Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision. Yo, Yo, Yo,
Speaker 1: Yo yo, Welcome to another episode of horrid Blair. This
Speaker 1: is yo. I'm sorry, y'all. It's your girl Mandy b
Speaker 1: a k A dad bitch a k A pitt Stein
Speaker 1: a k A I fucking mama and your daddy a
Speaker 1: k A. Genuinee is fine, and y'all better stop playing
Speaker 1: with that man. He's fun if he doesn't dance. I
Speaker 1: don't like the dancing. It's giving less dance badly together. Well,
Speaker 1: my name is wheezy. What the fun is Genuine doing
Speaker 1: on stage? He's doing everything that clearly made it sowere.
Speaker 1: This motherfucker got a hell a lot of kids, with
Speaker 1: a hell of a lot of baby mama's. They probably
Speaker 1: got a good dick, honestly, like big dick. Niggas always
Speaker 1: like they always have like a little corny because God
Speaker 1: is fair, so there's always something kind of wrong with them.
Speaker 1: And in Genuine's case, it's like that's probably what you know,
Speaker 1: what's easy. And I'll tell you everybody, Hey, listen, baby
Speaker 1: a bitch can't dance, but I can't botus ads back
Speaker 1: on some dick that's all that matter. I can fuck like.
Speaker 1: I can't dance, I can't really grind, can't really vibrate,
Speaker 1: but when the dick is inside me, I can see.
Speaker 1: It was crazy to was Trina actually said that I
Speaker 1: could like or No, it wasn't even treating that. She
Speaker 1: said she has been around with the dick still aside.
Speaker 1: But there's like someone else that says that she can't
Speaker 1: do it on a dick. Uh, right, what about it?
Speaker 1: I can do a lot on a dick. I just
Speaker 1: can't do a lot. We know you can't ride one.
Speaker 1: I mean, I just choose bendy if you basically are
Speaker 1: now telling us all you can do is throw it back,
Speaker 1: and that's what the niggas like. I got some ads,
Speaker 1: I got some man's back there. Uh, speaking of I
Speaker 1: guess I wanted to start off with a little bit
Speaker 1: of catch up because we have a lot of a
Speaker 1: lot a lot of guests coming up. And so while
Speaker 1: you guys have been loving the solos, we have some
Speaker 1: really really dope guests. We're in a fight, I mean,
Speaker 1: or it just means we both really don't have a
Speaker 1: sexual life right now or dating life or niggas is.
Speaker 1: So let's talk about someone else. Honestly, the guests that
Speaker 1: we're having lately though, everyone's just kind of coming in
Speaker 1: town right now. It's just like a time when I'm
Speaker 1: here for it. Sometimes there's weeks where it's like the
Speaker 1: guests are kind of whack, and then there's other times
Speaker 1: where I would never call a guest whack. Guys. Ever,
Speaker 1: we've got a week guest. That's why I just looked
Speaker 1: at them like week. Fine. I mean, we weren't given
Speaker 1: we're supposed to be gay, that we could do that,
Speaker 1: we could do that. It's so crazy now because ever
Speaker 1: that I want Rolling Ray in this bitch, I will
Speaker 1: roll good. Do you watch her? Okay? So okay? Is
Speaker 1: this king of a wheel chair? So I'm not even
Speaker 1: gonna lie to you. This may be a really toxic
Speaker 1: question to ask. Do you think Rolling Ray is the
Speaker 1: top or bottom? What? What could he be? I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't know if he has I guess bottoming, but
Speaker 1: I don't know how what functionality is. Also, I just
Speaker 1: want to make a note. We are not ablest homes.
Speaker 1: You know, we had not. I was about to roll
Speaker 1: that hell out of here when she started talking about
Speaker 1: how I couldn't suck date and We had a comment
Speaker 1: recently where someone said, I loved your blind guy episode
Speaker 1: and uh, you know both women that we had two
Speaker 1: women in a wheelchair not really a man, you know.
Speaker 1: But we've also had um shorty that everyone loved. The
Speaker 1: white chick who was missing an arm, Dia die. It
Speaker 1: was I don't thinking her name was something else, d
Speaker 1: a y a no name. You know, we grew white
Speaker 1: women in together, but anyway was spicy. She was a
Speaker 1: top many getting all the disabled people. Where are you at, bitch?
Speaker 1: You said you weren't enables. I said, no, we are.
Speaker 1: I'm saying you need to fig you need to bring
Speaker 1: sex bit, you need to go outside in the sex
Speaker 1: club people. I bring in some sex workers. I bring
Speaker 1: in the niggas that want to be pegged. I leaned
Speaker 1: more towards the black sex Slane. You bringing the others.
Speaker 1: You're bringing the other Mandyaga like I'm in the parking lot,
Speaker 1: just waiting on the handicapped spot, Like you want to
Speaker 1: be on the show. It's it's given. I remember you
Speaker 1: brought a cross dresser on that you came across on
Speaker 1: fucking one of them dating apps. You're like, yo, swipe
Speaker 1: this thing and said let me swipe right and see
Speaker 1: if he wants to come on the pod. You literally
Speaker 1: and white man, white you, you look for everyone. I'd
Speaker 1: just be like, what nig I mean, I guess that's true.
Speaker 1: I do like, I don't know. I just want some
Speaker 1: weird ass guests. I um, I was just thinking of something.
Speaker 1: Oh if, by the way, if you're listening to this,
Speaker 1: and yes, I am joking about disabilities, and I want
Speaker 1: to joke in your face. I would love to interview
Speaker 1: someone that maybe has three with a policy or just
Speaker 1: something that maybe is a hinder insturing sex. And I'd
Speaker 1: love for you to bring awareness talk about on the
Speaker 1: on the pod. Maybe someone with autism. I think I
Speaker 1: want to bring on to somebody that got that thing
Speaker 1: from like Douce Biggelow male Gigglo. No, not the tourette,
Speaker 1: the bitch that just she just fell asleep to where
Speaker 1: she had to have her hair tied to the thing.
Speaker 1: She would I want to know if like, what what
Speaker 1: do you do to a male ego? If he busting
Speaker 1: that ask and you just I want somebody who just
Speaker 1: be falling asleep out of nowhere. That's what I won't do. Yeah,
Speaker 1: anyone with an Arcilepsi is listening or has made it
Speaker 1: through this part of the podcast, but but I really
Speaker 1: do want um what was I gonna say? Uh? What
Speaker 1: did you say before that? And Arcilepsi tourette Sophia with
Speaker 1: an ass Yall should check out her episode. She had
Speaker 1: a girl with tress on the show and it was
Speaker 1: recording at my studio and one of the girls, Yomie,
Speaker 1: wrote me and was like, Bro, this ship is real,
Speaker 1: Like this is not a joke. This girl can't stop
Speaker 1: saying big black, Like you can't say and stop saying
Speaker 1: what did she say? It wasn't big black. I was
Speaker 1: thinking about the girl from the dentist. Remember he was like,
Speaker 1: I want to baby say on anesthesia. People whenever they
Speaker 1: have outbursts on medication, love talking about big black cocks
Speaker 1: because it's it's good and we all think about it
Speaker 1: often we do. But yeah, if you got tarette, hit
Speaker 1: me up, um unless we're gonna speaking a big black dick?
Speaker 1: Have you like that? Guy? I know the last time
Speaker 1: I came in here, I was without, but now I'm
Speaker 1: within and I actually sucked the nigga that kissed a
Speaker 1: bitch um at the box. So I did talk about
Speaker 1: it on Patreon. It was amazing. It was really good.
Speaker 1: We sucked for two and a half hours. I was
Speaker 1: in pain. Um, he and I are going to be
Speaker 1: having sex after envisioned test. I think I'm taking him
Speaker 1: to company x X whatever. That okay, so fancy excited
Speaker 1: on sucking him again. Y'all know I love a little
Speaker 1: artist niked Um And then so a few weeks ago,
Speaker 1: I was in New York for a Netflix from me
Speaker 1: here y'all. I'm sure everybody's seen it now you probably
Speaker 1: haven't seen to Get Intergalactic by kid Cutty. Holy shit,
Speaker 1: that was one of the best things I've seen. It's
Speaker 1: an animation. Kenya produced it, which was why I came here.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, it's so good. Mandy You if no
Speaker 1: one's ever done mushrooms, watch it and you'll know what
Speaker 1: it feels like. It was phenomenal. So at the party,
Speaker 1: I I didn't have mixed business with pleasure. Oh I mean,
Speaker 1: I guess it wasn't business. I don't work with him.
Speaker 1: He was just there. But um, there was a guy
Speaker 1: that I've seen on some Zoom calls for work, and
Speaker 1: he was very cute in the flesh and you know,
Speaker 1: It was one of those moments where I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: you were out of the same city, but we're in
Speaker 1: l a Whene, We're in New York. And then who
Speaker 1: knows a night at last, Lap turned into me basically
Speaker 1: telling him I haven't had sex in a while, and
Speaker 1: he said, uh, well, damn, how long has it been.
Speaker 1: I was like, seventy days probably, I don't know, Like
Speaker 1: I was just naming some ship off and he was like, well,
Speaker 1: do you want to talk about day seventy one and
Speaker 1: spoon at my hotel? And I was like, no, I'm good.
Speaker 1: So I was out again with my home girl. I'm
Speaker 1: looking at Gabby and I'm like, I think I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go spoon with him. Like I think I'm gonna do it.
Speaker 1: She's like, but it's like four o'clock in the morning. Bro,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I think that's just what I want to do.
Speaker 1: That be loving utensils. Not you spoony, you'd be scissory,
Speaker 1: you'd be doing little. I go to his hotel, m
Speaker 1: I literally showed up and I was like, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: be honest with Shoo. I'm just showing up here for
Speaker 1: the bath products. Because this particular hotel has a great
Speaker 1: line of ship and he was like, that's cool. I'm
Speaker 1: gon nigga too, so whatever. He had a road waiting
Speaker 1: for me and I was like, I'm really, like actually
Speaker 1: not ready for sex. And he was like, oh, if
Speaker 1: I wanted to have sex tonight, I wouldn't have told
Speaker 1: you that. I would have got some pussy. I was like, okay,
Speaker 1: which is facts, like he could sun wherever he wants.
Speaker 1: So we were in the bed talking for like three hours, cuddling.
Speaker 1: I really wanted to feel if it was big, but
Speaker 1: I thought if I felt it, then I was gonna
Speaker 1: fuck it. So I held on. I met some many
Speaker 1: like I wasn't gonna suck him. I told him he
Speaker 1: wasn't working, And then it was big. I said, damn
Speaker 1: damn that that would like Jesus too. Once you have
Speaker 1: to like ladies p s A if you don't want
Speaker 1: to fuck a guy. And this is the first time
Speaker 1: of you guys meeting, this is the first time y'all
Speaker 1: hanging out. Don't even don't even play pockets, don't rub
Speaker 1: the dick, don't try to see if it's big or not.
Speaker 1: Just save that for another time, because once you see, God,
Speaker 1: damn it that thing throbbing. I'm telling you you can't,
Speaker 1: so I made sure to like not go around it.
Speaker 1: So then we're in the bed for another like three
Speaker 1: hours in the morning, just talking ship and you know
Speaker 1: how he got put onto work and same and we're like,
Speaker 1: you didn't even try to feel for the morning, would know, however,
Speaker 1: And we were in the bed the whole time. He
Speaker 1: didn't even stand up. I was like, fuck, I was
Speaker 1: in panties, he was in his boxers, and he kept
Speaker 1: telling me I was soft and I wanted to just
Speaker 1: grab it, but if I grabbed it, I knew I
Speaker 1: was gonna put it in my mouth, so I didn't.
Speaker 1: But literally, I'm leaving and I'm like, I'm leaving at
Speaker 1: one o'clock in the afternoon, bro, And I'm like, I've
Speaker 1: never cuddled with someone and not kissed them. And he
Speaker 1: was like yeah. And then he's looking at me and
Speaker 1: I'm like, wait, y'all didn't kiss all night, no, or
Speaker 1: something like, so we just do it now, so y'all spoon.
Speaker 1: But there was no intimate like now, we were just
Speaker 1: talking too long. So then he looked at me and
Speaker 1: he's like okay, and I'm like, should we do it now,
Speaker 1: and then he started coming close to me. I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: that was not that was awkward. So then we like
Speaker 1: tried to do it again, and he was a really
Speaker 1: good kisser, and I realized it was God, because bitch,
Speaker 1: if I would have kiss that nickea last, what you
Speaker 1: mean it was God? Can you not bring God into this?
Speaker 1: I really didn't want to have sex with someone that
Speaker 1: was kind of work adjacent. And again I don't work
Speaker 1: with him right, like, it's just like it is kind
Speaker 1: of the same world, like for real. So I was like,
Speaker 1: this might be too close to home. But once I
Speaker 1: kiss that nigga, I'm gonna l I've been thinking about
Speaker 1: the whole time. And he's rich, but not like rich
Speaker 1: enough to be in the public eye rich, just low
Speaker 1: key rich, which is even better because now bitches might
Speaker 1: look at you and be like, oh, he has not
Speaker 1: a nice watching clothes, but like maybe he's nobody, and
Speaker 1: then all the money is for me, so you so
Speaker 1: he's now an option, and then you still have the
Speaker 1: box guy. So now you have two guys that you're
Speaker 1: kind of I do and a girl and a girl
Speaker 1: remember the girl that grabbed me up at that party
Speaker 1: and factually, Oh okay, okay, godly I didn't say that,
Speaker 1: okay and her Yeah, So I am. I'm doing well
Speaker 1: And speaking of parties, as I go home this weekend
Speaker 1: to l A, there is a party that is super
Speaker 1: popping that I really want to go to, and I
Speaker 1: found out old they will be there. How do wait, wait, wait,
Speaker 1: how to funk? You know this nigga gonna be there?
Speaker 1: If you blocked him, you don't talk to him? You
Speaker 1: he dead? Do you? You don't want nothing to do
Speaker 1: with him? How do you know he's going to be
Speaker 1: at a party next week because one of his boys
Speaker 1: told me, Hey, sending you this link to RSVP, would
Speaker 1: love to see you there. I just want you to know,
Speaker 1: boom booming, I'll be there, And I said I won't
Speaker 1: be r s v P. I said, well, I probably
Speaker 1: won't be an attending. But then I got on the
Speaker 1: scale this morning and I saw it was six pounds
Speaker 1: down and my face is to giving que again. And
Speaker 1: I got a new little PIERCD thing, and now I
Speaker 1: got I had sex with someone else. I'm kind of
Speaker 1: feeling better. So now you're gonna go. Do you not
Speaker 1: think that that's gonna bring you into any type of
Speaker 1: like depression or anything. Well, I told him that I
Speaker 1: didn't think I was gonna go, and he goes, don't worry.
Speaker 1: The party's two floors, I said, Nick, I live in
Speaker 1: the city with nine million people, not be running and
Speaker 1: running into people. So I don't know. I haven't decided yet,
Speaker 1: but I really I've been feeling great, and so I'm
Speaker 1: worried that if I see him, what if I'm drunk,
Speaker 1: What if I spit on him? What if I throw
Speaker 1: a water bottle like I wanted to? Who knows what
Speaker 1: will happen? Right? I mean, well, I'm in a place
Speaker 1: where I realized I've been looking for a doubleganger of
Speaker 1: my ex. Black Jesus and I are just friends. Why
Speaker 1: because he got a lot going on and we just
Speaker 1: know we're just Also like we don't have the sexual compatibility,
Speaker 1: Like he doesn't have the sex drive as I do.
Speaker 1: But you want to hang out And I'd be like, Nick,
Speaker 1: do you think I just want to watch TV with you? What? No,
Speaker 1: I don't I want to do more so like but
Speaker 1: from a like creative standpoint, conversation us hanging he's dope,
Speaker 1: a ship girl pass him on. Eventually, eventually eventually he
Speaker 1: met the whole goddamn savvy be pulling up like, so
Speaker 1: that's you'd have friends with him? We are friends, but
Speaker 1: he's one of those words, I'll be honest with you,
Speaker 1: he's one of those friends that on the right night, yeah,
Speaker 1: well fuck. And so he's one of those friends that
Speaker 1: if I get into a relationship I would probably have
Speaker 1: to remove myself from him because even like, uh, we
Speaker 1: literally went out to dinner the other night and it
Speaker 1: was because he brought like a client to the studio.
Speaker 1: So he's even like love what you have, Like I
Speaker 1: have this person that wants to do something, so brought
Speaker 1: his friend by the studio. We all want to eat
Speaker 1: after and literally in front, I was like, Yo, what's
Speaker 1: crazy is Like, y'all know, I don't be into the
Speaker 1: stars and moons, but in terms of like manifesting and
Speaker 1: talking about what I want, Um, yeah, we have the
Speaker 1: door o pig oh sorry it's flying going around. But
Speaker 1: literally told him to his face in front of his homeboy,
Speaker 1: I said, Yo, what's crazy is they got manifested you?
Speaker 1: And I told him that to his face. I said,
Speaker 1: you the exact nigga I said I wanted, I said,
Speaker 1: I wanted a good looking, big old dick, a lot
Speaker 1: of money, cool, creative, but you got ship going on.
Speaker 1: You come with baggage and your sex drive isn't what
Speaker 1: I needed to be. Didn't say the extra part in
Speaker 1: front of his friend, but I said, you're emotionally just
Speaker 1: not available right now. And so I was just like, Damn.
Speaker 1: I realized how I have to be so much more
Speaker 1: precise with the things I want, because literally, I said, Nigga,
Speaker 1: you were exactly what I said. I won't know you.
Speaker 1: You mentioned doppelganger for your ex. And it's interesting because
Speaker 1: there's someone I dated in the past that I was
Speaker 1: talking to, like that racky healer lady about and let's
Speaker 1: just say his name is Mark. I don't know. She
Speaker 1: was like, you need to stop thinking so much about
Speaker 1: having a man like Mark and start saying things like
Speaker 1: Mark or better, right, Like maybe he'll come back and
Speaker 1: I'll be him, are better. She's like, he's not the
Speaker 1: best person you've ever dated, Like you will find someone
Speaker 1: that's better than that, and the world is just showing
Speaker 1: you that you're that much closer. Right, Your ex had
Speaker 1: many flaws. You've talked about them, right, and so do
Speaker 1: I though but but I realized that, and that's like
Speaker 1: over over the latter we're not talking about your flaws,
Speaker 1: we're not talking about with you, but I should acknowledge
Speaker 1: that we're not acknowledged. I'm not perfect, He's not perfect.
Speaker 1: We're not talking He's exactly what I wanted. You don't
Speaker 1: need to say somebody, he's exactly what I wanted. Still
Speaker 1: to this day, I think that's a really actually shitty
Speaker 1: thing to do when someone's talking about things that you
Speaker 1: deserve better, Like you shouldn't be like, yeah, he did
Speaker 1: this to me, But I'm also no bro I and
Speaker 1: maybe that's something that I have to bring up in therapy.
Speaker 1: But to me, well, the fact that I'm looking for
Speaker 1: a doppel ganger, to me, I'm allowed to have something better.
Speaker 1: But I'm realistic and knowing that not anyone is perfect.
Speaker 1: And in the ways that he wasn't perfect, it was
Speaker 1: something I was willing to I had patience with. And
Speaker 1: I mean I recently just talked about this on my
Speaker 1: other podcast too, but like I made a post on
Speaker 1: my Instagram talking about, like, what's the difference from dating
Speaker 1: in your twenties to dating in your thirties? And it
Speaker 1: was the conversation regarding the difference in patience and tolerance.
Speaker 1: There's still things I won't tolerate, but I was patient
Speaker 1: in him understanding me because I'm different than than who
Speaker 1: he's dated in his past. And I also know him
Speaker 1: a lot. I travel a lot, I'm the life of
Speaker 1: the party. I'm loud, like when we've hung out. He
Speaker 1: knows I have a lot of male friends, so I'm
Speaker 1: introducing him to male friends men like Like, even when
Speaker 1: I was on on you know, Joe Bada Network and
Speaker 1: Charlemagne's calling me, Joe was face timing me. I'm friends
Speaker 1: with NBA niggas just friends, and you know the ones
Speaker 1: I'm just friends with, Like for for anybody, there's a
Speaker 1: lot that I understand that a man has to kind
Speaker 1: of deal with and be okay with checking his ego.
Speaker 1: And I think that that's the problem. I realized how
Speaker 1: much like I have to deal with being coddling to
Speaker 1: almost men being jealous or insecurity, and it has more
Speaker 1: to do with them than me. But I'm I understand
Speaker 1: that no man is gonna come perfect for me. But
Speaker 1: in the ways that he made me happy. When I
Speaker 1: say I want a doppelganger, that man made me so
Speaker 1: fucking happy, and I seek that again, and so maybe
Speaker 1: I do need to take a longer break, which is
Speaker 1: why I'm cool with Black Jesus not being what I
Speaker 1: need right now, and I'm just cool with taking more
Speaker 1: of a break, taking more of a break from that.
Speaker 1: But also I think, and we'll get into it for
Speaker 1: the horrible decision and where I used to be able
Speaker 1: to come and be like, oh I gotta roster that
Speaker 1: ship is like not at all something I'm able to
Speaker 1: juggle right now that I'm able to balance. And I
Speaker 1: don't want multiple dicks right now. I do like one,
Speaker 1: but I don't also want a relationship. So it's like,
Speaker 1: I don't know, I understand, and I appreciate what you
Speaker 1: just said in me deserving more, but also he's so
Speaker 1: he's leaps and bounds beyond what I have gotten before.
Speaker 1: I think it's more so just saying things like if
Speaker 1: you're talking about something you want, you don't need to say, well, yeah,
Speaker 1: I can have better, But I'm also I don't know,
Speaker 1: I you don't. You would never do that when talking
Speaker 1: about things you want in success, So why do you
Speaker 1: do it when it comes to you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Because it's it's to me, it's actually the same as success.
Speaker 1: I can say that I want something and in terms
Speaker 1: of no, even manny, that's like saying you just opened
Speaker 1: a podcast studio. Did you say I'm gonna open a
Speaker 1: podcast studio? But it's not like my podcast is that
Speaker 1: big or this this that, So maybe I shouldn't expect
Speaker 1: my studio to be that radio. Well know, but I
Speaker 1: don't look at it in terms of greatness, but I
Speaker 1: look at it in terms of Okay, say I want
Speaker 1: to start a new business. I know what I want
Speaker 1: out of it, but I also am not going into
Speaker 1: it thinking that there won't be leaps and hurdles, that
Speaker 1: everything will happen how I wanted to be. Like, I
Speaker 1: have a team that's still growing. Some people aren't learning
Speaker 1: as quickly as I would want them to learn. Now,
Speaker 1: I could sit here and say I wanted this to
Speaker 1: be perfect. The idea of it going into being perfect
Speaker 1: isn't the case. I have a whole another podcast now
Speaker 1: based off of our podcast for the last six years.
Speaker 1: Did I go in wanting it to be a certain way? Absolutely?
Speaker 1: Is it everything I imagine? Not necessarily? And so to
Speaker 1: me knowing yes, I may want better than another partner.
Speaker 1: I also am very very um sure of the things
Speaker 1: that he did bring to me, and also understanding even
Speaker 1: if someone else brings me those exact things, that person
Speaker 1: may not still be perfect in other ways. It's going
Speaker 1: to be perfect exactly. But there why I want. There
Speaker 1: maybe people in the world that you could date that
Speaker 1: would be better than him. And the more you put
Speaker 1: him on a pedestal, the more you will lower, like
Speaker 1: the more you won't be happy, because comparison is truly
Speaker 1: the thiefs, you know, like when you compare yourself to
Speaker 1: others and for anyone listening, like whether it's work or
Speaker 1: a partner, or like maybe you're watching a friend that
Speaker 1: has something you don't truly like comparing yourself to that
Speaker 1: will really fuck your ship up, Like I have done
Speaker 1: it so many times in my life, whether it be
Speaker 1: my body, whether it be my job, whether it be
Speaker 1: my salary, I'll compare ship and I'm like, there's someone
Speaker 1: that would die to have the things that I do.
Speaker 1: So we have to stop comparing in terms of something
Speaker 1: we had in the past. You need to start being
Speaker 1: reflective of And this was something my girl Emily told me. Actually,
Speaker 1: I really liked. She's like, when you're manifesting, stop thinking
Speaker 1: of the past and think of future. You think of
Speaker 1: the future ship you will have. Because it's true, like
Speaker 1: a lot of times I will think about things I've
Speaker 1: seen before, like think of future ship that you will have.
Speaker 1: Don't necessarily think of things that you had before that
Speaker 1: you'll say you want again, because that's really when we
Speaker 1: funk ourselves up. And I know, like a lot of times,
Speaker 1: you know, if anyone's listening for a long time, I
Speaker 1: get super stressy and depressing. But these are a lot
Speaker 1: of things I've written down to like keep my ship okay,
Speaker 1: and yeah this week I am okay, you know, like
Speaker 1: mental health and motherfucker. But I think it's because those
Speaker 1: little moments of my life, a little pocket of me
Speaker 1: having sex with someone new or being able to cuttle
Speaker 1: with a man, may not end up with these things.
Speaker 1: But also it just feels like, Okay, yeah, it can't happen.
Speaker 1: There's someone else. I mean, I am getting closer to
Speaker 1: that thing. And I think that's what our partners are.
Speaker 1: Sometimes they're reminders of the things we could have. It's
Speaker 1: just showing us we're getting closer, you know, even too
Speaker 1: with work. When you have a next step in your
Speaker 1: career with something, it just shows you that much closer
Speaker 1: you are to the next greatest thing, like the thing
Speaker 1: that we're working on now. I went to Charlottegn'show yesterday and, um,
Speaker 1: by the way, anyone who wants to go see a
Speaker 1: live taping of a show, I think you're just going
Speaker 1: to site. You sign yourself up. Please go. He wants
Speaker 1: an audience. Yea, so many of our our fans were
Speaker 1: there and like, it's really cool to watch a live taping. Um.
Speaker 1: I want to go see Maury while he's still all.
Speaker 1: I want to see how he ended up. I want
Speaker 1: to see the Jerry Judge show. I think Mari ended
Speaker 1: But Jerry's got the Court show. Jared Spranger, Yes, Jared
Speaker 1: Springer got a court show. He's a j I want
Speaker 1: to go to Steve Harvey Court show. Oh, I know
Speaker 1: he'd be coming to them like but with his lips
Speaker 1: not like, But y'all gotta go because it's really cool.
Speaker 1: You get to sit in the audience, you'll see whatever
Speaker 1: big guests they have. But um, I signed to go
Speaker 1: because I was in New York and literally Kenya was
Speaker 1: the guest that week. And didn't expect that. Right, I'm
Speaker 1: so mad. I ain't go When fucking ray J was
Speaker 1: the guest man. Even though Charlot Maye not slick, he
Speaker 1: wrote the caption where he said there was so much
Speaker 1: they couldn't talk about. And I ended up like running
Speaker 1: into people that work on the show at the Revolt
Speaker 1: summit and they cut it out and they was like, man,
Speaker 1: it was so much it we couldn't even talk about
Speaker 1: because the motherfucking Cardash, she's really got power. Bitch them
Speaker 1: them white girls got oh bit. Yeah, hi, um, well
Speaker 1: I say that to say. When I was walking out, um,
Speaker 1: a fan of Horrible Decisions said like, yo, like, do
Speaker 1: you ever look back and think how crazy it is that,
Speaker 1: like you were just doing Brilliant Idiots. I found you
Speaker 1: on Brilliant Idiots. I was like, sometimes I look back
Speaker 1: and think of that. Yeah, and there's a lot of
Speaker 1: times where I don't realize what my life is. And
Speaker 1: she said, actually, we should definitely insert a bleep here.
Speaker 1: But she goes and imagine if like you and Mandy
Speaker 1: made like, imagine when that happens, that would be like
Speaker 1: the craziest thing, right, And I'm looking at this bitch like,
Speaker 1: holy sh it, we are doing that ship and it's
Speaker 1: almost like each thing in your life. And I say
Speaker 1: this because I'm talking about partnership too. You can't believe
Speaker 1: you wasn't you were there five years like it feels
Speaker 1: like it was so far away. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: would your would you five years ago believe that you
Speaker 1: were here today? And I really am trying to believe
Speaker 1: you thought a horrible session. Baby, We're gonna get there.
Speaker 1: We're gonna get there. No, no, I want to believe that.
Speaker 1: I'm saying that will be like that with partnership, Like
Speaker 1: I would love to be sitting with you talking about
Speaker 1: how disgusting it was when my plus center came out
Speaker 1: because I had a baby, Like I can't imagine talking
Speaker 1: about that ship. Or are you saying that you've got
Speaker 1: a man and y'all have your Uh what did you say?
Speaker 1: You don't want to live together, but you kind of
Speaker 1: want to live No? No, no, you got your two
Speaker 1: apartments close by or he and the inn out house multiion.
Speaker 1: We were all episode to eighty nine talk about that
Speaker 1: like that's just gonna happen. Alright, Well, I wanted to
Speaker 1: get into our vanilla ship because I wanted to make
Speaker 1: this a little funny here because bit you thought, um,
Speaker 1: so the vanilla ship. If you guys are tuning in
Speaker 1: and not familiar with what vanilla ship is, it is
Speaker 1: sex in the news um or somewhat aligned with that
Speaker 1: um and I wanted to bring up the fact that
Speaker 1: Peter has called for women to go on a sex
Speaker 1: strike against men who eat meat. Peter Peter's German division
Speaker 1: claims devouring sausages and Schnitzel's is a symptom of toxic
Speaker 1: masculinity that is killing the planet. The nonprofit organization has
Speaker 1: urged women to go on a strike sex strike to
Speaker 1: be exact to quote unquote save the world. During an
Speaker 1: episode of Sky News Australia's news Day available stream on Flash,
Speaker 1: Laura Wyman Jones, marketing manager of Pete Australia, discussed the band.
Speaker 1: The Peter Australia representative set it's organizations statement was designed
Speaker 1: to be a conversation, started before adding, we really don't
Speaker 1: care about your sex lives, of course, though they care
Speaker 1: about the world. What we do care about is the
Speaker 1: planet and the animals we share it with, and those
Speaker 1: animals are dying by the billions in the crudest ways
Speaker 1: imaginable for burgers and sandwich filling. Now I've come on
Speaker 1: this podcast quite a bit, and I realized only because
Speaker 1: the way I just tore down some motherfucking smothered chicken
Speaker 1: with white rice, cabbage and corn bread. Baby, you're not bitch, TikTok. Now,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. But my mom. Uh, my mom,
Speaker 1: though she is white, Um, learn how to cook from
Speaker 1: my Jamaican as daddy and all of my black family.
Speaker 1: And my mom still to this day makes the very
Speaker 1: best oxtail I've ever had in my life. Um, and
Speaker 1: my mom is like a soul food cooker. She's she's
Speaker 1: a white woman, but she's a Southern white woman who
Speaker 1: dated nothing but black men. So she knows seasonings right.
Speaker 1: And so like what's crazy is what I got to
Speaker 1: actually cooking my mom. Like I used to ask my
Speaker 1: mom about her recipes, like what should be putting in this?
Speaker 1: Like her collar greens slap, And it's been harder. Southern food,
Speaker 1: southern homemade, southern period. I actually made me will be mad.
Speaker 1: We know you make avocado toast. No, no, no no, I
Speaker 1: was gonna say, I put Southern cooking over island cooking
Speaker 1: for one main reason. Okay, bitch, I like, okay, okay,
Speaker 1: and this was my first time even like you gotta
Speaker 1: make the skin CHRISTI and a lot of people don't
Speaker 1: know how I don't really cook for our food, but
Speaker 1: put it like that. What's crazy is I also realized,
Speaker 1: and if y'all go back in the episodes, I dated
Speaker 1: somebody I think I called him. Wasn't vegan? Was it
Speaker 1: vegan bay? Did I have a vegan Bay? Then Nikola
Speaker 1: took me to a vegan restaurant on day one and
Speaker 1: I was just like, not, you ordered nothing besides because
Speaker 1: we ended up going to Amy Roof and Bitch I
Speaker 1: had the like I like meat. Now I like dick,
Speaker 1: but I like meat. I like oxtail. I like the
Speaker 1: Muslim controversial beat like I had rabbit and Lucy and
Speaker 1: the other day TV people don't like I like that.
Speaker 1: I like fucking octopus, hole like alligator. I like flog wah. Okay,
Speaker 1: what's that when they glow it's so basically it's Muslim goose,
Speaker 1: but they fatten it up. But also, y'all know, I
Speaker 1: like the food that apparently was just for the slaves.
Speaker 1: But I still funk with. Give me a motherfucking fried
Speaker 1: chicken gizzer with some hot sauce. Oh, I'll take it
Speaker 1: boiled too. Are you hidding me with some with some
Speaker 1: mad at sup bitch? You got me sucked up. All
Speaker 1: I know is y'all got me funked up thinking I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go on a sex strike because the nigga eat meat.
Speaker 1: Nigga order the tomahawk and let me know you got
Speaker 1: that cat Peter ship. I'm gonna be honest. Peter Corny period,
Speaker 1: not Peter Corny. They are gonna are we gonna get
Speaker 1: canceled for that? I'm not getting canceled, bitch. It's a
Speaker 1: black owned organizational. But the way I'm about to bust
Speaker 1: these furs out, baby, it's sixty degrees, we're getting cold,
Speaker 1: and I got the money about a real one of
Speaker 1: those people where I'm like, go all in my nigga,
Speaker 1: y'all be getting mad at all these people with the fur. Meanwhile, bitch,
Speaker 1: we're all rocking these designer bags, a lot of their
Speaker 1: CEO rs and what are those made up? Which is
Speaker 1: giving cow as? That's what I heard. But we're walking
Speaker 1: around with cow as like a motherfucker, Um, I did
Speaker 1: want to get into instead of That's how I wore
Speaker 1: that shirt this morning. Did you you know free shirts?
Speaker 1: It's giving high and Low, it's giving free screening T
Speaker 1: shirt with the products um love Hilo. Yeah it's bitch.
Speaker 1: I were a fucking Margella top and some Amazon heels
Speaker 1: to that premier party. Ain't not the Amazon here, gret,
Speaker 1: it was Zebra. I was Fanny Beach. Oh, let me
Speaker 1: tell you what happened to me? Because this she was embarrassing,
Speaker 1: not embarrassing. So I you know, I'm trying to be,
Speaker 1: you know, poised because I'm parting with my boss right
Speaker 1: And I am looking at kid Cutty and I'm like,
Speaker 1: am I gonna talk? Oh my god? I don't know
Speaker 1: what to say, but I'm so excited. What do I do?
Speaker 1: And um, I am talking to the producers for an
Speaker 1: a galactic and my home girl looks at me and
Speaker 1: her eyes look dilated, like she has to look like,
Speaker 1: oh my god. And I was like, oh, ship, old
Speaker 1: Bay must be behind me, Like why else would you
Speaker 1: look like you're freaking out? Like what's going on behind me? No,
Speaker 1: she goes, because this is why I said I was
Speaker 1: looking real good i'most I'm a post to picture to yaka.
Speaker 1: See he goes your ponytails on the phone. Bit you
Speaker 1: line what your pony top fell out? Wait? Wait wait
Speaker 1: wait wait wait, Wandy, it was a long braided ponytail
Speaker 1: down to my knees and the ship fell out. Bits,
Speaker 1: you're lying when I tell you what bobby pin and
Speaker 1: secured that, Bitch, when I tell you I did a
Speaker 1: curtsy like this, let me tell you how your whole
Speaker 1: ponytail was on the full. But this is how black
Speaker 1: women come together, ponytails on the floor. But people didn't notice,
Speaker 1: right because they're just looking at me in my face
Speaker 1: and I just kind of leaned down. It's easy your ponytail.
Speaker 1: Bit's your braided ponytail. Girl Gabby came over to me
Speaker 1: and she goes trying to be quiet, but she's not
Speaker 1: quiet because she's also in shocked at my ponytails on
Speaker 1: the floor at this fucking Netflix premiere party where niggas
Speaker 1: is in the room with sucking oscars and Emmy's. And
Speaker 1: she goes, I have bobby pins in my back, but
Speaker 1: she's trying to lie out. Bitch shout came over, so
Speaker 1: I first take the ponytail, and I just started wrapping
Speaker 1: it over the bun because I anyone looked like I
Speaker 1: had a little nub on my head and so then
Speaker 1: she is rubber band. I have the rubber band, and bitch,
Speaker 1: weren't people coming up to me talking about how they
Speaker 1: love the rated bun look not a braided bun like
Speaker 1: Oh my god. So anyway, that's why I have braids
Speaker 1: again right now. Was getting my hair done right before
Speaker 1: horrible and I will never we're something that can slide
Speaker 1: off to a premiere ag Oh my good god. Which
Speaker 1: is crazy because when we fought, but you had to
Speaker 1: draw string ponytwel that's going around like that day was
Speaker 1: bossing around the club. But girl, you ain't win bulls
Speaker 1: and you wouldn't win the day you wouldn't, Bitch, I won,
Speaker 1: didn't win, I would win. Think we fought, bit you
Speaker 1: got me all the way funked up. I want to
Speaker 1: day Mandy bus ass on anybody, bro And if you
Speaker 1: didn't bust ass at the month, how I think that.
Speaker 1: I think you've lost your floor because it's giving a
Speaker 1: court for you, but I'm not fighting for you. Will
Speaker 1: treat you about me? Funked up? If you think we're
Speaker 1: both gonna get sued. You could get all the yod
Speaker 1: in a lawsuit, but maybe I was gonna make this
Speaker 1: a horrible thing. I had to make the decision for them,
Speaker 1: for the fucking business, and it was to not allow
Speaker 1: us to go bankrupt. If you wanted to go bankrupt
Speaker 1: because you wanted to jump in and fight, pose, that's
Speaker 1: on you, bitch. We could get sued and lose money.
Speaker 1: Now that's your mama, and I love her to death.
Speaker 1: I would have fought for your mama too, but but
Speaker 1: it was a word, and you decided to fight for
Speaker 1: a word. I would fight for a lot of words home,
Speaker 1: and I appreciate you. Tell somebody to call you down
Speaker 1: the street. They wouldn't make you be there now, down
Speaker 1: the street where nobody is outside of Camera's venue, where
Speaker 1: we didn't pay your shirts for we was at work. Bitch. No,
Speaker 1: there's been a lot of coworkers where bitch, I wanted
Speaker 1: to slap five off that hole. And I ain't fighter because, bitch,
Speaker 1: my job, my career being sued and now we make money. Nigga,
Speaker 1: see what Smith signed. Excuse me if Chris Rock decided
Speaker 1: to sue him the same way, August. I've seen us
Speaker 1: probably gonna suit Tory Lanes. I'm on the side of August.
Speaker 1: I've seena if Chris Rock suited Will Smith. I'm on
Speaker 1: the side of that. Some ask the money, that's fine,
Speaker 1: you don't believe that. Like, I'm gonna be real with you.
Speaker 1: There's a bit in my hair right now. It's staying.
Speaker 1: I'll be thinking about it all the time, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: how much would I pay to be their ass? And
Speaker 1: I'll let you know right now, dare one person in
Speaker 1: life that will make me go back to the livelihood
Speaker 1: that I've had in my teens or twenties. Oh nob
Speaker 1: got out off off of that type of decision. So
Speaker 1: I'm not sorry. I mean, it's probably of New York City,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I feel like that court
Speaker 1: don't really know me. Orlando does. But I just feel
Speaker 1: like they're gonna put me in g P and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna get out. You got me funked up. I wasn't
Speaker 1: gonna fight, I wasn't gonna sit here. And because you
Speaker 1: know what, I am glad that we've both been to jail.
Speaker 1: Now it's fun, right, It's like you go it wasn't.
Speaker 1: It wasn't. Actually I hated it. It's like love after
Speaker 1: Locknow Nope, I'll never go to jail again. I will
Speaker 1: say shout out to uh, don't don't never say never been. Well.
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna shout out to the Queen's Division that
Speaker 1: I was locked up in because the lieutenant there was
Speaker 1: really really fucking nice to stay talking about this. He
Speaker 1: was nice that gave me his phone. I was able
Speaker 1: to call Nigga's like he was like, she looked normal.
Speaker 1: I was normal. It's not given man, I was normal.
Speaker 1: You know. It's crazy too, because they lock up motherfucker's
Speaker 1: I heard. That's the only reason mushrooms is legal now
Speaker 1: is because like it spends so much money to put people.
Speaker 1: They spend so much to put people in jail. So
Speaker 1: I think when people come in and they're not cracked out,
Speaker 1: they're like, all right, well, but didn't you spend the
Speaker 1: night or a weekend. I won't spend seven hours, So
Speaker 1: you're more of you're more of a fella. That's why
Speaker 1: I ain't scared to go back now that I've already
Speaker 1: liked for being ass, I ain't gonna hold you. I
Speaker 1: want to turn into a home spunk the night. Nope, Nope,
Speaker 1: I wasn't ready. I say, give me out of the air.
Speaker 1: So here's the thing. I knew I was gonna get out, right,
Speaker 1: It's not like I killed you spend the weekend, But
Speaker 1: this is what I'm saying, Like I got Mandy when
Speaker 1: I tell you, I slept so hard to get you.
Speaker 1: Slept hard of concrete because there was nothing else to do,
Speaker 1: need to socialize. So I just slept the whole time
Speaker 1: because I was like, fucking bro, I'm getting out on Monday. Monday.
Speaker 1: I couldn't get out because it was it was the weekend,
Speaker 1: but I knew else it it out anyway, So I
Speaker 1: just caught up on mad sleep. Yes, I was on
Speaker 1: the bolly the night before, so I really needed that sleep.
Speaker 1: What's crazy, though, is I would never do that. But
Speaker 1: also now you're like super super gay. You're more gay
Speaker 1: than I think you used to be, so you might
Speaker 1: actually like jail because you're just being there like scissor
Speaker 1: and bitches. You know what's really annoying about You're saying
Speaker 1: how gay I am? I looked I looked so cute
Speaker 1: at this party, right, and they're like, that was mad
Speaker 1: niggas there and so ken you just talking to this
Speaker 1: dude and I leaned over and I'm like, who is that?
Speaker 1: He looks at me to go, are you gay? Who
Speaker 1: was it this? I don't know, some fucking nigga. It
Speaker 1: was that she was supposed to know. No, but he
Speaker 1: was just fine. But if you like niggas, you should
Speaker 1: have known who he was. No. I think I just
Speaker 1: wanted to run down on this nigga, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But like, at the same time, I was like,
Speaker 1: I want to be professional, but also i'd be trying. Mandy.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you how, how do you want to
Speaker 1: be a professional when you out here? Because I wounded
Speaker 1: niggas that you beat at work events because it wasn't
Speaker 1: like I worked with him. It was just adjacently he
Speaker 1: worked with somebody. I know. Okay, what I'm saying, I thought.
Speaker 1: My excuse at any point in time when I want
Speaker 1: to meet a nigga at a work of it is hey,
Speaker 1: I'm wheezy. I worked with Kenya directly, I miss head
Speaker 1: of audio. I'd love to talk to you about Blover
Speaker 1: Zoom or my bed. Oh no, but you better sit
Speaker 1: here and act like you got a corporate credit card
Speaker 1: and say over dinner on me business. I got a
Speaker 1: corporate cit I found out I was able to do that.
Speaker 1: I taught to nobody else. Zoom, nigga, let's go out
Speaker 1: to eat and I'll show you how I eat well.
Speaker 1: Weird meats my new conquest. So you know, I want
Speaker 1: your Vante roads And every time you he's only five four, No,
Speaker 1: he's not. Trevante is not that. That's a short nigger.
Speaker 1: Don't ruin this. I will look it up for you.
Speaker 1: I think we've talked about this. No, here's five eleven.
Speaker 1: He is not. No, man, I've seen him in person.
Speaker 1: It's giving uh nba height. Hold on, No, they like
Speaker 1: they said six ft so he's maybe six eight. No, No,
Speaker 1: he's gonna he's got he's gonna he's six. He's not.
Speaker 1: He's six. He's when I saw his dick, you're gonna
Speaker 1: be so mad about it. Well, hopefully his dick is
Speaker 1: a kickstand and makes them taller than when he stands out.
Speaker 1: He's six feet tall. He's giving bige, which is a
Speaker 1: little sean. It's a lie. So that's why I said,
Speaker 1: hopefully Trevante is the same with a whole kickstand that
Speaker 1: makes them taller. I just want him to put on
Speaker 1: the moonlight. But also technically, maybe y'all are the same
Speaker 1: height laying down, you know, and it works out for you. Um.
Speaker 1: I wanted to get into her. Think I cuddled it
Speaker 1: with five eleven and I remember saying to him, I
Speaker 1: love that you're going short and short, and I thought
Speaker 1: he was tall and he was like, no, A lot
Speaker 1: of people think that. And then I realized, I don't
Speaker 1: want to say what he was wearing. But anyway, the nigga.
Speaker 1: You know when niggas wearing tims and they looked taller. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's why you gotta be careful in New York, y'all,
Speaker 1: he falls approaching us, don't get don't get tricked into
Speaker 1: these niggles with the tims. It's given three inches. Did
Speaker 1: you knows was five three? Prince was also a homophobe
Speaker 1: that was gayer than gay. So I'm not shocked by
Speaker 1: anything that I see about Prince now and r I
Speaker 1: p to that man. But the way I didn't realize
Speaker 1: how homophobic he was realized, like I just read a
Speaker 1: lot of things about like just how he was super
Speaker 1: adamant that he wasn't but certain things that he said
Speaker 1: regarding the l g B t Q community was just
Speaker 1: not nice. But also nigga, you were makeup purses and
Speaker 1: everything that also aligned. I'm well, maybe we'll do this
Speaker 1: on Patreon. I'll go through like the people that say
Speaker 1: there was one way Patreon on homophobics, So let's do it.
Speaker 1: Let's do it. Because he was one um I did
Speaker 1: want to get though into r I P. I didn't.
Speaker 1: You gotta be respectful, bitch. I'll be trying to talk
Speaker 1: about the people that were the loss. You know, we've
Speaker 1: been talking about Kevin Samuels. We don't know what he's
Speaker 1: looking up at us. He's looking down on us. You
Speaker 1: think he's in Hell. The way he dressed was nice.
Speaker 1: I think God would have been like, pretty your cool,
Speaker 1: dressed as up hill because this just go bird and
Speaker 1: have holes in Hell? All right, all right? His actually
Speaker 1: his clothes would be giving uh eeasy, you know, easy,
Speaker 1: like just putting holes and making it look homeless. So
Speaker 1: in Hell, they dressed like Kanye all right, y'all, Hey,
Speaker 1: that's why he's practicing being hot. It is, oh wait
Speaker 1: what because you see he's practising me away dressing hot
Speaker 1: ward because he said that he don't even funk with
Speaker 1: the temperatures. He's he's going to hell. Um, why's Kanye
Speaker 1: doing to hell? Because he's going to hell? No, bro, Kanye,
Speaker 1: where do you think he's going to heaven? Yeah? I
Speaker 1: think ye is from I would love for you to
Speaker 1: ask his good music artists where they think he's going. Wait,
Speaker 1: he's bad deals, but this is not that. Let's get
Speaker 1: him to our horror, lad, this is y'all. Um, we
Speaker 1: are going to do a look back, look bad at it,
Speaker 1: look bad at it, look bad at it. Hey, So
Speaker 1: we're gonna look back again, y'all. We have reached Oh
Speaker 1: my goodness, we're heading into I believe year seven. We've
Speaker 1: done six years though. Um we're jamming out here on
Speaker 1: the Black Effect. But if you guys, we're not familiar.
Speaker 1: Year one we were independent. By year two we had
Speaker 1: the backing of Charlemagne and the Loudspeaker Network. Um, we
Speaker 1: put ourselves on tour. And it's crazy because someone just
Speaker 1: recently wrote on Twitter that's where this topic came from. Damn,
Speaker 1: y'all short, it really came far from accounting. I used
Speaker 1: to listen and you know she was accounting, so I
Speaker 1: was like, you know what, what's crazy about that is
Speaker 1: we thn I have sat on the pod and there's
Speaker 1: been things that we both shot at each other without
Speaker 1: realizing that. Well, we've both also grown, we've become differently,
Speaker 1: We've have did different relationships. So I wanted I broke
Speaker 1: this down into four different things. But by the way,
Speaker 1: shout out the black Effect. We just gotta fucking raise yes,
Speaker 1: God damn it. Ever happy round of applause. I don't know, Dwayne,
Speaker 1: go ahead and start the round of applause here. I'm down,
Speaker 1: thank you, thank you, black shout out Black shout out
Speaker 1: Charlotte magnate because I just bought any car and I
Speaker 1: cannot wait. But also, um, if you guys didn't see
Speaker 1: the clip a couple of weeks ago. Also, I mean
Speaker 1: people ask, you know, like maybe if we went elsewhere,
Speaker 1: if I mean, other people have wanted us, but Charlemagne
Speaker 1: has been someone who has championed us for where he
Speaker 1: sees our value, where he sees we can be. And
Speaker 1: we recently even got mentioned we were on it, but
Speaker 1: not really. We were on Jimmy Kim. We were on
Speaker 1: Jimmy Kim. I wannna tell you right now, Charlot Mayne
Speaker 1: text me that ship. He said click at three minutes
Speaker 1: and uh, the second I heard him go, you're really
Speaker 1: busy you have a podcast network. I said, no way
Speaker 1: he's gonna say, and he's that horrible decision, and I think, ink,
Speaker 1: you know, I've I've definitely had comments on my page
Speaker 1: or whatever. We're like, people are like, yeah, talking and
Speaker 1: you love him so much, and you know, there's a
Speaker 1: lot to be said about somebody who is that magnitude
Speaker 1: of famous and don't forget you, you know, any encounter
Speaker 1: I'm sure people have ever gotten to have with Charlotte Magne,
Speaker 1: Like you see how normal this person is and how
Speaker 1: kind they are. But also he is a true testament
Speaker 1: of someone that puts people on. Like going to this
Speaker 1: show yesterday, I'm watching Ismael who you know as a
Speaker 1: photographer Callis and Nila Simone who shout out to her,
Speaker 1: you know, be te nominator for the Hip Hop Awards,
Speaker 1: and seeing all these women that have worked with him
Speaker 1: in the past. A lot of black women on the
Speaker 1: ship show down to the COVID testers, right, and it's
Speaker 1: a lot of people that used to work with other
Speaker 1: Breakfast Up or We're interns or just came by and like,
Speaker 1: that's a real, real fucking leader and you I, Um,
Speaker 1: I just love seeing that ship and he really has
Speaker 1: inspired me when when when people tell me I'm a
Speaker 1: good boss, it's crazy because I really do think one
Speaker 1: I've learned from bad bosses, but two I've learned from Charlemagne,
Speaker 1: Like he told me once. Um, I watched Brianna talk
Speaker 1: about me on this interview and I don't really feel
Speaker 1: like I did anything for Brianda, but she feels like
Speaker 1: I did right. And he was like saying to me, like,
Speaker 1: you know the way that you feel about me and
Speaker 1: what I've done for you, you need to make more wheezies,
Speaker 1: build people up. That's a legacy, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Make more of you and build people to the point
Speaker 1: where they couldn't have been without you. And it's funny
Speaker 1: because sometimes you would think that maybe what is just
Speaker 1: horrible decision doesn't have reached But I think of someone
Speaker 1: like Dash the rope dude, and hearing him talk about
Speaker 1: how horrible decisions got him so many clients, or Mistress
Speaker 1: Marley using her name as featured on and it's a
Speaker 1: real thing. There's a marvelous, like the way we've we've
Speaker 1: catapulted I mean people in in in this sex space.
Speaker 1: I think it's also very telling to steal um going
Speaker 1: up to people and and hearing how we've transformed their relationships. UM.
Speaker 1: I actually did. When I went out to Vegas, UM
Speaker 1: hung with the dancer. UM hold on, I want to
Speaker 1: get her name because cats no, she dances currently for
Speaker 1: us here for that. So her name is YOEI. And
Speaker 1: what was amazing about my interaction with her was I
Speaker 1: got to meet her partner. I want to say, fiance.
Speaker 1: They're about to get married or maybe they are married already.
Speaker 1: And her partner pulled me aside and was like, I
Speaker 1: just want you to know I hear your voice all
Speaker 1: the time and you really make her happy. You like
Speaker 1: you're someone who's impacted her. She listens to you, and
Speaker 1: can I just say thank you for doing that for her?
Speaker 1: Like literally her her girl pulled me aside and said that.
Speaker 1: So I don't think we realized either, like our impact
Speaker 1: not only on the sex workers that we bring on
Speaker 1: the pod, the other podcasters we brought on UM And
Speaker 1: it's kind of a full circle moment. And in talking
Speaker 1: about full circle moment again even bringing up you being
Speaker 1: a boss. I wanted to ask you. I wanted to start.
Speaker 1: We have four shifts, um, and I'm gonna try to
Speaker 1: make it to homemail, but we have four shifts that
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about. I wanted to know in
Speaker 1: a career shift, Um, is there anything now? Is there
Speaker 1: anything that you do now that is similar to your
Speaker 1: job in tech? And all answer to the same in accounting?
Speaker 1: Oh man, I'm a seller to the core bro like
Speaker 1: so with w TF. Now we're seasoned enough. It's coming
Speaker 1: two years where like I used to do tours on
Speaker 1: my own and stuff like that. But Um, Alex gave
Speaker 1: me a compliment. Recently, we were on the phone with
Speaker 1: this big company and I'm not gonna lie. I didn't
Speaker 1: know a lot of the things they're asking me. Um,
Speaker 1: they want to basically do this contract for a year
Speaker 1: where this podcast is strictly out of our studio. And
Speaker 1: he started talking about stuff, UM, and he was like,
Speaker 1: now with your team handle that development and show running.
Speaker 1: I was like, as I said, we're production studio right
Speaker 1: like post and post production mainly, but we'll hire on
Speaker 1: your pre production team and absolutely bring candidates for you
Speaker 1: to interview. So when we hung up, I was like,
Speaker 1: who do they on interview? I was like, I don't know, nigga,
Speaker 1: I'm about to figure it out. Then they just said
Speaker 1: they want to show runner. I'm not gonna let them
Speaker 1: leave and start hitting up other people for a show runner.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna use my connects, bought a bunch of black
Speaker 1: show runners and then have them interview with these people.
Speaker 1: And I sell a lot when it comes to um,
Speaker 1: you know, two writers or pitching shows or having them
Speaker 1: work with Collaboo, which is Kenny's company. And I don't
Speaker 1: think any of that would be something I could do
Speaker 1: today if I wasn't selling fucking tech ship. I mean,
Speaker 1: for those of you who are new listeners, I would
Speaker 1: sell um like disaster recovery software. So if a company
Speaker 1: you can even say Full Court Studios, right, hey, you
Speaker 1: guys have a lot of podcasts, come in here and
Speaker 1: you have a bunch of audio files. What happens if
Speaker 1: you're puter crashes? We have a cloud recovery software that
Speaker 1: like that. And I was sell the funk out of them.
Speaker 1: I was walking into barbershops selling that ship, you know,
Speaker 1: and it's it's a very humbling thing like I've never
Speaker 1: been a waitress, which I feel like everyone needs under
Speaker 1: their belts to like understand how to work with people.
Speaker 1: But I have. I have worked in the mall, and
Speaker 1: I think like knowing those jobs that are kind of
Speaker 1: from the bottom up really do help you and shape
Speaker 1: you to be a good person when having employees, I
Speaker 1: realized now with with my team, um my need for organization, structure,
Speaker 1: Excel sheets, making everything um just easy. Like I realized
Speaker 1: how much I enjoy processes. I realized how much I
Speaker 1: enjoy Hey, let me create a system that works and
Speaker 1: let me implement it into different things. So exactly how
Speaker 1: I formatted and set up like horrible on the back end.
Speaker 1: I brought that over to see the thing is. And
Speaker 1: now I'm working on creating a manual to bringing it
Speaker 1: to more shows and networks and production houses. And I
Speaker 1: think that you know where it's not fun. Excel sheets
Speaker 1: aren't fun for everybody, and processes and management and you know,
Speaker 1: D I T and none of that is fun. But
Speaker 1: like knowing how to label files and all of those things,
Speaker 1: I found like a lot of excitement in that where
Speaker 1: I was at one point like which I don't want
Speaker 1: to be, you know, I I gotta say. I was
Speaker 1: thinking of something the other day, UM that really made
Speaker 1: me feel proud because I was talking to someone in
Speaker 1: l A who said, you know, that's wild. Your co
Speaker 1: host has a podcast studio, like, and I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel you. I was like, but you know, I
Speaker 1: gotta be real with you, like I don't really have
Speaker 1: a co host that's not doing ship, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like there's a lot of podcasts out here
Speaker 1: that have one person that's doing really well and excelling
Speaker 1: and the others just kind of floating and absolutely a
Speaker 1: lot dual yep. I think there's a lot of podcasts
Speaker 1: where either they're they're just just doing their podcast so
Speaker 1: they haven't grown. And I was like, you know, like,
Speaker 1: m there's not really I said, if if I would
Speaker 1: see something come up where she was maybe maybe she
Speaker 1: got another TV shot, she's doing a movie, like, it
Speaker 1: wouldn't be a shocker to me. I don't think it
Speaker 1: would be for her either, right if you saw me
Speaker 1: doing something like that, was like, these are just kind
Speaker 1: of the winds I'm used to getting with the co
Speaker 1: host on horror decisions like that, Like I'm getting a bag,
Speaker 1: She's getting bag, and I don't know many podcasts where
Speaker 1: their partner is also doing something outside of them, you know,
Speaker 1: And for a while with Horrible we were doing that.
Speaker 1: I think you and I both felt that, probably like
Speaker 1: right in the middle, like you're three, like Okay, I
Speaker 1: need to have something for myself. And I think it
Speaker 1: was a point where I remember we were doing therapy
Speaker 1: a lot. It's like, am I breaking away or am
Speaker 1: I just learning my own self? And there's a real
Speaker 1: thing of like needing to come into your own because
Speaker 1: sometimes it is annoying for someone to look at me
Speaker 1: and be like, oh, Mandy, And it's annoying because I'm like,
Speaker 1: I wish I did something else that people could know
Speaker 1: me for, you know, I would love my own identity,
Speaker 1: even though horrible decision is the biggest thing I do.
Speaker 1: Still it's nice to know that, Like there are other
Speaker 1: things coming back to point A. I had a a
Speaker 1: comment recently, which to me is isn't a common comment,
Speaker 1: but someone said, oh my god, I'm so happy I
Speaker 1: watched sex Cells because I found horrible decisions. And I
Speaker 1: was like, oh, this is it, Like there is a
Speaker 1: reason that I'm connecting other dots because it only makes
Speaker 1: the other ship bigger and it only gets more money
Speaker 1: on both ends. Right, if you're not growing and going
Speaker 1: out there and doing things, what if I was the
Speaker 1: only one? What if you were the only one? You're like,
Speaker 1: damn bitch, well where the fun? What are you doing
Speaker 1: to fucking get money in the show? Because for a
Speaker 1: while when we started the show, I remember you used
Speaker 1: to say like I brought listeners because I had X
Speaker 1: y Z and it would make me feel like ship
Speaker 1: because I'm like nigga, I'm also talent, Like people are
Speaker 1: staying because I'm here right, And it made me feel
Speaker 1: like maybe Mandy feels like I'm nothing. But I know
Speaker 1: that there's no way in hell that could happen today
Speaker 1: because we both are really out here working. We have
Speaker 1: not just let horrible decisions be the only thing. And
Speaker 1: I think that is the biggest thing that I've taken
Speaker 1: away from our show, that, um, maybe other podcasters haven't
Speaker 1: reached yet. Maybe maybe other people and do what as
Speaker 1: our partnerships or YouTube creators haven't able to figure out
Speaker 1: yet learning how to actually branch right, that's a real
Speaker 1: real skill, right. Uh yeah, I want to bring it
Speaker 1: back to six um, you to do that say, agreeing
Speaker 1: kink shifts. You do that a lot, but I'd be like, right, okay,
Speaker 1: but we both went back and forth. I'll let you
Speaker 1: finish your thought. Didn't cut you off, and now let's
Speaker 1: move on the conversation. Um, kink shifts. What were you
Speaker 1: completely against in the beginning of this podcast that you
Speaker 1: now partake it? Not p you are you? You just
Speaker 1: said peace? So you are here giving golden showers? No,
Speaker 1: I mean I know for me it was it was
Speaker 1: it was beat. I can't fig of something. Can you
Speaker 1: just such and tell the other? Can you think of
Speaker 1: anything I've ever said that I'd never do. You're a
Speaker 1: home You've been home since they want sex club, never
Speaker 1: really been into it, kind of want the sex cells
Speaker 1: before I did with white people. Were you having sex
Speaker 1: in them? Like? I've never really okay, I've never really.
Speaker 1: I still can't do it. Okay. I like public sex.
Speaker 1: You like public sex and alleys on the street, out
Speaker 1: in public where you want. You always say that you
Speaker 1: brought that up in the alley if it's Italian, yes,
Speaker 1: so it's a street. I don't know how you say it.
Speaker 1: It's an all. I don't y'all, I don't know accents
Speaker 1: all right, Um, relationship ships? Which X do you wish
Speaker 1: you never entertained that you brought up on the pod?
Speaker 1: And which X did you learn? Who did I learn
Speaker 1: the most from? I learn? Who did you learn the
Speaker 1: most from? And who do you wish you never entertained?
Speaker 1: I wish I never met Obey? Well, damn you hate
Speaker 1: that nigga. Um all right, I think that he caught
Speaker 1: He wasted a lot of my good years. O. That's
Speaker 1: a whole another conversation to have on another pot. Okay,
Speaker 1: I thought fucking him was great. We'll talk about that
Speaker 1: on another Potum. Yeah, he wasted my time. Um. Also
Speaker 1: I think you took anything positive from that relationship? Sure,
Speaker 1: I learned partnership. I learned a lot about myself. I
Speaker 1: learned I'll be a great wife. Okay, Um, I learned that.
Speaker 1: But did you know that before that really ruined my
Speaker 1: idea of three stoms bro No, I didn't know how
Speaker 1: good of you? Okay, you know what I mean. He's like,
Speaker 1: there's positive things you took from it, then maybe you
Speaker 1: wouldn't have known it wasting three and a half years
Speaker 1: okay um. But also that's a lot to blame on me,
Speaker 1: I should have left Anyo a while ago. But the
Speaker 1: person I mostly learned the moment hospital Dick is probably
Speaker 1: the only guy in my life that loved me so
Speaker 1: much that I I don't know how to receive it. Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: I also think that I let money and success get
Speaker 1: in the way of that. I think, yeah, you it.
Speaker 1: I think you didn't want to let everybody know he
Speaker 1: was broke. I don't know if he was broke, he
Speaker 1: could take care of things, he had his own cred like,
Speaker 1: but it was more like he wasn't at the level
Speaker 1: of that other men. I was entertaining right right, And
Speaker 1: I think I would have been happier with him than Obey,
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't because he met Obe like almost right after.
Speaker 1: I would have saved so much fucking money in therapy
Speaker 1: and like all kinds of ship. But also I think
Speaker 1: it was just the universe's way of saying saying, like, oh, here,
Speaker 1: you picked that because shiny and look what you gave up.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'll ever han me and love
Speaker 1: me like that again. I hope I do, right. I
Speaker 1: think that he taught me the most about love um
Speaker 1: for me, I wish I never entertained or spent as
Speaker 1: much time as I did with Lawyer Bay because he didn't.
Speaker 1: It was like he was he was He was like
Speaker 1: my first year of college, he was at least that year,
Speaker 1: and then he was someone I just kept going back.
Speaker 1: I know what he looks like. Where does that make
Speaker 1: it today? I don't know. But the last time we
Speaker 1: met each other, and I think I brought up on
Speaker 1: here like he was battling depression, alcoholism. He liked just
Speaker 1: wasn't a happy person, and so he was in a
Speaker 1: place where he couldn't be happy for me. And it
Speaker 1: was just a lot of energy I was exerting on
Speaker 1: wanting to be there for him and so but I
Speaker 1: also think he was the person that when I got
Speaker 1: into school to be an accountant, he was in his
Speaker 1: last year of school to be a lawyer. So I
Speaker 1: think I looked too much on what we looked like
Speaker 1: on paper, that which is why I kept going back
Speaker 1: to him. So Lawyer Bay was someone that I wish
Speaker 1: I kind of didn't entertain. UM. And of course the
Speaker 1: person that I learned the most from was my ex,
Speaker 1: my most recent, my first relationship. UM. He he showed
Speaker 1: me that I know I could be a good wife.
Speaker 1: I could be a good partner, I could listen, I
Speaker 1: could be submissive, which I didn't think I had the case. Oh,
Speaker 1: neither did Crystal. Neither did any of my friends until
Speaker 1: they saw me with him, like maybe you being soft. No,
Speaker 1: they've even said said like, bitch, he don't know how
Speaker 1: good he got because all the ship you give him,
Speaker 1: they'd be like, bitch, if I was as busy as you,
Speaker 1: there's no way I would give do all the things
Speaker 1: that you do for this man. And I don't think
Speaker 1: he saw it. He also did doesn't know he met
Speaker 1: me in a pandemic. So I was like, Ny said
Speaker 1: something I said, you don't even know how nasty and
Speaker 1: me and a bitch is, because bitch, I'm I don't
Speaker 1: give a funk about these name. You think there's anything
Speaker 1: when the quote unquote world opened that you stopped doing
Speaker 1: Did he ever tell you stopped now? I didn't stop
Speaker 1: doing anything. I just got busier. And one of the
Speaker 1: things that was really good. But what one of the
Speaker 1: things that like made me feel away is that he
Speaker 1: he used me being tired and exhausted as a way
Speaker 1: to put me down, Like for a for a while,
Speaker 1: I stopped what mean like for a while, I stopped cooking,
Speaker 1: but I was still ordered the food. If you wanted
Speaker 1: a meal, instead of making you take me out, I
Speaker 1: would order the food. I always fed you, always fed you,
Speaker 1: always sucked you, and period, you're getting fed and you
Speaker 1: getting fucked nigga, not fineced, not financed, um, but fed
Speaker 1: and fox. And it started being to wear like, oh,
Speaker 1: you're too tired, are you too exhausted or he hated
Speaker 1: that I would even say how exhausted I was. And
Speaker 1: it was just like think I worked, NI got own
Speaker 1: businesses and Niga, I managed teams and so he started
Speaker 1: making me almost feel bad that I was a boss.
Speaker 1: And what what hurt me about that was it's one
Speaker 1: of my most prideful things, like Jay, and I hate
Speaker 1: that I always shot this bitch out. Jay takes on
Speaker 1: the pride of everything that I do in the studio
Speaker 1: and see the thing is and anything that I want
Speaker 1: to do as a talent, Like it's hurt and so
Speaker 1: like to even have people that I want to work
Speaker 1: hard and want me to grow mean something to me.
Speaker 1: So when the one person that I love makes me
Speaker 1: feel like I'm working too hard, like it made me
Speaker 1: feel like, how are you making me feel bad about
Speaker 1: one of the things that I'm most proud of That
Speaker 1: was actually the craziest thing about hospital. Dick Keith seemingly
Speaker 1: had an issue with sex. Mind you, this is how
Speaker 1: he knew me, right, he's a brilliant listener. But he
Speaker 1: told me once when I was creating sex cells, and
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I'm not going to interview people
Speaker 1: about their sex lives, just money and he was like yeah,
Speaker 1: but you know, we wanted to have kids and he
Speaker 1: was like, but like, how quick is this gonna be done?
Speaker 1: Because my contract was saying certain things and he was like, well,
Speaker 1: how soon are you gonna be finished? Like you can't
Speaker 1: be doing this pregnant. I'm like, what you like, but
Speaker 1: I don't want to go to a dungeon holding my
Speaker 1: back sitting down, like, well, tell me about cream pies
Speaker 1: because I know, like I do think that sometimes men
Speaker 1: may look at it as something amazing until it inconveniences
Speaker 1: out and the inconvenienced your the thing. Maybe I could
Speaker 1: go one round tonight, but not eight. But you know what,
Speaker 1: they also don't understand. I'm tired today because this is
Speaker 1: me today, nigga, because at the same time in five
Speaker 1: years from for example, how much work were we were
Speaker 1: doing with horrible decisions? Bro That Patreon merch was probably
Speaker 1: one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.
Speaker 1: I remember I used to ship it myself. Like I
Speaker 1: used to put the T shirts in the bag right,
Speaker 1: the fucking names on the labels. I used to do
Speaker 1: that ship before we got tea spring. I used to
Speaker 1: house the ship. You used to house the ship. I
Speaker 1: used to go to storage mail it like that is
Speaker 1: now offloaded because why we're making more money, nigga, I'm
Speaker 1: going to have less fucking ship to fucking do hands
Speaker 1: on when I have more money, So like, let me
Speaker 1: build these blocks. And I don't think that men really
Speaker 1: get it. But also the considerates, but being considering the
Speaker 1: fact that I'm still cooking for you, I'm making sure
Speaker 1: there's time. I'm moving around my schedule so that we
Speaker 1: can have a day at the park or a day
Speaker 1: at the spot or this. And so to feel like
Speaker 1: you mad or disappointed or disconnected with me because I'm tired,
Speaker 1: not work fucking hard, and so to me, that was
Speaker 1: that was that was the biggest thing about last thing,
Speaker 1: last thing before we get out of here is sex
Speaker 1: shifts only because we've talked about being lgbt Q, we've
Speaker 1: talked about being ethically non monogamous. What have you learned
Speaker 1: most about your sexuality through the Horrible Decisions journey? I
Speaker 1: was an email hole day one and I still am.
Speaker 1: That hasn't changed. Um, But you said something about you
Speaker 1: have a new thought process for threeesoms. Now, I h
Speaker 1: you're saying I said this today. You just said this
Speaker 1: about what you what you learned about thoms? Right like,
Speaker 1: but you really like three SOMs? You really like? And
Speaker 1: still what changed about that? Because that's still a part
Speaker 1: to me of sexuality. I learned that maybe I was
Speaker 1: so excited to have a sexually good partner that it
Speaker 1: made me want to fund other people with them. And
Speaker 1: what I was saying, what I learned with right this
Speaker 1: we're good people. O scissors for the world taught me
Speaker 1: that I was so strong with her, so in love
Speaker 1: with her. I definitely had three SOMs with the old
Speaker 1: Bay before I was in love with him. Right. I
Speaker 1: don't know if I'll ever again have threesomes with someone,
Speaker 1: and I can't say never say never. I don't know
Speaker 1: if I will. But before that foundation is super solid
Speaker 1: because with Old Bay, I didn't understand that we'd be together.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, let's just suck these ouds, and
Speaker 1: then we ended up together with scissors. We had a
Speaker 1: seriously deep connection to where the threesomes meant something better. Also,
Speaker 1: like the three SOMs I had with Old Bay were
Speaker 1: with fans and ran ambitions, and I mean, are you
Speaker 1: gonna keep working? Like we almost had sex with one
Speaker 1: of my home girls at the time that didn't happen,
Speaker 1: but like even then, like I was close to her
Speaker 1: at the time, close to him, so that didn't feel weird,
Speaker 1: but like or or hanging out with them didn't feel weird.
Speaker 1: But um, that's the only time I think, really something
Speaker 1: felt safe. I think that that h in terms of safeness.
Speaker 1: I think where I questioned what I needed for so long,
Speaker 1: sex clubs allowing allowing me to be with women not
Speaker 1: only with you, but separately. I realized how much I
Speaker 1: really like and y'all heard it last week on our
Speaker 1: on our episode with Elios podcast. But it is to
Speaker 1: me important that whoever I'm with is okay with the
Speaker 1: nonmonogamy of sex clubs, the nonmonogamy aspect of me bringing
Speaker 1: women in but also allowing me to be with other women,
Speaker 1: and if that then translates to you having to be
Speaker 1: with other women, we need to have a conversation about it,
Speaker 1: because I realized I don't want to be open. I
Speaker 1: don't want you to be emotionally connected to somebody. But
Speaker 1: I think in the beginning phase of this podcast, I
Speaker 1: didn't know what I wanted as far as the relationship
Speaker 1: and where I brought up doppel Ganger in the beginning.
Speaker 1: What I had sexually and intimately is my ex is
Speaker 1: exactly what I would still want again, more communication, of course,
Speaker 1: that are better. That are better to where he accepts
Speaker 1: that I accept him, And I've said I think that
Speaker 1: that was our biggest thing. I think he had to
Speaker 1: live a life of lives with the other women he
Speaker 1: dealt with, which is maybe why he cheated, maybe which
Speaker 1: is why he stepped out, which is which is maybe
Speaker 1: why he ventured on these rabbit holes of escapades with
Speaker 1: random women. And we've talked about that, but I don't
Speaker 1: think he fully accepted that I accepted him for who
Speaker 1: he was, And so to me, I want someone to
Speaker 1: be open with what do you want NICK give you? Bisexual?
Speaker 1: What's up. What do you need to where you're fulfilled? Unfulfilled,
Speaker 1: but we're open with each other. I need that and
Speaker 1: I think that I don't get there without this podcast.
Speaker 1: I don't get there without us coming on talking about
Speaker 1: our relationships, naming all these niggas what they are, being vulnerable,
Speaker 1: talking about our highs and our lows with men and women.
Speaker 1: I don't think I get there, And now I know
Speaker 1: exactly what I had in that space because what I
Speaker 1: want again, and that's why I can't date no celebrity.
Speaker 1: Doesn't you want to go to a sex club? And
Speaker 1: let's say where. Anyways, guys, we're gonna get technically the
Speaker 1: whole mail this week, so we were the whole mail.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much for tuning in. Before we
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Speaker 1: Hey guys, sorry that I am late with this week's
Speaker 1: Patreon episode. Our guests for this week, the bonus bitch
Speaker 1: episode is a bit so many of you guys do know. Um,
Speaker 1: we have Medina Monroe from The Cocktails Dirty Girl. Medina,
Speaker 1: what's your favorite podcast? Temptation? I would ask, queen. The
Speaker 1: only reason you are is because you added Temptation Island
Speaker 1: after that, because I am a podcast queen. But uh no,
Speaker 1: but I'm super excited. Again, Sorry that we're late. Last
Speaker 1: week was Medina's birthday, and as you guys know, I
Speaker 1: took a mental break last week and went to Mexico
Speaker 1: for a few days with my friend, which, by the way,
Speaker 1: was supposed to be a trip that we both mourned
Speaker 1: our relationships. I'm so sick of telling y'all I'm single
Speaker 1: when I'm not, because you'll be lying. You were lying,
Speaker 1: asked like the more I and I'm a Libra Libras
Speaker 1: do be lying. Bro, We're not gonna do that. Bro,
Speaker 1: We're not gonna do that. Be lying. Well, I just
Speaker 1: want to say to Loom, is such a boogie mental
Speaker 1: break trip. That is, you're so lucky. Most of us
Speaker 1: just have to walk to the bookstore and meditate in
Speaker 1: the park and we're like mental break. But I'm not lie.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie to Loom. And I've spoken on
Speaker 1: here about how I'm not a fan because I'm not
Speaker 1: a fan of the Jungle. It's crazy to me because
Speaker 1: I do feel like I could have went to Vegas
Speaker 1: and had the same experience because everything was very every
Speaker 1: Vegas and Loom. Everything was to get a mental break.
Speaker 1: In Vegas, you walk into your hotel room, they're selling
Speaker 1: you prostitutes you want. Well, every fucking restaurant I went
Speaker 1: to in to Loom was like Gina, we'd yes, yeah, no, no, bitch,
Speaker 1: not with the fit and all a ship going round. Uh.
Speaker 1: What's crazy too, guys, is this week? Uh this week,
Speaker 1: We're gonna talk about three things. Actually, um, we don't
Speaker 1: really have an outline, but I do want to outline that,
Speaker 1: y'all like getting some specialty in this bonus episode. I
Speaker 1: did have full permission from Medina to speak on it
Speaker 1: if I wanted to speak on it. So she will
Speaker 1: be giving a horrid derve, which of course is a
Speaker 1: sex tip. And we're gonna talk in during the Horrible
Speaker 1: Decision this week on outfits that you can wear in
Speaker 1: the bedroom and of course with your partner for Halloween.
Speaker 1: So I'm super excited to get there. However, are you
Speaker 1: already I'm a drum role or us. But I kind
Speaker 1: of wanted to share the story. So Medina came to
Speaker 1: New York and not only did she experience the sex
Speaker 1: club for the first time, she joined in with me
Speaker 1: and my boyfriend. Um, look, she really was trying to
Speaker 1: call him my boyfriend, y'all. Anyways, I guess let's start
Speaker 1: off with your experience at the sex club. I think
Speaker 1: a lot of people are nervous and not knowing what
Speaker 1: to expect. And I took Chelsea and shot a from
Speaker 1: Black Girl's texting podcast to end a s W. I
Speaker 1: also took you to end a s W So could
Speaker 1: you kind of like open up with kind of what
Speaker 1: your experience was like there? So I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 1: First of all, am I blurry on your end? Or
Speaker 1: is it just me? Uh? It might be just you,
Speaker 1: but it'll show up better at the end, it says
Speaker 1: ten a P. So cool. Um. Okay, So a walkthrough
Speaker 1: from beginning to end. So y'all have to story times.
Speaker 1: Mandy and Ice friendship happened in a very odd way.
Speaker 1: So for the longest time we were just talking on
Speaker 1: the phone, we shared the story, and then for even
Speaker 1: a longer time, I hadn't been to your place. You
Speaker 1: I don't. Yeah, by the time I came to New York,
Speaker 1: you had been to Atlanta, but I had never been
Speaker 1: to your space in your space. Okay, So I y'all
Speaker 1: know Mandy free and I don't put this on me. Wait,
Speaker 1: don't start off this line me being on now Libra's
Speaker 1: lie me being the free spirited liber that I am.
Speaker 1: I already know. I was like, you know, whatever we do.
Speaker 1: I know how her her boyfriend get down. But I
Speaker 1: did not think that this was going to happen. I
Speaker 1: need you know, this wasn't like a planned thing, and
Speaker 1: Mandy was when you get down here, we're like were
Speaker 1: busting out booty holes and like, no, that was not.
Speaker 1: We were just like, we're gonna hang out. I can't
Speaker 1: wait to meet your boyfriend. Is gonna be great. So
Speaker 1: we get there. As soon as I get to her place,
Speaker 1: we start drinking. Yeah, Mandy is a great host. We're
Speaker 1: having the time of our life. We go to some bar,
Speaker 1: some Irish bar, and we're having nasty as pickleback shots
Speaker 1: were not to her and her fine assid niggie being like,
Speaker 1: let me say man, because that's a man being like, well,
Speaker 1: we should go to the sex club tonight. My heart
Speaker 1: is racing. My heart is racing. It's like it's beating
Speaker 1: out of my chest because I'm like, okay, what are
Speaker 1: we what are we going to the sex club and
Speaker 1: we're all gonna do things together? Are we going to
Speaker 1: the sex club and it's just gonna you know, be
Speaker 1: I don't know. I have been to sex clubs before,
Speaker 1: but I've never ever, ever, ever