they're not you know, necessarily bad people

1102
00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:52,480
Speaker 2: because they do the things that we deemed bad. You know.

1103
00:55:52,600 --> 00:55:56,080
Speaker 2: It's like, you know, there's there's multiple layers to every human.

1104
00:55:57,480 --> 00:56:00,160
Speaker 2: I mean, these aren't like serial killers, you know, me

1105
00:56:00,880 --> 00:56:03,120
Speaker 2: just killing because I mean these motherfuckers. Lot of these

1106
00:56:03,120 --> 00:56:06,480
Speaker 2: motherfuckers ain't have ship, they never had ship, and they

1107
00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:09,000
Speaker 2: see an opportunity to get something, so they take it.

1108
00:56:09,600 --> 00:56:11,000
Speaker 2: It makes a lot of sense when you think of

1109
00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:12,680
Speaker 2: it in that aspect, you know, even if it's not

1110
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:15,080
Speaker 2: the best thing society. But the rules are different in

1111
00:56:15,160 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 2: those areas. Man, the rules are not the same in

1112
00:56:18,160 --> 00:56:21,200
Speaker 2: the hood as they are in any suburban areas.

1113
00:56:21,239 --> 00:56:24,759
Speaker 1: Bro exactly. Like like that scene when Chyroon came over

1114
00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:28,200
Speaker 1: to Wan's crib and you know, they talked and and

1115
00:56:28,400 --> 00:56:33,440
Speaker 1: Searn was like, you know, do you sell drugs? You know,

1116
00:56:33,560 --> 00:56:36,719
Speaker 1: he basically told told why my mom's on drugs? And

1117
00:56:36,800 --> 00:56:38,640
Speaker 1: he was like, yeah, I know, and He's like do

1118
00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:43,080
Speaker 1: you sell drugs? And fucking you know why my my

1119
00:56:43,160 --> 00:56:45,160
Speaker 1: Heirschel loves Ali's character couldn't even look him in the

1120
00:56:45,200 --> 00:56:47,560
Speaker 1: eyes when he told me. Was like a hardened drug

1121
00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:49,400
Speaker 1: dealer couldn't look an eight year old kid in his

1122
00:56:49,480 --> 00:56:51,440
Speaker 1: eyes and tell him, yeah, I sell the ship that

1123
00:56:51,520 --> 00:56:53,560
Speaker 1: got your mom fucked up out here, like you know.

1124
00:56:53,880 --> 00:56:56,880
Speaker 2: And then the moment after when he left and he

1125
00:56:57,040 --> 00:56:58,920
Speaker 2: just sat there and you can see it hurt him,

1126
00:56:59,480 --> 00:57:03,359
Speaker 2: all right. I Mean, like I said, it's a means

1127
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:05,759
Speaker 2: to end for a lot of people. I mean, they

1128
00:57:05,920 --> 00:57:11,279
Speaker 2: glamorizing and rap videos and fucking and movies and ship.

1129
00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:13,040
Speaker 2: But it's not like these people are just happy to

1130
00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:15,719
Speaker 2: be you know what I'm saying. It's not a happy existence,

1131
00:57:17,080 --> 00:57:18,959
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I don't, I don't, I don't.

1132
00:57:19,000 --> 00:57:22,720
Speaker 2: I don't know many if any people that are slinging

1133
00:57:22,800 --> 00:57:25,160
Speaker 2: because you know, that's what this is what I wanted

1134
00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:28,520
Speaker 2: to be. You know, that's not that that's not the

1135
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:31,600
Speaker 2: career path that they chose, because that was their passion,

1136
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:36,080
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Right, So they just probably didn't,

1137
00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:38,360
Speaker 2: you know, couldn't afford to chase their passion ever had

1138
00:57:38,360 --> 00:57:41,840
Speaker 2: the opportunity to, so they took what they had, you

1139
00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:45,880
Speaker 2: know what I mean. But let's read these emails. Gee, yea,

1140
00:57:45,960 --> 00:57:46,440
Speaker 2: let's get.

1141
00:57:46,320 --> 00:57:51,280
Speaker 1: To these motherfucking email some real insightful ship here.

1142
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:54,600
Speaker 2: Man, cool, cool, cool, let me God.

1143
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:57,280
Speaker 1: Damn pull this ship up. I'll read the first one,

1144
00:57:57,720 --> 00:57:58,160
Speaker 1: all right.

1145
00:57:58,440 --> 00:58:01,600
Speaker 2: This is for Megan. This is I love the score

1146
00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:04,720
Speaker 2: and the music from Moonlight. I thought it intertwined beautifully

1147
00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:06,520
Speaker 2: with the movie. The story needed to be told. I'm

1148
00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:09,439
Speaker 2: so tired of hearing lgb T screwed me, like, damn,

1149
00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:12,040
Speaker 2: there's no there's so many differences between everybody, and people

1150
00:58:12,080 --> 00:58:14,280
Speaker 2: who don't know shit about ship have the most to

1151
00:58:14,320 --> 00:58:16,720
Speaker 2: say about something they don't experience. I'm glad it made

1152
00:58:17,240 --> 00:58:20,080
Speaker 2: people are uncomfortable. The time has passed people to not

1153
00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:22,200
Speaker 2: live out loud because all these hateful lest people have

1154
00:58:22,320 --> 00:58:24,800
Speaker 2: something to say about another person's life. I saw so

1155
00:58:24,880 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 2: many comments like Moonlight was on some other ship.

1156
00:58:27,560 --> 00:58:28,160
Speaker 1: No it wasn't.

1157
00:58:28,240 --> 00:58:31,880
Speaker 2: Black gave men exist in every form and have for years,

1158
00:58:31,920 --> 00:58:34,160
Speaker 2: and whoever can be mad about it, But it's not

1159
00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:37,640
Speaker 2: good to stop. Have for and have for years, and

1160
00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:40,360
Speaker 2: whoever can be mad about it, but it's not good

1161
00:58:40,400 --> 00:58:44,400
Speaker 2: to stop. I hope there's continuous of films like Moonlight, So.

1162
00:58:45,520 --> 00:58:51,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, man, I agree, alright, let me go, damn let

1163
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:59,600
Speaker 4: me go, Damn let me go, all right.

1164
00:58:59,640 --> 00:59:01,200
Speaker 1: So yeah, damn, let me just let me go.

1165
00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:05,280
Speaker 2: Damn you forget the password?

1166
00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:10,000
Speaker 1: That word, all right? Yeah, I can never forget that

1167
00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 1: sh So yeah. The next one is from Bailey. What's good, y'all?

1168
00:59:14,320 --> 00:59:17,200
Speaker 1: I hope you having a less shitty Monday than Look

1169
00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:19,440
Speaker 1: we we God damn on color people talking like motherfucker

1170
00:59:20,120 --> 00:59:21,000
Speaker 1: same Monday and shit.

1171
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:24,080
Speaker 2: So a super busy guy him so like for school

1172
00:59:24,120 --> 00:59:25,760
Speaker 2: and shit. So I couldn't really record. We tried to

1173
00:59:25,800 --> 00:59:28,680
Speaker 2: record and kept dropping the ship. So but we wanted

1174
00:59:28,720 --> 00:59:30,520
Speaker 2: to drop something because we appreciate all the emails and

1175
00:59:30,560 --> 00:59:30,800
Speaker 2: all that.

1176
00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:34,920
Speaker 1: So yeah, man, exactly. So yeah, I watched them like

1177
00:59:34,960 --> 00:59:37,320
Speaker 1: the other night, and I really took the realness from

1178
00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:39,400
Speaker 1: that movie. That ship was really hell, not a scene

1179
00:59:39,440 --> 00:59:42,080
Speaker 1: with sacrifice in order to please a certain crowd. The

1180
00:59:42,160 --> 00:59:44,840
Speaker 1: scene when Kevin gave Chyron the hands was so real.

1181
00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:47,120
Speaker 1: The director could have sacrificed that scene for the sake

1182
00:59:47,160 --> 00:59:49,480
Speaker 1: of the romance, which would have been cool. But in

1183
00:59:49,560 --> 00:59:51,600
Speaker 1: real life, you're thrown hands so you don't get beat

1184
00:59:51,720 --> 00:59:54,560
Speaker 1: up yourself. I love the realness of it. It also

1185
00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:56,720
Speaker 1: shows the harsh ality of growing up in poverty, a

1186
00:59:56,840 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 1: kid growing up knowing crack was terrible, but being put

1187
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:01,960
Speaker 1: so far to the limits of morality there was childhood

1188
01:00:02,000 --> 01:00:03,520
Speaker 1: that at the end of the day he ended up

1189
01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:07,080
Speaker 1: the same way that shit really hit me. And on

1190
01:00:07,320 --> 01:00:09,720
Speaker 1: an end note, it showed how much the movie industry

1191
01:00:09,760 --> 01:00:13,720
Speaker 1: has grown towards African American culture. Mill Gibson's racist ass

1192
01:00:13,840 --> 01:00:16,760
Speaker 1: is still getting rolled somehow, but hidden figures, Moonlight and

1193
01:00:16,840 --> 01:00:19,120
Speaker 1: get out of in a few months has got to

1194
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:21,600
Speaker 1: be pretty damn exciting for someone who's African American.

1195
01:00:21,680 --> 01:00:27,920
Speaker 2: That's all I got lessons, all right, Matt I tweeted this,

1196
01:00:28,040 --> 01:00:29,960
Speaker 2: but the biggest thing I took for Moonlight was that

1197
01:00:30,040 --> 01:00:32,280
Speaker 2: the educational system was not able to help sham Round

1198
01:00:32,360 --> 01:00:34,400
Speaker 2: early in his life, and that's what ultimately led to

1199
01:00:34,480 --> 01:00:37,320
Speaker 2: him taking a chair to his bully. If you can

1200
01:00:37,400 --> 01:00:39,640
Speaker 2: trust the people put in place to lead them, we

1201
01:00:39,720 --> 01:00:41,959
Speaker 2: can't expect them to be leaders. Okay, if you can't

1202
01:00:42,000 --> 01:00:44,240
Speaker 2: trust or you can't trust the people put in place

1203
01:00:44,280 --> 01:00:46,000
Speaker 2: to lead them, we can't expect them to be leaders.

1204
01:00:46,440 --> 01:00:49,520
Speaker 2: Once a kid takes responding to bullying in their own hands,

1205
01:00:49,560 --> 01:00:52,120
Speaker 2: they can't win. Wow, that's a great I didn't even

1206
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:56,720
Speaker 2: I didn't even see that perspective initially. Oh that makes

1207
01:00:56,720 --> 01:00:57,640
Speaker 2: a lot of sense, though.

1208
01:00:58,520 --> 01:01:01,800
Speaker 1: I mean really on his own mean right, right, I mean,

1209
01:01:01,880 --> 01:01:04,440
Speaker 1: I mean from from So there's so many aspects of

1210
01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:07,240
Speaker 1: this in which Searron was failed. He was failed by

1211
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:12,080
Speaker 1: his school system, he was failed by by by by

1212
01:01:12,200 --> 01:01:15,240
Speaker 1: his you know, his his his his fucking structure at home.

1213
01:01:16,120 --> 01:01:19,200
Speaker 1: He was failed by the the juvenile detention system that

1214
01:01:19,280 --> 01:01:22,680
Speaker 1: he was put into after you know, when he came

1215
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:24,960
Speaker 1: out by.

1216
01:01:26,480 --> 01:01:27,200
Speaker 2: Society failed.

1217
01:01:27,880 --> 01:01:30,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's just then, I just wanted to be

1218
01:01:31,080 --> 01:01:33,240
Speaker 1: upset about a fucking hand job on the beach, like

1219
01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:35,480
Speaker 1: like that's the ship that ruined him. No, mo, you

1220
01:01:35,680 --> 01:01:36,760
Speaker 1: just haven't watched that ship.

1221
01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:41,240
Speaker 2: There's so much other ship that was fucked up, and

1222
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:45,240
Speaker 2: that's what you get caught up in. Take it. This

1223
01:01:45,600 --> 01:01:47,440
Speaker 2: was weird. Like the people that need to see this,

1224
01:01:47,600 --> 01:01:49,920
Speaker 2: they know they never received it, you know what I mean?

1225
01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:57,120
Speaker 1: Ahead, hold up, let me, God damn up. All right,

1226
01:01:57,160 --> 01:02:00,360
Speaker 1: So this is from Jared. Please don't use my name.

1227
01:02:00,400 --> 01:02:03,000
Speaker 1: You got it, Jared, We never do. First off, I

1228
01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:05,240
Speaker 1: appreciate what your niggas do. I recently moved to an

1229
01:02:05,240 --> 01:02:07,560
Speaker 1: all white city in Oregon and hearing black friends just

1230
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:15,360
Speaker 1: be themselves helps me. Wait wait by way, well, I

1231
01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:18,040
Speaker 1: know Orgon is white as fun bro.

1232
01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:22,160
Speaker 2: I heard all I heard that in in Washington.

1233
01:02:22,840 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, that episode cool white people though, right, I mean

1234
01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:30,120
Speaker 1: that that's supposed to be. I mean, these motheruckers are

1235
01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:32,120
Speaker 1: like the Trump So I ain't no telling who's who anymore.

1236
01:02:32,480 --> 01:02:32,680
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1237
01:02:32,760 --> 01:02:36,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's nothing like being around people that you know,

1238
01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:38,960
Speaker 2: really all the way get you and your experience, The

1239
01:02:39,000 --> 01:02:42,400
Speaker 2: black experience is kind of different, you know what I mean? Right,

1240
01:02:42,960 --> 01:02:45,080
Speaker 2: No matter how cool you are, you know you you

1241
01:02:46,000 --> 01:02:48,080
Speaker 2: aren't black. A lot some things you just can't relate to,

1242
01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:48,720
Speaker 2: you know what I mean?

1243
01:02:49,440 --> 01:02:53,200
Speaker 1: Right, go ahead, So first off, I appreciate what your

1244
01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:56,400
Speaker 1: niggas do. I already read that ship, all right. So

1245
01:02:56,440 --> 01:02:58,400
Speaker 1: I watched The Moonlight right before the Oscars and see

1246
01:02:58,400 --> 01:03:00,440
Speaker 1: what the hype was about. And I get why it

1247
01:03:00,520 --> 01:03:02,520
Speaker 1: was lauded as much as it why it was lauded

1248
01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,760
Speaker 1: as much as it was. What I took away was

1249
01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:07,720
Speaker 1: the difficulty of living in your truth versus how easy

1250
01:03:07,720 --> 01:03:10,880
Speaker 1: it is to lot of yourself Charon orus Kevin, I mean,

1251
01:03:10,960 --> 01:03:15,360
Speaker 1: Shiron became a combination of Wine and Kevin. Building a

1252
01:03:15,520 --> 01:03:17,520
Speaker 1: life from the ground up. To protect himself from his

1253
01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:20,120
Speaker 1: previous experiences. I don't want to take away from the

1254
01:03:20,600 --> 01:03:29,360
Speaker 1: specific that's a motherfucking word specificity. Almost had a goddamn

1255
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:38,360
Speaker 1: this pecific a little bit. I don't want to take

1256
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:43,760
Speaker 1: it away from the s pecificity of the movie, But

1257
01:03:43,880 --> 01:03:47,760
Speaker 1: that lesson is universu whether you're struggling with your sexuality

1258
01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:50,800
Speaker 1: or relationship, your career, et cetera, not only living in

1259
01:03:50,800 --> 01:03:54,120
Speaker 1: your truth but just identifying what that is. You also

1260
01:03:54,240 --> 01:03:59,360
Speaker 1: lay on top of that insights into addiction, representation, role models, para, tempts,

1261
01:03:59,360 --> 01:04:02,280
Speaker 1: et cetera. The movie itself is layered as fuck. I

1262
01:04:02,400 --> 01:04:04,800
Speaker 1: just wanted to point out how uncommon and beautiful it

1263
01:04:04,960 --> 01:04:08,200
Speaker 1: is to see black children playing care free. Anyways, Just

1264
01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:11,600
Speaker 1: keep up the niggas, just be talking about as you

1265
01:04:11,680 --> 01:04:13,240
Speaker 1: know at sign jail.

1266
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:15,200
Speaker 2: Cool cool cool.

1267
01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:17,640
Speaker 1: You know what I don't.

1268
01:04:17,680 --> 01:04:17,919
Speaker 4: I don't.

1269
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:20,680
Speaker 1: I don't want to get get too duper too woke

1270
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:23,479
Speaker 1: on the motherfucker. But you noticed in the opening scene

1271
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:27,200
Speaker 1: that were playing a game that many call smear the Queer.

1272
01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:31,840
Speaker 1: You know, yeah, we called it that, Yeah, called that

1273
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Speaker 1: shait killer man. I know, motherfucker's other wis called the

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01:04:34,040 --> 01:04:36,040
Speaker 1: Smith the Queer like okay, yeah, in.

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Speaker 2: The Midwest they called it, they called the killer Man,

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01:04:38,240 --> 01:04:42,080
Speaker 2: like they called the killer Man in the South called er. Sorry, guys,

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01:04:42,160 --> 01:04:46,400
Speaker 2: we had some technical difficulties. We got that out the way. Okay,

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01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:48,960
Speaker 2: now we're reading the sonny's email. All right, Yo, what's up?

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Speaker 2: What's up? What's up you mad geniuses? I don't mind.

1280
01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:55,440
Speaker 2: I don't mind my name being out there. So this

1281
01:04:55,600 --> 01:04:58,080
Speaker 2: is a sony or real symbolism on Twitter. I think

1282
01:04:58,120 --> 01:04:59,880
Speaker 2: you two guys are some of the most hilarious ms

1283
01:05:00,040 --> 01:05:01,800
Speaker 2: on the interwebs. And y'all need to get paid for it,

1284
01:05:01,960 --> 01:05:08,280
Speaker 2: pay us to be fucking stupid. But anyway, let's jump

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01:05:08,320 --> 01:05:11,000
Speaker 2: into the Moonlight discussion so far. So first off, let's

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01:05:11,080 --> 01:05:12,720
Speaker 2: make this clear. Moonlight it's a black l g P

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01:05:12,840 --> 01:05:17,080
Speaker 2: two LGBT story and this era where representation is important.

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01:05:17,120 --> 01:05:19,480
Speaker 2: It's an encouraging sign to see these types of movies

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Speaker 2: being made and celebrated. Let me see this one second. Man,

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01:05:23,760 --> 01:05:25,800
Speaker 2: I think this is a young buck too. Man, I

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01:05:25,880 --> 01:05:27,640
Speaker 2: think this is a young buck saying that ship. That's

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01:05:27,720 --> 01:05:30,200
Speaker 2: that's positive as fun to see. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's

1293
01:05:30,200 --> 01:05:32,800
Speaker 2: my yeah, yeah, I think yeah, yeah. To look at this,

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01:05:33,720 --> 01:05:36,040
Speaker 2: this is that's that's that's that's that's important for me

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01:05:36,120 --> 01:05:38,440
Speaker 2: to that's dope to see me. Don't even this motherfucker

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01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:41,840
Speaker 2: has a mustag ship. He's talking, he's you know, he's

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01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:43,960
Speaker 2: talking intelligently about this ship. You know what I mean.

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01:05:44,680 --> 01:05:49,600
Speaker 1: That's you don't follow the home real with him.

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01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:51,120
Speaker 2: I think I follow him. If I don't, I should.

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01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:53,200
Speaker 2: If I don't, if I don't hit me up, I'll

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01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:57,840
Speaker 2: follow you. Like. We interact a lot like that's. That's

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01:05:57,880 --> 01:05:59,520
Speaker 2: one of the people when I see in my mentions,

1303
01:05:59,520 --> 01:06:01,240
Speaker 2: I make sure interact with you know what I mean.

1304
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:04,000
Speaker 2: You know, I just really fucked with the dude. I

1305
01:06:04,200 --> 01:06:05,760
Speaker 2: thought he was a young cat too, but he's just

1306
01:06:05,840 --> 01:06:09,320
Speaker 2: really smart about shit, man. So I'm not surprised. But

1307
01:06:09,400 --> 01:06:11,320
Speaker 2: it's still good to see. It's just good to see anyway.

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01:06:11,880 --> 01:06:14,120
Speaker 2: Charon's character was a great example of how difficult it

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01:06:14,200 --> 01:06:16,480
Speaker 2: can be being black while coming to terms with their

1310
01:06:16,520 --> 01:06:18,800
Speaker 2: sexuality in this world that not only looks down on

1311
01:06:18,920 --> 01:06:22,440
Speaker 2: same sex relationships with views attraction is binary damned in

1312
01:06:22,520 --> 01:06:28,640
Speaker 2: terms like binary my fucking nigga, good God, almighty. The

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01:06:28,720 --> 01:06:31,320
Speaker 2: directors did a great job exploring how Charon was confused

1314
01:06:31,360 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 2: but about whether he was actually gay or not, seeing

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01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:36,520
Speaker 2: as despite his one sexual, one action with a dude,

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01:06:36,560 --> 01:06:38,280
Speaker 2: you can't hundred percent say it was gay because his

1317
01:06:38,320 --> 01:06:40,840
Speaker 2: attraction was centered around one dude. To me, that's the

1318
01:06:40,920 --> 01:06:43,480
Speaker 2: key aspect of sexuality we overlook when discussing attraction. And

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01:06:43,920 --> 01:06:46,840
Speaker 2: I've thought about this since Frank Ocean's letter about him

1320
01:06:46,920 --> 01:06:49,160
Speaker 2: loving one guy, particularly after being attracted to women his

1321
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:51,120
Speaker 2: whole life as a straight black guy. I think these

1322
01:06:51,160 --> 01:06:53,800
Speaker 2: types of stories are necessary to open our world views

1323
01:06:53,840 --> 01:06:56,640
Speaker 2: to experience his other, to experience his other marginalized groups

1324
01:06:56,680 --> 01:06:59,760
Speaker 2: within our community face. I mean, that's why I say, like, dude,

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01:07:00,000 --> 01:07:03,840
Speaker 2: that's why I say I've never been attracted to a man.

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01:07:03,920 --> 01:07:07,800
Speaker 2: But I say I believe sexuality is fluid. I might

1327
01:07:07,920 --> 01:07:10,120
Speaker 2: just not met that nigga, you know what I mean,

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01:07:11,560 --> 01:07:14,000
Speaker 2: it might you know what I mean. I've never I've

1329
01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:16,000
Speaker 2: never I've never once like oh this dude. But I just,

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01:07:16,080 --> 01:07:18,440
Speaker 2: you know, like I really feel like it's fluid. I

1331
01:07:18,480 --> 01:07:20,920
Speaker 2: can see how somebody, you know, would would would be

1332
01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:23,960
Speaker 2: attracted to multiple you know, I can see there's certain

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01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:26,240
Speaker 2: people you'd be attracted to them. But yeah, I just

1334
01:07:26,320 --> 01:07:29,440
Speaker 2: might have met that nigga. But but yeah, like I

1335
01:07:29,600 --> 01:07:32,480
Speaker 2: just I feel like I agree. I agree with that,

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01:07:32,520 --> 01:07:35,440
Speaker 2: and that's that's an interesting, you know, way to look

1337
01:07:35,440 --> 01:07:38,760
Speaker 2: at it too. It's like, yeah, he might not be

1338
01:07:39,080 --> 01:07:41,040
Speaker 2: like that. Frank Ocean has tracked that one dude, like

1339
01:07:41,480 --> 01:07:43,520
Speaker 2: the song like one of my favorite love songs, you know,

1340
01:07:43,640 --> 01:07:48,680
Speaker 2: thinking about you, like that he talks about the dude

1341
01:07:48,840 --> 01:07:50,360
Speaker 2: you know he's in love with, you know what I mean.

1342
01:07:50,560 --> 01:07:52,400
Speaker 2: It's just crazy that one of my favorite long songs

1343
01:07:52,400 --> 01:07:54,360
Speaker 2: is about the dude. That really blew my mind and

1344
01:07:54,440 --> 01:07:57,360
Speaker 2: it really made me think, like damn, like this motherfucker

1345
01:07:57,480 --> 01:08:00,880
Speaker 2: is like made me think that it's just maybe they

1346
01:08:01,120 --> 01:08:06,200
Speaker 2: perceive like I perceive it differently, you know, Like every

1347
01:08:06,240 --> 01:08:08,439
Speaker 2: time I even see gay shits like sex, it's there's

1348
01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:10,920
Speaker 2: gay males are super sexualized, you know what I mean,

1349
01:08:11,040 --> 01:08:13,200
Speaker 2: Like they're just I think I think, you know, there's

1350
01:08:13,240 --> 01:08:14,880
Speaker 2: something there's some merit to that, because dudes just are

1351
01:08:15,720 --> 01:08:18,240
Speaker 2: horny fucking toes, like you know, especially a certain age,

1352
01:08:18,800 --> 01:08:23,040
Speaker 2: and so a whole bunch of dudes together, everybody's fucked up,

1353
01:08:23,160 --> 01:08:23,720
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.

1354
01:08:24,240 --> 01:08:27,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, Yeah, that's the that's the whole thing with with

1355
01:08:28,200 --> 01:08:31,120
Speaker 1: with all these assholes or it's just all like well

1356
01:08:31,200 --> 01:08:33,760
Speaker 1: it's the gay agenda, because you know, they only view

1357
01:08:33,880 --> 01:08:36,640
Speaker 1: gay people as being hyper sexualized and just here one

1358
01:08:36,760 --> 01:08:39,760
Speaker 1: the fuck. You know, they don't, they don't. They don't

1359
01:08:39,880 --> 01:08:43,000
Speaker 1: care about the gay couple holding hands and going to

1360
01:08:43,040 --> 01:08:46,040
Speaker 1: get ice cream. You know, they think that gay dudes

1361
01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:48,280
Speaker 1: are just out here, just fucking all willy Milly. You

1362
01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:48,840
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying.

1363
01:08:48,920 --> 01:08:50,960
Speaker 2: Don't They don't see the love aspect. But that's right,

1364
01:08:51,120 --> 01:08:56,320
Speaker 2: that's that. That uh that song. I mean, this song

1365
01:08:56,439 --> 01:08:58,640
Speaker 2: is so beautiful. Man, It's such a beautiful song to me.

1366
01:08:58,680 --> 01:09:00,960
Speaker 2: I listen to it, I guess these faces while I

1367
01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:03,720
Speaker 2: just listened to it for like days. It's about a dude. Man,

1368
01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:07,080
Speaker 2: It's crazy, not really crazy, It's incredible, is beautiful. But

1369
01:09:07,400 --> 01:09:09,200
Speaker 2: the other thing I took from it was how important

1370
01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:11,519
Speaker 2: it is to have love and security from adults when

1371
01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:13,800
Speaker 2: you're growing up, especially as a black person. Shyron escaped

1372
01:09:13,800 --> 01:09:16,200
Speaker 2: the talk situation he had at home for a while

1373
01:09:16,240 --> 01:09:19,640
Speaker 2: with Mahershela and Janelle Monay's characters. Janelle Monae has been

1374
01:09:19,680 --> 01:09:20,160
Speaker 2: shitting bro.

1375
01:09:20,280 --> 01:09:24,439
Speaker 6: She's been incredible and dude as far as baddy level

1376
01:09:24,479 --> 01:09:27,760
Speaker 6: bro she go, and she's like every bit of like

1377
01:09:27,960 --> 01:09:31,200
Speaker 6: five foot two like a bombshell.

1378
01:09:31,880 --> 01:09:35,280
Speaker 2: And she packed so much baddie in that five time.

1379
01:09:36,200 --> 01:09:41,439
Speaker 2: That's a lot of battye in five two crazy man. Anyway, Man,

1380
01:09:41,520 --> 01:09:45,320
Speaker 2: she's been stunting, bro. But it's interesting to think how

1381
01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:47,960
Speaker 2: we would have how he would have grown up, and

1382
01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:51,280
Speaker 2: if he would have turned into black, and if he

1383
01:09:51,320 --> 01:09:54,519
Speaker 2: would have turned into black with both them and his parents,

1384
01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:57,240
Speaker 2: even with Wine being a drugger himself in the world

1385
01:09:57,320 --> 01:09:59,880
Speaker 2: that in the world that already has so many options

1386
01:10:00,120 --> 01:10:01,880
Speaker 2: set up for us. You don't need to be feeling

1387
01:10:01,920 --> 01:10:04,599
Speaker 2: alone in your own home as a black child. Anyways,

1388
01:10:04,640 --> 01:10:06,479
Speaker 2: Love you guys, and hope y'all come up with come

1389
01:10:06,600 --> 01:10:08,720
Speaker 2: up off this stuff one day because our niggas some

1390
01:10:08,800 --> 01:10:12,640
Speaker 2: beautiful souls. Mand Damn, we gotta I gotta hug for this.

1391
01:10:14,200 --> 01:10:17,639
Speaker 1: I really hope you are following. That's my motherfucker man.

1392
01:10:17,720 --> 01:10:19,639
Speaker 2: This is a nigga bro like you. You hear ship

1393
01:10:19,720 --> 01:10:21,240
Speaker 2: like this from a young motherfucker man. I just know

1394
01:10:21,720 --> 01:10:23,400
Speaker 2: we interact with them all the time on Twitter, bro,

1395
01:10:23,960 --> 01:10:27,360
Speaker 2: and I just want, like, I just wish, just fucking

1396
01:10:27,800 --> 01:10:29,560
Speaker 2: and I've never fucking met this dude, you know what

1397
01:10:29,560 --> 01:10:32,759
Speaker 2: I mean. But I just pray. I just well, whoever,

1398
01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:34,200
Speaker 2: who the fuck ever is up there. Man, I just

1399
01:10:34,280 --> 01:10:36,800
Speaker 2: wish nothing but greatness on a motherfucking individual like this.

1400
01:10:37,920 --> 01:10:40,360
Speaker 1: You know what I mean, I would. I'm gonna tell

1401
01:10:40,400 --> 01:10:42,280
Speaker 1: you what I remember my kids.

1402
01:10:42,680 --> 01:10:44,920
Speaker 2: Do something stupid than have kids, so you can raise

1403
01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:47,559
Speaker 2: people more people like you, you know what I mean,

1404
01:10:47,960 --> 01:10:49,920
Speaker 2: make a bad make the world a better place.

1405
01:10:51,600 --> 01:10:54,519
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell you something that I that I will

1406
01:10:54,600 --> 01:10:58,880
Speaker 1: never forget about my David. Real symbolism here, right, you

1407
01:10:58,920 --> 01:11:03,720
Speaker 1: said what you from Barbados? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah,

1408
01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:10,280
Speaker 1: shout out of the Caribbean boss of them. The morning

1409
01:11:10,360 --> 01:11:13,080
Speaker 1: after Trump got elected, he sent me a private message

1410
01:11:13,080 --> 01:11:17,040
Speaker 1: on Snapchat of like a fucking sunrise and Barbados was like,

1411
01:11:17,479 --> 01:11:19,840
Speaker 1: I'm sorry that that should happen over there, but it's

1412
01:11:20,160 --> 01:11:22,639
Speaker 1: but but you know, you know, ship gets better. Life

1413
01:11:22,720 --> 01:11:24,400
Speaker 1: is beautiful. And he sent me a fucking picture of

1414
01:11:24,439 --> 01:11:27,280
Speaker 1: a fucking Beijing fucking sunrise.

1415
01:11:27,400 --> 01:11:31,639
Speaker 2: Dude, he thought, you know what's beautiful about that? Though?

1416
01:11:31,960 --> 01:11:34,920
Speaker 2: He thought of you, bro, Yeah, you know what, that's

1417
01:11:34,960 --> 01:11:37,760
Speaker 2: some fucking beautiful He thought of you. He sent that

1418
01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:39,160
Speaker 2: to you and he wanted you to see that.

1419
01:11:39,240 --> 01:11:39,360
Speaker 1: Bro.

1420
01:11:40,000 --> 01:11:42,240
Speaker 2: He was like, I know, it's fucked up. You know

1421
01:11:42,240 --> 01:11:44,400
Speaker 2: what I mean. But like, dude, you know, it's it's

1422
01:11:44,479 --> 01:11:47,240
Speaker 2: it's it's It's not the end of the world. The sunrise,

1423
01:11:47,400 --> 01:11:51,400
Speaker 2: that's a beautiful one. You're a beautiful fucking mother. But

1424
01:11:52,560 --> 01:11:57,320
Speaker 2: all of the greatness that exists a hope that you

1425
01:11:57,439 --> 01:11:58,000
Speaker 2: experience it.

1426
01:11:58,080 --> 01:12:02,639
Speaker 1: Bro fuck yeah, but yeah, shouts to the homie real symbolism.

1427
01:12:02,680 --> 01:12:04,599
Speaker 1: If you want to follow him, it's it's real then

1428
01:12:05,160 --> 01:12:07,559
Speaker 1: like lion King Simba, l I s A, I am,

1429
01:12:08,560 --> 01:12:13,080
Speaker 1: my my brethren, there, my Beijing Bredeno.

1430
01:12:15,720 --> 01:12:16,400
Speaker 2: More of these joints.

1431
01:12:17,040 --> 01:12:19,400
Speaker 1: All right, so you got I think we skipped over

1432
01:12:19,520 --> 01:12:24,800
Speaker 1: this one. So this one is from yeah yeah call

1433
01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:27,840
Speaker 1: me by my Twitter handle Banjie Girl b A n

1434
01:12:28,680 --> 01:12:32,840
Speaker 1: j i E Girl. Is that it's a film of

1435
01:12:33,080 --> 01:12:38,320
Speaker 1: toxic The young man Q being bullied, being called a sissy,

1436
01:12:38,760 --> 01:12:41,200
Speaker 1: that who he was wasn't good or welcome, even though

1437
01:12:42,040 --> 01:12:45,680
Speaker 1: only positive real, the only positive male role model he knew,

1438
01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:49,120
Speaker 1: told him that who he was was fine. He was

1439
01:12:49,320 --> 01:12:52,000
Speaker 1: even told in so many words that it was everyone

1440
01:12:52,120 --> 01:12:56,040
Speaker 1: else that had it wrong. You know, the furth season.

1441
01:12:56,040 --> 01:12:57,519
Speaker 1: You can be gay, but don't you don't got to

1442
01:12:57,560 --> 01:13:00,559
Speaker 1: let nobody call you a faggot and highlighted how boys

1443
01:13:00,560 --> 01:13:03,200
Speaker 1: are socialized to be stoic and lack vulnerability, which is

1444
01:13:03,280 --> 01:13:05,880
Speaker 1: why it was fitting that he started going by black,

1445
01:13:06,000 --> 01:13:09,520
Speaker 1: a literal representation of being vote of emotion and expression.

1446
01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:13,360
Speaker 1: This is why the ending is so poignant. That final

1447
01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:16,679
Speaker 1: scene of them touching doesn't necessarily allude to a romantic

1448
01:13:16,760 --> 01:13:20,599
Speaker 1: tryst of any kind, but simply exhibits how isolated, toxic

1449
01:13:20,680 --> 01:13:24,760
Speaker 1: maxculinity can make men feel. The nmac was that they

1450
01:13:24,840 --> 01:13:27,880
Speaker 1: were able to share in that moment was like an exhalation.

1451
01:13:28,400 --> 01:13:30,760
Speaker 1: To me, that was the most brilliant and refreshing ending

1452
01:13:30,800 --> 01:13:34,280
Speaker 1: of his story, and the most brilliant, brilliant and refreshing

1453
01:13:34,360 --> 01:13:36,800
Speaker 1: ending in story like this could have Love what you

1454
01:13:36,840 --> 01:13:39,240
Speaker 1: guys are doing. Keep putting out amazing content that makes

1455
01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:42,760
Speaker 1: it possible for me to keep avoiding my coworkers and strangers.

1456
01:13:42,840 --> 01:13:45,040
Speaker 1: Love y'all, Banjie cool cool.

1457
01:13:52,120 --> 01:13:59,400
Speaker 2: You need to answer that. Yeah, Yeah, I'm gonna go

1458
01:13:59,400 --> 01:14:09,200
Speaker 2: ahead and read this little though. Clack clack clack clack

1459
01:14:09,280 --> 01:14:17,040
Speaker 2: clack clack clack clack clack clack. She motherfucker, dope, you

1460
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:19,519
Speaker 2: ain't got me out here in the cold. All right,

1461
01:14:20,680 --> 01:14:24,360
Speaker 2: all right, here we go. We'll make we we I

1462
01:14:24,400 --> 01:14:26,479
Speaker 2: guess one more so you can get you can get

1463
01:14:26,479 --> 01:14:27,720
Speaker 2: to your lady. We don't want to just you know,

1464
01:14:28,280 --> 01:14:33,519
Speaker 2: we're good. Okay, we got by. I don't want to

1465
01:14:33,560 --> 01:14:35,720
Speaker 2: take no time away from you, man, you know what

1466
01:14:35,720 --> 01:14:38,200
Speaker 2: I'm saying. Don't want to take no time away bro, anyway,

1467
01:14:39,760 --> 01:14:41,880
Speaker 2: you know, due to a lot of you, like I

1468
01:14:41,920 --> 01:14:44,040
Speaker 2: don't know, I'm about to hot water my lady.

1469
01:14:44,080 --> 01:14:45,120
Speaker 1: I'm not one of them motherfuckers.

1470
01:14:45,280 --> 01:14:47,400
Speaker 2: Okay, those are the worst.

1471
01:14:47,240 --> 01:14:49,040
Speaker 1: Motherfuckers like you got to save them from themselves.

1472
01:14:49,080 --> 01:14:52,519
Speaker 2: Bro. I'm not listen, Bro, I'm going to leave you.

1473
01:14:52,720 --> 01:14:54,560
Speaker 2: Go in there and handle that. Okay. No, we're good. No,

1474
01:14:55,000 --> 01:14:56,400
Speaker 2: No you're not. No, you're not.

1475
01:14:56,760 --> 01:14:57,640
Speaker 1: You ain't got a lot of it.

1476
01:14:57,760 --> 01:15:01,519
Speaker 2: You're not, bro, And that's okay. It'd be like that,

1477
01:15:01,680 --> 01:15:05,439
Speaker 2: my gee. Now let me go. You ain't gotta go nowhere. Yes,

1478
01:15:05,520 --> 01:15:10,880
Speaker 2: I do not gonna be on me right right. I

1479
01:15:10,880 --> 01:15:15,439
Speaker 2: don't want no parts of this ship anyway. Hi. Here

1480
01:15:15,479 --> 01:15:17,960
Speaker 2: are some of my thoughts about Moonlight. The person name

1481
01:15:18,040 --> 01:15:21,439
Speaker 2: is Jade. Uh, never judge a book by its cover.

1482
01:15:21,600 --> 01:15:23,600
Speaker 2: I already knew that. But I already knew that. But

1483
01:15:23,720 --> 01:15:26,360
Speaker 2: you never really know what kind of pain someone is

1484
01:15:26,400 --> 01:15:28,600
Speaker 2: carrying around with them. I'll do my best to be

1485
01:15:28,680 --> 01:15:32,599
Speaker 2: open accepting to these those who are need Oh damn, Okay,

1486
01:15:32,840 --> 01:15:35,320
Speaker 2: I'm glad that Chyron finally got an apology from his mother.

1487
01:15:35,439 --> 01:15:38,599
Speaker 2: I know women who were Paula but have since recovered

1488
01:15:38,640 --> 01:15:41,040
Speaker 2: from their addictions. Their children didn't farewell and grew up

1489
01:15:41,080 --> 01:15:44,400
Speaker 2: with issues so bad that an apology wouldn't mean anything. Three.

1490
01:15:44,479 --> 01:15:46,719
Speaker 2: I also have an uncle who, like Paula, was employed

1491
01:15:47,040 --> 01:15:50,120
Speaker 2: with children. He's married. He was married, but didn't not

1492
01:15:50,200 --> 01:15:52,600
Speaker 2: stop him from succumbing to alcohol and drug abuse. It

1493
01:15:52,720 --> 01:15:55,040
Speaker 2: wasn't because he was abused as a child or anything.

1494
01:15:55,120 --> 01:15:57,120
Speaker 2: He just didn't know how to deal with life and

1495
01:15:57,240 --> 01:15:59,920
Speaker 2: turned to substance of self to self medicaid. It's just

1496
01:16:00,160 --> 01:16:03,280
Speaker 2: how some people are. Yeah, self medication is a big deal, man,

1497
01:16:03,320 --> 01:16:05,840
Speaker 2: People do that all the time. People just struggle with

1498
01:16:05,920 --> 01:16:10,000
Speaker 2: dealing with life. That's crazy. You just just the life

1499
01:16:10,040 --> 01:16:12,400
Speaker 2: itself is difficult to deal with for some people, you

1500
01:16:12,439 --> 01:16:15,840
Speaker 2: know what I mean. I really hated how teenage Charon

1501
01:16:15,920 --> 01:16:18,040
Speaker 2: got sent up after attacking his bully, but I feel

1502
01:16:18,080 --> 01:16:21,240
Speaker 2: like that, I feel like that it didn't have to happen.

1503
01:16:21,320 --> 01:16:25,080
Speaker 2: I know teachers and others who were well aware of

1504
01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:28,280
Speaker 2: what his situation was and the bullying and the bullying,

1505
01:16:28,400 --> 01:16:30,559
Speaker 2: and did not did nothing to help.

1506
01:16:30,840 --> 01:16:31,000
Speaker 1: Why.

1507
01:16:31,160 --> 01:16:33,120
Speaker 2: I know it's a lot for a teacher to take

1508
01:16:33,120 --> 01:16:35,280
Speaker 2: in it on a student students' personal issues, but I

1509
01:16:35,360 --> 01:16:37,479
Speaker 2: do think there is some way that someone could have

1510
01:16:37,600 --> 01:16:40,320
Speaker 2: helped him. I think it all comes down to poverty

1511
01:16:40,360 --> 01:16:43,679
Speaker 2: and education system. It's fucking us all up. Who knows

1512
01:16:43,920 --> 01:16:45,519
Speaker 2: what Searon could have been if he had made it

1513
01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:47,519
Speaker 2: out of high school into a college and had the

1514
01:16:47,600 --> 01:16:50,599
Speaker 2: chance to find himself and developed as a person. Five

1515
01:16:50,680 --> 01:16:53,240
Speaker 2: Maybe it's not too late for love. I did find

1516
01:16:53,280 --> 01:16:55,080
Speaker 2: it odd that Kevin called him in the middle of

1517
01:16:55,080 --> 01:16:56,680
Speaker 2: the night, but I suppose that's how it is when

1518
01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:59,320
Speaker 2: you really miss someone. Still, I was happy that he did.

1519
01:16:59,720 --> 01:17:02,719
Speaker 2: Arne showed real courage going down to Miami and seeing

1520
01:17:02,800 --> 01:17:05,439
Speaker 2: Kevin a person. I never thought about the courage factor there.

1521
01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:09,200
Speaker 2: I never thought about the courage factor, you know what

1522
01:17:09,240 --> 01:17:13,360
Speaker 2: I mean. I mean, I think about the longing, you know,

1523
01:17:13,600 --> 01:17:19,559
Speaker 2: to experience somebody or see somebody that you haven't seen

1524
01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:21,920
Speaker 2: in a while. I never thought about how it does

1525
01:17:22,000 --> 01:17:24,600
Speaker 2: take courage to do that, man, you know, especially with

1526
01:17:24,760 --> 01:17:26,880
Speaker 2: what happened in the past between them, you know what

1527
01:17:26,880 --> 01:17:30,240
Speaker 2: I mean. Yeah, at first I was slightly upset with

1528
01:17:30,400 --> 01:17:31,840
Speaker 2: how well this is number six. The first I was

1529
01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:33,880
Speaker 2: slightly upset with how they just left us hanging at

1530
01:17:33,880 --> 01:17:35,840
Speaker 2: the end. But now every time I see the ending,

1531
01:17:35,880 --> 01:17:37,680
Speaker 2: I cry happy tears because to me, it is not

1532
01:17:37,800 --> 01:17:39,720
Speaker 2: It's a new beginning for them both. I can only

1533
01:17:39,760 --> 01:17:41,519
Speaker 2: imagine how hard it was for Surround that admit to

1534
01:17:41,600 --> 01:17:43,280
Speaker 2: Kevin that he was the only man who had ever

1535
01:17:43,360 --> 01:17:46,560
Speaker 2: touched him. Black men already have to worry about perceived,

1536
01:17:47,400 --> 01:17:51,720
Speaker 2: worry about perceived, worry about being perceived a certain way,

1537
01:17:52,120 --> 01:17:53,680
Speaker 2: and to come out in that way has to be

1538
01:17:53,760 --> 01:17:55,800
Speaker 2: the hardest shit ever. I'm a young black woman and

1539
01:17:55,800 --> 01:17:58,120
Speaker 2: I only recently admitted to my female best friend and

1540
01:17:58,160 --> 01:18:00,680
Speaker 2: I have same sex attractions that we been friends for

1541
01:18:00,760 --> 01:18:03,360
Speaker 2: over ten years. It was kind of hard to do,

1542
01:18:03,520 --> 01:18:06,880
Speaker 2: but thankfully she's intelligent, kind and understanding, so it was nothing.

1543
01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:09,320
Speaker 2: So it's nothing but cool with it. That's dope, man,

1544
01:18:09,439 --> 01:18:11,880
Speaker 2: that's fucking dope. When I told her about it, I mean,

1545
01:18:12,600 --> 01:18:14,640
Speaker 2: I say, it's dope, but we shouldn't even think about it, right,

1546
01:18:14,680 --> 01:18:16,559
Speaker 2: It should just be normal, you know what I mean,

1547
01:18:17,520 --> 01:18:19,360
Speaker 2: Be like yeah, it just be like Okay, you know,

1548
01:18:21,040 --> 01:18:22,439
Speaker 2: well I told her about it. I kind of started

1549
01:18:22,479 --> 01:18:24,599
Speaker 2: off with talking about moonlight. I've gotten to a point

1550
01:18:24,920 --> 01:18:26,720
Speaker 2: in life where I'm done with pretending with folks and

1551
01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:29,000
Speaker 2: starting to get comfortable myself, even the aspect that I

1552
01:18:29,080 --> 01:18:31,800
Speaker 2: may be by it even feels weird typing it out. Dude,

1553
01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:35,800
Speaker 2: I wish you nothing but the best of fucking luck

1554
01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:39,280
Speaker 2: with that. I hope people are just as fucking open

1555
01:18:39,760 --> 01:18:43,320
Speaker 2: as your friend is. But I think that's awesome, man, Like,

1556
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:46,320
Speaker 2: be you fuck what people think about that shit? Man,

1557
01:18:46,880 --> 01:18:49,160
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And people have problems with

1558
01:18:49,240 --> 01:18:51,400
Speaker 2: it is not them, It's not you, It's them. You

1559
01:18:51,439 --> 01:18:53,760
Speaker 2: know that that is their issue that they need to

1560
01:18:54,080 --> 01:18:58,800
Speaker 2: deal with. But I mean, no, I wish you nothing

1561
01:18:58,840 --> 01:18:59,519
Speaker 2: but the best with that.

1562
01:19:01,280 --> 01:19:05,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, a few more and you know what,

1563
01:19:06,280 --> 01:19:08,360
Speaker 1: the whole the whole ending of Moonlight where some people

1564
01:19:08,400 --> 01:19:11,719
Speaker 1: are like, well I didn't get it, Well, that's that's life, dude.

1565
01:19:11,880 --> 01:19:15,479
Speaker 1: Sometimes ship isn't isn't fucking you know, tied up in

1566
01:19:15,520 --> 01:19:19,240
Speaker 1: a neat, little fucking boat, Like sometimes you're you're just

1567
01:19:19,320 --> 01:19:21,559
Speaker 1: gonna meet your ex of six years who you haven't

1568
01:19:21,560 --> 01:19:23,760
Speaker 1: seen in five years at a fucking grocery store, having

1569
01:19:23,760 --> 01:19:25,960
Speaker 1: awkward encounter and go your separate weates. That's how shit works,

1570
01:19:26,000 --> 01:19:29,439
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So so yeah, I wasn't

1571
01:19:29,479 --> 01:19:31,360
Speaker 1: at all let down by the ending, because I don't

1572
01:19:31,360 --> 01:19:32,840
Speaker 1: expect you to be tied up in a neat little

1573
01:19:32,840 --> 01:19:35,320
Speaker 1: bow for me when it comes to some ship that's

1574
01:19:35,400 --> 01:19:37,080
Speaker 1: real and as heavy as what moon.

1575
01:19:37,040 --> 01:19:37,439
Speaker 4: Like that with.

1576
01:19:38,000 --> 01:19:39,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean and to me too, like you know,

1577
01:19:39,720 --> 01:19:43,880
Speaker 2: I don't I didn't necessarily I think they were you know,

1578
01:19:44,000 --> 01:19:46,880
Speaker 2: it was a relationship was gonna come of it. I

1579
01:19:47,040 --> 01:19:49,160
Speaker 2: just felt like that was healing. You know. It was

1580
01:19:49,160 --> 01:19:51,800
Speaker 2: a healing moment for him. Yeah, you know, he he

1581
01:19:52,080 --> 01:19:53,720
Speaker 2: he had a he had a healing moment. You know,

1582
01:19:53,800 --> 01:19:58,479
Speaker 2: he got the you know, he had that moment with

1583
01:19:58,560 --> 01:20:02,160
Speaker 2: his mom and then the only person he ever really

1584
01:20:02,320 --> 01:20:04,639
Speaker 2: you know, expressed himself to ear. You know, every person

1585
01:20:04,720 --> 01:20:07,560
Speaker 2: ever got joy from, you know, in the way he

1586
01:20:07,680 --> 01:20:11,360
Speaker 2: did get it as far as like intimately was from

1587
01:20:11,439 --> 01:20:15,479
Speaker 2: his best friend you know who like that, you know,

1588
01:20:15,640 --> 01:20:17,599
Speaker 2: with the situation that happened with them, how they stopped

1589
01:20:17,600 --> 01:20:19,920
Speaker 2: sucking with each other, but it was really fucked up.

1590
01:20:19,960 --> 01:20:22,040
Speaker 2: But like he got that, he got that healing, you know,

1591
01:20:22,120 --> 01:20:24,720
Speaker 2: he got he got he received like, you know, like

1592
01:20:25,040 --> 01:20:26,479
Speaker 2: it was like a healing moment, you know what I mean.

1593
01:20:26,560 --> 01:20:31,439
Speaker 2: He just received love that and it didn't necessarily to

1594
01:20:31,479 --> 01:20:34,840
Speaker 2: be sexual, but you know, just to be consoled, and

1595
01:20:35,160 --> 01:20:38,280
Speaker 2: that's just a beautiful thing. Man. So I thought that

1596
01:20:38,360 --> 01:20:40,200
Speaker 2: was cool. I didn't necessarily think they were I don't

1597
01:20:40,200 --> 01:20:42,240
Speaker 2: know if there was something I didn't. I didn't think

1598
01:20:42,280 --> 01:20:45,080
Speaker 2: that we rekindle it, you know, like I didn't. I didn't.

1599
01:20:45,120 --> 01:20:46,479
Speaker 2: It didn't seem like that to me. It just seemed

1600
01:20:46,479 --> 01:20:47,960
Speaker 2: like it was a healing moment for both of them.

1601
01:20:49,439 --> 01:20:51,599
Speaker 2: I felt like, you know, regardless if they stay together

1602
01:20:51,680 --> 01:20:54,640
Speaker 2: or not, you know, uh, Shamon, I was gonna be

1603
01:20:54,680 --> 01:20:56,400
Speaker 2: able to move on now, you know what I mean,

1604
01:20:57,479 --> 01:21:01,439
Speaker 2: just you know, maybe be open to you opening up

1605
01:21:01,479 --> 01:21:02,760
Speaker 2: to other men, you know what I mean?

1606
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:05,680
Speaker 1: Right, I mean it was I mean, for what it's right,

1607
01:21:05,800 --> 01:21:09,160
Speaker 1: it's a moment where they both kind of rediscovered humanity

1608
01:21:09,280 --> 01:21:11,680
Speaker 1: that they thought that they had possibly lost, right, Like

1609
01:21:12,400 --> 01:21:15,720
Speaker 1: like like Charron didn't think he was capable of being

1610
01:21:15,840 --> 01:21:18,840
Speaker 1: intimate ever again, and he was in that moment and

1611
01:21:19,280 --> 01:21:22,840
Speaker 1: you know what was supposed to do. Name Kevin, the

1612
01:21:22,960 --> 01:21:25,000
Speaker 1: dude that beat him up, the dude who being up

1613
01:21:25,080 --> 01:21:27,880
Speaker 1: like that was probably the lowest fucking point of his

1614
01:21:27,960 --> 01:21:30,760
Speaker 1: life where he just fucking disregarded his humanity just to

1615
01:21:30,840 --> 01:21:32,360
Speaker 1: kind of fucking fit in. So it was kind of

1616
01:21:32,400 --> 01:21:33,599
Speaker 1: a helo moment for both of them.

1617
01:21:33,880 --> 01:21:35,519
Speaker 2: But at the same time, do you saw much it

1618
01:21:35,640 --> 01:21:36,080
Speaker 2: hurt Kevin?

1619
01:21:36,840 --> 01:21:39,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, he was definitely remorseful about that.

1620
01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:43,360
Speaker 2: Was like, dude, don't get up, and Charron was like,

1621
01:21:43,680 --> 01:21:46,800
Speaker 2: it's can you imagine, Like it's just it was such

1622
01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:49,160
Speaker 2: a hrdful moment because you could see they both were

1623
01:21:49,400 --> 01:21:52,400
Speaker 2: so hurt by it, and it was just, you know,

1624
01:21:52,479 --> 01:21:55,000
Speaker 2: it was there's two dudes who really cared for each other,

1625
01:21:55,160 --> 01:21:58,600
Speaker 2: you know, and it was just outside factors that you know,

1626
01:21:58,760 --> 01:22:02,960
Speaker 2: just was ruining something that otherwise was beautiful, you know

1627
01:22:02,960 --> 01:22:06,760
Speaker 2: what I mean. And like Seanron was gonna make him

1628
01:22:07,640 --> 01:22:10,240
Speaker 2: face what he was doing. He was not gonna just

1629
01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,080
Speaker 2: stay down and let him, you know, just get away,

1630
01:22:13,160 --> 01:22:14,760
Speaker 2: like you know, get get what I mean. He's gonna

1631
01:22:14,800 --> 01:22:17,120
Speaker 2: make him beat his ass, like you ain't just gonna

1632
01:22:17,120 --> 01:22:18,439
Speaker 2: punch me and it's gonna be over. You're gonna have

1633
01:22:18,479 --> 01:22:20,040
Speaker 2: to beat my ass. And I know it hurts you,

1634
01:22:20,600 --> 01:22:22,040
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I'm gonna make you deal

1635
01:22:22,080 --> 01:22:25,000
Speaker 2: with this. It was just such a it was it

1636
01:22:25,120 --> 01:22:29,240
Speaker 2: was such a moving fucking moment, dog, I mean, it

1637
01:22:29,320 --> 01:22:33,960
Speaker 2: was just so many And that's what trips me out about. Uh,

1638
01:22:34,200 --> 01:22:36,080
Speaker 2: that's what That's what tripped me out about. Like, you know,

1639
01:22:36,200 --> 01:22:37,840
Speaker 2: about a lot of shit, you know, as far as

1640
01:22:37,920 --> 01:22:41,920
Speaker 2: like relationships, like you know, like their relationship was so cool,

1641
01:22:42,160 --> 01:22:44,800
Speaker 2: you know, they had such a solid relationship, but the

1642
01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:47,599
Speaker 2: outward ship is what fucked it up to the point

1643
01:22:47,640 --> 01:22:49,759
Speaker 2: where they don't even talk. They didn't talk for years.

1644
01:22:50,880 --> 01:22:53,520
Speaker 2: Other than that, other than the forces that were outside

1645
01:22:53,800 --> 01:22:56,080
Speaker 2: a relationship, that would have been great, you know what

1646
01:22:56,120 --> 01:22:58,760
Speaker 2: I mean. I mean they had like you know, they

1647
01:22:58,800 --> 01:23:00,880
Speaker 2: were best friends. That love that you know, they had

1648
01:23:00,920 --> 01:23:03,559
Speaker 2: love for each other, you know what I mean. It's

1649
01:23:03,600 --> 01:23:04,080
Speaker 2: just crazy.

1650
01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:10,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, it's this overlooked in that movie, you know,

1651
01:23:10,439 --> 01:23:13,400
Speaker 1: because the storyline just super sedes everything, which is understandable.

1652
01:23:13,600 --> 01:23:20,120
Speaker 1: It's a cinematography. It was brilliant, dude, like you lot

1653
01:23:20,439 --> 01:23:23,320
Speaker 1: of of those little kids in the huddle plane, you know,

1654
01:23:23,880 --> 01:23:25,880
Speaker 1: kill a man and shit and like you you really

1655
01:23:25,960 --> 01:23:28,519
Speaker 1: you really like and the shot really felt the fucking

1656
01:23:29,479 --> 01:23:33,320
Speaker 1: Miami humidity you felt, you know what I mean.

1657
01:23:34,439 --> 01:23:38,360
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, motherfucker, Like that's one of the movies.

1658
01:23:38,600 --> 01:23:43,320
Speaker 1: Like you forget you watching a movie, right, you ship.

1659
01:23:43,280 --> 01:23:45,320
Speaker 2: Like most most of the time, like you're really you

1660
01:23:45,479 --> 01:23:49,080
Speaker 2: realize you're watching a movie. Like you know, I'm I

1661
01:23:49,160 --> 01:23:51,040
Speaker 2: feel like you forget you watched the movie.

1662
01:23:51,560 --> 01:23:51,960
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1663
01:23:52,000 --> 01:23:55,120
Speaker 2: You you get swept up in that ship, you know,

1664
01:23:55,360 --> 01:23:59,559
Speaker 2: like I mean, like it's it's it's it's it's incredibly dumb.

1665
01:23:59,600 --> 01:24:02,200
Speaker 2: It's you know, it's incredible, it's incredibly well done. You

1666
01:24:02,240 --> 01:24:07,120
Speaker 2: know what I mean. But uh, yeah, man, you red

1667
01:24:08,080 --> 01:24:08,720
Speaker 2: I read the last one.

1668
01:24:08,760 --> 01:24:11,960
Speaker 1: You read the last Yeah, it's on me, all right?

1669
01:24:12,240 --> 01:24:16,040
Speaker 1: What's good? Family? As My name is Zach at sign

1670
01:24:16,160 --> 01:24:19,760
Speaker 1: zeus Underscore the th H Underscore god g A w

1671
01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:23,040
Speaker 1: D on Twitter. I'm from Austin, Texas. Off top on

1672
01:24:23,200 --> 01:24:25,439
Speaker 1: to say that I fuck with y'all's podcast and have

1673
01:24:25,520 --> 01:24:28,760
Speaker 1: been listening since the beginning. Appreciate you man. I'm in

1674
01:24:28,840 --> 01:24:31,120
Speaker 1: my mid twenties, but I feel like every time I listen,

1675
01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:32,920
Speaker 1: y'all drop a new jewel that I can take and

1676
01:24:33,000 --> 01:24:34,440
Speaker 1: apply to my washtass.

1677
01:24:34,640 --> 01:24:38,200
Speaker 2: Like you ain't watched, bro, you don't know it. You

1678
01:24:38,280 --> 01:24:42,360
Speaker 2: don't know you ain't sniffed washed my nigga. Mid twenties. Boy,

1679
01:24:42,439 --> 01:24:46,559
Speaker 2: you better soak all that up. Be listen. Just don't

1680
01:24:46,600 --> 01:24:49,160
Speaker 2: realized I was really really old, you know, like we

1681
01:24:49,400 --> 01:24:51,599
Speaker 2: you know, the these videos were like this, that fucking

1682
01:24:51,680 --> 01:24:53,799
Speaker 2: incredible kid that's like dumping on everybody.

1683
01:24:56,240 --> 01:25:02,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, Zion Williams, he's insane. You know, you said what

1684
01:25:03,320 --> 01:25:07,000
Speaker 1: He's a fucking monster, he's and he's still a little

1685
01:25:07,040 --> 01:25:09,720
Speaker 1: pudgy seventeen year old witted that mother turned into a

1686
01:25:09,800 --> 01:25:11,679
Speaker 1: fucking muscular twenty winner.

1687
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:15,920
Speaker 2: He's doing dunks. He did like was it a reverse

1688
01:25:16,000 --> 01:25:19,080
Speaker 2: three sixty in the game? Tyler? If I would have

1689
01:25:19,120 --> 01:25:22,120
Speaker 2: seen that in a game, I might have died seriously,

1690
01:25:22,280 --> 01:25:24,920
Speaker 2: Like I just I definitely would have at least passed out,

1691
01:25:25,000 --> 01:25:27,679
Speaker 2: like I you know, when somebody just dunked in high

1692
01:25:27,680 --> 01:25:31,040
Speaker 2: school was crazy, Like I remember, I remember like specifically

1693
01:25:31,160 --> 01:25:33,639
Speaker 2: this dude going up he was he was like he's

1694
01:25:33,680 --> 01:25:35,320
Speaker 2: been a dunk. He jump from one side of the rim,

1695
01:25:37,120 --> 01:25:39,599
Speaker 2: dude was gonna come and block, and he like dunked

1696
01:25:39,680 --> 01:25:41,519
Speaker 2: out of the rim and then yambed it right. It

1697
01:25:41,640 --> 01:25:43,840
Speaker 2: was a nasty ass dunk. I still remember that. That

1698
01:25:43,920 --> 01:25:46,000
Speaker 2: was over ten years ago. I think I was eighteen

1699
01:25:46,040 --> 01:25:47,599
Speaker 2: when I saw it, nineteen when I saw that ship,

1700
01:25:48,160 --> 01:25:50,479
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, Fifteen fucking years ago something

1701
01:25:50,520 --> 01:25:52,280
Speaker 2: like that, you know what I mean? Still remember that

1702
01:25:52,320 --> 01:25:55,439
Speaker 2: shit this These motherfuckers are getting a dunk contest every

1703
01:25:55,520 --> 01:25:57,800
Speaker 2: time he steps on the court. And when I really

1704
01:25:57,880 --> 01:26:02,719
Speaker 2: trip off, and more amazed than even the dumps. Their knees. Wow,

1705
01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:07,439
Speaker 2: their knees don't just explode when they jump. And that's

1706
01:26:07,520 --> 01:26:10,640
Speaker 2: how I knew that's a damn boy. Like you know,

1707
01:26:10,760 --> 01:26:13,800
Speaker 2: like before, like before I had my inury injury, like

1708
01:26:13,880 --> 01:26:15,799
Speaker 2: I could when people get hurt, I just couldn't amagine.

1709
01:26:15,800 --> 01:26:18,800
Speaker 2: I never had an injury that was bad, So people

1710
01:26:18,800 --> 01:26:20,720
Speaker 2: get hurt, I just couldn't, Like I just it was

1711
01:26:20,800 --> 01:26:23,479
Speaker 2: just weird. I couldn't even imagine people getting hurt, you

1712
01:26:23,520 --> 01:26:25,880
Speaker 2: know what I mean. But like now I look at

1713
01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:28,559
Speaker 2: I look at people jumping, I'm like, how do their

1714
01:26:28,640 --> 01:26:34,639
Speaker 2: knees handle all that? You know pressure? I remember having

1715
01:26:34,720 --> 01:26:37,360
Speaker 2: those you know anywhere?

1716
01:26:37,439 --> 01:26:46,559
Speaker 1: Go ahead, man, yeah, those are the days, all right.

1717
01:26:46,640 --> 01:26:49,800
Speaker 1: So as far as we're like, it's definitely one of

1718
01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:53,240
Speaker 1: the most interesting and rare texts I've ever seen regarding

1719
01:26:53,280 --> 01:26:57,400
Speaker 1: the complexities of black male masculinity. And sexuality. Throughout the movie,

1720
01:26:57,439 --> 01:27:02,160
Speaker 1: you see Chiron continue to strengthen to himself as his

1721
01:27:02,400 --> 01:27:06,479
Speaker 1: experience with emotional abuse and bullying is showing him that

1722
01:27:06,560 --> 01:27:09,880
Speaker 1: he doesn't have a stable save space to be or

1723
01:27:10,040 --> 01:27:12,960
Speaker 1: explore his identity and to find who he truly is.

1724
01:27:13,400 --> 01:27:18,160
Speaker 1: Outside of wanting Teresa's house, one particularly jarring thing to

1725
01:27:18,200 --> 01:27:20,640
Speaker 1: see what's his transformation into adulthood. We later come to

1726
01:27:21,120 --> 01:27:24,040
Speaker 1: the understanding that through a stent of Juvie in years

1727
01:27:24,080 --> 01:27:28,000
Speaker 1: of trapping, he's learned what works in regards to traditional masculinity.

1728
01:27:28,439 --> 01:27:31,120
Speaker 1: It's still visually daring to make that tenure jump and

1729
01:27:31,120 --> 01:27:35,479
Speaker 1: see him with his armor of hypermasculinity muscle goals, cars, trapping,

1730
01:27:35,960 --> 01:27:38,880
Speaker 1: et cetera. Despite this, you can tell this isn't who

1731
01:27:38,920 --> 01:27:42,360
Speaker 1: he truly is through the conversations with Kevin, and as

1732
01:27:42,400 --> 01:27:44,960
Speaker 1: the cracks of that armor show and he and inside

1733
01:27:45,000 --> 01:27:47,639
Speaker 1: he is still that same person. As Moonlight is left

1734
01:27:47,680 --> 01:27:51,200
Speaker 1: open ended, I have hope for Charon. He appears to

1735
01:27:51,360 --> 01:27:53,680
Speaker 1: us started on the path of finding who he is,

1736
01:27:53,800 --> 01:27:57,160
Speaker 1: becoming more comfortable with himself, and one day possibly exploring

1737
01:27:57,200 --> 01:28:00,120
Speaker 1: what life can be, perhaps with Kevin just putting my

1738
01:28:00,200 --> 01:28:01,880
Speaker 1: two cents and y'all be safe and keep putting out

1739
01:28:01,880 --> 01:28:05,559
Speaker 1: those fire as podcasts. Zach and Zeus the God It's

1740
01:28:05,600 --> 01:28:08,960
Speaker 1: a Big Boss too. Yeah, yeah, yeah, And you know

1741
01:28:09,040 --> 01:28:11,320
Speaker 1: this thing like I think we've all grown up with

1742
01:28:11,479 --> 01:28:15,920
Speaker 1: dudes like the motherfucking Super Dougs, and you're like, man,

1743
01:28:15,960 --> 01:28:18,280
Speaker 1: I know you, man, I know that this isn't really you.

1744
01:28:18,400 --> 01:28:21,680
Speaker 1: But it's like it's like you don't you know they

1745
01:28:21,680 --> 01:28:23,720
Speaker 1: aren't frauds with who they are at the moment, you

1746
01:28:23,760 --> 01:28:26,000
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It's like, at the same time,

1747
01:28:26,040 --> 01:28:29,080
Speaker 1: you're like, man, I know that this ain't really you,

1748
01:28:29,240 --> 01:28:32,320
Speaker 1: but I still know you'll fight a motherfucker ain't really you.

1749
01:28:32,760 --> 01:28:37,519
Speaker 2: You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, I feel like, yeah,

1750
01:28:37,680 --> 01:28:39,080
Speaker 2: I agree, I have nothing to say.

1751
01:28:40,720 --> 01:28:44,040
Speaker 1: I agree clearly, but yeah, yeah, I know plenty of

1752
01:28:44,120 --> 01:28:47,040
Speaker 1: those dudes. And it's like, you know, I mean, you

1753
01:28:47,040 --> 01:28:48,800
Speaker 1: ain't got to put it on a tough guy for me, man,

1754
01:28:48,880 --> 01:28:51,120
Speaker 1: because because we were never tough guys when we was homies.

1755
01:28:51,840 --> 01:28:55,880
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're right, right right, I'm reading this from dinoh

1756
01:28:56,479 --> 01:29:00,680
Speaker 2: uh he's called for a medic at call for medic Uh,

1757
01:29:01,080 --> 01:29:05,840
Speaker 2: she got four a medic I feel like I was saying,

1758
01:29:05,960 --> 01:29:12,120
Speaker 2: like eight you know, like I was saying the fucking number. Anyway,

1759
01:29:12,479 --> 01:29:14,479
Speaker 2: what's up, fellas got to start off by saying this,

1760
01:29:14,920 --> 01:29:16,680
Speaker 2: saying that, as a twenty thre year old white guy,

1761
01:29:16,680 --> 01:29:19,120
Speaker 2: I'm reagularly thankful to have gotten into Twitter and onto

1762
01:29:19,200 --> 01:29:22,200
Speaker 2: your timelines, which have really helped shape me as a person.

1763
01:29:24,439 --> 01:29:25,960
Speaker 2: You know, I feel about that. But that's I think

1764
01:29:26,000 --> 01:29:30,240
Speaker 2: it's it's it's it's dope, man, but it's it's a

1765
01:29:30,280 --> 01:29:32,639
Speaker 2: lot of I just I just feel the response.

1766
01:29:32,760 --> 01:29:34,800
Speaker 1: It's a lot of responsibility. And please don't don't know

1767
01:29:34,920 --> 01:29:38,200
Speaker 1: put me as your your your infailable ideal, because I

1768
01:29:38,280 --> 01:29:40,400
Speaker 1: will fuck up. I'm still figuring this out myself.

1769
01:29:40,479 --> 01:29:42,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, we all are, man, So that's what that's. I

1770
01:29:42,320 --> 01:29:45,240
Speaker 2: just I just realized I have so so, so so

1771
01:29:45,479 --> 01:29:48,040
Speaker 2: much to learn about life, you know what I mean.

1772
01:29:49,360 --> 01:29:51,760
Speaker 2: I'm still learning about saying I'm still learning about me,

1773
01:29:52,200 --> 01:29:54,920
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Like I said, I'm I'm

1774
01:29:55,000 --> 01:29:57,600
Speaker 2: forever learning about me, you know what I mean, like

1775
01:29:57,880 --> 01:30:00,559
Speaker 2: just experimenting, trying things, finding that I think out myself.

1776
01:30:00,640 --> 01:30:03,960
Speaker 2: So when people say shape, it just kind of scares me.

1777
01:30:04,040 --> 01:30:07,439
Speaker 2: But you know, if we if we switch it up

1778
01:30:07,479 --> 01:30:10,040
Speaker 2: and started being fuck niggas, they wouldn't fuck with us,

1779
01:30:10,160 --> 01:30:12,280
Speaker 2: and that that makes me happy when I think about

1780
01:30:12,280 --> 01:30:14,880
Speaker 2: that too, you know what I mean. I think we've helped.

1781
01:30:15,240 --> 01:30:17,840
Speaker 2: I think we said enough real ship that if we

1782
01:30:18,000 --> 01:30:20,800
Speaker 2: fucked up and became fuck boys, they'd be like, Okay,

1783
01:30:20,920 --> 01:30:25,360
Speaker 2: fuck these niggas. And that's me too, and that's dope

1784
01:30:25,400 --> 01:30:27,759
Speaker 2: to me, you know what I mean. So I feel anyway,

1785
01:30:27,840 --> 01:30:30,719
Speaker 2: I rotinally looked back my life before Twitter and before

1786
01:30:30,720 --> 01:30:33,400
Speaker 2: I have being a distant viewer into both of your minds,

1787
01:30:33,439 --> 01:30:35,519
Speaker 2: and I'm so glad I'm working my way out of

1788
01:30:35,600 --> 01:30:37,920
Speaker 2: the egg avy motherfucker I used to be. You both

1789
01:30:38,240 --> 01:30:40,280
Speaker 2: offer perspective on life that I'm afraid I wouldn't have

1790
01:30:40,439 --> 01:30:43,479
Speaker 2: never gotten had I never signed up on Twitter dot com.

1791
01:30:43,840 --> 01:30:47,120
Speaker 2: So thank you both. Wow with that out of that,

1792
01:30:47,160 --> 01:30:49,040
Speaker 2: out of the way. Moonlight was so good it deserved

1793
01:30:49,080 --> 01:30:52,120
Speaker 2: every award it received, especially mahrschaal Aili and I feel

1794
01:30:52,160 --> 01:30:55,080
Speaker 2: like ma Herscheli. Man, dude, this motherfucker is a special niggas.

1795
01:30:55,080 --> 01:30:57,760
Speaker 2: He played at Saint Mary's. All Right, have you seen

1796
01:30:57,800 --> 01:30:59,840
Speaker 2: this rap? This rap had a rap video?

1797
01:31:00,320 --> 01:31:03,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, he actually is good, right, Yeah, he was sitting

1798
01:31:03,160 --> 01:31:06,960
Speaker 1: with the motherfucking hieroglyphics, the nine detail to infinity. Motherfuckers

1799
01:31:07,040 --> 01:31:08,679
Speaker 1: for coach.

1800
01:31:08,800 --> 01:31:11,040
Speaker 2: Fuck you know what I mean, he's acting, you know,

1801
01:31:11,160 --> 01:31:14,960
Speaker 2: like dude, He's just he's a special dude. My hershal

1802
01:31:14,960 --> 01:31:17,360
Speaker 2: ally winning Best Supporting Actor being the first Muslim man

1803
01:31:17,439 --> 01:31:20,120
Speaker 2: to win as Oscar at only twenty minutes of screen time.

1804
01:31:20,160 --> 01:31:24,000
Speaker 2: What a finesse owing. Fuck Jimmy Kimmel for my mispronouncing

1805
01:31:24,040 --> 01:31:28,280
Speaker 2: Myhrschel's name like twenty times last night. Goddamn man A's boy.

1806
01:31:28,680 --> 01:31:32,479
Speaker 2: But Hershler was so good in that role. That really

1807
01:31:32,960 --> 01:31:36,000
Speaker 2: shows how cyclical the nature of young black men's lives

1808
01:31:36,040 --> 01:31:39,200
Speaker 2: and impoverished environments can be. Sean goes to be exactly

1809
01:31:39,360 --> 01:31:41,560
Speaker 2: like one. Unfortunately, I think that's something we already know

1810
01:31:41,720 --> 01:31:43,640
Speaker 2: is the case. So many of those young men never

1811
01:31:43,720 --> 01:31:46,760
Speaker 2: really stand a chance. The biggest personal takeaway that I

1812
01:31:46,880 --> 01:31:48,960
Speaker 2: had with Moonlight was I still have a lot of

1813
01:31:49,000 --> 01:31:51,360
Speaker 2: growing to do. As I said earlier, I'm still trying

1814
01:31:51,400 --> 01:31:54,040
Speaker 2: to peel some of the egg avvy away from myself.

1815
01:31:54,120 --> 01:31:55,760
Speaker 2: My reaction to the kissing on the beach was to

1816
01:31:55,800 --> 01:31:57,960
Speaker 2: pull away and be uncomfortable. It wasn't that I expected

1817
01:31:58,000 --> 01:31:59,960
Speaker 2: it expect that wasn't what I expected, and it came

1818
01:32:00,240 --> 01:32:02,760
Speaker 2: with the reflective urge to look away. It took a

1819
01:32:02,800 --> 01:32:05,599
Speaker 2: second to realize, Okay, shit, the way that I am

1820
01:32:05,720 --> 01:32:09,280
Speaker 2: feeling about way that I am feeling about this isn't right. Wow,

1821
01:32:11,120 --> 01:32:13,080
Speaker 2: I shouldn't feel this way. I talked to my girl

1822
01:32:13,120 --> 01:32:15,280
Speaker 2: about it after she said she had the same feeling

1823
01:32:15,680 --> 01:32:17,439
Speaker 2: towards the scene. I think that goes to show that

1824
01:32:17,520 --> 01:32:21,120
Speaker 2: no matter how inclusive you think you are about gender, race, sexuality,

1825
01:32:21,200 --> 01:32:23,719
Speaker 2: or whatever else, you need to be addressing those things regularly.

1826
01:32:24,160 --> 01:32:26,000
Speaker 2: I personally don't think of myself as homophobic, but I

1827
01:32:26,080 --> 01:32:29,400
Speaker 2: still had this visceral reaction to the scene which goes

1828
01:32:29,439 --> 01:32:31,519
Speaker 2: to show myself. He goes to show myself I still

1829
01:32:31,560 --> 01:32:33,600
Speaker 2: have a lot of work to do. I felt the

1830
01:32:33,640 --> 01:32:35,960
Speaker 2: same way I felt when it happened. It shocked me.

1831
01:32:36,880 --> 01:32:40,240
Speaker 2: It made me uncomfortable. I didn't like look away, but

1832
01:32:40,360 --> 01:32:42,479
Speaker 2: I had had her act myself and that it showed

1833
01:32:42,520 --> 01:32:45,120
Speaker 2: me too, like dude, like you got some you got

1834
01:32:45,200 --> 01:32:46,320
Speaker 2: a ways to go, you know what I mean?

1835
01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:49,080
Speaker 1: But uh, I mean, I don't think I was really

1836
01:32:49,160 --> 01:32:51,840
Speaker 1: shocked because I came in there already knowing that there

1837
01:32:52,000 --> 01:32:54,200
Speaker 1: was you know, that character was gay.

1838
01:32:54,360 --> 01:32:56,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, I didn't know. I didn't know, so you know,

1839
01:32:56,960 --> 01:32:58,920
Speaker 2: they called me off guard. But at the same time, dude,

1840
01:32:59,000 --> 01:33:02,360
Speaker 2: it's you know this, that's there's nothing I'm normal about

1841
01:33:03,040 --> 01:33:04,040
Speaker 2: what happened on that screen.

1842
01:33:04,920 --> 01:33:07,960
Speaker 1: I mean, I think the whole thing is is when

1843
01:33:08,360 --> 01:33:10,800
Speaker 1: when when straight people get taken it back by by

1844
01:33:11,240 --> 01:33:15,120
Speaker 1: by this says the homosexuality. It's it's humanation to project

1845
01:33:15,160 --> 01:33:19,320
Speaker 1: yourself in in that scenario, right, like like what would

1846
01:33:19,320 --> 01:33:21,040
Speaker 1: I do with my friend, you know, grab my dick?

1847
01:33:21,160 --> 01:33:26,760
Speaker 1: You know what? That's kind of something like you know,

1848
01:33:27,040 --> 01:33:28,680
Speaker 1: I mean, for one, I don't think I don't make

1849
01:33:28,720 --> 01:33:32,759
Speaker 1: I don't make any gay dude because I just jeans

1850
01:33:32,840 --> 01:33:35,880
Speaker 1: and sneaks. So I'm not fashionable enough to be desired

1851
01:33:35,880 --> 01:33:36,880
Speaker 1: by gay man, I don't think.

1852
01:33:39,720 --> 01:33:43,000
Speaker 2: So It's it's like, you know, in situations like that,

1853
01:33:43,320 --> 01:33:47,679
Speaker 2: don't don't don't don't I guess yourself, don't understate your baddy.

1854
01:33:47,760 --> 01:33:53,479
Speaker 1: Okay, but I'm not. I don't think I'm fashionable enough.

1855
01:33:53,560 --> 01:33:55,840
Speaker 2: But but yeah, come on, man, I saw I saw

1856
01:33:55,880 --> 01:34:02,720
Speaker 2: a gay dude. Uh uh. I think I tweeted about this,

1857
01:34:02,840 --> 01:34:05,599
Speaker 2: but I saw a group of gay d was leaving again.

1858
01:34:05,760 --> 01:34:07,040
Speaker 2: I think they were They might not have been, but

1859
01:34:07,200 --> 01:34:09,400
Speaker 2: it was just a group of I know, certain certain

1860
01:34:09,400 --> 01:34:12,840
Speaker 2: people in the group were gay, and it was like

1861
01:34:12,920 --> 01:34:15,479
Speaker 2: it was like three or four of them. I mean

1862
01:34:15,760 --> 01:34:17,320
Speaker 2: that it was an odd number actually. And there was

1863
01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:19,439
Speaker 2: two dudes that were like, you know, super good looking.

1864
01:34:19,880 --> 01:34:21,519
Speaker 2: I mean as far as it's super well, you know,

1865
01:34:21,680 --> 01:34:25,320
Speaker 2: great dressed, super super good, you know. And then this

1866
01:34:25,479 --> 01:34:27,479
Speaker 2: one dude with like carpenter jeans on him, Like, I know,

1867
01:34:27,560 --> 01:34:29,120
Speaker 2: who's the third wheel in this one? You know, I

1868
01:34:29,160 --> 01:34:31,600
Speaker 2: know who ain't getting no booty tonight, we get no

1869
01:34:31,680 --> 01:34:35,080
Speaker 2: brown eye this evening? You feel me? The guy and

1870
01:34:35,160 --> 01:34:36,280
Speaker 2: the carpenter jeans.

1871
01:34:36,320 --> 01:34:39,880
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, he had the goddamn loop to hang the hammer.

1872
01:34:39,640 --> 01:34:44,960
Speaker 2: On, you know somewhere man with still told boots niggas.

1873
01:34:46,520 --> 01:34:48,400
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. He's just a lot of competition, bro,

1874
01:34:48,600 --> 01:34:54,920
Speaker 2: you know, you gotta do better than that. There's nothing

1875
01:34:54,920 --> 01:34:59,040
Speaker 2: there was nothing in that scene. There's nothing abnormal about

1876
01:34:59,120 --> 01:35:02,599
Speaker 2: what I saw. But you know, and I don't know why.

1877
01:35:03,160 --> 01:35:04,519
Speaker 2: I don't think. I don't know if it's necessarily a

1878
01:35:04,560 --> 01:35:07,080
Speaker 2: human nature for me look at that and and and

1879
01:35:07,240 --> 01:35:09,080
Speaker 2: and make it and see myself in it, because I

1880
01:35:09,080 --> 01:35:11,120
Speaker 2: don't do that when I see like straight people having sex.

1881
01:35:11,720 --> 01:35:13,160
Speaker 2: I don't make I don't. I don't I don't I

1882
01:35:13,200 --> 01:35:15,240
Speaker 2: don't do I don't. I don't have this like I

1883
01:35:15,320 --> 01:35:17,360
Speaker 2: don't make it seem like it's myself. I don't make

1884
01:35:17,400 --> 01:35:19,840
Speaker 2: it personal, you know what I mean. So like for

1885
01:35:20,320 --> 01:35:22,479
Speaker 2: you know, my reaction was it was a it was

1886
01:35:22,479 --> 01:35:24,519
Speaker 2: a taught reaction to learned reaction I've had. There's nothing

1887
01:35:24,560 --> 01:35:26,800
Speaker 2: wrong with what happened, you know what I mean. It

1888
01:35:26,800 --> 01:35:30,360
Speaker 2: should be completely normal to me because it's a normal thing,

1889
01:35:31,080 --> 01:35:33,120
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. I just don't have I

1890
01:35:33,240 --> 01:35:37,120
Speaker 2: have I've never seen that on television before. And so

1891
01:35:37,240 --> 01:35:40,560
Speaker 2: it's like the first time me seeing like he was

1892
01:35:40,640 --> 01:35:42,000
Speaker 2: jerking them off or whatever, you know what I mean.

1893
01:35:42,439 --> 01:35:44,080
Speaker 2: It's the first time he ever seen that, you know,

1894
01:35:44,240 --> 01:35:48,599
Speaker 2: like and and it made me feel a certain way.

1895
01:35:48,640 --> 01:35:51,320
Speaker 2: But it shouldn't have. And I see what he's saying, like,

1896
01:35:52,760 --> 01:35:55,160
Speaker 2: you know, you need to be addressing those things regularly,

1897
01:35:55,320 --> 01:35:58,479
Speaker 2: we do, you know, Like that's what that's what That's

1898
01:35:58,640 --> 01:36:02,080
Speaker 2: another thing that's important to have representation is where like

1899
01:36:02,640 --> 01:36:06,160
Speaker 2: that doesn't weird me out, you know what I mean. Yeah,

1900
01:36:06,280 --> 01:36:08,880
Speaker 2: And like I don't think you have to, you know,

1901
01:36:09,880 --> 01:36:12,720
Speaker 2: to desire that to not be weirded out, you can

1902
01:36:12,760 --> 01:36:14,439
Speaker 2: be you know, if you can be you, I can

1903
01:36:14,479 --> 01:36:17,960
Speaker 2: still be me regular ass nigga and that not weird

1904
01:36:18,040 --> 01:36:20,120
Speaker 2: me out, you know what I mean. So, Like I mean,

1905
01:36:20,320 --> 01:36:22,719
Speaker 2: just like with black people being on television and regular roles,

1906
01:36:22,840 --> 01:36:24,360
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. So when you see a

1907
01:36:24,400 --> 01:36:26,240
Speaker 2: black person, you're not tripping off because you know that

1908
01:36:26,320 --> 01:36:29,280
Speaker 2: you're that that that stereotypical role that they that you've

1909
01:36:29,320 --> 01:36:32,160
Speaker 2: seen is not reality. You've seen You've seen more well

1910
01:36:32,280 --> 01:36:35,240
Speaker 2: rounded black characters, you know what I mean?

1911
01:36:35,920 --> 01:36:38,240
Speaker 1: Right, I mean, I think that's something that a whole

1912
01:36:38,320 --> 01:36:40,400
Speaker 1: lot of people have to learn, and it was something

1913
01:36:40,479 --> 01:36:43,880
Speaker 1: that I had to learn because we are so often

1914
01:36:44,200 --> 01:36:49,360
Speaker 1: ingrained with the fucking subconscious messages that gay people are predators,

1915
01:36:49,479 --> 01:36:51,960
Speaker 1: that they that that they prey on their.

1916
01:36:52,439 --> 01:36:55,360
Speaker 2: Like you know, dudes, we're scared of them hitting on

1917
01:36:55,520 --> 01:36:58,639
Speaker 2: us like like you know, like we're praying or something.

1918
01:36:58,680 --> 01:37:02,000
Speaker 2: Who the fuck? You know? Like like like I mean,

1919
01:37:02,080 --> 01:37:04,519
Speaker 2: I know when I was younger and I was like nervous,

1920
01:37:04,560 --> 01:37:07,800
Speaker 2: I would you know, like I'd be nervous about interactions.

1921
01:37:07,840 --> 01:37:10,000
Speaker 2: I think they would hit on me like like like

1922
01:37:10,080 --> 01:37:13,760
Speaker 2: they're thinking of me as prey. You know, and and

1923
01:37:13,800 --> 01:37:16,240
Speaker 2: then and always always comes back to who the fuck

1924
01:37:16,320 --> 01:37:17,800
Speaker 2: do I think I am? But who fuck did I

1925
01:37:17,880 --> 01:37:21,400
Speaker 2: think I was? For somebody to even care enough to

1926
01:37:21,479 --> 01:37:22,240
Speaker 2: try to pray.

1927
01:37:22,120 --> 01:37:25,560
Speaker 1: On me, right, And it's like it's then and we

1928
01:37:25,720 --> 01:37:28,920
Speaker 1: just underestimate how good gay people's gatar is, right, Like

1929
01:37:29,760 --> 01:37:31,080
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like like I might have

1930
01:37:31,120 --> 01:37:33,960
Speaker 1: been here by a gay dude like maybe two times

1931
01:37:34,080 --> 01:37:36,559
Speaker 1: most in my life, and I've laughed off every other

1932
01:37:36,640 --> 01:37:38,760
Speaker 1: time and told the dude, yo, I'm straight. And it's been,

1933
01:37:38,840 --> 01:37:41,440
Speaker 1: you know, a fucking happy moment, and there's nothing uncomfortable

1934
01:37:41,560 --> 01:37:43,280
Speaker 1: or fucking threatening about that situation.

1935
01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:47,320
Speaker 2: I just we're just we're just so ignorant. We're just

1936
01:37:47,840 --> 01:37:50,320
Speaker 2: just so just so ignorant and dude, like we we

1937
01:37:50,880 --> 01:37:53,120
Speaker 2: how we grew up, you know, like you know, we

1938
01:37:53,200 --> 01:37:55,320
Speaker 2: were taught not to. I don't I don't fuck with

1939
01:37:55,439 --> 01:37:58,160
Speaker 2: that ship. I don't fuck with that ship.

1940
01:37:58,000 --> 01:37:58,439
Speaker 1: You know what I mean?

1941
01:37:58,600 --> 01:38:01,080
Speaker 2: But you know, like why why? What? What is the purpose?

1942
01:38:01,560 --> 01:38:02,960
Speaker 2: You know what I mean? And so like now we're

1943
01:38:03,000 --> 01:38:06,040
Speaker 2: growing and we're still young as far as like or

1944
01:38:06,120 --> 01:38:07,720
Speaker 2: just it's still new to us, you know, we still

1945
01:38:07,760 --> 01:38:09,879
Speaker 2: have a lot to learn. And that's what's so important

1946
01:38:09,880 --> 01:38:12,360
Speaker 2: about this movie is like you know, we're just now

1947
01:38:12,600 --> 01:38:15,680
Speaker 2: taking these strides. You know they gay gay people, you know,

1948
01:38:16,000 --> 01:38:19,639
Speaker 2: like gay gay people just got the right to fucking

1949
01:38:20,040 --> 01:38:24,280
Speaker 2: get married, like what a year ago, Like you know,

1950
01:38:24,600 --> 01:38:28,200
Speaker 2: we're we're just starting to be accepted, bro, you know

1951
01:38:28,240 --> 01:38:30,000
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like, I mean, I know, me and

1952
01:38:30,120 --> 01:38:33,280
Speaker 2: you like we we've we've you know, ship like you

1953
01:38:33,320 --> 01:38:35,800
Speaker 2: know we we didn't. I mean, it is start a

1954
01:38:35,880 --> 01:38:37,680
Speaker 2: year ago for us, but I mean, you know it's

1955
01:38:37,720 --> 01:38:41,240
Speaker 2: it's it's rather new and we're seeing these roles. I

1956
01:38:41,280 --> 01:38:47,080
Speaker 2: think they just show like a a cartoon with like

1957
01:38:47,160 --> 01:38:50,200
Speaker 2: the Disney put the first you know, same sex kiss

1958
01:38:50,320 --> 01:38:52,840
Speaker 2: in a cartoon. So I mean, like, you know, people

1959
01:38:52,880 --> 01:38:56,800
Speaker 2: are getting representation. I think it's important man. But yeah, yeah,

1960
01:38:58,240 --> 01:38:59,960
Speaker 2: I just I kind of I can't. I can understand

1961
01:39:00,000 --> 01:39:03,600
Speaker 2: this guy's feeling. But I feel like, you know, I

1962
01:39:03,720 --> 01:39:06,560
Speaker 2: just tell myself down, you're fucking stupid. You know, you

1963
01:39:07,000 --> 01:39:08,680
Speaker 2: gotta say you think you're being dumb as fun. You

1964
01:39:08,720 --> 01:39:10,400
Speaker 2: gotta tell yourself that, you know what I mean?

1965
01:39:10,800 --> 01:39:13,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean there's no reason.

1966
01:39:13,280 --> 01:39:15,760
Speaker 2: Why you should feel that way. This is this is

1967
01:39:15,840 --> 01:39:19,000
Speaker 2: this is you know, this is it's completely fucking normal man?

1968
01:39:19,120 --> 01:39:22,640
Speaker 2: Or why are you're tripping over something? Anyway? Ultimately, the

1969
01:39:22,680 --> 01:39:25,160
Speaker 2: scene is beautiful, like the movie itself. I wish those

1970
01:39:25,200 --> 01:39:27,439
Speaker 2: boys were environments that allow their love to foster and

1971
01:39:27,520 --> 01:39:31,120
Speaker 2: be beautiful too. Unfortunately people are off afforded the same

1972
01:39:31,160 --> 01:39:33,720
Speaker 2: liberties as straight people are. That's what take away from

1973
01:39:33,760 --> 01:39:35,360
Speaker 2: the movie. Again, thanks to you both for the pot

1974
01:39:35,360 --> 01:39:37,760
Speaker 2: and all the associated lives and conversations. I wish you

1975
01:39:37,800 --> 01:39:40,639
Speaker 2: both continue success with this whole thing. Thank you, Dinah

1976
01:39:40,760 --> 01:39:42,519
Speaker 2: call for man. He even send us a little hard

1977
01:39:42,560 --> 01:39:49,880
Speaker 2: emoji a love you too, all right, man, Let's let's

1978
01:39:49,880 --> 01:39:52,559
Speaker 2: read a couple more man, all right? So this.

1979
01:39:55,840 --> 01:39:56,519
Speaker 1: But I think.

1980
01:39:57,920 --> 01:39:58,519
Speaker 2: You're breaking up?

1981
01:39:59,200 --> 01:39:59,680
Speaker 1: Can't you hear me?

1982
01:40:00,360 --> 01:40:01,519
Speaker 2: Now? Hear me?

1983
01:40:03,120 --> 01:40:06,920
Speaker 1: All right? So this one is from Jack Aranda. I

1984
01:40:07,040 --> 01:40:08,920
Speaker 1: think that's the name forgive me if I'm mis pronounced it.

1985
01:40:09,720 --> 01:40:11,920
Speaker 1: The last name looks like some of Louis and shit.

1986
01:40:12,000 --> 01:40:17,240
Speaker 1: So I already loved you, if you baby? Yeah?

1987
01:40:19,240 --> 01:40:20,839
Speaker 2: Like that's beautiful.

1988
01:40:21,600 --> 01:40:23,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, she's she trying to steal motherfucker's hearts over it?

1989
01:40:24,120 --> 01:40:25,960
Speaker 1: All right? So it says, hey, babes, you can call

1990
01:40:26,040 --> 01:40:28,599
Speaker 1: me Jack. I just reread and this may be swallow

1991
01:40:28,600 --> 01:40:31,600
Speaker 1: already fuck spoiler alert if you ain't seen goddamn like

1992
01:40:31,640 --> 01:40:34,240
Speaker 1: by nafucking all right, but people should see it already,

1993
01:40:34,320 --> 01:40:37,759
Speaker 1: damn it exactly. I don't think I necessarily took anything

1994
01:40:37,800 --> 01:40:40,719
Speaker 1: new from him light, but it was an astoundingly beautiful

1995
01:40:40,800 --> 01:40:44,400
Speaker 1: depiction of the multiplicities of humans. And I was so

1996
01:40:44,560 --> 01:40:48,000
Speaker 1: emotional the entire time. Bruh Like. We went to eat

1997
01:40:48,080 --> 01:40:51,200
Speaker 1: lunch afterwards, and my whole damn body was vibrating. I

1998
01:40:51,240 --> 01:40:54,080
Speaker 1: couldn't initially put it into words, but just seeing one

1999
01:40:54,560 --> 01:40:56,920
Speaker 1: be such an emotional and thoughtful person and taking in

2000
01:40:57,000 --> 01:41:00,320
Speaker 1: this little boy who was struggling with life, but this

2001
01:41:00,439 --> 01:41:02,960
Speaker 1: baby is directly affected by him selling drugs of them

2002
01:41:04,000 --> 01:41:05,479
Speaker 1: to the community.

2003
01:41:07,840 --> 01:41:08,280
Speaker 2: Community.

2004
01:41:10,760 --> 01:41:13,760
Speaker 1: And then Janelle is Teresa, who was the dope man's

2005
01:41:13,800 --> 01:41:16,240
Speaker 1: old lady. I think they got a scene when she

2006
01:41:16,360 --> 01:41:19,439
Speaker 1: was sitting at the table with them, but also very

2007
01:41:19,479 --> 01:41:23,879
Speaker 1: sweet and nurturing me, where Chiron has none. The Charons themselves,

2008
01:41:23,920 --> 01:41:28,280
Speaker 1: all three of them through though my favorite segment the

2009
01:41:28,439 --> 01:41:31,240
Speaker 1: Kevin's the fact that Naomi Harris filmed all year of

2010
01:41:31,880 --> 01:41:36,960
Speaker 1: her gut wrenching, heartbreaking acting in three. That's the mom

2011
01:41:37,120 --> 01:41:42,840
Speaker 1: by the way, the philmography, the music, the dialogue. This

2012
01:41:43,000 --> 01:41:46,880
Speaker 1: instantly made my phaseless. I have seen, I have since

2013
01:41:47,000 --> 01:41:50,920
Speaker 1: inhaled everything about it, articles, interviews. I even have a

2014
01:41:51,000 --> 01:41:53,920
Speaker 1: copy of the screenplay on my desk at work to

2015
01:41:54,040 --> 01:41:58,479
Speaker 1: Barry in Terrell. I'm just so happy that stories told

2016
01:41:58,560 --> 01:42:01,240
Speaker 1: that haven't been explored see a center in it, and

2017
01:42:01,360 --> 01:42:04,760
Speaker 1: it motivates me to finish my stories. I'm rambling because

2018
01:42:04,800 --> 01:42:07,680
Speaker 1: I honestly can't say enough. I was screaming last night

2019
01:42:07,720 --> 01:42:10,160
Speaker 1: when it turned out they actually won, because y'all know,

2020
01:42:11,880 --> 01:42:17,200
Speaker 1: yeah that, and they are so dis I have truly

2021
01:42:17,360 --> 01:42:20,120
Speaker 1: enjoyed watching people both on Twitter and I'll discover it

2022
01:42:20,560 --> 01:42:23,479
Speaker 1: that was on Feel Free to wherever, I guess Lol.

2023
01:42:23,720 --> 01:42:26,679
Speaker 1: And they love you guys be in the big text

2024
01:42:26,800 --> 01:42:31,320
Speaker 1: each other when every five draps it introversity, unite separately.

2025
01:42:32,320 --> 01:42:33,880
Speaker 1: I love you, Jack, I love you.

2026
01:42:33,960 --> 01:42:36,720
Speaker 2: Like a motherfucker. That was great. I feel like if

2027
01:42:36,800 --> 01:42:39,240
Speaker 2: she's from New Orleans, I get why she didn't really

2028
01:42:40,360 --> 01:42:43,360
Speaker 2: take anything from it, because it seems like, you know,

2029
01:42:43,479 --> 01:42:46,400
Speaker 2: like big freedom people like that, you know, like it

2030
01:42:46,479 --> 01:42:48,880
Speaker 2: seems like New Orleans embracist differences.

2031
01:42:49,720 --> 01:42:51,519
Speaker 1: Yeah you know what I mean? Yeah, I mean, I

2032
01:42:51,600 --> 01:42:51,880
Speaker 1: mean you.

2033
01:42:52,040 --> 01:42:54,400
Speaker 2: Get a big freeom anywhere else in the in the nation.

2034
01:42:55,600 --> 01:42:59,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, like like New Orleans, New Orleans is pretty pretty talerant,

2035
01:42:59,360 --> 01:43:02,080
Speaker 1: gay coach, Like they got Sissy bounced, they got cy Nadi,

2036
01:43:02,840 --> 01:43:06,840
Speaker 1: you know, fucking big freedom. Motherfucking who who who is

2037
01:43:06,920 --> 01:43:12,599
Speaker 1: homb messy messy messy Maya Like yeah, yeah, they seem

2038
01:43:12,640 --> 01:43:16,200
Speaker 1: pretty tolerant down there, which is so fucking rare in

2039
01:43:16,240 --> 01:43:22,080
Speaker 1: the Deep South city. Question special, it's the most unique

2040
01:43:22,120 --> 01:43:24,679
Speaker 1: city in the in the nation. And I won't say

2041
01:43:24,680 --> 01:43:27,160
Speaker 1: that because I really haven't explored other cities in the

2042
01:43:27,280 --> 01:43:28,040
Speaker 1: world to say that.

2043
01:43:29,240 --> 01:43:32,160
Speaker 2: I mean, it's just a beautiful place. I think summer's

2044
01:43:32,360 --> 01:43:36,519
Speaker 2: my favorite place in the summer. Chicago and New Orleans, man,

2045
01:43:37,439 --> 01:43:40,559
Speaker 2: every summer cities. Man, it's a beautiful fucking city. Man.

2046
01:43:40,680 --> 01:43:44,639
Speaker 2: Like music is part of the infrastructure. It's like a building,

2047
01:43:44,760 --> 01:43:45,240
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.

2048
01:43:45,479 --> 01:43:45,920
Speaker 1: I love it.

2049
01:43:46,080 --> 01:43:46,800
Speaker 2: I love New Orleans.

2050
01:43:47,000 --> 01:43:47,160
Speaker 5: Dog.

2051
01:43:47,280 --> 01:43:48,679
Speaker 1: Like when we were down there and were talking about

2052
01:43:48,720 --> 01:43:51,840
Speaker 1: fuckers like, hey, we're we're here visiting. What can we do?

2053
01:43:52,360 --> 01:43:55,559
Speaker 1: Motherfuckers would give us a dissertation of what their city

2054
01:43:55,640 --> 01:43:57,759
Speaker 1: had to offer us too.

2055
01:43:58,040 --> 01:44:01,320
Speaker 2: Motherfuckers just will give it. This should take. They'd come

2056
01:44:01,479 --> 01:44:05,519
Speaker 2: pick us up Thailand, right, They were like, hey, we're

2057
01:44:05,520 --> 01:44:07,920
Speaker 2: gonna meet you at the bar. Hey, We're gonna have

2058
01:44:08,080 --> 01:44:13,559
Speaker 2: a fucking crawfish boil. We're gonna get you some. That's that's,

2059
01:44:13,600 --> 01:44:15,320
Speaker 2: that's what I got. That's when I started liking beer.

2060
01:44:15,479 --> 01:44:17,760
Speaker 2: Was in New Orleans. You can't, like, I don't think

2061
01:44:17,800 --> 01:44:19,320
Speaker 2: if I had have drunk, If I had drunk that

2062
01:44:19,320 --> 01:44:21,120
Speaker 2: a beata anywhere else, it wouldn't have been the same

2063
01:44:21,200 --> 01:44:23,400
Speaker 2: it was in New Orleans. Everything's better in New Orleans, man,

2064
01:44:24,960 --> 01:44:27,640
Speaker 2: you know, Like, dude, we had a crawfish boil with

2065
01:44:27,760 --> 01:44:29,840
Speaker 2: people we had never met before. They brought us fucking

2066
01:44:30,000 --> 01:44:34,120
Speaker 2: preling candy. You know, they brought us the Budhan sausage.

2067
01:44:34,479 --> 01:44:36,760
Speaker 2: You feel me, you know what I mean. We had

2068
01:44:36,800 --> 01:44:41,880
Speaker 2: to fucking crawfish beer. I mean, dude, out at a park, dog,

2069
01:44:43,280 --> 01:44:44,920
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? I mean they that's that's

2070
01:44:45,000 --> 01:44:47,080
Speaker 2: I mean to me, that's that's love. Bro. These are

2071
01:44:47,120 --> 01:44:50,200
Speaker 2: people that are always fuck with right, you know what

2072
01:44:50,240 --> 01:44:53,000
Speaker 2: I mean? I mean, that's just beautiful, man. Like then

2073
01:44:53,280 --> 01:44:56,479
Speaker 2: we went to the uh, we went to the to

2074
01:44:56,560 --> 01:45:00,719
Speaker 2: the motherfucking icy spot too. The little the little Fly Rice.

2075
01:45:01,000 --> 01:45:02,599
Speaker 1: The goddamn the freeze cup.

2076
01:45:06,720 --> 01:45:09,960
Speaker 2: Is special. Dog, nigga, you was in a DJ booth.

2077
01:45:11,760 --> 01:45:15,360
Speaker 1: Yeah, motherfucker's like, hey, you goddamn jack with a game

2078
01:45:15,720 --> 01:45:16,960
Speaker 1: with you too. I don't even know you are, but

2079
01:45:17,960 --> 01:45:18,799
Speaker 1: you Yeah, yeah.

2080
01:45:18,640 --> 01:45:21,559
Speaker 2: For sure. Man, that was a beautiful fucking place. Man,

2081
01:45:22,600 --> 01:45:24,840
Speaker 2: I love New Orleans, Man, But that's cool. That's cool. Anyway,

2082
01:45:24,840 --> 01:45:28,439
Speaker 2: I read this last one real quick. Let me see,

2083
01:45:28,960 --> 01:45:33,880
Speaker 2: all right, Perry, long time listener, et cetera. He said,

2084
01:45:33,920 --> 01:45:35,840
Speaker 2: you know the deal, longtime listener or whatever.

2085
01:45:36,040 --> 01:45:36,280
Speaker 1: All that.

2086
01:45:36,640 --> 01:45:38,400
Speaker 2: Well, that was one of my favorite movies of the

2087
01:45:38,479 --> 01:45:41,080
Speaker 2: year and definitely deserve Best Picture. Casey affleck is trash.

2088
01:45:41,120 --> 01:45:43,880
Speaker 2: By the way. What was I opening for me was

2089
01:45:43,960 --> 01:45:45,439
Speaker 2: that I watched it with a good friend and we

2090
01:45:45,479 --> 01:45:48,240
Speaker 2: both agreed it was amazing both but we laughed and

2091
01:45:48,280 --> 01:45:50,320
Speaker 2: we realized we were watching a gay sex scene together.

2092
01:45:50,720 --> 01:45:54,200
Speaker 2: There's two bros. Nothing to see here. But basically, heterosexual

2093
01:45:54,280 --> 01:45:56,160
Speaker 2: dudes like us need to be open to the universe

2094
01:45:56,160 --> 01:46:00,479
Speaker 2: and Ejac trash social constructs around sexuality. Machelinis can enjoy

2095
01:46:00,560 --> 01:46:03,360
Speaker 2: life more, which doesn't mean losing our identity, but fully

2096
01:46:03,479 --> 01:46:09,519
Speaker 2: enjoying the art that it's other people's identities. Yes, yes, yes,

2097
01:46:09,800 --> 01:46:11,240
Speaker 2: it's that simple, man.

2098
01:46:12,479 --> 01:46:12,679
Speaker 4: Ah.

2099
01:46:14,120 --> 01:46:18,559
Speaker 2: Just let people be themselves and be like, you know, like, dude,

2100
01:46:18,600 --> 01:46:23,439
Speaker 2: there's there's people like as a dude, as a fucking

2101
01:46:23,520 --> 01:46:29,920
Speaker 2: young idiot that was homophobic and being me now and

2102
01:46:30,040 --> 01:46:33,360
Speaker 2: to think about all my gay friends that I do

2103
01:46:33,520 --> 01:46:37,599
Speaker 2: have now that I would not know and how much

2104
01:46:37,840 --> 01:46:41,880
Speaker 2: joy that I would not have experienced because of myself

2105
01:46:41,960 --> 01:46:45,600
Speaker 2: being an idiot. No, fuck that, man, you know what

2106
01:46:45,640 --> 01:46:46,040
Speaker 2: I mean.

2107
01:46:46,000 --> 01:46:48,240
Speaker 7: Open up to these people, let them surprise you, bro,

2108
01:46:48,800 --> 01:46:51,120
Speaker 7: you know, and then like there's people in general, you

2109
01:46:51,160 --> 01:46:52,880
Speaker 7: know what I mean, like open up to people like

2110
01:46:52,960 --> 01:46:56,200
Speaker 7: you know and their differences and learn, you know, I mean,

2111
01:46:56,240 --> 01:46:58,880
Speaker 7: how much I'm a better human being because of the

2112
01:46:59,000 --> 01:47:01,720
Speaker 7: differences I've about from people who are different from me.

2113
01:47:02,560 --> 01:47:04,920
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, from people like you know,

2114
01:47:05,240 --> 01:47:07,800
Speaker 2: Like like I told you that when that that the

2115
01:47:07,880 --> 01:47:09,679
Speaker 2: way to do. When I when I was talking about

2116
01:47:10,160 --> 01:47:12,560
Speaker 2: the interactional acs I had in high school as a

2117
01:47:12,640 --> 01:47:17,439
Speaker 2: senior in social studies, I remember calling uh Britney Spears

2118
01:47:17,560 --> 01:47:21,519
Speaker 2: dancer the F word and the gator was in there,

2119
01:47:21,520 --> 01:47:23,439
Speaker 2: and I remember apologizing to it because I realized it

2120
01:47:23,520 --> 01:47:25,519
Speaker 2: was probably like calling a black person and nigga, and

2121
01:47:25,640 --> 01:47:28,360
Speaker 2: he straight up said I'm not that I'm a gay

2122
01:47:28,439 --> 01:47:31,360
Speaker 2: male And in the physic because I'm not an F word,

2123
01:47:31,400 --> 01:47:35,400
Speaker 2: I'm a gay male. And that just after that, like

2124
01:47:35,600 --> 01:47:38,000
Speaker 2: this is a special motherfucker, and my interactions with him

2125
01:47:38,040 --> 01:47:41,160
Speaker 2: after that opened my mind to different things. I had

2126
01:47:41,320 --> 01:47:43,240
Speaker 2: had of ways to go, bro, I had ways to go.

2127
01:47:43,400 --> 01:47:45,479
Speaker 2: The church ship was still in me, you know what

2128
01:47:45,520 --> 01:47:48,160
Speaker 2: I mean, Like I had to say it's all bad.

2129
01:47:48,280 --> 01:47:50,000
Speaker 2: I was just fucked up by it, you know what

2130
01:47:50,040 --> 01:47:52,519
Speaker 2: I mean. And I had uh you know, and like,

2131
01:47:52,880 --> 01:47:55,040
Speaker 2: but I had ways to go. But like, you know,

2132
01:47:55,160 --> 01:47:57,519
Speaker 2: I remember my my girlfriend in college, her cousin was gay.

2133
01:47:57,520 --> 01:47:58,960
Speaker 2: He would let us stay at their crib like in

2134
01:47:58,960 --> 01:48:01,760
Speaker 2: the summers and stuff like that was super cool. I mean,

2135
01:48:01,800 --> 01:48:04,800
Speaker 2: it's growing and being open minded and learning from people

2136
01:48:04,880 --> 01:48:07,840
Speaker 2: and not being scared, learning not to be scared of

2137
01:48:07,920 --> 01:48:11,400
Speaker 2: like differences. It's just important, man, you know, like open

2138
01:48:11,560 --> 01:48:14,200
Speaker 2: up to the open up too different to people's differences

2139
01:48:14,280 --> 01:48:17,320
Speaker 2: and learn from them, you know, Like I think we're

2140
01:48:17,439 --> 01:48:19,200
Speaker 2: scared that, you know. I think I think it's just

2141
01:48:19,479 --> 01:48:23,880
Speaker 2: people just insecure with themselves and scared of change, you

2142
01:48:23,960 --> 01:48:26,760
Speaker 2: know what I mean, or being changed with they experience,

2143
01:48:27,520 --> 01:48:28,080
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.

2144
01:48:28,200 --> 01:48:35,080
Speaker 1: But I don't know, man, Yeah, I mean, I mean

2145
01:48:35,160 --> 01:48:39,439
Speaker 1: I don't why ever, so fucking upset that we have

2146
01:48:39,600 --> 01:48:42,120
Speaker 1: finally reached the point where society has progressed, where this

2147
01:48:42,520 --> 01:48:47,040
Speaker 1: is being represented in media, Like I think.

2148
01:48:47,040 --> 01:48:48,720
Speaker 2: You know what people are upset though, you know what

2149
01:48:48,760 --> 01:48:51,920
Speaker 2: I mean, people, it doesn't make any sense, but we

2150
01:48:52,000 --> 01:48:54,640
Speaker 2: know what people because people are fucking stupid. That's why

2151
01:48:54,680 --> 01:48:57,320
Speaker 2: they're said. People are fucking stupid, and it's we've been

2152
01:48:57,520 --> 01:49:01,080
Speaker 2: historically fucking dumb, you know what I mean. But but

2153
01:49:01,560 --> 01:49:04,800
Speaker 2: it doesn't make any sense for us to be, you know,

2154
01:49:04,920 --> 01:49:09,040
Speaker 2: to be to to to dislike this so much, you know,

2155
01:49:09,160 --> 01:49:10,519
Speaker 2: to be so afraid of it.

2156
01:49:11,320 --> 01:49:13,800
Speaker 1: Gay people have, gay people have existed. Have you ever

2157
01:49:13,920 --> 01:49:16,280
Speaker 1: gone through like a phone book with your I'm not

2158
01:49:16,360 --> 01:49:19,640
Speaker 1: a a fucking photo album with like your mom and

2159
01:49:19,920 --> 01:49:23,160
Speaker 1: there's like a gay cousin and everyone knows that cousin

2160
01:49:23,280 --> 01:49:26,080
Speaker 1: is gay, you know what I'm saying, Like like like

2161
01:49:26,240 --> 01:49:27,799
Speaker 1: that ship has existed forever.

2162
01:49:28,080 --> 01:49:31,080
Speaker 2: Dude, I got a cousin. I'm not gonna I don't

2163
01:49:31,080 --> 01:49:33,400
Speaker 2: want to say his government name. We call him Buddha,

2164
01:49:33,439 --> 01:49:38,920
Speaker 2: though the name is Buddha like like fucking African, like

2165
01:49:39,360 --> 01:49:43,720
Speaker 2: like Buddha today Buddha. You're thinking, like, you know, a

2166
01:49:43,840 --> 01:49:47,680
Speaker 2: big straw motherfucker man, you know, and like you know,

2167
01:49:47,800 --> 01:49:50,960
Speaker 2: like supermass or whatever, you know what I mean. And

2168
01:49:51,200 --> 01:49:53,280
Speaker 2: he turned out to be gay, like can call him

2169
01:49:54,800 --> 01:49:56,360
Speaker 2: to be gay, you know what I mean, And like

2170
01:49:56,560 --> 01:49:59,600
Speaker 2: everybody knows he's gay, you know what I mean, But

2171
01:49:59,720 --> 01:50:01,920
Speaker 2: like like yeah, like you get looked through you look

2172
01:50:01,960 --> 01:50:05,360
Speaker 2: through fucking albums, like, oh yeah he does, you know,

2173
01:50:05,640 --> 01:50:08,160
Speaker 2: he looks you know, he has you know, more feminine

2174
01:50:08,200 --> 01:50:14,880
Speaker 2: mannerisms or dress more femininely, you know what I mean? Right, yeah, yeah, dude.

2175
01:50:14,880 --> 01:50:17,200
Speaker 2: And also do like looking look at your fucking history books,

2176
01:50:17,720 --> 01:50:19,920
Speaker 2: all these niggas with heils on in these white fucking

2177
01:50:20,760 --> 01:50:23,320
Speaker 2: uh his white fucking wigs. And Ship, you know, like

2178
01:50:23,439 --> 01:50:27,000
Speaker 2: that ship was prominent, like you know those times you know,

2179
01:50:27,320 --> 01:50:31,519
Speaker 2: like dudes like Kings would have like you know, young male,

2180
01:50:32,040 --> 01:50:33,519
Speaker 2: what do you call them? What do you call them?

2181
01:50:33,960 --> 01:50:34,879
Speaker 2: You call them mistresses?

2182
01:50:34,920 --> 01:50:37,160
Speaker 1: What do they call fucking cocky binds? And ship?

2183
01:50:37,680 --> 01:50:43,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, so Ship's been around dog like motherfucker's just I

2184
01:50:43,640 --> 01:50:47,799
Speaker 2: don't know, man, Just stop fucking stop being so fucking

2185
01:50:47,920 --> 01:50:52,160
Speaker 2: closed minded. And this embrace your reality, you know what

2186
01:50:52,160 --> 01:50:54,320
Speaker 2: I mean. Embrace the reality that is life, you know,

2187
01:50:55,360 --> 01:50:57,560
Speaker 2: And and and fucking you know, and and and and

2188
01:50:57,680 --> 01:50:59,559
Speaker 2: find the beauty in it? You know what I mean?

2189
01:51:00,760 --> 01:51:02,920
Speaker 2: You're just making life harting yourself by just you know,

2190
01:51:03,120 --> 01:51:06,560
Speaker 2: hating so much, so many things that are just pointless

2191
01:51:06,600 --> 01:51:11,040
Speaker 2: to hate. It's just fucking stupid. Man. Just stop being

2192
01:51:11,160 --> 01:51:15,760
Speaker 2: a fucking dummy, please a man? What you doing?

2193
01:51:15,800 --> 01:51:16,000
Speaker 4: Man?

2194
01:51:16,600 --> 01:51:19,400
Speaker 2: Eating chips and some ship and I'm god damn.

2195
01:51:20,720 --> 01:51:22,800
Speaker 1: Adjusting my laptop.

2196
01:51:23,080 --> 01:51:25,080
Speaker 2: All right, man, Well, I guess it's time for you

2197
01:51:25,200 --> 01:51:28,880
Speaker 2: to get to your lady till I said, what's good?

2198
01:51:30,920 --> 01:51:35,439
Speaker 2: Had some fun? I enjoy each other, enjoy the love

2199
01:51:36,320 --> 01:51:43,840
Speaker 2: thanks between one another. Yeah, yeah, cut it up.

2200
01:51:43,920 --> 01:51:44,080
Speaker 4: Man.

2201
01:51:44,200 --> 01:51:48,200
Speaker 2: You know, lonely fucking laying in bed holding my dick,

2202
01:51:48,280 --> 01:51:48,920
Speaker 2: you feel me like.

2203
01:51:51,520 --> 01:51:55,080
Speaker 1: You also goddamn this ship like it's God damn two

2204
01:51:55,120 --> 01:51:57,360
Speaker 1: thousand and three out here. But I'm I'm I'm proving

2205
01:51:57,439 --> 01:51:57,880
Speaker 1: for you, bro.

2206
01:51:59,120 --> 01:52:00,400
Speaker 2: Hopefully we figure this out.

2207
01:52:00,439 --> 01:52:00,519
Speaker 1: Bro.

2208
01:52:01,240 --> 01:52:02,800
Speaker 2: Alright, man? How let you love you? Bro?

2209
01:52:03,280 --> 01:52:03,800
Speaker 1: Love you too?

2210
01:52:03,920 --> 01:52:04,080
Speaker 4: Man?

2211
01:52:04,400 --> 01:52:04,559
Speaker 2: Man?

2212
01:52:04,760 --> 01:52:05,880
Speaker 1: Alright, broy.

2213
01:52:26,360 --> 01:52:34,320
Speaker 5: Through driving and fall and natural disaster, my baby has

2214
01:52:34,560 --> 01:52:44,400
Speaker 5: been around for me. Kingdom de falling, the angels be cold,

2215
01:52:45,000 --> 01:52:50,599
Speaker 5: and no I know that could ever make me leave.

2216
01:52:54,080 --> 01:52:57,200
Speaker 1: Every time I look into your.

2217
01:52:57,320 --> 01:53:03,839
Speaker 4: Eyside, it your lady.

2218
01:53:07,040 --> 01:53:12,400
Speaker 5: Every time I get a busy said, I've fel

2219
01:53:20,400 --> 01:53:23,000
Speaker 2: Who could have thought I get sho