WEBVTT - 12. The One You Really Love

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<v Speaker 1>You feeling. This is our production of I Heart Ladio

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so something's going on with Carla and I want

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<v Speaker 2>to tell you, but you can't get weird about it.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, what makes you think i'd get weird. I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>gonna be jealous or anything or past that.

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<v Speaker 2>Seriously, Claire, I don't think you're gonna be jealous. I

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<v Speaker 2>just think you're gonna be what judgmental grace?

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<v Speaker 4>Are you saying?

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<v Speaker 3>You're not judgmental? Maybe, but it comes from a place

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<v Speaker 3>of caring.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I can't remember if I told you this, but

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Carla's first girlfriend.

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<v Speaker 3>You definitely did not tell me that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>See, that's exactly what I'm talking about.

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<v Speaker 2>And I thought I felt fine about it until this

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<v Speaker 2>thing happened the other day.

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<v Speaker 4>The other morning, we're like both getting ready for.

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<v Speaker 5>Work and.

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<v Speaker 6>Fuck Jesus, I'm sorry, but I'm so late. I'm just

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<v Speaker 6>gonna is it okay?

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<v Speaker 5>If I just go?

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<v Speaker 7>Sure?

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<v Speaker 8>Sure, that's fine.

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<v Speaker 6>Shit, there's glass everywhere too. I'm sorry, I'll grab the broom.

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<v Speaker 8>Sorry, no, you go, you go, I'll clean this up.

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<v Speaker 9>Don't worry, Okay, thanks, babe, I'm sorry. I just I

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<v Speaker 9>really gotta go, is it you.

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<v Speaker 7>So Carl thinks her dead ex boyfriend broke your flower jar?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Basically?

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<v Speaker 7>Okay, Wow, you told me that she had a dead ex.

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<v Speaker 3>You didn't tell me that it was a guy. Why

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<v Speaker 3>does it matter?

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<v Speaker 4>Come on, Okay, maybe it matters a little, But.

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<v Speaker 2>I think the other thing that matters more, maybe is

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<v Speaker 2>he only died three months before we met.

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<v Speaker 3>What Why would you not tell me that?

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<v Speaker 4>Because I really liked.

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<v Speaker 5>Her and I knew you'd think it was weird.

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<v Speaker 7>Everything makes so much sense now, Like what like the

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<v Speaker 7>time she left the party crying, I thought she was

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<v Speaker 7>having like a bad trip or something. Oh yeah, and

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<v Speaker 7>how she never wants to talk to me. I thought

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<v Speaker 7>she was just intimidated because I'm so sexy and we

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<v Speaker 7>used to be together. Okay, be serious, but.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, she really doesn't talk to people much these days.

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<v Speaker 3>How do you deal with that?

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<v Speaker 7>Weren't you scared that she wouldn't be ready to take

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<v Speaker 7>a jump into something new?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, y'all lived together.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean I.

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<v Speaker 4>Didn't think about it like that. She just needed someone

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<v Speaker 4>and I wanted to be that someone.

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<v Speaker 2>And now I feel like I'm in way too deep

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<v Speaker 2>with someone who is stuck in the past, thinking about

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<v Speaker 2>this guy that she was supposed to get married to

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<v Speaker 2>and like have babies with.

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<v Speaker 3>That's a lot, but she seems like she's worth it

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<v Speaker 3>to you.

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<v Speaker 2>She is, But now things are getting weird, like she

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<v Speaker 2>wants to try and contact his ghost or something, and

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like I have to go along with it.

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<v Speaker 3>But like a full on seance.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Luigi board and everything.

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<v Speaker 3>It's creepy, But like, how do I say?

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<v Speaker 6>No, Hey, babe, you all set up in there?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 8>Does this look right to you?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, it looks like the movies.

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<v Speaker 4>The other one who knows how Ouiji boards work?

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<v Speaker 8>It's pretty simple.

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<v Speaker 10>Sit down here, okay, and then we both place our

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<v Speaker 10>hands on the plan chet the planchette, Yes, that's what

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<v Speaker 10>it's called.

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<v Speaker 3>And then we say hello. Wait do I say hello?

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know. Maybe he wants to talk to you too.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh.

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<v Speaker 4>I think you have to introduce us at least.

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<v Speaker 8>Then all right, Kareem are you there?

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<v Speaker 5>Are you moving it?

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<v Speaker 10>No, that just means it's working. Now put your hands back.

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<v Speaker 10>You need two people for it to work. Okay, all right,

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<v Speaker 10>Kareem are you there?

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<v Speaker 9>Yes?

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<v Speaker 10>Oh my god, he says, yes, what are you okay, Kareem, Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 10>have you been watching me? He's hesitating. Are you comfortable

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<v Speaker 10>with Grace being here?

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<v Speaker 8>What he says?

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<v Speaker 10>Yes, Look, Kareem, I know I've kept things from you.

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<v Speaker 10>Are you angry with me? It's not moving? Why are

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<v Speaker 10>you looking at me like that? I just I don't

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<v Speaker 10>know if this was the right thing to do.

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<v Speaker 5>Listen.

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<v Speaker 2>I really want to help you and be supportive, but

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<v Speaker 2>some of this is a little hard to hear.

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<v Speaker 10>It's just my one chance to talk to him again,

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<v Speaker 10>and I don't even know if it's real.

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<v Speaker 2>When you asked if he's mad at you, do you

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<v Speaker 2>mean like because you're with me, because you're queer?

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<v Speaker 8>No? No, I just meant that you're not looking at me.

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<v Speaker 11>No.

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<v Speaker 8>I just met being with someone else. This soon, right,

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<v Speaker 8>But I mean, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Can't believe I'm letting all this get me worked up.

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<v Speaker 3>What do you mean all this?

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<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 11>No?

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<v Speaker 8>Please tell me.

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<v Speaker 2>For gray sake, Carlos, we're having a seance with Luigi

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<v Speaker 2>board in our living room so that we.

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<v Speaker 4>Can what talk to your ex boyfriend and see if

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<v Speaker 4>we have his a pro or not. I thought you

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<v Speaker 4>were sure about me.

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<v Speaker 8>This isn't about you.

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<v Speaker 2>It is when you're literally asking him questions about me.

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<v Speaker 8>You know what, Fuck this, it was a bad idea.

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<v Speaker 5>What I should have known.

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<v Speaker 8>You couldn't handle it.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, that's not fair.

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<v Speaker 8>I can't talk about this right now.

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<v Speaker 10>I love you, but I'm going to my mom's Carla, Carla.

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<v Speaker 8>I'll talk to you tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 12>Okay, babe, check it out.

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<v Speaker 8>Check what a.

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<v Speaker 4>We've got a night vision camera.

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<v Speaker 2>An electronic voice phenomena reader, and an EMF reader, which

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<v Speaker 2>is it reads election tromagnetic fields or like disturbances in them,

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<v Speaker 2>which means a paranormal presence.

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<v Speaker 10>Look, I can't tell if you're being real with me,

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<v Speaker 10>and I just think we should stop talking about this stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>No, No, I'm not making fun, I swear. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry. I did a bunch of research and this

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<v Speaker 2>stuff is actually pretty interesting.

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<v Speaker 8>Seriously, okay, I.

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<v Speaker 4>Mean, I don't know what happens after we die.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, who's to say that our consciousness doesn't hang

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<v Speaker 2>around on Earth for a little while, or like become

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<v Speaker 2>a tree or a bird.

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<v Speaker 10>I feel like you're talking about a serious subject. Like

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<v Speaker 10>it's not serious.

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<v Speaker 4>No, No, I.

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<v Speaker 10>Think people stay on Earth as ghosts if they have

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<v Speaker 10>something they need to resolve, maybe because they died too young.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, that sounds like something you got from a movie.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, it just makes sense, like the movie Ghost.

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<v Speaker 8>Okay.

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<v Speaker 10>I can tell you're actually uncomfortable with this, and art

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<v Speaker 10>is based on life.

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<v Speaker 8>By the way, all.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, maybe I am uncomfortable, but this stuff is heavy.

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<v Speaker 8>You're right, it is.

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<v Speaker 3>But you knew I was going through this and you

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<v Speaker 3>chose to be with.

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<v Speaker 11>Me, babe, of course I did.

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<v Speaker 10>This is all very real to me, and I'm afraid

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<v Speaker 10>you're just trying to turn it into.

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<v Speaker 11>A joke with all this stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Honestly, No, you're right. I don't always say the right thing,

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<v Speaker 2>but this matters to you. So we are going to

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<v Speaker 2>see what Kareem has.

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<v Speaker 4>To say to us.

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<v Speaker 10>Okay, Okay, let's give it a try.

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<v Speaker 6>So we're just gonna leave it all running. Yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 6>the idea.

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<v Speaker 3>We just let it go all night.

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<v Speaker 4>And then there's this app that sinks up with all

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<v Speaker 4>my phone.

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<v Speaker 2>So if there are weird noises or electromagnetic disturbances, well no,

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<v Speaker 2>it's probably just gonna be you talking in your sleep or.

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<v Speaker 8>Are you farting?

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<v Speaker 5>What the fuck?

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<v Speaker 8>Carla?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you up?

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<v Speaker 4>Come out here?

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<v Speaker 1>Good?

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<v Speaker 8>Morning.

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<v Speaker 4>You're up early, Carla.

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<v Speaker 5>Listen to this.

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<v Speaker 8>What am I supposed to be hearing?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, this is just the living room, nothing going on

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<v Speaker 2>at three twenty three am.

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<v Speaker 8>And then oh my god.

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<v Speaker 4>Wait no, I think that's just the picture on my desk.

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<v Speaker 2>It's always falling over and look, that's how it was

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<v Speaker 2>when I got up this morning.

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<v Speaker 5>But keep listening.

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<v Speaker 8>What the fuck?

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<v Speaker 4>Something or someone said my name.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm sorry, this is I need to be alone. I

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<v Speaker 8>think this is a lot for me too.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, I don't think you want to hear what's

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<v Speaker 10>happening in my head right now.

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<v Speaker 8>I do, I really do talk to me.

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<v Speaker 10>After he died, I thought the person I was was

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<v Speaker 10>gone forever and that I would only feel lost. And

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<v Speaker 10>then I met you, and you cut through all of that.

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<v Speaker 10>You brought me back, and it made me feel so guilty.

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<v Speaker 10>I wasn't supposed to love anyone else, but the way

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<v Speaker 10>I felt at the moment he left, I think it's

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<v Speaker 10>always going to be there.

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<v Speaker 8>It's not like we.

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<v Speaker 10>Both get to live and evolve and heal. And I

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<v Speaker 10>was hoping I could find a way to get that

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<v Speaker 10>permision from him.

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<v Speaker 3>To move on.

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<v Speaker 5>All right.

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<v Speaker 3>Listen, Okay, I'm listening.

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<v Speaker 4>And it's from the ghost recording thing.

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<v Speaker 13>Okay, you heard it right, something saying my name.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry, it's not sounding like much to me.

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<v Speaker 4>I think maybe the file compressed an extented to my phone.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna get my laptop out.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, uh, Grace, can we take a second?

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<v Speaker 7>Are you all right?

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<v Speaker 8>I'm fine.

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<v Speaker 4>It's Carl what I'm worried about.

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<v Speaker 7>You're just not seeming like yourself right now, and I'm

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<v Speaker 7>worried about you. Are you sure recording ghosts is gonna

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<v Speaker 7>fix whatever's going on.

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<v Speaker 5>Between you two? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>She just feels like she's missing something.

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<v Speaker 2>And it was there when I met her, this void,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was drawn to it. I wasn't even thinking

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<v Speaker 2>except if I could just make this girl smile, it

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<v Speaker 2>would be everything. And I took a long time. I

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<v Speaker 2>was patient, and somehow I just knew it would be

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<v Speaker 2>worth it.

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<v Speaker 4>But now she's saying that.

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<v Speaker 2>She thinks her feelings for him won't ever change because

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<v Speaker 2>he won't have the chance to evolve away from her,

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<v Speaker 2>and so she won't have that chance either.

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<v Speaker 4>Something like that.

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<v Speaker 3>That kind of makes sense.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but it's a lot to deal with.

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<v Speaker 3>She deals with me still being around all the time.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, you post no threat.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, wow, I mean I just we were together so

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<v Speaker 2>long ago, we were different people then.

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<v Speaker 3>But you still love me, don't you. I mean, of course,

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<v Speaker 3>so she can still love him.

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<v Speaker 7>Too, but not the same way she loves you anymore.

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<v Speaker 3>Like obviously she just can't.

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<v Speaker 8>Are you there?

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<v Speaker 10>Kareem, Kareem, Kareem, it's me. I know you think this

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<v Speaker 10>is tacky. Actually, I have no idea what you think

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<v Speaker 10>about death. Why didn't we ever talk about that?

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<v Speaker 11>We should have.

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<v Speaker 8>I should have told you that I had liked women too.

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<v Speaker 8>I felt so guilty about it. I was always trying

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<v Speaker 8>to read your mind, wondering what you met when you.

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<v Speaker 10>Left at certain parts of movies, but I was just

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<v Speaker 10>too afraid to ask.

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<v Speaker 8>Sometimes I would almost say something.

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<v Speaker 10>Sometimes i'd almost come out to you, but then I

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<v Speaker 10>think we'll get to that another day.

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<v Speaker 8>We have so much time.

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<v Speaker 10>I feel like you're trying to reach out to me,

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<v Speaker 10>And if that's true, I'm really.

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<v Speaker 11>Trying to hear you.

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<v Speaker 8>I really miss you.

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<v Speaker 1>You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not.

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<v Speaker 10>Everyone knows I miss you, and they're so concerned about

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<v Speaker 10>me all the time, but they think it's mentioning you,

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<v Speaker 10>or like talking about the funeral.

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<v Speaker 5>That makes me.

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<v Speaker 10>Sad, but that stuff doesn't bother me. You were already gone.

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<v Speaker 10>Then It's just that sometimes I forget cream, Like I'll

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<v Speaker 10>be watching TV and I'll just turn to you to

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<v Speaker 10>say something because I think I can.

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<v Speaker 8>And sometimes I swear to God, I.

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<v Speaker 10>Walk in the front door and I expect to see

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<v Speaker 10>you sitting right here on the couch.

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<v Speaker 8>I should move, I really fucking should.

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<v Speaker 2>I know.

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<v Speaker 10>Grace is right about that. She's right about most things.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, kind of like you. Actually it's annoying, but

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<v Speaker 10>she makes me feel safe. You'd like her, Kareem, I

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<v Speaker 10>really think you would.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, Jesus, Hi, you scared this shit out

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<v Speaker 4>of me.

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<v Speaker 2>Why because it's bayarly nine pm and you're in bed and.

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<v Speaker 8>You said you had to work late.

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<v Speaker 10>I did, but I kind of figured happy hour wouldn't

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<v Speaker 10>go that long.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, you're right. Claire still refuses to pay a full

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<v Speaker 4>price for drinks at Chippito.

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<v Speaker 8>And yet she owns a two bedroom house in Silver Lake.

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<v Speaker 4>I know it's so obnoxious, but none of this explains

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<v Speaker 4>why you are in bed before midnight.

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<v Speaker 8>I was just feeling kind of wiped.

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<v Speaker 4>Wait, what's going on?

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<v Speaker 8>Have you been crying? I mean yes, but it was

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<v Speaker 8>a good cry? Really? Are you sure positive?

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<v Speaker 11>Here?

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<v Speaker 8>Spoon me?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I will, but hold that thought because I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>actually ready for bed yet.

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<v Speaker 10>Grandma, Okay, leave the light on. I'm just gonna read

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<v Speaker 10>until you're back.

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<v Speaker 13>Okay, Grace, you really don't have to do that.

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<v Speaker 8>Let's just forget it. Okay, I don't.

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<v Speaker 6>Mind at all. It takes like two seconds.

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<v Speaker 10>No, but.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm not just saying it for you. I don't care anymore.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, what happened?

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<v Speaker 4>Something happened while I was out.

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<v Speaker 10>No, seriously, I've just had some time to think and

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<v Speaker 10>it was probably all in my head.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, but we both heard what was on the recording, Carla,

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<v Speaker 2>are you saying that wasn't real?

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<v Speaker 10>I think we heard something real and we wanted to

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<v Speaker 10>explain what was going on, and that's how we explained it.

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<v Speaker 5>I heard what I heard.

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<v Speaker 11>I know.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, let's just listen again and no, okay, fine, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 10>We can listen in the morning if you want. You

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<v Speaker 10>can run all the ghost hunting stuff. I don't care,

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<v Speaker 10>but can we just go to bed.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't want to think about this stuff.

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<v Speaker 11>Right now.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, Yes, I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 6>Let's just go to bed.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you, baby, You'll be so well rested, you'll thank me.

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<v Speaker 8>Grace, wake up.

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<v Speaker 10>Carla, Chrace, get up, come on, let's go.

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<v Speaker 6>Is it him? Is it him?

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<v Speaker 8>Grace?

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<v Speaker 7>What?

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<v Speaker 11>No?

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<v Speaker 5>Get up, get under the table, Come on, can't.

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<v Speaker 6>Tell me your grace?

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<v Speaker 4>Is it him?

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<v Speaker 5>Is it Kareem?

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<v Speaker 7>What? No?

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<v Speaker 6>Grace?

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<v Speaker 3>Please please be in reality right now. It's a fucking earthquake.

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<v Speaker 8>Hey. I was really scared last day.

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<v Speaker 5>Me too.

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<v Speaker 2>For a minute there, I really did think it was Kareem.

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<v Speaker 2>But then I was worried you'd think he was sending

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<v Speaker 2>you a message to stay away from me.

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<v Speaker 10>I never thought that even for a second, Grace. I

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<v Speaker 10>was thinking, this is the big one and we're all

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<v Speaker 10>gonna die.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you have more experience than I do in that department.

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<v Speaker 2>The ground doesn't like randomly just move under your feet

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<v Speaker 2>in Wisconsin.

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<v Speaker 10>Honestly, though, all I was thinking was I can't lose

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<v Speaker 10>you too.

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<v Speaker 11>You were Yeah, that's kind of nice to hear.

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<v Speaker 8>You don't think I worry about that.

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<v Speaker 10>You don't think I worry about the way we met

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<v Speaker 10>that you'll want someone without all this baggage.

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<v Speaker 4>Goud I never thought about it like that.

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<v Speaker 8>We're such a caring person. You can be really self absorbed.

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<v Speaker 8>But I feel like everything I'm worried about it didn't

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<v Speaker 8>come from him. It came from me. What do you

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<v Speaker 8>mean if he's watching us?

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<v Speaker 11>Yes, he can only be happy.

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<v Speaker 14>The One You Really Love was written and directed by

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<v Speaker 14>Me Melissa Dudley and me Hannah Harris Green, featuring Christina Lopezz,

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<v Speaker 14>Carla Kyla mccrack and Is Grace and a Kemi Akanams Claire.

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<v Speaker 3>The editor and producer is Cameron Kel. On set sound

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<v Speaker 3>mixer is Daniel Martinez.

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<v Speaker 14>Sound designer and head of post production is Diego Perez.

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<v Speaker 14>Creator and showrunner is James Kim. On set photographer is

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<v Speaker 14>Julian Park. Score by Robert Garova and Ryobaum You Feeling.

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