1 00:00:00,840 --> 00:00:03,559 Speaker 1: What if I told you there was more to the 2 00:00:03,600 --> 00:00:08,680 Speaker 1: story behind game changing events. Get ready for my new podcast, 3 00:00:08,720 --> 00:00:12,719 Speaker 1: That Moment with Damon John will jump into the personal 4 00:00:12,800 --> 00:00:16,599 Speaker 1: stories of some of the most influential people on the planet, 5 00:00:16,840 --> 00:00:21,120 Speaker 1: from business mobiles and celebrities to athletes and artists. Today 6 00:00:21,160 --> 00:00:23,480 Speaker 1: is a very special guest that most people don't know 7 00:00:25,040 --> 00:00:27,080 Speaker 1: and very near and dear to me. So you know, 8 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:30,440 Speaker 1: I've been in the public light for on Shark Tank 9 00:00:30,720 --> 00:00:33,960 Speaker 1: fifteen sixteen, gonna be sixteen years in a minute. Prior 10 00:00:34,000 --> 00:00:36,839 Speaker 1: to that, I had basically around I don't know, I 11 00:00:36,920 --> 00:00:39,360 Speaker 1: think a fifteen year run for probably about ten year 12 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:42,640 Speaker 1: run in the public right, so twenty five years, and 13 00:00:42,840 --> 00:00:44,840 Speaker 1: I'm in a lot of interviews, a lot of things, 14 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:49,000 Speaker 1: and I say things that sometimes I don't recall accurately, 15 00:00:49,920 --> 00:00:52,400 Speaker 1: very honest on my football partners were like, no, I 16 00:00:52,560 --> 00:00:55,200 Speaker 1: was here then, and that was Key that was called 17 00:00:55,240 --> 00:00:57,560 Speaker 1: and called it? Well that was Jay or that wasn't me? 18 00:00:57,640 --> 00:00:59,600 Speaker 1: Well who was that? I'm not sure who that was? 19 00:01:00,240 --> 00:01:01,560 Speaker 1: But you know, you kind of get out of there. 20 00:01:01,560 --> 00:01:03,520 Speaker 1: You know, you've been telling your story for so many years, 21 00:01:03,560 --> 00:01:06,279 Speaker 1: and every one of us has ten stories, ten books. 22 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:08,360 Speaker 1: Depends on the angle that we're talking about it, you 23 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:10,479 Speaker 1: tell your story, you kind of get into this repetition 24 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:12,520 Speaker 1: of selling it in certain ways. But sometimes I have 25 00:01:12,600 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 1: to fact check. And when I have to fact check, 26 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:18,120 Speaker 1: I call a couple of individuals, especially ones who I 27 00:01:18,160 --> 00:01:21,399 Speaker 1: want to go deep, like when I was ten or 28 00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:24,600 Speaker 1: twelve whatever, and I call this man his name is 29 00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:29,240 Speaker 1: we call him Cat right as you see, he speaks 30 00:01:29,280 --> 00:01:33,640 Speaker 1: a lot and the man a few words, and I 31 00:01:33,720 --> 00:01:36,440 Speaker 1: call him because he remembers a very certain time of 32 00:01:36,480 --> 00:01:39,960 Speaker 1: my life, probably about when I was about twenty years 33 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:42,319 Speaker 1: and younger, between ten and twenty. I call you for 34 00:01:42,680 --> 00:01:45,520 Speaker 1: but to you know, recap when out of ten and twenty. 35 00:01:45,880 --> 00:01:49,280 Speaker 1: And the reason he has these memories of those particular 36 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,639 Speaker 1: time is because an event happened in his life where 37 00:01:52,760 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 1: he was Cat was incarcerated. When we were how. 38 00:01:56,520 --> 00:02:00,040 Speaker 2: Old I was twenty four years sweet three. 39 00:02:00,520 --> 00:02:03,560 Speaker 1: Twenty three. I remember I stood on the corner selling 40 00:02:03,680 --> 00:02:06,440 Speaker 1: Foobo at the first time in nineteen eighty nine, which 41 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:09,720 Speaker 1: could have made me twenty y. That was the first 42 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:13,280 Speaker 1: time I was selling it brand first time. Now I 43 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:15,960 Speaker 1: failed three times eighty nineteen ninety two, so you were 44 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:17,880 Speaker 1: twenty three. That was around what year was it that 45 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:21,040 Speaker 1: you went away ninety two. So let me tell you 46 00:02:21,040 --> 00:02:25,120 Speaker 1: the story about Kat. If you ever looked at the 47 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 1: movie Belly, who played your brother. 48 00:02:29,480 --> 00:02:34,400 Speaker 2: I'm not sure it's exactly him, but I know Alfred. 49 00:02:34,160 --> 00:02:36,520 Speaker 1: Well Albert was Dmax and your brother was the the 50 00:02:36,760 --> 00:02:40,240 Speaker 1: It was about who the guy was anyway, But basically, 51 00:02:40,600 --> 00:02:43,959 Speaker 1: we have a friend who I always talk about ended 52 00:02:44,040 --> 00:02:47,960 Speaker 1: up the movie. Hype Williams created the movie Belly. DMX 53 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:51,920 Speaker 1: played the character. And while many of our friends in 54 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:55,560 Speaker 1: the neighborhood, they were going out and doing what they 55 00:02:55,600 --> 00:02:57,560 Speaker 1: felt they needed to do at the time, Cat and 56 00:02:57,639 --> 00:03:00,840 Speaker 1: nine we'd stand on the corner, was standing in the 57 00:03:00,880 --> 00:03:03,080 Speaker 1: corner and we were sitting something called the flow can. 58 00:03:03,120 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 1: It was. It was a big garbage can, and we'd 59 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:08,040 Speaker 1: talk about our hopes and dreams and aspirations. Cat was 60 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:12,280 Speaker 1: going to Golden Gloves. You were fighting at the time. Yeah, yeah, 61 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:15,120 Speaker 1: you were fighting at the time. And you know I 62 00:03:15,200 --> 00:03:17,799 Speaker 1: still in that corner. Remember I was twenty right around 63 00:03:17,840 --> 00:03:20,799 Speaker 1: twenty three. I remember telling me the soil the other day, 64 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:24,520 Speaker 1: when was the last two times you saw me? And 65 00:03:24,560 --> 00:03:26,840 Speaker 1: then when you came home. And by the way, he 66 00:03:26,919 --> 00:03:29,840 Speaker 1: went to jail for a crime. He didn't commit. You 67 00:03:29,919 --> 00:03:32,280 Speaker 1: were when they picked you up, you were supposed to 68 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:34,200 Speaker 1: do how much time in jail? You will? You were? 69 00:03:34,320 --> 00:03:35,640 Speaker 1: You will put in for how much time? 70 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:36,760 Speaker 2: For fourteen years? 71 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:37,800 Speaker 1: Fourteen years? 72 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:38,119 Speaker 2: Yeah? 73 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:41,400 Speaker 1: How many years did you serve? 74 00:03:41,680 --> 00:03:43,240 Speaker 2: Eight? Eight eight? 75 00:03:43,280 --> 00:03:48,880 Speaker 1: They go, oh my bad, you can go home. That 76 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:52,160 Speaker 1: wasn't that easy. No, we can get into that later. 77 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:54,839 Speaker 1: This is probably gonna be a three part series. You 78 00:03:54,880 --> 00:03:56,760 Speaker 1: told me the other day because when he's telling me 79 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:58,360 Speaker 1: this story, I'm like this, I'm not at dinner. And 80 00:03:58,400 --> 00:04:02,840 Speaker 1: then what happened and he's talking about me last two 81 00:04:02,920 --> 00:04:06,960 Speaker 1: times you saw me prior to you coming home, and 82 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:10,120 Speaker 1: then how when you saw me coming home? What had 83 00:04:10,160 --> 00:04:12,200 Speaker 1: happened when you saw when you came out? 84 00:04:12,240 --> 00:04:18,760 Speaker 2: Okay, this is what happened. Is you was driving the van, 85 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:19,760 Speaker 2: driving a dollar van. 86 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:22,240 Speaker 1: Driving the van in Queens where you go down the 87 00:04:22,279 --> 00:04:24,280 Speaker 1: route you pick up people for a dollar, they'd hop on, 88 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:26,760 Speaker 1: hop off, people go down the bus routes for them, right, 89 00:04:26,839 --> 00:04:29,320 Speaker 1: so hopefully you get a good run. That's maybe an 90 00:04:29,320 --> 00:04:33,080 Speaker 1: hour and a half drive straight down thirty forty people 91 00:04:33,120 --> 00:04:35,279 Speaker 1: hop off the van and hopefully you get enough to 92 00:04:35,320 --> 00:04:37,599 Speaker 1: do about two hundred and fifty dollars that day, you 93 00:04:37,680 --> 00:04:40,919 Speaker 1: pay about seventy five in gas, another probably thirty forty 94 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:44,960 Speaker 1: maintenance by the time you allocate in insurance everything else ahead. 95 00:04:45,120 --> 00:04:48,400 Speaker 2: Yeah, and when I seen you, well, what was going 96 00:04:48,480 --> 00:04:52,599 Speaker 2: on was that the cops are just giving out a 97 00:04:52,600 --> 00:04:54,760 Speaker 2: lot of tickets. They've got a lot of tickets, expensive 98 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 2: tickets and letting me. 99 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:58,080 Speaker 1: By the way, these tickets were three thousand dollars. 100 00:04:58,320 --> 00:04:58,640 Speaker 2: Yeah. 101 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:02,520 Speaker 1: Why if you really think about where we were violating 102 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 1: an intellectual property. The bus route is owned by the city. 103 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:07,440 Speaker 1: The city is created and paid a lot of money 104 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:09,640 Speaker 1: to operate those buses. We're going up against the bus 105 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:12,599 Speaker 1: route picking up these people, so we're actually stealing from 106 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:15,520 Speaker 1: the city and they have the ability to enforce it 107 00:05:15,560 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 1: by the Taxi and Limousine Commission in New York City. 108 00:05:20,080 --> 00:05:22,120 Speaker 1: They were giving us every time they would stop us 109 00:05:22,120 --> 00:05:25,320 Speaker 1: if they caught us picking up pastors in their route, 110 00:05:25,360 --> 00:05:28,719 Speaker 1: which is selling an intellectual property three thousand dollars ticket. 111 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:32,520 Speaker 1: So I can work for approximately two weeks and get 112 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:34,560 Speaker 1: one ticket and it's gone. 113 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:38,640 Speaker 2: And this is what happened. Well, you had told me 114 00:05:39,080 --> 00:05:43,000 Speaker 2: that the tickets was getting so expensive because you had 115 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,040 Speaker 2: got caught like for nine hundred dollars a week before 116 00:05:45,080 --> 00:05:47,039 Speaker 2: and seven hundred that week, and it was getting so 117 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:50,000 Speaker 2: expensive that you said that I'm probably gonna end up 118 00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:53,280 Speaker 2: back at Red Luster waiting tables again, right, more than 119 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:56,000 Speaker 2: like you're gonna end up having to go back right 120 00:05:56,600 --> 00:06:02,040 Speaker 2: And then could be probably about two weeks later, I 121 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:05,320 Speaker 2: was walk into the train station and the Q three 122 00:06:05,520 --> 00:06:06,200 Speaker 2: was coming. 123 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:08,080 Speaker 1: Up public on public city bus called the Q three. 124 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:11,159 Speaker 2: Q three going in the opposite direction, and going opposite direction, 125 00:06:11,360 --> 00:06:12,640 Speaker 2: you going to Green Acres. 126 00:06:12,880 --> 00:06:14,520 Speaker 1: I was going out, going to Green Ache. I was 127 00:06:14,520 --> 00:06:18,520 Speaker 1: going to the America to the fivecast five another bus 128 00:06:18,600 --> 00:06:20,360 Speaker 1: which which took me an average of an hour and 129 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:23,000 Speaker 1: a half to get to Red Lobster and ball Long Island. 130 00:06:23,320 --> 00:06:27,080 Speaker 2: And when I seen you, when I seen you, you 131 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,960 Speaker 2: had a college shirt with a tie that was pulled 132 00:06:30,040 --> 00:06:35,320 Speaker 2: down and somebody and I look and I seen the 133 00:06:35,360 --> 00:06:39,080 Speaker 2: times like, oh shit, you went back, and he was like, 134 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:41,800 Speaker 2: and after the last time I seen you. 135 00:06:42,200 --> 00:06:44,080 Speaker 1: So I had my uniform on the bus, had a 136 00:06:44,200 --> 00:06:47,080 Speaker 1: uniform on a public bus and it stopped there and 137 00:06:47,160 --> 00:06:49,279 Speaker 1: I saw you and that's the last time. 138 00:06:50,560 --> 00:06:52,640 Speaker 2: Like I said, you you going back, And he was like, 139 00:06:52,920 --> 00:06:54,800 Speaker 2: after the last time I seen Now the cops. 140 00:06:55,080 --> 00:06:56,400 Speaker 1: People are like, what do you mean he went to 141 00:06:56,440 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 1: jail with something he didn't do. So so what had 142 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:02,520 Speaker 1: happened was there was a robbery of people and there 143 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:05,400 Speaker 1: was a home invasion in the neighborhood very close to us, 144 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:11,680 Speaker 1: a white neighborhood. Yeah, and you know when in our neighborhood, 145 00:07:12,200 --> 00:07:14,080 Speaker 1: when there's an as Dave Chappelle would say, there was 146 00:07:14,120 --> 00:07:17,080 Speaker 1: an a p B for somebody who was African American, 147 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:20,560 Speaker 1: you know, between the height of four foot five and 148 00:07:20,600 --> 00:07:26,400 Speaker 1: six foot nine, uh male, that was a p pretty much. 149 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:31,680 Speaker 1: And uh Cat fit that subscription. You know, he just 150 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 1: randomly fit that uh you know that case. So they 151 00:07:36,240 --> 00:07:38,080 Speaker 1: come and they pick you up over a street or not. 152 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:44,320 Speaker 2: But what happened is they one day, I want to 153 00:07:44,320 --> 00:07:44,920 Speaker 2: take a ride. 154 00:07:44,840 --> 00:07:47,480 Speaker 1: No way, Knowleon Cat a guy in the neighborhood. 155 00:07:48,080 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, well, anyway, this fat guy from the neighborhood, right, 156 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:53,800 Speaker 2: he asked me, did I want to take a ride 157 00:07:53,800 --> 00:07:55,840 Speaker 2: with him? But you said, talk to you, so you 158 00:07:55,920 --> 00:08:03,080 Speaker 2: do know I'm telling you about So I asked me 159 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:04,680 Speaker 2: to take a ride in the car with him, right. 160 00:08:04,760 --> 00:08:09,280 Speaker 2: So I was like, hey, okay, and I got in 161 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:13,280 Speaker 2: the car with him, and the cops came behind us, 162 00:08:13,320 --> 00:08:19,040 Speaker 2: but you know that's normally you know, the and they 163 00:08:19,080 --> 00:08:21,960 Speaker 2: pulled the sober and after they pulled the next you know, 164 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:24,400 Speaker 2: it was about twelve cars all around us and all so, oh, 165 00:08:24,400 --> 00:08:27,800 Speaker 2: get it, I'll get I'll get there. And they arrested 166 00:08:28,160 --> 00:08:32,840 Speaker 2: us to considered precinct. But then say, about an hour later, 167 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:33,800 Speaker 2: they let him go. 168 00:08:34,480 --> 00:08:35,920 Speaker 1: Let him, they let him. 169 00:08:35,720 --> 00:08:39,520 Speaker 2: Go, and uh, oh, your friend's gonna stay because he 170 00:08:39,640 --> 00:08:43,280 Speaker 2: messed a description of somebody who did a robbery, right, 171 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:45,600 Speaker 2: And they said I was gonna have to stand through 172 00:08:45,600 --> 00:08:47,680 Speaker 2: a lineup. But what they did was they took me 173 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:52,439 Speaker 2: down to Queen's Courthouse and they booked me at in 174 00:08:52,640 --> 00:08:56,400 Speaker 2: to be registered as uh to be arraigned on robbery charge. 175 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:59,520 Speaker 2: I haven't been yet to uh be picked out of 176 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:02,520 Speaker 2: the line up. So I sat there. I spent the night, 177 00:09:02,559 --> 00:09:05,400 Speaker 2: and then next day they came back and then took 178 00:09:05,400 --> 00:09:07,880 Speaker 2: me through the line up, like almost twenty four hours later, 179 00:09:08,320 --> 00:09:10,160 Speaker 2: where they took pictures of me and gave it to 180 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:12,800 Speaker 2: the people and got the people to pick me. 181 00:09:12,800 --> 00:09:16,439 Speaker 1: Out later on. That would be that would be that 182 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,400 Speaker 1: would be picked up by And want to make sure 183 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:22,400 Speaker 1: we give the acknowledgment to the innocent program who picked 184 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:23,440 Speaker 1: who picked up the case? 185 00:09:23,559 --> 00:09:26,680 Speaker 2: Oh what happened is uh? I don't think there was 186 00:09:26,720 --> 00:09:31,040 Speaker 2: no title too. But the law professor from Brooklyn Law School, 187 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:35,400 Speaker 2: or William Hellestain, who who deals in audition different controversial 188 00:09:35,600 --> 00:09:38,400 Speaker 2: or cases like that, and he was involved in something 189 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:42,559 Speaker 2: like that, a name similar to that, and I wrote 190 00:09:42,559 --> 00:09:45,560 Speaker 2: a whole bunch of different places. I wrote him, and 191 00:09:46,160 --> 00:09:49,640 Speaker 2: he got my letter and he said it sounded interesting. 192 00:09:49,720 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 2: He wanted to look you wanted to look into it. 193 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:54,720 Speaker 1: And so he fought for you. Only want to make 194 00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:56,920 Speaker 1: sure that by the time we're finish it, that we 195 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:59,679 Speaker 1: do talk more about the people that fight brothers than 196 00:09:59,720 --> 00:10:02,400 Speaker 1: the people who have different issues going on in life 197 00:10:02,440 --> 00:10:04,320 Speaker 1: that they want to they want to bring people down. 198 00:10:04,720 --> 00:10:06,760 Speaker 1: I don't think we're going to get anything. There's no 199 00:10:06,800 --> 00:10:09,080 Speaker 1: advantage of talking about those people, uh huh, And don't 200 00:10:09,080 --> 00:10:13,200 Speaker 1: give them the satisfaction. Right, So you get you go, 201 00:10:13,440 --> 00:10:15,480 Speaker 1: you go to jail. We're going to get back to 202 00:10:15,520 --> 00:10:18,520 Speaker 1: that at another period of time. Supposed to serve fourteen years, 203 00:10:18,559 --> 00:10:21,040 Speaker 1: they let you out after eight, going, okay, it's been 204 00:10:21,080 --> 00:10:23,079 Speaker 1: proven that you were not the person. There's a lot 205 00:10:23,080 --> 00:10:26,040 Speaker 1: of other things to go through that Now, the last 206 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:28,720 Speaker 1: time you saw me, I was on a bus like this, Yeah, 207 00:10:28,920 --> 00:10:30,000 Speaker 1: it locks a uniform on. 208 00:10:30,280 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 2: Yeah. 209 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:33,880 Speaker 1: What happens after that when you come now? Now, what 210 00:10:34,200 --> 00:10:36,240 Speaker 1: but you saw me on TV? Or what did you see? 211 00:10:36,280 --> 00:10:38,880 Speaker 1: Because TV wasn't we were on TV in a sense 212 00:10:38,920 --> 00:10:40,920 Speaker 1: of maybe you'll see me in a rap video. But 213 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:43,720 Speaker 1: I'm not sure what you had exposure to. Where where 214 00:10:43,720 --> 00:10:44,880 Speaker 1: did you serve your time at? 215 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:47,040 Speaker 2: I never even asked you a certain my time And 216 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:49,520 Speaker 2: I started off in the Almira. I stayed there for 217 00:10:49,600 --> 00:10:50,160 Speaker 2: just a couple. 218 00:10:49,960 --> 00:10:52,679 Speaker 1: Of Molmyra, New York. All New York, that's right, it's 219 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 1: a local crime. 220 00:10:54,360 --> 00:10:58,240 Speaker 2: And then I went to Auburn. And when I went 221 00:10:58,280 --> 00:11:01,000 Speaker 2: to Auburn in ninety three, I mean I stayed dead 222 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:04,120 Speaker 2: till ninety five. I say that. So I did, like 223 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:06,719 Speaker 2: I think, like three almost three? 224 00:11:06,880 --> 00:11:09,679 Speaker 3: How many does a cell in jail as wide as 225 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:12,360 Speaker 3: my arms I could touch both of the walls like 226 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:15,760 Speaker 3: this and then probably eight feet long and then as 227 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,680 Speaker 3: wide as my arms I could touch both. 228 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:21,680 Speaker 1: Sides and not me not knowing much about the level 229 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:25,600 Speaker 1: of security and what how they give you time? How 230 00:11:25,679 --> 00:11:26,839 Speaker 1: much time do you have a day? 231 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:27,120 Speaker 2: Is that? 232 00:11:27,559 --> 00:11:28,960 Speaker 1: How much time do you have a date, just hum 233 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 1: me to whatever, to go out of that cell? 234 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:33,040 Speaker 2: How long? How many? 235 00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:34,960 Speaker 1: How many hours are you in that cellar? Day? 236 00:11:35,480 --> 00:11:38,200 Speaker 2: Well you come out of you come out of the 237 00:11:38,200 --> 00:11:40,320 Speaker 2: cell at seven thirty the morning. You have to go 238 00:11:40,320 --> 00:11:42,199 Speaker 2: to breakfast. Then after breakfast you've got to go to 239 00:11:42,360 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 2: program and then that and program is from uh probably 240 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:52,600 Speaker 2: about eight forty until like eleven forty and then they 241 00:11:52,640 --> 00:11:54,720 Speaker 2: come back do account and then they seem you to try, 242 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:58,200 Speaker 2: I mean to child, see to lunch, which lunch, and 243 00:11:58,200 --> 00:12:03,719 Speaker 2: then I go back to the afternoon and after the 244 00:12:03,720 --> 00:12:07,319 Speaker 2: program to come back probably around three thirty they lock. 245 00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:09,520 Speaker 2: You're back in yourself. You stay in the cell until 246 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:13,959 Speaker 2: six five thirty six to eat dinner. Child, and then 247 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:19,320 Speaker 2: they split the jail in half. One night they get wrecked. 248 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:22,280 Speaker 2: Decided jail get wrecked. The other night decided jail get wrecked. 249 00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:24,240 Speaker 2: So if not you would eat dinner, then you in 250 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:26,920 Speaker 2: for the night. Right there. So you're being there for 251 00:12:26,960 --> 00:12:30,480 Speaker 2: eight years, right about six yeah, six thirty to seven 252 00:12:30,559 --> 00:12:31,560 Speaker 2: thirty something. 253 00:12:31,360 --> 00:12:33,440 Speaker 1: You didn't do. You're in the NFL as wide as 254 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:39,320 Speaker 1: your arms. Yeah, okay, all right, but you see you 255 00:12:39,320 --> 00:12:41,080 Speaker 1: have access to so all that I was asking because 256 00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:43,839 Speaker 1: you have access to television magazine because I didn't hear 257 00:12:43,880 --> 00:12:45,840 Speaker 1: from you. Okay, now, now I didn't hear from you, 258 00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:47,840 Speaker 1: and I had asked you one time. I think I said, 259 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,560 Speaker 1: why didn't I hear from you? Or are you like, well, 260 00:12:49,559 --> 00:12:51,040 Speaker 1: why are you calling me? You knew as I was 261 00:12:51,080 --> 00:12:53,840 Speaker 1: after I didn't say that. Now you just said that, 262 00:12:53,920 --> 00:12:56,439 Speaker 1: But I believe that you said something like you didn't 263 00:12:56,480 --> 00:13:00,880 Speaker 1: want to mentally tell me why you didn't communicate as 264 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:02,000 Speaker 1: much when you were away. 265 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:04,920 Speaker 2: Because it was like this right here, Uh, I would 266 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 2: what I was trying to do and try to achieve 267 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:10,840 Speaker 2: I was chasing for years. I see Todd's success and 268 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:12,160 Speaker 2: I wanted. 269 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:14,560 Speaker 1: That Todd's success as LL cool J. I grew up 270 00:13:14,559 --> 00:13:17,400 Speaker 1: with LL cool J, yeah, seeing him from Afar, right. 271 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:20,240 Speaker 2: So when I see him with and I ain't talking 272 00:13:20,320 --> 00:13:23,319 Speaker 2: about the money, I mean like all the girls just 273 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:25,960 Speaker 2: coming around the neighborhood looking forming on. I wanted that 274 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:30,040 Speaker 2: right there, right, So you know, I tried going to 275 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:32,479 Speaker 2: the studio and all that different stuff like that didn't. 276 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:33,120 Speaker 1: Work everyone of us. 277 00:13:33,440 --> 00:13:36,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, and then Mike Taxi showed that could be done 278 00:13:36,559 --> 00:13:38,640 Speaker 2: through boxes. So that's when I poured, you know, st 279 00:13:38,840 --> 00:13:41,440 Speaker 2: pouring myself, and we used to always talk about, you know, 280 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:42,320 Speaker 2: making it. 281 00:13:42,640 --> 00:13:44,959 Speaker 1: Remember when we used to see Mike Tyson leave his 282 00:13:45,000 --> 00:13:48,439 Speaker 1: car over at a really big drug dealer's house, Shorty Black, 283 00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:51,479 Speaker 1: and we used to like, wow, Mike Tyson, the heavyweight 284 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:54,640 Speaker 1: champion of the undisputed the most baddest man on the 285 00:13:54,720 --> 00:13:58,640 Speaker 1: planet is parking his car down the block. And we 286 00:13:58,679 --> 00:14:01,360 Speaker 1: would see llll cool j or on DMC whatever, Shorty 287 00:14:01,400 --> 00:14:05,280 Speaker 1: Black Supreme Team, people who are currently regularly you know 288 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:08,000 Speaker 1: they own now, right, And then Mike Tyson. I think 289 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:11,559 Speaker 1: we had this exposure when there wasn't really social media. 290 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:13,679 Speaker 1: It wasn't no social media. Yeah, that exposure to a 291 00:14:13,720 --> 00:14:15,200 Speaker 1: lot of a lot of a lot of stuff. 292 00:14:15,520 --> 00:14:19,200 Speaker 2: And what happened is my driver that I had to 293 00:14:19,200 --> 00:14:21,520 Speaker 2: get that. And then now that I was trying to 294 00:14:21,560 --> 00:14:26,200 Speaker 2: make everybody around us was all about selling, cracking drugs 295 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:27,800 Speaker 2: and all that stuff like that. And now I made 296 00:14:27,840 --> 00:14:30,360 Speaker 2: it my business to stay away from all that stuff 297 00:14:30,400 --> 00:14:35,440 Speaker 2: like that. So I remember when I first left, I'm 298 00:14:35,480 --> 00:14:37,800 Speaker 2: going out of the picture, and I'm just like crushing 299 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:40,440 Speaker 2: and things just ain't making sense to me in my head, 300 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:42,720 Speaker 2: and all that stuff like that. And I remember one 301 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:46,840 Speaker 2: time it's when three way calling was new, and at 302 00:14:46,840 --> 00:14:48,760 Speaker 2: this time I might have been I might have been 303 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,800 Speaker 2: going like two years two years by then, or it 304 00:14:51,920 --> 00:14:53,880 Speaker 2: might have been year and a half. And I called 305 00:14:53,880 --> 00:14:58,080 Speaker 2: my sister and I was going, I called you, called 306 00:14:58,080 --> 00:14:59,800 Speaker 2: you with the nother Now it might have been like 307 00:15:00,400 --> 00:15:05,280 Speaker 2: four or five four seven three two, I know, something 308 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:09,560 Speaker 2: like something like that. Right boom, I call and I 309 00:15:09,640 --> 00:15:14,400 Speaker 2: called you and we spoke and he was like, oh 310 00:15:14,720 --> 00:15:17,640 Speaker 2: you was like, uh, who's this? And I told you, 311 00:15:17,720 --> 00:15:20,480 Speaker 2: oh shit, y'all been going through the block and nobody 312 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:23,560 Speaker 2: won't tell me nothing, and and and and and and 313 00:15:23,720 --> 00:15:26,280 Speaker 2: then you know, we're talking back and forth and I'm like, yo, 314 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,760 Speaker 2: so what's going on with the clothes up in about 315 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:30,640 Speaker 2: some and so on? What type of car you're driving 316 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:33,280 Speaker 2: right now? You was like, yo, really to tell the truth, 317 00:15:33,480 --> 00:15:36,200 Speaker 2: I'm driving nineteen eighty nine hundred. That smashing in the 318 00:15:36,240 --> 00:15:38,720 Speaker 2: back of the trunk is gone. I was like, where 319 00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:40,600 Speaker 2: all is it? You was telling me, well, the money 320 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:43,040 Speaker 2: got to go back into the company, and I'm going 321 00:15:43,200 --> 00:15:46,240 Speaker 2: right now, you said, buzz I am here? I think so. 322 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:49,160 Speaker 2: He was like, but you was like, but guess what, yo? 323 00:15:49,840 --> 00:15:51,480 Speaker 2: I said, Hey, but how the girl's treating you. You 324 00:15:51,560 --> 00:15:53,920 Speaker 2: was like, he was like, Yo, the girl's treat me 325 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:54,440 Speaker 2: just like an. 326 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:55,080 Speaker 1: I just like. 327 00:16:15,400 --> 00:16:17,920 Speaker 2: Girls treat me just like an. I was like, they're 328 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:20,280 Speaker 2: coming up to you, because that's what all I wanted 329 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:24,760 Speaker 2: was for them. Yeah. It success and you need no money, 330 00:16:24,800 --> 00:16:26,520 Speaker 2: just need the girls to be chasing you and ship. Right. 331 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:28,440 Speaker 2: So I was like, yeah, and you tell me that. 332 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:30,400 Speaker 2: And then I remember you was telling you told me this, right. 333 00:16:30,440 --> 00:16:32,480 Speaker 2: He was like, Oh, I'm gonna tell you this right here. 334 00:16:32,560 --> 00:16:37,880 Speaker 2: He was like, yeah, sure, sure exactly. So you said 335 00:16:37,920 --> 00:16:40,760 Speaker 2: you said you said I don't want to tell you this, right. 336 00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:44,160 Speaker 2: He was like, Yo, everything that happened, it is what 337 00:16:44,240 --> 00:16:47,000 Speaker 2: it is, right. We can't change nothing about that. And 338 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:49,440 Speaker 2: now he said, but yo, I'm never gonna forget what 339 00:16:49,520 --> 00:16:52,080 Speaker 2: you did for me. So whenever you get out and 340 00:16:52,240 --> 00:16:56,480 Speaker 2: make sure that you come and see me. And we 341 00:16:56,560 --> 00:16:58,800 Speaker 2: finished up the phone call and I went up stir. 342 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:00,200 Speaker 1: What did what did you do for me? What did 343 00:17:00,200 --> 00:17:02,600 Speaker 1: I say you did for me? Do you remember what 344 00:17:02,640 --> 00:17:06,280 Speaker 1: you did for me? I tell the story, okay, Dad, 345 00:17:06,280 --> 00:17:08,080 Speaker 1: I tell because I don't want to know that. 346 00:17:08,240 --> 00:17:16,040 Speaker 2: You got it. And we I mean, I went up 347 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:19,280 Speaker 2: I went upstairs that night. I laid down. I didn't 348 00:17:19,280 --> 00:17:21,080 Speaker 2: go to see if I was on the bed. I'm 349 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:25,639 Speaker 2: just like, like it had worked. You know, you're playing 350 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:27,919 Speaker 2: at work, You're getting attention like Todd. It was like, 351 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:30,280 Speaker 2: well exciting to me. But I said, you know, after 352 00:17:30,320 --> 00:17:32,200 Speaker 2: that night, I'm happy, you know that stuff like that. 353 00:17:32,280 --> 00:17:34,879 Speaker 2: But I was like, I can't call him no more. 354 00:17:35,480 --> 00:17:36,399 Speaker 1: You can't call me no one. 355 00:17:36,520 --> 00:17:41,640 Speaker 2: Why the reason why? Because my thinking was just spirally, 356 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:45,639 Speaker 2: damn damn down. I'm getting lower and pressures every day. 357 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:49,399 Speaker 2: Uh the depression, like come on strong, Sean, and yours 358 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:53,240 Speaker 2: was going up. And I can't understand why I was there. 359 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:56,520 Speaker 2: I couldn't understand why I was there, right, and. 360 00:17:56,760 --> 00:18:01,200 Speaker 1: Can't understand why you were thereware and yeah, while gett 361 00:18:02,359 --> 00:18:05,200 Speaker 1: I couldn't understand why I was in prison and then 362 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:06,080 Speaker 1: then now only that. 363 00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:08,760 Speaker 2: Another thing too is like all the real criminals around 364 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:10,640 Speaker 2: where you got one of threes and two to four 365 00:18:10,760 --> 00:18:12,800 Speaker 2: and like how did I get old this time? 366 00:18:13,600 --> 00:18:16,000 Speaker 1: Like a lot of well, people don't realize that in 367 00:18:16,000 --> 00:18:19,960 Speaker 1: our communities, the railroad tracks usually separate the community. You'll 368 00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:23,159 Speaker 1: see that and everything from South Africa from the wealthy 369 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:26,440 Speaker 1: to the shanty towns right across because in every community, 370 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:29,280 Speaker 1: even the wealthy community, there have to be people that 371 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:33,280 Speaker 1: do the common work, and they generally have been bordered communities. 372 00:18:33,359 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 1: Even where I live, it's it's funny, but it's not. 373 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:38,840 Speaker 1: You know, they don't have to necessarily black or white. 374 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:42,639 Speaker 1: But where I live, up in the Hudson Valley, the 375 00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:45,560 Speaker 1: one side was the Carnegie, the Melons, the Rockefellers and 376 00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:47,440 Speaker 1: all these other people. Right, and that's where the train 377 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:50,440 Speaker 1: goes down. And they would say, if you see somebody 378 00:18:50,440 --> 00:18:54,160 Speaker 1: standing on the tracks, pull over, it's Rockefella, it's Carnegie. 379 00:18:55,119 --> 00:18:58,879 Speaker 1: But the the across the river separated, those are the 380 00:18:58,880 --> 00:19:02,040 Speaker 1: people that will come to work the mansions, the Vanderbilts 381 00:19:02,280 --> 00:19:05,280 Speaker 1: literally the Vanderbilt mansion, and across the track. They would 382 00:19:05,320 --> 00:19:10,359 Speaker 1: call those people the village people. Right, And it's odd 383 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:13,440 Speaker 1: that the Vanderbilts and Rockabellas they were tired of seeing 384 00:19:13,440 --> 00:19:16,800 Speaker 1: those houses look like that, so they paid to put 385 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:19,440 Speaker 1: big churches up there so that when they looked over 386 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:23,320 Speaker 1: the Hudson River they would see and they would see 387 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:25,639 Speaker 1: something nice. That's crazy enough to buy a whole another 388 00:19:25,680 --> 00:19:27,159 Speaker 1: side of a mountain. Just so you don't like the 389 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,800 Speaker 1: way those the people, you know, you. 390 00:19:29,760 --> 00:19:30,040 Speaker 2: Had to know. 391 00:19:31,480 --> 00:19:34,359 Speaker 1: And in our neighborhood, I remember a cop saying one time, 392 00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:38,480 Speaker 1: and I'm gonna have to just use the you know profanity, 393 00:19:38,920 --> 00:19:41,000 Speaker 1: you know, in two different ways. I remember I saw 394 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:45,000 Speaker 1: a copy was he was beating up or manhandling a 395 00:19:45,040 --> 00:19:47,199 Speaker 1: white male and guy said, why you treat me like 396 00:19:47,200 --> 00:19:50,000 Speaker 1: a nigga? Cop said, if he was a nigga, you 397 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:53,000 Speaker 1: did that, you'd be dead. And they always said, I 398 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:55,160 Speaker 1: remember when they would say this, you cross these tracks, 399 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:59,280 Speaker 1: meaning if you go past where the railroad goes, if 400 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:03,000 Speaker 1: you go over that side, whatever we catch you doing, 401 00:20:03,720 --> 00:20:06,600 Speaker 1: it's gonna be three times the amount of time you 402 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,600 Speaker 1: will be in prison. Then if you do it on 403 00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:12,000 Speaker 1: this side of the track. So now all of a 404 00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 1: sudden you get fourteen years or something that even if 405 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:21,240 Speaker 1: you did it, you would have three right. 406 00:20:21,880 --> 00:20:25,720 Speaker 2: If I did it, I could have just copped down 407 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:26,600 Speaker 2: to two years. 408 00:20:27,359 --> 00:20:29,560 Speaker 1: Oh you think I said I'm guilty, thank you, you 409 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:32,680 Speaker 1: know whatever it is. But you went to trial because 410 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:34,880 Speaker 1: you didn't do it. Yeah, okay, now you're in there 411 00:20:34,960 --> 00:20:38,520 Speaker 1: so you can't mentally get out of why am I rightfully? 412 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:40,879 Speaker 1: So you know, someone get accused of just being the 413 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:43,120 Speaker 1: wrong type of person. You know, listen to the wrong 414 00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:45,280 Speaker 1: type of music. They can't mentally get out of that, right, 415 00:20:45,520 --> 00:20:46,040 Speaker 1: go ahead. 416 00:20:47,920 --> 00:20:52,080 Speaker 2: I mean it was it was definitely a struggle because 417 00:20:53,480 --> 00:20:55,920 Speaker 2: first of all, it's like what I come down to 418 00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:59,120 Speaker 2: find out is that people that end up in jail, right, 419 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:02,800 Speaker 2: It's it's like they was like in the back of 420 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:05,080 Speaker 2: their mind, they know that they're gonna eventually do that 421 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:08,280 Speaker 2: because the stuff that that they're doing, So it's kind 422 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:13,119 Speaker 2: of like the kind of kind of prep they prepping. 423 00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:15,520 Speaker 2: They're prepping theirself for jail, right. 424 00:21:15,640 --> 00:21:17,480 Speaker 1: They're prepping themselves prepping because they. 425 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,359 Speaker 2: Know you're selling drugs, you've run from the costume, you can, 426 00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:22,800 Speaker 2: you get money for something, and everybody's going to You're 427 00:21:22,800 --> 00:21:27,840 Speaker 2: gonna eventually go and they're prepping themselves to jail. So 428 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:32,840 Speaker 2: it's so when they get there, it's more of adjustability. 429 00:21:32,960 --> 00:21:36,240 Speaker 2: But me a guy, in my mind, I'm doing everything 430 00:21:36,280 --> 00:21:40,960 Speaker 2: to make sure I never go there at all. 431 00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:42,440 Speaker 1: Well, that was the why you and I were on 432 00:21:42,520 --> 00:21:45,080 Speaker 1: the corner when they were going out, because you know, 433 00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:49,800 Speaker 1: just thinking people do to get out of here the 434 00:21:49,920 --> 00:21:50,800 Speaker 1: right way. 435 00:21:51,119 --> 00:21:53,359 Speaker 2: When so when I get to the point where I'm there, 436 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:57,560 Speaker 2: like like it like a lot of stuff don't don't 437 00:21:57,560 --> 00:21:59,160 Speaker 2: make sense to me. But then at the same time 438 00:21:59,200 --> 00:22:02,280 Speaker 2: they tell me that I have the right for a pill, right, 439 00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:05,640 Speaker 2: and they don't tell you how to do the pill. 440 00:22:05,800 --> 00:22:09,200 Speaker 2: And then there's people in there trying to uh, I'm 441 00:22:09,280 --> 00:22:10,920 Speaker 2: used word ex store, but I'm just saying so like 442 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:15,320 Speaker 2: trying to force out you. They're trying to extort you 443 00:22:15,440 --> 00:22:18,480 Speaker 2: for their so called knowledge because they've been in a library. 444 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:20,840 Speaker 2: They want them ja house lawyers or something like that. 445 00:22:20,920 --> 00:22:22,400 Speaker 1: You the other. 446 00:22:23,720 --> 00:22:27,320 Speaker 2: Inmate, They oh, I know how to do a four forty, 447 00:22:27,359 --> 00:22:28,919 Speaker 2: and I know how to do this and that da 448 00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:35,400 Speaker 2: and you and the worst mental state in your life. 449 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 2: But you gotta be doe to the the sharpest thing 450 00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:40,840 Speaker 2: in life to learn the low and be able to 451 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:42,560 Speaker 2: do all that stuff like that. And it was just 452 00:22:42,600 --> 00:22:45,640 Speaker 2: like a whole bunch of pressure, whole whole whole bunch 453 00:22:45,680 --> 00:22:49,880 Speaker 2: of pressure on top of you know, ship I never 454 00:22:49,920 --> 00:22:54,359 Speaker 2: did good in school anyway, and breakfast, how am I 455 00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:55,160 Speaker 2: gonna understand? 456 00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:56,800 Speaker 1: How? 457 00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:57,240 Speaker 2: Yeah? 458 00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:57,640 Speaker 3: How much? 459 00:22:57,760 --> 00:23:00,679 Speaker 1: Somebody sorry? 460 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:04,439 Speaker 2: Yeah? So it was it was, it was, it was 461 00:23:04,520 --> 00:23:08,520 Speaker 2: nerve racked, it was it was you know, and as 462 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:12,719 Speaker 2: time went on, Uh, in Poughkeepsie, New York, it was 463 00:23:13,280 --> 00:23:16,840 Speaker 2: it was the very first black serial killer. His name 464 00:23:16,920 --> 00:23:20,440 Speaker 2: is Nick Daniel White, right, And I didn't notice at 465 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 2: the time, but I met him, uh, and he was 466 00:23:25,040 --> 00:23:28,040 Speaker 2: the only one in jail talking with any sense. 467 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:29,600 Speaker 1: Oh the serial killer? 468 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,880 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, what is his name is Nick Danyl White? 469 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:35,639 Speaker 2: That time went on, come not find out he was 470 00:23:35,680 --> 00:23:37,800 Speaker 2: in jail because he supposed to had raped and killed 471 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:41,280 Speaker 2: about five girls up there in Poughkeepsie, New York. Right, 472 00:23:41,359 --> 00:23:45,239 Speaker 2: But he was the only one in jail that was 473 00:23:45,280 --> 00:23:48,879 Speaker 2: talking with some sense. Everybody else is on with this 474 00:23:48,960 --> 00:23:51,160 Speaker 2: little crew or they waiting, we'll get the next weed 475 00:23:51,240 --> 00:23:53,440 Speaker 2: into jail. Who get the next dope in the jail. 476 00:23:53,480 --> 00:23:56,560 Speaker 2: That's that's what they was like. It's like they was 477 00:23:56,600 --> 00:23:59,480 Speaker 2: on the streets and that's all they cared about. This 478 00:23:59,560 --> 00:24:03,680 Speaker 2: guy start talking to me about the law and and 479 00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,840 Speaker 2: and he was the only one that making said, yo, 480 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:08,960 Speaker 2: you need to be drop a low library slipping all 481 00:24:08,960 --> 00:24:10,800 Speaker 2: and stuff like that. So he started talking to me 482 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:15,639 Speaker 2: about how to file as being an indigent person, to 483 00:24:15,680 --> 00:24:17,600 Speaker 2: be able to get a lawyer, being your lawyer from 484 00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:21,199 Speaker 2: the state, and how to go about asking him for 485 00:24:21,240 --> 00:24:24,840 Speaker 2: the lawyer and the appeal. So I started getting to 486 00:24:24,880 --> 00:24:28,160 Speaker 2: know him and I'm getting on him and he's shown 487 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:34,080 Speaker 2: me somef about the law library. But then people around me. Yo, 488 00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:39,000 Speaker 2: they told somebody I knew, Yo, the man can't be 489 00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,040 Speaker 2: talking to no tree jumpers. I didn't know what they're 490 00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:43,040 Speaker 2: talking about. A man can't be fucked with no tree jumper. 491 00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:43,919 Speaker 1: What's the street jumper? 492 00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:47,960 Speaker 2: Tree jumper is a rapist? Yeah right, okay, Yo, your 493 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:48,720 Speaker 2: man can't be. 494 00:24:51,040 --> 00:24:55,399 Speaker 1: Right because of the system. I have been told that 495 00:24:55,560 --> 00:24:59,399 Speaker 1: pedophilers and rapists are the lowest of the low. I mean, 496 00:24:59,400 --> 00:25:01,360 Speaker 1: they're the lowest the load to me a period. 497 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:06,920 Speaker 2: Yeah, that's what they say, right, And I'm here, I'm 498 00:25:06,960 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 2: stressed out. Anybody that's supposedly no law is trying to 499 00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:14,159 Speaker 2: rob me, you know, for the uh, for some money. 500 00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:16,639 Speaker 2: But this this guy right here is teaching me a 501 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:19,000 Speaker 2: law and show me a law, and they have a 502 00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:24,119 Speaker 2: problem with it. I said, okay, well, I mean, but 503 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,359 Speaker 2: this is like I said, and he stressed. I was 504 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:32,320 Speaker 2: just saying to myself, well, me talking to this guy 505 00:25:32,359 --> 00:25:36,600 Speaker 2: and them having a problem with it, it's the only 506 00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:38,440 Speaker 2: way in me getting back out to the street. Well, 507 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:44,040 Speaker 2: if somebody do have a problem with me, uh, they 508 00:25:44,080 --> 00:25:47,080 Speaker 2: that's gonna be like the first time that I really 509 00:25:47,320 --> 00:25:51,199 Speaker 2: uh uh. They've been calling me a bad guy all 510 00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:55,280 Speaker 2: this time. Wish I wasn't. But that's when they're gonna see. 511 00:25:55,560 --> 00:25:58,879 Speaker 1: Well you already golden globe Boxer wasn't. It wasn't short 512 00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:05,600 Speaker 1: of that. But the conflict I think you had, you know, 513 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 1: dealing with a bunch of elements, and that you got 514 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,120 Speaker 1: to make the right decision out of the worst possible 515 00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:13,840 Speaker 1: situation that most people whatever, will never face, right and 516 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,480 Speaker 1: you have to make critical decisions in a place where 517 00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:18,639 Speaker 1: his life or death over some of the decisions you're making. 518 00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:21,359 Speaker 1: When you say, and I don't, I want to make 519 00:26:21,359 --> 00:26:23,760 Speaker 1: it very clear for people when you say, if somebody 520 00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:26,320 Speaker 1: and they had a problem with it, it ain't you 521 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:29,440 Speaker 1: and Starbuck with someone got a problem with you taking 522 00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:34,760 Speaker 1: the wrong order. A problem means what a problem mean 523 00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:35,760 Speaker 1: in jail. 524 00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,760 Speaker 2: A problem mean, for instance, they say, if somebody is 525 00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:41,200 Speaker 2: a rapist, they might be out to kill him or 526 00:26:41,280 --> 00:26:43,760 Speaker 2: something like that, So so. 527 00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:45,159 Speaker 1: Me and that you could be hanging out with this 528 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:50,200 Speaker 1: guy because a problem in jail is you die right. 529 00:26:50,200 --> 00:26:52,479 Speaker 1: Because I don't think that the people in jail are 530 00:26:52,480 --> 00:26:56,840 Speaker 1: walking up to you with casual problems. There's so now 531 00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:02,240 Speaker 1: you now you're risking I know you very well. I 532 00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:06,600 Speaker 1: don't I can see you not having any joy or 533 00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:09,080 Speaker 1: having a disgust of having to not having to work 534 00:27:09,080 --> 00:27:11,200 Speaker 1: with the person. But you are stuck in the situation 535 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:13,960 Speaker 1: where you're not co signing on what this person is 536 00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:16,080 Speaker 1: horrificly this person has done. But what you're saying is 537 00:27:16,240 --> 00:27:18,639 Speaker 1: that there was some knowledge and information that did not 538 00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:22,240 Speaker 1: did not pertain to what they do. And you know, 539 00:27:22,240 --> 00:27:24,480 Speaker 1: we're in a country today where you're either black or white. 540 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,240 Speaker 1: This one person is right about everything and that other 541 00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:29,920 Speaker 1: person wrong with everything. No, you know, we have parents 542 00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:32,919 Speaker 1: and family who sometimes are most brilliant people ever, but 543 00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:35,320 Speaker 1: they've done some dumb things and you can't couple all 544 00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:37,440 Speaker 1: of it. But to extract the information you needed, you 545 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:40,480 Speaker 1: you found a way to work with the person. But 546 00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:42,720 Speaker 1: you knew that it was gonna You're gonna potentially risk 547 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:46,360 Speaker 1: your life, yeah yeah, and or risk somebody else's life 548 00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:48,240 Speaker 1: and then actually be in jail for somebody you did do, 549 00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:50,760 Speaker 1: which is killed somebody or hurt somebody of Maine somebody. 550 00:27:51,320 --> 00:27:53,000 Speaker 1: These are the decisions. So at that moment, you had 551 00:27:53,040 --> 00:27:55,240 Speaker 1: to make a decision. What was the decision and. 552 00:27:55,119 --> 00:27:57,480 Speaker 2: The decision was the decision was this right here. 553 00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:00,159 Speaker 1: I was like, and we're going with us speed up 554 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:00,680 Speaker 1: in the midau. 555 00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:05,160 Speaker 2: If they think that I'm not gonna take the shot 556 00:28:05,160 --> 00:28:06,959 Speaker 2: at my one shot and getting out of it, I 557 00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:10,000 Speaker 2: just just just kept playing through my mind, like what 558 00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:15,520 Speaker 2: I'm gonna do is when everybody, anybody do do anything 559 00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:18,240 Speaker 2: what I was playing on doing. I was just gonna 560 00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:20,240 Speaker 2: take the I was fighting. I'm gonna take the person. 561 00:28:20,320 --> 00:28:22,000 Speaker 2: I'm gonna catch the side of the neck. I was 562 00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:24,600 Speaker 2: gonna bite it. And I was just gonna eat this 563 00:28:24,680 --> 00:28:25,640 Speaker 2: ship right in front. 564 00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:28,199 Speaker 1: That's gonna do so. 565 00:28:28,400 --> 00:28:32,840 Speaker 2: I mean, so that's what it was. If there was 566 00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:37,560 Speaker 2: a problem. But it was like, I'm like, that was 567 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,320 Speaker 2: my only hope. This guy would show me how to 568 00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:39,959 Speaker 2: do appeal. 569 00:28:41,120 --> 00:28:43,280 Speaker 1: So soon else And you don't want to speak to me, 570 00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:46,880 Speaker 1: you don't want it's just me? Or is everybody now? 571 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,680 Speaker 2: I didn't. I didn't. I didn't a lot. Only when 572 00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:51,600 Speaker 2: I spoke I speak with my mother. 573 00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:54,960 Speaker 1: And is it almost like how when I got so 574 00:28:55,080 --> 00:28:57,880 Speaker 1: focused on the brand or other people got focused on work. 575 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:01,280 Speaker 1: Even if you're in jail and even a little bit 576 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,080 Speaker 1: of a moment, a glumps you could talk to somebody. 577 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:04,920 Speaker 1: You're so focused on what you want to do. You 578 00:29:04,960 --> 00:29:06,040 Speaker 1: don't want any distraction. 579 00:29:07,400 --> 00:29:08,680 Speaker 2: Is it talking about me? 580 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:11,120 Speaker 1: That's why yourself you don't want any distractions. 581 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:18,640 Speaker 2: No, no, no, no no no. This ship I was, I 582 00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,320 Speaker 2: wasn't focused. It's like I was. I was like like 583 00:29:21,400 --> 00:29:23,440 Speaker 2: losing my mind. But what I'm saying is this right 584 00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:26,720 Speaker 2: here is like this right here is all My whole 585 00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:31,560 Speaker 2: life was dedicated to making it in boxing. And you like, 586 00:29:32,000 --> 00:29:37,560 Speaker 2: uh like fintans hit it. You come around in your van. Yo, 587 00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:40,280 Speaker 2: I got like three more laughs ago I'm going around 588 00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:42,120 Speaker 2: the block. I did two year, Ready to come back. 589 00:29:42,200 --> 00:29:44,480 Speaker 2: I come sit in the van. I mean you just 590 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:48,600 Speaker 2: talking about things be just. 591 00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:50,480 Speaker 1: Being better, and I remember you going. I got three 592 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,560 Speaker 1: more times, three more times around the block that you 593 00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:55,560 Speaker 1: were training golden gloves, golden gloves. And then I remember 594 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:57,080 Speaker 1: you would get out, you you would come in the 595 00:29:57,160 --> 00:29:58,920 Speaker 1: van and sit there. I would need to go to 596 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:01,200 Speaker 1: work or coming from work something, yeah, and we were 597 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:02,800 Speaker 1: just sit there talking about what are we going to 598 00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,280 Speaker 1: do in life to get to not do what everything 599 00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:06,560 Speaker 1: else is doing to get there. 600 00:30:06,800 --> 00:30:09,920 Speaker 2: And and and just whatever I'm going on time even 601 00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:14,200 Speaker 2: I remember before uh I knew things soned to get 602 00:30:14,200 --> 00:30:16,840 Speaker 2: a little better. I remember you did that boat ride 603 00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:19,480 Speaker 2: and you had I think like ron G was like 604 00:30:19,560 --> 00:30:21,560 Speaker 2: the DJ. 605 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 1: And together side I try to promote the boat rider 606 00:30:24,400 --> 00:30:27,880 Speaker 1: yeah yeah, and then the local DJ yeah, and then 607 00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:29,200 Speaker 1: you you circle line. 608 00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:32,120 Speaker 2: You brought me in on air security shall only like 609 00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:34,640 Speaker 2: one hundred and fifty five poundship. But things were starting 610 00:30:34,680 --> 00:30:37,880 Speaker 2: to change for us, like we're trying to try to 611 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:44,440 Speaker 2: try so Uh, my whole focus was just to be 612 00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:51,440 Speaker 2: a success. And then when you know the stuff was 613 00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:56,680 Speaker 2: coming together, you I only could ask myself and ask God, 614 00:30:56,760 --> 00:31:00,120 Speaker 2: asked the universe or whatever. It's like like why did 615 00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:22,440 Speaker 2: this have to happen to me? M right? And then 616 00:31:22,920 --> 00:31:25,719 Speaker 2: uh it was like this right, this is what. Uh. 617 00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:29,200 Speaker 2: Another way I look at things is there was a 618 00:31:29,240 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 2: triangle right on my porch. Uh. I got to be 619 00:31:35,800 --> 00:31:38,800 Speaker 2: good friends with you. I got to be good friends 620 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:43,200 Speaker 2: of Hype Williams and then that was me and Todd 621 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:49,600 Speaker 2: was yeah cool. L J was like the on top 622 00:31:49,640 --> 00:31:51,920 Speaker 2: of the trying. Yeah that we like we we we 623 00:31:52,000 --> 00:31:53,960 Speaker 2: know we could get it because he said I'm successful. 624 00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,160 Speaker 2: We we chased we chased it damn right. So now 625 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:00,440 Speaker 2: I'm totally taking out of a picture and the other 626 00:32:00,480 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 2: two pieces of the triangles just gain his success skin. 627 00:32:04,200 --> 00:32:08,040 Speaker 2: Why the fun did this have to happen? Like why? 628 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:13,080 Speaker 2: And and and and then and Hype's names at the 629 00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:20,880 Speaker 2: bomb of every video, and so I'm like, I'm like, 630 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:26,400 Speaker 2: so I was like, uh, like like like like did 631 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:29,280 Speaker 2: I do something wrong to somebody? Did I like the 632 00:32:29,360 --> 00:32:32,360 Speaker 2: black cat across in front of me something like that? 633 00:32:32,680 --> 00:32:37,240 Speaker 2: And Hype did like a my Teeth video, Hpe, Hype 634 00:32:37,280 --> 00:32:40,520 Speaker 2: did the Jogicy video. So he was getting with the 635 00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:42,560 Speaker 2: mainstream people and it's going. Then all of a sudden, 636 00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:46,680 Speaker 2: y'all came out with the uh with the limousine thing 637 00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:51,000 Speaker 2: but with cool j uh with with the fullwood stuff, 638 00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:57,600 Speaker 2: and I'm like, look at this ship and what the 639 00:32:57,640 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 2: fuck is this guy doing? And I'm talking about Jake. 640 00:33:00,040 --> 00:33:02,000 Speaker 2: He wasn't somebody home with you on the record? What 641 00:33:02,320 --> 00:33:06,360 Speaker 2: is he doing? The picture? Yeah, like, holy ship? 642 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:08,560 Speaker 1: Well you were going I had the way that I 643 00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:08,960 Speaker 1: hang out with. 644 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:12,440 Speaker 2: But I'm saying, I'm saying niggas are substitutes right there 645 00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:17,760 Speaker 2: with the right and and I and and and and 646 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:19,760 Speaker 2: it was like a curse is on me. And I 647 00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:32,680 Speaker 2: couldn't understand and but and and and and and I 648 00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:35,680 Speaker 2: just couldn't take it because it was like but it 649 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,480 Speaker 2: did have nothing to do with anybody else had to 650 00:33:37,520 --> 00:33:40,400 Speaker 2: do it, like like why like this curse came on me? 651 00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:45,760 Speaker 2: And and every time I, you know, get a chance 652 00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:47,840 Speaker 2: to see the TV, which was all the time I'm 653 00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:52,719 Speaker 2: seeing right, Williams shot this bigger like oly ship. And 654 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:58,560 Speaker 2: then uh I was trying to ignore you're like your brose. 655 00:33:58,840 --> 00:34:02,200 Speaker 2: I just couldn't take it there and uh I go 656 00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:08,440 Speaker 2: to the library and uh I read the Vibe magazine, 657 00:34:08,480 --> 00:34:14,160 Speaker 2: the big magazine, and I'm we're uh uh je morn 658 00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:17,520 Speaker 2: He got an an NBA size basketball court in his house. 659 00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:22,399 Speaker 2: And David said, Yo, you know, I'll be riding home 660 00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:25,560 Speaker 2: sometimes I pull up in front of this big house 661 00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:30,440 Speaker 2: and I look at the jury on my hand. I 662 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,240 Speaker 2: look at the house and I gotta like pinch myself 663 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:34,520 Speaker 2: to see if this is really me. 664 00:34:35,200 --> 00:34:37,200 Speaker 1: That's what that's what you saw me saying the article. 665 00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:41,440 Speaker 2: You said that in the article. But to know the 666 00:34:41,680 --> 00:34:45,880 Speaker 2: guy that was sitting across with me sharing his dreams 667 00:34:45,880 --> 00:34:49,319 Speaker 2: with me. And then not only that, when when when 668 00:34:49,520 --> 00:34:53,040 Speaker 2: uh uh I had to fight out in Chicago, when 669 00:34:53,040 --> 00:34:55,080 Speaker 2: you flew out there to meet me out there. It's 670 00:34:55,120 --> 00:34:58,239 Speaker 2: like it's like I was trying hard to make it 671 00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:00,680 Speaker 2: make a difference. But everything that I had in my 672 00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:02,200 Speaker 2: mind wishing, I'm seeing this having me. 673 00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:04,719 Speaker 1: I went out to fight. I said to all my 674 00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:06,240 Speaker 1: money to go out there to support you. 675 00:35:06,480 --> 00:35:12,760 Speaker 2: Yeah, and so it's like what I was dreaming about myself. 676 00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:16,120 Speaker 2: I'm it's like it's like I'm saying, I know what 677 00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:19,160 Speaker 2: it worked for me because I see it working for them. Right. 678 00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:24,040 Speaker 2: And then uh, like I said, even with me trying 679 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:25,720 Speaker 2: to ignore it, it got to a point where couldn't 680 00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:28,319 Speaker 2: agnore because incident in magazines. Then one day I was 681 00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:33,560 Speaker 2: watching BT Oh we got some celebrity guests. We got 682 00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:36,839 Speaker 2: some celebrity guests. It was and damn it, job woman, 683 00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:46,359 Speaker 2: what ship like ship? I was like my head was 684 00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:51,680 Speaker 2: just like my hay was just beating my head because 685 00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:55,320 Speaker 2: I'm like, I didn't do nothing to nobody, didn't treat. 686 00:35:56,800 --> 00:36:00,120 Speaker 1: Everybody a good period of time. With your brothers, we 687 00:36:00,160 --> 00:36:05,880 Speaker 1: are not laughing at your having with you mano. 688 00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:08,520 Speaker 2: It was like they just kept getting bigger and bigger 689 00:36:08,600 --> 00:36:10,759 Speaker 2: and bigger. But why oh this is going on? My 690 00:36:11,560 --> 00:36:15,440 Speaker 2: appeal got denied denied something else I was trying to 691 00:36:15,560 --> 00:36:17,640 Speaker 2: not so it's like nothing was working. 692 00:36:17,680 --> 00:36:19,879 Speaker 1: And so when is that moment that you said, I'm 693 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:22,880 Speaker 1: still gonna appeal again because is there is there a 694 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:27,160 Speaker 1: is there an exhaust statue exhaustion? Yeah, yeah, you can't 695 00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:30,200 Speaker 1: make me legally, can you do? They stop you after 696 00:36:30,239 --> 00:36:32,600 Speaker 1: and say, yeah, you tried everything, because I would assume 697 00:36:32,600 --> 00:36:36,360 Speaker 1: that if that wasn't the case, you could just appeal 698 00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:36,680 Speaker 1: all day. 699 00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:38,840 Speaker 2: Now you you get a chance to go to the 700 00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:43,439 Speaker 2: Court of Appeal, and then after you get turned down, 701 00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:45,719 Speaker 2: you got to ask from the judges that's writing their 702 00:36:45,760 --> 00:36:49,719 Speaker 2: opinions on your case if you could have the permission 703 00:36:49,880 --> 00:36:54,200 Speaker 2: to appeal their decision. Well, the Pellet Division you go 704 00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,360 Speaker 2: through first, and you got to ask them if you 705 00:36:56,360 --> 00:37:01,560 Speaker 2: could have permission the appeal there decision in the court. 706 00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:04,120 Speaker 1: People to understand because I'm learning this too, and this 707 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:07,440 Speaker 1: is why write I do that that moment that as 708 00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:11,120 Speaker 1: as you're seeing these these images come across right of 709 00:37:12,080 --> 00:37:15,080 Speaker 1: hype and I blowing up and ll is still doing 710 00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:21,520 Speaker 1: his thing right, and you're getting strikes and there strikes 711 00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:26,360 Speaker 1: literally like you're out yeah yeah, you know, or another 712 00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:28,920 Speaker 1: strike and not you're out first the first strike. This 713 00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:31,160 Speaker 1: is not a well I'm gonna go back again. You're 714 00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:33,120 Speaker 1: in there for something you didn't do, and you're getting 715 00:37:33,160 --> 00:37:37,000 Speaker 1: strikeouts again. It's almost like it's almost like saying, no, 716 00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:39,480 Speaker 1: you did it. As far as with concern, you did it, 717 00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:42,040 Speaker 1: and I don't care what the course of accidents. You're 718 00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:44,719 Speaker 1: staying here. Yeah, yeah, what happened now? 719 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:48,840 Speaker 2: And but let's yeah, so when you get to God denied, 720 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:51,680 Speaker 2: they did not give me permission to go on to 721 00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:54,719 Speaker 2: the next course. So I'm here to do this time 722 00:37:55,360 --> 00:38:01,759 Speaker 2: and I'm I'm fucked up, and uh. Years went by. 723 00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:05,640 Speaker 2: But what happened that changed stuff up a little bit 724 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:11,600 Speaker 2: was I had had a fight at holy Cross High School. 725 00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:14,440 Speaker 1: It's queens a fight or a boxing. 726 00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:16,600 Speaker 2: A boxing match. I had a boxing match and my 727 00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:20,000 Speaker 2: old trainer, Bob Jackson, you know, he still was in 728 00:38:20,040 --> 00:38:22,400 Speaker 2: the Golden Gloves. He took some fighters, I think the 729 00:38:22,480 --> 00:38:25,759 Speaker 2: year of nineteen eighty four ninety four, he took some 730 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:30,959 Speaker 2: fighters there, and a guy named Bill Farrells that ran 731 00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:35,600 Speaker 2: the daily news reporter for the Gloves on site. He's 732 00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:38,200 Speaker 2: seen me ask him about the light heavyweight that he 733 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:40,320 Speaker 2: had that had got fighted a night, you know, a 734 00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:44,360 Speaker 2: couple of years ago, and he told him, oh, you know, 735 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:46,840 Speaker 2: this is what happened. Da da da Daight, Oh that 736 00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:50,960 Speaker 2: sounds bad. But what we do is we have a 737 00:38:51,040 --> 00:38:54,959 Speaker 2: group of lawyers that do per se pro bono work 738 00:38:55,040 --> 00:38:56,759 Speaker 2: every year. Maybe I could get one of them to 739 00:38:56,800 --> 00:39:01,560 Speaker 2: look into the case. And that was the start of 740 00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:07,960 Speaker 2: a new motion being put in. But they that ended 741 00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:10,600 Speaker 2: up dragging on for years and nothing came out of it. 742 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:12,759 Speaker 2: They do that also too. 743 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:16,360 Speaker 1: And then a reporter, a random reporter that saw you 744 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:19,279 Speaker 1: be the the superstar that I knew you all of 745 00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:22,600 Speaker 1: them and be that that we were focusing on. Later on, 746 00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:27,000 Speaker 1: that reporter asked randomly about you and said, you know what, 747 00:39:27,120 --> 00:39:30,960 Speaker 1: that sucks. What happened. They believed that you did not 748 00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:35,799 Speaker 1: do anything because whoever your coach was or told them that, 749 00:39:36,040 --> 00:39:38,160 Speaker 1: and they were willing to co sign it and bring 750 00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:41,160 Speaker 1: it to another body of people who were fighting for 751 00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:43,000 Speaker 1: the innocence of people who are incarcerator. 752 00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:48,040 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, And that went along till they end up 753 00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:53,520 Speaker 2: throwing that out too. And now but now we're getting. 754 00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:55,319 Speaker 1: They threw it out against you. This is your second right. 755 00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:59,799 Speaker 2: Yeah, So I'm I'm done and and just answer your 756 00:39:59,840 --> 00:40:03,000 Speaker 2: ques she was getting bigger and bigger. At the time, 757 00:40:03,120 --> 00:40:08,919 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my fucking guys, you're bleeding ship right here, right, 758 00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:11,920 Speaker 2: because like I said, that's all I wanted was just 759 00:40:11,920 --> 00:40:17,840 Speaker 2: to be successful, right, And the strangest thing happened. Oh 760 00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:21,759 Speaker 2: now I got broke down to minimum. So I'm in 761 00:40:21,840 --> 00:40:26,040 Speaker 2: a dome and you know, different gods be talking. 762 00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:29,840 Speaker 1: You're broildn't the minimum security. You're no longer in that snux. 763 00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:31,640 Speaker 1: I'm not in the side of MAXA. You're in the 764 00:40:31,719 --> 00:40:33,600 Speaker 1: dorm where a bunch of what. 765 00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:35,439 Speaker 2: I think like about sixty sixty. 766 00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:39,640 Speaker 1: Four sixty four beds. Yeah, okay, guys in minimum security. Guy, 767 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:44,440 Speaker 1: they deemed harmless or on the way out whatever, right, 768 00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:45,799 Speaker 1: they stole a candy bar. 769 00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:48,840 Speaker 2: Oh well, really you got to have like six years. 770 00:40:48,640 --> 00:40:50,920 Speaker 1: And then okay, god right and not getting any trouble 771 00:40:50,960 --> 00:40:52,280 Speaker 1: and be peaceful a piece of person. 772 00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:55,800 Speaker 2: So what happened is, you know, I hear people talking 773 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:59,080 Speaker 2: day and somebody over here, I hear him telling the 774 00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:04,799 Speaker 2: stories about Bingleton, New York, right, and I hate him. 775 00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:08,120 Speaker 2: And it passed. But when you go to child, you 776 00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:09,960 Speaker 2: line up and then you sit at you sit at 777 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:13,239 Speaker 2: the table. Whoever out, Yeah, you go to mill so 778 00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:16,319 Speaker 2: you sit at the table with whoever you're online were 779 00:41:16,360 --> 00:41:19,040 Speaker 2: and just so happened when the guys are talking about Bingleton. 780 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:23,200 Speaker 2: I sat next to him and uh so I heard 781 00:41:23,239 --> 00:41:25,040 Speaker 2: him talking. Said, oh, yeah, you're from Bingleton. I know 782 00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:28,440 Speaker 2: somebody from Bingleton. And what end up happening is? I said, Yo, 783 00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:31,879 Speaker 2: do you know you know Flow, big light skin Float. 784 00:41:32,120 --> 00:41:35,440 Speaker 2: You're talking about Ronnie Lee? Yeah, I know him. Oh 785 00:41:35,560 --> 00:41:38,200 Speaker 2: let me tell you something. All these niggas that I 786 00:41:38,280 --> 00:41:40,560 Speaker 2: caught up with from me, that nigga held me down 787 00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:43,320 Speaker 2: when he went to Jay said Flow helped his family 788 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:47,600 Speaker 2: out with something Flow. Yeah, Floa Flow Performers was up 789 00:41:47,640 --> 00:41:52,200 Speaker 2: there Bingleton. So it's so calt getting money up there 790 00:41:52,200 --> 00:41:55,839 Speaker 2: in Bingleton. But Floe helped his family out when he 791 00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:59,920 Speaker 2: was in jail. So what ends up happening is the guy, 792 00:42:00,080 --> 00:42:03,720 Speaker 2: uh you know, he's talking to me because my article 793 00:42:03,800 --> 00:42:05,640 Speaker 2: had came out of the paper, so they knew about 794 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:06,520 Speaker 2: my case. 795 00:42:06,640 --> 00:42:09,279 Speaker 1: Right, you mean the media starts to pick up the case. 796 00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:13,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, when because that lawyer, the lawyer that came from 797 00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,920 Speaker 2: the Daily News, he got it put in the newspaper, 798 00:42:15,960 --> 00:42:18,279 Speaker 2: which brought it kind of back to life again, right, 799 00:42:18,840 --> 00:42:22,640 Speaker 2: And Uh. So people in the jail knew about my case. 800 00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:24,160 Speaker 2: So he said, yeo, what's going on with that? And 801 00:42:24,239 --> 00:42:26,719 Speaker 2: I started telling them, you know, they do it out 802 00:42:26,719 --> 00:42:29,120 Speaker 2: and so now he said, yo. He started telling me 803 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:34,240 Speaker 2: that you could write lawyers and uh, different law schools 804 00:42:34,239 --> 00:42:36,239 Speaker 2: and different like that, and he said sometimes what they 805 00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:39,440 Speaker 2: do is they give the case to the students. It's 806 00:42:39,480 --> 00:42:41,960 Speaker 2: a project they work on. So you should try that. 807 00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:44,200 Speaker 2: So I started, but I didn't start doing it. What 808 00:42:44,280 --> 00:42:46,480 Speaker 2: happened is he went to lawyer but library and he 809 00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:48,880 Speaker 2: got a whole bunch of addresses from me and he 810 00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:51,200 Speaker 2: gave it to me, you'll write these people, and I 811 00:42:51,239 --> 00:42:55,399 Speaker 2: put it on a on a dess and he would 812 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:58,640 Speaker 2: go to a right duty is doing come by against Yo, 813 00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:01,839 Speaker 2: I see you. Then you didn't mad at hef hey, 814 00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:04,040 Speaker 2: I'm gonna do it because by this time my mind 815 00:43:04,120 --> 00:43:05,440 Speaker 2: had gave up. Bro. I didn't even want to hear. 816 00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:09,439 Speaker 2: You know, I was done because it was too hard. 817 00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:11,880 Speaker 1: You're in there because you didn't need that two strikes. 818 00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,120 Speaker 1: Yeah you know, now a list of people that and 819 00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:16,480 Speaker 1: you're like, okay, now write a bunch of kids. 820 00:43:16,640 --> 00:43:18,839 Speaker 2: Yeah. Now, I was like I was just didn't want 821 00:43:18,840 --> 00:43:20,440 Speaker 2: to hear know again, right, it's just getting to be 822 00:43:20,480 --> 00:43:22,560 Speaker 2: too much getting my hopes up and there oh maybe 823 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:25,839 Speaker 2: next timing, maybe next time, and then it's just shot down. Right, 824 00:43:26,040 --> 00:43:31,839 Speaker 2: So what happened is uh, he come by, he say something, man, 825 00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:35,319 Speaker 2: what you're doing? What you're doing? So I finally just 826 00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:39,879 Speaker 2: to shut him up, took the letters and I put 827 00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:42,480 Speaker 2: them in the mailbox and forgot all about it because 828 00:43:42,480 --> 00:43:44,640 Speaker 2: I really didn't want to get in the denial war game. 829 00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:48,799 Speaker 2: And what ends up happening is uh, a letter came 830 00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:53,440 Speaker 2: back from the Brooklyn Law School and the guy said 831 00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:56,400 Speaker 2: that the professor said that he he seen my he 832 00:43:56,520 --> 00:43:59,520 Speaker 2: read my story, know that he's interested in hearing more. 833 00:43:59,719 --> 00:44:03,600 Speaker 2: And I was psych Holy shit. It was the first 834 00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:07,240 Speaker 2: time somebody was showing real, real interest in my case 835 00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:09,520 Speaker 2: and wasn't asking for a dime, So that means he 836 00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:12,640 Speaker 2: really more the more of the work work on it, right, 837 00:44:13,239 --> 00:44:17,720 Speaker 2: And uh, not only that, he sent me his number 838 00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:23,319 Speaker 2: to call collect right, and I called him, explained him 839 00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:25,160 Speaker 2: about my case, and he told me he needed my 840 00:44:25,239 --> 00:44:27,200 Speaker 2: minutes before he could tell me anything and all that. 841 00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:29,880 Speaker 2: So I started working on my family to get to 842 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:32,359 Speaker 2: get the minister him. And one thing that ended up 843 00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:36,840 Speaker 2: happening is uh my uh uh trainer, the boxing trainer. 844 00:44:37,800 --> 00:44:41,080 Speaker 2: He worked in sing sing for thirty six years, right, 845 00:44:41,520 --> 00:44:44,840 Speaker 2: so he got all your things as a sergeant all that. 846 00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:47,200 Speaker 2: So what ends up happening is he said, you know what, 847 00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:50,680 Speaker 2: send the papers to me and I take them over there. 848 00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:53,359 Speaker 2: Because the Brooklyn Law schools nearglas and Gym that's down 849 00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:56,239 Speaker 2: on Front Street. They all downtown Brooklyn. So he went 850 00:44:56,280 --> 00:44:58,840 Speaker 2: over there and he spoke with him on my behalf, 851 00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:01,840 Speaker 2: gave him the papers on had lunch together, spent about 852 00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:04,719 Speaker 2: two hours, and the guy got right back and touched me. 853 00:45:04,760 --> 00:45:08,160 Speaker 2: He said, look, man, he said, if I wasn't gonna 854 00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:12,080 Speaker 2: take your case after talking to Bob Jackson, I'm gonna 855 00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:14,319 Speaker 2: take it now. He said, because a guy who had 856 00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,200 Speaker 2: been through what he'd been through to come in there 857 00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:18,080 Speaker 2: and talk to each other. Because he said, this guy 858 00:45:18,120 --> 00:45:20,280 Speaker 2: had met every crook in the world in the thirty 859 00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:22,600 Speaker 2: six years that he worked that singing in prison, and 860 00:45:22,640 --> 00:45:24,719 Speaker 2: he come in there to talk to you about you 861 00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:27,839 Speaker 2: like that. He said, I have to take a leaeve man, 862 00:45:27,880 --> 00:45:29,920 Speaker 2: He said, I have to take this case and you. 863 00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:32,799 Speaker 1: Ralph McDaniels like how Ralph believed in me. 864 00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:37,600 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and what when I say this, this is quick? 865 00:45:37,600 --> 00:45:40,040 Speaker 2: But it didn't take this quick right here. But within 866 00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:44,839 Speaker 2: the next year he ended up getting me down into court. 867 00:45:45,760 --> 00:45:48,160 Speaker 2: You get out, and then I started speaking to you. 868 00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:50,720 Speaker 2: And then what I started speaking. 869 00:45:50,320 --> 00:45:52,880 Speaker 1: To you said, you get out. The last time you 870 00:45:52,960 --> 00:45:56,080 Speaker 1: saw me, yeah, you got The last time you saw me, 871 00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:58,200 Speaker 1: I was on a buster on this shit we red 872 00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:01,279 Speaker 1: Lobster uniform one. I was defeated and that was my 873 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:02,120 Speaker 1: third business. 874 00:46:02,880 --> 00:46:03,520 Speaker 2: I gave it up. 875 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:08,040 Speaker 1: I decided to go back to Red Lofson. You come home. Now, 876 00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:09,239 Speaker 1: what happens now? 877 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:13,960 Speaker 2: Now? I'm like, uh, you know, this is a new 878 00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:16,440 Speaker 2: world coming out. This is eight years later. What what? 879 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:18,399 Speaker 2: What is really gonna be out? 880 00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:20,400 Speaker 1: How much did the world change in eight years to you? 881 00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:21,560 Speaker 1: I'm just curious. I don't know. 882 00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:25,719 Speaker 2: Well, when I came around form us, everything look exactly 883 00:46:25,800 --> 00:46:26,120 Speaker 2: the same. 884 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:36,799 Speaker 1: That moment with Damon John is a production of the 885 00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:40,719 Speaker 1: Black Effect Podcast Network. 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