Speaker 1: What's up? What's up? It's lip serious. I'm Angela, yee,
Speaker 1: I'm stoping in Santiago. I'm Larry. Yeah. Listen, you are
Speaker 1: a pro at this, so you know we're just gonna
Speaker 1: sit back and lets you right in late. So listen.
Speaker 1: And I first of all, before we even get started,
Speaker 1: I know this is a fun interview. I know there's
Speaker 1: a lot going on in the world, you know, and
Speaker 1: I do feel like every now and then I have
Speaker 1: to take a break from just everything that's happening and
Speaker 1: just try to, like you know, distract myself and then
Speaker 1: get right back to it. Because I think just twenty
Speaker 1: four seven watching the news and being involved, and I
Speaker 1: saw you were out protesting with TiO the other day
Speaker 1: and that you've been very active and on the front line.
Speaker 1: So how is your state of mind right now? I'm
Speaker 1: in and out like everyone else. I'm torn because when
Speaker 1: I do get ready to dance or laugh, almost full
Speaker 1: of loop ulty from doing so, because it's almost like
Speaker 1: it ain't nothing to level about right now, and it's
Speaker 1: nothing to play with right now, because it's serious right now.
Speaker 1: And then it's like it's people and then you get
Speaker 1: into that ball of emotion and then you can just
Speaker 1: make yourself sick with me just crying all day or
Speaker 1: just being so emotional all day. I have my grand
Speaker 1: baby again, so you know, I heard her saying, God, God,
Speaker 1: crying again, you know, and that really kind of made
Speaker 1: me snap out of it and say, oh, I don't
Speaker 1: want her to feel that. I'm just having so much
Speaker 1: pain and I'm in so in sorrow. And she's only three,
Speaker 1: so I can't really explain to her in depth what
Speaker 1: is really going on because we had the pandemic, was
Speaker 1: still in the midst of that with the corona you know, virus,
Speaker 1: and so I was telling her we're not going outside
Speaker 1: because the germs are outside. So to explain that why
Speaker 1: she can't go to the park or go to Chucky
Speaker 1: Cheese no more, which I got, you guys probably heard
Speaker 1: that Chucky Cheese is around anymore, and I need to
Speaker 1: tell her that, you know what I mean. So I'm
Speaker 1: just um feeling what the world is feeling and knowing
Speaker 1: that it's not a time for us to stop, because
Speaker 1: we have to still apply the pressure. They still have
Speaker 1: to know that this wasn't a one time or a
Speaker 1: week time doing that we're tired enough to keep going
Speaker 1: and we want some answers. We want some justice, and
Speaker 1: that will not and cannot happen if we just um
Speaker 1: just stay where we are, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: We have to keep going. A matter of fact, we're
Speaker 1: doing another protest to t O and myself on June
Speaker 1: here around the stadium. So you know, we did it
Speaker 1: last week and it was great. I felt a part
Speaker 1: of which is what I wanted to do because I
Speaker 1: wanted to to feel the exhilaration and the excitement of
Speaker 1: the people and be in there because I kept reporting
Speaker 1: from it on this side, keep thinking, yeah, right, everybody
Speaker 1: out there while you inside reporting for and it was
Speaker 1: like that, do nothing. That doesn't make you part of history.
Speaker 1: And I wanted to be a part of history. I
Speaker 1: want to pictures. I wanted to be able to show
Speaker 1: my grand baby. I wanted to be out there and feeling.
Speaker 1: I wanted my voice to be heard. I wanted them
Speaker 1: to know that I was on the front line with them.
Speaker 1: I wanted them to know that I believe in all
Speaker 1: black lives matter. And it's like I said before, all
Speaker 1: lives matter. We know that, we know that, but we're
Speaker 1: saying right now because of what we've gone through and
Speaker 1: going through, Black lives matter because they're not doing other
Speaker 1: lives the way that they're doing our lives that you don't.
Speaker 1: That's like our lives don't matter, and that's what the
Speaker 1: real issue is. Yeah, and it seems like no matter what,
Speaker 1: like you would think, right now, cops will be on edge,
Speaker 1: like I gotta make sure that I'm doing what I'm
Speaker 1: supposed to be doing. And it's mind boggling that they
Speaker 1: can still go out there and committing crimes total opposite,
Speaker 1: like what happened in Atlanta. You knew people were filming,
Speaker 1: you knew people were hollering at you, you knew people
Speaker 1: were watching, you knew that we would have witnesses, but
Speaker 1: you didn't care if this man. You didn't even stop
Speaker 1: him for anything traffic. He was driving. He was wanted
Speaker 1: to sleep off his drunkness. He was like, yeah, I've
Speaker 1: been drinking and yeah I had a few drinks and
Speaker 1: I'm just a couple of blocks away ox and I
Speaker 1: can't even walk. I can leave my car here. He
Speaker 1: said everything. Yeah, that he was a criminal, he robbed
Speaker 1: a bank or something, right then he just shot. What
Speaker 1: was the crime? Crime? Like, what was it really made
Speaker 1: you shoot him in the back because I thought that
Speaker 1: was against the law. I thought you could not shoot
Speaker 1: it against the law. And aren't they trained to be
Speaker 1: able to target an area where it's not gonna kill,
Speaker 1: you shoot me in the arm something like you know,
Speaker 1: you know what I heard that when the officers use
Speaker 1: their gun, they are trained to shoot to kill if
Speaker 1: they're gonna use their gun at all. But he had
Speaker 1: a taser. They tased people all the time, and they
Speaker 1: felt like if they felt like a taser is a
Speaker 1: situation that is, you know, a matter of like the death,
Speaker 1: and they shouldn't be using them. Yeah, And I think
Speaker 1: that that was that he took the taser from him,
Speaker 1: but the cop had already let out the cartridge that
Speaker 1: was in their taser only has one cartridge. So so
Speaker 1: what they were saying was that the police officer knew
Speaker 1: that he could do nothing, that the that Rashad could
Speaker 1: do nothing with the taser, so him shooting him was crazy.
Speaker 1: It's like we've seen police chase before. Movies are about that.
Speaker 1: How about cops. It's a whole show that's about police chase, saying, so,
Speaker 1: why does it always resort resort to murder like I
Speaker 1: just don't understand that how that's the first thing in
Speaker 1: your mind is like, oh, let me kill him because
Speaker 1: he was junk driving. That's not that man did not
Speaker 1: kill anybody. That man, you know, and that's not even
Speaker 1: up to them to say who lives their dives. Even
Speaker 1: if that man did kill somebody, he has the right
Speaker 1: to a child, you know what I mean. And that's
Speaker 1: how we are in such an uproar because we see
Speaker 1: the difference, and that's what we're saying, we see the
Speaker 1: difference on how you treat us, because I don't know
Speaker 1: if you gotta all the video with the white guy
Speaker 1: took the police baton, be still, what god they called
Speaker 1: was chasing the police. Not one time did he shoot
Speaker 1: his gun or warning bring out his taser, Like no,
Speaker 1: this that happened. And I was sitting there watching it
Speaker 1: like this is crazy, right, And you want to try
Speaker 1: to tell us that there's no difference. Come on, we're
Speaker 1: not foods. And I just went on to make sure
Speaker 1: we got that out because I know we are still
Speaker 1: doing lift service during this time, we took like a
Speaker 1: week off just things got really heavy. But you know,
Speaker 1: that puts things into perspective because then NICKI Mnastika shot
Speaker 1: at you on a song and it's and like you said,
Speaker 1: there's so many other things happening in the world right
Speaker 1: now to be concerned about. So and I spoke to
Speaker 1: you on the Breakfast Club and we talked about the
Speaker 1: whole thing, which was a lot of people. You know,
Speaker 1: what you had to say about the bar is very
Speaker 1: mature answer. It is what it is. But now, how
Speaker 1: did you feel knowing that she actually said something about you? Well,
Speaker 1: first of all, I said, oh, a man, and in
Speaker 1: a song again, that was the first again, and I thought,
Speaker 1: you know, because people try to make so much of it,
Speaker 1: I would say that was a great bus this move
Speaker 1: because she has to stay current and because if someone
Speaker 1: she feels has taken a shot at her, her way
Speaker 1: and her retaliation has to put it in a song.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. I don't know her personally. Uh,
Speaker 1: she doesn't know me personally, but she used one of
Speaker 1: the most iconic movies and their lead actress to be
Speaker 1: able to give Paul verse in her song that makes
Speaker 1: everybody want to talk about it. They're talking about me.
Speaker 1: I mean, I didn't know I was that hot. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm hot, but not not that hot, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. So it's like, thank you, can you sing
Speaker 1: me some money and some residuals and I'm to a video. Girl,
Speaker 1: I'll be in the video. I don't have a problem
Speaker 1: with her, you know. And I think her barbs is what.
Speaker 1: You know. They kind of fueled it and just took
Speaker 1: it and grand with it, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And I had said, where is all this coming from?
Speaker 1: You know? I just want to see unity, you know.
Speaker 1: I just want to see us be entertained by music
Speaker 1: and not have the beats and not have the mafia
Speaker 1: type of beats that has to go on to make
Speaker 1: you feel relevant. I don't know what that is. I'm
Speaker 1: not of that life and I'm not of that generation either,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So I do understand that
Speaker 1: that's what they're doing, you know, to stay you know,
Speaker 1: in the press or whatever. You know. I mean, the
Speaker 1: beef means something that makes us go, let's check our
Speaker 1: social media. But that's not what I'm about. And I'm
Speaker 1: definitely not about tearing down anybody unless I have a
Speaker 1: personal beef with you myself, and I don't like that
Speaker 1: with anybody. I got maybe two or three people that
Speaker 1: you know that. I feel like I don't have to
Speaker 1: never mention their names, you know. You know what I mean,
Speaker 1: that I have something with, but someone that is out
Speaker 1: here talented, that's doing something. She's on the charts, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, she's winning. So you shouldn't be
Speaker 1: worried about me, just like I'm not worried about you.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. We're in two different things,
Speaker 1: you know. So here's the thing. I don't think she
Speaker 1: worried about me at all. I think it was all
Speaker 1: done in fun, Like Okay, you said that. I heard
Speaker 1: you said that I would do this, and I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: but are you shot? I gotta escalated to that because
Speaker 1: I feel like plenty of people have had an opinion
Speaker 1: on Nicki Minaj her career and even heard her few
Speaker 1: with little camera. I feel like plenty of people have
Speaker 1: said things, but the fact that with you said kind
Speaker 1: of yeah got to her. Um. Do you feel like
Speaker 1: it's like you can't really give your opinion nowadays without
Speaker 1: I don't feel like that, and I won't ever feel
Speaker 1: like that. Yeah, I feel like you always give your
Speaker 1: opinion now I can expect about Here's the thing I
Speaker 1: would love to do is I would love for her
Speaker 1: to interview me on but what I meant and what
Speaker 1: my stance is on that tality joke, I think it
Speaker 1: would be too because I would love to sit down
Speaker 1: with her, little Kim Foxy Brown, anybody, let's just get
Speaker 1: a call, listen together. Let's get a movement together with
Speaker 1: us with old school and new school, and show everybody
Speaker 1: how we can really come together, because that's what real
Speaker 1: mature women do. And when I said that I needed
Speaker 1: Nicole Murphy to come see me, I meant that in
Speaker 1: a way that was like, let's sit down and hash
Speaker 1: this out because we don't need no cameras right now
Speaker 1: that we're about to fight. Just like it's like, come
Speaker 1: and talk to me about this. You know what I mean.
Speaker 1: And so you know again, I've en rocked to a
Speaker 1: plenty of Nikki songs and I love her videos. You know,
Speaker 1: I don't hate on anybody because it takes a particular
Speaker 1: type of skills to do whatever you're doing. You guys,
Speaker 1: your voice is riveting where when you come on, you
Speaker 1: all snapped into professionalism and that radio voice. I don't
Speaker 1: have that. I don't even know how to get that,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? You all have that, So
Speaker 1: you all in your lane. I just stay in my lane,
Speaker 1: and I remember, you take a pretty good job. I
Speaker 1: think you're doing a pretty good job at that. But
Speaker 1: I just you guys know that you do though, because
Speaker 1: you all have said I'm getting a job in radio
Speaker 1: because I have a platform, I have a voice, I
Speaker 1: sound good. So that's where you all are. As an actress,
Speaker 1: I'm just like, oh, you want to interview me, not
Speaker 1: a problem. I'm just here. So something in within you
Speaker 1: all knew that this is what you wanted to do.
Speaker 1: This is what you have to offer society, and we're
Speaker 1: accepting it because how long you've been angel of you
Speaker 1: and I've been. We go back for years and you've
Speaker 1: been we've been in Puerto Rico together. Yeah, I mean,
Speaker 1: and you're still here, ladies. You're here, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. You're doing other things, and so you're giving
Speaker 1: people an opportunity like myself to be able to voice
Speaker 1: my opinion. And it shows that Mark can't you matter?
Speaker 1: But I will say that when you say come see me,
Speaker 1: they're probably thinking of that scene, that famous scene where
Speaker 1: you loook as So when you're like come see me,
Speaker 1: they're like you know, I'm not saying that. I can't
Speaker 1: you know, say it that way either, because it depends
Speaker 1: on which way the conversation go, you know, but is
Speaker 1: it fighting worthy? No, I've been divorced for ten years,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's like I'm not concerned
Speaker 1: about him in that manner at all, or her in
Speaker 1: that manner, you know what I mean. It's just that
Speaker 1: you ended up you end up talking about things like
Speaker 1: this to add your side of the story, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. You end up talking about it because
Speaker 1: somebody else has brought it up, so you want to
Speaker 1: clear the air or at least add to it, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And and that's all. But if
Speaker 1: I ain't got another ever mention, how again, it won't
Speaker 1: cost me up. Well, let's talk about some other things,
Speaker 1: Lesta Ray, because you tell we came up in a
Speaker 1: time without social media, where we didn't have to worry
Speaker 1: about going out, who he was out with, going on
Speaker 1: vacation with people, and things like that. So now things
Speaker 1: are different. Obviously people can't get away with that. Do
Speaker 1: you think that times were better when we didn't have
Speaker 1: social media and we were able to move around? I
Speaker 1: think definitely the privacy issue is what is the biggest
Speaker 1: thing that makes us go what the heck? And I
Speaker 1: don't get how people want to be so in your
Speaker 1: business where they're like, are you dating him? Are y'all married?
Speaker 1: Did y'all go on vacation? Because when you're dating someone
Speaker 1: and you're liking someone, that's in a time in your
Speaker 1: life where you're blissful and you're happy and it should
Speaker 1: show on your face. And so everyone of you in
Speaker 1: counter says, WHOA whatever you doing girl, you're doing it
Speaker 1: because let me rub up against you. I want some
Speaker 1: of that. It's like when you see love, it's just
Speaker 1: automatically stopping, just go. It softens you, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? So all of us wants that unconditional love.
Speaker 1: Right now. I'm just gonna get you from my granddaughter,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But right now, that's just
Speaker 1: what God has for me. You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: I know your m Let I know, come on, because
Speaker 1: I felt like young and all of young to all
Speaker 1: the way old. Everybody has had a crish crash on
Speaker 1: Lisa right coming for me now, you know absolutely, but
Speaker 1: she had to back up the show. Now, But is
Speaker 1: it something that or that person? Right for me. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm in the middle of brass room businesses that I
Speaker 1: am building. I know me. You can take me away
Speaker 1: like how gone, and I'm like, I'll be back here,
Speaker 1: you know, and that I can't do right now. I
Speaker 1: can't do. But my body and my spirit may want
Speaker 1: to take off, but God is saying not right now,
Speaker 1: because you know you and I know you, so I'm
Speaker 1: gonna makes you that you build. So whomever comes into
Speaker 1: your life, they're not coming to fix me up. What
Speaker 1: time I need him to help me in this particular,
Speaker 1: you know, part of my life because you know, we
Speaker 1: already come with baggage anyway, you know. I mean, I
Speaker 1: just don't really feel like it's fair to come into
Speaker 1: somebody's life when you just gotta fix them up. And
Speaker 1: that's not to say that we're not building together. But
Speaker 1: I want to come to the table with what I
Speaker 1: come to the table with, because I'm asking him to
Speaker 1: come to the table with something. So if I bought
Speaker 1: the table, you need to bring the cheers or something.
Speaker 1: You know, how does that affect your relationships? Like moving forward?
Speaker 1: Obviously you were married, like you said, it's been ten
Speaker 1: years or whatever, but you know very that was a
Speaker 1: public breakup, and y'all went through a lot of things.
Speaker 1: I know you said that you and Michael Missic are
Speaker 1: still cool with each other, you know, to this day.
Speaker 1: But how did that relationship affect I know, sometimes we do,
Speaker 1: like you said, carry baggage with us into other situations.
Speaker 1: So how did you come to forgiveness, you know, when
Speaker 1: it came to him, and how does that affect you
Speaker 1: even to this day. First of all, the forgiveness came
Speaker 1: later on. I was broken when I came back because
Speaker 1: I came back with no money, no subtlement, no alimonia.
Speaker 1: I just left, you know what I mean. And then
Speaker 1: he had to go through a trial that he's going
Speaker 1: through now, and so they tried to pull me in that.
Speaker 1: So it was part of me that was like, who
Speaker 1: am I and I still Lisa Ray the sex symbol?
Speaker 1: Do I reinvent myself? Do I go back to what
Speaker 1: I know? Like I was a little bit all over
Speaker 1: the place, and then having to get back in the business,
Speaker 1: you know, so I was a survival boat, you know,
Speaker 1: and so I had to get over that. And then
Speaker 1: as people were staying with you gotta you know, forgive him,
Speaker 1: And it was like I'm a new Christian. I'm not
Speaker 1: there yet, you know what I mean. But I had
Speaker 1: to to take away the guilt that I felt, and
Speaker 1: then I had to own up to my responsibility, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I had to remember the things
Speaker 1: that I did that could have countered what he did.
Speaker 1: Or for every action, you deserve a reaction, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So I was like, Okay, if I
Speaker 1: wouldn't have did this, he probably wouldn't have done that
Speaker 1: and done that. You go to that in your relationship
Speaker 1: because one thing is for sure, you don't want to
Speaker 1: bring all of that to your next relationship. I want
Speaker 1: to know who was that, what was my fault? So
Speaker 1: I won't take that to my other relationships. And so
Speaker 1: after I was able to do that, and I think
Speaker 1: the time and the distance also dictates to that. And
Speaker 1: I just sat down with my vision board and the
Speaker 1: goals that I wanted to you know, in the growth,
Speaker 1: my maturity kicked in. It was like, now, you know,
Speaker 1: you couldn't did that better than that. You know you
Speaker 1: thought you was just hot ship and just kept it moving,
Speaker 1: and you know what I mean. And so now, which
Speaker 1: is why it's important for me to use my platform
Speaker 1: and my voice and which your way that's mature now
Speaker 1: because we do need love, and we do need loyalty,
Speaker 1: and we do need unity, and so trying to tear
Speaker 1: down anybody right now in this climate should be forbidden.
Speaker 1: Right now, I met there, So how did you guys
Speaker 1: have a conversation even after all of that, Like you
Speaker 1: feel bad that he ended up going to jail, right,
Speaker 1: did you? No? No, No, he's still going through the trial.
Speaker 1: He ran for two years and they called him in
Speaker 1: Brazil and so he was in jail over there for
Speaker 1: a while and then he came back to Turks and
Speaker 1: Cakos and is on house arrest now and a waiting
Speaker 1: to find out what's going to happen. So if you've
Speaker 1: been going through something for five years and going to
Speaker 1: trout every day, that's a part of your life. Bright
Speaker 1: thereness they have stolen and taken from you because you
Speaker 1: feel from your position as well, your financial your your marriage,
Speaker 1: like everything is just driddle down. That makes you sit
Speaker 1: on your button, go did I get here? And that's
Speaker 1: when you've got your real friends are too, by the way,
Speaker 1: all those people when that was around, but what is everybody?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Would you let you know,
Speaker 1: your stuff is your stuff. You gotta go through your
Speaker 1: own stuff yourself. And when you realize that, it builds
Speaker 1: strength and it builds character, and then you realize, Okay,
Speaker 1: that type of pain. I don't wanna go through through
Speaker 1: that type of pain, no motion. Let me do something different,
Speaker 1: and that's why I'm mad at my life. Let me
Speaker 1: do something different. Did you look at that as like
Speaker 1: that was his karma? And you kind of because even
Speaker 1: though you were I'm pretty sure you had love for him,
Speaker 1: but you were in a place where you were also
Speaker 1: angry with him. So I know, someone like me, i'd
Speaker 1: be like that, that's your karma, what you're gonna do
Speaker 1: with it? You know what I mean. I didn't see
Speaker 1: karma at the beginning because at first there was the
Speaker 1: allegations of rape that took place, and so I had
Speaker 1: to deal with that as a wife. You know, it
Speaker 1: was like white and this girl is a white eighteen
Speaker 1: year old girls like, look what's going on here? But
Speaker 1: it was essential, but still as a wife, consptual sex
Speaker 1: was still like what are you doing exactly eighteen? You
Speaker 1: know what I mean? So that was like a blow,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? And then you know, the
Speaker 1: corruption of governmental funds that he's going through now kicked
Speaker 1: in two weeks right after that. So it was like bam, bam,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And so I was like, yeah, not,
Speaker 1: I didn't. I didn't sign up for all of this
Speaker 1: through all kind of stuff and my friends and my
Speaker 1: friends friends and induced you to our friends and all
Speaker 1: that kind of unfriendly stuff. And it was like, what's happening?
Speaker 1: And I said, no, I care more about me and
Speaker 1: how you gonna treat me and how all of that
Speaker 1: is gonna reflect on me than this this life that
Speaker 1: you're trying to just give me. Because money does not
Speaker 1: buy you happiness, That is not it, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. I was already into my lifestyle and into
Speaker 1: my money when I met him. So I was okay,
Speaker 1: I knew what the lifestyle was, but you try to
Speaker 1: take me someplace else and then you can't keep me there,
Speaker 1: but you want to treat me a certain kind of
Speaker 1: way for that. I don't have to deal with that,
Speaker 1: and so I said no, and then I laughed, you know,
Speaker 1: and in the car apart for me, what I did
Speaker 1: see was the destruction of as it was happening. It
Speaker 1: was like, don't don't be with them, don't talk to him. Well, no,
Speaker 1: come back, okay, Well then let's talk about were you
Speaker 1: just what are you doing? How did you okay that
Speaker 1: God love Keith saved you? Like I feel like I
Speaker 1: died because it When he he and I talked, he
Speaker 1: said to me. I remember him saying to me. He says, um,
Speaker 1: I don't know kind of curse. Yeah, we encouraged it, okay,
Speaker 1: he said, I really funked up, didn't not? And I
Speaker 1: said think yeah. But I was humble though, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. I was just like it was like
Speaker 1: a big fall for both of us, you know. I
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, we were at the peak. You know,
Speaker 1: Turks and Keckos was booming. We were making money, we
Speaker 1: were employing Turks and Keckos Islanders. People were coming over there.
Speaker 1: So tourism was at an all time high. Like it
Speaker 1: was doing very well, and we were doing very well
Speaker 1: for the country. And then to be stripped of all
Speaker 1: of that, it was like, what what did you do? Right? So, yeah,
Speaker 1: we had an amazing trip to Turks and Kicks. Remember
Speaker 1: we said that, We said that I'm in so nice.
Speaker 1: We had a great time. Yeah, shout out to Rogers.
Speaker 1: He um, he took a sign that trip to great
Speaker 1: care of us and I love it to call at home.
Speaker 1: You know. It's still a place that I've lived for
Speaker 1: years and you still love it, you know. And I
Speaker 1: still send people there. You know. I need talks some
Speaker 1: Cacos Islanders. You know, some people love you, some people don't.
Speaker 1: You can't, you know, you can't be all back to everybody.
Speaker 1: I understand that. But I did my best, you know,
Speaker 1: and I did some great things for Turks and Caicos
Speaker 1: Islands and I'm proud of. I'm sure that a lot
Speaker 1: of them are proud of as well. Did I discover
Speaker 1: Turks and Cacos Islands? Absolutely not? You know. Did I
Speaker 1: help an aid and you know, bring it to us? Yes,
Speaker 1: definitely did it. Yeah. When don't get married again, girl,
Speaker 1: I can't wait. Absolutely. I want to belong to somebody.
Speaker 1: I want to be able to roll over and not
Speaker 1: have Barney and Cookie Man and Elmo. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I want to be held, so you could
Speaker 1: say it's it's something, right, babe, I got you because
Speaker 1: I'm work better in a partnership, you know, to be
Speaker 1: able to bounce some ideas off of I'm a best
Speaker 1: this woman. I definitely want a business minded man that
Speaker 1: we'll be able to give me food for thought, to
Speaker 1: be able to stay bag you know, I know, I
Speaker 1: know a better way. Or let me look at my
Speaker 1: roller dicks and what for you? But you could you
Speaker 1: date a guy like in his thirties, like thirty five
Speaker 1: with that marriage to you? You know? He said that
Speaker 1: what if he was popping and he had his role
Speaker 1: and he was working, And no, my daughter wouldn't have that.
Speaker 1: What about somebody with a nine to five? We just
Speaker 1: got something, Well, we had somebody in the culture that
Speaker 1: got into a little bit of issues. Yeah, she said, Um,
Speaker 1: what she said she wouldn't date somebody with a nine
Speaker 1: to five stuff. How do you feel about dating somebody
Speaker 1: that's not in the entertainment industry that may have like
Speaker 1: a regular job. Um, it depends on how regular you
Speaker 1: speaking of. Understand what she meant by saying or nine
Speaker 1: to five because her life is not nine to five.
Speaker 1: So just say, if she wants to go on vacation
Speaker 1: and she's over there and in Africa for a week
Speaker 1: and she decided I want to stay another week, she
Speaker 1: can because she's her own balls. You don't have to
Speaker 1: go back in to clock in, is what I'm assuming
Speaker 1: that she meant. You know, we have to allow her
Speaker 1: to be able to say that. And I feel the
Speaker 1: same way too. I don't want to have to wait
Speaker 1: for your sick days because I don't know what sick days.
Speaker 1: I'm run a corporation, you know what I mean. I'm
Speaker 1: not a part of someone else's corporation that you're dictating
Speaker 1: to me when I have to come to work already. Um,
Speaker 1: you know, have a higher being. We all, we all do.
Speaker 1: We have someone that we work for, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. When I'm doing my acting, I'm I'm the
Speaker 1: production company is telling me what time to be there,
Speaker 1: but they don't want me to cry. They want me
Speaker 1: to hurry up, but they want me to wait. It's like,
Speaker 1: what do you want? You know what I mean? We all,
Speaker 1: you know, you have responsibilities. We all have responsibilities. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but you might be more flexible other times like where
Speaker 1: you can take off where like for three months time,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna just do me Well, I'm more like Beyonce.
Speaker 1: I want to hustle to match, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: And I you don't have to call off because of
Speaker 1: the box. Yeah, but I gotta call out if I
Speaker 1: want to go, I gotta call out sometimes me too,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? RANDI though, you know, and
Speaker 1: if I'm not mistaking, you also have a mattress line.
Speaker 1: I do have a furniture and mattress line called l
Speaker 1: Our Home Styles, which I'm excited about that because I
Speaker 1: get a chance to put my creativity into that and
Speaker 1: give everyone a great night's sleep. And it's the first
Speaker 1: black mattress. So the company is called Sleep Black really
Speaker 1: is important nowadays because it's like sleep black with him,
Speaker 1: Sleep Black with on on the mattress, Sleep Black with
Speaker 1: you know co asces really big right now. Um. And
Speaker 1: then the mattress is state of the art mattress, you know,
Speaker 1: memory foam jail on the one side to keep you
Speaker 1: cool in the sun. On the other side, it keeps
Speaker 1: you warm, you know. Um. And I I got into
Speaker 1: it because I wanted to create my own couch is
Speaker 1: and cheers. I love that and you can't really find
Speaker 1: you know, you know I love furniture if I love
Speaker 1: furniture shopping more than anything all the time, and said, knowing,
Speaker 1: I'm like, where are you gonna put that I know,
Speaker 1: I don't even want to buy stuff, but I'm always
Speaker 1: looking at furniture and I'd be like like, and I'm
Speaker 1: always looking at magazine seeing how they're putting stuff together,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And how I can flip
Speaker 1: my room because I get bored quick. I have my
Speaker 1: gene line, my p z I jeens that's coming out,
Speaker 1: was going to be out now, but the pandemic stopped that,
Speaker 1: you know, But I know that we're still gonna get
Speaker 1: our butts and some genes, and so I'm going to,
Speaker 1: you know, when we get back up and running, I'm
Speaker 1: going to come out with that. So that's what I
Speaker 1: mean by grassroot level businesses. I'm an investor. I'm trying
Speaker 1: to do, you know, a better portfolio than what I
Speaker 1: did a couple of years ago. I invested in a
Speaker 1: natural pain relief bomb called Zen that has um natural
Speaker 1: herbs in it for you, and it has hemp oil,
Speaker 1: and we don't I have some of that here? You did? Yeah,
Speaker 1: I think that I'm pretty sure now I want to
Speaker 1: go back to these mattresses for a second, okay, because
Speaker 1: I think we stressed the importance of a good mattress.
Speaker 1: Because I remember I was dating this guy one time, right,
Speaker 1: and he just got a new place and you fill
Speaker 1: the springs. Yeah, and you, oh my god, you could
Speaker 1: feel the springs and the mattress. I was like, I
Speaker 1: can't sleep here, and I don't care if you buy
Speaker 1: a mattress. Had to cover that up. But one of
Speaker 1: the things about being a real grown up is having
Speaker 1: a real mattress. And I know, like a good mattress
Speaker 1: can be expensive and all of that, but you sleep
Speaker 1: in it every single night. But wait, what does the
Speaker 1: spring mean? Is that it's older, that it's cheap, it's cheap,
Speaker 1: could be both both. Um, people don't realize and expressly's
Speaker 1: an age thing. Young people are not, you know, considering
Speaker 1: what a mattress will do to your back or your
Speaker 1: shoulders or your alignment thing. Thinking about that, then you
Speaker 1: don't even go the good. Sometimes it's not about the
Speaker 1: soft That's how I picked my mattress. Andel with me
Speaker 1: and let me pick it like that. Now, I told you,
Speaker 1: I told you not to you what your body will
Speaker 1: conform because we got hips as women. When you play
Speaker 1: on your side, that's the worst position because you're not
Speaker 1: an alignment. That's why they asked you to put that
Speaker 1: pillow in between your knees so you can level out
Speaker 1: when you're on your side. Remember that, I thought it
Speaker 1: was just come up behind you or a stern type
Speaker 1: of a firm mattress that has the memory phone. The
Speaker 1: memory phone is going to conform to your body, anybody,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And because I got a
Speaker 1: grand baby, you know, I don't know how much jumping
Speaker 1: around you doing your matches. Obviously I ain't doing nothing,
Speaker 1: but you know you might need a lot of you know,
Speaker 1: spring action. Yeah, because you can't be getting it in
Speaker 1: with somebody in their mattress. It's not right. I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: That's a turn off. Yeah, I imagine. And no, Angela
Speaker 1: used to have somebody with a water bat as well
Speaker 1: when I was in college, just to age. He's the
Speaker 1: only person. He's the only person in my life because
Speaker 1: nobody even had what it best then he was the
Speaker 1: only parent why he had that. And maybe when day
Speaker 1: will come back in style, I can't say, I don't
Speaker 1: think so. It probably feels good. You're like loading, I've
Speaker 1: never got one. I've never not that one. Do y'all
Speaker 1: want to help like that? I don't want to float.
Speaker 1: I want to float on the beach back right, I'm
Speaker 1: like that pool. That's more like. I got a mattress
Speaker 1: for the promo, like for free from one of these
Speaker 1: furniture stores in New York. And my mattress is so horrible,
Speaker 1: Like I thought she was gonna say, good, I got
Speaker 1: black matches. I need to sleep black out of control,
Speaker 1: like I have to jump on it to break it in.
Speaker 1: I had to walk all over it. My goodness, white
Speaker 1: people over like and buy my brothers and my sisters
Speaker 1: over like, Hey, come over and lay on the back
Speaker 1: in this mattress to break in the mattress. It's horrible.
Speaker 1: It's the worst mattress I've ever So I wonder this
Speaker 1: is a terrible transition because we're talking about matresses. But
Speaker 1: do you and the brat your sister obviously, do y'all
Speaker 1: give each other relationship advice or did she come to
Speaker 1: you and ask you for things? Because we all know
Speaker 1: that recently she came out and she has a relationship
Speaker 1: with Judy we big booty Judy, and so that she Yeah, Jessica, sorry,
Speaker 1: did she ever call you, like, you know, can you
Speaker 1: help me out with a little bit of advice? Because
Speaker 1: she seems shy when it comes. Yeah, I was gonna say,
Speaker 1: you know, she's private. She's a private person. I have
Speaker 1: to normally pride things out or if I'm laying eyes
Speaker 1: on her, I'll see it and then I don't take
Speaker 1: no f one answer. It's like something's going on, right.
Speaker 1: But she she handles everything. She's always been that way,
Speaker 1: you know, And sometimes that's good, you know, Sometimes you know,
Speaker 1: you still need to have somebody to kind of just
Speaker 1: all that on, you know. But right now she's happy,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, I'm happy for you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. I'm looking for some of that happiness
Speaker 1: myself on which side of defense on the black side,
Speaker 1: sad with the man side, Okay, just some of that.
Speaker 1: So I wasn't sure. I'm like, I love you know.
Speaker 1: You know what's so funny. Back in the day when
Speaker 1: I used to do like the black Man magazine photo
Speaker 1: shoots and stuff like that, I have a rainbow right
Speaker 1: by my bikini line that goes down and it's a
Speaker 1: pot of goal at the bottom, like for real, Okay
Speaker 1: the colors of the rainbow. People were like, oh, I
Speaker 1: ain't known listen people, and it was like, well, hold on,
Speaker 1: don't let me over my head. I'm let me know,
Speaker 1: but I am. I love the children, see, I love Billy.
Speaker 1: I love those because when I tell you, have always
Speaker 1: gone to the shows, the drag shows where I'm walking
Speaker 1: for fish and walking from face and walk and for
Speaker 1: labels and just walking and bogging that I'm here for
Speaker 1: all of that. I just when I tell you, I
Speaker 1: love it because it's something about them that they have
Speaker 1: had to live in their box for so long till now.
Speaker 1: They had always had their own underground world, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, And so when you go into their world,
Speaker 1: it's like a big party of celebrating who they are.
Speaker 1: And it's something about that that's liberating because it's like, right,
Speaker 1: you deserve to be able to show case who you
Speaker 1: are and who you love and how you love. And
Speaker 1: I always been down for that. So you know they're
Speaker 1: now up coming because poles and the category is that's
Speaker 1: my era. I remember all of that. So I'm sitting
Speaker 1: there with my popcorn, like, yes, for labels, Yes, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I am by this tattoo with
Speaker 1: the chase the rainbow chattoo, you guys, the car to
Speaker 1: be I'm not mad at that. So what let me
Speaker 1: ask you this, the size matter to you? Um? What
Speaker 1: if his car or his bank account? You know what,
Speaker 1: I'll tell you that his his dick is just the
Speaker 1: size matter like doesn't matter to you? Are you like? Um, well, now,
Speaker 1: um what depends on I can't be too small, but
Speaker 1: I don't want it to be either, you know. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talking to my stomach while I'm holding you back,
Speaker 1: and it's like I want to take it all comfortably,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. We do many things with it,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's supposed to be the
Speaker 1: you know, not the size is supposed to be the
Speaker 1: motion of the ocean kind of thing, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. Yeah, yeah, supposedly right, But if you're coming
Speaker 1: with you know what I mean, and I feel like you,
Speaker 1: you know, finger banging, I'm like finger banging, use three
Speaker 1: you know, pull that out like like I got some
Speaker 1: toys in you? No mean, what what has that ever
Speaker 1: happened to you? Somebody was too small and you had
Speaker 1: to be like no, okay, good, But would that be
Speaker 1: a deilbreaker? Like say, he's perfect, everything is great, and
Speaker 1: then he had like as medium sized penis that but
Speaker 1: he can eat pussy really good. Well, wow, okay, let
Speaker 1: me say this. I had been and this is real person,
Speaker 1: I have experienced the finger in such a way that
Speaker 1: it was like was that just your finger? You know
Speaker 1: what I mean? Whoa? You know what I mean? Um?
Speaker 1: Which can if you can get off that way and
Speaker 1: you do and you're satisfied, great. I'm a body person
Speaker 1: like I love you know, the body. I love the
Speaker 1: arms and just you over me and us looking at
Speaker 1: each other like I'm into that, you know what I mean? Um?
Speaker 1: And I think the older that I get, the more
Speaker 1: I'm into sensuality and the romance. You know, I really
Speaker 1: need to be with my friend. That foundation has to
Speaker 1: be strong, Like I want to laugh. It's other things
Speaker 1: that I want to do, just and only besides having
Speaker 1: great sex, you know what I mean. I need to
Speaker 1: be able to to to play with you in a
Speaker 1: way in which if you out of the country, we
Speaker 1: still get that here where we're not really touching each
Speaker 1: other at all, but I'm still touching your spirit in
Speaker 1: your heart, you know what I mean. I'm that I'm
Speaker 1: not like even when I think now, it's like I'm
Speaker 1: not no longer looking for the same things that I
Speaker 1: used to look for even fifteen twenty years ago, Like
Speaker 1: I agree about six at anymore. I don't have a
Speaker 1: six pack. I just got two pac over here. It's
Speaker 1: not with me. I just want you to return to favor.
Speaker 1: I want you to pull off your clothes and pleasantly
Speaker 1: surprise me as well. So let's keep each other up
Speaker 1: to a standard. You know what I mean. But do
Speaker 1: I want you to be Santa Claus and do nothing?
Speaker 1: The sonic clu Remember that? Remember that little ball that
Speaker 1: you used to be? Like you know, oh my god
Speaker 1: that I'm like vision, Yeah, I don't want that. You know.
Speaker 1: That's interesting because I do feel like when I was younger,
Speaker 1: for play like wasn't as important to me. I could
Speaker 1: be okay with just like just getting right to it.
Speaker 1: But then I feel like they're like, yeah, I feel
Speaker 1: like as I got older, like it has to be
Speaker 1: more of a connection. I guess that was the whole
Speaker 1: phase at a younger age, and me too, because now,
Speaker 1: like a good kiss means a lot to me now,
Speaker 1: Like if you can really kiss me and I want
Speaker 1: to kiss you, and I don't mind exchanging bodily fluids back,
Speaker 1: and it's like and I'm in that I can look
Speaker 1: back and people take my breath away because it's like, who,
Speaker 1: I really want to do this with you? Like, wow,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? I'm looking for that because
Speaker 1: I mean, if you can't make me feel good about
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, sense, and then we shouldn't
Speaker 1: be doing it at all. Then if this your only
Speaker 1: expertise is just one thing, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: I want to feel that I ain't mad at his experience.
Speaker 1: Let me just say that, Okay, and everybody he's been
Speaker 1: with the napew got me and all that you did
Speaker 1: bring it, come on, show me what you got, show
Speaker 1: me what you're working with, and he's not to other
Speaker 1: women in the industry before. Would you want to know
Speaker 1: or would you want him to keep his past there?
Speaker 1: I think because I need a friendship. I think that
Speaker 1: that would just come up in conversation because he would
Speaker 1: let me know about the territory. Right, Not that I
Speaker 1: mean I have a problem or anything, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, But it's just the who's in the room
Speaker 1: with you, because you may run into For me, I
Speaker 1: don't like to tell on myself. I I love you crazy,
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't like to tell on myself,
Speaker 1: But like you said, when you're friends with somebody, your
Speaker 1: past relationships just come up in conversation and just it
Speaker 1: just happens like that you had the situations in the past,
Speaker 1: Did you have to cut a lot of women or
Speaker 1: a lot of friends off because you may have introduced
Speaker 1: them in the wrong situation and maybe they overstepped their boundaries.
Speaker 1: I did not experience anything like that until I got
Speaker 1: married to Michael ms. I didn't experience any of my
Speaker 1: friends trying to come on to anyone that I dated before,
Speaker 1: or that I felt like I had to watch him
Speaker 1: or her. I so all of this was happening in
Speaker 1: this marriage, one thing after another that was just like,
Speaker 1: it's crazy, Okay, is this how? This? Is this? How
Speaker 1: they are over or? Am I being naive? Am I
Speaker 1: supposed to turn the other cheek? I'm not that kind
Speaker 1: of person. Am I looking more into it? Is in
Speaker 1: a sense, you know, you kind of don't want to
Speaker 1: just be a runner, like, oh, you didn't want I'm
Speaker 1: out people. You gotta work, you gotta right. I was
Speaker 1: willing to do that, but now you're embarrassing me, and
Speaker 1: it's humiliating Because there were certain women there will remain
Speaker 1: names that didn't even want to come to my house,
Speaker 1: and I had to say, why not? What happened, what
Speaker 1: happened when I wasn't there, or what happened when I
Speaker 1: went to the bathroom? Please tell me, because if it's
Speaker 1: something that has hurt you or made you feel like
Speaker 1: you're not comfortable anymore, I don't woman before anything. I
Speaker 1: need to know that. I need to know that because
Speaker 1: you left me here with this person. So if you
Speaker 1: it might be somebody else, what it might be me,
Speaker 1: tell me what you see what I'm I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: hold it against you and so, but we're not Sometimes
Speaker 1: we as women, we don't really you know, be that
Speaker 1: type of friend to somebody because you know, you don't
Speaker 1: want to say I want to call from her marriage,
Speaker 1: or I don't want to get the middle or whatever.
Speaker 1: But I really say, but if I had some really
Speaker 1: older devons that really could have set me down and said, hey,
Speaker 1: little hot heir chick, you hot? Now you ain't gonna
Speaker 1: always be hot? Sit down and think of you're playing?
Speaker 1: What is it that you want out of this? What
Speaker 1: are you trying to accomplish? Do you want to do?
Speaker 1: If I would have had somebody like that, perhaps things
Speaker 1: would have been different. And I'm not saying that I
Speaker 1: probably perhaps would have taken more. I would have stayed married,
Speaker 1: but I would have dealt with it different. Right. That's
Speaker 1: a damn your friend. You said it, not I, because
Speaker 1: I've said it before. Anyone come to you, though, Has
Speaker 1: anyone come to you at that point or during that
Speaker 1: time and said, lesson, I need to have a conversation
Speaker 1: with you. This ain't right, or this was done to me?
Speaker 1: Or did everybody just kind of either back away or
Speaker 1: do it? Um? One person she came to me. She
Speaker 1: was so uncomfortable. Um. We had a weekend there, um,
Speaker 1: and she came down. I don't know where I was,
Speaker 1: but when I came back, she left, left her and
Speaker 1: her friends. And I was like, what happened where else?
Speaker 1: You know? Blah blah blah. And then I saw her
Speaker 1: the next day because, like I said, we had a
Speaker 1: weekend full of things. And I saw the next day
Speaker 1: and I just sat down next to it and I said,
Speaker 1: very serious, I said, what happened? Please tell me, Please
Speaker 1: tell me, and her hold of me to change. It
Speaker 1: was like you could tell she was struggling, like like
Speaker 1: I don't you know, want to be in the middle
Speaker 1: like I handled it, so it's okay kind of thing.
Speaker 1: And I was like, but you know how you start
Speaker 1: seeing rimnets of things and it may be just only
Speaker 1: two things, but that added to it, like um, and
Speaker 1: she did tell me, and it was just something that
Speaker 1: was inappropriate that she felt that it was too close
Speaker 1: for comfort, you know what I mean, Like, Okay, this
Speaker 1: could look a certain kind of way and maybe you
Speaker 1: you should know that, and so maybe you need to
Speaker 1: move back something, you know what I mean. And so
Speaker 1: because she didn't want me to think anything, which is big,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, she left, She removed herself
Speaker 1: on the situation. And I respect that, yeah, because that's
Speaker 1: a hard thing to do to us, because sometimes you
Speaker 1: tell your friends something and they don't believe you. The
Speaker 1: guy denies it, and then now you're cast it out
Speaker 1: even though you were just trying to look out for
Speaker 1: your girl, like sometimes you just don't know what to do. Yeah,
Speaker 1: And I understand that too, But I I appreciated her
Speaker 1: telling me because and its everything else that I had
Speaker 1: in my head as far as just putting it in
Speaker 1: the back of my mind like Okay, I'll check got that.
Speaker 1: Got that. So by the time it came to what
Speaker 1: you all realized that Lestay was leaving, it was like
Speaker 1: you did mean you did a B C, D E
Speaker 1: F G H I J K L all lists. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't even need to get to Z at all.
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. And so that's what made
Speaker 1: me go no, let me just bow out gracefully and
Speaker 1: keep moving. What kind of guy are you looking for now?
Speaker 1: What you say if you have to talk about what
Speaker 1: qualities you were in a man, well they kind of
Speaker 1: gonna only want ice for me. Um, I definitely need
Speaker 1: a god fearing man. I want you to keep our
Speaker 1: house and our spirit in order. I want him to
Speaker 1: be able to pull me back. I'm strong, as you
Speaker 1: can tell, strong personality, very opinionated. Um, but I've been
Speaker 1: wearing the pants for the last I don't know ten years,
Speaker 1: and I want to relinquish that control. I want him
Speaker 1: to wear the pants and I can put back on
Speaker 1: my skirt because right now I provide for my family.
Speaker 1: I want a partner. I want a business partner. I
Speaker 1: want someone fun that has swagged that when I look
Speaker 1: at him, the way he dressed, the way he smelled,
Speaker 1: the way he walks. Threkes me go. We ain't gotta go, baby,
Speaker 1: Let's take our clothes off. Um. And I need someone
Speaker 1: that don't take theirselves so serious. You know, I'm not
Speaker 1: the most maturius fifty something. You're all woman, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. I'm around here going behind doors like
Speaker 1: booming like you know, I'm that kind of chick, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I want to be able
Speaker 1: to travel. I want to be able to you know,
Speaker 1: no baby mama drama. I don't want to help these
Speaker 1: kids all over the place and with all of this,
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, I won't just grown love grown.
Speaker 1: I can see you with like a comedian. Yeah, that
Speaker 1: would be right now, I think because amazing. I think
Speaker 1: she has a you know, it's some candidates for sure.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, girls, if you look something, I'm I'm
Speaker 1: gonna dance at your wedding as old people say, I'm
Speaker 1: a dance at your wedding, right. Yeah. And I need
Speaker 1: somebody that you know from their history. Their history speaks
Speaker 1: to you because you know what they've been. You know,
Speaker 1: if they've accompassed what they've done. Therefore you to be
Speaker 1: able to say, yeah, now sounds other team. You're gonna
Speaker 1: know how to handle our business and where we're going,
Speaker 1: you know, because I'm not done And no sounds of
Speaker 1: a tent if he's a businessman. Businessmen like to build things.
Speaker 1: They like to see things come to fruition. And when
Speaker 1: they have someone that they're dating, they love and they
Speaker 1: care for and that's doing something they want to get
Speaker 1: into and make her succeed just as much I need
Speaker 1: that ye need. And let's not forget the House Divided. Okay,
Speaker 1: we gotta people watch you on Season two of A
Speaker 1: House Divided so they can check that out. Now comes
Speaker 1: on Thursday, and you can watch all the episodes at
Speaker 1: one time. Now second season, I have been added to
Speaker 1: the cast. My character name is Alexis and she is
Speaker 1: a force to be repon with. I like the show.
Speaker 1: I like the storylines. Like you know, when you get
Speaker 1: a gig, you go in because as an actress, you're like, Okay,
Speaker 1: this is one other thing I put on my resume,
Speaker 1: But it's another thing when you really like it, and
Speaker 1: it's an easy fix when you go into work and
Speaker 1: you don't feel like you're working, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like the cast, you know what I mean? Like that's
Speaker 1: what I've vowed to do from now on, like really
Speaker 1: not touch anything that I don't want to touch if
Speaker 1: it doesn't move me in some type of weight. And
Speaker 1: besides the money, you know, because like I said long
Speaker 1: time ago, all money and good money. I know that's right,
Speaker 1: all right, And listen, when we all open everything back
Speaker 1: up again, you gotta do another trip like you used
Speaker 1: to do. Man, right, Yeah we did. We had a
Speaker 1: ball and I think that once we get over the
Speaker 1: COVID and know how we can all come together and
Speaker 1: reunite and figure that out, then I'm sure that we
Speaker 1: shouldn't could I think everybody's gonna beaching for everyone, like,
Speaker 1: can you do this right? Let's celebrate this because now
Speaker 1: we're gonna really help to count our blessings because we're
Speaker 1: making a little bit of stride, but what we're trying
Speaker 1: to achieve is gonna be major, and everybody's gonna be
Speaker 1: be able to celebrate after that, God willing, I got
Speaker 1: one more question for you. I want to know why,
Speaker 1: because I was excited to even hear this rummer. Um,
Speaker 1: you turned down the housewives. I could really see you,
Speaker 1: you know, I would want to see more into your
Speaker 1: life and stuff like that because of your opinion because
Speaker 1: you're self opinionated and you have something to say. What
Speaker 1: made you just say like, no, I'm not good for
Speaker 1: that because I'm still working on me and my temper
Speaker 1: with the Lord and um, I it's very hard not
Speaker 1: to be set up, and I don't set anybody up.
Speaker 1: And so if you feel that you need to do
Speaker 1: that and two for ratings or to make you feel
Speaker 1: good or any of that, I'm just not that chick
Speaker 1: at all. I'm not. Again, we don't need the cameras
Speaker 1: to talk about whatever you need to talk about. But
Speaker 1: you try and affront me, and you know it wouldn't
Speaker 1: be nor most show if you're over Yeah, I would
Speaker 1: need to be on it. And I just don't believe
Speaker 1: in that. I just don't believe in that. I really
Speaker 1: don't like I'm an advisor to a lot of people.
Speaker 1: I'm a mentor to a lot of people. People respect
Speaker 1: my opinion because I have a lot of experience. I've
Speaker 1: been through a lot and I'm not a young chick anymore.
Speaker 1: So I learned from the pain that I've gone through,
Speaker 1: the that my mama told me I am. I hear
Speaker 1: myself saying the same dog on thing to my daughter
Speaker 1: and my granddaughter. So I'm like, and I'm still in
Speaker 1: that middle part of being cool. Still, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean? Now you yeah? You still. I just feel
Speaker 1: like you're coming to me like that ra rack. It
Speaker 1: means that's a problem, and I'm gonna want to help
Speaker 1: you with that. I know that's right. I feel like
Speaker 1: they might be a little nervous to come that. You
Speaker 1: saw that. All right, well, at least Ray, thank you
Speaker 1: so much. We really appreciate you. I appreciate you, Loureale
Speaker 1: and Stiffany Angelo. Alright, stay safe you too, alright, take
Speaker 1: care of good love with that man. Thank you girl.
Speaker 1: The list Angela, I got you, I got you. I
Speaker 1: just gotta I gotta just a background checks first, make
Speaker 1: sure you got a gun. I need one because I
Speaker 1: can't get one. I don't think you need one. By