1 00:00:00,120 --> 00:00:01,640 Speaker 1: While I was thinking about this the other day. Is 2 00:00:01,760 --> 00:00:05,840 Speaker 1: like when a groups splits or whatever the case may be, 3 00:00:06,120 --> 00:00:11,000 Speaker 1: or evolved, I won't say split your fans is it's 4 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:11,760 Speaker 1: like having a. 5 00:00:13,240 --> 00:00:14,120 Speaker 2: Divorce or something. 6 00:00:15,040 --> 00:00:16,800 Speaker 1: You gonna stay at mommy house, You're gonna stay at 7 00:00:17,160 --> 00:00:20,840 Speaker 1: your uncle house, your pops, like where you're gonna go. 8 00:00:21,720 --> 00:00:23,920 Speaker 1: And then it's like hard to make it everywhere at 9 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:26,920 Speaker 1: one time. So it just hm, you know, you you 10 00:00:27,040 --> 00:00:30,680 Speaker 1: kind of start developing your own family. I can't look 11 00:00:30,720 --> 00:00:33,040 Speaker 1: at anything negative because I'm just not that type of person. 12 00:00:34,200 --> 00:00:36,920 Speaker 1: I look at it like, this is how it has 13 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:40,840 Speaker 1: to happen. So we could all become fixtures and pillars 14 00:00:41,760 --> 00:00:45,040 Speaker 1: to hold up a building that you know, it's a temple. 15 00:00:45,080 --> 00:00:48,120 Speaker 1: Now everybody could come and like this side is strown, 16 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:51,199 Speaker 1: this side is shown, that side is strong. Ain't like 17 00:00:51,360 --> 00:00:53,800 Speaker 1: just us in the middle and it is the building 18 00:00:53,880 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: is lapsided. 19 00:00:54,760 --> 00:00:55,440 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 20 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:02,840 Speaker 3: Thanks for watching, guys. Today's episode is brought to you 21 00:01:02,840 --> 00:01:06,880 Speaker 3: by Boost Mobile. From Harlem Battles to Platinum plaques, he 22 00:01:06,920 --> 00:01:12,560 Speaker 3: has built a career that spans rap, fashion, art design, acting. 23 00:01:12,840 --> 00:01:15,280 Speaker 3: Long before music, he was a high school art student, 24 00:01:15,520 --> 00:01:18,040 Speaker 3: and he launches his own clothing line and created pieces 25 00:01:18,040 --> 00:01:21,360 Speaker 3: that were worn by artists like Chris Brown and many others. 26 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,560 Speaker 3: As a founding member of Asat Mob. Lots of hits work, 27 00:01:25,640 --> 00:01:27,800 Speaker 3: Shawa Plain Jane, we go on and on and on. 28 00:01:27,959 --> 00:01:31,280 Speaker 3: He's carved out a signature lane that blends style, personality, 29 00:01:31,440 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 3: and raw talent. Today he has his own art exhibitions, 30 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:41,480 Speaker 3: fashion collaborations, and a decade of cultural impact, and he 31 00:01:41,600 --> 00:01:44,920 Speaker 3: continues to redefine what it means to be a multi 32 00:01:45,120 --> 00:01:48,200 Speaker 3: disciplinary creator. Welcome, he sat Berg. 33 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:53,280 Speaker 2: I love that I was getting all warm and. 34 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:56,639 Speaker 3: Do you feel seen? 35 00:01:56,800 --> 00:01:58,240 Speaker 2: Because that you feel seen? 36 00:01:58,360 --> 00:02:01,120 Speaker 1: You do feel like wow you You was the first 37 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:05,480 Speaker 1: to acknowledge that Chris was like an early supporter in 38 00:02:05,560 --> 00:02:08,040 Speaker 1: my clothing line, So shout out to you for that. 39 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:12,040 Speaker 2: You know, Swiss beatsy well, Jay. 40 00:02:11,880 --> 00:02:14,200 Speaker 3: Cole, I had a longer version that had all the artists, 41 00:02:14,200 --> 00:02:15,440 Speaker 3: but I was like, I didn't want to make it 42 00:02:15,440 --> 00:02:16,320 Speaker 3: about all the artists. 43 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:19,440 Speaker 2: But yes, no, but yeah, I mean this was a 44 00:02:20,600 --> 00:02:23,640 Speaker 2: young man that was in Harlem. 45 00:02:23,760 --> 00:02:25,280 Speaker 3: Tell me how old you are at this time. 46 00:02:25,680 --> 00:02:28,120 Speaker 2: I had been about straight out of high school. 47 00:02:28,360 --> 00:02:31,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, trying to figure it out, linking up with an 48 00:02:31,560 --> 00:02:35,600 Speaker 1: early stylist name Fatima, an early stylist name you know, 49 00:02:35,720 --> 00:02:38,600 Speaker 1: Quasi Casey that worked under Mike being. 50 00:02:38,480 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 3: Groovy lou legends. 51 00:02:40,919 --> 00:02:44,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, so you know these guys, I will, I will 52 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:47,320 Speaker 1: go take my belts. I mean, I was making these belts. 53 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:51,280 Speaker 1: It was the brands called the Pony, and I would, 54 00:02:51,360 --> 00:02:51,799 Speaker 1: I would. 55 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:54,560 Speaker 2: They would get these budgets from like huge budgets. 56 00:02:54,560 --> 00:02:56,959 Speaker 1: I remember one time I had went to go visit 57 00:02:57,040 --> 00:03:00,720 Speaker 1: Qua's uh and he was shipping and closed out to 58 00:03:00,800 --> 00:03:04,920 Speaker 1: Chris Brown and he had, like I swear, it looked 59 00:03:04,960 --> 00:03:07,680 Speaker 1: like two hundred pairs sneakers stacked to the ceiling and 60 00:03:07,720 --> 00:03:08,960 Speaker 1: they closed down. 61 00:03:08,840 --> 00:03:11,280 Speaker 3: And this is what Chris Brown, He's already Chris Brown. 62 00:03:11,360 --> 00:03:12,320 Speaker 2: This is Chris Brown. 63 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:17,000 Speaker 1: This is like yeah, he's like, this is Michael Jackson 64 00:03:17,440 --> 00:03:18,680 Speaker 1: of our generation. 65 00:03:18,919 --> 00:03:24,160 Speaker 2: Yeah. And like I remember, I go, like I. 66 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:25,520 Speaker 1: Quasis, like yo, we got a budget, and I'm like 67 00:03:25,560 --> 00:03:28,480 Speaker 1: all right, bet, and he's like, I'm gonna get a 68 00:03:28,480 --> 00:03:30,720 Speaker 1: few belts from you, and you know, just if you 69 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:33,240 Speaker 1: could jazz it up. So I put all his in 70 00:03:33,320 --> 00:03:35,440 Speaker 1: all his belts, I put his name inside all his belts, 71 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:36,560 Speaker 1: and he just went so crazy. 72 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:37,920 Speaker 2: What the bet he loved? 73 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: He still got the belt We did a skit on 74 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:43,480 Speaker 1: one of my albums where we're talking about they have 75 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:44,720 Speaker 1: a conversation about the belts. 76 00:03:45,400 --> 00:03:46,480 Speaker 2: Shout out to Chris Brown. 77 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:52,040 Speaker 3: So you're eighteen, you're designing rapping, right, like you just 78 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:52,960 Speaker 3: want to make well. 79 00:03:52,960 --> 00:03:54,880 Speaker 2: I was always a rapper. I was a rapper. 80 00:03:55,560 --> 00:03:57,560 Speaker 1: I was kind of doing both at the same time 81 00:03:58,200 --> 00:04:02,960 Speaker 1: because I was battled back since I was fourteen, So I'm. 82 00:04:02,880 --> 00:04:04,520 Speaker 2: Just going to be in the streets. 83 00:04:04,600 --> 00:04:08,200 Speaker 1: And I had a crew called h teen and uh, 84 00:04:08,440 --> 00:04:11,960 Speaker 1: you know, it then turned into Harlem Envy, and I 85 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:14,400 Speaker 1: would just go to different people blocks and just battle 86 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:19,280 Speaker 1: rap people, watch Madd Ciphers, loving all of the Philly rappers, 87 00:04:19,360 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 1: Vodka Kaboom, Meek Mills, uh read Dollars and then also 88 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:31,200 Speaker 1: like Harlem rappers, J Mills, Charlie Clips, you know, Vado, 89 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 1: you know all of the guys and. 90 00:04:35,120 --> 00:04:37,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, just really diving into that world. 91 00:04:37,560 --> 00:04:40,719 Speaker 3: I'm hearing the Harlem cookouts when you risk your life. 92 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:43,719 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, we was at them Harlem cookouts, like 93 00:04:43,720 --> 00:04:46,720 Speaker 1: we was going to to Uh. They used to have 94 00:04:46,760 --> 00:04:49,480 Speaker 1: an MH Cookout Most Hated Cookout where it used to 95 00:04:49,560 --> 00:04:54,280 Speaker 1: be like thousands of people outside all of the fly 96 00:04:54,520 --> 00:04:58,280 Speaker 1: Chicks was outside cam is pulling up with the Pink Range. 97 00:04:58,600 --> 00:05:00,599 Speaker 1: He got the Air Force one with all of the 98 00:05:00,640 --> 00:05:02,360 Speaker 1: Dipset members faces. 99 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 3: On them, and I'm like this, do they know who 100 00:05:04,240 --> 00:05:05,039 Speaker 3: you are at this point? 101 00:05:05,120 --> 00:05:06,880 Speaker 2: No? They they knew my dad. 102 00:05:07,160 --> 00:05:09,800 Speaker 1: They didn't know that my pops had a son running 103 00:05:09,839 --> 00:05:13,440 Speaker 1: around like looking at what they was doing, aspiring. 104 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:16,480 Speaker 3: But this was like the inspiration around in the neighborhood, 105 00:05:16,520 --> 00:05:19,760 Speaker 3: right yeah, yeah, And you're making clothes. 106 00:05:20,000 --> 00:05:24,400 Speaker 1: I'm making clothes for all the crews coming up. Rich Girls, 107 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:29,719 Speaker 1: Team Nerds, Superfly like Rich Girls. Uh, was a part 108 00:05:29,760 --> 00:05:32,240 Speaker 1: of that crew. It was a bunch of cruise in Harlem. 109 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 1: It was Trump Devas, Rich Girls, Top Models and Dougie 110 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:39,880 Speaker 1: Fresh and them sons. 111 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:41,920 Speaker 2: They They was called Square Off. 112 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:46,400 Speaker 1: Our crewise called Harlem Envy Rocky crew was called Million 113 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:50,520 Speaker 1: Dollar Babies. It was Mad Cruise in Harlem. So we 114 00:05:50,560 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 1: was like famous. Her crew is called rich She was 115 00:05:54,960 --> 00:05:57,080 Speaker 1: a part of a crew called Rich Girls, but then 116 00:05:57,120 --> 00:06:01,279 Speaker 1: she made Team Nerds. After the crew started out, she 117 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:05,240 Speaker 1: made Team Nerd and she had yams L's like a 118 00:06:05,279 --> 00:06:07,920 Speaker 1: few of the Mob members before the Mob and then 119 00:06:09,440 --> 00:06:11,400 Speaker 1: ye had the cruise faded out and then it was 120 00:06:11,440 --> 00:06:15,560 Speaker 1: like asap, and like that was it? 121 00:06:14,160 --> 00:06:17,240 Speaker 3: That was what a moment. Though, when you think back 122 00:06:17,279 --> 00:06:19,400 Speaker 3: about that time, it's funny because when we came in, 123 00:06:19,440 --> 00:06:22,080 Speaker 3: you asked me about some of my moments and times. 124 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:24,559 Speaker 3: But for you, like that time, when you think about 125 00:06:24,560 --> 00:06:28,400 Speaker 3: all that talent running around Harlem, really just trying to 126 00:06:28,640 --> 00:06:31,280 Speaker 3: find yourself and trying to create, trying to make some 127 00:06:31,320 --> 00:06:34,159 Speaker 3: shit matter, and trying to like what was the goal? 128 00:06:34,279 --> 00:06:38,200 Speaker 3: Like what were you chasing? What was the was it fame? 129 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:41,200 Speaker 3: Was it money? Was it to be flies? To be 130 00:06:41,320 --> 00:06:42,960 Speaker 3: the flyest? Like what are you chasing? 131 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:46,760 Speaker 1: At that age, I felt fly already because my dad 132 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:49,080 Speaker 1: and my family was fly, Like you know, my pop's 133 00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:52,479 Speaker 1: dropping around silver benzes with the mink, the match. You know, 134 00:06:52,560 --> 00:06:55,000 Speaker 1: we're going to Fat Joe store in the Bronx. He 135 00:06:55,080 --> 00:06:58,240 Speaker 1: putting his clothes in there on consignment. He teaching me 136 00:06:58,279 --> 00:07:01,000 Speaker 1: how to hustle. I'm silk screen and shirts, taking garbage 137 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:03,520 Speaker 1: bags and shirts to my high school. I got my 138 00:07:03,560 --> 00:07:06,320 Speaker 1: mom's air rings in so the buggers is looking crazy. 139 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:10,960 Speaker 2: Like I was already super fly. I was chasing Aura. 140 00:07:12,160 --> 00:07:14,320 Speaker 1: Like me and my my bro j West, We'll be 141 00:07:14,360 --> 00:07:18,760 Speaker 1: on the phone for hours talking about the smile talking 142 00:07:18,760 --> 00:07:20,640 Speaker 1: about Yo. You see how you popped out that red, 143 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:24,000 Speaker 1: which is extra. We talking about the aura that's with 144 00:07:24,120 --> 00:07:28,080 Speaker 1: the skin glowing because we just noticed like there was 145 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:30,880 Speaker 1: a certain type of person that brought a certain type 146 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:34,080 Speaker 1: of energy and it was aura, and there was certain 147 00:07:34,160 --> 00:07:36,640 Speaker 1: characters in Harlem that had the aura, and we just 148 00:07:36,680 --> 00:07:39,200 Speaker 1: always wanted to be the aura for people. 149 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:43,240 Speaker 3: There's a shitlottle aura that you just explained all the 150 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,440 Speaker 3: people that were involved in that. I love that definition. 151 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:50,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, like even early on, like Tiana having a sweet 152 00:07:50,480 --> 00:07:54,440 Speaker 1: sixteen getting signsed for real, like and then you got like. 153 00:07:54,520 --> 00:07:56,600 Speaker 3: And still running around hallm still running. 154 00:07:56,320 --> 00:07:58,920 Speaker 1: Around Harlem, like talking about Yo. I just came back 155 00:07:58,920 --> 00:08:01,960 Speaker 1: from one to see some park. I did the tone 156 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:04,640 Speaker 1: wopping and Harlem shake for Beyonce and. 157 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:07,680 Speaker 3: That's you know, it's funny your hero stories are like, 158 00:08:08,520 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 3: you know, we was all young, struggling and trying to 159 00:08:10,440 --> 00:08:13,720 Speaker 3: get out this and the story you guys tell of 160 00:08:13,800 --> 00:08:17,440 Speaker 3: this time in this generation is not that we wasn't 161 00:08:17,640 --> 00:08:20,119 Speaker 3: young struggling, trying to get out of hard time, trying 162 00:08:20,120 --> 00:08:22,520 Speaker 3: to feed our face. Of course, everybody's always trying to 163 00:08:22,520 --> 00:08:24,000 Speaker 3: make money, take care of your family, but I mean 164 00:08:24,240 --> 00:08:27,120 Speaker 3: the story is not that. The story is like we 165 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:30,920 Speaker 3: were young, we will fly. We wanted to be more 166 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:32,480 Speaker 3: than just fly. 167 00:08:33,760 --> 00:08:35,920 Speaker 1: It was having fun, it was and it was then 168 00:08:35,920 --> 00:08:38,720 Speaker 1: internet too, so it's like it was a lot of 169 00:08:39,559 --> 00:08:44,000 Speaker 1: entrepreneurial energy. And then I came from my pops who 170 00:08:44,040 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 1: was an entrepreneur, so I never seen him have a boss, 171 00:08:47,840 --> 00:08:49,480 Speaker 1: and I might have took the train with him like 172 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:53,000 Speaker 1: three times, so like, and then he only introduced me 173 00:08:53,040 --> 00:08:55,719 Speaker 1: to bosses, so I only knew one way to go. 174 00:08:56,520 --> 00:09:00,679 Speaker 1: But I was really trying to understand the metaphysical part 175 00:09:00,840 --> 00:09:03,960 Speaker 1: of not needing a boss, because it was a point 176 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:07,120 Speaker 1: in life when my pods passed and I'm like, yo, 177 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 1: how can I work for myself? Literally, like really trying 178 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:12,880 Speaker 1: to figure it out. It ain't clicked to me right 179 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:17,280 Speaker 1: then and there, but then as I like, I just 180 00:09:18,320 --> 00:09:20,920 Speaker 1: I don't know, I figured it out, figured it out. 181 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:22,640 Speaker 3: But that was important thing to use to be your 182 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:23,120 Speaker 3: own boss. 183 00:09:23,400 --> 00:09:25,840 Speaker 2: Oh for sure, Definitely I hated it working for people. 184 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:27,960 Speaker 3: How dope is that? Though? That's also your story is 185 00:09:27,960 --> 00:09:31,040 Speaker 3: different in that way, like the fact that you had somebody, 186 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:35,200 Speaker 3: your pops, that was teaching you how to to even 187 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:37,360 Speaker 3: or even be in the example of something that you 188 00:09:37,440 --> 00:09:40,440 Speaker 3: wanted to become. It's like, I'm sure not everybody around 189 00:09:40,480 --> 00:09:43,959 Speaker 3: you has the same story of that we have. We 190 00:09:44,080 --> 00:09:45,760 Speaker 3: interview a lot of people here, and a lot of 191 00:09:45,760 --> 00:09:48,640 Speaker 3: the girls got daddy issues. A lot of the dudes 192 00:09:48,679 --> 00:09:51,040 Speaker 3: didn't know how to do certain things because they didn't 193 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:54,960 Speaker 3: have that. Me and Brittany talk about this a lot, 194 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:58,080 Speaker 3: because I'm always I'm always like deep of delving into 195 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,760 Speaker 3: like women's issues with daddy, and She's like, I don't 196 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:04,280 Speaker 3: understand that because my dad is he was there and 197 00:10:04,320 --> 00:10:06,959 Speaker 3: how that's affecting changed her life. So I would imagine 198 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:10,680 Speaker 3: for you having that that role model. I'm sure it 199 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:12,679 Speaker 3: was important and special to you at that. 200 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:16,560 Speaker 1: Super important because you know, that's why I try to 201 00:10:16,600 --> 00:10:19,280 Speaker 1: be like a role model to my little brother because 202 00:10:19,440 --> 00:10:22,680 Speaker 1: my father passed away, well, our dad passed away when 203 00:10:22,720 --> 00:10:26,560 Speaker 1: he was super young. So it was like I got 204 00:10:26,559 --> 00:10:29,960 Speaker 1: a chance to witness pops like hustle out of the 205 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:33,040 Speaker 1: trunk and then get his own store and then support 206 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:35,120 Speaker 1: his brother that I was locked up, and then like 207 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:38,760 Speaker 1: introduced me to like all the celebrities and superstars, and 208 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:41,960 Speaker 1: you know, I'm still hearing stories about what he did 209 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:45,120 Speaker 1: for people that just came home from jail and you know, 210 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:49,880 Speaker 1: the amazing things he did in the industry and still 211 00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:53,400 Speaker 1: being like a super grounded person and a relatable person, 212 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:57,560 Speaker 1: community person. I could walk the walk and talk to 213 00:10:57,600 --> 00:10:59,480 Speaker 1: talk because I've been there for it, like. 214 00:10:59,520 --> 00:11:02,520 Speaker 2: A growing I was grown with him, you know what 215 00:11:02,559 --> 00:11:02,920 Speaker 2: I'm saying. 216 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:06,640 Speaker 1: So it was his aura, like oh, his or was 217 00:11:06,720 --> 00:11:10,839 Speaker 1: like nothing can't happen around this dude, like you know how, 218 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:13,760 Speaker 1: like you know, like he passed away, but he's one 219 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:16,280 Speaker 1: of the people that you just think like that can't 220 00:11:16,360 --> 00:11:19,120 Speaker 1: happen to him. It's a few people in my mind, 221 00:11:19,120 --> 00:11:21,520 Speaker 1: Like it was a girl named Kilane that was in 222 00:11:21,600 --> 00:11:25,000 Speaker 1: my Catholic school and I was like, she can't pass 223 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:26,760 Speaker 1: she can't ever pass away because she too bad. 224 00:11:26,880 --> 00:11:28,760 Speaker 2: Like her energy was like. 225 00:11:28,880 --> 00:11:31,120 Speaker 1: Oh, she was like an eighth grader giving me like hugs. 226 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:34,400 Speaker 1: I was a freshman, but my pops was like a 227 00:11:34,600 --> 00:11:39,280 Speaker 1: pure light like and I was like, it's just impossible. 228 00:11:39,360 --> 00:11:42,400 Speaker 3: So you're thinking about upgrading to the all new iPhone 229 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:45,880 Speaker 3: seventeen Pro, designed to be the most powerful iPhone ever, 230 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:49,480 Speaker 3: but are you also thinking about the traffic on your 231 00:11:49,480 --> 00:11:53,040 Speaker 3: way to the store or transferring all your data and 232 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:55,240 Speaker 3: all the time that takes well. 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I 241 00:12:17,800 --> 00:12:20,200 Speaker 3: always have a theory that because there's people that I 242 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:22,440 Speaker 3: have met that I was like, Wow, they are light 243 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:25,680 Speaker 3: and then they pass and I wonder like, oh maybe 244 00:12:25,679 --> 00:12:27,959 Speaker 3: they maybe they really were a light. 245 00:12:28,559 --> 00:12:32,120 Speaker 1: And that pop smoke, Yes, like I feel like he 246 00:12:32,280 --> 00:12:36,000 Speaker 1: went like yams like like that like they light is 247 00:12:36,120 --> 00:12:40,079 Speaker 1: so bright it can't stay in this vehicle like they have. 248 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,280 Speaker 3: To or they did already what they were supposed to do. 249 00:12:42,559 --> 00:12:44,760 Speaker 2: And yes, that's what I'm saying. Yeah, yeah, I was like, 250 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:46,240 Speaker 2: oh y'all good, I'm out of here. 251 00:12:46,320 --> 00:12:49,840 Speaker 3: Aaliyah when I think of going back, like Aaliyah was 252 00:12:49,920 --> 00:12:52,199 Speaker 3: that type of energy, like anybody in the room with 253 00:12:52,280 --> 00:12:53,960 Speaker 3: her who you feel that like, are you talking about 254 00:12:53,960 --> 00:12:56,920 Speaker 3: aura or that light is bright, and then when they're gone, 255 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,360 Speaker 3: it's just like, I don't know what I always thought, 256 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:01,599 Speaker 3: maybe there's something to that, Maybe there's something to the 257 00:13:02,280 --> 00:13:06,080 Speaker 3: idea that somebody when their light is that that right 258 00:13:06,320 --> 00:13:09,920 Speaker 3: and nobody could front on it, Maybe they closer to 259 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:11,800 Speaker 3: God in some type of way. 260 00:13:11,800 --> 00:13:12,840 Speaker 2: For sure, you know what I mean? 261 00:13:12,880 --> 00:13:16,240 Speaker 1: Definitely, or like who says you gotta go until you're 262 00:13:17,120 --> 00:13:20,480 Speaker 1: two hundred years old, Like you could be a baby 263 00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:25,160 Speaker 1: and just do something, vibrate something to your parents that 264 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:27,760 Speaker 1: they needed to get right then and there, and then 265 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:30,599 Speaker 1: the baby go. You know what I'm saying, Like a 266 00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:32,680 Speaker 1: baby only been alive for a month a day. 267 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:36,160 Speaker 3: You just never know what they leave, Right, How did 268 00:13:36,160 --> 00:13:38,880 Speaker 3: that shift you? When your pops left? 269 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:41,720 Speaker 1: You were young, right, Yeah, it was three days before 270 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:48,400 Speaker 1: my seventeenth birthday. So when he left. When he left, 271 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:51,320 Speaker 1: I was just trying to figure out the rest of 272 00:13:51,400 --> 00:13:52,960 Speaker 1: what he was trying to teach me or what he 273 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:55,080 Speaker 1: would have thought, like what he would have tried to 274 00:13:55,080 --> 00:13:59,520 Speaker 1: teach me. I was looking for like male figures, older 275 00:13:59,559 --> 00:14:04,800 Speaker 1: brother mentors. You know, I have a few of them 276 00:14:04,840 --> 00:14:08,720 Speaker 1: in my life. And yeah, it was it was a 277 00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:14,600 Speaker 1: bunch of that. It was unanswered questions and as far 278 00:14:14,640 --> 00:14:19,320 Speaker 1: as like the the emotional part of my father leaving, 279 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:24,120 Speaker 1: I was emotional, but I wasn't too emotional because I 280 00:14:24,120 --> 00:14:26,240 Speaker 1: always felt like I was a part of my dad. 281 00:14:26,560 --> 00:14:28,560 Speaker 1: Like I always felt like I looked just like him. 282 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,160 Speaker 1: I look in the mirror, I can't miss him. So 283 00:14:31,200 --> 00:14:34,000 Speaker 1: it's like and I literally feel like that, like I 284 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:38,520 Speaker 1: came out of his nutsack. I'm literally a branch of 285 00:14:38,600 --> 00:14:41,640 Speaker 1: his tree, so. 286 00:14:40,440 --> 00:14:46,440 Speaker 3: So you still feel him. It was true, true, it's true. 287 00:14:46,840 --> 00:14:49,440 Speaker 1: Now I come out of like I'm a part of him. 288 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,600 Speaker 1: I literally come out of that person. I'm like the 289 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:55,120 Speaker 1: best creation that my mom's in my pops could have made. 290 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:57,480 Speaker 3: I love that you feel like that. 291 00:14:59,000 --> 00:14:59,640 Speaker 2: It's a fact. 292 00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:02,240 Speaker 3: You just reminded me of something I was telling you 293 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:04,560 Speaker 3: before about how we launched this pod and that our 294 00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:07,760 Speaker 3: first episode was with Lauren London. You know, she went 295 00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:10,440 Speaker 3: through it with Nip, and she was talking about that 296 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:15,920 Speaker 3: Nip was a light right and when he left, she 297 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:18,920 Speaker 3: said her relationship, she still had a relationship with him 298 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:22,960 Speaker 3: even he was gone. Wow, it's like the relationship still 299 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:25,640 Speaker 3: continued and it wasn't just memories. It was like her 300 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:28,360 Speaker 3: it still was there some things we've been better or 301 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:30,840 Speaker 3: you know, like the way she explained having a connection 302 00:15:30,880 --> 00:15:33,600 Speaker 3: to people who were already gone was really ill to me. 303 00:15:33,800 --> 00:15:37,080 Speaker 3: And something about the way you just said that you're 304 00:15:37,120 --> 00:15:39,600 Speaker 3: like an extension of your dad. I never really heard that, 305 00:15:39,680 --> 00:15:43,120 Speaker 3: but I think that's probably important for somebody who has 306 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:46,200 Speaker 3: maybe lost a family member or something, because it's really true. 307 00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:46,720 Speaker 3: It's forever. 308 00:15:47,200 --> 00:15:49,400 Speaker 1: It's like when you eat an orange and you spit 309 00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:52,320 Speaker 1: the seed out and the wind blows it into the dirt, 310 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:54,880 Speaker 1: and then it rains, it grows another orange tree. 311 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:58,120 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's just a cycle. It just keeps going. 312 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:00,040 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's really. 313 00:16:01,480 --> 00:16:01,560 Speaker 4: So. 314 00:16:01,600 --> 00:16:03,080 Speaker 3: What's your relationship now with your brother? 315 00:16:03,120 --> 00:16:05,720 Speaker 2: With your little brother? Oh, we lit like he's in 316 00:16:05,760 --> 00:16:06,960 Speaker 2: a movie. He's in a movie. 317 00:16:07,280 --> 00:16:09,320 Speaker 1: He got a role in the movie, and he's a rapper. 318 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:11,880 Speaker 1: He's actually super nice. He's a rapper and a singer. 319 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:14,560 Speaker 1: I gotta stop saying rapper because he knows how to 320 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:17,200 Speaker 1: sing really good. He's like, I'm one of his biggest fans. 321 00:16:17,920 --> 00:16:20,960 Speaker 1: But I also told him. I was like, because we 322 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,600 Speaker 1: did songs and stuff together, I was like, do this 323 00:16:23,640 --> 00:16:25,800 Speaker 1: because you want to do it and figure out your 324 00:16:25,840 --> 00:16:29,000 Speaker 1: purpose of why you're doing it, and don't ever be 325 00:16:29,120 --> 00:16:31,640 Speaker 1: a like I want him to know, like, don't ever 326 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:33,840 Speaker 1: be afraid to pivot and act like this is what 327 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:34,640 Speaker 1: you gotta. 328 00:16:34,440 --> 00:16:37,280 Speaker 2: Do, because I know as my little brother, he probably. 329 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:42,160 Speaker 1: Look at me as like this is the way. 330 00:16:38,800 --> 00:16:42,800 Speaker 3: I gotta be, babyfir he probably feels. 331 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:43,960 Speaker 2: To be exactly. 332 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:47,160 Speaker 1: But even with my pops, I watched him do a 333 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: certain thing, but I still ventured off and experimented a 334 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 1: little bit because I always my father's shoes is so 335 00:16:54,840 --> 00:16:57,960 Speaker 1: big to feel. I was like, I need to do 336 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:00,600 Speaker 1: my own thing, to ask my grandma, what's the what's 337 00:17:00,640 --> 00:17:03,000 Speaker 1: the age he drove his first car, What's the age 338 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:06,879 Speaker 1: he got his first apartment? So that was like, you know, 339 00:17:06,920 --> 00:17:10,120 Speaker 1: I was just trying to create my own space, and 340 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:12,399 Speaker 1: I just wanted to know what he did so I 341 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:15,360 Speaker 1: can kind of make my own moves as well. 342 00:17:15,359 --> 00:17:18,560 Speaker 3: Use it as like a blueprint exactly. 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It's called flipp On Shorty. 380 00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:10,200 Speaker 1: It's like the whole concept of my project album. 381 00:19:10,680 --> 00:19:13,520 Speaker 2: And yes it's short. It's a twenty five minute joint 382 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:19,080 Speaker 2: and I wrote, produced it, directed it. Sage directed it. 383 00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:22,000 Speaker 1: Sage, you know, but me and him work very good 384 00:19:22,080 --> 00:19:22,920 Speaker 1: in collaboration. 385 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,800 Speaker 3: He's great. Yeah, Sage does a lot of our trailers 386 00:19:25,800 --> 00:19:26,680 Speaker 3: for this pot. 387 00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:27,880 Speaker 2: Shout out to Sage man. 388 00:19:28,040 --> 00:19:32,479 Speaker 3: Sage helped bring our trailers to life for this show. Yee, 389 00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:34,320 Speaker 3: I'm gonna have him do the trailer for this episode 390 00:19:34,359 --> 00:19:38,320 Speaker 3: you have for short for sure. I just shopped my 391 00:19:38,440 --> 00:19:39,159 Speaker 3: first short. 392 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:40,199 Speaker 2: Too, shout out to see you. 393 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:41,480 Speaker 3: It's crazy. 394 00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:42,679 Speaker 2: Are you excited about it? 395 00:19:43,040 --> 00:19:44,679 Speaker 3: I am, but it's kicking my ass a little bit 396 00:19:44,680 --> 00:19:47,280 Speaker 3: because we did it with a very low budget and 397 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:49,280 Speaker 3: it was my first time. I always wanted to like 398 00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:51,840 Speaker 3: write something. I've been part of projects and films and 399 00:19:51,880 --> 00:19:54,800 Speaker 3: things in small levels, but I wanted to just me 400 00:19:55,000 --> 00:19:58,560 Speaker 3: in a room, write something, make a story, shoot it. 401 00:19:59,119 --> 00:20:00,920 Speaker 3: Like I just wanted to do it all the way through, 402 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:02,800 Speaker 3: like get the story across the ford. And so there 403 00:20:02,840 --> 00:20:04,640 Speaker 3: was some mistakes that happened when you do it app 404 00:20:04,640 --> 00:20:06,760 Speaker 3: for the first time. So I made a lot of mistakes, 405 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:09,159 Speaker 3: missed some shots, and now I'm trying to like figure 406 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:11,119 Speaker 3: out creative ways to still make it come alive. 407 00:20:11,560 --> 00:20:14,080 Speaker 1: But that's the thing, though, I feel like the mistakes 408 00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:18,000 Speaker 1: is actually the purpose, but it's God's purpose. It's like 409 00:20:18,160 --> 00:20:20,280 Speaker 1: we look at it like a mistake, but it's like, no, 410 00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:23,600 Speaker 1: You're supposed to go there the whole time. Yeah, Like 411 00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:25,480 Speaker 1: and that's how I'll be looking at it now, Like 412 00:20:26,840 --> 00:20:30,800 Speaker 1: I study the art of the dial and basically it's 413 00:20:30,880 --> 00:20:32,959 Speaker 1: like the art of letting it flow. So like if 414 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:37,320 Speaker 1: we don't go the way you wanted to go, and 415 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:39,840 Speaker 1: it's like we can't control everything, so it's supposed to 416 00:20:39,880 --> 00:20:43,800 Speaker 1: just it's like you don't try to be It's like 417 00:20:43,840 --> 00:20:46,640 Speaker 1: the moment you try is like the moment that that 418 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:49,320 Speaker 1: thing dies. It's like a tree ain't trying to be 419 00:20:49,359 --> 00:20:51,880 Speaker 1: a tree. An apple ain't trying to be an apple orange. 420 00:20:51,600 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 1: It never tries. Humans is the only thing animals don't try, 421 00:20:56,359 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 1: Like humans is the only species that try. And when 422 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:04,480 Speaker 1: we try, we just put roadblocks on ourselves. So now 423 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:07,840 Speaker 1: I just when that happens, I just let it flow, 424 00:21:08,160 --> 00:21:12,199 Speaker 1: and I just see where universe is taking me. Like 425 00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:14,119 Speaker 1: what what am I supposed to learn from this? When 426 00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:17,119 Speaker 1: I'm so it's no losses really, like you know, we 427 00:21:17,160 --> 00:21:19,400 Speaker 1: all made it to the A. I love that it's 428 00:21:19,400 --> 00:21:20,040 Speaker 1: supposed to be here. 429 00:21:20,280 --> 00:21:22,160 Speaker 3: It's so funny because when I when I do, because 430 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:24,240 Speaker 3: I live my life that way, I try to so 431 00:21:24,320 --> 00:21:27,399 Speaker 3: I'm not perfect though sometimes I want to control some ship. 432 00:21:27,520 --> 00:21:29,200 Speaker 3: I want to like I have a vision and I 433 00:21:29,240 --> 00:21:30,879 Speaker 3: wanted to be that, and so sometimes I hold on 434 00:21:30,920 --> 00:21:33,280 Speaker 3: too tight and it never works out good. You hold 435 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:35,119 Speaker 3: on too tight to something. It really you do have 436 00:21:35,160 --> 00:21:37,119 Speaker 3: to be in the flow. You do have to like 437 00:21:38,040 --> 00:21:40,960 Speaker 3: what is the word I'm looking for. It's like just 438 00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:43,520 Speaker 3: release like it just be in the present and let 439 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:44,520 Speaker 3: it happen and trust. 440 00:21:44,840 --> 00:21:48,800 Speaker 1: Yeah, you gotta trust. You gotta trust that it ain't 441 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,159 Speaker 1: up to us. We ain't coming up with none of 442 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:56,520 Speaker 1: these ideas like Blue, Like some people be like, yeah, Blue, God, 443 00:21:56,560 --> 00:21:58,360 Speaker 1: put it in and put that in your head like Blue. 444 00:21:58,920 --> 00:22:01,560 Speaker 1: Like people be like like, yo, I need you to 445 00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:04,000 Speaker 1: make another plane, Chaine, I need you to get into 446 00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:06,600 Speaker 1: your trap, little bag, get into this. And I'm like, 447 00:22:06,880 --> 00:22:08,679 Speaker 1: I ain't come up with none of that ship Like, 448 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:10,320 Speaker 1: I'm not trying to do it. 449 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:11,040 Speaker 2: It just came. 450 00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:15,199 Speaker 1: And that was a moment in time, and that was 451 00:22:15,760 --> 00:22:18,119 Speaker 1: a moment of time in your life where you was 452 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:21,760 Speaker 1: having experiences listening to that music that left a time 453 00:22:21,920 --> 00:22:25,520 Speaker 1: stamp on your heart, like I can't create all of 454 00:22:25,520 --> 00:22:28,440 Speaker 1: that for you again, like it's not just the song, 455 00:22:28,600 --> 00:22:29,120 Speaker 1: it's like. 456 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:32,000 Speaker 3: But also if you try to do that, you might 457 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:34,399 Speaker 3: be blocking your blessing of what you actually supposed to 458 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:36,880 Speaker 3: be uncovering in the flow of your life. Yeah. 459 00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:40,600 Speaker 1: You you basically like trying to like go against the current, 460 00:22:40,760 --> 00:22:42,720 Speaker 1: and it's like I'm not here to do that. I'm 461 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,560 Speaker 1: here to just flow and let it, let the art 462 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:47,600 Speaker 1: come out the way it's gonna come out. 463 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:50,640 Speaker 3: I love you that, you know that you up with that. 464 00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:54,040 Speaker 1: But that's I think that's that's the exercise of being 465 00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:58,240 Speaker 1: an artist. It's like we always want to we always 466 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:02,600 Speaker 1: want to be on the the edge of like the 467 00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:05,720 Speaker 1: cunning edge, Like a great artist always want to be 468 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:08,560 Speaker 1: on the cutting edge, Like how close can you get 469 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:11,119 Speaker 1: to the cunning edge of. 470 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:12,880 Speaker 2: Whatever? 471 00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:15,919 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying Like when I when I 472 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:18,440 Speaker 1: say that, I'm thinking about like people like Andred three 473 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:22,480 Speaker 1: thousand or like you know where it's like, you know, 474 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,760 Speaker 1: the society may not agree with this, but fuck it, 475 00:23:26,080 --> 00:23:27,520 Speaker 1: like I'm saying at Rock. 476 00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:28,800 Speaker 3: Because they're gonna have to come meet me. 477 00:23:28,840 --> 00:23:31,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, because I'm just a container that's holding energy and 478 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:34,240 Speaker 1: I gotta let it loose. I was just gonna it's 479 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,399 Speaker 1: gonna materialize it something else. You could turn it to 480 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:41,040 Speaker 1: depression or whatever the fuck, and people be thinking they depressed, 481 00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:43,240 Speaker 1: but it's no, they're just not letting themselves flow. 482 00:23:43,520 --> 00:23:45,600 Speaker 3: That's good? Is this a real thing that you study. 483 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:49,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I just I'm into psychology. I'm into 484 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:56,200 Speaker 1: like thats YouTube, like just me, let me, let me dive. 485 00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,360 Speaker 3: Buddhist like flow state is like Buddhism. 486 00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:03,440 Speaker 1: Name said, it was called flow a flow flow fair. 487 00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:04,680 Speaker 1: It's a health fare. 488 00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:09,880 Speaker 3: But we do yoga yesterday, right, no, no. 489 00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:11,639 Speaker 1: No, no, that was a that was I did a 490 00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:15,320 Speaker 1: run today, but that was a fairy strong run. But 491 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:19,280 Speaker 1: we we did won the first one in Harlem in 492 00:24:19,320 --> 00:24:20,200 Speaker 1: the beginning of the year. 493 00:24:21,080 --> 00:24:23,680 Speaker 3: What was happening? Tell me? So basically, can you invite 494 00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:24,600 Speaker 3: me to the next one place? 495 00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:25,160 Speaker 2: Of course? 496 00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:28,800 Speaker 1: Okay, So we have sound Bowl healing well, we have 497 00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:31,560 Speaker 1: a five k run in the morning at nine o'clock. 498 00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,800 Speaker 1: Then we have a sound bowl healing class. We have meditation, 499 00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:39,520 Speaker 1: we have a workout boot camp, we have afro aerobics, 500 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:40,800 Speaker 1: We have aunts and. 501 00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:42,119 Speaker 2: Uncles with the vegan food. 502 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:45,639 Speaker 1: We have Melbour's, we have a bunch of like juice 503 00:24:45,640 --> 00:24:50,440 Speaker 1: makers and healthy snacks and stuff. And then around four 504 00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:53,159 Speaker 1: o'clock we start gearing up for the music. And this 505 00:24:53,320 --> 00:24:59,320 Speaker 1: year I headlined and I brought out uh Renee from 506 00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:00,560 Speaker 1: John Yeah, my. 507 00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:04,480 Speaker 2: Favorite in the whole world. That's my twin. 508 00:25:06,200 --> 00:25:07,840 Speaker 1: And I brought out a lot of up and coming 509 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:11,160 Speaker 1: artists as well, like before me. So yeah, we're gonna 510 00:25:11,200 --> 00:25:13,080 Speaker 1: do another one next year. We're gonna do it annually. 511 00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:15,720 Speaker 3: But when when you When were you introduced to that 512 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:19,159 Speaker 3: idea of living that way? And and just like the 513 00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:20,760 Speaker 3: the kind of the science behind that. 514 00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:26,080 Speaker 1: Because I hated feeling jealous or I hate it, feeling like. 515 00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:31,720 Speaker 2: Comparing. I hated all of these things. 516 00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:34,359 Speaker 1: And I have to figure out the root of where 517 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:36,359 Speaker 1: this energy comes from. 518 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,040 Speaker 3: And so is the energy that. 519 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:41,480 Speaker 2: Like, yeah, I didn't like the energy. I don't like forcing. 520 00:25:41,800 --> 00:25:47,200 Speaker 1: I hate like reaching hard, trying too hard. I don't 521 00:25:47,280 --> 00:25:50,359 Speaker 1: like none of that. And all of that comes from 522 00:25:50,440 --> 00:25:54,080 Speaker 1: like ego, and where does ego come from? It comes 523 00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:58,280 Speaker 1: from just like insecurity, like you just got to trace 524 00:25:58,320 --> 00:25:58,880 Speaker 1: it all the way. 525 00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:00,400 Speaker 2: Why am I feeling like this? 526 00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:05,560 Speaker 1: And then just you know, being stressed out about everything 527 00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:07,720 Speaker 1: to the point where I feel like I'm out of 528 00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:09,640 Speaker 1: my body and I'm not present. 529 00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:14,280 Speaker 2: I think that really brought me into like a therapy. 530 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:18,200 Speaker 3: Love therapy, therapy. As you're saying that, I was thinking 531 00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:19,960 Speaker 3: about this. You know, I'm not like a fashion girl. 532 00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:22,119 Speaker 3: I've never been one to like I've probably been to 533 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:25,320 Speaker 3: fashion Week twice my whole career, whole life. I just 534 00:26:25,600 --> 00:26:27,280 Speaker 3: it ain't my type of people, my type of vibes. 535 00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:29,560 Speaker 3: I do appreciate art. I love when people look to 536 00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:33,320 Speaker 3: go to do interesting things, like I can appreciate fashion creativity, 537 00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:35,200 Speaker 3: but it's just not you know, it's not my world 538 00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:37,560 Speaker 3: really like that. So but I remember being I was 539 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:39,439 Speaker 3: being young, I was probably young in a game just starting, 540 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,000 Speaker 3: and I was at a fashion event feeling a little 541 00:26:42,080 --> 00:26:45,280 Speaker 3: like out of place, out of place, I don't belong here. 542 00:26:45,320 --> 00:26:47,399 Speaker 3: And somebody was sitting next to me at a table 543 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:49,600 Speaker 3: and they were talking about somebody else and they went, oh, 544 00:26:49,840 --> 00:26:54,080 Speaker 3: greeks of effort, and I remember the line, but I 545 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:59,000 Speaker 3: reeks up crazy, right, And when I tell you, that 546 00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:02,640 Speaker 3: has stayed with me my whole life. But the because 547 00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:05,480 Speaker 3: but I also felt I felt her. I felt that like, 548 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,720 Speaker 3: that's probably why I don't like this, That's why I'm 549 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:10,280 Speaker 3: not comfortable here, because everything in this room rereaks of 550 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,879 Speaker 3: effort to me. So to me, as I'm sitting there, 551 00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:14,840 Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't I don't want to try that 552 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,760 Speaker 3: hard to impress anybody, and I don't want and there's 553 00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:20,240 Speaker 3: nothing wrong with I'm not disrespecting the fashion world and anything. 554 00:27:20,280 --> 00:27:22,520 Speaker 3: I'm just saying me internally, why I didn't I fell 555 00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:25,440 Speaker 3: out of place and something about the way she coined 556 00:27:25,480 --> 00:27:28,359 Speaker 3: that to me, Like, I don't know, I've always that 557 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:30,920 Speaker 3: phrase is literally part of my. 558 00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:38,200 Speaker 2: What's she Parisian? Maybe its effort. 559 00:27:39,119 --> 00:27:41,439 Speaker 3: Maybe, but I do think that's like part of my 560 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:44,879 Speaker 3: DNA is like I don't want to don't try. I 561 00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,919 Speaker 3: don't want to try so hard, and then I want 562 00:27:47,920 --> 00:27:50,000 Speaker 3: to feel you trying that hard, Like I want us 563 00:27:50,000 --> 00:27:50,800 Speaker 3: to just kind. 564 00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:53,040 Speaker 1: Of like I just want to be around people that 565 00:27:53,240 --> 00:27:57,000 Speaker 1: know themselves and we can just be a tribe of 566 00:27:57,040 --> 00:27:57,960 Speaker 1: people that flow. 567 00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,679 Speaker 2: We all got the right and because that's when you 568 00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:03,359 Speaker 2: have the most fun for sure. 569 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:05,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, like you ain't got to worry about like damn 570 00:28:05,400 --> 00:28:07,240 Speaker 1: this person like me. I don't know if this person 571 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:10,399 Speaker 1: liked me. And the fashion the fashion industry is really 572 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:13,359 Speaker 1: like that. It's really a lot of insecure people because 573 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:15,920 Speaker 1: remember you dressing yourself a lot of times that make 574 00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 1: yourself look beautiful. 575 00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:20,159 Speaker 3: Yeah, you're trying to follow a trend instead of the 576 00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:23,320 Speaker 3: ones that are actually pure and creating from a place 577 00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:24,840 Speaker 3: that's like different exactly. 578 00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:28,320 Speaker 2: So it's like the fact that you're not into it. 579 00:28:28,359 --> 00:28:29,080 Speaker 2: I could feel that. 580 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:33,240 Speaker 3: Is because it's not that I don't appreciate fine material 581 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:36,440 Speaker 3: or dope look or like I love how you carry 582 00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:38,880 Speaker 3: yourself and sometimes you put it on and I'm like, 583 00:28:39,240 --> 00:28:42,240 Speaker 3: I would never think that you should wear that together. 584 00:28:42,400 --> 00:28:45,320 Speaker 3: But what I don't remember just times I've seen you 585 00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:47,040 Speaker 3: you come out with a shoe with a thing, and 586 00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:50,000 Speaker 3: I'm like, that's so interesting to me. It's so dope 587 00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:53,120 Speaker 3: that you have that type myself, that you can express 588 00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:55,840 Speaker 3: yourself that way. And even when you guys all came out, 589 00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:59,680 Speaker 3: even when ASAP first launched, it was a big part 590 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:03,280 Speaker 3: of that brand. And I don't mean to call it 591 00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:07,080 Speaker 3: a brand, it is, but it was you were people 592 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:11,440 Speaker 3: by the brand, but it represented like a culture, a 593 00:29:11,480 --> 00:29:13,920 Speaker 3: culture and a freedom, just a creative freedom that I 594 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:16,160 Speaker 3: hadn't seen in a wild from Harlem or for New 595 00:29:16,240 --> 00:29:17,880 Speaker 3: York or hip hop. 596 00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:21,520 Speaker 1: Especially were the kids that felt like we wasn't being heard. 597 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,920 Speaker 1: We was the creatives, the you know, we was in 598 00:29:25,960 --> 00:29:28,480 Speaker 1: the streets, but it's like, oh, you're gay if you 599 00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:31,000 Speaker 1: wear skinny jeans or you know what I'm saying. It 600 00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:33,040 Speaker 1: was like that era, well it was just like everything 601 00:29:33,120 --> 00:29:37,480 Speaker 1: was gay. If it wasn't ACG boots and true religion jeans, 602 00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:37,920 Speaker 1: it's gay. 603 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:43,760 Speaker 3: So what made you confident enough as a crew to 604 00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:46,200 Speaker 3: not like fall victim. 605 00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:50,760 Speaker 1: To Because I think my vision was strong enough to 606 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 1: just believe in what I was on, and I was 607 00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:57,080 Speaker 1: confident in myself. I mean I was. I was in 608 00:29:57,160 --> 00:29:59,760 Speaker 1: junior high school, rest in piece of to Neil. That 609 00:29:59,800 --> 00:30:04,800 Speaker 1: was my first my first girl. She was in a 610 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:09,880 Speaker 1: raffle lawn pageant, long hair, light skinned, green eyes, black, 611 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:13,840 Speaker 1: nice body, lived in the projects. I had the hottest 612 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:17,080 Speaker 1: joint in the Bronx, Like I'm taking the train to 613 00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:20,560 Speaker 1: go see it. Like I'm having joints like this, you know, 614 00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,960 Speaker 1: I'm having girls pull up from Soho to the hood 615 00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:28,800 Speaker 1: and like I just dressed different. I'll just move different. 616 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:34,120 Speaker 1: And my family is my family, so it's like it's 617 00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:36,360 Speaker 1: definitely like, oh yeah, that's that's you know, that's first. 618 00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:38,360 Speaker 1: So you do whatever you want to do, like but 619 00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:41,920 Speaker 1: I still like I could have just been like trying 620 00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:44,480 Speaker 1: to be like them. That was the safe way to go. 621 00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:47,440 Speaker 1: My mother hated the way I dressed. She like, what's 622 00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:48,479 Speaker 1: some orange shoes? 623 00:30:49,240 --> 00:30:52,040 Speaker 2: Why you keep getting these different haircuts? And I was 624 00:30:52,160 --> 00:30:53,400 Speaker 2: imb like, my this is Yoshi. 625 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:57,800 Speaker 1: I'mamoto, like from the sample cell right a hundred cash, 626 00:30:58,280 --> 00:30:59,960 Speaker 1: these is four twenty in the store. 627 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:04,120 Speaker 2: I just came up so like you know, I knew 628 00:31:04,160 --> 00:31:07,960 Speaker 2: what I was into. And then when we found each other. 629 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:10,080 Speaker 3: I was gonna say, how do you find each other? 630 00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:12,320 Speaker 3: How do you find like minded people? 631 00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:18,440 Speaker 1: And in a hood though always shopping and we all 632 00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:20,520 Speaker 1: go to the same spots. We all going to a 633 00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:23,800 Speaker 1: trium where Calice used to work at. We all going 634 00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:26,560 Speaker 1: to the bape store were Cutter used to work out. 635 00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,240 Speaker 1: We all going to all these we all going to 636 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:33,640 Speaker 1: the alien parties. That's like early underground. We all going 637 00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:37,360 Speaker 1: to the underground hood by ear parties, Like we're like 638 00:31:37,440 --> 00:31:41,240 Speaker 1: an early Shane. This is you and no, this is 639 00:31:42,160 --> 00:31:45,800 Speaker 1: well this is that's later. But like this is me 640 00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:49,320 Speaker 1: and like my immediate crew from like homies, a part 641 00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:52,600 Speaker 1: of h m V. You know pay so slim dollars 642 00:31:52,680 --> 00:31:54,440 Speaker 1: all of those guys. I was a part of a 643 00:31:54,560 --> 00:31:55,440 Speaker 1: crew before. 644 00:31:55,480 --> 00:31:56,520 Speaker 2: A sad got it. 645 00:31:57,120 --> 00:31:59,280 Speaker 3: So then when did happen and how did that happen? 646 00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,760 Speaker 1: So asap happened, me and Rocky we will always see 647 00:32:03,760 --> 00:32:05,920 Speaker 1: each other. He was down with million dollar babies. I'm 648 00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:07,840 Speaker 1: down with Harlem movie. But we used to go to 649 00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,640 Speaker 1: all of these parties back in the days, and we 650 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:13,920 Speaker 1: was like the rappers out of the cruise. So he's like, yo, 651 00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,040 Speaker 1: let's do something, let's get it, let's we always say it. 652 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:20,040 Speaker 1: And then I remember like when Charles Hamilton was, he 653 00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,760 Speaker 1: was like hot and he had like the studio. He 654 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:26,000 Speaker 1: would use the studio out of FDA. It was a 655 00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:29,680 Speaker 1: junior high school in Harlem. For some reason, they allowed 656 00:32:29,760 --> 00:32:31,520 Speaker 1: us to go in to school when it was closed 657 00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:34,800 Speaker 1: and they had a studio and he would be in 658 00:32:34,880 --> 00:32:38,600 Speaker 1: there recording with my boy Zannie and we was like men. 659 00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:41,280 Speaker 1: Me and Rocky would go up there and record our 660 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:44,600 Speaker 1: ship too, and we had like we would call ourselves 661 00:32:44,640 --> 00:32:46,640 Speaker 1: asat Red that was Rocky and Dferd. 662 00:32:47,600 --> 00:32:48,160 Speaker 2: And then. 663 00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:51,880 Speaker 1: I remember we had like a conscious meet and it 664 00:32:52,040 --> 00:32:55,840 Speaker 1: was like with Calender Saint and we all sat down 665 00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:57,880 Speaker 1: and we were just like, Yo, we're gonna change all 666 00:32:57,960 --> 00:33:00,400 Speaker 1: of our names. We're gonna put our first name is 667 00:33:00,440 --> 00:33:03,640 Speaker 1: our last name, and Asap is our first name, and 668 00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:07,120 Speaker 1: I'm as rockets as like you know what I'm saying. 669 00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:08,560 Speaker 3: What was the thinking that we were going to just 670 00:33:08,640 --> 00:33:10,200 Speaker 3: lift each other up or we were going to be a. 671 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,400 Speaker 1: Yeah, like how they got lazy bone, flesh and bone, 672 00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:18,000 Speaker 1: crazy bone. Yeah, but we just did the opposite. Yeah, 673 00:33:18,400 --> 00:33:20,360 Speaker 1: and so more of a unit, more uniform. 674 00:33:20,480 --> 00:33:23,600 Speaker 2: We're all black. And it wasn't like we had it 675 00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,080 Speaker 2: all thought out like that, but it just seemed like 676 00:33:26,200 --> 00:33:26,840 Speaker 2: it was clicking. 677 00:33:27,040 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, it was. It was that little flow it. Yeah, 678 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:35,200 Speaker 3: that's fire. So what happens in the real world when 679 00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:39,080 Speaker 3: you get a little notoriety sometimes it fucks up the 680 00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:43,920 Speaker 3: flow because even take that a take a sap, whatever 681 00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,960 Speaker 3: was happening creatively when you created that. I'm just thinking 682 00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:51,000 Speaker 3: that people want to define that label that keep it 683 00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:54,120 Speaker 3: a certain way. You know, you know you get what 684 00:33:54,200 --> 00:33:54,600 Speaker 3: I'm saying. 685 00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:58,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you just want some people get weird. We 686 00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:03,120 Speaker 1: don't want to stop eating make Donald's. You gotta try 687 00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:07,200 Speaker 1: a caveall one day. You gotta try collar Greens one day. 688 00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:09,080 Speaker 1: I didn't like collar Greens when I was a kid. 689 00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:10,640 Speaker 1: Your taste change. 690 00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:11,680 Speaker 2: You grow. 691 00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:16,879 Speaker 1: You like you're a certain age. You're doing certain things, 692 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,880 Speaker 1: certain things it's cool for you. We're talking about body counts, 693 00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:22,799 Speaker 1: how many girls we had, and all of that. As 694 00:34:22,840 --> 00:34:25,239 Speaker 1: a I don't care about that Now, that's you know 695 00:34:25,280 --> 00:34:25,640 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. 696 00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:26,200 Speaker 3: I don't care. 697 00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:33,200 Speaker 1: You just start thinking about different things. You learn different things, 698 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:36,400 Speaker 1: you get exposed to different things, and you and you 699 00:34:36,480 --> 00:34:37,200 Speaker 1: want to elevate. 700 00:34:37,640 --> 00:34:41,640 Speaker 3: Oh righty, the holidays are here already, and don't let 701 00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:42,440 Speaker 3: them stress you out. 702 00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:43,760 Speaker 4: Make the holidays amazing. 703 00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:47,040 Speaker 3: I'm feeling very festive in my red sweatshirt today, but 704 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:50,279 Speaker 3: yes I'm having family over. I never have enough place 705 00:34:50,320 --> 00:34:52,160 Speaker 3: for people to sleep. I have one of those houses 706 00:34:52,160 --> 00:34:55,359 Speaker 3: where it's like, sleep wherever you want at Wayfair. 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I was just 741 00:36:26,680 --> 00:36:29,720 Speaker 3: wondering if there's growing pains in that right because because 742 00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:33,000 Speaker 3: the inception of that is like a really I don't know, 743 00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:35,120 Speaker 3: it's like a moment, right, It's like a moment, especially 744 00:36:35,200 --> 00:36:37,279 Speaker 3: the culture is a moment. But then it has to 745 00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:38,960 Speaker 3: evolve and the flow has to happen. 746 00:36:39,200 --> 00:36:43,120 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's definitely growing pains because we practically lived with 747 00:36:43,200 --> 00:36:46,280 Speaker 1: each other for years, like being on the road together 748 00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:49,520 Speaker 1: and all of that stuff like that. So you know, 749 00:36:51,840 --> 00:36:53,799 Speaker 1: and then while I was thinking about this the other day, 750 00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:59,799 Speaker 1: it's like when a group's splits or whatever the case 751 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:04,960 Speaker 1: may or evolves, I won't say split when a when 752 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:10,440 Speaker 1: a group evolves, your fans is it's like having a 753 00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:14,960 Speaker 1: a divorce something. You gonna stay at mommy house, You're 754 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:18,839 Speaker 1: gonna stay at your uncle house, your pops like where 755 00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,839 Speaker 1: you're gonna go. And then it's like hard to make 756 00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:25,160 Speaker 1: it everywhere at one time. So it just hm, you know, 757 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:28,840 Speaker 1: you you kind of start developing your own family, you 758 00:37:28,920 --> 00:37:31,280 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And that's kind of like what happens. 759 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:31,800 Speaker 2: It's like you. 760 00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:36,040 Speaker 1: But I also that's I feel like, you know, I 761 00:37:36,120 --> 00:37:38,400 Speaker 1: can't look at it. I can't look at anything negative 762 00:37:38,400 --> 00:37:41,279 Speaker 1: because I'm just not that type of person. I look 763 00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:45,320 Speaker 1: at it like, this is how it has to happen, 764 00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:50,080 Speaker 1: so we could all become fixtures and pillars to hold 765 00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:53,000 Speaker 1: up a building that you know, it's a temple. Now 766 00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:56,040 Speaker 1: everybody could come and like this side is strong, this 767 00:37:56,120 --> 00:37:59,200 Speaker 1: side of shrown, that side of strong ain't like just 768 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:02,280 Speaker 1: us in the middle when it the building is lopsided. 769 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:03,160 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 770 00:38:03,239 --> 00:38:05,640 Speaker 3: I mean you think about like and in no way 771 00:38:05,960 --> 00:38:10,360 Speaker 3: comparing this two different things. But I was watching some 772 00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:15,920 Speaker 3: footage of Kelly Rowland the other day and like it 773 00:38:16,040 --> 00:38:18,520 Speaker 3: was ebro. Somebody was like going no, no, it was 774 00:38:18,600 --> 00:38:20,640 Speaker 3: Joe Button. It's like, all of a sudden he realized 775 00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:23,000 Speaker 3: how dope Kelly Rowland was. He was like, I don't 776 00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:24,759 Speaker 3: know what planet I've been on, and she's like a 777 00:38:25,680 --> 00:38:27,960 Speaker 3: goddess walking around you. It's like this whole thing. And 778 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,120 Speaker 3: it was like, of course she's Kelly Rowland, like she's 779 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:34,640 Speaker 3: always been beautiful. And also like like it's almost like 780 00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:36,880 Speaker 3: he was surprised at what a dope performer she was. 781 00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:41,080 Speaker 3: And it's like she's Destiny's child, yes, but that but 782 00:38:41,680 --> 00:38:45,680 Speaker 3: because they had to it's like a flower right, Like 783 00:38:45,760 --> 00:38:48,719 Speaker 3: it's just like it's still part of your roots. I 784 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:50,799 Speaker 3: would imagine for you and I know it's a very 785 00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:52,359 Speaker 3: weird comparison. 786 00:38:51,880 --> 00:38:55,879 Speaker 2: To make, but the thing actually really what you're saying. 787 00:38:56,040 --> 00:38:58,640 Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like, how could she be the Kelly Rowland 788 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:03,920 Speaker 3: that's at the Boy's Mind Tour without having grown up 789 00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:06,480 Speaker 3: in that and having that moment, but also without being 790 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:09,280 Speaker 3: able to go past it. If she would have stayed 791 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,640 Speaker 3: trying to hold on to that, how do you even 792 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,719 Speaker 3: become that? Or Beyonce become Beyonce. 793 00:39:13,800 --> 00:39:17,279 Speaker 1: Exactly and then us be able to see her for 794 00:39:17,440 --> 00:39:20,719 Speaker 1: her and her and beyond a group like group think, 795 00:39:21,320 --> 00:39:25,800 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, you know, as an adult, 796 00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:29,239 Speaker 1: I'm able to grow and think and. 797 00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:31,920 Speaker 2: I'm so into like. 798 00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:34,680 Speaker 1: Doing what I want to do more and more and 799 00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:37,799 Speaker 1: more and more because we grow up with so much 800 00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:41,439 Speaker 1: group think and like projection that is like we wound 801 00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:43,400 Speaker 1: up doing what our parents want us to do. 802 00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:45,440 Speaker 2: Like I had to grow out of that. 803 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:52,759 Speaker 1: Even my mother like graduated you know, bachelor's, my stepdad bachelor's. 804 00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,640 Speaker 1: I had the pressure on me to graduate college early on. 805 00:39:55,760 --> 00:40:00,319 Speaker 1: I had to really grow like say like, no, I'm 806 00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:03,520 Speaker 1: going bosky out on them, like I'm going to be 807 00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:09,279 Speaker 1: I'm going I'm going to really be like uh, just 808 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:14,040 Speaker 1: bohemian lifestyle dude that just sleep on my friends couches 809 00:40:14,560 --> 00:40:16,359 Speaker 1: and live like and just figure it out. 810 00:40:16,520 --> 00:40:18,719 Speaker 2: Like I'm like, if I got to go there, I'll 811 00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:19,160 Speaker 2: go there. 812 00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:22,800 Speaker 1: Because college wasn't working for me and I had to 813 00:40:22,960 --> 00:40:25,800 Speaker 1: really like grow out of that condition and just know 814 00:40:25,960 --> 00:40:28,960 Speaker 1: that my way will be different from my mom way 815 00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:31,960 Speaker 1: on my stepdad way. And I understand that my father 816 00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:35,279 Speaker 1: didn't take the college route either, so you know, with 817 00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,759 Speaker 1: other things I tried it, it didn't work for me, 818 00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:39,320 Speaker 1: and you know, i'd be like that. 819 00:40:39,640 --> 00:40:41,960 Speaker 3: There's a lot of conversation about that now, the relevance 820 00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:45,399 Speaker 3: of college, but oh really in this world right now, hey, 821 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:48,520 Speaker 3: I and this is and also I feel like college 822 00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:49,600 Speaker 3: is like behind. 823 00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:52,520 Speaker 1: The world house kids even like taking tests and all 824 00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:54,920 Speaker 1: of that, because I feel like they could just do 825 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,560 Speaker 1: are they're using their phones like they they. 826 00:40:57,719 --> 00:41:00,439 Speaker 3: Was first colleges and the schools were like, you can't 827 00:41:00,520 --> 00:41:03,280 Speaker 3: use AI in here. Then I think now it's suggesting 828 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:06,200 Speaker 3: where they're like, Okay, how do we use AI, which 829 00:41:06,280 --> 00:41:08,680 Speaker 3: is smarter? How could you be an institution that's supposed 830 00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:10,799 Speaker 3: to lead and you're telling people don't use AI when 831 00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:13,000 Speaker 3: the whole world is using AI. So I think there's 832 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:17,480 Speaker 3: a lot of weird shit about school. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 833 00:41:17,520 --> 00:41:19,520 Speaker 3: and then what are you teaching and who's teaching based 834 00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:29,680 Speaker 3: and based on what right? I think socially, there's a 835 00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:32,839 Speaker 3: lot of that you can get out of it being 836 00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:37,840 Speaker 3: in a group with people, like you know, like minded people. Community. Yeah, community, 837 00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:40,440 Speaker 3: but you had community already without having to go to college. 838 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:44,200 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's that's probably what it was. It's like, Yo, 839 00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:45,920 Speaker 2: Harlem was a school of his own. 840 00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:49,160 Speaker 1: I feel like it's like going to X Men's school 841 00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:55,120 Speaker 1: like for Flashit like for flash culture, you can't come 842 00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:58,799 Speaker 1: outside without having your superpower. 843 00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:00,759 Speaker 3: Is sharp just superpower? 844 00:42:00,880 --> 00:42:05,239 Speaker 2: For I'm a thinker, that's my superpower. 845 00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:07,200 Speaker 3: What has been your greatest thought? 846 00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:12,480 Speaker 1: My greatest thought is to trust my intuition, Like I 847 00:42:12,560 --> 00:42:15,440 Speaker 1: got jumped twice not trusting my intuition. 848 00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:16,239 Speaker 3: What do you mean? 849 00:42:16,760 --> 00:42:19,840 Speaker 1: Like in Harlem, like I remember, it was like a funeral, 850 00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:24,440 Speaker 1: and like in Harlem, funerals be popping because all of 851 00:42:24,520 --> 00:42:29,440 Speaker 1: the girls come out, especially somebody somebody's famous died, like 852 00:42:30,120 --> 00:42:32,799 Speaker 1: everybody wanted like, you know, it's bad, somebody died, rest 853 00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:37,120 Speaker 1: in peace. But everybody's outside like a club, Yeah exactly, 854 00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:40,920 Speaker 1: So were hanging out and all of that, and you know, 855 00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:45,080 Speaker 1: the blockers started thinning out, and my friend tried to 856 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:50,840 Speaker 1: higher at some girls girl and he said some disrespectful stuff. 857 00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:53,360 Speaker 1: She went back on her brothers were still on the corner, 858 00:42:53,480 --> 00:42:56,520 Speaker 1: and it ain't no more girls outside, and I just knew, 859 00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:58,920 Speaker 1: like we wasn't sposed to be there. We got jumped, 860 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:02,759 Speaker 1: but I knew, and I got jumped another town the 861 00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:06,040 Speaker 1: same way, and I knew. So I think that the 862 00:43:06,200 --> 00:43:09,760 Speaker 1: streets made me super sharp, and that was the lesson 863 00:43:09,800 --> 00:43:11,800 Speaker 1: that I learned to trust in my intuition. 864 00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:15,520 Speaker 3: Trusting that. Oh so you knew before it happened, Yes, yeah. 865 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:17,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, I was like, while we're still standing there, it 866 00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:18,880 Speaker 1: ain't nothing going on, and here it comes. It was 867 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:21,160 Speaker 1: super lit, like we're out of here, Like while we're 868 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:21,799 Speaker 1: still standing here. 869 00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:24,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, that sounds so scary to me. It's probably like, 870 00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:26,760 Speaker 3: not that scary to you because you've witnessed. 871 00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:26,799 Speaker 2: It so much. 872 00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,360 Speaker 1: No, it's always scary because you don't know if somebody's 873 00:43:29,400 --> 00:43:32,799 Speaker 1: gonna cut you or shoot you or yeah whatever. 874 00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:33,560 Speaker 2: They could just do you in. 875 00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:36,920 Speaker 3: Isn't that funny. It's like terms that people just have become, Oh, 876 00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:39,400 Speaker 3: I got jumped or oh I went to prison, or 877 00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:42,680 Speaker 3: or I went to or with my my friend this, 878 00:43:43,160 --> 00:43:44,759 Speaker 3: Like I don't know. There's just certain terms that we 879 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:47,759 Speaker 3: grow up here in so much you don't really think 880 00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:48,719 Speaker 3: about the trauma in it. 881 00:43:49,000 --> 00:43:49,800 Speaker 2: Oh it's trauma. 882 00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:54,160 Speaker 3: But getting jumped must be fucking horrible, a horrible feeling. 883 00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:57,439 Speaker 1: Like I've seen my friend get stabbed at death and die, 884 00:44:00,560 --> 00:44:04,200 Speaker 1: Like I seen what does that do to multiple times? 885 00:44:04,280 --> 00:44:08,919 Speaker 2: Though not like with different people. Yeah, like I've seen death. 886 00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:10,120 Speaker 2: I've seen. 887 00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:15,000 Speaker 1: For Dominican dudes run like run to their car with 888 00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:18,480 Speaker 1: a gun, with guns, all guns. They catch one of 889 00:44:18,520 --> 00:44:21,799 Speaker 1: the Dominicans and he's telling the cops I'm with him 890 00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:25,439 Speaker 1: as a kid as I'm going to my cousin's house 891 00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:28,600 Speaker 1: with them, He's saying like randomly. 892 00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:35,360 Speaker 2: Yeah he with me. No, I'm not language like he 893 00:44:35,520 --> 00:44:36,239 Speaker 2: like you with him? 894 00:44:36,560 --> 00:44:41,359 Speaker 1: Nah ring my the bell. They answer like come on, yeah, 895 00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:47,200 Speaker 1: like yeah, it's so much that I can like, do you. 896 00:44:47,320 --> 00:44:49,280 Speaker 3: As a grown man now, who's done work on himself, 897 00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:52,520 Speaker 3: who's in therapy, who's followed flow, do you see the 898 00:44:52,640 --> 00:44:55,280 Speaker 3: different do you see that through a different lens? Because 899 00:44:55,320 --> 00:44:58,279 Speaker 3: as a kid, I don't know. You just this is 900 00:44:58,480 --> 00:45:00,880 Speaker 3: what goes on in your neighborhood, right, it don't it 901 00:45:01,000 --> 00:45:05,160 Speaker 3: starts to feel I think normal those type of experiences, or. 902 00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:07,640 Speaker 1: I think I understand it a little bit more, but 903 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:11,520 Speaker 1: it feels the same to me. Like a lot of times, 904 00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:14,080 Speaker 1: it just hurts, and it's it's a shame that we 905 00:45:14,280 --> 00:45:17,759 Speaker 1: kind of got to like go through it like that. 906 00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,200 Speaker 3: What a tech therapy teach you. 907 00:45:22,239 --> 00:45:24,800 Speaker 1: When I went to therapy, like, I was super anxious 908 00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:27,200 Speaker 1: and I didn't understand how it worked. I thought I 909 00:45:27,239 --> 00:45:29,200 Speaker 1: was gonna have to take some medication or some shit. 910 00:45:29,320 --> 00:45:33,759 Speaker 2: I was. I was like, yo, and I'm not a 911 00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:34,399 Speaker 2: pill person. 912 00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:36,120 Speaker 1: I don't take pills in them, but I'm like, yo, 913 00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:39,040 Speaker 1: give me whatever I need because I'm stressed. 914 00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:41,960 Speaker 2: But he was like, you don't need nothing. You good? 915 00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:43,840 Speaker 1: You know this way he asked me, said, do you 916 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:46,759 Speaker 1: see flying blue birds or something in this room? Do 917 00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:50,080 Speaker 1: you see like stuff that's just I'm like nah, He's 918 00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:50,600 Speaker 1: like you good. 919 00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:56,359 Speaker 2: Yeah. But my I was so wound up. 920 00:45:56,520 --> 00:46:00,920 Speaker 1: And it has like so much anxiety, And I remember 921 00:46:01,000 --> 00:46:03,600 Speaker 1: I had came out of tour because I was just 922 00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:04,719 Speaker 1: like overwhelmed. 923 00:46:04,800 --> 00:46:05,319 Speaker 2: I felt like. 924 00:46:07,520 --> 00:46:11,719 Speaker 1: I wasn't happy. I kicked everybody off tour. It was 925 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:15,120 Speaker 1: just like me and Tea on the bus and I 926 00:46:15,280 --> 00:46:17,319 Speaker 1: just wasn't happy and I was just trying to figure 927 00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:20,839 Speaker 1: out what that was. So I was like, damn, if 928 00:46:20,880 --> 00:46:23,160 Speaker 1: I like come off tour, They're gonna definitely think I 929 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:26,120 Speaker 1: went crazy. And my mother was like, yo, they're gonna 930 00:46:26,160 --> 00:46:28,359 Speaker 1: sue you. These venues is going to sue you if 931 00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:30,360 Speaker 1: you come off tour, and I'm like fuck it, Like 932 00:46:30,680 --> 00:46:34,800 Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, I gotta go. And then like I 933 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:38,000 Speaker 1: would see, like I went to San Francisco and I 934 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,400 Speaker 1: seen all of these homeless people and stuff and it 935 00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:46,160 Speaker 1: made me real sad, and I'm like, I gotta go home. Yeah, 936 00:46:46,880 --> 00:46:50,640 Speaker 1: something was going on, but I think what happened is 937 00:46:51,520 --> 00:46:54,720 Speaker 1: the best way I could describe it is like Angie 938 00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:58,560 Speaker 1: is a person and then like your ear is over 939 00:46:58,719 --> 00:47:01,640 Speaker 1: here and yeah is down here and your heart is 940 00:47:01,760 --> 00:47:08,239 Speaker 1: dead and like no, this is literally how I was formless. 941 00:47:08,600 --> 00:47:13,640 Speaker 1: I was just like what's happening? And I was like no, 942 00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:15,080 Speaker 1: I gotta like sit. 943 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:19,960 Speaker 2: Down, and I gotta think it is taking anything not 944 00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:20,399 Speaker 2: at all. 945 00:47:20,600 --> 00:47:23,279 Speaker 1: I had went vegan and I just was working real hard. 946 00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:28,000 Speaker 1: So may yes, definitely probably sleep. I couldn't go to 947 00:47:28,080 --> 00:47:29,920 Speaker 1: sleep for a second. 948 00:47:30,560 --> 00:47:33,600 Speaker 3: Diagnose it that I think that, like, literally, I needed 949 00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:36,719 Speaker 3: a break because I've been traveling for ten years. 950 00:47:39,560 --> 00:47:43,279 Speaker 2: And I had some some unpacking the dude, That's what 951 00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:45,200 Speaker 2: I think it was. And it was like I had 952 00:47:45,280 --> 00:47:49,799 Speaker 2: to I had to do a deep dive. 953 00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:53,000 Speaker 1: I think I was growing and I was still trying 954 00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:56,600 Speaker 1: to stay where I was at mentally, and like it 955 00:47:56,760 --> 00:47:59,680 Speaker 1: was just like I was overflowing and I just had 956 00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:00,760 Speaker 1: to cat show with myself. 957 00:48:01,640 --> 00:48:02,600 Speaker 3: I love that you knew that. 958 00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:04,680 Speaker 2: I didn't know it at the time. 959 00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:07,480 Speaker 3: But you knew something was wrong, because sometimes we don't 960 00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:10,439 Speaker 3: have to know exactly what's wrong, but you know something's wrong. 961 00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:10,920 Speaker 2: Yeah. 962 00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:12,560 Speaker 1: I knew something was wrong, and I knew that I 963 00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:16,319 Speaker 1: didn't want to turn the drugs. And because I said, ooh, 964 00:48:16,520 --> 00:48:19,239 Speaker 1: this is when niggas started taking drugs and I was like, 965 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:19,560 Speaker 1: I'm not. 966 00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:20,239 Speaker 2: Going to do that. 967 00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:23,960 Speaker 3: To get through you didn't pick up a ice nah. 968 00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:26,920 Speaker 2: I was like, oh, that's something you know. I mean 969 00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:28,759 Speaker 2: to each his own, but it just wasn't for me. 970 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:32,120 Speaker 3: So you went home and you went did some therapy. 971 00:48:32,600 --> 00:48:36,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, and I arrested and I had to catch up 972 00:48:36,440 --> 00:48:37,480 Speaker 2: with myself. I arrested. 973 00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:42,279 Speaker 1: You know, before I took therapy, I never held my 974 00:48:42,400 --> 00:48:46,560 Speaker 1: own keys. I never held my own credit card, Like 975 00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:50,880 Speaker 1: I didn't have a driver's license, I didn't have a house, 976 00:48:52,120 --> 00:48:54,680 Speaker 1: I didn't have like I was sad because I wasn't 977 00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:56,480 Speaker 1: seeing like my little cousins. 978 00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:59,640 Speaker 3: Grow up, and so disconnected from your life. 979 00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:03,360 Speaker 1: Super connected the friends that I was even doing it for, 980 00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:08,400 Speaker 1: not even around, like this is a time I went solo, 981 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:11,200 Speaker 1: Like it was like a time where I started with 982 00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:14,680 Speaker 1: HMV and like all of my creative art friends from school, 983 00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:18,759 Speaker 1: and then we started mobbing asap mob so I kind 984 00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:21,560 Speaker 1: of went from them to the mob and then you know, 985 00:49:21,920 --> 00:49:24,040 Speaker 1: my stuff took off. So now I got my own 986 00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:28,640 Speaker 1: bus and my own staff. And by that time, it's 987 00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:31,880 Speaker 1: like ten years of hard work and no sedative, Like 988 00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:33,239 Speaker 1: you know what. 989 00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:35,160 Speaker 3: I'm saying, no base, no foundation. 990 00:49:35,520 --> 00:49:37,600 Speaker 2: I don't have a relationship with God. I don't. 991 00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:40,239 Speaker 1: I don't know what that is. So I had to 992 00:49:40,360 --> 00:49:43,520 Speaker 1: really figure out what it is. Like I was like, yo, 993 00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:46,920 Speaker 1: I lived this shit to the max life of ten men. 994 00:49:47,840 --> 00:49:49,040 Speaker 2: I know what this is about? 995 00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:53,560 Speaker 1: What is the inside, Like, what is making me operate? 996 00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:57,359 Speaker 1: How am I thinking? I wanted to know the metaphysical part, 997 00:49:58,280 --> 00:50:00,279 Speaker 1: and that's when I got into it. I wanted to 998 00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:03,839 Speaker 1: understand how people die, like why do most people die? 999 00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:08,600 Speaker 1: And going to researching about that, Like you know, most 1000 00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:12,799 Speaker 1: of the time is mental. You know what I'm saying, 1001 00:50:12,920 --> 00:50:15,640 Speaker 1: Like mental, You're gonna eat it away, You're gonna sex 1002 00:50:15,719 --> 00:50:19,640 Speaker 1: it away, You're gonna take drugs. People just need things 1003 00:50:19,719 --> 00:50:21,520 Speaker 1: to like escape. 1004 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:24,400 Speaker 3: I love that you knew that, that you found that 1005 00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:27,520 Speaker 3: you didn't go the wrong way. Those are the forks 1006 00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,480 Speaker 3: in the road, right, you could easily go in a 1007 00:50:30,560 --> 00:50:31,040 Speaker 3: different way. 1008 00:50:31,280 --> 00:50:36,840 Speaker 2: But I had examples like yes, you know, like my dad. 1009 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,759 Speaker 3: Kidney failure, Like what do you attribute that to? 1010 00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:42,759 Speaker 2: My father died of a kidney fan. 1011 00:50:42,760 --> 00:50:44,680 Speaker 3: I know, but why it was it? Eating? It was it? 1012 00:50:45,680 --> 00:50:47,319 Speaker 3: Like what do you attribute why do you think? 1013 00:50:48,040 --> 00:50:50,640 Speaker 1: I think it was a bit of just a lifestyle. 1014 00:50:50,719 --> 00:50:52,799 Speaker 1: He wasn't a drinker or nothing like that. I think 1015 00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:55,080 Speaker 1: just be eating out, being out all the time. 1016 00:50:56,440 --> 00:50:59,000 Speaker 2: Maybe he should have not getting a proper rest. 1017 00:51:01,120 --> 00:51:04,479 Speaker 1: He was an early silkscreen user, so he was using 1018 00:51:04,560 --> 00:51:08,560 Speaker 1: the Plasta sat silk screen and the fumes from the 1019 00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:12,600 Speaker 1: curation of the paint going into your lungs and your 1020 00:51:12,680 --> 00:51:15,320 Speaker 1: kidneys and all of that ship not having a proper 1021 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:19,200 Speaker 1: ventilation like a lot of people like gotta get new 1022 00:51:19,280 --> 00:51:21,520 Speaker 1: kidneys and ship like that after years and years, like 1023 00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:25,719 Speaker 1: early on, like the early silk screen guys that was 1024 00:51:25,840 --> 00:51:30,200 Speaker 1: in the basement knocking out a thousand shirts. I was 1025 00:51:30,280 --> 00:51:33,279 Speaker 1: in there with him, like you not you don't got 1026 00:51:33,320 --> 00:51:34,840 Speaker 1: no windows and nothing like you. 1027 00:51:35,040 --> 00:51:38,360 Speaker 3: Just I'm so glad you're taking care of yourself. I 1028 00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:39,880 Speaker 3: hate that we have to rap right now because I 1029 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:42,520 Speaker 3: have so many questions about the way he's fucking figured 1030 00:51:42,520 --> 00:51:45,200 Speaker 3: out his life. So, but you were so great to 1031 00:51:45,239 --> 00:51:47,160 Speaker 3: be a part two. No, it was so many good 1032 00:51:47,160 --> 00:51:48,040 Speaker 3: stuff that I know we have to rap. 1033 00:51:48,680 --> 00:51:52,080 Speaker 2: We want to go to your movie, right, yeah, yeah, yeah, 1034 00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:52,520 Speaker 2: I'm great. 1035 00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:53,799 Speaker 3: Where'd you just go? You went somewhere? 1036 00:51:53,960 --> 00:51:57,520 Speaker 2: Just now. I was just taken in. I'm present. 1037 00:51:58,239 --> 00:52:00,080 Speaker 1: I'm just thinking about how great of it and of 1038 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:04,560 Speaker 1: you this is because it's just different, thank you, It's 1039 00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:05,240 Speaker 1: very different. 1040 00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:06,920 Speaker 3: It's sometimes I don't know how to read that from 1041 00:52:06,920 --> 00:52:08,680 Speaker 3: people because I'm like, I'm. 1042 00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:11,919 Speaker 1: Also I'm talking about different stuff that I never talked 1043 00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:14,360 Speaker 1: about before. I love that being jumped in, like my 1044 00:52:14,480 --> 00:52:17,640 Speaker 1: pops and the silk screen and stuff. 1045 00:52:17,400 --> 00:52:17,759 Speaker 2: And all of that. 1046 00:52:17,920 --> 00:52:21,080 Speaker 3: Like, yeah, sometimes that makes people uncomfortable, So I try 1047 00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:21,920 Speaker 3: to be like mindful. 1048 00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:24,880 Speaker 1: Oh nah, I don't want to the most uncomfortable at places. 1049 00:52:26,280 --> 00:52:28,680 Speaker 1: I already took myself there. So this is a piece 1050 00:52:28,680 --> 00:52:28,960 Speaker 1: of cake. 1051 00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:29,600 Speaker 3: Okad good? 1052 00:52:29,920 --> 00:52:31,120 Speaker 2: I love that. All right? 1053 00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:33,800 Speaker 3: We have a segment. So I have a I have 1054 00:52:33,880 --> 00:52:36,799 Speaker 3: a segment. It's our boost Mob segment. It's a voice 1055 00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:40,120 Speaker 3: note segment with somebody. It's either one of the fans 1056 00:52:40,160 --> 00:52:42,320 Speaker 3: of the pod or fans of you that knew you 1057 00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:45,080 Speaker 3: were coming left. You have voice, So okay, can we 1058 00:52:45,200 --> 00:52:45,440 Speaker 3: hear it? 1059 00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:46,520 Speaker 2: Yo? For what's up? 1060 00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:46,759 Speaker 3: Man? 1061 00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:50,279 Speaker 2: My name is Mike. I'm a graphic designer. You know. 1062 00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,040 Speaker 5: The past couple of years, I've been working at nine 1063 00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:53,680 Speaker 5: to five, you know, trying to build my own brand 1064 00:52:53,719 --> 00:52:56,239 Speaker 5: on the side the hardest things. 1065 00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:56,400 Speaker 4: You know. 1066 00:52:56,480 --> 00:52:58,799 Speaker 2: Some days I you know, I have a lot of energy. 1067 00:52:58,920 --> 00:53:01,680 Speaker 5: Some days I don't, you know, And you know that's 1068 00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:03,160 Speaker 5: something the bat us I've been dealing with when you 1069 00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:05,719 Speaker 5: were coming up is my question. When you were coming up, 1070 00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:09,120 Speaker 5: how did you protect your creativity while still handling the 1071 00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:10,400 Speaker 5: real life responsibilities. 1072 00:53:10,880 --> 00:53:11,640 Speaker 2: That's a great question. 1073 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:15,000 Speaker 3: It's a good question. How do you protect a. 1074 00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:21,080 Speaker 1: Creativity having to handle real life? Keep you your job, 1075 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:24,080 Speaker 1: keep your job, keep that money coming in because we 1076 00:53:24,120 --> 00:53:28,480 Speaker 1: got to support ourselves but also find time to do 1077 00:53:28,680 --> 00:53:31,279 Speaker 1: what you feel like you're destined to do. And that 1078 00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:33,440 Speaker 1: was the way I balanced it. And then you know, 1079 00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:36,840 Speaker 1: I'm great at like throwing paint on the wall and 1080 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:39,640 Speaker 1: just seeing what sticks and you know, creating something out 1081 00:53:39,680 --> 00:53:42,280 Speaker 1: of that. So early on I was like making jewelry. 1082 00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:45,160 Speaker 1: I was doing this, doing six scring t shirts. 1083 00:53:45,480 --> 00:53:46,000 Speaker 2: I was raight. 1084 00:53:46,080 --> 00:53:48,200 Speaker 1: I had a card that said all of this, and 1085 00:53:48,440 --> 00:53:51,200 Speaker 1: I remember Rocky told me, he was like, you gotta 1086 00:53:51,320 --> 00:53:53,480 Speaker 1: choose one thing because people ain't gonna take you serious. 1087 00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:56,879 Speaker 1: Maybe I was wrong for putting it on a card, 1088 00:53:57,160 --> 00:53:59,960 Speaker 1: but I think what that made me, what the hell 1089 00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:04,440 Speaker 1: me do? Was I experimented so much that I figured 1090 00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:07,480 Speaker 1: out what kicked and I still do it to today. 1091 00:54:08,160 --> 00:54:09,960 Speaker 1: I figured out what kicked and I go with that. 1092 00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:14,640 Speaker 1: And I always kept a job like it kept something 1093 00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:17,120 Speaker 1: that had some money coming in. So I would just 1094 00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:22,360 Speaker 1: say that, yeah, just just just try different things. You 1095 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:24,520 Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, like, just whatever come to mind, 1096 00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:28,920 Speaker 1: is your ideas. Just go with the ideas, but always 1097 00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:30,240 Speaker 1: be able to support yourself. 1098 00:54:30,719 --> 00:54:32,400 Speaker 3: There's also going to be something to the fact of 1099 00:54:32,560 --> 00:54:35,840 Speaker 3: leaving room for those what you explained before that that 1100 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:39,760 Speaker 3: thing that pops in your head that I don't know, making. 1101 00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:43,560 Speaker 1: Space for that, Yeah, making space. I didn't understand making 1102 00:54:43,600 --> 00:54:46,600 Speaker 1: space then I do now because I'm so busy. But 1103 00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:53,440 Speaker 1: I would say, and in his stage, take yourself very serious. 1104 00:54:54,120 --> 00:54:56,480 Speaker 1: Take I wish that, like I would have took myself 1105 00:54:56,600 --> 00:54:59,600 Speaker 1: more serious. But maybe I mean that that led me 1106 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:04,120 Speaker 1: to like being loose enough to be in yeah, to 1107 00:55:04,239 --> 00:55:06,160 Speaker 1: be in a flow, because I just was like, but 1108 00:55:06,280 --> 00:55:08,520 Speaker 1: I would sometimes being in bed with my girl and 1109 00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:12,120 Speaker 1: be like, ah, these people are out there getting it. 1110 00:55:13,440 --> 00:55:15,799 Speaker 1: They are at the Migo's house right now, like making 1111 00:55:15,840 --> 00:55:19,359 Speaker 1: a million songs and I'm here, and I was like, man, 1112 00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:20,920 Speaker 1: I gotta take myself more serious. 1113 00:55:21,080 --> 00:55:24,080 Speaker 2: But it took me. I was like in a full 1114 00:55:24,120 --> 00:55:26,839 Speaker 2: blown relationship all the time. 1115 00:55:30,880 --> 00:55:33,719 Speaker 3: This episode is brought to you by Walden University. 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Ready to start visit waldenu dot edu Today 1126 00:56:05,520 --> 00:56:09,640 Speaker 3: Walden University set a course for Change, certified to operate 1127 00:56:09,760 --> 00:56:12,960 Speaker 3: by chev Okay, so we're going to do today's IRL 1128 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:15,960 Speaker 3: Bowl question, which is brought to you by Walden University, 1129 00:56:16,080 --> 00:56:17,440 Speaker 3: and we'll wrap up in one of these. You want 1130 00:56:17,440 --> 00:56:18,560 Speaker 3: me to pick it or you pick it. Let me 1131 00:56:18,560 --> 00:56:21,600 Speaker 3: see if who picks a better one. Oh, we didn't 1132 00:56:21,600 --> 00:56:23,800 Speaker 3: really talk about relationship and love, so I'll leave that 1133 00:56:23,880 --> 00:56:25,720 Speaker 3: on the side unless you want to give it love advice. 1134 00:56:26,640 --> 00:56:28,279 Speaker 2: Oh I'm not the person for that. 1135 00:56:28,560 --> 00:56:32,440 Speaker 3: No, you haven't figured that out yet. Nah in therapy, 1136 00:56:32,520 --> 00:56:33,879 Speaker 3: now you haven't learned nothing about love. 1137 00:56:34,440 --> 00:56:37,759 Speaker 2: I just learned self love and boundaries. 1138 00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:41,520 Speaker 3: Oh my god. Yes, yes, the boundaries. 1139 00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:42,080 Speaker 2: Boundaries. 1140 00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:45,520 Speaker 3: So of our conversation today, what sticks with me? By 1141 00:56:45,560 --> 00:56:47,560 Speaker 3: the way, Yes, the boundaries. I wish we had another hour, 1142 00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:52,800 Speaker 3: but also flow like leaving room, and it's with boundaries, 1143 00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:56,120 Speaker 3: like leaving room in your life so that you could 1144 00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:57,640 Speaker 3: be in the flow, so that you could even hear 1145 00:56:57,760 --> 00:57:01,000 Speaker 3: the whispers or feel what feels good or see the 1146 00:57:01,080 --> 00:57:03,719 Speaker 3: aura or like how could you even be in it 1147 00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:05,560 Speaker 3: if you don't leave room for that in your life? 1148 00:57:05,719 --> 00:57:07,719 Speaker 2: You know, let it come to you, because when it 1149 00:57:07,800 --> 00:57:09,120 Speaker 2: comes to you, that mean it's right. 1150 00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:11,440 Speaker 3: It's so funny, you know what I'm we're saying this 1151 00:57:11,560 --> 00:57:14,960 Speaker 3: and looking with the conversation with in the bowl. It's 1152 00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:18,240 Speaker 3: in the bowl and then and I feel like we're doing. 1153 00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:22,640 Speaker 2: That and takeaways from today's conversation, right, I gotta pick 1154 00:57:22,680 --> 00:57:23,240 Speaker 2: one now, all. 1155 00:57:23,160 --> 00:57:25,280 Speaker 3: Right, what do you take away from today's conversation? And 1156 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:30,080 Speaker 3: I was actually saying them without even looking in the bowl? Yeah, 1157 00:57:30,480 --> 00:57:31,920 Speaker 3: you don't you know when you're in it too, like 1158 00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:33,320 Speaker 3: you know it like the universe. 1159 00:57:33,480 --> 00:57:38,840 Speaker 2: Oh is clicking right now. It is like like with 1160 00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:41,480 Speaker 2: my art and all of that, like my music and 1161 00:57:41,840 --> 00:57:43,600 Speaker 2: just my ship is clicking. 1162 00:57:43,840 --> 00:57:44,720 Speaker 3: I love that feeling. 1163 00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:49,479 Speaker 2: Well, are some of your pet peeves? Triggers? Lazy people? 1164 00:57:50,040 --> 00:57:53,240 Speaker 3: Lazy people? Why does that bother you so much? 1165 00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:58,280 Speaker 1: It don't bother me no more because I just don't 1166 00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:01,520 Speaker 1: fuck with lazy people out of here. Yeah, don't be 1167 00:58:01,640 --> 00:58:02,040 Speaker 1: around me. 1168 00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:05,960 Speaker 3: You don't know nothing about that life. 1169 00:58:06,160 --> 00:58:09,200 Speaker 2: Let's pick another one, because that was too easy, easy 1170 00:58:09,280 --> 00:58:09,440 Speaker 2: for you. 1171 00:58:09,720 --> 00:58:10,320 Speaker 3: Not everybody? 1172 00:58:10,560 --> 00:58:13,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, like, but they should know, like lazy people is 1173 00:58:13,520 --> 00:58:13,800 Speaker 2: not it? 1174 00:58:16,800 --> 00:58:17,960 Speaker 3: Is it the one? My favorite? 1175 00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:21,160 Speaker 2: If God were to text you right now, what would 1176 00:58:21,280 --> 00:58:23,760 Speaker 2: would it say? That was the one? Yeah? I love 1177 00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:25,760 Speaker 2: that God was it text you right now? What would 1178 00:58:25,760 --> 00:58:27,400 Speaker 2: it said? Good job son? 1179 00:58:27,960 --> 00:58:30,920 Speaker 3: Oh? Yeah, well then good job son. I hope you 1180 00:58:31,000 --> 00:58:32,880 Speaker 3: get that text. You should get that text today. 1181 00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:35,520 Speaker 2: It's downloaded already. I love that. 1182 00:58:36,160 --> 00:58:38,840 Speaker 3: Acept Berg or just Ferg? Are we going Ferg? Or 1183 00:58:38,920 --> 00:58:41,400 Speaker 3: is it Ferg? Whatever you want, it's kind of except 1184 00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:42,560 Speaker 3: forever right someone? 1185 00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:44,640 Speaker 2: Or I mean like it's tattered on me. 1186 00:58:45,240 --> 00:58:48,120 Speaker 3: It's what people know me as like you officially go 1187 00:58:48,240 --> 00:58:49,320 Speaker 3: by Ferg just for now. 1188 00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:51,920 Speaker 2: I mean I've been just going by Ferg. People don't 1189 00:58:51,960 --> 00:58:53,120 Speaker 2: when they call me, they don't. 1190 00:58:53,080 --> 00:58:55,280 Speaker 3: Like but you never did like a press release. Sometimes 1191 00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:57,360 Speaker 3: people are like, yo, it's such and such dropped a little, 1192 00:58:57,760 --> 00:59:00,760 Speaker 3: or we dropped the I have to do young. Some 1193 00:59:00,840 --> 00:59:03,080 Speaker 3: people drop like Jeezy dropped young. You know what I mean. 1194 00:59:05,520 --> 00:59:08,880 Speaker 2: It's it's either or whatever you desire today. 1195 00:59:08,880 --> 00:59:11,640 Speaker 3: I felix Ferg. Today's today. Ferg was with us today. 1196 00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:13,880 Speaker 2: Wait until you meet Daryl. 1197 00:59:14,600 --> 00:59:15,840 Speaker 3: I feel like Daryl was here. 1198 00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:19,800 Speaker 2: Too well Fergus every all of them, but Daryl was 1199 00:59:19,880 --> 00:59:20,720 Speaker 2: just a little different. 1200 00:59:21,360 --> 00:59:25,240 Speaker 3: Next next episode, next episode, for sure. Thanks for today, man, 1201 00:59:25,560 --> 00:59:30,840 Speaker 3: pleasure in real life. That is beautiful. 1202 00:59:30,960 --> 00:59:32,800 Speaker 2: That was the best interview I ever did in my life. 1203 00:59:33,320 --> 00:59:37,960 Speaker 2: Get on camera. I love that this is fer in 1204 00:59:38,040 --> 00:59:38,479 Speaker 2: real life. 1205 00:59:41,080 --> 00:59:44,560 Speaker 3: Hey guys, thanks for watching. Make sure you subscribe, like comments, 1206 00:59:44,800 --> 00:59:46,720 Speaker 3: and check out all of the other episodes we have 1207 00:59:46,920 --> 00:59:48,680 Speaker 3: on Edge. Martinez I r O Podcast