1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:37,560 Speaker 1: Welcome. You are now listening to The Professional Professional. Hey, guys, 2 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 1: welcome to this week's episode of the PhD podcast. It's 3 00:00:41,159 --> 00:00:44,000 Speaker 1: sugar Ebone and I know it's been a while, so 4 00:00:44,080 --> 00:00:47,760 Speaker 1: I have some good explanations on where I've been. UM 5 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:51,199 Speaker 1: before we begin, please make sure you follow me on 6 00:00:51,280 --> 00:00:54,920 Speaker 1: Instagram at the Professional home Girl, at the PhD Podcast, 7 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:58,880 Speaker 1: and last but not least, at Baname Beauty. So it's 8 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:01,680 Speaker 1: been two weeks since I dropp an episode and I 9 00:01:01,760 --> 00:01:04,480 Speaker 1: have some good reasons. So I decided to take some 10 00:01:04,520 --> 00:01:08,360 Speaker 1: time away from the podcast because one for those of 11 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 1: you that don't know, I started my own beauty company 12 00:01:10,920 --> 00:01:15,800 Speaker 1: called eban A Beauty and the first product is mink lashes. 13 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:19,240 Speaker 1: So my mink lashes had been doing so well that 14 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:21,560 Speaker 1: I sold out. So when I was waiting for my 15 00:01:21,640 --> 00:01:25,039 Speaker 1: next order to come in, I needed to rebrand my site, 16 00:01:25,240 --> 00:01:27,400 Speaker 1: take some more pictures. I just need to do a 17 00:01:27,440 --> 00:01:31,120 Speaker 1: lot of things for evan A Beauty. So the site 18 00:01:31,280 --> 00:01:33,959 Speaker 1: looks so beautiful, guys, so when you get a moment, 19 00:01:35,040 --> 00:01:38,880 Speaker 1: please visit UM www dot e b O N E 20 00:01:39,360 --> 00:01:42,760 Speaker 1: b e a U t y dot com. UM. The 21 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:45,559 Speaker 1: site is just absolutely beautiful. I wanted Eban a beauty 22 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:47,480 Speaker 1: to depict me a little bit more. I feel like 23 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:50,960 Speaker 1: the last time my last site, I was rushing to 24 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,760 Speaker 1: come out with a site because I was telling so 25 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:54,960 Speaker 1: much and you know, how can you have a product 26 00:01:54,960 --> 00:01:57,920 Speaker 1: with no website? Right? So now the site is beautiful, 27 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,280 Speaker 1: I'm getting I'm receiving a lot of good feedback. Keep 28 00:02:00,320 --> 00:02:03,639 Speaker 1: our buying, so please make sure you purchase. Um, please 29 00:02:03,640 --> 00:02:06,200 Speaker 1: make sure you use the code PHG tend to receive 30 00:02:06,240 --> 00:02:08,840 Speaker 1: some coins off. And you know, for those of you 31 00:02:08,919 --> 00:02:11,240 Speaker 1: that just even check out the site, thank you so much. 32 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:14,440 Speaker 1: So I took time after working on the site, I 33 00:02:14,600 --> 00:02:17,960 Speaker 1: finally found a really good therapist. Um, I'm not gonna 34 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:19,560 Speaker 1: tell y'all who unless you live in New York and 35 00:02:19,560 --> 00:02:21,960 Speaker 1: you really need a therapist, email me at hello at 36 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:25,320 Speaker 1: the Professional home gird dot com. But she's like amazing 37 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:28,600 Speaker 1: black woman. I literally felt like I've been I was 38 00:02:28,639 --> 00:02:31,200 Speaker 1: talking to my big sister. So I'm really excited about her. 39 00:02:31,240 --> 00:02:33,520 Speaker 1: So I'm definitely gonna keep you all posted on my 40 00:02:33,639 --> 00:02:37,360 Speaker 1: progress for her. And I've been working out, so if 41 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:38,919 Speaker 1: you really know me, or for those out they're to 42 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:41,760 Speaker 1: know me, I hate working out like and I know 43 00:02:41,800 --> 00:02:43,480 Speaker 1: if y'all were to see me, You're probably like, oh, 44 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:45,919 Speaker 1: but you're skinny, just net. But like, you know, I 45 00:02:45,960 --> 00:02:48,040 Speaker 1: need to get in shape, and I feel like in 46 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:50,560 Speaker 1: order for me to have more discipline, I needed to 47 00:02:50,600 --> 00:02:53,920 Speaker 1: work out. So I've been working out five times a 48 00:02:53,919 --> 00:02:57,359 Speaker 1: week Monday through Friday in the morning, not playing no games. 49 00:02:57,440 --> 00:03:01,640 Speaker 1: Like I'm really trying to be out living my best life. 50 00:03:01,639 --> 00:03:03,799 Speaker 1: And it ordered for me. In my best life, I 51 00:03:03,840 --> 00:03:05,240 Speaker 1: need to be in the best shape that I can 52 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:09,800 Speaker 1: be in. So, uh another thing, I just feel like, 53 00:03:09,880 --> 00:03:12,919 Speaker 1: you know, I just want to pick up healthier habits. 54 00:03:12,919 --> 00:03:14,760 Speaker 1: So I think in orders for me to go to 55 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:16,920 Speaker 1: the next level of my life, I just have to 56 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:20,400 Speaker 1: have certainties in order, which is my therapy, eating better 57 00:03:20,960 --> 00:03:25,320 Speaker 1: and also working out. Sorry, guys, I'm a little thirsty. 58 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:27,919 Speaker 1: It's so funny because my guests, before I start recording 59 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:29,920 Speaker 1: with them, I'm just like, let me get some drinks. 60 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:35,600 Speaker 1: I always get thirsty. Okay, So, as you know this 61 00:03:35,640 --> 00:03:38,480 Speaker 1: episode is gonna be about my life, I'm gonna share 62 00:03:38,520 --> 00:03:41,840 Speaker 1: my story I need. This episode is way overdue, and 63 00:03:41,880 --> 00:03:44,040 Speaker 1: I'm kind of excited about letting you guys know about 64 00:03:44,120 --> 00:03:46,720 Speaker 1: whoever is I was. I think it's kind of funny 65 00:03:46,720 --> 00:03:48,920 Speaker 1: because I think I'm more so excited more than nervous, 66 00:03:48,920 --> 00:03:50,800 Speaker 1: because I mean, I have no I'm open books. I 67 00:03:50,800 --> 00:03:53,520 Speaker 1: have no problem sharing my story with everyone, and I 68 00:03:53,520 --> 00:03:56,480 Speaker 1: think I always tell my past and my future guests 69 00:03:56,640 --> 00:03:58,720 Speaker 1: on who I am. I think that the stories you 70 00:03:58,840 --> 00:04:01,440 Speaker 1: heard previously before you listen to this one. You know, 71 00:04:01,520 --> 00:04:03,800 Speaker 1: the stories are a little deep, like these stories are 72 00:04:03,800 --> 00:04:06,200 Speaker 1: not for the week at heart. You know, I'm gonna 73 00:04:06,200 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 1: explain the reason why I started the PhD podcast, but 74 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:10,520 Speaker 1: I just think it's only further. You know, you just 75 00:04:10,720 --> 00:04:13,200 Speaker 1: know who is m Where did she come from? Why 76 00:04:13,240 --> 00:04:15,400 Speaker 1: did she come up with this dope idea? Yes, I 77 00:04:15,440 --> 00:04:18,680 Speaker 1: am to my own horn and just go from there. 78 00:04:19,040 --> 00:04:21,760 Speaker 1: So I broke the subject where I broke the topic 79 00:04:21,839 --> 00:04:24,600 Speaker 1: up in five different sections because I feel like these 80 00:04:24,600 --> 00:04:28,200 Speaker 1: are the most common questions. So I'm just gonna just 81 00:04:28,240 --> 00:04:31,839 Speaker 1: go through it, and if you have any questions, comments, concerns, 82 00:04:32,200 --> 00:04:34,719 Speaker 1: please email me at hello at the Professional home Guard 83 00:04:34,760 --> 00:04:36,599 Speaker 1: dot com. And also I just want to give a 84 00:04:36,600 --> 00:04:38,320 Speaker 1: shout out to all you guys that have been leaving 85 00:04:38,360 --> 00:04:41,000 Speaker 1: me reviews and emailing me. You know, thank you so much. 86 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:44,120 Speaker 1: Please thank you for sharing this um with your friends 87 00:04:44,160 --> 00:04:46,320 Speaker 1: with your family members. Thank you so much, Like I 88 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:48,840 Speaker 1: cannot tell you how much it has been, Like it 89 00:04:48,920 --> 00:04:51,599 Speaker 1: really make my day when I get an email notification 90 00:04:51,800 --> 00:04:54,440 Speaker 1: or I look at my reviews. You know, so far 91 00:04:54,480 --> 00:04:57,880 Speaker 1: I'm five stars in I'm knocking on some wood. So 92 00:04:58,000 --> 00:04:59,760 Speaker 1: if you haven't left for a review yet for the 93 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:02,919 Speaker 1: p She podcast, please make sure you do so I 94 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:05,400 Speaker 1: would greatly appreciate you can be honest, but don't leave 95 00:05:05,400 --> 00:05:08,039 Speaker 1: me no bad review. Something is better left on set. 96 00:05:08,920 --> 00:05:11,240 Speaker 1: But'll all just aside. Thank you so much, guys, Like 97 00:05:11,560 --> 00:05:13,800 Speaker 1: I'm the love and the feedback I've been receiving has 98 00:05:13,880 --> 00:05:17,240 Speaker 1: just been really amazing and lets me know that I'm 99 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:21,400 Speaker 1: on the right path. So so the first question, what 100 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:25,560 Speaker 1: was your childhood like? Um? So growing up, my childhood 101 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:28,760 Speaker 1: was not no walking apart. Um, i am the oldest 102 00:05:28,800 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 1: out of three one, two, three, I'm lying, I am 103 00:05:34,440 --> 00:05:39,039 Speaker 1: the oldest out of four and um, you know, me 104 00:05:39,120 --> 00:05:41,920 Speaker 1: and my mother didn't have the best relationship. My mom 105 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:45,480 Speaker 1: used to literally beat my ass every chance she she 106 00:05:45,520 --> 00:05:47,840 Speaker 1: can get um and one time she beat me up 107 00:05:47,920 --> 00:05:50,359 Speaker 1: so bad when I was a kid that went to 108 00:05:50,360 --> 00:05:53,640 Speaker 1: school where I busted up and it was so funny 109 00:05:53,680 --> 00:05:55,880 Speaker 1: because my childhood. First of the time knew that I 110 00:05:55,920 --> 00:05:57,920 Speaker 1: had something was going on, or they knew that my 111 00:05:57,960 --> 00:05:59,800 Speaker 1: mom had did it. They know the whole story. Talk 112 00:05:59,800 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 1: to old though, but it was kind of weird that 113 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 1: the teachers didn't even notice it, which was like kind 114 00:06:04,600 --> 00:06:06,200 Speaker 1: of me. Thinking back on it now, it's kind of 115 00:06:06,240 --> 00:06:09,119 Speaker 1: like bizarre. So I have not spoken to my mother, 116 00:06:09,320 --> 00:06:11,880 Speaker 1: and you know, I can't even tell you last time 117 00:06:11,880 --> 00:06:13,159 Speaker 1: I spoke to her. I think the last time I 118 00:06:13,160 --> 00:06:17,159 Speaker 1: saw her was at my grandmother's funeral and she looked 119 00:06:17,200 --> 00:06:20,840 Speaker 1: like hell. But that's another story. But I have not 120 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:24,480 Speaker 1: spoken to her and like forever, and you know, one 121 00:06:24,480 --> 00:06:26,320 Speaker 1: of the things that I struggle with, which which is 122 00:06:26,320 --> 00:06:28,159 Speaker 1: a question I'm gonna answer her arm, But you know, 123 00:06:28,200 --> 00:06:31,160 Speaker 1: I never could understood why my mother never really looked 124 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:32,520 Speaker 1: like with me, like they're like, she just did not 125 00:06:32,640 --> 00:06:35,200 Speaker 1: like me. And it doesn't bother me now because I 126 00:06:35,279 --> 00:06:38,200 Speaker 1: made peace with it. You know. I think one thing 127 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:41,640 Speaker 1: that I had came to the realization of is, you know, 128 00:06:42,320 --> 00:06:44,920 Speaker 1: our parents that they owned demons that they're working with, 129 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:49,720 Speaker 1: and I had to come to the conclusion that it 130 00:06:49,800 --> 00:06:52,479 Speaker 1: wasn't me. And it's such a hard pill to swallow. 131 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:54,719 Speaker 1: Because it's like, that's your mom, but you know, I 132 00:06:54,760 --> 00:06:56,760 Speaker 1: had to forgive her in order for me to keep 133 00:06:57,440 --> 00:06:59,440 Speaker 1: growing and moving away that I need to grow because 134 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,240 Speaker 1: one day I do who want to have kids And 135 00:07:01,240 --> 00:07:03,120 Speaker 1: I used to be so afraid to have kids because 136 00:07:03,160 --> 00:07:05,279 Speaker 1: I'm like, ship, she was so freaking evil. I'm like, 137 00:07:05,279 --> 00:07:07,160 Speaker 1: it's if she hereditary, because I don't want to be 138 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:09,320 Speaker 1: passing she down to my kids. You know, I really 139 00:07:09,320 --> 00:07:12,320 Speaker 1: wanted to break that cycle. So and that's why I 140 00:07:12,360 --> 00:07:15,760 Speaker 1: was so excited about doing the Mommy Issues UM episode. 141 00:07:15,800 --> 00:07:17,400 Speaker 1: If you haven't listened to it, that one is a 142 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:20,080 Speaker 1: must listen to because I feel like we're so quick 143 00:07:20,080 --> 00:07:22,800 Speaker 1: to talk about daddy issues, but you know, money issues 144 00:07:22,920 --> 00:07:27,120 Speaker 1: is real and I can so relate to that UM 145 00:07:27,160 --> 00:07:30,680 Speaker 1: that episode, and I received so many emails because everybody 146 00:07:30,720 --> 00:07:32,680 Speaker 1: was like, yo, like I think it's really don't be 147 00:07:32,720 --> 00:07:34,720 Speaker 1: talking about the issues they have with their mommy. And 148 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:36,800 Speaker 1: when they do talk about mommy issues, they talk about 149 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:38,640 Speaker 1: it with the men aspect, but they don't never talk 150 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:40,880 Speaker 1: about it with the women aspect. So I was very 151 00:07:40,920 --> 00:07:42,200 Speaker 1: proud of that episode. And I want to give a 152 00:07:42,240 --> 00:07:43,800 Speaker 1: shot out to my guests who was on that episode, 153 00:07:43,800 --> 00:07:46,720 Speaker 1: because you know, talking about things that are very near 154 00:07:46,720 --> 00:07:48,960 Speaker 1: and dear to you and kind of like make your look. 155 00:07:49,080 --> 00:07:50,600 Speaker 1: It's kind of hard to talk about. But like she 156 00:07:50,680 --> 00:07:53,520 Speaker 1: did such an amazing job sharing her story. And you 157 00:07:53,560 --> 00:07:55,520 Speaker 1: know all of my guests that are such an amazing 158 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:58,280 Speaker 1: job sharing their story, So thank you so much for that. 159 00:07:59,160 --> 00:08:04,320 Speaker 1: Um So, my father came into my life maybe like 160 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:06,920 Speaker 1: five years ago, but I haven't spoken to him and 161 00:08:06,960 --> 00:08:08,760 Speaker 1: a while because I had to curse his ass out, 162 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:11,960 Speaker 1: but that's another story. But I never met my father. 163 00:08:12,480 --> 00:08:14,800 Speaker 1: Um I was on Facebook one day, so crazy on 164 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:18,160 Speaker 1: social media. Social media is so powerful and it's lady 165 00:08:18,240 --> 00:08:20,200 Speaker 1: hit me up. I don't even know the lady, never 166 00:08:20,240 --> 00:08:23,600 Speaker 1: met her. She hit me up and she was just like, um, 167 00:08:23,760 --> 00:08:26,960 Speaker 1: are you soing Soul's daughter? Because so and so wants 168 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:28,680 Speaker 1: to meet you. So she asked me if I was 169 00:08:28,720 --> 00:08:30,880 Speaker 1: my mom's daughter, and she told me that my dad 170 00:08:30,920 --> 00:08:32,760 Speaker 1: wants to meet me. So the time, I'm like, my 171 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:35,360 Speaker 1: dad and I know this song crazy but like I 172 00:08:35,400 --> 00:08:37,559 Speaker 1: didn't even know I had a father. Like it's like 173 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,160 Speaker 1: one of those things that you can't miss something you 174 00:08:39,240 --> 00:08:42,600 Speaker 1: never had. So when I was talking to her and 175 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:44,520 Speaker 1: we're going back and forth messaging and she was like, yeah, 176 00:08:44,600 --> 00:08:46,840 Speaker 1: your dad's been looking for you. He got your name 177 00:08:46,880 --> 00:08:49,720 Speaker 1: time too, across this hard all this other ship, and 178 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:52,440 Speaker 1: I was just like WHOA. So I end up talking 179 00:08:52,480 --> 00:08:55,200 Speaker 1: to my dad and were going back and forth, and 180 00:08:55,559 --> 00:08:58,080 Speaker 1: that's when I started to meet my fault. I got 181 00:08:58,120 --> 00:08:59,920 Speaker 1: to like talk to my father tide of the family. 182 00:09:00,120 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: So I'm like six, and I meet people on my 183 00:09:03,640 --> 00:09:05,720 Speaker 1: father side something that I never even heard of. I 184 00:09:05,760 --> 00:09:10,600 Speaker 1: never even knew they existed. So, um, the reason why 185 00:09:10,840 --> 00:09:13,680 Speaker 1: drugs the I'm addicted to drugs, I'm addicted to drug 186 00:09:13,760 --> 00:09:15,920 Speaker 1: story Part one, Part two was so near and dear 187 00:09:15,960 --> 00:09:17,600 Speaker 1: to me and shout out to my guests on that one. 188 00:09:17,600 --> 00:09:20,040 Speaker 1: It's because my father is a crackhead. So when I 189 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:22,840 Speaker 1: was growing up, I used to have have like this 190 00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:26,199 Speaker 1: soft spot, this weakness for like seeing people that was 191 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:28,480 Speaker 1: addicted to drugs. Until this day, I'm still like that 192 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 1: because I used to be like wow, like like it 193 00:09:30,679 --> 00:09:32,679 Speaker 1: was it used to really like do something to me. 194 00:09:32,760 --> 00:09:35,200 Speaker 1: And now years later I found not the reason why. 195 00:09:35,240 --> 00:09:40,320 Speaker 1: It was because you know my father, it's one of them. 196 00:09:40,360 --> 00:09:42,319 Speaker 1: But you know that relationship didn't really last because you 197 00:09:42,320 --> 00:09:45,160 Speaker 1: know my father, Um, it's still on and off drugs. 198 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:47,240 Speaker 1: So you know, I do believe that when you get 199 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:49,520 Speaker 1: to a certain age and you're trying to protect your energy, 200 00:09:49,679 --> 00:09:52,040 Speaker 1: like you gotta take your energy at all calls it. 201 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:56,640 Speaker 1: And that's also including your including your family members. Um So, 202 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:58,640 Speaker 1: in the midst of me going through all the things 203 00:09:58,679 --> 00:09:59,960 Speaker 1: I was want doing my mother, I want to give 204 00:10:00,040 --> 00:10:03,920 Speaker 1: special shout to my childhood friends, to Jasmine, to Brittany, 205 00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:07,040 Speaker 1: to Jocelyn, to Lindsay. But yeah, I want to give 206 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:09,520 Speaker 1: a special shout out to them because you know, in 207 00:10:09,559 --> 00:10:11,480 Speaker 1: the midst of me going through so much with my mom, 208 00:10:11,520 --> 00:10:14,240 Speaker 1: I was able to listen to stay with them. I 209 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:16,640 Speaker 1: stay with my friends almost every day of the week. 210 00:10:17,080 --> 00:10:18,800 Speaker 1: I remember you to sleep in the best with them 211 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:21,880 Speaker 1: on the couch. Like their moms were really supportive. You know, 212 00:10:21,920 --> 00:10:23,319 Speaker 1: they was really there for me. So shout out to 213 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:26,600 Speaker 1: their moms. And you know, like my childhood was really rough. 214 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:28,720 Speaker 1: And then you know, the one person who was always 215 00:10:28,760 --> 00:10:31,400 Speaker 1: there for me, who also always gave me unconditional love 216 00:10:31,480 --> 00:10:34,920 Speaker 1: was my grandmother, um Nana. So for those of you 217 00:10:34,960 --> 00:10:37,440 Speaker 1: didn't that know me or know how I feel about 218 00:10:37,440 --> 00:10:40,640 Speaker 1: my grandmother, you know, she transitioned three years ago and 219 00:10:40,679 --> 00:10:43,680 Speaker 1: that was a very hard, tough period for me because 220 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:48,400 Speaker 1: you know, I never understood the meaning of death. I 221 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:50,480 Speaker 1: never understood that people how you could be here one 222 00:10:50,559 --> 00:10:52,760 Speaker 1: day and we going on the next. So you know, 223 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:55,320 Speaker 1: you know, I took a look. I mean, I still 224 00:10:55,360 --> 00:10:57,400 Speaker 1: struggle with it now, but not as much as I 225 00:10:57,520 --> 00:10:59,960 Speaker 1: used to. And I always I was having this conversation 226 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:02,480 Speaker 1: with my friends. So she's listening, She's probably gonna be smiling. 227 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:05,560 Speaker 1: And you know, I was telling her because people knew 228 00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:08,160 Speaker 1: that my grandmother was like my mother, like that was 229 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:11,080 Speaker 1: my mom, I wrote off, she was my everything. And 230 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:13,199 Speaker 1: my friend was telling me how she still struggled with 231 00:11:13,320 --> 00:11:16,680 Speaker 1: her mom not being here and her mom not being 232 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:18,960 Speaker 1: here for like I think she transition maybe like ten 233 00:11:19,040 --> 00:11:21,199 Speaker 1: years ago. And you know, one of the things my 234 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:23,040 Speaker 1: grandma used to always tell me is that you know, 235 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:27,560 Speaker 1: and when somebody transition, you now have an angel, you 236 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:29,960 Speaker 1: not have somebody. You know what that energy feels like, 237 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:32,880 Speaker 1: an energy don't lie and energy moves. So I was 238 00:11:32,920 --> 00:11:34,520 Speaker 1: telling my friend, I was like, you know, when you 239 00:11:34,720 --> 00:11:36,599 Speaker 1: sense that your mom is new, or you feel that 240 00:11:36,640 --> 00:11:38,840 Speaker 1: your mom is ner, or you either see something their 241 00:11:38,880 --> 00:11:40,880 Speaker 1: minds you of your mom, that means your mom is 242 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:43,160 Speaker 1: there with you. So you know, for anybody out there 243 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:46,400 Speaker 1: that's struggling with like many things go having a hard 244 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:49,200 Speaker 1: time with the transition of your loved ones, know that 245 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:51,800 Speaker 1: your loved ones is always with you. And I really 246 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:53,920 Speaker 1: do believe that, like till this day. If I'm having 247 00:11:53,920 --> 00:11:56,199 Speaker 1: a hard time, boom, I see something wro me and 248 00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:59,080 Speaker 1: my grandmother or she just gives me like little signs 249 00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:01,240 Speaker 1: or like the universe given signs let me know that 250 00:12:01,320 --> 00:12:03,760 Speaker 1: I'm not in this by myself. So I never feel 251 00:12:03,760 --> 00:12:06,200 Speaker 1: like you in anything by yourself, because your loved one 252 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:09,959 Speaker 1: is always going to have get back. So that's pretty 253 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:12,760 Speaker 1: much here about my childhood. I mean, for the most part, 254 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:15,000 Speaker 1: I used to love one of my friends houses. I 255 00:12:15,080 --> 00:12:17,280 Speaker 1: used to love reading. I used to love coming to 256 00:12:17,360 --> 00:12:19,880 Speaker 1: New York and just visiting my grandma. I mean, my 257 00:12:19,960 --> 00:12:21,800 Speaker 1: summers in New York we like the best parts of 258 00:12:21,840 --> 00:12:24,280 Speaker 1: my life. So funny because when I walk around certain 259 00:12:24,280 --> 00:12:27,320 Speaker 1: neighborhoods and I literally see my younger stuff my grandma 260 00:12:27,360 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 1: walking around, and it just it just brings back so 261 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:32,680 Speaker 1: many good memories. So shout out to New York man. 262 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:37,560 Speaker 1: Um My next question, why do you think entrepreneurship is 263 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:40,920 Speaker 1: so important. So I went to grad school, I got 264 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:46,160 Speaker 1: my NBA and general management and entrepreneurship. Um, listen, everybody's 265 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:48,559 Speaker 1: not meant to be an entrepreneur. But that doesn't mean 266 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:51,040 Speaker 1: that you can have a passion project. You can't have 267 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:54,400 Speaker 1: a side hustle, you know. I think for me, what 268 00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:57,200 Speaker 1: really made me preach and like really tell people have 269 00:12:57,200 --> 00:12:59,080 Speaker 1: the need to have you to have their own it's 270 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:02,480 Speaker 1: because recently when the government has shut down. You know, 271 00:13:02,679 --> 00:13:04,680 Speaker 1: growing up, a lot of people would be like, oh, 272 00:13:04,760 --> 00:13:06,959 Speaker 1: you need to have a government job because government jobs 273 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:10,560 Speaker 1: are like it's safe, right, But then when the government 274 00:13:10,600 --> 00:13:12,720 Speaker 1: gets shut down and you ain't got no money coming in, 275 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:14,680 Speaker 1: it's like what the fund is you supposed to do? 276 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:18,080 Speaker 1: I remember when the government shut down had happened recently, 277 00:13:18,440 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 1: and you see all these black women and these black 278 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:24,240 Speaker 1: people on TV and they crying because they can't pay 279 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:27,400 Speaker 1: their fucking bills. And I was just like, no way, 280 00:13:27,480 --> 00:13:31,280 Speaker 1: Like that ship was really like bothering me, excuse me. 281 00:13:31,320 --> 00:13:33,000 Speaker 1: And the reason why I was bothering me so much 282 00:13:33,080 --> 00:13:36,120 Speaker 1: is because it's like back in the day, they teach 283 00:13:36,200 --> 00:13:38,080 Speaker 1: you how to get a job and that's it, But 284 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:40,560 Speaker 1: what if you lose that job, whatever that happened. That's 285 00:13:40,559 --> 00:13:42,440 Speaker 1: the reason why I'd be telling people, Yo, what can 286 00:13:42,520 --> 00:13:44,079 Speaker 1: you do to make some money on the side, And 287 00:13:44,080 --> 00:13:46,160 Speaker 1: it ain't gonna be something you do full time, but 288 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:48,640 Speaker 1: it needs to be something whereas God for bid, if 289 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:50,720 Speaker 1: ship hits the fan, you know you've got some money 290 00:13:50,720 --> 00:13:53,520 Speaker 1: coming in that's gonna hold you down. So that's why 291 00:13:53,520 --> 00:13:56,040 Speaker 1: I always tell people like, you know, even if you 292 00:13:56,120 --> 00:13:58,800 Speaker 1: don't want to think that, the thing that entrepreneurship is 293 00:13:58,840 --> 00:14:02,520 Speaker 1: for you just was something. And it's so funny because 294 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,720 Speaker 1: I was reading something and they said, order for you 295 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:06,880 Speaker 1: to become a millionaire, you gotta have at least seven 296 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:10,520 Speaker 1: incomes coming in, not just one, not just to seven. 297 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:13,120 Speaker 1: And it's so funny because I was telling people like, Yo, 298 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:16,240 Speaker 1: everybody was telling me about all these girls that's making 299 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:18,760 Speaker 1: so much money. But I'm like, a lot of them 300 00:14:18,800 --> 00:14:21,680 Speaker 1: be scams. But from the ones that are legit making money, 301 00:14:21,760 --> 00:14:24,000 Speaker 1: you know they got at least three or four different 302 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,720 Speaker 1: ways of incomes coming in. So whatever you've been like 303 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:28,920 Speaker 1: thinking about that, you feel like, oh, should I just 304 00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:31,360 Speaker 1: or should I do that is just gonna work. Just 305 00:14:31,520 --> 00:14:34,000 Speaker 1: do it. I can't tell you how many businesses I 306 00:14:34,080 --> 00:14:38,760 Speaker 1: had before I really found what my purpose was. I mean, 307 00:14:38,800 --> 00:14:40,720 Speaker 1: I had a T shirt company where I was growing up, 308 00:14:40,760 --> 00:14:43,320 Speaker 1: which was up was pretty Girls Shirts. I did that 309 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:45,720 Speaker 1: in college. You know. It was so funny because like 310 00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:47,840 Speaker 1: I just wanted to do it, just say I did it. 311 00:14:47,880 --> 00:14:49,840 Speaker 1: But I remember like I was like one of the 312 00:14:49,840 --> 00:14:53,400 Speaker 1: first people really doing T shirt designs, going a different 313 00:14:53,400 --> 00:14:56,400 Speaker 1: T shirt mane factors, like like I was really in 314 00:14:56,400 --> 00:14:58,920 Speaker 1: the T shirt game and that went really well. But 315 00:14:58,960 --> 00:15:01,600 Speaker 1: I was just like, like I guy off my list. 316 00:15:01,640 --> 00:15:03,880 Speaker 1: I did it's next, and then you know, I had 317 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:07,480 Speaker 1: a networking organization with Fred and like that didn't work out. 318 00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 1: You know. I had an accountability company and that was good, 319 00:15:11,960 --> 00:15:14,960 Speaker 1: but you know, holding other people accountable, that's just a 320 00:15:14,960 --> 00:15:17,560 Speaker 1: lot of work. Especially I was doing like at least 321 00:15:17,560 --> 00:15:20,680 Speaker 1: like five good clients. You know, I was thinking by 322 00:15:20,720 --> 00:15:23,720 Speaker 1: doing a gift wrapper company, so we were examples. And 323 00:15:23,880 --> 00:15:26,080 Speaker 1: I had a dress rental company where girls could like 324 00:15:26,120 --> 00:15:28,560 Speaker 1: rent like one of the cond dresses, and that was 325 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:30,440 Speaker 1: doing good, but it just took a lot of work. 326 00:15:30,480 --> 00:15:32,440 Speaker 1: And one of the reasons why I didn't fall through 327 00:15:32,440 --> 00:15:34,880 Speaker 1: with that was that one is because my grandmother passed away. 328 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:38,160 Speaker 1: So I was just like out of it. But at 329 00:15:38,160 --> 00:15:40,880 Speaker 1: the end of the day, you know, being an entrepreneur 330 00:15:40,960 --> 00:15:43,080 Speaker 1: is not for the week at heart, And I think 331 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:44,920 Speaker 1: that's what a lot of people get twisted at, Like 332 00:15:45,200 --> 00:15:47,920 Speaker 1: it takes a lot of fun work to like be 333 00:15:48,000 --> 00:15:50,880 Speaker 1: an entrepreneur. I can't tell y'all how many times I 334 00:15:50,880 --> 00:15:54,240 Speaker 1: get so frustrated, I get so pissed, I'm so angry. 335 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:56,600 Speaker 1: I pring one minute, I'm happy the next minute. Like, 336 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:02,080 Speaker 1: entrepreneurship is no joke. And you know when people always say, oh, 337 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:05,040 Speaker 1: you got the same hours as Beyonce or this person, 338 00:16:05,240 --> 00:16:07,560 Speaker 1: it's like, I don't say, no, you fucking don't, because 339 00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:09,160 Speaker 1: a lot of us when we start off with these 340 00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:13,480 Speaker 1: these businesses, we're still working on nine of five. So 341 00:16:13,560 --> 00:16:16,240 Speaker 1: like with me, I wake up at least spotor it's 342 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:18,960 Speaker 1: just like every morning I do at least three hours 343 00:16:19,560 --> 00:16:22,320 Speaker 1: going to um blowing my work. Did I get racial work? 344 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,160 Speaker 1: I do at least eight hours. By time I get home, 345 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:26,280 Speaker 1: it's like eight and nine o'clock at night, and then 346 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:28,880 Speaker 1: I'm up again for nine of nine club just working 347 00:16:28,880 --> 00:16:31,360 Speaker 1: on my stuff, and sometimes I even forget to eat. 348 00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:34,480 Speaker 1: And now that I incorporated working out and I'm working out, 349 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,000 Speaker 1: trying to work out at least every day for money 350 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:39,440 Speaker 1: through Friday. It was just a lot. So it's just 351 00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:41,480 Speaker 1: like and not for nothing. You don't have the same 352 00:16:41,520 --> 00:16:45,080 Speaker 1: hours as Beyonce. I love Bonce, but Beyonce a machine 353 00:16:45,160 --> 00:16:47,880 Speaker 1: that is a business. She has a team. She has 354 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:49,960 Speaker 1: a team that has a team. So it's just like, 355 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:52,680 Speaker 1: you gotta work with what you have until you can 356 00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:55,320 Speaker 1: get more. And until you get more, just work with 357 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:57,840 Speaker 1: what you have. Don't beat yourself up. And I'm telling 358 00:16:57,880 --> 00:17:01,200 Speaker 1: you from experience. I used to drive myself fucking crazy, y'all. 359 00:17:01,200 --> 00:17:04,040 Speaker 1: Like I can't even tell y'all, it's so funny. I 360 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:05,360 Speaker 1: know a lot of my friends would be like yo, 361 00:17:05,840 --> 00:17:08,520 Speaker 1: dads like but at in one day, if you believe 362 00:17:08,560 --> 00:17:11,000 Speaker 1: in yourself that much, and you know that, like I 363 00:17:11,119 --> 00:17:13,119 Speaker 1: know my time is coming. I know my ship on 364 00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:15,879 Speaker 1: pop out because I believe in myself dad much. And 365 00:17:15,920 --> 00:17:18,000 Speaker 1: I know everybody might have that feeling, but they don't 366 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:20,040 Speaker 1: matter where everybody else have. As long as you believe 367 00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:23,879 Speaker 1: in what you got doing, that's all that matters. And 368 00:17:24,240 --> 00:17:27,439 Speaker 1: so you asked me, what does PSG stand for? So 369 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,159 Speaker 1: PSG stands for a professional home Girl. So I have 370 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:33,639 Speaker 1: a woman's lifestyle platform that encouraged women to be the 371 00:17:33,640 --> 00:17:37,919 Speaker 1: best version of themselves, both personally and professionally. And that 372 00:17:38,040 --> 00:17:41,959 Speaker 1: website is www. Got the Professional Homegirl dot com. So 373 00:17:42,000 --> 00:17:43,840 Speaker 1: if you are one of those people who love to write, 374 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:46,600 Speaker 1: want to share your stories, please email me at hello 375 00:17:46,640 --> 00:17:50,480 Speaker 1: at the Professional homeguard dot com. Hello, I gets my 376 00:17:50,600 --> 00:18:00,200 Speaker 1: water when a little rent made a little thirsty cold one, 377 00:18:01,400 --> 00:18:07,640 Speaker 1: but me um. I have guest contributors every week. Uh, 378 00:18:07,680 --> 00:18:09,560 Speaker 1: And that's a good platform for those people who wanted 379 00:18:09,560 --> 00:18:11,480 Speaker 1: to look for some inspiration. You want to know what's 380 00:18:11,520 --> 00:18:12,800 Speaker 1: going on in New York like I used to go. 381 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:15,600 Speaker 1: I still do though I took a break, but I 382 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:17,359 Speaker 1: was going to a lot of events and riding my 383 00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:19,600 Speaker 1: honest recasts and sometimes I have like a little cold 384 00:18:19,680 --> 00:18:21,399 Speaker 1: and such if you can get things a cheaper price. 385 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:23,720 Speaker 1: And I just really loved the question of home girl. 386 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:25,560 Speaker 1: I'm one of the main reasons why I created The 387 00:18:25,560 --> 00:18:30,439 Speaker 1: Professional Homegirl the platform itself is because you know, right 388 00:18:30,520 --> 00:18:32,440 Speaker 1: after I lost my grandmother, I was just like, yo, 389 00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:34,440 Speaker 1: I know, I can't be the only person that's going 390 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:38,760 Speaker 1: through everything that I'm going through, and so I wanted 391 00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:41,479 Speaker 1: to create a resource for other women to know how 392 00:18:41,520 --> 00:18:43,439 Speaker 1: to deal with certain things and then just kind of 393 00:18:43,480 --> 00:18:47,560 Speaker 1: like birth into this platform. And then after while, I'm like, y'all, like, 394 00:18:48,040 --> 00:18:50,320 Speaker 1: you know, it's kind of hard to retain somebody's attention 395 00:18:50,600 --> 00:18:53,560 Speaker 1: when you're trying to um talk to them, when you're 396 00:18:53,560 --> 00:18:55,520 Speaker 1: trying to make them read something. So I'm like, how 397 00:18:55,560 --> 00:18:57,840 Speaker 1: else can I get somebody? How can else? How else 398 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:01,719 Speaker 1: can I get my p G my Roquestional Homegirls out 399 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:04,600 Speaker 1: their attention? And that's when I came up with the 400 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:08,080 Speaker 1: PMD podcast, And I cannot tell you, y'all that has 401 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,320 Speaker 1: been the best decision I have ever made. The PhD 402 00:19:10,480 --> 00:19:13,680 Speaker 1: podcast has been doing so amazing. So that's why I'm 403 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:16,520 Speaker 1: asking y'all to please make sure y'all eve a review 404 00:19:16,520 --> 00:19:17,959 Speaker 1: and tell me what you think, because that's the only 405 00:19:17,960 --> 00:19:19,639 Speaker 1: way I can know what to take out, what to 406 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:22,840 Speaker 1: keep it, what they work on like well for the 407 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:25,560 Speaker 1: most part, and then we're knock on some wood. It 408 00:19:25,640 --> 00:19:29,200 Speaker 1: has been doing really amazing. Like right now, I'm on iTunes. 409 00:19:29,240 --> 00:19:32,040 Speaker 1: I'm five stars in um I think when I even 410 00:19:32,040 --> 00:19:34,840 Speaker 1: told me that they saw the podcast on What's New 411 00:19:34,840 --> 00:19:37,480 Speaker 1: and what to listen to the apples, So I'm really 412 00:19:37,480 --> 00:19:41,840 Speaker 1: excited about the content that I've been creative. Um, the 413 00:19:41,920 --> 00:19:44,320 Speaker 1: reason why I started Every Beauty is because I just 414 00:19:44,440 --> 00:19:48,440 Speaker 1: always been into beauty. Like I love makeup, I love 415 00:19:48,560 --> 00:19:50,800 Speaker 1: feeling like a woman. So I really wanted to create 416 00:19:50,800 --> 00:19:56,439 Speaker 1: a company that pretty much embodies whoever name is. And 417 00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:59,880 Speaker 1: I feel like eat is I'm so many different aspects. 418 00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:02,080 Speaker 1: I I think not one woman is just one dimensional. 419 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,600 Speaker 1: You know, we have so many different layers in us 420 00:20:05,119 --> 00:20:08,040 Speaker 1: and even with like being a mom, a girlfriend, a wife, 421 00:20:08,359 --> 00:20:10,639 Speaker 1: a sister, is a business woman, like, we just have 422 00:20:10,800 --> 00:20:12,840 Speaker 1: so many different faces that we were. So I want 423 00:20:12,840 --> 00:20:16,840 Speaker 1: to make sure that I'm embodying and capturing the essence 424 00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:19,719 Speaker 1: of being a woman, which is Ebonad's beauty. So like 425 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:23,000 Speaker 1: I said, I have the lashes, and the lashes are beautiful, guys, 426 00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,600 Speaker 1: And no shade, no teeth. If you're looking for these 427 00:20:25,680 --> 00:20:28,240 Speaker 1: lashes that they're like little ways from pigeons and ship 428 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,720 Speaker 1: em and a beauty is not for you everyday beauty. 429 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:33,720 Speaker 1: It's all about enhancing what you already have. And like 430 00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:36,720 Speaker 1: I said, no shade, no teeth. But like I really, 431 00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:41,080 Speaker 1: the lashes are just so beautiful, So please stop asking me. Well, 432 00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:42,840 Speaker 1: I like y'all don't ask me. But for people as 433 00:20:42,880 --> 00:20:45,080 Speaker 1: outside when I revend in that ship, be like yeah, 434 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:47,280 Speaker 1: anything it looks like this, I'm like, listen girl by 435 00:20:47,359 --> 00:20:49,600 Speaker 1: from the person you just saw, Like I don't like 436 00:20:49,840 --> 00:20:52,000 Speaker 1: that's not me And I like to open my odde 437 00:20:52,040 --> 00:20:56,159 Speaker 1: lives up when I got lashes up. Okay, now my 438 00:20:56,280 --> 00:20:58,639 Speaker 1: next question is, and this was a good one, what 439 00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:02,080 Speaker 1: do you struggle with? Um? So right now when I'm 440 00:21:02,119 --> 00:21:07,600 Speaker 1: currently struggling with is finding balance. I mean it's hard 441 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:10,240 Speaker 1: trying to do everything you want to do. Like I 442 00:21:10,320 --> 00:21:13,040 Speaker 1: have a notified you know, I have myself to make 443 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:14,600 Speaker 1: sure I need to make sure I'm always good at 444 00:21:14,600 --> 00:21:19,639 Speaker 1: all times. I have my boyfriend, Uh, I have ebone Beauty, 445 00:21:19,640 --> 00:21:22,600 Speaker 1: I have the PHG podcast, I have the Professional Home Girl. 446 00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:25,080 Speaker 1: Like that is a lot. I love being around my 447 00:21:25,119 --> 00:21:27,159 Speaker 1: home girl. So it's just like trying to find that 448 00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:30,240 Speaker 1: balance is something that I'm really like working on because 449 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:34,080 Speaker 1: like I find myself like like really like stressed out 450 00:21:34,119 --> 00:21:37,640 Speaker 1: because you know, sometimes I'm so into like the PhD podcast, 451 00:21:37,680 --> 00:21:41,200 Speaker 1: Professional Home during ebone Beauty that I neglect, you know, myself, 452 00:21:41,240 --> 00:21:44,399 Speaker 1: where I neglect my boyfriend, like and it really bothers 453 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:46,320 Speaker 1: me because I really want to be the best version 454 00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:49,080 Speaker 1: in all aspects. So you know, that's one thing I'm 455 00:21:49,080 --> 00:21:52,880 Speaker 1: currently trying to work through. Another thing that I struggle 456 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:55,320 Speaker 1: with is money. And I think that a lot of 457 00:21:55,359 --> 00:21:57,640 Speaker 1: people struggle with money, but they're not being honest about it. 458 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,960 Speaker 1: So you know, growing up, I didn't have the resources 459 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:03,119 Speaker 1: and my parents didn't teach me anything about how to 460 00:22:03,200 --> 00:22:05,520 Speaker 1: manage my money. So a lot of things that I'm 461 00:22:05,560 --> 00:22:07,919 Speaker 1: paying for now is the mistakes I made in the past. 462 00:22:08,280 --> 00:22:10,000 Speaker 1: I don't really feel no way because I know that 463 00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:12,359 Speaker 1: once I get myself out and get to a certain 464 00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:14,040 Speaker 1: point that I want to be at, I know it's 465 00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:17,440 Speaker 1: gonna be all worth it. So funny, I got a 466 00:22:17,440 --> 00:22:19,040 Speaker 1: funny story. I was telling my friends about this and 467 00:22:19,080 --> 00:22:21,520 Speaker 1: he's like, Yo, you should share the story. So I 468 00:22:21,560 --> 00:22:24,159 Speaker 1: remember because my grandmother she had all the time, and 469 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:25,919 Speaker 1: so I remember when I was staying with her and 470 00:22:25,920 --> 00:22:27,439 Speaker 1: I was talking her out, and I was working at 471 00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:30,119 Speaker 1: this clothing store and so at the closing store. I 472 00:22:30,160 --> 00:22:33,520 Speaker 1: don't know why, but I was just so fucking broke. 473 00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:37,040 Speaker 1: All I had was a dollar, yo, Like a dollar, 474 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:39,000 Speaker 1: That's how broke I was. I think it's like a 475 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:43,760 Speaker 1: couple of years ago, and so, um, I'm going to 476 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:45,879 Speaker 1: work and I was just I was panicking, and I 477 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:47,440 Speaker 1: was like, yo, because I had just started my ship, 478 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:49,399 Speaker 1: but I was hungry, and I was like, Yo, what 479 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:51,120 Speaker 1: the fund am I eat? Like what can I buy 480 00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:55,120 Speaker 1: for a dollar? So I was like going fucking crazy, yo, 481 00:22:55,520 --> 00:22:57,880 Speaker 1: true story, this is on where I knew that God 482 00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:01,040 Speaker 1: was real, y'all. So going throughout the day with them, 483 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:03,040 Speaker 1: I'm shooking nod Warter because I'm like trying to fill 484 00:23:03,080 --> 00:23:05,640 Speaker 1: myself up, asking people that have Gama anything because I'm like, yo, 485 00:23:05,760 --> 00:23:07,479 Speaker 1: what then I'm about for a dollar? Like even if 486 00:23:07,480 --> 00:23:09,040 Speaker 1: I buy a bag of chips, and she's not gonna 487 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:12,480 Speaker 1: fill me up, right, So why am my mad? People 488 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:14,400 Speaker 1: started coming in the job and they was like, Yo, 489 00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:17,000 Speaker 1: this place that had opened up, it's called those Toros. 490 00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:19,600 Speaker 1: So they're saying, how I opened up and they selling 491 00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:23,800 Speaker 1: burritos for a dollar? Y'all. When I tell y'all, almost 492 00:23:23,800 --> 00:23:28,840 Speaker 1: cried tears the joy. One of the sucking odds that 493 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:31,880 Speaker 1: this then and those Toros is delicious. By the way, 494 00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:34,080 Speaker 1: what are the odds of them selling these big gas 495 00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:37,840 Speaker 1: burritos for a dollar? Right? Something took it for joy, mad, 496 00:23:37,880 --> 00:23:41,400 Speaker 1: happy man, exciting ship, and I was just like nah, yo, 497 00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:44,119 Speaker 1: I was like, yo, who had a dollar on them? 498 00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:46,159 Speaker 1: Because I don't want to step my car for a dollar, 499 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:49,880 Speaker 1: you know what tax or even like one O eight, 500 00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,600 Speaker 1: one ten or some ship. And I literally all I 501 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:54,639 Speaker 1: had was a dollar. So somebody else gave me a dollar, 502 00:23:55,080 --> 00:23:57,320 Speaker 1: and I got me a fucking burrito man, and I 503 00:23:57,359 --> 00:23:58,879 Speaker 1: think I got some chips and something on the side. 504 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:02,960 Speaker 1: So that's the funny money story. So you know, where 505 00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:06,160 Speaker 1: I'm at now in life is very a humbling experience, 506 00:24:06,200 --> 00:24:10,520 Speaker 1: but I know that things are gonna work out. And 507 00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,199 Speaker 1: how I'm so confident in this because when Salons came 508 00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:16,639 Speaker 1: out with that song, I saw things I imagine, you know, 509 00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:18,879 Speaker 1: I really felt that ship in the core because I 510 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:21,679 Speaker 1: really feel like God in the universe be giving you 511 00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:25,840 Speaker 1: glimpses of what your future can look like. So keep going. 512 00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:27,919 Speaker 1: You know, I know it's hard. I know nobody like 513 00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:31,840 Speaker 1: to be broke, but I am a firm believer that 514 00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:35,920 Speaker 1: anything worth having is worth fighting for and things will 515 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:39,080 Speaker 1: work out. You know. I think that sometimes we get 516 00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:41,320 Speaker 1: mad and we're like, yo, why stapping to me? But 517 00:24:41,440 --> 00:24:44,359 Speaker 1: you guys realize that things are working for you, So 518 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:49,680 Speaker 1: just keep going. Don't give up another thing that I 519 00:24:49,680 --> 00:24:53,280 Speaker 1: I struggle with in the past, what's comparing myself? So 520 00:24:53,520 --> 00:24:55,520 Speaker 1: you know what, the way that social media is, everybody's 521 00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:58,399 Speaker 1: out here living their best life, right, so nobody is 522 00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,280 Speaker 1: really putting their losses out there. So I always tell 523 00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:03,560 Speaker 1: people that you cannot compare what you see. Everything is 524 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:07,200 Speaker 1: about perception. So I used to like compare myself and 525 00:25:07,240 --> 00:25:09,199 Speaker 1: from I would drive myself praise. I feel like I 526 00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:11,719 Speaker 1: wasn't enough, and I had to realize, like, girl, you 527 00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:14,280 Speaker 1: are enough. Girl, you have an NBA. Girl, you have this, 528 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,920 Speaker 1: you have that, You're mad creative, like you gotta give 529 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,879 Speaker 1: yourself props and a somebody gonna hold you down the 530 00:25:19,920 --> 00:25:22,360 Speaker 1: way you hold you down, so all you gots yourself, 531 00:25:22,560 --> 00:25:25,680 Speaker 1: So just give yourself props. Stay up on Instagram. I mean, 532 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,919 Speaker 1: I love using Instagram because I'm I can that's I'm 533 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:31,240 Speaker 1: able to meet people, I'm able to like you know network. 534 00:25:31,560 --> 00:25:34,600 Speaker 1: I'm currently working on a couple of ads and sponsorship 535 00:25:34,680 --> 00:25:36,919 Speaker 1: deals for the podcast, so it's like, you know, I 536 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:39,760 Speaker 1: really use it as a business too. I don't be 537 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,840 Speaker 1: on Instagram. I'm looking at all this gossip. I can 538 00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:44,040 Speaker 1: care less because gossipl don't pay these bills over here. 539 00:25:44,359 --> 00:25:47,119 Speaker 1: You know, I just use it to network so and 540 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:49,200 Speaker 1: also I'm also going to a lot of networking event 541 00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:51,000 Speaker 1: So if you see me out in these streets, y'all 542 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:53,920 Speaker 1: say hi, Like I have some people that was. I 543 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 1: saw this one girl, she's a praty con speak to 544 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:56,600 Speaker 1: me and I'm like, do I know you? And she 545 00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:58,359 Speaker 1: was like, no, let's se a podcast. Think it's good. 546 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:00,320 Speaker 1: And I was like, yo, just speak to you, like 547 00:26:00,640 --> 00:26:02,280 Speaker 1: I am so cool. I'm not one of these like 548 00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:04,679 Speaker 1: stuck up girls, Like I'm really down to earth. So like, 549 00:26:04,720 --> 00:26:06,600 Speaker 1: if you ever see me in the streets, like, yo, 550 00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:11,480 Speaker 1: ain't you from the podcast Baby Hill, I'm not being 551 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:15,640 Speaker 1: that I struggle with um. I don't struggle with this anymore. 552 00:26:15,720 --> 00:26:17,760 Speaker 1: But I know where my grandmother passed away. I was 553 00:26:17,800 --> 00:26:22,119 Speaker 1: just like, you know, would I ever find anybody that 554 00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:25,399 Speaker 1: would give me that unconditional love? And you know, when 555 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:27,679 Speaker 1: I tell people the stuff they cook these up? Not 556 00:26:27,880 --> 00:26:33,080 Speaker 1: only needing stuffing to these up, you know, mentally, financially, spiritually, personally, 557 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:34,919 Speaker 1: but you need to all stuff your stuff, your cookies 558 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,240 Speaker 1: up with the person that you're dating. And you know, 559 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:41,760 Speaker 1: I prayed for the person that I'm with and my 560 00:26:41,800 --> 00:26:44,240 Speaker 1: boyfriend could not have been a better partner. I mean, 561 00:26:44,320 --> 00:26:46,840 Speaker 1: even though he gets on my fucking nerves, but like, 562 00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:49,280 Speaker 1: I have never met a man that has held me 563 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,760 Speaker 1: down as much as he has. So, you know, shout 564 00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,960 Speaker 1: out to all the real niggas out there. And you know, 565 00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:57,199 Speaker 1: I wanted to make sure I put emphasis on, you know, 566 00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:01,120 Speaker 1: don't settle because the person for you is coming. Don't 567 00:27:01,160 --> 00:27:03,680 Speaker 1: go look him when you know you met the person. 568 00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:06,080 Speaker 1: You just know when I met my boyfriend, now I 569 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,240 Speaker 1: just knew, like I knew that was my soul made 570 00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,920 Speaker 1: like I just felt it. So you know, I'm very 571 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,000 Speaker 1: thankful to being a relationship. You know, he supports me 572 00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:15,800 Speaker 1: and all aspects. He helps me with my business. He 573 00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:18,320 Speaker 1: like he goes hard for my business that go for 574 00:27:18,400 --> 00:27:20,160 Speaker 1: some time. So it's just like, you know, you really 575 00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:22,360 Speaker 1: gotta get somebody that really believe in you, that really 576 00:27:22,359 --> 00:27:24,520 Speaker 1: believe in everything that you're doing. And I'm just gonna 577 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:28,000 Speaker 1: give you that positive outlook on things. You know. So 578 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:30,480 Speaker 1: that's pretty much most of the things I struggle with 579 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:34,080 Speaker 1: or I'm struggling with now, which is you know, I 580 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:38,000 Speaker 1: think the main component is just balanced. Um My next 581 00:27:38,080 --> 00:27:42,280 Speaker 1: question is why did I create the PhD podcast. So again, Um, 582 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:44,879 Speaker 1: like I said, I have a lifestyle platform called a 583 00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:48,000 Speaker 1: Professional Home Girl, And like I said, a lot of 584 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,639 Speaker 1: the thing't got time to be reading, right, Like I 585 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:51,760 Speaker 1: love to read, but a lot of people don't like 586 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,280 Speaker 1: to read. People are either want to see it or 587 00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:56,480 Speaker 1: they want to hear it. So I created the podcast 588 00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,920 Speaker 1: and every since I can remember, I love sharing story. 589 00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:02,320 Speaker 1: He's like, I love talking to women. I love talking 590 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,720 Speaker 1: to them about their struggles and how they overcame. I'm like, 591 00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:07,160 Speaker 1: I am such a girl's girl. So when I came 592 00:28:07,200 --> 00:28:09,240 Speaker 1: up with the idea, I was just like, yo, like 593 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,920 Speaker 1: on the podcast would just be such a dope way 594 00:28:12,920 --> 00:28:15,720 Speaker 1: in podcast. I mean, it's so funny because like podcast 595 00:28:16,080 --> 00:28:18,000 Speaker 1: is growing, but a lot of people don't know about it. 596 00:28:18,119 --> 00:28:19,639 Speaker 1: When I meet people and I was like, hey, I 597 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:21,320 Speaker 1: have a podcast, I told him it's about it, like 598 00:28:21,359 --> 00:28:24,280 Speaker 1: oh ship like really. So that's one of the main 599 00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,320 Speaker 1: reasons why I create the podcast. It's like it's like 600 00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,240 Speaker 1: to grow my brand. Another reason why I create the 601 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:31,520 Speaker 1: podcast is I wanted people to empathize with each other. 602 00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:33,960 Speaker 1: I feel like as a society, we're so quick to 603 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:37,200 Speaker 1: judge the judge each other, but come on, guys, I 604 00:28:37,200 --> 00:28:43,160 Speaker 1: don't know why I'm slowly. I'm thirsty. M hold on, guy, 605 00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:51,280 Speaker 1: mm hm. So I feel like as a society, we're 606 00:28:51,360 --> 00:28:54,160 Speaker 1: so quick to judge each other, like, oh, this person 607 00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:56,360 Speaker 1: is homeless, oldest person has aids. But it's just like yo, 608 00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:59,440 Speaker 1: if you really knew their story, you wouldn't be so 609 00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:01,960 Speaker 1: quick and j U. And the reason why my guests 610 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,880 Speaker 1: are anonymous because I wanted people to know who their 611 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:07,080 Speaker 1: story is. I wanted people to hear what they have 612 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:08,720 Speaker 1: to say. Because a lot of times, when you have 613 00:29:08,760 --> 00:29:11,920 Speaker 1: a face behind us in front of a story, you 614 00:29:11,920 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 1: you negate the story. But now that you want to 615 00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:16,120 Speaker 1: have a face, you have no chus but to listen 616 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:19,120 Speaker 1: to the story right now. It got to a point 617 00:29:19,120 --> 00:29:21,240 Speaker 1: that the stories be so good and they'd be so real, 618 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:23,560 Speaker 1: and they'd be so raw that people want to know 619 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:25,320 Speaker 1: more about the person. They want to know who the 620 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:27,360 Speaker 1: person is, where they do all this other stuff. So 621 00:29:27,680 --> 00:29:31,200 Speaker 1: I'm very proud of the content that I've been created. Uh, 622 00:29:31,760 --> 00:29:33,560 Speaker 1: you know, just thank you for sharing these stories, like, 623 00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,479 Speaker 1: keep sharing it with your friends stuff, because you know, 624 00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 1: it needs to be a point where we each one 625 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:40,400 Speaker 1: teach one. We all need to learn from each other. 626 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:42,240 Speaker 1: And I also feel like, you know, one of my 627 00:29:42,240 --> 00:29:44,400 Speaker 1: favorite jay Z lines is whole did that if you 628 00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:46,440 Speaker 1: want to go through that? So if people are telling 629 00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:48,760 Speaker 1: me exactly what they did, hopefully they make sure life 630 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:53,040 Speaker 1: a little bit easier, you know. And another thing. One 631 00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:54,720 Speaker 1: of the reasons why I wanted to create the PD 632 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:57,960 Speaker 1: podcast because I wanted to change the narrative of Black women. 633 00:29:58,200 --> 00:29:59,840 Speaker 1: I am so sick of time people saying that black 634 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:04,840 Speaker 1: and are so aggressive, so, uh, we're soul this for soul, 635 00:30:04,960 --> 00:30:08,600 Speaker 1: that we're so passionate. But it's like, nigga, if you 636 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:11,600 Speaker 1: can walk even an inch and the and these women's shoes, 637 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:14,560 Speaker 1: you'd be fucking passionate too. And I just so tired 638 00:30:14,600 --> 00:30:16,440 Speaker 1: people saying that black women is just a black women 639 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,360 Speaker 1: is dad. And it's just like if you would know 640 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:21,040 Speaker 1: where black women go through on a daily basis, Like 641 00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:23,600 Speaker 1: we have to work twice as hard just to get 642 00:30:23,640 --> 00:30:26,360 Speaker 1: half as far. So I wanted to change narrative of 643 00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:29,360 Speaker 1: what people perceive black women should be. And I want 644 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:31,040 Speaker 1: to do it one story at a time. And it's 645 00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:33,479 Speaker 1: so funny because my white home girl hitting me up 646 00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:35,120 Speaker 1: and she was like, yo, like I didn't know black 647 00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:37,560 Speaker 1: women go through so much and y'all keep so much 648 00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 1: bottled in and I'm like yeah. So it's just like 649 00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:42,920 Speaker 1: it infuriates me when I hear people saying, oh, I'm 650 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:46,360 Speaker 1: passionate this net. I'm like, Yo, my nigga, becauld you really? 651 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:48,880 Speaker 1: Could you really do the things that could really go 652 00:30:48,960 --> 00:30:50,480 Speaker 1: through the things that I've been through as a child 653 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,000 Speaker 1: growing up to where I'm at now in life and 654 00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:54,600 Speaker 1: still look and keep my head upon and keep my 655 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:57,440 Speaker 1: insane to tea and still look as good as I do. No. 656 00:30:57,920 --> 00:31:00,320 Speaker 1: So it's just like I think it's a warn that 657 00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:02,840 Speaker 1: we take charge and telling our stories and selling people 658 00:31:02,920 --> 00:31:09,200 Speaker 1: tell it for us. Uh. And then my last question 659 00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:12,800 Speaker 1: is you know, somebody asked me what are your fruits? 660 00:31:12,840 --> 00:31:16,200 Speaker 1: Your goals? So I have a lot of goals. Um, 661 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:19,840 Speaker 1: for even a beauty, I definitely wanted to be available 662 00:31:19,920 --> 00:31:22,120 Speaker 1: in stores. So I'm working on a couple of stores, 663 00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:25,040 Speaker 1: putting up, putting the lashes in. Um, I definitely want 664 00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,200 Speaker 1: to be And so for like I love Sophora like 665 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:30,560 Speaker 1: I cannot get enough. So for I'm also my money 666 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:33,360 Speaker 1: goes to Sapphora, So that would definitely be your dream 667 00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:37,280 Speaker 1: come true. Um. Also I'm gonna be launching my next project. 668 00:31:37,280 --> 00:31:39,320 Speaker 1: I'm gonna start working on production for that. But how 669 00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:41,719 Speaker 1: do I want launching? No time soon because I'm all 670 00:31:41,760 --> 00:31:45,080 Speaker 1: about perfecting the first part of which I do. I'm 671 00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:49,840 Speaker 1: telling y'all, the lashes are beautiful. But I'm definitely gonna 672 00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:53,800 Speaker 1: work on some new products soon for the podcast. You know, 673 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,920 Speaker 1: I definitely want to travel the world. I cannot wait 674 00:31:55,960 --> 00:31:57,680 Speaker 1: to do my live shows and just me each and 675 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,400 Speaker 1: every one of you guys. I've been working on concept 676 00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:01,840 Speaker 1: for a lot of shows. I think it's gonna be 677 00:32:02,240 --> 00:32:05,600 Speaker 1: so fucking cool. So I'm we to find somebody to 678 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:09,360 Speaker 1: help me execute that, but that will be in due time. Um, 679 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,040 Speaker 1: And I definitely I just want to just like you know, recently, 680 00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:16,520 Speaker 1: I've been studying a lot of like my favorite podcasts, right, 681 00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:19,720 Speaker 1: and a lot of my favorite podcasts. Like, when you 682 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,840 Speaker 1: think about something that you want to do, the blueprints 683 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:23,720 Speaker 1: already out there. You just have to tweak it and 684 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:26,080 Speaker 1: make it your own. So I've been studying a lot 685 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:30,480 Speaker 1: of the grace out there, and and I'm very excited 686 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,960 Speaker 1: about what I have planned for the podcast. Like, I've 687 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:37,080 Speaker 1: been working on new content and just working on new ideas. 688 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,440 Speaker 1: I hope that I'm not gonna say I hope. I 689 00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:41,880 Speaker 1: know it's gonna happen. Now I'm really big and speaking 690 00:32:41,880 --> 00:32:45,000 Speaker 1: ship into the existence. But you know, I definitely want 691 00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 1: to be on some shows and like just you know, 692 00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,240 Speaker 1: just show what black women go through and show that 693 00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:52,800 Speaker 1: we are powerful and we are especial and we are 694 00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:57,080 Speaker 1: dumb bitches like we we. I don't know, there's something 695 00:32:57,120 --> 00:32:59,960 Speaker 1: about black women. I just love being around black women 696 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:01,520 Speaker 1: and like, I think that there's nothing very in the 697 00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:05,320 Speaker 1: word than the black woman. You know. Another thing I 698 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:08,360 Speaker 1: want to we that me and my hobby is working 699 00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:12,680 Speaker 1: on and I definitely want to get married. Um. It's 700 00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:17,040 Speaker 1: so funny because I was around I'm always around his family, 701 00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:18,960 Speaker 1: and I'm just like, oh, like, I'm just so ready 702 00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:22,200 Speaker 1: to get him some brown babies. Like. So we're definitely 703 00:33:22,240 --> 00:33:24,480 Speaker 1: like working on a lot of things towards, like, you know, 704 00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:28,440 Speaker 1: becoming one. I definitely want to own some property and 705 00:33:28,560 --> 00:33:30,560 Speaker 1: I don't know, I definitely want to own some juice companies. 706 00:33:30,600 --> 00:33:34,600 Speaker 1: I love juiceing like I love a good grain juice. Uh. 707 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:36,120 Speaker 1: One thing another thing I want to work go on 708 00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:39,400 Speaker 1: is I definitely want to reach my financial goals. So 709 00:33:40,800 --> 00:33:42,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna literal. I'm gonna keep you updated with that 710 00:33:44,600 --> 00:33:48,960 Speaker 1: because I believe that, you know, financial wealth is important. 711 00:33:49,600 --> 00:33:51,280 Speaker 1: We gotta get our money to getta we gotta get 712 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:54,640 Speaker 1: our credit together, and so I definitely want to save 713 00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:58,200 Speaker 1: a couple of thousands stuff. So please, please please guys, 714 00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:01,200 Speaker 1: you know I know something. We want to go shopping. 715 00:34:01,320 --> 00:34:03,440 Speaker 1: We want to do this one there, but ain't nothing 716 00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:08,080 Speaker 1: like having that financial security. So that's what I'm working on. 717 00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:11,520 Speaker 1: And you know I want to be on a successible 718 00:34:11,600 --> 00:34:13,160 Speaker 1: So in my last is I'll plan to be in 719 00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:16,600 Speaker 1: forced as magazines like the sky is a limit man, 720 00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:20,800 Speaker 1: anything as possible, and that's pretty much it is. So 721 00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,560 Speaker 1: please let me know if you have any questions, uh, 722 00:34:23,719 --> 00:34:26,759 Speaker 1: any kindness, any concerns, let me know if you have 723 00:34:26,840 --> 00:34:29,680 Speaker 1: any ideas, if you have an interesting story. The PMP 724 00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:32,880 Speaker 1: podcast is back being back. We're gonna be recording some 725 00:34:32,960 --> 00:34:36,280 Speaker 1: new content really soon. Um, don't forget to do that review, 726 00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:39,080 Speaker 1: share with your friends, and you know, if you didn't 727 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:42,080 Speaker 1: receive anything else from this from me sharing my story, 728 00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:46,120 Speaker 1: just stuff the cookies up and if my country asked, 729 00:34:46,160 --> 00:34:50,120 Speaker 1: can do it. So can you later, y'all