WEBVTT - EXCLUSIVE: Hannah Ann Interview, Part 1 0:00:02.080 --> 0:00:04.000 I don't even know where to start with this one. 0:00:04.040 --> 0:00:05.760 So first of all, I just have to announce that 0:00:05.760 --> 0:00:08.520 we are coming to you live from backstage at after 0:00:08.560 --> 0:00:12.119 the final rows. I mean, how do we sum this 0:00:12.200 --> 0:00:14.760 up into one word? Becca? I mean, barb is what 0:00:14.840 --> 0:00:17.960 I've been saying, But I'm speechless. You guys, we have 0:00:18.200 --> 0:00:20.279 so much to get into, so much to talk about, 0:00:20.360 --> 0:00:22.880 Batcher Nation, Batchler Happy Hour listeners. I know you were 0:00:22.960 --> 0:00:25.880 upset that we didn't have a podcast yesterday, but my god, 0:00:26.360 --> 0:00:28.720 was it not worth the way? Were we not all 0:00:28.720 --> 0:00:31.400 waiting for what was going to happen tonight? We have 0:00:31.800 --> 0:00:34.360 a special guest with us in studio today. But first 0:00:34.400 --> 0:00:36.120 I just have to say that I'm so happy that 0:00:36.240 --> 0:00:38.440 I am not doing this alone like I had to 0:00:38.640 --> 0:00:40.720 women till all, I have my wonderful co host with 0:00:40.720 --> 0:00:44.680 me Becca Cooper, and it's end. The buildings are back. 0:00:44.960 --> 0:00:47.960 I'm back. I am here off the road, taking a 0:00:47.960 --> 0:00:50.640 break from the tour for a couple of days. And Rachel, 0:00:50.680 --> 0:00:53.040 as you said, I mean, obviously we could have had 0:00:53.080 --> 0:00:55.560 a podcast today, but there was so much that was 0:00:55.640 --> 0:00:57.800 left unsaid that we had to see go down. So 0:00:57.920 --> 0:01:01.360 now you're getting the full JUSTI of everything that we 0:01:01.400 --> 0:01:03.360 saw in the past two days, which I mean this 0:01:03.480 --> 0:01:06.840 entire season was a crazy wild ride, and this evening 0:01:06.959 --> 0:01:09.960 just really I think summed everything that we've seen in 0:01:10.000 --> 0:01:12.240 the past ten weeks up in one night. And my 0:01:12.280 --> 0:01:14.360 mind is I mean, I feel like I'm kind of 0:01:14.360 --> 0:01:16.840 shaken right now. My mind is still a little bit blown. Yeah, 0:01:16.880 --> 0:01:19.440 And I think what's so great is, I'll be honest, 0:01:19.520 --> 0:01:22.319 we didn't get a lot of answers tonight. I feel 0:01:22.319 --> 0:01:24.240 like we heard a lot of talking, and there was 0:01:24.280 --> 0:01:26.680 a lot of talking in circles except for one person 0:01:26.720 --> 0:01:28.720 who I'm so thankful we get to talk to tonight. 0:01:29.480 --> 0:01:32.559 A lot of circular talking. And I think that what's 0:01:32.560 --> 0:01:35.440 going to be so great about our podcast tonight is 0:01:35.440 --> 0:01:39.240 that we're going to unravel exactly what happened. We're going 0:01:39.280 --> 0:01:40.720 to get down to it. We're going to ask the 0:01:40.720 --> 0:01:42.920 hard questions that weren't asked on stage, and we're going 0:01:42.959 --> 0:01:44.480 to make sure we get those answers that we know 0:01:44.560 --> 0:01:48.200 Vatchination needs. So we're going to talk to some people tonight, 0:01:48.320 --> 0:01:52.320 But I am so excited that we are talking. Wait, 0:01:52.400 --> 0:01:54.000 let me give you a drum roll. We need a 0:01:54.080 --> 0:01:58.680 drum roll for the person, only one person, one tonight, 0:01:59.080 --> 0:02:02.760 and that person is Hannah Ann. Hannah Anne, Welcome to 0:02:02.880 --> 0:02:08.280 Bats for Happy Hour. Thank you guys, happily. Well we 0:02:08.639 --> 0:02:12.200 I mean I needed personally first say when I first 0:02:12.200 --> 0:02:14.480 met you five seconds ago, you walked in and I 0:02:14.520 --> 0:02:16.920 was hugging you, and I felt like I wanted to 0:02:16.960 --> 0:02:20.440 just take you under my wing because throughout this entire 0:02:20.480 --> 0:02:23.080 journey that I've had for years, there's probably only one 0:02:23.080 --> 0:02:26.239 other person who has now experienced things like I have experienced, 0:02:26.800 --> 0:02:30.000 and that is you. And let me first start by saying, yes, 0:02:30.040 --> 0:02:31.840 we're so excited to have you. We can't wait to 0:02:31.840 --> 0:02:34.840 dive in and get your side of everything. But the 0:02:34.919 --> 0:02:39.600 way you handle things when Peter ended things and even 0:02:39.639 --> 0:02:42.160 tonight on stage, it was with so much grace and dignity. 0:02:42.440 --> 0:02:44.120 But I looked up to you in a way you 0:02:44.160 --> 0:02:46.079 said the things that you had to say, and when 0:02:46.120 --> 0:02:48.000 I was in your position, I was so I think 0:02:48.400 --> 0:02:53.040 blinded and nervous and anxious and feeling like so constricted 0:02:53.120 --> 0:02:56.160 that it was finally nice to see a badass woman 0:02:56.320 --> 0:02:58.519 stand up there and say what she needed to say 0:02:58.560 --> 0:03:01.600 to put Peter in his place. And as Rachel said, 0:03:01.600 --> 0:03:03.560 I really do feel like you're the winner of tonight 0:03:03.639 --> 0:03:06.040 because you handled it with so much dignity. I'm so 0:03:06.080 --> 0:03:10.000 happy that you're here. And I think I speak on 0:03:10.040 --> 0:03:12.120 behalf of all of Batnation when I say our hearts 0:03:12.160 --> 0:03:14.480 broke for you. I mean we were watching backstage and 0:03:14.600 --> 0:03:18.240 I truly felt how I felt years ago. Yeah, And 0:03:18.280 --> 0:03:20.520 so thank you for being here. Thank you for putting 0:03:21.040 --> 0:03:24.600 your heart and everything, your love life on the line. 0:03:25.440 --> 0:03:27.680 You know, it's a weird it's a weird world when 0:03:27.680 --> 0:03:31.440 it's for other people's entertainment, but you handled everything beautifully, 0:03:32.440 --> 0:03:34.240 and I keep saying with so much grace, but thank you. 0:03:34.400 --> 0:03:37.320 It was Thank you, guys, it was great. And I 0:03:37.520 --> 0:03:40.040 like the whole time that we were watching what happened tonight, 0:03:40.080 --> 0:03:42.720 Becca and I just like kept like chatting like two 0:03:42.800 --> 0:03:45.600 little girls. And Becca kept saying that she understood you 0:03:45.600 --> 0:03:47.480 and what you went through. And I know that we're gonna, 0:03:47.520 --> 0:03:50.040 you know, dive into that even further into the podcast. 0:03:50.560 --> 0:03:52.760 But this is the first podcast that you've done, as 0:03:52.760 --> 0:03:54.560 you said, so thank you so much for doing our 0:03:54.600 --> 0:04:00.280 podcast first. And you can stop after that all off, 0:04:00.600 --> 0:04:03.480 But because no one has talked to you, and then 0:04:03.520 --> 0:04:05.200 the first time we really heard you speak. I really 0:04:05.240 --> 0:04:08.280 want to get start from the beginning because we saw 0:04:08.320 --> 0:04:10.800 you one way and then we do not It's one 0:04:10.800 --> 0:04:12.280 of the things that we did not get the answer to, 0:04:12.720 --> 0:04:14.840 even with you talking and standing up for yourself, we 0:04:14.920 --> 0:04:17.600 did not understand how it got to where it did, 0:04:17.680 --> 0:04:20.080 and we're so help hoping to get those answers tonight. 0:04:20.640 --> 0:04:22.720 So I really want to get into it because I 0:04:22.760 --> 0:04:27.839 feel like you have been unfairly judged, and I'll even 0:04:27.880 --> 0:04:30.880 say that I did it as well. You know, I 0:04:31.279 --> 0:04:32.960 first time we talked to Peter and I saw you 0:04:33.000 --> 0:04:35.599 still him so many times I compared you to Luke 0:04:35.640 --> 0:04:39.039 p I was like, is she a little bit luke Pish? 0:04:39.520 --> 0:04:42.240 And he said, no, she's not, and he was like 0:04:42.320 --> 0:04:44.040 really defensive. So I was like, Okay, we got it. 0:04:47.560 --> 0:04:51.840 She's going some places. No. But I feel like one 0:04:52.080 --> 0:04:54.960 one theme in y'all season is that there was a 0:04:55.040 --> 0:04:58.719 lack of communication and people weren't really communicating their feelings 0:04:58.720 --> 0:05:01.080 and their thoughts. You got a lot of heat for 0:05:01.200 --> 0:05:03.799 it as well, but tonight you put all that to rest. 0:05:04.200 --> 0:05:07.120 So let's kind of start from the beginning with you know, 0:05:07.279 --> 0:05:10.240 you getting the first impression Rows and how that night 0:05:10.320 --> 0:05:13.400 went down and so I guess one, did you think 0:05:13.400 --> 0:05:15.720 you were going to get it? And did you feel 0:05:15.760 --> 0:05:17.920 like you had a target on your back? And this 0:05:17.960 --> 0:05:23.279 is pre champagne cake. Let's just oh yeah, yeah. So 0:05:23.560 --> 0:05:26.400 the first night, you know, getting the first impression, I 0:05:26.640 --> 0:05:28.600 you know, there's a lot of girls around, and I 0:05:28.680 --> 0:05:31.440 wanted you know, I was excited to see Peter. You know, 0:05:31.480 --> 0:05:34.360 we film all night long, hours and hours and hours, 0:05:34.640 --> 0:05:36.640 so the times that I would go up and see 0:05:36.720 --> 0:05:39.440 him again hours have passed. I'm like, of course I 0:05:39.480 --> 0:05:41.800 want to go see him again if I get the opportunity, 0:05:42.120 --> 0:05:43.680 I want to go speak with him again. I mean, 0:05:43.680 --> 0:05:46.960 I've been waiting to like speak with him, and I'm 0:05:47.040 --> 0:05:49.800 here for a purpose. My words have a purpose and 0:05:49.880 --> 0:05:52.919 meaning behind them, and I was excited to get to 0:05:52.960 --> 0:05:56.159 know him. Plus, if I'm taking the time to start 0:05:56.200 --> 0:05:59.200 this journey, I want to be sure if we even 0:05:59.240 --> 0:06:02.240 have a connection. You know, I enjoyed spending time with 0:06:02.240 --> 0:06:04.320 the other girls, but at the forefront of my mind 0:06:04.440 --> 0:06:06.680 was always going to be Peter and seeing if we 0:06:06.760 --> 0:06:10.680 had that connection, and if I didn't ever feel that, 0:06:10.880 --> 0:06:13.919 I would have parted ways. You know, we weren't you 0:06:13.960 --> 0:06:17.080 worried about being that girl, that girl who's going to 0:06:17.160 --> 0:06:18.840 be the one stealing him because you didn't know you 0:06:18.880 --> 0:06:21.040 were going to get the first impression risk. Yeah, so 0:06:21.120 --> 0:06:22.680 did that not cross your mind at all? Because I 0:06:22.720 --> 0:06:25.040 know at one point you said, I'm not typically like this, 0:06:25.279 --> 0:06:28.240 but we couldn't tell right right, And I think in 0:06:28.279 --> 0:06:31.280 the beginning I came off completely like the wrong way, 0:06:31.680 --> 0:06:33.720 and looking back on it, I'm like, oh my goodness, 0:06:33.800 --> 0:06:36.880 like that was not what I wanted to come across as. 0:06:36.960 --> 0:06:40.120 But I was just focused on me and Peter and 0:06:41.040 --> 0:06:43.160 tried to keep that at the forefront of my mind 0:06:43.200 --> 0:06:47.520 at all times and enjoyed the entire process, even if 0:06:47.520 --> 0:06:49.839 that meant, you know, spending time with the girls. But 0:06:50.120 --> 0:06:51.360 at the end of the day, when I was there 0:06:51.440 --> 0:06:54.359 Peter and Peter only and trying to figure out and 0:06:54.400 --> 0:06:57.120 give our give us the best shot. Well, and I 0:06:57.160 --> 0:06:58.960 will say because we did sit down with Peter at 0:06:58.960 --> 0:07:00.680 the very beginning and I asked him, I was like, 0:07:00.720 --> 0:07:02.919 did you like that that hannah An stole you so 0:07:02.920 --> 0:07:05.320 many times? And he did. He was all for it. Yeah, 0:07:05.320 --> 0:07:06.719 he said he was wanting to talk to me more 0:07:06.760 --> 0:07:09.279 that night. Yeah, okay, so he liked it, so clearly 0:07:09.320 --> 0:07:12.040 it was reciprocated on both ends. It wasn't like he 0:07:12.320 --> 0:07:14.680 was like, who's this crazy girl who keeps stealing me? Yeah? 0:07:14.720 --> 0:07:16.600 I know it might seem like I was pressing myself 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:18.320 on him, but he was telling me he wanted to 0:07:18.320 --> 0:07:21.080 talk to me more that night, you know, and opportunities 0:07:21.080 --> 0:07:23.600 were presented to me to talk to him, and it 0:07:23.640 --> 0:07:25.800 spent a couple of hours. I'm like, sure, yeah, he 0:07:26.280 --> 0:07:27.760 told me to talk to him again, so I'm like, 0:07:27.800 --> 0:07:31.240 I'm going to So feelings were, you know, on both 0:07:31.280 --> 0:07:34.560 sides wanting to communicate and talk more. Yeah, it worked, 0:07:34.760 --> 0:07:37.280 it did, It clearly did. And then we go on 0:07:37.440 --> 0:07:39.680 to I mean fast forward a little bit. This whole 0:07:39.760 --> 0:07:42.880 Champagne gate, which was champagne was such a common theme. 0:07:42.920 --> 0:07:46.960 I feel like throughout what was your take? Because when 0:07:46.960 --> 0:07:51.720 we recapped that week, I was saying, you know, there's 0:07:51.720 --> 0:07:54.119 clearly the show does certain things. They said up certain 0:07:54.160 --> 0:07:56.800 things to you know, stir the pot and to cause 0:07:56.880 --> 0:07:59.120 that drama. And I really truly was like, I don't 0:07:59.120 --> 0:08:03.040 think Hannah knew that that was a cute sent for 0:08:03.080 --> 0:08:05.280 her and Peter, so we didn't think you did it maliciously. 0:08:05.640 --> 0:08:07.480 But what was your take when that all went down. 0:08:07.840 --> 0:08:11.080 Oh my goodness. When all that went down, I was 0:08:11.480 --> 0:08:14.800 really blindsided by it and I didn't know how to 0:08:14.920 --> 0:08:19.600 handle it, and um, you know, and the end, me 0:08:19.640 --> 0:08:21.640 and Kelsey were able to like, you know, put aside 0:08:21.680 --> 0:08:23.720 our differences and become friends because we were like, hey, 0:08:23.760 --> 0:08:25.720 we have like you know, a couple more weeks with 0:08:25.760 --> 0:08:28.560 each other, hopefully, like we have to pull you know, 0:08:28.600 --> 0:08:30.560 we have to put this bull crap aside and like 0:08:30.680 --> 0:08:33.640 learned to you know, be friends or at least live 0:08:33.679 --> 0:08:36.160 like in the same house together. Um. So when all 0:08:36.160 --> 0:08:39.120 that went down, I was like, oh crap, Like I've 0:08:39.160 --> 0:08:41.080 never had that conflict like this, Like how do I 0:08:41.120 --> 0:08:43.040 handle this? So like I was just trying to be 0:08:43.120 --> 0:08:45.040 as logical as possible and just be like, hey, I 0:08:45.120 --> 0:08:48.120 didn't steal your champagne, and like that came across maybe 0:08:48.120 --> 0:08:51.040 just some people as like coldhearted, but I was just 0:08:51.080 --> 0:08:54.080 trying to like be as straightforward and concise as possible 0:08:54.120 --> 0:08:56.240 and not let the emotions get to me. And it 0:08:56.320 --> 0:08:58.800 did upset me. I remember that night. I cried all 0:08:58.920 --> 0:09:00.719 night long. And I'm some of the girls in the 0:09:00.760 --> 0:09:03.600 house where like you know, they can add like people 0:09:03.760 --> 0:09:05.920 like like the other girls need to see the side 0:09:05.920 --> 0:09:08.040 of you, like they need to see that you're upset 0:09:08.240 --> 0:09:11.040 and see that you didn't mean that. But in the moment, 0:09:11.040 --> 0:09:13.400 I was just trying to be as clear as possible 0:09:13.400 --> 0:09:15.280 with her so she knew that my point got across. 0:09:15.400 --> 0:09:17.880 I did not steal your champagne. That's where you know 0:09:17.880 --> 0:09:21.600 I'm not a champagne. I was just trying to like, 0:09:21.760 --> 0:09:24.120 you know, we'll let her know that. And I get it. 0:09:24.160 --> 0:09:26.880 I mean I never was in a sorority. I mean, 0:09:27.000 --> 0:09:29.640 I have a big group of girlfriends. But when you're 0:09:30.120 --> 0:09:33.880 living with twenty plus people from all across the country, 0:09:33.920 --> 0:09:35.880 people that you don't know, you don't know how they interact, 0:09:35.920 --> 0:09:38.480 how they process things, it's a really scary thing. Yeah, 0:09:38.559 --> 0:09:41.120 and I and I think you handled it well, I 0:09:41.160 --> 0:09:43.000 will say, I mean I would have probably done the same. 0:09:43.040 --> 0:09:45.000 I would have been like, look, I can't feel this 0:09:45.120 --> 0:09:46.840 fire so much. I'll say what I have to sail 0:09:46.880 --> 0:09:49.960 confront it and like hopefully it dies. But it's really 0:09:50.440 --> 0:09:53.080 people I don't think realize how scary that first week is. 0:09:53.200 --> 0:09:55.199 Like it's all unknown, so you have no idea what 0:09:55.320 --> 0:09:59.640 to expect with the lead, with the production aspect, with 0:09:59.720 --> 0:10:02.520 living with so many people, and so it's it's unturned 0:10:02.679 --> 0:10:05.600 territory that no one, no one should actually know how 0:10:05.600 --> 0:10:08.319 to handle that, right, right. And me and Kelsey didn't 0:10:08.360 --> 0:10:10.199 know each other at that point, so we didn't kind 0:10:10.200 --> 0:10:13.719 of know, you know, how we both you know, how 0:10:13.760 --> 0:10:16.000 we both respond to situations are very different. But what 0:10:16.120 --> 0:10:17.520 I know now about her and what she knows now 0:10:17.559 --> 0:10:19.800 about me, it would have been completely different. I mean 0:10:19.840 --> 0:10:22.920 that was like day five, so we didn't know each 0:10:22.920 --> 0:10:24.960 other at all, which would have changed, you know, both 0:10:24.960 --> 0:10:27.520 of our responses to the situation. I think what was 0:10:27.559 --> 0:10:29.839 hard for people to handle is you were so cool, 0:10:29.960 --> 0:10:32.480 calm and collected in your response. And I remember saying 0:10:32.520 --> 0:10:34.320 I was like, I probably would have responded the same 0:10:34.320 --> 0:10:37.800 way that it came across as nonchalant, right, And I 0:10:37.960 --> 0:10:40.360 was like, I think that it's being misunderstood because I 0:10:40.400 --> 0:10:42.720 got it. I was like, kudos to her, like, I 0:10:42.720 --> 0:10:44.680 don't even think I could have handled it that well. 0:10:44.960 --> 0:10:46.520 I think the one thing was that I think you 0:10:46.559 --> 0:10:48.880 said it was bullying her, and yeah, I think it's 0:10:48.880 --> 0:10:51.400 a word that we throw out around too often. She 0:10:51.520 --> 0:10:55.600 definitely cursed you out, which was wrong. She was wrong 0:10:55.640 --> 0:10:58.600 and how she handled it, for sure, But I think 0:10:59.080 --> 0:11:01.040 the way you had handled it, I didn't think you 0:11:01.080 --> 0:11:03.200 needed to cry and match her emotion in that. I 0:11:03.280 --> 0:11:05.800 thought that the way that you handled it to kind 0:11:05.800 --> 0:11:10.400 of diffuse the situation and it didn't create a Finasco. 0:11:11.000 --> 0:11:16.640 Talk about that Fco that happened. Yes, she is, and 0:11:16.760 --> 0:11:20.080 what happened this whole season has been a Finasco. And 0:11:20.200 --> 0:11:22.800 that's my cap on the whole entire season. I was 0:11:22.840 --> 0:11:26.000 actually gonna you know the right word, right, yeah, finasco. 0:11:26.280 --> 0:11:31.120 Can you say the right word right? Fiasco? Fiasco. I 0:11:31.160 --> 0:11:33.440 was trying to give you. I was trying to give 0:11:33.520 --> 0:11:37.040 you a chance. You know what I like to say, Finasco. 0:11:37.360 --> 0:11:41.559 And but for the record, you do know it's fiasco. Yes, 0:11:41.880 --> 0:11:47.600 but you should trademark Finasco. Finasco. There's something you should. 0:11:47.720 --> 0:11:49.680 It's just like, and you know what's so funny is 0:11:49.679 --> 0:11:51.880 that in the moment I said that, and I had 0:11:52.000 --> 0:11:55.439 no idea that I even like misspoke, Like I no idea, 0:11:55.559 --> 0:11:57.640 and like that's not even like a word that I 0:11:57.679 --> 0:11:59.920 had used in the bass. I don't know why you 0:12:00.080 --> 0:12:05.640 said it in your vocabulary. I had no idea where 0:12:05.720 --> 0:12:08.640 that came from. Look, your brain was jumbled that first 0:12:08.679 --> 0:12:10.520 week a lot went down. I would have been making 0:12:10.520 --> 0:12:12.320 them my own I do still make up my own words, 0:12:12.320 --> 0:12:15.320 so I don't blame you for that. Um, so we 0:12:15.440 --> 0:12:17.720 go on. Well, of course we see you form friendships 0:12:17.720 --> 0:12:20.560 like you and Kelsey seems. Yeah, she's a really sweet girl, 0:12:20.600 --> 0:12:22.640 you guys. Yeah, she doesn't have a mean bone in 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:24.959 her body. She's very right. How to get past the 0:12:25.040 --> 0:12:28.839 champagne champagnie women's hell off, she was cool. I didn't 0:12:28.840 --> 0:12:31.600 steal your champagne. After that, she became like a really 0:12:31.600 --> 0:12:34.280 great friend, honestly, And you're still friends. Yeah, we are, 0:12:34.600 --> 0:12:37.680 we are. She's a really nice person. So let's jump. 0:12:38.240 --> 0:12:43.440 Let's just just move on. Well, you know you got roses, 0:12:43.840 --> 0:12:46.080 we were. We knew you were a front runner, you know, 0:12:46.120 --> 0:12:48.400 after you won the modeling thing, which totally should have 0:12:48.600 --> 0:12:50.360 How those is that revolved that you're wearing are the 0:12:50.400 --> 0:12:54.720 revolt close? Working like a girl's dream right? Like, just 0:12:54.760 --> 0:12:57.640 to be able to get twenty five twenty four thousand 0:12:57.679 --> 0:12:59.400 dollars worth whatever it was worth a clothes, Does it 0:12:59.480 --> 0:13:02.880 face your it? No, it's not, and it show that's 0:13:02.880 --> 0:13:05.800 a good problem to happen. So I want to just 0:13:06.000 --> 0:13:09.240 just get right to fantasy. Suits because you have a 0:13:09.400 --> 0:13:12.800 meme that's going around where you're looking and I wish 0:13:12.880 --> 0:13:15.480 you guys. You guys know that's where happy our listeners 0:13:15.520 --> 0:13:18.679 you know what I'm talking about, where you're like, it's 0:13:18.720 --> 0:13:21.280 the best meme ever with the brown and the squinty 0:13:21.320 --> 0:13:24.559 guys like say what, no, that's that's what the face is. 0:13:25.200 --> 0:13:27.199 So we learn in the Fantasy Suite. We all know 0:13:27.280 --> 0:13:29.480 what goes down to Fantasy Suite. Nobody, whether you've watched 0:13:29.520 --> 0:13:31.880 Bapsort or not, you know what Fantasy Suite is about. 0:13:32.120 --> 0:13:35.800 And in this Fantasy this week, you guys all stay together, right, 0:13:35.840 --> 0:13:38.920 which is crazy. But Chris Harrison gave us the breakdown. 0:13:39.440 --> 0:13:42.080 Hi Chris Harrison, as you said when you saw him 0:13:42.160 --> 0:13:45.520 at the proposal, which we cantle that normally people say 0:13:45.559 --> 0:13:51.920 Hi Chris, you said, Hi Chris Harrison, I will do 0:13:52.080 --> 0:13:53.839 so much like some people, you have to do that. 0:13:54.320 --> 0:13:56.000 I was nervous, no, but it was the cutest thing. 0:13:56.080 --> 0:14:02.240 Hi Chris Harrison. But Chris Harrison explained why you guys 0:14:02.280 --> 0:14:03.920 were all together, so we don't have to delve into that. 0:14:04.160 --> 0:14:08.720 But you learn about Madison. You learn her thoughts about 0:14:08.840 --> 0:14:11.120 Fantasy Sweet Week, which at that point she had shared 0:14:11.160 --> 0:14:14.280 with you, but she hadn't shared with Peter himself, right, Um. 0:14:14.720 --> 0:14:17.599 And then it became this whole ultimatum thing. Was it 0:14:17.640 --> 0:14:20.120 an ultimatum? Was it not? I'm asking you? Was it 0:14:20.160 --> 0:14:25.280 an ultimatum? Was an ultimatum? You know? For me, me 0:14:25.400 --> 0:14:28.160 and Madison are just two different people. We make different decisions. 0:14:28.240 --> 0:14:30.800 And I felt completely uncomfortable that entire weekend that I 0:14:30.920 --> 0:14:33.480 even knew, you know, the conversations that she was wanting 0:14:33.520 --> 0:14:35.160 to have with Peter. I was just wanting to focus 0:14:35.240 --> 0:14:39.920 on me and him and not let anything distract me 0:14:40.040 --> 0:14:44.080 from that. So thinking that it's an ultimatum between Madison 0:14:44.120 --> 0:14:48.840 and Peter um, not necessarily because I think Madison was 0:14:48.880 --> 0:14:52.160 doing what was best for her. But that's not an 0:14:52.280 --> 0:14:55.040 ultimate That's not the definition of an ultimatum is like, 0:14:55.760 --> 0:14:59.600 if you do this, then this, Yes, it's like, doesn't 0:14:59.600 --> 0:15:02.600 matter motive behind that, because it's not wrong to believe 0:15:02.680 --> 0:15:06.040 what you believe and to feel that. But nobody's that. 0:15:06.160 --> 0:15:08.560 I never judged her for that. Was I taken back 0:15:08.600 --> 0:15:11.440 by it? Yes? Because I didn't want to be involved 0:15:11.480 --> 0:15:14.840 in it. I don't want to have these conversations with anyone. Um, 0:15:15.280 --> 0:15:17.440 you know about them and Peter. I was focused on me, 0:15:17.560 --> 0:15:19.480 and so when she was telling me, you know, she 0:15:19.760 --> 0:15:23.040 felt like he couldn't do certain things for her to 0:15:23.120 --> 0:15:24.520 move forward with him. I was just kind of like 0:15:24.600 --> 0:15:27.480 gave her a look of a what were you close 0:15:27.560 --> 0:15:30.880 with her in the house? Yeah? Yeah, I was, Yeah, 0:15:30.960 --> 0:15:33.480 I was close with her. I want to know did 0:15:33.560 --> 0:15:36.440 she talk because we didn't see her bring up this 0:15:36.520 --> 0:15:40.320 conversation with Peter and tell the very end. And was 0:15:40.360 --> 0:15:42.400 this something because I feel like when I was on 0:15:42.640 --> 0:15:44.520 ra season with all the girls, we talked about a lot, 0:15:44.600 --> 0:15:46.760 like everything was out in the open. There wasn't many 0:15:46.880 --> 0:15:48.880 secrets between us. So was this something that was brought 0:15:48.960 --> 0:15:50.960 up in the in the house with all of the 0:15:51.000 --> 0:15:52.920 girls beforehand or was that the first time you were 0:15:53.000 --> 0:15:56.360 hearing about it too. I think when we sat down, 0:15:56.480 --> 0:15:59.480 we you know, had to have that conversation about her 0:15:59.640 --> 0:16:02.400 telling Peter her standards and stuff. You know, I gave 0:16:02.520 --> 0:16:04.680 that look because I was kind of taken back by it. 0:16:04.840 --> 0:16:08.040 So you hadn't heard it before? No, I was thinking 0:16:08.520 --> 0:16:12.120 and my I knew, you know, she had certain lifestyle 0:16:12.280 --> 0:16:14.600 values and I knew that they didn't line up with Peters. 0:16:14.960 --> 0:16:16.680 But I was thinking that they might have had that 0:16:16.760 --> 0:16:22.400 conversation weeks before, and we should prior, but my face 0:16:22.520 --> 0:16:23.920 is kind of like, oh gosh, I don't want to 0:16:23.920 --> 0:16:26.520 get involved in this, like you know you do you 0:16:26.600 --> 0:16:29.440 know for me, I was never intending to give Peter 0:16:29.760 --> 0:16:32.040 a hall pass of you do whatever you want. My 0:16:32.280 --> 0:16:35.120 intention was I see the big picture and me and 0:16:35.240 --> 0:16:38.840 you truly began after all this is over, after when 0:16:38.840 --> 0:16:41.120 it's just me and you, And that was my intention 0:16:41.240 --> 0:16:43.840 behind it. I just wanted him to, you know, focus 0:16:43.960 --> 0:16:47.400 on him and try to be as understanding as possible 0:16:47.840 --> 0:16:50.840 the amount of stress and pressure he's under. And if 0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:52.720 we meet each other and the end great, that's when 0:16:52.760 --> 0:16:54.920 we start. Yeah, that's when it's just about me and you. 0:16:55.120 --> 0:16:58.480 It's an uncomfortable week period, no matter what your values are. 0:16:58.560 --> 0:17:01.000 It's just uncomfortable knowing while I sitting here something else 0:17:01.160 --> 0:17:04.040 is going on. Like it it gets to everybody. Becca 0:17:04.080 --> 0:17:06.800 and I have both been there on both sides of it. 0:17:07.480 --> 0:17:09.520 I just want to know you went first, and obviously 0:17:09.640 --> 0:17:13.920 Victoria and then Madison. Do you think had well a 0:17:14.119 --> 0:17:15.800 had you guys all been removed from each other and 0:17:15.960 --> 0:17:19.480 be it gone in a different order, would things have changed? No? 0:17:20.359 --> 0:17:25.160 Because I think Peter Madison hold different lifestyles or lived. 0:17:25.400 --> 0:17:28.600 I think Peter Madison lived different lifestyles and hold different values. 0:17:29.200 --> 0:17:32.720 And I don't think this is exactly just an issue 0:17:32.760 --> 0:17:35.159 with the Fantasy seas. I think it's lifestyles and how 0:17:35.200 --> 0:17:40.680 you see life and how you judge everything out of life. 0:17:41.200 --> 0:17:43.000 So it's so interesting that you say that, because, like 0:17:43.080 --> 0:17:45.720 Becca was saying, as women in the house, you chitchat 0:17:45.840 --> 0:17:47.440 and you talk. You get to know each other better 0:17:47.520 --> 0:17:49.720 than you get to know whoever the lead is. So 0:17:50.040 --> 0:17:52.399 you're saying, you say you knew that they had different 0:17:52.440 --> 0:17:55.080 lifestyles and they were on different pages. As a viewer, 0:17:55.280 --> 0:17:58.359 we didn't get that till week seven, and it was 0:17:58.560 --> 0:18:01.639 only that we got that they were different as far 0:18:01.680 --> 0:18:04.160 as religion. We had no idea they had different lifestyles. 0:18:04.200 --> 0:18:07.320 But obviously you were privy to that information. So Madison 0:18:07.400 --> 0:18:09.960 made a point during Fantasy Sweet Week where she said 0:18:10.040 --> 0:18:13.480 to Peter, I've been struggling this entire time, and I've 0:18:13.520 --> 0:18:15.600 been having a really hard time. Is that something that 0:18:15.760 --> 0:18:19.480 you saw in the house. Yeah, so we didn't see that, 0:18:19.920 --> 0:18:23.159 and and what did you see? I saw? You know, 0:18:23.280 --> 0:18:25.840 she was struggling with the week and just knowing that. 0:18:26.840 --> 0:18:29.520 I think she was coming to the realization that they 0:18:29.680 --> 0:18:32.040 live very different lifestyles, which is hard to kind of 0:18:32.080 --> 0:18:34.520 comprehend when you're in when you're on the show and 0:18:34.640 --> 0:18:36.640 you're not in your lifestyle. You're not on your day 0:18:36.640 --> 0:18:41.199 to day basis of your hobbies and like your schedule 0:18:41.280 --> 0:18:43.000 and how you live your life. So I think that 0:18:43.240 --> 0:18:45.080 was trying. I think at that point that was coming 0:18:45.200 --> 0:18:47.040 very apparent to her, and I think that that's what 0:18:47.200 --> 0:18:49.119 she was struggling with, along with just the stress of 0:18:49.160 --> 0:18:54.560 Fantasy Fantasy Sweet Week, which is stressful for anyone. I 0:18:54.640 --> 0:18:56.159 do want to get to the whole lifestyle thing in 0:18:56.200 --> 0:18:58.960 a bit because it leads me into some questions like 0:18:59.160 --> 0:19:04.040 after you and Peter, we're already together, so can we 0:19:04.200 --> 0:19:06.879 fast forward? Yeah, because I want to get to the juicy, 0:19:07.200 --> 0:19:11.800 the juicy part everyone. So obviously the last week you 0:19:11.960 --> 0:19:16.399 met the family, they fell in up with you. Madison 0:19:16.480 --> 0:19:19.120 at the family, it wasn't this, it wasn't the same, 0:19:19.520 --> 0:19:22.800 and that you know, I don't want to talk about 0:19:22.880 --> 0:19:24.880 Madison too too much because she's not here. I want 0:19:24.880 --> 0:19:27.159 to focus on you and your time with Peter. So 0:19:27.320 --> 0:19:30.359