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Speaker 1: Guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision. Yo, Yo, Yo,

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Speaker 1: Yo yo, Welcome to another episode of horrid Blair. This

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Speaker 1: is yo. I'm sorry, y'all. It's your girl Mandy b

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Speaker 1: a k A dad bitch a k A pitt Stein

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Speaker 1: a k A I fucking mama and your daddy a

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Speaker 1: k A. Genuinee is fine, and y'all better stop playing

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Speaker 1: with that man. He's fun if he doesn't dance. I

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Speaker 1: don't like the dancing. It's giving less dance badly together. Well,

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Speaker 1: my name is wheezy. What the fun is Genuine doing

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Speaker 1: on stage? He's doing everything that clearly made it sowere.

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Speaker 1: This motherfucker got a hell a lot of kids, with

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Speaker 1: a hell of a lot of baby mama's. They probably

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Speaker 1: got a good dick, honestly, like big dick. Niggas always

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Speaker 1: like they always have like a little corny because God

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Speaker 1: is fair, so there's always something kind of wrong with them.

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Speaker 1: And in Genuine's case, it's like that's probably what you know,

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Speaker 1: what's easy. And I'll tell you everybody, Hey, listen, baby

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Speaker 1: a bitch can't dance, but I can't botus ads back

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Speaker 1: on some dick that's all that matter. I can fuck like.

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Speaker 1: I can't dance, I can't really grind, can't really vibrate,

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Speaker 1: but when the dick is inside me, I can see.

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Speaker 1: It was crazy to was Trina actually said that I

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Speaker 1: could like or No, it wasn't even treating that. She

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Speaker 1: said she has been around with the dick still aside.

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Speaker 1: But there's like someone else that says that she can't

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Speaker 1: do it on a dick. Uh, right, what about it?

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Speaker 1: I can do a lot on a dick. I just

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Speaker 1: can't do a lot. We know you can't ride one.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I just choose bendy if you basically are

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Speaker 1: now telling us all you can do is throw it back,

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Speaker 1: and that's what the niggas like. I got some ads,

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Speaker 1: I got some man's back there. Uh, speaking of I

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Speaker 1: guess I wanted to start off with a little bit

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Speaker 1: of catch up because we have a lot of a

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Speaker 1: lot a lot of guests coming up. And so while

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Speaker 1: you guys have been loving the solos, we have some

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Speaker 1: really really dope guests. We're in a fight, I mean,

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Speaker 1: or it just means we both really don't have a

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Speaker 1: sexual life right now or dating life or niggas is.

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Speaker 1: So let's talk about someone else. Honestly, the guests that

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Speaker 1: we're having lately though, everyone's just kind of coming in

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Speaker 1: town right now. It's just like a time when I'm

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Speaker 1: here for it. Sometimes there's weeks where it's like the

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Speaker 1: guests are kind of whack, and then there's other times

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Speaker 1: where I would never call a guest whack. Guys. Ever,

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Speaker 1: we've got a week guest. That's why I just looked

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Speaker 1: at them like week. Fine. I mean, we weren't given

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Speaker 1: we're supposed to be gay, that we could do that,

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Speaker 1: we could do that. It's so crazy now because ever

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Speaker 1: that I want Rolling Ray in this bitch, I will

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Speaker 1: roll good. Do you watch her? Okay? So okay? Is

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Speaker 1: this king of a wheel chair? So I'm not even

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Speaker 1: gonna lie to you. This may be a really toxic

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Speaker 1: question to ask. Do you think Rolling Ray is the

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Speaker 1: top or bottom? What? What could he be? I mean,

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Speaker 1: I don't know if he has I guess bottoming, but

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Speaker 1: I don't know how what functionality is. Also, I just

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Speaker 1: want to make a note. We are not ablest homes.

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Speaker 1: You know, we had not. I was about to roll

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Speaker 1: that hell out of here when she started talking about

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Speaker 1: how I couldn't suck date and We had a comment

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Speaker 1: recently where someone said, I loved your blind guy episode

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Speaker 1: and uh, you know both women that we had two

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Speaker 1: women in a wheelchair not really a man, you know.

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Speaker 1: But we've also had um shorty that everyone loved. The

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Speaker 1: white chick who was missing an arm, Dia die. It

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Speaker 1: women in together, but anyway was spicy. She was a

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Speaker 1: top many getting all the disabled people. Where are you at, bitch?

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Speaker 1: You said you weren't enables. I said, no, we are.

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Speaker 1: I'm saying you need to fig you need to bring

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Speaker 1: sex bit, you need to go outside in the sex

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Speaker 1: club people. I bring in some sex workers. I bring

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Speaker 1: in the niggas that want to be pegged. I leaned

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Speaker 1: more towards the black sex Slane. You bringing the others.

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Speaker 1: You're bringing the other Mandyaga like I'm in the parking lot,

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Speaker 1: just waiting on the handicapped spot, Like you want to

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Speaker 1: be on the show. It's it's given. I remember you

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Speaker 1: brought a cross dresser on that you came across on

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Speaker 1: fucking one of them dating apps. You're like, yo, swipe

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Speaker 1: if he wants to come on the pod. You literally

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Speaker 1: and white man, white you, you look for everyone. I'd

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Speaker 1: just be like, what nig I mean, I guess that's true.

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Speaker 1: I do like, I don't know. I just want some

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Speaker 1: Oh if, by the way, if you're listening to this,

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Speaker 1: and yes, I am joking about disabilities, and I want

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Speaker 1: love for you to bring awareness talk about on the

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Speaker 1: on the pod. Maybe someone with autism. I think I

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Speaker 1: want to bring on to somebody that got that thing

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Speaker 1: from like Douce Biggelow male Gigglo. No, not the tourette,

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Speaker 1: She would I want to know if like, what what

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Speaker 1: do you do to a male ego? If he busting

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Speaker 1: anyone with an Arcilepsi is listening or has made it

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Speaker 1: do want um what was I gonna say? Uh? What

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Speaker 1: did you say before that? And Arcilepsi tourette Sophia with

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Speaker 1: an ass Yall should check out her episode. She had

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Speaker 1: recording at my studio and one of the girls, Yomie,

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Speaker 1: wrote me and was like, Bro, this ship is real,

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Speaker 1: Like this is not a joke. This girl can't stop

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Speaker 1: saying big black, Like you can't say and stop saying

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Speaker 1: thinking about the girl from the dentist. Remember he was like,

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Speaker 1: often we do. But yeah, if you got tarette, hit

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Speaker 1: me up, um unless we're gonna speaking a big black dick?

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Speaker 1: Have you like that? Guy? I know the last time

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Speaker 1: I came in here, I was without, but now I'm

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Speaker 1: within and I actually sucked the nigga that kissed a

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Speaker 1: it on Patreon. It was amazing. It was really good.

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Speaker 1: We sucked for two and a half hours. I was

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Speaker 1: here y'all. I'm sure everybody's seen it now you probably

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Speaker 1: haven't seen to Get Intergalactic by kid Cutty. Holy shit,

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Speaker 1: that was one of the best things I've seen. It's

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Speaker 1: an animation. Kenya produced it, which was why I came here.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, it's so good. Mandy You if no

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Speaker 1: I I didn't have mixed business with pleasure. Oh I mean,

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Speaker 1: It was one of those moments where I was like, oh,

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Speaker 1: l a Whene, We're in New York. And then who

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Speaker 1: I was just naming some ship off and he was like, well,

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Speaker 1: I'm like, wait, y'all didn't kiss all night, no, or

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Speaker 1: But there was no intimate like now, we were just

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Speaker 1: you'll say you want again, because that's really when we

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Speaker 1: funk ourselves up. And I know, like a lot of times,

424
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Speaker 1: you know, if anyone's listening for a long time, I

425
00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:35,640
Speaker 1: get super stressy and depressing. But these are a lot

426
00:20:35,640 --> 00:20:38,400
Speaker 1: of things I've written down to like keep my ship okay,

427
00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:40,439
Speaker 1: and yeah this week I am okay, you know, like

428
00:20:40,520 --> 00:20:44,800
Speaker 1: mental health and motherfucker. But I think it's because those

429
00:20:44,840 --> 00:20:47,520
Speaker 1: little moments of my life, a little pocket of me

430
00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:49,440
Speaker 1: having sex with someone new or being able to cuttle

431
00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:51,639
Speaker 1: with a man, may not end up with these things.

432
00:20:51,840 --> 00:20:55,119
Speaker 1: But also it just feels like, Okay, yeah, it can't happen.

433
00:20:55,160 --> 00:20:57,679
Speaker 1: There's someone else. I mean, I am getting closer to

434
00:20:57,720 --> 00:20:59,960
Speaker 1: that thing. And I think that's what our partners are.

435
00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,000
Speaker 1: Sometimes they're reminders of the things we could have. It's

436
00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:06,360
Speaker 1: just showing us we're getting closer, you know, even too

437
00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:09,520
Speaker 1: with work. When you have a next step in your

438
00:21:09,520 --> 00:21:12,119
Speaker 1: career with something, it just shows you that much closer

439
00:21:12,720 --> 00:21:14,760
Speaker 1: you are to the next greatest thing, like the thing

440
00:21:14,840 --> 00:21:19,520
Speaker 1: that we're working on now. I went to Charlottegn'show yesterday and, um,

441
00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:22,480
Speaker 1: by the way, anyone who wants to go see a

442
00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,840
Speaker 1: live taping of a show, I think you're just going

443
00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,680
Speaker 1: to site. You sign yourself up. Please go. He wants

444
00:21:27,720 --> 00:21:29,800
Speaker 1: an audience. Yea, so many of our our fans were

445
00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:32,879
Speaker 1: there and like, it's really cool to watch a live taping. Um.

446
00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:36,160
Speaker 1: I want to go see Maury while he's still all.

447
00:21:36,920 --> 00:21:38,320
Speaker 1: I want to see how he ended up. I want

448
00:21:38,320 --> 00:21:42,480
Speaker 1: to see the Jerry Judge show. I think Mari ended

449
00:21:42,480 --> 00:21:45,760
Speaker 1: But Jerry's got the Court show. Jared Spranger, Yes, Jared

450
00:21:45,760 --> 00:21:47,680
Speaker 1: Springer got a court show. He's a j I want

451
00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:51,600
Speaker 1: to go to Steve Harvey Court show. Oh, I know

452
00:21:51,680 --> 00:21:53,560
Speaker 1: he'd be coming to them like but with his lips

453
00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,080
Speaker 1: not like, But y'all gotta go because it's really cool.

454
00:21:56,119 --> 00:21:57,600
Speaker 1: You get to sit in the audience, you'll see whatever

455
00:21:57,640 --> 00:22:00,200
Speaker 1: big guests they have. But um, I signed to go

456
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,720
Speaker 1: because I was in New York and literally Kenya was

457
00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:05,960
Speaker 1: the guest that week. And didn't expect that. Right, I'm

458
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,800
Speaker 1: so mad. I ain't go When fucking ray J was

459
00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:13,280
Speaker 1: the guest man. Even though Charlot Maye not slick, he

460
00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:16,440
Speaker 1: wrote the caption where he said there was so much

461
00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:19,160
Speaker 1: they couldn't talk about. And I ended up like running

462
00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:21,240
Speaker 1: into people that work on the show at the Revolt

463
00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:23,200
Speaker 1: summit and they cut it out and they was like, man,

464
00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:24,720
Speaker 1: it was so much it we couldn't even talk about

465
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:27,920
Speaker 1: because the motherfucking Cardash, she's really got power. Bitch them

466
00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:33,440
Speaker 1: them white girls got oh bit. Yeah, hi, um, well

467
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:38,560
Speaker 1: I say that to say. When I was walking out, um,

468
00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:42,520
Speaker 1: a fan of Horrible Decisions said like, yo, like, do

469
00:22:42,560 --> 00:22:45,080
Speaker 1: you ever look back and think how crazy it is that,

470
00:22:45,280 --> 00:22:47,480
Speaker 1: like you were just doing Brilliant Idiots. I found you

471
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:51,040
Speaker 1: on Brilliant Idiots. I was like, sometimes I look back

472
00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:52,720
Speaker 1: and think of that. Yeah, and there's a lot of

473
00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:55,560
Speaker 1: times where I don't realize what my life is. And

474
00:22:55,640 --> 00:22:58,800
Speaker 1: she said, actually, we should definitely insert a bleep here.

475
00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:02,200
Speaker 1: But she goes and imagine if like you and Mandy

476
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:06,359
Speaker 1: made like, imagine when that happens, that would be like

477
00:23:06,400 --> 00:23:09,959
Speaker 1: the craziest thing, right, And I'm looking at this bitch like,

478
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,440
Speaker 1: holy sh it, we are doing that ship and it's

479
00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:15,840
Speaker 1: almost like each thing in your life. And I say

480
00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:19,040
Speaker 1: this because I'm talking about partnership too. You can't believe

481
00:23:19,600 --> 00:23:21,680
Speaker 1: you wasn't you were there five years like it feels

482
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:23,800
Speaker 1: like it was so far away. You know what I'm saying,

483
00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:26,520
Speaker 1: would your would you five years ago believe that you

484
00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:29,080
Speaker 1: were here today? And I really am trying to believe

485
00:23:29,320 --> 00:23:31,360
Speaker 1: you thought a horrible session. Baby, We're gonna get there.

486
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:34,520
Speaker 1: We're gonna get there. No, no, I want to believe that.

487
00:23:34,560 --> 00:23:38,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying that will be like that with partnership, Like

488
00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:42,680
Speaker 1: I would love to be sitting with you talking about

489
00:23:42,720 --> 00:23:45,040
Speaker 1: how disgusting it was when my plus center came out

490
00:23:45,040 --> 00:23:48,080
Speaker 1: because I had a baby, Like I can't imagine talking

491
00:23:48,080 --> 00:23:50,600
Speaker 1: about that ship. Or are you saying that you've got

492
00:23:50,600 --> 00:23:54,200
Speaker 1: a man and y'all have your Uh what did you say?

493
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:55,639
Speaker 1: You don't want to live together, but you kind of

494
00:23:55,720 --> 00:23:57,639
Speaker 1: want to live No? No, no, you got your two

495
00:23:57,680 --> 00:24:03,800
Speaker 1: apartments close by or he and the inn out house multiion.

496
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,680
Speaker 1: We were all episode to eighty nine talk about that

497
00:24:06,880 --> 00:24:14,080
Speaker 1: like that's just gonna happen. Alright, Well, I wanted to

498
00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:16,200
Speaker 1: get into our vanilla ship because I wanted to make

499
00:24:16,200 --> 00:24:20,040
Speaker 1: this a little funny here because bit you thought, um,

500
00:24:20,080 --> 00:24:21,840
Speaker 1: so the vanilla ship. If you guys are tuning in

501
00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:24,479
Speaker 1: and not familiar with what vanilla ship is, it is

502
00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:28,520
Speaker 1: sex in the news um or somewhat aligned with that

503
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,000
Speaker 1: um and I wanted to bring up the fact that

504
00:24:31,040 --> 00:24:34,280
Speaker 1: Peter has called for women to go on a sex

505
00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:39,880
Speaker 1: strike against men who eat meat. Peter Peter's German division

506
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:45,120
Speaker 1: claims devouring sausages and Schnitzel's is a symptom of toxic

507
00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:49,479
Speaker 1: masculinity that is killing the planet. The nonprofit organization has

508
00:24:49,560 --> 00:24:52,600
Speaker 1: urged women to go on a strike sex strike to

509
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:56,240
Speaker 1: be exact to quote unquote save the world. During an

510
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Speaker 1: episode of Sky News Australia's news Day available stream on Flash,

511
00:25:01,119 --> 00:25:05,800
Speaker 1: Laura Wyman Jones, marketing manager of Pete Australia, discussed the band.

512
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:11,400
Speaker 1: The Peter Australia representative set it's organizations statement was designed

513
00:25:11,440 --> 00:25:14,680
Speaker 1: to be a conversation, started before adding, we really don't

514
00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:16,679
Speaker 1: care about your sex lives, of course, though they care

515
00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:18,879
Speaker 1: about the world. What we do care about is the

516
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:21,640
Speaker 1: planet and the animals we share it with, and those

517
00:25:21,680 --> 00:25:24,520
Speaker 1: animals are dying by the billions in the crudest ways

518
00:25:24,520 --> 00:25:29,919
Speaker 1: imaginable for burgers and sandwich filling. Now I've come on

519
00:25:29,960 --> 00:25:33,000
Speaker 1: this podcast quite a bit, and I realized only because

520
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:36,000
Speaker 1: the way I just tore down some motherfucking smothered chicken

521
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:44,560
Speaker 1: with white rice, cabbage and corn bread. Baby, you're not bitch, TikTok. Now,

522
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:48,320
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna hold you. But my mom. Uh, my mom,

523
00:25:48,560 --> 00:25:51,359
Speaker 1: though she is white, Um, learn how to cook from

524
00:25:51,359 --> 00:25:53,879
Speaker 1: my Jamaican as daddy and all of my black family.

525
00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:56,520
Speaker 1: And my mom still to this day makes the very

526
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 1: best oxtail I've ever had in my life. Um, and

527
00:25:59,160 --> 00:26:01,920
Speaker 1: my mom is like a soul food cooker. She's she's

528
00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:04,000
Speaker 1: a white woman, but she's a Southern white woman who

529
00:26:04,040 --> 00:26:06,720
Speaker 1: dated nothing but black men. So she knows seasonings right.

530
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,919
Speaker 1: And so like what's crazy is what I got to

531
00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:13,840
Speaker 1: actually cooking my mom. Like I used to ask my

532
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:16,679
Speaker 1: mom about her recipes, like what should be putting in this?

533
00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 1: Like her collar greens slap, And it's been harder. Southern food,

534
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:27,840
Speaker 1: southern homemade, southern period. I actually made me will be mad.

535
00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:30,320
Speaker 1: We know you make avocado toast. No, no, no no, I

536
00:26:30,359 --> 00:26:35,760
Speaker 1: was gonna say, I put Southern cooking over island cooking

537
00:26:36,119 --> 00:26:41,720
Speaker 1: for one main reason. Okay, bitch, I like, okay, okay,

538
00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:44,120
Speaker 1: and this was my first time even like you gotta

539
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,480
Speaker 1: make the skin CHRISTI and a lot of people don't

540
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:50,879
Speaker 1: know how I don't really cook for our food, but

541
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:55,320
Speaker 1: put it like that. What's crazy is I also realized,

542
00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:58,679
Speaker 1: and if y'all go back in the episodes, I dated

543
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:02,440
Speaker 1: somebody I think I called him. Wasn't vegan? Was it

544
00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:05,359
Speaker 1: vegan bay? Did I have a vegan Bay? Then Nikola

545
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 1: took me to a vegan restaurant on day one and

546
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 1: I was just like, not, you ordered nothing besides because

547
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,080
Speaker 1: we ended up going to Amy Roof and Bitch I

548
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:15,880
Speaker 1: had the like I like meat. Now I like dick,

549
00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:20,040
Speaker 1: but I like meat. I like oxtail. I like the

550
00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:25,439
Speaker 1: Muslim controversial beat like I had rabbit and Lucy and

551
00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:27,320
Speaker 1: the other day TV people don't like I like that.

552
00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:33,199
Speaker 1: I like fucking octopus, hole like alligator. I like flog wah. Okay,

553
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:39,520
Speaker 1: what's that when they glow it's so basically it's Muslim goose,

554
00:27:40,560 --> 00:27:43,280
Speaker 1: but they fatten it up. But also, y'all know, I

555
00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 1: like the food that apparently was just for the slaves.

556
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:48,119
Speaker 1: But I still funk with. Give me a motherfucking fried

557
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:54,960
Speaker 1: chicken gizzer with some hot sauce. Oh, I'll take it

558
00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:59,840
Speaker 1: boiled too. Are you hidding me with some with some

559
00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:02,800
Speaker 1: mad at sup bitch? You got me sucked up. All

560
00:28:02,840 --> 00:28:05,440
Speaker 1: I know is y'all got me funked up thinking I'm

561
00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:07,640
Speaker 1: gonna go on a sex strike because the nigga eat meat.

562
00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:09,640
Speaker 1: Nigga order the tomahawk and let me know you got

563
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,479
Speaker 1: that cat Peter ship. I'm gonna be honest. Peter Corny period,

564
00:28:12,600 --> 00:28:15,320
Speaker 1: not Peter Corny. They are gonna are we gonna get

565
00:28:15,320 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 1: canceled for that? I'm not getting canceled, bitch. It's a

566
00:28:18,800 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 1: black owned organizational. But the way I'm about to bust

567
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:23,760
Speaker 1: these furs out, baby, it's sixty degrees, we're getting cold,

568
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:26,560
Speaker 1: and I got the money about a real one of

569
00:28:26,600 --> 00:28:28,960
Speaker 1: those people where I'm like, go all in my nigga,

570
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:33,440
Speaker 1: y'all be getting mad at all these people with the fur. Meanwhile, bitch,

571
00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:36,040
Speaker 1: we're all rocking these designer bags, a lot of their

572
00:28:36,040 --> 00:28:39,400
Speaker 1: CEO rs and what are those made up? Which is

573
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:43,360
Speaker 1: giving cow as? That's what I heard. But we're walking

574
00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 1: around with cow as like a motherfucker, Um, I did

575
00:28:46,560 --> 00:28:50,480
Speaker 1: want to get into instead of That's how I wore

576
00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:54,320
Speaker 1: that shirt this morning. Did you you know free shirts?

577
00:28:55,320 --> 00:28:57,840
Speaker 1: It's giving high and Low, it's giving free screening T

578
00:28:57,920 --> 00:29:01,720
Speaker 1: shirt with the products um love Hilo. Yeah it's bitch.

579
00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 1: I were a fucking Margella top and some Amazon heels

580
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:08,240
Speaker 1: to that premier party. Ain't not the Amazon here, gret,

581
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,240
Speaker 1: it was Zebra. I was Fanny Beach. Oh, let me

582
00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:13,120
Speaker 1: tell you what happened to me? Because this she was embarrassing,

583
00:29:13,280 --> 00:29:18,560
Speaker 1: not embarrassing. So I you know, I'm trying to be,

584
00:29:20,040 --> 00:29:22,720
Speaker 1: you know, poised because I'm parting with my boss right

585
00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:26,040
Speaker 1: And I am looking at kid Cutty and I'm like,

586
00:29:26,080 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 1: am I gonna talk? Oh my god? I don't know

587
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,840
Speaker 1: what to say, but I'm so excited. What do I do?

588
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:33,880
Speaker 1: And um, I am talking to the producers for an

589
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 1: a galactic and my home girl looks at me and

590
00:29:36,400 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 1: her eyes look dilated, like she has to look like,

591
00:29:38,400 --> 00:29:41,200
Speaker 1: oh my god. And I was like, oh, ship, old

592
00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:42,800
Speaker 1: Bay must be behind me, Like why else would you

593
00:29:42,800 --> 00:29:45,520
Speaker 1: look like you're freaking out? Like what's going on behind me? No,

594
00:29:46,600 --> 00:29:48,400
Speaker 1: she goes, because this is why I said I was

595
00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:51,240
Speaker 1: looking real good i'most I'm a post to picture to yaka.

596
00:29:51,320 --> 00:29:56,680
Speaker 1: See he goes your ponytails on the phone. Bit you

597
00:29:56,840 --> 00:30:01,360
Speaker 1: line what your pony top fell out? Wait? Wait wait

598
00:30:01,400 --> 00:30:04,240
Speaker 1: wait wait wait, Wandy, it was a long braided ponytail

599
00:30:04,280 --> 00:30:08,840
Speaker 1: down to my knees and the ship fell out. Bits,

600
00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 1: you're lying when I tell you what bobby pin and

601
00:30:11,640 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 1: secured that, Bitch, when I tell you I did a

602
00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:19,080
Speaker 1: curtsy like this, let me tell you how your whole

603
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:21,760
Speaker 1: ponytail was on the full. But this is how black

604
00:30:21,800 --> 00:30:24,680
Speaker 1: women come together, ponytails on the floor. But people didn't notice,

605
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:26,880
Speaker 1: right because they're just looking at me in my face

606
00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:29,600
Speaker 1: and I just kind of leaned down. It's easy your ponytail.

607
00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:34,479
Speaker 1: Bit's your braided ponytail. Girl Gabby came over to me

608
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:37,680
Speaker 1: and she goes trying to be quiet, but she's not

609
00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,720
Speaker 1: quiet because she's also in shocked at my ponytails on

610
00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:43,840
Speaker 1: the floor at this fucking Netflix premiere party where niggas

611
00:30:43,880 --> 00:30:45,920
Speaker 1: is in the room with sucking oscars and Emmy's. And

612
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:49,600
Speaker 1: she goes, I have bobby pins in my back, but

613
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,400
Speaker 1: she's trying to lie out. Bitch shout came over, so

614
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,440
Speaker 1: I first take the ponytail, and I just started wrapping

615
00:30:55,440 --> 00:30:56,840
Speaker 1: it over the bun because I anyone looked like I

616
00:30:56,880 --> 00:30:59,240
Speaker 1: had a little nub on my head and so then

617
00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:02,360
Speaker 1: she is rubber band. I have the rubber band, and bitch,

618
00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:04,200
Speaker 1: weren't people coming up to me talking about how they

619
00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:07,000
Speaker 1: love the rated bun look not a braided bun like

620
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:10,040
Speaker 1: Oh my god. So anyway, that's why I have braids

621
00:31:10,120 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 1: again right now. Was getting my hair done right before

622
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:16,080
Speaker 1: horrible and I will never we're something that can slide

623
00:31:16,120 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 1: off to a premiere ag Oh my good god. Which

624
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:19,320
Speaker 1: is crazy because when we fought, but you had to

625
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:22,320
Speaker 1: draw string ponytwel that's going around like that day was

626
00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:25,640
Speaker 1: bossing around the club. But girl, you ain't win bulls

627
00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 1: and you wouldn't win the day you wouldn't, Bitch, I won,

628
00:31:29,760 --> 00:31:34,240
Speaker 1: didn't win, I would win. Think we fought, bit you

629
00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:36,600
Speaker 1: got me all the way funked up. I want to

630
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 1: day Mandy bus ass on anybody, bro And if you

631
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:44,320
Speaker 1: didn't bust ass at the month, how I think that.

632
00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,800
Speaker 1: I think you've lost your floor because it's giving a

633
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:48,960
Speaker 1: court for you, but I'm not fighting for you. Will

634
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 1: treat you about me? Funked up? If you think we're

635
00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:52,840
Speaker 1: both gonna get sued. You could get all the yod

636
00:31:53,240 --> 00:31:55,200
Speaker 1: in a lawsuit, but maybe I was gonna make this

637
00:31:55,240 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 1: a horrible thing. I had to make the decision for them,

638
00:31:58,600 --> 00:32:01,520
Speaker 1: for the fucking business, and it was to not allow

639
00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:04,040
Speaker 1: us to go bankrupt. If you wanted to go bankrupt

640
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:06,200
Speaker 1: because you wanted to jump in and fight, pose, that's

641
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:08,480
Speaker 1: on you, bitch. We could get sued and lose money.

642
00:32:08,480 --> 00:32:12,600
Speaker 1: Now that's your mama, and I love her to death.

643
00:32:12,680 --> 00:32:14,560
Speaker 1: I would have fought for your mama too, but but

644
00:32:15,280 --> 00:32:17,520
Speaker 1: it was a word, and you decided to fight for

645
00:32:17,560 --> 00:32:20,000
Speaker 1: a word. I would fight for a lot of words home,

646
00:32:20,120 --> 00:32:23,640
Speaker 1: and I appreciate you. Tell somebody to call you down

647
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 1: the street. They wouldn't make you be there now, down

648
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 1: the street where nobody is outside of Camera's venue, where

649
00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:31,800
Speaker 1: we didn't pay your shirts for we was at work. Bitch. No,

650
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,560
Speaker 1: there's been a lot of coworkers where bitch, I wanted

651
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:37,800
Speaker 1: to slap five off that hole. And I ain't fighter because, bitch,

652
00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:42,840
Speaker 1: my job, my career being sued and now we make money. Nigga,

653
00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 1: see what Smith signed. Excuse me if Chris Rock decided

654
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:51,000
Speaker 1: to sue him the same way, August. I've seen us

655
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:54,080
Speaker 1: probably gonna suit Tory Lanes. I'm on the side of August.

656
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:57,200
Speaker 1: I've seena if Chris Rock suited Will Smith. I'm on

657
00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 1: the side of that. Some ask the money, that's fine,

658
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:03,400
Speaker 1: you don't believe that. Like, I'm gonna be real with you.

659
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:06,680
Speaker 1: There's a bit in my hair right now. It's staying.

660
00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:09,120
Speaker 1: I'll be thinking about it all the time, and I'm like,

661
00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:11,720
Speaker 1: how much would I pay to be their ass? And

662
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:14,600
Speaker 1: I'll let you know right now, dare one person in

663
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:18,160
Speaker 1: life that will make me go back to the livelihood

664
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:21,560
Speaker 1: that I've had in my teens or twenties. Oh nob

665
00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:24,040
Speaker 1: got out off off of that type of decision. So

666
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:27,160
Speaker 1: I'm not sorry. I mean, it's probably of New York City,

667
00:33:27,200 --> 00:33:28,600
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I feel like that court

668
00:33:28,640 --> 00:33:31,320
Speaker 1: don't really know me. Orlando does. But I just feel

669
00:33:31,360 --> 00:33:32,719
Speaker 1: like they're gonna put me in g P and I'm

670
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,920
Speaker 1: gonna get out. You got me funked up. I wasn't

671
00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:37,320
Speaker 1: gonna fight, I wasn't gonna sit here. And because you

672
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 1: know what, I am glad that we've both been to jail.

673
00:33:39,240 --> 00:33:41,920
Speaker 1: Now it's fun, right, It's like you go it wasn't.

674
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:44,480
Speaker 1: It wasn't. Actually I hated it. It's like love after

675
00:33:44,560 --> 00:33:47,520
Speaker 1: Locknow Nope, I'll never go to jail again. I will

676
00:33:47,520 --> 00:33:50,920
Speaker 1: say shout out to uh, don't don't never say never been. Well.

677
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:53,440
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna shout out to the Queen's Division that

678
00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:55,920
Speaker 1: I was locked up in because the lieutenant there was

679
00:33:55,960 --> 00:33:59,280
Speaker 1: really really fucking nice to stay talking about this. He

680
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:01,160
Speaker 1: was nice that gave me his phone. I was able

681
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:03,240
Speaker 1: to call Nigga's like he was like, she looked normal.

682
00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:06,680
Speaker 1: I was normal. It's not given man, I was normal.

683
00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 1: You know. It's crazy too, because they lock up motherfucker's

684
00:34:09,600 --> 00:34:11,839
Speaker 1: I heard. That's the only reason mushrooms is legal now

685
00:34:12,160 --> 00:34:14,399
Speaker 1: is because like it spends so much money to put people.

686
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:16,520
Speaker 1: They spend so much to put people in jail. So

687
00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:18,560
Speaker 1: I think when people come in and they're not cracked out,

688
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:20,200
Speaker 1: they're like, all right, well, but didn't you spend the

689
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 1: night or a weekend. I won't spend seven hours, So

690
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:25,680
Speaker 1: you're more of you're more of a fella. That's why

691
00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:27,600
Speaker 1: I ain't scared to go back now that I've already

692
00:34:27,640 --> 00:34:30,480
Speaker 1: liked for being ass, I ain't gonna hold you. I

693
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,760
Speaker 1: want to turn into a home spunk the night. Nope, Nope,

694
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:35,719
Speaker 1: I wasn't ready. I say, give me out of the air.

695
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,239
Speaker 1: So here's the thing. I knew I was gonna get out, right,

696
00:34:38,239 --> 00:34:40,279
Speaker 1: It's not like I killed you spend the weekend, But

697
00:34:40,360 --> 00:34:42,080
Speaker 1: this is what I'm saying, Like I got Mandy when

698
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:44,560
Speaker 1: I tell you, I slept so hard to get you.

699
00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:49,920
Speaker 1: Slept hard of concrete because there was nothing else to do,

700
00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:52,640
Speaker 1: need to socialize. So I just slept the whole time

701
00:34:52,680 --> 00:34:56,080
Speaker 1: because I was like, fucking bro, I'm getting out on Monday. Monday.

702
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:59,280
Speaker 1: I couldn't get out because it was it was the weekend,

703
00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:00,880
Speaker 1: but I knew else it it out anyway, So I

704
00:35:00,960 --> 00:35:02,840
Speaker 1: just caught up on mad sleep. Yes, I was on

705
00:35:02,880 --> 00:35:05,840
Speaker 1: the bolly the night before, so I really needed that sleep.

706
00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:09,680
Speaker 1: What's crazy, though, is I would never do that. But

707
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 1: also now you're like super super gay. You're more gay

708
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,640
Speaker 1: than I think you used to be, so you might

709
00:35:13,680 --> 00:35:16,000
Speaker 1: actually like jail because you're just being there like scissor

710
00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,759
Speaker 1: and bitches. You know what's really annoying about You're saying

711
00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:21,520
Speaker 1: how gay I am? I looked I looked so cute

712
00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 1: at this party, right, and they're like, that was mad

713
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,040
Speaker 1: niggas there and so ken you just talking to this

714
00:35:27,160 --> 00:35:30,399
Speaker 1: dude and I leaned over and I'm like, who is that?

715
00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:35,879
Speaker 1: He looks at me to go, are you gay? Who

716
00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:38,520
Speaker 1: was it this? I don't know, some fucking nigga. It

717
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 1: was that she was supposed to know. No, but he

718
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:42,520
Speaker 1: was just fine. But if you like niggas, you should

719
00:35:42,560 --> 00:35:45,360
Speaker 1: have known who he was. No. I think I just

720
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,759
Speaker 1: wanted to run down on this nigga, you know what

721
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But like, at the same time, I was like,

722
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:52,479
Speaker 1: I want to be professional, but also i'd be trying. Mandy.

723
00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 1: Let me tell you how, how do you want to

724
00:35:53,680 --> 00:35:55,800
Speaker 1: be a professional when you out here? Because I wounded

725
00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:58,759
Speaker 1: niggas that you beat at work events because it wasn't

726
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:02,400
Speaker 1: like I worked with him. It was just adjacently he

727
00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:06,880
Speaker 1: worked with somebody. I know. Okay, what I'm saying, I thought.

728
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:09,200
Speaker 1: My excuse at any point in time when I want

729
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,120
Speaker 1: to meet a nigga at a work of it is hey,

730
00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:13,399
Speaker 1: I'm wheezy. I worked with Kenya directly, I miss head

731
00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:16,040
Speaker 1: of audio. I'd love to talk to you about Blover

732
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:20,480
Speaker 1: Zoom or my bed. Oh no, but you better sit

733
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:22,160
Speaker 1: here and act like you got a corporate credit card

734
00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:25,120
Speaker 1: and say over dinner on me business. I got a

735
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:28,600
Speaker 1: corporate cit I found out I was able to do that.

736
00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:30,759
Speaker 1: I taught to nobody else. Zoom, nigga, let's go out

737
00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 1: to eat and I'll show you how I eat well.

738
00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:35,839
Speaker 1: Weird meats my new conquest. So you know, I want

739
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:39,480
Speaker 1: your Vante roads And every time you he's only five four, No,

740
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:42,560
Speaker 1: he's not. Trevante is not that. That's a short nigger.

741
00:36:43,719 --> 00:36:46,239
Speaker 1: Don't ruin this. I will look it up for you.

742
00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:49,120
Speaker 1: I think we've talked about this. No, here's five eleven.

743
00:36:49,480 --> 00:36:52,399
Speaker 1: He is not. No, man, I've seen him in person.

744
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:59,560
Speaker 1: It's giving uh nba height. Hold on, No, they like

745
00:36:59,680 --> 00:37:02,040
Speaker 1: they said six ft so he's maybe six eight. No, No,

746
00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:04,279
Speaker 1: he's gonna he's got he's gonna he's six. He's not.

747
00:37:04,440 --> 00:37:09,000
Speaker 1: He's six. He's when I saw his dick, you're gonna

748
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:10,960
Speaker 1: be so mad about it. Well, hopefully his dick is

749
00:37:10,960 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 1: a kickstand and makes them taller than when he stands out.

750
00:37:13,719 --> 00:37:19,360
Speaker 1: He's six feet tall. He's giving bige, which is a

751
00:37:19,400 --> 00:37:24,479
Speaker 1: little sean. It's a lie. So that's why I said,

752
00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:27,279
Speaker 1: hopefully Trevante is the same with a whole kickstand that

753
00:37:27,320 --> 00:37:28,800
Speaker 1: makes them taller. I just want him to put on

754
00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 1: the moonlight. But also technically, maybe y'all are the same

755
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:34,839
Speaker 1: height laying down, you know, and it works out for you. Um.

756
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:37,320
Speaker 1: I wanted to get into her. Think I cuddled it

757
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:40,239
Speaker 1: with five eleven and I remember saying to him, I

758
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:41,879
Speaker 1: love that you're going short and short, and I thought

759
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:43,279
Speaker 1: he was tall and he was like, no, A lot

760
00:37:43,280 --> 00:37:46,319
Speaker 1: of people think that. And then I realized, I don't

761
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:48,240
Speaker 1: want to say what he was wearing. But anyway, the nigga.

762
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,120
Speaker 1: You know when niggas wearing tims and they looked taller. Yeah,

763
00:37:51,160 --> 00:37:52,799
Speaker 1: that's why you gotta be careful in New York, y'all,

764
00:37:52,840 --> 00:37:56,120
Speaker 1: he falls approaching us, don't get don't get tricked into

765
00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:58,839
Speaker 1: these niggles with the tims. It's given three inches. Did

766
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:02,840
Speaker 1: you knows was five three? Prince was also a homophobe

767
00:38:02,840 --> 00:38:05,839
Speaker 1: that was gayer than gay. So I'm not shocked by

768
00:38:05,840 --> 00:38:08,279
Speaker 1: anything that I see about Prince now and r I

769
00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:11,400
Speaker 1: p to that man. But the way I didn't realize

770
00:38:11,440 --> 00:38:14,600
Speaker 1: how homophobic he was realized, like I just read a

771
00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:18,400
Speaker 1: lot of things about like just how he was super

772
00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:20,880
Speaker 1: adamant that he wasn't but certain things that he said

773
00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:23,520
Speaker 1: regarding the l g B t Q community was just

774
00:38:23,680 --> 00:38:27,960
Speaker 1: not nice. But also nigga, you were makeup purses and

775
00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:30,920
Speaker 1: everything that also aligned. I'm well, maybe we'll do this

776
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:34,120
Speaker 1: on Patreon. I'll go through like the people that say

777
00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:38,160
Speaker 1: there was one way Patreon on homophobics, So let's do it.

778
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:40,440
Speaker 1: Let's do it. Because he was one um I did

779
00:38:40,480 --> 00:38:43,120
Speaker 1: want to get though into r I P. I didn't.

780
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: You gotta be respectful, bitch. I'll be trying to talk

781
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:52,040
Speaker 1: about the people that were the loss. You know, we've

782
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:56,120
Speaker 1: been talking about Kevin Samuels. We don't know what he's

783
00:38:56,120 --> 00:38:59,239
Speaker 1: looking up at us. He's looking down on us. You

784
00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 1: think he's in Hell. The way he dressed was nice.

785
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:05,000
Speaker 1: I think God would have been like, pretty your cool,

786
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:07,640
Speaker 1: dressed as up hill because this just go bird and

787
00:39:07,719 --> 00:39:11,280
Speaker 1: have holes in Hell? All right, all right? His actually

788
00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 1: his clothes would be giving uh eeasy, you know, easy,

789
00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:17,399
Speaker 1: like just putting holes and making it look homeless. So

790
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:23,040
Speaker 1: in Hell, they dressed like Kanye all right, y'all, Hey,

791
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:26,319
Speaker 1: that's why he's practicing being hot. It is, oh wait

792
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:30,160
Speaker 1: what because you see he's practising me away dressing hot

793
00:39:30,160 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 1: ward because he said that he don't even funk with

794
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:35,960
Speaker 1: the temperatures. He's he's going to hell. Um, why's Kanye

795
00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:41,160
Speaker 1: doing to hell? Because he's going to hell? No, bro, Kanye,

796
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:44,840
Speaker 1: where do you think he's going to heaven? Yeah? I

797
00:39:44,880 --> 00:39:46,600
Speaker 1: think ye is from I would love for you to

798
00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:50,560
Speaker 1: ask his good music artists where they think he's going. Wait,

799
00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:58,480
Speaker 1: he's bad deals, but this is not that. Let's get

800
00:39:58,520 --> 00:40:01,680
Speaker 1: him to our horror, lad, this is y'all. Um, we

801
00:40:01,719 --> 00:40:04,560
Speaker 1: are going to do a look back, look bad at it,

802
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 1: look bad at it, look bad at it. Hey, So

803
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:13,319
Speaker 1: we're gonna look back again, y'all. We have reached Oh

804
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 1: my goodness, we're heading into I believe year seven. We've

805
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:20,640
Speaker 1: done six years though. Um we're jamming out here on

806
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:23,480
Speaker 1: the Black Effect. But if you guys, we're not familiar.

807
00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:26,719
Speaker 1: Year one we were independent. By year two we had

808
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:31,000
Speaker 1: the backing of Charlemagne and the Loudspeaker Network. Um, we

809
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:35,160
Speaker 1: put ourselves on tour. And it's crazy because someone just

810
00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:38,640
Speaker 1: recently wrote on Twitter that's where this topic came from. Damn,

811
00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 1: y'all short, it really came far from accounting. I used

812
00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:44,200
Speaker 1: to listen and you know she was accounting, so I

813
00:40:44,239 --> 00:40:46,320
Speaker 1: was like, you know what, what's crazy about that is

814
00:40:46,360 --> 00:40:49,439
Speaker 1: we thn I have sat on the pod and there's

815
00:40:49,480 --> 00:40:52,320
Speaker 1: been things that we both shot at each other without

816
00:40:52,320 --> 00:40:55,480
Speaker 1: realizing that. Well, we've both also grown, we've become differently,

817
00:40:55,480 --> 00:40:58,479
Speaker 1: We've have did different relationships. So I wanted I broke

818
00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:01,400
Speaker 1: this down into four different things. But by the way,

819
00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:04,040
Speaker 1: shout out the black Effect. We just gotta fucking raise yes,

820
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:07,280
Speaker 1: God damn it. Ever happy round of applause. I don't know, Dwayne,

821
00:41:07,320 --> 00:41:10,960
Speaker 1: go ahead and start the round of applause here. I'm down,

822
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:15,839
Speaker 1: thank you, thank you, black shout out Black shout out

823
00:41:16,000 --> 00:41:19,239
Speaker 1: Charlotte magnate because I just bought any car and I

824
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:24,719
Speaker 1: cannot wait. But also, um, if you guys didn't see

825
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,920
Speaker 1: the clip a couple of weeks ago. Also, I mean

826
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:31,440
Speaker 1: people ask, you know, like maybe if we went elsewhere,

827
00:41:31,480 --> 00:41:34,920
Speaker 1: if I mean, other people have wanted us, but Charlemagne

828
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 1: has been someone who has championed us for where he

829
00:41:38,719 --> 00:41:41,760
Speaker 1: sees our value, where he sees we can be. And

830
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:44,600
Speaker 1: we recently even got mentioned we were on it, but

831
00:41:44,680 --> 00:41:46,719
Speaker 1: not really. We were on Jimmy Kim. We were on

832
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:48,879
Speaker 1: Jimmy Kim. I wannna tell you right now, Charlot Mayne

833
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:50,680
Speaker 1: text me that ship. He said click at three minutes

834
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:54,960
Speaker 1: and uh, the second I heard him go, you're really

835
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,640
Speaker 1: busy you have a podcast network. I said, no way

836
00:41:56,640 --> 00:42:00,160
Speaker 1: he's gonna say, and he's that horrible decision, and I think, ink,

837
00:42:00,840 --> 00:42:02,960
Speaker 1: you know, I've I've definitely had comments on my page

838
00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:06,960
Speaker 1: or whatever. We're like, people are like, yeah, talking and

839
00:42:07,080 --> 00:42:11,920
Speaker 1: you love him so much, and you know, there's a

840
00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:14,719
Speaker 1: lot to be said about somebody who is that magnitude

841
00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:18,080
Speaker 1: of famous and don't forget you, you know, any encounter

842
00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:20,640
Speaker 1: I'm sure people have ever gotten to have with Charlotte Magne,

843
00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:25,239
Speaker 1: Like you see how normal this person is and how

844
00:42:25,360 --> 00:42:28,760
Speaker 1: kind they are. But also he is a true testament

845
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:31,040
Speaker 1: of someone that puts people on. Like going to this

846
00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:35,080
Speaker 1: show yesterday, I'm watching Ismael who you know as a

847
00:42:35,120 --> 00:42:39,480
Speaker 1: photographer Callis and Nila Simone who shout out to her,

848
00:42:39,600 --> 00:42:41,600
Speaker 1: you know, be te nominator for the Hip Hop Awards,

849
00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:43,960
Speaker 1: and seeing all these women that have worked with him

850
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:45,480
Speaker 1: in the past. A lot of black women on the

851
00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:51,359
Speaker 1: ship show down to the COVID testers, right, and it's

852
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:52,600
Speaker 1: a lot of people that used to work with other

853
00:42:52,640 --> 00:42:55,200
Speaker 1: Breakfast Up or We're interns or just came by and like,

854
00:42:55,600 --> 00:43:00,480
Speaker 1: that's a real, real fucking leader and you I, Um,

855
00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:02,400
Speaker 1: I just love seeing that ship and he really has

856
00:43:02,440 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 1: inspired me when when when people tell me I'm a

857
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:09,040
Speaker 1: good boss, it's crazy because I really do think one

858
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:12,920
Speaker 1: I've learned from bad bosses, but two I've learned from Charlemagne,

859
00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: Like he told me once. Um, I watched Brianna talk

860
00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 1: about me on this interview and I don't really feel

861
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:22,560
Speaker 1: like I did anything for Brianda, but she feels like

862
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:25,600
Speaker 1: I did right. And he was like saying to me, like,

863
00:43:25,840 --> 00:43:29,480
Speaker 1: you know the way that you feel about me and

864
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:32,080
Speaker 1: what I've done for you, you need to make more wheezies,

865
00:43:32,120 --> 00:43:34,720
Speaker 1: build people up. That's a legacy, you know what I'm saying,

866
00:43:35,440 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 1: Make more of you and build people to the point

867
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:40,720
Speaker 1: where they couldn't have been without you. And it's funny

868
00:43:40,760 --> 00:43:44,200
Speaker 1: because sometimes you would think that maybe what is just

869
00:43:44,280 --> 00:43:46,440
Speaker 1: horrible decision doesn't have reached But I think of someone

870
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:50,760
Speaker 1: like Dash the rope dude, and hearing him talk about

871
00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:53,800
Speaker 1: how horrible decisions got him so many clients, or Mistress

872
00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:57,040
Speaker 1: Marley using her name as featured on and it's a

873
00:43:57,120 --> 00:43:59,879
Speaker 1: real thing. There's a marvelous, like the way we've we've

874
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:06,320
Speaker 1: catapulted I mean people in in in this sex space.

875
00:44:06,480 --> 00:44:11,440
Speaker 1: I think it's also very telling to steal um going

876
00:44:11,520 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 1: up to people and and hearing how we've transformed their relationships. UM.

877
00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:21,280
Speaker 1: I actually did. When I went out to Vegas, UM

878
00:44:21,520 --> 00:44:24,960
Speaker 1: hung with the dancer. UM hold on, I want to

879
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:30,080
Speaker 1: get her name because cats no, she dances currently for

880
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:35,040
Speaker 1: us here for that. So her name is YOEI. And

881
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:38,080
Speaker 1: what was amazing about my interaction with her was I

882
00:44:38,120 --> 00:44:41,600
Speaker 1: got to meet her partner. I want to say, fiance.

883
00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:44,520
Speaker 1: They're about to get married or maybe they are married already.

884
00:44:44,680 --> 00:44:47,279
Speaker 1: And her partner pulled me aside and was like, I

885
00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:48,880
Speaker 1: just want you to know I hear your voice all

886
00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:52,279
Speaker 1: the time and you really make her happy. You like

887
00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:55,799
Speaker 1: you're someone who's impacted her. She listens to you, and

888
00:44:55,840 --> 00:44:58,080
Speaker 1: can I just say thank you for doing that for her?

889
00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:01,440
Speaker 1: Like literally her her girl pulled me aside and said that.

890
00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 1: So I don't think we realized either, like our impact

891
00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:06,920
Speaker 1: not only on the sex workers that we bring on

892
00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:10,840
Speaker 1: the pod, the other podcasters we brought on UM And

893
00:45:10,880 --> 00:45:13,800
Speaker 1: it's kind of a full circle moment. And in talking

894
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:16,960
Speaker 1: about full circle moment again even bringing up you being

895
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 1: a boss. I wanted to ask you. I wanted to start.

896
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:21,759
Speaker 1: We have four shifts, um, and I'm gonna try to

897
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:23,279
Speaker 1: make it to homemail, but we have four shifts that

898
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:25,400
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about. I wanted to know in

899
00:45:25,440 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 1: a career shift, Um, is there anything now? Is there

900
00:45:28,760 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 1: anything that you do now that is similar to your

901
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 1: job in tech? And all answer to the same in accounting?

902
00:45:34,000 --> 00:45:36,279
Speaker 1: Oh man, I'm a seller to the core bro like

903
00:45:37,040 --> 00:45:40,719
Speaker 1: so with w TF. Now we're seasoned enough. It's coming

904
00:45:40,840 --> 00:45:43,680
Speaker 1: two years where like I used to do tours on

905
00:45:43,719 --> 00:45:47,759
Speaker 1: my own and stuff like that. But Um, Alex gave

906
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:49,400
Speaker 1: me a compliment. Recently, we were on the phone with

907
00:45:49,400 --> 00:45:52,120
Speaker 1: this big company and I'm not gonna lie. I didn't

908
00:45:52,120 --> 00:45:54,600
Speaker 1: know a lot of the things they're asking me. Um,

909
00:45:54,640 --> 00:45:56,799
Speaker 1: they want to basically do this contract for a year

910
00:45:56,840 --> 00:46:00,400
Speaker 1: where this podcast is strictly out of our studio. And

911
00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:03,440
Speaker 1: he started talking about stuff, UM, and he was like,

912
00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,560
Speaker 1: now with your team handle that development and show running.

913
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 1: I was like, as I said, we're production studio right

914
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 1: like post and post production mainly, but we'll hire on

915
00:46:12,040 --> 00:46:14,400
Speaker 1: your pre production team and absolutely bring candidates for you

916
00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 1: to interview. So when we hung up, I was like,

917
00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:18,520
Speaker 1: who do they on interview? I was like, I don't know, nigga,

918
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:20,480
Speaker 1: I'm about to figure it out. Then they just said

919
00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:22,080
Speaker 1: they want to show runner. I'm not gonna let them

920
00:46:22,120 --> 00:46:24,440
Speaker 1: leave and start hitting up other people for a show runner.

921
00:46:24,520 --> 00:46:26,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna use my connects, bought a bunch of black

922
00:46:26,680 --> 00:46:28,880
Speaker 1: show runners and then have them interview with these people.

923
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:32,280
Speaker 1: And I sell a lot when it comes to um,

924
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:34,759
Speaker 1: you know, two writers or pitching shows or having them

925
00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:37,719
Speaker 1: work with Collaboo, which is Kenny's company. And I don't

926
00:46:37,719 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 1: think any of that would be something I could do

927
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:43,799
Speaker 1: today if I wasn't selling fucking tech ship. I mean,

928
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:46,480
Speaker 1: for those of you who are new listeners, I would

929
00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:51,440
Speaker 1: sell um like disaster recovery software. So if a company

930
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:54,759
Speaker 1: you can even say Full Court Studios, right, hey, you

931
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:57,799
Speaker 1: guys have a lot of podcasts, come in here and

932
00:46:57,880 --> 00:46:59,680
Speaker 1: you have a bunch of audio files. What happens if

933
00:46:59,680 --> 00:47:03,040
Speaker 1: you're puter crashes? We have a cloud recovery software that

934
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:05,359
Speaker 1: like that. And I was sell the funk out of them.

935
00:47:05,360 --> 00:47:08,640
Speaker 1: I was walking into barbershops selling that ship, you know,

936
00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:11,680
Speaker 1: and it's it's a very humbling thing like I've never

937
00:47:11,719 --> 00:47:14,439
Speaker 1: been a waitress, which I feel like everyone needs under

938
00:47:14,480 --> 00:47:16,399
Speaker 1: their belts to like understand how to work with people.

939
00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:19,000
Speaker 1: But I have. I have worked in the mall, and

940
00:47:19,080 --> 00:47:22,520
Speaker 1: I think like knowing those jobs that are kind of

941
00:47:22,560 --> 00:47:25,320
Speaker 1: from the bottom up really do help you and shape

942
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:28,279
Speaker 1: you to be a good person when having employees, I

943
00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:34,680
Speaker 1: realized now with with my team, um my need for organization, structure,

944
00:47:34,960 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 1: Excel sheets, making everything um just easy. Like I realized

945
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:43,440
Speaker 1: how much I enjoy processes. I realized how much I

946
00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:47,960
Speaker 1: enjoy Hey, let me create a system that works and

947
00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:51,560
Speaker 1: let me implement it into different things. So exactly how

948
00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:54,680
Speaker 1: I formatted and set up like horrible on the back end.

949
00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:56,560
Speaker 1: I brought that over to see the thing is. And

950
00:47:56,600 --> 00:47:59,440
Speaker 1: now I'm working on creating a manual to bringing it

951
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:03,120
Speaker 1: to more shows and networks and production houses. And I

952
00:48:03,120 --> 00:48:05,839
Speaker 1: think that you know where it's not fun. Excel sheets

953
00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:09,799
Speaker 1: aren't fun for everybody, and processes and management and you know,

954
00:48:09,880 --> 00:48:12,120
Speaker 1: D I T and none of that is fun. But

955
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 1: like knowing how to label files and all of those things,

956
00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:19,040
Speaker 1: I found like a lot of excitement in that where

957
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:21,279
Speaker 1: I was at one point like which I don't want

958
00:48:21,280 --> 00:48:22,800
Speaker 1: to be, you know, I I gotta say. I was

959
00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:28,759
Speaker 1: thinking of something the other day, UM that really made

960
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: me feel proud because I was talking to someone in

961
00:48:32,760 --> 00:48:36,040
Speaker 1: l A who said, you know, that's wild. Your co

962
00:48:36,120 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 1: host has a podcast studio, like, and I was like, yeah,

963
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,759
Speaker 1: I feel you. I was like, but you know, I

964
00:48:42,760 --> 00:48:45,719
Speaker 1: gotta be real with you, like I don't really have

965
00:48:46,120 --> 00:48:48,360
Speaker 1: a co host that's not doing ship, you know what

966
00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:51,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like there's a lot of podcasts out here

967
00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:56,200
Speaker 1: that have one person that's doing really well and excelling

968
00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:59,759
Speaker 1: and the others just kind of floating and absolutely a

969
00:48:59,800 --> 00:49:03,520
Speaker 1: lot dual yep. I think there's a lot of podcasts

970
00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:06,680
Speaker 1: where either they're they're just just doing their podcast so

971
00:49:06,719 --> 00:49:09,200
Speaker 1: they haven't grown. And I was like, you know, like,

972
00:49:09,520 --> 00:49:13,439
Speaker 1: m there's not really I said, if if I would

973
00:49:13,480 --> 00:49:16,480
Speaker 1: see something come up where she was maybe maybe she

974
00:49:16,560 --> 00:49:19,000
Speaker 1: got another TV shot, she's doing a movie, like, it

975
00:49:19,000 --> 00:49:20,640
Speaker 1: wouldn't be a shocker to me. I don't think it

976
00:49:20,640 --> 00:49:22,480
Speaker 1: would be for her either, right if you saw me

977
00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:24,719
Speaker 1: doing something like that, was like, these are just kind

978
00:49:24,760 --> 00:49:26,400
Speaker 1: of the winds I'm used to getting with the co

979
00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:29,279
Speaker 1: host on horror decisions like that, Like I'm getting a bag,

980
00:49:29,360 --> 00:49:33,320
Speaker 1: She's getting bag, and I don't know many podcasts where

981
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:37,400
Speaker 1: their partner is also doing something outside of them, you know,

982
00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:41,440
Speaker 1: And for a while with Horrible we were doing that.

983
00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:43,160
Speaker 1: I think you and I both felt that, probably like

984
00:49:43,239 --> 00:49:45,840
Speaker 1: right in the middle, like you're three, like Okay, I

985
00:49:45,840 --> 00:49:48,440
Speaker 1: need to have something for myself. And I think it

986
00:49:48,560 --> 00:49:50,320
Speaker 1: was a point where I remember we were doing therapy

987
00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 1: a lot. It's like, am I breaking away or am

988
00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:55,120
Speaker 1: I just learning my own self? And there's a real

989
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 1: thing of like needing to come into your own because

990
00:49:58,520 --> 00:50:01,560
Speaker 1: sometimes it is annoying for someone to look at me

991
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:05,239
Speaker 1: and be like, oh, Mandy, And it's annoying because I'm like,

992
00:50:05,280 --> 00:50:07,640
Speaker 1: I wish I did something else that people could know

993
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:10,320
Speaker 1: me for, you know, I would love my own identity,

994
00:50:10,400 --> 00:50:12,920
Speaker 1: even though horrible decision is the biggest thing I do.

995
00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 1: Still it's nice to know that, Like there are other

996
00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:19,400
Speaker 1: things coming back to point A. I had a a

997
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:22,280
Speaker 1: comment recently, which to me is isn't a common comment,

998
00:50:22,400 --> 00:50:25,040
Speaker 1: but someone said, oh my god, I'm so happy I

999
00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:27,239
Speaker 1: watched sex Cells because I found horrible decisions. And I

1000
00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:29,759
Speaker 1: was like, oh, this is it, Like there is a

1001
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:32,680
Speaker 1: reason that I'm connecting other dots because it only makes

1002
00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:34,640
Speaker 1: the other ship bigger and it only gets more money

1003
00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:37,319
Speaker 1: on both ends. Right, if you're not growing and going

1004
00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:39,600
Speaker 1: out there and doing things, what if I was the

1005
00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:41,319
Speaker 1: only one? What if you were the only one? You're like,

1006
00:50:41,400 --> 00:50:43,399
Speaker 1: damn bitch, well where the fun? What are you doing

1007
00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:45,680
Speaker 1: to fucking get money in the show? Because for a

1008
00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:48,040
Speaker 1: while when we started the show, I remember you used

1009
00:50:48,080 --> 00:50:50,480
Speaker 1: to say like I brought listeners because I had X

1010
00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:52,600
Speaker 1: y Z and it would make me feel like ship

1011
00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:55,359
Speaker 1: because I'm like nigga, I'm also talent, Like people are

1012
00:50:55,360 --> 00:50:58,000
Speaker 1: staying because I'm here right, And it made me feel

1013
00:50:58,080 --> 00:51:01,239
Speaker 1: like maybe Mandy feels like I'm nothing. But I know

1014
00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:03,280
Speaker 1: that there's no way in hell that could happen today

1015
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:05,920
Speaker 1: because we both are really out here working. We have

1016
00:51:06,040 --> 00:51:09,000
Speaker 1: not just let horrible decisions be the only thing. And

1017
00:51:09,040 --> 00:51:11,879
Speaker 1: I think that is the biggest thing that I've taken

1018
00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:15,759
Speaker 1: away from our show, that, um, maybe other podcasters haven't

1019
00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:19,000
Speaker 1: reached yet. Maybe maybe other people and do what as

1020
00:51:19,000 --> 00:51:21,839
Speaker 1: our partnerships or YouTube creators haven't able to figure out

1021
00:51:21,880 --> 00:51:25,839
Speaker 1: yet learning how to actually branch right, that's a real

1022
00:51:26,160 --> 00:51:28,759
Speaker 1: real skill, right. Uh yeah, I want to bring it

1023
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:32,160
Speaker 1: back to six um, you to do that say, agreeing

1024
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:36,720
Speaker 1: kink shifts. You do that a lot, but I'd be like, right, okay,

1025
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:39,200
Speaker 1: but we both went back and forth. I'll let you

1026
00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:41,919
Speaker 1: finish your thought. Didn't cut you off, and now let's

1027
00:51:41,920 --> 00:51:45,799
Speaker 1: move on the conversation. Um, kink shifts. What were you

1028
00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:48,840
Speaker 1: completely against in the beginning of this podcast that you

1029
00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:51,759
Speaker 1: now partake it? Not p you are you? You just

1030
00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,440
Speaker 1: said peace? So you are here giving golden showers? No,

1031
00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:56,680
Speaker 1: I mean I know for me it was it was

1032
00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:59,560
Speaker 1: it was beat. I can't fig of something. Can you

1033
00:51:59,880 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 1: just such and tell the other? Can you think of

1034
00:52:01,239 --> 00:52:06,279
Speaker 1: anything I've ever said that I'd never do. You're a

1035
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:09,879
Speaker 1: home You've been home since they want sex club, never

1036
00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:11,560
Speaker 1: really been into it, kind of want the sex cells

1037
00:52:11,560 --> 00:52:14,160
Speaker 1: before I did with white people. Were you having sex

1038
00:52:14,160 --> 00:52:16,719
Speaker 1: in them? Like? I've never really okay, I've never really.

1039
00:52:16,920 --> 00:52:19,160
Speaker 1: I still can't do it. Okay. I like public sex.

1040
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:21,480
Speaker 1: You like public sex and alleys on the street, out

1041
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:24,160
Speaker 1: in public where you want. You always say that you

1042
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:31,719
Speaker 1: brought that up in the alley if it's Italian, yes,

1043
00:52:32,080 --> 00:52:34,080
Speaker 1: so it's a street. I don't know how you say it.

1044
00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: It's an all. I don't y'all, I don't know accents

1045
00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:44,560
Speaker 1: all right, Um, relationship ships? Which X do you wish

1046
00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:46,719
Speaker 1: you never entertained that you brought up on the pod?

1047
00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:51,080
Speaker 1: And which X did you learn? Who did I learn

1048
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:52,600
Speaker 1: the most from? I learn? Who did you learn the

1049
00:52:52,640 --> 00:52:54,680
Speaker 1: most from? And who do you wish you never entertained?

1050
00:52:55,320 --> 00:52:58,920
Speaker 1: I wish I never met Obey? Well, damn you hate

1051
00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:01,920
Speaker 1: that nigga. Um all right, I think that he caught

1052
00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 1: He wasted a lot of my good years. O. That's

1053
00:53:05,200 --> 00:53:07,760
Speaker 1: a whole another conversation to have on another pot. Okay,

1054
00:53:07,880 --> 00:53:09,960
Speaker 1: I thought fucking him was great. We'll talk about that

1055
00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:14,120
Speaker 1: on another Potum. Yeah, he wasted my time. Um. Also

1056
00:53:14,160 --> 00:53:17,120
Speaker 1: I think you took anything positive from that relationship? Sure,

1057
00:53:17,239 --> 00:53:20,080
Speaker 1: I learned partnership. I learned a lot about myself. I

1058
00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:23,239
Speaker 1: learned I'll be a great wife. Okay, Um, I learned that.

1059
00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:25,400
Speaker 1: But did you know that before that really ruined my

1060
00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:27,120
Speaker 1: idea of three stoms bro No, I didn't know how

1061
00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:28,719
Speaker 1: good of you? Okay, you know what I mean. He's like,

1062
00:53:28,760 --> 00:53:30,680
Speaker 1: there's positive things you took from it, then maybe you

1063
00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:35,480
Speaker 1: wouldn't have known it wasting three and a half years

1064
00:53:35,680 --> 00:53:38,239
Speaker 1: okay um. But also that's a lot to blame on me,

1065
00:53:38,239 --> 00:53:40,880
Speaker 1: I should have left Anyo a while ago. But the

1066
00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:43,880
Speaker 1: person I mostly learned the moment hospital Dick is probably

1067
00:53:43,960 --> 00:53:48,319
Speaker 1: the only guy in my life that loved me so

1068
00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:52,760
Speaker 1: much that I I don't know how to receive it. Yeah, okay,

1069
00:53:53,040 --> 00:53:57,319
Speaker 1: I also think that I let money and success get

1070
00:53:57,320 --> 00:54:00,120
Speaker 1: in the way of that. I think, yeah, you it.

1071
00:54:00,320 --> 00:54:01,759
Speaker 1: I think you didn't want to let everybody know he

1072
00:54:01,800 --> 00:54:04,160
Speaker 1: was broke. I don't know if he was broke, he

1073
00:54:04,200 --> 00:54:05,840
Speaker 1: could take care of things, he had his own cred like,

1074
00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 1: but it was more like he wasn't at the level

1075
00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:12,880
Speaker 1: of that other men. I was entertaining right right, And

1076
00:54:12,920 --> 00:54:15,320
Speaker 1: I think I would have been happier with him than Obey,

1077
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:18,439
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't because he met Obe like almost right after.

1078
00:54:18,680 --> 00:54:21,000
Speaker 1: I would have saved so much fucking money in therapy

1079
00:54:21,040 --> 00:54:23,839
Speaker 1: and like all kinds of ship. But also I think

1080
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:26,799
Speaker 1: it was just the universe's way of saying saying, like, oh, here,

1081
00:54:26,880 --> 00:54:30,520
Speaker 1: you picked that because shiny and look what you gave up.

1082
00:54:30,880 --> 00:54:32,239
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'll ever han me and love

1083
00:54:32,280 --> 00:54:34,400
Speaker 1: me like that again. I hope I do, right. I

1084
00:54:34,440 --> 00:54:36,960
Speaker 1: think that he taught me the most about love um

1085
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:41,440
Speaker 1: for me, I wish I never entertained or spent as

1086
00:54:41,480 --> 00:54:46,279
Speaker 1: much time as I did with Lawyer Bay because he didn't.

1087
00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:49,640
Speaker 1: It was like he was he was He was like

1088
00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:52,479
Speaker 1: my first year of college, he was at least that year,

1089
00:54:52,880 --> 00:54:54,960
Speaker 1: and then he was someone I just kept going back.

1090
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:56,640
Speaker 1: I know what he looks like. Where does that make

1091
00:54:56,719 --> 00:54:59,040
Speaker 1: it today? I don't know. But the last time we

1092
00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:01,040
Speaker 1: met each other, and I think I brought up on

1093
00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:05,360
Speaker 1: here like he was battling depression, alcoholism. He liked just

1094
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:07,719
Speaker 1: wasn't a happy person, and so he was in a

1095
00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:10,279
Speaker 1: place where he couldn't be happy for me. And it

1096
00:55:10,400 --> 00:55:12,400
Speaker 1: was just a lot of energy I was exerting on

1097
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:15,239
Speaker 1: wanting to be there for him and so but I

1098
00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:17,640
Speaker 1: also think he was the person that when I got

1099
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:19,800
Speaker 1: into school to be an accountant, he was in his

1100
00:55:19,880 --> 00:55:22,239
Speaker 1: last year of school to be a lawyer. So I

1101
00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:24,480
Speaker 1: think I looked too much on what we looked like

1102
00:55:24,520 --> 00:55:27,200
Speaker 1: on paper, that which is why I kept going back

1103
00:55:27,239 --> 00:55:29,399
Speaker 1: to him. So Lawyer Bay was someone that I wish

1104
00:55:29,440 --> 00:55:32,400
Speaker 1: I kind of didn't entertain. UM. And of course the

1105
00:55:32,440 --> 00:55:34,880
Speaker 1: person that I learned the most from was my ex,

1106
00:55:34,960 --> 00:55:39,440
Speaker 1: my most recent, my first relationship. UM. He he showed

1107
00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:40,839
Speaker 1: me that I know I could be a good wife.

1108
00:55:40,880 --> 00:55:43,319
Speaker 1: I could be a good partner, I could listen, I

1109
00:55:43,360 --> 00:55:48,719
Speaker 1: could be submissive, which I didn't think I had the case. Oh,

1110
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:51,160
Speaker 1: neither did Crystal. Neither did any of my friends until

1111
00:55:51,200 --> 00:55:54,239
Speaker 1: they saw me with him, like maybe you being soft. No,

1112
00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:59,399
Speaker 1: they've even said said like, bitch, he don't know how

1113
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:01,719
Speaker 1: good he got because all the ship you give him,

1114
00:56:01,880 --> 00:56:04,799
Speaker 1: they'd be like, bitch, if I was as busy as you,

1115
00:56:05,480 --> 00:56:07,600
Speaker 1: there's no way I would give do all the things

1116
00:56:07,600 --> 00:56:09,319
Speaker 1: that you do for this man. And I don't think

1117
00:56:09,320 --> 00:56:11,680
Speaker 1: he saw it. He also did doesn't know he met

1118
00:56:11,719 --> 00:56:14,000
Speaker 1: me in a pandemic. So I was like, Ny said

1119
00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:16,440
Speaker 1: something I said, you don't even know how nasty and

1120
00:56:16,520 --> 00:56:18,759
Speaker 1: me and a bitch is, because bitch, I'm I don't

1121
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:20,760
Speaker 1: give a funk about these name. You think there's anything

1122
00:56:20,800 --> 00:56:24,080
Speaker 1: when the quote unquote world opened that you stopped doing

1123
00:56:24,120 --> 00:56:26,160
Speaker 1: Did he ever tell you stopped now? I didn't stop

1124
00:56:26,239 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 1: doing anything. I just got busier. And one of the

1125
00:56:29,239 --> 00:56:31,799
Speaker 1: things that was really good. But what one of the

1126
00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:36,640
Speaker 1: things that like made me feel away is that he

1127
00:56:36,640 --> 00:56:40,640
Speaker 1: he used me being tired and exhausted as a way

1128
00:56:40,640 --> 00:56:43,759
Speaker 1: to put me down, Like for a for a while,

1129
00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:46,080
Speaker 1: I stopped what mean like for a while, I stopped cooking,

1130
00:56:46,080 --> 00:56:48,000
Speaker 1: but I was still ordered the food. If you wanted

1131
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,040
Speaker 1: a meal, instead of making you take me out, I

1132
00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:52,680
Speaker 1: would order the food. I always fed you, always fed you,

1133
00:56:52,680 --> 00:56:56,840
Speaker 1: always sucked you, and period, you're getting fed and you

1134
00:56:56,920 --> 00:57:00,759
Speaker 1: getting fucked nigga, not fineced, not financed, um, but fed

1135
00:57:00,800 --> 00:57:05,239
Speaker 1: and fox. And it started being to wear like, oh,

1136
00:57:05,640 --> 00:57:08,400
Speaker 1: you're too tired, are you too exhausted or he hated

1137
00:57:08,440 --> 00:57:10,400
Speaker 1: that I would even say how exhausted I was. And

1138
00:57:10,440 --> 00:57:12,600
Speaker 1: it was just like think I worked, NI got own

1139
00:57:12,640 --> 00:57:16,280
Speaker 1: businesses and Niga, I managed teams and so he started

1140
00:57:16,320 --> 00:57:19,520
Speaker 1: making me almost feel bad that I was a boss.

1141
00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:22,400
Speaker 1: And what what hurt me about that was it's one

1142
00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:26,080
Speaker 1: of my most prideful things, like Jay, and I hate

1143
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,680
Speaker 1: that I always shot this bitch out. Jay takes on

1144
00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:32,000
Speaker 1: the pride of everything that I do in the studio

1145
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:34,600
Speaker 1: and see the thing is and anything that I want

1146
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:37,600
Speaker 1: to do as a talent, Like it's hurt and so

1147
00:57:37,720 --> 00:57:40,840
Speaker 1: like to even have people that I want to work

1148
00:57:40,920 --> 00:57:43,920
Speaker 1: hard and want me to grow mean something to me.

1149
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:47,080
Speaker 1: So when the one person that I love makes me

1150
00:57:47,160 --> 00:57:51,040
Speaker 1: feel like I'm working too hard, like it made me

1151
00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:54,120
Speaker 1: feel like, how are you making me feel bad about

1152
00:57:54,160 --> 00:57:56,320
Speaker 1: one of the things that I'm most proud of That

1153
00:57:56,440 --> 00:58:02,520
Speaker 1: was actually the craziest thing about hospital. Dick Keith seemingly

1154
00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:05,600
Speaker 1: had an issue with sex. Mind you, this is how

1155
00:58:05,600 --> 00:58:10,240
Speaker 1: he knew me, right, he's a brilliant listener. But he

1156
00:58:10,480 --> 00:58:13,640
Speaker 1: told me once when I was creating sex cells, and

1157
00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:15,280
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I'm not going to interview people

1158
00:58:15,280 --> 00:58:18,840
Speaker 1: about their sex lives, just money and he was like yeah,

1159
00:58:18,960 --> 00:58:21,360
Speaker 1: but you know, we wanted to have kids and he

1160
00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:24,000
Speaker 1: was like, but like, how quick is this gonna be done?

1161
00:58:24,040 --> 00:58:26,680
Speaker 1: Because my contract was saying certain things and he was like, well,

1162
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:28,640
Speaker 1: how soon are you gonna be finished? Like you can't

1163
00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:32,800
Speaker 1: be doing this pregnant. I'm like, what you like, but

1164
00:58:32,840 --> 00:58:34,440
Speaker 1: I don't want to go to a dungeon holding my

1165
00:58:34,480 --> 00:58:37,080
Speaker 1: back sitting down, like, well, tell me about cream pies

1166
00:58:37,080 --> 00:58:41,120
Speaker 1: because I know, like I do think that sometimes men

1167
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:45,080
Speaker 1: may look at it as something amazing until it inconveniences

1168
00:58:45,160 --> 00:58:48,880
Speaker 1: out and the inconvenienced your the thing. Maybe I could

1169
00:58:48,880 --> 00:58:51,400
Speaker 1: go one round tonight, but not eight. But you know what,

1170
00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:55,440
Speaker 1: they also don't understand. I'm tired today because this is

1171
00:58:55,480 --> 00:58:58,680
Speaker 1: me today, nigga, because at the same time in five

1172
00:58:58,760 --> 00:59:02,160
Speaker 1: years from for example, how much work were we were

1173
00:59:02,160 --> 00:59:04,960
Speaker 1: doing with horrible decisions? Bro That Patreon merch was probably

1174
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:06,280
Speaker 1: one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

1175
00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:09,120
Speaker 1: I remember I used to ship it myself. Like I

1176
00:59:09,200 --> 00:59:10,800
Speaker 1: used to put the T shirts in the bag right,

1177
00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:12,880
Speaker 1: the fucking names on the labels. I used to do

1178
00:59:12,920 --> 00:59:15,120
Speaker 1: that ship before we got tea spring. I used to

1179
00:59:15,160 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 1: house the ship. You used to house the ship. I

1180
00:59:16,720 --> 00:59:19,320
Speaker 1: used to go to storage mail it like that is

1181
00:59:19,360 --> 00:59:22,960
Speaker 1: now offloaded because why we're making more money, nigga, I'm

1182
00:59:23,000 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 1: going to have less fucking ship to fucking do hands

1183
00:59:25,960 --> 00:59:28,600
Speaker 1: on when I have more money, So like, let me

1184
00:59:28,720 --> 00:59:33,760
Speaker 1: build these blocks. And I don't think that men really

1185
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:40,840
Speaker 1: get it. But also the considerates, but being considering the

1186
00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:44,040
Speaker 1: fact that I'm still cooking for you, I'm making sure

1187
00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:46,600
Speaker 1: there's time. I'm moving around my schedule so that we

1188
00:59:46,640 --> 00:59:48,440
Speaker 1: can have a day at the park or a day

1189
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:52,120
Speaker 1: at the spot or this. And so to feel like

1190
00:59:52,680 --> 00:59:56,880
Speaker 1: you mad or disappointed or disconnected with me because I'm tired,

1191
00:59:57,360 --> 01:00:00,160
Speaker 1: not work fucking hard, and so to me, that was

1192
01:00:00,480 --> 01:00:03,600
Speaker 1: that was that was the biggest thing about last thing,

1193
01:00:03,800 --> 01:00:05,560
Speaker 1: last thing before we get out of here is sex

1194
01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 1: shifts only because we've talked about being lgbt Q, we've

1195
01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:12,400
Speaker 1: talked about being ethically non monogamous. What have you learned

1196
01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:17,160
Speaker 1: most about your sexuality through the Horrible Decisions journey? I

1197
01:00:17,240 --> 01:00:20,040
Speaker 1: was an email hole day one and I still am.

1198
01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:24,280
Speaker 1: That hasn't changed. Um, But you said something about you

1199
01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:30,560
Speaker 1: have a new thought process for threeesoms. Now, I h

1200
01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:33,200
Speaker 1: you're saying I said this today. You just said this

1201
01:00:33,240 --> 01:00:37,280
Speaker 1: about what you what you learned about thoms? Right like,

1202
01:00:37,360 --> 01:00:41,000
Speaker 1: but you really like three SOMs? You really like? And

1203
01:00:41,040 --> 01:00:43,880
Speaker 1: still what changed about that? Because that's still a part

1204
01:00:43,960 --> 01:00:49,600
Speaker 1: to me of sexuality. I learned that maybe I was

1205
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:52,440
Speaker 1: so excited to have a sexually good partner that it

1206
01:00:52,560 --> 01:00:55,400
Speaker 1: made me want to fund other people with them. And

1207
01:00:55,960 --> 01:01:00,400
Speaker 1: what I was saying, what I learned with right this

1208
01:01:00,640 --> 01:01:04,120
Speaker 1: we're good people. O scissors for the world taught me

1209
01:01:05,280 --> 01:01:09,000
Speaker 1: that I was so strong with her, so in love

1210
01:01:09,080 --> 01:01:11,280
Speaker 1: with her. I definitely had three SOMs with the old

1211
01:01:11,280 --> 01:01:14,000
Speaker 1: Bay before I was in love with him. Right. I

1212
01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:16,640
Speaker 1: don't know if I'll ever again have threesomes with someone,

1213
01:01:16,640 --> 01:01:18,040
Speaker 1: and I can't say never say never. I don't know

1214
01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,280
Speaker 1: if I will. But before that foundation is super solid

1215
01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:24,720
Speaker 1: because with Old Bay, I didn't understand that we'd be together.

1216
01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:27,480
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, let's just suck these ouds, and

1217
01:01:27,520 --> 01:01:30,080
Speaker 1: then we ended up together with scissors. We had a

1218
01:01:30,160 --> 01:01:34,280
Speaker 1: seriously deep connection to where the threesomes meant something better. Also,

1219
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:36,439
Speaker 1: like the three SOMs I had with Old Bay were

1220
01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:42,000
Speaker 1: with fans and ran ambitions, and I mean, are you

1221
01:01:42,000 --> 01:01:44,600
Speaker 1: gonna keep working? Like we almost had sex with one

1222
01:01:44,640 --> 01:01:46,440
Speaker 1: of my home girls at the time that didn't happen,

1223
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:49,120
Speaker 1: but like even then, like I was close to her

1224
01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:51,280
Speaker 1: at the time, close to him, so that didn't feel weird,

1225
01:01:51,800 --> 01:01:54,720
Speaker 1: but like or or hanging out with them didn't feel weird.

1226
01:01:54,800 --> 01:01:57,880
Speaker 1: But um, that's the only time I think, really something

1227
01:01:57,920 --> 01:02:02,040
Speaker 1: felt safe. I think that that h in terms of safeness.

1228
01:02:02,080 --> 01:02:05,760
Speaker 1: I think where I questioned what I needed for so long,

1229
01:02:07,280 --> 01:02:13,120
Speaker 1: sex clubs allowing allowing me to be with women not

1230
01:02:13,240 --> 01:02:15,840
Speaker 1: only with you, but separately. I realized how much I

1231
01:02:15,920 --> 01:02:19,000
Speaker 1: really like and y'all heard it last week on our

1232
01:02:19,120 --> 01:02:23,040
Speaker 1: on our episode with Elios podcast. But it is to

1233
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:28,200
Speaker 1: me important that whoever I'm with is okay with the

1234
01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:33,840
Speaker 1: nonmonogamy of sex clubs, the nonmonogamy aspect of me bringing

1235
01:02:33,840 --> 01:02:36,160
Speaker 1: women in but also allowing me to be with other women,

1236
01:02:36,600 --> 01:02:40,360
Speaker 1: and if that then translates to you having to be

1237
01:02:40,400 --> 01:02:43,520
Speaker 1: with other women, we need to have a conversation about it,

1238
01:02:43,520 --> 01:02:45,480
Speaker 1: because I realized I don't want to be open. I

1239
01:02:45,520 --> 01:02:47,880
Speaker 1: don't want you to be emotionally connected to somebody. But

1240
01:02:48,360 --> 01:02:51,600
Speaker 1: I think in the beginning phase of this podcast, I

1241
01:02:51,640 --> 01:02:53,760
Speaker 1: didn't know what I wanted as far as the relationship

1242
01:02:54,240 --> 01:02:56,400
Speaker 1: and where I brought up doppel Ganger in the beginning.

1243
01:02:56,840 --> 01:03:01,240
Speaker 1: What I had sexually and intimately is my ex is

1244
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:04,960
Speaker 1: exactly what I would still want again, more communication, of course,

1245
01:03:05,040 --> 01:03:08,320
Speaker 1: that are better. That are better to where he accepts

1246
01:03:08,360 --> 01:03:10,600
Speaker 1: that I accept him, And I've said I think that

1247
01:03:10,600 --> 01:03:13,080
Speaker 1: that was our biggest thing. I think he had to

1248
01:03:13,120 --> 01:03:14,840
Speaker 1: live a life of lives with the other women he

1249
01:03:14,880 --> 01:03:17,320
Speaker 1: dealt with, which is maybe why he cheated, maybe which

1250
01:03:17,320 --> 01:03:19,240
Speaker 1: is why he stepped out, which is which is maybe

1251
01:03:19,240 --> 01:03:23,640
Speaker 1: why he ventured on these rabbit holes of escapades with

1252
01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:26,840
Speaker 1: random women. And we've talked about that, but I don't

1253
01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:29,200
Speaker 1: think he fully accepted that I accepted him for who

1254
01:03:29,240 --> 01:03:32,160
Speaker 1: he was, And so to me, I want someone to

1255
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:34,920
Speaker 1: be open with what do you want NICK give you? Bisexual?

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Speaker 1: What's up. What do you need to where you're fulfilled? Unfulfilled,

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Speaker 1: but we're open with each other. I need that and

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Speaker 1: I think that I don't get there without this podcast.

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Speaker 1: I don't get there without us coming on talking about

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Speaker 1: our relationships, naming all these niggas what they are, being vulnerable,

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Speaker 1: talking about our highs and our lows with men and women.

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Speaker 1: I don't think I get there, And now I know

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Speaker 1: exactly what I had in that space because what I

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Speaker 1: want again, and that's why I can't date no celebrity.

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Speaker 1: Doesn't you want to go to a sex club? And

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Speaker 1: let's say where. Anyways, guys, we're gonna get technically the

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Speaker 1: whole mail this week, so we were the whole mail.

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Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much for tuning in. Before we

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Speaker 1: get out of here, and let y'all know about our Patreon.

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Speaker 1: We'll let y'all know what else we got going on.

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Speaker 1: Make sure y'all tune in every Thursday at night am

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Speaker 1: Digital platform on their YouTube channel MTVS Date my playlist.

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Speaker 1: I'm your host. Make sure you tune in every Tuesday

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Speaker 1: and Friday to my other podcast. See the thing is

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Speaker 1: UM and I'm not sure when it's gonna be posted UM,

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Speaker 1: but I hosted and moderated a wonderful panel at Revolt

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Speaker 1: Summit UM the Pitch competition, which is like fucking shark Tank.

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Speaker 1: So I was like, oh my god, I'll be kind

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Speaker 1: of a hosting shark tank. But it was a wonderful Uh.

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Speaker 1: It was a wonderful panel where we had judges on

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Speaker 1: their UM give ten dollars away to a bipoc tech

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Speaker 1: startup UM shout out to Conconnect I believes who won UM.

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Speaker 1: But that will be coming on the Revolte channel soon.

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Speaker 1: So just thank Revolt for having me in TV. And

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Speaker 1: again make sure you guys check out Mother podcast. Oh

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Speaker 1: and we're at Full Course Studios, so if you're in

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Speaker 1: Brooklyn and New York and want to film, come to

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Speaker 1: and that's a rep. Check us out on Patreon if

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Speaker 1: you want some more up to date t our show

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Speaker 1: is produced almost like a TV show. We film it,

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Speaker 1: we get ready, We pick our guests ahead of time.

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Speaker 1: So if you want that on the fly, up to

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Speaker 1: back Slash and we got BTS on there too, so

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Speaker 1: y'all get to see us like behind the scenes and

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Speaker 1: then once a month, which is amazing. Um, if you're

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Speaker 1: one of our top tier, one of our top two tiers, um,

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Speaker 1: we get on a town hall in zoom Chat with

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Speaker 1: our patrons. So guy, this has been yet another episode.

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Speaker 1: We're leaving you with a five minute bonus clip, another

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Speaker 1: episode of Horror Bled. This is yours next week, beast.

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Speaker 1: Hey guys, sorry that I am late with this week's

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Speaker 1: Patreon episode. Our guests for this week, the bonus bitch

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Speaker 1: episode is a bit so many of you guys do know. Um,

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Speaker 1: we have Medina Monroe from The Cocktails Dirty Girl. Medina,

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Speaker 1: what's your favorite podcast? Temptation? I would ask, queen. The

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01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:37,280
Speaker 1: only reason you are is because you added Temptation Island

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Speaker 1: after that, because I am a podcast queen. But uh no,

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Speaker 1: but I'm super excited. Again, Sorry that we're late. Last

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Speaker 1: week was Medina's birthday, and as you guys know, I

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Speaker 1: took a mental break last week and went to Mexico

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Speaker 1: for a few days with my friend, which, by the way,

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Speaker 1: was supposed to be a trip that we both mourned

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Speaker 1: our relationships. I'm so sick of telling y'all I'm single

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Speaker 1: when I'm not, because you'll be lying. You were lying,

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Speaker 1: asked like the more I and I'm a Libra Libras

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Speaker 1: do be lying. Bro, We're not gonna do that. Bro,

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Speaker 1: We're not gonna do that. Be lying. Well, I just

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Speaker 1: want to say to Loom, is such a boogie mental

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Speaker 1: break trip. That is, you're so lucky. Most of us

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Speaker 1: just have to walk to the bookstore and meditate in

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Speaker 1: the park and we're like mental break. But I'm not lie.

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Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie to Loom. And I've spoken on

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Speaker 1: here about how I'm not a fan because I'm not

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Speaker 1: a fan of the Jungle. It's crazy to me because

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Speaker 1: I do feel like I could have went to Vegas

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Speaker 1: and had the same experience because everything was very every

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Speaker 1: Vegas and Loom. Everything was to get a mental break.

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Speaker 1: In Vegas, you walk into your hotel room, they're selling

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Speaker 1: you prostitutes you want. Well, every fucking restaurant I went

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Speaker 1: to in to Loom was like Gina, we'd yes, yeah, no, no, bitch,

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Speaker 1: not with the fit and all a ship going round. Uh.

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Speaker 1: What's crazy too, guys, is this week? Uh this week,

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Speaker 1: We're gonna talk about three things. Actually, um, we don't

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Speaker 1: really have an outline, but I do want to outline that,

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Speaker 1: y'all like getting some specialty in this bonus episode. I

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Speaker 1: did have full permission from Medina to speak on it

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Speaker 1: if I wanted to speak on it. So she will

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Speaker 1: be giving a horrid derve, which of course is a

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Speaker 1: sex tip. And we're gonna talk in during the Horrible

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Speaker 1: Decision this week on outfits that you can wear in

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Speaker 1: the bedroom and of course with your partner for Halloween.

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Speaker 1: So I'm super excited to get there. However, are you

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Speaker 1: already I'm a drum role or us. But I kind

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Speaker 1: of wanted to share the story. So Medina came to

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Speaker 1: New York and not only did she experience the sex

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Speaker 1: club for the first time, she joined in with me

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Speaker 1: and my boyfriend. Um, look, she really was trying to

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Speaker 1: call him my boyfriend, y'all. Anyways, I guess let's start

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Speaker 1: off with your experience at the sex club. I think

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Speaker 1: a lot of people are nervous and not knowing what

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Speaker 1: to expect. And I took Chelsea and shot a from

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Speaker 1: Black Girl's texting podcast to end a s W. I

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Speaker 1: also took you to end a s W So could

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Speaker 1: you kind of like open up with kind of what

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Speaker 1: your experience was like there? So I'm not gonna lie.

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Speaker 1: First of all, am I blurry on your end? Or

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Speaker 1: is it just me? Uh? It might be just you,

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Speaker 1: but it'll show up better at the end, it says

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Speaker 1: ten a P. So cool. Um. Okay, So a walkthrough

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Speaker 1: from beginning to end. So y'all have to story times.

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Speaker 1: Mandy and Ice friendship happened in a very odd way.

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Speaker 1: So for the longest time we were just talking on

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Speaker 1: the phone, we shared the story, and then for even

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Speaker 1: a longer time, I hadn't been to your place. You

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Speaker 1: I don't. Yeah, by the time I came to New York,

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Speaker 1: you had been to Atlanta, but I had never been

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Speaker 1: to your space in your space. Okay, So I y'all

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Speaker 1: know Mandy free and I don't put this on me. Wait,

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Speaker 1: don't start off this line me being on now Libra's

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Speaker 1: lie me being the free spirited liber that I am.

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Speaker 1: I already know. I was like, you know, whatever we do.

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Speaker 1: I know how her her boyfriend get down. But I

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Speaker 1: did not think that this was going to happen. I

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Speaker 1: need you know, this wasn't like a planned thing, and

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Speaker 1: Mandy was when you get down here, we're like were

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Speaker 1: busting out booty holes and like, no, that was not.

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Speaker 1: We were just like, we're gonna hang out. I can't

1381
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Speaker 1: wait to meet your boyfriend. Is gonna be great. So

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Speaker 1: we get there. As soon as I get to her place,

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Speaker 1: we start drinking. Yeah, Mandy is a great host. We're

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Speaker 1: having the time of our life. We go to some bar,

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Speaker 1: some Irish bar, and we're having nasty as pickleback shots

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Speaker 1: were not to her and her fine assid niggie being like,

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Speaker 1: let me say man, because that's a man being like, well,

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Speaker 1: we should go to the sex club tonight. My heart

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Speaker 1: is racing. My heart is racing. It's like it's beating

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Speaker 1: out of my chest because I'm like, okay, what are

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Speaker 1: we what are we going to the sex club and

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Speaker 1: we're all gonna do things together? Are we going to

1393
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Speaker 1: the sex club and it's just gonna you know, be

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I have been to sex clubs before,

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Speaker 1: but I've never ever, ever, ever