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Speaker 1: You feeling. This is our production of I Heart Ladio

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Speaker 1: and Overtones Media.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so something's going on with Carla and I want

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Speaker 2: to tell you, but you can't get weird about it.

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Speaker 3: Now, what makes you think i'd get weird. I'm not

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Speaker 3: gonna be jealous or anything or past that.

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Speaker 2: Seriously, Claire, I don't think you're gonna be jealous. I

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Speaker 2: just think you're gonna be what judgmental grace?

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Speaker 4: Are you saying?

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Speaker 3: You're not judgmental? Maybe, but it comes from a place

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Speaker 3: of caring.

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Speaker 2: Well, I can't remember if I told you this, but

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Speaker 2: I'm Carla's first girlfriend.

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Speaker 3: You definitely did not tell me that.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: See, that's exactly what I'm talking about.

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Speaker 2: And I thought I felt fine about it until this

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Speaker 2: thing happened the other day.

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Speaker 5: The other morning, we're like both getting ready for.

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Speaker 6: Work and.

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Speaker 7: Fuck Jesus, I'm sorry, but I'm so late. I'm just

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Speaker 7: gonna is it okay?

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Speaker 6: If I just go?

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Speaker 8: Sure?

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Speaker 4: Sure, that's fine.

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Speaker 7: Shit, there's glass everywhere too. I'm sorry, I'll grab the broom.

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Speaker 4: Sorry, no, you go, you go, I'll clean this up.

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Speaker 9: Don't worry, Okay, thanks, babe, I'm sorry. I just I

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Speaker 9: really gotta go, is it you.

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Speaker 8: So Carlet thinks her dead ex boyfriend broke your flower jar?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Basically?

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Speaker 8: Okay, Wow, you told me that she had a dead ex.

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Speaker 3: You didn't tell me that it was a guy. Why

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Speaker 3: does it matter?

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Speaker 5: Come on, Okay, maybe it matters a little, But.

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Speaker 2: I think the other thing that matters more, maybe is

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Speaker 2: he only died three months before we met.

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Speaker 3: What Why would you not tell me that?

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Speaker 5: Because I really liked her and I knew you'd.

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Speaker 6: Think it was weird.

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Speaker 8: Everything makes so much sense now, Like what like the

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Speaker 8: time she left the party crying, I thought she was

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Speaker 8: having like a bad trip or something. Oh yeah, and

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Speaker 8: how she never wants to talk to me. I thought

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Speaker 8: she was just intimidated because I'm so sexy and we

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Speaker 8: used to be together. Okay, be serious, but.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, she really doesn't talk to people much these days.

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Speaker 3: How do you deal with that?

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Speaker 8: Weren't you scared that she wouldn't be ready to take

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Speaker 8: a jump into something new?

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Speaker 3: I mean, y'all lived together. Yeah, I don't know.

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Speaker 5: I mean I didn't think about it like that.

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Speaker 2: She just needed someone and I wanted to be that someone.

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Speaker 2: And now I feel like I'm in way too deep

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Speaker 2: with someone who is stuck in the past, thinking about

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Speaker 2: this guy that she was supposed to get married to

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Speaker 2: and like have babies with.

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Speaker 3: That's a lot, but.

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Speaker 4: She seems like she's worth it to you.

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Speaker 2: She is, But now things are getting weird, like she

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Speaker 2: wants to try and contact his ghost or something, and

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Speaker 2: I feel like I have to go along with it.

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Speaker 3: But like a full on seance.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, Luigi board and everything.

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Speaker 3: It's creepy, But like, how do I say?

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Speaker 7: No, Hey, babe, you all set up in there?

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Speaker 10: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Does this look right to you?

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Speaker 6: Uh?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it looks like the movies.

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Speaker 5: The other one who knows how Ouiji boards work?

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Speaker 4: It's pretty simple.

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Speaker 10: Sit down here, okay, and then we both place our

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Speaker 10: hands on.

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Speaker 4: The plan chet the planchette, Yes, that's what it's called.

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Speaker 4: And then we say hello. Wait do I say hello?

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Speaker 4: I don't know. Maybe he wants to talk to you too.

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Speaker 1: Uh.

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Speaker 5: I think you have to introduce us at least.

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Speaker 4: Then all right, Kareem are you there?

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Speaker 6: Are you moving it?

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Speaker 11: No, that just means it's working. Now put your hands back.

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Speaker 11: You need two people for it to work. Okay, all right,

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Speaker 11: Kareem are you there?

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Speaker 9: Yes?

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Speaker 10: Oh my god, he says, yes, what are you okay, Kareem, Yes, yes,

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Speaker 10: have you been watching me? He's hesitating. Are you comfortable

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Speaker 10: with Grace being here?

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Speaker 6: What he says?

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Speaker 10: Yes, Look, Kareem, I know I've kept things from you.

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Speaker 10: Are you angry with me? It's not moving? Why are

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Speaker 10: you looking at me like that? I just I don't

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Speaker 10: know if this was the right thing to do.

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Speaker 6: Listen.

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Speaker 2: I really want to help you and be supportive, but

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Speaker 2: some of this is a little hard to hear.

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Speaker 10: It's just my one chance to talk to him again,

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Speaker 10: and I don't even know if it's real.

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Speaker 2: When you asked if he's mad at you, do you

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Speaker 2: mean like because you're with me, because you're queer?

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Speaker 4: No? No, I just meant that you're not looking at me.

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Speaker 12: No.

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Speaker 4: I just met being with someone else. This soon, right,

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Speaker 4: But I mean, I.

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Speaker 5: Can't believe I'm letting all this get me worked up.

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Speaker 4: What do you mean all this? You know what I mean?

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Speaker 11: No?

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Speaker 4: Please tell me.

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Speaker 2: For gray sake, Carlos, we're having a seance with Luigi

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Speaker 2: board in our living room so that we.

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Speaker 5: Can what talk to your ex boyfriend and see if

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Speaker 5: we have his a pro or not. I thought you

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Speaker 5: were sure about me.

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Speaker 4: This isn't about you.

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Speaker 2: It is when you're literally asking him questions about me.

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Speaker 4: You know what, Fuck this, it was a bad idea.

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Speaker 6: What I should have known.

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Speaker 4: You couldn't handle it.

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Speaker 5: Okay, that's not fair.

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Speaker 10: I can't talk about this right now. I love you,

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Speaker 10: but I'm going to my mom's Carla, Carla.

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Speaker 4: I'll talk to you tomorrow.

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Speaker 13: Okay, babe, check it out.

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Speaker 4: Check what a.

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Speaker 5: We've got a night vision camera.

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Speaker 2: An electronic voice phenomena reader, and an EMF reader, which

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Speaker 2: is it reads election tromagnetic fields or like disturbances in them,

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Speaker 2: which means a paranormal presence.

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Speaker 10: Look, I can't tell if you're being real with me,

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Speaker 10: and I just think we should stop talking about this stuff.

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Speaker 2: No, No, I'm not making fun, I swear. I mean,

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I did a bunch of research and this

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Speaker 2: stuff is actually pretty interesting.

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Speaker 4: Seriously, okay, I.

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Speaker 5: Mean, I don't know what happens after we die.

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Speaker 2: You know, who's to say that our consciousness doesn't hang

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Speaker 2: around on Earth for a little while, or like become

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Speaker 2: a tree or a bird.

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Speaker 10: I feel like you're talking about a serious subject. Like

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Speaker 10: it's not serious.

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Speaker 5: No, No, I.

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Speaker 10: Think people stay on Earth as ghosts if they have

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Speaker 10: something they need to resolve, maybe because they died too young.

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Speaker 5: Okay, that sounds like something you got from a movie.

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Speaker 4: Well, it just makes sense, like the movie Ghost. Okay.

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Speaker 10: I can tell you're actually uncomfortable with this, and art

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Speaker 10: is based on life.

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Speaker 2: By the way, all right, maybe I am uncomfortable, but

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Speaker 2: this stuff is heavy.

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Speaker 4: You're right, it is. But you knew I was going

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Speaker 4: through this and you chose to be with me, babe,

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Speaker 4: of course I did.

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Speaker 10: This is all very real to me, and I'm afraid

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Speaker 10: you're just trying to turn it into a joke with.

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Speaker 6: All this stuff.

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Speaker 2: Honestly, No, you're right. I don't always say the right thing,

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Speaker 2: but this matters to you. So we are going to

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Speaker 2: see what Kareem has.

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Speaker 5: To say to us.

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Speaker 10: Okay, Okay, let's give it a try.

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Speaker 7: So we're just gonna leave it all running. Yeah, that's

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Speaker 7: the idea.

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Speaker 3: We just let it go all night.

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Speaker 5: And then there's this app that sinks up with all

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Speaker 5: my phone.

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Speaker 14: So if there are weird noises or electromagnetic disturbances, well no, it's.

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Speaker 7: Probably just gonna be you talking in your sleep or

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Speaker 7: are you farting?

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Speaker 6: What the fuck?

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Speaker 4: Carla?

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Speaker 3: Are you up?

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Speaker 5: Come out here?

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Speaker 12: Good?

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Speaker 4: Morning.

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Speaker 5: You're up early, Carla.

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Speaker 6: Listen to this.

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Speaker 4: What am I supposed to be hearing?

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Speaker 2: Okay, this is just the living room, nothing going on

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Speaker 2: at three twenty three am.

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Speaker 4: And then oh my god.

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Speaker 5: Wait no, I think that's just the picture on my desk.

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Speaker 2: It's always falling over and look, that's how it was

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Speaker 6: But keep listening.

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Speaker 4: What the fuck? Something or someone said my name, I'm sorry,

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Speaker 4: this is I need to be alone. I think this

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Speaker 4: is a lot for me too.

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Speaker 10: You know, I don't think you want to hear what's

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Speaker 10: happening in my head right now.

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Speaker 4: I do, I really do talk to me. After he died,

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Speaker 4: I thought the person I was.

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Speaker 10: Was gone forever and that I would only feel lost.

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Speaker 4: And then I met you, and you cut through all

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Speaker 10: You brought me back, and it made me feel so guilty.

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Speaker 10: I wasn't supposed to love anyone else, but the way

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Speaker 10: I felt at the moment he left, I think it's

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Speaker 10: always going to be there.

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Speaker 4: It's not like we.

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Speaker 10: Both get to live and evolve and heal. And I

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Speaker 10: was hoping I could find a way to get that

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Speaker 10: permision from him.

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Speaker 4: To move on.

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Speaker 5: All right.

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Speaker 3: Listen, Okay, I'm listening.

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Speaker 4: And it's from the ghost recording thing.

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Speaker 15: Okay, you heard it right, something saying my name.

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Speaker 3: I'm sorry, it's not sounding like much to me.

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Speaker 5: I think maybe the file compressed an extented to my phone.

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Speaker 5: I'm gonna get my laptop out.

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Speaker 3: Hey, uh, Grace, can we take a second? Are you

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Speaker 3: all right?

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Speaker 4: I'm fine.

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Speaker 5: It's Carl what I'm worried about.

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Speaker 8: You're just not seeming like yourself right now, and I'm

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Speaker 8: worried about you. Are you sure recording ghosts is gonna

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Speaker 8: fix whatever's going on.

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Speaker 6: Between you two? I don't know.

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Speaker 3: She just feels like she's missing something.

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Speaker 2: And it was there when I met her, this void,

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Speaker 2: and I was drawn to it. I wasn't even thinking

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Speaker 2: except if I could just make this girl smile, it

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Speaker 2: would be everything. And I took a long time. I

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Speaker 2: was patient, and somehow I just knew it would be

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Speaker 2: worth it.

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Speaker 5: But now she's saying that.

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Speaker 2: She thinks her feelings for him won't ever change because

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Speaker 2: he won't have the chance to evolve away from her,

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Speaker 2: and so she won't have that chance either.

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Speaker 5: Something like that.

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Speaker 3: That kind of makes sense.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, but it's a lot to deal with.

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Speaker 3: She deals with me still being around all the time.

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Speaker 3: I mean, you post no threat.

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Speaker 2: Okay, wow, I mean I just we were together so

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Speaker 3: But you still love me, don't you. I mean, of course,

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Speaker 8: Too, but not the same way she loves you anymore.

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Speaker 3: Like obviously she just can't.

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Speaker 4: Are you there?

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Speaker 10: Kareem, Kareem, Kareem, it's me. I know you think this

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Speaker 10: is tacky. Actually, I have no idea what you think

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Speaker 10: about death. Why didn't we ever talk about that?

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Speaker 10: I should have told you that I had liked women too.

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Speaker 10: I felt so guilty about it. I was always trying

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Speaker 10: to read your mind, wondering what you met when you

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Speaker 4: Sometimes I would almost say something.

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Speaker 10: Sometimes i'd almost come out to you, but then I

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Speaker 4: We have so much time.

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Speaker 10: I feel like you're trying to reach out to me,

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Speaker 10: And if that's true, I'm.

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Speaker 4: Really trying to hear you. I really miss you.

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Speaker 1: You know.

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Speaker 3: It's not.

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Speaker 10: Everyone knows I miss you, and they're so concerned about

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Speaker 10: or like talking about the funeral.

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Speaker 6: That makes me.

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Speaker 10: Sad, but that stuff doesn't bother me. You were already gone.

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Speaker 10: Sometimes I forget cream, Like I'll be watching TV and

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Speaker 10: I'll just turn to you to say something because I

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Speaker 4: I should move, I really fucking should.

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Speaker 15: I know.

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Speaker 10: Grace is right about that. She's right about most things.

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Speaker 10: You know, kind of like you. Actually it's annoying, but

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Speaker 10: she makes me feel safe. You'd like her, Kareem, I

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Speaker 4: Oh my god, Jesus, Hi, you scared this shit out

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Speaker 2: Why because it's bayarly nine pm and you're in bed and.

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Speaker 4: You said you had to work late.

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Speaker 10: I did, but I kind of figured happy hour wouldn't

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Speaker 5: Well, you're right. Claire still refuses to pay a full

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Speaker 4: And yet she owns a two bedroom house in Silver Lake.

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Speaker 2: I know it's so obnoxious, but none of this explains

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Speaker 4: I was just feeling kind of wiped.

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Speaker 5: Wait, what's going on?

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Speaker 4: Have you been crying? I mean yes, but it was

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Speaker 4: a good cry?

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Speaker 10: Really?

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Speaker 4: Are you sure positive?

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Speaker 12: Here?

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Speaker 4: Spoon?

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Speaker 2: Mem Okay, I will, but hold that thought because I'm

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Speaker 3: Grandma, Okay, leave the light on.

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Speaker 4: I'm just gonna read until you're back.

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Speaker 15: Okay, Grace, you really don't have to do that.

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Speaker 4: Let's just forget it. Okay, I don't mind at all.

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Speaker 4: No, but I'm not just saying it for you. I

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Speaker 4: don't care anymore. Okay, what happened?

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Speaker 5: Something happened while I was out.

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Speaker 10: No, seriously, I've just had some time to think and

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Speaker 10: it was probably all in my head.

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Speaker 2: Okay, but we both heard what was on the recording, Carla,

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Speaker 2: are you saying that wasn't real?

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Speaker 10: I think we heard something real and we wanted to

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Speaker 10: explain what was going on, and that's how we explained it.

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Speaker 6: I heard what I heard.

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Speaker 12: I know.

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Speaker 4: Okay, let's just listen again. And no, okay, fine, I'm sorry.

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Speaker 10: We can listen in the morning if you want. You

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Speaker 10: but can we just go to bed. I don't want

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Speaker 12: Right now.

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Speaker 4: Okay, Yes, I'm sorry.

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Speaker 7: Let's just go to bed.

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Speaker 4: Thank you, baby, You'll be so well rested, you'll thank me. Grace,

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Speaker 4: wake up.

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Speaker 10: Carla, Chrace, get up, come on, let's go.

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Speaker 7: Is it him? Is it him?

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Speaker 4: Grace?

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Speaker 8: What?

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Speaker 12: No?

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Speaker 7: Get up, get under the table, Come.

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Speaker 3: On, can't tell me her, Grace?

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Speaker 5: Is it him?

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Speaker 6: Is it Kareem?

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Speaker 8: What?

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Speaker 12: No?

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Speaker 7: Grace?

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Speaker 3: Please please be in reality right now. It's a fucking earthquake.

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Speaker 4: Hey. I was really scared last day.

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Speaker 6: Me too.

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Speaker 2: For a minute there, I really did think it was Kareem.

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Speaker 2: But then I was worried you'd think he was sending

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Speaker 10: I never thought that even for a second, Grace. I

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Speaker 10: was thinking, this is the big one and we're all

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Speaker 2: Well, you have more experience than I do in that department.

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Speaker 2: The ground doesn't like randomly just move under your feet

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Speaker 10: Honestly, though, all I was thinking was I can't lose

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Speaker 12: You were Yeah, that's kind of.

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Speaker 4: Nice to hear. You don't think I worry about that.

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Speaker 10: You don't think I worry about the way we met

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Speaker 5: Goud I never thought about it like that.

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Speaker 4: We're such a caring person. You can be really self absorbed.

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Speaker 4: But I feel like everything I'm worried about it didn't

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Speaker 12: Yes, he can only be happy.

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Speaker 16: The One You Really Love was written and directed by

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Speaker 16: Me Melissa Dudley and me Hannah Harris Green, featuring Christina Lopezz,

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Speaker 16: Carla Kyla mccrack and Is Grace and a Kemi Akanams Claire.

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Speaker 3: mixer is Daniel Martinez.

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Speaker 16: Sound designer and head of post production is Diego Perez.

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Speaker 16: Creator and showrunner is James Kim. On set photographer is

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Speaker 16: Julian Park. Score by Robert Garova and Ryobaum You Feeling.

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