WEBVTT - Mia Changes Everything!

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<v Speaker 1>Amy and TJ present Aubrey o Day covering the Didty trial.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey guys, it's Aubrey O'Day.

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome back to the coverage of the Diddy trial, brought

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<v Speaker 2>to you by TJ and Amy. I am so excited.

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<v Speaker 2>I know I always am excited about my guests, but

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<v Speaker 2>I have a very, very established attorney who has got

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<v Speaker 2>her own show with her husband on iHeartRadio called Legally

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<v Speaker 2>Burnette Emily. I have to say as one single non lawyer,

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<v Speaker 2>but think she is to one very housewifed up attorney

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<v Speaker 2>who is legit.

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<v Speaker 1>I am so happy to finally be talking this case

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<v Speaker 1>with you.

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<v Speaker 2>I really want to get into me a bombshell this week,

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<v Speaker 2>bombshell for the prosecution.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, I'm excited to talk to you too, because

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<v Speaker 3>obviously my husband and I have been covering the trial.

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<v Speaker 3>We do a lot of legal analysis, you know, we

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<v Speaker 3>break it down. We talked about testimony, you know, we

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<v Speaker 3>talk about Rico and what he's actually being charged with

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<v Speaker 3>and whether the prosecution is meeting those burdens. But I

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<v Speaker 3>will tell you it's very interesting for me as a

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<v Speaker 3>lawyer to talk to you because it's not very often

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<v Speaker 3>that I actually get the opportunity to talk to someone

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<v Speaker 3>who has personal experience with a legal issue that we're

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<v Speaker 3>discussing and that we're analyzing.

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<v Speaker 4>So this is a win win for both of us.

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<v Speaker 4>So yes, I agree.

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<v Speaker 1>I can't wait. You can teach me how to catch

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<v Speaker 1>your husband, teach me the law, all right, but we'll

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<v Speaker 1>work on that, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>So with Mia, I just want to first establish two

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<v Speaker 2>days of testimony.

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<v Speaker 1>She still is going to be in cross on Monday.

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<v Speaker 2>We ended today with Brian Steel cross examining her.

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<v Speaker 1>For those that don't know, Brian Steele.

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<v Speaker 2>Is in most cases probably one of the best most

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<v Speaker 2>effective lawyers on Diddy's side, and probably this was one

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<v Speaker 2>of the worst crosses in the entire trial for me personally.

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<v Speaker 2>It ventured over into victim blaming, which at this point

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<v Speaker 2>I think Dawn the therapist is established for the most part,

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<v Speaker 2>everybody's kind of established.

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<v Speaker 1>People that are victims.

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<v Speaker 2>Do go back to their abusers, They do have shame

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<v Speaker 2>in their stories, They do go back to things that

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<v Speaker 2>are familiar in order to just forget and not and

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<v Speaker 2>pretend like it didn't happen, in order to find normalcy again.

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<v Speaker 2>This contact back with abusers, this you know, wanting to

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<v Speaker 2>work back with them or communicate with them. It's a

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<v Speaker 2>nothing burger for me at this point. If that's all

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<v Speaker 2>you have, then you don't have much.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I would agree with that, and I would say

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<v Speaker 3>that's basically what the defense has, and that's what they're

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<v Speaker 3>going to focus on on every single way forward. It's

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<v Speaker 3>always to be why did you stay, why were you

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<v Speaker 3>there so long? Why did you engage? Why did you

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<v Speaker 3>come back? Why did you keep showing.

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<v Speaker 4>Up for work?

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<v Speaker 3>And I thought it was really important that the prosecution

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<v Speaker 3>did put Dawn on, who I can't remember is she psychiatrists?

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<v Speaker 1>She's a clinic forensic psychology segment.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, and we know she also testified and the ambramber Johnny, Yeah, right,

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<v Speaker 4>So but I thought it was really important that they

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<v Speaker 4>brought her forward.

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<v Speaker 3>And I'm sure you probably agree with that, because that's

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<v Speaker 3>the question that the jury has is why did people

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<v Speaker 3>continue to go back? Why did they stay, why did

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<v Speaker 3>they show up for work the next day? Why did

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<v Speaker 3>they assistance spend years? And so it was important for

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<v Speaker 3>her to come on. But you have your own personal

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<v Speaker 3>experience in that realm as well.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And for me personally, you know, I was fired

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<v Speaker 2>on national television after years and years of leading up

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<v Speaker 2>this band for being raunchy and promiscuous and bad for business,

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<v Speaker 2>which none was true. I wish at the time we

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<v Speaker 2>were in an era where things like me Too, and

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of movements now that have occurred where you

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<v Speaker 2>can go against corporations and you can sue people for

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<v Speaker 2>wrongful termination, and it is something that feels more available

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<v Speaker 2>to us. Back then, even with parents' lawyers and very

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<v Speaker 2>established lawyers surrounding me, no one gave me that idea.

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<v Speaker 2>And now, of course I'm past the statute of limitations.

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<v Speaker 2>But I have seen what happens when you don't do

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<v Speaker 2>what he wants and you get fired and you get blacklisted,

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<v Speaker 2>and I experienced blacklisting, and I know what that looks like.

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<v Speaker 2>It's very real, the threat that everyone is saying about

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<v Speaker 2>not wanting to be well, I got to the other

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<v Speaker 2>side of it, and it's real. It's actually a real thing,

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<v Speaker 2>and it does happen, and it's humiliating and shameful, and

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<v Speaker 2>half of it I put out of my head, and

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<v Speaker 2>half of it I'll wake up out of my sleep

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<v Speaker 2>sometimes in cringe that I was in that position and

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't understand even that it was all designed just

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<v Speaker 2>to humiliate me a step further?

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<v Speaker 4>Right?

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<v Speaker 3>Wait, I can I ask a question because I think

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<v Speaker 3>this is ironic what I was listening to you talk?

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<v Speaker 3>Weren't you poised as the sexy one?

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<v Speaker 4>Wasn't that? Weren't they? Wasn't it?

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<v Speaker 3>The intent was to establish you as like the pretty

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<v Speaker 3>the sexy one, and then you end up getting fired

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<v Speaker 3>for being like the sexy one?

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<v Speaker 4>Was that the do I?

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<v Speaker 3>Really?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>And also how funny is it I get end up

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<v Speaker 2>being fired for being raunchy and promiscuous and that's.

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<v Speaker 1>Bad for business.

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<v Speaker 2>If it's bad for business, well then did he must

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<v Speaker 2>be really bad for business because we all know that

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<v Speaker 2>he likes a little raunchy and promiscuous At this point.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it seemed to work well for his business, actually,

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<v Speaker 3>because the fan has done it.

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<v Speaker 4>For years and years and years and years and years

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<v Speaker 4>and is a billionaire.

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<v Speaker 2>And that part right there for me is where I'm

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<v Speaker 2>at with this. I'm very I feel very strong after

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<v Speaker 2>me as testimony about what has been proven, and let

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<v Speaker 2>we'll get into that as we continue, But beyond that,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm really interested in systematic changes. You know, I talked

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<v Speaker 2>about Capricorn's testimony I would have liked it to go

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit further into details of who made payments

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<v Speaker 2>to her, and let's establish a few more people.

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<v Speaker 1>Because there are the trail is.

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<v Speaker 2>You got to remember that this man was still in

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<v Speaker 2>order to stay at the levels and operate at the

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<v Speaker 2>levels of destruction that he was operating at for so long,

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<v Speaker 2>you have to have your pockets continuing to be fed.

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<v Speaker 2>You have to have the whole establishment basically behind you.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, how much.

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<v Speaker 2>People's knowledge of things were is always something that I assess,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know, my first hand knowledge of when I

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<v Speaker 2>was around, there were people that saw plenty of things,

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<v Speaker 2>and plenty of things kind of been stopped by very

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<v Speaker 2>big people. And they continued on. It continued on. They

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<v Speaker 2>fired me, and I even had to go back to

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<v Speaker 2>Reunion and get beat up some more under those same

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<v Speaker 2>terminology statements, everyone knowing damn well that those things aren't true.

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<v Speaker 2>I had to play the character of that, and they

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<v Speaker 2>just allowed me to get lashing after lashing. They created

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<v Speaker 2>a narrative that I could never get up under and

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<v Speaker 2>in fact had to play into for most of my career.

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<v Speaker 2>I am definitely not sexy or pretty in my head.

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<v Speaker 2>I've learned how to be according to society standards, because unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 2>that's the lane that I was left with, and that

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<v Speaker 2>was the only opportunity I had when I left. Everybody

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<v Speaker 2>pretended like there were opportunities and music in there, but

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<v Speaker 2>really all of those turned out to be rooms that

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<v Speaker 2>were built to humiliate and make me walk away in

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<v Speaker 2>very big, deep amounts of shame and feeling like I

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<v Speaker 2>wasn't good enough and like a loser, and not understanding

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<v Speaker 2>that all of that more orchestrated and controlled. And then

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<v Speaker 2>the only person that came to me with a real

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<v Speaker 2>big opportunity was Hugh Hefner to do the cover of Playboy.

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<v Speaker 2>And then that's how you end up going down a

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<v Speaker 2>lane that doesn't necessarily feel like you.

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<v Speaker 1>But there's a lot of limitations in my contract.

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<v Speaker 2>My mom's a good lawyer, so I didn't have to

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<v Speaker 2>show anything I didn't want to show. And you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you in chovern to the pictures that are painted for you.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure even as a reality TV person, you've had

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<v Speaker 2>painted pictures of you created either by your cast members

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<v Speaker 2>or by editing or producers. They're all involved, and you've

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<v Speaker 2>had to find ways to sometimes lean in and sometimes

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<v Speaker 2>absolutely establish No.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, well, I would also say when you were going

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<v Speaker 3>through that, that was a different time period. And I

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<v Speaker 3>think that it was now because of all these women

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<v Speaker 3>that have come forward like Cassie and there's been women

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<v Speaker 3>before her, and with the Me Too movement, I think

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<v Speaker 3>women are more empowered now to stand up for themselves

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<v Speaker 3>and to say I'm not comfortable doing that, that's not right.

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<v Speaker 3>The problem is is that this was early two thousands

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<v Speaker 3>for you, right, And I don't think that you had

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<v Speaker 3>anyone advocating on your behalf. And when we talk about

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<v Speaker 3>Diddy and we talk about this trial and we talk

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<v Speaker 3>about the prosecution, you're absolutely right when you say that

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<v Speaker 3>this was a whole network of people that knew what

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<v Speaker 3>was going on. And clearly there were deep pockets, there

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<v Speaker 3>were people being paid, there were people turning away.

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<v Speaker 2>What I loved getting back to the testimony with Mia

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<v Speaker 2>is she is the first witness to establish a different

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<v Speaker 2>pattern of behavior in regards to sexual abuse. This isn't

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<v Speaker 2>a girlfriend, This isn't somebody that wanted to be a girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>This is somebody that was an employee. This was somebody

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<v Speaker 2>that was raped in ways where she's in a closet

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<v Speaker 2>packing his suitcase and he's got his dick out and

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<v Speaker 2>forcing it in her mouth.

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<v Speaker 1>Allegedly.

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<v Speaker 2>This isn't the standard freak off staged event that's going on.

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<v Speaker 2>And we're now venturing into other territories of other abusive

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<v Speaker 2>types of behavior. The force is still there, like in

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<v Speaker 2>every other case, the coercion is still there. Basically, everything

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<v Speaker 2>he did, from making her live into in his home,

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<v Speaker 2>the not eating, not not being able, working ridiculous amount

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<v Speaker 2>of days, four or five days straight, all of that

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<v Speaker 2>was very standard.

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<v Speaker 1>We went through that too.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, to me, I just felt like, this is

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<v Speaker 2>what it is when you are working at.

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<v Speaker 1>This powerful of a level.

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<v Speaker 2>It wasn't until I worked at that powerful of a

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<v Speaker 2>level with that even more powerful essentially sometimes people that

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<v Speaker 2>I realized, oh, these motherfuckers take a lot of breaks.

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<v Speaker 2>Y'all are a little bit late in all honesty. Presidents, sir,

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<v Speaker 2>you're a bit late. You're an apprentice. I mean, the

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<v Speaker 2>work ethic was way different over this side. But I

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<v Speaker 2>learned that actually people do get water and bathroom breaks

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<v Speaker 2>and food at lunch, et cetera. That's was just not

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<v Speaker 2>something that that that.

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<v Speaker 1>We were used to.

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<v Speaker 2>But as far as Mia goes she's a critical witness

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<v Speaker 2>because unlike the other two government victims, this is just

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<v Speaker 2>not a former romantic partner. This is an employee. She

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<v Speaker 2>was sexually abused allegedly. They're victim blaming her on the

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<v Speaker 2>cross and it's not really working for me.

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<v Speaker 1>It absolutely doesn't work.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you always have to wonder if there's that

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<v Speaker 2>one person in the jury that just doesn't understand. But

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<v Speaker 2>then again, you never know. They always surprise you. As

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<v Speaker 2>kind of what every attorney has always told me along

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<v Speaker 2>the way. Mia, in regards to Rico, I feel she's

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<v Speaker 2>established that in a big way.

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<v Speaker 3>So you because I've worried. My worry in this case

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<v Speaker 3>is establishing Rico.

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<v Speaker 4>So I was.

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<v Speaker 3>Feeling up until this point where you're saying when Mia

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<v Speaker 3>comes in and again I don't know if we establish

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<v Speaker 3>this already, but me as a pseudonym. So that is

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<v Speaker 3>not her real name.

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<v Speaker 1>No, that's not a real name.

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<v Speaker 4>I was wondering if you know who she is?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, yes, so you know her personally and you've met

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<v Speaker 3>her before or had interactions with her before.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, And what do you.

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<v Speaker 3>Think I want to know your opinion on this. What

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<v Speaker 3>is do you think is her reasoning for using a

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<v Speaker 3>pseudonym because clearly she's sitting in court across from him.

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<v Speaker 4>He knows who she is.

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<v Speaker 3>I assume it's just to keep her name out of

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<v Speaker 3>the press. However, at some point it's going to be

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<v Speaker 3>released and it's going to get out there. There's no

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<v Speaker 3>way you can keep that secret for a long period

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<v Speaker 3>of time.

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<v Speaker 2>So to me, it's just let me say this. You'd

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<v Speaker 2>be really surprised. I did a search to see how

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<v Speaker 2>easy it was to figure out who she was based off.

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<v Speaker 1>Of just her testimony alone. In regards to her work profile, right,

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<v Speaker 1>it's wiped.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh wow, really.

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<v Speaker 2>It is wiped. It's not on the Revolt site. It's

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<v Speaker 2>completely wiped off of all of that. I have people

0:11:32.200 --> 0:11:35.400
<v Speaker 2>news friends that work for very big news sources that

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<v Speaker 2>all are still don't know who she is. They could

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<v Speaker 2>describe her to me because they're in court seeing her.

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<v Speaker 2>I already know who she is, but I would never

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<v Speaker 2>tell anyone who she is. But I am super impressed

0:11:48.520 --> 0:11:51.960
<v Speaker 2>with how she really has been able to be the

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<v Speaker 2>glue that has connected a lot of these pieces together

0:11:56.920 --> 0:12:01.040
<v Speaker 2>because she provides a different a different experience within the

0:12:01.080 --> 0:12:04.880
<v Speaker 2>same being able to validate Cassie's experiences being able to

0:12:04.960 --> 0:12:08.720
<v Speaker 2>validate a lot of people's experiences also though, being able

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<v Speaker 2>to widen the gap of what an employee witnessed and

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<v Speaker 2>had to go through in that she was carrying drugs,

0:12:15.160 --> 0:12:19.320
<v Speaker 2>she was around criminal behavior constantly, she was assaulted, there

0:12:19.400 --> 0:12:22.600
<v Speaker 2>was force, there was coercion, and there was criminal behavior

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<v Speaker 2>going on allegedly the entire time. And I didn't see

0:12:26.360 --> 0:12:31.040
<v Speaker 2>Brian Steele doing his magic at all. And if anyone

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<v Speaker 2>could be magical in this moment, it would be him.

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<v Speaker 1>He's very good at what he does.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, And you have to remember, just everyone out there listening.

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<v Speaker 3>The prosecution has to prove Rico, which means that they

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<v Speaker 3>have to prove that Diddy worked as a criminal enterprise

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<v Speaker 3>and that he was at the top, and that all

0:12:46.600 --> 0:12:50.160
<v Speaker 3>of his employees were working together for a unified benefit

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<v Speaker 3>of this criminal enterprise. And so far, when you have

0:12:52.800 --> 0:12:56.920
<v Speaker 3>Cassie testifying and you have some personal assistance testifying, it

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<v Speaker 3>was like, I don't know, are we establishing a criminal enterprise?

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<v Speaker 2>What can you Can you explain to me what criminal

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<v Speaker 2>enterprise legally means?

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<v Speaker 1>Can it be?

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<v Speaker 2>Because what I've what I understand about RICO was created

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<v Speaker 2>for the mob families is to take that those situations down.

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<v Speaker 2>But in the past couple of years from what I

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<v Speaker 2>understand that it's really been stretched and utilized in other

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<v Speaker 2>cases in different ways, and you've been able to establish

0:13:18.520 --> 0:13:21.400
<v Speaker 2>smaller corporations run by one big.

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<v Speaker 1>Lead and less people.

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<v Speaker 2>They've been able to utilize it and win in cases

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<v Speaker 2>that don't look as aggressive as a mob case would.

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<v Speaker 2>And so I really want you to explain to the

0:13:31.280 --> 0:13:35.400
<v Speaker 2>audience how small it could actually be and and still

0:13:35.440 --> 0:13:39.600
<v Speaker 2>have this successful RICO charge like exem and and R Kelly.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you can talk about those two.

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<v Speaker 2>R Kelly was that's one person at the top there

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<v Speaker 2>was benefiting from a lot of things that had a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of people around him doing criminal things, moving people,

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<v Speaker 2>and he got charged. So tell me how low the

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<v Speaker 2>bar can be and still get a conviction in regards

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<v Speaker 2>to people.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, it's actually it defines RICO defines and

0:14:00.679 --> 0:14:04.160
<v Speaker 3>enterprise a criminal enterprise. It's actually defined very broadly, which

0:14:04.200 --> 0:14:06.040
<v Speaker 3>is good because we don't want to have a very

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<v Speaker 3>narrow scope on it. And it's really just a business

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<v Speaker 3>or a group of people that are based in criminal activity.

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<v Speaker 3>And really it's you have to have two criminal acts

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<v Speaker 3>within a ten year time period. So I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>there were a check right, check right, exactly, and it's

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<v Speaker 3>for one common just you know, one common unified goal,

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<v Speaker 3>which is Ditty at the top and whatever it is.

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<v Speaker 4>That he can.

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<v Speaker 2>And also the one common, one common thread too is

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<v Speaker 2>who was paying everybody, and that is bad Boy Cassie

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<v Speaker 2>was doing. She said her full time job became being

0:14:40.280 --> 0:14:42.680
<v Speaker 2>a girl in the freak Offs doing sex work, but

0:14:42.800 --> 0:14:45.760
<v Speaker 2>she was paid under bad Boy with the same payment

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<v Speaker 2>that an artist waiting for ten albums to come out

0:14:48.080 --> 0:14:50.840
<v Speaker 2>would be being paid. But she wasn't making albums. She

0:14:50.960 --> 0:14:53.240
<v Speaker 2>was doing sex work and that was expected of her.

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<v Speaker 2>Those payments were coming from bad Boy. MIA's payments were

0:14:57.480 --> 0:15:03.080
<v Speaker 2>coming from bad Boy. Capricorn's were coming from bad Boy. Allegedly,

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<v Speaker 2>all of the abuse was under Diddy and bad Boy

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<v Speaker 2>was his corporation.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, And of course they had kid cutting testify to

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<v Speaker 3>the arson and burglary.

0:15:12.840 --> 0:15:15.320
<v Speaker 1>And kidnapping with Capricorn.

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<v Speaker 3>Exactly, because there you have you're establishing not only is

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<v Speaker 3>there the sex acts and the sex trafficking, but then

0:15:21.240 --> 0:15:24.760
<v Speaker 3>you have the burglary or you have the arson, So

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<v Speaker 3>you're establishing obviously more than two criminal acts within a

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<v Speaker 3>ten year time period.

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<v Speaker 2>So, you know, do you feel that it's been that

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<v Speaker 2>the burden has been met just right now today?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I think so it really depends on how

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<v Speaker 3>savvy the jury is. And I really feel like there's

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<v Speaker 3>gonna First of all, we're only in week three of testimony,

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<v Speaker 3>so obviously there's going to be more people that testify,

0:15:47.440 --> 0:15:49.800
<v Speaker 3>and then it really comes down to prosecution when they

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<v Speaker 3>do their closing arguments to actually tie it all together

0:15:54.120 --> 0:15:56.960
<v Speaker 3>for the jury so that they understand how all these

0:15:57.000 --> 0:15:59.400
<v Speaker 3>people were involved, how they were paid, and how they

0:15:59.400 --> 0:16:04.040
<v Speaker 3>were all you in this criminal enterprise for his benefit.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think that they'll be able to do that

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<v Speaker 3>once we have more witnesses.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what kind of witnesses are you you personally still

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<v Speaker 2>wanting to see because I have to take the jury

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<v Speaker 2>and the possibility that somebody just doesn't get it on

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<v Speaker 2>the jury out of my head because there's so many

0:16:18.760 --> 0:16:20.920
<v Speaker 2>people that don't get it anymore in our society. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>scared to death about that. But if we put all

0:16:23.240 --> 0:16:26.440
<v Speaker 2>of that aside, and you who is credible and understands

0:16:26.480 --> 0:16:29.280
<v Speaker 2>this and understands the testimony.

0:16:28.720 --> 0:16:31.640
<v Speaker 1>And is well versed. What more do you need to see?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I would like more, I wouldn't.

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<v Speaker 3>I would like security to come forward, bodyguard bodyguards and

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<v Speaker 3>say I protected him, this is what I saw, I

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<v Speaker 3>took these payments.

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<v Speaker 4>I just something, just a little bit more.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, in my mind, Rico's established. I'm just saying

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<v Speaker 3>on a jury. Have they established it yet? I don't know,

0:16:53.160 --> 0:16:55.880
<v Speaker 3>but we still have weeks of testimony, and obviously I'm

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<v Speaker 3>also it surprises me that you weren't summoned, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I think because so at there's a piece of my story.

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<v Speaker 2>There's pieces of my story that I can't speak about

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<v Speaker 2>because I have an exclusivity in a different situation. And

0:17:12.160 --> 0:17:14.359
<v Speaker 2>that was done prior to even understanding that any of

0:17:14.359 --> 0:17:16.359
<v Speaker 2>this type of justice was going to be something that

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<v Speaker 2>was available and real in my lifetime.

0:17:19.760 --> 0:17:21.159
<v Speaker 1>So a lot of us went.

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<v Speaker 2>In a direction to hope to seek justice with somebody

0:17:24.200 --> 0:17:25.840
<v Speaker 2>that felt like they were going to get to the

0:17:25.840 --> 0:17:27.480
<v Speaker 2>bottom of it. Now that we're getting it to the

0:17:27.520 --> 0:17:29.000
<v Speaker 2>bottom of it in front of the world that have

0:17:29.000 --> 0:17:32.399
<v Speaker 2>been allowed to do this, you know, but without sharing

0:17:32.400 --> 0:17:36.359
<v Speaker 2>my full story. So it's hard to get into that part.

0:17:36.400 --> 0:17:40.919
<v Speaker 2>But I will say, you'd have to remember. If something

0:17:40.960 --> 0:17:43.760
<v Speaker 2>were to have happened to you, you'd have to remember

0:17:43.800 --> 0:17:46.280
<v Speaker 2>it in order to sit on the stand and discuss it, right,

0:17:47.720 --> 0:17:50.280
<v Speaker 2>So that would be a reason someone would be summoned.

0:17:51.640 --> 0:17:54.439
<v Speaker 2>If somebody witnessed something and you didn't remember it, or

0:17:54.440 --> 0:17:57.160
<v Speaker 2>you had no recollection of it, then you wouldn't necessarily

0:17:57.200 --> 0:17:58.400
<v Speaker 2>be a valuable witness.

0:18:00.040 --> 0:18:03.000
<v Speaker 1>As far as like the beatings and things like that.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of the stuff that is being spoken about,

0:18:05.880 --> 0:18:07.800
<v Speaker 2>and a lot of the really bad stuff was happening

0:18:07.880 --> 0:18:10.399
<v Speaker 2>during a dirty money era of the run, and that

0:18:10.560 --> 0:18:12.080
<v Speaker 2>was after I was already fired.

0:18:13.800 --> 0:18:17.480
<v Speaker 3>So you're saying a little pre maybe a little your

0:18:17.480 --> 0:18:20.680
<v Speaker 3>experience was before it really started to take off into

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<v Speaker 3>some of.

0:18:20.920 --> 0:18:25.159
<v Speaker 2>These in my opinion, allegedly it was taken off in

0:18:25.200 --> 0:18:32.560
<v Speaker 2>the nineties. But in regards to you know, these are

0:18:32.680 --> 0:18:38.520
<v Speaker 2>very specific criminal charges and you'd have to really be

0:18:38.680 --> 0:18:44.240
<v Speaker 2>able to bolster very specific criminal situations. And I have

0:18:44.359 --> 0:18:46.720
<v Speaker 2>never been a willing participant in anything criminal.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, let me ask you a question, did you were

0:18:49.359 --> 0:18:52.200
<v Speaker 3>you aware of these alleged I guess they're not alleged

0:18:52.240 --> 0:18:54.240
<v Speaker 3>because they're on tape and we've seen them. But these

0:18:54.359 --> 0:18:57.520
<v Speaker 3>freak offs when you had your experience, was that something

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<v Speaker 3>that you had heard of, that you saw, that you witnessed,

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<v Speaker 3>that you knew about.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think I can get into that territory, but.

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<v Speaker 2>I believe a lot of people that got close enough

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<v Speaker 2>to that enterprise understood the sexual behavior that was occurring

0:19:14.920 --> 0:19:19.040
<v Speaker 2>around them. It was very It's like they say that

0:19:19.200 --> 0:19:25.080
<v Speaker 2>prison is more gossipy than West Hollywood during the weekends.

0:19:25.560 --> 0:19:29.040
<v Speaker 1>The gays out for brunch during the weekends, and West Hollywood.

0:19:29.359 --> 0:19:32.520
<v Speaker 2>Bad Boy was a gossip mill of and everybody loved

0:19:32.560 --> 0:19:35.840
<v Speaker 2>to share their videos and their times and their experiences

0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:38.840
<v Speaker 2>and their knowledge of things from.

0:19:38.480 --> 0:19:39.480
<v Speaker 1>All sides of it.

0:19:39.600 --> 0:19:41.479
<v Speaker 2>And so, I mean you could see right when this

0:19:41.560 --> 0:19:43.840
<v Speaker 2>came down how many bodyguards came forward and were just

0:19:43.920 --> 0:19:48.760
<v Speaker 2>openly discussing the butt plug size they would buy for him, untildo, this, that,

0:19:48.880 --> 0:19:51.920
<v Speaker 2>this that. I mean, it was like Jesus, like within

0:19:52.000 --> 0:19:57.040
<v Speaker 2>two days you had every bodyguard talking like low level,

0:19:57.119 --> 0:20:01.080
<v Speaker 2>silly gossip stuff that he's not on trial for his sexuality.

0:20:01.160 --> 0:20:02.800
<v Speaker 1>I didn't take what I didn't love.

0:20:02.920 --> 0:20:06.119
<v Speaker 2>That's why I'm nervous about the bodyguard situation, because there

0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:08.000
<v Speaker 2>were so many that have come forward that have been

0:20:08.000 --> 0:20:11.840
<v Speaker 2>in the documentaries and that are also problematic themselves. They

0:20:11.840 --> 0:20:17.960
<v Speaker 2>would have to have been given immunity. I definitely spoke

0:20:18.040 --> 0:20:20.440
<v Speaker 2>to one that was willing to take immunity.

0:20:21.960 --> 0:20:22.880
<v Speaker 1>You know, I don't know.

0:20:23.320 --> 0:20:27.639
<v Speaker 2>You don't know what happens beyond your personal interaction with

0:20:27.720 --> 0:20:31.240
<v Speaker 2>Homeland Security. They don't give you information. If they find

0:20:31.280 --> 0:20:34.200
<v Speaker 2>something out, they do not tell you. They don't share information.

0:20:34.320 --> 0:20:37.520
<v Speaker 2>There's nothing that is you're not having like that. They're

0:20:37.640 --> 0:20:42.320
<v Speaker 2>very kind and and and compassionate and good people that are,

0:20:42.359 --> 0:20:46.040
<v Speaker 2>you know, good actors of the law, but they don't

0:20:46.720 --> 0:20:49.119
<v Speaker 2>they don't shed light on your experience for you.

0:20:58.760 --> 0:21:01.399
<v Speaker 3>I know that there is a lot of talk about

0:21:01.480 --> 0:21:06.479
<v Speaker 3>whether they're going to show the Goff videos during the trial.

0:21:07.040 --> 0:21:10.880
<v Speaker 3>Now the question is does that help secution or does

0:21:10.920 --> 0:21:13.760
<v Speaker 3>that hurt the prosecution. I guess it really depends upon

0:21:14.080 --> 0:21:17.440
<v Speaker 3>how much they show what they show, But if they

0:21:17.520 --> 0:21:20.200
<v Speaker 3>show it in a way where people are like, Okay,

0:21:20.240 --> 0:21:22.639
<v Speaker 3>that's crazy, but it's just a bunch of adults that

0:21:22.760 --> 0:21:26.879
<v Speaker 3>consented to this. I've heard that Dinny actually on these videos.

0:21:26.920 --> 0:21:28.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't know if this is true, this is alleged.

0:21:28.400 --> 0:21:30.399
<v Speaker 3>This is what I've heard that he WoT that he

0:21:30.480 --> 0:21:33.000
<v Speaker 3>actually makes a disclaimer in the beginning before any of

0:21:33.040 --> 0:21:35.280
<v Speaker 3>these freak offs start and say, if there's anyone that

0:21:35.320 --> 0:21:37.480
<v Speaker 3>doesn't want to be here, you can leave. So I

0:21:37.480 --> 0:21:40.719
<v Speaker 3>don't know if that's true. That's just allegedly, do you

0:21:40.760 --> 0:21:41.639
<v Speaker 3>know anything about that.

0:21:41.920 --> 0:21:44.720
<v Speaker 2>He clearly was very aware that what he was doing

0:21:44.840 --> 0:21:48.320
<v Speaker 2>was criminal, in my opinion, because he was having Cassie

0:21:48.359 --> 0:21:52.120
<v Speaker 2>set it all up, like if you wanted to pick

0:21:52.280 --> 0:21:55.480
<v Speaker 2>which guys dix and which guy's colors and which guy's

0:21:55.560 --> 0:21:58.640
<v Speaker 2>sizes you liked. Instead of giving her a fucking eight

0:21:58.720 --> 0:22:01.600
<v Speaker 2>page recite, why didn't you just go on the side

0:22:01.640 --> 0:22:03.480
<v Speaker 2>and pick them out and make a phone call. He

0:22:04.080 --> 0:22:06.600
<v Speaker 2>was having her go get the photos, show him the picture,

0:22:06.680 --> 0:22:09.560
<v Speaker 2>show him the people, get the information, go over, give

0:22:09.600 --> 0:22:10.160
<v Speaker 2>her the money.

0:22:10.240 --> 0:22:12.600
<v Speaker 1>She goes and pays. Don't look at him, just do

0:22:12.680 --> 0:22:13.200
<v Speaker 1>what I say.

0:22:13.240 --> 0:22:17.760
<v Speaker 2>But it's like everything was It's like he was always

0:22:17.760 --> 0:22:20.080
<v Speaker 2>passing off the control to other people. Shiit Mia was

0:22:20.080 --> 0:22:23.919
<v Speaker 2>carrying around his drug pit purse allegedly with all of

0:22:23.920 --> 0:22:28.359
<v Speaker 2>his colorful pills in it like it's it's it's like

0:22:28.880 --> 0:22:31.919
<v Speaker 2>every he had to have some knowledge that what was

0:22:32.000 --> 0:22:35.760
<v Speaker 2>going on, in my opinion, Allegedly that was going on

0:22:36.400 --> 0:22:40.000
<v Speaker 2>was was conal was criminal or else, he would have

0:22:40.040 --> 0:22:43.240
<v Speaker 2>been a little bit more hands on and a little

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<v Speaker 2>less like establishing. I don't know how much time and

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<v Speaker 2>the and the man that I knew and understood him

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<v Speaker 2>to be.

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<v Speaker 1>He was on the go, he's moving.

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<v Speaker 2>It's it almost is giving a bipolar jump in personalities

0:22:56.640 --> 0:22:58.360
<v Speaker 2>and moods and shifts and everything.

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<v Speaker 1>It just stand up and go out.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't know if that's drug field, if it's a mental

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<v Speaker 2>health condition, I don't know. Allegedly, whatever it is, it

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<v Speaker 2>was very shifty. But that being said, you'd think that,

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<v Speaker 2>like if someone's that shifty and that on the move,

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<v Speaker 2>that they would just make calls themselves on certain things.

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<v Speaker 1>But he was very careful to not do that. He

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<v Speaker 1>was careful with Cutty to be.

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<v Speaker 2>Out of the house by the time Cutty gets back.

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<v Speaker 2>He's careful at Soho house to tell him what.

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<v Speaker 4>Do you mean right?

0:23:25.160 --> 0:23:28.320
<v Speaker 3>He's also careful that he has someone under his direction

0:23:28.520 --> 0:23:31.800
<v Speaker 3>actually put the cocktail in the car and commit the arson.

0:23:31.840 --> 0:23:35.879
<v Speaker 3>It's not him, He's not the one cutting the convertible open.

0:23:36.320 --> 0:23:37.679
<v Speaker 4>But you know, I thought the same thing as that.

0:23:37.960 --> 0:23:40.800
<v Speaker 2>Jay might have flipped the man who did allegedly and

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<v Speaker 2>you can go down a nice, dark, dirty YouTube hole

0:23:44.240 --> 0:23:46.639
<v Speaker 2>if you'd like to. One night, I'll come over for

0:23:46.720 --> 0:23:49.359
<v Speaker 2>drinks like Little fives moment, except that you are too.

0:23:50.200 --> 0:23:52.880
<v Speaker 2>But but you could go down a nice little YouTube

0:23:52.920 --> 0:23:57.160
<v Speaker 2>tunnel of understanding. Back in the day, people that came

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<v Speaker 2>forward and said that they were prostitutes for Cassie and Puff,

0:24:00.560 --> 0:24:03.119
<v Speaker 2>and they name people that he'd talk to on phone

0:24:03.119 --> 0:24:05.680
<v Speaker 2>calls in front of him allegedly. And when a time

0:24:05.720 --> 0:24:08.840
<v Speaker 2>where people are very charged, I just optics wise, I

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<v Speaker 2>thought certain things would be different. And he was saying

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<v Speaker 2>to me, I was like, has it changed? Do lawyers

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<v Speaker 2>not care about like justice anymore? Is it really just

0:24:17.880 --> 0:24:19.960
<v Speaker 2>about the money grabs? And he's like, you know, it's

0:24:20.000 --> 0:24:22.919
<v Speaker 2>it's both. Some lawyers really want to make money and

0:24:23.000 --> 0:24:26.040
<v Speaker 2>some lawyers really are after that pursuit. You can get

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<v Speaker 2>disenfranchised enough in a career as an attorney when you're

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<v Speaker 2>after the pursuit to stop caring about the pursuit and

0:24:31.680 --> 0:24:32.840
<v Speaker 2>want to fucking you know.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a yeah, he's like some AU.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, tell me specifically about AAU says, And

0:24:38.520 --> 0:24:41.959
<v Speaker 2>he was like, some aussays are are have got that?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't care what the payment is I want to

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<v Speaker 2>be I want to be in the most prestigious position

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<v Speaker 2>to fight for justice for people. And He's like, and

0:24:50.240 --> 0:24:52.520
<v Speaker 2>some realize that after doing this job for a certain

0:24:52.560 --> 0:24:54.240
<v Speaker 2>period of time, they're going to get a great corporate

0:24:54.240 --> 0:24:55.879
<v Speaker 2>gig that pays a lot of fucking money when they

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<v Speaker 2>settle out and want to go out away from that job.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't understand from that vantage point, but I was

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<v Speaker 2>trying to get a read on because so much of

0:25:03.560 --> 0:25:06.000
<v Speaker 2>this is going to be about the jury and the lawyers,

0:25:06.320 --> 0:25:08.320
<v Speaker 2>and so little of it is about the people on

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<v Speaker 2>the stand when it all when I watched the Netflix

0:25:10.880 --> 0:25:13.600
<v Speaker 2>special of Ojay's trial, and it was Johnny Cochran and

0:25:13.640 --> 0:25:17.200
<v Speaker 2>all the lawyers basically just tattling on how they manipulated

0:25:17.240 --> 0:25:19.520
<v Speaker 2>everything and everyone to get to the end, and they.

0:25:19.400 --> 0:25:22.119
<v Speaker 1>Were so proud of their legal prowess and being around

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<v Speaker 1>lawyers and some that people.

0:25:23.880 --> 0:25:26.040
<v Speaker 2>Can come in a room and be high fiving someone

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<v Speaker 2>they know is a fucking criminal just because they did

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<v Speaker 2>a better job at convincing everyone in the room.

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<v Speaker 1>That's like, I want to grab my pearls.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't like I know, I agree with you. At

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<v Speaker 4>the end of the day, it comes down to theatrics.

0:25:37.200 --> 0:25:39.040
<v Speaker 4>A lot and a lot of a.

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<v Speaker 3>Trial is nothing more than who is the more convincing attorney,

0:25:42.920 --> 0:25:45.320
<v Speaker 3>who plays the part better, Who does the jury like better,

0:25:45.359 --> 0:25:47.520
<v Speaker 3>who's more likable, who's more attractive.

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<v Speaker 2>The most important part of this entire trial was jury

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<v Speaker 2>selection period. Absolutely, that is the most important part of

0:25:56.440 --> 0:26:01.560
<v Speaker 2>this trial. And imagine how much incredible testimony has been

0:26:01.920 --> 0:26:04.960
<v Speaker 2>has been put on the record during this time period,

0:26:05.000 --> 0:26:07.600
<v Speaker 2>a very short time period, as you said, Yet the

0:26:07.640 --> 0:26:10.520
<v Speaker 2>most important thing was jury selection, and they had some

0:26:10.680 --> 0:26:14.160
<v Speaker 2>very strong people on the defense side choosing juries. And

0:26:14.320 --> 0:26:16.520
<v Speaker 2>of course ausas are very good at what they do

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<v Speaker 2>as well.

0:26:16.920 --> 0:26:18.920
<v Speaker 1>So you just you got a hope.

0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:22.359
<v Speaker 2>But I you know, a more male jury than female

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<v Speaker 2>scares me a bit.

0:26:23.560 --> 0:26:24.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I agree with that.

0:26:25.040 --> 0:26:26.800
<v Speaker 3>You know, let me ask you another question, because there's

0:26:26.840 --> 0:26:29.280
<v Speaker 3>been a lot of talk about this victim number three,

0:26:29.359 --> 0:26:32.720
<v Speaker 3>who supposedly is named Gina, that now they can't find

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<v Speaker 3>to testify.

0:26:34.000 --> 0:26:37.480
<v Speaker 2>She's she's it's not that she can't be found, she's tweeting,

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<v Speaker 2>right from what I From what I understand, she she's

0:26:40.440 --> 0:26:42.520
<v Speaker 2>sent out a tweet just saying she doesn't she wants

0:26:42.600 --> 0:26:44.920
<v Speaker 2>to be private. Now you can go down a YouTube

0:26:45.400 --> 0:26:47.720
<v Speaker 2>spiral again, you can find the interview that she gave

0:26:47.760 --> 0:26:52.000
<v Speaker 2>on a radio show discussing stomping a baby out of

0:26:52.080 --> 0:26:54.720
<v Speaker 2>her paint, trying to pay her for an abortion that

0:26:54.800 --> 0:26:57.199
<v Speaker 2>she willingly had because she didn't want to take his

0:26:57.240 --> 0:26:59.920
<v Speaker 2>money because she loved him. She's more of a soft

0:27:00.040 --> 0:27:02.520
<v Speaker 2>spoken sweet girls. It doesn't seem like she had any

0:27:02.760 --> 0:27:03.960
<v Speaker 2>career aspirations.

0:27:04.440 --> 0:27:07.920
<v Speaker 3>Was she a girlfriend or just someone that she wasn't

0:27:07.920 --> 0:27:09.440
<v Speaker 3>someone that worked? Did she work for him or was

0:27:09.480 --> 0:27:10.200
<v Speaker 3>she a girlfriend?

0:27:11.080 --> 0:27:12.400
<v Speaker 1>No, no, working for him.

0:27:13.119 --> 0:27:15.359
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what to call his girlfriend or not,

0:27:15.560 --> 0:27:19.320
<v Speaker 2>because he just seems to have thrown that around.

0:27:19.800 --> 0:27:21.240
<v Speaker 4>Loosely, right, loosely.

0:27:21.560 --> 0:27:23.879
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't even know that anyone was a girlfriend

0:27:23.960 --> 0:27:26.120
<v Speaker 2>because I think in order to call someone your girlfriend,

0:27:26.160 --> 0:27:27.800
<v Speaker 2>you have to care for them. And I don't know

0:27:27.840 --> 0:27:30.919
<v Speaker 2>how much consideration was given to any of these people allegedly,

0:27:31.080 --> 0:27:34.600
<v Speaker 2>so I don't love that word. But no, she was

0:27:34.640 --> 0:27:37.320
<v Speaker 2>not working for him. She was not a worker at

0:27:37.480 --> 0:27:41.880
<v Speaker 2>bad Boy. But they are going to establish medical records

0:27:41.920 --> 0:27:44.120
<v Speaker 2>with a victim that is coming up. There was some

0:27:44.240 --> 0:27:47.960
<v Speaker 2>talk in a sidebar that they had about some type

0:27:48.000 --> 0:27:52.440
<v Speaker 2>of medical records and it's being alluded to that there's

0:27:52.720 --> 0:27:55.280
<v Speaker 2>likely going to be a conversation about abortion, that there

0:27:55.359 --> 0:27:57.560
<v Speaker 2>is still a victim that is coming forward and speaking

0:27:57.600 --> 0:27:58.920
<v Speaker 2>that we have not heard from yet.

0:27:59.240 --> 0:28:01.440
<v Speaker 3>I believe that's the is that the Jane, that is

0:28:01.560 --> 0:28:04.000
<v Speaker 3>who they're Jane that's coming up Jane.

0:28:04.200 --> 0:28:06.679
<v Speaker 2>But I think more so what ends up happening in

0:28:06.720 --> 0:28:09.320
<v Speaker 2>a situation like that where somebody gets nervous at the

0:28:09.600 --> 0:28:11.840
<v Speaker 2>at the at the final point because their name is

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:13.840
<v Speaker 2>about to be out there and they don't want that,

0:28:14.440 --> 0:28:16.560
<v Speaker 2>so they want to then not come, I think a

0:28:16.560 --> 0:28:18.199
<v Speaker 2>way to get because I think if you're subpoena and

0:28:18.240 --> 0:28:20.600
<v Speaker 2>you don't show up, that's you go to jail for that,

0:28:20.680 --> 0:28:21.080
<v Speaker 2>I believe.

0:28:21.200 --> 0:28:21.800
<v Speaker 1>Is that correct?

0:28:21.920 --> 0:28:24.200
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's why the defense attorney I.

0:28:24.160 --> 0:28:26.200
<v Speaker 2>Think they didn't pursue it, and I think they didn't

0:28:26.240 --> 0:28:28.480
<v Speaker 2>make a thing because I think that they probably did

0:28:28.480 --> 0:28:30.680
<v Speaker 2>get in touch with the women the women were prop allegedly,

0:28:30.720 --> 0:28:33.040
<v Speaker 2>and the women were probably like, listen, I'm not going

0:28:33.080 --> 0:28:34.560
<v Speaker 2>to help you out if I get.

0:28:34.480 --> 0:28:37.000
<v Speaker 3>Up there, right, and then they don't want to take

0:28:37.000 --> 0:28:38.840
<v Speaker 3>that risk, so it's better to just not.

0:28:38.920 --> 0:28:41.200
<v Speaker 2>You don't want to take a risk if if you

0:28:41.280 --> 0:28:43.240
<v Speaker 2>paid attention in the media, they said one of the

0:28:43.280 --> 0:28:45.920
<v Speaker 2>victims dropped out. She never wanted to participate in any

0:28:45.960 --> 0:28:47.800
<v Speaker 2>of it. She didn't want to talk to onland security,

0:28:47.880 --> 0:28:49.400
<v Speaker 2>she didn't want to be a part of the trial.

0:28:49.920 --> 0:28:53.480
<v Speaker 2>Who leaked that it certainly wasn't the prosecution, It certainly

0:28:53.520 --> 0:28:58.280
<v Speaker 2>wasn't pr for the AUSA. Her publicists or her people

0:28:58.480 --> 0:29:01.120
<v Speaker 2>leaked out that story that she wanted no parts because

0:29:01.160 --> 0:29:04.000
<v Speaker 2>she probably wanted to signal whoever to let them know

0:29:04.240 --> 0:29:05.400
<v Speaker 2>I wasn't going to tell on you.

0:29:05.440 --> 0:29:11.160
<v Speaker 3>Daddy, right exactly? So what else did you really allegedly?

0:29:11.280 --> 0:29:13.360
<v Speaker 3>What else did you take away from me as testimony

0:29:13.360 --> 0:29:15.560
<v Speaker 3>that you thought was interesting or was compelling for you?

0:29:16.240 --> 0:29:18.720
<v Speaker 1>Shit? Let mean, oh well, here's just a sidebar.

0:29:20.160 --> 0:29:22.680
<v Speaker 2>It's becoming very obvious that he paid women way less

0:29:22.680 --> 0:29:25.360
<v Speaker 2>than he paid men. George Kaplan was given six figures.

0:29:25.360 --> 0:29:27.720
<v Speaker 2>Capricorn and Mio were both paid her on I think

0:29:27.720 --> 0:29:33.400
<v Speaker 2>they said forty thousand, fifty thousand. That was interesting, and

0:29:33.480 --> 0:29:36.600
<v Speaker 2>they also were all harassed and abused.

0:29:36.880 --> 0:29:38.280
<v Speaker 3>I had a question to ask you because you have

0:29:38.320 --> 0:29:40.840
<v Speaker 3>personal experience with them, and I thought this is random,

0:29:40.880 --> 0:29:43.880
<v Speaker 3>but I found this interesting that I think on two

0:29:43.960 --> 0:29:47.640
<v Speaker 3>different occasions it has come up in testimony that I

0:29:47.640 --> 0:29:51.000
<v Speaker 3>think it was Gina, but I don't. It wasn't Gina testifying,

0:29:51.040 --> 0:29:54.680
<v Speaker 3>but it was someone testifying to an incident where apparently

0:29:55.080 --> 0:29:58.880
<v Speaker 3>Diddy threw apples at Gina, and then Mia was testifying.

0:29:58.880 --> 0:30:02.360
<v Speaker 3>I believe yesterday that he through spaghetti at her, and

0:30:02.480 --> 0:30:05.440
<v Speaker 3>I just was like, it was the food items that I.

0:30:05.480 --> 0:30:08.960
<v Speaker 4>Thought, and there were a god and they okay, right,

0:30:09.000 --> 0:30:12.640
<v Speaker 4>and I was like, allegedly allegedly, but what is that?

0:30:12.800 --> 0:30:17.200
<v Speaker 4>Is that a form of humiliation or a lack of.

0:30:17.880 --> 0:30:20.560
<v Speaker 3>Any type of control at all, that no matter what

0:30:20.720 --> 0:30:23.400
<v Speaker 3>is on the surface of a countertop, that you will

0:30:23.440 --> 0:30:26.480
<v Speaker 3>just reach for it and assault someone.

0:30:27.680 --> 0:30:32.360
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, basically, yeah, I don't Maybe he just happened to,

0:30:33.040 --> 0:30:35.320
<v Speaker 2>you know, eat more than he ever let us eat.

0:30:36.040 --> 0:30:36.840
<v Speaker 1>But I don't know.

0:30:36.880 --> 0:30:39.280
<v Speaker 2>Maybe there just was food was the most readily available

0:30:39.360 --> 0:30:41.920
<v Speaker 2>thing around. Maybe it has to do with comdowns or

0:30:41.920 --> 0:30:44.160
<v Speaker 2>come ups and when you're hungry and when your moods

0:30:44.200 --> 0:30:47.160
<v Speaker 2>get bad and when they who knows, But there's no

0:30:47.200 --> 0:30:49.200
<v Speaker 2>I don't think there's anything specific.

0:30:48.720 --> 0:30:50.760
<v Speaker 1>To the food being thrown. It just happened to have

0:30:50.800 --> 0:30:51.560
<v Speaker 1>been what was there.

0:30:51.880 --> 0:30:54.320
<v Speaker 3>I just found that interesting that in this testimony, like

0:30:54.440 --> 0:30:55.680
<v Speaker 3>food keeps coming up.

0:30:56.000 --> 0:30:59.200
<v Speaker 2>It was like, well, we certainly didn't have any when

0:30:59.200 --> 0:31:01.720
<v Speaker 2>we worked for it, So I'm glad somebody was being

0:31:01.760 --> 0:31:06.480
<v Speaker 2>said somebody's somebody's getting spaghetti. At this point, I don't

0:31:06.520 --> 0:31:09.800
<v Speaker 2>see any possible way after this testimony that twelve people

0:31:10.600 --> 0:31:13.400
<v Speaker 2>unanimously agree to acquit him.

0:31:13.720 --> 0:31:15.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't see it happening at all.

0:31:15.360 --> 0:31:18.800
<v Speaker 2>How do you feel, I don't even see a path

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:21.640
<v Speaker 2>for twelve people acquitting him on all charges. It's not

0:31:21.680 --> 0:31:23.320
<v Speaker 2>even I don't even see it at all.

0:31:24.040 --> 0:31:26.200
<v Speaker 1>You're the one with a degree. Do you see any

0:31:26.320 --> 0:31:27.000
<v Speaker 1>lane for that?

0:31:27.560 --> 0:31:27.760
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:31:28.040 --> 0:31:28.400
<v Speaker 4>I don't.

0:31:28.440 --> 0:31:31.240
<v Speaker 3>I think I think the testimony has been too compelling.

0:31:31.280 --> 0:31:34.240
<v Speaker 3>I think the repetition of the repeated behaviors. It's not

0:31:34.480 --> 0:31:38.520
<v Speaker 3>like he got drunk one night and you know he

0:31:39.000 --> 0:31:42.200
<v Speaker 3>went all he went off the rails, which can happen

0:31:42.280 --> 0:31:46.040
<v Speaker 3>to people. I think it's a long established, repeated behavior,

0:31:46.160 --> 0:31:49.360
<v Speaker 3>over and over and over, and it goes down. I mean,

0:31:49.400 --> 0:31:51.080
<v Speaker 3>it boils down to the fact that he's a cruel

0:31:51.200 --> 0:31:55.080
<v Speaker 3>man's it's cruelty. It's about power, it's about corrosion, it's

0:31:55.080 --> 0:31:58.160
<v Speaker 3>about it. It's evil, it's cruel and I think I

0:31:58.160 --> 0:31:59.800
<v Speaker 3>don't think the jury can get past that.

0:32:00.520 --> 0:32:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Can you give the definition legally in Layman's terms.

0:32:03.520 --> 0:32:06.440
<v Speaker 2>I suppose for the audience about what coercion is, because

0:32:06.440 --> 0:32:08.200
<v Speaker 2>half the people I talk to can't even say the

0:32:08.200 --> 0:32:11.000
<v Speaker 2>word correctly, and I think people just are too embarrassed

0:32:11.040 --> 0:32:11.320
<v Speaker 2>to ask.

0:32:11.400 --> 0:32:12.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't really know what that means.

0:32:13.120 --> 0:32:15.800
<v Speaker 4>Oh my gosh, I don't know. If I could give.

0:32:15.760 --> 0:32:19.239
<v Speaker 2>The chattypt it my CHATGYPG loves me it gets back

0:32:19.280 --> 0:32:19.479
<v Speaker 2>to there.

0:32:19.600 --> 0:32:22.640
<v Speaker 3>I mean, i'd have to actually google. The legal definition

0:32:22.720 --> 0:32:24.040
<v Speaker 3>of coersion.

0:32:23.920 --> 0:32:28.080
<v Speaker 2>Is the legal definition of coercion, Okay, The legal definition

0:32:28.160 --> 0:32:31.560
<v Speaker 2>of coercion generally refers to the use of force, threats,

0:32:31.640 --> 0:32:35.240
<v Speaker 2>or intimidation to compel someone to act against their will.

0:32:36.400 --> 0:32:39.560
<v Speaker 2>Key elements of coercion threat or use of force.

0:32:39.800 --> 0:32:40.560
<v Speaker 1>They've proved it.

0:32:41.200 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 2>Lack of con lack of consent. They've proved it intent.

0:32:46.160 --> 0:32:50.440
<v Speaker 2>The perpetrator intends to control or manipulate the person the

0:32:50.560 --> 0:32:51.720
<v Speaker 2>victim's decision making.

0:32:51.760 --> 0:32:52.280
<v Speaker 1>That's there.

0:32:52.320 --> 0:32:56.280
<v Speaker 2>They've proved that resulting action the victim performs in act

0:32:56.440 --> 0:32:59.840
<v Speaker 2>or refrains from one that they otherwise wouldn't have done freely.

0:32:59.880 --> 0:33:04.680
<v Speaker 2>They've proved all key elements of coersion with multiple witnesses.

0:33:05.040 --> 0:33:05.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

0:33:05.480 --> 0:33:09.440
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, And even when people are acting as the defense

0:33:09.480 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 3>would claim willingly because they're showing up or they're carrying things,

0:33:13.280 --> 0:33:16.400
<v Speaker 3>or they're carrying out these these demands. If they claim,

0:33:16.520 --> 0:33:19.360
<v Speaker 3>like with free will, there isn't free will. You know

0:33:19.440 --> 0:33:22.240
<v Speaker 3>that there's no free will. You know that there's repercussions later.

0:33:31.880 --> 0:33:34.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't know that I've ever really had free will

0:33:34.680 --> 0:33:39.480
<v Speaker 2>my entire career. Sadly, if you made me think for

0:33:39.520 --> 0:33:41.880
<v Speaker 2>a second as you were saying that, I definitely could

0:33:42.000 --> 0:33:44.280
<v Speaker 2>like bob my head, yes for them making the band aids.

0:33:44.320 --> 0:33:49.400
<v Speaker 2>But there's always somebody controlling your narrative. And as you

0:33:49.480 --> 0:33:51.400
<v Speaker 2>get further, I mean, I've been doing this since I

0:33:51.480 --> 0:33:54.040
<v Speaker 2>was a kid, and I'm forty one now, so over

0:33:54.080 --> 0:33:56.360
<v Speaker 2>two decades I've been in the industry and haven't had

0:33:56.360 --> 0:34:01.240
<v Speaker 2>another job. There is always somebody bigger than the person

0:34:01.320 --> 0:34:02.719
<v Speaker 2>you thought was the biggest.

0:34:03.240 --> 0:34:06.360
<v Speaker 1>There is always some uniform plan.

0:34:07.120 --> 0:34:09.719
<v Speaker 2>There is always a schedule and a time and a

0:34:09.800 --> 0:34:12.160
<v Speaker 2>place and the right thing to say and the right

0:34:12.200 --> 0:34:14.800
<v Speaker 2>person to say it. And when you get your shot,

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:19.359
<v Speaker 2>you go, and if you don't, you don't. And I

0:34:19.440 --> 0:34:22.440
<v Speaker 2>don't know that I've ever just been People see me

0:34:22.480 --> 0:34:25.680
<v Speaker 2>as someone that is so confident and they love to

0:34:25.760 --> 0:34:28.560
<v Speaker 2>jump on the train the second that this all came

0:34:28.600 --> 0:34:30.600
<v Speaker 2>down and say, Aubrey told us so. She told us

0:34:30.640 --> 0:34:32.320
<v Speaker 2>so for twenty years. She's been telling us he was

0:34:32.360 --> 0:34:34.400
<v Speaker 2>a dangerous person. He wasn't somebody that was safe to

0:34:34.440 --> 0:34:38.480
<v Speaker 2>work for. And like that's great and all. And I

0:34:38.480 --> 0:34:43.319
<v Speaker 2>guess that whatever has decided that I am somebody that

0:34:43.400 --> 0:34:44.560
<v Speaker 2>is going to be a voice. I mean, I'm a

0:34:44.640 --> 0:34:46.680
<v Speaker 2>voice right now on this platform for this.

0:34:47.400 --> 0:34:52.760
<v Speaker 1>But I don't know how free the will is of anything, really, because.

0:34:54.320 --> 0:34:56.440
<v Speaker 2>A lot of times I feel the system already has

0:34:56.480 --> 0:35:01.640
<v Speaker 2>decided things. So I just like, I think the jury

0:35:01.960 --> 0:35:04.919
<v Speaker 2>is a piece of this puzzle. That is just who

0:35:04.960 --> 0:35:07.440
<v Speaker 2>they are as people and how they are going to

0:35:07.480 --> 0:35:11.120
<v Speaker 2>interpret the information that they have been given. They are

0:35:11.239 --> 0:35:15.200
<v Speaker 2>just going to interpret it as so we can't really

0:35:15.239 --> 0:35:17.080
<v Speaker 2>make a call for them. I mean, I know that

0:35:17.120 --> 0:35:19.759
<v Speaker 2>they give you jury instructions. I've never personally sat on

0:35:19.800 --> 0:35:21.960
<v Speaker 2>a jury, but I think you have to be able

0:35:22.000 --> 0:35:24.560
<v Speaker 2>to like check off boxes yes or no, to like

0:35:24.600 --> 0:35:28.280
<v Speaker 2>walk you to an answer if you're having a problem.

0:35:29.000 --> 0:35:31.600
<v Speaker 2>So they will have to hold themselves a bit accountable.

0:35:31.600 --> 0:35:35.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm assuming, but I don't know. You know, I didn't

0:35:35.200 --> 0:35:37.160
<v Speaker 2>there was no part of me that thought oj didn't

0:35:37.200 --> 0:35:40.640
<v Speaker 2>kill on Nicole, but yet he wasn't convicted.

0:35:41.280 --> 0:35:43.320
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's mind blowing.

0:35:43.680 --> 0:35:46.799
<v Speaker 1>Let me tell let's talk about a world where that happens. Now.

0:35:46.880 --> 0:35:49.200
<v Speaker 2>You know, one thing I've had a little slight fear

0:35:49.239 --> 0:35:53.200
<v Speaker 2>of is and I've made a clear in documented form

0:35:53.440 --> 0:35:55.560
<v Speaker 2>just in case it happened, so that the record could

0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:59.719
<v Speaker 2>show I was right again. But it worries me that

0:35:59.760 --> 0:36:05.800
<v Speaker 2>politics and entertainment tend to mirror each other pretty pretty closely.

0:36:06.400 --> 0:36:09.040
<v Speaker 2>We've seen a lot of things happening politically lately that

0:36:09.120 --> 0:36:13.320
<v Speaker 2>are like chalking. Whether you like someone or don't like someone,

0:36:13.360 --> 0:36:15.960
<v Speaker 2>there's a lot of movements that are just like what chaotic?

0:36:16.560 --> 0:36:19.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I did not think that that could happen, whether

0:36:19.320 --> 0:36:20.719
<v Speaker 1>I like you or not. I didn't think all that

0:36:20.760 --> 0:36:21.320
<v Speaker 1>could happen.

0:36:21.920 --> 0:36:25.359
<v Speaker 2>Now over here, What if there's a scenario where I

0:36:25.360 --> 0:36:27.880
<v Speaker 2>didn't think that that could happen. In the beginning, before

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:33.080
<v Speaker 2>MIA's to me, I am standing steady on ten toes

0:36:33.120 --> 0:36:37.640
<v Speaker 2>after Mia. Before Mia, I thought maybe the prosecution might

0:36:37.680 --> 0:36:39.759
<v Speaker 2>feel they get to a place where they've proven one,

0:36:39.920 --> 0:36:42.080
<v Speaker 2>three and four but not two and five, and they

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:44.320
<v Speaker 2>might give a plea and we might see a trial

0:36:44.440 --> 0:36:47.520
<v Speaker 2>this big and a person this big take a plea,

0:36:47.640 --> 0:36:50.520
<v Speaker 2>and what the jury felt doesn't really even matter, because

0:36:50.680 --> 0:36:53.040
<v Speaker 2>they can all the way up until the jury comes back,

0:36:53.080 --> 0:36:56.279
<v Speaker 2>if they feel that there's any point that they're losing on,

0:36:56.440 --> 0:36:58.600
<v Speaker 2>they can offer a plea. And that's not something that

0:36:58.640 --> 0:37:01.839
<v Speaker 2>I think anyone sees reg and so they don't necessarily

0:37:01.880 --> 0:37:04.200
<v Speaker 2>even understand that that is a possibility.

0:37:04.520 --> 0:37:06.839
<v Speaker 3>It's a possibility, but I'll tell you just based upon

0:37:08.560 --> 0:37:11.520
<v Speaker 3>the little that I know of him, I don't think

0:37:11.560 --> 0:37:12.520
<v Speaker 3>he would take a plea deal.

0:37:12.840 --> 0:37:14.680
<v Speaker 2>Well, he didn't take the first one, but I think

0:37:14.800 --> 0:37:17.080
<v Speaker 2>after me he should start considering it.

0:37:17.080 --> 0:37:18.200
<v Speaker 1>It's looking pretty bad.

0:37:18.440 --> 0:37:22.319
<v Speaker 3>But when someone has been in the world that he's

0:37:22.360 --> 0:37:26.560
<v Speaker 3>been in, with people catering to his every whim, you

0:37:26.640 --> 0:37:30.319
<v Speaker 3>don't think like a rational, reasonable person. You think that

0:37:30.360 --> 0:37:32.800
<v Speaker 3>you're always going to win and you're always going to

0:37:32.840 --> 0:37:33.560
<v Speaker 3>get away with it.

0:37:33.680 --> 0:37:33.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't.

0:37:34.000 --> 0:37:36.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't even think he's had enough time to process

0:37:36.880 --> 0:37:42.800
<v Speaker 2>the level of colossal destruction that he has created across

0:37:42.840 --> 0:37:45.480
<v Speaker 2>so many lives. I don't even think he started at

0:37:45.480 --> 0:37:48.440
<v Speaker 2>that yet, because he was still in court in the

0:37:48.560 --> 0:37:52.080
<v Speaker 2>very beginning, having his lawyers fight to get Cassie's husband

0:37:52.120 --> 0:37:55.360
<v Speaker 2>taking out talking about the husband sent him threatening messages

0:37:55.400 --> 0:38:00.080
<v Speaker 2>threatening him twenty however, many years ago, threatening him that

0:38:00.280 --> 0:38:02.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, after he found out what happened to Cassie,

0:38:02.040 --> 0:38:05.239
<v Speaker 2>and my client's life was threatened, so he can't be

0:38:05.320 --> 0:38:07.080
<v Speaker 2>in court next to him. Are you fucking kidding me?

0:38:07.120 --> 0:38:08.560
<v Speaker 2>There's not a day in Diddy's life that he was

0:38:08.600 --> 0:38:09.280
<v Speaker 2>scared of Alex.

0:38:09.360 --> 0:38:09.640
<v Speaker 1>Fine.

0:38:10.040 --> 0:38:12.960
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that was a maneuver to get to make Cassie

0:38:12.960 --> 0:38:14.920
<v Speaker 2>weaker and to not be able to have somebody to

0:38:14.960 --> 0:38:17.919
<v Speaker 2>connect with on that stand in my opinion, and I think,

0:38:17.960 --> 0:38:20.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, that's a good lawyering move, but a shitty

0:38:20.880 --> 0:38:23.960
<v Speaker 2>moral move, which is why again I don't love lawyers

0:38:24.000 --> 0:38:30.160
<v Speaker 2>that are big defense criminal defense lawyers and situations like this,

0:38:30.360 --> 0:38:31.240
<v Speaker 2>it's an icky.

0:38:31.640 --> 0:38:34.560
<v Speaker 1>I respect them because they're really good at what they do.

0:38:35.120 --> 0:38:37.880
<v Speaker 2>The eight pack of white women was effective racially. I

0:38:37.960 --> 0:38:39.879
<v Speaker 2>know a lot of people that were like, why all

0:38:39.960 --> 0:38:42.239
<v Speaker 2>white women? That's not a good look. I don't like

0:38:42.320 --> 0:38:44.239
<v Speaker 2>the way this feels. I felt it even and I

0:38:44.280 --> 0:38:46.799
<v Speaker 2>was scared to say it, but I was like, I mean,

0:38:46.920 --> 0:38:48.680
<v Speaker 2>it shouldn't come down to race. It should come down

0:38:48.719 --> 0:38:50.720
<v Speaker 2>to who's most qualified to take on a case.

0:38:50.800 --> 0:38:53.960
<v Speaker 4>But Optics are everyone.

0:38:54.200 --> 0:38:56.760
<v Speaker 1>I know, well, optics are everything in a courtroom. Everyone.

0:38:56.800 --> 0:39:00.080
<v Speaker 2>When they saw Cassie's pregnant belly, everyone was like, damn it,

0:39:00.120 --> 0:39:01.759
<v Speaker 2>he'd better come with more than gray hair.

0:39:02.160 --> 0:39:05.120
<v Speaker 3>Well, you know, the defense made a motion that they

0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:06.440
<v Speaker 3>didn't want Cassie.

0:39:06.719 --> 0:39:07.920
<v Speaker 1>Them to be able to see her belly.

0:39:08.160 --> 0:39:12.040
<v Speaker 4>Yes, they wanted her seated before the jury came into.

0:39:12.080 --> 0:39:14.200
<v Speaker 2>I know, there were a lot of little tactics that

0:39:14.239 --> 0:39:18.319
<v Speaker 2>showed me, Okay, he's still either the lawyers are just.

0:39:18.280 --> 0:39:19.759
<v Speaker 1>Really good in telling him what to do.

0:39:19.880 --> 0:39:22.000
<v Speaker 2>I don't know the fact that he's throwing love hearts

0:39:22.000 --> 0:39:25.719
<v Speaker 2>and all of that bullshit. Still like, I just can

0:39:25.760 --> 0:39:28.759
<v Speaker 2>you show us a signal of accountability so if you

0:39:28.840 --> 0:39:31.640
<v Speaker 2>do get off on anything, like, all the people that

0:39:31.719 --> 0:39:34.160
<v Speaker 2>have been in your path of destruction can feel like

0:39:35.440 --> 0:39:38.480
<v Speaker 2>safe staying alive on this earth.

0:39:39.080 --> 0:39:42.440
<v Speaker 4>Here's another question, And I feel like this maybe.

0:39:42.200 --> 0:39:48.399
<v Speaker 3>Feeds into his narcissism or ego or whatever you want

0:39:48.440 --> 0:39:48.839
<v Speaker 3>to call it.

0:39:48.880 --> 0:39:52.000
<v Speaker 4>The fact that he has his children sitting in the courtroom.

0:39:52.080 --> 0:39:55.279
<v Speaker 2>I already said this on the very first podcast is mind.

0:39:55.000 --> 0:39:57.000
<v Speaker 4>Boggling to me, mind boggling.

0:39:57.160 --> 0:40:01.080
<v Speaker 2>What I've asked every type of every time race age

0:40:01.200 --> 0:40:03.960
<v Speaker 2>range of man that I know, would you want your

0:40:04.120 --> 0:40:06.920
<v Speaker 2>would you want or even allow if it meant you

0:40:06.960 --> 0:40:09.560
<v Speaker 2>could look better in front of a jury? Would you

0:40:09.680 --> 0:40:13.400
<v Speaker 2>let your daughters hear about how you were slipping, slurping,

0:40:13.480 --> 0:40:15.760
<v Speaker 2>slapping and popping it off every which.

0:40:15.560 --> 0:40:17.040
<v Speaker 1>Way in the freak offs?

0:40:17.200 --> 0:40:20.879
<v Speaker 2>And every single man that I've spoken to, every single race,

0:40:20.960 --> 0:40:25.439
<v Speaker 2>every single age range, was like absolutely not no, zero no.

0:40:26.080 --> 0:40:28.600
<v Speaker 1>For me, I think it's a choice.

0:40:28.440 --> 0:40:31.560
<v Speaker 3>Yes, and would you not be completely embarrassed? And that's

0:40:31.600 --> 0:40:35.480
<v Speaker 3>what makes me think that this is truly someone who's

0:40:35.520 --> 0:40:39.680
<v Speaker 3>so narcissistic that they have no concept of what they've

0:40:39.719 --> 0:40:42.480
<v Speaker 3>done that they would allow their children and their mom.

0:40:42.560 --> 0:40:45.080
<v Speaker 3>What's his mom like eighties something or I don't know,

0:40:45.160 --> 0:40:47.040
<v Speaker 3>like his elderly mom to be.

0:40:47.320 --> 0:40:49.400
<v Speaker 2>You have you done any research on his mom and

0:40:49.440 --> 0:40:51.560
<v Speaker 2>what her work was and things like that.

0:40:51.880 --> 0:40:53.919
<v Speaker 3>I don't know anything about his mom. Is that another

0:40:54.000 --> 0:40:55.600
<v Speaker 3>rabbit hole that I need to go down?

0:40:56.080 --> 0:40:56.640
<v Speaker 4>I'm laying in.

0:40:56.680 --> 0:41:03.400
<v Speaker 2>Bed, probably allegedly probably allegedly, Okay, all right, but I

0:41:03.440 --> 0:41:06.560
<v Speaker 2>think you know, I think for me, and this is sound,

0:41:06.680 --> 0:41:08.399
<v Speaker 2>this is going to sound crazy because I don't even

0:41:08.400 --> 0:41:11.440
<v Speaker 2>think it's a smart legal thing to do. But he's

0:41:11.520 --> 0:41:14.919
<v Speaker 2>so down and out with the testimony. At this point,

0:41:14.960 --> 0:41:17.400
<v Speaker 2>I feel all of the key things have been established,

0:41:17.440 --> 0:41:21.200
<v Speaker 2>from racketeering to sex trafficking to definitely possessing people across

0:41:21.200 --> 0:41:21.680
<v Speaker 2>state lines.

0:41:21.719 --> 0:41:22.920
<v Speaker 1>Those are all five counts.

0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:27.200
<v Speaker 2>I think at this point you need to tell a

0:41:27.400 --> 0:41:32.919
<v Speaker 2>very strong tale of how hurt people hurt people. I'm

0:41:32.960 --> 0:41:35.839
<v Speaker 2>gonna need to know how he was hurt and why

0:41:35.920 --> 0:41:38.279
<v Speaker 2>he hurt others, and I still would have to call

0:41:38.360 --> 0:41:40.759
<v Speaker 2>him guilty because the facts of the crimes are the

0:41:40.760 --> 0:41:41.680
<v Speaker 2>facts of the crimes.

0:41:41.880 --> 0:41:42.760
<v Speaker 1>But at least if.

0:41:42.600 --> 0:41:45.200
<v Speaker 2>I heard, maybe if I were a jury member that

0:41:45.280 --> 0:41:48.799
<v Speaker 2>doesn't understand facts and crimes, if you told me why

0:41:48.880 --> 0:41:51.680
<v Speaker 2>this hurt person hurt people and his hurt was so

0:41:51.840 --> 0:41:52.560
<v Speaker 2>deep that.

0:41:52.560 --> 0:41:53.399
<v Speaker 1>It fucked me up.

0:41:54.480 --> 0:41:56.680
<v Speaker 2>Those are the times where I've had sympathy for him

0:41:56.719 --> 0:42:00.239
<v Speaker 2>along the way prior to getting into everyone's testimony, just

0:42:00.320 --> 0:42:03.239
<v Speaker 2>based off of my general assessment of the time that

0:42:03.280 --> 0:42:05.200
<v Speaker 2>I was in and knowledge of the times where I

0:42:05.320 --> 0:42:09.560
<v Speaker 2>was not in but had very reliable people that were

0:42:09.600 --> 0:42:11.560
<v Speaker 2>in it along the way telling me everything.

0:42:12.640 --> 0:42:15.399
<v Speaker 3>So you're saying the only way that you would feel

0:42:15.440 --> 0:42:18.359
<v Speaker 3>any ounce of sympathy is if there was some testimony

0:42:18.400 --> 0:42:23.560
<v Speaker 3>that went to him being hurt so severely.

0:42:24.040 --> 0:42:26.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I'm I was able to have sympathy

0:42:27.000 --> 0:42:29.680
<v Speaker 1>at the beginning of the trial. I'm not getting it anymore.

0:42:29.719 --> 0:42:34.800
<v Speaker 1>It's not in me. No, no, no, I'm out none none.

0:42:34.920 --> 0:42:39.280
<v Speaker 2>Now we're now, we're getting into territory where the alleged

0:42:39.360 --> 0:42:43.320
<v Speaker 2>sexual assaults are looking different than staged events.

0:42:44.040 --> 0:42:45.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they're looking just.

0:42:45.760 --> 0:42:51.320
<v Speaker 2>Like as also Cassie alleged rape. That scares me deeply

0:42:51.440 --> 0:42:53.400
<v Speaker 2>for all the unknowns in my own life.

0:42:55.000 --> 0:42:57.160
<v Speaker 1>U we're breaking patterns.

0:42:57.200 --> 0:43:00.640
<v Speaker 2>Now, we're going into territories that are different, and that

0:43:00.840 --> 0:43:03.400
<v Speaker 2>concerns me.

0:43:03.200 --> 0:43:04.480
<v Speaker 1>I've lost the.

0:43:05.960 --> 0:43:08.880
<v Speaker 2>Compassion card in the beginning when you have eighty civil

0:43:08.960 --> 0:43:12.759
<v Speaker 2>suits and a lot of chaos, and I know some

0:43:13.320 --> 0:43:16.120
<v Speaker 2>a good amount of the players, and I know you know.

0:43:16.320 --> 0:43:18.040
<v Speaker 2>I had a bandmate that took the stand and it

0:43:18.080 --> 0:43:20.680
<v Speaker 2>was heavily reported that she was inconsistent and a lot

0:43:20.680 --> 0:43:25.279
<v Speaker 2>of her testimony. You know, I've known her to be inconsistent.

0:43:25.400 --> 0:43:29.360
<v Speaker 2>So imagine prior to all of this, knowing I believe

0:43:29.400 --> 0:43:32.839
<v Speaker 2>this person is inconsistent in the experiences that I've had

0:43:32.880 --> 0:43:35.120
<v Speaker 2>with her, unfortunately a good amount.

0:43:35.360 --> 0:43:37.799
<v Speaker 4>So did you think did you think her testimony helped

0:43:37.800 --> 0:43:39.040
<v Speaker 4>her hurt the prosecution.

0:43:39.760 --> 0:43:43.160
<v Speaker 2>I think it did nothing if I'm being nice, If I'm.

0:43:43.080 --> 0:43:46.680
<v Speaker 1>Being like you, judge, it hurt a little.

0:43:47.080 --> 0:43:48.920
<v Speaker 2>It was the wrong It was the wrong thing right

0:43:48.920 --> 0:43:51.640
<v Speaker 2>after Cassie to have somebody. The thing that I didn't

0:43:51.680 --> 0:43:54.480
<v Speaker 2>love is the inconsistencies came within the depositions that the

0:43:54.520 --> 0:43:56.880
<v Speaker 2>prosecution took. They didn't even have to bring up anything

0:43:56.920 --> 0:43:58.000
<v Speaker 2>on her that they may have had.

0:43:58.920 --> 0:44:00.440
<v Speaker 3>Right, So you're saying, why bring it up if it's

0:44:00.440 --> 0:44:02.680
<v Speaker 3>going to be an inconsistent statement, and then your witnesses

0:44:03.239 --> 0:44:05.880
<v Speaker 3>doesn't look credible in court, and Cassie.

0:44:05.600 --> 0:44:07.440
<v Speaker 2>Was believable to everybody that left the.

0:44:07.360 --> 0:44:08.319
<v Speaker 1>Court room and talked to me.

0:44:09.920 --> 0:44:11.920
<v Speaker 2>So I don't think we needed and we didn't need

0:44:11.960 --> 0:44:13.839
<v Speaker 2>to double down on the fact that she got hit

0:44:13.920 --> 0:44:17.719
<v Speaker 2>because there's a video of her beatings. Everybody knows what

0:44:17.800 --> 0:44:20.480
<v Speaker 2>the beating looks like. We can't get it out of

0:44:20.480 --> 0:44:21.319
<v Speaker 2>our souls.

0:44:21.560 --> 0:44:23.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, what's your take on that video? Who do you

0:44:23.880 --> 0:44:26.359
<v Speaker 3>think leaked it? Do you think it was someone in.

0:44:26.480 --> 0:44:29.719
<v Speaker 2>I can't see on the hotel side, I can't say.

0:44:30.360 --> 0:44:32.080
<v Speaker 4>Well, here's what's interesting.

0:44:31.719 --> 0:44:33.520
<v Speaker 1>Is that there is a group of us.

0:44:33.560 --> 0:44:36.040
<v Speaker 2>I keep trying to get them to be able to

0:44:36.040 --> 0:44:38.000
<v Speaker 2>be on the podcast with me, you know, because this

0:44:38.080 --> 0:44:40.960
<v Speaker 2>started almost about two years ago. For a lot of us,

0:44:41.360 --> 0:44:43.919
<v Speaker 2>and all the things that people were being shocked by

0:44:43.960 --> 0:44:46.480
<v Speaker 2>in the past two years, we knew very.

0:44:46.520 --> 0:44:47.759
<v Speaker 4>Long lin some of them.

0:44:48.120 --> 0:44:50.120
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, some of it we've known since we've been there.

0:44:50.280 --> 0:44:53.080
<v Speaker 2>Other things we've known when down, dude, we know every

0:44:53.120 --> 0:44:56.560
<v Speaker 2>graphic detail. No, but we knew plenty of I knew

0:44:56.840 --> 0:44:58.319
<v Speaker 2>a few of the prostitutes.

0:44:58.400 --> 0:45:00.360
<v Speaker 1>I knew the person that owns the place it was

0:45:00.400 --> 0:45:00.879
<v Speaker 1>giving the.

0:45:00.840 --> 0:45:04.200
<v Speaker 2>Prostitutes to the that they were calling. I knew one

0:45:04.200 --> 0:45:08.239
<v Speaker 2>of the prostitutes was in prison. It was on Jigglos allsurely.

0:45:08.120 --> 0:45:09.360
<v Speaker 4>The guy that killed his girlfriend.

0:45:09.719 --> 0:45:12.759
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and he said he told them no, it's not true.

0:45:12.760 --> 0:45:14.200
<v Speaker 2>But then his face was up on.

0:45:14.120 --> 0:45:16.680
<v Speaker 1>That posterboard in court and I was like, that's into Wait,

0:45:16.719 --> 0:45:17.040
<v Speaker 1>are you.

0:45:17.000 --> 0:45:20.360
<v Speaker 4>Talking about the what's the guy's name then or whatever?

0:45:20.440 --> 0:45:21.680
<v Speaker 4>The bald guy or you take.

0:45:21.520 --> 0:45:22.480
<v Speaker 1>A guy from Jigglos.

0:45:22.680 --> 0:45:24.880
<v Speaker 4>Well, there was two guys that were up there from Jigglos.

0:45:25.080 --> 0:45:27.239
<v Speaker 2>I think the other guy did an interview talking about

0:45:27.280 --> 0:45:29.880
<v Speaker 2>he was on deck for it but never got called. Basically,

0:45:29.960 --> 0:45:32.760
<v Speaker 2>stop interviewing. No one gives a fuck stop inserting yourself

0:45:32.760 --> 0:45:35.280
<v Speaker 2>in a moment that isn't about you, which is technically

0:45:35.280 --> 0:45:38.680
<v Speaker 2>how I felt about, like even.

0:45:39.040 --> 0:45:41.160
<v Speaker 1>Doing this podcast. I didn't want to do it.

0:45:41.239 --> 0:45:43.640
<v Speaker 2>I was saying no for a very long time. In

0:45:43.680 --> 0:45:45.680
<v Speaker 2>the ninth inning, it got presented to me in a

0:45:45.719 --> 0:45:49.040
<v Speaker 2>different fashion, and then I felt a little bit more.

0:45:51.160 --> 0:45:53.359
<v Speaker 1>I learned a little bit more about the.

0:45:53.280 --> 0:45:55.759
<v Speaker 2>Personal side of things that I'm still trying to figure out,

0:45:55.760 --> 0:46:00.160
<v Speaker 2>and that frustrated me. And then this people came to

0:46:00.200 --> 0:46:01.840
<v Speaker 2>me on this side and told me a way to

0:46:01.920 --> 0:46:06.080
<v Speaker 2>do this that felt more credible and less like Wendy Williams.

0:46:06.120 --> 0:46:09.080
<v Speaker 3>Even though I love Wendy, you mean less less gossipy,

0:46:09.239 --> 0:46:10.520
<v Speaker 3>tabloidy more.

0:46:11.680 --> 0:46:13.279
<v Speaker 2>I didn't really you know, I don't want to sit

0:46:13.320 --> 0:46:15.920
<v Speaker 2>on a podcast every day and be interviewed about the dark,

0:46:15.960 --> 0:46:19.560
<v Speaker 2>evil ways I established in the very beginning. I don't

0:46:19.960 --> 0:46:22.279
<v Speaker 2>have an ending that I want to see at the

0:46:22.360 --> 0:46:24.680
<v Speaker 2>end of this. As more testimony goes on, I'm getting

0:46:24.680 --> 0:46:25.560
<v Speaker 2>a little more heated.

0:46:25.560 --> 0:46:26.640
<v Speaker 1>I gotta be real with you.

0:46:27.040 --> 0:46:30.120
<v Speaker 2>I have to like pace myself in between these podcasts

0:46:30.200 --> 0:46:31.799
<v Speaker 2>and make sure that I come back down to a

0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:36.680
<v Speaker 2>place where my biases aren't popping up because I have them,

0:46:36.719 --> 0:46:37.640
<v Speaker 2>I said it day one.

0:46:37.840 --> 0:46:41.040
<v Speaker 1>I can't not have them. My entire life turned out.

0:46:40.880 --> 0:46:42.759
<v Speaker 2>To be something different than what it would have been

0:46:42.800 --> 0:46:47.400
<v Speaker 2>had I never met him. He course shifted my life.

0:46:47.440 --> 0:46:50.359
<v Speaker 2>He course shifted many people's lives. He not only course

0:46:50.360 --> 0:46:53.000
<v Speaker 2>shifted my life, he course shifted my understanding of myself

0:46:53.040 --> 0:46:55.600
<v Speaker 2>as a woman, which likely course shifted all the men

0:46:55.600 --> 0:46:57.279
<v Speaker 2>that I chose to date in life and how I

0:46:57.280 --> 0:46:59.919
<v Speaker 2>found myself valuable. Like I said, I was a nerd,

0:47:00.360 --> 0:47:01.440
<v Speaker 2>I was into the law.

0:47:01.880 --> 0:47:02.680
<v Speaker 1>I was a geek.

0:47:02.719 --> 0:47:05.319
<v Speaker 2>I didn't really have a lot of friends. All of

0:47:05.320 --> 0:47:08.520
<v Speaker 2>a sudden, I was the looker. There was a lot

0:47:08.560 --> 0:47:10.800
<v Speaker 2>of pressure in that my toenails had to be perfect

0:47:10.800 --> 0:47:12.480
<v Speaker 2>when I walked into a room or else I would

0:47:12.520 --> 0:47:16.239
<v Speaker 2>get berated. I didn't even think about my toenails before that, right,

0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:19.160
<v Speaker 2>you know. I learned to groom myself properly and look

0:47:19.239 --> 0:47:21.200
<v Speaker 2>certain ways and be certain ways. And when it was

0:47:21.239 --> 0:47:23.720
<v Speaker 2>just when I disappointed him, I felt like I was ugly.

0:47:23.880 --> 0:47:27.120
<v Speaker 2>And then for my whole life, I've been a fucking tabloid,

0:47:28.600 --> 0:47:33.480
<v Speaker 2>A tabloid character to say I'm either obese, I'm this,

0:47:33.719 --> 0:47:36.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm a plastic surgery nightmare that ass is fake or

0:47:36.440 --> 0:47:39.360
<v Speaker 2>tits are fake. She photos or shops herself in fucking vacation,

0:47:39.520 --> 0:47:42.879
<v Speaker 2>she's this, she's that. I can't fucking breathe without being

0:47:42.960 --> 0:47:46.480
<v Speaker 2>attacked for that looker card that did he put on me.

0:47:46.600 --> 0:47:49.240
<v Speaker 2>And I didn't give two fucks about the way I looked.

0:47:49.280 --> 0:47:53.280
<v Speaker 2>I was into the law. Yeah, I was a geek.

0:47:53.920 --> 0:47:57.319
<v Speaker 1>I read, I have books. I don't even I haven't

0:47:57.320 --> 0:47:58.840
<v Speaker 1>had sex in two years.

0:47:58.960 --> 0:48:01.360
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I'm you could be both. You could be

0:48:01.480 --> 0:48:03.440
<v Speaker 4>sexy and smart at the same time.

0:48:03.520 --> 0:48:03.759
<v Speaker 1>Though.

0:48:04.160 --> 0:48:06.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And by the way, as I get older, i'm

0:48:06.440 --> 0:48:09.400
<v Speaker 2>when I choose to embrace those things. Therefore, me and

0:48:09.480 --> 0:48:12.640
<v Speaker 2>I come at them with confidence. And it's my own confidence,

0:48:12.680 --> 0:48:14.920
<v Speaker 2>it's not the confidence that was derived by.

0:48:16.760 --> 0:48:18.680
<v Speaker 1>A interpretation of me.

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:20.560
<v Speaker 2>But I will say, all the way up even toil

0:48:20.600 --> 0:48:23.879
<v Speaker 2>last year, I'm I was working non stop last year,

0:48:23.960 --> 0:48:25.000
<v Speaker 2>everybody wanted.

0:48:24.800 --> 0:48:25.880
<v Speaker 1>To book a ditty victim.

0:48:26.680 --> 0:48:28.840
<v Speaker 2>And I'm not allowed to say things like that, because

0:48:28.880 --> 0:48:31.840
<v Speaker 2>I should be grateful that I got opportunities to sing again,

0:48:32.000 --> 0:48:35.120
<v Speaker 2>to be on TV shows again, that neck works grace

0:48:35.200 --> 0:48:39.120
<v Speaker 2>me with their presence, But they really wanted to push

0:48:39.200 --> 0:48:40.279
<v Speaker 2>that diddy victim shit.

0:48:40.840 --> 0:48:41.960
<v Speaker 1>And then there were some that I.

0:48:41.920 --> 0:48:45.839
<v Speaker 2>Openly and honestly like felt and trusted. There's one coming

0:48:45.840 --> 0:48:48.239
<v Speaker 2>out that I felt safe with and trusted, and in

0:48:48.239 --> 0:48:51.640
<v Speaker 2>that scenario, they got me. On the indictment day on camera,

0:48:52.120 --> 0:48:54.880
<v Speaker 2>I met the man on camera and I learned of

0:48:54.960 --> 0:48:58.400
<v Speaker 2>his indictment on in front of the world.

0:48:58.880 --> 0:48:59.960
<v Speaker 1>I haven't had.

0:49:00.160 --> 0:49:03.759
<v Speaker 2>A moment to form myself off of a camera, and

0:49:03.920 --> 0:49:07.560
<v Speaker 2>so long I don't. Sometimes when I'm not on a camera,

0:49:07.640 --> 0:49:09.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't really know what the fuck life is.

0:49:11.120 --> 0:49:13.880
<v Speaker 1>My dogs and one of them just passed sadly.

0:49:14.080 --> 0:49:15.759
<v Speaker 3>Can I tell you something that you just said that

0:49:16.040 --> 0:49:18.120
<v Speaker 3>I wish I could turn my camera because I literally

0:49:18.120 --> 0:49:20.359
<v Speaker 3>have two dogs laying right behind me right now.

0:49:20.800 --> 0:49:21.399
<v Speaker 1>I love it.

0:49:22.000 --> 0:49:25.000
<v Speaker 4>I feel like we're the same heart. They're all rescues.

0:49:25.040 --> 0:49:26.960
<v Speaker 4>I have three purebread rescues, so.

0:49:27.440 --> 0:49:29.520
<v Speaker 1>They have a rescue too. He's still alive.

0:49:30.560 --> 0:49:32.880
<v Speaker 3>I lost a Pomeranian a couple of years ago. It

0:49:32.880 --> 0:49:35.719
<v Speaker 3>was like the worst heartbreak of my entire life. He

0:49:35.800 --> 0:49:38.879
<v Speaker 3>was twelve years old. I still haven't recovered. Then I've

0:49:38.880 --> 0:49:43.120
<v Speaker 3>got a German Shepherd rescue, I've got a cattle dog rescue,

0:49:43.560 --> 0:49:45.520
<v Speaker 3>and then I've got like a little pit bull mix

0:49:45.560 --> 0:49:46.319
<v Speaker 3>somewhere around here.

0:49:46.440 --> 0:49:46.920
<v Speaker 4>Rescue.

0:49:47.040 --> 0:49:50.600
<v Speaker 3>So I have dogs and I read books all the

0:49:50.640 --> 0:49:52.240
<v Speaker 3>time and I'm a huge nerd.

0:49:52.400 --> 0:49:55.840
<v Speaker 2>So Amy said that we would get along fantastically, you

0:49:55.880 --> 0:49:56.439
<v Speaker 2>know what I said.

0:49:56.440 --> 0:49:59.040
<v Speaker 1>I was like, I was like, she's a housewife. I

0:49:59.080 --> 0:49:59.440
<v Speaker 1>don't know.

0:50:00.200 --> 0:50:02.840
<v Speaker 2>She's like, no, she's smart, she's savvy, like blah blah blah.

0:50:02.880 --> 0:50:04.640
<v Speaker 2>And then I was like, I saw she sent me

0:50:04.640 --> 0:50:06.399
<v Speaker 2>your picture, and I'm like, she's beautiful. So now you're

0:50:06.440 --> 0:50:10.240
<v Speaker 2>gonna have two white bitches talking about a case where

0:50:10.400 --> 0:50:13.799
<v Speaker 2>there have been implications that there are racially charged situations

0:50:13.800 --> 0:50:18.440
<v Speaker 2>occurring by whoever the fuck is race baiting in that situation.

0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:21.360
<v Speaker 2>And like, for me, I was like, optics wise, don't

0:50:21.480 --> 0:50:24.760
<v Speaker 2>I don't love that. And I just I'm so happy

0:50:24.800 --> 0:50:28.319
<v Speaker 2>that I didn't run with the optics card because you're

0:50:28.360 --> 0:50:31.040
<v Speaker 2>so great and you understand all of this so well,

0:50:31.040 --> 0:50:34.360
<v Speaker 2>and this has been so refreshing, and this is a

0:50:34.400 --> 0:50:37.040
<v Speaker 2>work in progress type of show, you know, Like I

0:50:37.080 --> 0:50:39.759
<v Speaker 2>don't want to be a journalist, I don't want to

0:50:39.800 --> 0:50:42.680
<v Speaker 2>be a podcaster. I don't even really want to be

0:50:42.760 --> 0:50:45.880
<v Speaker 2>in the industry anymore. I was definitely sliding on my

0:50:45.960 --> 0:50:49.760
<v Speaker 2>way out and moving on, and I was definitely gonna

0:50:49.800 --> 0:50:53.359
<v Speaker 2>be like out of the country and on vacation during

0:50:53.400 --> 0:50:56.160
<v Speaker 2>this trial and finding the piece that I needed within.

0:50:56.760 --> 0:50:59.680
<v Speaker 1>But as I go episode through episode.

0:50:59.160 --> 0:51:02.080
<v Speaker 2>And meet new people along the journey, and some like you,

0:51:02.160 --> 0:51:05.279
<v Speaker 2>I'm just absolutely falling in love with. I think as

0:51:05.280 --> 0:51:08.879
<v Speaker 2>I go further in it, I'm learning. I'm learning more

0:51:08.920 --> 0:51:12.319
<v Speaker 2>about why this is, this project has the purpose that

0:51:12.760 --> 0:51:14.759
<v Speaker 2>I was told it would have.

0:51:15.360 --> 0:51:17.840
<v Speaker 3>Well, I think from my perspective looking at you in

0:51:17.880 --> 0:51:19.960
<v Speaker 3>the way that you speak about it, you know when

0:51:20.000 --> 0:51:21.799
<v Speaker 3>I when I talk about it with my husband and

0:51:21.840 --> 0:51:24.160
<v Speaker 3>we do it. It's just straight from a legal perspective.

0:51:24.600 --> 0:51:27.200
<v Speaker 3>And it's very linear because I only I don't know him,

0:51:27.239 --> 0:51:28.600
<v Speaker 3>I don't have personal experience.

0:51:28.680 --> 0:51:30.279
<v Speaker 2>All the podcasts are linear, and this is the only

0:51:30.320 --> 0:51:32.440
<v Speaker 2>one offering something different exactly.

0:51:32.480 --> 0:51:35.120
<v Speaker 3>And I think maybe and I understand you not wanting

0:51:35.160 --> 0:51:37.040
<v Speaker 3>to go into it, not wanting to talk about it,

0:51:37.080 --> 0:51:40.160
<v Speaker 3>trying to protect yourself, protect your emotions.

0:51:39.480 --> 0:51:42.240
<v Speaker 2>And contracts and everything. I have so much fucking pressure

0:51:42.280 --> 0:51:44.200
<v Speaker 2>on my shoulders and I have other jobs that I'm

0:51:44.239 --> 0:51:46.799
<v Speaker 2>not doing. I mean fashion, Noah has not seen a

0:51:46.800 --> 0:51:47.840
<v Speaker 2>post in a few weeks.

0:51:47.840 --> 0:51:49.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna get fires a brand ambassador.

0:51:49.760 --> 0:51:52.200
<v Speaker 4>Miss you got to get your outfits together, get your

0:51:52.200 --> 0:51:53.600
<v Speaker 4>content together. What do you want.

0:51:55.560 --> 0:51:59.279
<v Speaker 2>Looking at this many papers of notes, analyzing testimony and

0:51:59.360 --> 0:52:02.040
<v Speaker 2>figuring out how everything works.

0:52:02.360 --> 0:52:04.120
<v Speaker 3>I know I do the same thing. I spend so

0:52:04.200 --> 0:52:07.799
<v Speaker 3>much time doing legal research. It's insane, but I love

0:52:07.800 --> 0:52:08.960
<v Speaker 3>it like I enjoy it.

0:52:09.000 --> 0:52:11.359
<v Speaker 4>Do you enjoy it? Because I enjoy it? That's how

0:52:11.440 --> 0:52:12.720
<v Speaker 4>I know I'm a huge nerd.

0:52:21.719 --> 0:52:24.480
<v Speaker 2>When the narrative started to shift in regards to where

0:52:24.520 --> 0:52:30.080
<v Speaker 2>Puff's behavior is starting to shift into other areas besides

0:52:30.120 --> 0:52:35.759
<v Speaker 2>these you know, dramatic events, you know, I'm getting a

0:52:35.800 --> 0:52:39.479
<v Speaker 2>little it's getting a little more personal, little more upsetting, and.

0:52:42.239 --> 0:52:44.120
<v Speaker 1>I just the the I can't.

0:52:44.480 --> 0:52:47.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't know why I had to have my life

0:52:47.560 --> 0:52:51.279
<v Speaker 2>intersect with his. I think everybody that has ever been

0:52:51.400 --> 0:52:54.080
<v Speaker 2>close enough with him that you know, when they were

0:52:54.120 --> 0:52:57.200
<v Speaker 2>criticizing her, when Brian was saying, oh, you said you

0:52:57.239 --> 0:52:58.840
<v Speaker 2>love him in this text, I was like, I've.

0:52:58.680 --> 0:52:59.919
<v Speaker 1>Told Puff I love him before.

0:53:00.640 --> 0:53:03.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we all loved him, and yet we were all

0:53:04.520 --> 0:53:08.040
<v Speaker 2>traumatized by him, and yet we all found ourselves.

0:53:08.120 --> 0:53:11.680
<v Speaker 1>I finished a TV show that did a number.

0:53:11.400 --> 0:53:14.799
<v Speaker 2>On me last year, and I walked out and called

0:53:14.840 --> 0:53:17.120
<v Speaker 2>my agent and I was like, days like this I

0:53:17.200 --> 0:53:21.319
<v Speaker 2>literally miss Puff because he would have never allowed any

0:53:21.400 --> 0:53:25.040
<v Speaker 2>of these fucking ignorant ass people that are younger than

0:53:25.080 --> 0:53:29.040
<v Speaker 2>me professionalist fuck letting stupid ship fly on set, not

0:53:29.239 --> 0:53:32.640
<v Speaker 2>following HR policies like it was a hot fucking mess

0:53:32.640 --> 0:53:37.120
<v Speaker 2>of debacley going on and not even like properly produced,

0:53:37.120 --> 0:53:38.440
<v Speaker 2>if that's what y'all are trying to do.

0:53:39.040 --> 0:53:39.920
<v Speaker 1>Messy as fuck.

0:53:40.239 --> 0:53:43.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Puff would have had put everybody's ass would have

0:53:43.200 --> 0:53:45.960
<v Speaker 2>been in line, everybody, he would have been scared, everybody

0:53:46.000 --> 0:53:48.080
<v Speaker 2>would have had their get right on, and nobody would

0:53:48.080 --> 0:53:49.880
<v Speaker 2>have ever come to set with sleep in their eyes.

0:53:49.960 --> 0:53:53.239
<v Speaker 2>Half the fucking cast had crust in their eyes. And

0:53:53.280 --> 0:53:55.239
<v Speaker 2>for me, I was just like the discipline that I

0:53:55.280 --> 0:53:57.960
<v Speaker 2>had back in those days. I would like I would

0:53:58.040 --> 0:54:01.400
<v Speaker 2>come to set work all of it because it was

0:54:01.440 --> 0:54:03.680
<v Speaker 2>all those things right, cameras up, and it was my job,

0:54:03.719 --> 0:54:05.600
<v Speaker 2>and I had to perform and sing in the studio

0:54:05.640 --> 0:54:09.640
<v Speaker 2>everywhere me was my job. I'd have to wake up

0:54:09.640 --> 0:54:11.839
<v Speaker 2>with cameras in front of me, get ready with cameras.

0:54:11.480 --> 0:54:11.920
<v Speaker 1>In front of me.

0:54:12.000 --> 0:54:14.560
<v Speaker 2>Everything was always had to be so perfect with him

0:54:15.000 --> 0:54:18.000
<v Speaker 2>that I'm so disciplined that even on sets nowadays, the

0:54:18.040 --> 0:54:20.520
<v Speaker 2>whole cast had The commentary they had about me when

0:54:20.520 --> 0:54:21.200
<v Speaker 2>they didn't know me.

0:54:21.280 --> 0:54:24.920
<v Speaker 1>Was She's always so she was always just so put together.

0:54:25.080 --> 0:54:27.000
<v Speaker 2>She always just like she comes down in the morning,

0:54:27.080 --> 0:54:29.279
<v Speaker 2>it's like, girl, we're all in pj's, Like you're in

0:54:29.360 --> 0:54:33.040
<v Speaker 2>an outfit with your hair done and your makeup on. Yeah,

0:54:33.120 --> 0:54:36.239
<v Speaker 2>we're literally filming a TV show that lasts for like

0:54:36.360 --> 0:54:39.239
<v Speaker 2>two weeks. Can none of you guys, I didn't even

0:54:39.239 --> 0:54:40.880
<v Speaker 2>hear a shower go off this morning.

0:54:40.880 --> 0:54:45.359
<v Speaker 1>None of you are even washed. Like, I don't understand that.

0:54:45.920 --> 0:54:46.319
<v Speaker 4>Thank you.

0:54:46.360 --> 0:54:48.279
<v Speaker 1>If that's why you dislike me, thank you.

0:54:48.320 --> 0:54:51.640
<v Speaker 2>That's a compliment that to the type of discipline that

0:54:51.680 --> 0:54:55.000
<v Speaker 2>PUFF put me under. However, what I'm learning is maybe

0:54:55.040 --> 0:54:58.440
<v Speaker 2>that side of me is also a little unhealthy because

0:54:58.640 --> 0:55:03.279
<v Speaker 2>I am constant in that presentation mode and everything that

0:55:03.360 --> 0:55:05.680
<v Speaker 2>I do in life until I go to sleep that

0:55:05.880 --> 0:55:10.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't necessarily you know. Fuck, the one fucking time

0:55:10.400 --> 0:55:12.279
<v Speaker 2>that I was like, oh and I was, I did

0:55:12.280 --> 0:55:14.400
<v Speaker 2>not look like the pictures. I'll stay I'll say that

0:55:14.480 --> 0:55:16.480
<v Speaker 2>for the rest of my life. But the one time

0:55:16.520 --> 0:55:19.439
<v Speaker 2>I was cause slipping no outfit on, looking like shit

0:55:19.760 --> 0:55:22.799
<v Speaker 2>heavy during COVID, not as heavy as the photos, but

0:55:22.880 --> 0:55:27.160
<v Speaker 2>heavy during COVID and slipping uh. That turned into a

0:55:27.200 --> 0:55:30.600
<v Speaker 2>goddamn nightmare, made me lose a million fucking jobs, made

0:55:30.640 --> 0:55:33.040
<v Speaker 2>me this big fucking loser that's lost at all. You

0:55:33.080 --> 0:55:35.880
<v Speaker 2>can't even google me without seeing those photos. And I

0:55:35.960 --> 0:55:38.480
<v Speaker 2>have been on Broadway to Playboy, to having my own

0:55:38.480 --> 0:55:41.680
<v Speaker 2>television show, to doing every other reality TV.

0:55:41.480 --> 0:55:43.919
<v Speaker 1>Show on the fucking Earth, to the podcast. Now.

0:55:44.120 --> 0:55:46.600
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, Alane, that I haven't entered. I've literally

0:55:46.640 --> 0:55:50.000
<v Speaker 2>done all of it really well and have platinum albums.

0:55:50.280 --> 0:55:53.640
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but what sucks, as you're saying, I google you,

0:55:53.880 --> 0:55:55.920
<v Speaker 3>which I've never done. But if I google you right now,

0:55:56.239 --> 0:55:57.920
<v Speaker 3>the fat photos are gonna shut up.

0:55:57.960 --> 0:56:01.920
<v Speaker 2>You'll get fat photos, you'll get Trump Junior, you'll get

0:56:01.960 --> 0:56:07.279
<v Speaker 2>poly d and you'll get puff every fucking man or

0:56:07.520 --> 0:56:11.360
<v Speaker 2>ugly time. And by the way, there's not several fat photos.

0:56:11.360 --> 0:56:15.520
<v Speaker 2>There's that one whole selection of that one moment in time.

0:56:15.560 --> 0:56:17.960
<v Speaker 3>But that one time period, a one isolated event, and

0:56:18.000 --> 0:56:18.919
<v Speaker 3>that's all that's out there.

0:56:19.000 --> 0:56:23.359
<v Speaker 2>One isolated event is now summarized me and every and

0:56:23.480 --> 0:56:25.600
<v Speaker 2>do you know like what that does to someone that's

0:56:25.680 --> 0:56:28.759
<v Speaker 2>been trained by Puff. It's like you might as well

0:56:28.840 --> 0:56:31.959
<v Speaker 2>just kill yourself. You just fucking lost the.

0:56:31.880 --> 0:56:32.480
<v Speaker 1>Ball, bitch.

0:56:32.960 --> 0:56:37.080
<v Speaker 2>Now it's it's like that's the type of pressure that

0:56:37.080 --> 0:56:39.880
<v Speaker 2>that we learned as a kid. At one point, my

0:56:40.000 --> 0:56:42.920
<v Speaker 2>bandmate passed Danity Kine. I had a band with another

0:56:42.960 --> 0:56:46.360
<v Speaker 2>band made of mine, Shannon. Every day we'd wake up,

0:56:46.400 --> 0:56:49.120
<v Speaker 2>we're hustling, we're doing this tour, and I'd have to

0:56:49.200 --> 0:56:51.080
<v Speaker 2>go through all the problems from the show before these

0:56:51.120 --> 0:56:53.000
<v Speaker 2>need to be set. This guy's fucking up on his job.

0:56:53.040 --> 0:56:54.799
<v Speaker 2>He's hitting the sound cues late. I need the lighting

0:56:54.800 --> 0:56:57.279
<v Speaker 2>to come on early on this watching videos, figuring shit out,

0:56:57.480 --> 0:57:00.200
<v Speaker 2>doing everybody's job. That's what I was trained by Puffed do,

0:57:00.239 --> 0:57:02.279
<v Speaker 2>and that's what I do while I do everybody's job.

0:57:03.400 --> 0:57:06.880
<v Speaker 2>So as I'm doing all of that, I'm I'm Shannon's

0:57:06.880 --> 0:57:09.280
<v Speaker 2>talking with the Starbucks person, super nice whatever.

0:57:09.400 --> 0:57:11.840
<v Speaker 1>Get in the car. She drives while I'm doing all

0:57:11.880 --> 0:57:12.280
<v Speaker 1>the work.

0:57:12.680 --> 0:57:14.400
<v Speaker 2>And at one point she stopped and she was like,

0:57:14.400 --> 0:57:16.800
<v Speaker 2>we're at a venue and she's touching some brick and

0:57:16.840 --> 0:57:19.760
<v Speaker 2>she goes, this is the last venue that Kurt Cobain

0:57:19.920 --> 0:57:21.960
<v Speaker 2>performed in and he signed this brick, Like this is

0:57:22.000 --> 0:57:24.000
<v Speaker 2>like pretty epic that we're performing here tonight.

0:57:24.480 --> 0:57:25.760
<v Speaker 1>I was like, Shannon the shoes.

0:57:25.840 --> 0:57:28.040
<v Speaker 2>Name are the shoes on stage right, because last night

0:57:28.080 --> 0:57:29.920
<v Speaker 2>you were late on matt is this is this, is

0:57:29.960 --> 0:57:31.920
<v Speaker 2>this is this. And she looked at me and she

0:57:32.000 --> 0:57:34.600
<v Speaker 2>was like, ohbs, Like for one second, you need to

0:57:34.920 --> 0:57:40.600
<v Speaker 2>like enjoy life. She's like, we have gone to Starbucks

0:57:40.640 --> 0:57:43.920
<v Speaker 2>every morning for the past year of building this project.

0:57:44.440 --> 0:57:46.040
<v Speaker 1>And you don't even know Carlos.

0:57:46.240 --> 0:57:48.160
<v Speaker 4>Who's Carlos theisa.

0:57:48.360 --> 0:57:51.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And Carlos' mom works in the deli and her

0:57:51.920 --> 0:57:55.600
<v Speaker 2>name is Patty and she's really nice. And Carlos has

0:57:55.640 --> 0:57:58.840
<v Speaker 2>a roommate and this and that and and she just

0:57:58.840 --> 0:58:01.040
<v Speaker 2>told me this whole thing, and I I realized, Shit,

0:58:01.200 --> 0:58:02.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm just always like.

0:58:03.240 --> 0:58:05.480
<v Speaker 1>This, yeah, fixing.

0:58:06.040 --> 0:58:08.959
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I realized, like, and Shannon said, we learned

0:58:08.960 --> 0:58:11.920
<v Speaker 2>that from puff And because Shannon was married prior and

0:58:11.960 --> 0:58:14.640
<v Speaker 2>she goes back to a you know, bend organ and

0:58:14.680 --> 0:58:18.560
<v Speaker 2>her husband and a very normal, slow paced life.

0:58:18.840 --> 0:58:20.200
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, she could come out of it.

0:58:20.720 --> 0:58:21.880
<v Speaker 1>She could come out of it.

0:58:22.000 --> 0:58:24.440
<v Speaker 2>And and she she would tell me all the time,

0:58:24.560 --> 0:58:27.920
<v Speaker 2>like we were taught that you have to work so

0:58:28.280 --> 0:58:31.000
<v Speaker 2>hard to get to to the top of the mountain

0:58:31.280 --> 0:58:34.760
<v Speaker 2>when actually you could just casually walk up it at

0:58:34.760 --> 0:58:39.000
<v Speaker 2>a pretty like decent steady pace that isn't painful, and

0:58:39.080 --> 0:58:40.720
<v Speaker 2>you can get to the top and have had a

0:58:40.760 --> 0:58:42.439
<v Speaker 2>pretty good life and enjoyed it too.

0:58:42.920 --> 0:58:44.920
<v Speaker 4>You could pick some flowers on the way up.

0:58:45.000 --> 0:58:46.120
<v Speaker 1>Pick some flowers smell.

0:58:46.160 --> 0:58:50.120
<v Speaker 2>Then you can even pitch a tent and maybe take

0:58:50.200 --> 0:58:52.680
<v Speaker 2>some photos and walk a little faster the next day.

0:58:52.800 --> 0:58:59.760
<v Speaker 2>Like it doesn't. We don't have to like be starved, sleepless.

0:59:00.280 --> 0:59:02.680
<v Speaker 4>Out stressed to be successful.

0:59:03.680 --> 0:59:07.200
<v Speaker 2>I still find a heart and I still see victim

0:59:07.800 --> 0:59:11.120
<v Speaker 2>aspects in that, even though I know other people feel

0:59:11.160 --> 0:59:13.840
<v Speaker 2>differently and I have to consider their stories as well.

0:59:14.520 --> 0:59:16.480
<v Speaker 1>It's all very complicated and layered.

0:59:16.920 --> 0:59:19.320
<v Speaker 2>But at the end, if you were to get charged

0:59:19.320 --> 0:59:23.320
<v Speaker 2>on everything, I think i'd probably first feel pretty sad

0:59:23.360 --> 0:59:23.760
<v Speaker 2>for him.

0:59:24.280 --> 0:59:27.680
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you have a level of sympathy in there still.

0:59:28.120 --> 0:59:31.560
<v Speaker 2>You know, I said I didn't like earlier on in

0:59:31.560 --> 0:59:34.200
<v Speaker 2>this call, but I guess if you're telling if we're

0:59:34.200 --> 0:59:36.919
<v Speaker 2>talking at the end of this and it's looking it's

0:59:36.920 --> 0:59:40.919
<v Speaker 2>not looking great for him, you know, it's a whole

0:59:41.000 --> 0:59:45.440
<v Speaker 2>man's life, and he's a very very powerful man that

0:59:45.640 --> 0:59:50.200
<v Speaker 2>shifted a culture for a very long period of time.

0:59:50.360 --> 0:59:54.000
<v Speaker 2>But the collateral damage was so deep that for whatever

0:59:54.080 --> 0:59:56.600
<v Speaker 2>crimes he committed, he does need to be put away.

0:59:57.560 --> 1:00:02.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so I I would feel a sorrow for.

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<v Speaker 2>What his life will be when he can't be all

1:00:07.520 --> 1:00:11.320
<v Speaker 2>the things. In all honesty, maybe when you take all

1:00:11.360 --> 1:00:13.440
<v Speaker 2>of it away, he can just naturally be in a

1:00:13.480 --> 1:00:16.160
<v Speaker 2>state where he can be who he's maybe always wanted

1:00:16.200 --> 1:00:19.360
<v Speaker 2>to be. If there is something like that happening deep down,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but either way, like they'll be that

1:00:23.360 --> 1:00:26.200
<v Speaker 2>and then they'll be you know, you have to remember,

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<v Speaker 2>after this is eighty civil suits, and I don't fall

1:00:29.400 --> 1:00:32.240
<v Speaker 2>under the statute of limitations on anything anymore. But there

1:00:32.240 --> 1:00:33.880
<v Speaker 2>are some things that I need to get to the

1:00:33.880 --> 1:00:37.560
<v Speaker 2>bottom of. And there are some things that happened along

1:00:37.600 --> 1:00:40.200
<v Speaker 2>the way that were traumatic as fuck for me, and

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<v Speaker 2>I want to understand them, and I want the world

1:00:43.560 --> 1:00:47.080
<v Speaker 2>to understand them as well, because if I had to

1:00:47.120 --> 1:00:49.040
<v Speaker 2>go through it and put on a smile to make

1:00:49.080 --> 1:00:51.680
<v Speaker 2>all you motherfucking people watching me happy, then you're going

1:00:51.760 --> 1:00:53.360
<v Speaker 2>to learn exactly what it looked like.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you thinking that you'll file a civil suit at

1:00:57.840 --> 1:00:58.560
<v Speaker 4>some point.

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<v Speaker 2>When you're in a situation where there are a lot

1:01:00.880 --> 1:01:03.960
<v Speaker 2>of victims and you're speaking to authorities you're not allowed

1:01:03.960 --> 1:01:07.480
<v Speaker 2>to speak with other victims. Now that there's a trial

1:01:07.520 --> 1:01:10.680
<v Speaker 2>and I'm not subpoena, I know I can come talk here, obviously,

1:01:11.560 --> 1:01:14.880
<v Speaker 2>But if somebody were to have seen something or there

1:01:14.960 --> 1:01:18.760
<v Speaker 2>was something to have occurred, and they're a victim, then

1:01:18.800 --> 1:01:23.560
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't be able to understand my situation until their

1:01:23.640 --> 1:01:28.320
<v Speaker 2>situation was resolved, or until at least this situation was resolved,

1:01:28.600 --> 1:01:31.360
<v Speaker 2>because then I could actively start to call and ask

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<v Speaker 2>and investigate.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, so you're saying, you're just hoping that these civil

1:01:35.520 --> 1:01:38.760
<v Speaker 3>suits are a way for you to learn more about

1:01:38.800 --> 1:01:39.360
<v Speaker 3>some of them.

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<v Speaker 4>Waiting for other people.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not waiting for eighty civil suits. I want to

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<v Speaker 2>get right to it the second that I can. I

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<v Speaker 2>just want to understand what what what the information that

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<v Speaker 2>I was given, I want to understand it.

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<v Speaker 3>So for you, it's more of a personal journey of

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<v Speaker 3>understanding who he is and why he acts the way

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<v Speaker 3>he does.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that I don't I have my I had my

1:02:02.640 --> 1:02:06.240
<v Speaker 2>personal experience, and I do I have answers to those questions.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a situation that's still at large, Emily as of today.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's make a call. Yeah, on possessing people across state lines.

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<v Speaker 2>Two counts of that is Gesz get guilty on that?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm going to say. I'm going to go yes, yeah, Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a yes on that too.

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<v Speaker 2>Sex trafficking two counts, two counts of sex trafficking, right

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<v Speaker 2>or is it rec Yeah, okay, two sex counts of trafficking?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you guilty as of today?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm going to say guilty, guilty too?

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<v Speaker 1>What about on racketeering?

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<v Speaker 4>I'm going to see guilty on racketeering. I think that

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<v Speaker 4>they're called these witnesses.

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<v Speaker 3>They're definitely establishing criminal enterprise, and me is testimony. Like

1:02:49.240 --> 1:02:51.720
<v Speaker 3>you pointed out, we're not talking about girlfriends anymore, so

1:02:51.720 --> 1:02:54.320
<v Speaker 3>we can't hone in on the whole. Like you know,

1:02:54.720 --> 1:02:57.400
<v Speaker 3>she was a girlfriend. She was doing it consensually. You know,

1:02:57.440 --> 1:02:59.880
<v Speaker 3>that's just the way the relationship was. He's kinky, she

1:03:00.040 --> 1:03:02.280
<v Speaker 3>went along with it. Now we're talking about the way

1:03:02.280 --> 1:03:06.120
<v Speaker 3>he treated a personal assistant. So that was really compelling

1:03:06.160 --> 1:03:08.360
<v Speaker 3>testimony as far as the criminal enterprise, So.

1:03:08.880 --> 1:03:12.960
<v Speaker 2>Yep, unless there's a bombshelf that comes on Monday, i'd say, right,

1:03:13.200 --> 1:03:15.600
<v Speaker 2>Mia was the glue that brought it, brought it on home.

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<v Speaker 1>Right for now, I don't see a lot of lanes

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<v Speaker 1>out of.

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<v Speaker 4>This I don't either.

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<v Speaker 3>The only thing I worried about in the beginning it

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<v Speaker 3>was jury tampery.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, we shall see, right see, if anyone from the

1:03:29.520 --> 1:03:31.960
<v Speaker 2>jury gives a wink before they give the call, we'll

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<v Speaker 2>find out in a Netflix documentary twenty years later.

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<v Speaker 4>Exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, Emily, thank you so much. It's been so

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<v Speaker 2>great getting to know you.

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<v Speaker 1>You're awesome.

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<v Speaker 2>You literally make me want to watch The Housewives of OC.

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<v Speaker 2>This has been fun for me today.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, it was. It was really fun. Thank you

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<v Speaker 4>for having me on. I appreciate it and I look

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<v Speaker 4>forward to next time. Yes, okay, thanks all, Thank you. Bye.