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Speaker 1: So how is your state of mind right now? I'm

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Speaker 1: And so you know again, I've en rocked to a

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Speaker 1: You know, how does that affect your relationships? Like moving forward?

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Speaker 1: for the country. And then to be stripped of all

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00:20:43,359 --> 00:20:49,360
Speaker 1: of that, it was like, what what did you do? Right? So, yeah,

429
00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:51,520
Speaker 1: we had an amazing trip to Turks and Kicks. Remember

430
00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:55,200
Speaker 1: we said that, We said that I'm in so nice.

431
00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:58,600
Speaker 1: We had a great time. Yeah, shout out to Rogers.

432
00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:01,639
Speaker 1: He um, he took a sign that trip to great

433
00:21:01,680 --> 00:21:04,960
Speaker 1: care of us and I love it to call at home.

434
00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,720
Speaker 1: You know. It's still a place that I've lived for

435
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,840
Speaker 1: years and you still love it, you know. And I

436
00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:12,480
Speaker 1: still send people there. You know. I need talks some

437
00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:15,800
Speaker 1: Cacos Islanders. You know, some people love you, some people don't.

438
00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:18,639
Speaker 1: You can't, you know, you can't be all back to everybody.

439
00:21:18,720 --> 00:21:22,320
Speaker 1: I understand that. But I did my best, you know,

440
00:21:22,440 --> 00:21:24,520
Speaker 1: and I did some great things for Turks and Caicos

441
00:21:24,560 --> 00:21:26,919
Speaker 1: Islands and I'm proud of. I'm sure that a lot

442
00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:28,880
Speaker 1: of them are proud of as well. Did I discover

443
00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:32,000
Speaker 1: Turks and Cacos Islands? Absolutely not? You know. Did I

444
00:21:32,119 --> 00:21:36,400
Speaker 1: help an aid and you know, bring it to us? Yes,

445
00:21:36,680 --> 00:21:42,320
Speaker 1: definitely did it. Yeah. When don't get married again, girl,

446
00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:44,520
Speaker 1: I can't wait. Absolutely. I want to belong to somebody.

447
00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:47,080
Speaker 1: I want to be able to roll over and not

448
00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:51,280
Speaker 1: have Barney and Cookie Man and Elmo. You know what

449
00:21:51,359 --> 00:21:53,560
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I want to be held, so you could

450
00:21:53,560 --> 00:21:55,600
Speaker 1: say it's it's something, right, babe, I got you because

451
00:21:55,600 --> 00:21:57,959
Speaker 1: I'm work better in a partnership, you know, to be

452
00:21:58,040 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 1: able to bounce some ideas off of I'm a best

453
00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:03,520
Speaker 1: this woman. I definitely want a business minded man that

454
00:22:03,760 --> 00:22:06,320
Speaker 1: we'll be able to give me food for thought, to

455
00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:07,840
Speaker 1: be able to stay bag you know, I know, I

456
00:22:07,880 --> 00:22:09,679
Speaker 1: know a better way. Or let me look at my

457
00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:13,480
Speaker 1: roller dicks and what for you? But you could you

458
00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,880
Speaker 1: date a guy like in his thirties, like thirty five

459
00:22:16,160 --> 00:22:18,679
Speaker 1: with that marriage to you? You know? He said that

460
00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:21,560
Speaker 1: what if he was popping and he had his role

461
00:22:21,600 --> 00:22:25,800
Speaker 1: and he was working, And no, my daughter wouldn't have that.

462
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:30,320
Speaker 1: What about somebody with a nine to five? We just

463
00:22:30,359 --> 00:22:33,439
Speaker 1: got something, Well, we had somebody in the culture that

464
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:39,800
Speaker 1: got into a little bit of issues. Yeah, she said, Um,

465
00:22:39,840 --> 00:22:41,760
Speaker 1: what she said she wouldn't date somebody with a nine

466
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:44,280
Speaker 1: to five stuff. How do you feel about dating somebody

467
00:22:44,320 --> 00:22:47,359
Speaker 1: that's not in the entertainment industry that may have like

468
00:22:47,560 --> 00:22:52,040
Speaker 1: a regular job. Um, it depends on how regular you

469
00:22:52,160 --> 00:22:57,399
Speaker 1: speaking of. Understand what she meant by saying or nine

470
00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:59,800
Speaker 1: to five because her life is not nine to five.

471
00:23:00,240 --> 00:23:02,200
Speaker 1: So just say, if she wants to go on vacation

472
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,440
Speaker 1: and she's over there and in Africa for a week

473
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:06,520
Speaker 1: and she decided I want to stay another week, she

474
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:09,119
Speaker 1: can because she's her own balls. You don't have to

475
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:11,960
Speaker 1: go back in to clock in, is what I'm assuming

476
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:14,239
Speaker 1: that she meant. You know, we have to allow her

477
00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:16,119
Speaker 1: to be able to say that. And I feel the

478
00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,400
Speaker 1: same way too. I don't want to have to wait

479
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,840
Speaker 1: for your sick days because I don't know what sick days.

480
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:25,720
Speaker 1: I'm run a corporation, you know what I mean. I'm

481
00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:28,160
Speaker 1: not a part of someone else's corporation that you're dictating

482
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:31,400
Speaker 1: to me when I have to come to work already. Um,

483
00:23:31,440 --> 00:23:33,520
Speaker 1: you know, have a higher being. We all, we all do.

484
00:23:33,640 --> 00:23:35,520
Speaker 1: We have someone that we work for, you know what

485
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:38,719
Speaker 1: I mean. When I'm doing my acting, I'm I'm the

486
00:23:38,760 --> 00:23:40,720
Speaker 1: production company is telling me what time to be there,

487
00:23:41,840 --> 00:23:43,800
Speaker 1: but they don't want me to cry. They want me

488
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:45,359
Speaker 1: to hurry up, but they want me to wait. It's like,

489
00:23:45,400 --> 00:23:46,960
Speaker 1: what do you want? You know what I mean? We all,

490
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:52,600
Speaker 1: you know, you have responsibilities. We all have responsibilities. Yeah,

491
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:55,360
Speaker 1: but you might be more flexible other times like where

492
00:23:55,359 --> 00:23:57,959
Speaker 1: you can take off where like for three months time,

493
00:23:57,960 --> 00:24:01,000
Speaker 1: I'm gonna just do me Well, I'm more like Beyonce.

494
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:03,760
Speaker 1: I want to hustle to match, you know what I mean?

495
00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:06,480
Speaker 1: And I you don't have to call off because of

496
00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:10,760
Speaker 1: the box. Yeah, but I gotta call out if I

497
00:24:10,800 --> 00:24:13,840
Speaker 1: want to go, I gotta call out sometimes me too,

498
00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:18,320
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? RANDI though, you know, and

499
00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:20,840
Speaker 1: if I'm not mistaking, you also have a mattress line.

500
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:23,879
Speaker 1: I do have a furniture and mattress line called l

501
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,720
Speaker 1: Our Home Styles, which I'm excited about that because I

502
00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:29,080
Speaker 1: get a chance to put my creativity into that and

503
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,480
Speaker 1: give everyone a great night's sleep. And it's the first

504
00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:35,720
Speaker 1: black mattress. So the company is called Sleep Black really

505
00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,560
Speaker 1: is important nowadays because it's like sleep black with him,

506
00:24:38,600 --> 00:24:41,560
Speaker 1: Sleep Black with on on the mattress, Sleep Black with

507
00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,600
Speaker 1: you know co asces really big right now. Um. And

508
00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:48,119
Speaker 1: then the mattress is state of the art mattress, you know,

509
00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:51,719
Speaker 1: memory foam jail on the one side to keep you

510
00:24:51,760 --> 00:24:54,080
Speaker 1: cool in the sun. On the other side, it keeps

511
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:57,400
Speaker 1: you warm, you know. Um. And I I got into

512
00:24:57,440 --> 00:25:00,200
Speaker 1: it because I wanted to create my own couch is

513
00:25:00,560 --> 00:25:03,399
Speaker 1: and cheers. I love that and you can't really find

514
00:25:03,640 --> 00:25:06,119
Speaker 1: you know, you know I love furniture if I love

515
00:25:06,160 --> 00:25:09,680
Speaker 1: furniture shopping more than anything all the time, and said, knowing,

516
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:11,399
Speaker 1: I'm like, where are you gonna put that I know,

517
00:25:11,480 --> 00:25:13,399
Speaker 1: I don't even want to buy stuff, but I'm always

518
00:25:13,400 --> 00:25:15,760
Speaker 1: looking at furniture and I'd be like like, and I'm

519
00:25:15,760 --> 00:25:18,480
Speaker 1: always looking at magazine seeing how they're putting stuff together,

520
00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:20,440
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, And how I can flip

521
00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:23,119
Speaker 1: my room because I get bored quick. I have my

522
00:25:23,320 --> 00:25:26,040
Speaker 1: gene line, my p z I jeens that's coming out,

523
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:29,080
Speaker 1: was going to be out now, but the pandemic stopped that,

524
00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:31,040
Speaker 1: you know, But I know that we're still gonna get

525
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:33,119
Speaker 1: our butts and some genes, and so I'm going to,

526
00:25:33,280 --> 00:25:35,520
Speaker 1: you know, when we get back up and running, I'm

527
00:25:35,560 --> 00:25:37,240
Speaker 1: going to come out with that. So that's what I

528
00:25:37,280 --> 00:25:41,400
Speaker 1: mean by grassroot level businesses. I'm an investor. I'm trying

529
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:43,919
Speaker 1: to do, you know, a better portfolio than what I

530
00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:46,520
Speaker 1: did a couple of years ago. I invested in a

531
00:25:46,600 --> 00:25:51,920
Speaker 1: natural pain relief bomb called Zen that has um natural

532
00:25:52,240 --> 00:25:55,480
Speaker 1: herbs in it for you, and it has hemp oil,

533
00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,960
Speaker 1: and we don't I have some of that here? You did? Yeah,

534
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 1: I think that I'm pretty sure now I want to

535
00:26:02,520 --> 00:26:05,959
Speaker 1: go back to these mattresses for a second, okay, because

536
00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,560
Speaker 1: I think we stressed the importance of a good mattress.

537
00:26:08,640 --> 00:26:11,760
Speaker 1: Because I remember I was dating this guy one time, right,

538
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,880
Speaker 1: and he just got a new place and you fill

539
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:19,280
Speaker 1: the springs. Yeah, and you, oh my god, you could

540
00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,679
Speaker 1: feel the springs and the mattress. I was like, I

541
00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:23,080
Speaker 1: can't sleep here, and I don't care if you buy

542
00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:25,919
Speaker 1: a mattress. Had to cover that up. But one of

543
00:26:25,960 --> 00:26:28,800
Speaker 1: the things about being a real grown up is having

544
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:31,720
Speaker 1: a real mattress. And I know, like a good mattress

545
00:26:31,760 --> 00:26:34,520
Speaker 1: can be expensive and all of that, but you sleep

546
00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:36,760
Speaker 1: in it every single night. But wait, what does the

547
00:26:36,840 --> 00:26:39,800
Speaker 1: spring mean? Is that it's older, that it's cheap, it's cheap,

548
00:26:39,840 --> 00:26:46,119
Speaker 1: could be both both. Um, people don't realize and expressly's

549
00:26:46,119 --> 00:26:48,639
Speaker 1: an age thing. Young people are not, you know, considering

550
00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:51,280
Speaker 1: what a mattress will do to your back or your

551
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:53,960
Speaker 1: shoulders or your alignment thing. Thinking about that, then you

552
00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:57,600
Speaker 1: don't even go the good. Sometimes it's not about the

553
00:26:57,600 --> 00:27:00,439
Speaker 1: soft That's how I picked my mattress. Andel with me

554
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:03,359
Speaker 1: and let me pick it like that. Now, I told you,

555
00:27:03,400 --> 00:27:07,840
Speaker 1: I told you not to you what your body will

556
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:10,280
Speaker 1: conform because we got hips as women. When you play

557
00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 1: on your side, that's the worst position because you're not

558
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:15,639
Speaker 1: an alignment. That's why they asked you to put that

559
00:27:15,680 --> 00:27:18,400
Speaker 1: pillow in between your knees so you can level out

560
00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 1: when you're on your side. Remember that, I thought it

561
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 1: was just come up behind you or a stern type

562
00:27:25,800 --> 00:27:29,440
Speaker 1: of a firm mattress that has the memory phone. The

563
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:32,399
Speaker 1: memory phone is going to conform to your body, anybody,

564
00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. And because I got a

565
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:36,080
Speaker 1: grand baby, you know, I don't know how much jumping

566
00:27:36,119 --> 00:27:38,280
Speaker 1: around you doing your matches. Obviously I ain't doing nothing,

567
00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:41,240
Speaker 1: but you know you might need a lot of you know,

568
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:46,399
Speaker 1: spring action. Yeah, because you can't be getting it in

569
00:27:46,520 --> 00:27:49,440
Speaker 1: with somebody in their mattress. It's not right. I'm sorry.

570
00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:53,560
Speaker 1: That's a turn off. Yeah, I imagine. And no, Angela

571
00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 1: used to have somebody with a water bat as well

572
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:03,960
Speaker 1: when I was in college, just to age. He's the

573
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:07,120
Speaker 1: only person. He's the only person in my life because

574
00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:09,520
Speaker 1: nobody even had what it best then he was the

575
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,360
Speaker 1: only parent why he had that. And maybe when day

576
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,720
Speaker 1: will come back in style, I can't say, I don't

577
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:20,480
Speaker 1: think so. It probably feels good. You're like loading, I've

578
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:23,440
Speaker 1: never got one. I've never not that one. Do y'all

579
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,840
Speaker 1: want to help like that? I don't want to float.

580
00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:29,040
Speaker 1: I want to float on the beach back right, I'm

581
00:28:29,119 --> 00:28:34,119
Speaker 1: like that pool. That's more like. I got a mattress

582
00:28:34,240 --> 00:28:37,000
Speaker 1: for the promo, like for free from one of these

583
00:28:37,000 --> 00:28:40,760
Speaker 1: furniture stores in New York. And my mattress is so horrible,

584
00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:46,680
Speaker 1: Like I thought she was gonna say, good, I got

585
00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:51,360
Speaker 1: black matches. I need to sleep black out of control,

586
00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 1: like I have to jump on it to break it in.

587
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:57,360
Speaker 1: I had to walk all over it. My goodness, white

588
00:28:57,400 --> 00:28:59,760
Speaker 1: people over like and buy my brothers and my sisters

589
00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: over like, Hey, come over and lay on the back

590
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 1: in this mattress to break in the mattress. It's horrible.

591
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 1: It's the worst mattress I've ever So I wonder this

592
00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:11,479
Speaker 1: is a terrible transition because we're talking about matresses. But

593
00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:14,800
Speaker 1: do you and the brat your sister obviously, do y'all

594
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 1: give each other relationship advice or did she come to

595
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,520
Speaker 1: you and ask you for things? Because we all know

596
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:23,240
Speaker 1: that recently she came out and she has a relationship

597
00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:29,440
Speaker 1: with Judy we big booty Judy, and so that she Yeah, Jessica, sorry,

598
00:29:29,560 --> 00:29:31,840
Speaker 1: did she ever call you, like, you know, can you

599
00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 1: help me out with a little bit of advice? Because

600
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:36,560
Speaker 1: she seems shy when it comes. Yeah, I was gonna say,

601
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:39,400
Speaker 1: you know, she's private. She's a private person. I have

602
00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 1: to normally pride things out or if I'm laying eyes

603
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:46,280
Speaker 1: on her, I'll see it and then I don't take

604
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:48,479
Speaker 1: no f one answer. It's like something's going on, right.

605
00:29:49,360 --> 00:29:52,800
Speaker 1: But she she handles everything. She's always been that way,

606
00:29:52,920 --> 00:29:56,320
Speaker 1: you know, And sometimes that's good, you know, Sometimes you know,

607
00:29:56,520 --> 00:29:58,800
Speaker 1: you still need to have somebody to kind of just

608
00:29:59,560 --> 00:30:02,120
Speaker 1: all that on, you know. But right now she's happy,

609
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,440
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, I'm happy for you know

610
00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:06,360
Speaker 1: what I mean. I'm looking for some of that happiness

611
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:11,760
Speaker 1: myself on which side of defense on the black side,

612
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 1: sad with the man side, Okay, just some of that.

613
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:23,200
Speaker 1: So I wasn't sure. I'm like, I love you know.

614
00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:25,680
Speaker 1: You know what's so funny. Back in the day when

615
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:28,080
Speaker 1: I used to do like the black Man magazine photo

616
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:31,240
Speaker 1: shoots and stuff like that, I have a rainbow right

617
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,840
Speaker 1: by my bikini line that goes down and it's a

618
00:30:33,840 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 1: pot of goal at the bottom, like for real, Okay

619
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:40,760
Speaker 1: the colors of the rainbow. People were like, oh, I

620
00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:42,840
Speaker 1: ain't known listen people, and it was like, well, hold on,

621
00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:46,360
Speaker 1: don't let me over my head. I'm let me know,

622
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,560
Speaker 1: but I am. I love the children, see, I love Billy.

623
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 1: I love those because when I tell you, have always

624
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 1: gone to the shows, the drag shows where I'm walking

625
00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:00,200
Speaker 1: for fish and walking from face and walk and for

626
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:03,840
Speaker 1: labels and just walking and bogging that I'm here for

627
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: all of that. I just when I tell you, I

628
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,840
Speaker 1: love it because it's something about them that they have

629
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:14,000
Speaker 1: had to live in their box for so long till now.

630
00:31:14,440 --> 00:31:18,200
Speaker 1: They had always had their own underground world, you know

631
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:20,200
Speaker 1: what I mean, And so when you go into their world,

632
00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 1: it's like a big party of celebrating who they are.

633
00:31:24,120 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 1: And it's something about that that's liberating because it's like, right,

634
00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:29,840
Speaker 1: you deserve to be able to show case who you

635
00:31:29,880 --> 00:31:32,760
Speaker 1: are and who you love and how you love. And

636
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:35,720
Speaker 1: I always been down for that. So you know they're

637
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:43,480
Speaker 1: now up coming because poles and the category is that's

638
00:31:43,520 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 1: my era. I remember all of that. So I'm sitting

639
00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:49,400
Speaker 1: there with my popcorn, like, yes, for labels, Yes, you

640
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:52,200
Speaker 1: know what I mean. I am by this tattoo with

641
00:31:52,280 --> 00:32:02,080
Speaker 1: the chase the rainbow chattoo, you guys, the car to

642
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:07,200
Speaker 1: be I'm not mad at that. So what let me

643
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:10,480
Speaker 1: ask you this, the size matter to you? Um? What

644
00:32:10,600 --> 00:32:13,120
Speaker 1: if his car or his bank account? You know what,

645
00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:16,080
Speaker 1: I'll tell you that his his dick is just the

646
00:32:16,160 --> 00:32:20,880
Speaker 1: size matter like doesn't matter to you? Are you like? Um, well, now,

647
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,560
Speaker 1: um what depends on I can't be too small, but

648
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,160
Speaker 1: I don't want it to be either, you know. I mean,

649
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:28,120
Speaker 1: I'm gonna talking to my stomach while I'm holding you back,

650
00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,200
Speaker 1: and it's like I want to take it all comfortably,

651
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:32,200
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. We do many things with it,

652
00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It's supposed to be the

653
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,240
Speaker 1: you know, not the size is supposed to be the

654
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:37,920
Speaker 1: motion of the ocean kind of thing, you know what

655
00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:41,480
Speaker 1: I mean. Yeah, yeah, supposedly right, But if you're coming

656
00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:43,760
Speaker 1: with you know what I mean, and I feel like you,

657
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:48,760
Speaker 1: you know, finger banging, I'm like finger banging, use three

658
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:54,400
Speaker 1: you know, pull that out like like I got some

659
00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:57,120
Speaker 1: toys in you? No mean, what what has that ever

660
00:32:57,200 --> 00:32:59,280
Speaker 1: happened to you? Somebody was too small and you had

661
00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:04,360
Speaker 1: to be like no, okay, good, But would that be

662
00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 1: a deilbreaker? Like say, he's perfect, everything is great, and

663
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:11,400
Speaker 1: then he had like as medium sized penis that but

664
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:17,640
Speaker 1: he can eat pussy really good. Well, wow, okay, let

665
00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 1: me say this. I had been and this is real person,

666
00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:25,480
Speaker 1: I have experienced the finger in such a way that

667
00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,480
Speaker 1: it was like was that just your finger? You know

668
00:33:28,520 --> 00:33:31,800
Speaker 1: what I mean? Whoa? You know what I mean? Um?

669
00:33:31,920 --> 00:33:33,960
Speaker 1: Which can if you can get off that way and

670
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:37,760
Speaker 1: you do and you're satisfied, great. I'm a body person

671
00:33:38,160 --> 00:33:41,840
Speaker 1: like I love you know, the body. I love the

672
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:45,040
Speaker 1: arms and just you over me and us looking at

673
00:33:45,080 --> 00:33:49,200
Speaker 1: each other like I'm into that, you know what I mean? Um?

674
00:33:49,240 --> 00:33:51,640
Speaker 1: And I think the older that I get, the more

675
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:57,240
Speaker 1: I'm into sensuality and the romance. You know, I really

676
00:33:57,320 --> 00:34:00,320
Speaker 1: need to be with my friend. That foundation has to

677
00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:02,880
Speaker 1: be strong, Like I want to laugh. It's other things

678
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:05,080
Speaker 1: that I want to do, just and only besides having

679
00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:07,680
Speaker 1: great sex, you know what I mean. I need to

680
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:09,960
Speaker 1: be able to to to play with you in a

681
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,920
Speaker 1: way in which if you out of the country, we

682
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:14,600
Speaker 1: still get that here where we're not really touching each

683
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:17,120
Speaker 1: other at all, but I'm still touching your spirit in

684
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:20,399
Speaker 1: your heart, you know what I mean. I'm that I'm

685
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:22,799
Speaker 1: not like even when I think now, it's like I'm

686
00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:24,719
Speaker 1: not no longer looking for the same things that I

687
00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:27,200
Speaker 1: used to look for even fifteen twenty years ago, Like

688
00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:29,960
Speaker 1: I agree about six at anymore. I don't have a

689
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:35,200
Speaker 1: six pack. I just got two pac over here. It's

690
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:37,800
Speaker 1: not with me. I just want you to return to favor.

691
00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:40,360
Speaker 1: I want you to pull off your clothes and pleasantly

692
00:34:40,440 --> 00:34:43,319
Speaker 1: surprise me as well. So let's keep each other up

693
00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:45,080
Speaker 1: to a standard. You know what I mean. But do

694
00:34:45,120 --> 00:34:48,359
Speaker 1: I want you to be Santa Claus and do nothing?

695
00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:50,200
Speaker 1: The sonic clu Remember that? Remember that little ball that

696
00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:55,600
Speaker 1: you used to be? Like you know, oh my god

697
00:34:55,719 --> 00:35:02,000
Speaker 1: that I'm like vision, Yeah, I don't want that. You know.

698
00:35:02,080 --> 00:35:04,279
Speaker 1: That's interesting because I do feel like when I was younger,

699
00:35:04,400 --> 00:35:07,000
Speaker 1: for play like wasn't as important to me. I could

700
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:10,720
Speaker 1: be okay with just like just getting right to it.

701
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:13,160
Speaker 1: But then I feel like they're like, yeah, I feel

702
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,120
Speaker 1: like as I got older, like it has to be

703
00:35:15,719 --> 00:35:18,200
Speaker 1: more of a connection. I guess that was the whole

704
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 1: phase at a younger age, and me too, because now,

705
00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:25,319
Speaker 1: like a good kiss means a lot to me now,

706
00:35:25,360 --> 00:35:26,919
Speaker 1: Like if you can really kiss me and I want

707
00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:31,160
Speaker 1: to kiss you, and I don't mind exchanging bodily fluids back,

708
00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,080
Speaker 1: and it's like and I'm in that I can look

709
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,959
Speaker 1: back and people take my breath away because it's like, who,

710
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,920
Speaker 1: I really want to do this with you? Like, wow,

711
00:35:39,080 --> 00:35:41,680
Speaker 1: you know what I mean? I'm looking for that because

712
00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:43,359
Speaker 1: I mean, if you can't make me feel good about

713
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:45,360
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, sense, and then we shouldn't

714
00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,600
Speaker 1: be doing it at all. Then if this your only

715
00:35:47,640 --> 00:35:49,640
Speaker 1: expertise is just one thing, you know what I mean?

716
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 1: I want to feel that I ain't mad at his experience.

717
00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:57,640
Speaker 1: Let me just say that, Okay, and everybody he's been

718
00:35:57,680 --> 00:36:00,839
Speaker 1: with the napew got me and all that you did

719
00:36:01,040 --> 00:36:03,560
Speaker 1: bring it, come on, show me what you got, show

720
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:05,879
Speaker 1: me what you're working with, and he's not to other

721
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:07,960
Speaker 1: women in the industry before. Would you want to know

722
00:36:08,239 --> 00:36:10,120
Speaker 1: or would you want him to keep his past there?

723
00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:13,799
Speaker 1: I think because I need a friendship. I think that

724
00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:15,640
Speaker 1: that would just come up in conversation because he would

725
00:36:15,719 --> 00:36:18,440
Speaker 1: let me know about the territory. Right, Not that I

726
00:36:18,520 --> 00:36:21,040
Speaker 1: mean I have a problem or anything, you know what

727
00:36:21,040 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: I mean, But it's just the who's in the room

728
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:26,560
Speaker 1: with you, because you may run into For me, I

729
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:31,040
Speaker 1: don't like to tell on myself. I I love you crazy,

730
00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:33,320
Speaker 1: I feel like I don't like to tell on myself,

731
00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:35,839
Speaker 1: But like you said, when you're friends with somebody, your

732
00:36:35,880 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 1: past relationships just come up in conversation and just it

733
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 1: just happens like that you had the situations in the past,

734
00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:48,040
Speaker 1: Did you have to cut a lot of women or

735
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:50,600
Speaker 1: a lot of friends off because you may have introduced

736
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:55,319
Speaker 1: them in the wrong situation and maybe they overstepped their boundaries.

737
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:58,919
Speaker 1: I did not experience anything like that until I got

738
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:03,000
Speaker 1: married to Michael ms. I didn't experience any of my

739
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:05,840
Speaker 1: friends trying to come on to anyone that I dated before,

740
00:37:06,960 --> 00:37:09,319
Speaker 1: or that I felt like I had to watch him

741
00:37:09,600 --> 00:37:13,920
Speaker 1: or her. I so all of this was happening in

742
00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,879
Speaker 1: this marriage, one thing after another that was just like,

743
00:37:17,120 --> 00:37:19,560
Speaker 1: it's crazy, Okay, is this how? This? Is this? How

744
00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 1: they are over or? Am I being naive? Am I

745
00:37:23,960 --> 00:37:25,680
Speaker 1: supposed to turn the other cheek? I'm not that kind

746
00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 1: of person. Am I looking more into it? Is in

747
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:32,319
Speaker 1: a sense, you know, you kind of don't want to

748
00:37:32,360 --> 00:37:34,440
Speaker 1: just be a runner, like, oh, you didn't want I'm

749
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:37,560
Speaker 1: out people. You gotta work, you gotta right. I was

750
00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:40,360
Speaker 1: willing to do that, but now you're embarrassing me, and

751
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:44,520
Speaker 1: it's humiliating Because there were certain women there will remain

752
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:47,080
Speaker 1: names that didn't even want to come to my house,

753
00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:51,440
Speaker 1: and I had to say, why not? What happened, what

754
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:53,520
Speaker 1: happened when I wasn't there, or what happened when I

755
00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:57,319
Speaker 1: went to the bathroom? Please tell me, because if it's

756
00:37:57,360 --> 00:37:59,680
Speaker 1: something that has hurt you or made you feel like

757
00:37:59,719 --> 00:38:04,279
Speaker 1: you're not comfortable anymore, I don't woman before anything. I

758
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,600
Speaker 1: need to know that. I need to know that because

759
00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:09,560
Speaker 1: you left me here with this person. So if you

760
00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:11,200
Speaker 1: it might be somebody else, what it might be me,

761
00:38:11,440 --> 00:38:14,040
Speaker 1: tell me what you see what I'm I'm not gonna

762
00:38:14,040 --> 00:38:18,120
Speaker 1: hold it against you and so, but we're not Sometimes

763
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:21,040
Speaker 1: we as women, we don't really you know, be that

764
00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:23,160
Speaker 1: type of friend to somebody because you know, you don't

765
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,080
Speaker 1: want to say I want to call from her marriage,

766
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:26,640
Speaker 1: or I don't want to get the middle or whatever.

767
00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:28,680
Speaker 1: But I really say, but if I had some really

768
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 1: older devons that really could have set me down and said, hey,

769
00:38:31,640 --> 00:38:34,080
Speaker 1: little hot heir chick, you hot? Now you ain't gonna

770
00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:36,080
Speaker 1: always be hot? Sit down and think of you're playing?

771
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:37,799
Speaker 1: What is it that you want out of this? What

772
00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:39,640
Speaker 1: are you trying to accomplish? Do you want to do?

773
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:42,759
Speaker 1: If I would have had somebody like that, perhaps things

774
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 1: would have been different. And I'm not saying that I

775
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:47,840
Speaker 1: probably perhaps would have taken more. I would have stayed married,

776
00:38:47,920 --> 00:38:50,439
Speaker 1: but I would have dealt with it different. Right. That's

777
00:38:50,440 --> 00:38:57,839
Speaker 1: a damn your friend. You said it, not I, because

778
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:01,680
Speaker 1: I've said it before. Anyone come to you, though, Has

779
00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:04,839
Speaker 1: anyone come to you at that point or during that

780
00:39:04,880 --> 00:39:07,239
Speaker 1: time and said, lesson, I need to have a conversation

781
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:10,080
Speaker 1: with you. This ain't right, or this was done to me?

782
00:39:10,360 --> 00:39:13,480
Speaker 1: Or did everybody just kind of either back away or

783
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:17,560
Speaker 1: do it? Um? One person she came to me. She

784
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:23,080
Speaker 1: was so uncomfortable. Um. We had a weekend there, um,

785
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,759
Speaker 1: and she came down. I don't know where I was,

786
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:29,840
Speaker 1: but when I came back, she left, left her and

787
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:31,680
Speaker 1: her friends. And I was like, what happened where else?

788
00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:33,239
Speaker 1: You know? Blah blah blah. And then I saw her

789
00:39:33,239 --> 00:39:34,480
Speaker 1: the next day because, like I said, we had a

790
00:39:34,520 --> 00:39:36,799
Speaker 1: weekend full of things. And I saw the next day

791
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,720
Speaker 1: and I just sat down next to it and I said,

792
00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:43,760
Speaker 1: very serious, I said, what happened? Please tell me, Please

793
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:46,640
Speaker 1: tell me, and her hold of me to change. It

794
00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:49,040
Speaker 1: was like you could tell she was struggling, like like

795
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:50,960
Speaker 1: I don't you know, want to be in the middle

796
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:53,279
Speaker 1: like I handled it, so it's okay kind of thing.

797
00:39:53,280 --> 00:39:55,839
Speaker 1: And I was like, but you know how you start

798
00:39:55,880 --> 00:39:58,799
Speaker 1: seeing rimnets of things and it may be just only

799
00:39:58,800 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 1: two things, but that added to it, like um, and

800
00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:06,520
Speaker 1: she did tell me, and it was just something that

801
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:09,439
Speaker 1: was inappropriate that she felt that it was too close

802
00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:11,520
Speaker 1: for comfort, you know what I mean, Like, Okay, this

803
00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:14,680
Speaker 1: could look a certain kind of way and maybe you

804
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:16,520
Speaker 1: you should know that, and so maybe you need to

805
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:18,560
Speaker 1: move back something, you know what I mean. And so

806
00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:22,280
Speaker 1: because she didn't want me to think anything, which is big,

807
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,840
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, she left, She removed herself

808
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:29,160
Speaker 1: on the situation. And I respect that, yeah, because that's

809
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:31,360
Speaker 1: a hard thing to do to us, because sometimes you

810
00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:33,480
Speaker 1: tell your friends something and they don't believe you. The

811
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 1: guy denies it, and then now you're cast it out

812
00:40:37,120 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 1: even though you were just trying to look out for

813
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:42,200
Speaker 1: your girl, like sometimes you just don't know what to do. Yeah,

814
00:40:42,640 --> 00:40:45,359
Speaker 1: And I understand that too, But I I appreciated her

815
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:48,200
Speaker 1: telling me because and its everything else that I had

816
00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:50,840
Speaker 1: in my head as far as just putting it in

817
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:54,000
Speaker 1: the back of my mind like Okay, I'll check got that.

818
00:40:54,160 --> 00:40:56,279
Speaker 1: Got that. So by the time it came to what

819
00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:59,399
Speaker 1: you all realized that Lestay was leaving, it was like

820
00:40:59,680 --> 00:41:01,880
Speaker 1: you did mean you did a B C, D E

821
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:07,080
Speaker 1: F G H I J K L all lists. I'm like,

822
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:09,480
Speaker 1: I don't even need to get to Z at all.

823
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:11,560
Speaker 1: You know what I mean. And so that's what made

824
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:15,319
Speaker 1: me go no, let me just bow out gracefully and

825
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:17,640
Speaker 1: keep moving. What kind of guy are you looking for now?

826
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:19,560
Speaker 1: What you say if you have to talk about what

827
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:22,120
Speaker 1: qualities you were in a man, well they kind of

828
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:27,239
Speaker 1: gonna only want ice for me. Um, I definitely need

829
00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:29,960
Speaker 1: a god fearing man. I want you to keep our

830
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,880
Speaker 1: house and our spirit in order. I want him to

831
00:41:32,880 --> 00:41:35,040
Speaker 1: be able to pull me back. I'm strong, as you

832
00:41:35,080 --> 00:41:39,000
Speaker 1: can tell, strong personality, very opinionated. Um, but I've been

833
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:41,400
Speaker 1: wearing the pants for the last I don't know ten years,

834
00:41:41,719 --> 00:41:43,920
Speaker 1: and I want to relinquish that control. I want him

835
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 1: to wear the pants and I can put back on

836
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,160
Speaker 1: my skirt because right now I provide for my family.

837
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:51,000
Speaker 1: I want a partner. I want a business partner. I

838
00:41:51,080 --> 00:41:53,719
Speaker 1: want someone fun that has swagged that when I look

839
00:41:53,760 --> 00:41:55,800
Speaker 1: at him, the way he dressed, the way he smelled,

840
00:41:55,840 --> 00:41:58,239
Speaker 1: the way he walks. Threkes me go. We ain't gotta go, baby,

841
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:02,160
Speaker 1: Let's take our clothes off. Um. And I need someone

842
00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:04,680
Speaker 1: that don't take theirselves so serious. You know, I'm not

843
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:07,239
Speaker 1: the most maturius fifty something. You're all woman, you know

844
00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:08,960
Speaker 1: what I mean. I'm around here going behind doors like

845
00:42:09,000 --> 00:42:12,120
Speaker 1: booming like you know, I'm that kind of chick, you

846
00:42:12,120 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I want to be able

847
00:42:13,560 --> 00:42:15,799
Speaker 1: to travel. I want to be able to you know,

848
00:42:16,280 --> 00:42:19,120
Speaker 1: no baby mama drama. I don't want to help these

849
00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:21,080
Speaker 1: kids all over the place and with all of this,

850
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:23,800
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, I won't just grown love grown.

851
00:42:24,200 --> 00:42:27,680
Speaker 1: I can see you with like a comedian. Yeah, that

852
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:32,000
Speaker 1: would be right now, I think because amazing. I think

853
00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:35,839
Speaker 1: she has a you know, it's some candidates for sure.

854
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:38,480
Speaker 1: Oh my god, girls, if you look something, I'm I'm

855
00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 1: gonna dance at your wedding as old people say, I'm

856
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:45,080
Speaker 1: a dance at your wedding, right. Yeah. And I need

857
00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:48,000
Speaker 1: somebody that you know from their history. Their history speaks

858
00:42:48,040 --> 00:42:49,799
Speaker 1: to you because you know what they've been. You know,

859
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:52,880
Speaker 1: if they've accompassed what they've done. Therefore you to be

860
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,160
Speaker 1: able to say, yeah, now sounds other team. You're gonna

861
00:42:55,160 --> 00:42:57,960
Speaker 1: know how to handle our business and where we're going,

862
00:42:58,320 --> 00:43:00,040
Speaker 1: you know, because I'm not done And no sounds of

863
00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:04,839
Speaker 1: a tent if he's a businessman. Businessmen like to build things.

864
00:43:05,120 --> 00:43:07,400
Speaker 1: They like to see things come to fruition. And when

865
00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:09,400
Speaker 1: they have someone that they're dating, they love and they

866
00:43:09,480 --> 00:43:11,799
Speaker 1: care for and that's doing something they want to get

867
00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:15,560
Speaker 1: into and make her succeed just as much I need

868
00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:19,520
Speaker 1: that ye need. And let's not forget the House Divided. Okay,

869
00:43:19,560 --> 00:43:21,920
Speaker 1: we gotta people watch you on Season two of A

870
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:25,680
Speaker 1: House Divided so they can check that out. Now comes

871
00:43:25,719 --> 00:43:28,520
Speaker 1: on Thursday, and you can watch all the episodes at

872
00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:31,440
Speaker 1: one time. Now second season, I have been added to

873
00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:34,759
Speaker 1: the cast. My character name is Alexis and she is

874
00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:37,120
Speaker 1: a force to be repon with. I like the show.

875
00:43:37,280 --> 00:43:40,560
Speaker 1: I like the storylines. Like you know, when you get

876
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:43,600
Speaker 1: a gig, you go in because as an actress, you're like, Okay,

877
00:43:43,640 --> 00:43:45,080
Speaker 1: this is one other thing I put on my resume,

878
00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:47,480
Speaker 1: But it's another thing when you really like it, and

879
00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:49,560
Speaker 1: it's an easy fix when you go into work and

880
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:51,799
Speaker 1: you don't feel like you're working, you know what I mean?

881
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:53,960
Speaker 1: Like the cast, you know what I mean? Like that's

882
00:43:54,000 --> 00:43:56,200
Speaker 1: what I've vowed to do from now on, like really

883
00:43:56,239 --> 00:43:58,960
Speaker 1: not touch anything that I don't want to touch if

884
00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:01,120
Speaker 1: it doesn't move me in some type of weight. And

885
00:44:01,239 --> 00:44:04,239
Speaker 1: besides the money, you know, because like I said long

886
00:44:04,360 --> 00:44:07,440
Speaker 1: time ago, all money and good money. I know that's right,

887
00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:15,600
Speaker 1: all right, And listen, when we all open everything back

888
00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:17,560
Speaker 1: up again, you gotta do another trip like you used

889
00:44:17,600 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 1: to do. Man, right, Yeah we did. We had a

890
00:44:20,560 --> 00:44:22,320
Speaker 1: ball and I think that once we get over the

891
00:44:22,360 --> 00:44:24,600
Speaker 1: COVID and know how we can all come together and

892
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,800
Speaker 1: reunite and figure that out, then I'm sure that we

893
00:44:27,880 --> 00:44:30,360
Speaker 1: shouldn't could I think everybody's gonna beaching for everyone, like,

894
00:44:30,400 --> 00:44:33,200
Speaker 1: can you do this right? Let's celebrate this because now

895
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:35,719
Speaker 1: we're gonna really help to count our blessings because we're

896
00:44:35,760 --> 00:44:38,359
Speaker 1: making a little bit of stride, but what we're trying

897
00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:41,640
Speaker 1: to achieve is gonna be major, and everybody's gonna be

898
00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:45,880
Speaker 1: be able to celebrate after that, God willing, I got

899
00:44:45,920 --> 00:44:48,200
Speaker 1: one more question for you. I want to know why,

900
00:44:48,440 --> 00:44:52,239
Speaker 1: because I was excited to even hear this rummer. Um,

901
00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:56,000
Speaker 1: you turned down the housewives. I could really see you,

902
00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:59,000
Speaker 1: you know, I would want to see more into your

903
00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:02,320
Speaker 1: life and stuff like that because of your opinion because

904
00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 1: you're self opinionated and you have something to say. What

905
00:45:05,239 --> 00:45:07,680
Speaker 1: made you just say like, no, I'm not good for

906
00:45:07,800 --> 00:45:10,160
Speaker 1: that because I'm still working on me and my temper

907
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:15,640
Speaker 1: with the Lord and um, I it's very hard not

908
00:45:15,840 --> 00:45:18,319
Speaker 1: to be set up, and I don't set anybody up.

909
00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:20,880
Speaker 1: And so if you feel that you need to do

910
00:45:21,080 --> 00:45:24,640
Speaker 1: that and two for ratings or to make you feel

911
00:45:24,719 --> 00:45:27,279
Speaker 1: good or any of that, I'm just not that chick

912
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:31,320
Speaker 1: at all. I'm not. Again, we don't need the cameras

913
00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 1: to talk about whatever you need to talk about. But

914
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:36,880
Speaker 1: you try and affront me, and you know it wouldn't

915
00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:41,359
Speaker 1: be nor most show if you're over Yeah, I would

916
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:43,000
Speaker 1: need to be on it. And I just don't believe

917
00:45:43,040 --> 00:45:45,359
Speaker 1: in that. I just don't believe in that. I really

918
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:48,000
Speaker 1: don't like I'm an advisor to a lot of people.

919
00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:50,719
Speaker 1: I'm a mentor to a lot of people. People respect

920
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:54,160
Speaker 1: my opinion because I have a lot of experience. I've

921
00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:56,960
Speaker 1: been through a lot and I'm not a young chick anymore.

922
00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:59,799
Speaker 1: So I learned from the pain that I've gone through,

923
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:02,000
Speaker 1: the that my mama told me I am. I hear

924
00:46:02,080 --> 00:46:04,279
Speaker 1: myself saying the same dog on thing to my daughter

925
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:07,279
Speaker 1: and my granddaughter. So I'm like, and I'm still in

926
00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:09,600
Speaker 1: that middle part of being cool. Still, you know what

927
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:13,959
Speaker 1: I mean? Now you yeah? You still. I just feel

928
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:16,480
Speaker 1: like you're coming to me like that ra rack. It

929
00:46:16,600 --> 00:46:18,920
Speaker 1: means that's a problem, and I'm gonna want to help

930
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:21,320
Speaker 1: you with that. I know that's right. I feel like

931
00:46:21,400 --> 00:46:23,880
Speaker 1: they might be a little nervous to come that. You

932
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:27,759
Speaker 1: saw that. All right, well, at least Ray, thank you

933
00:46:27,840 --> 00:46:31,839
Speaker 1: so much. We really appreciate you. I appreciate you, Loureale

934
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:38,879
Speaker 1: and Stiffany Angelo. Alright, stay safe you too, alright, take

935
00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:41,680
Speaker 1: care of good love with that man. Thank you girl.

936
00:46:42,200 --> 00:46:45,840
Speaker 1: The list Angela, I got you, I got you. I

937
00:46:45,920 --> 00:46:50,239
Speaker 1: just gotta I gotta just a background checks first, make

938
00:46:50,239 --> 00:46:51,680
Speaker 1: sure you got a gun. I need one because I

939
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:56,480
Speaker 1: can't get one. I don't think you need one. By