WEBVTT - It's my biggest fear 0:00:11.119 --> 0:00:15.000 How to everybody. Welcome to the podcast. What is your 0:00:15.120 --> 0:00:18.880 greatest fear? I mean, the biggest fear of your life? Everybody. 0:00:18.960 --> 0:00:21.480 It seems like everybody's got one, and it's weird. It's 0:00:21.480 --> 0:00:26.680 almost like we're all wired to have our own tendency 0:00:26.800 --> 0:00:30.840 to be scared of something. Like some people will say snakes, 0:00:30.880 --> 0:00:33.800 and like if we're talking Indiana Jones, some people say snakes, 0:00:33.800 --> 0:00:37.560 some people say rats. Some people call spiders their biggest fear. 0:00:37.760 --> 0:00:41.920 Some people say it's heights. Some people say it's speed, 0:00:42.680 --> 0:00:45.880 going too fast? Is that's their biggest fear? Like they can't. 0:00:46.000 --> 0:00:49.760 Some people say the airplanes. Airplanes are their biggest fear. 0:00:50.800 --> 0:00:53.159 I know mine, and I want to talk about it 0:00:53.159 --> 0:00:55.960 on this podcast. I want to bring in our warehouse 0:00:55.960 --> 0:01:01.279 manager at EE Apparel and several time podcasts guest ex 0:01:01.440 --> 0:01:05.720 drummer of mine, Caleb Kelly. He is always has such 0:01:05.720 --> 0:01:08.080 a great perspective, so I want to talk about that. 0:01:08.440 --> 0:01:11.280 I also want to dive into your questions, which you 0:01:11.280 --> 0:01:16.600 could ask me at Grangersmith Podcast at gmail dot com. 0:01:17.040 --> 0:01:20.480 I hope everyone had a great holiday season. This is 0:01:20.560 --> 0:01:27.600 the last podcast of twenty twenty, and there's like a 0:01:27.760 --> 0:01:32.000 sigh of relief when I even say that, because twenty 0:01:32.040 --> 0:01:36.399 twenty has been such a crazy year for all of us. 0:01:37.120 --> 0:01:38.720 And I'm not talking about all of us as in 0:01:39.360 --> 0:01:41.600 ue apparel in my band. I'm talking about all of 0:01:41.640 --> 0:01:45.800 you too. This podcast is listened to by so many 0:01:46.800 --> 0:01:51.120 different countries and different cultures around the world. I get 0:01:51.160 --> 0:01:56.520 your emails, and it's wild that this year has affected 0:01:56.600 --> 0:02:01.280 all of us. Usually you would say something like this 0:02:01.960 --> 0:02:04.760 has affected this city, or this county, or this state, 0:02:05.240 --> 0:02:08.880 or sometimes this country. But this is rare that we 0:02:08.919 --> 0:02:12.079 could say that this has truly affected the world. It's 0:02:12.080 --> 0:02:15.320 not like a hurricane that affected a region. This has 0:02:15.400 --> 0:02:19.200 affected the world. And there's a sigh of relief thinking 0:02:19.200 --> 0:02:21.560 that we're going into a new year, a new calendar year, 0:02:22.080 --> 0:02:25.080 and I think it's so much on our shoulders to 0:02:25.200 --> 0:02:29.239 take on. What kind of perspective will we have going 0:02:29.280 --> 0:02:32.720 into twenty twenty one? What will we take away from 0:02:32.800 --> 0:02:37.160 twenty twenty? What will we never take for granted again 0:02:37.280 --> 0:02:40.959 that we learned by having less of it or none 0:02:41.000 --> 0:02:44.480 of it in twenty twenty, like touring. What will we 0:02:44.520 --> 0:02:48.120 look forward to and say, you know what I learned 0:02:48.720 --> 0:02:50.440 that this is where I put my foot down this 0:02:50.520 --> 0:02:53.840 is where I say, no, I will not go any further. 0:02:54.480 --> 0:02:57.160 Maybe this is a time where we say I've learned 0:02:57.160 --> 0:03:00.520 to bend. I've learned to I have an opinion on something, 0:03:00.560 --> 0:03:03.760 and now I've learned to put my opinion aside, put 0:03:03.800 --> 0:03:07.760 my ideology aside, and move in a different direction. So 0:03:07.800 --> 0:03:12.600 you got two different two completely different perspectives. People that 0:03:12.720 --> 0:03:15.560 know I will no longer bend, and people that maybe 0:03:15.600 --> 0:03:18.000 say I've learned how to bend. Where do you fall 0:03:18.080 --> 0:03:22.240 on this whole thing? I think no matter where you fall, 0:03:22.280 --> 0:03:24.440 I think we could all agree it's nice to at 0:03:24.520 --> 0:03:27.600 least turn the calendar year into twenty twenty one, get 0:03:27.639 --> 0:03:31.280 away from that twenty twenty stigma. Although we all know 0:03:31.360 --> 0:03:35.840 that just because the calendar changes doesn't mean the world's 0:03:35.880 --> 0:03:39.680 going to change or the pandemic is going to change it. 0:03:40.560 --> 0:03:45.320 It's a nice clean fresh start in our minds, and 0:03:45.480 --> 0:03:50.760 sometimes our minds is what leads to the full change 0:03:51.080 --> 0:03:54.880 or the full destination that we're heading for. All things 0:03:54.880 --> 0:03:59.080 to consider, and one thing to take in right now 0:03:59.120 --> 0:04:02.400 for me is that a lot of things happened for 0:04:02.560 --> 0:04:07.920 me in a positive way because of twenty twenty. The 0:04:08.160 --> 0:04:13.120 earl Devils truck restoration that happened only because of twenty twenty, 0:04:13.440 --> 0:04:16.280 only because of me. Butch and Bull were off from 0:04:16.440 --> 0:04:21.000 touring and mom. Mom had this old barn with my 0:04:21.120 --> 0:04:24.200 old and dad's old truck in it. I go pick 0:04:24.200 --> 0:04:25.919 it up in a flatbed and take it here to 0:04:25.960 --> 0:04:28.760 the Yegee Farm to rebuild it. That a will happened 0:04:28.800 --> 0:04:32.000 because of twenty twenty. Of this podcast is now a 0:04:32.040 --> 0:04:36.960 weekly thing. I was maybe heading that direction, knowing that 0:04:37.040 --> 0:04:39.039 I probably should make it a weekly thing. But when 0:04:39.040 --> 0:04:41.320 twenty twenty hit and we stopped touring, I thought, Okay, 0:04:41.360 --> 0:04:43.760 here it is. It's time to make the podcast an 0:04:43.800 --> 0:04:47.279 every Monday thing. So there are a lot of There 0:04:47.320 --> 0:04:49.000 are a lot of things that I'll look back on 0:04:49.120 --> 0:04:52.320 years from now ago that was because of twenty twenty. 0:04:52.600 --> 0:04:55.880 There's bad things, of course, but there are thinks as 0:04:55.960 --> 0:04:58.320 years go by, we'll see more of the positive and 0:04:58.360 --> 0:05:01.799 we'll go it was twenty twenty that allowed that to happen, 0:05:01.960 --> 0:05:04.479 or opened the door for that to happen. What do 0:05:04.560 --> 0:05:07.320 you say about that? And how many things have you 0:05:07.400 --> 0:05:09.920 now realized that twenty twenty has opened the door for 0:05:10.360 --> 0:05:13.160 That's all stuff to think about. I want to talk 0:05:13.160 --> 0:05:15.760 about this and I want to talk about what my 0:05:15.960 --> 0:05:20.640 greatest fear is. Welcome to the podcast episode sixty four. 0:05:20.760 --> 0:06:01.719 Ye ye did change in month time line by fool 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:20.600 up and down during back crazy cool. Yeah thatation. So 0:06:20.880 --> 0:06:25.400 during the truck giveaway at ee Appearl, I remember at 0:06:25.440 --> 0:06:28.000 one point it was like really late at night, like 0:06:28.200 --> 0:06:32.720 twelve thirty at night, and the contestants were out their 0:06:32.839 --> 0:06:34.920 hands on the truck and they were just talking, talking, talking. 0:06:34.960 --> 0:06:36.360 I guess they were trying to think of things to 0:06:36.480 --> 0:06:41.440 keep their minds occupied. But there their conversation was what 0:06:41.600 --> 0:06:44.440 is your biggest fear? And so as I'm going by, 0:06:44.839 --> 0:06:46.480 I was actually taking a picture of them on the 0:06:46.600 --> 0:06:50.800 roof and they're like, Hey, what's your greatest fear? And 0:06:51.360 --> 0:06:55.279 the reality is I said deep water, Like that's that's 0:06:55.440 --> 0:06:59.440 my That is it? Like I don't feel great about 0:06:59.800 --> 0:07:02.400 being really really high, you know, like if I want to, 0:07:03.240 --> 0:07:05.280 if IM at the Grand Canyon, which I brought that 0:07:05.440 --> 0:07:08.080 up to, I could be at the Grand Canyon and 0:07:08.120 --> 0:07:11.120 I could be sitting on the edge and dangling my 0:07:11.240 --> 0:07:14.240 legs right, and I don't feel good about that. But 0:07:14.360 --> 0:07:17.440 that's nothing compared to how I feel about deep water 0:07:17.520 --> 0:07:19.480 and the way that I always and the way that 0:07:19.560 --> 0:07:25.840 I told them that day was, imagine you're you're in 0:07:25.960 --> 0:07:31.360 some really really deep channel with an unknown bottom, and 0:07:31.440 --> 0:07:34.960 there's a some kind of warship floating in the middle, 0:07:35.400 --> 0:07:39.600 tied up, and they say, we need you for a bet. 0:07:40.080 --> 0:07:44.200 Swim under the warship. The propellers are off, they're they're there, 0:07:44.760 --> 0:07:48.280 but they're not turned on, the engines off. But you 0:07:48.680 --> 0:07:51.760 need to swim all the way under the propellers, unknown 0:07:51.840 --> 0:07:54.200 what's in these waters, and come out the other side 0:07:54.240 --> 0:07:56.680 and be like, Nope, it could be a million dollars. 0:07:56.880 --> 0:07:58.640 I'm not doing it. I'm not going in that water. 0:07:59.320 --> 0:08:02.600 Not my jam, deep dark water, No thanks. And then 0:08:02.640 --> 0:08:07.480 you remind me today of the story of us in California, 0:08:09.080 --> 0:08:11.240 a band trip we're on. I guess we were on 0:08:11.360 --> 0:08:13.480 tour if you call it that. We didn't have very 0:08:13.560 --> 0:08:16.800 many people that listened to our music back then, was 0:08:16.840 --> 0:08:21.040 about twenty eleven, Yeah, yeah, twenty eleven or twenty twelve, 0:08:21.200 --> 0:08:26.520 went out to LA and played well, we went to 0:08:26.600 --> 0:08:30.280 Steel Panther that was we played, but not many people 0:08:30.360 --> 0:08:35.040 came to see us. And we did do a specific 0:08:35.120 --> 0:08:40.520 trip to We're in like LA, and we decided to 0:08:40.640 --> 0:08:44.200 go and paddleboard. Was it La or San Diego or wherever? 0:08:44.440 --> 0:08:49.240 I think Pacific Beach. I'm gonna get it wrong. I'm 0:08:49.280 --> 0:08:53.280 not from there, but it was gorgeous and like a 0:08:53.400 --> 0:08:57.280 week before I forget who else for the name was, 0:08:57.360 --> 0:08:59.280 but he said that there was a great white shirt 0:09:00.280 --> 0:09:03.319 siding at that. Seal Rock is what they called it. Yeah, 0:09:03.360 --> 0:09:08.319 that's right, seal Rock. Do you know seal Rock? If 0:09:08.320 --> 0:09:11.719 you're listening, you know seal Rock. So, seal Rock is 0:09:11.880 --> 0:09:16.079 a is a famous place on the beach, and we 0:09:16.240 --> 0:09:21.000 decided it's a good idea to paddle board out there. Yeah, 0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:25.040 and what we said it was an idea. Yeah, we 0:09:25.080 --> 0:09:27.520 didn't decided it was a good idea, right, We decided 0:09:27.559 --> 0:09:32.160 it was an idea to paddle board because other people 0:09:32.200 --> 0:09:34.400 were doing it, not a lot, but there was like 0:09:34.520 --> 0:09:36.320 maybe one other guy out there doing it. Johnny had 0:09:36.320 --> 0:09:39.040 gone out before us too, Yeah, bass player Johnny had 0:09:39.040 --> 0:09:41.760 done it and the guy that was we were. We 0:09:41.800 --> 0:09:44.959 couldn't afford hotels back then, especially in La. So we 0:09:45.040 --> 0:09:49.080 were crashing at one of Tyler's high school buddies apartment 0:09:50.559 --> 0:09:56.240 and he had paddle boards and you could literally take 0:09:56.280 --> 0:09:59.840 your paddle board and walk from there to the water. Yeah, 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:03.559 that was awesome. So we're like, cool, we've got the 0:10:03.600 --> 0:10:06.800 afternoon to kill. Let's go out there and we'll paddle about. 0:10:06.840 --> 0:10:09.480 How hard can it be? You stand on this board 0:10:09.520 --> 0:10:12.280 if you've never done this before, it's a massive board. 0:10:12.400 --> 0:10:16.120 It's bigger than a surfboard. It's massive, super what could 0:10:16.200 --> 0:10:19.400 go wrong? You stand on a massive board, You paddle 0:10:19.440 --> 0:10:23.560 yourself around and you it's got rubber on the bottom 0:10:23.600 --> 0:10:25.240 so you're not going to slip off, and you get 0:10:25.280 --> 0:10:28.760 to see the sights and you get to enjoy a 0:10:29.160 --> 0:10:31.720 nice day at the beach. You know, the water's cold, 0:10:31.800 --> 0:10:34.440 so you don't have to swim in the water. You're 0:10:34.600 --> 0:10:39.120 on top of it. Sounds nice, sounds super easy, sounds easy, 0:10:39.200 --> 0:10:42.040 self explanatory. So we go at the seal rock wrong 0:10:42.840 --> 0:10:46.880 and this is how far from the shore? Like I 0:10:46.960 --> 0:10:53.560 was probably only yards from memory, that's what it fired. 0:10:53.600 --> 0:10:56.800 Six hundred yards Yeah, I guess that's about right. Yeah, 0:10:56.840 --> 0:10:59.160 because we had to get through five football fields. Yeah, 0:10:59.200 --> 0:11:00.679 we had to get it. You can see it from 0:11:01.080 --> 0:11:03.600 from the coast. And was like, oh, yeah, it sounds 0:11:03.640 --> 0:11:07.719 pretty cool. There's been a great white out there. Paddleboard 0:11:07.760 --> 0:11:10.920 out to it. I was, I was. I was a 0:11:11.000 --> 0:11:13.160 little shocked at how hard it is to even just 0:11:13.320 --> 0:11:16.199 get out to where you can just stand out and 0:11:16.240 --> 0:11:20.439 paddle board. And the water is crystal clear, which is 0:11:20.600 --> 0:11:25.200 bad because you could see straight down an infinite amount 0:11:25.240 --> 0:11:28.520 of feet down. I mean it's probably it's probably like 0:11:28.720 --> 0:11:31.000 one hundred feet, but it seems like it could be 0:11:31.080 --> 0:11:33.480 a thousand and you wouldn't know the difference. All deep 0:11:33.559 --> 0:11:35.800 dark water to me is a thousand feet. Yeah, And 0:11:35.800 --> 0:11:38.880 there's all sorts of ugly creatures in there, and there 0:11:39.040 --> 0:11:42.439 is to help build the scene. There's this kale is 0:11:42.480 --> 0:11:44.319 that what it is called kelp is like a kelp 0:11:44.400 --> 0:11:51.439 for it cannot kale kale for kelp, it's kelp, that's right. 0:11:51.559 --> 0:11:54.360 And and there's it's like a kelp forest. So these 0:11:54.679 --> 0:12:00.880 long they're like underwater trees, but they don't come out 0:12:00.920 --> 0:12:02.679 of the bottom. They come out of the surface, and 0:12:02.760 --> 0:12:06.160 they do grow down right. I didn't know that at all. 0:12:06.679 --> 0:12:08.520 I didn't know that's a I don't think they grow 0:12:08.600 --> 0:12:11.240 from the bottom. They grow from the top down. And 0:12:11.640 --> 0:12:18.839 they are twenty feet long, and there's just it's a 0:12:19.000 --> 0:12:22.599 forest of them. So as you're paddleboarding over them, you 0:12:22.800 --> 0:12:25.480 look and you just see these It's kind of beautiful. 0:12:25.520 --> 0:12:28.640 I mean you're in crystal clear blue water and you're 0:12:28.679 --> 0:12:33.680 looking down at these green, upside down trees growing down 0:12:34.800 --> 0:12:42.079 into an infinite depth. So it's beautiful, but terrifying, Absolutely terrifying, 0:12:42.200 --> 0:12:45.760 especially knowing there's seals that you could see active seals 0:12:45.800 --> 0:12:50.439 swimming around. They're jumping on these big volcanic rocks. And 0:12:50.559 --> 0:12:53.760 with seals, there's great white sharks. Yeah. So it's this 0:12:53.880 --> 0:12:56.079 big rock that has a bunch of seals on it, 0:12:56.200 --> 0:12:59.280 that has a kelp forest around it. It's like and 0:12:59.400 --> 0:13:02.520 we decide to go paddle board out to it, which 0:13:02.679 --> 0:13:07.200 was god awful idea. And you don't don't really realize 0:13:08.400 --> 0:13:10.920 any of this until you're out there because from the 0:13:11.040 --> 0:13:14.959 sand you're looking out you're like, dude, you want to 0:13:15.120 --> 0:13:17.280 do you guys want to go up there? Yeah? Hey, 0:13:17.480 --> 0:13:20.920 well so and so has some paddle boards. We could 0:13:20.960 --> 0:13:23.679 just literally does it cost anything, No, it's free. You 0:13:23.800 --> 0:13:26.559 just go grab just walk out there and just go cool. 0:13:26.880 --> 0:13:28.959 Does it take any kind of experience? No, you just 0:13:29.160 --> 0:13:32.480 literally stand on the board and paddle. Yeah. Skipping the 0:13:32.559 --> 0:13:35.600 part where you like, you know, everybody's seen like Baywatch 0:13:35.720 --> 0:13:39.080 or whatever where you you grab the board. This mountain 0:13:39.120 --> 0:13:40.719 man had no idea how to do it. You know. 0:13:40.800 --> 0:13:42.360 You grab the board and you're like, I've seen it, 0:13:43.280 --> 0:13:46.079 you know, I've seen Uh was a point break, you know, 0:13:46.120 --> 0:13:48.760 where you put the board down, you paddle out, and 0:13:48.800 --> 0:13:51.319 then when the wave comes to crest over you, you 0:13:51.440 --> 0:13:53.080 just kind of hold onto the board and you push 0:13:53.160 --> 0:13:55.079 down and you go through the wave and then you 0:13:55.440 --> 0:13:57.839 go to the next one. Yeah, I didn't do that. 0:13:57.920 --> 0:14:00.360 Did that work out for you? No? I didn't. I 0:14:00.440 --> 0:14:04.040 put my mind out quickly. I was terrible. So I 0:14:04.120 --> 0:14:06.480 put my hands down on the board and I was like, cool, 0:14:06.520 --> 0:14:07.920 I'm gonna do that thing where you just kind of 0:14:08.000 --> 0:14:11.640 punched through the water and I hit the wave, the 0:14:11.679 --> 0:14:13.640 wave hit the board, the board hit my face, and 0:14:13.720 --> 0:14:16.480 then I kind of rolled around, eventually making it through 0:14:16.520 --> 0:14:18.400 the wave. But it was not It was not like 0:14:18.480 --> 0:14:24.040 the movies. No, I remember you being pretty good. You're 0:14:24.280 --> 0:14:26.040 just kind of naturally good at that kind of stuff. 0:14:27.000 --> 0:14:31.640 I was bad, and you don't. It's one of these things, 0:14:31.680 --> 0:14:33.440 like I said, you don't realize it till you're in. 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:36.920 You're four hundred yards from the shore and you're in 0:14:37.560 --> 0:14:41.880 kelp forest with an infinite depth, and you realize, man, 0:14:42.000 --> 0:14:44.520 this is kind of scary, and I'm kind of getting tired. 0:14:44.600 --> 0:14:47.320 Which is the problem is when you start getting tired, 0:14:47.680 --> 0:14:50.000 that's kind of the problem with most things in life. 0:14:50.840 --> 0:14:54.200 When you start getting tired and fatigued, you lose your 0:14:54.440 --> 0:15:00.440 sense of space and balance and perception. And I'll go 0:15:00.480 --> 0:15:05.280 ahead and I'll jump to the punchline just to say 0:15:05.440 --> 0:15:08.880 we did not see a shark that day. No, I 0:15:08.880 --> 0:15:10.840 don't want to lead this story like we're going into 0:15:11.320 --> 0:15:13.800 I'm about to see a shark bite my foot. We 0:15:13.920 --> 0:15:19.840 didn't see one, not that we saw. I think he 0:15:20.000 --> 0:15:22.360 was there. Not to say that one didn't see us, 0:15:22.400 --> 0:15:25.920 I think right what you're saying, but his evil spirit. 0:15:26.240 --> 0:15:31.120 What did happen was I got tired and at some 0:15:31.360 --> 0:15:34.160 level when we thought we should probably start heading back, 0:15:34.280 --> 0:15:38.440 I fell off. And that is not the place you 0:15:38.560 --> 0:15:42.680 want to imagine your two little legs kicking on the 0:15:42.800 --> 0:15:48.000 side of a massive plastic white board a beacon for 0:15:48.240 --> 0:15:51.680 a dinner bell. You already look like prey. Yeah, we 0:15:51.760 --> 0:15:54.920 were like thirty yards from the seal Rock and that's 0:15:54.960 --> 0:15:59.240 where you fell off into the Kelp forest. By seal 0:15:59.360 --> 0:16:03.760 Rock that has seals on it into the water. I 0:16:03.880 --> 0:16:06.920 fell off For a split second. I was like, he's gone. Bro, Yeah, 0:16:08.520 --> 0:16:13.520 told me that he's gone. He was a good guy. Well, 0:16:13.560 --> 0:16:15.960 I couldn't move really fast or I'd fall off and 0:16:16.040 --> 0:16:18.600 join you, and I did not want to join you. 0:16:19.200 --> 0:16:21.160 I don't remember there's two or three of us, Tyler, 0:16:21.200 --> 0:16:23.080 I think was with us. I thought it was just 0:16:24.520 --> 0:16:26.360 me and you. Yeah, it was just me and you. 0:16:26.520 --> 0:16:28.880 Well that's my memory is at that point, it was 0:16:29.000 --> 0:16:32.200 just me. So we were gone. Bro. You didn't make 0:16:32.240 --> 0:16:36.840 an effort to jump off. And it wasn't like I 0:16:37.040 --> 0:16:41.240 was having trouble in the water. It was the fact 0:16:41.240 --> 0:16:43.280 that I was in the water that you just don't 0:16:43.320 --> 0:16:45.280 want to be in the water in the cup forest 0:16:45.720 --> 0:16:49.400 by seal Rock. And it was sheer panic in my 0:16:49.920 --> 0:16:54.280 eyes because I just thought, here here goes. You know 0:16:54.400 --> 0:16:57.320 that any minute, mister great white Jaws is going to 0:16:57.360 --> 0:16:59.200 take my legs and that's going to be the end, 0:17:00.040 --> 0:17:05.080 and I will have officially died inside my deepest fear. 0:17:06.720 --> 0:17:09.080 I mean, the seals are getting taken out. Seals are 0:17:09.119 --> 0:17:12.399 bigger than me, yeah, and they have little legs and 0:17:12.520 --> 0:17:15.480 little faces like me. I'm not that different than the seal. 0:17:15.560 --> 0:17:19.520 I you know, I don't have as much blubber, but man, 0:17:20.560 --> 0:17:24.119 I was watching you. The seals were watching you. Shark 0:17:24.200 --> 0:17:28.679 was probably watching you. I remember sitting still like he's gone, bro, 0:17:29.160 --> 0:17:31.800 just there's nothing you can do about it, and you 0:17:31.920 --> 0:17:34.000 can't popping out of that water like a wet cat. 0:17:35.520 --> 0:17:37.240 I made it back out, and here I think I 0:17:37.320 --> 0:17:40.040 fell again. I made it back onto the todder board, 0:17:40.200 --> 0:17:42.040 and I think on the way back in I fell 0:17:42.080 --> 0:17:44.280 two or three more times. We had passed, we had 0:17:44.320 --> 0:17:47.120 passed the Kelp Forest by then. I remember, right after 0:17:47.160 --> 0:17:49.080 you first got on your board, after you fell the 0:17:49.119 --> 0:17:51.359 first time, both of us kind of like, you know, 0:17:51.480 --> 0:17:55.320 like guys like, I mean, we can go in if 0:17:55.359 --> 0:17:57.959 you want to go in, I'm in, yeah, And then 0:17:58.000 --> 0:18:00.960 we headed in, both realizing that it was really stupid idea. 0:18:01.520 --> 0:18:04.200 So I take I take questions on this podcast granger 0:18:04.440 --> 0:18:08.600 Smith Podcast at gmail dot com. Email me right now. 0:18:09.160 --> 0:18:11.840 If you're listening and you're thinking you have a fear 0:18:12.000 --> 0:18:14.240 that we that Caleb and I should talk about, and 0:18:14.400 --> 0:18:17.520 make sure in the subject line you put my greatest fear. 0:18:17.840 --> 0:18:21.280 Put my greatest fear and email it to Grangersmith Podcast 0:18:21.320 --> 0:18:23.960 at gmail dot com and then I'll make sure Caleb 0:18:24.000 --> 0:18:26.720 you come back, because you are one of the guys 0:18:26.760 --> 0:18:30.440 that has probably less fear of any other human I've 0:18:30.480 --> 0:18:34.080 ever met, probably the least you have the least amount 0:18:34.080 --> 0:18:36.560 of things that scare you. Yeah, as you say, thank you, 0:18:37.240 --> 0:18:42.560 but thank you. So this would be this would be 0:18:42.600 --> 0:18:44.840 a good subject for a future podcast as I could 0:18:44.880 --> 0:18:48.840 go through some of your greatest greatest fears and read 0:18:48.920 --> 0:18:52.560 them aloud off the cuff, and we could just go 0:18:52.720 --> 0:18:56.320 down the list and we could say yep, yep, yep, validated, validated. 0:18:56.720 --> 0:18:59.520 I don't know about that one, and that good be 0:18:59.640 --> 0:19:04.359 a episode now that you know mine, what is yours? Uh? 0:19:06.119 --> 0:19:12.880 Deep dark Water and Neil Diamond music right there, both 0:19:12.960 --> 0:19:17.760 equally terrifying. You remember that movie Saving Silverman? Yes, and 0:19:17.920 --> 0:19:20.320 unfortunately it was a really good movie, and that that 0:19:20.560 --> 0:19:23.399 was the one where what was it saying that they're like, 0:19:23.840 --> 0:19:26.280 I hate Neil Diamond. He goes, yeah, well he's our 0:19:26.359 --> 0:19:29.800 hero and he's an America songwriter. Yeah, that was a 0:19:29.840 --> 0:19:32.360 good movie. Still still Neil's not getting off the hook. 0:19:33.040 --> 0:19:35.600 Terrible music. Yeah, that was a funny movie. That was 0:19:35.640 --> 0:19:38.320 one of the old movies we watched the Van he 0:19:38.520 --> 0:19:40.200 okay when he gets on the vand when he gets 0:19:40.240 --> 0:19:42.160 in there and he's like, this is a mission of love. 0:19:42.440 --> 0:19:44.560 It was a it was a funny movie up until 0:19:44.600 --> 0:19:47.840 that point. I was like, see Neil Roon as he does. 0:19:48.359 --> 0:19:51.239 Everyone could relate to Saving Silverman because you've either been 0:19:51.320 --> 0:19:54.960 in a relationship like that with an absolute crazy person, 0:19:55.760 --> 0:20:00.600 or you've definitely been involved in a friend sir, where 0:20:00.720 --> 0:20:03.640 one of the friends is in that relationship and all 0:20:03.720 --> 0:20:06.080 the guys are or maybe girls. I can't speak for 0:20:06.160 --> 0:20:09.160 the girls, but all the guys are conspiring on how 0:20:09.240 --> 0:20:12.440 to break them up to get their friend back. We've 0:20:12.480 --> 0:20:16.719 all been in one of those two situations. Everybody's known 0:20:16.720 --> 0:20:21.200 a Yoko Yeah right yeah. Unfortunate for the Beatles. So 0:20:22.119 --> 0:20:24.000 let's take a break and then let's answer some of 0:20:24.280 --> 0:20:27.359 the questions. 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All these different folders categories. 0:24:15.680 --> 0:24:19.480 I have an other folder, okay, but this is out 0:24:19.520 --> 0:24:21.520 of my light folder. I'll start with the oldest one, 0:24:21.560 --> 0:24:26.040 which comes back in September. It's from Patrick, and Patrick's 0:24:26.040 --> 0:24:30.120 from Harrison, Ohio. He says, would you ever be interested 0:24:30.359 --> 0:24:33.800 in writing a book about your career, family, faith, grief, 0:24:33.880 --> 0:24:36.120 et cetera. I feel like you're very knowledgeable and could 0:24:36.160 --> 0:24:39.160 provide so much insight to these topics. You're my inspiration 0:24:39.640 --> 0:24:42.359