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Speaker 1: Bessie was the so even got so much as like

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00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:27,040
Speaker 1: they did this other form of like um videography. I

428
00:23:27,119 --> 00:23:33,080
Speaker 1: guess where it shows like the outlines of I'm not

429
00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:35,760
Speaker 1: quite sure how this piece of yeah and for this

430
00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:39,240
Speaker 1: piece of technology even works. All I know is that

431
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:43,840
Speaker 1: we went from being like they told me to put

432
00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: my hand out and then I felt like this like

433
00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:50,000
Speaker 1: pressure on my hand, like hot pressure. And as it

434
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:52,520
Speaker 1: was happening, my hand went down and you can see

435
00:23:52,600 --> 00:23:56,159
Speaker 1: someone touching my hand through this special camera. And I

436
00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:59,160
Speaker 1: just remember thinking like this is really strange and everybody's

437
00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:02,639
Speaker 1: really scared. But for some reason, I was really calm,

438
00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:04,960
Speaker 1: like abnormally calm, like wanted to take a nap. I

439
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:08,080
Speaker 1: was so tired, calm, Oh my god. But when I

440
00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:12,680
Speaker 1: left there, I freaked out, like did it just like

441
00:24:12,760 --> 00:24:15,119
Speaker 1: catch up with you or something cool up with me?

442
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:17,159
Speaker 1: I freaked out. I went insane at my brother. I

443
00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:18,879
Speaker 1: told him, he was a liar. I didn't talk to

444
00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:22,159
Speaker 1: him for two weeks. I thought that he had like

445
00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:25,159
Speaker 1: you or something. Yeah, he was just working with me.

446
00:24:26,119 --> 00:24:28,399
Speaker 1: It turned out I couldn't have been more wrong, and

447
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:31,920
Speaker 1: he wasn't working with me, and I was just like

448
00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:36,200
Speaker 1: still blown away. Like I watched it back now and

449
00:24:36,320 --> 00:24:38,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, Piano, I wouldn't believe that if I watched

450
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:41,920
Speaker 1: that either, Oh, I have it. I believed it, but

451
00:24:42,040 --> 00:24:45,040
Speaker 1: I was like, in my mind, I also was putting

452
00:24:45,080 --> 00:24:46,480
Speaker 1: myself in your shoes, and I was like I would

453
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:49,440
Speaker 1: wonder if someone was working with me too. The whole time,

454
00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:51,680
Speaker 1: I was like, no, you're working with me. And Elane,

455
00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 1: who was like the director of the whole thing, she

456
00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:56,359
Speaker 1: was pregnant at the time, and I was like I

457
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,560
Speaker 1: can't read scream at Lane because she's pregnant and like all.

458
00:25:00,119 --> 00:25:01,879
Speaker 1: But it's like really not called to funk with people,

459
00:25:02,560 --> 00:25:04,600
Speaker 1: and like Elaine has come to me and she's like, Kelly,

460
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,560
Speaker 1: I didn't do anything. I swear to god, I didn't

461
00:25:07,600 --> 00:25:10,760
Speaker 1: do anything. I believe, and like you get to this

462
00:25:10,880 --> 00:25:14,680
Speaker 1: point where you're like what happened? So after that, they'd

463
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:16,920
Speaker 1: come to us and they were like, do you want

464
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:19,720
Speaker 1: to do another one. They were like, we've never had

465
00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 1: this kind of activity, whether it the Ghost Adventures, the Brothers, Jack,

466
00:25:25,040 --> 00:25:27,399
Speaker 1: no matter what, will you do another one with us?

467
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:29,200
Speaker 1: And I said, I'll do it if we can do

468
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,840
Speaker 1: it with the brothers. And then so we're donna do

469
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:35,800
Speaker 1: it again, and so there's an extra slot because we're

470
00:25:35,800 --> 00:25:40,480
Speaker 1: gonna do Aliens, Bigfoot and ghosts. Do you want to come?

471
00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:46,800
Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm all of them. I am are cooking

472
00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:49,600
Speaker 1: right now to all of them. Oh my god, yes,

473
00:25:50,119 --> 00:25:54,200
Speaker 1: we have so much fun. I'm like yeah. So like

474
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:57,600
Speaker 1: I'm really excited about it. And we started a about

475
00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:01,640
Speaker 1: four weeks. I think now I'm like, okay, so now

476
00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:03,359
Speaker 1: are they going to work with me? Because they didn't

477
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:05,639
Speaker 1: last time? And I was such a stink about it,

478
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 1: like such a stink there were I was like, you're lying.

479
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,480
Speaker 1: I'm not coming back. I don't want to talk to you,

480
00:26:13,280 --> 00:26:16,320
Speaker 1: like so much so that I The last scene of

481
00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:19,520
Speaker 1: that show was us sitting outside and the reason we

482
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:21,440
Speaker 1: were sitting outside was because I got somewhere up but

483
00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,480
Speaker 1: Jack I went away out of town. Oh my god.

484
00:26:24,520 --> 00:26:26,200
Speaker 1: I was upset with him because he lied to me

485
00:26:26,320 --> 00:26:29,360
Speaker 1: and then came back and couldn't be in the same

486
00:26:29,400 --> 00:26:31,359
Speaker 1: place as my parents because we were still on the COVID,

487
00:26:31,440 --> 00:26:34,119
Speaker 1: so we had to shoot it outside. Oh but this

488
00:26:34,280 --> 00:26:36,080
Speaker 1: was it wasn't like a small thing. Like we had

489
00:26:36,119 --> 00:26:38,800
Speaker 1: a huge fight over it. Like I did not believe

490
00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:42,520
Speaker 1: that it was real until I made them like break

491
00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:44,600
Speaker 1: it down for me and show me that there was

492
00:26:44,720 --> 00:26:47,479
Speaker 1: like nothing that could have made it happen. And then

493
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:51,720
Speaker 1: nothing covered door opening inside one of the houses when

494
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,000
Speaker 1: we Jack and I were both stood there and we

495
00:26:54,119 --> 00:26:59,000
Speaker 1: were both like, hey, no, I'm gonna made that happen.

496
00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:04,240
Speaker 1: Even though I just like watching that though I was like,

497
00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:08,639
Speaker 1: could this be really real? And like you telling me this,

498
00:27:08,800 --> 00:27:11,639
Speaker 1: Like I fully believe that this stuff is real, And

499
00:27:11,800 --> 00:27:13,600
Speaker 1: much like the alien stuff that's going on, I'm like,

500
00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:17,000
Speaker 1: why does nobody care? Like everyone's talking about what color

501
00:27:17,119 --> 00:27:20,560
Speaker 1: hair whoever's hair is, but like there's aliens and people care,

502
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 1: but like it's I feel like it's awesome. Then the

503
00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:25,119
Speaker 1: guy from Blake two and then everyone else is like

504
00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:30,200
Speaker 1: too big on like the political um, I would say,

505
00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:36,760
Speaker 1: stories that are conspiracy theory, yeah, fair, I mean that's

506
00:27:37,320 --> 00:27:39,959
Speaker 1: I mean, like good free is what most people. Oh

507
00:27:40,040 --> 00:27:41,560
Speaker 1: my god, stock on it, I'm going to stay with

508
00:27:41,640 --> 00:27:45,920
Speaker 1: aliens and because that's too much well, and I like,

509
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:49,280
Speaker 1: I've seen spaceships and I've seen a ghost, so I'm

510
00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:51,720
Speaker 1: just gonna live there. Because it also feels really magical

511
00:27:52,080 --> 00:27:53,840
Speaker 1: and it feels like that feeling like, oh my god,

512
00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,000
Speaker 1: can this be real? Almost like when you fall madly,

513
00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:58,160
Speaker 1: madly in love and you're like, can this be real?

514
00:27:58,280 --> 00:28:03,080
Speaker 1: I love that feeling. But it's also this this whole

515
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:07,120
Speaker 1: feeling of it's okay not to know something, and it's

516
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:10,640
Speaker 1: opening your mind to what is what else is out there?

517
00:28:10,840 --> 00:28:13,280
Speaker 1: And that is like everybody has this whole thing that

518
00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:15,480
Speaker 1: you have to be the smartest, the prettiest, the funniest,

519
00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:18,720
Speaker 1: the best, but you can't be that if there's something

520
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:22,600
Speaker 1: else that you don't understand. Yeah, it's also the minute

521
00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:25,640
Speaker 1: things per pumm into not understanding is the minute people

522
00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:27,960
Speaker 1: start to be like, oh, I'm not gonna like this now.

523
00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:32,480
Speaker 1: And for me, it's like, okay, if there's somebody's gonna

524
00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:34,600
Speaker 1: take me away from this miserable planet and it can

525
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:39,000
Speaker 1: take me to a nice one. I have a spaceship

526
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:41,400
Speaker 1: if you want to hear, because it's like I'm waiting

527
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:44,920
Speaker 1: for my spaceship. Come get me. I'm ready. Let's go,

528
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:48,920
Speaker 1: and my mom take me the fok away. Now, I

529
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:51,640
Speaker 1: wrote that with my mom, who is also she believes

530
00:28:51,640 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: because you were talking about that, I forget what they're

531
00:28:54,200 --> 00:29:00,320
Speaker 1: called an anookie, people like the tall alien. Okay, so

532
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:03,320
Speaker 1: my mom, is it whole? Okay, if you really want

533
00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 1: to go into it, Yes, there is a There is

534
00:29:07,480 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 1: a whole thing about the Anna Nookie being part of Alison.

535
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:13,040
Speaker 1: I know Alison wants that the Wizard of Oz and

536
00:29:13,080 --> 00:29:14,960
Speaker 1: the Wizard of Oz is a real story. That's actually

537
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,680
Speaker 1: the story of the Ana Niki. Okay, well, hold on,

538
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:20,080
Speaker 1: you write that down. So it's like I've gone deep

539
00:29:20,120 --> 00:29:24,520
Speaker 1: into this ship. Wait, I'm so excited to I'm gonna

540
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:26,440
Speaker 1: get your phone number and ask you so many things.

541
00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:32,200
Speaker 1: I'm deep, well because I know there are aliens, and

542
00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:35,120
Speaker 1: I think, well, my mom thinks that she fully is

543
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:39,120
Speaker 1: partially an alien, which you met her, she might be canny.

544
00:29:39,240 --> 00:29:41,040
Speaker 1: I love it like this is my ship, this is

545
00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:43,360
Speaker 1: my dad. But so that would make me like at

546
00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:46,400
Speaker 1: least a fourth alien. So if I'm one fourth alien,

547
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:50,120
Speaker 1: then and I feel kind of like an alien, Like

548
00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 1: I just don't feel normal. I've never felt like I

549
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:54,760
Speaker 1: fit in anywhere. I've never felt like comfortable anywhere, except

550
00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:59,840
Speaker 1: for with other artists that believe in aliens against a

551
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:07,320
Speaker 1: and animals like animals. Oh who's that? Who's that? Oh

552
00:30:07,520 --> 00:30:15,360
Speaker 1: my god? Oh my good? But wait, what's her name? Police? Irene?

553
00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:19,200
Speaker 1: My name drafted the finger backs raspect. Oh my god, police,

554
00:30:19,840 --> 00:30:25,040
Speaker 1: and you're so cute. Oh my god, please bring Polly

555
00:30:25,160 --> 00:30:29,400
Speaker 1: over to my house. I love her. We are addicted

556
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 1: to each other, though it is very hard for us

557
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:35,080
Speaker 1: to be a pot everything together. But the one who

558
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:37,320
Speaker 1: I'm even more thicted to is the one I rescued

559
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:40,400
Speaker 1: during COVID. I mean, do you have I have too?

560
00:30:40,800 --> 00:30:44,360
Speaker 1: Oh my god, you can bring every over to my house.

561
00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:47,200
Speaker 1: I have four cats, so like that will be interesting.

562
00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:50,120
Speaker 1: But okay, so oh it's best friend as a cat,

563
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:53,640
Speaker 1: a cat to place with my cat. Mem Yeah, I

564
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:59,160
Speaker 1: didn't tell me because it's originally you know's so funny

565
00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:02,440
Speaker 1: and she got little time. I didn't know that you

566
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 1: could get cats with short legs, and when I got

567
00:31:05,240 --> 00:31:11,520
Speaker 1: into and I didn't know, okay, let me go see

568
00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:13,920
Speaker 1: like the finder on a second, I'm like, where you

569
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:19,960
Speaker 1: can't just talk about the tiny legs white where's okay.

570
00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 1: So first of all, oh my god, look at this cat.

571
00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:30,120
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Oh my god, that's the most beautiful.

572
00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:34,960
Speaker 1: She's so gorgeous. I didn't know what Munchkin was or

573
00:31:35,040 --> 00:31:38,719
Speaker 1: anything that those guys look over here, look at those eyes.

574
00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:42,960
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness. And she seems to me every night

575
00:31:43,400 --> 00:31:49,280
Speaker 1: without she sleeps in my head and sleeps on my chest,

576
00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:51,560
Speaker 1: and then Polly sleeps on my knees. So I sleep

577
00:31:51,600 --> 00:31:53,880
Speaker 1: like I'm in a coffin. Oh night long, which is

578
00:31:54,240 --> 00:31:57,640
Speaker 1: perfect because I grew up. So yeah, yeah, I I

579
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: told until my dad stopped touring, because here, he's just

580
00:32:02,400 --> 00:32:05,280
Speaker 1: traditions my whole life. I've never not been on one

581
00:32:05,320 --> 00:32:09,040
Speaker 1: of my dad's tours, every single tour since I had

582
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:13,040
Speaker 1: been on, and it was like, so all the animals

583
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:15,440
Speaker 1: come with us, and my dad likes it when I

584
00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:18,080
Speaker 1: come because his dog is really not good at traveling

585
00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:20,320
Speaker 1: and gets a really bad stomach, so he doesn't travel

586
00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,920
Speaker 1: with my dad. It's too stressful for him. So when

587
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 1: I come and bring my dogs and my dad loves it. So,

588
00:32:25,240 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: oh my god, I love that he's such an animal man.

589
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 1: Right now, he just rescued another dog, and it he

590
00:32:32,160 --> 00:32:34,360
Speaker 1: does is just sit with me. He probably has about

591
00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:37,360
Speaker 1: fourteen of them right now. My mom rescues dogs. She

592
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:40,120
Speaker 1: is eleven, but then one passed away. But she's getting enough.

593
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:42,840
Speaker 1: She's starting a dog rescue for like, oh my god.

594
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:46,320
Speaker 1: They're doing the same thing, like all the rescue animals.

595
00:32:46,840 --> 00:32:49,080
Speaker 1: But they're like, we want to buy land, and not

596
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,880
Speaker 1: just the dogs. They want to bring in like every

597
00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:55,360
Speaker 1: kind of wounded animal that they can find. And I'm like, okay,

598
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,480
Speaker 1: so now they're going to have the oldborn family zoom.

599
00:32:57,520 --> 00:32:59,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I'm moving in with you, just letting

600
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:03,360
Speaker 1: you know. I'm like coming one of the tigers from

601
00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:08,840
Speaker 1: a tiger king. That would be great. We could rescue fantasy.

602
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,360
Speaker 1: Oh fuck, yes, they do all these animals. I have

603
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 1: a question. Did you get approached by them when you

604
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:17,040
Speaker 1: went to Vegas for them to come to your hotel room?

605
00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:20,120
Speaker 1: I did, and I said no. And it's one of

606
00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:23,840
Speaker 1: the best decisions I think I made in because you

607
00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:25,480
Speaker 1: don't know that was at the moment I don't like,

608
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:28,680
Speaker 1: doers are amazing? Of course I want to because you're

609
00:33:28,720 --> 00:33:31,600
Speaker 1: you're you're like, oh big, because you think baby tiger

610
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:36,080
Speaker 1: like the baby. And then I I actually asked the question.

611
00:33:36,160 --> 00:33:38,400
Speaker 1: I was like, well, where did they come from? Isn't

612
00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:40,960
Speaker 1: that like a legal and where how does that even happen?

613
00:33:41,080 --> 00:33:42,720
Speaker 1: And then it turns out that it was like a

614
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:45,560
Speaker 1: whole big lug and thank god I didn't do it,

615
00:33:46,160 --> 00:33:48,480
Speaker 1: and the person who was with me ended up on

616
00:33:48,560 --> 00:33:53,200
Speaker 1: the documentary. Fucking hell, Oh my god, one of the

617
00:33:53,280 --> 00:33:57,000
Speaker 1: best decisions you ever made. Because it's also especially because

618
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,880
Speaker 1: I'm such an advocate for animals, I had no idea

619
00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:01,920
Speaker 1: how they even did any of that. And when you

620
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:05,040
Speaker 1: learn about how many tigers are in the wild versus

621
00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:08,879
Speaker 1: in captivity and specifically in America, it's crazy. So that's

622
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,040
Speaker 1: actually what Tiger's captain captivity in America that you do

623
00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:14,560
Speaker 1: in the world. Okay, this is crazy that we're talking

624
00:34:14,560 --> 00:34:17,439
Speaker 1: about this because my long term goal plan of life

625
00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,880
Speaker 1: is to write songs and like be as much like

626
00:34:19,960 --> 00:34:23,560
Speaker 1: Dolly Parton as possible and have a huge sense Dollywood

627
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:28,359
Speaker 1: the sanctuary. Yes, okay, and then like, oh my god,

628
00:34:29,320 --> 00:34:35,120
Speaker 1: did you imagine um would be would or l or

629
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:39,960
Speaker 1: town or sounds kind of like a boner, which I like,

630
00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:43,359
Speaker 1: you know, I meant to that. I think it tends too.

631
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:46,920
Speaker 1: You're like cash, you would dumped up with me or

632
00:34:48,840 --> 00:34:54,520
Speaker 1: all night. Have you ever been to Dollywood? I have

633
00:34:54,640 --> 00:34:56,600
Speaker 1: driven past only Wood, but it was closed the day

634
00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:58,040
Speaker 1: that we were meant to be going. Oh my god,

635
00:34:58,120 --> 00:34:59,839
Speaker 1: I was really upset about it, but I did get

636
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,240
Speaker 1: because it's close to is it? Am I correct in thinking?

637
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:07,520
Speaker 1: That is very close to where Elvis President lived. It's

638
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:13,839
Speaker 1: like Tennessee because I'm from so I meeting very much.

639
00:35:13,920 --> 00:35:15,359
Speaker 1: I remember we were going to do this whole thing

640
00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:19,120
Speaker 1: where we went to Alvis President's house. Dolly would one

641
00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:21,600
Speaker 1: stop in one day and Elvis Place was open, but

642
00:35:21,719 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 1: Dollywood was closed and we didn't get to do it.

643
00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:26,200
Speaker 1: So that's okay next time. If you look at how

644
00:35:26,239 --> 00:35:28,680
Speaker 1: many unread text messages, emails, all of it. If you

645
00:35:28,719 --> 00:35:30,399
Speaker 1: want to see me, I'm a face to face person,

646
00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,200
Speaker 1: you've got to do it that way too, the same

647
00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:35,080
Speaker 1: I'm I have at least eight thousand emails on read.

648
00:35:36,120 --> 00:35:39,080
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I think I might be the only

649
00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:41,439
Speaker 1: person to ever beat you on this. Okay, wait, please

650
00:35:41,520 --> 00:35:43,960
Speaker 1: let's check and see how many emails? Are you ready?

651
00:35:44,000 --> 00:35:48,960
Speaker 1: Are you ready for this? Yeah? Nine? Wait, mine's actually

652
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:59,800
Speaker 1: eighteen thousand thousand. I think how many unread text messages

653
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:02,920
Speaker 1: I've three. Are you in there? I only have forty

654
00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:08,160
Speaker 1: text I'm like you, get hold of me, that bad

655
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:11,319
Speaker 1: fucking pick up the goddamn phone. Tell me okay, good

656
00:36:11,360 --> 00:36:13,560
Speaker 1: to know. I'm going to call you what I want

657
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:15,719
Speaker 1: to talk to you, and definitely fucking don't email me.

658
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:20,320
Speaker 1: Just disclaimer to the world. Don't email me. It's a

659
00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:23,600
Speaker 1: waste of I am not of that generation. It's all

660
00:36:23,600 --> 00:36:30,600
Speaker 1: about email. Technology and nature. Are they opposites? Or is

661
00:36:30,719 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 1: technology the human evolution of like right? Or is that just?

662
00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:40,800
Speaker 1: Is this us evolving? Is technology making everything so easy

663
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,440
Speaker 1: though that it takes us so far out of our

664
00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 1: actual animal nus? So then when we talk, I agree

665
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:50,120
Speaker 1: with you on that. I think that infant gratification has

666
00:36:50,160 --> 00:36:54,320
Speaker 1: destroyed the mind and love and connection and human connection

667
00:36:54,400 --> 00:36:59,320
Speaker 1: and just appreciation and depression like I love smelling. I

668
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 1: think that, my God. I think that there's also a

669
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:09,320
Speaker 1: part of human evolution as well. Technology is unfortunately, I

670
00:37:09,400 --> 00:37:12,239
Speaker 1: think it's technologies, and I think the emotions are going

671
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:15,719
Speaker 1: out of the window, and human understanding in the way

672
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:19,800
Speaker 1: that we were compassionate and loving is being replaced. And

673
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:21,919
Speaker 1: that's why so many people are being born with these

674
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:25,399
Speaker 1: new forms of autism. To where it doesn't allow people

675
00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:27,360
Speaker 1: to have the emotions and the feelings that the humans

676
00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:31,839
Speaker 1: are actually becoming robotic in the sense that it's it's

677
00:37:31,920 --> 00:37:34,160
Speaker 1: all part of human evolution. It's one and the same.

678
00:37:34,520 --> 00:37:38,040
Speaker 1: I think so too. And it's when I when I

679
00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:41,400
Speaker 1: meet so many of my friends who who are like

680
00:37:41,600 --> 00:37:44,200
Speaker 1: I have Asperger's, I have this kind of autism, that

681
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:47,400
Speaker 1: kind of autism, and it's the kind that doesn't allow

682
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:51,080
Speaker 1: them to connect emotionally with another human being and to

683
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:53,480
Speaker 1: see the struggles that they go through every single day.

684
00:37:54,040 --> 00:37:57,360
Speaker 1: I can't help it. And and and have them say themselves,

685
00:37:57,400 --> 00:37:59,479
Speaker 1: I'm not speaking on behalf of them. I'm using their words,

686
00:37:59,520 --> 00:38:04,120
Speaker 1: not mine, that they feel robotic, you can't help But

687
00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,960
Speaker 1: like I've had this conversation with them many times, and

688
00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:10,799
Speaker 1: it's I didn't have that idea on my own put

689
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:13,040
Speaker 1: it that way. It was something that I've often thought

690
00:38:13,080 --> 00:38:18,520
Speaker 1: about that maybe that this human socialization, if you need

691
00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:23,200
Speaker 1: another human being to survive, like the fastest way to

692
00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,040
Speaker 1: deplete a human of their senses is to stick them

693
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:29,279
Speaker 1: alone in the room by themselves with nothing, and they'll

694
00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:36,840
Speaker 1: go sit insane purely like space, you have to procreate

695
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:40,600
Speaker 1: with another person at least as right now in some way,

696
00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:42,719
Speaker 1: like you can get a sperm donor, but like at

697
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:46,759
Speaker 1: some point you need another human being to help create life. Right.

698
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:52,040
Speaker 1: But something about technology feels like there's so many good

699
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: sides to it, but then there's so many really really

700
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:57,000
Speaker 1: dark sides to it that it it scares me. I

701
00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:58,880
Speaker 1: think that everyone keeps talking about how we're going to

702
00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:02,400
Speaker 1: have World War three, Well will this, Well, it'll be

703
00:39:02,480 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 1: a war against technology versus humanity and creating exactly. I mean,

704
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:11,520
Speaker 1: human beings created all the bad things that go on,

705
00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:16,280
Speaker 1: and mis No, what are we doing? We like the worst,

706
00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:20,279
Speaker 1: We're gonna destroy the planet that we built. But I know,

707
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:22,480
Speaker 1: I think that's also a really weird thing where you're

708
00:39:22,520 --> 00:39:26,400
Speaker 1: like if we're and when you talk about it to anybody,

709
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:30,000
Speaker 1: they're like, it's not real, you're just green peace, You're

710
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:35,239
Speaker 1: just this. I'm like, Okay, wasn't it what was The

711
00:39:35,360 --> 00:39:38,239
Speaker 1: governor of Texas said, I'll believe it when Texas, when

712
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:42,440
Speaker 1: Texas freezes over? Oh my god, what happened? Is it? Okay?

713
00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:44,319
Speaker 1: But it didn't, Ted Cruiz. Isn't that what he said?

714
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 1: I believe when Texas freezes over? Him getting on a

715
00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:50,320
Speaker 1: plane to go to to Mexico during like one of

716
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:53,919
Speaker 1: the biggest like fucking health right his state has ever seen?

717
00:39:54,200 --> 00:39:59,239
Speaker 1: Oh and blaming his daughter. That was my favorite companiments. Yeah,

718
00:40:00,120 --> 00:40:03,680
Speaker 1: should be a normal spring break. Well we all need

719
00:40:03,719 --> 00:40:06,320
Speaker 1: a normal spring break, so let's not destroy the planet.

720
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:09,280
Speaker 1: How about that part. It's weird because I think about

721
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:14,320
Speaker 1: like this is not cute. But if we said that, like,

722
00:40:14,400 --> 00:40:19,480
Speaker 1: oh we need the spring break, cancel culture. We know

723
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,359
Speaker 1: Ted Cris should be canceled. I don't know how he's

724
00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:27,000
Speaker 1: not canceled. But I think people is like lice and

725
00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:32,160
Speaker 1: the world is our head. So if your lice on

726
00:40:32,239 --> 00:40:34,479
Speaker 1: a head, you need that head to be a piece

727
00:40:34,520 --> 00:40:39,480
Speaker 1: of lice on that's a disgusting comparison. But like you

728
00:40:39,560 --> 00:40:42,239
Speaker 1: don't have the hair, then how are yeah, you ruin

729
00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:45,319
Speaker 1: the hair you're saying. I totally get. We can say

730
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 1: there's probably a cuter way to say it, but like

731
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:52,400
Speaker 1: purely from just like we're trash a little light people.

732
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,759
Speaker 1: We are like but like fuck the hair. And it's like, no,

733
00:40:55,840 --> 00:41:00,719
Speaker 1: one okay that you're not a hillbilly like some other

734
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:04,239
Speaker 1: people like me. No, No, actually I think that I

735
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:06,120
Speaker 1: think I am a hill billy because you only get

736
00:41:06,200 --> 00:41:08,759
Speaker 1: lisn of clean hair, is what I've been told. Oh

737
00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,279
Speaker 1: so I don't know what that says about me. I

738
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,200
Speaker 1: think that's what people would say to make you feel

739
00:41:14,239 --> 00:41:16,520
Speaker 1: better if you have lives, because I'm pretty My mom

740
00:41:16,760 --> 00:41:19,479
Speaker 1: poured gasoline on my brother's head when he had lice

741
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:21,680
Speaker 1: and he started hallucinating and I think he almost died,

742
00:41:21,719 --> 00:41:29,279
Speaker 1: but it killed the lice. Disclaimer, don't do this to

743
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:34,520
Speaker 1: your children. People you know and live in l a

744
00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:36,680
Speaker 1: where they have like what is it? They call it

745
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:39,600
Speaker 1: the nitness that comes around to everybody's house, that comes

746
00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:42,800
Speaker 1: in my coat, your kid's hair, gets rid of everything?

747
00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:47,920
Speaker 1: That was not the case in no I read none

748
00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:51,160
Speaker 1: about this. Now that my brother has kids and somebody

749
00:41:51,239 --> 00:41:53,759
Speaker 1: in his school got it. Have been somebody like what

750
00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:56,120
Speaker 1: are the neighbors of something? And then this number went

751
00:41:56,160 --> 00:41:59,440
Speaker 1: out for like the liceness and my brothers what easting

752
00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:04,800
Speaker 1: and it's funny hugs each other get the buts a

753
00:42:04,920 --> 00:42:07,719
Speaker 1: weird job, right, like I get rid of like I

754
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:13,719
Speaker 1: go around in my truck collect to life yummy by

755
00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:16,640
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, get rid of that for

756
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:21,120
Speaker 1: you know, like how do you not get it? Which part?

757
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:28,280
Speaker 1: Oh the life oh yeah, that party you poor gasolene

758
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:31,279
Speaker 1: on your head. I don't ask my mom. But wait,

759
00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:33,919
Speaker 1: like one question I really wanted to ask you before

760
00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:39,320
Speaker 1: I run. Okay, okay, okay, so you well there's two questions.

761
00:42:39,360 --> 00:42:40,640
Speaker 1: So just tell me when you have to go and

762
00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:44,839
Speaker 1: whatever um you wear, don't I've got five Okay if

763
00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:46,680
Speaker 1: you wear ptagram every day, but I don't have it

764
00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:48,879
Speaker 1: on right now? Should we not talk about it? Well?

765
00:42:48,920 --> 00:42:52,719
Speaker 1: I just think that pantagrams are now. I love pentagrams,

766
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:54,719
Speaker 1: and I did a video with a pentagram in it,

767
00:42:54,800 --> 00:42:56,840
Speaker 1: and half the people on the video set thought I

768
00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:00,320
Speaker 1: was a double worshburn left. Okay, I am so angry

769
00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:03,239
Speaker 1: right now about this. It makes me really upset. I

770
00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:07,120
Speaker 1: am so in the last excess court with this. People

771
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:10,800
Speaker 1: do not understand what a pentagram is. If you believe

772
00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:13,560
Speaker 1: in air, if you believe in fire, if you believe

773
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,840
Speaker 1: in water, if you believe in spirit, if you like

774
00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:22,240
Speaker 1: the fucking Power Rangers, you believe in what the pentagram preach.

775
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:29,280
Speaker 1: Thank you like it's it's the pagan pentagram. It is natural,

776
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,520
Speaker 1: It is the element. It is not anything else. It

777
00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:35,399
Speaker 1: is not it is There is a different pentagram as

778
00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 1: a Satanan Pentagram. I have nothing to do with that.

779
00:43:37,640 --> 00:43:39,279
Speaker 1: That's not my world. I will never be a part

780
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:42,920
Speaker 1: of that. But I don't I do not believe in

781
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:47,280
Speaker 1: black magic. I do not believe in wishing ill on anybody.

782
00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:49,480
Speaker 1: I believe in the power of three. Whatever you do

783
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:53,000
Speaker 1: comes back to threefold times three times three, and that

784
00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:55,560
Speaker 1: is what it always should be. And the way that

785
00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:59,080
Speaker 1: you always put yourself out there is and that's always

786
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:00,680
Speaker 1: one of the things that we go in the power

787
00:44:01,239 --> 00:44:04,880
Speaker 1: and witchcraft and all of that kind of stuff is

788
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:07,360
Speaker 1: the power free. Whatever you do, your intention is what

789
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:12,080
Speaker 1: sets you forward. It's um you know, you intend for

790
00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:14,279
Speaker 1: good for people, and that will come back to you

791
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:16,879
Speaker 1: three times three times three. If you intend for bad

792
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:21,160
Speaker 1: for someone, it'll come back to man. I love that.

793
00:44:21,280 --> 00:44:24,719
Speaker 1: I didn't know the three every single time. So three

794
00:44:24,760 --> 00:44:27,440
Speaker 1: times three, so there's three is a very important to me.

795
00:44:27,680 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 1: I think so too. And like during COVID, I was

796
00:44:31,600 --> 00:44:33,600
Speaker 1: thirty three, and I was so stoked on being thirty

797
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:36,800
Speaker 1: three because it's like my lucky year. And I've decided

798
00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:40,280
Speaker 1: now that COVID happened, I'm just gonna it's like daylight

799
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:43,799
Speaker 1: savings time. I'm taking thirty three back, I am thirty four,

800
00:44:43,880 --> 00:44:47,600
Speaker 1: but now I'm just gonna say I'm thirty three. For me,

801
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:50,200
Speaker 1: three was the year of acceptance. Is when I was like,

802
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:52,360
Speaker 1: I want to be a woman. I don't want to

803
00:44:52,400 --> 00:44:55,000
Speaker 1: be a little girl anymore. Oh my god, it's so

804
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:59,640
Speaker 1: imp That's when I I switched everything up and started

805
00:44:59,719 --> 00:45:04,280
Speaker 1: to take accountability and to put everything where I thought

806
00:45:04,440 --> 00:45:10,239
Speaker 1: it should go. Yeah, I love that. I'm taking take

807
00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:13,399
Speaker 1: it back and we do it living again because it's

808
00:45:13,440 --> 00:45:17,279
Speaker 1: a very powerful year, and it's where like I feel like,

809
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:20,080
Speaker 1: as women we come into our own I do too.

810
00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:25,920
Speaker 1: I feel so much bossier and just everything. I think.

811
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,560
Speaker 1: I like to let go of trying to control everything

812
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:30,800
Speaker 1: because it's so intense right when you're in this industry.

813
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,000
Speaker 1: There's so much ship going on. You feel like if

814
00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:34,960
Speaker 1: you say no to one thing, you're gonna lose everything,

815
00:45:35,000 --> 00:45:36,640
Speaker 1: or if you say yes to one wrong thing, then

816
00:45:37,080 --> 00:45:41,000
Speaker 1: your reputations, and then it's like also exactly, it's like

817
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:45,400
Speaker 1: you can't win, and but like fucking not know is

818
00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:51,880
Speaker 1: a full sentence. Yes, ah, yes, no you can't lose it. No,

819
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 1: it is a full sentence, And no, you can't lose.

820
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,680
Speaker 1: You just put your birst foot forward and and just

821
00:45:56,880 --> 00:46:01,200
Speaker 1: keep trying and know that it's all about intention. If

822
00:46:01,239 --> 00:46:05,759
Speaker 1: you intend to be good, and you intend to be

823
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:10,640
Speaker 1: a better person, and you strive to make every day

824
00:46:10,680 --> 00:46:14,840
Speaker 1: be a learning lesson rather than the other way around,

825
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:17,600
Speaker 1: and you trying to teach the world something, I think

826
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:21,120
Speaker 1: that you leave yourself open to much more happy existence.

827
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I love all of that. Right before

828
00:46:24,600 --> 00:46:27,360
Speaker 1: you go, I need to just know about when you

829
00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:31,200
Speaker 1: met a voodoo priestess. Oh, you want to know about

830
00:46:31,280 --> 00:46:36,440
Speaker 1: Sally and Glassman. She's the best. Okay, So the very

831
00:46:36,480 --> 00:46:38,880
Speaker 1: first time I ever met her was at John River's funeral.

832
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,800
Speaker 1: She was sat in front of me, and she's just

833
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:47,440
Speaker 1: somebody's face that I remembered and because it was like

834
00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:51,680
Speaker 1: one of those really weird moments that it was so

835
00:46:51,920 --> 00:46:54,399
Speaker 1: surreal and kind of like how am I even here

836
00:46:54,560 --> 00:46:57,040
Speaker 1: right now? And you kind of remember things in pictures,

837
00:46:57,600 --> 00:46:59,239
Speaker 1: and I just had this picture of this woman's face

838
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:01,560
Speaker 1: in my head for years. And I walked into a

839
00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:06,759
Speaker 1: voodoo temple in uh New Orleans and with my friend

840
00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:10,000
Speaker 1: Kelly Cotrone, who's my best friend. I love her. She's

841
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:13,160
Speaker 1: the best. You will love her. Um such a witch.

842
00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:17,800
Speaker 1: She she took me to see her for a reading

843
00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 1: and she looked me, she goes, do you remember me?

844
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:23,000
Speaker 1: And I went, oh, my god, I do remember. And

845
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:25,279
Speaker 1: it was because she was I didn't know this. I

846
00:47:25,520 --> 00:47:28,120
Speaker 1: had heard about her from Joan, but every time Joan

847
00:47:28,160 --> 00:47:29,960
Speaker 1: got a knew how she would come over and cleanse

848
00:47:30,040 --> 00:47:33,520
Speaker 1: Jones's house every time there was anything like she always

849
00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:35,560
Speaker 1: gave Joan readings and all this kind of stuff, and

850
00:47:35,640 --> 00:47:39,239
Speaker 1: she gave me reading and it was just like this

851
00:47:39,480 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 1: weird crazy like how is this happening? And um there

852
00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:48,920
Speaker 1: was like all of these weird things that happened to me.

853
00:47:49,040 --> 00:47:50,719
Speaker 1: After I went to go see her, I went to

854
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:52,960
Speaker 1: my friend's house afterwards and I put out my hand

855
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:56,959
Speaker 1: in a fireball, shout out my hand and yeah, weird

856
00:47:57,040 --> 00:48:01,040
Speaker 1: ship like that, Like I would wake up and all

857
00:48:01,040 --> 00:48:03,239
Speaker 1: my jewelry on my bedside table would be squished into

858
00:48:03,280 --> 00:48:06,840
Speaker 1: a bowl, Like why is this happening? Like I don't understand.

859
00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:12,719
Speaker 1: And I ended up talking to um Sally about it,

860
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:15,319
Speaker 1: and she said that I ended up getting an attachment

861
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:19,320
Speaker 1: and she believed that it was Papa Legba And what

862
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: I had to do was leave out a cigar and

863
00:48:21,600 --> 00:48:24,960
Speaker 1: a Gasso champagne, which was my bed and Papa Legba,

864
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:31,360
Speaker 1: who is the kind of angel of death, so he's

865
00:48:31,400 --> 00:48:33,840
Speaker 1: like the gatekeeper for the world of death like and

866
00:48:34,160 --> 00:48:36,840
Speaker 1: so I would wake up and my jewelry would be

867
00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:40,680
Speaker 1: squished and things that would be moved around and I couldn't.

868
00:48:41,640 --> 00:48:44,560
Speaker 1: It was really still unlike, Who's doing this? And I

869
00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: was blaming people. I was firing people. I was um

870
00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:50,600
Speaker 1: removing people from my inner circle because I thought that

871
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:54,080
Speaker 1: somebody was messing with me and it wasn't. And long

872
00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:57,480
Speaker 1: story short, um I ended up having through reading with

873
00:48:57,600 --> 00:49:00,040
Speaker 1: her over the phone. I left out a cigar and

874
00:49:00,120 --> 00:49:02,600
Speaker 1: a glass of champagne, did the rich what she told

875
00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:04,759
Speaker 1: me to do, and then it never happened again. Oh

876
00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:09,320
Speaker 1: my god. And it kind of it scared me. But like,

877
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:15,560
Speaker 1: voodoo to me is one of the most interesting I'm

878
00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 1: just about. I do believe it's magic. I think that

879
00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:26,879
Speaker 1: it's in Voodoo is as important as any religion. Oh

880
00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 1: fully agreed. I think any religion. It's just that because

881
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:32,640
Speaker 1: it got brought to this country by slavery, people look

882
00:49:32,680 --> 00:49:37,160
Speaker 1: at it differently and they think that it's not as say,

883
00:49:37,680 --> 00:49:43,040
Speaker 1: um legit as let's say Jesus Christ. Well, I think

884
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:48,080
Speaker 1: part of the people who have carried these stories for

885
00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:51,239
Speaker 1: years and years and generations and generations. This is their

886
00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:54,960
Speaker 1: version of that and it's got nothing to do with magic.

887
00:49:56,000 --> 00:49:58,800
Speaker 1: And when when you go back and just a good personal,

888
00:49:58,920 --> 00:50:03,000
Speaker 1: bad person. Yeah, because I love reading religious texts just

889
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:06,480
Speaker 1: out of curiosity and it's all supernatural. Really if you

890
00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:08,439
Speaker 1: look at it, like, did you ever read the book

891
00:50:08,520 --> 00:50:11,719
Speaker 1: Sex and God? No? Is it good? So okay? So

892
00:50:11,840 --> 00:50:13,800
Speaker 1: you if you read this book, it will change the

893
00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:18,000
Speaker 1: way that you view the Bible and religion in general.

894
00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:21,440
Speaker 1: Because back then when you said things like went with

895
00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:25,279
Speaker 1: Jesus went with you would just see the words went

896
00:50:25,360 --> 00:50:27,400
Speaker 1: with and they just went somewhere, like they walked from

897
00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:29,560
Speaker 1: this room to the other room. But to say you

898
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:33,799
Speaker 1: went with somebody was that you slept with them. Oh.

899
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:36,719
Speaker 1: So when you break down the text and the verbage,

900
00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:39,960
Speaker 1: it means something so different and the words are so

901
00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:44,439
Speaker 1: different and the story has become different. And I will

902
00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:46,320
Speaker 1: find this book for you. I think Joan was the

903
00:50:46,360 --> 00:50:48,800
Speaker 1: one who gave me this book the first time, and

904
00:50:49,120 --> 00:50:51,880
Speaker 1: its like you was gave me funny books. She gave

905
00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:54,799
Speaker 1: me one on Charles Manson. We were just talking about

906
00:50:55,719 --> 00:50:59,319
Speaker 1: so fascinated with learning about why things in the home

907
00:50:59,600 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 1: will old. I want to know, you need to daughter, Um,

908
00:51:09,480 --> 00:51:13,239
Speaker 1: Like I very well versed on all of that if

909
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:15,879
Speaker 1: you want to know any information on it, because I've

910
00:51:16,120 --> 00:51:18,640
Speaker 1: my dad met him a few times and this was

911
00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:21,439
Speaker 1: when he was all with the obsessed with the beach

912
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:25,440
Speaker 1: Boys and staying at the house on sunset and like

913
00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:32,080
Speaker 1: all this crazy stuff. And um, So Sharon Tates sister Debritate,

914
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:34,279
Speaker 1: she's still alive, and I've had dinner with her a

915
00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:36,600
Speaker 1: few times and spoken with her about a lot of

916
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,920
Speaker 1: the she'd be somebody very interesting for your talking on

917
00:51:40,000 --> 00:51:43,239
Speaker 1: your podcast, Like she's awesome, that's a good idea, just

918
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:47,840
Speaker 1: hearing what what she went through and like could what

919
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:49,840
Speaker 1: she still continues to go through as a result of

920
00:51:49,920 --> 00:51:53,359
Speaker 1: these people obsessed with cult culture is insane? Well it's

921
00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:57,920
Speaker 1: how wildly it's not real? Well, it's not real, And

922
00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 1: what's the difference between Like I wanted to study comparative

923
00:52:02,040 --> 00:52:04,840
Speaker 1: religion at Columbia, but then I started singing, and that happened.

924
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:10,040
Speaker 1: So when I went there, I would study like Islam, Buddhism, Christianity, Catholicism.

925
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,279
Speaker 1: But then I also on the podcast have talked to

926
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:15,279
Speaker 1: the leader of the Satanic Temple. It's not Satanic at

927
00:52:15,320 --> 00:52:19,840
Speaker 1: all and a UFO religion exactly, and people don't realize

928
00:52:19,880 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 1: that Satan or it's Jesus or whoever it is. Like,

929
00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:26,640
Speaker 1: I think most of the religious texts are all trying

930
00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:28,000
Speaker 1: to say more or less the same thing. And we

931
00:52:28,160 --> 00:52:29,960
Speaker 1: need to stop killing each other about it. And I

932
00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:35,120
Speaker 1: think you're personal person, bigger person, be nice, have good intentions,

933
00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:38,400
Speaker 1: say you're sorry if you funk up, and like the end,

934
00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:42,200
Speaker 1: we don't have to fight about it. I feel like

935
00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:44,880
Speaker 1: that there's no more, there's no lads. Yeah, just like

936
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:48,440
Speaker 1: I also feel like spirituality or religion or whatever your

937
00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:52,200
Speaker 1: connection is or is not, it's so personal. It's kind

938
00:52:52,239 --> 00:52:55,680
Speaker 1: of like persecuting someone over like their sexuality. Like it

939
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:59,560
Speaker 1: makes no sense to me. It's a personal thing. None, none,

940
00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:02,359
Speaker 1: Like it's a personal thing, it's a person. I will

941
00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 1: only be upset with you for what you've personally done

942
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:08,080
Speaker 1: to me. If you have done something I don't agree with,

943
00:53:08,280 --> 00:53:10,520
Speaker 1: I will try and gently guide you in the right direction.

944
00:53:10,640 --> 00:53:13,839
Speaker 1: If you don't take that information, that's on you, not me. Yeah,

945
00:53:13,920 --> 00:53:17,440
Speaker 1: it's almost like non consensual sex. It's like, well, just

946
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:21,360
Speaker 1: don't like non consensual religious pushing. It's like it's a

947
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:25,200
Speaker 1: personal It's a personal relationship you have with yourself and

948
00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:31,839
Speaker 1: fully understand whoever is Like it's personal. So let people

949
00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:35,719
Speaker 1: have their personal relationships that is consensual with what and

950
00:53:35,880 --> 00:53:38,840
Speaker 1: whom they would like, and stop killing each other about it.

951
00:53:39,080 --> 00:53:44,919
Speaker 1: That's my personal thoughts. I agree. Okay, before you guys

952
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:48,480
Speaker 1: there anything you want to like plug or unabashed that

953
00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:52,080
Speaker 1: I got to pull the plug is that May the

954
00:53:52,160 --> 00:53:54,520
Speaker 1: force be with you on May fourth, because that's when

955
00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:57,960
Speaker 1: my podcast comes out with me and my fun group

956
00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:00,600
Speaker 1: of friends and Jeff Beacher that we have been working

957
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:02,800
Speaker 1: on together. It's just like the whole group of Beaches

958
00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:06,400
Speaker 1: Madhouse back again and all having open discussions because we

959
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:10,200
Speaker 1: all have such different perspectives, whether it's the trans perspective,

960
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:13,960
Speaker 1: the little person perspective is so important that everyone's voice

961
00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:18,520
Speaker 1: is a hood and that people have a good time

962
00:54:18,680 --> 00:54:20,759
Speaker 1: right now? Do you know what I'm saying? Like that

963
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:24,440
Speaker 1: I can listen to a conversation that necessarily isn't as

964
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 1: serious as everything that we're turning on our TVs and

965
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:28,400
Speaker 1: being a face with every single day. And it's a

966
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:31,600
Speaker 1: bit of escapism. And our motto is what you call freaks,

967
00:54:31,680 --> 00:54:36,160
Speaker 1: we call family. So everyone I love that, and escapism

968
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,239
Speaker 1: like seems dismissive, but to me, it's so important. It's

969
00:54:39,280 --> 00:54:41,600
Speaker 1: the most important thing. I need it so badly and

970
00:54:41,680 --> 00:54:45,000
Speaker 1: I think it's really special people unabashedly to make these

971
00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:47,360
Speaker 1: escapist things where you can just get lost in a

972
00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:51,000
Speaker 1: joyous or informative or whatever kind of conversation. So I

973
00:54:51,239 --> 00:54:53,799
Speaker 1: definitely be listening to it. What is it called. It's

974
00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:56,480
Speaker 1: it's called Kellios on a jet Beaches show. Oh my god,

975
00:54:57,280 --> 00:55:00,520
Speaker 1: thank you so much for being here, do it. I

976
00:55:00,640 --> 00:55:02,960
Speaker 1: love you so much, love you, thank you so much,

977
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:05,240
Speaker 1: So good to you. Give your family my love please,

978
00:55:06,320 --> 00:55:08,680
Speaker 1: I love you. I love you too. Thank you so

979
00:55:08,880 --> 00:55:14,960
Speaker 1: much for listening to me and the gorgeous, magical, witchy, fabulous,

980
00:55:15,600 --> 00:55:19,880
Speaker 1: iconic Kelly Osborne. Keep on creeping on creeps, See you

981
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Speaker 1: next Creek