1 00:00:00,560 --> 00:00:02,760 Speaker 1: Hi, I'm George Ori and welcome to the new I 2 00:00:02,880 --> 00:00:06,160 Speaker 1: Heart Radio and Coast to Coast, a m paranormal podcast network. 3 00:00:06,360 --> 00:00:09,400 Speaker 1: Like us on Facebook, Tell your friends and share us 4 00:00:09,400 --> 00:00:12,560 Speaker 1: with everyone. This is an exciting new network that will 5 00:00:12,600 --> 00:00:16,840 Speaker 1: feature podcasts of the paranormal, supernatural, and the unexplained. Now 6 00:00:16,880 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: please sit back and enjoy Dark Becomes Light with Heidi Hollis. 7 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:30,320 Speaker 1: Welcome to our podcast. Please be aware of the thoughts 8 00:00:30,320 --> 00:00:33,839 Speaker 1: and opinions expressed by the host are their thoughts and 9 00:00:33,920 --> 00:00:37,720 Speaker 1: opinions only and do not reflect those of I Heart Media, 10 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:42,800 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio, Coast to Coast AM employees of premier networks, 11 00:00:43,159 --> 00:00:46,640 Speaker 1: or their sponsors and associates. We would like to encourage 12 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:49,760 Speaker 1: you to do your own research and discover the subject 13 00:00:49,840 --> 00:01:05,959 Speaker 1: matter for yourself. You are listening to the hundred episode 14 00:01:05,959 --> 00:01:09,360 Speaker 1: of Dark Becomes Like with me Heidi Hollis on the 15 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:13,600 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio at Coast to Coast. They am paranormal 16 00:01:13,840 --> 00:01:19,720 Speaker 1: podcast network. Welcome to my show. Remember each week this 17 00:01:19,800 --> 00:01:21,800 Speaker 1: is the place you go to when you want to 18 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:25,440 Speaker 1: learn the latest story is going on out there in 19 00:01:25,480 --> 00:01:28,360 Speaker 1: the world. When it comes to shadow people, hat man, 20 00:01:29,400 --> 00:01:34,960 Speaker 1: fooky things, positive things, near death experiences, Angel encounters, holy encounters, 21 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:38,520 Speaker 1: anything and everything out of the ordinary. I'm telling you 22 00:01:38,959 --> 00:01:43,199 Speaker 1: right here, right here, you get this opportunity to share 23 00:01:43,319 --> 00:01:46,080 Speaker 1: what you know, what you've seen, what you've heard, what 24 00:01:46,240 --> 00:01:50,960 Speaker 1: you've researched, what your comments are. I mean, this whole process, 25 00:01:51,040 --> 00:01:54,560 Speaker 1: this whole process, it involves all of us, right, I mean, 26 00:01:54,600 --> 00:01:57,360 Speaker 1: how on earth am I going to learn anything if 27 00:01:57,400 --> 00:02:01,800 Speaker 1: people don't speak right? Yeah, I mean I think that's 28 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:05,320 Speaker 1: that's pretty um obvious. So I want you, guys go 29 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:08,560 Speaker 1: to my main website and yeah, this is the hundred 30 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:12,399 Speaker 1: episode of Dark Becomes Light. Yeah, they're going crazy. Oh 31 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:15,080 Speaker 1: my gosh, Hidi is still here. Yeah she's having a 32 00:02:15,080 --> 00:02:18,960 Speaker 1: good time and she's helping people. WHOA, Yeah, that's that's 33 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:22,920 Speaker 1: the truth. Go to Heidi Hollis dot com or shadow 34 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,840 Speaker 1: folks dot com and tell me your stories, tell me 35 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:29,560 Speaker 1: everything that's going on. If there's an article that you 36 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:31,880 Speaker 1: want to refer me to, if you want me to 37 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:37,840 Speaker 1: stop rewind and let's take another look at something, tell 38 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:39,679 Speaker 1: me let me know. I mean, you don't have to 39 00:02:39,720 --> 00:02:43,639 Speaker 1: be mean about it. But um, there's always a way 40 00:02:43,680 --> 00:02:46,920 Speaker 1: to talk to people, right, So I think there's always 41 00:02:46,919 --> 00:02:50,240 Speaker 1: a way to approach and say, hey, guess what I 42 00:02:50,280 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 1: came across something else that might be helpful. And you know, 43 00:02:53,240 --> 00:02:56,040 Speaker 1: another big thing on this show patterns. We look for 44 00:02:56,120 --> 00:02:59,240 Speaker 1: patterns that go on when it comes to anything weird 45 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:02,519 Speaker 1: because it helps us to decipher and just like put 46 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:05,760 Speaker 1: it into a box in her head and goes, oh, yeah, 47 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:08,280 Speaker 1: I get that one. Now I know why this thing 48 00:03:08,800 --> 00:03:11,560 Speaker 1: likes to go boo when I say, as anybody here, 49 00:03:11,840 --> 00:03:16,079 Speaker 1: you know, like it's not quite that easy, but yeah, 50 00:03:16,120 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 1: it's it's all in the process. Okay, So guess what 51 00:03:19,400 --> 00:03:22,600 Speaker 1: From my hundredth episode here with Coast to Coast a 52 00:03:22,760 --> 00:03:25,840 Speaker 1: M I am going to do my favorite type of 53 00:03:25,919 --> 00:03:29,320 Speaker 1: show and um, guess what that is at your emails, 54 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:32,920 Speaker 1: all of your emails. Those are my faves and I 55 00:03:32,960 --> 00:03:35,400 Speaker 1: think from the feedback that I hear from you guys, 56 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:39,160 Speaker 1: it's your faves too, So um yeah, so I'm going 57 00:03:39,240 --> 00:03:41,040 Speaker 1: to do that. And you know, I keep toying with 58 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:44,480 Speaker 1: the title of what this is that I'm doing, Like 59 00:03:44,520 --> 00:03:46,560 Speaker 1: I used to call it the Outlandish Corner, and I've 60 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,760 Speaker 1: been saying that at times, and I'm like, should it 61 00:03:48,840 --> 00:03:52,680 Speaker 1: be the light corner, should it be the DBL corner, 62 00:03:52,680 --> 00:03:56,280 Speaker 1: Should it be the dark b Light Corner. Um, and 63 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:58,360 Speaker 1: maybe for today's episode, I'm going to call it the 64 00:03:58,440 --> 00:04:00,560 Speaker 1: light Corner, or maybe I'm going to change it every episode. 65 00:04:00,720 --> 00:04:04,600 Speaker 1: I don't know. I know we're just rolling it around here. 66 00:04:04,680 --> 00:04:06,760 Speaker 1: And you guys, I also want to tell you if 67 00:04:06,840 --> 00:04:08,280 Speaker 1: you have something on your mind you want to reach 68 00:04:08,280 --> 00:04:12,560 Speaker 1: out to me. Uh, you can find me on Instagram, Facebook, 69 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:16,599 Speaker 1: and Twitter with the same I D it's at put 70 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:20,839 Speaker 1: a one Heidi Hollis, So at one Heidi Hollis and um, 71 00:04:20,880 --> 00:04:23,520 Speaker 1: you'll be surprised. I do respond to people. Um, and 72 00:04:23,520 --> 00:04:26,000 Speaker 1: if you send me a story there, I often will 73 00:04:26,040 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 1: say hey to me if you evorite sent it through 74 00:04:27,960 --> 00:04:31,560 Speaker 1: my website, because then I can more easily direct my 75 00:04:31,560 --> 00:04:34,480 Speaker 1: attention all to it and uh, and others can learn 76 00:04:34,839 --> 00:04:38,640 Speaker 1: because it's not about me. It's not about individuals. It 77 00:04:38,800 --> 00:04:43,320 Speaker 1: is about everybody learning at the same time classes and 78 00:04:43,360 --> 00:04:49,800 Speaker 1: session everybody, all right. So yeah, and also go check 79 00:04:49,839 --> 00:04:52,680 Speaker 1: out my comic strip. It's a paranormal comic strip. It's 80 00:04:52,720 --> 00:04:56,400 Speaker 1: called the Outlanders Comic dot com and you can also 81 00:04:56,440 --> 00:05:01,360 Speaker 1: find that same handle on Instagram to see all the comics. 82 00:05:01,400 --> 00:05:03,760 Speaker 1: I have a good old time doing it and I'm 83 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:09,159 Speaker 1: I'm really out there silly, so um, you'll get it. Um. Okay, 84 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:13,520 Speaker 1: you know I got a giant email here. Oh thank goodness. 85 00:05:14,160 --> 00:05:17,320 Speaker 1: Oh this is a monster one. It's a monster email. 86 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:21,560 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, it's a monster email. Everybody. We love those. 87 00:05:22,040 --> 00:05:25,440 Speaker 1: Thank you, thank you whoever sent this. I don't read 88 00:05:25,480 --> 00:05:29,080 Speaker 1: these in advance. I like to be surprised and correct 89 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:32,320 Speaker 1: english that's missing if it's a word missing, And we 90 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:35,240 Speaker 1: all just fumble along here together, because that makes it 91 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:38,040 Speaker 1: even more interesting and real, doesn't it. Um, So we 92 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:42,080 Speaker 1: go for real world reactions because I'm living it, breathing 93 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:47,040 Speaker 1: it as you're hearing it, all right, So everybody, deep breath. Um, 94 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:50,240 Speaker 1: we'll see where this one takes us. Okay, Um, this 95 00:05:50,279 --> 00:05:53,120 Speaker 1: one says Hi Heidi. Well hey there, how's it going? Um? 96 00:05:53,160 --> 00:05:55,839 Speaker 1: By pure luck. I came across you on a podcast 97 00:05:56,160 --> 00:05:58,960 Speaker 1: I listened to completely out of the Blue while mowing 98 00:05:59,000 --> 00:06:02,200 Speaker 1: the lawns today. Well that's good listening. I think I 99 00:06:02,279 --> 00:06:06,440 Speaker 1: love ming lawn I'm weird. Okay. The topic of hat 100 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:12,760 Speaker 1: Man has been not whitely spoken about over my tiers 101 00:06:12,800 --> 00:06:15,200 Speaker 1: of life. Okay, all right, I'm sorry I missed reading. 102 00:06:15,520 --> 00:06:19,040 Speaker 1: The topic of hat Man has not widely been spoken 103 00:06:19,080 --> 00:06:22,240 Speaker 1: of about over my forty two years of life. However, 104 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:26,440 Speaker 1: that's not to say it hasn't come up. Okay, I 105 00:06:26,480 --> 00:06:29,080 Speaker 1: need to quickly go over a little timeline so you 106 00:06:29,080 --> 00:06:33,839 Speaker 1: can better understand my questions. My twin and I were born, Okay, 107 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:40,040 Speaker 1: six weeks early. My twin died of bow complications post birth. 108 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:43,599 Speaker 1: All that's horrible. She lived for seven hours. I later 109 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:47,080 Speaker 1: found out that my mother was trying to terminate us. 110 00:06:47,080 --> 00:06:51,080 Speaker 1: Oh gosh. Okay. Fast forward to two thousand and four. 111 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:54,480 Speaker 1: My husband and I went to high school together and 112 00:06:54,560 --> 00:06:57,080 Speaker 1: became an item. A couple of years after high school, 113 00:06:57,920 --> 00:07:00,479 Speaker 1: we built our first home on the land. We used 114 00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:05,000 Speaker 1: to leave school. You used to leave school? Okay, eat 115 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:08,279 Speaker 1: our lunch on? Okay, gotcha, there's a little word missing. Um. 116 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:11,080 Speaker 1: That was the first time I had an experience, and 117 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:15,000 Speaker 1: on September two thousand and four, I went into labor 118 00:07:15,080 --> 00:07:19,040 Speaker 1: with our son. At this moment, my grandfather, who was 119 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:23,800 Speaker 1: my world and father figure, had what we called an 120 00:07:23,920 --> 00:07:28,920 Speaker 1: a a A the blockage of the heart valve seventeen cimeters. 121 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:34,880 Speaker 1: I gave birth at ten. Granddad died after being told 122 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:42,320 Speaker 1: Matt was born. He passed at Oh my gosh, that's horrible. 123 00:07:43,000 --> 00:07:45,960 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I got really sad. Goose bumps. I 124 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:51,560 Speaker 1: am so sorry. That's that's hard. Okay. That same day, 125 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:57,360 Speaker 1: my mom was diagnosed with terminal bout cancer. Come on, 126 00:07:58,000 --> 00:08:02,280 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, anybody else getting goose bumps? This is sad? 127 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:05,680 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness. I was also told I had something 128 00:08:05,720 --> 00:08:11,320 Speaker 1: obstructing my birth canal and needed testing. If I hadn't 129 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:14,000 Speaker 1: have had met then I would be dead by now 130 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:21,800 Speaker 1: with ovarian cancer. So two blessings, two horrible things in 131 00:08:21,880 --> 00:08:26,280 Speaker 1: one day. Gosh. That night I was discharged from the 132 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:28,720 Speaker 1: hospital as they thought I would be better off with 133 00:08:28,800 --> 00:08:32,000 Speaker 1: family due to the grief. I can imagine a few 134 00:08:32,080 --> 00:08:36,160 Speaker 1: nights after my granddad's funeral, that's when the dreams started, 135 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 1: really sleep paralysis, and then what I can only describe 136 00:08:42,400 --> 00:08:48,960 Speaker 1: as a lanky, very tall presence showed itself. Hmm, I 137 00:08:49,000 --> 00:08:51,480 Speaker 1: know what that is. I had a dream of my 138 00:08:51,559 --> 00:08:56,040 Speaker 1: grandfather holding our baby boy, walking down a long hallway 139 00:08:56,280 --> 00:09:02,280 Speaker 1: saying in his Yorkshire accent, you have a beautiful baby boy. 140 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:05,480 Speaker 1: I woke with a shock of its Now that's good, 141 00:09:05,480 --> 00:09:08,200 Speaker 1: goose bumps, that's beautiful. So he did get to meet 142 00:09:08,240 --> 00:09:12,720 Speaker 1: your son after all? Fast forward three years. We built 143 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:14,760 Speaker 1: the home and I was sitting on the end of 144 00:09:14,800 --> 00:09:17,920 Speaker 1: the couch looking down the hall and there was a 145 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:24,280 Speaker 1: familiar feeling and then a horrible feeling. The dream I 146 00:09:24,320 --> 00:09:28,680 Speaker 1: had three years before was the exact same hallway with 147 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 1: the same pictures on the wall, minus my granddad, but 148 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:39,120 Speaker 1: everything else was the same. Okay, I got the picture painted. 149 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:43,360 Speaker 1: I got it. We moved from the house not long after, 150 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:47,160 Speaker 1: as we had bad experiences there. Oh, I wonder what 151 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:51,480 Speaker 1: those were? Oh, one being on a Monday. Okay, here 152 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:54,120 Speaker 1: we go, Here we go, everybody. Um. I came home 153 00:09:54,160 --> 00:09:58,480 Speaker 1: from work knowing my mom was close to passing away 154 00:09:59,000 --> 00:10:02,240 Speaker 1: the friday before I was called from surgery. I work 155 00:10:02,280 --> 00:10:05,960 Speaker 1: in medicine. My receptionist came into the operating room and 156 00:10:06,000 --> 00:10:09,800 Speaker 1: said it was time. The hospice nurse apparently called and 157 00:10:09,840 --> 00:10:13,480 Speaker 1: said it was time. She drove me to my mom's 158 00:10:13,960 --> 00:10:16,800 Speaker 1: it's it's m U M s. Everybody, Um, we know 159 00:10:16,920 --> 00:10:20,680 Speaker 1: that's from across the pond somewhere. Okay, I'm just saying 160 00:10:21,480 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 1: home where she was in the hospital bed in the lounge. 161 00:10:25,440 --> 00:10:29,000 Speaker 1: She was sitting up in the bed and was happy. 162 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:34,400 Speaker 1: Apparently no one called for me. What I read that again. 163 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:37,720 Speaker 1: She drove me to my mom's home, where she was 164 00:10:37,760 --> 00:10:40,079 Speaker 1: in a hospital bed in the lounge and she was 165 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:42,320 Speaker 1: sitting up in the bed. She was happy, but nobody 166 00:10:42,320 --> 00:10:45,480 Speaker 1: actually called it's it's amazing. And as I was leaving 167 00:10:45,520 --> 00:10:48,319 Speaker 1: to go back to work, I made my way down 168 00:10:48,360 --> 00:10:52,880 Speaker 1: the stairs and I heard a bang. My mom had 169 00:10:52,960 --> 00:10:58,800 Speaker 1: fallen in the bathroom. Oh gosh. She seemed okay. But 170 00:10:58,920 --> 00:11:06,319 Speaker 1: that was the last time I saw her awake. Oh wow, okay. Saturday, 171 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:09,680 Speaker 1: Sunday she slept most of the time. Monday, I saw 172 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:13,800 Speaker 1: her at lunchtime, but something felt dark. I went back 173 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:17,240 Speaker 1: to work and then home for dinner. Now I know 174 00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:20,959 Speaker 1: this sounds odd. Oh oh no, it does not. Nothing 175 00:11:21,040 --> 00:11:25,080 Speaker 1: sounds odd here. We're all friends, were all relating and uh, 176 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:28,440 Speaker 1: don't don't feel odd, okay, um. But I was sitting 177 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:32,920 Speaker 1: at the breakfast bar and we were having nachos. I 178 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:36,520 Speaker 1: lifted a nacho to my mouth and I heard and 179 00:11:36,600 --> 00:11:43,000 Speaker 1: felt something so incredibly dark before me. I heard it say, 180 00:11:43,120 --> 00:11:50,480 Speaker 1: without a word of a lie, go to mom. Now, huh, 181 00:11:50,840 --> 00:11:54,360 Speaker 1: it was not a nice sound. My husband said he 182 00:11:54,480 --> 00:12:02,440 Speaker 1: heard nothing. I never ate the nacho. Oh wow, chills 183 00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:05,280 Speaker 1: weird chills. I don't know why the chills are sitting 184 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:09,600 Speaker 1: at my knees right now, like my knees wanna just rattle. 185 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:15,760 Speaker 1: That's that's oh okay, that's disturbing. Okay. I drove to 186 00:12:15,880 --> 00:12:19,360 Speaker 1: Mm's and as expected, she was asleep on her back 187 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:23,000 Speaker 1: with her head to the right facing me, and her 188 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:28,040 Speaker 1: eyes were closed. Within minutes of being there, I looked 189 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:32,840 Speaker 1: over and blood was running out of her nose mouth 190 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:39,960 Speaker 1: and she started to have a terminal hemorrhage. Okay. I 191 00:12:40,240 --> 00:12:43,240 Speaker 1: rung the hospice and they were sending a nurse and 192 00:12:43,280 --> 00:12:46,840 Speaker 1: that nurse was unable to get to us for over 193 00:12:46,920 --> 00:12:50,760 Speaker 1: an hour as she was prevented by an accident. She said, 194 00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:55,000 Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, okay, you guys, I'm just I need 195 00:12:55,000 --> 00:13:01,360 Speaker 1: to take breath. This is this is heavy stuff, heavy stuff. Okay. Um, 196 00:13:01,400 --> 00:13:03,880 Speaker 1: you know, we're gonna get to our first break and 197 00:13:04,320 --> 00:13:06,320 Speaker 1: this is a nice, big, juicy email. So we're gonna 198 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:09,080 Speaker 1: be reading through this one and breaking it down and 199 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:12,600 Speaker 1: I really appreciate it. So um wow, we're gonna see 200 00:13:12,600 --> 00:13:14,560 Speaker 1: where this goes, all right, you guys, you are listening 201 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:17,560 Speaker 1: to Dark Becomes Light with me. Heidi Hollis on the 202 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:21,439 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio and Coast to Coast a AM Paranormal 203 00:13:21,559 --> 00:13:38,800 Speaker 1: podcast Network. Welcome back. You are listening to Dark Becomes 204 00:13:38,840 --> 00:13:43,560 Speaker 1: Light with me, Heidi Hollis, I Heart Radio at Coast 205 00:13:43,559 --> 00:13:48,880 Speaker 1: to Coast day AM Paranormal Podcast Network. Today it is 206 00:13:48,920 --> 00:13:51,960 Speaker 1: all about your emails, and boy, oh boy, do I 207 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:54,920 Speaker 1: have a giant one here and it is much appreciated. 208 00:13:55,160 --> 00:13:58,320 Speaker 1: And wow, this is a story that's pulling on the 209 00:13:58,360 --> 00:14:02,240 Speaker 1: heart strings for myself here because wow, um, having a 210 00:14:02,360 --> 00:14:06,880 Speaker 1: mother pass when going through it is just so heavy. 211 00:14:07,120 --> 00:14:11,320 Speaker 1: But then you had double and triple whammy things going 212 00:14:11,320 --> 00:14:15,839 Speaker 1: on at the same time, and let's just continue, all right. Um. So, 213 00:14:16,720 --> 00:14:21,120 Speaker 1: unfortunately this person who wrote me was witnessing their mother 214 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:26,520 Speaker 1: having a terminal hemorrhage, and the hospice nurse was delayed 215 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:29,840 Speaker 1: because of a car accident, and they continue. Um, my 216 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:33,720 Speaker 1: brothers soon arrived and we took turns holding her and 217 00:14:33,840 --> 00:14:40,160 Speaker 1: catching the contents. Oh my gosh, my oldest brother hit 218 00:14:40,200 --> 00:14:43,440 Speaker 1: away in the corner. My stepfather left and couldn't face it. 219 00:14:43,720 --> 00:14:47,440 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, this is this sounds like a horrific 220 00:14:47,800 --> 00:14:51,600 Speaker 1: I'm very visual, so when people describe things, I swear 221 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,520 Speaker 1: I see it in my mind. And um, this is 222 00:14:54,520 --> 00:15:01,600 Speaker 1: heavy to see your mother hemorrhaging from everything. It's just okay, Um, 223 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:04,800 Speaker 1: he couldn't face it. I understand. My other brother and 224 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:09,280 Speaker 1: I to this day, I swear that we saw the 225 00:15:09,360 --> 00:15:14,880 Speaker 1: same thing. The mirror across from my mom's bed above 226 00:15:14,920 --> 00:15:21,960 Speaker 1: the fireplace didn't show any reflection. Oh, the chills had 227 00:15:22,160 --> 00:15:26,240 Speaker 1: between the shoulder blades just now. It was black as black. 228 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:31,960 Speaker 1: The room felt thick, with a horrible feeling, almost like 229 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:38,440 Speaker 1: a swirling. Mom eventually died at ten twenty, the very 230 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:43,120 Speaker 1: same time I gave birth years earlier, and on that day, 231 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:49,960 Speaker 1: my brother's son was born December seven, two thousand seven. 232 00:15:50,040 --> 00:15:53,600 Speaker 1: This is heavy, and it's so strange all of these 233 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:58,040 Speaker 1: things and and how they're connected. Like wow, I'm a 234 00:15:58,120 --> 00:16:01,840 Speaker 1: big believer in things not being a coincidence, you know, 235 00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:06,520 Speaker 1: like there's a reason behind everything and why timing happens 236 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:10,920 Speaker 1: the way it does. But okay, continuing time goes on, 237 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:16,280 Speaker 1: and my brother and I battle with emotions. I can imagine, uh, 238 00:16:16,400 --> 00:16:22,760 Speaker 1: sleep paralysis and night terrors. Yes, we have therapy more 239 00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:26,160 Speaker 1: so for our work stuff and patient situations we deal with. 240 00:16:27,560 --> 00:16:33,120 Speaker 1: So okay, you guys, I'm I'm reading this and Um, 241 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:39,040 Speaker 1: this person is describing how they notice this shift and energy. Right, 242 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:42,080 Speaker 1: It's like I can't quite put your finger on it, 243 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:46,720 Speaker 1: but there's this darkness and then this this figure that 244 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:51,680 Speaker 1: has um made itself be present in sleep paralysis situations 245 00:16:51,880 --> 00:16:59,880 Speaker 1: and wow, um, this slow build up, the slow feeding 246 00:17:00,120 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 1: of something. And and then to have you know, your 247 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:08,960 Speaker 1: mother die in this horrible way, horrible way, and then 248 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:14,879 Speaker 1: get hit with sleep paralysis, night terrors, which means for 249 00:17:14,920 --> 00:17:19,640 Speaker 1: a lot of people, shadow people, hat man taking advantage, 250 00:17:19,880 --> 00:17:24,320 Speaker 1: pinning you down, horrible scenes being portrayed in front of 251 00:17:24,359 --> 00:17:28,160 Speaker 1: your eyes, and uh, and then of course horrible emotions 252 00:17:28,160 --> 00:17:32,680 Speaker 1: that come with it. Yeah. Man, I could feel this one. Guys, 253 00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:35,160 Speaker 1: I'm sure you're feeling it too, because this is this 254 00:17:35,240 --> 00:17:39,720 Speaker 1: is something else. Okay. My grandmother was still alive at 255 00:17:39,720 --> 00:17:44,320 Speaker 1: this point and aging gracefully. She had buried her husband 256 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:48,959 Speaker 1: and now her daughter. My son became unwell with an 257 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:53,679 Speaker 1: autoimmune condition. I also was unwell, but I ignored it. 258 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:58,000 Speaker 1: My son needed surgery and was being operated on by 259 00:17:58,080 --> 00:18:02,159 Speaker 1: a local surgeon, Mike. This that very day, while he 260 00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:07,600 Speaker 1: was having the operation, my grandma gets wheeled into emergency 261 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:12,400 Speaker 1: with a stroke. Are you kidding me? Right now? Are 262 00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:18,440 Speaker 1: you kidding me? Hau? I'm I'm I'm forming an opinion. 263 00:18:18,720 --> 00:18:21,280 Speaker 1: I am forming an opinion, but I'm gonna keep reading. 264 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:27,159 Speaker 1: It had taken her ability to speak and communicate. I 265 00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:31,160 Speaker 1: was running around between emergency and operating rooms to make 266 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:35,240 Speaker 1: sure both were cared for. M hm. A nurse noted 267 00:18:35,280 --> 00:18:38,280 Speaker 1: I was running both directions and asked what was happening. 268 00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:43,440 Speaker 1: I told her and said, our son, aged sixteen at 269 00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:49,600 Speaker 1: the time, is extremely close to his great grandmother. Someone 270 00:18:49,640 --> 00:18:53,200 Speaker 1: went into the operating room and next minute they woke 271 00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:57,919 Speaker 1: our son. He was wheeled into her room and put 272 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:02,560 Speaker 1: by her bedside, and she died, Oh my, you guys, 273 00:19:02,960 --> 00:19:06,760 Speaker 1: come on now, come on, who out there, raise your 274 00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:10,000 Speaker 1: hand if you got weird goose bumps. I mean, I'm 275 00:19:10,000 --> 00:19:13,679 Speaker 1: getting flashes like literally, it went from my shoulder blades 276 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:21,159 Speaker 1: down my spine. Do I dare make am okay? The 277 00:19:21,280 --> 00:19:24,720 Speaker 1: nothing's a coincidence. Nothing is a coincidence. Do I think 278 00:19:24,760 --> 00:19:28,320 Speaker 1: that something is having a hand in this? I do. 279 00:19:29,520 --> 00:19:32,320 Speaker 1: I do. I'm scrolling backwards right now, hopefully I don't 280 00:19:32,359 --> 00:19:36,800 Speaker 1: lose my place. Um but um, I want to make 281 00:19:36,800 --> 00:19:39,880 Speaker 1: sure about something that you put here, and you had 282 00:19:39,920 --> 00:19:44,280 Speaker 1: these your your twin. You lost your twin and had 283 00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:48,359 Speaker 1: these weird things that kind of correlated, and it's like heavy. 284 00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:54,480 Speaker 1: It's like doubles, triples, quadruple even, I mean, what is 285 00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:57,880 Speaker 1: all of this? What is all this? It's like it's 286 00:19:57,920 --> 00:20:02,720 Speaker 1: like your family when they're down, when you're down on 287 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:08,600 Speaker 1: your energy for anything, something takes advantage. That's what it 288 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:11,520 Speaker 1: feels like. That's what it feels like. What what would 289 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:15,240 Speaker 1: everybody's that I'm tapping my chin, what would take advantage 290 00:20:15,480 --> 00:20:20,680 Speaker 1: and be so rotten like that? M huh. I'm not 291 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:24,479 Speaker 1: stretching it to say it was something deep, dark, dirty 292 00:20:24,520 --> 00:20:30,000 Speaker 1: hat man piece of garbage. Um oh, this it ticks 293 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:32,600 Speaker 1: me off. I am so sorry. You've been through such 294 00:20:33,320 --> 00:20:37,280 Speaker 1: horrible things. All right, continuing again, I had the dreams 295 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:41,399 Speaker 1: of vesitation. I had the extremely unpleasant feeling of this 296 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:47,399 Speaker 1: dark figure beside my bed. It was so tall, such 297 00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:52,320 Speaker 1: a thickness to it. I got sicker. I was angry 298 00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:58,919 Speaker 1: all the time and extremely tired. I gave up my 299 00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:02,560 Speaker 1: profession as I had such a passion to help with 300 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:07,439 Speaker 1: others going through oncology. So I studied more and concentrated more. 301 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:12,159 Speaker 1: I'm getting into a different part of medicine. Wow. M hm. 302 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:15,600 Speaker 1: You know this is a good person. You get into 303 00:21:15,640 --> 00:21:18,679 Speaker 1: the caring field because you like caring for people. You 304 00:21:18,800 --> 00:21:23,159 Speaker 1: like to share goodness, health, healing. You know. I'm in 305 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:29,280 Speaker 1: the medical field. I'm an occupational therapist. Um wow, Okay. Continuing, 306 00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:33,960 Speaker 1: as I mentioned, I was not well. I got so 307 00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:37,639 Speaker 1: thin and so unwell. My heart gave out and I 308 00:21:37,720 --> 00:21:43,960 Speaker 1: had a mini heart attack. The night had happened, I 309 00:21:44,080 --> 00:21:51,280 Speaker 1: somehow knew it was like it was always planned. You know. Hey, 310 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:56,040 Speaker 1: we go into these lifetimes with with plans and um, 311 00:21:56,080 --> 00:21:58,680 Speaker 1: I just have to say that because sometimes we think 312 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 1: we did not need some thing to happen, and it 313 00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:04,400 Speaker 1: happened and it might have turned us around to understand 314 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:09,040 Speaker 1: something or not. Um, we think like we didn't need it, 315 00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:13,440 Speaker 1: And yeah, it's weird how how answers come our way 316 00:22:13,840 --> 00:22:17,200 Speaker 1: or the veil is lifted on something? All right? Continuing, 317 00:22:18,200 --> 00:22:23,160 Speaker 1: I had been bleeding from my bow for weeks. Oh man. 318 00:22:23,359 --> 00:22:27,040 Speaker 1: I was investigated and it was found I had bow disease, 319 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:31,280 Speaker 1: similar to what my twin was born with and my 320 00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:36,000 Speaker 1: mom had prior to her death. My father was then 321 00:22:36,080 --> 00:22:40,240 Speaker 1: diagnosed and he passed away the day mom died. But 322 00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:46,800 Speaker 1: five years later, are you kidding? I know this sounds nuts. 323 00:22:46,800 --> 00:22:54,000 Speaker 1: She puts, Oh, oh, these synchronicities, these are planned, don't 324 00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 1: they seem that way? Everybody raise your hand. This is 325 00:22:57,680 --> 00:23:02,240 Speaker 1: this is unbelievable. Does unbel leevable. But it's amazing how 326 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:08,080 Speaker 1: you draw this similar line, this pattern. You're seeing it. 327 00:23:08,560 --> 00:23:11,480 Speaker 1: You know something is up, you know something is feeding 328 00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:17,439 Speaker 1: and guiding, and it's not positive. But then, as I 329 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:20,080 Speaker 1: was saying, you know, sometimes things get planned in this life, 330 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:23,560 Speaker 1: and we think I could have done my whole life 331 00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:27,159 Speaker 1: without having something that rotten happened to me my whole life, 332 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:32,600 Speaker 1: and but then you get enlightenment sometimes, and yeah, I 333 00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:35,080 Speaker 1: don't know. I mean, I'm just I'm just just bouncing 334 00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 1: off ideas. Um, okay, all right, um no, no, girlfriend, 335 00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:45,480 Speaker 1: this does not sound nuts. Um, it's just the probability. 336 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:50,720 Speaker 1: And I have this thing like when something bad has happened, 337 00:23:51,080 --> 00:23:55,840 Speaker 1: I forget dates I do. I forget dates associated with 338 00:23:55,920 --> 00:23:58,960 Speaker 1: horrible things. I don't want to remember those days. So 339 00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:03,679 Speaker 1: it's amazing that you know these dates. Um, I just 340 00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:07,280 Speaker 1: I can't hold on to that stuff, all right, And 341 00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:10,639 Speaker 1: she continues, now here we are I was called almost 342 00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:15,000 Speaker 1: two years ago. Now by a local surgeon. She was 343 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:18,760 Speaker 1: in need of a specialist and nurse for her private clinic. 344 00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:23,280 Speaker 1: She had heard about me from other surgeons. I took 345 00:24:23,320 --> 00:24:26,280 Speaker 1: the job and am still there. Well here, there you go. 346 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:29,560 Speaker 1: So you stressed and changed your career and that was 347 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:33,040 Speaker 1: for the better. I hope, I am hoping that I 348 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:36,680 Speaker 1: don't see anything else in this email that drives into 349 00:24:36,720 --> 00:24:39,719 Speaker 1: a different direction. I drove past her clinic every day 350 00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:44,080 Speaker 1: for years, knowing somehow that I was going there one day. 351 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:47,600 Speaker 1: That's kind of interesting. A few weeks ago, I was 352 00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:51,840 Speaker 1: in the downstairs archives and I saw the diary for 353 00:24:51,920 --> 00:24:55,440 Speaker 1: two thousand and four. Oh boy, here comes here comes 354 00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:59,800 Speaker 1: another pattern. Oh man, I was looking for a particular 355 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:04,560 Speaker 1: ancient file, and they're on the page. This person was 356 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:10,320 Speaker 1: booked in for examination. Was my mom's name, name, and 357 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:15,359 Speaker 1: phone number at the end of the day and marked 358 00:25:15,880 --> 00:25:20,879 Speaker 1: as urgent. Are you kidding me right now? Are you 359 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:25,879 Speaker 1: kidding me right now? Oh? I don't know what I 360 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:28,199 Speaker 1: would do. I wouldn't know if I would if I 361 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:32,919 Speaker 1: came across my past loved ones medical file, would I 362 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:39,240 Speaker 1: crack it open? Mm hmm? Is that efficult? I don't know, 363 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,760 Speaker 1: all right, You guys we gotta get to our next break. 364 00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:44,800 Speaker 1: This is getting more and more interesting. You are listening 365 00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:48,119 Speaker 1: to Dark Becomes Light within me Heidi Hollis on the 366 00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:52,000 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio Coast to Coast. They am par our 367 00:25:52,400 --> 00:26:09,480 Speaker 1: podcast network. Sick about will be right now, welcome back. 368 00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:12,879 Speaker 1: You are listening to Dark Becomes Light with me Heidy 369 00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:16,720 Speaker 1: Hollis Herty I Heart Radio and Coat to Coast. They 370 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:22,040 Speaker 1: am para normal podcast network. Oh, today is the hundred 371 00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:26,560 Speaker 1: episode and I have the biggest juiciest email, and boy, 372 00:26:27,680 --> 00:26:31,560 Speaker 1: I appreciate it. Um though, this is a very very 373 00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:35,439 Speaker 1: heavy story, and let's hope we we all learned something 374 00:26:35,480 --> 00:26:38,320 Speaker 1: here today because I'm I'm taking it all in. And 375 00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:41,280 Speaker 1: you guys, if you've been listening to my episodes, you 376 00:26:41,440 --> 00:26:44,960 Speaker 1: know you know there's a pattern here. There's a pattern 377 00:26:45,160 --> 00:26:50,800 Speaker 1: of darkness that is really ticking me off personally, I'm 378 00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:54,320 Speaker 1: sure for others out there, and you've got to wonder 379 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:58,760 Speaker 1: what is? What is then? How's this being guided and why? Okay, 380 00:26:58,760 --> 00:27:01,240 Speaker 1: but I'm gonna finish this up and and get good 381 00:27:01,280 --> 00:27:03,879 Speaker 1: timing here to discuss all of this. I think this 382 00:27:03,960 --> 00:27:06,440 Speaker 1: might go through the whole show, and that's all good. 383 00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:10,520 Speaker 1: I do not mind all right, so, um who okay, 384 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,840 Speaker 1: where was I? So? It was marked urgent has happened 385 00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:19,359 Speaker 1: to be your mother's your mother's medical record unbelievable. And 386 00:27:19,680 --> 00:27:23,640 Speaker 1: this email continues and says, I learned that day I 387 00:27:23,680 --> 00:27:28,119 Speaker 1: was working for the person who diagnosed my mom. She 388 00:27:28,240 --> 00:27:33,280 Speaker 1: also brought the practice from the man who delivered myself 389 00:27:33,320 --> 00:27:38,480 Speaker 1: and my twin. Come on, now, come on, now, look 390 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:42,160 Speaker 1: at these connections people. That same day, a patient came 391 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:47,560 Speaker 1: to the clinic with a concerning post operative bleed. She 392 00:27:47,720 --> 00:27:51,480 Speaker 1: started to hemorrhage on the table and we were losing 393 00:27:51,600 --> 00:27:56,959 Speaker 1: her who her husband was watching his wife die in 394 00:27:57,040 --> 00:28:01,200 Speaker 1: front of us. For a moment, I felt at darkness back, 395 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:08,800 Speaker 1: I heard a voice, and I ignored it. The patient survived, thankfully. 396 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:14,920 Speaker 1: Where am I going with this, you ask, oh, oh, girlfriend, 397 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:18,080 Speaker 1: I am. I'm there with you, Okay, I see it 398 00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:23,120 Speaker 1: in my head. I see it then I'm not psychic. Um. Well, 399 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:29,359 Speaker 1: I have incredibly difficult dreams. I have regular therapy sessions. 400 00:28:30,080 --> 00:28:36,040 Speaker 1: I have to for both myself and my family. Sleep, however, 401 00:28:36,600 --> 00:28:41,520 Speaker 1: seems like a road trip. I'm so busy with visitation, 402 00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:46,640 Speaker 1: dreams and horrible paralysis at times that I become almost detached. 403 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,480 Speaker 1: From my days. At times, as I'm trying too hard 404 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:55,160 Speaker 1: to work out the dreams from the night before, I 405 00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:58,600 Speaker 1: felt like I had been on an unwanted holiday to 406 00:28:58,680 --> 00:29:02,800 Speaker 1: a destination I didn't want to go to. The dark 407 00:29:02,840 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 1: figure I was explaining to you had also appeared to 408 00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:10,560 Speaker 1: my son. I never asked him, but he told me 409 00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:13,280 Speaker 1: a few times when he was under the age of ten. 410 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:17,240 Speaker 1: He's only had it a couple of times since he's 411 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:21,880 Speaker 1: now eighteen. My question to you is, have you heard 412 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:27,560 Speaker 1: of this level of coincidence before? Oh? Heck no. Um, 413 00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,560 Speaker 1: for every birth, we have had a death within hours 414 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:37,440 Speaker 1: of each other. So sick, so weird. It's like a 415 00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:41,800 Speaker 1: trade off. Here's something good taking something away. I don't 416 00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:45,560 Speaker 1: get it. I had a car accident back in I 417 00:29:45,640 --> 00:29:48,280 Speaker 1: left the practice I was working at, and before I 418 00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:51,760 Speaker 1: even got to the scene, I saw it happened in 419 00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:55,680 Speaker 1: my mind's eye. Then I saw lights to my left 420 00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:59,920 Speaker 1: and that was it. I broke my back and had 421 00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:06,040 Speaker 1: internal injuries, but made a full recovery. What I can't explain, however, 422 00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:12,240 Speaker 1: is how I saw it happened beforehand. Okay, I'm ana 423 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:15,840 Speaker 1: pause for a second, because, um, Personally, I'm a big 424 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:20,239 Speaker 1: believer that we sometimes do get hints about things that 425 00:30:20,280 --> 00:30:23,480 Speaker 1: are going to happen, and it's a matter of if 426 00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:26,680 Speaker 1: we pay attention to it or not. I've known many 427 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:28,880 Speaker 1: people in my lifetime who are like, you know, I 428 00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:30,320 Speaker 1: was going to go to that party. I got all 429 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:32,880 Speaker 1: ready to go and and then I just got this 430 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:36,200 Speaker 1: horrible feeling like don't go to that party. And then 431 00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:39,720 Speaker 1: there was a shooting at it or something crazy like that. Um, 432 00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:42,480 Speaker 1: you know, but what if that person is like, well, look, 433 00:30:42,520 --> 00:30:45,960 Speaker 1: I got already, I'm gonna go, and maybe they would 434 00:30:45,960 --> 00:30:49,440 Speaker 1: have got hurt or killed, you know. So I think 435 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,480 Speaker 1: that we get hints, definitely. I think a lot of 436 00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:58,120 Speaker 1: people do. And you got that feeling, but you still went, so, 437 00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:01,680 Speaker 1: um might have spared you. I I don't know. I 438 00:31:01,680 --> 00:31:04,000 Speaker 1: don't know, but we have guardian angels, and I think 439 00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:07,920 Speaker 1: they whisper and give us little hints like that all 440 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:12,600 Speaker 1: the time. Okay, um, But to continue for what you're saying, 441 00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:19,520 Speaker 1: I am heavily invested in self care. I do yoga, meditation, 442 00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:23,840 Speaker 1: and I am a long distance runner. Well okay, I 443 00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:27,040 Speaker 1: use running as my therapy. Also, it's a large portion 444 00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:30,880 Speaker 1: of my daily routine. Plus to manage the bowl condition 445 00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:38,240 Speaker 1: currently twelve monthly clinoscopies and gene specialists two who are 446 00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:41,880 Speaker 1: currently trying to work out how this has happened to 447 00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:47,120 Speaker 1: the whole family. Man, this is crazy. But the dreams, 448 00:31:47,160 --> 00:31:50,880 Speaker 1: the lucid dreaming, the smells, the textures and sites are 449 00:31:51,000 --> 00:32:00,360 Speaker 1: sometimes terrifying, so incredibly real. Mm hmm. Okay, all you know, 450 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:06,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna pause there too, Okay, because I know what 451 00:32:06,520 --> 00:32:11,480 Speaker 1: you're speaking of. And uh, hat Man shadow people. They 452 00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:15,000 Speaker 1: are interdimensional creatures of a sort that can step into 453 00:32:15,040 --> 00:32:19,400 Speaker 1: this one and they could pull you very deeply into 454 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:24,000 Speaker 1: their world. Okay, And sounds definitely like that's what's going 455 00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:26,760 Speaker 1: on and there if they could step out and think 456 00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:29,440 Speaker 1: about this, if they could step out of their realm 457 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:32,200 Speaker 1: and come into this one, they could. They can mess 458 00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:36,680 Speaker 1: with things, they can alter things, they can encourage things. 459 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:40,520 Speaker 1: That's what they do. They're they're horrible there, the worst 460 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:44,920 Speaker 1: of the worst. But hat Man takes the cake, the deep, dark, 461 00:32:44,960 --> 00:32:51,280 Speaker 1: dirty dump cake. Okay of the worst, because he takes 462 00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:54,600 Speaker 1: pleasure off from causing pain. He takes pleasure and he 463 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:58,400 Speaker 1: feeds off from the suffering of others illness. He comes 464 00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:03,000 Speaker 1: around illness. Okay, you said you noticed this darkness and 465 00:33:03,480 --> 00:33:09,160 Speaker 1: sleep paralysis type of situation happening around that death came 466 00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:14,600 Speaker 1: right death. This is what This is his jam like 467 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:17,640 Speaker 1: this is this is his jelly that goes on his toast, 468 00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,840 Speaker 1: you know, like he loves this. He loves this stuff. 469 00:33:21,560 --> 00:33:24,520 Speaker 1: So he dug his closet and perhaps he saw this 470 00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:29,480 Speaker 1: pattern in your family of an illness and stuck his 471 00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:33,000 Speaker 1: little pinky claw in there to encourage it to grow 472 00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:36,400 Speaker 1: and to continue. And he knew he would have an 473 00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:40,440 Speaker 1: endless supply to feed upon. Think about that, you guys, 474 00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:43,200 Speaker 1: Think about that. That's all we're learning here. Um, So 475 00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:47,680 Speaker 1: think about that. And there goes a concept. He saw 476 00:33:48,240 --> 00:33:52,200 Speaker 1: there was some kind of gene in your family that 477 00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:56,760 Speaker 1: would keep an endless supply of illness that he could 478 00:33:56,760 --> 00:33:59,160 Speaker 1: feed upon. And all you'd do is wait it out. 479 00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:03,920 Speaker 1: All he had to do. So this is good eating 480 00:34:04,040 --> 00:34:07,240 Speaker 1: for him. Okay, he likes to fatten himself up on 481 00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:15,719 Speaker 1: these things. Interesting but sad, but interesting. I mean, you know, 482 00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:17,800 Speaker 1: if I don't like to get up and go work 483 00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:20,959 Speaker 1: and search for something neat, and I had to sit 484 00:34:21,120 --> 00:34:24,160 Speaker 1: on my couch and and do that and just watch 485 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:29,520 Speaker 1: you sleeping and wait for it, wait for your body 486 00:34:29,560 --> 00:34:33,080 Speaker 1: to weaken, wait and wait for you to be so 487 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:36,000 Speaker 1: concerned about your health and the health of your son 488 00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:39,920 Speaker 1: and your family and people passing. As you weaken, it 489 00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:43,400 Speaker 1: feeds and it sticks, not just the pinkie. It gets 490 00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:45,200 Speaker 1: the ring finger in there and more and gets a 491 00:34:45,200 --> 00:34:49,760 Speaker 1: whole fist into your life of claws destroying things. Okay, 492 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:53,120 Speaker 1: this is what he does, This is what he enjoys. 493 00:34:54,400 --> 00:35:00,479 Speaker 1: The timing things very very interesting. I mean, think about 494 00:35:00,520 --> 00:35:07,200 Speaker 1: those times high emotions, the birth of your son, high emotions, 495 00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:11,800 Speaker 1: and then other things, you know, like you're distracted, you're 496 00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:14,440 Speaker 1: you're you're also in a weakened state. You just gave birth, 497 00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:18,640 Speaker 1: and uh, and then you lose somebody. I mean, he's 498 00:35:18,719 --> 00:35:23,080 Speaker 1: taking advantage. He has absolutely taken advantage. And the timing 499 00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:27,600 Speaker 1: is impeccable because these are good times for him. You know, 500 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:32,160 Speaker 1: high emotions. He loves those. Um one of the things 501 00:35:32,239 --> 00:35:37,040 Speaker 1: that he doesn't like, however, as positive emotions. But when 502 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:40,719 Speaker 1: people get isolated in an illness or isolated and deep 503 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:45,640 Speaker 1: sorrow or depression or anything like that, isolation is not 504 00:35:45,880 --> 00:35:50,000 Speaker 1: a good place to be. You were busy having a child, 505 00:35:50,040 --> 00:35:54,680 Speaker 1: you're busy focused elsewhere, and uh, he took advantage. He 506 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:58,240 Speaker 1: took advantage, you know. I mean, it's just an example 507 00:35:58,239 --> 00:35:59,719 Speaker 1: of one of the things that you mentioned here. There's 508 00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:04,919 Speaker 1: some any um, but he is, he's timing it. He's 509 00:36:04,960 --> 00:36:08,600 Speaker 1: timing it right. And you're having all these roller coaster 510 00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:10,759 Speaker 1: of emotions in your family. I mean, you saw the 511 00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:14,600 Speaker 1: worst thing with your mother passing the way that she did. 512 00:36:15,280 --> 00:36:17,759 Speaker 1: I don't know anybody that that wouldn't affect, you know, 513 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:23,840 Speaker 1: And he took advantage. He took advantage. And he's scoping 514 00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:26,040 Speaker 1: you out in your dreams and in your waking days. 515 00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:29,480 Speaker 1: And that's just what he does. But we're gonna talk 516 00:36:29,520 --> 00:36:31,719 Speaker 1: more about that. We're going to talk more about that. 517 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:34,080 Speaker 1: This is this is a lot. This is a lot. 518 00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:38,040 Speaker 1: I I commend you for keeping and maintaining the way 519 00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:41,120 Speaker 1: that you do and and having so many medical procedures 520 00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:43,640 Speaker 1: going on and being in the medical field. And it's 521 00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:47,680 Speaker 1: just a struggle. I mean, you know how things can 522 00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:50,840 Speaker 1: happen in witnessing what you do in the medical field 523 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:57,040 Speaker 1: and then to go through it yourself too much, too much? Um, okay, 524 00:36:57,320 --> 00:36:59,960 Speaker 1: And we're gonna get to those dreams and stuff soon too, 525 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,919 Speaker 1: all right. So I'm reading this next part home we 526 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:06,600 Speaker 1: live in once had something very dark in it. The 527 00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:11,080 Speaker 1: bedroom light would swing and the smell of death was 528 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:14,040 Speaker 1: so strong at the foot of the bed we moved 529 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:18,920 Speaker 1: out of there. Also, I'm starting to think there was 530 00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:23,879 Speaker 1: too many coincidences to be coincidental, if that makes sense. Oh, yeah, 531 00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:28,120 Speaker 1: I'm with you. I do have regular kinesiology sessions now 532 00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:32,400 Speaker 1: that's physical therapy, guys, and uh and I had reiky 533 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:37,080 Speaker 1: sessions once and the lady that did it panicked and 534 00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:40,920 Speaker 1: said she can't read me again. She gave no explanation 535 00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:44,400 Speaker 1: as to why. Some words of advice or if you 536 00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:48,919 Speaker 1: know of anything similar, I would love to know there 537 00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:51,719 Speaker 1: is more to the story. Oh I bet, I bet, 538 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:55,799 Speaker 1: But honestly, you can't sound any more crazy than I 539 00:37:55,840 --> 00:37:58,840 Speaker 1: do already. Girlfriend, you do not have me beat, so 540 00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:01,600 Speaker 1: don't worry. Thank you for taking the time to read this. 541 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:05,120 Speaker 1: I'm sure it's not too odd to you. You're so good. 542 00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,600 Speaker 1: That's too funny. You know. We're gonna finish up this 543 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:11,560 Speaker 1: email after the break because it's it's ending. But wow, 544 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:14,480 Speaker 1: what what a story? All right? You are listening to 545 00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:17,920 Speaker 1: Dark Becomes Light with me Heidi Hollis on the iHeart 546 00:38:18,040 --> 00:38:22,480 Speaker 1: Radio and Coast to Coach. They am Paranormal podcast Network. 547 00:38:22,600 --> 00:38:39,279 Speaker 1: Stick around, We'll be right back. Welcome back. You are 548 00:38:39,400 --> 00:38:43,120 Speaker 1: listening to Dark Becomes Light with me Heidi Hollis the 549 00:38:43,239 --> 00:38:48,279 Speaker 1: I Heart Radio and Coast to Coach they am Paranormal 550 00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:53,319 Speaker 1: podcast Network. Oh my gosh, you guys here we are 551 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:58,359 Speaker 1: breaking down the biggest email in a long time. And 552 00:38:58,560 --> 00:39:02,239 Speaker 1: again I'm a pre aitiative. I love the details. It 553 00:39:02,320 --> 00:39:06,840 Speaker 1: helps paint a picture, and it also shows how somebody 554 00:39:07,520 --> 00:39:09,759 Speaker 1: like this person here who I'm going to finish this 555 00:39:09,880 --> 00:39:14,960 Speaker 1: email up really quickly. Actually, um observed throughout their their 556 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:19,719 Speaker 1: days to know and understand this is about when this started. 557 00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:24,719 Speaker 1: Look at these coincidences. This just can't be typical. And 558 00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:28,359 Speaker 1: you know, kudos to this person here to take note 559 00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 1: of that and uh, you know, to finish this up here. 560 00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 1: UM it said, you know some words of advice or 561 00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:37,160 Speaker 1: if you know of anything similar. I would love to 562 00:39:37,200 --> 00:39:40,360 Speaker 1: know there is more to the story, but I honestly 563 00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:44,160 Speaker 1: can't sound anymore crazy than I already do. Don't don't 564 00:39:44,280 --> 00:39:47,560 Speaker 1: even don't worry about that. Uh, As I said before 565 00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:51,239 Speaker 1: the break, you don't have me beat. It's okay. Thank 566 00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:53,319 Speaker 1: you for taking the time to read this. I'm sure 567 00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:56,440 Speaker 1: it's not odd to you, um, but it's starting to 568 00:39:56,440 --> 00:40:01,800 Speaker 1: really alarm me as I'm sensing my sons have similar experiences. 569 00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:07,000 Speaker 1: Kindest regards, Gia and Joe, oh all the way from 570 00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:10,319 Speaker 1: Little Old New Zealand. You guys, Ah, that's so cool. 571 00:40:10,360 --> 00:40:12,560 Speaker 1: That's one place I wanted to go to one day, 572 00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:16,520 Speaker 1: one day, one day. It's just a beautiful beautiful places 573 00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:19,799 Speaker 1: are the people? Well, gosh, thanks for reaching out from 574 00:40:20,040 --> 00:40:24,120 Speaker 1: so far so far that is beyond across the pond. 575 00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:27,080 Speaker 1: That is like a hop, skip and a jump across 576 00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:34,839 Speaker 1: the big lake and a pond. And yeah, okay, so anyways, um, okay, 577 00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:37,280 Speaker 1: all right, so I'm gonna I'm gonna take a breath 578 00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:41,680 Speaker 1: because this was This is a lot. And you guys 579 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:43,560 Speaker 1: ever feel like you have a target painted on your back. 580 00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:46,400 Speaker 1: You're like, what did I ever do? What did I 581 00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:50,160 Speaker 1: ever do about this? You know that to deserve something 582 00:40:50,200 --> 00:40:54,120 Speaker 1: like this happen to me in my life, you never 583 00:40:54,239 --> 00:40:58,720 Speaker 1: feel worthy. I don't think anybody deserves to have such 584 00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:03,760 Speaker 1: spoiling of good moments. You know, over and over again, 585 00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:08,040 Speaker 1: over and over, think about that. Just have your first 586 00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:11,759 Speaker 1: kid and out, you know, somebody passes oh, here's a 587 00:41:11,840 --> 00:41:15,719 Speaker 1: tragedy going on. In another tragedy happens. I mean, it's just, 588 00:41:15,880 --> 00:41:18,400 Speaker 1: you know, I gotta tell you g and Joe. I 589 00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:23,480 Speaker 1: have heard people give these types of testimonies of you know, 590 00:41:23,560 --> 00:41:27,000 Speaker 1: I had this happening literally the same day or the 591 00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:30,040 Speaker 1: next day, this happened, but you know, not quite like this, 592 00:41:30,719 --> 00:41:32,439 Speaker 1: not quite like this. And it's not like I get 593 00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:35,279 Speaker 1: all of the stories out there, of course, So I 594 00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:39,960 Speaker 1: don't think you're particularly cursed or screwed for um, you know, 595 00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:44,279 Speaker 1: having these types of patterns, but you're noticing something is 596 00:41:44,320 --> 00:41:49,520 Speaker 1: toying with your your path, with your days, with your nights, 597 00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:54,480 Speaker 1: and you're exhausted. You know what it is time you 598 00:41:54,520 --> 00:41:59,560 Speaker 1: guys to put your ethereal foot down and upside the 599 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:03,560 Speaker 1: backside of this dark crop. Enough is enough, right? And 600 00:42:03,920 --> 00:42:09,040 Speaker 1: I'm sure you have gotten not just distraught. I hope 601 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:13,839 Speaker 1: you've got a little angry because you know, something's pulling strings, right, 602 00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:17,920 Speaker 1: and it's pulling the whole family in on this, the 603 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:20,680 Speaker 1: whole family were we almost don't want to anticipate something 604 00:42:20,719 --> 00:42:24,800 Speaker 1: good to happen, I imagine, right, I mean, the birthday 605 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:28,239 Speaker 1: is coming up, everybody's safe and sound. I mean, what 606 00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:33,120 Speaker 1: a thing to anticipate. It kind of reminds me of, um, 607 00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:36,960 Speaker 1: you know, people that have had a really bad experience 608 00:42:37,160 --> 00:42:42,680 Speaker 1: with like going to church, and they associate God with 609 00:42:42,719 --> 00:42:44,640 Speaker 1: the horrible thing that happened to them at church, so 610 00:42:44,760 --> 00:42:47,720 Speaker 1: they dropped their faith. You know. Um, that's a pattern 611 00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:50,520 Speaker 1: that's happened to a lot of people unfortunately with some 612 00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:54,520 Speaker 1: things that have gone on out there. But you know, 613 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:58,920 Speaker 1: that shouldn't be. That shouldn't be. You should anticipate the 614 00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:02,399 Speaker 1: good highlighted with good with a little bit of ice 615 00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:06,240 Speaker 1: cream and frosting on top of it. This dark piece 616 00:43:06,280 --> 00:43:08,760 Speaker 1: of garbage who has been messing with you and your family. 617 00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:15,560 Speaker 1: I want to speak to those family members in yourself 618 00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:22,239 Speaker 1: who Okay, you guys, you got to end whatever this is. 619 00:43:22,800 --> 00:43:27,240 Speaker 1: And um, you know, I'm not a guru, not a psychic, 620 00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,680 Speaker 1: and I'm not speaking as a therapist or anything like that. 621 00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:33,280 Speaker 1: I'm speaking as a person who's been through some dark 622 00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:39,000 Speaker 1: stuff too that really tried to turn my path to 623 00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:42,880 Speaker 1: take a left instead of a right. You know, you 624 00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:46,239 Speaker 1: you heard the voices of of something you know, and 625 00:43:46,440 --> 00:43:48,719 Speaker 1: but you it's audible. It's been audible to you a 626 00:43:48,719 --> 00:43:51,640 Speaker 1: couple of times and these things do talk people. They 627 00:43:51,680 --> 00:43:55,640 Speaker 1: do talk where you can hear them. Um. It's not 628 00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,680 Speaker 1: something that happens constantly, you know, but you get a 629 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:02,640 Speaker 1: weird little hold on anybody else. What was that? So 630 00:44:02,760 --> 00:44:05,720 Speaker 1: you know these things are present, you know you're not crazy. 631 00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:09,279 Speaker 1: You know something that's going on. Um. So it's like, 632 00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:14,320 Speaker 1: it's hard. It's hard to try to keep your sanity 633 00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:17,640 Speaker 1: in the midst of all the tragedy. But wow, good 634 00:44:17,719 --> 00:44:22,239 Speaker 1: on you for being able to maintain your yourself with 635 00:44:22,719 --> 00:44:26,439 Speaker 1: healthy lifestyle and keeping active. And you know that you've 636 00:44:26,440 --> 00:44:30,480 Speaker 1: got something genetically um going on in the family and 637 00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:34,120 Speaker 1: you're you're trying to maintain and it has to be 638 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:37,800 Speaker 1: absolutely scary for you to have that on top of everything. 639 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:41,440 Speaker 1: But I'm telling you, guys, I grew up in a 640 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:44,879 Speaker 1: haunted house. I had demonic things coming at me all 641 00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,160 Speaker 1: the time. I had gray alien beings that came into 642 00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:50,239 Speaker 1: my apartment one time that I know of. I don't 643 00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:53,239 Speaker 1: believe I was ever abducted, but I did show them 644 00:44:53,320 --> 00:44:57,320 Speaker 1: the door. And when these dark, demonic things, shadow people, 645 00:44:57,400 --> 00:45:00,360 Speaker 1: hat man things try to make themselves known in my life, 646 00:45:01,080 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 1: I needed a way to solve it, resolve it, and 647 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:10,120 Speaker 1: kick it. Out and I found that method. And you know, 648 00:45:11,080 --> 00:45:15,640 Speaker 1: it's amazing to me the amount of people who have 649 00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:19,920 Speaker 1: reached out and have these you know, I am inundated. 650 00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:23,680 Speaker 1: I can't sleep. I wake up screaming in terror. I'm 651 00:45:23,719 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 1: exhausted because these things are abusing me, they're using me, 652 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:32,880 Speaker 1: and they're taking my energy. You recognize it, then, okay, 653 00:45:33,239 --> 00:45:38,400 Speaker 1: own this and and be done. Okay, you need to 654 00:45:39,840 --> 00:45:43,480 Speaker 1: shine a light on it. Okay. And that is in 655 00:45:43,520 --> 00:45:48,480 Speaker 1: the process of getting right with your faith with a 656 00:45:48,600 --> 00:45:54,720 Speaker 1: capital F. Okay. And I didn't see anything being spoken 657 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:58,520 Speaker 1: of having a faith of something light in your life. 658 00:45:59,040 --> 00:46:01,319 Speaker 1: There's a lot of focus on the dark, you know, 659 00:46:01,520 --> 00:46:04,560 Speaker 1: and recognize it. It's dark, it exists, but I didn't 660 00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:06,799 Speaker 1: hear about so, you know, we prayed on it. We 661 00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:09,080 Speaker 1: went to churchard you know. And I'm not saying you 662 00:46:09,160 --> 00:46:11,360 Speaker 1: have to do that, but there's got to be this 663 00:46:11,440 --> 00:46:16,719 Speaker 1: coming together of your faith, your God. You know, if 664 00:46:16,719 --> 00:46:22,640 Speaker 1: you could recognize evil, recognize the positive, it's all around you. 665 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:26,320 Speaker 1: You see it in the birth of your son. Right good, 666 00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:30,000 Speaker 1: that was good, that was good and positive. But something happened. 667 00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:34,360 Speaker 1: Something happened when you turned your back focusing on this 668 00:46:34,520 --> 00:46:38,600 Speaker 1: good thing. Darkness rose in the other corner of your life, 669 00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:44,320 Speaker 1: and it's time to figure out your faith. It is time. 670 00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:50,800 Speaker 1: It is time recognize the positive being present as well. 671 00:46:50,880 --> 00:46:53,560 Speaker 1: And uh, you know, I focus so much on my 672 00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:56,719 Speaker 1: fear of the dark things that I was dealing with 673 00:46:57,520 --> 00:47:00,879 Speaker 1: that I surely wasn't like trying to say, Oh God, 674 00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:03,160 Speaker 1: help me here and you know, help me over here 675 00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,800 Speaker 1: and there. No. I was honed in on my fear. 676 00:47:07,520 --> 00:47:10,799 Speaker 1: And somebody told me that old famous saying, when the 677 00:47:10,840 --> 00:47:13,759 Speaker 1: student is ready, the teacher will appear. I needed to 678 00:47:13,800 --> 00:47:16,839 Speaker 1: get over this fear of anything dark because I knew 679 00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:19,560 Speaker 1: what lived in it. I knew what kept trying to 680 00:47:19,600 --> 00:47:22,360 Speaker 1: get at me. I was very, very familiar with this 681 00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:26,840 Speaker 1: dark presence. I felt it up close and personal, and 682 00:47:26,880 --> 00:47:30,479 Speaker 1: I needed to get familiar with the light. And uh, 683 00:47:30,800 --> 00:47:34,719 Speaker 1: I did that through prayer. And I was taught how 684 00:47:34,800 --> 00:47:37,880 Speaker 1: to bless my living space so I could have peace 685 00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:43,000 Speaker 1: in my living space. Okay peace And I slept like 686 00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:46,440 Speaker 1: a baby ever since. And how do you go about 687 00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:50,680 Speaker 1: doing this blessing? You know? I have a group on Facebook. 688 00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:55,640 Speaker 1: It's called Shadow People and hat Man Experiencer Group, and uh, 689 00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:58,840 Speaker 1: I have a penned post on this method of blessing 690 00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:03,120 Speaker 1: your home and your space and your life and where 691 00:48:03,160 --> 00:48:05,960 Speaker 1: you work and where you walk outside so you are 692 00:48:06,080 --> 00:48:09,200 Speaker 1: covered so these things can't get at you. And have 693 00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:12,560 Speaker 1: no doubt it works because the God I know doesn't 694 00:48:12,600 --> 00:48:16,759 Speaker 1: let people down. Okay, And just as consistent as you 695 00:48:16,800 --> 00:48:20,879 Speaker 1: can depend on that dark presence being there, the light 696 00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:24,160 Speaker 1: presence could be there and replace that, and you're so 697 00:48:24,239 --> 00:48:28,799 Speaker 1: shrouded in this darkness that it's stomping out your light. 698 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:34,440 Speaker 1: It is doing it on purpose. Hat Man. Shadow people 699 00:48:34,680 --> 00:48:37,600 Speaker 1: come to those who are gifted, okay, who are able 700 00:48:37,640 --> 00:48:41,200 Speaker 1: to see and feel and notice more things. They're taking 701 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:45,960 Speaker 1: advantage of your family. Uh, genetic issue that's going on 702 00:48:46,880 --> 00:48:49,279 Speaker 1: because they're they're waiting for illness to take place. They're 703 00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:52,319 Speaker 1: waiting for these things to happen. And uh, I mean 704 00:48:52,320 --> 00:48:54,319 Speaker 1: it just seems to be the pattern. I'm again not 705 00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:58,120 Speaker 1: a psychic, just saying my observation, but you could put 706 00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:01,480 Speaker 1: your foot down bless your living space. I will email 707 00:49:01,560 --> 00:49:04,640 Speaker 1: that to you. Um Otherwise, I do have a book 708 00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:07,920 Speaker 1: on that, but it's not required because I give it 709 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:10,360 Speaker 1: away free. But it's called The hat Man, A guide 710 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:13,760 Speaker 1: in comics on how to get rid of dark beings 711 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:16,960 Speaker 1: for all ages. So me being a cartoonist, I made 712 00:49:17,000 --> 00:49:20,040 Speaker 1: it fun so people could visualize and see how you 713 00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:23,920 Speaker 1: go about blessing your space. It's so important so you 714 00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:27,360 Speaker 1: can get your rest and feel rejuvenated to go to 715 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:31,040 Speaker 1: your next day. You're go on with your life. And 716 00:49:31,080 --> 00:49:34,200 Speaker 1: when you get rid of these things, guess what, you 717 00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:36,960 Speaker 1: being somebody who's gifted and able to see and feel 718 00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:39,839 Speaker 1: other things, you'll start seeing the more positive things coming 719 00:49:39,840 --> 00:49:43,000 Speaker 1: in your life. Because that's when I personally started having 720 00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:48,680 Speaker 1: Jesus encounters, Angel encounters. I got rid of these things 721 00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:52,840 Speaker 1: blocking my way and everything got better. And here I 722 00:49:52,880 --> 00:49:58,040 Speaker 1: am sitting teaching the world, having presented the world shadow 723 00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:01,440 Speaker 1: people and hat Man and how to defend yourself and 724 00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:04,960 Speaker 1: keep healthy and get back to your faith. And if 725 00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:08,600 Speaker 1: you do have problems with your faith, go to my website, 726 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:12,120 Speaker 1: the Other F word dot com. I have two books 727 00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:16,160 Speaker 1: on faith and I think they're kind of fun. One 728 00:50:16,160 --> 00:50:18,360 Speaker 1: it's called The Other F Word How to Find Faith 729 00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:20,960 Speaker 1: and laugh at yourself while trying, because we are too 730 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:23,880 Speaker 1: hard on ourselves on our path to being okay with 731 00:50:23,880 --> 00:50:27,880 Speaker 1: our faith and being okay with God. It's not that difficult. 732 00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:31,920 Speaker 1: The size of a mustard seed people. All Right, you guys, 733 00:50:32,239 --> 00:50:34,920 Speaker 1: I want to thank you for writing me, Gia and 734 00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:37,680 Speaker 1: Joe all the way from New Zealand. This was fabulous 735 00:50:37,719 --> 00:50:40,279 Speaker 1: and I hope this was helpful. And again I will 736 00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,720 Speaker 1: send you this blessing and an email, so you guys 737 00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:45,600 Speaker 1: can start from there and work your way up, all right, 738 00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:47,640 Speaker 1: and listen to other episodes here because there's a lot 739 00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:50,479 Speaker 1: of information, all right. You have been listening to Dark 740 00:50:50,480 --> 00:50:53,319 Speaker 1: Becomes Light with me Heidi Hollis on the I Heart 741 00:50:53,400 --> 00:50:56,600 Speaker 1: Radio at Coast to Coast A M. Sara, A normal 742 00:50:56,640 --> 00:50:59,840 Speaker 1: podcast that work. Next time, stay faith for everybody. Goodbye, 743 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:04,640 Speaker 1: m h Well, if you liked this edition of Dark 744 00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:07,839 Speaker 1: Becomes Light, wait till you hear the next one. You've 745 00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:10,400 Speaker 1: been listening to the I Heart Radio and Coast Coast 746 00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,760 Speaker 1: AM Paranormal podcast Network.