WEBVTT - You've Got Decisions: I'm Desperate and She Won't Sleep With Me!!!!

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome y'all to another You've got the SI.

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<v Speaker 3>Send in your questions to us Decisions Pod at gmail

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<v Speaker 3>dot com. We want to know what the fuck is

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<v Speaker 3>going on with you? What's the see which a baby dady?

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<v Speaker 3>What's this see with Eniggy?

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<v Speaker 1>You like? What's the sea with the bitches fighting with it? Word?

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna tell you what your decisions are gonna be.

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<v Speaker 1>That's right.

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<v Speaker 3>And this one is really interesting because there's a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of exclamation points in the goddamn title, and she pretty

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<v Speaker 3>much admitted that at this point she's desperate. So let's

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<v Speaker 3>get right into this week's letter just that I'm desperate

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<v Speaker 3>at this point.

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<v Speaker 1>So first of all, I love the show. Even if I.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't agree with everything you ladies say, I can honestly

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<v Speaker 3>say I have learned so much about myself, most importantly,

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<v Speaker 3>how to navigate this world, keep an open mind, and

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<v Speaker 3>maybe give a little head or something to feel better.

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<v Speaker 3>All jokes aside, I really appreciate the show and staff. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>now that I glaze y'all up, let's get to the

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<v Speaker 3>motherfucking teat. I'm a twenty five year old blocklack woman

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<v Speaker 3>with locks down my back and a thick ass to match.

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<v Speaker 3>I have been openly dating men and women for about

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<v Speaker 3>four years now. Over the past few months, about three

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<v Speaker 3>to four, I've been talking to this woman that's a

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<v Speaker 3>year younger than me.

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<v Speaker 1>She made it clear that.

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<v Speaker 3>She was by, but I didn't mind because I consider

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<v Speaker 3>myself by as well, even though I've.

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<v Speaker 1>Only been with like two to three guys.

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<v Speaker 2>Loo.

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<v Speaker 3>Anyways, she is beautiful, an educated black woman in that

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<v Speaker 3>ass who She's even thicker than me. My attraction to

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<v Speaker 3>her is undeniable. We have really good chemistry, go out together,

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<v Speaker 3>even some healthy PDA, but we have not fucked.

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<v Speaker 1>In fact, she won't fuck first.

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<v Speaker 3>She told me she wanted to wait about a month

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<v Speaker 3>of us talking before we get sexual, but would initiate

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<v Speaker 3>all of our makeout sessions right before bed.

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<v Speaker 1>It might even slip a finger at me.

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<v Speaker 3>When I try to return the favor or take it

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<v Speaker 3>to the next level, she would tell me your head

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<v Speaker 3>or just completely tell me to stop. I really like her,

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<v Speaker 3>but I'm starting to feel bad because I want to

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<v Speaker 3>have sex but she doesn't. Having a good amount of

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<v Speaker 3>sex with a partner is really important to me. It's

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<v Speaker 3>kind of making me want to move on. Am I

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<v Speaker 3>wrong for thinking that way?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it too soon? Please help?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how we're going to fill in the

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<v Speaker 3>needed time for this episode because the girl's not that gay,

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<v Speaker 3>So I disagree. I think kind of like me and

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<v Speaker 3>and maybe in terms of speaking more from a polydynamic

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<v Speaker 3>when whether you're bisexual or not, and I think what

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<v Speaker 3>we've talked about me being bisexual, heater romantic. There's maybe

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<v Speaker 3>something that she's looking for in a woman. Her identifying

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<v Speaker 3>as bisexual may mean she enjoys the softness of women.

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<v Speaker 3>She enjoys like being a round woman. She enjoys the

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<v Speaker 3>care of a woman, the thoughtfulness that women bring. But

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<v Speaker 3>maybe she still just wants dick. So maybe she had

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<v Speaker 3>as she may identify as by not that gay, I

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<v Speaker 3>don't want to use that with.

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<v Speaker 1>Us, I feel. I mean, I'm being facetious. I'm making jokes.

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<v Speaker 1>You can make the jokes.

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<v Speaker 3>I just want to I want to say that this

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<v Speaker 3>woman wanting sex, this other woman, though she identifies as bisexual,

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<v Speaker 3>may genuinely like women but not want to have sex

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<v Speaker 3>with them. I think the same way, like, then you're

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<v Speaker 3>not that gay if you don't want to fuck women,

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<v Speaker 3>but you like being around them you are literacy, not

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<v Speaker 3>that gay. But also she fingers and makes out with

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<v Speaker 3>her and doesn't want to be touched. There's a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of no touch me lesbians.

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<v Speaker 1>Doesn't make them man less Leslians.

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<v Speaker 3>They don't want to be hang out with you and

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<v Speaker 3>under and fingering is happening. She doesn't want to be fingered.

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<v Speaker 3>She says that of times slipsy I will also say

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<v Speaker 3>just to not and not to super seriousness up. But

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<v Speaker 3>if she's fingering you, making out with you, and stopping

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<v Speaker 3>everything when you go to advance, I would be curious

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<v Speaker 3>to know if you've had a deep conversation to if

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<v Speaker 3>there's any trauma associated with that. I know that, like

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<v Speaker 3>I was talking to King Noir, and fingering specifically is

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<v Speaker 3>something that he's like. Not every woman likes. I think

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<v Speaker 3>when we're young, fingering because of something fun that if

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<v Speaker 3>the wrong person does it, if it hurts the first time,

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<v Speaker 3>if someone is aggressive and doing it wrong, it's not

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<v Speaker 3>what I think. Fingering is something that a lot of

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<v Speaker 3>women don't like. Fingering is something that I think I

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<v Speaker 3>normally actually have to ask for, even for men. So

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<v Speaker 3>if she's stopping you from fingering her, but she's advancing

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<v Speaker 3>that with you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not just fingers. That's not what lesbian sex is

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<v Speaker 1>all about. No, no, no, of course it's not.

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<v Speaker 3>But she only mentioned that they make out and they

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<v Speaker 3>get to finger, like she fingers her and she allows it,

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<v Speaker 3>but as soon as she goes to finger her, the

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<v Speaker 3>girl stop.

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<v Speaker 1>I actually don't. I didn't hear that at all.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, if someone is slipping in a finger once

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<v Speaker 3>or twice, it just means she's trying to keep this

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<v Speaker 3>at bay so that the girl doesn't ask for more

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<v Speaker 3>and maybe touch.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not a full on or it doesn't sound like

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<v Speaker 1>they've had sex. No, they haven't.

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<v Speaker 3>For lesbians, fingering is sex. So she said slip a

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<v Speaker 3>finger in. No, she didn't say slip a finger. You

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<v Speaker 3>said the close finger. Yes, the girl will finger that's

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<v Speaker 3>what lesbian sex is. So if the girl was really

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<v Speaker 3>going in, that's considered sex. But she's not because she's

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<v Speaker 3>not trying to have lesbian sex. There is a or

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<v Speaker 3>that's weird because I don't consider fingering sex that's what

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<v Speaker 3>lesbians do. I mean, you want to fuck your girl,

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<v Speaker 3>and you guys are let's just say out and it's

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<v Speaker 3>quick and you're in a bathroom, or you're in a

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<v Speaker 3>movie theater. You could get fucked in the movie theater.

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<v Speaker 3>That's you consider fingering sex with men? No, I consider

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<v Speaker 3>dick and penetrative sex. That's how we define sex with men.

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<v Speaker 3>Right with women, it's a vaginal rubbing, oral or fingering.

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<v Speaker 3>So I mean all of my lesbian friends, either that

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<v Speaker 3>are married to women or in gay relationships, they talk

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<v Speaker 3>about how they just fucked it was hands actually, person

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<v Speaker 3>our Net shout out to her. Her book Mostly Dead

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<v Speaker 3>Things really great depiction of lesbian sex because it's a

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<v Speaker 3>lot of hand movement, talking about risk, thrusting, bucking someone

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<v Speaker 3>on the edge of like or in the back of

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<v Speaker 3>a car. Like, that's lesbian sex. All lesbians listening, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>can feel free to comment. But yes, this is how

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<v Speaker 3>we define sex. I think alternatively, I've dated this girl.

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<v Speaker 3>This girl likes kissing, hanging out, and the woman energy.

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<v Speaker 3>Like you said, however, she's not that gay. That's not bisexual,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm kind of tired of the trope of like

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<v Speaker 3>I kissed the girl once, so I'm bisexual. Like fluidity

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<v Speaker 3>is different, enjoying sexual experience is different, much like if

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<v Speaker 3>a dude I know kissed the guy once but doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>want to have sex with him, didn't like it. I

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<v Speaker 3>wouldn't call him bisexual because he's not really pursuing anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I think this is super fake.

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<v Speaker 3>I think that's why you're frustrated because there's no real

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<v Speaker 3>explanation there. And most times people that are getting into

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<v Speaker 3>relationship with the opposite sex and call themselves bisexual.

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<v Speaker 1>Consistently have this issue.

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<v Speaker 3>This is why lesbians don't like to date by sexual women,

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<v Speaker 3>because they be playing games, and this girl really sounds

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<v Speaker 3>like she's playing games. If you're not ready to go

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<v Speaker 3>the whole way, don't even just touch me down there,

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<v Speaker 3>like say that you're not.

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<v Speaker 1>Ready to have sex.

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<v Speaker 3>Instead, she uses the excuses because she's not that gay.

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<v Speaker 3>I think the other thing that sucks is when girls

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<v Speaker 3>are interested and they have been with women that have

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<v Speaker 3>more experience. I just I experienced this a lot, and

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<v Speaker 3>they don't know what to do. They're very scared they're

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<v Speaker 3>going to be bad, and so they just continue to

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<v Speaker 3>avoid it. But they only want to make out because

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<v Speaker 3>making how a safe Yeah, my answer is she's not

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<v Speaker 3>that gay.

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<v Speaker 1>No matter how I love the show. Get to get

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<v Speaker 1>different answers from me because I couldn't disagree more. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like I've said the same. No, I didn't, but

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<v Speaker 1>it's fine. I love that. This is why people send

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<v Speaker 1>an answers.

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<v Speaker 3>I think we align in some places and disalign in others.

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<v Speaker 3>This for me, having had during the writing process, have

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<v Speaker 3>my bisexuality questioned, even in the editing process of my book,

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<v Speaker 3>I guess I know we go by labels, but there's

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<v Speaker 3>so many ways in which I, as someone can enjoy

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<v Speaker 3>doing something sexual with someone else them not wanting them

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<v Speaker 3>to do the same. So I say that because I

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<v Speaker 3>don't like head. I love eating a bitchess pussy, I

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<v Speaker 3>absolutely love it. I'm someone who don't who doesn't enjoy

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<v Speaker 3>receiving oral so.

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<v Speaker 1>I am.

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<v Speaker 3>I would not like to be called not that gay

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<v Speaker 3>or not that bisexual because of the way women engage

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<v Speaker 3>in sex. I actually don't want to receive what you

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<v Speaker 3>have to offer me anytime. I've even mostly had threesomes

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<v Speaker 3>with women, I do all the work for them.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care outside of making out.

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<v Speaker 3>I genuinely also, because I don't like head, do not

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<v Speaker 3>care for the woman to engage with me.

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<v Speaker 1>It doesn't make my sexuality any less.

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<v Speaker 3>Buy that that is a sexual act that I don't

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<v Speaker 3>enjoy having no, But.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>You said sex with women is oral making out and fingering.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm saying if I'm having sex with a woman and

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<v Speaker 3>I don't do the scissoring, I already said that doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>make sense to see at all. My point, she was

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<v Speaker 3>fingering the one girl she didn't want it. Read it again,

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<v Speaker 3>figuring is slipping a finger in someone's pussy, But she

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<v Speaker 3>would initiate all of our makeout sessions right before bed

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<v Speaker 3>and even slip a finger in to me if fingering

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<v Speaker 3>is a part of sex. What I'm saying is and

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<v Speaker 3>why I disagree with your take, which is fine because

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<v Speaker 3>all of the listeners can receive this information differently, which

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<v Speaker 3>is what I love about Potting. What I'm saying is

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<v Speaker 3>it does not make me any less bisexual that when

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in her, when I'm having sex with a woman,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want them to do anything to me, which

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<v Speaker 3>this is what's happening here. The way the woman's frustration

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<v Speaker 3>is when she wants to actually give it back to

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<v Speaker 3>the girl, she doesn't want to receive it. I apologize

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<v Speaker 3>for any woman I've had sex with who I eat

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<v Speaker 3>her pussy out and maybe she wants to and I'm like, no,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm good. That has literally happened time and time again

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<v Speaker 3>and again. I don't go on dates with women. I

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<v Speaker 3>don't do all those things, but I identify as bisexual.

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<v Speaker 3>I wish a bitch would come up to me and

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<v Speaker 3>be like, h you're not that gay. Okay, whatever you

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<v Speaker 3>can you can really isn't relevant to the things that

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<v Speaker 3>you do at all. Because no touch lesbians are having

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<v Speaker 3>some form of misatic I.

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<v Speaker 1>Brought that up too, the no touch lesbians.

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<v Speaker 3>They are not no touch lesbians. This is we don't

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<v Speaker 3>know this girl. No what I'm saying, this isn't a

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<v Speaker 3>no touch lesbian situation.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>They've been talking for a month, so to me, maybe

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<v Speaker 3>that conversation hasn't been had. She feels like she's being rejected.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it would be safe to say, Hey, so

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<v Speaker 3>I've tried to figure you a few times now and

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<v Speaker 3>you either tell me to stop or I feel like

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<v Speaker 3>you're making excuses. Why do you not want to be touched?

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<v Speaker 3>Do you not want to go that? She just feels

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<v Speaker 3>like she's rejected right now. She hasn't gotten real answers,

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<v Speaker 3>and I feel like maybe because you feel rejected right now,

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<v Speaker 3>I think you need to talk to her and see, Hey,

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<v Speaker 3>so you don't want me to finger you, but can

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<v Speaker 3>I eat your pussy? Like? I want to please you

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<v Speaker 3>and I feel like I haven't been able to do

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<v Speaker 3>that why And it's also not getting more from this girl.

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<v Speaker 3>There's no orl like. That's why I said, so ask hey,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not allowed to finger you back when you finger me?

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<v Speaker 1>Can I eat your pussy? I really want to do pussy?

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<v Speaker 3>And all of these questions should be add so instead

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<v Speaker 3>of you feeling rejected and writing in and saying you're

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<v Speaker 3>desperate because you don't understand why this woman isn't going there?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you talked to her? Have you had the conversation.

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<v Speaker 3>About what her relationships with women look like? I've literally

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<v Speaker 3>invited and I've shared this on the pod. I don't

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<v Speaker 3>know how many years ago I was entertaining another bisexual woman.

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<v Speaker 3>She came over to my house. We were watching TV.

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<v Speaker 3>She was naked. We started cuddling. I go to rub

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<v Speaker 3>on her and she made me stop and I was like, well, bitch,

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<v Speaker 3>you naked with my bed.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm confused. She wanted me to take her out to

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<v Speaker 1>the movies.

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<v Speaker 3>She literally was like, I don't want to have sex

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<v Speaker 3>until you take me out to the movies. And I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, well, gir you could put your clothes on,

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<v Speaker 3>because to me, though I'm bisexual, I don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>date you.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to take you will stand up for like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, a one or two night thing.

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<v Speaker 3>I think with the level they're at hanging out PDA, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>enjoying each other's company for this amount of time. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I've been down this roads a hundred times, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>romantic relationships with women, and this is what I've seen.

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<v Speaker 1>I would say the rejection.

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<v Speaker 3>We have to stop thinking that at certain points the

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<v Speaker 3>rejection is really about us, because why would people spend

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<v Speaker 3>this much time with you if there was a true

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<v Speaker 3>rejection there. I totally get the feeling because I remember,

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<v Speaker 3>if you've been listening to the show for a while.

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<v Speaker 3>A few years ago, I've met a guy at Dreamville

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<v Speaker 3>and we would spend all this time together and sex

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<v Speaker 3>wasn't happening, and I felt like he wasn't into me.

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<v Speaker 3>It didn't go that long, but I in this particular case,

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<v Speaker 3>there is a.

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<v Speaker 1>Trend with women that do this.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm excited to hear the update. I also want to

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<v Speaker 3>make mention too, as far as men go, I've actually

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<v Speaker 3>heard this a lot with gay men who are dating

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<v Speaker 3>guys that are straight and just there for like gay

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<v Speaker 3>sexual pleasure. Many times they're in kind of the opposite scenario.

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<v Speaker 1>They're with these men.

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<v Speaker 3>That only want to fuck them, be around them outside,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's like totally different vibes and it really makes

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<v Speaker 3>them feel rejected. So it's interesting because like women are

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<v Speaker 3>more apprehensive when it comes to the sexual side, where

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<v Speaker 3>men are more apprehensive for the emotions. So so many

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<v Speaker 3>you know, venting sessions or experiences with myself where you

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<v Speaker 3>kind of see the same thing with men total opposite

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<v Speaker 3>me and the student having great sex, nothing is happening

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<v Speaker 3>when we get outside of the bedroom, whereas with women,

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<v Speaker 3>I actually hear this exact story, like, damn, we're vibing,

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<v Speaker 3>but is she into me?

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<v Speaker 1>Is she gay? Does she like women? Is she scared

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<v Speaker 1>to start? Like?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, and lesbians for a long time too, have

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<v Speaker 3>made us all feel like if you're by, we don't

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<v Speaker 3>want you, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>So I totally get it.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, when we had Punky on with Alex English

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<v Speaker 3>they're both gay, we're talking about their experiences with that. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I would lean on yeah, the oh, the friends for

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<v Speaker 3>some advice like this. I'm sure they will talk you

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<v Speaker 3>off the ledge of feeling rejected. I think that's just

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<v Speaker 3>the worst place to feel, especially with someone that's spending

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<v Speaker 3>their time with you. It's definitely not a real rejection

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<v Speaker 3>more than it's their own thing. And I think that

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<v Speaker 3>in order for you to get out of your own

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<v Speaker 3>head and blame yourself about it and feel that level

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<v Speaker 3>of rejection, you literally just need to maybe ask the

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<v Speaker 3>questions and open the room to communicate with her about

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<v Speaker 3>you having these sexual needs and desires.

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