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A good point. 10 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:34,720 Speaker 1: My grandma and your grandma was sitting by the fire. 11 00:00:35,720 --> 00:00:39,760 Speaker 1: My grandma to your grandma, I'm gonna say fire you're 12 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:48,600 Speaker 1: talking about Hinda. I like go on date jagamo ja 13 00:00:49,360 --> 00:00:53,440 Speaker 1: don Lost Culture Rista's calling. Okay, we've been little readers. Okay, 14 00:00:53,479 --> 00:00:55,720 Speaker 1: we've been little readers. Matt and I are in a 15 00:00:55,720 --> 00:00:57,640 Speaker 1: little book callub. But we've sort of fell into this 16 00:00:57,760 --> 00:01:02,880 Speaker 1: very organically. Absolutely, I mean well to be you influenced me. Okay, 17 00:01:02,880 --> 00:01:07,160 Speaker 1: So I woke up this morning morning at seven am, um, 18 00:01:07,200 --> 00:01:09,559 Speaker 1: and I can't stayed up until midnight? Why seven am? 19 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:12,040 Speaker 1: Just because oh I just want to I had an 20 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:14,760 Speaker 1: early night. Um, but I even stayed up till midnight 21 00:01:14,800 --> 00:01:19,679 Speaker 1: to refresh my kindle to see if Hillary Rodham Mclinton's 22 00:01:19,840 --> 00:01:23,560 Speaker 1: rod Ham rod Ham Clinton's new book what happened or 23 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:26,360 Speaker 1: what happened was that likes to call it what had happened? 24 00:01:26,520 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 1: Was everyone's posting this Fred Willard thing like what happened 25 00:01:30,160 --> 00:01:34,840 Speaker 1: from a mighty wind Um? So uhum are mighty wind 26 00:01:34,880 --> 00:01:38,080 Speaker 1: fans out there, all our Christopher guest fans. I just 27 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:39,840 Speaker 1: read that first thing in the morning and really like 28 00:01:40,319 --> 00:01:42,880 Speaker 1: spent all my extrame. I was like supposed to get 29 00:01:42,880 --> 00:01:44,280 Speaker 1: some writing down, but all I spent all my time 30 00:01:44,360 --> 00:01:45,880 Speaker 1: just reading it, and I was like, God, this is 31 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:48,720 Speaker 1: a really fucking good book. Yeah. I went to the 32 00:01:48,760 --> 00:01:51,600 Speaker 1: Barnes and Noble, and honestly, there wasn't the frenzy that 33 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:53,720 Speaker 1: I thought there would be, right, Like, I really thought 34 00:01:53,720 --> 00:01:55,600 Speaker 1: there was going to be like a whole table of 35 00:01:55,920 --> 00:01:58,480 Speaker 1: like only what Happened books, Like I thought this was 36 00:01:58,600 --> 00:02:03,240 Speaker 1: this huge moment, but I had to look for the book. Yikes, right, 37 00:02:03,440 --> 00:02:07,680 Speaker 1: this is like a big moment. Anyway, I'm enjoying. I'm enjoying. 38 00:02:07,840 --> 00:02:11,119 Speaker 1: It's it's real juicy, and she's getting real. She has 39 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:13,760 Speaker 1: a whole fucking paragraph sentence that says I would have 40 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:16,360 Speaker 1: been a damn good president, and I was like yeah, 41 00:02:16,440 --> 00:02:21,000 Speaker 1: and um she drops and LaMotte Mary Oliver Layman Is 42 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:24,680 Speaker 1: references within the first like forty of the book and 43 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:26,680 Speaker 1: what do you want? I want to say something as 44 00:02:26,680 --> 00:02:32,280 Speaker 1: a segway, I was reading two books today actually okay 45 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:36,840 Speaker 1: and books okay, dual reading, okay reading. Yes, I was 46 00:02:36,880 --> 00:02:39,560 Speaker 1: reading two books and both of these books. Both of 47 00:02:39,600 --> 00:02:44,079 Speaker 1: these books, Honey referenced Kelly Clarkson's hit What Doesn't Kill 48 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:47,960 Speaker 1: You Makes You Strong? Okay, because you know I was 49 00:02:48,040 --> 00:02:52,880 Speaker 1: guide when I was reading Earth Hates Me Today by 50 00:02:52,919 --> 00:02:56,480 Speaker 1: our guest Ruby carp And this book is in stores 51 00:02:56,520 --> 00:02:59,560 Speaker 1: on October three. You can pre order now, Honey, and 52 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:01,720 Speaker 1: also want to say Ruby is the host of We 53 00:03:01,760 --> 00:03:04,320 Speaker 1: Hope You Have Fun. It's a stand up storytelling show 54 00:03:04,400 --> 00:03:07,160 Speaker 1: at the Beast every month. It's the second Monday of 55 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:09,639 Speaker 1: every month, and the next one is in October nine. 56 00:03:09,919 --> 00:03:14,799 Speaker 1: We just had Drink Drining Gruffalo on the show. That's amazing. Oh, Pioneer, 57 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:21,320 Speaker 1: Pioneer and she's seventeen years old. She's a she's a junior, senior, junior, senior, 58 00:03:22,200 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 1: rising senior at LaGuardia High School. Yes, come on, come through, 59 00:03:27,320 --> 00:03:32,200 Speaker 1: and she pointedly references Stronger What Doesn't Kill You by 60 00:03:32,440 --> 00:03:35,800 Speaker 1: Kelly Clark, and so does Hillary Clinton. So you have 61 00:03:35,880 --> 00:03:39,839 Speaker 1: this in common, your two nasty women, and we're very 62 00:03:39,880 --> 00:03:44,520 Speaker 1: excited to have Ruby. Hell, oh my god, it's so 63 00:03:44,560 --> 00:03:46,440 Speaker 1: thank you so much for coming here and being here. 64 00:03:46,480 --> 00:03:48,600 Speaker 1: Thank you so much for having me. Okay, Ruby, I 65 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:51,400 Speaker 1: want to kick things off, just just to get this 66 00:03:51,440 --> 00:03:53,080 Speaker 1: out of the way. Is it annoying at this point 67 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:55,040 Speaker 1: when people keep like referencing your age, I mean, like 68 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:58,920 Speaker 1: you're only this old? Yes, great, okay, thank god. Okay, 69 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:01,760 Speaker 1: so we will not We'll talk about your life obviously, 70 00:04:02,120 --> 00:04:03,920 Speaker 1: and like where you are at this juncture. But like 71 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:08,080 Speaker 1: I'm Matt, let's promise, okay, sure, but like, also marvel 72 00:04:08,480 --> 00:04:11,920 Speaker 1: enjoy people marveling at your young age while that happens, 73 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:15,080 Speaker 1: because also, like you will get to like you'll get 74 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:18,520 Speaker 1: to this sick place where you'll hit and be like, 75 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:21,599 Speaker 1: oh my god, I'm in my mid to late twenties. 76 00:04:21,720 --> 00:04:25,120 Speaker 1: What's happening? And then you'll be truly and then I'll 77 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:28,560 Speaker 1: miss my youth. Yeah. Absolutely, so enjoy it while while 78 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:33,080 Speaker 1: but of course I understand, like it's going when people 79 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:35,520 Speaker 1: sort of coddle you into being like, oh, you're here baby, 80 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:38,320 Speaker 1: and just like write off. Yeah. Well it's also like, yeah, 81 00:04:38,360 --> 00:04:41,200 Speaker 1: I'm young and I wrote a book. But it's also like, no, 82 00:04:41,360 --> 00:04:43,680 Speaker 1: I wrote a book, Like it's not about my age. 83 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:47,200 Speaker 1: It's about writing and being funny and all of those 84 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:49,880 Speaker 1: great things strolling. A lot of wisdom in the book, 85 00:04:49,880 --> 00:04:52,080 Speaker 1: and a lot of really very cool people have read 86 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:57,919 Speaker 1: this book and given amazing like quotes it Amy polar 87 00:04:58,040 --> 00:05:00,240 Speaker 1: On on the cover of the book, Queen Amy got 88 00:05:00,279 --> 00:05:04,600 Speaker 1: to shear, she got missed, Natasha, you got the other 89 00:05:08,520 --> 00:05:10,719 Speaker 1: and she's got a glazer in the four and the 90 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:14,640 Speaker 1: four glazer. Come on. So did you get to hang 91 00:05:14,680 --> 00:05:17,240 Speaker 1: out with her? Was it just like I've known Alana 92 00:05:17,520 --> 00:05:21,040 Speaker 1: since I was pretty young? Actually, I did broad City 93 00:05:21,080 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 1: Live before broad City was this big thing that it 94 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:28,520 Speaker 1: is now, which is insane. They're so awesome. Yeah, So 95 00:05:28,600 --> 00:05:30,359 Speaker 1: can you explain, like how did you get involved in 96 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:33,440 Speaker 1: the comedy community so young? Like how did this come about? Well, 97 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:38,279 Speaker 1: my mom started a magazine called Bust in the nineties. Okay, yeah, 98 00:05:39,680 --> 00:05:42,720 Speaker 1: that's so cool. That's so cool. Yeah, thank you, She'll 99 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:45,440 Speaker 1: be My mom's coming to watch this. Soon she forgot. 100 00:05:45,600 --> 00:05:47,279 Speaker 1: She made me a cream cheese bagel and she forgot 101 00:05:47,279 --> 00:05:52,400 Speaker 1: at home, so she wanted to get it. But yeah, 102 00:05:52,480 --> 00:05:55,800 Speaker 1: my mom started bust and so she in like the nineties, 103 00:05:55,960 --> 00:05:58,599 Speaker 1: was partying with like Amy and Matt and all of 104 00:05:58,600 --> 00:06:01,840 Speaker 1: them before they were famous and like Tina, like all 105 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:05,599 Speaker 1: of them before they were big deals. So because they're 106 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:08,919 Speaker 1: all like relatively the same age, so my mom and 107 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:11,920 Speaker 1: them would we're all just like genuine friends. And then 108 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:15,000 Speaker 1: she was around when they first started UCB, and that 109 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:16,880 Speaker 1: was also right at the same time she got pregnant 110 00:06:16,880 --> 00:06:20,119 Speaker 1: with me and she had me, and we would always 111 00:06:20,120 --> 00:06:22,080 Speaker 1: be at the theater just because we were like supporting 112 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:25,640 Speaker 1: our friends and stuff. But then when my dad left 113 00:06:25,720 --> 00:06:28,440 Speaker 1: and moved back to Australia when I was three, my 114 00:06:28,520 --> 00:06:31,520 Speaker 1: mom had nowhere to go with me because like she 115 00:06:31,720 --> 00:06:34,600 Speaker 1: was a working woman alone single. I don't have any siblings, 116 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:36,200 Speaker 1: so it was just like my mom and I. So 117 00:06:36,320 --> 00:06:38,800 Speaker 1: my mom would always bring me to UCB and like 118 00:06:38,880 --> 00:06:40,600 Speaker 1: throw me on stage with all of them while she 119 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:43,520 Speaker 1: would go cry in the green room. Oh yeah, so 120 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:45,479 Speaker 1: I was like three, and they would like pull me 121 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:47,919 Speaker 1: on stage and just like swing me around and We're like, 122 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:50,440 Speaker 1: look a child, and they would like do improv with me. 123 00:06:50,760 --> 00:06:54,160 Speaker 1: I wasn't like conscious of anything, but that was happening. 124 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:57,680 Speaker 1: And then slowly I just got really accustomed to constantly 125 00:06:57,880 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 1: being surrounded by adults. My god, what an origin story. Yeah, 126 00:07:02,440 --> 00:07:05,320 Speaker 1: so you were just really thrust into that atmosphere. Yeah. 127 00:07:05,360 --> 00:07:08,640 Speaker 1: So I literally like grew up just being comfortable on 128 00:07:08,800 --> 00:07:12,400 Speaker 1: stage and doing improv and literally just constantly being surrounded 129 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:16,840 Speaker 1: by comedy. Oh my god, and your partners were these legends. Legends, yeah, 130 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 1: which I so did not know at the time. The 131 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:22,840 Speaker 1: first time I did ask Cat, well, I did Amy's 132 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:26,000 Speaker 1: Sparkles to the party when I was seven. And then 133 00:07:26,160 --> 00:07:29,080 Speaker 1: right after that, because I guess I was like finally 134 00:07:29,200 --> 00:07:31,440 Speaker 1: formed human being, she was like, you're ready to do 135 00:07:31,520 --> 00:07:36,240 Speaker 1: as Cat. Wow. So when I was yeah, no, not 136 00:07:36,360 --> 00:07:40,240 Speaker 1: improv um. But when I was eight, I did monologues 137 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:43,160 Speaker 1: that ask Cat for the first time. And you know, 138 00:07:43,240 --> 00:07:44,600 Speaker 1: at the time, I was like, oh, yeah, this is 139 00:07:44,640 --> 00:07:46,840 Speaker 1: just me telling stories like with my friends. But now 140 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:49,720 Speaker 1: I'll meet people like in my improv classes or at 141 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:52,280 Speaker 1: different job kind of things, and they'll be like, you know, 142 00:07:52,360 --> 00:07:55,320 Speaker 1: I think I saw you do mogues when you were 143 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:58,880 Speaker 1: like ten, and I was like, oh my god, I'm 144 00:07:59,080 --> 00:08:03,120 Speaker 1: so sad. No I need I mean that is like 145 00:08:03,400 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 1: the most precocious of precocious things is to be on display, 146 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:10,560 Speaker 1: is to like like open yourself up like that and 147 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:12,960 Speaker 1: to all these strangers. I mean no, I mean like, yeah, 148 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:14,760 Speaker 1: of course it feels embarrassing, but that's like, I mean, 149 00:08:14,760 --> 00:08:17,880 Speaker 1: that's so cool. They're really like that's that's awesome. Yeah, 150 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:19,440 Speaker 1: I mean. And the thing is like it was never 151 00:08:19,480 --> 00:08:21,160 Speaker 1: like a big deal to me because I was just like, 152 00:08:21,200 --> 00:08:22,960 Speaker 1: these are this is just what I've grown up doing. 153 00:08:23,360 --> 00:08:25,680 Speaker 1: Then I got my own show when I shared doing 154 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:28,240 Speaker 1: that when I was like eleven. But then it got 155 00:08:28,280 --> 00:08:31,120 Speaker 1: to a point when I was like fourteen fifteen where 156 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:34,360 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this is like a profession that 157 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:38,080 Speaker 1: people do, Like people pursue comedy because for someone, I 158 00:08:38,120 --> 00:08:40,000 Speaker 1: was like, I'm going to be a rock star, I'm 159 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:43,160 Speaker 1: going to be an actress, And like then I slowly 160 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:45,320 Speaker 1: started realizing like, oh I don't want to do those things. 161 00:08:45,360 --> 00:08:49,800 Speaker 1: I actually just want to do writing and comedy. So 162 00:08:49,840 --> 00:08:53,880 Speaker 1: then I actually started like really developing comedy and really 163 00:08:53,920 --> 00:08:57,280 Speaker 1: actually trying to like work towards building a set, building 164 00:08:57,440 --> 00:09:01,679 Speaker 1: an essay of book things and then here we are, 165 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:04,240 Speaker 1: here we are, So did you go out and Mike, like, 166 00:09:04,280 --> 00:09:06,240 Speaker 1: and how does that work? As like a fourteen fifteen 167 00:09:06,320 --> 00:09:09,360 Speaker 1: year old? Yeah, I can't get into any class, I'm saying, yeah, 168 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:12,400 Speaker 1: yeah exactly. So to this day yeah no, no, to 169 00:09:12,480 --> 00:09:15,760 Speaker 1: this day, yeah, I've only I honestly have not performed 170 00:09:15,760 --> 00:09:17,679 Speaker 1: at that many clubs in the city, mostly just us 171 00:09:17,840 --> 00:09:20,000 Speaker 1: be the Pit, I did the Slipper Room, and I 172 00:09:20,080 --> 00:09:23,560 Speaker 1: did like one other place, and really that's it because 173 00:09:23,559 --> 00:09:26,679 Speaker 1: I can't get in anywhere else. That's wild. That's gotta 174 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:28,760 Speaker 1: be crazy, that's gotta be crazy. But you're all, you're 175 00:09:28,800 --> 00:09:32,600 Speaker 1: also like, that's like the Beyonce narrative, like she's you know, 176 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:35,319 Speaker 1: she's walking on stage and heels at fourteen And let 177 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:41,600 Speaker 1: this episode be called any comparison to Beyonce, I will take. 178 00:09:41,720 --> 00:09:44,520 Speaker 1: Can I tell you my favorite story about Destiny's Child 179 00:09:44,679 --> 00:09:46,960 Speaker 1: and like them getting whipped into shape by Matthew Knowles, 180 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,400 Speaker 1: which maybe this is like a crazy story, but I 181 00:09:49,400 --> 00:09:51,160 Speaker 1: don't know if you guys knew this, But he would 182 00:09:51,160 --> 00:09:54,480 Speaker 1: take them out on like five mile runs and he 183 00:09:54,520 --> 00:09:57,320 Speaker 1: would have them sing in harmony the whole time, and 184 00:09:57,440 --> 00:09:59,800 Speaker 1: he would drive in the car next to them if 185 00:09:59,840 --> 00:10:02,680 Speaker 1: they is true, and he'd be listening to the harmonies 186 00:10:02,760 --> 00:10:05,120 Speaker 1: to make sure that they were tight. But so that 187 00:10:05,520 --> 00:10:08,200 Speaker 1: so that when they were dancing and performing on stage, 188 00:10:08,600 --> 00:10:10,760 Speaker 1: it was like nothing. That it was like nothing to me, 189 00:10:11,040 --> 00:10:13,200 Speaker 1: right because they that's I guess how they truly learned 190 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:15,440 Speaker 1: how to control their breath, which, to be honest with you, 191 00:10:15,840 --> 00:10:19,400 Speaker 1: is not so to do it, because that's really what 192 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:21,200 Speaker 1: it is. Is just and now you see and you 193 00:10:21,200 --> 00:10:23,000 Speaker 1: see Beyonce perform at the Super Bowl and you're like, 194 00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 1: how the hell would she be the machine that she is? 195 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 1: She was literally getting run either to it either your 196 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:33,440 Speaker 1: dad makes you run five miles and harmonize with your 197 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:36,440 Speaker 1: with your friends, or your mother thrust you wanted the 198 00:10:36,440 --> 00:10:40,680 Speaker 1: stage at UCB with all of you and there we go. Narrative. 199 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:44,880 Speaker 1: So so like is in your comedy, in the comedy 200 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:48,600 Speaker 1: that you do, that's gotta be Do you talk about 201 00:10:48,600 --> 00:10:50,760 Speaker 1: stuff in school? Do you talk about like stuff that 202 00:10:50,840 --> 00:10:53,040 Speaker 1: you're you're going through? It do feel like a pressure 203 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:55,920 Speaker 1: to talk about like bigger things that maybe other comics 204 00:10:55,920 --> 00:10:58,200 Speaker 1: are talking about, Like talk to me about that? Yeah, Well, 205 00:10:58,320 --> 00:11:01,400 Speaker 1: my thing is from a very a young age, it 206 00:11:01,520 --> 00:11:05,480 Speaker 1: was very clear that on stage there were lines that I, 207 00:11:05,520 --> 00:11:08,559 Speaker 1: as a young person, couldn't cross. Like when I was 208 00:11:08,600 --> 00:11:11,040 Speaker 1: like fourteen night and I started like being interested in 209 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:14,040 Speaker 1: like boys and stuff like that. I and I would 210 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:16,120 Speaker 1: like tell a story or two it would make the 211 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:19,720 Speaker 1: audience so uncomfortable. I wouldn't even I was a fourteen 212 00:11:19,760 --> 00:11:22,400 Speaker 1: I wasn't like doing anything like weird, but I would 213 00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:24,319 Speaker 1: just like talk about like, oh, yeah, I have a 214 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:26,560 Speaker 1: crush on a boy and this is what happened to mamma. 215 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:30,320 Speaker 1: And the audience would feel really weird because they'd be like, 216 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:32,600 Speaker 1: I don't want to see a young girl talk about 217 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:37,040 Speaker 1: boys and like getting bras and stuff like, because it 218 00:11:37,480 --> 00:11:40,600 Speaker 1: because for a bunch of adults to watch a child 219 00:11:40,760 --> 00:11:49,280 Speaker 1: on stage, they feel weird. They're exactly so, especially when 220 00:11:49,280 --> 00:11:54,480 Speaker 1: I got like older, like sixteen seventeen, it was very clear, like, oh, 221 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:58,880 Speaker 1: I can't really talk about hookups or some things that 222 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:03,080 Speaker 1: happened that you know, all teenagers and everyone went through 223 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:06,000 Speaker 1: when they were my age. But for some reason, I've 224 00:12:06,040 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 1: found that it makes people uncomfortable to like have me 225 00:12:09,760 --> 00:12:14,880 Speaker 1: explicitly say all those things. So I discovered that pretty young. 226 00:12:15,760 --> 00:12:17,600 Speaker 1: So my mom and I came up with this thing 227 00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:22,840 Speaker 1: that we call ellen degenerous humor, which is we can't curse, 228 00:12:23,320 --> 00:12:25,920 Speaker 1: we don't talk about sex or any I'm not that, 229 00:12:26,600 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 1: but like, we don't talk about sexual things, and we 230 00:12:29,920 --> 00:12:32,240 Speaker 1: keep it clean, no potty jokes or anything like that. 231 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:35,200 Speaker 1: Because for me, it's like, I want my comedy to 232 00:12:35,280 --> 00:12:37,840 Speaker 1: rely purely on the fact that I'm funny, not based 233 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:41,760 Speaker 1: on me cursing or me talking about something inappropriate. I 234 00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:46,200 Speaker 1: want my comedy to purely be me being funny about things. Yeah, 235 00:12:46,280 --> 00:12:48,040 Speaker 1: and that's going to pay huge dividends as you get 236 00:12:48,080 --> 00:12:50,760 Speaker 1: older and as you do free up that space, because 237 00:12:50,800 --> 00:12:53,160 Speaker 1: I mean, you're you know, you are setting these limitations 238 00:12:53,200 --> 00:12:55,680 Speaker 1: on yourself for very good reason. And I'm not saying 239 00:12:55,679 --> 00:13:00,400 Speaker 1: that you're setting these restrictions in order to develop something 240 00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:02,840 Speaker 1: very specific, and I mean that's that's all you need. Well, 241 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:06,760 Speaker 1: sometimes it's actually kind of a good idea to develop 242 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:10,920 Speaker 1: inside this box because because it actually you you place 243 00:13:11,160 --> 00:13:15,839 Speaker 1: rules on on yourself without thinking about the rules that 244 00:13:15,880 --> 00:13:20,000 Speaker 1: everyone else will taste. No, I developed actually my own way. 245 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:22,480 Speaker 1: I've heard about a lot of people who actually toured 246 00:13:22,559 --> 00:13:26,360 Speaker 1: doing a Christian comedy and then when they come of age, 247 00:13:26,440 --> 00:13:28,760 Speaker 1: and they get old enough, they break out of that 248 00:13:29,080 --> 00:13:32,640 Speaker 1: and they they feel the freedom and they feel the individuality, 249 00:13:32,679 --> 00:13:36,920 Speaker 1: talk about whatever. And because they had so much training, 250 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:40,520 Speaker 1: like playing to a specific audience or like doing whatever. 251 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:42,800 Speaker 1: I don't know, it's just it's for some reason just 252 00:13:42,880 --> 00:13:45,360 Speaker 1: kind of sets them free in a way. Bass Layer, 253 00:13:46,040 --> 00:13:50,280 Speaker 1: So Ruby, you should toward towards some Christians totally, My 254 00:13:51,440 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 1: Rabbi would love. Yeah, absolutely, yes, of course. Wait what 255 00:13:56,120 --> 00:13:59,120 Speaker 1: was your tour passage? It was Jonah and the Whale. 256 00:13:59,240 --> 00:14:01,000 Speaker 1: That's a good thing. It was a good one. I 257 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:03,520 Speaker 1: did it based on the Veggie Tails movie. Oh yeah, 258 00:14:03,559 --> 00:14:06,760 Speaker 1: how do you know about this? Oh right, okay, So 259 00:14:06,960 --> 00:14:08,640 Speaker 1: just this is a this is a quick story. My 260 00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:12,480 Speaker 1: sister who's twenty nine, um, just had her adult butt mitzvah. 261 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:15,640 Speaker 1: Oh that's the thing. That's a thing. Well she she 262 00:14:15,720 --> 00:14:19,480 Speaker 1: threw it. She just wanted the party and wanted That's 263 00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:21,960 Speaker 1: exactly my twelve year old self did that for the 264 00:14:22,040 --> 00:14:26,640 Speaker 1: exact reason exactly what your Oh was a musical theater. 265 00:14:27,480 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 1: I didn't have a theme, but if I could, it 266 00:14:29,240 --> 00:14:32,120 Speaker 1: would have been musical theater. Good And I'm actually really 267 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:34,240 Speaker 1: glad that you didn't have a theme because My sister 268 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:36,040 Speaker 1: didn't really have a theme for her. Themes are a 269 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:38,320 Speaker 1: little a little weird. Sometimes they get a little weird. 270 00:14:38,320 --> 00:14:39,760 Speaker 1: To get a little weird, and you're I feel like 271 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:41,720 Speaker 1: you're going to look back and it's always going to 272 00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:44,120 Speaker 1: be embarrassing. I wanted to wear a pants suit. That 273 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:46,760 Speaker 1: is the thing I wanted to do, but I didn't 274 00:14:46,840 --> 00:14:48,440 Speaker 1: end up doing it. That's okay, And this was what 275 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:52,400 Speaker 1: five years ago. I think, yeah, yeah, what's the end, 276 00:14:52,680 --> 00:14:55,360 Speaker 1: you know what. That's awesome and I'm glad that feels 277 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:58,120 Speaker 1: very contemporary for you not to have a theme. My 278 00:14:58,160 --> 00:15:00,720 Speaker 1: sister did not either, but she, um, yeah, she just 279 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:02,560 Speaker 1: wanted the party and it was so fun. It was 280 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:04,720 Speaker 1: christ She married a Jewish Man. She married a Jewish Man. 281 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:07,480 Speaker 1: She wanted to converge. She um, she was doesn't mean 282 00:15:07,480 --> 00:15:09,960 Speaker 1: anything to you. Oh my god, No, I'm being sope 283 00:15:10,360 --> 00:15:12,840 Speaker 1: being that person. Um doesn't mean anything to you. When 284 00:15:12,840 --> 00:15:15,520 Speaker 1: I when I say that, she she's such a Charlotte. No, 285 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:20,720 Speaker 1: I'm the worst. He's referencing sex in the City and 286 00:15:20,920 --> 00:15:23,400 Speaker 1: oh I love sex and the City. It was like 287 00:15:23,440 --> 00:15:28,120 Speaker 1: a Jewish Charlotte, like a thing. No, Yeah, she's um, yeah, 288 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:31,400 Speaker 1: she's a she's a Charlotte. I completely understand. Okay, great, 289 00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:32,920 Speaker 1: and I'm so sorry that I had to ask. And 290 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:34,760 Speaker 1: I feel like such a fucking oh no, no, you 291 00:15:34,840 --> 00:15:40,280 Speaker 1: were because honestly, there's people haven't seen sex people that 292 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:42,720 Speaker 1: honestly was before our time as well. It was a 293 00:15:42,760 --> 00:15:45,120 Speaker 1: little bit. I mean, that was literally the first show 294 00:15:45,120 --> 00:15:46,880 Speaker 1: where women all sat. That was like one of the 295 00:15:46,920 --> 00:15:50,440 Speaker 1: first shows passing the Beck told test there already even trying. Yeah, yeah, 296 00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 1: yeahs and so like, and that was a rerun show 297 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:55,400 Speaker 1: for us. Well, here's the thing, Ruby. We were told 298 00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:59,120 Speaker 1: that you know everything, I mean, like you that you 299 00:15:59,200 --> 00:16:02,760 Speaker 1: have a pretty that's a lot of pressure. Not everything. 300 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:04,840 Speaker 1: We were told that you have a very broad scope 301 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:08,400 Speaker 1: of popular culture. Yes, would you say that's true? I 302 00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:11,520 Speaker 1: would say that's true partly because I like to spend 303 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:14,080 Speaker 1: my free time in my room watching Netflix series. So 304 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:16,000 Speaker 1: I just feel like I am cultured because I just 305 00:16:16,040 --> 00:16:18,960 Speaker 1: like have seen mostly everything. And your mother is prolific 306 00:16:19,040 --> 00:16:22,040 Speaker 1: magazine editor founder, you know, and so you are you 307 00:16:22,080 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 1: are passed down this sort of pop culture. Yeah. Well, 308 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:27,760 Speaker 1: I also just like I've always had an interest in 309 00:16:27,920 --> 00:16:33,480 Speaker 1: what's happening in society. Yeah, the book, Yeah, well, because 310 00:16:33,520 --> 00:16:37,400 Speaker 1: you know, a lot of the reason I really wanted 311 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:40,840 Speaker 1: to write this and agreed to writing it was because 312 00:16:40,920 --> 00:16:44,280 Speaker 1: there are so many people talking about teenagers and writing 313 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:47,840 Speaker 1: my teenagers and being like generation whatever we are like 314 00:16:48,160 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: all these things about us, but like no one knows 315 00:16:51,280 --> 00:16:54,400 Speaker 1: anything about us really because no one's living through it. 316 00:16:54,920 --> 00:16:59,360 Speaker 1: We're really one of the first generations to truly live 317 00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:03,920 Speaker 1: through Snapchat and Instagram and Facebook in its like ultimate prime, 318 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:08,359 Speaker 1: where every single one of those apps is a big deal. 319 00:17:08,960 --> 00:17:12,800 Speaker 1: And I felt like I didn't want to be that 320 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:16,840 Speaker 1: person who was like I understand teenagers. I'm with you, guys. 321 00:17:17,160 --> 00:17:20,000 Speaker 1: I literally truthfully wanted to just be like, no, these 322 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:23,520 Speaker 1: are my experiences. Here's some humor, and like here some advice. Right, 323 00:17:23,800 --> 00:17:26,240 Speaker 1: So you're saying that you wrote this book with um 324 00:17:26,320 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: this this sort of point of view of it not 325 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:34,360 Speaker 1: being tied necessarily to like this very esoteric, like mysterious 326 00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:36,720 Speaker 1: part of team culture that is like you just want 327 00:17:36,760 --> 00:17:38,560 Speaker 1: to write something like, well, the other thing is like 328 00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:41,280 Speaker 1: people don't seem to understand that, like, yeah, we have 329 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:43,439 Speaker 1: social media, Yeah there's all these new things, but at 330 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:47,160 Speaker 1: the same time, like we're still teenagers and you all 331 00:17:47,280 --> 00:17:51,000 Speaker 1: were teenagers once and really, yeah, they're social media, but 332 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:53,600 Speaker 1: it all comes down to the same five things everyone 333 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:56,720 Speaker 1: else was freaking about when they were teenagers, which is parties, 334 00:17:56,760 --> 00:18:01,320 Speaker 1: whoever they like, school, their family, and then whatever their 335 00:18:01,320 --> 00:18:05,280 Speaker 1: extracurriculus are, and getting into college. Like truly, other than that, 336 00:18:05,720 --> 00:18:08,520 Speaker 1: there's not that much that we hear about. When I 337 00:18:08,560 --> 00:18:11,760 Speaker 1: was reading the book today, I was thinking to myself 338 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:14,880 Speaker 1: while I was reading it, you know, there's not too 339 00:18:14,960 --> 00:18:18,760 Speaker 1: much in here that's very different from what we went through. 340 00:18:18,800 --> 00:18:21,320 Speaker 1: I think, I mean, just to run through some of 341 00:18:21,359 --> 00:18:23,320 Speaker 1: the topics. I mean, yes, there is like and there 342 00:18:23,400 --> 00:18:25,040 Speaker 1: is like a new lens on it, of course, but 343 00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:27,520 Speaker 1: you know, it's about social media bullying. There's a lot 344 00:18:27,560 --> 00:18:31,320 Speaker 1: about it. You know. She has a large section about 345 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:34,480 Speaker 1: just unrequited love and like going through that, so I 346 00:18:34,520 --> 00:18:37,040 Speaker 1: guess like my question for you. And then there's also 347 00:18:37,119 --> 00:18:39,879 Speaker 1: topics which we didn't even talk about as teens, which is, 348 00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:43,760 Speaker 1: you know, embracing feminism. Oh my god, you know, and 349 00:18:44,240 --> 00:18:47,840 Speaker 1: I think this is amazing for for people not only 350 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:50,720 Speaker 1: your age to have your voice say to them, but 351 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:53,760 Speaker 1: also it's cool for people our age and older to 352 00:18:53,920 --> 00:18:56,639 Speaker 1: hear that this generation is talking about these kinds of 353 00:18:56,680 --> 00:19:00,280 Speaker 1: things and and also having those dialogues. So, Mike, to 354 00:19:00,320 --> 00:19:02,200 Speaker 1: you is who do you want to read the who's 355 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:04,120 Speaker 1: the audience for this book? Who do you hope will 356 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:05,840 Speaker 1: read the book? And what do you want them to 357 00:19:05,840 --> 00:19:09,440 Speaker 1: get from it? I feel like I want a variety 358 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,159 Speaker 1: of different people to read this book. I feel like 359 00:19:11,480 --> 00:19:15,640 Speaker 1: the most one of obviously, the ideal person to read 360 00:19:15,640 --> 00:19:17,560 Speaker 1: this book is a teenager who feels like they have 361 00:19:17,600 --> 00:19:21,320 Speaker 1: no one else to talk to, because a lot of 362 00:19:21,400 --> 00:19:23,920 Speaker 1: what being a teenager is is no matter how many 363 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:25,879 Speaker 1: people love you, no matter how great your life is, 364 00:19:26,240 --> 00:19:29,520 Speaker 1: you still have moments where you're like, wow, I have 365 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:31,960 Speaker 1: no one. Even if you have the most loving family, 366 00:19:32,000 --> 00:19:33,679 Speaker 1: even if you have the best friend in the world, 367 00:19:34,119 --> 00:19:38,400 Speaker 1: it doesn't matter what. Whatever you're feeling is so extreme 368 00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 1: in the moment, but everyone tells you that you can't 369 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:44,440 Speaker 1: feel those feelings. All adults will just be like, your 370 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:47,399 Speaker 1: hormonal things are just happening. You're just none of this 371 00:19:47,440 --> 00:19:49,080 Speaker 1: is going to matter in ten years. But the thing 372 00:19:49,240 --> 00:19:53,879 Speaker 1: is it matters now and obviously, and I say this 373 00:19:53,960 --> 00:19:56,480 Speaker 1: in the first chapter of the book, none of my 374 00:19:56,560 --> 00:20:01,080 Speaker 1: problems are real problems. I am totally privileged, like none 375 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:05,199 Speaker 1: of these things are real issues, but they feel really 376 00:20:05,280 --> 00:20:07,080 Speaker 1: real to me, and I'm going to talk about them. 377 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:09,520 Speaker 1: My god. I mean and that never I mean not 378 00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:11,760 Speaker 1: to like sound too ominous, but that never goes away, 379 00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:15,240 Speaker 1: that always stays with you, and like those those problems 380 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:18,320 Speaker 1: will like ripple out into your life in the future. 381 00:20:18,359 --> 00:20:22,479 Speaker 1: That has implications on um future work that you're going 382 00:20:22,520 --> 00:20:24,800 Speaker 1: to put out like on every just no, I mean, yeah, 383 00:20:24,800 --> 00:20:29,080 Speaker 1: I totally because when you're growing up in those four 384 00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:31,639 Speaker 1: years in high school, that is the most you're going 385 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:34,439 Speaker 1: to grow as a person in your entire life. You 386 00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:37,359 Speaker 1: are going through the most changes in those in those 387 00:20:37,400 --> 00:20:41,359 Speaker 1: four years. Then you will ever that fast because yeah, 388 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:44,399 Speaker 1: you grow up and yeah things happen, but the way 389 00:20:44,600 --> 00:20:47,760 Speaker 1: you are raised, in the person you become because of 390 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:50,879 Speaker 1: those years literally affects the rest of your life. And 391 00:20:50,960 --> 00:20:53,479 Speaker 1: people don't realize that because people are just so obsessed 392 00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:57,159 Speaker 1: with statistics and what's happening with teens and what's cool, 393 00:20:57,640 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 1: but no one's taking time to be like your is 394 00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:04,160 Speaker 1: the actual emotions and what's really happening in the mind 395 00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:06,360 Speaker 1: of a teenager. And I think that's why I hope 396 00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:08,680 Speaker 1: that people that our age and older read it too, 397 00:21:08,760 --> 00:21:12,320 Speaker 1: because that's an actual account from someone that's your age. 398 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:13,879 Speaker 1: And to be honest with you, I was thinking of 399 00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:16,440 Speaker 1: myself earlier today. I was like, when's the last time 400 00:21:16,480 --> 00:21:19,760 Speaker 1: I talked to a seventeen year old and really talked 401 00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:22,560 Speaker 1: to them, not just like a so how school, Like 402 00:21:22,680 --> 00:21:26,720 Speaker 1: he really had an actual conversation because people don't think 403 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:29,760 Speaker 1: that teenagers have minds because they're just like, oh young people. 404 00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:33,159 Speaker 1: But like, no, like all of my friends can have 405 00:21:33,840 --> 00:21:38,600 Speaker 1: good conversations with people above the age of eighteen. Now 406 00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:40,840 Speaker 1: that being said, well, before we got on the air, 407 00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:43,639 Speaker 1: we talked a little bit about um you know this 408 00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:46,400 Speaker 1: year year you're we talked we're talking about Hillary's book, 409 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:49,360 Speaker 1: We're talking about you know, politics and general in some 410 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:52,000 Speaker 1: roundabout way. We're talking about how this year you're going 411 00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:55,480 Speaker 1: to be taking the ap US Government in History or 412 00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:59,400 Speaker 1: U S History or is the government US government? Well 413 00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:02,239 Speaker 1: US Street was last year. This year's US. Yeah, right, 414 00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:05,800 Speaker 1: there's a GOV. So UM I also took this class, 415 00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:08,200 Speaker 1: and I took it in two thousand seven, So this 416 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:12,679 Speaker 1: was UMU when Obama was rising. You know, this was 417 00:22:12,760 --> 00:22:15,480 Speaker 1: when it was either going to be hillaryal or Obama. 418 00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:20,199 Speaker 1: And you know obviously we were faced with McCain and 419 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:25,800 Speaker 1: I actually Sarah Palin didn't become a thing until until college. 420 00:22:25,880 --> 00:22:28,879 Speaker 1: But it was I remember thinking to myself, I wonder 421 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:31,160 Speaker 1: what my ap GOV class would say about this, because 422 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:33,720 Speaker 1: I actually went to school with people who would have 423 00:22:33,760 --> 00:22:36,480 Speaker 1: defended someone like Sarah Palin. Now this brings me to 424 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:40,280 Speaker 1: this question. So you're in these classes right now where 425 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:44,640 Speaker 1: you have these kinds of opinions from everyone about politics. Now, 426 00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:49,200 Speaker 1: I from my perspective looking back, I sometimes think to myself, like, wow, 427 00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:52,600 Speaker 1: how insane that a group of seventeen year olds were 428 00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:56,840 Speaker 1: asked their political opinions. However, I think what I'm actually 429 00:22:56,840 --> 00:23:00,160 Speaker 1: saying to myself is wow, how insane that a group 430 00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:02,960 Speaker 1: of seventeen year olds were so conservative? Because I went 431 00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:06,120 Speaker 1: to school is so like, what's it? What's it like 432 00:23:06,840 --> 00:23:08,719 Speaker 1: where you know, you'd think it was progressive, but it's 433 00:23:08,760 --> 00:23:12,440 Speaker 1: actually rather conservative. So what's it like right now? What's 434 00:23:12,480 --> 00:23:16,120 Speaker 1: the political climate right now in that class, in your 435 00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:20,240 Speaker 1: in your GOV class. Well, the thing is about I've 436 00:23:20,480 --> 00:23:23,600 Speaker 1: I'm growing up in New York, which is the most 437 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:27,560 Speaker 1: liberal place you could possibly go to school, and then 438 00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:31,520 Speaker 1: you're going to LaGuardia, which is, which is even more liberal. Yeah, 439 00:23:31,600 --> 00:23:35,239 Speaker 1: Laguarty is a performing arts high school, so everyone at 440 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:39,600 Speaker 1: the school has dyed hair. Everyone's very culturally aware, very 441 00:23:39,640 --> 00:23:43,160 Speaker 1: politically correct, like, you will get attacked if you say 442 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:48,560 Speaker 1: the wrong thing. Ever, now with that being said, in 443 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:52,600 Speaker 1: these ap GOV classes, it is rare that there will 444 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:55,720 Speaker 1: ever be someone who is not a Democrat or doesn't 445 00:23:55,760 --> 00:24:00,639 Speaker 1: have very liberal democratic views. But what happens in these 446 00:24:00,680 --> 00:24:04,600 Speaker 1: classes is someone will say something in the wrong way, 447 00:24:04,720 --> 00:24:09,919 Speaker 1: something that it has clearly good intentions comes out is weird, 448 00:24:10,200 --> 00:24:17,080 Speaker 1: is worded wrong. They get attacked, like people go off 449 00:24:17,160 --> 00:24:19,359 Speaker 1: on them. I had a girl in my class today 450 00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:23,760 Speaker 1: talk about how we can't attack Trump supporters because then 451 00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:26,920 Speaker 1: we're stooping to their level and that they're people even 452 00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:32,240 Speaker 1: though they like have believe what they believe. And you know, 453 00:24:32,359 --> 00:24:35,119 Speaker 1: I like understood what she was saying. I mean, like 454 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:38,720 Speaker 1: I kind of agree in a way. But there were 455 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,719 Speaker 1: some people in my class who were like, oh, so 456 00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:44,760 Speaker 1: you support racists, you support racism, like all this stuff, 457 00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:48,000 Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, let's take a step back, 458 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:52,040 Speaker 1: let's breathe a little bit, talk about something else. But 459 00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:57,600 Speaker 1: that's it's either it's so funny because teenagers now are 460 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:02,840 Speaker 1: almost too politically correct, like we're so socially aware to 461 00:25:02,880 --> 00:25:06,440 Speaker 1: the point where it's like people don't even it doesn't 462 00:25:06,440 --> 00:25:09,159 Speaker 1: even seem like people want to be politically correct anymore 463 00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:12,080 Speaker 1: for the sake of actually being politically correct. People just 464 00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:17,040 Speaker 1: seem to really, yeah, people like want to be like, no, 465 00:25:17,320 --> 00:25:21,760 Speaker 1: I know more about feminism than you do. And it's like, Okay, 466 00:25:22,359 --> 00:25:27,919 Speaker 1: we're losing touch of actual activism. Because activism and if 467 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:31,200 Speaker 1: you're actually not a racist, and if you're actually a feminist, 468 00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:35,800 Speaker 1: you want you just want equality. You want people to 469 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:39,040 Speaker 1: just have good morals and be good people, which a 470 00:25:39,080 --> 00:25:43,080 Speaker 1: lot of people aren't, which is their thing. But people 471 00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:47,880 Speaker 1: get to a point where they just they start attacking 472 00:25:47,920 --> 00:25:51,359 Speaker 1: each other. And really, if we want activism, if we 473 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:54,120 Speaker 1: want to make a change, we need to talk to 474 00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:57,080 Speaker 1: each other and have a conversation and be open minded 475 00:25:57,160 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 1: and be allowed to listen to each other's opinions and 476 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:05,560 Speaker 1: take them in and have a calm, civilized conversation. But 477 00:26:05,800 --> 00:26:10,720 Speaker 1: now we're all so self righteous and so entitled to 478 00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,440 Speaker 1: our opinions that no one can seem to be able 479 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:17,199 Speaker 1: to take in what anyone else is saying totally. I 480 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,680 Speaker 1: mean it's so interesting that you say this, And because 481 00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:22,359 Speaker 1: I was talking to this good friend over the weekend. 482 00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,480 Speaker 1: We were taking a while in the park and he 483 00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:27,520 Speaker 1: is this sort of and I would say his name, um, 484 00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:30,159 Speaker 1: but he is he is this pretty like, you know, uh, 485 00:26:31,359 --> 00:26:34,440 Speaker 1: prolific sort of presence and like someone even call him 486 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,919 Speaker 1: a social justice warrior, not even pejoratively, but just like 487 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:40,639 Speaker 1: that's part of his like um on social media and 488 00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:43,879 Speaker 1: he's just he's just well known in that regard. And 489 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,000 Speaker 1: he was he even realized and I means, I'm not 490 00:26:46,040 --> 00:26:47,560 Speaker 1: saying his name because I feel like maybe this is 491 00:26:47,560 --> 00:26:51,520 Speaker 1: like a sort of a semi semi controversial thing to say, 492 00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:54,840 Speaker 1: but he was just like I feel like everyone is 493 00:26:54,920 --> 00:26:58,960 Speaker 1: just losing their minds, even on our side. Like he 494 00:26:59,080 --> 00:27:02,399 Speaker 1: was just at this pride event, uh in this and 495 00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 1: in the small town, and then there was just a 496 00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:06,720 Speaker 1: group of like there's a group of sort of like 497 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:10,159 Speaker 1: activists who were there who went up to him and 498 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:12,320 Speaker 1: questioned him and they were like and it's just like 499 00:27:12,320 --> 00:27:15,480 Speaker 1: a normal pride event, talk like talking about like being 500 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:17,959 Speaker 1: a person of color who's queer. And this group of 501 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,680 Speaker 1: people go up to him and they're like and they're 502 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:23,000 Speaker 1: just and what he notices that they're they're they're trying 503 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:26,360 Speaker 1: to find their words, and they're these young people who 504 00:27:26,359 --> 00:27:29,480 Speaker 1: were just like struggling to be like to just figure 505 00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:31,000 Speaker 1: out what to say to him, to be like, so 506 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:33,800 Speaker 1: how do they were like, how do you stay in 507 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:37,760 Speaker 1: your lane? You know? Like how do you how do 508 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:41,040 Speaker 1: you stay awoke but stay like you know, And they 509 00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:44,240 Speaker 1: were just sort of like pulling these these borrowed terms 510 00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:47,080 Speaker 1: or these past down terms, and it's like and I 511 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:51,080 Speaker 1: think what this person realized was, Oh, everyone is a 512 00:27:51,119 --> 00:27:54,400 Speaker 1: little bit confused and a little bit frenzied because we're 513 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:57,240 Speaker 1: all figuring this out as we go. Like everyone across 514 00:27:57,320 --> 00:28:02,639 Speaker 1: all age groups, across all like you know, political backgrounds, whatever, Um, 515 00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:05,280 Speaker 1: they're losing how to express themselves because I think we're 516 00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:06,920 Speaker 1: still figuring out how to and I think that that 517 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:11,399 Speaker 1: applies to everybody well. Also, so much of what I 518 00:28:11,400 --> 00:28:13,200 Speaker 1: talked about in the book, and so much of what's 519 00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:17,920 Speaker 1: going to help my generation really make progress in activism 520 00:28:18,640 --> 00:28:22,440 Speaker 1: is having a voice and using that voice to your advantage. 521 00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:25,760 Speaker 1: But if people are afraid to use their voices because 522 00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:29,200 Speaker 1: they're afraid of getting attacked or being called aggressive or 523 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:32,199 Speaker 1: any of these things. People aren't going to speak up 524 00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:35,040 Speaker 1: because they're afraid because they don't, they're afraid they're going 525 00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:38,680 Speaker 1: to be wrong or be politically incorrect. But the thing is, 526 00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:43,120 Speaker 1: if you're politically incorrect, let's have a conversation about it, 527 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:46,720 Speaker 1: let's talk about it, we can, let's work it, let's 528 00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:51,480 Speaker 1: work through it together. But instead everyone has just converted 529 00:28:51,520 --> 00:28:56,520 Speaker 1: to this fear factor because everyone's so afraid of saying 530 00:28:56,600 --> 00:29:00,160 Speaker 1: the wrong thing, when really we should say the wrong thing, 531 00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:04,479 Speaker 1: get corrected, and then work our views out. Yeah, I mean, 532 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:07,240 Speaker 1: it seems to be a problem that you know, the 533 00:29:07,360 --> 00:29:10,600 Speaker 1: right wing doesn't have, because it seems like they are 534 00:29:10,680 --> 00:29:13,320 Speaker 1: able to just march in that like someone who's like 535 00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:18,200 Speaker 1: really happy, really proud to like put a Confederate flag 536 00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 1: on their house can and and who doesn't maybe understand 537 00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:24,200 Speaker 1: what that means. We'll just proudly walk next to a 538 00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 1: member of the literal KKK in the streets, and it 539 00:29:27,200 --> 00:29:30,080 Speaker 1: seems like nothing goes through their heads, and no one 540 00:29:30,120 --> 00:29:31,560 Speaker 1: else on their side is gonna be like, hey, that's 541 00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:33,560 Speaker 1: actually hey. Yeah, they're not going to call each other, 542 00:29:33,680 --> 00:29:36,640 Speaker 1: they're not having these discussions. They just mobilize and go 543 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,360 Speaker 1: and it's I think a reason why they, for better 544 00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:42,800 Speaker 1: or worse, seem to get things done, whereas on our 545 00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,959 Speaker 1: side it feels like, you know, still to this day. 546 00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:47,920 Speaker 1: I mean, with what Hilary says in her book about 547 00:29:47,960 --> 00:29:51,280 Speaker 1: Bernie and the way that the Bernie people are responding 548 00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:55,920 Speaker 1: to her even now, and the the the jumping down 549 00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:59,760 Speaker 1: on Kamala Harris before she can even be a candidate. 550 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:02,840 Speaker 1: If feels like it's it's a huge reason why we 551 00:30:02,920 --> 00:30:07,000 Speaker 1: can't get things done is because it seems like it's 552 00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:10,120 Speaker 1: stopping conversation from happening totally. And the other thing is 553 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:13,000 Speaker 1: like everything I'm saying is directed towards people who like 554 00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:17,520 Speaker 1: have the kind of views I have. Like, obviously, uh, 555 00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:20,920 Speaker 1: it's a very different conversation if we're talking about someone 556 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:25,120 Speaker 1: who is actually a racist or actually a misogynistic person. 557 00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:28,440 Speaker 1: Everything I'm saying is I know a lot of people 558 00:30:28,520 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 1: who really want to be politically correct, but they just 559 00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:34,920 Speaker 1: don't have the information or the resources to understand what 560 00:30:35,000 --> 00:30:38,920 Speaker 1: that means, or what feminism really means, or what it 561 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:41,120 Speaker 1: means to be a racist or not be a racist. 562 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,440 Speaker 1: So everything I'm saying is directed towards the people who 563 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:50,040 Speaker 1: actively want to be politically correct and be people who 564 00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:55,040 Speaker 1: have views that are progressive. The people who don't have 565 00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:58,800 Speaker 1: those views, that's another conversation, because those are people who 566 00:30:58,960 --> 00:31:01,960 Speaker 1: have been raised that way. They've been raised that way 567 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:04,160 Speaker 1: the way I've been raised to be a feminist, and 568 00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:07,000 Speaker 1: you can't change me. If if someone came up to 569 00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:10,320 Speaker 1: me and calmly started to speak to me about being 570 00:31:10,360 --> 00:31:15,160 Speaker 1: a being anti feminism, being racist, I would obviously be like, 571 00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:21,800 Speaker 1: absolutely not, you psychopath. But in terms of making progress 572 00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:26,160 Speaker 1: on the liberal side of America, we can't make We 573 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:29,160 Speaker 1: will only make progress if we do it together. And 574 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:32,360 Speaker 1: if we're splitting each other up because some people are 575 00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:36,680 Speaker 1: more liberal than others, that's not progress. That is actually 576 00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:40,680 Speaker 1: going backwards. It's it's it's now. I do have another 577 00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:44,400 Speaker 1: question about your APO class. Y'all know you have a 578 00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,000 Speaker 1: test to take at the end of the year, right, 579 00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:50,080 Speaker 1: So here's the deal. When they put that test in 580 00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:51,440 Speaker 1: front of us at the end of the year in 581 00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:54,320 Speaker 1: two thousand seven, I looked down at that test. We 582 00:31:54,360 --> 00:32:00,280 Speaker 1: hadn't talked about any of it come on that, but 583 00:32:00,360 --> 00:32:03,520 Speaker 1: we had so many conversations about whether it was going 584 00:32:03,600 --> 00:32:05,719 Speaker 1: to be Brock or Hillary, and like whether or not 585 00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:09,800 Speaker 1: like whether or not we should be pro choice, Like 586 00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:13,040 Speaker 1: like literally my teacher got us off one day and 587 00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:15,400 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, everyone who's pro choice, get on 588 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:19,760 Speaker 1: that side of everyone, and if we're on decided and 589 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:22,840 Speaker 1: stay in the middle. He did this about issues and 590 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:26,680 Speaker 1: then maybe the worst thing a teacher, he was not 591 00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:32,120 Speaker 1: good um and oftentimes, like I responded to one thing 592 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:34,040 Speaker 1: in your book, you were talking about how you had 593 00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:36,560 Speaker 1: this teacher. This is in the book and this is 594 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:40,800 Speaker 1: so fucked up. So so Ruby has this Actually you know, 595 00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:43,840 Speaker 1: do you have to take a break. Let me let 596 00:32:43,880 --> 00:32:45,800 Speaker 1: me say this tidbit and then we'll take a short break. 597 00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:50,000 Speaker 1: So a teacher of about thirty years old, you said, um, 598 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:54,200 Speaker 1: was speaking with you and then recommended to you that 599 00:32:54,280 --> 00:33:01,480 Speaker 1: you not be too feminists because it comes off as unattractive. Yes, yes, 600 00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:04,160 Speaker 1: this happened. She also called me a dumb blonde for 601 00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,200 Speaker 1: two years, just so you all know. I'm a brunette. 602 00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:12,360 Speaker 1: But I was a child. And the thing is, like, 603 00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:16,920 Speaker 1: the thing is like these teachers are everywhere everywhere. I 604 00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:19,120 Speaker 1: mean I had them in my high school on Long Island, 605 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:22,320 Speaker 1: like you had them in your liked New York New 606 00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:25,400 Speaker 1: York City middle school. New York City most progressive middle 607 00:33:25,400 --> 00:33:29,040 Speaker 1: school you could possibly go to. Don't be too much 608 00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:32,000 Speaker 1: of one of those feminists because it could be unattractive 609 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:34,440 Speaker 1: or aggressive. Yeah. I was taking a woman's suffrage class 610 00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:36,200 Speaker 1: at the time, and she pulled me over and she 611 00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,480 Speaker 1: was like, yeah, because that was like the social studies 612 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:41,560 Speaker 1: course that I was taking. And she no, she was 613 00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,239 Speaker 1: like she was one of my teachers. That was one 614 00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:46,080 Speaker 1: of the teachers in my school. And I was like, yeah, 615 00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:48,720 Speaker 1: I'm really excited because I'm taking this awesome woman suffrage class. 616 00:33:48,720 --> 00:33:50,760 Speaker 1: And she pulls me over and she's like, just say, 617 00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:55,320 Speaker 1: you know, you know, men really don't find feminists attractive. 618 00:33:55,520 --> 00:34:00,240 Speaker 1: You're gonna don't become one of those aggressive feminists, you know. 619 00:34:00,400 --> 00:34:03,160 Speaker 1: And I was like, what, let me tell you. I 620 00:34:03,240 --> 00:34:06,360 Speaker 1: had a teacher at one time in high school. Um, 621 00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:09,319 Speaker 1: and we were we was just gotta say this, and 622 00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:13,120 Speaker 1: so listen. We were talking about and Culter, who was 623 00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:17,000 Speaker 1: literally the garbage of the that were earth. So she 624 00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:20,400 Speaker 1: had said something about how like all all the Jews 625 00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:23,120 Speaker 1: in the world needs to convert to Christianity, like like 626 00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,160 Speaker 1: you know, her whole m o, like she just was 627 00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:27,440 Speaker 1: going on about that, and I was talking about how 628 00:34:27,440 --> 00:34:31,360 Speaker 1: sick that was. And my teacher at the end of 629 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:33,839 Speaker 1: class pulled me aside and he said to me, the 630 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:37,799 Speaker 1: thing is, um, everyone does need to convert to Christianity 631 00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:39,759 Speaker 1: because then there won't be any more cancer in the 632 00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:43,160 Speaker 1: world and sickness. And I was looking in his eyes 633 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:46,160 Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, you're like a religious like that. 634 00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,440 Speaker 1: You know that's against the law, right, I mean, it 635 00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:50,640 Speaker 1: was fully against the law, I said. I didn't know 636 00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:52,520 Speaker 1: how to handle it at the time, like I kind 637 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:55,920 Speaker 1: of just like okay, and I left the room and 638 00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,400 Speaker 1: I think I ran down the hall. I was just like, 639 00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:02,839 Speaker 1: that was so freaking scary. That's shocking. And you know 640 00:35:02,880 --> 00:35:04,919 Speaker 1: what I mean, if there's any come up ins here, 641 00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:06,840 Speaker 1: both of both of those teachers are being put on 642 00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:09,560 Speaker 1: blast now and your teacher is being put on blast 643 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:13,720 Speaker 1: in your book. So there you go. Oh my god. 644 00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:16,160 Speaker 1: We'll talk more about the book and we'll talk more 645 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:20,040 Speaker 1: to Ruby Carp, who I'm so loving this converse, and 646 00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:25,680 Speaker 1: we will talk more right after this short brief abbreviated break. Okay, 647 00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:32,400 Speaker 1: jam and we're back with Ruby Carp. Now, Ruby, we 648 00:35:32,440 --> 00:35:34,359 Speaker 1: want to talk to you. We want to ask you 649 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:36,680 Speaker 1: the question we ask all of our guests and we're 650 00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:39,200 Speaker 1: doing this in act two, which is great. Um, which 651 00:35:39,360 --> 00:35:41,919 Speaker 1: is Ruby? What is the culture that made you say? 652 00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:44,960 Speaker 1: Culture is for me? This is the the culture that 653 00:35:45,040 --> 00:35:48,400 Speaker 1: made you decide to step in a cultural direction? You 654 00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:54,560 Speaker 1: said to yourself, Wow, I love media. I love film, music, television, 655 00:35:54,760 --> 00:36:00,080 Speaker 1: the stage, cultural life. What have you? What have you m? 656 00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:06,400 Speaker 1: It's a weird question. For me. It was definitely being 657 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:12,520 Speaker 1: raised by a single mom, because the thing is, when 658 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,480 Speaker 1: you're when you're, when you are Rory, Rory and Laura, 659 00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:20,520 Speaker 1: like Gilmore are, you are living a very different life 660 00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:24,279 Speaker 1: than basically everyone else. Because the thing is, I grew 661 00:36:24,400 --> 00:36:28,799 Speaker 1: up always being encouraged to talk about my feelings and 662 00:36:29,080 --> 00:36:31,200 Speaker 1: tell my mom everything that was happening in my life 663 00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:33,640 Speaker 1: and tell her every all the drama that was happening 664 00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:35,359 Speaker 1: and everyone that was being mean to me. So from 665 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:38,760 Speaker 1: a very young age, I just I was open to talking, 666 00:36:38,800 --> 00:36:41,279 Speaker 1: and I was open to discussion and wanted to have 667 00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:44,680 Speaker 1: conversations with people and really learn about them because my 668 00:36:44,760 --> 00:36:47,000 Speaker 1: mom would do this thing where when I was little, 669 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:49,799 Speaker 1: even though I would be talking about nothing, my mom 670 00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:51,880 Speaker 1: would just ask me about my day and let me 671 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:55,319 Speaker 1: just talk for as long as I wanted, so that 672 00:36:55,640 --> 00:36:58,640 Speaker 1: from a really young age, she was always encouraging me 673 00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:02,040 Speaker 1: to express what I was thinking. That's such a great answer, 674 00:37:02,080 --> 00:37:04,200 Speaker 1: And then it's so gilmore girls and and because you're 675 00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,879 Speaker 1: because you're saying that, that made everything else all into 676 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,680 Speaker 1: place for you, like your love of movies, um, you know, comedy, 677 00:37:09,719 --> 00:37:14,160 Speaker 1: everything else. Yeah, self expression in general too. Sometimes I 678 00:37:14,160 --> 00:37:16,720 Speaker 1: think maybe because there are two parents, when I'm asked 679 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,560 Speaker 1: how my day was, it's like, well, it's a different 680 00:37:19,560 --> 00:37:24,160 Speaker 1: story at all. Yeah, because especially when I was younger, 681 00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:26,960 Speaker 1: it was like it was no matter what was happening, 682 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:29,399 Speaker 1: was my mom and I against the world. Like my 683 00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:34,200 Speaker 1: mom was my best friend. Now it's like my roommate. 684 00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:37,720 Speaker 1: Like obviously she's still my mom. We fight all the time, 685 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,640 Speaker 1: but now it's like we're sisters, like we know each 686 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:43,960 Speaker 1: other so well to the point where it's like there's 687 00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:46,600 Speaker 1: no question of whether or not I'm telling her about 688 00:37:46,600 --> 00:37:50,000 Speaker 1: my day. She just knows everything and not. And the 689 00:37:50,040 --> 00:37:54,320 Speaker 1: thing is I tell her everything in that she trusts 690 00:37:54,360 --> 00:37:56,920 Speaker 1: me to have no curfew, to come home when I 691 00:37:56,960 --> 00:38:00,160 Speaker 1: want because she knows where I am because I'm telling 692 00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:04,600 Speaker 1: her what's happening. So the relationship we have is based 693 00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:07,640 Speaker 1: in trust, and you're very honest with her, And I'm 694 00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:09,680 Speaker 1: very honest with her because the thing is like, I'm 695 00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:13,160 Speaker 1: not a bad kid, so there's nothing I really need 696 00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,680 Speaker 1: to hide from her. And all of the things that 697 00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:18,600 Speaker 1: I'm doing are teenage things. I go out with my friends, 698 00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:21,160 Speaker 1: I have fun nights, I go to the movies with people. 699 00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:27,600 Speaker 1: I write books, like all teenage things. And my mom also, like, 700 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,160 Speaker 1: you know, I work pretty hard and stuff, so my 701 00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:35,840 Speaker 1: mom lets me be rewarded with not being very lenient 702 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:38,640 Speaker 1: about curfew and coming home and stuff like that, and 703 00:38:38,680 --> 00:38:42,560 Speaker 1: really having that sense of independence, having my own room, 704 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:45,719 Speaker 1: really being my own person has made me who I 705 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:49,280 Speaker 1: am because without that sense of independence and really learning 706 00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:52,319 Speaker 1: what it means to be alone but still have a 707 00:38:52,360 --> 00:38:55,240 Speaker 1: lot of love in my life has really just shaped 708 00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:59,160 Speaker 1: me as a person. That's beautiful. So you're you tell 709 00:38:59,200 --> 00:39:03,239 Speaker 1: me you're studying drama at LaGuardia, but acting is not 710 00:39:03,440 --> 00:39:08,560 Speaker 1: necessarily like the yeah, well for me, I just kind 711 00:39:08,560 --> 00:39:12,880 Speaker 1: of I feel like in terms of breakout start like 712 00:39:13,320 --> 00:39:17,480 Speaker 1: ales and stuff, I really I mean, I'm not going 713 00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:19,080 Speaker 1: to speak for the future because like I don't know 714 00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:22,640 Speaker 1: what's going to happen, but I really I love writing, 715 00:39:22,719 --> 00:39:26,760 Speaker 1: and I also love television and really studying what people 716 00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:29,480 Speaker 1: react to and what works. And I feel like if 717 00:39:29,520 --> 00:39:32,840 Speaker 1: I'm going to act and be on TV, it's going 718 00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:36,960 Speaker 1: to be my story or what I like, my character 719 00:39:37,040 --> 00:39:39,280 Speaker 1: that I'm writing for me, and that's the direction everything's 720 00:39:39,320 --> 00:39:42,560 Speaker 1: going in anyway. So you're what are you liking on TV? Now? 721 00:39:42,560 --> 00:39:45,200 Speaker 1: What shows are you liking? Well? I don't really watch 722 00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:48,200 Speaker 1: that much live television. I really watch a lot of Netflix. 723 00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:51,160 Speaker 1: So what have you been? Okay, So right now, in 724 00:39:51,200 --> 00:39:54,799 Speaker 1: the middle of Handmaid's Tale, it is crazy hands it 725 00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:58,520 Speaker 1: is I am so oh my god, so much is happening. 726 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:00,759 Speaker 1: We're also discussing it in my home class right now 727 00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:04,239 Speaker 1: in school, which was so awesome. It's so awesome, right. 728 00:40:04,400 --> 00:40:06,759 Speaker 1: I wish I had done that. I always for that 729 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,080 Speaker 1: when I was in high school, Like you have a 730 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:11,000 Speaker 1: class where we could? I mean in my apt class 731 00:40:11,080 --> 00:40:14,680 Speaker 1: one time, my Aplow teachers like exposed us to Stephen Sondheim. 732 00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:16,840 Speaker 1: We started talking about Sweeney Todd and then I went 733 00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,160 Speaker 1: to go see the movie and I was like, I 734 00:40:18,160 --> 00:40:19,960 Speaker 1: wanted I couldn't wait to come back to class talk 735 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:22,640 Speaker 1: about it. I have a whole class about stuff like, 736 00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:24,799 Speaker 1: Oh my god, it's it's so great because we just 737 00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:28,359 Speaker 1: have conversations about all this stuff. It's so fun. But 738 00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,960 Speaker 1: I you know, I've been binging Parks and rec for 739 00:40:31,040 --> 00:40:34,520 Speaker 1: like the second time, the Office for like the fourth time. Uh, 740 00:40:34,719 --> 00:40:38,160 Speaker 1: you know, Secret Guilty, Pleasure, Gossip Girl, Guilt More Girls, 741 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:42,400 Speaker 1: all those. Weirdly, I like go in and out of 742 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:48,560 Speaker 1: Gray's Anatomy. Sometimes it's like it's back when it was 743 00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:53,520 Speaker 1: good exactly. I'm trying how I Met your Mother. I 744 00:40:53,600 --> 00:40:56,399 Speaker 1: just I'm trying everything that's on Netflix. So you really 745 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:59,160 Speaker 1: are like trying to like broaden your skip like it 746 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:01,600 Speaker 1: was really cute. We are trying to like get this 747 00:41:01,719 --> 00:41:04,680 Speaker 1: good media diet of stuff that's come that's that's not 748 00:41:04,719 --> 00:41:06,440 Speaker 1: necessarily of your time. And I'm not saying I'm just 749 00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:07,920 Speaker 1: saying that that's like that. It's like, yeah, like it 750 00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:09,680 Speaker 1: was on like when you were certain. It's like when 751 00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:13,399 Speaker 1: we watched like it nailed. But The Gray's Anatomy when 752 00:41:13,400 --> 00:41:16,759 Speaker 1: we were sixteen seventeen absolutely nailed me to the wall. 753 00:41:17,200 --> 00:41:21,200 Speaker 1: But that's because that was season two and three. Well 754 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:25,440 Speaker 1: that's that's essentially like because for me, it's all about 755 00:41:25,480 --> 00:41:29,320 Speaker 1: finding my voice in terms of writing, because my voice 756 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:31,879 Speaker 1: in terms of stand up comedy is very self deprecating, 757 00:41:32,280 --> 00:41:36,000 Speaker 1: like my humor is. My My view on humor is 758 00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:38,520 Speaker 1: why offend anyone else when you can just offend yourself? 759 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:44,400 Speaker 1: Because everyone, especially now, everything's a trigger for people and 760 00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:47,839 Speaker 1: everything brings things up for people. So why make fun 761 00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:49,279 Speaker 1: of other people when you can just make fun of 762 00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:53,000 Speaker 1: yourself when there's no risk of And also it's just fun. 763 00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:56,480 Speaker 1: It's so it's so fun to just like laugh at 764 00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:59,319 Speaker 1: yourself and tell funny stories of things that happened to you. 765 00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:04,880 Speaker 1: But in terms of television, my I love My favorite 766 00:42:04,880 --> 00:42:08,200 Speaker 1: movies are like Francis Hall in Manhattan and Moon Rise 767 00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:11,120 Speaker 1: Kingdom and movies like that. And I really want to 768 00:42:11,440 --> 00:42:15,200 Speaker 1: one day find the media between Francis Hall and Parks 769 00:42:15,200 --> 00:42:20,600 Speaker 1: and Recreation. Oh great, specific good? Oh, I mean like yeah, 770 00:42:20,640 --> 00:42:23,400 Speaker 1: because that's like a crazy median that's like where do 771 00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:26,120 Speaker 1: you find that one? I mean, I love like I've 772 00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:30,680 Speaker 1: been watching Girls because I think the way it's done, directed, written, 773 00:42:30,760 --> 00:42:34,680 Speaker 1: everything about it is so exactly what I hope to 774 00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:39,080 Speaker 1: be one day. That's great, It's oh yeah. And because 775 00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 1: the thing is, there are so few and that's why 776 00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:46,240 Speaker 1: master of None there are so few people making comedy 777 00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:50,080 Speaker 1: shows that are based in truth and based in real 778 00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:54,479 Speaker 1: things that the way real people actually are, And like, yeah, 779 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:57,279 Speaker 1: there's this thing of like comedy aturs now on TV 780 00:42:57,480 --> 00:42:59,560 Speaker 1: and um, and I feel I feel like Girls I 781 00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:02,840 Speaker 1: get paved the way for the show. But in a sense, 782 00:43:03,239 --> 00:43:04,759 Speaker 1: you know what I'm talking about Insecure and Secure. I 783 00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:06,560 Speaker 1: was going to suggest it to you. Have you started 784 00:43:06,600 --> 00:43:10,080 Speaker 1: watching Insecure. It's a show with Withsa Ray. It's based 785 00:43:10,080 --> 00:43:13,040 Speaker 1: on our web series called Awkward Black Girl. It's essentially 786 00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:16,240 Speaker 1: like I don't want to like dumb it down this way, 787 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:20,520 Speaker 1: but it's essentially Girls in l a Like it's like 788 00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:23,320 Speaker 1: an all black cast. It's really really great. It feels 789 00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:27,600 Speaker 1: it feels like like what would you describe almost like 790 00:43:27,640 --> 00:43:29,759 Speaker 1: the second season feels a little bit like Sex in 791 00:43:29,760 --> 00:43:31,799 Speaker 1: the City, a little bit like there's just a lot 792 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:34,960 Speaker 1: of love triangles. It's really fun to watch. It's um, 793 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:39,279 Speaker 1: it's just it's yeah, it's one of them. I think 794 00:43:39,280 --> 00:43:41,680 Speaker 1: you really liked the show. It's also a really and 795 00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:44,080 Speaker 1: I don't know how much of this you've experienced in 796 00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:47,399 Speaker 1: high school and stuff, but it's a really good examination 797 00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:50,040 Speaker 1: of what it means to be faithful and what happens 798 00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:53,400 Speaker 1: when someone cheats and the psychology of that. I just 799 00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:56,399 Speaker 1: think it's really good. And I actually tried to watch 800 00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,319 Speaker 1: it a year ago and I kind of didn't give 801 00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:01,360 Speaker 1: it a chance because I just didn't buy it totally. 802 00:44:01,400 --> 00:44:03,319 Speaker 1: I wasn't on board. But I gave it a shot 803 00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:05,640 Speaker 1: and again like two or three days ago, and I 804 00:44:05,719 --> 00:44:08,000 Speaker 1: love it. And I've and all of this week and 805 00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:10,880 Speaker 1: I was binging through Atlanta and that another show. I 806 00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:13,520 Speaker 1: think it might be sort of the closest thing that's 807 00:44:13,520 --> 00:44:16,120 Speaker 1: in that liminal space between Frances Hat and um Parks 808 00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:19,160 Speaker 1: and Recki's head where it's like it's it's it's funny, 809 00:44:19,280 --> 00:44:23,000 Speaker 1: it's funny, it's observed. It's also like so so textured 810 00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:25,080 Speaker 1: and real in that way. I think you would love Atlanta. 811 00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:27,480 Speaker 1: It's like there's some like crazy fucking ship that happens 812 00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:29,440 Speaker 1: in the show. And but I think I think you 813 00:44:29,440 --> 00:44:31,279 Speaker 1: would love it. I think it's if you can handle 814 00:44:31,360 --> 00:44:35,120 Speaker 1: Handmade's Tale, you can handle Atlanta. It's it's really really good, 815 00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:37,239 Speaker 1: and I think I think it's like operating that space 816 00:44:37,280 --> 00:44:39,640 Speaker 1: that you kind of want to go for, yeah, exactly. Also, 817 00:44:39,800 --> 00:44:44,440 Speaker 1: like the new season of Master of none. I loved 818 00:44:44,760 --> 00:44:50,840 Speaker 1: because it tackled real life problems, both socially like politically 819 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:55,279 Speaker 1: and stuff, but also just real moments like he was 820 00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:57,799 Speaker 1: freaking out about one girl and then ran into his 821 00:44:57,840 --> 00:45:00,360 Speaker 1: ex girlfriend who he hadn't thought about in a while 822 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:03,399 Speaker 1: on the street, because that's the thing that happens. You're 823 00:45:03,400 --> 00:45:05,080 Speaker 1: just like, you're freaking out about something and then you 824 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,719 Speaker 1: run into someone who you totally don't expect to see 825 00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:09,960 Speaker 1: but I have thought about so much, Like those are 826 00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:13,280 Speaker 1: That's such a real moment, that's such a thing that happens, 827 00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:19,440 Speaker 1: especially in New York. I feel like that. I just 828 00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:23,040 Speaker 1: feel like there's so many moments in the show that 829 00:45:23,080 --> 00:45:26,279 Speaker 1: are so and like when he's freaking out about the 830 00:45:26,320 --> 00:45:28,800 Speaker 1: girl and then he starts writing a pros and consolist 831 00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:31,120 Speaker 1: and then he's like, wait, no, I like her, Like 832 00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:32,799 Speaker 1: there's nothing I can do about that, Like just like 833 00:45:33,040 --> 00:45:35,440 Speaker 1: little things like that that it's like the show is 834 00:45:35,480 --> 00:45:39,000 Speaker 1: so funny, but then there are so many moments where 835 00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:42,759 Speaker 1: he just lets the show get real. And I think 836 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:45,800 Speaker 1: that for so long, a sitcom was like a funny 837 00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:48,000 Speaker 1: show where people make jokes and like sit around and 838 00:45:48,080 --> 00:45:52,160 Speaker 1: drink coffee. But like now we're finally realizing that comedy 839 00:45:52,239 --> 00:45:56,879 Speaker 1: is about truth, and comedy is based in reality, and 840 00:45:57,000 --> 00:46:00,160 Speaker 1: without that based reality, there's no comedy because there's thing 841 00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 1: to make fun of. So I think the fact that 842 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,080 Speaker 1: we're finally making shows that appreciate that and that like 843 00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:08,520 Speaker 1: really bring that out is such a big deal. That's 844 00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:10,960 Speaker 1: so cool that that that's that this stuff is resonating 845 00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:13,160 Speaker 1: with you especially and I'm sorry to bring up your 846 00:46:13,200 --> 00:46:15,080 Speaker 1: rage again, but your age, you know, it's like that. 847 00:46:15,160 --> 00:46:18,040 Speaker 1: But that's very encouraging, and you know, it's huge, it's huge, 848 00:46:18,080 --> 00:46:20,080 Speaker 1: it's huge, Thank you. It's such a good time for everybody, 849 00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:22,560 Speaker 1: but like especially for like people who are going to 850 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:24,879 Speaker 1: be sort of you know, not defined by this by 851 00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:27,320 Speaker 1: this era, but like sort of it's going to text 852 00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:30,880 Speaker 1: urize there. Also, when you're seventeen and when you're a 853 00:46:30,920 --> 00:46:34,520 Speaker 1: teenager and young, you're feeling everything you're feeling for the 854 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:38,920 Speaker 1: first time. So everything you're feeling is so intense because 855 00:46:38,920 --> 00:46:43,200 Speaker 1: we've never felt it before, which is why your first love, 856 00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:47,080 Speaker 1: your first heartbreak, your first everything resonates with you so 857 00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:51,520 Speaker 1: much because you've never experienced it before. So your emotions 858 00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:54,719 Speaker 1: are so heightened because you don't know how to deal 859 00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:57,839 Speaker 1: with it, and you become so impressionable with what you 860 00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:01,560 Speaker 1: consume media wise, because for me, Grey's Anatomy was like 861 00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:05,399 Speaker 1: the first show that like fucking blew my fucking mind. 862 00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:08,200 Speaker 1: I was like, this is the best show I've ever 863 00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:11,120 Speaker 1: seen in my It was so crazy, and like now 864 00:47:11,160 --> 00:47:13,000 Speaker 1: looking back, it's like I have such a nostalgia for it, 865 00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: but it's like it's no, no, no, I will say 866 00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:17,919 Speaker 1: the second season of it, the production value was way 867 00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:19,920 Speaker 1: higher than what they give it now. Now it's fucking 868 00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:22,120 Speaker 1: Meredith Gray standing in front of a green screen and 869 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:24,160 Speaker 1: she's like, it's great to be in front of a waterfall. 870 00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:27,920 Speaker 1: It's like they had they spend no money on it 871 00:47:27,960 --> 00:47:30,560 Speaker 1: now because didn't none other have to. Back in the day, 872 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:34,319 Speaker 1: it was like remember that Nember, that fairy disaster, Oh 873 00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:38,319 Speaker 1: my god, that wasn't forget Yes, definitely, but like that 874 00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:41,480 Speaker 1: was like the last throws of them having a budgets 875 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:44,480 Speaker 1: sucking moment. The fucking Code Black episode where there was 876 00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:46,960 Speaker 1: a literal explosion in the hallway and that was a 877 00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:49,759 Speaker 1: real explosion, and I was like, how about like two 878 00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:51,799 Speaker 1: people got stuck on a pole and one of them 879 00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:56,279 Speaker 1: had to die? Episode I ever watched it, like, this 880 00:47:56,320 --> 00:48:00,600 Speaker 1: show is amazing. Yeah, and that girl that that girl 881 00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:05,200 Speaker 1: should have wanted my to but didn't. Wait, I have 882 00:48:05,239 --> 00:48:06,960 Speaker 1: a question for you, Um, do you have a lot 883 00:48:06,960 --> 00:48:09,919 Speaker 1: of gay friends in high school? But I mean maybe 884 00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:12,719 Speaker 1: you don't. Maybe you would be surprised at how many 885 00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:17,279 Speaker 1: kids are straight at a performing arts school in the 886 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,839 Speaker 1: drama department, because because you think they haven't come out yet, 887 00:48:20,880 --> 00:48:23,160 Speaker 1: or because you think they're legitimately straight, and right, I 888 00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:27,920 Speaker 1: think I think they're legitimately. Here's the thing. I I 889 00:48:28,040 --> 00:48:30,400 Speaker 1: have a lot of gay friends because I went to 890 00:48:30,520 --> 00:48:34,799 Speaker 1: Performing Arts Camp, which is so different than performing art 891 00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:36,680 Speaker 1: high school. Because the thing is about Performing art high 892 00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:41,480 Speaker 1: school is that a lot of these kids either aren't 893 00:48:41,520 --> 00:48:44,719 Speaker 1: out yet or honestly, because the thing is, it's not 894 00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:46,919 Speaker 1: that I don't talk to people or don't see people 895 00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:49,920 Speaker 1: outside of my department, but it's really hard to have 896 00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:52,799 Speaker 1: classes with people not in the same department as you, 897 00:48:52,840 --> 00:48:56,920 Speaker 1: so you don't really really mingle that much outside of 898 00:48:56,920 --> 00:48:59,759 Speaker 1: your department, and really in the drama department, especially in 899 00:48:59,800 --> 00:49:02,279 Speaker 1: my read, there's not that many kids who are out, 900 00:49:02,960 --> 00:49:07,640 Speaker 1: which is fine, which is totally okay performing arts camp, 901 00:49:07,680 --> 00:49:13,960 Speaker 1: though the ratio of straight boys too straight girls. Actually, 902 00:49:14,000 --> 00:49:17,720 Speaker 1: no ratio straight boys to not straight boys is zero 903 00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:22,680 Speaker 1: to one million. That's going to be frustrating for someone. Oh, 904 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:27,959 Speaker 1: you have no idea, You have no idea. I think 905 00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:32,479 Speaker 1: there were maybe maybe two straight boys at camp who 906 00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:35,520 Speaker 1: I don't even know if they're straight, but they weren't 907 00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:39,880 Speaker 1: even that attractive, and they got girls all summer because 908 00:49:39,880 --> 00:49:43,359 Speaker 1: they will continue to keep putting themselves in performing rule 909 00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:49,120 Speaker 1: number nineteen of culture. Straight boy going to arts camp 910 00:49:50,520 --> 00:49:54,200 Speaker 1: um um. But that's see. I ask you that because 911 00:49:54,239 --> 00:49:58,000 Speaker 1: I feel like if I'm in high school and Rubies there, 912 00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:01,200 Speaker 1: I go befriend Ruby. Oh yeah, think that's how I feel. 913 00:50:01,239 --> 00:50:04,319 Speaker 1: I feel like you'd be a great friend for a 914 00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:06,720 Speaker 1: gay kid. I mean, you're just You're just an interesting 915 00:50:06,880 --> 00:50:10,520 Speaker 1: female and honestly, like I mean, I mean I'm not 916 00:50:10,560 --> 00:50:12,359 Speaker 1: that's not saying that that's all it takes, but it's 917 00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:15,120 Speaker 1: like that you gravitate towards that. No. But I feel like, 918 00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,440 Speaker 1: also there's a lot of people in high school that 919 00:50:17,480 --> 00:50:21,480 Speaker 1: are like they're super smart and dynamic, but there that's 920 00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:24,160 Speaker 1: also closeted, you know what I mean, Like that's another 921 00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:28,080 Speaker 1: thing that stays inside when your closet. It's about your sexuality. 922 00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,480 Speaker 1: Is you also don't say how you feel and don't 923 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:33,200 Speaker 1: say what you think. So it's just interesting to talk 924 00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:37,080 Speaker 1: to you and hear all all of this because I 925 00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:40,040 Speaker 1: think about myself at that age and I think, wow, 926 00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:43,360 Speaker 1: I was not even close to being ready to be 927 00:50:43,480 --> 00:50:45,880 Speaker 1: myself and say the things I thought. Well, the thing 928 00:50:45,920 --> 00:50:49,960 Speaker 1: that's hard about the high school is that people make 929 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:53,000 Speaker 1: their friends and then they don't really feel the need 930 00:50:53,160 --> 00:50:56,319 Speaker 1: to go outside of those friends that they've made. Like 931 00:50:56,480 --> 00:51:01,480 Speaker 1: I really didn't find my group of friends until like 932 00:51:01,560 --> 00:51:04,200 Speaker 1: last year, and even then I don't really have a 933 00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:07,160 Speaker 1: specific group. I kind of just have friends that I 934 00:51:07,239 --> 00:51:09,680 Speaker 1: like who I hang out with, and like they're all 935 00:51:09,719 --> 00:51:12,960 Speaker 1: they all hang out with different people. The problem with 936 00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:17,920 Speaker 1: conversation is I don't say these things in class. The impression, 937 00:51:18,239 --> 00:51:21,080 Speaker 1: the impression people at school half of me is I 938 00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:23,120 Speaker 1: raised my hand all the time because I always have 939 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:26,000 Speaker 1: something to say about whatever book we're reading or whatever 940 00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:28,680 Speaker 1: US government topic we're talking about. So people at my 941 00:51:28,719 --> 00:51:31,160 Speaker 1: school are like, oh, yeah, that girl, do want to 942 00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,960 Speaker 1: that the one the teacher's pet, when really, like I 943 00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:37,239 Speaker 1: could care less about what a teacher thinks of me. 944 00:51:37,400 --> 00:51:40,440 Speaker 1: I want to like have a conversation and like discuss 945 00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:43,759 Speaker 1: Handmaid's Tale and like really talk about Trump. But the 946 00:51:43,760 --> 00:51:48,520 Speaker 1: thing is everyone's so focused on seeming cool and not 947 00:51:48,680 --> 00:51:52,960 Speaker 1: seeming like they're too aggressive that when people get very 948 00:51:53,000 --> 00:51:56,440 Speaker 1: passionate about their points, everyone's like, oh, yeah, this guy again. 949 00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:01,600 Speaker 1: Making friends in high school, it's not that it's hard. 950 00:52:02,200 --> 00:52:07,400 Speaker 1: It's just difficult to make new friends outside of friends 951 00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:10,839 Speaker 1: you haven't had for a while, especially when you know 952 00:52:11,200 --> 00:52:15,240 Speaker 1: you feel like everyone has decided whoeveryone is already exactly 953 00:52:15,280 --> 00:52:19,920 Speaker 1: what I what I will you? You'll go to college? 954 00:52:19,960 --> 00:52:22,040 Speaker 1: I mean, where are you? Where do you want to go? 955 00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:25,920 Speaker 1: I'm only applying to six schools. I'm applying early action, 956 00:52:26,000 --> 00:52:28,400 Speaker 1: which just means I'm applying early. It doesn't mean anything. 957 00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:31,520 Speaker 1: Um yeah, it's not really. I'm applying early to Emerson 958 00:52:31,600 --> 00:52:36,760 Speaker 1: for comedy because I have a comedy major, which is awesome. Yeah, 959 00:52:36,800 --> 00:52:39,240 Speaker 1: and it's in Boston. I can continue comedy and stuff 960 00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:42,680 Speaker 1: that would be awesome. But I'm applying to Yale, Wesleyan, Columbia, 961 00:52:42,760 --> 00:52:46,560 Speaker 1: Columbia College, Chicago, Northwestern USC, and Emerson And that's it. 962 00:52:46,840 --> 00:52:54,480 Speaker 1: And don't worry. Um and college. I grew up at 963 00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:56,640 Speaker 1: I grew up in the city and I don't have 964 00:52:56,640 --> 00:53:01,680 Speaker 1: the money, go go to Emerson, go else. Okay, let's 965 00:53:01,719 --> 00:53:05,239 Speaker 1: pray I get in, guys, you will be fine. Wait, okay, 966 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,120 Speaker 1: say those school again, because those are all pretty good 967 00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:10,440 Speaker 1: comedy college I want to be. I want to be 968 00:53:10,960 --> 00:53:13,120 Speaker 1: I want to be a comic. So, like I'm applying, 969 00:53:13,480 --> 00:53:16,399 Speaker 1: the thing is, there's no comedy major at schools other 970 00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:19,239 Speaker 1: than Emerson and Columbia College Chicago. So if I go 971 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:24,160 Speaker 1: to scoop, everyone learned about my college future life. So 972 00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:26,080 Speaker 1: I think I'm in a major in film. If for 973 00:53:26,120 --> 00:53:28,440 Speaker 1: those schools that I don't major, when did you go 974 00:53:28,600 --> 00:53:31,560 Speaker 1: to Emerson and see and everything already? Yeah? So you 975 00:53:31,680 --> 00:53:35,040 Speaker 1: toward and when you toward? What did they say? The 976 00:53:35,080 --> 00:53:38,680 Speaker 1: comedy curriculum is like like who teaches? They're like what, Yeah, 977 00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:42,279 Speaker 1: it's um, it's a sketch writing curriculum, so bit not 978 00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:45,040 Speaker 1: like not the whole thing, but basically, you have a 979 00:53:45,080 --> 00:53:47,719 Speaker 1: class in improv, youw class on history of comedy, of 980 00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:51,560 Speaker 1: a class on writer's room. They basically teach you everything 981 00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:54,560 Speaker 1: you need to know and help you craft a portfolio 982 00:53:55,000 --> 00:53:57,280 Speaker 1: to go into the real world and just pursue comedy. 983 00:53:57,360 --> 00:54:01,000 Speaker 1: There you go, hug. So basically, I went to school 984 00:54:01,040 --> 00:54:03,319 Speaker 1: for writing at n y U and you had to 985 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,680 Speaker 1: fight to get into classes that were like that. And 986 00:54:05,719 --> 00:54:08,760 Speaker 1: I went to school for it and NYU and literally 987 00:54:08,800 --> 00:54:12,480 Speaker 1: major with a concentration in television writing at ny U 988 00:54:12,560 --> 00:54:15,920 Speaker 1: Tish dramatic writing, and I didn't even ever get to 989 00:54:15,960 --> 00:54:19,000 Speaker 1: take a light late night writing course because it was 990 00:54:19,040 --> 00:54:21,319 Speaker 1: competitive to get into and I was in the department 991 00:54:21,680 --> 00:54:24,560 Speaker 1: and I was alphabetical the way they decided who got 992 00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:26,960 Speaker 1: the classes that my name started with R. So yeah, 993 00:54:26,960 --> 00:54:30,279 Speaker 1: by all means you should totally go. Yeah. A lot 994 00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:34,200 Speaker 1: of people have been telling me mixed things about majoring 995 00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:36,600 Speaker 1: in something like comedy, because the thing is, I mean, 996 00:54:36,680 --> 00:54:40,200 Speaker 1: you can't learn comedy. You're either you are. You have 997 00:54:40,320 --> 00:54:45,120 Speaker 1: to either be. You have to learn it obviously, but 998 00:54:45,600 --> 00:54:47,880 Speaker 1: you comedy isn't a thing that you can take a 999 00:54:47,880 --> 00:54:50,359 Speaker 1: class and you have to learn it through doing it. 1000 00:54:50,440 --> 00:54:54,040 Speaker 1: You because you form your stand up act by trying 1001 00:54:54,080 --> 00:54:57,319 Speaker 1: get out on people. But at the same time you 1002 00:54:57,360 --> 00:54:59,880 Speaker 1: have to master your craft and you have your gaining 1003 00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:02,400 Speaker 1: so much practical yeah, exactly, And like you need to 1004 00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:04,480 Speaker 1: build a portfolio, you need to learn how to be 1005 00:55:04,520 --> 00:55:06,480 Speaker 1: an ensemble you need to learn how to not think 1006 00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:08,640 Speaker 1: you're the best person in the room. Like, there are 1007 00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:10,480 Speaker 1: a lot of things that you need to learn. A 1008 00:55:10,520 --> 00:55:12,359 Speaker 1: lot of people have been like, no major in something else, 1009 00:55:12,360 --> 00:55:15,160 Speaker 1: you'll get material for your comedy. But I don't think 1010 00:55:15,160 --> 00:55:17,879 Speaker 1: it's about that. I think it's about really learning the 1011 00:55:18,000 --> 00:55:21,160 Speaker 1: format of writing and sketch writing and all of the 1012 00:55:21,200 --> 00:55:24,279 Speaker 1: different kinds of improv and teams and all of the 1013 00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,759 Speaker 1: different things that go into it to really go out 1014 00:55:26,840 --> 00:55:30,880 Speaker 1: into the world and be a formed like understanding comedians. 1015 00:55:30,920 --> 00:55:34,040 Speaker 1: There is an academic and classical training knowledge to it. 1016 00:55:34,160 --> 00:55:38,400 Speaker 1: There is a history of comedy. People who take who A, 1017 00:55:38,520 --> 00:55:40,920 Speaker 1: take theater b f as, they have to take history 1018 00:55:40,960 --> 00:55:43,120 Speaker 1: of acting. They have to learn all of that. Comedy 1019 00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:45,600 Speaker 1: is the same thing, just more concentrated. It just feels 1020 00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:47,839 Speaker 1: frivolous and you're like, oh, you don't have to do 1021 00:55:47,880 --> 00:55:52,279 Speaker 1: that comedy. It's actually there's gonna be a lot of 1022 00:55:52,320 --> 00:55:55,000 Speaker 1: commiss listening to this wishing that they could have gone 1023 00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:57,680 Speaker 1: to or could still go to Emerson. I mean, we 1024 00:55:57,719 --> 00:55:59,520 Speaker 1: have some Emerson alums who have been on the show 1025 00:55:59,719 --> 00:56:02,399 Speaker 1: that we're comedy pats. I don't know if comedy major 1026 00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:05,000 Speaker 1: is like literally a new thing. It literally started like 1027 00:56:05,040 --> 00:56:07,800 Speaker 1: a year or two. Yeah, that's but it's still so cool. 1028 00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:09,520 Speaker 1: Like can you imagine going to one class and it's 1029 00:56:09,520 --> 00:56:12,879 Speaker 1: like sketchwriting and I have friends who are freshmen there 1030 00:56:12,920 --> 00:56:15,480 Speaker 1: and literally they were like yeah, or eight am tomorrow 1031 00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:17,719 Speaker 1: is called like why did the chicken costs? Across the road? 1032 00:56:17,719 --> 00:56:21,400 Speaker 1: And it's literally a joke writing class, and so I 1033 00:56:21,440 --> 00:56:24,160 Speaker 1: would I can't put a price tag on a fucking 1034 00:56:24,280 --> 00:56:28,000 Speaker 1: professor telling me or an adjunct whatever just being like, yeah, 1035 00:56:28,120 --> 00:56:32,320 Speaker 1: um learned to be humble you askhole, Like if someone 1036 00:56:32,360 --> 00:56:34,719 Speaker 1: had told me that, Like I don't know, just like 1037 00:56:34,760 --> 00:56:37,680 Speaker 1: way ahead of time, like what huge? Also someone being 1038 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:40,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, you don't need a spec script of Parks 1039 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:44,440 Speaker 1: and Wreck. What you need is a writing example of 1040 00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:48,080 Speaker 1: your own ship, which we were still writing fucking rocks 1041 00:56:48,520 --> 00:56:49,920 Speaker 1: when we were in college. Yeah, it was like all 1042 00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:52,319 Speaker 1: about the specs, all about the specs for an existing show, 1043 00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:56,120 Speaker 1: and they don't look at that anymore. It's wild. Well 1044 00:56:56,120 --> 00:56:59,640 Speaker 1: it's also it's not even about because you can't you 1045 00:56:59,680 --> 00:57:02,759 Speaker 1: can't teach someone how to write. That's a natural thing. 1046 00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:05,480 Speaker 1: You have to do it, but you have to learn 1047 00:57:05,520 --> 00:57:08,440 Speaker 1: about who's done it. Before to find your own voice, 1048 00:57:08,719 --> 00:57:10,840 Speaker 1: because that's the thing. I used to want to go 1049 00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:12,919 Speaker 1: to college for writing. But the thing is, I don't 1050 00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:15,560 Speaker 1: think anyone can teach you how to write. It's just 1051 00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:19,480 Speaker 1: about learning the formats and then finding who you are 1052 00:57:19,720 --> 00:57:24,920 Speaker 1: through that. God, that sounds so like weird. All the 1053 00:57:25,200 --> 00:57:27,560 Speaker 1: all the reviews of my book have been like great book, 1054 00:57:27,640 --> 00:57:31,440 Speaker 1: cliche person, And I've been like, you, my god, well 1055 00:57:31,520 --> 00:57:35,479 Speaker 1: because yeah, well all the reviews have been like three 1056 00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:38,680 Speaker 1: point five or four out of five stars because they've 1057 00:57:38,680 --> 00:57:41,680 Speaker 1: been like, sometimes the book gets a little cliche, and 1058 00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:44,560 Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, it's an inspiring book, what do you expect? 1059 00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:48,560 Speaker 1: And and I was six when I wrote it. That's 1060 00:57:48,600 --> 00:57:52,040 Speaker 1: not cliche, all you fucking jack, That's what I would 1061 00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:55,080 Speaker 1: have said. Oh my god, I'm that's stupid. So you've 1062 00:57:55,120 --> 00:57:59,040 Speaker 1: decided to read the reviews. Oh here's the thing. I 1063 00:57:59,080 --> 00:58:02,080 Speaker 1: am a people please or I literally have a heart 1064 00:58:02,080 --> 00:58:04,720 Speaker 1: attack when people are mad at me or don't like me, 1065 00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:08,080 Speaker 1: which is awesome because I want to go into the entertainment, 1066 00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:12,240 Speaker 1: which is maybe the worst pre place to be for 1067 00:58:12,360 --> 00:58:15,320 Speaker 1: someone like me. But that's okay. It's awesome that I'm 1068 00:58:15,360 --> 00:58:18,959 Speaker 1: a very very very sensitive person. Like I will hold 1069 00:58:19,000 --> 00:58:22,760 Speaker 1: onto grudges. I will remember everything. I have done a 1070 00:58:22,800 --> 00:58:25,400 Speaker 1: lot of cool things in my life. I only remember 1071 00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:27,920 Speaker 1: the times that I've messed them up, of course. And 1072 00:58:27,960 --> 00:58:30,040 Speaker 1: you know what, this is just something that you will 1073 00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:32,840 Speaker 1: also learn that maybe they'll teach you in college. Is 1074 00:58:32,880 --> 00:58:35,840 Speaker 1: that like just that that is something that you just 1075 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:38,520 Speaker 1: steal yourself against, Like like I would say in the 1076 00:58:38,520 --> 00:58:40,680 Speaker 1: same way as you really in that in that basic 1077 00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:43,680 Speaker 1: way maybe and that is too. But like we've had 1078 00:58:43,720 --> 00:58:46,480 Speaker 1: to learn, like don't read the comments, like it doesn't 1079 00:58:46,680 --> 00:58:49,080 Speaker 1: I learned that the hard way when I was literally thirteen. 1080 00:58:49,440 --> 00:58:52,040 Speaker 1: I mean because I wrote I wrote an article for 1081 00:58:52,240 --> 00:58:54,120 Speaker 1: mash double when I was thirteen about how teens aren't 1082 00:58:54,160 --> 00:58:57,360 Speaker 1: using Facebook anymore and I literally like kind of got 1083 00:58:57,400 --> 00:59:00,480 Speaker 1: death threats and it was like it was awful, And 1084 00:59:00,520 --> 00:59:02,240 Speaker 1: I would read all the comments because like no one 1085 00:59:02,280 --> 00:59:05,880 Speaker 1: told me not to. And then Tommy Gevinson, I was 1086 00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:09,280 Speaker 1: like I was interviewing her. We we used to both 1087 00:59:09,400 --> 00:59:11,000 Speaker 1: like being in the Hello Giggles world, so like we 1088 00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:12,560 Speaker 1: know each other, and I was talking to her on 1089 00:59:12,600 --> 00:59:15,480 Speaker 1: like a panel once and she was like you can't 1090 00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:17,560 Speaker 1: do that. She was like she was like it will 1091 00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:20,240 Speaker 1: kill you. And the thing is like I read the 1092 00:59:20,280 --> 00:59:22,920 Speaker 1: reviews because I want to know what my friends are 1093 00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:26,080 Speaker 1: seeing when they look up the books, you know what 1094 00:59:26,120 --> 00:59:28,040 Speaker 1: I mean. Because the thing is like I don't really 1095 00:59:28,080 --> 00:59:31,560 Speaker 1: care about the reviews, but I care about my friends 1096 00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:34,320 Speaker 1: being like, oh, yeah, the books not even that good 1097 00:59:34,640 --> 00:59:37,000 Speaker 1: because that that sounds awful and like I shouldn't think that, 1098 00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:39,320 Speaker 1: but like I do because I'm still in high school. 1099 00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:40,840 Speaker 1: Like it's not like I wrote the book and now 1100 00:59:40,880 --> 00:59:43,400 Speaker 1: I'm off, Like it's like, no, I'm still in school. 1101 00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:44,880 Speaker 1: Every day. I have to go home right now and 1102 00:59:44,920 --> 00:59:47,280 Speaker 1: do my ap government home or I have like I'm 1103 00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:50,560 Speaker 1: still a student, and like people follow me on Instagram 1104 00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:52,320 Speaker 1: and I'll go to parties and I'll see people and 1105 00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:55,520 Speaker 1: they'll be like, hey, you're publishing a book, right, And 1106 00:59:55,520 --> 00:59:59,360 Speaker 1: I'll be like, oh my god, let's die now. Well 1107 00:59:59,440 --> 01:00:01,560 Speaker 1: that won't go ah wait either. You're always gonna want 1108 01:00:01,560 --> 01:00:03,520 Speaker 1: to be in the know. You're never gonna want people 1109 01:00:03,560 --> 01:00:08,360 Speaker 1: to like know things about you that you don't know exactly. 1110 01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:13,080 Speaker 1: And the thing is like reviews hurt a lot because 1111 01:00:13,120 --> 01:00:14,880 Speaker 1: it's like, you know, I'll read them and I'll be like, 1112 01:00:15,240 --> 01:00:18,320 Speaker 1: do you understand that I spent a year of my life, 1113 01:00:18,680 --> 01:00:21,680 Speaker 1: like putting everything I had and like all of my 1114 01:00:21,760 --> 01:00:24,200 Speaker 1: personal stories, because if you read the book, like it's 1115 01:00:24,400 --> 01:00:28,440 Speaker 1: very personal, it's about the common teenager. But I I 1116 01:00:28,480 --> 01:00:30,400 Speaker 1: said to myself before I started writing the book, there 1117 01:00:30,480 --> 01:00:32,160 Speaker 1: was no way I can write a book about all 1118 01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:38,120 Speaker 1: teenagers and not talk about my personal self experiences. Because 1119 01:00:38,560 --> 01:00:42,080 Speaker 1: I say this in the first chapter, I'm so sorry. 1120 01:00:42,440 --> 01:00:45,000 Speaker 1: I I'm not a girl who likes girls. I'm not 1121 01:00:45,120 --> 01:00:47,600 Speaker 1: a boy who likes boys or a boy who likes girls. 1122 01:00:47,920 --> 01:00:50,920 Speaker 1: I can only tell you what I've been through, and 1123 01:00:50,960 --> 01:00:55,000 Speaker 1: I can only tell you my personal experiences. So I 1124 01:00:55,200 --> 01:00:57,520 Speaker 1: use what I've gone through to just help people get 1125 01:00:57,520 --> 01:00:59,800 Speaker 1: through what they're going through. I can't know what it's 1126 01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:01,920 Speaker 1: like to live in a household where there's five people, 1127 01:01:01,960 --> 01:01:04,360 Speaker 1: and I've grown up with just my mom. The family 1128 01:01:04,440 --> 01:01:07,080 Speaker 1: chapter was the hardest chapter I had to write because 1129 01:01:07,120 --> 01:01:10,160 Speaker 1: I had no idea how to relate to people who 1130 01:01:10,280 --> 01:01:12,720 Speaker 1: didn't have relationships with their parents, but also people who 1131 01:01:12,720 --> 01:01:15,560 Speaker 1: had dads who were present, people who had siblings. I 1132 01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:18,440 Speaker 1: had no idea what to do. And then the way 1133 01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:21,800 Speaker 1: I figured out was just like talk about me, talk 1134 01:01:21,840 --> 01:01:23,720 Speaker 1: about what I've been through and how I got through 1135 01:01:23,720 --> 01:01:25,160 Speaker 1: it and be honest with that. And then on the 1136 01:01:25,160 --> 01:01:27,800 Speaker 1: flip side of that, it's like, just like how you feel, like, well, 1137 01:01:27,800 --> 01:01:29,439 Speaker 1: there's no way I can speak to all of these 1138 01:01:29,480 --> 01:01:33,080 Speaker 1: different experiences, Like I mean there there is some onus 1139 01:01:33,080 --> 01:01:34,840 Speaker 1: on the reader to be to just be open minded 1140 01:01:34,840 --> 01:01:37,480 Speaker 1: and accept your experience is something that they should hear 1141 01:01:37,520 --> 01:01:40,800 Speaker 1: about because they should and so like yeah, I god, 1142 01:01:40,840 --> 01:01:43,560 Speaker 1: I yeah, we fully hear you. And like, I think 1143 01:01:43,600 --> 01:01:47,280 Speaker 1: it's super cool. And I encourage I've I've read quite 1144 01:01:47,320 --> 01:01:50,520 Speaker 1: a bit of it today. Um, I really encourage everyone 1145 01:01:50,600 --> 01:01:54,360 Speaker 1: that's listening to preorder the book. Um, earth hates Me? 1146 01:01:54,440 --> 01:01:56,760 Speaker 1: What does the title mean to you? Earth hates Me? 1147 01:01:57,120 --> 01:02:00,560 Speaker 1: So originally the book was titled Braddy, which is my 1148 01:02:00,640 --> 01:02:05,720 Speaker 1: mom's nickname for me growing up. But then in one 1149 01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:09,320 Speaker 1: of my chapters, I write and I and in the 1150 01:02:09,360 --> 01:02:11,760 Speaker 1: heartbreak chapter, I was like, sometimes I wake up and 1151 01:02:11,800 --> 01:02:14,720 Speaker 1: I feel like the earth hates me because everyone hate them. 1152 01:02:14,760 --> 01:02:17,960 Speaker 1: I'm like me going on some stupid brant. And then 1153 01:02:18,400 --> 01:02:22,280 Speaker 1: the woman who is the book cover designer was reading 1154 01:02:22,280 --> 01:02:23,760 Speaker 1: through the book to get a sense of the book 1155 01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:25,840 Speaker 1: so that she could figure out what the design was 1156 01:02:25,880 --> 01:02:28,880 Speaker 1: going to be, and she was like, hey, I know 1157 01:02:28,960 --> 01:02:31,920 Speaker 1: you like the title you came up with, but what 1158 01:02:32,000 --> 01:02:34,560 Speaker 1: do you think of Earth Hates Me? It was a 1159 01:02:34,600 --> 01:02:37,840 Speaker 1: line in one of your chapters, and I really think 1160 01:02:37,840 --> 01:02:40,480 Speaker 1: it's funny. And I was like, oh my god, that 1161 01:02:40,680 --> 01:02:44,080 Speaker 1: is so my book. It's self deprecating, which is exactly 1162 01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:47,240 Speaker 1: my humor and basically is the whole book. And also 1163 01:02:47,600 --> 01:02:50,760 Speaker 1: it's exactly what every teenager feels like, Oh yeah, but 1164 01:02:50,840 --> 01:02:54,440 Speaker 1: it's so funny and specific to that sentiment at that age, 1165 01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:56,680 Speaker 1: and I think I think it's a fantastic title. Well, 1166 01:02:56,680 --> 01:02:58,880 Speaker 1: you should all pre order the book Earth Hates Me. 1167 01:02:59,120 --> 01:03:01,920 Speaker 1: It is installed, whereas on October three, Earth Hates Me. 1168 01:03:02,040 --> 01:03:05,560 Speaker 1: True Confessions from a Teenage Girl. It is super great, 1169 01:03:05,600 --> 01:03:09,439 Speaker 1: and I think it's really really cool to, like you said, 1170 01:03:09,520 --> 01:03:13,400 Speaker 1: here a perspective from someone that is your age on 1171 01:03:13,440 --> 01:03:16,720 Speaker 1: this stuff, and it's nice to check in and understand that, 1172 01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:19,680 Speaker 1: like you know, they're having the discussions to about what 1173 01:03:19,720 --> 01:03:22,360 Speaker 1: it means to be, what the word cis gendered means, 1174 01:03:22,640 --> 01:03:24,680 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like, these things aren't just 1175 01:03:24,760 --> 01:03:27,160 Speaker 1: exclusive to and I think in the millennial generation we 1176 01:03:27,200 --> 01:03:30,040 Speaker 1: get kind of wrapped up in ourselves. These aren't conversations 1177 01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:32,520 Speaker 1: that we're only having it's a worldwide discussion and it's 1178 01:03:32,560 --> 01:03:36,400 Speaker 1: super exciting and the book is awesome. Um let's move 1179 01:03:36,400 --> 01:03:39,480 Speaker 1: on to I don't think so, honey, So Ruby, I 1180 01:03:39,480 --> 01:03:41,400 Speaker 1: explained this to you a little bit. So this is 1181 01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:44,000 Speaker 1: I don't think it's funny. This is our segment where 1182 01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:47,520 Speaker 1: we take one minute to rail against culture. We've done 1183 01:03:47,520 --> 01:03:48,800 Speaker 1: a live show with this. We'll have to have you 1184 01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:50,880 Speaker 1: on the next one. We'll make sure it's a venue 1185 01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:56,720 Speaker 1: we can get you into. That's some shade, will be 1186 01:03:56,800 --> 01:04:06,160 Speaker 1: like and that's the at Um people. But yes, we 1187 01:04:06,200 --> 01:04:08,160 Speaker 1: will get you in the next live show. Thank you. 1188 01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:11,240 Speaker 1: So basically it's cla I don't think so, honey, we 1189 01:04:11,240 --> 01:04:21,400 Speaker 1: take do you have one say? The silence is deafening anyway, 1190 01:04:22,000 --> 01:04:24,400 Speaker 1: So yeah, we take one minute to rail against something 1191 01:04:24,440 --> 01:04:28,080 Speaker 1: in culture. I loved, um, I loved what I do 1192 01:04:28,160 --> 01:04:30,080 Speaker 1: you had before. I don't know maybe it's changed. But 1193 01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:31,960 Speaker 1: we're going to go one by one. Bang would you 1194 01:04:31,960 --> 01:04:34,320 Speaker 1: like to start? How one ready to you? I guess 1195 01:04:34,360 --> 01:04:36,080 Speaker 1: I could do one? Okay, alright, let me let me 1196 01:04:36,120 --> 01:04:38,920 Speaker 1: let me get the timer for you. Um, here we go, 1197 01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:42,560 Speaker 1: Oh man, what aving to do it? Okay, I'm gonna 1198 01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:44,240 Speaker 1: do it. It's gonna be on theme for this episode, 1199 01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:45,720 Speaker 1: so we're just gonna repeat I don't think so, honey, 1200 01:04:45,720 --> 01:04:48,680 Speaker 1: as many times as possible as we as we eviscerate 1201 01:04:48,760 --> 01:04:51,120 Speaker 1: this topic. This is Matt Rodgers is I don't think so, honey. 1202 01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:53,520 Speaker 1: Time starts new. I don't think so, honey. Almost all 1203 01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:55,800 Speaker 1: of the teachers from my high school. I'm putting you 1204 01:04:55,880 --> 01:04:58,360 Speaker 1: all on blast. Mr Brown, you only wanted to be 1205 01:04:58,400 --> 01:05:01,520 Speaker 1: our friends. I'm sorry it government. Mr Brown. You had 1206 01:05:01,560 --> 01:05:04,960 Speaker 1: a test and preparis for and you just reveled in 1207 01:05:05,720 --> 01:05:08,240 Speaker 1: watching everyone tear each other apart. And you know what, 1208 01:05:08,280 --> 01:05:10,440 Speaker 1: you were the tennis coach and you did nothing. I 1209 01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:13,400 Speaker 1: don't think Mr Brown, I don't think so, honey. Mr Riley, 1210 01:05:13,480 --> 01:05:17,120 Speaker 1: my tech teacher who engaged in a Facebook comment fight 1211 01:05:17,720 --> 01:05:21,160 Speaker 1: right before the election and posed the election with my friends, 1212 01:05:21,320 --> 01:05:23,800 Speaker 1: and then you got into a huge fight and you 1213 01:05:24,040 --> 01:05:25,800 Speaker 1: are not on the right side. I don't think so, honey, 1214 01:05:25,840 --> 01:05:27,680 Speaker 1: Mr Riley. And also, I believed in you, and you 1215 01:05:27,760 --> 01:05:29,640 Speaker 1: abandoned me senior year when I needed you as my 1216 01:05:29,680 --> 01:05:32,280 Speaker 1: track coach, and I had a shitty track coach my 1217 01:05:32,320 --> 01:05:35,040 Speaker 1: senior year. I don't think so, honey. You Mr Riley, 1218 01:05:35,280 --> 01:05:37,760 Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey, Mr Rozani, who was my 1219 01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:40,520 Speaker 1: cross country coach in high school, you tried to use 1220 01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:42,480 Speaker 1: me for political reasons that I can't remember, but I 1221 01:05:42,480 --> 01:05:45,960 Speaker 1: remember that it wasn't good. I don't think so, honey. 1222 01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:49,680 Speaker 1: Um five seconds? Uh, this one miss the woman who 1223 01:05:49,760 --> 01:05:52,520 Speaker 1: ran the education department and English department who took the 1224 01:05:52,680 --> 01:05:54,919 Speaker 1: job away from my ap let teacher because she didn't 1225 01:05:54,960 --> 01:06:00,560 Speaker 1: show enough movies. Mannet. That is I don't make, honey, 1226 01:06:00,920 --> 01:06:07,880 Speaker 1: high school teachers power plays. You have, no These teachers 1227 01:06:08,040 --> 01:06:12,400 Speaker 1: use abuse their power. Yes they do. And also it's 1228 01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:17,600 Speaker 1: like house of cards. They try to mar and manipulate. 1229 01:06:20,240 --> 01:06:23,320 Speaker 1: Boy who cares whatever it means to you? Oh well, 1230 01:06:23,360 --> 01:06:26,240 Speaker 1: it means to me that they're trying to double cross 1231 01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:30,280 Speaker 1: because I remember that we had like a student student 1232 01:06:31,040 --> 01:06:33,040 Speaker 1: union president that was one of the teachers and teachers 1233 01:06:33,040 --> 01:06:35,760 Speaker 1: in the school and then to gain his favor, like 1234 01:06:36,200 --> 01:06:38,160 Speaker 1: teachers would do shady things. And I was like, this 1235 01:06:38,240 --> 01:06:40,720 Speaker 1: is not about the students. And when you're a senior 1236 01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:43,840 Speaker 1: and you come of age, you know that's true. Okay, 1237 01:06:43,960 --> 01:06:46,200 Speaker 1: I think I think I think we're sticking to a 1238 01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:48,880 Speaker 1: theme here. Okay, are you going for it? I'm going 1239 01:06:48,920 --> 01:06:51,280 Speaker 1: for it. But yeah, I'm gonna stick. I'm gonna focus 1240 01:06:51,320 --> 01:06:53,800 Speaker 1: on one. Okay, here we go, Okay, bow and Yang. 1241 01:06:53,840 --> 01:06:55,760 Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. Time starts now. I don't 1242 01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:59,880 Speaker 1: think so, honey. Dr Peggy Lane, who insisted on her 1243 01:07:00,120 --> 01:07:04,320 Speaker 1: calling on us, her students calling her doctor Lane because yeah, cool, 1244 01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:08,120 Speaker 1: she had her PhD in English literature or whatever the funck. 1245 01:07:08,200 --> 01:07:12,959 Speaker 1: But she kept lording it over us and making and 1246 01:07:12,960 --> 01:07:15,280 Speaker 1: and you know what, here's what she did, talk about 1247 01:07:15,320 --> 01:07:19,200 Speaker 1: power place. She politicized the entire class. Because here, here's 1248 01:07:19,240 --> 01:07:22,680 Speaker 1: what she did. She would always every class say, Maria Celeski, 1249 01:07:22,880 --> 01:07:26,600 Speaker 1: she's superior, guys, you gotta follow her example. She's writing 1250 01:07:26,640 --> 01:07:33,160 Speaker 1: these really cogent arguments about stying, beck fucking who knows what. 1251 01:07:33,240 --> 01:07:35,800 Speaker 1: And she made us feel bad. She shamed us in 1252 01:07:35,880 --> 01:07:38,520 Speaker 1: class for not reading the books, which maybe she should 1253 01:07:38,520 --> 01:07:41,080 Speaker 1: have shamed us for anyway, who who knows? But I 1254 01:07:41,080 --> 01:07:43,640 Speaker 1: don't think so many doctor Lane. She talked like a 1255 01:07:43,680 --> 01:07:48,000 Speaker 1: fucking cartoon mouse and she was. She was ridiculous, and 1256 01:07:48,120 --> 01:07:50,280 Speaker 1: I just everyone hated her, and she intimidated all of 1257 01:07:50,320 --> 01:07:53,080 Speaker 1: her students. That is not the nurturing environment that you 1258 01:07:53,120 --> 01:07:55,360 Speaker 1: should be fostering. In your schools, in a public school, 1259 01:07:55,360 --> 01:07:58,960 Speaker 1: I don't think so. Only doctor Lane, Oh my god, 1260 01:07:59,000 --> 01:08:00,560 Speaker 1: I have a lot of pent uppers for her, and 1261 01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:02,720 Speaker 1: I do. I wish her well. But she she was 1262 01:08:02,800 --> 01:08:06,600 Speaker 1: ultimately a benevolent force. But also the way she went 1263 01:08:06,640 --> 01:08:10,360 Speaker 1: about things was pit her students against each other. And 1264 01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,400 Speaker 1: I don't like that. You. I don't think so, honey, 1265 01:08:12,520 --> 01:08:15,680 Speaker 1: A woman who had a doctorate and only wanted the 1266 01:08:15,720 --> 01:08:18,640 Speaker 1: respect that she was owed and you, But was she 1267 01:08:18,880 --> 01:08:22,160 Speaker 1: never even shame? Was she that? Because my mom, my mom, 1268 01:08:22,240 --> 01:08:25,200 Speaker 1: fucking she has her doctorate and she doesn't. My same 1269 01:08:25,240 --> 01:08:27,280 Speaker 1: goes from my dad. I call her doctor, I call 1270 01:08:27,280 --> 01:08:29,080 Speaker 1: her on the phone, everything. But she wouldn't care if 1271 01:08:29,080 --> 01:08:32,320 Speaker 1: you didn't. And that's my point. Some people demand respect 1272 01:08:32,320 --> 01:08:37,559 Speaker 1: when it's not necessarily totally earned as it there. That's 1273 01:08:37,600 --> 01:08:42,479 Speaker 1: rule number one earned that fat coined by one Ruby 1274 01:08:42,560 --> 01:08:44,760 Speaker 1: carp Thank you Ruby, And I want to throw one 1275 01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:47,280 Speaker 1: more teacher under the bus. Mr Holdsworth used to make 1276 01:08:47,439 --> 01:08:50,240 Speaker 1: the quote unquote cute girls sit in the princess chair. 1277 01:08:50,240 --> 01:08:56,880 Speaker 1: And yeah, whenever a girl was are illegal at that school, Yeah, 1278 01:08:56,680 --> 01:08:59,360 Speaker 1: you would make them sit in the princess chair. And 1279 01:08:59,400 --> 01:09:05,240 Speaker 1: then our principal, Dr Aileen Rossman. Dr Rome came to 1280 01:09:05,400 --> 01:09:09,160 Speaker 1: our came to our classroom one day and said that 1281 01:09:09,200 --> 01:09:12,280 Speaker 1: had to stop. And you know what it did, and 1282 01:09:12,280 --> 01:09:14,760 Speaker 1: it did stop. And teachers of the world, if you 1283 01:09:14,800 --> 01:09:17,400 Speaker 1: are isolating female students and putting them in a chair 1284 01:09:17,439 --> 01:09:22,200 Speaker 1: in front of the room, sorry, I don't think so, honey. 1285 01:09:22,920 --> 01:09:25,400 Speaker 1: Now it seems like Ruby is ready to go. Okay, 1286 01:09:25,640 --> 01:09:28,680 Speaker 1: this is I don't think so, honey, Ruby car time starts. Now, 1287 01:09:28,880 --> 01:09:33,280 Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. College application, Yes, excuse me, 1288 01:09:33,320 --> 01:09:36,440 Speaker 1: the s a T. Thank you for defining my intelligence 1289 01:09:36,479 --> 01:09:40,240 Speaker 1: based off of a singular test. What happens? My test 1290 01:09:40,280 --> 01:09:42,080 Speaker 1: is seven hours long because I have anxiety, so I 1291 01:09:42,120 --> 01:09:45,400 Speaker 1: get seven hours of the s a T. Excuse me, 1292 01:09:45,479 --> 01:09:50,120 Speaker 1: no calculator section? Are you kidding? I'm defining who I 1293 01:09:50,200 --> 01:09:53,479 Speaker 1: am based off of my math grades, based off of 1294 01:09:53,720 --> 01:09:57,320 Speaker 1: a six D fifty word essay about who I am. 1295 01:09:57,800 --> 01:10:02,960 Speaker 1: You don't even know me. Please define my intelligence, Harvard. 1296 01:10:03,680 --> 01:10:08,640 Speaker 1: Have you seen the movie The Hunting Ground? You suck, Harrid. 1297 01:10:09,040 --> 01:10:11,000 Speaker 1: How how are you supposed to define how I am 1298 01:10:11,040 --> 01:10:13,439 Speaker 1: as a writer based off of how I analyze an 1299 01:10:13,560 --> 01:10:16,720 Speaker 1: s a T? Say? Are you kidding me? Authors who 1300 01:10:16,720 --> 01:10:20,519 Speaker 1: have written sa T articles have tried to take the 1301 01:10:20,600 --> 01:10:25,040 Speaker 1: sa T about their articles and failed. The is correct 1302 01:10:25,120 --> 01:10:27,760 Speaker 1: and as well as the college process. There you go, 1303 01:10:27,920 --> 01:10:31,880 Speaker 1: oh one minute, I think now they'll stop doing it. 1304 01:10:32,200 --> 01:10:36,080 Speaker 1: They'll stop administering it because of me, because of my 1305 01:10:36,320 --> 01:10:39,120 Speaker 1: I don't think so, honey. All it takes is one 1306 01:10:39,200 --> 01:10:41,800 Speaker 1: voice to take down the college board. They let me 1307 01:10:41,840 --> 01:10:44,000 Speaker 1: tell you something that isn't just a money making machine. 1308 01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:46,639 Speaker 1: They all they care about is money. That's all it is. Yes, 1309 01:10:46,760 --> 01:10:49,600 Speaker 1: it's a money making machine. And the thing is, I like, 1310 01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:53,360 Speaker 1: I consider myself a pretty intelligent person. But the thing is, 1311 01:10:53,520 --> 01:10:57,960 Speaker 1: because everything now in education is memorization and test taking. 1312 01:10:58,160 --> 01:11:02,840 Speaker 1: It's not education, it's just memorization. And then colleges are 1313 01:11:02,880 --> 01:11:05,519 Speaker 1: seeing my scores and my grades which is like a 1314 01:11:05,640 --> 01:11:09,400 Speaker 1: ninety average and like a hundred, which to Yale is 1315 01:11:09,479 --> 01:11:12,200 Speaker 1: not enough. And the thing is, it's like, you know what, 1316 01:11:12,200 --> 01:11:14,880 Speaker 1: what if during high school I published a book, I 1317 01:11:14,920 --> 01:11:17,639 Speaker 1: did a comedy show, but you know what that that's 1318 01:11:17,680 --> 01:11:20,920 Speaker 1: not enough for those schools because my grades and my 1319 01:11:21,080 --> 01:11:26,640 Speaker 1: scores don't define them. But take the a C. That's no, 1320 01:11:26,840 --> 01:11:32,000 Speaker 1: I couldn't. I couldn't. I well that. But also I 1321 01:11:32,120 --> 01:11:35,000 Speaker 1: have anxiety, so I need extra time on tests or 1322 01:11:35,040 --> 01:11:37,760 Speaker 1: I will fail, and the A c T denied me 1323 01:11:37,920 --> 01:11:42,520 Speaker 1: extra times because they didn't believe I actually had anxiety. 1324 01:11:43,280 --> 01:11:45,800 Speaker 1: A week before they test, they revoked my extra time 1325 01:11:45,840 --> 01:11:48,519 Speaker 1: because they were like, you're lying about having anxiety and 1326 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:51,600 Speaker 1: I was like, what hey a c T um we 1327 01:11:51,720 --> 01:11:55,360 Speaker 1: hear last culturest just believe women. And when they say 1328 01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:57,840 Speaker 1: they have anxiety issues around testing, when you like me 1329 01:11:57,920 --> 01:12:00,560 Speaker 1: to have a panic attack in front of you, I 1330 01:12:00,640 --> 01:12:02,960 Speaker 1: don't know what to tell you. I run a note 1331 01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:06,640 Speaker 1: from my therapist like I didn't understand what it would take. No, 1332 01:12:06,840 --> 01:12:09,759 Speaker 1: I don't know. Oh my god, that's but I say 1333 01:12:09,960 --> 01:12:15,840 Speaker 1: I recommended because it's it's actual test based on comprehensive 1334 01:12:15,880 --> 01:12:20,920 Speaker 1: knowledge and not just supposed to take the S A 1335 01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:23,320 Speaker 1: T which is a game. Yeah, a week I was. 1336 01:12:23,520 --> 01:12:25,439 Speaker 1: I studied for the A c T all year. A 1337 01:12:25,479 --> 01:12:27,960 Speaker 1: week before the test, they sent me a letter that 1338 01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:30,479 Speaker 1: was sorry, you're not You can't have extra time and 1339 01:12:30,520 --> 01:12:33,000 Speaker 1: I literally can't take the test without it, or I 1340 01:12:33,080 --> 01:12:36,240 Speaker 1: like legitimately would fail. Oh my god, that sucks. Let 1341 01:12:36,240 --> 01:12:38,080 Speaker 1: me tell you something. I got a perfect score in 1342 01:12:38,080 --> 01:12:40,600 Speaker 1: the A C T. Oh my god, because it's a 1343 01:12:40,640 --> 01:12:42,640 Speaker 1: bullshit exam and you're not missing anything. And if I 1344 01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:46,720 Speaker 1: could get a perfect score on that, look I got 1345 01:12:46,800 --> 01:12:50,080 Speaker 1: thirty one. I thought it was a champion. But look here, 1346 01:12:50,160 --> 01:12:52,080 Speaker 1: here's the thing. Really, all the tiff about you publishing 1347 01:12:52,080 --> 01:12:54,360 Speaker 1: a book, about you performing, about you doing all these amazing, 1348 01:12:54,439 --> 01:12:57,280 Speaker 1: incredible things that goes in the personal statement, and you're fine. 1349 01:12:57,360 --> 01:12:59,479 Speaker 1: Thank you. I think you'll be fine. I also I 1350 01:12:59,760 --> 01:13:04,400 Speaker 1: hope that you'll be a fool if you don't take 1351 01:13:04,400 --> 01:13:06,639 Speaker 1: a Ruby carp. I don't think so, honey, don't even 1352 01:13:06,680 --> 01:13:10,439 Speaker 1: think about trying to come on. Last culture Emerson College, 1353 01:13:10,479 --> 01:13:13,519 Speaker 1: the entire faculty of Emerson, and they're all. They're all. 1354 01:13:13,560 --> 01:13:17,240 Speaker 1: They've all been emailing. UM, okay, so this has been 1355 01:13:17,320 --> 01:13:20,559 Speaker 1: so fun. You guys the second Monday of every month, 1356 01:13:21,520 --> 01:13:27,320 Speaker 1: told your ass over to UCB East and you check out. Um, 1357 01:13:27,400 --> 01:13:29,000 Speaker 1: we hope you have fun. Which is the stand up 1358 01:13:29,000 --> 01:13:31,639 Speaker 1: show hosted by a Ruby, and pre order Earth Hates 1359 01:13:31,680 --> 01:13:34,599 Speaker 1: Me Now, which is in stores on October three. Ruby, 1360 01:13:34,640 --> 01:13:36,439 Speaker 1: thank you so much for doing the show. Thank you 1361 01:13:36,560 --> 01:13:39,120 Speaker 1: so much for having We are huge fans, um, and 1362 01:13:39,320 --> 01:13:41,719 Speaker 1: we hope we've made other fans out of our listeners. 1363 01:13:41,840 --> 01:13:44,360 Speaker 1: And um, my name is Bown Yang my name is 1364 01:13:45,160 --> 01:13:55,960 Speaker 1: Smith Black Smith Black, that's Ruby carp. This has been 1365 01:13:56,000 --> 01:14:00,479 Speaker 1: a Forever DO production, Executive produced by Joe Cilio, Alex Ramsey, 1366 01:14:00,560 --> 01:14:04,000 Speaker 1: and Brett Bone. For more podcasts, please visit Trevor Dog 1367 01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:12,840 Speaker 1: Productions dot com, M dog h