WEBVTT - Ep 31: Lucy Rose

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<v Speaker 1>Loud and Quiet Presents Midnight Chats. We never set out

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<v Speaker 1>with a particular mood in mind for how each one

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<v Speaker 1>of Midnight Chats turns out. Not all of these episodes

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<v Speaker 1>of our podcast series are feel good conversations, but it

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<v Speaker 1>just so happens the last couple have been. The most

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<v Speaker 1>recent episode with loyal Kana was not just because he

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<v Speaker 1>was a pleasurable guy to spend time with, but he

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<v Speaker 1>also had this sort of restless compulsion to help other people.

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<v Speaker 1>Whether that was as he was explaining in the chat,

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<v Speaker 1>giving his mum a hand with an IKEA shelving unit

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<v Speaker 1>or running his annual cooking school for young adults with ADHD.

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<v Speaker 1>He just had this really uplifting, generous, infectious energy, and

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<v Speaker 1>this new episode certainly left me feeling pretty optimistic too.

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<v Speaker 1>In the middle of twenty sixteen, my guest Lucy Rose

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<v Speaker 1>left London on a two month journey, having made two

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<v Speaker 1>albums done the major label thing. She was, in her

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<v Speaker 1>own words, in a moment of doubt and a bit

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<v Speaker 1>disillusioned with the music industry and how things were going,

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<v Speaker 1>and she was left questioning whether making music was really

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<v Speaker 1>for her, whether she was doing the right thing at

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<v Speaker 1>that time and given. She toured like most other musicians

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<v Speaker 1>and artists in the past, the usual venues, processes, places,

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<v Speaker 1>and conventions. What she did next was kind of radical.

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<v Speaker 1>She spoke to her fans in South America via social

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<v Speaker 1>media and said, I'm coming to see you, please, can

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<v Speaker 1>you book a space for me to play a free

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<v Speaker 1>show and let me stay in your house, in your

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<v Speaker 1>spare room, on your sofa, and off she went. A

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<v Speaker 1>lot of these places were well off the traditional touring

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<v Speaker 1>brid the gigs, the people, the experience didn't just have

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<v Speaker 1>a profound effect on Lucy but also on those fans

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<v Speaker 1>she went and stayed with. And you can see it

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<v Speaker 1>all in the short film she's made about it, the

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<v Speaker 1>documentaries on YouTube. It's called Something's Changing, which is the

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<v Speaker 1>same name as her new album. And I think in

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<v Speaker 1>the conversation you're about to hear that emotion really comes through.

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<v Speaker 1>You can hear it in Lucy's voice when she talks

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<v Speaker 1>about it all, and it's all just quite uplifting. So

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<v Speaker 1>if you're sick of the constant barrage of bad news,

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<v Speaker 1>hopefully the next forty minutes will be some kind of

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<v Speaker 1>temporary cure. Just finally, thank you to all of our subscribers,

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<v Speaker 1>everybody who's rated this podcast so far as long as

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<v Speaker 1>iTunes or wherever you're listening, sends a tweet about it,

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<v Speaker 1>or just spreads the word somehow. If you keep enjoying them,

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<v Speaker 1>will keep making them. They'll be online at midnight every

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<v Speaker 1>other Thursday so on, with Episode thirty one then recorded

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<v Speaker 1>in our offices in East London just last week, Lucy

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<v Speaker 1>Rose talking about everything from festival set lengths to why

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<v Speaker 1>she hates birthday cards, the joy and difficulty of managing

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<v Speaker 1>herself and taking selfies with Keith the Sutherland from twenty

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<v Speaker 1>four and of course the life changing trip that I've

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<v Speaker 1>already mentioned.

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<v Speaker 2>This is Midnight Chats. How have you been you will?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Really good? Nice and busy, which feels good at

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<v Speaker 3>this time.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you've had a busy day. You've already been to

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<v Speaker 1>BBC six Music today?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Done my laure la Verne session this morning, which

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<v Speaker 4>is it's always so good. I feel like that show

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<v Speaker 4>is quite iconic, isn't it to play law la Verne?

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<v Speaker 4>So I was really thrilled to do that, and then

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<v Speaker 4>went and did a weird panel for the Brits about

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<v Speaker 4>festival set lens, sort of discussion about whether festival sets

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<v Speaker 4>are too short and whether they're cramming in too many artists.

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<v Speaker 4>Right and I'm here, which is very exciting.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your view on that is that? Do you think

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<v Speaker 1>they're too short?

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<v Speaker 3>I've just been talking about it.

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<v Speaker 1>It's good.

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<v Speaker 4>My view is, well, yeah, I think for me, the

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<v Speaker 4>thing the problem with sometimes like set lens is the

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<v Speaker 4>change over time between artists. I think maybe behind the

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<v Speaker 4>scenes a bit of when you've got twenty minutes is

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<v Speaker 4>the shortest I've had before, but it's just impossible and

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<v Speaker 4>it's really stressful. That band has to get all their

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<v Speaker 4>gear off, You have to set all your gear up,

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<v Speaker 4>check it all, get your monitors sounding okay, and most

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<v Speaker 4>of the time you come off stage so stressed and

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<v Speaker 4>they're like, you've got thirty second sometime you need to

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<v Speaker 4>go on, and it's just it's hard because the amount

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<v Speaker 4>of artists I've seen a festivals of any technical problems

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<v Speaker 4>which has just come from not having enough time to

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<v Speaker 4>set the gear up properly.

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<v Speaker 3>And check it all.

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<v Speaker 1>We've had people on the podcast before we've been quite

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<v Speaker 1>open and honest about saying like festivals sometimes are just

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<v Speaker 1>a necessary thing that they have to do and it's

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<v Speaker 1>their least kind of favorite of really all the shows.

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<v Speaker 1>Like Admittedly, the thing that people often say is they

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<v Speaker 1>enjoy playing to an audience that's necessarily theirs, which I

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<v Speaker 1>totally take that point. Good opportunities to expand your fan

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<v Speaker 1>base and things like that, but the actual scenario can

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<v Speaker 1>be quite as you just explain, a little bit stressful,

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<v Speaker 1>quite pressured.

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<v Speaker 4>Not that it makes me feel so much better, because

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<v Speaker 4>that's how I feel, and I just feel that there's

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<v Speaker 4>something wrong with me that I for not enjoying myself more.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think it's okay to say that though. Isn't

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<v Speaker 1>it like if it at festivals that you have a

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<v Speaker 1>preference of playing other types of shows, And I think it's.

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<v Speaker 4>I think it's so dependent. But the stress part of

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<v Speaker 4>it all, and it's such a way sometimes for half

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<v Speaker 4>an hour or something, you drive six hours in a van,

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<v Speaker 4>turn up, it's just all go in this sort of

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<v Speaker 4>hour slot you have where it's doing the changeover, setting

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<v Speaker 4>anything up, then playing and not running over. There's a

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<v Speaker 4>big clock on the stage, don't go over, so then

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<v Speaker 4>you think I'm not going to talk at all or

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<v Speaker 4>say anything, so I can play the songs that I

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<v Speaker 4>want to say, and then it feels harder to make

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<v Speaker 4>the same connection to the crowd, and you sometimes worrying

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<v Speaker 4>about people coming in drifting out the ten You can

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<v Speaker 4>see people leaving as they're going to go and watch

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<v Speaker 4>something else. You know, they come and watch a couple

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<v Speaker 4>songs of yours and some people leave and you think,

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<v Speaker 4>oh god, they hate it, and you know I'm boring them,

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<v Speaker 4>and they're going to go watch someone better and who

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<v Speaker 4>someone else is on and all that sort of stuff.

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<v Speaker 4>So I think there's a lot going through my mind,

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<v Speaker 4>and I often just don't play the songs that I

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<v Speaker 4>like the most, which are my quieter ones and my

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<v Speaker 4>more acoustic.

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<v Speaker 1>Songs, because it does the occasion.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and especially if people are chatting and having a

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<v Speaker 4>good time and everything. But actually going to a festival

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<v Speaker 4>as a punch, it's so much fun, and I think

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<v Speaker 4>I'm just sometimes jealous. You feel so disconnected to that

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<v Speaker 4>fun that's happening. When you're performing.

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<v Speaker 1>Sometimes you're pretty much not exactly fresh. Were like ten

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<v Speaker 1>days on now, but you were a glass to me

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<v Speaker 1>this year. Yeah, playing just after or just before Keifer Sutherland.

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<v Speaker 3>Just after Keifer Sutherland.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's a cool thing to say, right, very cool.

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<v Speaker 3>I was desperate for it. I was like, I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to get a selfie. I've got to.

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<v Speaker 4>It's Keith Sutherland. It would be such a shame not to.

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<v Speaker 4>And then when he was there, he was quite you know, stern.

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<v Speaker 4>He had like a fag hanging out of his mouth,

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<v Speaker 4>and cowboy boots on, big cowboy hat, a lot of

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<v Speaker 4>security and stuff, and I was like, oh, I just can't.

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<v Speaker 4>I've got to play it somewhat cool.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I was.

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<v Speaker 4>Hoping to watch his set, but it was all closed

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<v Speaker 4>off and the stage was closed off for his set, right,

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<v Speaker 4>and we were all moved. We couldn't be, no one

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<v Speaker 4>could be sort of behind the scenes. Even though we

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<v Speaker 4>were ready to go and put our stuff up, set up,

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<v Speaker 4>we had to be all moved so that when he

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<v Speaker 4>came off stage.

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<v Speaker 3>He doesn't like people looking at him.

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<v Speaker 1>Apparently when he was coming it was like the Hollywood

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<v Speaker 1>treatment then, right, Yeah, it was.

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<v Speaker 4>It was definitely, and he had his own mixing desk.

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<v Speaker 4>I just felt, you know, we just turned up with

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<v Speaker 4>our sort of half working gear, you know, and it

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<v Speaker 4>was like, there's insane thousands of pounds worth of gear

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<v Speaker 4>that he had.

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<v Speaker 1>What's your policy generally on going and getting selfies with

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<v Speaker 1>people that you admire or that you just want to get,

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<v Speaker 1>like a photo with.

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<v Speaker 3>Always wish I had, you know, I never do.

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<v Speaker 1>I bottled it in the last minute.

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<v Speaker 3>Always I always bottle it.

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<v Speaker 4>And then the problem was my sister was there lesson

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<v Speaker 4>and her friend came back in the dressing room, was

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<v Speaker 4>so smug and to check it out, and she had

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<v Speaker 4>a proper selfie with Keeper Sublan.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like no.

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<v Speaker 4>And also Lissie was playing before Keeper Sutherland. She got

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<v Speaker 4>a great SELFI and.

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, why do I do it? And I

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<v Speaker 3>just can't bring myself to do it in any way.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just and also I'm just generally, I think, quite awkward,

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<v Speaker 4>so it would just be I'd be awkward and sarcastic

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<v Speaker 4>and confusing for them.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, did you stick around at Glastonbury? Did you

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<v Speaker 1>go and see some of the stuff? Did you make

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<v Speaker 1>a weekend of it? What did you do?

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<v Speaker 3>Wish?

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, I had these gigs in Italy the same

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<v Speaker 4>week as Gastonbury, so I went to Rome and COONa

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<v Speaker 4>and ConA, and I only flew back in the day

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<v Speaker 4>before Mastonbury, So I just drove up on the Sunday

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<v Speaker 4>and then it's so boring, No, what's to know these things?

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<v Speaker 4>But because I'm managing myself and everything, I'm probably more

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<v Speaker 4>involved in things. But if I stayed then I'd have

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<v Speaker 4>to keep the van and then I'd have to pay

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<v Speaker 4>an extra one hundred and fifty quid on keeping the

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<v Speaker 4>van the next day.

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<v Speaker 3>So just sort of just headed straight back.

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<v Speaker 1>What was it like when you manage yourself like because

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<v Speaker 1>you do then have to be involved in the day

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<v Speaker 1>to day the spreadsheets, the balance in the books, the

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<v Speaker 1>booking of things, being conscious of things that a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of other people, a lot of other artists in a

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<v Speaker 1>similar position, would effectively have done for them because they'd

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<v Speaker 1>be employing a manager. Do you find it a liberate

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<v Speaker 1>experience to be in charge of all that stuff or

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<v Speaker 1>do you find it adds another layer of complexity?

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<v Speaker 4>I really like it personally. I think sometimes it would

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<v Speaker 4>be difficult. When you look at sometimes when other people

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<v Speaker 4>are organizing things or sometimes sorting things out, I always go,

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<v Speaker 4>I wouldn't have done it like that, you know, I

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<v Speaker 4>wish we hadn't organize it like that. But then it's

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<v Speaker 4>hard because you have to employ people and just let

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<v Speaker 4>them do what they do and then have their best

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<v Speaker 4>judgment of what those decisions are. But for me it

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<v Speaker 4>was really good because I think I do like things

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<v Speaker 4>a certain way, and I don't know. Often sometimes it

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<v Speaker 4>just feels like it's an extra messenger. I think some

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<v Speaker 4>people find it hard that I'm managing myself. I don't

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<v Speaker 4>think it's normal for some parts of the team to

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<v Speaker 4>talk directly to an artist about finances and things like that,

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<v Speaker 4>and some people find it a bit awkward. But at

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<v Speaker 4>the same time, it is the artist's money at the

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<v Speaker 4>end of the day, and it kind of frustrates me.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, oh, you should really be thinking about this,

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<v Speaker 4>and it's like, but it's coming straight out my bank account,

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<v Speaker 4>So why should I not be thinking about this or

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<v Speaker 4>worrying about this. This is, you know, my money at the.

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<v Speaker 2>End of the day.

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<v Speaker 1>So with something like Glastonbury, presuming he didn't get a

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<v Speaker 1>chance to stick out and see so if you're there

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<v Speaker 1>on a Sunday Ed Shearing.

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<v Speaker 3>Headlining, unfortunately not, I would have really loved to.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, cool, because didn't you play like a gig with

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<v Speaker 1>Ed in the early days or.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Edie like Eddie. I didn't just call him Eddie.

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<v Speaker 4>Ed He used to play like open mics, is it?

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<v Speaker 4>But it sounds like Eddie, But it's not Eddie. It's

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<v Speaker 4>not some weird nickname I've given him Ed. He used

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<v Speaker 4>to play open Mics at the same time as me

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<v Speaker 4>and just knew it from there.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think, for what, you know, for.

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<v Speaker 4>Artists like me, he's a huge inspiration for someone that

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<v Speaker 4>I spent you know, years on the same open Mics

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<v Speaker 4>circuits him doing the same things, and watching him with

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<v Speaker 4>those songs more and more people get into it, and

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<v Speaker 4>watching his projection into being one of the biggest superstars

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<v Speaker 4>in the world now headlining Glastonbury.

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<v Speaker 3>It's quite astonishing.

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<v Speaker 1>This week is a big week for you because you're

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<v Speaker 1>releasing your new album. Something's changing on Friday. So in

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<v Speaker 1>a week like this, how are you because presumably it's

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of kind of interviews, press engagements, radio sessions, filming,

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<v Speaker 1>et cetera, et cetera. Is it exciting being involved in

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<v Speaker 1>the week up before and I'm released or is it

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<v Speaker 1>hectic stressful? How do you find the process the sort

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<v Speaker 1>of moments just before it's kind of everybody gets to

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<v Speaker 1>experience it.

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<v Speaker 4>I think it's big ups and downs for me. And

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<v Speaker 4>I think because you have all these exciting things where

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<v Speaker 4>you're live on radio and you're thinking, I can't believe I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>Here and everything, and then probably.

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<v Speaker 4>Tonight when I'm going to sleep, I'll be thinking, no

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<v Speaker 4>one wants my record and it's coming out, and what

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<v Speaker 4>happens if no one likes it? And I think that

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<v Speaker 4>voice that's in everyone's head sometimes can get a bit

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<v Speaker 4>annoying in this week, but I think I'm learning, especially

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<v Speaker 4>this time, being my third record that's come out, to

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<v Speaker 4>ignore it and really concentrate on the fact that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>things are busy, but how amazing is that I could

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<v Speaker 4>be putting a record out and no one wanting to

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<v Speaker 4>be talking to me about it, or no one asking

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<v Speaker 4>me on their shows. Now, that would be really scary.

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<v Speaker 4>So really, I just mind over matter. When it's busy,

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<v Speaker 4>it's just think good about it. Think it's positive.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the interesting things that you're doing this time

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<v Speaker 1>as well is that, along with the recent release of

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<v Speaker 1>the album, you've made a documentary. Because last year in

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<v Speaker 1>twenty sixteen, you traveled to South America in a very

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<v Speaker 1>kind of unique tour set of shows where you appealed

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<v Speaker 1>to your fans and said I want you to book

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<v Speaker 1>my shows and I want to come and stay with you.

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<v Speaker 1>And you set off there and you did that for

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<v Speaker 1>two months and travel all around South America and you

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<v Speaker 1>made a documentary about it as well. Tell us a

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<v Speaker 1>bit about the countries that you visited during that period.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, we flew into Quito, Ecuador, never been there before,

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<v Speaker 4>like most of these places. And then when to prove

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<v Speaker 4>a fan, took me to match you Pichu as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Which did you use a trek to.

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, oh, we did sunggate the trek in

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<v Speaker 4>the morning, Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean we got the

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<v Speaker 4>bus up to the gates.

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<v Speaker 1>And then takes a couple of days otherwise.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, Well then, yeah, it took two and a half

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<v Speaker 4>hours from once you're in the gates of Matchi Picchi

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<v Speaker 4>to get right to the top of Sungate. So we

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<v Speaker 4>did that around five thirty or something and got there

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<v Speaker 4>just before sunrise. And oh it was extraordinary, It was

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<v Speaker 4>so amazing. I'll ever find the words to describe how

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<v Speaker 4>great that was. And the trips I went through Peru

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<v Speaker 4>and Chili. I need to make sure I get this

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<v Speaker 4>all right, Argentina, Uruguay, Paraguay, Brazil and then up to Mexico.

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<v Speaker 4>So yeah, the fact that the documentary's coming out tomorrow,

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<v Speaker 4>I think, not that they're more excited than the record,

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<v Speaker 4>but it's different.

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<v Speaker 3>It's totally different than the record. Musically.

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<v Speaker 4>I know that the record some people love it, some

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<v Speaker 4>people might not like it, but I think with the

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<v Speaker 4>documentary it feels in many ways broader that hopefully I

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<v Speaker 4>can't you know, I'd hope that someone could watch it,

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<v Speaker 4>even if they don't like my music or anything, and

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<v Speaker 4>still take something, get something out of that, because I

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<v Speaker 4>think it's such an amazingly important story.

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<v Speaker 3>And thing that I learned.

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<v Speaker 4>And the fact that I think that we've put it

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<v Speaker 4>into this short film, which shows how amazing people are,

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<v Speaker 4>really restore your faith in humanity, in the goodness and

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<v Speaker 4>kindness of people, and also in music.

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<v Speaker 3>I think if you.

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<v Speaker 4>If you're not even just you write music or you perform,

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<v Speaker 4>or you work in the industry in any way, but

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<v Speaker 4>if you love music and you feel like your passion,

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<v Speaker 4>I think it's important because it shows why music is important,

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<v Speaker 4>really important, and sometimes I think that can get forgotten.

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<v Speaker 4>An artist can think I certainly did. Oh, I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know if there's any point anymore, if anyone even cares.

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<v Speaker 4>And there's this amazing thing of social media, but it

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<v Speaker 4>also can be a barrier sometimes of actually not getting

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<v Speaker 4>to know anybody ever. Spending three days with you know,

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<v Speaker 4>forty different people and really getting to know them, their stories,

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<v Speaker 4>why they like music was so amazing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm fascinated by the practical details of what you did,

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<v Speaker 1>particularly in the first few days. So how did you

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<v Speaker 1>feel the night before you jumped on that plane to

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<v Speaker 1>go to ecardor knowing that you were embarking on this

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<v Speaker 1>big unknown Ultimately? Were you confident in what you were

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<v Speaker 1>about to do or were you were you?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, okay, I think so I was. I was with

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<v Speaker 4>my husband, so I think that was a big sort

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<v Speaker 4>of security barrier. I wasn't getting on the plane on

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<v Speaker 4>my own. I think that would be quite different if

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<v Speaker 4>I was, but he was. Then I kept thinking, Oh,

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<v Speaker 4>worse comes to worst, I'll just check myself into a hotel.

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<v Speaker 4>I've always wanted to go to these places, I've always

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to visit them, so you know, I'm still going

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<v Speaker 4>to go and have an incredible experience. Whatever happens. I

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<v Speaker 4>think Will found it with my other half. He found

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<v Speaker 4>it tricky because he's my tor manager, so normally he's

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<v Speaker 4>always organizing everything.

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<v Speaker 3>And we were on the planes, like, so, who are

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<v Speaker 3>who are Who's picking us up from the airport? And

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<v Speaker 3>we were on the plane.

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, oh, Sarah was picking us up and

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<v Speaker 4>he's like, who Who's Sarah? And I don't know anything

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<v Speaker 4>about her. It's like where does she live? I don't

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<v Speaker 4>know who does.

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<v Speaker 3>She live with? I have no idea. It was oh

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<v Speaker 3>my god. So I think he was more stressed, but

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<v Speaker 3>I liked it. I think some horrible part of it

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<v Speaker 3>actually enjoyed that thrill.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, the thrill of it all, and especially if he

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<v Speaker 4>was stressed, I was like, this is hilarious.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And so you got to Ecuador there was the kind

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<v Speaker 1>of first stop on this this this journey across South America.

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<v Speaker 1>But the when you're staying with fans, like they were

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<v Speaker 1>inviting you into their homes, very personal experience to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're there in like, who's the first fan that

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<v Speaker 1>you met? For example, Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Sarah was the first one that picked us up, and yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>they invited us into their homes. The thing I didn't

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<v Speaker 4>realize at the time is how nervous they were about

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<v Speaker 4>me coming to in their houses and how much they're

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<v Speaker 4>worried that their home wouldn't be enough and I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 4>like it, you know, coming from the UK and then

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<v Speaker 4>traveling to countries which are still you know, developing countries,

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<v Speaker 4>Third world countries, they were very nervous, some of them

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<v Speaker 4>that I wouldn't like their house and their home. That

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<v Speaker 4>makes me so sad even saying that now. But they

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<v Speaker 4>were more basic than you know, anywhere else I've ever stayed.

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<v Speaker 4>But it was such an amazing experience because you really

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<v Speaker 4>understand somewhere better when you're living with someone locally. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>completely different cultural experience you experience. You know, we stayed

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<v Speaker 4>with someone who had two kids, two young kids, so

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<v Speaker 4>we're staying within a family of four, and for breakfast

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<v Speaker 4>with them and right took them to school in the morning,

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<v Speaker 4>like pushing the pram in Lima to school with someone

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<v Speaker 4>I met the day before. Like this is madness, and

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<v Speaker 4>really get getting thrown into different people's lives. And I

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<v Speaker 4>think as a songwriter that's important because it's important to

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<v Speaker 4>have a grasp on reality and sometimes you don't if

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<v Speaker 4>you're just touring and writing songs and playing shows, I

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<v Speaker 4>think you can sometimes lose perspective on reality, on normal

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<v Speaker 4>people's lives. And you know, I think one of the

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<v Speaker 4>most inspiring things ever is I once bumped into Laura Marling.

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<v Speaker 3>I hope she doesn't mind if I say this before.

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<v Speaker 4>She quite great, and it was we were doing it

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<v Speaker 4>a give for Africa Express and we all had like

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<v Speaker 4>meal vouchers in this restaurant right by the venue where

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<v Speaker 4>we were playing Granary Square, and I saw her on

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<v Speaker 4>the other side of the room and she waved, oh,

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<v Speaker 4>go say I like it, Laura is there, and I

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<v Speaker 4>went over and I was like, are you playing as

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<v Speaker 4>well at Africa Express. She's like, now, I work here,

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<v Speaker 4>And what do you mean you work here? Jack, I

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<v Speaker 4>cook the lamp on the lamb chef. I'm there serious

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<v Speaker 4>And I was like, no, you can't be serious.

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<v Speaker 3>She was like, I'm in.

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<v Speaker 4>Between album campaign, so I've got a job, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>And it's just like and then the hostess walked past.

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<v Speaker 4>It was like, Laura, you need to get back to work.

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<v Speaker 4>And I was like, do you even know who you're

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<v Speaker 4>talking to to?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't.

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<v Speaker 4>This is what I was thinking in my head the

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<v Speaker 4>hostess who told her off. And then a couple of

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<v Speaker 4>days later I saw Charlie Fink and he was just like,

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<v Speaker 4>no way, it's all working as a lamb grilling lamb.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, I'm telling you, I saw her there.

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<v Speaker 4>And then he texted me saying, I just text Laura,

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<v Speaker 4>and you're right, she's got a job working as a

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<v Speaker 4>lamb chef. There's something that's just about just going and

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<v Speaker 4>cooking lamb, you know what I mean. There's little normality

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<v Speaker 4>of it, Like most people can never dream of having

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<v Speaker 4>a radio show or you know, learning about digital music

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<v Speaker 4>industry and things like that.

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<v Speaker 3>It's still quite far fetched.

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<v Speaker 4>The thing was like, actually, I'm going to go and

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<v Speaker 4>cook lamb, or I'm going to go pull pints and

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<v Speaker 4>actually chat to people. I always think if I have time off,

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<v Speaker 4>I'm just going to pour pints, because how much you

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<v Speaker 4>would you learn about people's lives over just the bar.

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<v Speaker 4>People just open up, don't they about It's like being

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<v Speaker 4>a taxi driver, learning that thing that's slightly deeper than.

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<v Speaker 3>You would have a normal world.

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<v Speaker 4>And I think that was about the trip, which was

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<v Speaker 4>amazing is I went deep, quite deeply into people's lives

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<v Speaker 4>and how they felt. And I felt a bit, maybe

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<v Speaker 4>I felt a bit like I was interviewing them all

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<v Speaker 4>the time because I was just all they felt like.

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<v Speaker 4>I was just so interested in their lives and the

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<v Speaker 4>political systems there, what it was like to be a

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<v Speaker 4>woman in these countries, you know, having kids, opportunities, the

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<v Speaker 4>class system, you know what I mean. There's so many

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<v Speaker 4>things in every country which is different, and if you

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<v Speaker 4>go and throw yourself into those situations, you learn not

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<v Speaker 4>just a lot about them, but yourself as well.

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<v Speaker 1>When you're making when you're doing this trip and you're

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<v Speaker 1>making a documentary, did you do anything else? Did you like,

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<v Speaker 1>keep like a diary or a notepad, like, because presumably

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of stuff that couldn't even some of

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<v Speaker 1>the things you just explained you probably could only really

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<v Speaker 1>touch on in the documentary, but never touched on it.

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<v Speaker 3>Honestly, so much stuff that's never even been meant. This

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<v Speaker 3>is not enough time.

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<v Speaker 1>So yeah, did you, like, do you take lots of photos?

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<v Speaker 1>Did you kind of like, have you got like a

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<v Speaker 1>scrapbook of you in here?

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<v Speaker 2>Well?

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<v Speaker 3>I did.

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<v Speaker 4>I did a blog actually for Line of best Fit. Paul,

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<v Speaker 4>the editor was amazing. Before we went on the trip,

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<v Speaker 4>he saw my posts and said, I've seen that you're

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<v Speaker 4>doing this. Do you want to meet up? Because I

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<v Speaker 4>lived there for six months in South America, So I

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<v Speaker 4>was like, yes, please.

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<v Speaker 3>Any help, any advice would be good.

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<v Speaker 4>And when we first went, I decided to do firstly

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<v Speaker 4>a post about why I was doing it, and that's

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<v Speaker 4>what started, which is just to set up this is

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm doing. I'm going to go live with my

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<v Speaker 4>fans and explain that I felt a little disillusion from

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<v Speaker 4>the industry and music and I lost touch really and

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<v Speaker 4>why I was making music and wasn't happy.

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<v Speaker 3>You know.

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<v Speaker 4>At the end of the day, That's what it came

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<v Speaker 4>down to is I didn't feel happy in music anymore.

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<v Speaker 4>And that was probably the main reason why I was

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<v Speaker 4>thinking about stopping. It's if I'm not happy doing this,

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<v Speaker 4>then why am I doing it? I should go and

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<v Speaker 4>do Life's too short to do anything that makes me unhappy,

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<v Speaker 4>especially if I'm privileged. You'll have to be doing this

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<v Speaker 4>music or I need to find a route to do

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<v Speaker 4>music and be happy. So kind of wrote this piece.

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<v Speaker 4>And after I wrote that piece and he published it

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<v Speaker 4>in Ane of best Fit, then once we started the trip,

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<v Speaker 4>I just felt like I had a million stories I

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<v Speaker 4>wanted to tell and message him. He said, yeah, just

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<v Speaker 4>send me, send me it. So I sort of did

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<v Speaker 4>a diary online that everyone could read during the experience.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you find that you surrendered yourself to the experience

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<v Speaker 1>straight away once you got there, or did it take

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<v Speaker 1>some getting used to this new way of living that

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<v Speaker 1>you'd kind of decided you were going to do for

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<v Speaker 1>two months?

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<v Speaker 4>It was really different in every single place. The hardest thing,

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<v Speaker 4>which then I got used to, I suppose, was meeting

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<v Speaker 4>a stranger, having that sort of initial we don't know

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<v Speaker 4>each other awkwardness thing where it's nice but you don't

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<v Speaker 4>know each other. Then spending twenty four hours a day

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<v Speaker 4>together for three or four days, knowing everything about them,

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<v Speaker 4>feeling like you truly knew them really really well and

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<v Speaker 4>you actually really cared about them. At the end of

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<v Speaker 4>it felt like I had a friendship. And then saying

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<v Speaker 4>goodbye and then going and doing it all over again

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<v Speaker 4>quite intense, really hard.

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<v Speaker 3>It was.

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<v Speaker 4>That was the hardest thing in many ways, But I

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<v Speaker 4>think once I got used to it, which was I

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<v Speaker 4>prepare yourself because you're going to be attached to this

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<v Speaker 4>person and then meet someone you have no attachment to

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<v Speaker 4>and you're living with straight away. And there was really

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<v Speaker 4>two very extreme things from those first, you know, that

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<v Speaker 4>position of going from one place to the next and

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<v Speaker 4>just starting again and getting to know the next person

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<v Speaker 4>and understanding them as a human and understanding their lives

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<v Speaker 4>and starting from scratch.

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<v Speaker 3>It was intense, But.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I found that everyone had those common those common

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<v Speaker 4>things which were music and the type of music I

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<v Speaker 4>guess that I make made them all quite similar in

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<v Speaker 4>a world, because I think it's a certain type of

0:25:02.480 --> 0:25:06.840
<v Speaker 4>music mine which is attracts or it seemed to attract

0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:12.480
<v Speaker 4>the people that maybe had gone through things, maybe have

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<v Speaker 4>felt things then weren't scared of putting on music which

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<v Speaker 4>made them feel something. A lot of them had said

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<v Speaker 4>at times they would put on these the sort of music,

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<v Speaker 4>and their friends like, why are you listening to this

0:25:22.600 --> 0:25:25.679
<v Speaker 4>depressing music? I don't why you just put something fun on?

0:25:26.119 --> 0:25:29.160
<v Speaker 4>And they're like, do you not get it? And one

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<v Speaker 4>of them said to me, I honestly think some of

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<v Speaker 4>my friends just don't want to feel it. Whatever songs

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<v Speaker 4>make you feel, they're scared of it and they don't

0:25:36.760 --> 0:25:38.600
<v Speaker 4>want to feel it. They'd rather put something on which

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<v Speaker 4>didn't make them feel those feelings. And that was I'd

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<v Speaker 4>never thought about that ever before, and that's totally fine.

0:25:47.080 --> 0:25:51.040
<v Speaker 4>But it's not that, you know, it's their depressing songs

0:25:51.119 --> 0:25:53.800
<v Speaker 4>or things. It just conjures up different sort of emotions.

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<v Speaker 4>And then I realized that I was just like them,

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<v Speaker 4>because all the music I listen to makes me feel

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<v Speaker 4>that way, and all music I love, going like Joni Mitchell,

0:26:02.119 --> 0:26:04.359
<v Speaker 4>Bluebing or my favorite records, but it makes me feel

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<v Speaker 4>something and it doesn't make me feel like happy. I'm

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<v Speaker 4>the happiest person in the world when I'm.

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<v Speaker 3>Listening to it.

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<v Speaker 4>But it makes me understand myself somehow. It makes me

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<v Speaker 4>think about things I wouldn't have thought about, delve a

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<v Speaker 4>little bit deeper into who I am, and understand that,

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<v Speaker 4>and that I think has helped me on my journey

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<v Speaker 4>in life.

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<v Speaker 3>Is that sort of.

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<v Speaker 1>Music that's interesting that you can sort of correlate that

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<v Speaker 1>between all these different people in all in probably vastly

0:26:28.800 --> 0:26:32.600
<v Speaker 1>different situations across an entire continent, and yet you can

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<v Speaker 1>sort of join the dots in some way quite fascinating.

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<v Speaker 4>It makes you a very similar sort of person. Actually,

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<v Speaker 4>weirdly out of all the things that you can have

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<v Speaker 4>in common, I think sometimes music tastes can make you

0:26:45.560 --> 0:26:47.399
<v Speaker 4>more similar than you can realize if it was going

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<v Speaker 4>to be maybe I should start some sort of like

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<v Speaker 4>friendship or dating app where it's always on music, because

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<v Speaker 4>I think that's really important, because I think if you

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<v Speaker 4>sometimes if you don't have that connection, it's difficult. I'd

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<v Speaker 4>find it hard music. And I'm a huge hippie, you

0:27:02.200 --> 0:27:04.560
<v Speaker 4>call me that, like, but I think music can heal

0:27:04.720 --> 0:27:07.200
<v Speaker 4>in a way, in a way that other things can't.

0:27:07.240 --> 0:27:11.080
<v Speaker 4>You know, when I'm feeling really lost in life and

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<v Speaker 4>I don't understand things, and I can't make sense of

0:27:14.920 --> 0:27:20.280
<v Speaker 4>something that's happened, somehow music can make sense. It can

0:27:20.359 --> 0:27:24.680
<v Speaker 4>make something that makes sense that didn't beforehand, and I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Know how that happens. And there's a real mystery to

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<v Speaker 3>music and why it does. That.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me about some of the standout moments from you,

0:27:30.600 --> 0:27:33.600
<v Speaker 1>the memories of playing some of the shows, because from

0:27:33.640 --> 0:27:36.440
<v Speaker 1>some of the footage I've seen, there were moments where

0:27:36.520 --> 0:27:39.280
<v Speaker 1>you kind of had to be Okay, let's just sort

0:27:39.320 --> 0:27:40.919
<v Speaker 1>of go with the flow of this, like and this

0:27:41.000 --> 0:27:45.320
<v Speaker 1>isn't this isn't your standard bar fly set up. This

0:27:45.400 --> 0:27:48.040
<v Speaker 1>is something completely different. So that's about some of the highlights.

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<v Speaker 4>Some of the first gigs we did because I wanted

0:27:52.119 --> 0:27:54.199
<v Speaker 4>them to be free entry. That made things really tricky

0:27:54.359 --> 0:27:57.199
<v Speaker 4>for venues to want to have me play because they

0:27:57.200 --> 0:28:00.240
<v Speaker 4>can charge for tickets. But I found like, I've paid

0:28:00.320 --> 0:28:03.440
<v Speaker 4>my flights to be here, my fan is sorting out

0:28:03.440 --> 0:28:06.040
<v Speaker 4>my accommodation. You just you know, you can take all

0:28:06.080 --> 0:28:07.800
<v Speaker 4>the money from the bar or anything. You just need

0:28:07.840 --> 0:28:10.320
<v Speaker 4>to give me a space of some sort. So lots

0:28:10.320 --> 0:28:12.760
<v Speaker 4>of people were amazing, but they would just higher in

0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:15.360
<v Speaker 4>a po which was just on the floor. So I'd

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<v Speaker 4>walk in, it'd just be all in bits, not put

0:28:18.040 --> 0:28:18.720
<v Speaker 4>together on the floor.

0:28:18.720 --> 0:28:19.640
<v Speaker 3>We're like, is that all right?

0:28:19.720 --> 0:28:22.040
<v Speaker 4>And you don't want to kick off and be like, no,

0:28:22.080 --> 0:28:24.720
<v Speaker 4>it's not all right because and maybe I would have

0:28:24.720 --> 0:28:26.040
<v Speaker 4>done that as well. I think these are the things

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<v Speaker 4>I was learning that potentially I would have said this is.

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<v Speaker 4>I can't work like this, this is And it brought

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<v Speaker 4>out a different side of me, which was way more

0:28:34.560 --> 0:28:36.920
<v Speaker 4>easy going, I think, which is like absolutely great. Let

0:28:36.960 --> 0:28:39.280
<v Speaker 4>me just spend half an hour trying to work out

0:28:39.280 --> 0:28:41.040
<v Speaker 4>how did you put this pa together?

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<v Speaker 1>Instructures in Spanish looking at.

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<v Speaker 4>A manual I'm going to do this, and then ended

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<v Speaker 4>up mixing the support acts like gig could just be like,

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<v Speaker 4>don't worry, guys, I got this. Never done this before

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<v Speaker 4>in my life. So yeah, it pushed me into finding

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<v Speaker 4>out a lot more about myself, yeah, and being more relaxed.

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<v Speaker 4>Some of the standout moments, I think it was just

0:29:02.720 --> 0:29:07.240
<v Speaker 4>some of the places were just so unusual. People had

0:29:07.280 --> 0:29:12.080
<v Speaker 4>done so much as well. Cafes in the Serena in Chile,

0:29:12.600 --> 0:29:14.440
<v Speaker 4>it takes you can't fly in there. It was a

0:29:14.480 --> 0:29:17.080
<v Speaker 4>sixteen hour bus to get their tiny town in Chile.

0:29:17.680 --> 0:29:19.880
<v Speaker 4>Got off this sixteen hour bus, not just the fan

0:29:20.040 --> 0:29:22.400
<v Speaker 4>that had asked me to come there, her friend who

0:29:22.400 --> 0:29:23.920
<v Speaker 4>we were living with her because she didn't have enough

0:29:23.960 --> 0:29:27.640
<v Speaker 4>space in her house. I was staying with her friend's family,

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<v Speaker 4>which who would lovely. But then the whole cafe, the

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<v Speaker 4>people who owned the cafe, well, the people work for

0:29:31.960 --> 0:29:34.680
<v Speaker 4>the cafe, all there with banners at six in the morning,

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<v Speaker 4>and they've gone to such a huge extent of preparation

0:29:38.080 --> 0:29:42.800
<v Speaker 4>of putting posters up and printing off little free tickets

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:46.640
<v Speaker 4>which people could collect from the cafe, and all these

0:29:46.880 --> 0:29:49.400
<v Speaker 4>and people who never put a gig on ever, had

0:29:49.400 --> 0:29:53.840
<v Speaker 4>thrown themselves into it. Played the Launderette, which you may

0:29:53.880 --> 0:29:56.040
<v Speaker 4>have heard of before, which is that story, which was

0:29:56.120 --> 0:30:00.880
<v Speaker 4>just an iconic moment in the trip because it just

0:30:01.320 --> 0:30:04.840
<v Speaker 4>standing on the first floor above a long direct just

0:30:04.840 --> 0:30:07.240
<v Speaker 4>playing to people on the street and the street closing down.

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<v Speaker 4>Playing a winery. One of the fans owned a winery

0:30:11.000 --> 0:30:12.880
<v Speaker 4>and said, please, can you come play my winery? I'll

0:30:12.960 --> 0:30:15.400
<v Speaker 4>organize it, and he made like haystacks in a field.

0:30:15.840 --> 0:30:18.520
<v Speaker 4>He brought a pa in, made it into this, put

0:30:18.560 --> 0:30:22.760
<v Speaker 4>little lights up and made venues out of nothing, out

0:30:22.760 --> 0:30:23.800
<v Speaker 4>of just empty fields.

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<v Speaker 1>How moved were you by that proactivity and that positivity,

0:30:28.760 --> 0:30:33.560
<v Speaker 1>because we see in the documentary that it was an

0:30:33.560 --> 0:30:37.440
<v Speaker 1>emotional experience for you kind of twenty sixteen wasn't the

0:30:37.480 --> 0:30:42.640
<v Speaker 1>greatest year for many reasons, like you know, politically, socially, etc.

0:30:43.440 --> 0:30:45.280
<v Speaker 1>And so it actually sounds like in the middle of

0:30:45.320 --> 0:30:48.960
<v Speaker 1>it all, you had an experience that you created that

0:30:49.040 --> 0:30:51.920
<v Speaker 1>really did bring out the best in a lot of

0:30:51.920 --> 0:30:54.479
<v Speaker 1>people that were around you. What kind of emotional affected

0:30:54.520 --> 0:30:55.000
<v Speaker 1>the whole.

0:30:54.800 --> 0:30:56.120
<v Speaker 3>Thing have on you a lot?

0:30:56.280 --> 0:30:59.960
<v Speaker 4>I think I couldn't really believe how much people strangers

0:31:00.120 --> 0:31:02.560
<v Speaker 4>would do for me in exchange of just a few

0:31:02.600 --> 0:31:05.040
<v Speaker 4>songs or just so that we had a good time

0:31:05.080 --> 0:31:06.520
<v Speaker 4>when we were staying with them.

0:31:07.080 --> 0:31:09.040
<v Speaker 3>How hard they all were, how much they did.

0:31:09.040 --> 0:31:11.200
<v Speaker 4>They drove like five hours to take us to a

0:31:11.240 --> 0:31:14.680
<v Speaker 4>classy falls and then drove five hours back.

0:31:15.160 --> 0:31:16.720
<v Speaker 3>Did these just so.

0:31:16.880 --> 0:31:21.080
<v Speaker 4>I couldn't believe the kindness total strangers. And I think

0:31:21.280 --> 0:31:23.480
<v Speaker 4>there's so many moments which aren't in the documentary because

0:31:23.480 --> 0:31:25.440
<v Speaker 4>there were just too many where I would just have

0:31:25.720 --> 0:31:28.640
<v Speaker 4>another amazing experience, and two days later to have another

0:31:28.720 --> 0:31:31.840
<v Speaker 4>amazing experience, and then a daylight to have another amazing

0:31:31.840 --> 0:31:35.760
<v Speaker 4>experience with all different people, And it just got to

0:31:35.760 --> 0:31:37.720
<v Speaker 4>a point it's like I can't believe this is happening.

0:31:37.800 --> 0:31:42.840
<v Speaker 4>I can't believe that I'm being shown all this love

0:31:43.080 --> 0:31:48.400
<v Speaker 4>and kindness from people I've never met before. And also

0:31:48.480 --> 0:31:52.960
<v Speaker 4>I just realized how lucky I was, you know. It

0:31:53.080 --> 0:31:55.880
<v Speaker 4>was just like the most surreal thing because the people

0:31:56.040 --> 0:31:58.040
<v Speaker 4>I spent the time with. There's a few real standout

0:31:58.080 --> 0:32:01.720
<v Speaker 4>moments where when I was leaving the person I was

0:32:01.720 --> 0:32:03.360
<v Speaker 4>staying with, it would say, these have been the best

0:32:03.440 --> 0:32:05.040
<v Speaker 4>days of my life, Like, how am I meant to

0:32:05.040 --> 0:32:06.120
<v Speaker 4>go back to work tomorrow.

0:32:06.240 --> 0:32:07.320
<v Speaker 3>Now, How am I?

0:32:08.000 --> 0:32:10.640
<v Speaker 4>This has been the surrealest and most crazy moment And

0:32:10.680 --> 0:32:12.320
<v Speaker 4>I just got to go and sit in my office

0:32:12.360 --> 0:32:14.840
<v Speaker 4>and go back to normal, back to my life which

0:32:14.880 --> 0:32:19.280
<v Speaker 4>I don't even really like, and or say, I promise you,

0:32:19.400 --> 0:32:21.240
<v Speaker 4>I'm going to take these these are the best days

0:32:21.240 --> 0:32:22.760
<v Speaker 4>of my life. I'm going to take them to my

0:32:22.840 --> 0:32:24.800
<v Speaker 4>grave with me as the best days of my life.

0:32:24.840 --> 0:32:27.800
<v Speaker 4>I know I'll never have an experience like this ever again.

0:32:28.560 --> 0:32:32.880
<v Speaker 4>And people who've never been on a plane before, never

0:32:32.960 --> 0:32:35.120
<v Speaker 4>left the town, never even seen a live gig before.

0:32:35.560 --> 0:32:37.040
<v Speaker 4>And I felt bad in a way because I thought,

0:32:37.040 --> 0:32:39.160
<v Speaker 4>We've had this incredible moment and then I'm leaving and

0:32:39.200 --> 0:32:41.080
<v Speaker 4>it's like we've all been there before and we've had

0:32:41.080 --> 0:32:43.800
<v Speaker 4>a great experience even and you feel how do you

0:32:43.880 --> 0:32:46.520
<v Speaker 4>move on from this? And how do you get back

0:32:46.560 --> 0:32:49.960
<v Speaker 4>to reality? Feels even harsher sometimes than doesn't it afterwards,

0:32:50.640 --> 0:32:53.240
<v Speaker 4>So saying goodbye to people's seeing their sadness that the

0:32:53.320 --> 0:32:56.360
<v Speaker 4>experience was over, and then on the other side, I

0:32:56.560 --> 0:32:57.960
<v Speaker 4>was on to the next best e see you know

0:32:58.000 --> 0:33:00.840
<v Speaker 4>what I mean, another incredible experience the next day with

0:33:00.960 --> 0:33:03.560
<v Speaker 4>someone new, and I just there was part of me

0:33:03.600 --> 0:33:06.680
<v Speaker 4>that felt guilty in a way. It's like this is

0:33:06.800 --> 0:33:11.320
<v Speaker 4>never rendingly amazing for me for eight weeks and I

0:33:11.360 --> 0:33:14.360
<v Speaker 4>could probably continue doing it for so long. And like

0:33:14.400 --> 0:33:15.800
<v Speaker 4>I said, I want to say it again, I'm not

0:33:16.000 --> 0:33:17.920
<v Speaker 4>well known. You know what I mean. I'm not a

0:33:17.960 --> 0:33:20.840
<v Speaker 4>well known musician. I'm not saying this isn't I've got

0:33:20.840 --> 0:33:22.800
<v Speaker 4>this huge ego where it's like all these people will

0:33:22.880 --> 0:33:25.560
<v Speaker 4>do this for me. That's what's extraordinary about it is

0:33:25.600 --> 0:33:28.760
<v Speaker 4>I'm not well known. My music doesn't get played on radio.

0:33:29.200 --> 0:33:33.080
<v Speaker 4>No one knows my name. And the fact that even

0:33:33.120 --> 0:33:35.920
<v Speaker 4>one person in all these places does and the extent

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<v Speaker 4>that they will show me kindness for someone when I

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<v Speaker 4>was really doubting whether even anyone cared about me and

0:33:41.400 --> 0:33:41.880
<v Speaker 4>my music.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it was extremely emotion.

0:33:46.080 --> 0:33:49.000
<v Speaker 1>Not just the experience that would go and to inform

0:33:49.080 --> 0:33:51.440
<v Speaker 1>like writing a new record then, but ultimately something that

0:33:51.440 --> 0:33:54.440
<v Speaker 1>you are always going to remember like forever as a

0:33:54.520 --> 0:33:57.080
<v Speaker 1>sort of probably defining moment in your life. Without putting

0:33:57.080 --> 0:34:00.640
<v Speaker 1>it into two big a kind of context. Happens next

0:34:00.760 --> 0:34:03.440
<v Speaker 1>is that you've made this new album and you've made

0:34:03.440 --> 0:34:05.120
<v Speaker 1>the documentary and you're going to take it out and

0:34:05.120 --> 0:34:07.800
<v Speaker 1>you're going to show it before you perform live and

0:34:08.080 --> 0:34:09.640
<v Speaker 1>people are going to get to see it, and it

0:34:09.760 --> 0:34:12.120
<v Speaker 1>will hopefully put those songs that you've written out into

0:34:13.400 --> 0:34:15.640
<v Speaker 1>into a context. Do you think like that, what's what's

0:34:15.680 --> 0:34:19.640
<v Speaker 1>the thinking behind showing what happened and then performing those songs,

0:34:19.680 --> 0:34:22.759
<v Speaker 1>because presumably that could not have filtered into your thought

0:34:22.800 --> 0:34:25.280
<v Speaker 1>process when you when you sat down to write new music.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's really important.

0:34:27.440 --> 0:34:31.200
<v Speaker 4>I've even seen the odd thing piece of pr which

0:34:31.280 --> 0:34:34.439
<v Speaker 4>is said, oh, Lucy Rose grabs a backpack and does

0:34:34.480 --> 0:34:36.920
<v Speaker 4>a trip around South America and writes an album about it,

0:34:37.000 --> 0:34:39.719
<v Speaker 4>and it just even that's like, no, that's not that

0:34:39.800 --> 0:34:42.040
<v Speaker 4>frustrates me because I know that's true and I know

0:34:42.120 --> 0:34:45.719
<v Speaker 4>that's what it is, but it really it isn't about that.

0:34:45.760 --> 0:34:48.719
<v Speaker 4>It's not about me just like grabbing a backpack and

0:34:48.760 --> 0:34:50.799
<v Speaker 4>doing a traveling experience and then we'll have the best

0:34:50.800 --> 0:34:51.800
<v Speaker 4>experience of my life.

0:34:52.920 --> 0:34:53.319
<v Speaker 3>It isn't.

0:34:53.320 --> 0:34:56.000
<v Speaker 4>And I think the documentary is really important to put

0:34:56.040 --> 0:34:59.239
<v Speaker 4>the album into perspective as well, and what I wanted

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:02.000
<v Speaker 4>to do with the record, and also the fact that

0:35:02.520 --> 0:35:04.680
<v Speaker 4>I had the confidence to make this sort of record

0:35:04.800 --> 0:35:07.120
<v Speaker 4>because I know that I'd never have made this record

0:35:08.080 --> 0:35:10.640
<v Speaker 4>without those people that I met and without talking to

0:35:10.719 --> 0:35:14.680
<v Speaker 4>them about the songs that mattered to them, and we're

0:35:14.680 --> 0:35:17.439
<v Speaker 4>going talking about the same thing about how music makes

0:35:17.440 --> 0:35:18.480
<v Speaker 4>you feel and things.

0:35:19.120 --> 0:35:21.160
<v Speaker 3>But we're all.

0:35:20.960 --> 0:35:24.160
<v Speaker 4>Looking for some sort of purpose in life and to

0:35:24.200 --> 0:35:26.879
<v Speaker 4>do something. And it felt like the biggest thing I've

0:35:26.880 --> 0:35:31.279
<v Speaker 4>ever done was writing those songs that helped people and

0:35:31.320 --> 0:35:33.799
<v Speaker 4>made those feel made them feel the things that we

0:35:33.800 --> 0:35:37.239
<v Speaker 4>were discussing earlier, and they're the songs that I love.

0:35:37.320 --> 0:35:39.240
<v Speaker 4>That's exactly the sort of music that I was writing,

0:35:39.280 --> 0:35:42.040
<v Speaker 4>but I just didn't think anyone wanted it. And the

0:35:42.040 --> 0:35:44.400
<v Speaker 4>fact that I could go and meet people and they

0:35:44.400 --> 0:35:47.880
<v Speaker 4>would say, please play Shiver, play night Bus, play Gamble,

0:35:47.920 --> 0:35:50.120
<v Speaker 4>which is like a bonus track for my first record,

0:35:50.160 --> 0:35:53.080
<v Speaker 4>which was so depressing. Everyone was like, you can't put

0:35:53.080 --> 0:35:56.280
<v Speaker 4>that on the record. That's way too sad, And that's

0:35:56.760 --> 0:35:58.680
<v Speaker 4>the second most popular song I have and it's not

0:35:58.719 --> 0:36:02.560
<v Speaker 4>even on my record. Understanding that that's why people wanted that,

0:36:02.880 --> 0:36:05.120
<v Speaker 4>and understanding that's exactly what I want to do as

0:36:05.160 --> 0:36:07.719
<v Speaker 4>an artist, because there's my heroes have made records like

0:36:07.719 --> 0:36:10.560
<v Speaker 4>that that matters to me, and having the confidence to

0:36:10.600 --> 0:36:13.680
<v Speaker 4>believe in that, believe that I could make a record

0:36:13.719 --> 0:36:16.719
<v Speaker 4>like that meant that I could come home and really

0:36:16.719 --> 0:36:19.760
<v Speaker 4>commit to that and commit to who I am. It's

0:36:19.840 --> 0:36:24.160
<v Speaker 4>difficult to know yourself, know who you are as an

0:36:24.239 --> 0:36:28.560
<v Speaker 4>artist and not just accept it but embrace it. And

0:36:28.640 --> 0:36:31.120
<v Speaker 4>I think a lo often I would think, oh, maybe

0:36:31.520 --> 0:36:35.359
<v Speaker 4>folk music or country music's not very cool and it's

0:36:35.400 --> 0:36:38.319
<v Speaker 4>not you know, radio one might hate it and all

0:36:38.360 --> 0:36:42.160
<v Speaker 4>you know, young kid and all my fans, and I

0:36:42.160 --> 0:36:44.120
<v Speaker 4>was always drawn to being and maybe it's from just

0:36:44.120 --> 0:36:47.080
<v Speaker 4>singing with Bombay Bicycle Club and being in the indie world,

0:36:47.200 --> 0:36:50.239
<v Speaker 4>which was you'd think is cooler, you know what I mean.

0:36:50.840 --> 0:36:52.600
<v Speaker 4>And I know it sounds so stupid, but that's when

0:36:52.640 --> 0:36:54.760
<v Speaker 4>I was younger. That's what I felt like. I felt

0:36:55.200 --> 0:36:59.440
<v Speaker 4>like playing country music wasn't particularly cool, and then actually

0:37:00.200 --> 0:37:02.359
<v Speaker 4>finding out that's who I am, that's what I want

0:37:02.360 --> 0:37:06.759
<v Speaker 4>to make a record, And yeah, I guess not just

0:37:06.880 --> 0:37:09.600
<v Speaker 4>yet accepting it, but embracing that's who I am and

0:37:09.640 --> 0:37:11.840
<v Speaker 4>feeling proud but that's who I am as an artist

0:37:12.400 --> 0:37:15.680
<v Speaker 4>only came from the confidence that those fans gave so

0:37:15.920 --> 0:37:18.560
<v Speaker 4>screening it. I think it is really important and.

0:37:18.800 --> 0:37:20.759
<v Speaker 1>I have a huge amount of jealousy when I look

0:37:20.840 --> 0:37:23.120
<v Speaker 1>down at the places that you're going to do this,

0:37:23.520 --> 0:37:26.240
<v Speaker 1>screen the film and perform at in the coming months

0:37:26.239 --> 0:37:28.879
<v Speaker 1>for the rest of the year. In fact, it's taking

0:37:28.960 --> 0:37:34.919
<v Speaker 1>you to Newcastle. I'm a newcaster supporter, so that's all good.

0:37:36.239 --> 0:37:39.359
<v Speaker 1>But in all seriousness, it's taking you to Asia. You're

0:37:39.360 --> 0:37:42.200
<v Speaker 1>going to You're going to go to the Philippines playing Manila.

0:37:42.239 --> 0:37:44.160
<v Speaker 1>You're going to go back to India, which I think

0:37:44.200 --> 0:37:47.080
<v Speaker 1>you've been to before. Yeah, and you're going to get

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:51.880
<v Speaker 1>Deli and Bangalore and these wonderful places to play shows

0:37:51.920 --> 0:37:56.200
<v Speaker 1>in cinemas. So is there something special about playing a

0:37:56.239 --> 0:38:00.400
<v Speaker 1>show in a cinema you kind of like? Is that

0:38:00.480 --> 0:38:03.880
<v Speaker 1>something that's still an interesting experience to do for you?

0:38:05.000 --> 0:38:05.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:38:05.320 --> 0:38:08.240
<v Speaker 4>Well, I think mainly the UK of proper, proper cinemas,

0:38:09.000 --> 0:38:10.120
<v Speaker 4>they can't show films.

0:38:10.160 --> 0:38:11.640
<v Speaker 3>We're going in Vibe.

0:38:12.440 --> 0:38:15.840
<v Speaker 4>Not everywhere has even got cinemas that I wanted to play,

0:38:16.040 --> 0:38:18.200
<v Speaker 4>so a lot of them just needed a screening away

0:38:18.239 --> 0:38:21.160
<v Speaker 4>to screen it. So it's called the world Wide Cinematore.

0:38:21.280 --> 0:38:23.960
<v Speaker 4>But there's going to be the odd venue which isn't

0:38:24.400 --> 0:38:27.640
<v Speaker 4>a cinema. They say it could be, but it's again

0:38:28.239 --> 0:38:31.560
<v Speaker 4>from my experience of touring further Afield, you never know

0:38:31.760 --> 0:38:34.600
<v Speaker 4>quite what to expect when you walk into a venue,

0:38:35.239 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 4>But yeah, I think it's just exciting to be in

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:41.840
<v Speaker 4>new places. And being in India was really exciting because

0:38:42.719 --> 0:38:46.480
<v Speaker 4>again in these countries, and especially in smaller towns and

0:38:46.520 --> 0:38:48.959
<v Speaker 4>smaller places even more off the grid when you're talking

0:38:49.000 --> 0:38:51.480
<v Speaker 4>not even just Delhi and Mumbaiba, going down to Bangalore

0:38:51.480 --> 0:38:55.520
<v Speaker 4>as well, people don't feel like they're important enough for

0:38:55.920 --> 0:38:58.520
<v Speaker 4>musicians to go and play for them, and the UK

0:38:58.840 --> 0:39:02.880
<v Speaker 4>and Europe and the US and then maybe Australia and

0:39:02.960 --> 0:39:05.799
<v Speaker 4>maybe Japan gets you know, all artists will try and

0:39:05.840 --> 0:39:08.839
<v Speaker 4>tour those places. And there's huge proportions of the world

0:39:08.920 --> 0:39:11.879
<v Speaker 4>which are ignored when it comes to live music. And

0:39:11.920 --> 0:39:14.640
<v Speaker 4>for me, it was important to start the campaign back

0:39:14.680 --> 0:39:18.360
<v Speaker 4>in Latin America and go to India and tell people

0:39:18.400 --> 0:39:21.040
<v Speaker 4>they are important. My fans are important no matter where

0:39:21.080 --> 0:39:21.600
<v Speaker 4>you're from.

0:39:22.040 --> 0:39:25.480
<v Speaker 1>Have you had peers people around you that make music

0:39:26.239 --> 0:39:30.279
<v Speaker 1>say to you you go into these places that are

0:39:30.960 --> 0:39:33.200
<v Speaker 1>dangerous or off the grid or a bit unusual. Do

0:39:35.080 --> 0:39:36.880
<v Speaker 1>they say things like to you, like they say like

0:39:36.920 --> 0:39:38.359
<v Speaker 1>kind of like, oh god, I don't think I could

0:39:38.360 --> 0:39:40.799
<v Speaker 1>ever do that, or they ask do they ask like

0:39:40.840 --> 0:39:45.440
<v Speaker 1>proactive questions saying like, wow, you're playing a show in Chile,

0:39:45.719 --> 0:39:49.480
<v Speaker 1>or you're playing a show in you mentioned Hanway like

0:39:49.520 --> 0:39:53.000
<v Speaker 1>places that aren't on the traditional touring map. What are

0:39:53.000 --> 0:39:55.080
<v Speaker 1>the types of conversations you have about that sort of thing?

0:39:55.120 --> 0:39:58.280
<v Speaker 4>More often than not, if I'm talking to another article,

0:39:58.360 --> 0:40:00.719
<v Speaker 4>you have to go to India just when it's it's oh, well,

0:40:00.760 --> 0:40:03.759
<v Speaker 4>what about getting deli belly, I'll be sick or you

0:40:03.800 --> 0:40:06.520
<v Speaker 4>know it's every place has its myth. You know, I've

0:40:06.520 --> 0:40:10.080
<v Speaker 4>been twice now, never got ill either time. We're there

0:40:10.120 --> 0:40:12.480
<v Speaker 4>for two weeks. Each time didn't get ill. Lots of

0:40:12.520 --> 0:40:15.040
<v Speaker 4>bb talked to. There's lots of myths. It's same as

0:40:15.440 --> 0:40:17.719
<v Speaker 4>I think when I was doing BBC six round Table,

0:40:17.719 --> 0:40:19.160
<v Speaker 4>when the other guests were saying, well, what you do

0:40:19.239 --> 0:40:22.759
<v Speaker 4>next week? I said, actually, I'm flying gigging Buenos Airera's oh,

0:40:22.760 --> 0:40:24.680
<v Speaker 4>I'll be careful. My friend got a phone nick there.

0:40:24.719 --> 0:40:27.640
<v Speaker 4>It's really dangerous. She gotta be careful. I thought, it's not.

0:40:27.920 --> 0:40:29.719
<v Speaker 4>I was expecting because I've been there and I love

0:40:29.760 --> 0:40:32.560
<v Speaker 4>it to be. Wow, that's amazing Buenos Areas, that's incredible.

0:40:33.000 --> 0:40:36.200
<v Speaker 4>And people's immediate thing is fear.

0:40:36.360 --> 0:40:37.720
<v Speaker 3>It's so fear based.

0:40:37.760 --> 0:40:40.279
<v Speaker 4>When it comes to going and traveling in places which

0:40:40.320 --> 0:40:42.480
<v Speaker 4>are you know, less musicians go to. I guess well

0:40:42.520 --> 0:40:46.000
<v Speaker 4>less people go to. And I was like thinking, my

0:40:46.080 --> 0:40:48.640
<v Speaker 4>sister just got mugged in London last week, she got

0:40:48.640 --> 0:40:51.080
<v Speaker 4>a phone nicked in London. But we don't think of

0:40:51.120 --> 0:40:54.279
<v Speaker 4>our home that way, never think our London's dangerous and

0:40:54.320 --> 0:40:56.840
<v Speaker 4>people shouldn't come and visit London because of lots of

0:40:56.840 --> 0:40:59.560
<v Speaker 4>different things that are going on. But I think there

0:40:59.600 --> 0:41:03.040
<v Speaker 4>is a miss conception you've gotta be careful everywhere you go.

0:41:03.640 --> 0:41:06.680
<v Speaker 4>But all I consider is my experience. Eight weeks I

0:41:06.719 --> 0:41:11.120
<v Speaker 4>lived with total strangers. I trusted them, and I didn't

0:41:11.120 --> 0:41:13.560
<v Speaker 4>have not even one moment I was worried, even just

0:41:13.600 --> 0:41:14.919
<v Speaker 4>a little bit. I wasn't at all.

0:41:16.400 --> 0:41:18.640
<v Speaker 1>Do you collect anything on your travels? Do you bring

0:41:18.680 --> 0:41:23.680
<v Speaker 1>anything back fridge magnets? No, okay, I'm really Do you

0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:25.239
<v Speaker 1>ever send post guards or anything like that?

0:41:25.480 --> 0:41:25.719
<v Speaker 3>No?

0:41:26.080 --> 0:41:26.360
<v Speaker 1>Okay.

0:41:27.239 --> 0:41:33.720
<v Speaker 4>I've got issues with with with anything any I can't

0:41:33.719 --> 0:41:36.200
<v Speaker 4>describe it material, not even materials, anything that's made of

0:41:36.200 --> 0:41:36.840
<v Speaker 4>a material.

0:41:37.040 --> 0:41:38.960
<v Speaker 3>Okay, things I don't want them.

0:41:39.120 --> 0:41:40.600
<v Speaker 1>So you're not a fan of like a sort of

0:41:41.160 --> 0:41:43.719
<v Speaker 1>tourist shop that's full of quite clearly a load of

0:41:43.760 --> 0:41:44.160
<v Speaker 1>old too.

0:41:44.280 --> 0:41:46.840
<v Speaker 3>As my dad would say, too, that's great.

0:41:47.440 --> 0:41:48.520
<v Speaker 1>You know, like you're kind.

0:41:48.320 --> 0:41:52.240
<v Speaker 4>Of I had a backpack on and it was already

0:41:52.239 --> 0:41:54.759
<v Speaker 4>hand luggage, and I was being so because I didn't

0:41:54.760 --> 0:41:56.160
<v Speaker 4>want to bear back at the end of the day.

0:41:56.840 --> 0:41:58.479
<v Speaker 4>I was being so strict with what I was taken.

0:41:58.520 --> 0:42:00.759
<v Speaker 4>I didn't even take a hair brush where I was at.

0:42:01.360 --> 0:42:03.120
<v Speaker 4>And then it's only when I was in the second place,

0:42:03.120 --> 0:42:07.279
<v Speaker 4>when my fringe was just out of control, like completely wire.

0:42:07.400 --> 0:42:08.360
<v Speaker 3>Going a hairbrush.

0:42:08.360 --> 0:42:10.800
<v Speaker 4>This is too much. So they bought a hair brush.

0:42:11.040 --> 0:42:13.000
<v Speaker 4>But I just if I think if I bought something

0:42:13.000 --> 0:42:15.720
<v Speaker 4>in every single place, my bag would get really heavy.

0:42:15.880 --> 0:42:17.840
<v Speaker 3>I know that sounds so stupid.

0:42:19.040 --> 0:42:19.960
<v Speaker 1>You've got to think of the practical.

0:42:20.000 --> 0:42:20.799
<v Speaker 3>I worry about my.

0:42:20.760 --> 0:42:26.120
<v Speaker 4>Back getting broken sometimes, about it not being very strong.

0:42:26.640 --> 0:42:29.440
<v Speaker 4>And also I think I don't really like waste. I've

0:42:29.440 --> 0:42:33.800
<v Speaker 4>got another problem with birthday cards. I just hate the idea.

0:42:33.880 --> 0:42:37.960
<v Speaker 4>I hate waste, even if to give a birthday card,

0:42:38.400 --> 0:42:40.680
<v Speaker 4>it's something that I would rather not get given any

0:42:40.680 --> 0:42:42.680
<v Speaker 4>birthday cards. And the feeling when I collect them all

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:45.960
<v Speaker 4>off the mantlepiece and just put them in a recycling

0:42:46.040 --> 0:42:48.800
<v Speaker 4>you know what I mean? That feeling for me honestly

0:42:48.840 --> 0:42:53.160
<v Speaker 4>feels like my heart's breaking. This is just waste. This

0:42:53.239 --> 0:42:56.359
<v Speaker 4>is and I know it's really nice, but I think

0:42:56.440 --> 0:42:59.560
<v Speaker 4>I could do just someone saying something, you know, on

0:42:59.600 --> 0:43:02.040
<v Speaker 4>my birth if I meet someone or a message or something.

0:43:02.880 --> 0:43:06.040
<v Speaker 4>Hate throwing things away, hate it, and maybe it's like

0:43:06.080 --> 0:43:08.560
<v Speaker 4>a hoarding thing. So I just don't have anything to

0:43:08.600 --> 0:43:10.960
<v Speaker 4>throw away. I still send them because I know I'm

0:43:11.000 --> 0:43:13.479
<v Speaker 4>a bad person. I feel bad if I don't send them,

0:43:13.840 --> 0:43:15.960
<v Speaker 4>and I should send them. And I think other people

0:43:16.000 --> 0:43:19.399
<v Speaker 4>really find enjoyment from opening birthday cards, and I think

0:43:19.440 --> 0:43:22.120
<v Speaker 4>that's great as well. This is just like a personal

0:43:22.280 --> 0:43:23.560
<v Speaker 4>problem issue with mine.

0:43:23.760 --> 0:43:25.560
<v Speaker 1>Have you seen those e cards that you can get

0:43:25.640 --> 0:43:29.440
<v Speaker 1>that are like terrible sort of they're like singing e

0:43:29.640 --> 0:43:32.000
<v Speaker 1>cards where you send somebody an email and it opens

0:43:32.040 --> 0:43:33.640
<v Speaker 1>up and they'd be like a dance. I haven't seen

0:43:33.680 --> 0:43:36.080
<v Speaker 1>that anger it's like a happy birthday.

0:43:36.920 --> 0:43:37.799
<v Speaker 3>I think i'd like that.

0:43:38.520 --> 0:43:41.480
<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, if you went quite.

0:43:41.440 --> 0:43:43.080
<v Speaker 3>With it due the twenties, you just missed it.

0:43:43.160 --> 0:43:45.279
<v Speaker 1>I just missed it. Okay, make a note for next year,

0:43:45.320 --> 0:43:46.920
<v Speaker 1>we'll send you an E card on your birthday so

0:43:47.000 --> 0:43:48.359
<v Speaker 1>there's no wastage and.

0:43:48.239 --> 0:43:50.000
<v Speaker 3>Get silly and they're silly, they better with me.

0:43:50.200 --> 0:43:52.600
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so fine, fine, it's done on.

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<v Speaker 3>An Ostrich, me on an Ostrich or something.

0:43:54.320 --> 0:43:54.520
<v Speaker 4>Dance.

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<v Speaker 1>We can shot your face onto any animal you want, no,

0:43:57.640 --> 0:43:58.920
<v Speaker 1>properly okay, great love that.

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