WEBVTT - Ep 274: A Romp Through the Ages 0:00:02.480 --> 0:00:09.119 Guess what decision we're about to make A horrible decisions. Hey, guys, 0:00:09.240 --> 0:00:13.320 welcome to another episode of horrible Decisions. I'm not gonna 0:00:13.360 --> 0:00:15.600 say it like I am from France because I'm so 0:00:15.680 --> 0:00:21.040 sick of hearing that, but yeah, yeah, you chomping horrible decisions. 0:00:21.120 --> 0:00:24.919 Might like we'll start during the pandemic. No, I'm gonna 0:00:24.960 --> 0:00:27.720 say why. I just didn't know I was chewing a goldfish. 0:00:27.760 --> 0:00:30.200 I know we were starting, but during the pandemic, I 0:00:30.200 --> 0:00:34.040 didn't really understand how to use Zoom versus recording separate audio. 0:00:34.400 --> 0:00:36.720 So basically, you record on Zoom so you could see 0:00:36.720 --> 0:00:38.760 each other, but you record the tracks separately so you 0:00:38.800 --> 0:00:41.919 have the highest quality audio. And every time I took 0:00:41.920 --> 0:00:44.920 a byte, I would put the ship on mute on zoom. 0:00:46.360 --> 0:00:52.480 Bitch the whole episode chewing. Oh it's bad, I can't 0:00:52.520 --> 0:00:56.480 focus on zoom. Actually, Patreon, I do, okay, Yeah, because 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:59.000 you lucked in, you know, so you'll actually like a 0:00:59.080 --> 0:01:01.680 guest on Zoom. Actual, I wouldn't that. Yeah, that was 0:01:01.760 --> 0:01:04.200 hard during the pandemic, having all those guests, like setting 0:01:04.280 --> 0:01:07.760 up audio for some people who weren't podcasting, some who were. 0:01:07.880 --> 0:01:11.679 Everyone kind of recorded different and like remotely. We also 0:01:13.000 --> 0:01:16.399 we already talk over each other and you can't understand 0:01:16.440 --> 0:01:18.880 who's about to speak as a guest. Well, all the 0:01:18.959 --> 0:01:22.480 bitches have different uh gigabytes whatever them. Ships is with 0:01:22.600 --> 0:01:25.520 WiFi and baby, when you was in Mexico, Baby, your 0:01:25.600 --> 0:01:30.080 leg was crazy. That lag was why so, Baby, I'm 0:01:30.120 --> 0:01:32.520 trying to sit here in Paul's enough to see if 0:01:32.560 --> 0:01:35.039 you got anything else to say. You know, it looks 0:01:35.080 --> 0:01:37.840 good on your end, and that the other people's. I 0:01:37.959 --> 0:01:42.679 was like, why are they upsetting? I don't get it, man, 0:01:42.680 --> 0:01:46.320 I'm gonna tell y'all if anyone like has never experienced 0:01:46.360 --> 0:01:49.280 like kind of roughing it, I know to Loom doesn't 0:01:49.320 --> 0:01:52.720 seem like but it is in the neighborhood. What a 0:01:52.840 --> 0:01:55.720 fucking time during that pandemic, bro I really had to 0:01:55.920 --> 0:01:57.960 have some humility. I thought I was gonna be broke. 0:01:58.240 --> 0:02:00.720 I didn't know where my life was gonna go. So 0:02:00.760 --> 0:02:03.040 the last thing I was thinking about was strong WiFi. 0:02:03.320 --> 0:02:06.040 I was just happy to have water that day, damn, 0:02:06.440 --> 0:02:09.120 which is nuts. Which is nuts now I do want 0:02:09.120 --> 0:02:12.880 to have because in the last episode you talked about 0:02:12.919 --> 0:02:15.840 getting dick, but you really didn't go into who is 0:02:15.880 --> 0:02:19.520 this person? Do you like this person was good dick. Oh, yes, 0:02:19.600 --> 0:02:21.720 but I'm calling you out because for our catchup, I 0:02:21.720 --> 0:02:23.360 would like to know about the set. It was a 0:02:23.360 --> 0:02:26.320 few weeks ago. I know you're talking about when I said, um, 0:02:26.360 --> 0:02:32.000 after Nina Na, who was it was a bd D. Oh, 0:02:32.120 --> 0:02:37.040 you're back because you said you in it? You you 0:02:37.200 --> 0:02:39.720 said you was done. Now I said I was doing 0:02:39.800 --> 0:02:42.240 Old Bay. Now you said you did? She not say 0:02:42.320 --> 0:02:44.280 she was also done with b D I was dead 0:02:44.320 --> 0:02:46.120 to me. I just said that, but she said she 0:02:46.160 --> 0:02:50.080 was done that for Old Bay. Old Bay is dead 0:02:50.120 --> 0:02:51.600 to me. But she said she was done with b 0:02:51.680 --> 0:02:57.920 d D. H hmm. But there was anyway happening. He 0:02:58.040 --> 0:03:00.919 was celebrating something and I it and it just happened 0:03:00.960 --> 0:03:03.040 to be in New York and I just he said, 0:03:03.080 --> 0:03:06.120 let me give us a couchie. No him. This is 0:03:06.160 --> 0:03:09.120 why I felt like it was God, here we go. 0:03:09.560 --> 0:03:13.760 Don't bring God into your mess? Why are you doing this? 0:03:14.120 --> 0:03:18.120 So just is happy? Basically I fly in from l A. 0:03:18.280 --> 0:03:20.560 I'm fucking I had no idea, bro. It was right 0:03:20.800 --> 0:03:22.840 right before the day before the was picnic, nine thirty 0:03:22.840 --> 0:03:25.560 at night. I mean, um, Benny's at the apartment because 0:03:25.560 --> 0:03:27.519 we're going to Philly the next day, and I'm like, 0:03:27.560 --> 0:03:30.799 should we just have one drink? He's like yeah. We 0:03:30.919 --> 0:03:34.519 walked the Soho house. I didn't even see another person first, 0:03:34.639 --> 0:03:37.400 and I saw him. I was like, wow, mind you 0:03:37.760 --> 0:03:40.680 he lives in l A right. Granted I knew he 0:03:40.720 --> 0:03:42.320 was having this event in New York and he wasn't 0:03:42.360 --> 0:03:44.560 even having it, so it was a whole another place 0:03:45.040 --> 0:03:48.600 and we both saw each other. I walked in. He 0:03:48.640 --> 0:03:50.400 was kind of drunk and he was like, good I 0:03:50.600 --> 0:03:53.880 alie beat and I was just thinking about that big 0:03:53.880 --> 0:03:58.800 old Deek and he hugged Benny. He hugged me and 0:03:58.840 --> 0:04:00.120 he looked at me up and down. He was you 0:04:00.160 --> 0:04:01.920 know I was here, and I was like no. He 0:04:02.000 --> 0:04:04.320 was like, yes, you did. And I was like, what 0:04:04.320 --> 0:04:05.520 do you think I did? And he was like, because 0:04:05.560 --> 0:04:08.000 you want to suck me? And I got so insulted. 0:04:08.560 --> 0:04:10.720 I was like, you think I'm gonna just fucking stalk 0:04:10.720 --> 0:04:12.160 your ass at the point where I'm gonna show up 0:04:12.160 --> 0:04:13.880 to a place where so I could fuck you. He 0:04:14.000 --> 0:04:17.520 was like, yes, actually that sounds like your behavior, which 0:04:17.640 --> 0:04:19.960 could be true, but it really wasn't that true in 0:04:20.000 --> 0:04:22.960 that moment. So you were only insulted because it wasn't 0:04:23.000 --> 0:04:25.320 showing the moment. But you do admit that that is 0:04:25.360 --> 0:04:31.599 definitely with the type behavior now. But like if I 0:04:31.600 --> 0:04:32.760 go to a party and I think you're gonna be 0:04:32.760 --> 0:04:34.880 at that party, and I want to suck anyway, so 0:04:35.200 --> 0:04:38.279 let's get to it anyway. Okay, let's get to me anyway. 0:04:38.440 --> 0:04:40.800 So I was actually so, I said how to all 0:04:40.880 --> 0:04:43.560 his friends caught up whatever. I got so embarrassed that 0:04:43.640 --> 0:04:48.240 he thought that that I left or tried to leave. 0:04:48.279 --> 0:04:52.080 I said goodbye, and he was drunk, so he was 0:04:52.120 --> 0:04:54.760 talking to two people that he knew, and he looked 0:04:54.839 --> 0:04:55.960 me dead in the face. He goes, where do you 0:04:55.960 --> 0:04:57.200 think you're going on? I said, I'm leaving. I'm going 0:04:57.200 --> 0:04:59.640 to like this dance party with any He choked me 0:04:59.640 --> 0:05:02.200 out at the fucking not in like a like a 0:05:02.240 --> 0:05:05.159 sad way. Sorry, not in a violent way. Okay, okay. 0:05:05.240 --> 0:05:08.520 He put his hands on my neck, and your pussy 0:05:08.600 --> 0:05:11.840 just started leaking. He said nothing else. He asked me 0:05:11.880 --> 0:05:15.600 another question. He told me my pussy was his, and 0:05:15.640 --> 0:05:23.120 I was like giving toxic and he was like, you're 0:05:23.120 --> 0:05:26.640 pussy's mind. M hmm, I know it is. And I 0:05:26.720 --> 0:05:28.200 was like, first of all I thought, you know, I'm 0:05:28.520 --> 0:05:30.159 trying to start my city. Girl said Nick, he ain't 0:05:30.160 --> 0:05:33.000 he ever? Who are you bucking? You could be done 0:05:33.040 --> 0:05:35.599 with somebody and then go back and it's okay, But 0:05:35.720 --> 0:05:38.559 I can't do that because I wasn't with that nigga. 0:05:38.760 --> 0:05:40.840 You was kind of that niggain. You loved that nigga. 0:05:40.920 --> 0:05:43.800 You at one point considered leaving Old Bay, but like 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:46.640 you really liked that nigga. Let's not let's not front. 0:05:46.680 --> 0:05:48.479 Let's not act like we can't rewind the tape on 0:05:48.480 --> 0:05:51.320 this nigga. Did you tell him? She didn't. She loves 0:05:51.440 --> 0:05:53.200 this thig. That's what I'm trying to add. What the 0:05:53.240 --> 0:05:58.280 difference is sex, bro, we can run. No, it was 0:05:58.320 --> 0:06:02.120 even after sex. She literally she literally wanted him and 0:06:02.200 --> 0:06:04.400 wanted him to be her boyfriend, wal a bit with 0:06:04.480 --> 0:06:09.960 her boyfriend because she loved him up. I just want 0:06:09.960 --> 0:06:12.120 to know, because when I get into the story about 0:06:12.200 --> 0:06:18.280 how okay that I think about this was a blip. 0:06:18.800 --> 0:06:24.560 If that isn't worth, it's not a blimp a blip. 0:06:26.400 --> 0:06:29.200 We got blips today. So whatever he choked me on, 0:06:29.279 --> 0:06:31.600 it was hot. And then I looked at Vine and 0:06:31.640 --> 0:06:33.280 Vinnie and then guy hit the two friends. He was 0:06:33.279 --> 0:06:34.719 talking to her look at me, and everybody was like, 0:06:34.800 --> 0:06:37.200 what the fuck because a lot of people know we're cool, 0:06:37.240 --> 0:06:41.000 but they don't know he's fucking. So he's like, um. 0:06:41.040 --> 0:06:43.080 I was like, anyway, congrats on your event. Like I 0:06:43.120 --> 0:06:46.320 have to go, he was like congrats. I was like yeah, 0:06:46.520 --> 0:06:48.360 and then I said I should have brought you a gift, 0:06:48.440 --> 0:06:50.920 but since I didn't, since is pussy as yours, I'm 0:06:50.920 --> 0:06:53.360 gonna give you that. Later he was like all right, 0:06:53.400 --> 0:06:55.400 bet So I left and I didn't want to tell 0:06:55.440 --> 0:06:57.200 Vinny I was sucking this nigo. But I was like, okay, 0:06:57.240 --> 0:06:59.320 we did get taken to this Bushwick party. Let's hurry up, 0:06:59.400 --> 0:07:01.200 let's go. So we're walking down the street and then 0:07:01.240 --> 0:07:03.920 he looking at me like bitch. So you're just gonna 0:07:04.080 --> 0:07:05.560 let him do that to you in the middle of 0:07:05.600 --> 0:07:08.080 all these people, and so I was like, I don't 0:07:08.080 --> 0:07:10.400 really understand that's what happens. We have a big book 0:07:10.400 --> 0:07:11.640 you can do. So then we go to this fucking 0:07:11.640 --> 0:07:13.520 Bushwick party where I decided to do just a little 0:07:13.520 --> 0:07:15.520 bit drugs, not that many, but anyway, So we're dancing, 0:07:15.560 --> 0:07:18.920 we having fun and like, who but I'm looking at 0:07:18.960 --> 0:07:21.640 my phone where he's like, where you at? Uber sends 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:25.120 me the address, So finally I leave Vinnie, I go 0:07:25.280 --> 0:07:28.400 get some dick, I go wherever the funk he was 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:34.000 staying at Midtown. I get out realize the address. It's 0:07:34.040 --> 0:07:36.760 not a hotel, it's an apartment building. So I guess 0:07:36.760 --> 0:07:39.640 again an Airbnb apartment and I have no apartment number 0:07:39.840 --> 0:07:43.800 because this nigga fell asleep. So now I'm outside on 0:07:44.000 --> 0:07:47.200 fifty something fucking trying to figure out how to get 0:07:47.280 --> 0:07:48.840 up there. So I go to the doorman. I'm like, hey, 0:07:48.840 --> 0:07:51.680 did just see a black pie go up? No, They're 0:07:51.680 --> 0:07:53.400 looking at me like, bitch, what the funk are you 0:07:53.400 --> 0:07:55.880 talking about? So I call all of this nigga's friends 0:07:55.920 --> 0:07:58.480 at four o'clock in the morning, you wanted that day, 0:08:00.040 --> 0:08:02.360 So I call all his homeboys. I call his brother, 0:08:02.680 --> 0:08:07.320 who hears titch his brother. Do you remember the young 0:08:07.400 --> 0:08:09.600 kid that came to our Atlanta show Old Day's nephew. 0:08:11.280 --> 0:08:15.680 Well that ship also shares this nigga's brother's name. So 0:08:15.720 --> 0:08:17.200 what do I do at four o'clock in the morning? 0:08:17.360 --> 0:08:21.920 Called the person with that name in my phone? Really 0:08:21.960 --> 0:08:24.880 going to worship, though I swear to God he answers 0:08:24.920 --> 0:08:27.480 the phone, and he sounds like a young kid, just 0:08:27.520 --> 0:08:30.040 like his brother. They're about the same age. I was like, yo, 0:08:30.280 --> 0:08:33.719 what room is this? Like where is he? He's like, 0:08:33.760 --> 0:08:39.959 where is who? Beats? Name? Is this? Gilas mind you? 0:08:41.080 --> 0:08:46.400 I'm I am plastered, yes, And I'm like you're looking 0:08:46.400 --> 0:08:48.360 at the phone like what's going on? Like it's the 0:08:48.400 --> 0:08:50.720 same name. I'm like, yeah, it's me. Where is he? 0:08:50.760 --> 0:08:52.640 And he's like I don't know who that is? And 0:08:52.679 --> 0:08:55.040 then it starts to click. I was like, oh my god. 0:08:55.360 --> 0:08:56.800 I was like, sorry, I'm going to a party and 0:08:56.800 --> 0:08:59.000 I'm trying to buy my friend's party just in case 0:08:59.000 --> 0:09:02.520 he's told old Bay bitch. Anyway, I called two lines 0:09:02.600 --> 0:09:04.679 just in case, like, oh, you ain't one all Bay 0:09:04.679 --> 0:09:06.880 to be mad. I would all mag to be mad, 0:09:06.880 --> 0:09:13.000 but you called your if that's a bit, that's oh, 0:09:13.040 --> 0:09:15.160 I hope you'll find out. But anyway, it was rife 0:09:15.240 --> 0:09:22.319 he gonna here, Maggie. So anyway, basically, I then finally um, 0:09:22.520 --> 0:09:25.680 someone answers I and they told me his room number. 0:09:25.880 --> 0:09:27.840 Now banging on the door and I'm like, damn, this 0:09:27.880 --> 0:09:30.280 is desperate, but also I don't really care, so I'm 0:09:30.280 --> 0:09:33.640 banging on the door, and his little brother, the actual 0:09:33.679 --> 0:09:35.760 one with the name answers the door because of course 0:09:35.800 --> 0:09:39.079 he decided to let him crash. I was like, hey, 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:41.280 and I'm sitting there with my heels in my hand, 0:09:41.720 --> 0:09:44.800 opened the door. BDDs sitting there sleeping, snoring with his 0:09:44.840 --> 0:09:46.720 mouth open. His phone is in his hand, and I 0:09:46.800 --> 0:09:50.040 just see eight calls missed from Wheezy. Wake this nigga up. 0:09:50.080 --> 0:09:55.959 We don't even talk. We don't talk. I'm sucking deep, girl. 0:09:56.000 --> 0:09:57.600 And let me tell you something. When men are drunk 0:09:57.679 --> 0:09:59.480 only they can't get their dick up, this nigga can. 0:09:59.720 --> 0:10:01.840 And I imagin ship. I feel like when nigga drunk, 0:10:01.880 --> 0:10:05.520 they can't get it down. That's a that's true. And 0:10:05.559 --> 0:10:07.079 he probably had it because he couldn't get down either, 0:10:07.120 --> 0:10:09.840 and is not ain't drinking hein. We both couldn't come 0:10:09.840 --> 0:10:11.680 because we were so drunk, but it was still good. 0:10:12.400 --> 0:10:15.560 And you know, uh when we were done because we 0:10:15.559 --> 0:10:17.319 were both so exhausted. I looked at my phone. It 0:10:17.400 --> 0:10:19.320 was five in the morning, and then we're right before 0:10:19.320 --> 0:10:21.679 he goes to sleep. He was like to set that 0:10:21.679 --> 0:10:27.320 out alarm, but our roots, Big Nick was laughing at 0:10:27.360 --> 0:10:30.400 me because I came to get that deep and um yeah, 0:10:30.679 --> 0:10:34.120 I went right back home around seven thirty, strung out, 0:10:34.280 --> 0:10:37.200 still drunk. It was really bad. I was so fucked up. 0:10:37.200 --> 0:10:39.960 And he looked at me like what disgusted Nina and 0:10:40.040 --> 0:10:43.320 toe and then profit ol base house. So nice, Hey, 0:10:43.320 --> 0:10:49.600 well I'll share my little dad, I'll sep um so 0:10:51.600 --> 0:10:53.880 yeah so so manye it's still been somewhat in the 0:10:53.880 --> 0:10:58.439 picture of the front and so uh. During Memorial Day weekend, 0:10:58.440 --> 0:11:00.800 I didn't get to give you guys a eight. The 0:11:00.840 --> 0:11:05.839 four more erotic dining went amazing. It was great, yes, 0:11:05.960 --> 0:11:09.680 and clearly because we were not together. My plus one 0:11:09.720 --> 0:11:12.560 was Medina, So Medina from Cocktails came up. She was 0:11:12.640 --> 0:11:15.600 my plus one all weekend. And so we go to dinner. 0:11:15.800 --> 0:11:19.920 We're dressed to the nines and I was bringing liquor, 0:11:20.480 --> 0:11:23.240 uh like champagne, so for when people walked in, they 0:11:23.280 --> 0:11:27.440 got champagne. So I was like already running around. We 0:11:27.480 --> 0:11:29.520 had to get our makeup done, and he's like, well, 0:11:29.600 --> 0:11:32.560 I can bring the liquor. He gets to my house 0:11:32.559 --> 0:11:34.719 to drop off the liquor. It's time for me now 0:11:34.800 --> 0:11:36.880 to go. He's like, well I can thank y'all, and 0:11:36.920 --> 0:11:40.040 I'm like, oh, you're being all nice. Mind you. The 0:11:40.080 --> 0:11:42.120 only reason he was my plus one because nigga, we 0:11:42.160 --> 0:11:45.240 broke up, and so I sold Joe cheer when we 0:11:45.280 --> 0:11:47.920 broke up to then not really sold because it was free, 0:11:48.160 --> 0:11:50.439 but I was like, I was gonna invite somebody else, 0:11:50.440 --> 0:11:52.000 and it wasn't gonna be a nigga. It was gonna 0:11:52.000 --> 0:11:57.319 be my friends. So we get to where the location is. 0:11:57.440 --> 0:11:59.160 Mind you, was a meat packing if never of y'all 0:11:59.200 --> 0:12:02.400 know about meat packing. The cobble stone is some fucking bullshit. 0:12:02.880 --> 0:12:07.120 So he's literally walking into carrying our bags, carrying the liquor, 0:12:07.480 --> 0:12:09.880 making sure me and Medina don't follow the cobble stone, 0:12:10.120 --> 0:12:11.880 and clearly we know it's about to be a long 0:12:12.000 --> 0:12:13.920 night because it's only a dinner. So there was no 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:16.000 play party after the dinner because of the because of 0:12:16.000 --> 0:12:18.960 the location. So we're all ready to go out, but 0:12:19.200 --> 0:12:24.559 just walking over one block, our feet are hurting. So 0:12:24.679 --> 0:12:28.920 even though he's not invited to the dinner, he's like, well, well, 0:12:28.960 --> 0:12:32.240 I've already been your little letter, so I'm gonna continue 0:12:32.280 --> 0:12:36.040 being your little letter. So he's like, I want you 0:12:36.040 --> 0:12:37.880 all to have a really good night. What do y'all need? 0:12:37.920 --> 0:12:39.600 And I'm like, my feet are already killing me. I 0:12:39.600 --> 0:12:42.320 have my my little expensive feel song. So he goes. 0:12:42.360 --> 0:12:44.360 He's like, I'm gonna go get you some flats so 0:12:44.400 --> 0:12:47.400 that you can have a good night, bitch. He comes 0:12:47.440 --> 0:12:52.320 back right before the party starts. This nigga was like, 0:12:52.400 --> 0:12:54.800 where do I go? Where do women's shop? This nigga 0:12:54.840 --> 0:12:58.200 went to Forever twenty one? Okay, and bro, I'm like, 0:12:58.240 --> 0:12:59.800 I didn't even know niggas know what Forever do we 0:12:59.840 --> 0:13:03.000 want play? They do? Well? He went up Forever twenty 0:13:03.040 --> 0:13:06.520 one and brought back flip flops for me, Amada. It 0:13:06.720 --> 0:13:08.560 was like, here you go, guys. You guys, have a 0:13:08.559 --> 0:13:10.880 good night. Don't want to hover over you. And I 0:13:10.920 --> 0:13:13.320 was like, you were such a good little boy, and 0:13:13.360 --> 0:13:14.760 like I did a little thing because he was my 0:13:14.800 --> 0:13:16.559 little letter. He wanted to play the role of my 0:13:16.640 --> 0:13:20.840 little letter. And he's very very masculine and very little. 0:13:20.880 --> 0:13:24.200 Do I really get to be dominating like with him? 0:13:24.360 --> 0:13:26.720 So I was just really nice that he did that. 0:13:27.280 --> 0:13:29.880 It was like for like And that's the thing too, 0:13:29.920 --> 0:13:32.760 that I think he's he's known like I think it's 0:13:33.320 --> 0:13:37.480 because we come in not really needing men with money anymore, 0:13:38.040 --> 0:13:43.320 not really I mean we were not depending on it. 0:13:43.400 --> 0:13:45.319 Like there was a lot of men in my past 0:13:45.360 --> 0:13:48.200 that I could literally say I dealt with him for survival. 0:13:48.960 --> 0:13:51.120 I dealt with you because I needed you to pay 0:13:51.160 --> 0:13:52.960 my rent, or to help me through school, or to 0:13:53.000 --> 0:13:55.800 help me do certain things. And just it feels good 0:13:55.800 --> 0:13:59.720 to now just have genuine relationships. And so in terms 0:13:59.800 --> 0:14:03.000 of where we've been talking, like he's now not use 0:14:03.080 --> 0:14:06.000 it against me that I really enjoy acts of service, 0:14:06.400 --> 0:14:08.400 and so in terms of a little letter in that 0:14:08.559 --> 0:14:12.880 in that instance where it wasn't sexual at all, my god, 0:14:13.600 --> 0:14:17.560 my pussy was dripping, like just for him to cater 0:14:17.679 --> 0:14:22.360 to pick up the liquor. Don't do that, don't do that. Okay, 0:14:22.400 --> 0:14:27.520 my pussy wasn't dripping to thank you, thank you. It 0:14:27.560 --> 0:14:30.200 was the thought, but not only the thought, like I 0:14:30.240 --> 0:14:32.200 took off my expensive shoes, I put those flop clubs 0:14:32.240 --> 0:14:36.440 on it, and like, my pussy is leaking. No, but seriously, like, 0:14:37.080 --> 0:14:39.800 oh no, it was leaking because to me, not only 0:14:39.840 --> 0:14:42.680 the liquor, like he purchased the liquor, like he's done 0:14:42.680 --> 0:14:44.560 some b n H runs for me for the studio, 0:14:44.640 --> 0:14:48.280 like he's just been like and that's the thing, right, 0:14:48.680 --> 0:14:51.400 I realized how much my love language have changed. Like again, 0:14:51.440 --> 0:14:53.360 if you'll listen to the pod a few years ago, 0:14:53.600 --> 0:14:57.480 maybe I won't gifts. I won't gifts or bills paid, 0:14:57.880 --> 0:15:03.200 and that's all like give and now it's literally acts 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:06.840 of service that when a man can put their schedule 0:15:06.880 --> 0:15:09.640 aside to do something to make my life easier, because 0:15:09.680 --> 0:15:12.960 my life is very fucking hectic. That to me just 0:15:13.120 --> 0:15:18.160 as like oh god, motherfucking ship, damn, oh give it 0:15:18.200 --> 0:15:22.440 to give it some not seriously, like a whole faucet. 0:15:22.600 --> 0:15:25.000 So that was really nice for us. What was your 0:15:25.000 --> 0:15:27.680 bi the blip? I mean the blip was we went 0:15:27.720 --> 0:15:31.000 to the safe flood the next night and uh, definitely 0:15:31.200 --> 0:15:35.520 are y'all three again? Yeah, but she had six people 0:15:35.560 --> 0:15:37.080 on her I don't know she shared it on her 0:15:37.080 --> 0:15:41.280 show yet, like she was in her own world. Mind you. 0:15:41.360 --> 0:15:44.000 I was hosting, so I was a little less active, 0:15:45.200 --> 0:15:48.480 got active. Your friends should be your new boundary for 0:15:48.560 --> 0:15:50.960 sex with him. I think if you're gonna yeah, no, 0:15:51.200 --> 0:15:54.720 it is. It is. It is not someone you trust, 0:15:54.760 --> 0:15:59.920 and it is it is. I mean we're we're slowly 0:16:00.080 --> 0:16:03.720 like just we're keeping set friends separate and I think, right, 0:16:03.760 --> 0:16:05.800 so that's the thing in relationships. And I think we've 0:16:05.800 --> 0:16:08.920 we've sent my touch on this on Patreon. But when 0:16:08.960 --> 0:16:12.240 you're in a relationship and you love your friends and 0:16:12.280 --> 0:16:14.920 you also want to bring your partner around, I think 0:16:14.920 --> 0:16:17.840 there becomes because even in coming back, he's explained how 0:16:17.880 --> 0:16:20.600 he feels like a prop in my life. And it's 0:16:20.640 --> 0:16:23.560 because even though he's super around my friends and we 0:16:23.640 --> 0:16:26.680 have such a blast, when we break up, he realized 0:16:26.760 --> 0:16:28.960 all my friends was like, duke this nigga, if you 0:16:29.040 --> 0:16:30.920 out the picture, you have the picture with us too. 0:16:31.160 --> 0:16:34.120 And so now it's an issue or or maybe something 0:16:34.160 --> 0:16:35.840 that he needs to work through because they ain't changing 0:16:36.280 --> 0:16:39.720 that even though we do all of these things together 0:16:39.720 --> 0:16:42.840 and we make these memories together. I don't want you 0:16:42.880 --> 0:16:45.200 to feel like a prop. But this is also my world, 0:16:45.560 --> 0:16:47.520 and when you're not a part of my world, I 0:16:47.600 --> 0:16:50.040 need you to know that nothing a part of my 0:16:50.120 --> 0:16:53.400 world will be attached to you once we're over. I 0:16:53.400 --> 0:16:56.800 tried to take last lap and well even even oh 0:16:56.880 --> 0:16:59.480 Boy took the took the bar away from me, he 0:16:59.520 --> 0:17:02.080 took the bar from your house. We do that, and 0:17:02.120 --> 0:17:03.920 that's where I'm just like, I don't know what your 0:17:03.920 --> 0:17:07.640 past relationships have been but ship gets with a breakup. 0:17:07.680 --> 0:17:10.080 It's not only friends, it's not only our love, babe, 0:17:10.080 --> 0:17:11.840 it's the places we go. And I got a whole 0:17:11.880 --> 0:17:15.320 lot of power, a whole lot, so I was even like, 0:17:15.359 --> 0:17:16.919 just so you know, baby, I know the owners of 0:17:16.960 --> 0:17:19.280 these sex clubs. Don't make sure there's a band on 0:17:19.320 --> 0:17:20.960 your ass because I don't want to run into you 0:17:21.280 --> 0:17:23.800 baby the beach. I don't know what sheriff I got 0:17:23.800 --> 0:17:26.320 to talk to, you know what I mean? The sex 0:17:26.320 --> 0:17:28.920 club thing like, and the problem is old Bays in 0:17:28.960 --> 0:17:32.320 his forties, Brooklyn nigga, so he knows fucking everybody that 0:17:32.359 --> 0:17:36.000 owns the ship I go to, right, he moves and 0:17:36.000 --> 0:17:37.679 shakes in the same world. So I get it, Like 0:17:38.040 --> 0:17:42.159 I won't love it, but no, I don't want to 0:17:42.160 --> 0:17:45.000 not entertaining. He just a dude that's been around. I 0:17:45.000 --> 0:17:47.200 don't want nobody in the industry. He's not in that 0:17:47.359 --> 0:17:49.480 dick been around the blog and that's all that matter. 0:17:49.560 --> 0:17:52.480 Even dated, But you did city, bro, They're gonna know 0:17:52.520 --> 0:17:54.520 if you dated somebody that they don't know that from. 0:17:54.720 --> 0:17:57.400 Like it's hard, you got an anomaly, but like it's 0:17:57.440 --> 0:18:00.040 not easy though, I dig it an anomaly and on 0:18:00.080 --> 0:18:02.440 another one, I gotta find me, not industry. I need 0:18:02.440 --> 0:18:04.359 the world to shut down. I need the world to 0:18:04.400 --> 0:18:05.960 shut down again. That's the only reason I found this 0:18:06.000 --> 0:18:08.359 Next that's kind of why I'm into the dreaming again. 0:18:08.880 --> 0:18:12.320 Why because he's just like he gets it, but he's 0:18:12.320 --> 0:18:15.480 not in it. And I also love that ship. Yeah, 0:18:15.640 --> 0:18:17.760 like I don't need to know, but like know what 0:18:17.760 --> 0:18:19.639 I'm talking about, but not like I don't need to 0:18:19.640 --> 0:18:24.159 relate to much. Yeah that's a good feeling. Um, I 0:18:24.160 --> 0:18:26.840 could dig it. But yeah, when in a break up 0:18:26.840 --> 0:18:28.960 the place off limits sex club that they need to 0:18:29.000 --> 0:18:31.240 go go on at, buddy, not only sex club. I 0:18:31.280 --> 0:18:35.000 just need listen, just know. And that's where like the 0:18:35.040 --> 0:18:38.000 boundaries or maybe that's a conversation to like to have 0:18:38.119 --> 0:18:41.160 on the first date. Now moving forward, like, listen, we're 0:18:41.160 --> 0:18:43.320 gonna have a great time together. You're gonna meet all 0:18:43.359 --> 0:18:46.439 my friends because I work so much the way that 0:18:46.480 --> 0:18:49.560 I find ways to lick up with my friends even 0:18:49.600 --> 0:18:50.880 if we are if we had a bar, of course, 0:18:50.880 --> 0:18:52.320 I'm gonna tell O my friends to pull up. I 0:18:52.400 --> 0:18:55.199 tell my friends to pull up on me whenever, wherever. Hello, 0:18:55.240 --> 0:18:58.120 if I'm hosting something, everyone's invited because this is when 0:18:58.160 --> 0:19:00.119 I get to see my friends. Your time cost a 0:19:00.160 --> 0:19:03.120 lot of money, it does. And so but my friends, 0:19:03.160 --> 0:19:07.520 my friends are number one in my relationship hierarchy of 0:19:08.520 --> 0:19:12.200 what where people stand in my life. So and maybe 0:19:12.200 --> 0:19:16.920 my partner comes second or third. With family, family has yeah, 0:19:17.080 --> 0:19:19.119 I damn near grow up to Osborne's. It's just a 0:19:19.200 --> 0:19:22.359 very toxic family. But I guess you know, friends like 0:19:22.400 --> 0:19:24.560 the family, and my friends are the family that I 0:19:24.600 --> 0:19:28.440 got to choose, so they come. They need so much too. 0:19:28.480 --> 0:19:30.320 I have to tell you gave me a little inspo 0:19:30.440 --> 0:19:32.960 recently because you know, I've been talking about how been 0:19:33.040 --> 0:19:35.840 going out to this party in l A. And someone 0:19:35.880 --> 0:19:40.600 I've been hanging with her obviously, and we're cool with 0:19:40.640 --> 0:19:44.439 each other's friends now to the point where like we 0:19:44.520 --> 0:19:47.879 all follow each other, Okay, Vinnie my homegirl Emily in 0:19:48.040 --> 0:19:51.320 l A. Like Brittany met him like now his like 0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:53.720 and if someone comes in town. It's the point where 0:19:53.720 --> 0:19:55.920 like we all vibe so hard, so we all hang out, 0:19:55.920 --> 0:19:59.280 and I'm like, that needs to be a conversation. You 0:19:59.359 --> 0:20:02.440 have to have that versation when you start mixing. And Malak, 0:20:02.520 --> 0:20:03.960 he's ever going to hit a friend up without me, 0:20:04.000 --> 0:20:06.440 but but but but but but to me, it just 0:20:06.560 --> 0:20:09.280 did it. But I did it. I see all boys. 0:20:09.320 --> 0:20:10.400 I was going out and I was like, Oh, what's 0:20:10.400 --> 0:20:12.120 you up to tonight? And I realized like, oh my god, 0:20:12.160 --> 0:20:16.159 I have to stop. But then at the same time, 0:20:18.480 --> 0:20:20.720 I feel like this is what everybody wants. We always 0:20:20.720 --> 0:20:22.800 want to date someone or start hanging with someone that 0:20:22.920 --> 0:20:26.280