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Speaker 1: Dear beautiful listeners, It's me Janey saying hello to you

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Speaker 1: from Miami, Florida. I am on my book tour. It's

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Speaker 1: going amazing. People have been receiving the book so well,

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Speaker 1: so nicely. The comments have been amazing. And today I

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Speaker 1: woke up with I don't know if it's a heavy heart.

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Speaker 1: I'm not necessarily sad. I think you know what it

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Speaker 1: is is I'm tired. I think I'm just tired and

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Speaker 1: I miss being in one place since we were gone

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Speaker 1: for three weeks. And then I jumped right into work,

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Speaker 1: and I'm so grateful, like we need to remember it's

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Speaker 1: not I have to work, it's I get to work,

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Speaker 1: because it's a blessing to have work, to have a job,

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Speaker 1: it's a blessing. But also it's important to listen to

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Speaker 1: our bodies. And I'm so not in my routine right now,

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Speaker 1: which is waking up and meditating and praying and working

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Speaker 1: out and doing the things that center me. And I

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Speaker 1: think that's what's kind of throwing me off. And today

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Speaker 1: during my interview, I cried, and I think it was

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Speaker 1: just because I'm overwhelmed with joy, Like I'm so excited

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Speaker 1: and so happy. I didn't even know what to expect

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Speaker 1: with the book. I just knew I had this desire

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Speaker 1: and I wanted to talk about these very important topics,

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Speaker 1: which is bullying and the everlasting love between a mother

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Speaker 1: and a daughter, like no matter what, because I do

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Speaker 1: hear a lot of stories about mothers and daughters and

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Speaker 1: the difficulties that they have, and I know you guys

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Speaker 1: know because I've shared it so much with you guys,

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Speaker 1: But this book has helped me heal. So in a way,

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Speaker 1: it's kind of like, Okay, I'm exhausted, I'm happy, I'm grateful,

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Speaker 1: but like then I feel guilty because I'm like, oh

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Speaker 1: my gosh, I should not be this way. I should

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Speaker 1: be very very grateful. But also I'm human, and I

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Speaker 1: think this is what I wanted to tell you guys,

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Speaker 1: Like we are human and we should not ignore our feelings,

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Speaker 1: but also remember that feelings are just feelings. They come

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Speaker 1: and they go, and feelings aren't always reliable and thoughts

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Speaker 1: are the same thing, and that's why we just have

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Speaker 1: to recenter ourselves. And even though I wasn't able to

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Speaker 1: pray this morning and do my meditation and work out,

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Speaker 1: I'm doing it right now. This is part of my

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Speaker 1: therapy is talking about it and just say, Okay, I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna breathe. I'm gonna breathe it out. I'm gonna breathe

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Speaker 1: in good thoughts. I'm going to breathe out negative thoughts

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Speaker 1: and then just know these are just thoughts, these are

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Speaker 1: just feelings. It's okay. I know who I am, I

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Speaker 1: know what I'm doing, like bringing ourselves back to center.

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Speaker 1: You know. Hopefully that made sense. And here I am

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Speaker 1: about to drink I'm a little I'm on a little

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Speaker 1: break right now. I'm about to drink a little coffee.

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Speaker 1: And I'm in a very very nice like cafeteria looking

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Speaker 1: place here. I mean Univision, actually the big Univision building

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Speaker 1: here in Miami. And I had never seen this very

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Speaker 1: nice cafeteria. It looks like a very like upscale. Anyway,

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Speaker 1: I just wanted to say hi and let you guys

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Speaker 1: know how I'm feeling. I let you know that I'm

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Speaker 1: human as well, and I am very very very happy

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Speaker 1: with everything that's going on with my book. But also

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Speaker 1: I can't wait to be home and cook and do

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Speaker 1: all the things that make me feel like a human

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Speaker 1: being and make me feel quote unquote normal whatever that is.

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Speaker 1: You know what is normal nowadays. But I'm excited for that.

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Speaker 1: Amidio didn't come with me on this trip. Maybe I'm

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Speaker 1: missing him too. We spend so much time together and

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Speaker 1: he's not here, so maybe that's that as well. But

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Speaker 1: we're gonna be all right, and we need to focus

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Speaker 1: on the positive things and what is in front of

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Speaker 1: us and not let our thoughts take us in dark places.

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Speaker 1: That's all. Thank you for listening. I love you, sincerely,

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Speaker 1: Jinney